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lavishl0ve · 4 months

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Hiii it's me again HAHAHA I rlly love your writing, especially the last one😍

Could u please write about reader who loves biting? Both herself and Johnny? HAHAHAHAHAHA it's so weird but😭😭 anyways love youuu🫶🫶

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hii sorry for the late response on this request life hit me like a wreck 😵‍💫 but tyy !! enjoy 💋 (the song mentioned is down below if you’d like to listen!!)

Shot in the Dark plays for the fifth time this night. It does every shift I take, I’ve learned to blur it out although I find myself bobbing my head here and there. I wipe the counter, pouring a whiskey. Neat, just how he likes it. The bells strung above the door jingle as I hear his boots approach.

I turn facing him, drink in hand, placing it on the bar counter.

“Aw. You’se expecting me so early today?”

I scoff turning to him, he watches me, head slightly tilted to the right,

“Nope. You just mighty consistent comin’ here at ten each night Mr. Slaughter.” I reply, wiping the glasses.

He swishes the liquor before taking a sip, “I told ya, no need for the formalities sweetheart.”

Formalities, sure. The man didn’t even know my name, and I sure don’t plan on givin’ it to him either. He’d always come in each night, ordering that same drink. Only difference? The lady he hits on. Too bad he’s taken an interest in me.

Too bad he doesn’t have my interest.

I give him a simple mumble, “agreeing” with him. As our silence fills the bar I can tell how loud the song is now. I tend to do my job, but if I was honest… I was doing useless things, anything to look like I was busy.

“Cmon’.” He breaks the silence, “lemme get you a drink.”

I chuckle, turning toward him, “How many times I gotta tell you Mr. Slaughter?”

“I can’t drink.”

He gestured with his hands apprehensively, seeming to back off. Then he leans toward locking his eyes with mine. He glared at me through his thick eyebrows.

“Ain’t no one here Darlin’.”

His response was almost intimidating. I give him a sly smile resting my chin in my hands, hands supported by my elbows on the bar.

“My Boss.” I drag out.

He gave me a slow nod, his tongue toying with the sharp tip of his canine.

He leans in slightly closer, “What he doesn’t know won’t hurt em’.”

I scan his face, up close I notice a scar that lashes along his left eye. It somehow compliments his face so well. I take a moment just to stare before answering him.

“Take a hint lover boy.” I break the tension returning back to my very important cup cleaning.

He huffs, “You ain’t no fun.”

I glance back at him, “Bite me.”

I hear the clink of him placing the glass down.

His voice is slow and smooth, “But you’d enjoy that too much.”

His words made my stomach flip, stirring something inside me, but I couldn’t show that. Instead I just shake my head. Moments pass.

“Don’t wish for things you can’t handle.” He growls.

He catches me off guard, I turn ready to fight back against his statement yet when I look at him he’s different. His eyes had darkened with criminal smirk painted on his face, he pulled it off dangerously well. Like I was his next victim.

My mouth had probably been agape for a good minute, thank god the creak of the employees only door redirected his attention. My eyes linger on him a little longer before I’m snapped away.

“Y/N I need ya to take the trash out before you close up.” My boss dawns on that same worn baseball cap he always wears, “Have a nice night y’all.”

And just like that we’re alone. I can hear my name replaying in his head. There goes my plan of not telling him. I try to avoid that small talk with him, walking over to the trash can pulling the hefty bag out. I spin around catching myself before bumping into his wide frame. There he stands towering over me, a little too close. I hadn’t even heard him walk over. He drags his calloused hand over my arm, trying to free my grip from the trash bag.

“Lemme help you with that.” he smirks.

He never broke eye contact, and there I stayed stunned again. Maybe this plan couldn’t work out. He was mighty fine and dare I say charming… but I was one of the many girls he did this to. Just remember that y/n.

I wanted to argue, say this was my job and that I was assigned to do it, nonetheless I was speechless. And with a simple break of my grip he hurls the bag over his shoulder like it was nothing, walking out, triggering that same bell over the door. I can finally take a breath.

Maybe multiple.

I had lost track of time, almost two in the mornin’. I had been long overdue to clock out but talking to Johnny had me attentive. The soft music in the back with the glow of the neon lights made it felt all too surreal. A little liquid courage helped me cool down a bit too, although I hate to admit he got what he wanted. I did have a few drinks. We were chatting for hours, talking about the basic things like favorite colors and ages to random stuff. It had all begun to blur into my mind past one point. His company was strangely nice.

He chuckled slightly, “It’s late Darlin’ can I drive ya home?”

I roll my eyes sarcastically at his remark, “I’m capable of handling myself Mr. Slaughter.”

He looks at my eyes, glancing down at my lips and back up again.

“I’m sure you could.”

I raise my eyebrows in response. His voice cuts through again.

“But chu’ been drinkin’.”

“And you haven’t?” I toy.

“I think you’d know I can handle my alcohol just fine.” He winks.

Each time he did one of those moves I felt all fuzzy. Stupid, like I was a school girl with some crush. But no, I didn't like him. I wouldn’t allow myself to.

I walked to the back room to clock out, turning off the lighting inside the bar, he stands leaning in the doorframe waiting for an answer.

I walk up towards him, he doesn’t budge, “Scuse’ you.”

“Scuse’ me?” he laughs “You the one who ain’t gave me an answer.”

He leans slightly over me.

“You got your answer.” I reply tilting my head up to him.

I push my way through him, aiming for the door. The cold air washes over me as I’d open the front door. The nights here aren’t usually this cold. I shiver slightly, his warm hand catches my arm again. I turn to him, he walks, pushing me backwards.

“Lemme do this one thing.”

His tone was soft, sort of pleading. He had sounded so sincere, I had almost felt bad.

I breathe in deep, “Johnny…” I long out, hoping he’ll give it up.

I hit the back of his truck, he presses his body closer to me than ever and just stares. He won’t give it up. I notice that now. His eyes bore into mine just waiting. But not for my response. I can feel his body against me with each breath he takes. The air now feels hotter and thicker than ever, my heartbeat in my throat.

His hand moves the hair from my face, he also hesitates for a moment. I can’t help but give him a soft reassuring nod. That was all he needed, that simple understanding. And then, in that suspended moment, our lips met—a gentle collision of warmth and lust. It felt a dance of intimacy, a symphony of emotions conveyed through a single, lingering kiss which had built up this night. His lips were warm and cracked, his fingers tangled in my hair. He was hungry, craved for more as he pushed deeper into the kiss. His taste of whiskey and smoke invaded my senses, I felt blurred and my mind gave in. I pushed back with the same amount of force, needing all of him, all of his taste. Fuck. How he tasted so good.

It had become a power struggle, seeing who gave in first, nevertheless I knew it would be me. I break away, gasping for air, he doesn’t stop for a second, moving down to my neck, he kisses and marks as his hands explore my body, moving all over. He suddenly bites down lightly, a gasp escapes my mouth. The sting courses through my veins. The vibration of his chuckle beneath me revives me from the pain.

“J- Johnny…” I stutter.

I intwine my hands through his hair, lightly pulling it away, a sign to stop. I had pushed him too far, he was going after he wanted.

“No.” He mumbles, slipping his large hands under my tank top.

I breathe in deep as he works his way up and under my bra. We have to stop, my mind knows I can’t do this with him. But my body’s telling me differently. Was it the alcohol? Maybe.

I moan lightly from his touch, from the drag of his tongue, he suddenly breaks away.

“Get in the car.” He demanded.

Johnny had looked like a starved wolf, staring me down waiting to obey his order. With each step I take back he follows keeping us in close contact. I do not turn away, I do not break eye contact. He can watch me as much as he wants. I open the back door of his white truck, crawling backward inside. He follows shortly after, topping me, urgently resuming that kiss. His hand glides along my left leg propping it up, slipping his hand under through my shorts. He toys with my panties, twirling them in his fingers. We can play this game.

I slip my palms into his jeans, past his belt. I stroke him softly as he gasps into my mouth.

“Need some help there Mr. Slaughter~..?” I amusingly ask.

He rises above me, unbuckling his sliver belt, “You gon’ fuckin’ get it tonight.”

I chew on my fingernail savoring him, he glides the leather belt off. He suddenly grabs me, flipping me onto my stomach.

He leans close into my ear, “I think you needa be shown some discipline darlin’.”

He grabbed my hands, locking them within the leather. Propping me up, my back to his chest as he runs his hands down under my bra, teasing, rolling his fingers making me squirm with every touch. His arm gripped tight around my waist keeping me in place. He pressed his lips against my ear causing me to tilt my head slightly backward.

“You wanna give in.?” He growls.

I turn my head to look at him, “But you’d enjoy that too much.” I remarked.

That same juvenile smirk reappears on his face. If only I knew what I was getting myself into.

His hands work down to the button of my pants, throwing me toward he rips them off my legs with my shirt following after. I can hear the ripping of fabric behind me, in turn, he holds the remains of what my tank top once was. Taking a piece Johnny twists it and wraps it around my mouth.

“You gon’ need it.”

He then pulls back on the part of fabric secured in his fist causing me to be thrown back upright. He sweeps the hair off from my collarbone, giving himself free access to my neck. He digs his canines deeper than the first time, the pain shooting straight down my spine. I arch back in response to the pain but his mouth follows my body close digging, deeper and deeper. Skin breaks and I feel warm liquid drip down my shoulder, nonetheless he doesn’t stop like a starved wolf. It became an excruciating tearing sensation, as if he had been pulling my person apart. The pain surged through every fiber of my being, and the world blurred into a chaotic whirlwind of agony. Darkness enveloped me, tearing through my senses with an unrestrained brutality. I felt the sucking of his lips on my sweet liquid, the pulsations only made the pain more relentless. With each drip of life he took from me the stinging intensified.

The ripping of flesh peaked, I would try and pull away only to be met with his hard thrust into me. I scream out from the impact as he catches me from the fall, he breathes in deep, arms tightening around me. Johnny's muscles tense, his grip around my breasts squeezing. His other hand slides down my body, between my shaken legs, finding the spot driving me wild. He uses this leverage to push deeper inside, claiming me completely. Johnny's pace fastened, his rhythm trying to push himself as far into me. His girth stretching me out, met with that same stinging sensation. The symphony throbbed all throughout my body, the bittersweet harmony conjoined as the sensations danced on the border between pleasure and pain. The subtle sting of desire intertwined with the electric pulses left me breathless. Every touch was a harsh contradiction, a merging of pleasure and a hint of agony that made the experience all the more intense and unforgettable.

