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#so now i'm going to the dentist tomorrow and it's like i don't want there to be something wrong w my teeth but i want that to be the reason
running-in-the-dark · 10 months
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I've gotta go to the dentist again tomorrow. I got two fillings done on Thursday but they feel really rough and it's hurting my tongue (plus my brain doesn't stop noticing something like that so I'm constantly aware of it and it's exhausting), so I've got to get that fixed.
this time I have to drive myself, so I can't take any Lorazepam. I'm pretty sure it's gonna be a quick visit anyway, at least this kind of thing has never taken long in the past, so. it should be fine, I know that. but I feel so shitty anyway. it's like the anxiety/fear is there right below the surface but it can't quite come out (probably thanks to the anxiety meds) so I just feel off all day. it sucks (though I much prefer this over the actual anxiety, that completely ruined the days leading up to anything like this).
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boy-above · 2 years
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hello everyone i have a dentist appointment tomorrow, pls send good vibes to see if they can make my mouth stop fucken hurting
#i'm not like afraid of the dentist i had to get my mouth like completely fixed a few years ago so it's completely chill#three root canals nine cavities one extraction#that's what happens when you're depressed and don't brush your teeth for years kiddos#but now my mouth is fixed n stuff#this appointment is cause#essentially a problem i have is that my mouth is super disproportionate#my mouth is too small to hold all my teeth#and my tongue is way oversized#that leads to chronic teeth clenching/grinding which i can't even control bc it happens in my sleep#and im constantly biting my tongue and the side of my mouth#so like my tongue perpetually has deep bite marks in it#and the sides of my mouth are littered with sores#to my knowledge there's nothing they can actually do about that#i'm used to that stuff#what i'm going in for tomorrow though is#the back tooth in the top right side of my mouth is digging into the back of my mouth#there's not enough space for it there so it just digs into the flesh and the wound never heals since it doesn't get a break#i want them to pull that tooth#and i think the wisdom tooth under that guy also wants to come out#but obviously can't since there's already a fucken tooth there#i'm hoping once that tooth is pulled (if they'll be good boys and pull it for me) it'll give the wisdom tooth room to come in#cause that's exactly what happened on the opposite side of my mouth#got the back molar pulled and the wisdom tooth came in very nicely and didn't have to be removed or anything#ANYWAY THOUGH#tomorrow they're just gonna look at it im assuming since this is a new dentist#my old one stopped taking medicaid rip 😭#so that kinda sucks cause my mouth Hurts and they're not gonna like. do anything about it it yet#i had to wait like a month for an appointment slot to even be available 😬#anyway that concludes marshal mouth woes#marshal meows
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honeyednights · 15 days
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unholyeverything · 2 months
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I just realised tomorrow marks the 7ths week of me being sick and feeling like garbage lol It's some ups and downs but generally it's been a while since I've been healthy and none knows whats up which is nice.
#been to the doctor so many times#and at least my general doc is trying but she cant figure out what's wrong#and the throat specialist I've been to twice in one month got a very helpful “sounds like stress and you imagine all” for me#like thanks i keep having my ear throat and nose inflamed constantly and nothing i tried so far helped but surely its stress#my doc suspected a virus but we also didnt find any active anti bodies#so i was just told to rest and was off work for two weeks that also did nothing#so i worked again even tho my doc was like maybe not but i got psychological issues being home with nothing to do#gotta go to my dentist tomorrow to see if the source is there#but im sure its my ears but I'll never go back to that doc#i was there twice a month cuz it kept getting worse and got a stress stamp#stress i didnt even have lately cuz i got a healthy fuck you all work motivation now#and now I'll lose all chance for promotion cuz i cant do my usual 200% and my bosses translate that with: she broken now bye#going great#also don't really have motivation to draw anymore#I started to build model sets but idk if anyone would wanna see those#I also got a cyst on my ovaries and got an appointment in july#that gives me serious pms like i never had it before but ok#someone knows a doc that'll remove the whole uterus i don't need that shit anymore#anyways in case anyone's been wondering where i am lately or if anyone even read this my asks are open if anyone wants to ask smth#or ask my OCs they live rent free in my head and are very precious to me#even my new car is named Michael#he's cute and my record so far been 190km/h#one day I'll do the 225 he can do#just get off the road that day pls#that car was the onyl thing i worked for so idk what to do with my life now#save for car repairs maybe#anyone wants a pic of my child#he's orange#I'm very proud of myself i managed to save up for him quiet fast#these tags are wild but I'm feeling a bit more energetic thanks to some plant supplements my uncle gave me
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littleavengerfics · 23 days
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How about WandaNat x little reader. Reader goes to the dentist and is told that sucking her thumb/her paci has ruined her teeth, so now needs braces / surgery. Next time R drops she has a massive temper tantrum when she can't self sooth. Desperate to sleep before a mission Wanda creates a paci using her magic
Soother (Wanda Nat x little reader)
(sorry this took a while, life got crazy, hopefully you like this, if you don't let me know if you want something changing and I can do that for you)
It was a day all three of you were dreading, the dentist appointment. The caregivers knew it was gonna be a hard day for you all as you hated going to the dentist. "baby, come on get dressed we have to go in an hour." You groaned pulling yourself out of bed, "I don't wanna go." You huffed giving her a pout. "I know, you've been trying to get out of it all week, but it's not happening." Natasha smirked, picking out your clothes, she loved doing it everyday, even if you weren't little. "Nat. I brush my teeth twice a day and floss, there is nothing wrong with my teeth so I don't need a dentist."
"Y/N you're not going to get out of it, if you stop whining and behave at the appointment ill buy you a treat after we are done and you can watch two movies before bed tonight." You couldn't help but smile at her proposal as you knew it was only gonna come up today." fine I'll behave but just know I'm not happy about it."
