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ownedbyfictionalwomen · 1 year

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miscommunication

steve rogers x fem!reader

steve believed that you were crushing on bucky for the longest time, but how does he find out that it's actually him whom you love? angsty + fluffy. 1.4k words.

It hurt so bad, to see him with another woman, but not in the way it appeared. Truthfully, deep down, you had no feelings for Bucky, but watching one of your best friends find a lover when yours wasn’t speaking to you anymore, kind of sucked.

Taking a moment to gather your composure outside on the deck, you try not to let the tears fall, and especially not let anyone see. The back garden is littered with red cups and cigarette buts, but luckily for you, it’s absent of people.

Until you hear the back door sliding open and sneakers squeaking along the wet wood, soaking from the rainstorm a few hours ago. When the smell of weed hit you, you knew there was only one person it could possibly be. Steve.

You, Bucky and Steve had been friends since you were all in diapers, your mothers had been close and they passed that sentiment on to the three of you, never letting you be separated for more than a week.

When you had been growing up, your love for Steve was uncontrollable- you adored him. He was the man of your dreams: strong, genuine, caring. He would drop everything if you’d ask him to, he was just one of those people. He was your person.

You don’t know when, how or why it all happened, but one day Steve just stopped showing up. He stopped coming around. That hurt you more than this- your relationship with Steve had always been the purest thing in your life, and when you lost your mum, he was there for you every day- two months later, he wasn’t.

Missing him was the hardest thing you had to live with, along with the heartache right now, but you pined for Steve to come back to you. You knew that with him, the loneliness would just dissipate. When it came to your feelings, it was like Steve had a superpower, he could heal anything.

You remember that time in middle school when a girl in your grade had told you that you were ugly, and the way Steve spent over an hour telling you how wrong she was and how beautiful he thought you were. He had tightened up your pigtails and wiped your tears, before grabbing your hand and walking you back to the classroom from the school field.

No part of you was angry at Steve, just perplexed. What had you done to deserve being left in the dark? What was he going through that meant he had to extract himself from your life?

Of course, he still kept in contact with Bucky, and that’s probably what confused you more. You and Steve had never once had a falling out: no shouting, no screaming, no fury. Your relationship was a necessity, and you thought that it was the same for you. So when he chose Bucky, a guy who, nowadays, he couldn’t stand to be in the same room with for more than five minutes, it really hurt.

“What are you doing out here, sweet girl?” Sweet girl. Why was he doing this to you right now? Ripping bandaids off old wounds and watching you bleed as if it was no big deal.

“Just getting some fresh air.” You said, refusing to turn around and see him. He was drunk and high, which meant that this conversation was either going to be hilariously funny or a disaster of feelings. You guessed the latter.

Steve could only swing one of two ways when he was under the influence: jokester or emotional. And since he was bringing up old nicknames within the first sentence of the chat, you could see Mr Emotional was on his way.

Steve took a long drag from his joint, looking you up and down from behind, committing every inch of you to memory and comparing it to the last time he saw you. Your hair was longer and darker, but aside from that, you seemed so defeated.

The truth was, Steve had started avoiding you, but not because he hated you. Steve had never felt more someone in his entire life than he had for you, you took up every corner in his mind, and when he found out that you had a growing crush on Bucky, he lost it.

He couldn’t see you and know that his love for you meant nothing, he couldn’t look at Bucky and not want to punch him in the face for having the attention of his girl. So he had distanced himself as best he could- the only reason he kept in touch with Barnes was to see how you were doing.

But with 8 beers in him and a joint following closely behind, Steve decided that he was going to ask you himself. “What’s wrong, sweetheart? You gonna tell me?”

You couldn’t help but let out a small gasp when you felt his hand on your lower back, a solid weight just above the hem of your jeans. When you’d been away from your best friend for so long, like you had, you didn’t know how to react to the sudden intimacy that he brought.

“I’m okay, Stevie.” You whispered, leaning forward, even more, to try and shake off his hand, but instead, he grabbed your hips with both of them and spun you around, flattening your ass against the deck’s railing.

“Don’t lie to me, sweetie. You know I can tell when you’re lying.” Steve whispered so close to your face that you could practically taste the weed in his lungs.

“Bucky’s got a new girlfriend.” You said, smiling a sad smile as you looked up at Steve, not having the energy to push him away or tell him to leave you alone, the idea of wrapping your arms around him becoming more pleasing to you.

Steve took this as more evidence for your crush on his best friend, which was obviously non-existent. One night last year when you and Steve were sitting on your couch, eating pizza and drinking prosecco out of mugs, you voiced your jealousy over Buck’s new relationship, saying that you wanted one like that. Rogers’ brain took that nugget of information and spun it into a web of lies- Oh my God, she’s in love with Barnes.

Placing your hands on Steve’s sides, you felt him relax and his muscles unclench like the tension was seeping out of them. You stepped closer, trailing your hands around to his back and resting your head on his chest.

“Bucky doesn’t like you, sweet girl,” Steve said into your hair as he set his cheek on the top of your head and encased your shoulders in his strong arms.

Just as you were about to rebuke him and start unwinding yourself from his hold in annoyance (you didn’t need to be told this, you already knew Bucky didn’t feel for you and you didn’t care- it was the fact that he was happy, and you weren’t), Steve spoke up again.

“But I do.”

Steve pulled on his cigarette again, tipping his head back and releasing the smoke into the air.

“What? Steve, you don’t talk to me anymore.” Shock rooted itself in your tummy, what the hell were you supposed to do with this information after being ignored for so long? You felt as though you had just been hit in the face.

“Why do you think, sweetheart? I can’t fucking look at you without wanting you. It drives me crazy knowing that you want someone else.” Steve was getting a little angrier now, you could feel his arms tightening on you, so in an effort to calm him down, your hands rubbed up and down his spine.

“Why didn’t you tell me earlier, Steve? Why did you have to leave me?” You cried, burying your face in his chest and thinking of all the tears that could’ve been saved if he had just told you how he felt.

There was a moment of silence as Steve mulled over his next words, choosing them carefully and not wanting to drive you away. He had you in his arms now, you were so so close, and he never wanted to let go.

“Because it was too much for me- being in love with you since before I can remember and then having to find out that the one you want is my best friend. Baby, it fucking hurt.” He said, sobs starting to build up in his throat.

“God, Stevie. You’re so clueless, babe.” You giggled and took a deep breath, moving your hands to his biceps that were on either side of your head and giving them a squeeze.

“Why are you laughing at me? This isn’t fucking funny.” He said, gritting his teeth as you kept chuckling to yourself.

“Shut up, idiot,” You couldn’t help but say as his eyes darkened. You just couldn’t resist winding him up, but in the next breath, you told him the truth, “You’re the one I love.”

“Oh, really?” He asked, leaning in closer until your foreheads touched, “so why are you out here crying about Bucky?”

“Crying about Bucky? Where the hell did you get that from? I’m upset because I’m lonely, not because I like Bucky,” you said, raising your voice in annoyance. How long is it going to take him to get this?

“Oh.”

“Yeah, stupid.”

“Well, can I kiss you now?” Steve asked seductively, raising an eyebrow at you.

“Definitely not, Rogers. I expect at least one date before I’ll let that happen.”

#steve rogers fluff #steve rogers angst #steve rogers x f!reader #steve rogers x reader #steve rogers #steve rogers fanfiction

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kandisheek · 1 month

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FIC REC WEEK 12 – OTHER MARVEL SHIPS

STEVE/SAM

Not the Destination by KiaraSayre

Pairing: Steve/Sam Rating: NR Words: 8,007 Tags: Road Trips, Demi Steve, Armchair Therapy

Summary: Before they leave New York, Tony Stark (Tony Stark, Jesus, Sam's not over it, never ever over it) hands him an AmEx Black and says, "Don't let Cap spend it all on egg creams and quarters for the jukebox." "That is exactly what I'm gonna do," Sam says. "Egg creams and jukeboxes, nonstop. That's how we roll."

Reasons why I love it: All the fluffy feels! I love Sam basically coaching Steve into a bit of happiness, and I'm so happy that Steve is the one to finally take that last (first?) step. This whole fic is so sweet, and I adore all the stops they make along the way, the progression feels so natural. So yeah, it's fantastic, and I highly recommend it!

Closer to flying by Odsbodkins

Pairing: Steve/Sam Rating: M Words: 2,405 Tags: First Time, Canon Adjacent, Past Steve/Bucky

Summary: Sam Wilson had thought he had excellent gaydar. The sort of neighborhood he grew up in, then the military, a near-flawless gaydar was a survival essential. He was going to have to revise it to “has excellent gaydar in person”. Because he had never had the slightest inkling that Captain America might be gay.

Reasons why I love it: Steve being an experienced gay icon, we stan. I love the Steve Rogers is Not A Virgin trope, and this fic does it incredibly well. I also really enjoyed the hopeful note that this fic ends on. It's fantastic, and I hope you go and check it out for yourself!

Easy Does It by astolat

Pairing: Steve/Sam Rating: M Words: 6,489 Tags: Post-CA:TWS, Sex Pollen, Marriage

Summary: “It just seems like—it should mean something,” Steve said plaintively. “Well, I guess it does,” Sam said, after a thoughtful moment. “Means you’re not a virgin anymore.”

Reasons why I love it: Oh my god, that ending scene is the fucking best. I love how this fic strikes the perfect balance between being fluffy, funny and angsty, and does all of them equally well. Steve hanging out with Sarah and the kids is adorable, and I love Sam and Steve's banter throughout. This fic is wonderful, and I hope you check it out for yourself!

between our bodies there's a battlefield by thingswithwings

Pairing: Steve/Sam Rating: E Words: 4,805 Tags: Porn with Feelings, Anal Sex, PWP

Summary: Sam hadn't ever had cause to think about it, not really, but if someone had told him that he would end up in a pity fuck situation with Steve Rogers, gorgeous kind superpowered American war hero Steve Rogers, he would've assumed he was the one being pitied.

Reasons why I love it: Sam reading Steve like a book and giving him exactly what he needs is really fucking hot. And oh my god, Steve asking to be held down, and that anecdote about Tom? Scorching. Steve's desperation just makes it all even hotter, goddamn. I love this fic so much, and I bet you will too!

you can see it with the lights out by defcontwo

Pairing: Steve/Sam Rating: M Words: 4,702 Tags: Falling In Love, Past Relationship(s), Insecurity

Summary: “Will you believe me if I tell you that this is a normal thing that happens between two guys that are friends?” Sam says, and yeah, he’s pretty sure that that came out as weak as it sounded in his head. Steve leans up on one elbow, looking down at Sam, that same crinkle around the edges of his eyes noticeable even in the gloom of the motel room light. “I know it’s been seventy years since I last had sex with a man but I’m still pretty sure that’s bullshit, Wilson.” Sam Wilson falls in love. Like everything else, it's a process.

Reasons why I love it: Gaaah, this fic gives me ALL the feels! Sam's conflict is so relatable, and I love the hopeful ending. Steve is such a sweetheart too. This fic is incredible, and it deserves all the love in the world, so I hope you check it out!

#marvel #samsteve #ficrec #fic rec #a year in fanfic recs #fanfic rec

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digital-chance · 9 months

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steve rogers - a brief (nonsensical) character study/analysis

so i rewatched all the mcu movies with steve roger in them using this lovely youtube video. spoilers for the entire things! consider this your warning.

here's my takeaways in no particular order:

he still wears the same clothing style he wore pre-ice. often button ups, work boots, plain denim jeans, sometimes a leather jacket (often brown). later on in the mcu he started wearing plaid flannels which is funny to me because he does not give a SHIT about modern fashion. give him his old man clothes please and ty. adorable.

marvel did not give the man much character development. they said he's going to go through war and hell and death and fuckery of emotions. sure he's going to learn how to move on but that's off screen and don't really expect much change fuckers. this fucking pisses me off if you can't tell. he's such a long-time character with so many areas where he could be developed and marvel just said fuck that he's an "old man and a soldier with some funny moments" and that's all you're getting.

also he had 5 minutes MAX of screentime in infinity wars :(((( fucking hate that give my man justice

he's so funny????? and so fucking sassy???? like how did I not know this???? love the guy

he broods a ton when he's sad and cracks jokes to cheer others up when they're sad. very sweet but I feel like that marvel could have expanded on this in some way.

he's also very acrobatic which is somehow surprising to me but also at the same time it makes sense??? idk man but you do your flips bbg

also love the way they planned his fights. they really use his full body. reminds me of old greek and roman statues with the flexing muscles. (those are my favorites statues if you can't tell) it's satisfying to watch and I want to draw it or make a statue of him now tyvm.

in endgame tony started talking about his ass which sparked an entertaining side tangent. like you really didn't need to???? but I'll take it. i forgot that steve called HIS OWN ass the "ass of America." I was in and still am in shock from this whole situation.

when he met his other self (or smth I don't remember) in endgame one of the last things he said to other steve was "bucky is alive" (see points below). interesting how seeing the compass with peggy didn't phase other steve much.... also that fight is fucking ridiculous 1000/10

he says so much romantic/gay shit about bucky??? like "even when I had nothing I had bucky." very angsty and homoerotic I love it

the ending with peggy and him being old is plotted so shittily. literal garbage. i wouldn't have minded him being with peggy at all (love her sm btw don't mistake this for me hating her) if they had done it right and given cap a plausible reason and justification for him staying. sure, he misses her. sure, visiting her. but wouldn't staying with her fuck up everything??? literally everything????? like the avengers wouldn't exist everything????????? FUCK that ending.

not exactly fully cap/steve but chris evan's shoulder to waist ratio is absolutely delectable. love that they highlight that with the suits designs.

also what the fuck was infinity wars when he had a fucking beard and longer hair??? loved it but it kind of came out of left field. plus he looked a little silly fighting with the long hair bc it kept getting in his face. you would've thought that he would wear a helmet during that fight but Not Today ig...

last point I promise. but the romance with sharon carter (i forgot her name but i think that's it) was GROSS. whats her face is peggy's GRANDDAUGHTER. so now that he's too old for peggy he had to go for her granddaughter?????? YUCK. especially so because he went to peggy ANYWAYS in the mcu. to the comic writers and marvel: stop. that's fucking gross and quite honestly unneeded.

kind of a serious man with some unexpected twists, like the humor. and that was just the MOVIES. fucking hate some parts of the comics. (why are there so many universes ughhhhh) love steve though what an interesting fellow. might add on more thoughts later if i remember/want to.