It made me feel alive.

Johnny pants out, the moisture of his sweat and breath transferred onto my bare body. His movements became jerkier, more erratic as he held on. With a final slam of his hips he collapses onto me, trapping me between the car seat and his body. His heavy breaths dig into my ears, swooshing my messy hair back over my shoulder I can feel his eyes analyzing me.

“I got cha’ good hm?” he mocks pressing into me.

I’d assume the bite was worse than I had thought since the stinging became more prevalent than ever now, it had felt like my skin was on fire. The cold feeling from the lick of his tongue cools off the burning. He cleans off each trail of blood from my body. Savoring every essence. I run my hand over the bite, the indentation of his teeth marked into me.

I was now his.

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buzzyb33 · 2 months

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another one for josh could you do one on spending nye together and getting drunk and he has to take care of you etc tyy ilyyy

Prompt: having a group outing causes you to get drunk- a lot more drunk than your boyfriend which lets him be your anchor for the night.

Warnings: alcohol, swearing

“Josh, I’m serious-! I’m not going to get too drunk tonight- maybe tipsy but, not, like, that bad.” I say in a honest tone as I finish my makeup

“Right, you said that last time and it’s fine anyway.” He smiles, dismissing my comment.

“I’ll be able to walk straight, I promise.”

He shakes his head, grinning.

I stand up, wiping my strapless dress down and adjusting my hair slightly.

“I’m ready.”

I go to turn to him but stopped by his arms around my waist.

I smile as he nuzzled softly into my neck, he inhaled and smiles.

“The Ubers on its way.”

He kisses my neck with soft butterfly kisses, his hands firmly on either side of my waist.

I lean into him, letting his hands roam.

As we get to the club I take my respected seat between josh and Talia.

I smile at her as we whisper, giggling and updating us on things like we don’t speak everyday.

For this night out was, Josh, Tobi, Simon, Ethan, faith, calfreezy, Talia and me. I’m holding Josh’s hand as me and Talia give our little updates, mine and Josh’s hand intertwined in his lap.

He talks to the others as we get faith and Ethan involved with our conversation.

The buzz of alcohol makes me giggle and grin under every single word spoken to me, as the night goes on, the burn of vodka in my tummy making me feel warm, Ethan and faith head home, calfreezy soon following.

Tobi, Simon and josh indulge in their own conversations as Talia nudges me for a dance, I grin and nod.

“Talia- I feel fuzzy.”

I giggle and she rolls her eyes.

“Y/n you must be fucked-“ she cuts herself off with her own laugh.

“Fuzzy?” She questions as he hand grips mine, pulling me through the crowd of people to as close to the centre as we can get.

“Mhm.. fuzzy.”

We laugh in twirls and twists- you know, we’re ‘dancing’.

I put my head in my hands, attempting to not smudge my makeup.

“I broke my promise to Josh.” I say losing my eyes as me and Talia stand in the bathroom, her re applying some lipstick and me trying to keep eye contact with myself in the mirror.

“What was your promise?” She quips, closing her lips so the lipstick applies evenly.

“I told him I would be able to walk straight..” I smile slightly and she laughs.

“You’re fucking wasted, n/n.”

I nod.

We get back to the table and the gentle hum of conversation between the three boys is settling.

I take Josh’s hand underneath the table and from the eye contact I think he can tell I’ve brown my promise.

“You win..” I murmur and he kisses my temple, keeping his lips there.

“Want me to order an Uber?” He questions, his hand going to my exposed knee.

I nod, letting my eyes fall shut.

“I’m going to be so fucked in the morning..” I say, keeping my eyes shut.

I lean over to Talia and tell her me and josh are going, she kisses my cheek and I say bye to Simon and tobi.

He leads me to the front and leans his back against the wall, pulling me to his chest, he threads his fingers through my hair standing in silence with me.

“… sorry.” I utter out and I feel his chest rumble in a quiet chuckle.

“I want you to have a good time, you just wanted to make me feel better for something I don’t care about it’s alright, n/n.” He assures and I nod.

The Uber arrives and we both climb in the back, he was tipsy so that means he was more smiley, I was drunk so more touchy, it was a nice dynamic.

I let my fingers trail the patterns of his shirt, my head on his shoulder and his arm around mine.

I close my eyes briefly as the Uber drives us back to our shared house.

“What you doing tomorrow?” I ask in a gentle slur.

“Nothing.. why?” He replies, his thumb beginning to caress my bare shoulder.

“Can we have an us day?” I mumble, feeling the buzz of alcohol slowly but surely leaving my system.

“Course we can.”

We get back and he holds my bag and waist as we giggle, walking inside.

“Go change, n/n I’ll get us some water, Kay?” He pulls his hat off and runs his hand through his hair too which I smile goofily and nod, pulling my heels off and before I can go, he pulls me into him, kisses my forehead and grins sending me upstairs.

I smile to myself as I change into a sidemen shirt and some sleep shorts.

I take my makeup off with a wipe, mess up my hair and go to brush my teeth.

I see how drowsy I look in the mirror and just as I climb into bed josh come sun, hands me some water and takes his shirt off, climbing next to me.

I sip my water, rub my eyes and sink into the covers, Josh’s arms going around me.

“You feeling okay, darling? He mumbles into the crown of my head.

“Mmh.. I’m going to be so hungover tomorrow.” I reply into his chest.

“I got you some asprin and paracetamol for tomorrow..” he mumbles, his voice getting smoother indicating he’s close to sleep.

“Love you..” I murmur.

“Love you too..” he replies.

A/N: IM BACK IM SORRY!!! REQUESTS R STILL OPEN

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imagineanime2022 · 6 months

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MHA Characters With Teen Reader (Platonic) *Part 2*

Dabi X Reader, Tomura Shigaraki X Reader, Kai Chisaki X Reader

Requested: Anon

Request: Heyy! So I LOVE HOW U WRITE the LOV with platonic teen reader. And I had an idea where fem!teen!reader gets a s/o and the LOV gets overprotective and want to meet them and stuff. Characters would be: Dabi, Shigaraki and Overhaul (Ik he isn't part of the league but still 💀)! Tyy

*Part 1*

Dabi

🔥 Dabi hadn’t expected this to be a problem, especially not while he was still breathing but here he was watching you giggle at some teenage idiot hanging around the back alleys. 🔥 You don’t even realise that he is watching leant against the wall of the alley as you talk and get closer until he clears his throat. 🔥 “Who’s this?” “Just a friend” “Close for a friend.” “Let’s just go.” 🔥 His eyes never left the kid that you had been talking to even when you stood right in front of him, so you grabbed his hand and pulled him along until he finally turned to look at you. 🔥 “You like them?” “No.” “Don’t lie to me, I hate it when people lie to me.” “Would you hurt them if I told the truth?” “No.” “I like them a little.” 🔥 Dabi had no way to get any information, so he waited until he could catch the kid alone. 🔥 “So what are you hoping to gain from them?” “Excuse me.” “I’m not repeating myself, we both know you heard me.” “Gain? Someone who cares for me.” “Cares for you… I hope you care for them as much as they care for you, if not there won’t be anything left to find.” 🔥 Dabi isn’t one to believe in love, or finding in the life that you had both chosen to live but you were important enough to him that he would let you have what made you happy. 🔥 He hopes that the relationship continues in the best manor and if it does it he would be happy for you, he’d never admit instead replace that with teasing and dismissal. 🔥 However if it ends badly trust me when I say he will fulfil the threat unless you want the honour in which case he’ll clean up after you, make sure neither one of you are caught.

Tomura Shigaraki

✋ Shigaraki cares for you far more than anyone would have thought and he had far too much power at his disposal. ✋ When he walked into the bar to see you sitting at a table with some kid he couldn’t recognise, he knew most of the ‘would be’ villains around here and all the homeless kids that hung around looking for food or work. ✋ “(Y/N)! Come here!” “Yeah?” “Who have you invited into my bar?” “Kurogiri’s bar.” “Don’t get smart.” “They’re just talking to me.” “And if they are a spy?” “Then I’m sure you will tell me soon enough.” ✋ Shigaraki looked at the child that had been sitting with you, he didn’t trust them and he never would, he’d be civil for you, well kind of. ✋ “I’ll kill you if you hurt them.” “Y-yes sir.” ✋ Shigaraki would have someone from the league follow you when you start meeting them outside of the bar, where he could not see you. ✋ God help you if you start lying to him, he’d honestly just kill the love interest out of spite, so don’t lie to him. ✋ If things go well then he’ll leave you as you are but don’t expect him to give you anything more than that, he won’t congratulate you or even acknowledge the relationship really but that has nothing to do with who it is, just that there is anyone at all. ✋ If things don’t go well, you can expect to find the ex-partner on the floor in the bar, begging for their life and they will die, Shigaraki will make sure of it, even if you beg him not to. ✋ He’ll just send the kid home to die, far from your eyes and convince you that the kid moved away.

Kai Chisaki

💉 He knew before you even knew, he had been watching you and the newest member of the Mafia for a while, he could see what they wanted from you. 💉 He found out everything that he needed to know about them before he even thought about entertaining the idea of a relationship. 💉 When you finally tell him about your new friend he didn’t say anything, in fact you were almost convinced that he didn’t hear you, until a couple of days later when he addressed the new information. 💉 “So your new friend… Are you sure that they are here for you?” “What does that mean?” “You are higher than most in this organisation, you think that they want you for you.” “Is that so hard to believe?” “Make me believe it.” 💉 Kai is happy to lose you to this argument because he’s sure that he’s right, he had done his work without you before and he’d do it again (even if he would miss you). 💉 That being said he would not let someone take you from him without a fight, it may be different love but it was love all the same. 💉 “What do you intend to take from them?” “Take? Nothing.” “Do not lie to me!” “What could I take from them? They have nothing!” “They have whatever they want, I make sure of that. They want you so for now that is what they get.” 💉 From there on there was no arguments about the relationship however you always had a guard and you cleaned yourself thoroughly before interacting with him again. 💉 If the relationship going right, they would likely get more from him and when he’s sure that he can trust them they would earn their place next to you. 💉 If it went terribly, the Mafia had a way of dealing with scum, Kai would give you the choice of participation but you would be there to see it, you will remember what deceit looks like so you never fall for it again.