"I can live with that for an hour. It's either a slightly grumpy you or an angry wanda and right now ill take the first." As she spoke she heard wanda yelling that they were going to be late. As much as you hated going to these appointments wanda hated running late for them even more and with you and natasha it was like that most of the time. Though thanks to their driving you still always arrived early, much to your dismay.
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"baby don't worry, I'm sure everything is going to be fine." wanda reassured, squeezing your hand. You weren't so sure. When the doctor came in your heart started racing, holding Wanda's hand was helping but not enough. You needed something else and before you knew it your hand made it's way up to your mouth. The doctor chuckled a bit which made you frown. "there's our problem." both wanda and Nat looked at you and it was only then you realised there was a whole other conversation going on between the three of them you didn't understand. You still didn't pay any attention until natasha pulled your thumb out of your mouth.
"Really? It caused all that damage?" natasha said in a worried tone, the look on her face made you want to cry. If Nat was upset clearly something was wrong.
"It's not the end of the world, we can give them some invisible braces to fix the issue. The thumb sucking, however, does need to stop." It was a sentence that made you completely freeze. You didn't like that doctor anymore, at first she seemed nice but now you weren't so sure. By the look on your caregivers face you could tell that was going to be a rule and you weren't happy about it.
"That's going to be tough. They never stop." I barely listen as he starts giving them suggestions of how to deal with my bad habit. "there are some alternatives, there is chew safe jewelry and even adult pacifiers that can help with thumb sucking and other habits. If you use them responsibly and stop when there is pain or discomfort it won't cause as much change."
"I will look into those, thank you." Wanda smiled, hoping this would be a solution to their problems. After they left the dentist y/n dropped again after getting all of their work and it soon became a constant battle to keep y/ns thumb out of their mouth. Each time they were stopped they seemed to get more and more upset, by the night Wanda and natasha were mentally exhausted from the tantrums, it got even worse when natasha got a phone call. "babe, we have to leave for a mission tomorrow. We leave early in the morning."
"There goes our plan to just let them cry it out till they fall asleep while we wait for the delivery, Im already slow in the morning, I need to sleep tonight." Natasha nodded, she of all people knew about Wandas hatred of the morning, she knew it would be a rough day if they didn't get to sleep soon. "can't you use your magic to make them sleep."
"No, I promised myself I would never use my powers on them like that." the two were interrupted by y/n dumping all their toys on the floor and crying. Wandas mind was quickly changed, but she decided to try a less forceful approach first, she conjured a pacifier similar to the one she had seen on the Internet.
She couldn't believe it when y/n took to it, their wails turned into light sniffles within a few minutes and they stopped acting out. Wanda picked them up, "there see, everything's okay. You're okay, you like the paci?" y/n nodded settling against Wanda who put them to bed, "goodnight baby sleep tight." Natasha and Wanda breathed a sigh of relief as the little went to sleep peacefully, Wanda cleaned up the mess with her magic and the two turned themselves in for the night as well.
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mj-iza-writer · 6 months
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"Long day sir", Whumpee waited as Whumper kicked his shoes off with a sigh.
"Yes, had a nasty cavity come in. It took an hour to get that thing fixed", Whumper sighed, "I'm ready for dinner and to sit on my butt."
Whumpee smiled weakly, "dinner is almost ready, sir. I'll start serving it up when you are ready."
"Are you alright", Whumper eyed Whumpee, "I don't normally get that weak of a smile unless something is up."
Whumpee quickly turned, "yes sir, everything is fine. I'm going to go check on yo-your dinner."
"Uh-huh, well I'll be waiting for when you want to tell me the truth", Whumper frowned.
Whumpee did nothing but nodded.
After a few minutes, Whumpee heard Whumper sit at the table, and started to bring dinner out to them.
"If everything is to your liking, may I go eat my dinner sir", Whumpee sat the last plate down.
"Yes that's fine, thankyou Whumpee", Whumper looked at Whumpee with a glare, "you know you're not supposed to keep secrets from me."
"Thankyou sir", Whumpee quickly left the dining room, and Whumper's glare.
"I'll figure it out soon enough, don't make me force it out of you", Whumper called after them.
Whumpee sighed when they looked at their dinner.
'Whumpee, just tell him you have a bad toothache. He's a dentist he'll know what to do', Whumpee fought with themself, 'but he said he had a long day, and you'd be bothering him', Whumpee sighed as they lifted some food, 'you'd be bothering him anyways, he knows something is up', they looked at the food, 'this is going to suck to eat.'
Whumpee took a small bite and instantly had a sharp pain in their bad tooth.
"Imph", they moaned, and grabbed their mouth.
"So still not wanting to let me know what's wrong", Whumper startled them from the entrance of the kitchen.
Whumpee gulped, "I-I didn't want to bother you sir. You said you had a long day. I've had a toothache for a few days now., it's been really bad today."
Whumper frowned and started to walk toward them.
Whumpee backed up into the counter and clenched the edge nervously.
"Don't be afraid, I know toothaches hurt. I'm not going to punish you, I just wish you had told me sooner", Whumper reached for Whumpee's jaw, and gently opened Whumpee's mouth.
"Go spit out the food in your mouth, and go up to my room. I'll take a closer look with my tools", Whumper sighed.
"Please sir, at least eat your dinner first. I know you're hungry, and I worked really hard on it", Whumpee looked down, "please don't waste your time on your slave."
Whumper sighed, but smiled, "okay, I'm almost finished anyways, but don't go hiding on me. I'm looking at your teeth after."
"Yes sir", Whumpee looked at their own food, "may I make some soup instead of that, it's to hard to eat right now."
"Yes you may", Whumper started to leave the kitchen, "gargle with water when you're done eating."
Whumpee whimpered as they opened the door to Whumper's bedroom. Whumper had already pulled out his at home dental tools, and was waiting for Whumpee.
"Okay, lay down on the bed", Whumper pulled his head lamp on, "let's take a look."
Whumpee climbed onto the bed and crawled to where Whumper pointed.