#thoughts #steve rogers #mcu #fuck the mcu #captain america #the first avenger #ysbwm research #character analysis #character study #very homoerotic

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bookgeekgrrl · 1 year

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My media this week (9-15 Apr 2023)

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📚 STUFF I READ 📚

🥰Love Exactly (darter_blue) - 64K, zimbits AU - fluffy AU with a chance meeting in a bar and instalove - fun read, like wrapping a warm blanket around yourself

😊👂‍Death Beside the Seaside (Lady Hardcastle Mysteries #6) (T.E. Kinsey, author; Elizabeth Knowelden, narrator) - Emily & Flo try to take a holiday at the seaside but there's no sea and a surprising number of internal spies. -

😍Wish Granted (ambut) - 40K, stucky no powers AU - reread of this fave D/s getting together fic

😊👂‍A Botanist's Guide to Parties and Poisons (Saffron Everleigh Mystery #1) (Kate Khavari, author; Jodie Harris, narrator) - entertaining enough cozy mystery set in 1920s British academia with the standard 'plucky & smart-but-also-foolish' amateur detective (newly minted botanist) trying to exonerate her mentor from murder charges. I enjoyed it enough that I might read another but I'm not feral for it

🥰Winter's Children (Neery) - 66K, stucky - "When their attempts to recreate the super soldier serum failed, Hydra started trying to breed Captain America clones from his genetic samples. Unfortunately, the serum's effects aren't passed down genetically, so instead of an army of tiny Captain Americas, they get a bunch of tow-headed, asthmatic, allergic, immuno-compromised little Steves. And then the Winter Soldier stumbles across Hydra's failed experiment…" - just a great fucking fic. I stayed up until 1AM to read and I am too fucking old to be doing nonsense like that, but it was totally worth it.

😍Fourth Floor (dirtybinary) - 41K, stucky modern magic AU - "The one where Steve is an angry millennial wizard, Sam is a Disney prince, Natasha is a shapeshifter, and Bucky is a spoiler."

🥰👂‍Rattling Bone (OutFoxing the Paranormal #2) (Jordan L Hawk, author; Tristan James, narrator) - another enjoyable & spooky ghost hunting adventure with the OutFoxing The Paranormal found family, this time dealing with Oscar's actual family history/trauma.

🥰You're the One That I Want (PR Zed (przed)) - 53K, stucky modern no powers AU - reread, angsty arranged-marriage-for-insurance that is so satisfying

💖💖 +203K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖

toasty warm heart (wearing_tearing) - Stranger Things: steddie, 9K - TOO FUCKING CUTE AND WARM AND FLUFFY

as sunshine falls on the wretched (KivrinEngle) - The Hobbit: gen, 18K - a very sweet canon-divergent AU where bilbo adopts a lost little dwarf baby

Handy (softestpunk) - The Sandman: dreamling, 3K - ceramicist Dream lusts after handyman Hob, doesn't make his move, is sad but is saved when he meets the hot professor he's giving a guest lecture for - short and sweet!

the game is on again (ReinventAndBelieve) - The Witcher: Geralt/Jaskier/Eskel, 7K - hot and tender af!

📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺

Dirty Laundry - s2, e5-7

Ted Lasso - s3, e5 [x2]

The Brokenwood Mysteries - s9, e1

Uncommon Comfort Reads with Malka Older, Martha Wells, KJ Charles, and T Kingfisher - super fun panel

Schmigadoon! - s1, e1-6

Schmigadoon! (Schmicago!) - s2, e1

🎧 PODCASTS 🎧

99% Invisible #316 - The Shipping Forecast

The Sporkful - Bill Nye, The FOOD Science Guy!

Big Gay Fiction Podcast - A Trip to the Ballpark with KD Casey

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Places Our Families Took Us

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Ashley House

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Fairy Circles

Vibe Check - A Satisfied Geriatric Millennial

99% Invisible #532 - For a Dollar and a Dream

⭐The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Fun and Funny Science with Mary Roach

Off Menu - Ep 187: Lily Allen

Into It - Are We Into Taylor Swift's Breakup, Lofi Girl, and a Baby Shark Podcast? {worth a listen to hear whatshisname Alwyn described as 'sentient mayo'}

You're Dead To Me - Al Andalus

ICYMI Plus - Meet the Internet’s Princess

Welcome to Night Vale #226 - Creditors

⭐Hit Parade Plus - The British Are Charting Edition

🎶 MUSIC 🎶

CREDITS: Burt Bacharach

AM In The A.M.: '70s Pop Morning

Classic Sunny Afternoon

Best Of '81 To '85 [Ratt]

Essential Glam Rock

Ratt radio

"Summertime Girls" [Y&T] radio

The Fixx radio

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jupitercomet · 1 year

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hi bestie sorry i kinda ghosted you i just had a weird night last night and was feeling some typa way 😭😭 i am back and just spent copious amounts of free money that i got from christmas so my spirits have been lifted by retail therapy and i am thinking about making a sexy revenge tik tok just because i can :)

anyways, miss girl. i am already so in love with my boxer bob😭 i need this man under my christmas tree even though it is no longer christmas. i love that he is consistently always just a good guy, i feel like there’s so little angst on tumblr with him because it’s literally so ooc of him to hurt the reader (though i need some because even the best people can hurt others unintentionally) ((i might see if you can work your magic and make some angst for him even though i know that would be hard af) but ugh he’s just so sweet and ugh i love him

girl good for you 😤😤😤 i don’t mind shots too much but the soreness afterward is a bitch, i get it

omg where did you go in cali? and what was your fav place in new york? i loved new york when i went, i think i’m meant for city life or living out on a ranch in the middle of no where there is no in between for me. and i feel stupid but where is jordan? is it out of the US? sorry i think i know i just am not sure 😭

yesterday was really strange for me, but today has been good! i want to get starbucks so bad but i’ve already been out and i’m tired 😭 but my cravings my prevail on this one ngl

-🧚‍♀️

oh my gosh, you don't have to apologize for that at all!! but it's funny because I was just thinking about you :) and I hope you're feeling better, retail therapy is my guilty pleasure too

honestly I had way more fun with him than I thought I was going to, so I'm glad you're enjoying the first chapter. I think I have a plan on how to make it angsty without it being too ooc but you'll have to let me know!!

once I went to Disneyland area and the second time to Calabasas! I went to Manhattan last summer and it was so much fun. my favorite thing we did was that we went to Coney Island and rode the Cyclone (did I get the idea because of Steve and Bucky? 🤫) and yeah, Jordan is in the Middle East!

I'm glad today has been good for you!! did you end up getting Starbucks? I love Starbucks but I've been on a bit of a Dutch Bros fix recently

#🧚‍♀️ anon #what's up doc

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annathesillyfriend · 3 years

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Anna's August Fic Recs

Welcome to my August fic recommendations masterpost!! This has been quite a busy month for me but I'm holding onto last weeks of freedom. I am trying to read as much before uni starts and I had a pleasure of reading some brilliant fics this month. I am so excited to share them with you all! I hope your summer is going amazing and to those, who have just started classes - good luck!

To all the writers - I love you and I appreciate you so much!

To all the readers - please, share the fics you read and love. The reblog really makes the change! It’s the least we can do to show our gratitude.

HOLLAND & Co.

✨ Tom Holland

revenges is sweet by @t-lostinworlds

series, social media au, college!au, football player!tom, fake dating, idiots to lovers, all of our fave tropes, i am invested in this series more than i am in my own life, it's just that good

sunkissed by @duskholland

one-shot, 18+, surfer!tom x lifeguard!tom, exes to lovers, h's great mind at its finest 👏

souvenirs of the heart by @veryholland

one-shot, brought me to tears no joke, such a beutiful story, mila did such an amazing job!!

heartbreak girl by @lauras-collection

one-shot, 18+, lead singer!tom, based on 5SOS song, this is so goooood 😫😫 this story lives in my heart rent free right nextdoor to laura!!

act 1: scene 5 and 6 by @youandtom

one-shot, best friends to lovers, helping tom with learning lines, i loved this very much!

happier than ever by @vendettaparker

one-shot, tom being the great lad he is comes to save an awful date and we stan

the trial of the eldest holland by @reawritesthings

one-shot, ex!tom, welcome to the angst town! this is so deeply heartbreaking but so beautifully written!

lucky to be in love by @hollandsvogue

one-shot, rose is going staright for my silly little heart :')

slide in by @uglypastels

one-shot, frat!tom, i fall in love with this story time and time again

white winged dove by @muhollands

one-shot, 18+, conuntry!tom, insert country boy i love you vine here (also, i'd like to take this moment to kindly invite you all to go through d's whole masterlist cause it's brilliant. this mj blurb has sent me straight to hell but it's so worth it)

abide by @hazofmyheart

one-shot, 18+, mob!au, tom x reader x harrison, this made me feel some type of way 👁👄👁

getting ahead of ourselves by @/hazofmyheart

one-shot, 18+, college! lacrosse player!tom holland x tutor!reader, this is soft, this is cute, this is hot, this is everything! 12/10 would recommend

✨ Harrison Osterfield

little lune by @dovenymph

one-shot, celebrating your birthday with haz, made me want a refund for my birthday cause it's so lovely 🥺🥺

it will come back by @greenorangevioletgrass

one-shot, part of the rich kid!au series, 18+, richkid!haz x richkid!reader x actor!tom, there are no words in any language that would let me express how much i love ava and this au

✨ Harry Holland

wild side by @softholand

one-shot, 18+, best friends to lovers, that trope was made to be written about mister harry holland, i swear

lost in your light by @spider-barnes

one-shot, 18+, best friends to lovers, bloody lovely 💛

falling in love at a coffee shop by @/spider-barnes

one-shot, college!au, oh to fall in love with harry holland at a coffee shop 😫

hope is frightening thing by @peterplanet

one-shot, writer!reader x first da!harry, her book gets a film adaptation and harry is being is wonderful self 🥰

my forever by @unsaidholland

blurb, talking about your future with him, it's just 🥰🥰

circles by @farfromharry

one-shot, rich kid!au, enemies to lovers, so wonderful!

MARVEL

🎂 Suz's birthday fics

this total babe @samwilsons-pillowpecs gave us four beautiful gift on her birthday! we adore you, lovely 🥰 these stories are all wonderful anddeserve their own category 💛

you're the glitter in the dark

one-shot, 18+, mob!bucky

if i could touch you...

one-shot, 18+, boxer!steve

love you in a thousand ways

one-shot, 18+, ceo!sam

miss your kiss

one-shot, 18+, biker!thor

🎂@rodrikstark ’s 1.5k follower celebration!

collecion of headcanons with our favourite marvel boys as well as some other characters, i bloody love them all but my numer one has got to be joaquin teaching you spanish 😌

✨ Sam Wilson

book smart by @indyluckycharlie

one-shot, librarian!sam x PhD student!reader, such a warm and comfy little story by my dearest cate who i love very much 😌

he we go again by @/xbuchananbarnes

one-shot, idiots in love 🥰🥰

adventures in babysitting captain america and winter solider by @princessmisery666

one-shot, reader takes the boys to disneyland and it's just so amazing!

stay awhile by @lacapucharoja

one-shot, black!reader, a saturday morning with sam 😌😌

slow motion by @ambrosiase

one-shot, 18+, sam in baggy grey sweatpants and no underwear, need i say more?