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nightwardenminthara · 23 days

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oc in 15

tagged by @space-writes tyy ive spent my morning reading ur fics coincidentally <3

Rules: share 15 or fewer lines of dialogue from an OC, ideally lines that capture the character/personality/vibe of the OC. Bonus points for just using dialogue without other details about the scene, but you're free to include those as well!

gonna do gideon!!

"Unfortunately, I remain dedicated to you. Because I’m in love with you and have always been under the impression bedding another would be a betrayal of that."

"But when we... do it, it will be love-making, right?"

"Apology accepted. There is no 'fucking' or 'dicking', chaste as a cloistered sister, as I said. But you do seem the type to enjoy that sort of thing. Fereldans. You've been here too long."

“I’m sorry. I’m drunk. Ignore me, I’m not acting like myself.”

“You’re terrible.” Gideon repeats, smacking his palm flat against Rodaine’s chest just to touch more skin. “In front of a cloistered man nonetheless.”

“I wouldn’t. Then he might tell me what you say about me when I’m not around. And I can hardly handle what you say when I am.”

"If I could stay at your side, I would. I would never leave it."

“I’m scared. I’m so scared.”

“I would retrieve it for you but I’m afraid I’ll come across something ghastly or perhaps things aren’t fully, um, taken care of. Not that I doubt your abilities. But truly it would be no bother if you wanted to come and look. With me.” A pause. “Or not. You don’t have to.”

"I can't be just your friend and your... bedmate. I can't. Please don't ask that of me. I-" He breathes a shaky breath, still gripping Rodaine tight. "Can't be only your friend and... bear to see you every day."

"Why am I here? You pulled me from my friends, my work, my position in the Circle for what? I can't wait around until you decide you forgive me. Or if I can, I can at least do it from a distance that doesn't hurt so much."

“You will be the first person I tell if I get a mortal papercut or maybe roll my ankle gathering herbs.”

"Personally never go near the thing myself, I'm as chaste as a cloistered sister."

You should see my room. You would hate it. I have a whole corner for prayer and I’ve discovered my grimoire is perfect for pressing flowers.”

"I didn't mean like that, you dirty..." he grasps for the right word, "Heathen."

from a mixture of AUs and roleplays

i will tag @sinquisition @aztarion @transprincecaspian and @foxboyclit

#ch: gideon trevelyan #tag games #im sry gideon is very verbose its hard to find short dialogue for him LMAO

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midnightmah07 · 5 days

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TYY ill try to tone down my asks lol this little thing was inspired by that one scene in spvtw, this is also my first time writing them so sorry if its bad lol

ANYWAYS TIME FOR THE THINGG

(Sidneys pov)

I was just walking towards the cafeteria, Crowley ended up paying me a bit extra so now I can get something for myself. “Sidneyy!!” huh?... i look behind me to see Kalim running towards me he slows down so he doesn't run into me. I lean to the side to look behind him “Jamils not with you?” I ask curiously, i mean Jamil is usually with him. “Oh, well hes in the cafeteria! I convinced him to go ahead of me” he says cheerfully, “oh... that's surprising” I say I bit shocked.

“I was just about to head to the cafeteria...wait! Do you want to walk there with me! OH, and if you want you could eat with us!” he says eagerly practically jumping up-N-down.

“Umm sure, I guess?” I say a bit unsure, I mean it would get back at grim for eating the rest of the groceries, yep... that's the only reason. (Shes in denial)

“Great!” he beams at me dancing on the balls of his feet happily. I cover my mouth laughing a bit. “let's go then, we don't want to keep Jamil waiting” I say already walking to the cafeteria, “right!” he says catching up to me.

After a while I start to notice him looking at me from the corner of my eye, “you know your hair?” he asks, “I know of it” I answer still looking ahead, “it's all bluee” he says in awe, eyes still on my hair. I laugh a bit covering my mouth “I change my hair every month dude, get used to it” I say glancing at him. “The color looks really nice on you! it makes you look prettier than usual!” he says looking at me lovingly. I end up choking on air “you- you can't just say things like that!” I say looking at him in shock my face slowly turning a bit red.

“Huh, what do you mean? I'm telling the truth" He tilts his head looking at me confused, causing my face to heat up. “let's just head to the cafeteria...” I say looking straight and speed walking so he can't see my face.

she is in the denial stage of their relationship lol

Ah yes... The denial...

Bro I absolutely love LOVE Kalim and Kalim being in love like it's SO???? HE'S SO SWEET I CAN'T EVEN

This is so very cute<33 keep it up!!

#💙! mah's answers

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kleoyeager78 · 1 year

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Can I request a citygirl!reader x cowboy!Jean in which reader is going to the countryside with her (abusive and arranged) fiance. They're supposed to spend the weekend with her parents buy when they just happen to be in the little town getting drinks for the road or sum, Jean sees fiance treating reader horribly and swoops in to save the day? Well you can make it however you want actually! Tyy

You’re mine | Jean x reader

Warning: physical abuse, smut, unprotected sex, drinking.

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Why do I have to marry a guy like him?

I hate him.

He’s an awful guy and he treats me like shit.

I don’t deserve to be treated like this. But of course I have to take all of this for my parents stupid business.

My parents wished to open a small store in the country in order to fulfill their dream of living there. But, of course, they couldn't afford it, so they forced me to marry some rich, abusive douchebag so they could fund their dream.

I told them several times about how he treats me, but each time they told me to suck it up or get over it, so I did. I accepted this life.

My parents moved to the country about a week ago.So me and my fiancé decided to pay them a visit today.

As I was packing my bags to go I noticed my fiancé standing by the door looking like he was waiting for something.

“Can I help you?” I asked him.

“You can tell me why the hell my suitcase isn’t packed” He responded.

“Maybe because you didn’t pack it”

He walked over to me and smacked me in the face. “Don’t be smart with me” he said and then went over to his closet and threw his suitcase at me. “Pack it” with that he left the room and I began packing his suitcase.

I was used to him hitting me when he was angry, so his actions did not surprise me.

After I got done packing I went to put the suitcases in the car. I hoped he would at least help me but nope he made me do it all by myself.

When I got in the car and closed the door I was instantly met with a punch to the face.

“Why the hell is the car on E” he yelled at me. “You were the last one to use it”

“It’s because when I was at the gas station you called me and told me to get home immediately”

He hit me in the face again. “ all you ever have is excuses”.

He began driving to the gas station and I just sat there holding back tears because I didn’t want to upset him.

After we got what we needed from the gas station we began to make our way to the countryside.

And let’s just say the trip was wild…..

I can't count how many times I was hit in the face or insulted by my fiancé, but I can count how many hours it took us to get here.

It took us about 8 hours to see a sign indicating that we had arrived in the country. We were, however, still about 20 minutes away from my parents' house.

We drove another five minutes when my fiancé came to a stop.

“What’s the matter?” I was confused as to why we stopped.

“Let’s go check out that bar” he said pointing to a place called Boots 'n' Beer ( or you can make up the name)

I forgot to mention that my fiancé was an alcoholic. He couldn't go more than 2 hours without drinking or he'd get angry. That's probably why he's been so aggressive.

Nonetheless I didn’t protest and just got out of the car following behind him into the bar.

The inside of the bar looked nice, but everyone there was loud.

There were men gambling and people dancing all over the place. It looked like fun, but I knew my fiancé wouldn't let me do any of it.

My fiancé and I went to the bar counter to order drinks, or rather he ordered himself a drink because I was expected to drive home.

"Can I get two shots of tequila?" He asked the bartender, who shook his head and proceeded to make the drinks.

When the bartender came back with the two shots my fiancé drowned them like they were nothing.

He ended up drinking at least ten shots of tequila before going to dance with a girl who approached him.

Leaving me all alone.

I didn’t mind though since it finally got him off my back.

“What’s a pretty gal like you doing sitting all alone” someone said behind me.

When I turned around, I was met by a very tall man with ash brown hair wearing a cowboy hat, blue jeans, and cowboy boots, so I assumed he was from here.

“Oh I’m here with my fiancé” I said with a little smile because of his compliment.

“Really? How come I don’t see him?”

“He’s over there.” I pointed to the dance floor embarrassed. It was very embarrassing telling someone that your fiancé was on the dance floor with another woman.

“I see” was all the man said before he dragged me to the dance floor.

“M-mr what are you doing?” I asked confused and scared that my fiancé would see me.

“If he can dance, so can you, right?”

I just gulped. I would have loved to dance with him if I didn’t have to pay the consequences later.

But then again thinking about what he said. I should be able to have a little fun right? Just for tonight I’ll enjoy myself and then I’ll pay the consequences when I’m done.

“Okay”

We made our way to the dance floor.

He pulled me into him causing me to put my hand on his shoulder while his hands made their way down to my waist.

He started to move his feet forward so I took that as a sign to move my feet back. Which worked well.

Our rhythm was amazing. It’s like our body’s understand each other without having to say anything.

“You’re an amazing dancer,” I told him.

“I could say the same about you” He said with a smirk plastered on his face. Then he grabbed my hand and spent me away from him before pulling me back into his chest.

“Hey I never got your name” I said to him making him chuckle.

“Names Jean, Jean Kirstein” He said with that same flirtatious smirk on his face.

“Well Jean I’m Y/n, y/n l/n” you said giving him a kind smile.

everything after that was a blur. Me and Jean continued to dance. We danced so much that I lost track of time. Jean brought me drink after drink and I forgot I had to drive home.

Little did I know I didn’t have to worry about that.

My senses didn't return until I was thrown on a bed and the same brown-haired man was towering over me, attempting to remove his belt.

“You need help with that?” I said as I crawled to the edge of the bed to help him.

He did not have time to respond. My hands were already on his belt, aching to get it off.

“Lil eager thing aren’t cha?” He said looking down at me with his now signature smirk.

“Only for you.” I looked up and gave him an equal smirk.

He pushed me back on the bed making me giggle. He then proceeded to take off his belt by himself.

When he got it off he climbed on top of me with it and tied both of my hands over my head with it.

“Buckle up girl. Tonight’s gonna be a long ride.”

He got off of me and took his jeans off then got back on top of me.

He started kissing me and sucking on my neck while pushing my panties to the side and playing with my clit.

“Jean,” I moaned.

“Yes puddin?” He said coming back up to my lips to look at me.

“Please.”

“Please what? Darlin, use your words.” He said with a teasing smirk.

“ please fuck me.”

That was all I had to say to make him get on his knees and start stroking his cock.

After a few strokes he inserted himself inside me making you squirm.