"Okay and open wide", Whumper clicked the head lamp on.
Whumpee whimpered and opened.
"Well I'm seeing the problem already", Whumper felt around the tooth, "is the pain right here?"
Whumpee gently nodded, "uh-huh."
"Yep, there is a definite cavity forming", Whumper sighed, "we will need to take care of it."
"How sir?", Whumpee questioned, "not to point out the obvious, but I'm kind of a hostage case. You don't have many options."
"I know, but lucky for you, I know a dentist", Whumper smiled, "I'll just take you in tomorrow and fix it. I have a late start tomorrow, I'll see if I can have a dental assistant help me with you, then drive you home after."
Whumpee nodded, "and what's your story, again hostage case."
"Well if you keep your mouth shut, we won't have a problem", Whumper frowned, "if you say anything, you will regret it. You don't want to know what pain I will cause you if you misbehave, am I clear. This toothache will tickle compared to me pulling your teeth out one by one in the basement."
Whumpee gulped, "no sir, I wouldn't dare say anything. I feel like we may have come to a fair spot in our, uh, relationship. I wouldn't want to ruin that. I don't want to misbehave."
Whumper continued to look around Whumpee's mouth, "it's been a while since I've looked in here, when was your last cleaning?"
"Last year sir", Whumpee closed their eyes from the bright light.
"Well, after we fix your tooth, I'll do a cleaning here on my day off coming up", Whumper looked around the mouth one last time, "I don't see anything else."
"Sir, do you, do you think I'm right at what I said?", Whumpee frowned as Whumper stopped probing around in their mouth.
Whumper had started to clean up, but stopped to look at Whumpee.
"I believe you have come a long way from when you first came to live here. I know some of the early days were very tough, but I consider those days your learning period. I'm happy you finally came around and fell into your role."
"Thankyou sir".
The next day Whumpee followed Whumper into the dental office, and he found an assistant with some time to spare.
"This is my neighbor", Whumper introduced Whumpee, "they don't have dental insurance so I normally just do home checks once in a while. They were complaining of a toothache last night, and I found a cavity", Whumper led Whumpee into the room, while talking to the assistant.
"Awww, that's so nice of you to help your neighbors", the assistant gushed.
Whumpee only smiled, 'he's a good liar', they chuckled to themself.
"Okay let's numb you up", Whumper started to work.
One of the receptionist came over to the room, "doc, who are we billing this to?"
"I'll take care of it", Whumper smiled, "when everything is totaled, give it to me."
"Yes sir, doc", the reptionist smiled, "you've got such a great neighbor dear."
Whumpee nodded gently.
Whumper winked at Whumpee while he started to work.
After all was done, the assistant started to clean the room.
"I'm going to drive them home really fast, and I'll be right back", Whumper said as he started to leave.
"Yes sir".
As Whumper drove home, he chuckled about the whole experience.
"You had them all fooled sir", Whumpee looked over at him.
"Yep", Whumper laughed again.
Whumpee poked at their cheek.
"You'll be numb for a few hours. Be careful if you eat or drink anything, and don't eat on that side for the day", Whumper turned down the street, "if you need medicine take a Tylenol."
Whumpee nodded, "what would you like me to do today for chores?"
"The house should be fine for today. Go ahead and rest, just have dinner ready for me", Whumper pulled into the driveway.
"Let me know if you feel any pain today", Whumper led Whumpee up to the door, "why do you look dumbfounded?"
"I'm sorry sir, you've never given me a rest day before", Whumpee looked at Whumper with a lopsided grin.
"Don't get use to it either", Whumper smiled, "I've got to go back and get started."
Whumpee walked into the house, and turned, "thankyou for fixing my tooth."
Whumper winked, "you're welcome, now have a good day. Don't forget dinner."
"Yes sir, you have a good day as well", Whumpee waved.
They watched out the window as Whumper drove off, then did a small dance at the thought of a rest day.
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ceilingfan5 · 8 months
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taz musical theater au, please :O??? -ise (currently listening to broadway Anastasia and going buckwild again /lh)
"So," Kravitz says, the door closing behind him dramatically. He doesn't put his bag down like he usually does. Instead he looks stiff and frustrated and confused. And cute. Still painfully fucking cute, as always. "I was surprised to see you at the casting call today."
"Why? You've been talking about it since I moved in last month." Taako kicks his feet off the edge of the couch and keeps pretending to read the magazine he stole from the dentist yesterday, as revenge for having to be there. It's months old, but some of the recipes are still interesting.
Kravitz makes a face like he is trying, with all his might, not to telegraph how confused and frustrated he is. Too bad. Consider that code morsed, buckaroo. Tappity tap tap, you've betrayed how you feel. Better luck when the telephone gets invented. 
"It's just," he says. "I did not think you were interested in musicals. Or this musical, specifically. Or being in the musical that I am running, and taking very seriously, by the way."
"Did I do a bad job in my audition?" Taako audibly turns a sleek page, and pretends to be interested in Cheez-it encrusted lamb nuggets. "You don't have to give me a call back if I'm not right for the part."
"No," Kravitz sighs, shaking his head. He clutches his bag close, like it will be a weapon against the great unknown of Taako's mysterious motives. "You were–amazing. I was afraid we weren't going to have a villain this round. You- Taako- " Kravitz walks over and grips the back of the couch. Taako looks So Very Incredibly Casually up at him, smirking. "You absolutely bodied your audition." 
"Cool," Taako says, like it doesn't matter at all. Like, oh, chips were on sale? That's nice, maybe we'll make some dip. Maybe not. "I thought there was uh, a process for letting people know they're in." 
"There is!" Kravitz stresses. "But we live together. Taako, we live together, I've known you for almost two months now, I've been talking about this musical all summer, and I've never heard you sing! What- I didn't know you even knew where the playhouse was!" 
"Google maps," Taako provides helpfully. He closes his magazine thoughtfully. Maybe tomorrow he will get some Cheez-its. Lamb nuggets can't be that bad, can they? 