✨ Steve Rogers

bullies, bullied by @anika-ann

one-shot, my main babe is blessing us with protective steve and i love her 🥰

there's a peace in dreaming by @babycap

one-shot, i don't have the words to tell you how stunning this story is, please go read it

✨ Bucky Barnes

timer by @xbuchananbarnes

series, soulmate!au based on the movie TiMER (2009). i could go on and on about how incredible that series is but with dani it's a given, sooo 🤷‍♀️

the kids will be alright by @imaginationintowords

series, social media au, lawyer!bucky x interior designer!reader, single dad!bucky, single mom!reader raising their kid together as friends, also reader x clark kent. honestly this is one of my fave social media aus of all time. and it's got a sequel is coming!!

quick fix by @ocean-bucky

one-shot, tfatws!bucky x ofc, vidra is the queen of ofc's, you simply can't not love her characters!

grant (part 2) by @coffeecatsandsarcasm

two-shot, bucky's in a relationship with a single mom with a little boy, it's so soft, i love this little family!

before sunset, i fell by @buckysbiota

one-shot, modern!au, when i get drunk i get myself cake, when reader got drunk, she got herself a husband. a very fine husband 😏

alcohol you later by @/xbuchananbarnes

one-shot, is it the 4th of dani's fics on this list? yes, she's just that powerful

three flags up by @starbuckie

one-shot, 18+, campcounselor!bucky x campcounselor!reader, best friends to lovers, buck being a cute little puppy in love and i adore him very much

and he kissed me right there by @sunmoonandbucky

one-shot, veteran!bucky, age gap, this is so full of feelings and it's gonna steal your heart!

lost and found by @sunshinebuckybarnes

two-shot, neighbour!bucky, alpine being the matchmaker of the year and we love that for her

hazy dreams and good mornings by @angrythingstarlight

one-shot, 18+, firefighter!bucky, i think that's enough encouragement to read this gem 😏

✨ Joaquin Torres

red by @remmysbounty

one-shot, a truly exceptional story!!

hold my words, keep us together by @/xbuchananbarnes

one-shot, soulmate!au, just simply stunning!

✨Peter Parker

love lies by @rosyparkers

series, social media au, y/n is silk but peter doesn't know it, peter is spiderman but y/n doesn't know it, sarah is the brightest star in the universe and everyone knows it

sunset lovers by @duskholland

one-shot, college! au, soulmate!au where what your soulmate writes on their skin, appears on yours. i don't think i have to tell you that eveything written by h, my beloved is pure gold. the softest thing!

always waiting (for you to come home) by @peterbenjiparker

one-shot, reader comes to peter cause she needs him to patch her up after patrol, it's so funny and sweet and i just love it so much, m is the bestest!!

perfectly a little late by @/t-lostinworlds

one-shot, college!au, reader forgets about peter's birthday. or does she 👀 please, give a round of applause for this wonderful writer who's been feeding us so well this month 👏👏

this fic by @peeterparkr

one-shot, last kiss with peter :') nancy knows all the most beautiful ways to break someone's heart

the plan by @spideyyeet

series, aveneger!reader, reader likes peter, peter likes mj, mysterio shows up, lots of angsty things happen. it's so bloody good, my mates, go read it!!

burning red by @spideyspeaches

one-shot, avenger!reader who who describes people's personalities as colors, it's just a stunning story with wonderful writing and i love it!!

this fic by @mcumendes

blurb, peter brings y/n flowers and is very very adorable!!

kiss me more by @celestialholland

one-shot, first make out with peter and i'm just 😫😫 in love

the reveal by @cloudybarnes

one-shot, best friends!reader where she finds out about him being spiderman, so lovely!!

always by @ptersmj

one-shot, an absolutely adorable best friends to lovers moment

red-handed by @/vendettaparker

one-shot, stark!reader, morgan interrupts y/n and peter's alone time 😏😂

OTHERS

✨ Spencer Reid

as told by flowers by @reidingmelodies

one-shot, story about the progress of the relationship with spencer told by flowers (duh 😂), it's just wonderful!!

✨ Frank Adler

thnks fr th mmrs by @wiypt-writes

one-shot, 18+, reader goes to frank the night before his wedding, i love this with everything i have

will you hold on my love by @writerwrites

one-shot, don't come anywhere near this piece without tissues!!

✨ Ransom Drysdale

undercover boss by @chase-your-dreams-away

series, reader's working at drysdales' company and hooks up with ransom not knowing who he is. this series is so bloody good! i love the reader in here so much!!

a/n: if you catch some kind of mistake or if you see that i miscredited someone - please let me know so i can change that!

#anna's fic recs #august fic recs #fic recs #marvel fic recs #tom holland x reader #harrison osterfield x reader #harry holland x reader #sam wilson x reader #bucky barnes x reader #steve rogers x reader

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nastybuckybarnes · 3 years

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Cardio

Pairing: Boxer!Bucky X Reader

Summary: You happen to interrupt Bucky’s workout, but he intends to get his cardio in one way or another.

Warnings: Language, Smut, Rough Sex, Vaginal Penetration, Dirty Talk, Size Kink, Oral (F-receiving), Unprotected Sex

Word Count: 2.1K

A/n: Just thought I’d drop this off between parts of all the shit I’m working on. Also got an angsty oneshot in the works that I really enjoyed writing. And an idea for another series that may or may not break your hearts uwu

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Sweat drips from his entire body as he mercilessly beats the bag in front of himself, fists landing punch after calculated punch.

His focus is completely on the task at hand, so he doesn’t notice the way you’re squirming on the bench, thighs squeezed together tightly.

“You’re doin’ good, Pal. Gonna be ready for the fight in no time.” Bucky grabs the bag to still it, glancing over at his trainer and best friend with a sweaty grin.

“I’d better be. Or else I’ll have to fire your no-good ass.” Steve chuckles, his gaze fluttering over to you for a moment before a wide grin spreads across his face.

“You uh, you’ve got a visitor.” Bucky whips around in confusion, the expression melting away as adoration takes its place.

“Hey, doll. Didn’t expect to see you so early.” You push yourself to your feet and walk over to him, hoping you’re not walking funny, but every step sends tingles straight to your core.

“Yeah, thought I might drop by a little early, see if I could talk you into takin’ a break.” Your hands find his sweaty chest, bottom lip tucked between your teeth as you look up at him with dark eyes.

He swallows hard, blood rushing south, then glances over at Steve.

“You uh, wanna give us about half an hour?” The blond groans, shaking his head and grabbing his gym bag.

“Last time you said half an hour I came back and got scarred for life.” The brunet only grins, his large hands coming to rest under your thighs, hoisting you up effortlessly.

You squeal, locking your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist.

“Fine. An hour to be safe. Maybe more. Just knock when you come back and lock the door on your way out.”

Steve mumbles something under his breath but does as requested.

“Always up to no good, huh?” You grin innocently, leaning in to peck his lips.

“It’s not my fault. You just look so good when you get all sweaty and angry. And watching the way you move... you could tear me apart, Bucky. And I love that. You’re so big and... beefy.” He laughs, shaking his head and walking towards the nearest wall.

“Yeah, I’m big. M’always worried I’m gonna split you in half, little doll. You’re so tiny, that little pussy so tight and so small. But you take me good and deep every time.” You nod desperately, core clenching as he roughly presses you against the wall.

“M’gonna fuck your tiny little pussy right here, baby. Make you take every inch of it. You want that?” You groan, head dropping down to his shoulder. Your teeth scrape over the hot salty flesh and he can’t help but grin.

“Turn around and bend over, little dolly.” He lowers your legs to the floor gently and you do as instructed, bending at the waist and bracing your hands against the wall in front of you.

A gust of cool air hits your soaked core as he flips your dress up over your hips, a groan falling from his lips.

“Look at you, all pretty and wet for me.” His big hands grab at the backs of your thighs as he slides down to his knees, lips pressing gentle kisses to your throbbing core.

“Can’t wait to stick my cock right inside you. Gonna fill you so nice and full.”

His tongue finds your clit, massaging the little bundle of nerves for a moment before plunging into your warmth.

Your legs tremble, shocks of electricity flying from your clit to your stomach.

He moans against you, your tangy-sweet taste exploding on his tongue.

“Always taste so good, baby. So fucking good.” He stands back up, smacking his lips together for a moment before freeing his cock from his shorts and grabbing onto your hips.

The grip he has on you is so tight that it hurts, but the pain only adds to your pleasure.

He slides his thick cock through your folds, coating himself in your slick, then lines the hot tip at your entrance.

“You ready for me, pretty baby?” You nod, mewling desperately when he teases you with the tip for a few moments, just hardly pushing inside of you only to pull right back out after.

“Are you sure? Gonna take all of my fat cock in this tiny little cunt of yours? You sure you can handle it?”

“P-please. I need it.” You sound so desperate that it’s almost embarrassing, but Bucky only growls, snapping his hips forward and spearing into you with one hard thrust.

There’s an audible slush of your slick, and your sharp intake of breath as he stretches you out, just like he promised he would.

“Fuck! Always so... so fucking tight, dolly. S’like you’re made for me... made to be broken.” A broken sound that sounds like half a sob and half a moan falls from your lips, your eyes rolling back as he presses against every sensitive spot inside of you.

“C’mon, little baby, you said you can take it. So fucking take it. Fuck yourself on my cock, pretty girl. Take it deep in your tummy.” You nod, taking a few deep breaths then pushing up on your toes to allow him to hit deeper.

You slowly pull your hips forward, whimpering at the new emptiness before pushing back on him again.

“You’re gonna have to do better than that, dolly. C’mon, I know you can take it.”

He braces one of his hands against the wall above your head, the other coming to rest on your lower back as he watches you slowly move back and forth on his cock.

“I-I can’t... s’too big,” you whine, arching your back as he hits a particularly tender spot inside of you.

“C’mon stupid dolly, I know you can do it. Or do I need to fuck you? Do you need me to show you how? Huh? My dumb little baby need help getting her pussy fucked properly?” You moan and nod desperately, falling into the wall as he meets your next thrust.

“There you go, stupid baby... just like this, see?” He snaps his hips faster, watching as your ass jiggles with every thrust.

Your thighs quake, hands sliding down the wall as you start losing feeling in your toes.

“Gonna cum, sweet doll? Huh? Can you cum around my cock for me?” You nod again, gasping when he grabs at your hair, yanking your head back and fucking into you even harder.

Your eyes flutter closed, mouth dropped open in a silent scream of pleasure, his thick cock making you see stars.

“C’mon, baby... I can feel you squeezin’ me... give it to me. Daddy wants to feel you cum...”

You tremble beneath him, knees knocking together and teeth biting into your bottom lip so hard you taste blood.

Your orgasm tears through your body, hips wiggling as he fucks you through it, forcing you to take every thick inch of his cock in your spasming heat.

“There it is, pretty baby... there you go...” his hips slow, then stop, and he pulls himself free but only for a moment. Only long enough for him to flip you around and hoist you up, his arms pressed against the wall underneath your thighs, forcing you to stay pried open for him.

His gaze is stuck on your fluttering cunt, his bottom lip between his teeth as he presses his cock to you again. Your clit jumps and he chuckles, looking back up to your face.

“You’re so pretty when you cum, baby. So fucking pretty when you cum. You gonna give me another one?” You look up at him, eyes hazy and completely fucked out, and he loves it.

“Go on then, dolly. Wanna see your little baby hands put my cock in that tiny pussy. C’mon, don’t keep me waiting.” You do as instructed, chest heaving as your trembling fingers bring his hot cock to your dripping entrance.

“There you go... you ready?” You nod, eyes focused on where his huge cock is lined up between your thighs. You hold your breath, mouth falling open as he slowly pushes into you.

“Fuck... there we go, dolly.” Your head drops to his shoulder, hands balled in tiny fists against his chest as he pulls out slowly only to push back in at the same pace.

“Look at that... can fuckin’ see me in that tummy of yours. Can ya feel it? Feel my cock all up in your tummy?” You whine, nodding and following his gaze to the bulge in your lower abdomen. He pulls out then thrusts back in, your stomach bulging again.

The sight alone has a new wave of arousal crashing over you, and you press your lips together to muffle a moan.

“Don’t hide it, baby. Lemme hear you, c’mon. I wanna hear you get all messy and stupid while I fuck this tiny pussy.” You obey, a soft moan falling from your lips.

“Fuck, perfect, baby. So good. M’gonna fuck you ‘till you scream and cry, okay baby? You want that? Huh? Want daddy to fuckin’ punish your cute little pussy? Fuck you till you can’t fuckin’ walk straight? ‘Till you’re a dumb little mess on my cock?” You can’t reply, cunt clenching hard around him at his filthy words.

“Can I tell you a secret, pretty girl?” He leans closer, his lips just gently brushing the shell of your ear.

“Even if that’s not what you want, it’s what you’re gonna get.”

He punctuates his words with a particularly hard thrust, then starts up a borderline brutal pace, his thick cock spearing in and out of your swollen cunt.

You can do nothing but grab onto his shoulders, nails digging into the flesh as you cry out in a mixture of pleasure and delicious pain.

“F-fuck!” You exclaim, head digging into the wall behind you.

“Pull your dress down, dolly. Wanna see those pretty tits.”

You comply, fingers fumbling with the buttons along the front of your dress for a moment longer than you’d like, but you eventually get them open, the dress falling aside and revealing your bouncing breasts for his hungry gaze.

His mouth latches around your nipple in an instant, and you moan, the added stimulation sending you spiralling headfirst into another intense orgasm, eyes rolling back in your head.

Your climax explodes through you, hitting you so hard that you nearly pass out, a new wet mess bursting between your thighs as you squirt around his cock.