My wrist was starting to hurt because of the belt but I didn’t even care all I wanted was him.

When he made it fully inside of me he wasted no time thrusting inside me. He was going at impossible speeds.

“You feel so good around this cock princess,” Jean praised. “It’s like your pussy has my name on it” he bragged.

All I could do was moan. “Jean I’m close”

“Already buttercup? Can’t you wait a little longer?” He said slowing down.

“Jean” I whined.

“Alright I’ll give you what you’re asking for” He started thrusting faster again. Maybe even faster than before but hell I couldn’t tell I was too drunk off his dick to even care about anything right now.

After he thrusted a few more times I came. Causing him to pull out and cum on my stomach.

He then untied my hands as well.

I was so tired and I just wanted to go to sleep. “I think I should get going,” I said without making any attempts to actually get up.

“What’s the rush princess?” He said laying on the side of me hugging my waist.

“Fiancé” was all I managed to say because of how tired I was.

“Oh I don’t think he’ll be an issue beautiful you just rest up.” Jean chuckled.

Little did he know I was already fast asleep before he even finished his sentence.

When he noticed you were asleep he couldn’t help but smile. “You won’t ever have to worry about him again, you're mine now” he said, tucking you under the cover and kissing your forehead.

#aot fanfiction #aot x reader #aot x y/n #attack on titan #attack on titan fic #jean kristen #jean x reader #Jean fanfic #jean x you #jean x y/n #smut #aot x reader smut #jean smut #cowboy jean #city girls #attack on titan smut

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vrmxlho · 1 year

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tyy @phoenix666stuff for requesting! i rlly loved writing this, hope you enjoy <333 also reqs are open!!

pairing. atsumu x gn! reader

word count. 794

synopsis. you’re new in town and japan as a whole. lucky for you, your assigned guide knows all the best places to take you...

a/n. this is so not proofread so if you see a spelling mistake or a grammatical error i want you to pretend it’s not there, if it’s negligible; but if you genuinely don’t understand what’s going on lmk and i’ll fix it <333 this is so bad, i promise i don’t always write this badly T-T ++ idk why i included diary entries lmao i just didn’t know how to show the passing of time without literally writing *time passes* sorry it’s so short :(((

cw. swearing, one mention of death

p.s. red camellia also symbolise love

dear diary,

i’m in japan now! it’s nice to be in a different place. home is safe and comforting but the uncertainty of an entirely new country is just as exciting. the anxiety is eating away at my stomach but it’s almost comforting at the same time, i’ll overcome it. i’m about to immerse myself into a whole new world, a new beginning, so many new possibilities.

the school’s assigned me a sort of guide to help me with the language and the cultural barrier. i think his name’s atsumu? i’m not sure. i’m meeting him in the library tomorrow.

wish me luck!

goodnight diary, speak to you tomorrow, love [name]

“atsumu miya, nice to meet you, and you are?” his hand’s outstretched. his entire vibe felt so comforting, it reminded you a bit of home; you could already feel yourself warming up.

“[name], [surname]. it’s nice to meet you too.”

it was sunny that day; it honestly felt like the sun was always out when you were with him. you didn’t understand why, but he genuinely felt like home away from home. your soul was serene and there was already a sense of familiarity between the two of you.

he had picked kitchen by banana yoshimoto, telling you it was the only book you’d ever need, and somehow it really was. the two of you sat at those uncomfortable desks for hours, yet the sun still shone and neither of you wanted to leave. by the time you had finished you could feel your heart break. ‘it must be because of how beautiful the book was…’

“when will we see each other again?” the sound of your own voice made you cringe. ‘that sounded too desperate.’ but he just laughed. he just fucking laughed what a cute, cute laugh. maybe your heart was already healed.

“tomorrow i hope.”

“yes!” you didn’t even care if you came off as overly enthusiastic, you just wished he’d laugh again.

dear diary,

he’s so beautiful, his face, his eyes, oh darlings his eyes, especially when he laughs. and his laugh!! it could bring me back from death…

we’re going to the national museum of japanese history tomorrow, i’m so excited, gosh what should i wear?? i’m so nervous…

again, i need your luck so please pray for me

goodnight my dearest diary, love [name]

today he was holding red camellia; he looked pretty; the red of the flowers complimented the red on his cheeks, just like the red on yours.

“why the flowers?” you asked.

“flowers are very important to japanese culture and they’re very symbolic.”

“and what do red camellia mean?”

“it symbolises a noble death among japanese warriors.”

“how gruesome…”

“it has other meanings too.”

“like?”

“cmon these tickets do expire.”

dear diary,

i had katsudon today, just like mirage sakurai from kitchen! it was so good, i can really feel myself getting used to japan. everyone’s so nice (nice honestly doesn’t even begin to cover it).

and atsumu… every time i’m with him i feel like i’m having tachycardia. in a good way. i feel like my face is always red, i wish i was better at hiding it.

what should i do?

please get back to me diary, love [name]

p.s. why am i asking as if an inanimate object is gonna tell me what to do…

one day you found yourself in his kitchen. baking. there was flour everywhere, eggs cracked on the floor and sugar spilling from the counter. it was a mess. a mess atsumu had created. the moment he saw you he had slipped, dropping everything he was holding. you both were also messes, laughing messes, and stupid pining, lovesick messes.

the days you spent with him felt endless. you couldn’t remember a time you weren’t with him. everything passed so quickly. the truly happy memories you had were always with him. why was it that everything you ate when with him was so delicious? why was it that every negative emotion was dulled when he was around? every moment glowed in your heart, it ached by how full of love it was. the boy had infused himself into your soul, he was a part of your being.

“aishiteru yo.”

“what does that mean?” you knew exactly what it meant. you’d heard it before in the two months you’d been here. you just wanted to hear him say it again. it felt unreal, you were just verifying this was real life and not a dream.

“it means i love you. the place i like best in this world is with you. no matter where it is, no matter why, if it’s with you, if it’s a place where i can be with you, it’s fine with me.”

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selfindulgentfandomstuff · 11 months

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@red-velvet-ships

hiii Red tyy :)))

🙈 - tell me a favorite sight, a favorite memory, or a favorite place.

HOW ABOUT ALL THREE./lh

Emmett's favorite sight is when they wake up in the morning and the sun is hitting Murdoc's face just right through the blinds..he's always pretty but he looks downright heavenly in the mornings like this.. which is a little funny given his morals PFFT anyways, yeah, they like looking at him while he's still asleep and his hair is askew and he's just..not as put together as he always is. this is a vulnerable version of him and Emmett revels in the fact that they are the one who gets to see it.

Emmett's favorite memory is one of two things: either the day they graduated with their doctoral degree in psychology or the day when Murdoc finally fessed up to liking them romantically! definitely a tie!!

Emmett's favorite place, on a daily, life scale, their own apartment. Its where they can unwind and just be themself the most easily. They are still learning its okay to unmask around their coworkers at the Phoenix Foundation. His favorite place, like, if he had to travel somewhere, though, is definitely the sequoia forest of northern California. Its one of many breathtaking places that Emmett knows of or has been to (courtesy of the nature of their work at the Phoenix Foundation) but its also the only one that they feel at home in? they can't really explain it but something in them feels intimately connected to that forest. Its archaic and feels to Emmett like they are looking into a window to the distant past...

🗑️ - give a scrapped idea for your s/i, be it an old verse or an iteration of the one you have now. (Im not sure that this is the emoji that you sent but i cant really tell what the middle thing is :') so this is what we're going with lmao)

Erhm, Emmett initially was going to be a physicist of some type like most of my other s/i's and myself irl (well, studying to be one lol) but I a. couldn't figure out how they'd meet Murdoc and b. wanted a niche that wasn't already kinda filled by Mac to some degree, so I fell back on one of my more tertiary interests: psychology, particularly that of "abnormal" brains like people who are neurodivergent and/or engage in criminal behavior!

💗 - what arcs does your s/i go through? what do they learn?

Emmett would probably go through a period where he starts to learn to unmask his autistic traits in daily life and maybe we get to see his gender transition as well!! (this one is a 'maybe' bc my gender transition, as of now, is ongoing, and I have not yet started T, or am even sure if i will, and i have not yet gotten top surgery, which i very much want!) Both of these things are the result of the supportive nature of the crew at the Phoenix and it further exemplifies the found family dynamic they have!!

#i love you just a little too much #self insert: emmett becker #s/i: emmett becker #selfship ask game #ask game #asks #selfship asks #red velvet ships #mutuals #mutual tag #friends #friend tag

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koemiii · 1 year

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Uhm... Hello! Is it alright if I ask for a matchmaking..? I hope you don't mind..!

I'm a Demisexual Biromantic using she/they pronouns. I don't mind being matched with a female, but I lean more on male!

As for my personality, I'm someone who is absolutely in love with art. Whether theaters or a simple drawing, I'm always in awe. Due to this, I've explored, done, and still do a lot of artistic activities. Creative and imaginative, I always have my head up in the clouds. I'm also quite forgetful... Other than that, I guess you could say I cherish the people I hold dear. Once I feel like a certain person and I would have a strong bond of friendship, I'd stick with them. This certain trait of mine also resulted in often being seen as a distant girl from within the crowd. Once my intuition tells me that there's no one I can build a strong friendship with within a certain group, I remain distant and interact only if needed. Though I only have very few friends because of this, I love them dearly (in a platonic sense, of course!) I'm someone who'd do anything to help my friends especially if they're stressed about something. On the other side, I like to tease my friends to the point where they might've wanted to throw me into space—

I am... Very, very passionate, especially with certain hobbies. I like to write, read, draw, act, sing, and do anything that helps my creativity improves. I am most passionate about writing and acting.

My insecurities stem from my passion. As an artist, I often compare myself to other artists and beat myself up when a certain work of mine doesn't meet the standards I've set. This especially applies to any craft of mine made as a gift for my friends. I often find myself listening to songs and wish that my craft is as captivating as a certain song (*cough*GoldenHourbyJvke*cough*)

I don't like it when people I don't consider as close friends, hug me. There are certain physical contacts that I'm willing to do with people, even friends. I find it difficult to stay in a very crowded area. I loathe math.

As for a partner... I guess someone who's willing to be patient with me, someone I can share both lighthearted and deep moments with, and someone who's not afraid to tell me if I've done something wrong.

Take your time! And please take care!

Ahhh tyy!!! Of course I don't mind your requests!!! I hope you enjoy this!! I feel like you're a nice person kjdshfksd

Results!!