"That's not my question!" Kravitz looks, get this, confused and frustrated. It's hard not to laugh right at him.
"What is your question?" Picture of innocence. Stock photo of a sky-blue day. Motives? What motives? 
"Why did you try out for my musical??" 
"Bored. Sounded fun," Taako says with a shrug. 
"Are you interested in musicals??" Kravitz looks like the unhingedness of this line of interrogation is dawning on him a little late. 
"Who isn't?" 
"Taako!" That grip on the couch is so tight. Fuck, he's gorgeous. Maybe a little dim, though. 
"Kravitz!" Taako grins. "Did you not want me there? Is there a problem? I thought this roommate thing was going okay." 
"It-" Kravitz throws his hands in the air and huffs. "You're allowed to be there!" 
"Oh good," Taako says, playing as stupid as he can manage with a straight face. "Not gonna get arrested today. Probably." 
"Taako-" 
"I mean you never know," Taako adds conversationally. "Always good to be prepared." 
"Are you going to take this seriously??" 
"Course," Taako says, and shrugs. 
"You're not just doing it to fuck with me??" Kravitz. Darling. Really? Your first guess is that he's being mean, and not trying to follow you to a second location because he doesn't want to miss out on his Kravitz time? Sabotage, and not ooey-gooey crush the likes of which an adult ought not have to suffer?? Has Taako been Too Subtle? 
"Why would I do that?" Taako tosses the magazine onto the side table. The two of them watch the whole pile of shit slide slowly onto the floor. Sheet music and snacks and playbooks and photos and maybe the lost remote go all over in slow motion. Taako looks back at Kravitz. Kravitz looks pinched. Calzone of a dude here. Dumpling, even. What's in your pocket, guy? What savory morsels are you withholding? 
"I don't know," he says, after a long, painful moment. "But I'm going to find out." And he turns and marches toward his room. 
Wuh oh. Maybe they got two very different messages on what this story is about. Should he say something? 
Then again…Taako doesn't mind an enemies to lovers plot. Not one bit. 
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Omg Sam and Bucky content!!!! Can we please get them taking little!reader to the dentist and lots of comfort happens?
The dentist
Content - age regression, cg!bucky, cg!sam, sore tooth, fillings, the dentist, numbing cream, comfort, cuddles, food, don't like dont read.
Summary - when you have to go to the dentist your caregivers comfort you.
Authors note - this has been sat in my asks for about 2 months and I only just remembered how much I loved it, reblogs are greatly appreciated <3, I hope you enjoy <3
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It all started when you were eating some sliced apple.
"Ow!" You exclaimed feeling it push down on your back teeth, it felt like it hit a nerve. "Honey are you okay?" Bucky asked walking over to you a worried look coming over his features "my tooth daddy" you whined swallowing the apple and shuffling over to him.
"Oh angel, do you want daddy to have a look" he asked smiling down at you "yes please" you mumbled fiddling with the loose strings on your top "Okay, Sam!" "Yeah?" Can you bring out my phone please?" "Okay!"
Listening to Sam's footsteps becoming heavier you looked up and saw him enter the kitchen "what's going on?" He frowned seeing your pained expression. "Y/N's got a sore tooth" bucky explained taking his phone from sam and turning on the flashlight.
"Okay sweetheart can you open your mouth for me?" Bucky smiled moving his phone closer to you. Opening your mouth you looked around the room nerves creeping up on you "that's the way" Sam cheered you on with a smile.
A few more seconds went by of bucky examining your teeth until you heard him groan "sam" he said with a cringe on his face. Passing sam the phone his switched places with bucky.
It definitely didn't look good.
"Yep, that's gonna need a filling" "No!" You shrieked scooting yourself away from the two of them "Y/N calm down" "No don't wanna go!" You cried listening to the pair of them sigh before you felt sam pick you up.
"Come here baby" he said cradling your head to his neck signalling for bucky to make a phone call to the dentists office. Walking you both towards the sofa he sat down and repositioned you in his arms.
"Now I know you hate the dentist but bub, we have to get this looked at" he explained "if we don't you could get really sick and then you won't feel good at all okay?" "Is it bad?" You mumbled sadly resting your head on his chest.
"Well, it's not great" he chuckled making you giggle "you know what the worst part about not getting it looked at would be?" "What?" "You wouldn't be able to have sweets anymore."
That convinced you completely.
"Alright, I've made an appointment with Dr joy baby, you like Dr joy you don't have to be big with her" bucky said softly with a smile when he came back into the room.
He was right, Dr joy had always been your dentist and she already knew you were an age regressor having found out before you had to get a tooth out once.
"Okay" you mumbled holding your arms up to him accepting your fate of going to the dentist "whens the appointment?" Sam asked repositioning you so bucky could take you in his arms.
"Tomorrow at 3" he sighed giving you a soft kiss to the nose shushing your soft whine "it'll be okay baby, you'll be fine" "but it hurts daddy" "I know doll, but it'll be over before you know it I promise."
You really hoped he was right.
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The three of you were currently sitting in the waiting room the pristine white walls and the muted television making you feel uneasy, "deep breaths honey" Sam smiled reaching into your bag and pulling out your grey rabbit handing her to you.
"Y/N?" You heard Dr joys voice call you, one she spotted you she gave you a wide smile "hi love, how are you?" She asked kindly writing something down on her clipboard before leading the 3 of you into her office.
"I'm okay" you mumbled shyly smiling back at her "that's good, can I get you to pop up here sweetheart?" She asked signalling to the dentist chair "umm, alright" "here baby ill help you" bucky said propping you up onto the seat and helping you lie down.
"Okay what are we here for today" "well, yesterday Y/N was eating an apple and she got some pain on one of her back teeth so we both had a look and we think she might need a filling" Sam explained while bucky gave you a gentle smile. Returning it you hugged your bunny to your chest and looked towards Dr joy.