“Fuckin’ Hell, dolly. Jesus Christ.” He doesn’t stop. No, he keeps fucking into you, his eyebrows drawn together as he punishes your poor abused pussy, forcing every thick inch of his cock into you until you swear you may tear in half.

Tears leak from your eyes, your orgasms leaving you a quivering mess for him to play with, and play with you he does.

His teeth rake over your nipple for a moment before releasing it, tongue soothing the sting then licking a trail up your neck and over your cheek, cleaning your salty tear off and grinning.

“Cryin’ for my cock, huh? My stupid dolly.” You say nothing, far too lost in the ongoing pleasure to make any kind of remark.

Your body is completely lax against the wall, the only thing keeping you up being his arms and his cock.

“Fuck, m’gonna cum, baby. Gonna fill you up with my cum, watch it slide down those pretty thighs. Fuck.” He clenches his teeth together hard and your toes curl as you feel thick bursts of warmth fill you.

His thrusts slow as your walls milk his cock, each pump sending a river of white flooding out around his cock and dripping onto the floor.

He stays like that, spearing you open and keeping his cock warm in your pussy until his head clears.

“Took me so well, princess,” he whispers, peppering kisses along your throat as he gives a few teasing thrusts, grinning at the way you whine.

“Gotta clean up your mess, baby. Go on, you know what I want you to do.” If this wasn’t a private gym, he wouldn’t make you do it, but he knows the floors are clean.

He lifts you off of his cock and sets you on your feet, watching in satisfaction as your legs tremble.

You lower yourself to your knees, tongue darting out to clean up the puddle of cum that spilled from you.

He groans, watching the creamy white create a path down your thigh, spilling from your clenching cunt. His cock hardens and he gets on his knees behind you, the hot tip pressed against your entrance.

“Stay just like that, dolly. Daddy’s not done with you yet.”

#bucky x reader #bucky x reader lemon #bucky x reader smut #boxer!bucky #boxer!bucky x reader #boxer!bucky x reader smut #bucky/you #bucky/reader #bucky/reader smut #boxer!au #boxer!bucky/reader #boxer!bucky/you #marvel smut #bucky smut #bucky fanfic #Bucky Barnes smut

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emerald-chaos · 3 years

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Welcome to the Sweethearts Diner

We pride ourselves on offering a unique dining experience full of personal choice and surprise twists! No two menu items will ever be the same, as we allow the patron to completely customize their own orders. So grab a date, sit on down, and enjoy the Sweethearts experience.

Friends! I am so freaking excited about hosting my first writing challenge. I want to give a HUGE shout out to @animehearteyes @wastingmylifeonbritishtv @spicynudlesoup and other friends who helped give me ideas and helped bring this particular idea to life. I couldn't have done this without their help and support.

Secondly, I wouldn't even be having this writing challenge right now if it weren't for you. Thank you for being a follower of mine, supporting me, and putting up with my bs all the time. I am so grateful for every single one of you it's not funny. I hope you enjoy this challenge and participate if you'd like!

This is my first writing challenge so if there's anything I can do to make it better or any tips that someone may have for me - please share!!!

I probably have way too many prompts, but i couldn't help myself hehehe.

Rules:

Just a few things to discuss as far as expectations go.

Please choose a prompt from below and a character to go with it and let me know via my ask box which you choose! Only one person per prompt. (if you want a different character, send me an ask! let's chat about it.)

Tropes, AUs, etc. are all optional and are not limited to what I have listed below. I give you all full creative liberties to add whatever you feel like speaks to you the most.

Works written for this challenge must be able to be read as standalone fics.

Any reader insert is welcomed for this challenge (LGBTQ+, BIPOC, interracial, polyamorous relationships and more are welcomed and encouraged!). If you would like to use an OC, again, send me an ask and let's chat about it!

500 word minimum but no maximum! Please add a "read more" line after 100-200 words.

If you are writing smut you MUST be 18 years of age or older. Please have your age in your bio so I can verify this.

Deadline for fics to be completed by: December 1st (this is not a hard deadline and if you feel like you need more time, i'm happy to extend things for you.)

Hard no's for the fics: toilet stuff, bestiality, sexual situations including minors.

Dark fics are welcomed but most be tagged appropriately.

Just because a prompt is listed under a fluffy, smutty, or angsty category does not mean it is excluded to only that category. Things can be intertwined, added, and whatever at the writer's discretion!

Please include warnings where necessary.

Please tag me so I can follow the stories and read them! Use the tags included at the bottom of this post.

Who are you bringing along as your date?

Any Sebastian Stan character, including but not limited to: Bucky Barnes, Mickey Henry, Frank (endings, beginnings), Chris (destroyer), etc.

Any Chris Evans character, including but not limited to: Steve Rogers, Andy Barber, Ransom Drysdale, Ari Levinson, Collin Shea, etc.

Any Marvel character, including but not limited to: Sam Wilson, Wanda Maximoff, Natasha Romanoff, Peter Parker, Tony Stark, etc.

Choose your main course:

Sweet

“What would you wanna marry me for anyhow?” “So I can kiss you anytime I want.” Sweet Home Alabama @dreamlessinparis

“When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." When Harry Met Sally

“I've come here with no expectations, only to profess, now that I am at liberty to do so, that my heart is, and always will be, yours." Sense and Sensibility @dolcezzasfantasy

"You're late." "You're stunning." "You're forgiven." Pretty Woman @bucksdolll

"I like you very much. Just as you are." Bridget Jones's Diary

"You have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on." Pride and Prejudice @wastingmylifeonbritishtv

"What do you want? You want the moon? Just say the word and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down. Hey, that's a pretty good idea. I'll give you the moon.” It’s a Wonderful Life @velvetcardiganbucky

"It was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were supposed to be together, and I knew it. I knew it the first time I touched her. It was like coming home, only to no home I'd ever known. I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car and I knew it. It was like magic." Sleepless in Seattle @thefallenbibliophilequote

“You’re the first boy I ever kissed, and I want you to be the last.” Sweet Home Alabama @vanillanaps

“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return.” Moulin Rouge @lokithealligator

"You don't marry someone you can live with, you marry the person you cannot live without." PS I Love You @doll1917

“Have you ever fallen in love with someone you haven’t even talked to?” While You Were Sleeping @hey-its-grey

“I love you.” “Thanks.” Breakfast At Tiffany’s

“I just need to know that it’s possible that two people can stay happy together forever.” Juno @abovethesmokestacks

“As you wish.” The Princess Bride

“Yes, i’m drunk. And you’re beautiful. And tomorrow morning, i’ll be sober but you’ll still be beautiful.” The Dreamers @shieldedreams

Spicy

“Nice boys don’t kiss like that.” “Oh yes they fucking do.” Bridget Jones’s Diary @bucksmotel

“You should be kissed and often, and by someone who knows how.” Gone with the Wind @lavendercitizen

“Be still my beating vagina.” Mamma Mia 2 @starbuckie

“Are you trying to seduce me?” “Why? Are you seducible?” A Walk To Remember @slutfornat

“I gotta get outta here pronto. I got a stage five clinger. A stage five, virgin clinger.” Wedding Crashers @sableseb

“You’re really wearing that dress like you’re doing it a favor.” Crazy, Stupid Love @sunshinebuckybarnes

“I’ll have what she’s having.” When Harry Met Sally

“You know what? It’s time to go home.” “Really? That’s forward of you. But okay, I’ll do it.” Crazy, Stupid Love @soldatsass

“You must forgive my lips...they find pleasure in the most unusual places.” A Good Year @buckycuddlebuddy

“What do you say we blow this joint and then each other?” Love & Other Drugs @aphrogeneias

“You should be kissed every day, every hour, every minute.” The Lucky One @luxeavenger

“Lift your skirt. Lift it higher. Higher. Higher. Lift it higher.” The Piano @sobluesobeautiful

“How would you like to have a sexual encounter so intense it could conceivably change your political views?” The Sure Thing @specialk-18

“I believe in long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days.” Bull Durham @the-iceni-bitch

“I don’t bite, you know...unless it’s called for.” Charade @yelenabeloveme

Bitter

"I'd rather fight with you than make love with anyone else." The Wedding Date

I love you. I've loved you for nine years. I've just been too arrogant and scared to realize it, and, well, now, I'm just scared." My Best Friend's Wedding

"I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them." Definitely, Maybe @turbolisedcomet

"I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly." You've Got Mail @bucky-soldat

I love you. I knew it the minute I met you. I'm sorry it took so long for me to catch up." Silver Linings Playbook @clints-lucky-arrow

“In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find someone who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you.” Juno

"I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly, and then all at once." The Fault in Our Stars @divine-mistake

"Don't forget: I'm also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her." Notting Hill @coffeebucko // @bbonkyy (writing blog)

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard, and we're gonna have to work at this every day. But I wanna do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever. You and me. Every day." The Notebook @bibbidibobbidibucky

“We'll always have Paris." Casablanca

"I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you." Pocahontas @carrotfantasimp

“You said you couldn't be with someone who didn't believe in you. Well, I believed in you. I just didn't believe in me." Pretty in Pink @redbullchick

“I knew I’d never be able to remember what she wore that day. But I also knew I’d never forget the way she looked.” Father of The Bride

“I can’t see anything I don’t like about you.” Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

“You were the only thing in my life that was real.” Blue is the Warmest Color @ambrosiase

“What am I allergic to?” “Pine nuts. And the full spectrum of human emotion.” The Proposal @wintersfrost

“Trust me when I say if a guy is treating you like he doesn’t give a shit, he genuinely doesn’t give a shit.” He’s Just Not That Into You

“Some people are meant to fall in love with each other, but are not meant to be together.” 500 Days of Summer @christowhore

“I think you are the most selfish person on the planet.” “That’s just silly. Have you met everyone on the planet?” 2 Weeks Notice

“Three days ago I loathed you. I used to dream about you getting hit by a car. Or poisoned.” The Proposal

“Secondly, don’t let anyone ever make you feel like you don’t deserve what you want.” 10 Things I Hate About You @notwithoutyou-buckybarnes

“I feel like I’ve just found out my favorite love song was written about a sandwich.” 27 Dresses

“Why should I live up to other people’s expectations instead of my own?” 10 Things I Hate About You

“Neat freak. Healthy. Non-smoker. Single. I hate my horrible life.” The Holiday

“I miss you. If there’s anything you ever need, I won’t be far away.” Forrest Gump @rivkele

“I will not be the person you settle for because you cannot have her. I won’t do it. Not when I’ve spent my whole life loving you.” Little Women

Choose a side (trope optional; including but not limited to):

Enemies to lovers

Friends to lovers

One Bed

Love triangle

Fake relationship

Crossover

Body swap

Arranged marriage

Accidental marriage

Amnesia

Pining/longing/yearning

Exes back to lovers

Looking to sweeten the deal? Try one of our desserts! (AU optional; including but not limited to):

College

Coffee shop

Time travel/decades (does this go here or somewhere else?)

Soulmates

Mafia/Mob

Biker

Pirate

Modern

Single Dad

Sugar Daddy

Dad's Best Friend/Best Friend's Dad

Viking

Librarian

Florist

CEO

Bartender

Bodyguard

Chef

Horror

Sweethearts Diner Jukebox Time Machine Challenge

To make your menu item combinations more challenging, pop a quarter in our magic jukebox! Some say the jukebox helps the generation of the music come alive (stories may be written in the style of a different era for an added challenge! Who wouldn't love a renaissance bucky? 👀)

Decade eras (40’s, 70’s, 80’s, etc.)

Renaissance era

Medieval era

#1k sweethearts diner writing challenge #sav's 1k writing challenge #writing challenge #marvel writing challenge #marvel fanfiction

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hyunjilicious · 3 years

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I just read what is and what should never be and it was PHENOMENAL! I love everything you write anyway so I was wondering if you could do a small one where Bucky is alone and depressed and he calls yn because he feels lost and she is just there for him? No worries if you can't! I love you anyway 💕

Omg!! You’re too sweet! I really wanted to do this one justice, but I suck at angst... I love you too!! and I’m sorry if this sucks!

Summary: after the events of Endgame, you and Bucky part ways. Even though you haven’t spoken in months, when he needs you, you’re there ANGST 2.2k

Warnings: overall angsty vibes. Sad Bucky. Idk depictions of depression I guess? shitty writing!

“You came” Bucky's surprised tone pulled you out of your thoughts.

Before saying anything else, you shook your head in disbelief. From certain points of view, he looked exactly the same as when you last saw him months ago, but if you looked past his rugged exterior, it was very easy to tell something was truly eating away at his heart.

“Of course I came” you frowned, “You called me”

“Thought you didn’t want anything to do with me anymore” Bucky mumbled.

You looked him up and down, thoroughly confused by his statement, but decided to keep the tone of the conversation from going too dark too fast. “Shut up, Barnes” you scoffed, “Don’t even joke about that.” A hint of a smile appeared at the corner of his lips, but it was forced, you could easily tell he wasn’t truly being himself. “What’s up?”