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Your fated partner is...Albedo!!

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Argue with the wall, Albedo is definitely a man of culture. By that means he's into art and history/culture. You all share something in common!!

Albedo can and will bring you to a surprise museum/theater date. Getting the most expensive tickets in a show, sitting in the front row- it's all like a dream! Bonus if that's one of your favourite shows.

You paint, draw and write, right? Hooo boy he's infatuated. You all definetely share your past experiences and tips on art.

Whenever you zone out around Albedo, he watches you untill you're back into the reality, he thinks you're cute!!

Despite him knowing you for a period of time, expect for some important meetings he can’t bring you to, he would never separate you with him. Whenever people see you on the streets they will know albedo’s somewhere near.

He’s ok with the amount of friends you have. If you express discomfort or sadness regarding this problem, he just comforts you, saying that it means you have no toxic friends around you. Only real friends stayed with you (like him)!!

From the start where y’all crossed paths, you have him a “shy character” vibe, but when he knows you long enough, your true colours begin to show—

Here’s an example:

“Albedooooooo”

“What”

“If I cut my leg off and use my hand to grab my chopped leg to hit you would it be called hitting you or beating you?”

“.”

“..???”

Albedo has took notice of whenever you say something that involves the hobbies of yours, your eyes twinkles, and proceeds to say something with so much enthusiastic. He finds you suuuuper cute!! He likes you hear you talking about your hobbies.

You love acting? He’s in for giving a shot with you!! If you’re roommates with him, be prepared for an act of “Who’s cooking dinner tonight”. He’ll be dramatically annoying unlike him in real life.

“O my divine archon, please let this little stinky pest in my humble room make me a tummy filling dinner!” And you’ll say back something just as dramatic as his words. “My grateful archons, did you hear what he said? He is not paying respects for another mankind, something that god created! This is utter blasphemy! Please make him do the rightful apologise gift for another mere human just like him!”

It’s a very fun yet enduring memory you cherish so much<33

As you’re not a big fan of physical contact, whenever you give Albedo affections, he smiles so big, and cherishes it for a few weeks or days.

You hate maths? If you’re failing your grades, Albedo’s here to rescue!! He can be your tutor and your friend!! Not so surprising but he always gets an A on Maths.

Tutor!Albedo hehehehehhhe,,, imagine him wearing a pair of glasses and holding a pen, slicing math questions for you, hair tied to the back of his head…ooh, and whenever you got a good grade on maths test, he always rewards you with treating you into a meal!!

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳BONUS!! -ˏ͛-

He comforts you and tells you that your works are already so good looking, will literally compliment the smallest details you may not even notice in that artwork.

He told you to look at the artworks you’ve completed a year before. You’ve improved so much, can’t you see? If the “past you” saw what you created right now, they would be screaming with joy. It’s a sign that you’ve improved so much, working so hard throughout the years.

He’s suggest you try lowering your standards. Your friends list like what you gave them as a gift! He’s sure they like it! What matters is the effort you put in there. I’m sure they’d like it too if it’s from their friend.

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Hope you liked it!! <33

#genshin matchups #genshin impact imagines

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jayflrt · 10 months

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OMG WHAT ?? 😡 I cant believe tumblr deleted my ask from you :( that’s so rude !! thank goodness I sent in another one ! ^_^

I’m doing very well, n’ tysm !! n’ small update; I’ve been well, I actually just finished my classes so I’m officially on summer break !! >.< I have so much time on my hands I just don’t know what to do ! wbu ?? how’ve you been ml ! 🫶🏼 AWE TYY !! I managed to get sm inspo and have 3.5k words ! I have to continue writing later today ! >.<

OMG YOU SHOULD !! Im glad you’re getting motivation again ! hopefully you can write something soon !! I’m rooting for you !! 🤧 I’m sure whatever you come up with is going to be amazing esp since you have free time !! ^_^ 🎉 oh yes !! so, it’s called “fanfics and the boy next door” it’s not finished yet sadly cause I was super preoccupied with school ! but now that I’m also free lol I get to hopefully finish it soon !! ^_^

YES I DID OML !! IT WAS LITERALLY THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE 🤧 I miss her sm it was literally insane !! 🤧 n’ TYYY !! It was a surprise from my sis, my sisters and I went together !! It was all vv fun !! oml, I saw that ! resale prices went up to like 3k, it was like so crazy ! 💜 THAT REMINDS ME ! so, once it got to the rep era of the concert the whole stadium was literally SHAKING ! and I mean SHAKING !! it was scary but honestly so much fun LMAOO 😭

OMG YAY THATS SO EXCITING !! 💗 have you found a job that you’re interested in yet or do you know what you want to work as !! 🫶🏼 ooo that sounds nice !! I hope you enjoy your trips n’ pls make sure to be careful !! <33 AWE :( maybe you guys can meet up whenever you can ? even though college is over that doesn’t mean you have to stop being friends !! ^_^ 🫶🏼🥹

hm ! well, I don’t have any plans sadly lol !! I’m thinking of maybe focusing on writing and editing this summer !! I am supposedly going to the beach next Saturday though ! so that’s something to do ! 😅😭 but I guess we’ll see what happens !! 😭🫶🏼 how’s your day been so far ?? anything fun happen ?

(cont.) OMG ALSO !! tysm for liking my theme 🤧🫶🏼 I forgot to thank u for the compliment lol !! your theme tho > it’s so iconic and I will forever love it 🥹

I KNOW I WAS SO UPSET WHEN I TRIED TO POST IT AND THE RED LINE SHOWED UP <//3 AND IT WOULDNT EVEN LET ME RETRY POSTING IT LIKE WTHHH TUMBLR

also im so glad you're doing well !!! and congrats on finishing exams and i hope you're enjoying your summer break to its fullest !! 🥰💖 maybe you can take up a hobby :o like crocheting HAHAH learn how to crochet with me 😌 i was making a shirt and it turned out rlly cute actually :') OMG YAYYY i hope the writing's going well >:)) 3.5k phewwww i see you 😮‍💨 and i've been doing good !! school definitely burnt me out this year so the break is nice HAHAH but getting back to work omg.... i was so tired all the time last summer so we'll see how it goes LOL

omg do you think you're gonna finish the fic soon?? :o i hope it goes well !! ALSO IM GLAD YOU HAD FUN AT THE CONCERT did you like "speak now"? 💘 i am not a swiftie but my friends really liked it :')) OHH YEAH REPUTATION IS A TOP TIER ALBUM im sure it must've been insane to see live !!

there are a few roles im interested in but im also telling myself i need to work my way up to higher positions since they're more mid-senior level positions 🥲 i will be all good tho !! 😌 job hunting SUCKS i hate when entry level positions require years of experience like girl that's not entry level anymore HAHAH also yes!! i think we will be fine since we all live relatively close ,, it's just gonna be so nostalgic thinking back to when i was free to do whatever in college LOL

ooo that sounds fun !! 🥰 i hope you had a good time at the beach <33 my day's been pretty slow ngl 😩 yesterday i went to my friend's party and then tomorrow i think im going to a movie with a few friends but we'll see 🥲 today tho i have been watching gose throughout the day at random HAHAH

#💌 : love notes #enaus

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bookuya · 3 years

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hello! congrats on 1k aaa, u deserve it!

this is the first time i'm sending an ask because i'm too nervous but here goes nothing-

i am a intj female and i'm kind of antisocial. i have a social battery that runs out fairly quickly around people i'm not very close with so i recharge by myself and around people i love. i like drawing, listening to music and gaming in my spare time and i also grew fond of growing plants during quarantine when i felt like things were getting too stressful for me. generally, i dislike overly positive and loud people or those who are insensitive to others. as for the ideal date, i'd like something well thought of. it doesn't have to be anything big honestly; as long as they out their heart into it then it should be fine for me. that's it, thank you so much and congrats on 1k!!

TYY SWEETHEART! dw abt being nervous, you can interact w/ me anytime <3 as i was reading your ask, i immediately thought of childe but obviously he had to get crossed off the list! so i went for someone else i thought would fit you nicely :)

i match you with... diluc ragnvindr!

usually i see diluc with an s/o who's his opposite (can you tell i like the opposites attract trope...) but i think diluc with an s/o like him would also be chaotic in some ways! imagine how awkward it was in the beginning of your relationship/when you guys first met? no talking, no movement, just silence. but of course as time goes on and you both take a couple of steps, the mutual feelings are more obviously shown in your interactions with each other :)

recharging after being a bit burnt out with cuddles and hugs from diluc! his pyro vision makes him even more warmer, so physical contact makes the both of you feel a bit more giddy and flushed. no matter how far into the relationship you guys are, he will always end up flustered one way or another when he's with you!

okay but... modern au diluc where you two hang out in your bedroom! the both of you share earbuds as you draw and he admires you and your features reads a book. and gorwing plants?? i feel like diluc would know his fair share about them and talk to you about that topic! about that stressful part, he may be a bit clueless on how you're currently feeling/thinking but once he catches on, he offers all he can to help. diluc would definitely stop whatever he's doing to check in on you and ask if you need possible assistance for any of your problems :)

your ideal date is just <3. i think diluc would have the same general idea! he comes over with a bouquet of your favorite flowers and your favorite snacks. maybe a vacation at home type of date, where he wears your apron in the kitchen and cooks beside you! you guys talk about cureent thing happening in your lives while you eat and just the both of you being their brings a smile to the both of your faces.

1k follower matchup event

#the ending was a bit iffy but hope you still enjoy!!#ANON <3 #boo.matchups #diluc x reader #genshin x reader #diluc fluff #genshin fluff #bookuya

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tomyo · 3 years

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A Vague Soul Eater Timeline Estimate:

TyI feel confused a lot when I see the characters listed as being 13 since a lot of elements don’t line up. Things like Soul riding a Harley (which are notoriously large and likely hard for a boy at the start of puberty to ride), Tsumugi (canonically 14) calling Maka senpai, and of course, the likelihood that the soul eater characters aren’t the same age. I saw a half finished draft pointing out some of these things but it began to become just a lengthy timeline. So as someone who’s obsessively documented this series for over 10 years, I thought I’d just explain the general time frames in Soul Eater.

Warning: Long and full of spoilers.