"Okay hon, can I have a look at you?" She asked moving her dental equipment to the side of you and manoeuvring her dental light above you. "Okay" you mumbled nervously, noticing your discomfort the boys came up beside you Sam holding your hand and bucky stroking your hair.
Opening your mouth while Dr joy looked around you realised how uncomfortable your jaw felt "it's okay baby" Sam whispered "right, okay yep that's gonna need a filling sweetheart" she said kindly giving you a reassuring smile.
Looking to your caregivers with panicked eyes "Hey honey it's alright" Sam cooed stroking your cheek "is the something you can give her to numb it?" Bucky said anxiously hating the sight of you being scared.
"Oh yes of course we can either giver her a needle or some gel I can apply to the effected area" exchanging a look the boys came to their decision almost instantly "we'll go for the gel I think" Sam chuckled "I thought so" Dr joy smirked kindly.
"Okay hon, let's get this over and done with shall we?"
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The procedure didn't last long, it all felt a bit hazy.
All you could remember was feeling a cold gel on your back tooth, bright light and the comforting feeling of sam holding your hand and buckys vibranium one stroking your hair.
And then you were back in the car.
"Were so proud of you little one" bucky said from the front seat "you did such a good job!" "Thank you daddy" you mumbled looking out the car window "you okay baby?" Sam asked warily looking in the rear vision mirror "mhm, my mouths numb dada" you said playing with the ear of your rabbit.
"Yeah? Aww baby its okay it won't be for long" "what are we having for tea?" You asked your mind going straight to food making the two of them chuckle "we can have whatever you want hon but we'll have to wait a few hours until you mouth gets better" "aww" you whined "I know baby" bucky smiled opening his phone looking up your favourite takeaway places.
After getting up the menus he passed the phone through to you "choose what you want bub" "as long as we thoroughly brush your teeth afterwards" Sam chimed in with a serious face making bucky smirk.
Maybe going to the dentist wasn't that bad after all.
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kkongdakz · 10 months
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“ ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END. ” ft. kim gyuvin
gyuvin x reader, genre : angst, with a tiny tiny tiny fluff, warning : just a sad scenario, wc : 940
a/n : for practical reasons, they are both 16 at the moment, you'll find out why later because spoiler — this is a teaser for an upcoming smau..
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sitting next to each other on those swings that meant so much to you, you bit your lip nervously as you stared at the floor. gyuvin didn't say a word beside you, only the sound of leaves swaying in the wind disturbed the silence that surrounded you both. a long, almost silent sigh left your lips, which drew your boyfriend's attention to you. well.. now ex-boyfriend.
« do you have anything to add? » he asked, and the crack of his voice made your heart break. but what were you supposed to say when he had just miserably broken up with you for no good reason? you just had to accept that maybe, in the end, you weren't meant to be together. shrugging your shoulders as you lightly swing your feet back and forth, you didn't dare raise your eyes to him, knowing that the second you look at him, the tears will start rolling down your cheeks instantly.
« what do you want me to say? » you started, sniffling slightly as you turned your back to him, « i'm not going to beg you to stay with me if you don't love me anymore.. »
at the age of sixteen, you already knew that feelings of love weren't meant to be controlled. love came and went, like waves on the beach. and losing the affection you have for someone is not a sin, it's absolutely not something you can reproach. so even if it hurts and makes you want to cry, you have to know how to let go to keep moving forward.
with an attentive ear, you heard him get up and leave the swing to face you. the tip of his shoe dabbed yours, making you automatically lift your head to plunge your practically waterlogged eyes into his. kim gyuvin was your dream boyfriend, and you were delighted with the year of happiness and laughter you spent with him. never in your life have you felt as loved as you do with him : but as they say, all good things must come to an end.
his eyes were sad, devastated and angry. you kept wondering what you'd done so wrong that he seemed to hate you so much right now. was it because you couldn't make it to his soccer game last week? or because you couldn't wait to get home with him yesterday because you had a dentist appointment? or because you didn't invite him to your sleepover because it was girls' night? yet you knew him very well — and you knew for a fact that it was almost impossible for him to resent you for such trivial things.
to be honest, you were hoping it was all a bad joke. pranking people was one of gyuvin's favorite activities, and maybe this time it was one too. but when he looked away, clearing his throat, you knew he wasn't joking in the least. you felt your fingers trembling against the swing's straps, which prompted you to wrap them tighter around them.
« alright. i guess we have nothing more to say to each other. » he sighed, a hint of boredom in his voice. and little by little, you realized that you had just lost the only person capable of making your heart vibrate every moment. « i guess so.. » you whispered, as steadily as possible so that he wouldn't notice the sadness in your voice.
but, as he turned his back to you, to walk and go home as the rain began to fall from the sky, you remembered something. « gyuvin, » you called out to him, rising instantly to your feet and grabbing your backpack that's been lying on the ground all this time. your hand, ready to grab his sleeve, was cut off when he swiveled halfway around to face you, his eyes almost piercing your soul — the hope in his pupils shattering you from the inside.
nibbling your lower lip as you reach into your bag, you pull out a small square box wrapped in gift paper. hesitantly, you handed him the present, which he seemed slightly reluctant to take.
« i know your birthday is tomorrow but.. » you lowered your gaze, holding back with all your might from bursting into tears in front of him, « i don't think i'll be coming to your birthday party.. »
the rain began to fall more heavily, and although it didn't bother you, you didn't want gyuvin to risk getting sick. so you approached him, grabbing his hand to place the gift on his palm, and finally daring to look up at him. his wet hair fell over his face, which was lightly illuminated by the white light of the streetlamps, and you couldn't help but admire him for a few seconds : you wanted to remember every detail of his skin, the curve of his smile, and his big sunny eyes. gyuvin gave you many many happy moments, and made your first year of high school the best ever.
so even though you were itching for a goodbye kiss, you simply gave him the most sincere smile you could muster, despite the tears that mingled with the raindrops on your face. « happy birthday in advance, kim gyuvin. thank you for loving me the way you did. »
and with these last words, you hurried off, absolutely not wanting him to hear you burst into tears from all the sadness that overwhelms you. hoping that the gift you had carefully and symbolically chosen would make up for the sadness you had caused in his heart.