Bucky took a deep breath as if gathering the courage to word his thoughts. When his eyes met yours he flinched, the pain clouding his otherwise bright blue eyes. He started with a long sigh and a shake of his head but then, cringed as he finally spoke up. “I need help”

His confession went directly to the pit of your stomach. “What happened? Whatever it is, you got it, but what-”

“Nothing happened” Bucky stopped you, “I need help”

“I don’t understand”

“I need someone to-” he sighed, closing his eyes as his head fell forward in what could only be described as shame, “I need someone to talk to” and it was funny, considering he just walked out of his psychiatrist’s office. “Someone that’s not paid to listen to me” he added, “Someone who understands”

It was moments like these that you truly wished Steve was still here. Or Nat. Your best friends, yes, but they were the glue that held you all together, and now in their absence, you were all threatening to fall apart.

But of course you’d be there for Bucky. Whatever he needed you were more than eager to provide, but at the same time, you were fully aware that your capabilities were limited. You didn’t lack the understanding or the experience, but you lacked the words. You had the sympathy, but not the advice he needed. But you were there. Like you have always been and always will be, so, that afternoon you ended up on his living room floor.

Surrounded by empty bottles of alcohol that had no effect on either of you whatsoever, you sat and listened to him rant his heart out until his throat couldn’t take it anymore. And then he broke down - completely. A full on mess, tears staining his cheeks as the temperature dropped in the room with every other pained groan he’d release. But he let it all out and the weight he had been carrying on his shoulder was unimaginable. There were too many things eating away at his heart, but the guilt was what kept him under its spell, what kept him up for the last months, what was physically destroying him.

“Y/n... “ he called for you, face hidden in his hands as he spoke, “I know you’re gonna say no, but-”

“No,” you stopped him, “Then don’t ask me”

“Please”

“No, Bucky” you sighed, grabbing his wrist so you could look him in the eyes, “If you already know it’s a bad idea, please don’t tell me because I’m afraid I’ll actually go through with it right now”

“But i can’t fucking sleep!” he cried out loud, falling back against the couch, arms propped up on his knees, “I keep having the same nightmares over and over again, and I can’t take it anymore”

“You don’t-” you took a deep breath, “You don’t want me to erase your mind, do you?”

The look in his eyes proved that that was exactly what he wanted. And the unshed tears that coated the otherwise pure and radiant blue of his eyes was almost enough to convince you.

“Please-” he begged, “I-”

“No, Buck” you shook your head and shuffled to face him properly, “As time passes, it’s only gonna get worse. The past will eventually catch up to you. You’ll want to know what you did”

He didn’t have it in him to fight you, so silence settled for a while. “You know sedatives don’t work on me?”

“I… never thought about it, but that makes sense”

Bucky gathered his lips into a tight line and nodded his head.

“Lady shrink isn’t of any help?” you asked.

“I have no clue what she’s doing” he shrugged, “Maybe it’s good in the long run, but fuck if I know how she expects me to make any kind of progress right now”

“You are, tho” you reassured him, “Making progress I mean”

“Am I?” Bucky laughed incredulously.

“Yes! You’re almost completely on your own feet. You really pushed through”

“Or maybe I’m just ignoring all of my problems”

“You just told me about them” you chuckled, and threw an arm over his shoulders.

Hesitatingly at first, he eventually leaned in into your hold, allowing himself to completely fall against your chest. “I hate this”

“I think that’s a given” you laughed, curling your fingers around the roots of his way too short hair. “A wise man once said that whenever someone acts like they have their shit together, they’re either lying or delusional”

“Who said that?”

“I don’t know” you confessed, “I saw that on the internet”

For the first time that night, you actually heard him laugh, and it sounded so good - it was short and weak, but it was sweet and honest. “That’s a pathetic attempt at cheering me up, but I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it” Bucky said as he pushed himself up.

“I wish I could do more” you mumbled, “But I don’t know what, or how, but-”

“Thank you”

“You don’t have to thank me, you know that” you smiled.

He didn’t know that. He’d never stop thanking you for even the smallest gestures. The day where Bucky would understand that kindness, in some cases, is a given, was far away, but you had the patience and determination to work for it.

As you talked and talked, and the topic of conversation kept shifting from one area to the other, the sun set, night settling outside his small windows. It was time for you to leave, and you would’ve done it, had he asked you not to at the last second.

You had your shoes on and one hand on the door handle, when he stumbled over his words, obviously too shy to properly hold his ground. “Actually can you- can you-” he mumbled, pointing to his couch, “Can you stay here tonight?”

And of course you did. The night didn’t last much longer after that, with Bucky settling on the floor, only a blanket to keep him company, and you sprawled out on the couch as silence settled.

But your mind was too busy to drift off. You knew his’ was too, but decided to refrain from speaking up, hoping to let him fall asleep, even for a short while.

It was loud inside your head. You always promised yourself you’d never intrude on someone’s thoughts and read through them without their approval, but you physically felt Bucky radiate energy, and your mind just slipped. But then, your heart almost stopped.

You saw yourself. You saw yourself slapping him back in Wakanda when he decided to go under ice again, you saw yourself moving a car out of his way back in Bucharest, when you risked your life for his because you trusted Steve that much, and because you were that good of a friend. You saw yourself at Tony’s funeral, eyes shiny with tears and then felt an almost uncontrollable urge to hug yourself - and then realised it wasn’t your urge, it was Bucky’s. At this point, your heart beat so fast you were actually afraid he’d hear it. But when goosebumps appeared all over your skin, you realised he couldn’t hear you, that he was asleep and that the nightmares started materializing.

What convinced you to act on it was the sudden jerk of his body and the way to fully tensed instantly after. So, unable to just sit and watch, you rolled over to the side and allowed your hand to fall by his temple, little specks of light rolling off the tips of your fingers as you forced the thoughts away. Seconds later, you saw him relax and shift around, gathering the blanket he laid on to his chest as he drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

His relaxed form and the steady pace of his breathing put a smile on your face. But you made the mistake of thinking this was a one time thing, however, before you realised, you found yourself leaning over him again, ushering yet another wave of nightmares away. And it kept being an ongoing process until the sun rose, and you cursed yourself as you did not get one second of shut eye. But it was worth it. The sight of him finally resting, knowing he spent his night in his happy place that you this time did not intrude on, made up for your tiredness.

When Bucky drifted out of his deep sleep, you figured it was safe to relax too. But knowing that if you went to sleep right now you wouldn’t wake up until noon, you stood up, determined to give him the full best friend experience.

But all you found in his kitchen was a box of stale cereal, a soft cucumber and candy wrappers. Had he not looked so adorable sleeping shirtless and curled into a ball on the floor, you would have woken him up yelling. But instead, you decided to order some food, and the simple fact that the sound of the delivery guy ringing the doorbell didn’t wake him up, actually terrified you. With a life like yours, no one sleeps that deeply, but then there he was, snoring away the late hours of the morning.

By the time he finally stirred awake, the food was already cold, and you were bored out of your mind. “What- what time is it?” he mumbled, voice rich with sleep.

“A little bit past 2” you yawned from your spot on the couch.

“2 pm?” Bucky huffed, sitting up in a hurry and rushing to grab his phone. “What the-” he turned to you confused, “It’s 2pm…”

“Yeah” you sighed, “And the food is cold”

“Food?” Bucky gawked, looking over at the small table by the window, “You got food?”

“You didn’t have any” you defended yourself. You wanted to scold him for not taking better care of himself, but he looked so homey and cozy and vulnerable, that you couldn’t bring yourself to.

Eventually, you stood up and walked over to him. “I’ll let you eat, Buck, but I gotta go” you sighed, giving him a hug, “Got some stuff to do” you lied, by stuff meaning sleep, since you were exhausted.

“Yeah, of course” he mumbled in agreement, wrapping his arms around your frame, and bringing you closer. He sank his head into the crook of your neck, holding you to his chest for a moment longer than you would have considered friendly. But you didn’t complain, his hold was stern and loving, and you really needed that right now. “Thank you” Bucky added when he finally let you go. His right palm cupped your cheek as he looked down at you, awe and admiration in his eyes.

“Nothing to thank me for, Buck” you smiled, and then pulled away.

He silently watched you get ready to leave, following you around until you reached the door and turned around to say goodbye. And it was weird. Your heart boomed against your ribcage, and you didn’t have to read his thoughts to know he was feeling the same kind of nervous. And it may have been the one too many stories you read but you actually feared something was going to happen. Thankfully, it didn’t. Instead you shared another hug, and parted ways.

However, all you managed to do was reach the staircase before you heard his door open, followed by the sound of his bare feet sprinting down the hallway. “What are you-”

“Can you stay?” he asked, shaking from head to toe, “In New York I mean, can you please stay? Just a few more days”

“Well, I- yeah, I guess I can” you mumbled.

“I just, I need a few more days. You’re screwing my head back on, I just need you now. Steve is gone, and Sam is all the way in Louisiana and I hate phones and I-”

“Wow-” you laughed, “I’m not even the second choice, I’m the third?”

“Shut up, Y/n” Bucky frowned, “Stop being a smartass for a second”

“I’m sorry” you rolled your eyes, but he didn’t care.

In the blink of an eye, Bucky threw his arms around your shoulders and hugged you close, and you weren’t sure if the ‘I love you’ that echoed inside your mind had actually been spoken or just thought, but it was everything you never knew you needed.

#bucky barnes #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes imagine #bucky barnes angst #sebastian stan x reader #sebastian stan imagine

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sweet-demiboi · 3 years

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Request rules:

I don’t write for heterosexual relationships.

I write for female x female, male x male, non-binary x every gender.

I also would write for ftm or mtf, if you want it.

My english is... probably bad at some points, so please be gentle with me XD

I will write smut if you want (I actually like it). At this point: If you’re non-binary and you have a woman’s body: I will write for you and a male (or another non-binary with a man’s body, or another woman, you got me).

I only write smut for people, who are older than 16 (in the story).

I like to be creative in every genre, I guess, but I haven’t written angsty stuff yet (but I’m open for it) and I’m not good at bad ends...

You can describe yourself as specific as you want, for example what nationality you have, or skincolor, or anything else.

Requests are CLOSED RN

NOTE: When a character's name is orange I DO NOT write for them at the moment.

Who I write for:

Marvel:

Peter Parker

Warren Worthington III

Loki Laufeyson

Thor Odinson

Natasha Romanoff

Wanda Maximoff

Pietro Maximoff

Tony Stark

Valkyrie

Bucky Barnes

Sylvie Laufeysdottir

Celebrities:

Tom Holland

Tom Hiddleston

Zendaya

Thomas Brodie-Sangster

Dylan O'Brien

Harrison Osterfield

Henry Cavill

Ben Hardy

Harry Potter:

Hermione Granger

Sirius Black (young)

Remus Lupin (young)

James Potter (young)

Lily Evans (young)

Regulus Black (young)

+ Poly: Wolfstar, Jegulus

Maze runner:

Newt

Thomas

Brenda

+ Poly: Newtmas

The hobbit:

Thorin Oakenshield <3

Kili Durin

Fili Durin

Thranduil

+ Poly: Bagginshield

Lord of the rings:

Aragorn

Arwen

+ Poly: Aralas

The witcher:

Geralt

Jaskier

Ciri

+ Poly: Geraskier

Helluva boss:

Stolas

Blitzo

+ Poly: Stolas x Blitzo

Love, Victor:

Mia Brooks <3

Benji Campbell

Hawaii Five-O:

Steve McGarrett

Danny Williams

Tani Rey

Shadowhunters:

Alexander 'Alec' Lightwood

Magnus Bane

Jace Lightwood

Clary Fairchild

+ Poly: Malec, Jace x Simon, Clizzy

Merlin:

Arthur Pendragon

Sir Gwaine

Merlin

+ Poly: Merthur

Chronicles of Narnia:

Edmund Pevensie

Prince Caspian

The goldfinch:

Boris Pavlikovsky

+ Poly: Boris x Theo

Stranger Things:

Eddie Munson

Billy Hargrove

+ Poly: Mungrove

Wednesday:

Enid Sinclair

Bohemian Rhapsody/Queen:

Roger Taylor

Brian May

Gwilym Lee!Brian May

Ben Hardy!Roger Taylor

+ Poly: Brian x Roger

6 Underground:

Billy/Four

Masterlist

The hobbit:

Thorin

Thorin with an introverted boyfriend

Thorin with a jealous boyfriend

Thorin being attracted to his smoking boyfriend

Thorin with a boyfriend who can transform into a horse

Love at first sight

Arachnophobia is a bitch

Thorin with an angel boyfriend

Thorin with his FtM!Pregnant!Husband

Marvel:

Peter Parker

Little chat #1

Little chat #2

Studying with Peter

Loki

Bottom!Loki x Top!Male!Reader

Soft sex with Bottom!Loki

Loki with a boyfriend who can only sleep to noise

Little chat #1

Bucky Barnes

Wholesome smut

Thor

Thor with a boyfriend who is the god of wisdom

Mixed

Loki/Peter/Tony/Thor x Male!Reader (also NSFW)

Celebrities:

Tom Holland

Little chat #1

Little chat #2

Little chat #3

Little chat #4

Little chat #5

Helluva boss:

Imagine being Stolas and Blitzo's boyfriend

Love, Victor:

Mia Brooks:

Being Mia's girlfriend

Shadowhunters:

Magnus Bane:

Magnus with his boyfriend but it's very gay

Alec Lightwood:

Alec Lightwood x Trans!Male!Reader

Merlin:

Sir Gwaine:

Little chat #1

Night activities

Candy hearts

(Y/N) is drowning but it's funny

Pregnant!Ftm!(Y/N) (and Gwaine being a sweet husband)

Merthur and Male!Reader x Gwaine fucking but no actual smut

Marauders:

Everyone:

Marauders comforting you after you were raped by your boyfriend

Stranger Things:

Billy Hargrove:

tease

smoking together for the first time

Male!Reader makes Billy question his sexuality pt.2 pt.3

Comforting Billy after he gets abused by Neil

Making out with Billy

Fucking Billy after pe class

Eddie Munson:

giving trans!Eddie a blowjob at a pool

Queen:

Roger Taylor:

you have sex for the first time after Roger gets back from tour

new name for trans!masc!(Y/N)

Sir Brian May:

Going to university with Brian (Trans!Male!Reader)

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baroquebucky · 3 years

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lover is a day

a/n: hi pals !! here is a sort of angsty but fluffy fic inspired by another cuco song ! i cant believe tfaws is over i miss them already :[ lyrics in bold ! srry for any typos </3

buckys mind is racing all the time, you’re there to slow him down

word count: 3.1k

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will you love this part of me?