First off, I always pictured the characters to start the series around 15 for various reasons I’ll get into later but in doing some extra fact checking, the wiki even cited Ohkubo saying Soul is 13-15. My viewing of their age is proto Maka and Soul in the pilot chapter look significantly younger than their standard design. While I doubt years passed between the Blair incident and Meeting Tsumugi on the stairs, I view their proto designs as 13 and their standard look as them at 15. Although admittedly there is a lot of information that can be contradictory as we will see.

Black Star is often headcanoned as the youngest but he is actually roughly a year older than Maka. He was brought to DWMA on the day she was born. The wiki says he was one year old but seeing as he was still unable to walk or talk, I’d guess it was closer between 6-10 months.

Liz supposedly said in chapter 74 that she is two or three years older than BS making her around 17-19 at the beginning. I’m going to estimate low and put her at 17 for reasons. At some point I hope to find the original japanese text to see for myself just to verify if that’s what she said or if it was an embellished translation. Since Tsubaki has a similar figure to her, I would put her at the same age.

Patty is a little confusing. She’s called a Twin gun along with her sister and Japan still uses Onee/imouto even for twins based on who was born first, however Twin seems to more mean matching that literal twins in this use. Patty is probably anywhere between 14-16 but I’m going to stick with 16 because her doppleganger from B.ichi, Mana is 16 (Patty is also a bit taller than Maka which could suggest she is older.)

Death the Kidd has also been confirmed by Ohkubo to be 13-15 (which again I’m gonna place as 15).

So final thoughts before timeline listing, Soul Eater not is one of the most reliable pieces of info on the early Soul Eater timeline. Death City is in a monoseasonal climate which made it hard to identify how much time was passing but Tsumugi’s arrival fills in a LOT of details. She is 14 (a japanese middle schooler), arrives in Spring (Most likely April), Soul is still wearing a Gakuran(Boy’s middle school uniform) ONLY in the first episode (suggesting he was at the end of being middle school aged), Sid is still alive and Medusa is still around at the start but Stein shows up midway through the series, and her series ends on Halloween. I will push back the main kids’ ages back slightly for SEN. To also note, DWMA seems to most commonly take in students middle school aged an above unless there is a unique circumstance in cases like Black Star, PoT, PoF, and Angela. And finally, becoming a Death Weapon is rare and the info of Soul and Maka’s second time collecting 100 souls will suggest the minimum time progression from their first meeting to the Blair incident.

So without further ado:

At 12/13 years old, Maka and Soul meet and pair up as a Meister Weapon pair. Both regularly wore a gakuran and the same sailor suit as tsumugi. Maka introduces Soul to Black Star who is a childhood friend and both meet his new partner Tsubaki.

Roughly one year before Tsumugi arrives, Spirit and Maka’s Mother (Who we will call Kami; her fan name from a misinterpretation) decide to get divorced. US divorces take about a year to go through and theirs finalized at the start of the first SE arc.

It was likely at this point Maka moved into an apartment with Soul since her mum left and the two seemed to have lived together for a while by SE not.

During the winter, Death offers Liz and Patty to become his weapons. Liz accepts wanting to provide Patty a better life.

Soul and Maka begin to to transition out of their middle school style uniforms as by a japanese standard, they would be considered high school aged now.

Soul Eater Not Starts

Age Estimates(Young-Oldest): SEN trio 14, Maka: 14 3/4, Soul 15, Dtk 15, BS 15.5, Patty 15.5, Liz 17, Tsubaki 17

Tsumugi discovers she is a weapon and moves to Death City in April. She meets her senpai Maka who is in the advanced class and who later gives a demonstration with Soul who is still wearing a Gakuran. Neither seem upset as they would have if they had recently encountered Blair.

Between April and May, they loose the 100 souls they collected and Blair moves into their apartment. (SEN 4 references SE 4) A few days later, Black Star fights Mifune for the first time (Based on the Anime’s Prologues which better connect the stories).

Late April: Kim and Jackie become a Meister Weapon pair after Jackie learns Kim is a witch; they are possibly younger than the other main cast as they still wear sailor suits in the main series.

Mid-May: Eternal Feather is possessed by Shaula and is nearly killed but Stein stiches her back up. The main SE cast are likely not aware of Stein as Sid is still alive.

October: Shaula kills Sid.

October 31: Shaula attack Death City but SEN Trio kills her.

Timeline Inconsistency: There is a timeskip at the end of SEN showing DtK, Liz and Patty becoming partners in Spring however they should already be a working team before the other’s remedial lesson. Specifically in the 2008 anime, Black Star and Soul notice someone (DTK) took a high level mission and ask a still alive Sid for information.

Kim and Jackie are moved up to EAT class.

Soul Eater Starts (Post prologues)

Age changes: Maka: 15; BS, Patty: 16. 6 months have elapsed since SEN.

November: Stein reanimates Stein. Soul, Maka, BS, and Tsubaki meet Stein during their remedial test who thereafter becomes their class teacher. BS and Soul attempt to fight DTK who is starting classes at DWMA.

Maka and Soul fight Crona. Soul gets badly wounded and infected with Black Blood. Medusa who is unknowingly the witch creating black blood watches his progress in secret. While Soul is recovering Dtk and BS find Excalibur.

Winter: Tsubaki defeats her brother giving her a new power that BS needs to train to use leading to Maka wanting to also become stronger for Soul. Medusa briefly battles Eruka who becomes her unwilling servant. She sends Eruka to Free....Free. Maka, Soul, BS, and Tsubaki battle Free and defeat him after Maka and Soul overcome their issues and slightly awaken the black blood. Maka now is also infected with BB.

March: Year end exams more or less. Given the importance of the exam, it matches up with Japan’s placement exams.

Kid fights Crona while suspicion grows on Medusa.

March 31st: Shibusen founders party. Medusa ambushes them with only our 4 meister weapon pairs escaping. Crona is willingly captured after Maka befriends them and Medusa is ‘killed’, but the Kishin is ultimately revived and Stein is infected with Medusa??. Due to some confusing wording, a lot of people including myself mistake Shibusen’s foundation being around xmas. Realizing the actual date is the end of March, the timeline since Nov is a became a little more vague.

Age Changes: Soul, Dtk: 16; Liz Tsubaki; 18; 12mo since SEN; 6mo since SE

April: The death weapons convene in Death City. Crona starts school at DWMA.

Crona joins Maka and Soul on a mission to the Czech Republic where Arachne is reformed after 800 years. Giriko is also there and apparently just kept body stealing his kids for all that time.

Maka comes back temporarily paralyzed and BS fights Mifune a second time while seeking revenge. (We will diverge from the Anime now)

Joe comes to Death City for internal investigation.

A girl is possessed by Medusa. Crona becomes used to DWMA and Dtk puts on a part for them. Midway through the party, they are called on a mission. Kid is conflicted at finding Death’s name alongside the wizard Brew’s and Crona gets a visit from Medusa after leaving the party. Medusa tells Crona to spy and further worsen Stein’s condition. The Wiki points out that it’s May 21st based on a comment by Azusa.

May 22nd: DtK fails to find the Book of Eibon.

May 23rd: Crona poisins Marie.

June: The 3 meister renaissance is formed.

The battle for Brew Occurs.

Maka finds out Crona is working with Medusa but doesn’t know what to do, Black Star fights Kid, and Justin Law, the shibusen traitor, kills Joe.

Stein and Marie leave to track Joe’s Killer, BS and Tsubaki take a break from shibusen to go to Tsubaki’s home, and Crona leave Death City for good.

Maka, Soul, DtK, Liz, Patty, and Blair fight some of the Kishin’s clown agents in Russia.

Medusa returns and bargains with Shibusen with her child host as hostage and giving the names of witches in Death City, including Kim who runs away to join Arachnaphobia. Arachnaphobia uses a brew tool to manipulate them.

An alliance between Medusa and Shibusen is formed to fight Arachnaphobia.

I want to make the guess that summer has passed and it is August/September by the Baba Yaga fight. 1. Because it seems like enough events have happened that 3months would have passed and 2. this would make the time skip start in spring which fits thematically (new arc, new team, etc).

The battle against Arachne occurs. Kim and Jackie are saved. BS kills Mifune in their final battle. Arachne is killed by Soul and Maka becoming their witch soul to make Soul a death scythe. Medusa transfers herself to her sister’s corpse and flees leaving behind a free Rachel. Death is captured by Noah.

Angela is taken in by Shibusen who plan to try and guide her away from the sway of destruction natural in witches.

6 month timeskip, the main cast heals, Spartoi is formed, Justin is formally know as the traitor acquitting Stein of the murder, and Soul and Maka recollect 100 kishin souls thus officially turning Soul into a death scythe.

Spartoi Arc Starts

Time Passed since SEN: 2 years; Since SE: 1year 5 months

Ages: Maka 16 3/4, Soul/DtK 17, BS/Patty 17 1/2, Liz/Tsubaki:19

Maka and Soul train with Kim and Jackie to utilize Maka’s grigori soul properties for flying. At the same time, Gopher, Noah’s devot peon, attacks intending to assassinate Maka. Maka ofc wins.

Killik is sent to do reconnaissance on Medusa with Liz and Patty in addition to his Shamanic weapons. There he faces off against Medusa’s madness experimentations.

At the same time, BS and Tsubaki’s recon leads them to a memory erased Crona who they battle with. Eruka and Mizune come to retrieve Crona but Eruka is caught by BS in the end.

Also at the same time, Medusa who was overseeing both events through a crystal ball ends up in a three way battle with Justin and Tezca, the South American death scythe.

Maka and Soul who are still at school discuss how Soul has been getting even more partner requests lately. Only Maka seems aware that an underclassmen has been following them as well.

Soul and Maka witness Blair and the Chupa witches make their way to meet with Shinigami-sama about rescuing Kid followed by BS breaking in behind them to show off the captured Eruka.

Spartoi and Blair enter the book intending to save Kid. While I won’t go over it in its entirety, it’s worthwhile to point out that Giriko describes Maka as looking 15 or so (Something the fandom used often as Maka’s age). However, when he also believed she was new henchman, he said she was 7/10 years too young to be working there suggesting he perceives her as younger than she is.

DtK gets consumed by madness and has a duel with BS.

Crona starts spreading madness zones in Russia. Maka and Soul journey with Stein, Kim and Jackie but Soul is briefly taken over by madness.

Kid starts pursuing for answers on Eibon.

Crona kills Medusa.

Spartoi is given the order to kill Crona if found. Maka does a soul perception search but instead comes across the kishin on the moon.