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icyfox17 · 1 month
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Okay here's the first irondad snipp I ever wrote (there is def some Tommy vibes since that was all I'd written before this BUT they are like the same person anyway so--)
"I think you should really reconsider your choices of joining a gang, and think of maybe joining a bathing club or something. Those exist right?"
The man doesn't even acknowledge Peter's attempt at a joke, instead swinging at him with another punch, that Peter easily dodges. His gun had been taken by Peter awhile ago, and his stamina was quite frankly depressing. He was panting hard, which meant Peter had to breathe in the stench of his breath, on top of the terrible body odor.
"Ugh, scratch that. You do know what a toothbrush is right? More than 80% of dentists reccomend Colgate. Maybe try that brand."
"I'm gonna," the man heaves, hands on his knees as he catches his breath, and okay this is getting a little sad, "rip your tongue out and feed it to my dog, so I can never hear you talk again."
"Yikesss, that's not nice for your dog. What kinda dog wants to eat human tongue?? Feels bad for your dog."
This time the man opts to scream as a response and charges Peter, who is honestly done with this at this point, so instead of dodging, he shoots him with his web and wraps the man up in it like a cocoon. He also takes care to web up his mouth because man, no one deserves to smell that breath.
Peter looks to the sky, and much to his dismay, it is still day. There isn't even the beginnings of orange tinging the sky to signify sunset, and man today is going to be a long day.
He guesses he could go and try to see what Ned is up to, but Peter's pretty sure he's working on a really important project, and he doesn't want to bother him with it.
Peter sighs heavily. "Karen, I don't know what to do."
The ai responds to him rather quite promptly, "You could always head back to the tower. I'm sure Mr. Stark would pause whatever he was doing to see you, if you wanted him to."
And yeah. That's what Peter normally does, when he's having a slow day. Today though, he's trying to avoid it, considering the fact that he shouldn't be patrolling at all, and he's sure that Mr. Stark would be onto him the minute he saw him. Peter isn't sure how he always seems to know. One time he even took a shower before going to see him, and he still knew. It was probably Karen's fault, though he made her swear not to tell him.
"I know Karen. It's just..." He trails off with a sigh, shooting a web and pulling himself up. He starts to swing through the city aimlessly, still unsure of where to go, but wanting to move away from the crime.
"I'm sure Mr. Stark would be happier to see you than not, even if you have done something against his wishes."
Peter cringes. "You didn't have to phrase it like that Karen."
"How else would I phrase it?"
"I dunno, just not that."
There's silence for a bit as Peter fights with himself. On the one hand, he really does want to see Mr. Stark. He hasn't seen him since right after the accident, and he quite frankly misses hanging out with him. On the other hand, he really does not want to hear a lecture about how he shouldn't be patrolling so soon after his injury.
Ring Ring Ring
Incoming Call From: Tony Stark
Uh oh.
Guess he doesn't have a say in the matter anyway.
"Uh, hi Mr. Stark!" answers Peter as cheerfully as he can, trying to find a decent roof to land on.
"Hey Pete, I was wondering if you--" Mr. Stark cuts himself off. "Is that wind I hear?"
"Uh yeah, it's just super windy where I am right now," Peter says, chuckling nervously. "It's honestly crazy how windy it is. There are definitely going to be some fallen trees tomorrow."
Mr. Stark is silent for a moment before, "You wouldn't... happen to be patrolling right now, would you?"
"Whaaaaat? Noooo," Peter winces as he hears a car blast it's horn, "that would be entirely irresponsible of me. I would never."
"You know I can look at your suit's cameras and see what you're seeing right now, right?"
"Obviously, but you're not because you trust me full heartedly and--"
"Peter."
Peter sighs. "Okay, so maybe I went on a five minute patrol. But it's super dead today! I was literally about to head to your place because of how bored I was. You can ask Karen!"
"That doesn't matter Pete. What matters is you just came out of a serious fight with several injuries. You shouldn't be throwing yourself back out there!"
"I know Mr. Stark."
"We agreed on two weeks. Two weeks! You know most people would need a whole month, but Pepper and Happy reminded me about your enhanced healing, and I said fine. Fine! Two weeks. And how long has it been?"
"...A week."
"A week! You know, I was going to call you and ask if you wanted to go to Ben and Jerry's with me, but now--"
"No, Mr. Stark please! I won't go again for the next week, I promise."
"And how good was your promise this time?"
"I double promise. Triple promise! C'mon Mr. Stark, please? I really wanted to see you today."
"Kid, you can still come over," he says, sounding a bit appalled at the idea that Peter couldn't. "You can always come over. You know that by now."
"...but can we get ice-cream?"
Peter tries his best to give puppy eyes, even though he's unsure if Mr. Stark could even see him.
He hears Mr. Stark mumble some vague curses before, "Alright fine. But if you do this again, I swear to God--"
"I won't, I won't!"
"Okay, now get your butt over here."
Peter giggles a bit. "Okay. Bye Mr. Stark!"
"Bye kid."
There's a beep to signal the call ending, and Peter makes sure to swing by his backpack on the way to the tower.
All the while, Karen is strangely quiet but Peter has a sense she's feeling downright smug.
Peter ignores it though, in favour of focusing on his excitement for ice-cream.
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troglodytepixieeater · 7 months
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Blood & Claws
Disclaimer: I do not own Blood Moon or Thicker Than. All those wonderful rights go to @barbwritesstuff . This a fanfiction of a headcanon I imagined for my two OCs. One OC is Ravi the son of the MC from Thicker Than IF and Leighla, the second daughter of Sergei and my MC from Blood Moon. Enjoy.