Bucky tried his damn best to keep you out of the avenging part of his love. He never introduced you to the team, only telling Steve about you and Sam finding out because he stole Buckys phone and you just so happened to call him.

You saw the trends on Twitter, seeing the videos of your boyfriend easily take down seven men in a bar in madripoor. You tried your best to not watch it, knowing he wouldn’t want you to. Curiosity getting the best of you, you clicked the trend, mouth dropping as you saw the way he fought.

His eyes were cold, he moved like it was second nature to him, it was frightening to see how easy it came to him.

You jumped as your phone vibrated, an incoming call from bucky pausing the video. You hesitated before answering, putting on a bright smile and trying to forget what you had just seen.

“hi doll face” Bucky smiled, you heard the thumping of music in the background.

“hi buck, are you at a club?” You questioned, a smile on your face as he let out a sigh, rolling onto his back on the couch he was on.

“I’m at Sharon’s place, she has this whole museum club thing going on” he explained, your eyes wide at the mention of the agent.

“Sharon? like Steve Sharon? Sharon from shield?” You questioned, bucky smiled at your interest, nodding along to your words, quickly replying when he realized you weren’t on FaceTime.

Bucky kept you in the loop, not wanting you to get caught off guard if anything were to happen. He just made sure you were never in danger and no one knew about you, as much as he’d want to shout from the roof just how much he loved you.

“that’s the one, I’ll explain when i get back” he spoke calmly, rubbing his eyes with the back of his hands as he put you on speaker.

Bucky talked about some movie he wanted to watch, your mind drifting back to the video, your heart thumping in your ears.

“doll?” He asked, his voice echoing in you room.

“what, sorry i got distracted” you replied, trying to play it off. Bucky frowned, his heart sinking at the realization.

“you saw it” he spoke simply, moving to sit up on the couch again, his eyes focusing on the floor.

You wanted to lie, say you had no idea what he was talking about. But you couldn’t, mouth opening only to close seconds later.

“I never wanted you to see that part of me” he spoke, you stayed quiet, letting him talk.

“Doll, I’m not him anymore i promise” he hesisted, “Zemo made me do it and i didn’t think i would- i just im gonna go” he spoke, hanging up quickly, heart heavy.

Furthering my distance from you

Bucky was never the best at speaking his mind, always too caught up in his own thoughts to say what he felt, thinking it never mattered and he should keep to himself.

You texted him right after, telling him to please take care, that you loved him. He didn’t reply.

It wasn’t for another couple days when he came home, entering quietly trying to not wake you up in case you were asleep already.

He set his bags down softly, entering the room and expecting to find you curled up. Buckys heart raced as he looked up to see you staring at him with a smile on your face, getting off the bed quickly and throwing yourself onto him.

“i missed you so much james” you whispered, squeezing him slightly as your arms wrapped around him.

“y/n i-” he began, pushing you back softly. You let go reluctantly, knowing he wanted his space.

I’m okay as long as you keep me from going crazy

“Bucky, it’s okay” you replied, stopping him from going down a rabbit hole if you didn’t. You looked at him, the light from your bedside lamp only slightly illuminating the room.

“i know thats not you anymore, sometimes you have to do something’s to get stuff and i get that angel” you spoke, looking at him softly, slowly grabbing his hand and squeezing.

“i still love you bucky, with all my heart” you smiled, wishing you could see the way his cheeks flushed at your words.

He looked up from the floor, you could barely making out the way his lips turned up in a small smile.

“do you really?” He whispered, stepping closer so that your faces were only inches apart. You nodded, eyes flickering to his lips after a couple of seconds.

“I love you more doll” he replied, ears burning as you pulled him in for a kiss, holding the collar of his shirt to pull him closer.

You pulled away with a smile on your face, looking at him for a second before throwing your arms around him, holding him tightly. Bucky wrapped his arms around after a second, placing a kiss ontop of your head, never wanting to let you go.

You can’t get by with a lie

Bucky shot up, sweating and breathing heavy, looking over to see you stirring slightly at his movement.

“buck?” You mumbled, eyes still closed as you turned opening them slightly to reach for the super soldier. You placed a gentle hand on his vibranium one, looking at him with your fuzzy vision.

“nightmare?” you mumbled, sitting up and looking at him, his chest still heaving as he shook his head.

“no it- I’m fine” he spoke, “Cmon let’s get back to sleep” he smiled tightly but you shook your head, looking at him sternly.

“James we talked about this, please, talk to me angel” you looked at him, now fully awake and wanting to help bucky through his nightmares. He hesitated, sighing and fiddling with the edge of the blanket.

“okay” he nodded, heart racing as you helped him through his nightmare. You reminded him how he had changed, how he was a new person and he was trying his best to make amends.

“You’re okay, you’re here and you’re free” you spoke, hugging him tightly and stroking his arm soothingly. Bucky nodded, closing his eyes and focusing on your beating heart.

Funny thing about you is you read me pretty well

You clenched your fist, wanting to throw your laptop across the room as your work frustrated you once again. Your breathing was heavier and you let out a small sigh, not wanting to alert bucky.

After a couple more minutes you felt the tears pricking your eyes, squeezing them shut in hopes they would go away.

You got up quickly, heading toward the kitchen to get a drink of water, leaving bucky alone in the room. He turned to look at you, noting how fast you were walking and the way you were breathing shakily.

Bucky gave you a minute, waiting to see if you’d come back. When you didn’t return he followed you, seeing you staring out the cup in your hand with intense focus.

“doll, what’s wrong?” You looked at him, putting a smile on your face and shaking your head.

“I’m fine buck, just thirsty” he frowned, walking towards you and pulling you into his arms.

“i know you too well for that to work on me doll” he sighed, stroking your back softly as you but back tears, finally letting a sob out. “let it out doll I’m here.”

Me and Mr. Heart we say the cutest things about you

Bucky smiled at the way you jumped for joy when you saw a dog in the park, immediately talking his ear off about how you had always wanted your own.

“don’t you think we should adopt? I think we’re at that point y’know?” You smiled, starry eyes as you turned to look at him.

Never in his life had he felt more in love, he thought of how perfect you looked, with slightly messy hair from the wind and a stain on your shirt from the time he accidentally splashed paint on you.

He felt the world around him fade away, focusing only on you and your words, rattling off some facts about people with pets being happier in an effort to convince him.

Bucky thought of the way you had always cared for him, living him with all you were. He thought of how you were the most caring person in the world to him, how you were the most radiant person in the room no matter what.

He loved you so much and all he wanted was to make you happy.

“I’ve always been a cat person” he teased, loving the way you rolled your eyes with a playful smile on your face.

“we could get a cat, they’re calm and sweet” you nodded, taking his hand and pulling him towards the parking lot.

How could bucky say no when you looked so excited?

You held the white cat in your arms a few weeks later, a huge smile on your face as he purred into your touch.

“welcome home alpine” you smiled, setting the cat down and letting him explore.

Buckys heart grew in his chest, you seemed so unreal. You were everything he ever wanted and everything he ever needed. And you were all his.

You looked at bucky, a smile on your face as he picked up the cat, setting him gently on his lap.

“thought you were gonna get us a dog the whole time we were there” he spoke, looking at you as you stared at the pair, standing across the room and putting away some cat food and toys.

“you said you were a cat person” you replied, “plus you’re happy right?” You questioned, walking over and sitting down next to him, reaching out to scratch the back of Alpines ears.

“very happy doll” he smiled, eyes settling on the cat in his lap, wanting to place kisses all over the now sleeping feline.

“then I’m happy that you’re happy” you smiled, kissing his cheek softly, letting your head rest on his shoulder and enjoy the company of your now two favorite boys.

My lover is a day I can’t forget

“Do you remember how we met?” You asked suddenly, bucky smiled as he recalled the memory.

“doll it’s 3 am” he chuckled, the streetlight sneaking in through the curtains as you two lay in bed.

“so you don’t” you huffed, turning so your back would face him. Bucky smiled at your reaction, quickly turning you back around to face him.

“of course i do doll” he replied, a soft smile still on his face, “why?”

“what did you think of me?” You wondered, wiggling a bit to get more comfortable. You had a small smile on your face as he began talking.

“i thought you were too nice, they got your whole order wrong and you still ate the whole thing” he smiled.

Buckys eyes had immediately landed on you when he entered the small diner, seeing you smiling with a couple of your friends.

Steve was insistent on getting him to go to more places and this was #1 on his list.

“so those are my favorites you can always look through the menu though i guess” steve smiled, noticing his friends focus on you.

“thank you!” You smiled at the waitress, taking the dish from her, turning to your friends as soon as she left.

“i didn’t order this” you grumbled, your friends insisting you send it back.

“but what if she’s having a bad day already? and this is the last straw? It’s fine i can just eat it it’ll be fine” you shook your head, taking a bite and making a face.

“send it back y/n!” Your friend persisted and you shook your head, you were so stubborn.

“it’s not that bad!” You smiled, eating the whole thing, “wish it was the other one though” you giggled as your friends rolled their eyes.

Bucky kept glancing over at you, trying to not make it obvious. Steve decided against saying anything, making easy conversation with his best friend.

You hit your friend gently, a blush on your face when your eyes had landed on the two super soldiers.

“okay don’t be obvious” you began, “that’s steve rogers and bucky barnes?” You whispered, your friends all turning and looking at the table.

Bucky had just so happened the be glancing over, making eye contact with you, his face went red as he saw your whole table staring at the pair.

“You were so shy, you didn’t even have the guts to say hi” he teased and you punched him softly.

“you didn’t say anything either in my defense” you smiled, fiddling with his dog tags.

You turned back quickly, slapping a hand on your face as your friends laughed. “I said don’t be obvious did i not!”

“didn’t you say you would die for him? You talk about him almost everyday” your friend teased and you hit her, face burning.

“shut up! they’re super soldiers what if they hear you” you snuck a glance at their table, seeing the way bucky had a small smirk on his face and Steve was holding back a laugh.

“i hate you guys, i really do” you mumbled, “should i say sorry? I feel like i should say sorry right?”

“You just want an excuse to give that man sex eyes” another one of your friends spoke up and you rolled your eyes.

You snuck a glance at bucky making eye contact, you gave a small smile which he happily returned, waving slightly. You waved back, quickly turning back to your friends as your heart raced.

You and your friends paid and left not long after, Steve and bucky following a couple minutes after. You said your goodbyes in the parking lot, giving them tight hugs.

“you sure you don’t want a ride?” They had asked and you shook your head, waving her off as you walked to the bus stop down the street, sitting on the bench and scrolling through your social media mindlessly.

You looked up as someone sat next to you, giving them a small smile before realizing it was bucky. Your eyes went wide and you froze, eyes focused on your now locked phone. You could hear your heartbeat in your ears.

You glanced at bucky, face flushing when you made eye contact.

“you were so charming, i still don’t understand how you could be so calm” you spoke, looking at him as he let out a snort.

“i was shitting myself the whole time doll” he laughed, “I’m surprised i didn’t fuck up the moment i opened my mouth.”

“I’m bucky” he smiled, extending his had for you to shake. You smiled back, shaking his hand before replying, “I’m y/n.”

You were quiet for a second before turning to face him again, “I’m sorry for my friends in the diner, they can be a bit much” you chuckled, fiddling with your phone in your hands.

“don’t worry ‘bout it, I’m flattered honestly” he replied and you cocked your head.

“oh?” You replied, confused at his response.

“I mean to have a pretty girl like you thinking about me? An honor really” he spoke smoothly, a charming smile on his face as he looked at you.

“i- well- uh, thank you?” You let out a breathy laugh, and he smiled at you, moving onto another topic of conversation.

Next thing you knew the two of you were sat together on the bus, laughing as you two exchanged stories and talked about your interests.