Shibusen prepares for the battle on the moon while Maka and Soul continue to look for Crona. Very little time passes during the kid salvage arc and it seems to be summer when preparations are finished. I would presume since an airship was needed to be built, the final battle takes place around August.

As Kid and the Death Scythes begin the battle on the moon, Spartoi joins Maka in finding Crona in Italy. Maka fails to talk Crona down who then heads to the moon with the intent to consume the Kishin.

Having no interest in killing Crona, the kids somewhat defect from Spartoi and head to the moon to aid in the fight. However, some of the fighters from the moon, including kid, return after struggling in their mission. Kid decides to gather allies with the witches in order to defeat Asura.

Crona consumes the kishin and battles Maka while stripping her friends and partner. Maka uses Spirit instead and Crona becomes frustrated at being unable to disharmonize the two. Spirit explains their parent/child connection is too strong to be unsynced causes them to freak out and be overtaken by the kishin.

The meister weapon pair trio battles Asura, Kid reaches godhood, Maka and Soul go inside the Kishin to find Crona, work with them, and kill the Kishin as they rip through him. The witches protect the humans from the flood of madness that spills out and a new era of Shibusen/Witch alliance forms.

Chrona deadass infects the world with boob madness.

A funeral for Shinigami-sama is held the following week.

Kid’s coronation occurs where he announces the end to the war between Shibusen and Witches. We know enough time has passed that people became used to the black moon and BS has decently healed despite literally breaking every bone in his body but Marie hasn’t gotten her baby bump yet which comes in during the third month of pregnancy meaning probably only 2 months at most have passed. October makes sense for where the story ends.

Final main 7 ages (vague ideas):

Maka: 17

Soul: 17.5

Black Star: 18

Tsubaki: 19-20

Death the Kid: 17.5

Liz:19-20

Patty:18

Total time since SEN started: 2.5 years

Total time since post prologue SE: ~2 years

Final thoughts:

Well, that took two long nights to write down. I tried not to give a tedious play by play and only put down the most essential of story details to help give an idea on time passage. It got progressively harder to detail time as sources started to dwindle from the manga timeline. I love the Spartoi arc so at some point I might go through that part again to reexamine some details. Japanese high school is only three years long so the idea of their story starting at Japan’s freshman age and ending around HS graduation seems fitting. One of the things that also occurred to me with the timeline write up was that Justin in concretely 17 when Crona briefly joins Shibusen, giving us someone to contrast against our cast. In this lovely breakdown we can see the growth spurt the main 3 guys go through but if you also look at their artwork in the later chapters, they also share similar slimmed features to Justin’s design. I will say, early on I was surprised how many time frame details I was able to pull out from the material. Soul Eater was always vague with the fine details but clearly some of us managed to pull out a lot from it.

In terms of the soul collection, the second 100 souls required 2 years to get(1 soul/mission a week). Soul collection would theoretically get easier over time and experience but its hard to figure out with all the variables we saw like a major injury, an attack on the city, and the kishin revival. Then there’s also questioning how long it took Maka and Soul to sync up. While Tsumugi’s case is unusual, it took her 6 months to even partner up (though then they also flawlessly killed a witch sooo). Going by the middle + high school model for Shibusen, Maka’s efficiency and a less big world issues could possibly validate the idea they could get that far in 3 years. Applying that much time for the idea Maka/Soul are 13 would mean they started their partnership at around 9-10 years old which seems unlikely to me. Then again, Justin became a death scythe AT 13 so who knows.

My last little thought is completely inconsequential but I see Maka as having an end of August birthday. The 23rd game to mind but I didn’t realize that was the switchover date from Leo to Virgo. Based on what google searches say about those signs, it feels fitting imo.

Well, congrats for making it all the way and thanks for hearing out my ramblings!

#soul eater #soul eater theorizing #soul eater ages

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shattersstar · 3 years

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mac pls rant to me about alucard like literally talk about anything relating to him idc he just lives in my mind rent free already and I want to hear ur thots 🥺🥺 and u know how much I love ur writing like only u can make me simp over a character i've never heard about until after reading ur series

in this house we all simp over alucard 😌 but tyy i always have so many thoughts omg like i woke up after four hrs of sleep and this fucking show was the first thing on my mind snksndsk anyway imma talk abt the series bc i feel like it sorta came outta nowhere and i dont wanna bore the masses with my thoughts on character design or like animation style (not yet at least hehehe)

okay first of all the fact sm of u guys r reading this without knowing anything about him or the show or anything is so sweet like y’all really sticking through it for me..i appreciate it endlessly. this ranting might also be kinda helpful and idk i like hearing writers thoughts behind their work so i hope y’all do to

the title comes from farouq jwaydeh i found it on that twitter thread about arabic love poems that went around a few months ago. i actually wasn’t planning on naming the series that but the doc where i was working on each part had the quote “and if the devil was to ever see you, he’d kiss your eyes and repent” in it because i was planning on writing smth for alucard based of that and the more i thought about it, the more i realized how well it worked for the series. its so romantic and so devoted which is the type of relationship i do be writing and it also works within a lot of the religious themes of the show. if i could write that well it lowkey sounds like smth alucard would say akhfsk

and speaking of alucard, ik the fact he has two names might be a bit confusing especially with how i formatted bluebelle (whoops) but the characters name is adrian tepes but he goes by alucard for Reasons i wont spoiler lmao. aches & arches does do a decent job explaining y i choose to call him adrian instead, but in the future if i do write stuff outside this series for him there is definitely a chance he’d be called alucard it just really depends on context. i just think there is something very personal and intimate that the reader is very serious about the fact he isn’t a figure for the masses or only tied to his father. hes his own person who they love and they deserve to be called a name that is their own not a moniker given to them y’know? also the fact i dont think anyone actually calls him adrian in the show makes me sad like noo baby ur so much more than what ur father and Humanity has made u out to be ahaha

idk if i have mentioned this anywhere yet but this is also the first series ive ever written in like my....4? 5? years writing on tumblr (ew i dont wanna think about how long ive been doing this) but thats kind of a big deal. i’m a bit :/ with myself for how much stuff i tried to add to bluebelle because i really didnt think i was gonna write anything else for him so it feels a bit cramped in terms of themes in comparison to the other parts. i feel like it does stick out a little within the series considering some of those themes havent been explored again but ehh i’m complaining about something i can change so whelp. guess it means i gotta write more

although i must admit i’m probably not gonna write a wedding and i’m sorry if u guys wanted one i just...can’t Bring myself to write a christian wedding even tho i’m pretty sure alucard is atheist? or at least not catholic lmao and i would rather write a hindu wedding bc its better (noah fence) and i think the ideas? or meanings around hindu wedding ceremonies make sense for this but i dont wanna be alienating so.yeah. that also feels like i gotta start writing a plot and i would rather Not do that i’m fine with mindlessly fluff for now. idk if anyone can tell but i’m avoiding the whole vampire and human relationship convo bc i havent figured out my thoughts on it and i dont wanna deal. let adrian live in a soft fantasy world with no bad things okay thanks thats all .

#anytime i think about figuring out if he’d turn the reader it gets angsty #and i’m like nah no thanks lets have them lay in bed together instead 😇#mac rambles #ask #writing #adrian tepes x reader

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jazzytriestowrite · 4 years

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Can I request a hq one shot for Tsukishima? Maybe where the reader confesses to him that she likes him, but then downplay it and walk off, because she thought it'd be pointless to tell him/he wouldn't like her the same, but in reality he does like her :> tyy 💕🧡💞

Fandom; Haikyuu!!

Pairing; Tsukishima Kei X Female Reader

Synopsis; You were tired of running in circles, tired of not knowing if your best friend had liked you back or not, or if you were a fool with a one sided crush. Deciding to get it over with once and for all, you pull Tsukishima to the side and confess your silly crush to him hoping that in the end you gain a boyfriend and not a broken heart.

Warning; Fluff, well as fluffy as a Tsukishima fic can be

Word count; 2155

A/N; I have been feeling low for some time, and actually saw this request and my heart leaped. I hope you enjoy this maddi!! Hope i did this salty hoe some justice :))

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You had to do this.

You were tired of sneaking glances at him in class, face heating up every time you were caught or the teacher called you out about it. You were tired of sitting with him at lunch and pretending like your heart didn’t hurt every time he called you his ‘friend.’ It was tiresome, and if you had to deal with being unintentionally friendzoned again, you would rip out all of your hair and move to some farmtown to live out the rest of your days hiding from society.

His constant teasing was starting to leave a huge impact on you, and instead of getting snarky like you usually got with him, you ended up going silent whenever he playfully insulted you. Now taking his playful insults more personally than ever.

You had to do this. The fear of not knowing if he liked you back or if the side glances and extra touchie gestures were nothing but him getting more comfortable with you. Being kept in the dark had only made it more frustrating. You needed to confess and see what happened after that. No matter what happened, he was still your best friend first right?

Wrong.

While you were trying to give yourself that lovely pep talk, you had finally noticed that your palms were sweating. Rubbing them together created a grimmy feeling that made your stomach turn and rumble. The sudden confidence you had earlier had vanished, and now your hands gripped the end of your skirt, shaking lightly as they fiddled with the flimsy material.

You had now stopped in your strut towards the blonde haired male, watching as he messed with his headphones, probably going to put them on and start heading home as usual. Were you going to stand here in fear, never to confess and watch as the boy you’ve liked for so long slip out of your grasp because you were too nervous and too scared to admit you had some silly crush on him?

Taking a step forward, your words died in your throat as you felt a sudden chill. Panic clawed at your throat, making you momentarily freeze. The sudden thought of being rejected flooded your mind, and now just the thought of that made it hard to breathe.

He was your best friend, yes, but who's to say he wouldn’t suddenly start ignoring you because you had made it weird between the two of them? Would you be the one to ruin such a good friendship the two of you had just because you ended up catching feelings.

While you kept tearing yourself down, making it seem like there wasn’t any hope, a small flicker of hopefulness filled your heart. The ‘what if’ he did like you backs filled your mind, drowning out the raging negativeness that seemed to overflow your brain.

What was the point in all these ‘what if’s?’ Why not just figure it out and then go from there, in the end, admitting your feelings to someone wasn’t a crime, and sure as hell shouldn’t end a good friendship the two of you had built if it was a genuine one.

“Tsukishima!’’ You call out, breath catching in your throat as you watched him whip his head in your direction, a scowl already sitting on his face. Walking towards him, you gripped your bag tightly in your hands, making confident steps towards the tall male.