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Werewolves were passionate. That was just one of the many thoughts that went through Ravi's head as he lay under his girlfriend, her tongue licking her top lip before continuing to give her boyfriend hickeys.
He should be doing his history homework; it was due tomorrow, and while he was finished, he still hadn't turned it in.
Ravi's hand touched Leighla's hip, pulling her down more on top of him, the friction making them both shutter.
He should be calling his mom; he did promise to help her set up a meeting with Uncle Marcel, although he would never call him to the man's face. But it shouldn't be a problem; his mom knew he was in college; she probably thought he was doing some big papers. The thought of his mother's goons finding him in such an intimate position made him want to puke.
Leighla put her hands in his hair. Ravi could swear he could feel slight claws between the hair pulling, which made him harden, wishing that there weren't so many clothes between them.
Ravi thought about the dentist, how much he loved finances, anything to keep the growing pain between his legs to a minimum, which was proving hard as the most beautiful girl was straddling his lap, but he just felt it was wrong. Maybe he shouldn't. Hell, the universe gave him Leighla; shouldn't he take every moment he can with her before time runs out?
"Okay, what is it?" Leighla pulled back, her light skin flushed and her dark brown hair which was messy from the makeout.
Ravi couldn't turn away from the bluest eyes he'd ever seen, the light gold in the middle giving away her supernatural nature.
"Mh?" Ravi asked, surprised, as Leighla looked down at him with a raised eyebrow.
"Are you still upset that I brought you a strawberry donut?" Leighla asked, rolling her eyes. “I know you asked for a bagel, but they were out of bagels, so just enjoy your freakin donut!”
"What?" Ravi furrowed his brow before understanding. "No. The donut is fine, love." Ravi kissed her brow, which made her nose crinkle in such a way that Ravi almost passed out from cuteness overload.
"I'm just thinking." Ravi continued. 
"About what? If something is bothering you, I would like to hear it; we are partners in crime, after all." Leighla said softly, touching his cheek, which Ravi instinctively leaned into.
"I was thinking about your dad."
Leighla's stumbled back. Her eyes widened in surprise, and then her face changed into disgust before nodding her head and getting off him.
"Alright. Well, I am going to go now." She said it in such a monotone way that Ravi thought the shock turned her into a robot.
Ravi frowned. "Wait...what?" It then clicked on what it sounded like, and he reached out to Leighla. "God! Not like that! Especially not when we were...ugh!" Ravi had the instinct to gag at the mention of Mr. Stolyarchuk, like, well, THAT!
"Well, what was I supposed to think? Why were you even thinking about my dad in the first  place?"Leighla said, waving her arms around. Ravi guessed to get her point across.
Ravi pinched the bridge of his nose. "I meant, I was thinking about family and everything."
Leighla calmed down and sat on the bed; Ravi quickly followed.
"Family?" 
"Yeah, about how I don't think it's right that we are hiding us from everyone."
Leighla pressed her lips together. "Technically, we are not hiding our relationship from everyone." She taped her foot. "David, Franklin, and Toby know about us."
"Those are school friends and humans at that; they don't even know what you are." Ravi gave a tried sigh, falling on the bed, the soft mattress comforting him.
Leighla soon followed, laying her head on Ravi's chest. "Well, they count; if you were able to keep your hands off me, maybe they wouldn't know as well." She said it in a teasing tone.
Ravi opened his mouth in surprise. "Me? If you forgot, you're the one who followed me to college."
Leighla hit her hand on his chest—not enough to hurt but to get his attention. "Followed you?! I was accepted!" She tucked her hair behind her hair, but that did nothing as her curly locks just went right back into their usual place. "I got a whole scholarship for running track and field, or did you forget?" Her voice was full of pride.
"I think you winning had something to do with you turning hairy now and again. Supernatural speed and all that." Ravi laughed at his girlfriend's glare. "Okay, okay, yes, if anything, I followed you."
Ravi's voice took on a more serious tone. "But do you think you would ever tell your family about us?"
Leighla spoke softly. "Do you?" 
Ravi thought about his mother; her stoic and dark personality stuck in time, her features never changed, and her instincts never told her to let her guard down. But when he was alone with his mother, he noticed the slight twinkle in her eye as she stared at him, silently telling him that she was happy to see him. The shoulder touches, letting him know she had his back whenever he needed her.
Ravi didn't know if his mother was always so stoic; he knew that her becoming the next Blackwell made her have such a pessimistic view point, but he knew that she cared about her people, about humans, and about him, and that included his happiness.
"Yeah." Ravi nodded. "I think so; my mom probably already knows I am hiding something from her." She always knows. "She would want me to be happy." Ravi kissed Leighla's head.
Leighla looked up at him, snuggling into his chest more. "My sister would have a riot." Ravi laughed at the mention of Leighla's older sister. "Mom and dad, though you know that vampires have hurt them, dad still gets these nightmares."
Ravi frowned. "My mother isn't Blackwell, and neither am I." He moved a little so he was on his side, looking Leighla in the eye. "I'm just a normal human."
Leighla snorted and raised an eyebrow. "You might be human, babe, but you're not normal." Leighla touched his tattoo.
A black swan with a small crown on its head. His mother's symbol. Ravi remembered the last time he was kidnapped; it was the only one he could remember. A group of rogue vampires were able to beat up his mother's security and held him in a warehouse; what they didn't account for was the tracker on his backpack.
It wasn't long before his mother came into the warehouse.... alone. The smell of death in the air followed soon after, and that was the first time Ravi realized that his mother wasn't really human. He knew, of course, she didn't hide it from him, but to see your mother tear out the throats of her enemies really opened his eyes. It took him quite a while to get over that, but the next day, he was taken to a tattoo shop. That was when he got his mother's symbol on his arm.