“this is my stop” you frowned, not wanting to end the conversation yet. Buckys heart raced, debating on wether or not he should make a move or not. Steve would surely have his head on a spike if he didn’t.

“i- well, if you want i can walk you, it’s dark and i don’t want you in any danger” he spoke, stumbling in his words.

“I’d love that buck” you smiled and he looked at you with a grin on his face, following you out of the bus.

The evening air was cool, it felt nice against your flushed skin, a smile on both of your faces as you walked towards your apartment. The sound of your laughter filling the open air.

You arrived at your apartment building, exchanging numbers and saying goodbye, already looking forward to see each other next time.

“can’t believe you walked me back” you giggled, butterflies in your stomach as you remembered how flirty he was that night.

“i never told you but i had actually driven to the place” bucky blushed, “Steve had been busy earlier so we met up there” he laughed as your mouth flew open.

“so you had to go all the way back to get your car?!” Bucky smiled bashfully, “you even paid to take the bus!” You squealed, sitting up quickly and leaning against the headboard.

“I wasn’t gonna let public transportation stand between me and the love of my life!” Bucky replied quickly, sitting up next to you.

“you barely knew me!”

“i wanted to get to know you! that was the whole point” he shot back, a smile on his face when he noticed how flustered you were.

“you did all that for me” you looked at him fondly and he nodded.

“and I’d do so much more for you now” Bucky smiled, kissing your cheek softly before moving to your jaw and then your lips.

“I love you so much doll” he whispered, pulling you into his arms. You let him wrap himself around you, holding you closely to his chest.

“i love you more lovely” you replied, placing a soft kiss on his bicep. He held you for a couple more moments before letting go, letting you move back to his side and lay on his chest.

“you do so much for me doll, you keep me grounded, you make me happy, you keep me from going crazy, wish i could do the same” he mumbled, his fingers scratching at your scalp and making your eyes flutter shut.

“you do all that and more for me too james, you just never realize” you whispered, yawning as he continued his movements.

“how about we go to sleep, and I’ll tell you all tomorrow just how much you do for me, yeah?” You mumbled, opening your eyes slightly. Bucky nodded, laying down and getting comfortable, moving so that he could spoon you, draping an arm around your waist and pulling you to his chest.

“goodnight lover boy” you mumbled, he smiled at the nickname.

“goodnight dollface” he whispered, kissing your neck softly before closing his eyes, hearing alpines soft purring from across the room.

#bucky barnes #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes imagine #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes x you #bucky barnes x y/n #bucky barnes drabble #bucky barnes one shot #bucky barnes fanfiction #soft Bucky Barnes #flirty Bucky Barnes #bucky barnes angst #bucky x you #bucky x reader #bucky imagine #bucky fluff #bucky angst

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kandisheek · 2 months

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FIC REC WEEK 11 – A/B/O

take a long line by ShanaStoryteller

Pairing: Steve/Tony Rating: NR Words: 29,834 Tags: Pack Dynamics, Smut, Alpha Tony / Omega Steve

Summary: Steve knows that Tony Stark is going to be a problem from the first line in his file. Designation: Alpha

Reasons why I love it: This fic raises some really interesting points about A/B/O dynamics, and I am absolutely here for it. The way Tony presents himself as an alpha is very intriguing, because it's so unlike the way a lot of other A/B/O stories portray him. And Steve actively taking steps to get closer to Tony after he completely misinterprets his intentions in the beginning is really nice to see. I especially love how the concept of heat cycles is handled in this. This fic is amazing, and I highly encourage you to read it!

Beginning and the End by Shi_Toyu

Pairing: Bucky/Tony Rating: T Words: 18,998 Tags: Alpha Bucky / Omega Tony, Guilt, Protective Bucky

Summary: Tony Stark: Genius, Billionaire, Omega, Philanthopist, Youngest Member of the Avengers James "Bucky" Barnes: Soldier, Alpha, HYDRA Asset, Besotted Fool That about sums it up.

Reasons why I love it: This fic really dives deep into Tony's conflict over the fact that he's falling for the man who killed his parents, and I adore it for that. It makes for some really interesting emotional development, and Bucky's desperation to somehow make it up to Tony and respect his boundaries is very endearing. His protective instincts flaring up during his rut is also really great. And when they do get together in the end, it feels exactly right. I love this fic so much, so if you haven't read it yet, I highly encourage you to do that!

This is Not a Drill by sabrecmc

Pairing: Steve/Tony Rating: E Words: 23,967 Tags: Love at First Sight, Alpha!Tony/Omega!Steve, Bonding Hormones

Summary: “Can I—can I see him? I mean meet him. Uh…welcome him to the team?” Tony clarified, probably not very well, he knew. “Well…there’s a bit of an issue with that,” Fury said, and Tony figured this was where Fury got to whatever it was that had really forced his hand and made him call Tony in, knowing how much the man detested having to do so. “You see, well. He was suspended in the ice for nearly seventy years,” Fury began. Tony nodded along, because he could do math. “I’m sure he has a lot of adjusting to do—“ Tony started. “Seventy years,” Fury repeated, cutting Tony off and leaning back in his chair and making it rock slightly. “Of no suppressants.” “Oh,” Tony managed to choke out past the lump that had suddenly formed in his throat. “Oh.”

Reasons why I love it: This is one of the first fics that got me hooked on Stony. It's hilarious and sweet and a little angsty at times, and Sabre balances all of that so well that she makes it look easy. Tony the besotted alpha is so fucking funny, especially in combination with long-suffering Steve. And the smut, when it comes, is incredibly hot as well as emotionally satisfying. This is a banger of a fic, and if you haven't read it yet, do yourself a favor and do it now!

#marvel #stony #fanfic #fic rec #ficrec #fanfic rec #a year in fanfic recs #a/b/o

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themorningsunshine · 2 years

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I think I saw you in my dreams once

A sequel to My Night Demons

Pairing - Bucky Barnes x f!reader

Summary - Soulmate AU - In which one can see their soulmate’s dreams and communicate with them through those dreams.

Or,where Bucky thinks there is not the slightest chance in the world that he has a soulmate but then why is there a girl constant in his nightmares, trying to calm down his night demons?

Word count - 3.5k

Warnings - Nothing (Yeah, I am surprised myself)

a/n - And here it is!! I will be forever grateful for all the love My Night Demons has got. That fic is extremely close to my heart and your kind words has made it even more meaningful.

I had all these ideas for the sequel. Mostly angsty with all the feels, but it turned out to be the softest thing I have ever written. It’s just a ball of fluff. I hope you like it and let me know what you think about it.. Hearing from you guys makes my day :)

Bucky fidgeted with his fingers as he paced the room. To say that he was nervous would be a huge understatement. He had not slept the whole night yesterday. Creating thousands of scenarios in his mind about how this day could go. Thinking about all the things he could say, all the things he could ask, all the things he could do. He shakes that thought away as soon as it arises. He wouldn't let himself hope.

As if on cue, he feels a pat on his shoulder and he doesn't have to turn back to know it's the two idiots he called friends standing behind him with the widest grins on their faces.

"Finally!! It's the day!!" Sam spoke loudly as if alerting the whole tower.

Steve chuckled and patted Bucky's shoulder, "Don't worry, man.. It's gonna go great."

Bucky gives him a grateful smile which quickly vanishes when he sees two more people walking in.

"Wow, is the day here already? I thought it would take even longer." Nat snickered. "Look, tin man, I don't care what you do, don't screw up today. It's not like there are many people who are willing to be with a 106 year old man. So, just don't show her how you really are and you should be fine." Tony said in mock seriousness. He then kept something on the table besides him and said, "Also, there is a party this weekend. Bring her along."

Bucky's eyes widened as he looked at the piece of paper. "What's the occasion, Stark?" Even though he knew Tony never really needed an occassion to throw parties, he felt obliged to ask.

Tony just shrugged as if throwing a party with hundreds of people was just a regular occurrence, and for him, it really was.

"No, really, we also want to meet her. Wanna see the girl who melted your cold heart, Barnes." Nat pointed a finger at him, as if threatening him to listen to her.

"Yes, I want to meet her too. You just don't stop talking about her, about how beautiful and sweet and kind and smart and funny she is." Sam says imitating and mocking Bucky.

Bucky hit Sam on the head with the invitation card but couldn't help the little smile that crept up to his lips. He hoped nobody would notice.

"Oh, you're so in love, old man." Nat chuckles as Steve ushers everybody outside the room.

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The restaurant looked really comfortable and was lit in a warm golden light but it did little to calm Bucky's nerves. He had come here 20 minutes early, hoping that getting settled and familiar with the place would help him become a little less nervous.

His thoughts were all over the place. He was about to meet you for the first time. Atleast outside his dreams. Seeing you today would remove the possibility of you not being real but just a figment of his imagination. A possibility that constantly haunted him.

What if you didn't show up? What if you did show up but realised that he and his past is too much for you? He wouldn't blame you if you decided that you didn't want to sign up for this? But you had seen him at his worst and assured him that you wanted to be there for him. You told him you'd wait.

And you did wait. It had been a few months since he had showed up in your dream unannounced and you had spill your heart to him. These months had gone by in a blur. Now that he was willingly making a connection with you, he found himself a part of a lot of your dreams. He enjoyed most of them. The one at the beaches, with the childhood memories, even the scary ones that you told him you had got after a Conjuring marathon.

Once he had also transported to your dream to find himself and everybody around him as dinosaus. He was super confused about it the whole time and the both of you had gotten a great laugh at the memory the next day.

You were a part of his dreams too, little more frequently than he was. The nightmares were getting little less frequent and he was scared that it was the only way he would ever be able to see you. But then he started seeing some good dreams too. They were extremely rare but were amazingly peaceful. Those were his favourite. The both of you could just be together peacefully.

These months were enough for him to realise that he had made the right decision. That you were indeed his soulmate. Because how else could he explain to Steve why he was smiling the whole day after waking up because the both of you had spent the last night fighting wizards and flying dragons?

Those months were enough for him to fall in love with you. How could he not? You had showed up in his darkest hours and not run away the other way round when you faced his night demons. That you could make something as silly as talking dolphins the highlight of his week? That he had started to look forward to the nights he used to dread and the nightmares he had learnt to hate?

He hadn't realised it until Sam pointed it out to him and called him in his exact words, "A 106 year old ex assassin being a love sick puppy." He would still not admit it to anyone but he could keep this little secret to himself.

The chimes of the restaurant door ring and Bucky is brought out of his thoughts. He looks up and there you are, standing at the door and looking around the place searching for him.

Bucky can't believe his eyes and a sigh of relief leaves him. You were real and you were right there. All thoughts in his mind calmed themselves down as he looked at you. You were in a yellow sundress and it was as if he was walking back on a memory lane. It was very similar to the dress you had worn the first time you had showed up in his dream. All his thoughts and doubts settled down as only one question lingered in his mind, How did you look even more beautiful in real life?

After a moment of looking around, your eyes frantically searching all over the place, you let out a breathe you didn't know you were holding as your eyes landed on him. A smile found its way to your lips as all your nerves calmed down as you gave him a small wave and started walking.

Bucky saw you walking towards him and his heart started racing once again. How do you greet your soulmate who you are technically meeting for the first time? Will a handshake be too formal? A kiss too forward? What about a bow? Oh, he was going to go crazy. Was there even a right way to greet the girl you are in love with?

When you stand directly in front of him, he doesn't have the time to think before you circle your arms around him and engulf him in a hug. All the air is sucked out of his lungs and his heart is beating so fast, he is pretty sure you will be able to hear it. When he snaps out of his daze and brings his hands to hug you back, he realises that he didn't really know how your touch felt like before this. But it's exactly like he had imagined. Soft and gentle.

Ths hug is over too soon for Bucky's liking and you take a step back.

Maybe it's the way you are looking at him or the giddy smile on your face that you are trying so hard to hide, but all that Bucky does is whisper, 'Hi' with a wide smile of his own.

You give a breathy chuckle as you reply and Bucky is suddenly aware of his surroundings. He quickly moves and pulls up a chair for you. The one exactly opposite his. As much as he wants to stay as near as possible, he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable.

He can see you are flustered by his action. He might not be as charming and smooth he used to be in the 40s, but he does know how to treat a woman right.

Once you are comfortable on your seat, Bucky sits back down and takes a moment to just look at you. He can see the way your eyes shine under the glow of the restaurant light, but brighter than any light he has ever seen is the smile you are adorning. You have a gentle look on your face and are biting your lips nervously. Bucky glances at your lips for a fleeting moment. They look so soft, he has to physically hold himself back from leaning in just to have a taste.

You look ethereal and Bucky can't help but wonder how he got so lucky.

The words leave his mouth before he has the chance to stop them, "You look beautiful."

Your cheeks turn red and heat crept to your neck. He was going to be the death of you. Your breathe hitched in your throat at the way he was looking at you and you realised you could stare into those blue orbs till the end of time without blinking. When you realise you're staring, you clear your throat and pray to the heavens to grant you the courage to form a coherent reply. "Thanks. You look good too." You remember something and your smile widens a little bit more as you continue. "In fact, you look so good, I think I saw you in my dreams once."

Bucky can't help but laugh at that. "You have been waiting to say that, haven't you?"

