✨my doomed yaoi in the same pose as my other doomed yaoi✨

Dancing in time

Forever thinking about S1-S2 Mike and how his relationship with Will developed over time.

People always talk about Mike pulling away from Will because of his growing feelings towards him, but what about their collective trauma?

Mike watched them pull his best friend’s body out from the quarry. He saw what everyone said was the dead body of the person he cared about most. And then he came back.

Will basically came back from the dead for Mike. And in season two, when Will was going through the flash backs, Mike tried to hang onto him and support him as best he could. Mike couldn’t protect him from the upside down the first time, but he could this time. He was dedicated to protecting Will from the horrors he had been through.

But once Will was possessed, I think Mike pulled away a little. He realized he couldn’t protect Will the way he wanted to. He couldn’t save him. But El could. So he pulled away. He couldn’t bear to lose Will. He couldn’t bear to watch him slip from his grasp a third time. So he made El his priority, to ensure that she stopped all of this once and for all, so he could have his Will back.

Mike doesn’t want El to be his super hero. Mike doesn’t want El to be free from the upside down. He wants El to make Will free from the episode down. She needs to be Will’s super hero, because Mike can’t be.

I really need to stop recommending my mum exclusively gay media like I think she’s going to catch on…

Because I can't shut up about Natalie Holt and Lokius I want to point out that the theme 'Pruned' that plays in season 1 when Loki watches Mobius get pruned is utilized again in 'It's Over' which plays in season 2 when Loki watches the temporal loom explode and destroy the TVA.

It was always about saving Mobius.

Losing the TVA = Losing Mobius

idk what to call this. but it’s a plaster cast of my hand with quotes from tragic gays. got some enjoltaire, anderperry, patrochilles, ineffable husbands, jalph, etc. plus some song lyrics i like :)

the flower is metal wire!

I love them so much they make me cry

GOD GIVETH

AND GOD TAKETH AWAY

Guys, is it gay to have a friend reconnect with you while they are at their lowest and as you write letters to each other and have short visits to one another here and there you start to have feelings for one another despite your married state, but then your "friend" now not-so-secret lover sends you a really worrying letter describing letting a man who was thought to be dead be suffocated in his coffin buried in the ground you decide you need to go talk to him and set him straight, but oh no the letter has gone missing and now he came all the way to you accusing you of telling the authorities and now wishes to kill you? I'm not sure.

(for context this is how I imagine the whole Hezekiah story actually went from Nathaniel's pov because dramatic irony and tragic misunderstandings are fun)

something about a rat, a dead dove and a whole lot of gay people…. or otherwise referred to as the meursault arc

songs i was listening to that made me think of destiel because these tragic gays occupy my every waking moment

1 - don't blame me by taylor swift

"For you, I would cross the line I would waste my time I would lose my mind They say, "She's gone too far this time" ... And baby, for you, I would fall from grace Just to touch your face"

2 - part of me by noah kahan

"And there was something in the air As we drove your parents' car Fire we both knew was there But couldn't bring ourselves to start I scream the words inside your head And hoped you'd feel me Feel me ... Just the ache of knowing everything was gonna change"

God they’re such fucking losers, I love them.

One of my favorite Byler moments in the entire show is the willel reunion in 4x08.

The double take Mike does between Will and El gutted me the first time I watched it. It looks like a realization on his face. The realization that this isn't what he wants. El isn't what he wants. It's Will. I love Mike so much, I want to see him absolutely break in s5!!!

Just listened to ep. 20 of Malevolent (the podcast) amd that shit GOT ME FUCKED UP HOW ARE THE ELDERITCH TRAGIC GAES SHARING A BODY MORE TRAGIC THAN FEAR AVATAR GAYS THAT ENDED THE FUCKING WORLD?!?!?!

I love tragic gay indescribables.

The fact that my valgrace playlist is almost completely made up of angsty, sad love/heartbreak songs and my pipabeth playlist is just fluffy songs abt lesbians loving their girlfriends. Or just fluffy love songs in general.

Guess which one makes me cry the hardest. (Hint; starts with V, ends with algrace)