Looking down upon you, Tsukishima didn’t look too impressed to see you standing in front of him. Or maybe he did? You could never tell because he either had a scowl on his face or a teasing grin, and both you didn’t like in the slightest.

“What is it y/n, if you couldn’t tell, I was trying to leave this hellhole and go home for some peace and quiet” He says bluntly, golden eyes staring you down as the height difference between you two became more apparent than ever. His tone was the usual annoying one, the one where it made it feel like you were bothering him.

Gripping your bag tighter, you open your mouth to say something but instead end up closing it with nothing coming out. The panic was still there yes, but standing in front of him right had made it more real now that it was really happening. Shifting back and forth on your feet, you looked everywhere but his eyes now, knowing you wouldn’t be able to tell him when his unwavering gaze was on you.

That was your first mistake, showing him such a panicky side of you would only make him more interested in what you had to say, and that was a known fact. Now instead of looking at you with disinterest, he now had a shit eating grin on his face. His whole demeanor changed in a second, taking your moment of weakness lightly and in his favor. He was now interested. It was easy to see.

His hand now rested on his hip and he leaned in closer to you, wanting you to spit out whatever you had to say to him. He had even stopped messing with his headphones. His attention was now all on you, and you didn’t like it.

“Come on cupcake, by now I could have been halfway home”

His words were playful and provoking. You knew it was too late to go back, he already knew something was up, and giving him some lame excuse or telling him nevermind would surely make him angry.

Taking a deep breath, you looked up and met his golden eyes once more, trying not to get sucked into the beauty of them. He was always handsome when he grinned at you, since it was so different from the scowl he gave everyone else.

“Any Day now, I believe I’ve aged a few years standing here like a fool”

“I LIKE YOU OKAY”

You blurt out, his previous statement making you just spit it out. It had felt good to finally say it, but it also made you cringe when you realized you yelled. What made it worse was when you noticed that a few students had stopped their chatter and walking, stopping to look at you who had created a scene.

Rubbing the back of your neck, you continue your previous statement. ‘’I like you, way more than friends. You are very annoying and half the time punching you seems like the greatest idea in the world. Despite your often teasing, I’ve come to like your annoying, weird, dino loving ass and keeping it to myself has been tough. I just want to let you know how I feel, in the hopes that you like-”

You had paused in your mini rant when your eyes met his again, searching his face for any changes. You had been able to catch the flicker of shock that had crossed his features, but it had changed to his usual shit eating grin again. That grin had made you nervous once more, making your heart close up and your words die in your throat.

‘’You know what” You take a step back, letting your eyes fall to the ground in shame. “April fools, bet I got you huh” Your voice didn’t match your words, and instead of your usual upbeat voice, it was replaced with a sad tone, a tone on the verge of tears. “I’m a good prankster I know”

The silence that you were met with only fueled your now aching heart. ‘’I gotta go’’ You say, turning around and walking away before you not only embarrassed yourself more, like crying in front of a guy who would definitely make fun of you for it.

You felt a hand grab your wrist, and before you could shake it off, you were turned around abruptly, head almost falling off your neck at the sudden force. Stumbling towards the male who had pulled you back, your teary eyes met Tsukishima’s once more. A silent ‘what’ being communicated through your expression.

You watched as he leaned in, so close you felt your face burn painfully now that you could feel his soft breath on you. One of his hands came up and was placed on your cheek, softly caressing the soft flesh. His eyes were filled with an emotion you had never seen before on him, and that took your breath away.

The sunlight had perfectly hit his features, making his golden blonde hair look gorgeous in this lighting. The light breeze helped in his favor, blowing it in the wind to add an extra effect to this moment. His large hand caressing your cheek had made you flustered, along with the look he was giving you. How he had to slightly bend to reach your height added some magic to it.

“You idiot, I had thought I was being perfectly clear with the hints I was dropping. Don’t be scared y/n, I’ve liked you for a while too, and while I may be very annoying, you probably didn’t notice that I ONLY act that way with you.’’ He paused, gazing into your eyes for a few more seconds. “y/n, you can stop being so nervous now” One hand now rested at your hip, holding you in place.

Was this some sort of dream? Her crush just admitted he liked her back and was also acting all cute instead of douche. The new unknown side he was showing you had made your heart race, and for a while you couldn’t even think of something to say. Instead your mind was filled with happiness. He wasn’t that much of a jerk after all.

The way he stared at you like you were the only girl here made you feel special. The way he was publicly grabbing you without being ashamed of what someone else seeing had also made your heart flutter. Maybe Tsukishima could be that hot guy who showed his true feelings to someone he liked, someone who deserved his attention.

“Ow” Your hands fly up to your forehead, your body stepping back and ripping yourself from his embrace. While you had thought the two of you were having a moment, he had decided that your lovey dovey time was over and flicked your forehead with a bit of too much force.

Laughing, his shit eating grin was back. “Idiot, acting all nervous and stuff like I was going to reject someone like you’’ It had sounded like an insult, but listening in closer you heard the compliment amidst it.

Opening and closing your mouth, you watched as he rolled his eyes at you. “Let's not stand here any longer, we should get walking. And maybe, just maybe we can stop and get some snacks” He says, using your shock to slip his big hand into your tiny one. He didn’t give you a chance to notice, instead tugging you so you would start walking.

And god, if you had pointed it out he would have surely blushed at being caught trying to be smooth.

In the end, you hadn’t cared enough to point it out. Instead, you silently agreed to his previous statement. The toll of being stressed out and worried had finally worn off, happiness filling your insides. You had claimed yourself a salty french fry, YOUR salty french fry. Nothing felt better than this.

Tsukishima walked, hand in hand with you in silence. The silence wasn’t uncomfortable, it was a mutual silence that felt good. The two of them needing the time to comprehend everything that happened in such a small amount of time.

Since your eyes were averted, he finally dropped his shit eating grin, a real genuine smile replacing it instead. It might sound weird, but he wasn’t just some cocky bastard who had no feelings. He was a human being who had crushes as well.

And as he watched your big grin as your eyes stared off ahead had made him feel butterflies in his stomach. He had liked you for some time, but he himself wasn’t brave enough to say something and opted to drop crazy hints instead. While that didn’t work, he still got himself a girlfriend in the end.

Watching you be happy about being with someone like him amazed him. How you lightly swayed their intertwined hands was making him feel some kind of way, a feeling he wasn’t used to. You were the prettiest girl in the world to him, and just the thought of someone like you liking him back made him feel good.

He had liked you so much, and now that he was able to act on his feelings, he would be sure to give you hell.

He was, after all, Tsukishima Kei, the saltiest human to exist.

“Also, It’s march, not April you fool.”

#tsukishima x reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagines #tsukishima kei x reader #fluff

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#AskKairi What was your experience when you first wrote smut for BoruSara? Was it a momentary decision like "Screw it! Let's do it" or something you had seriously contemplated writing before? Also did you feel shy/nervous while sharing it with your readers for the first time? Sorry for the bombardment of questions and the interview-ish tone. I just never thought you would indulge into NSFW content for this ship until they were teens or way older in canon based your dodging history. 😂

Hello, Anon.

First off, I love that hashtag! hahaha. I will be using it from now on. lol! Let me try to separate your ask into sections so it’s easier to understand and I won’t ramble on. Lol! I have too many feels for this ask. Hahaha!

What was your experience when you first wrote smut for BoruSara? Was it a momentary decision like "Screw it! Let's do it" or something you had seriously contemplated writing before?

It was a deliberate choice, and to be honest, I actually wrote smut while I was still smut dodging but did not publish it because I wasn’t confident in it. I would beta-read smut for my mutuals and read it, of course. But the choice I made to publish smut for wasn’t BoruSara at first, it was SasuSaku.

I have a collab fic with @ss-tyytyy [Fighting For You]. That was supposed to be the fic I broke smut writing in with. However... I guess you can say I was too good at dodging? lol. Until now, we still haven’t written smut for this fic (please check out Tyy’s fanfic page, it’s all there) but we will definitely be having it in the fic. Soon, I hope. lol!

Going back to BoruSara, I was currently in love with Kaguya-sama Love is War! at the time, and I told Tyy we needed to write a BoruSara with a similar plot. But! They were in high school, and Tyy wanted smut, so we decided to make it an office AU. I’m an office girl myself, so I thought, yeah, why not. And that is how Sincerely Yours (please check my FFnet for the story) was born. We already decided that chapter 10 would have smut. But even as we were writing that chapter, I was still dodging her and she called me out on it! LOL.

I knew I would always end up writing it. But there were times wherein I was being stubborn because everyone wanted me to write it. You know that feeling when you want to write it but when people tell you to do it, you don’t want to? That’s kind of what happened. And I thought, maybe I should do something different for 2020. For my growth as a writer and as a person.

Also did you feel shy/nervous while sharing it with your readers for the first time?

YES!! Of course, I was. hahaha. I was close to asking Tyy to just post it instead because I was shy af. lol. I am also keenly aware that I have a lot of underaged readers/followers and that was one of the reasons why I tried to stay away from NSFW writing. Also why I put warnings in my fics and chapters if they have smut.

I owe it to Tyy for encouraging me to just get it out there. :) (Thank you for that!)

Sorry for the bombardment of questions and the interview-ish tone. I just never thought you would indulge into NSFW content for this ship until they were teens or way older in canon based your dodging history. 😂

No worries, darling. I’m actually glad you asked. ^^;

I got a lot of shocked reactions and people thought that it was Tyy who wrote all the smut parts (she writes good smut, guys, please check her stuff out) but nope, I write parts for Sarada in SY, smut or not smut parts. ^^; Some people kept on asking if it really was me who wrote it, but since we released Hold You Down (please check my FFnet also) and other BoruSara collabs that were NSFW, I think people got used to it now.

I think it will take forever until we reach them being in their teens, darling. I might not even be into this fandom anymore by then. hahaha. We never know, though. In all my smut fics for them, they’re always aged up, and that’s how it will stay. Nearly all of my BoruSara fics are them aged up, anyway.

On the topic of smut dodging, I do miss doing it. I still have 300+ prompts in my inbox and a good number of them ask to be smut dodged. Maybe I will go back to them and see which ones I feel like dodging. ^^

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Thank you for asking, darling Anon. If you have more questions, feel free to ask. This actually made my day. <3

And I will use your #AskKairi tag. Hahaha!

All my love,

Kairi

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