You nod your head with a playful smile and reply, "For a very long time."

After that, time passes in a blur. In between conversations about your family and job, his team and friends, hours pass without anyone of you realising it. You tell him about where you grew up and ended up in the job you now had and he tells you all about the team and the tower with occasional recollections dating back to the 40s.

Somewhere in the middle of all that, Bucky's gloves are discarded to the side and your fingers are occasionally brushing his. He now finds it silly that he was worried if you would flinch away from him or his arm. You had seen him at his worst and was still sitting right there, talking and laughing with him like you had known him for years.

He realises that you like to talk a lot. Sometimes you would get too excited about something and start rambling about it. You would then later realise what you have been doing and apologise for going on a tangent but Bucky assures you that it's alright, that he wants to hear you talk. What he doesn't tell you is that he feels like he could just sit and listen to you for hours, if you'd let him.

When the waiter comes to your table to tell you that it's time for the restaurant to close, you realise just how much time has passed. You look around to realise that there is hardly anybody sitting inside the restaurant right now and all your food has been over already. The sun had set long back and it was dark outisde. If you were being being honest, you couldn't even remember how the food was.

You give an apologetic smile to the waiter and ask him to get the bill. You look at Bucky and wish that this day was as special to him as it was to you. That even he wasn't ready for this night to be over just yet.

As a kid, when you had heard about all those soulmate stories, you had wondered how your soulmate would be like. You had wondered how he took his coffee, if he liked pancakes too, how he sounded. You had created numerous scenarios in your head about seeing him in your dreams or meeting him but nothing could prepare you for the man sitting in front of you right now.

You had known about him before you saw him for the first time in that dream. Numerous news reports, newspaper articles and rumours, even pictures, but nothing compared to actually seeing him. He was the kindest, sweetest and the most attentive man you had ever met. He had created a tough wall around himself to protect him after everything he had been through but once you made your way through it, you would meet a man, who had got nothing but pain and hate from the universe but was still fighting to save the world, to do good. He was the best soulmate you could have ever asked for.

The waiter coming back with the bill snaps you out of your thoughts. After a lot of resistance from you, Bucky pays the complete bill, ending the argument with, "Gotta let me take that, doll." You couldn't argue back after that nickname.

As the both of you walk out of the restaurant, Bucky can't help but smile. He had not felt this light in a very long time. He didn't feel the weight of guilt or remorse on his shoulders and was instead filled with hope. Hope for a better future.

But he didn't want this night to be over just yet. He had got to know a lot about you today but it wasn't enough. Far from it. He wanted to know everything about you. He wanted to get to know you forever if you had let him. So, no, he didn't want the night to be over just yet.

Once the both of you were outside the restaurant, you turn back and smile at him. You wanted badly to spend some more time with him but you didn't want to burden him either. "Thank you for today, Sargeant."

Bucky's heart skips a beat at the nickname but he knows he has to say something quick. "It's really late, doll. Let me drop you home?" He looks at you, a little unsure if he had overstepped. He didn't want to cross a line. He didn't want you to think he had ulterior motives. Yes, there were numerous times throughout the night when all he wanted to do was to lean in and kiss you, but he would be extremely content with just your company either. If it also let him make sure that you reached home safe, that was a bonus.

"You don't have to, Buck. I don't want to be a problem."

Bucky shakes his head and replies, "Never, doll. You can never be a problem." You give him a smile and nod your head. Your cheeks almost hurt with how much you had smiled today.

Just as Bucky is about to call a cab, you speah hurriedly, "Bucky?" When he looks back at you, you continue, "Let's walk?"

Was your house a little far from the restaurant? Yes

Would you have taken a cab on any other day? Also, yes

But did walking mean getting to spend more time with him?

The last thought had taken over all the others and you hoped he would agree. Bucky was more than happy to.

The both of you turned towards your house, you promising to lead the way and jokingly assuring him that you weren't going to kidnap him and then the conversation continued from where you had left it as if like you hadn't stopped talking at all.

After a couple of minutes of walking, Bucky had swiftly shifted towards your other side, now walking along the side of the road. His simple gesture had rendered you speechless and you swear you could kiss him right there.

The mood between the two of you was a little different here than the restaurant. There were conversations and laughs just like before, but there were also long stretches of comfortable silence. During which the both of you just enjoyed each other's company.

In the middle of one of those silences, Bucky had brushed his fingers with yours and unlike the other such instances, you knew this was intentional. He was heasitantly asking for permission to hold your hand. You brushed your fingers through his too as if telling him it was okay and then enterwined your fingers with his. You took a side glance at him and could swear he was smiling as widely as you were.

If you were not in love with him before, you were definitely a goner now.

Before you knew it, the both of you had reached your home.

"I swear I remembered it to be further." You remarked and he chuckled in reply.

"Thank you so much for today, Buck. For everything." You smiled at him.

"Thank you, doll, for waiting for me."

"I would have waited for you forever." The words tumbled from your lips before you had the chance to think twice. You shouldn't have said that. It was too forward. When you look up to him, half expecting him to looking at you with a confused gaze, you were surprised to meet his eyes.

His gaze was intense and he was looking at you like those were the most precious words he had ever heard.

His eyes involuntarily dropped to your lips and he cursed himself before looking back up only to realise that you had done the same. Before the courage left him, he takes a small step towards you. He half expected you to push him back so he becomes extremely surprised when instead, you stand on your tiptoes and close the distance between the both of you.

The kiss is soft and gentle and yet feels like your souls were meeting. Bucky had heard that when you kiss someone you love, the world starts spinning around you, your thoughts and heart frantic, but it's nothing like that.

It feels completely different. The world isn't spinning aroud him, it has come to a standstill. His thoughts aren't frantic, they are calm, for the first time in forever.

Bucky thinks it feels like coming home after a long day of work. Like the first drops of rain after months of drought. Like coming to the shore after spending months in the ocean.

When the necessity to breathe rises, you pull away from him slightly even though Bucky is pretty sure he would drown himself for the chance of kissing you once more.

The both of you lean in again until your foreheads touch each others. You stand like that for what could be hours or just mere seconds before whispering, "I am glad we found each other in our dreams, Buck."

"I would have found you anyways." When you look at him narrowing your eyes in confusion, he continues, "I would have found you anywhere, doll. If we had not met in my dreams, we would have met in the city. If not in the city, I would have found you outside America, in England, Paris, India or hell, even Antarctica. I would have found you in any corner of the world or even the world beyond this one, because you are my destiny. You are my fate. And I think I am exactly where I was supposed to be."

All you can do at his words is look at him and hopefully, he would read your eyes and understand everything you are trying to tell him. Every emotion you felt for him that you couldn't put in words. All the gratitude you felt for the world for making him your soulmate.

And maybe he does understand that, because the next thing you know is his lips are on yours once again. It feels exactly like the first time, if not better. You wonder if that's how it is going to be spending your life with him, each kiss, each day spent, better then the last one. You were willing to find out.

Bucky didn't have the perfect life. As far from it as it could get, actually.

He always blamed fate. Despised it for writing his story like this.

But if you were going to look at him like that for the rest of his life, he thanks whatever god is up there to write his fate this way.

'Cause fate had found his soul worthy of yours, and he was determined to prove it right.

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babygirl-diaz · 3 years

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Doctor sam and very drugged up bucky nothing weird just Bucky being an absolute sweetheart and flirting with Sam I feel like it would be so funny

(Ha! I love this! I was gonna write this crack but it somehow turned a little angsty and weird 😬 Sorry about that)

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"Will you relax?" Steve puts a hand over Sam's. "You're gonna be fine"

"Do you know when was the last time I went to a club?" Sam asks. "Because I don't."

Steve stroked Sam's hand with his thumb which helps calm him down a little, "Come on, doc. Sometimes you just gotta live a little."

"Hey, man, my idea of living a little is taking off my scrubs at the end of the day, kicking off my shoes, taking a nice warm shower, and then cooking while listening to Marvin Gaye."

Steve chuckles at that. "Yeah, I know. Look if you're not comfortable, we can go somewhere else. Maybe a quiet bar?"

Sam does not want to let his social anxiety take over and keep him from enjoying the little things in life. People often find it odd when Sam tells them about his social anxiety. He is an ER doctor after all. He is surrounded by people day in, day out. But that is different. Those people are either his colleagues or people he helps. Besides, Sam is a different person at work. He is more reserved outside of it.

"No, it's fine. We can stay. I'm gonna go get myself another beer. You want anything?"

Right then Steve's phone rings. He picks it up and sighs. "It's Tony. I swear if this guy makes another change to my storyboard, I will leave his movie."

"Yeah, yeah, so you say." Sam teases. Steve is an animator and currently working on a project for Stark Animations but he constantly clashes with the Producer. "What do you want, by the way?" Sam asks getting up.

"Just get me whatever you're having," Steve says and hurries away.

Sam sighs and goes to the bar waits for the bartender to get him. He suddenly feels a presence a little too close to him and looks over to find a young man standing next to him. Sam offers him a polite smile before moving away.

The man catches him by the elbow and leans in close to his ear. "Hi, I'm Bucky," he says with a slurred speech.

Alarm bells start to go off in Sam's head and he turns around to fully face the man, only to find him standing there looking dazed. His pupils are dilated and it seems like he was having a hard time controlling his eye movements.

"I'm Sam," Sam replies. "Are you okay?"

"Never better, sweetheart," the man smirks at him.

Sam knows when someone's drugged. He sees enough cases in his ER every day. He pulls Bucky aside and helps him sit at the nearest booth.

Sam crouches down in front of the young man and opens his eyes to look at his pupils before measuring his pulse. It is slowed.

"Buy me a drink first," Bucky says with a sweet smile and reaches out to touch Sam's face.

"Uh... excuse me? What are you doing?"

Sam looks up to find a blonde-haired, blue-eyed young woman standing next to them and he gets up from the sticky floor.

"Is he with you?" He asks.

"Yeah, he's my friend. Why are you checking his pulse?"

"He's been drugged," Sam replies.

"What?" The woman asks, alarmed. "What do you mean he's been drugged?"

Bucky reaches out to touch nothing in particular and Sam points at him.

"See, I think he's having hallucinations," Sam tells her. "If I'm not mistaken, I think it's Ket."

"Why do you know all this?" The woman asks suspiciously

"I'm a doctor," Sam replies. "I'd take him to an ER if I were you."

Bucky grabs Sam's arm and pulls him down, making Sam stumble and fall in his lap.

"You're so gorgeous," says Bucky, looking at Sam in awe. "Can I take you home?"

Sam struggles to get up from his lap but Bucky holds him tight around the waist. The man was strong. "Hey, buddy, you wanna let me go?"

"Nooooo.... stay!" Bucky whines and nuzzles his arm like a damn cat.

The woman chuckles and Sam looks up to glare at her.

"You really need to get him to the ER," Sam tells her. "Also, maybe try to figure out who drugged him?"

"I know exactly who drugged him," the woman grits through her teeth. "Can you stay with him?" She doesn't wait for an answer before storming away, yelling, "HEY! WALKER!"

There's suddenly commotion on the other end of the club as the woman pins someone against the wall and threatens him.

"So Sammy..." Bucky trails off. "Can I call you Sammy?" He doesn't wait for an answer either before saying, "I'm gonna call you Sammy!"

"Please don't." Sam struggles once again to get off of him.

"Sammy, will you be my boyfriend?" Bucky blinks up at him

"And you'll forget all about me tomorrow morning," Sam tells him

"I'll never forget you," Bucky pouts at him. "You're the most beautiful guy I have ever seen."

"So, you like me for my beauty?" Sam can't help but tease him.

"No, I like you because I think you're awesome," Bucky replies.

"You don't even know me."

"Come home with me and I'll get to know you," Bucky smirks.

"Well, he's never coming anywhere near my best friend again," the woman says when she returns to the booth.

Sam absentmindedly rubs Bucky's arm. "Who is he?"

"His name's Walker. He and Bucky don't get along so he drugged him tonight to embarrass him."

"Oh..." Realization hits Sam. "Y'all are in college, aren't you?"

"Seniors," the woman admits. "I'm Sharon, by the way. Nice to meet you."

Sam goes to shake her proffered hand but Bucky pulls him back. "No. Mine!"

"I'm not yours, buddy," Sam sighs. "Now let me go."

"Sam?"

Sam lets out a sigh of relief when he sees Steve.

"Why are you sitting on some random guy's lap?" He asks, amused.

"Who's that?" Bucky frowns at Steve.

"That uh..." Sam trails off. "That's my boyfriend."

That loosens Bucky's grip around him and Sam immediately gets up and moves to stand beside Steve. He links his arm with Steve, who looks over at him confused.

"You have a boyfriend?" Bucky pouts at him and looks like he's on the verge of tears.

Sam feels bad, but he says, "Yeah, sorry, man. It was nice to meet you, though. Please take him to the ER." Sam tells Sharon before dragging Steve out of there.

"What was that?" Steve asks confused. "Why did you lie to them? And I think you broke that guy's heart."

Sam turns around to see Sharon hugging her friend who looks like he was crying. That tugs at Sam's heart but he tears his eyes away from them.

"He's young. He'll live."

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