It told everyone not to mess with him. The point was later made by his mother painting the walls of every territory with the kidnappers blood. The dried blood picture of her symbol, which didn't go over well, but it was soon settled in a meeting. Thankfully
No human, vampire, hunter, or witch ever messed with him again. He was treated like a prince because he was one; he was his mother's most cherished thing, and you didn't mess with Blackwell's things. Sometimes, he covered up; no one really knew what he looked like, but they knew the symbol, so he got by with being treated normally most of the time.
Ravi's mouth turned dry. "Fine, I'm not "normal," but my mother hasn't hurt your pack; you know how she is about her alliances or netural ground."
Leighla sighed. "I am not saying she isn't, babe, but my parents were really hurt—my cousin as well....my aunt.... My mom respects yours, but I don't know if...that will be enough."
Ravi played with Leighla's hair. "Do they know you are even dating?"
Leighla snorts. "My sister, Aunt Minjo, and my mom know I am dating a human; my dad is clueless; you know how protective he is."
Yes. Ravi did know how protective Mr. Sergi was; when Leighla's sister told her dad that she had found a mate from another pack, he was not happy at all. He almost scared the poor kid to death.
"Then I got to think of the pack." Leighla touched Ravi's cheek. "My mother is the alpha; how would that look if I were dating Blackwell's son?"
The silence was deafening; the couple just listened to each other's breathing, trying to ignore the thoughts in their heads, until Ravi spoke up.
"We could run away together." He said it softly.
Leighla froze. "What?" Her voice came out breathless.
"We could run away together." Ravi said it more firmly. He got up and started to pace. "Get on a bus and never look back."
Leighla sat up. "We can't do that, Ravi."
"Why the hell not, Lei? I tired of having to travel to other territories to go on dates or looking over our shoulders before we kissed." Ravi got on his knees in front of Leighla. "I want a kid, a house, and a big wedding with those napkins that are in cool shapes."
Seconds passed before Leighla raised an eyebrow, a twinkle in her eye. "A kid?" 
Ravi licked his lips, fighting the instinct not to kiss her. "What? You don't?" 
Leighla pulled him on top of her. "You said, kid. I need you to add an 's' to it, and you have me sold."
Ravi kissed her deeply, whispering. "I love you; you know that, right, Lei?"
Leighla grinned. "Not as much as I love you." After a pause, she said, "We will figure it out."
Ravi smiled, bringing her closer. "Yeah, we will figure it out."
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blue-kyber · 3 days
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I really don't want to go in for my dental appointment tomorrow, because - yes, I'm afraid - and keeping up my dental hygiene has been a battle since day 1 of my life. For some reason, this is the thing I can't seem to do.
Forcing myself to brush my teeth at least once a day is like doing a pull-up; it takes a huge amount of effort, and I usually sigh, groan, and then FORCE my body to move, stand there brushing, bored AF, hating and enduring every second of the sensory bombardment of discomfort on multiple levels, spit, rinse, mouthwash - finally it's over! Thank God.
I hate that. Every step of the process, I hate. I hate how it feels. I hate how it tastes. I hate how long it takes. And it Never. Gets. Any. Better.
I'm hypertactile sensitive. My sense of touch is pretty high, so my pain threshold is low, and I can FEEL THINGS. Like, it's horrible.
I'm so sensitive that in order to numb my jaw, I have to be stuck with a needle 5 times. And each time feels like someone is stabbing me with a lava hot pike into my skull. It hurts so much, I cry. I'm absolutely terrifed of the needle. No matter what numbing agent they put on the surface of wherever, I feel it.
Every. Time.
And it hurts like hell every time.
When they use nitrous, I need the full 100% you're allowed to give a human thanks to anxiety, and lower amounts not working.
Doctors and dentists in my past never believed me when I said it hurt. IT. HURT. I was never lying about the pain. Ever. The fear I had/have made it worse.
My current dentist is the only one who noticed and said, "Oh, you really are sensitive." I'm like, "Yeah. I am. I'm not saying that to be funny."
I actually, literally, sat in that chair and explained why I'm hypersensitive to touch, and emotionally sensitive. I had to explain how my brain is physically built with more receptors wired in in those areas than a normal person. It's neurological. I have zero control over it. It's physical. Not mental.
If I say my pain is a 5, it's a 5. Except for my 5 is someone else's 2. Someone else's 5 is my "Shoot me now, or knock me out. I don't care which at this point, just make it stop. I will pay you."
In example, a couple of months ago, I had a root canal. The dentist stuck me 4 times, I could still feel pain, then she stuck me IN THE BONE. I could still feel the very tip of the implant touching the base of my jaw. By that time, the nitrous wore off. It sucked being fully conscious for that.
Hated it. Absolutely hated it.
I'm good with everything else.
Anyone else out there with AuDHD have issues with their dental hygiene?
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septembersghost · 7 months
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did not sleep at all, but rather laid in bed agonizing and cycling over terrible things in my head, feeling my heart start to beat faster and faster with anxiety until i felt like i was running a marathon while lying perfectly still. cried, got up after all this at 8:30 to get ready to go to the dentist, cut myself because i'm too tired for fine motor skills. mom drops me off at the dentist, ascend to the second floor with another lady to find that the office is locked and closed because they moved, yet somehow didn't inform patients that they moved. having no way of contacting my mom (upon reflection, i could've gone to another business in the building to use a phone, but i was exhausted and panicked and ditzy), very kind lady introduces herself and offers me a ride to the new location since we're going to the same place. i think, if i can't trust the older women of the world, i can't trust anyone, and it's only five minutes away, so okay, i don't want to seem ungrateful and turn down a ride, we laugh about how nuts it is that patients didn't get this information. dentist is fine except my pulse ox is too low (BP was normal, oddly enough). i call mom from the front desk to inform her i am not where she expects me to be (to much confusion), and explain when she arrives. get back home and find the car that was worked on for two days last week is rattling and the engine seems frighteningly hot and it smells very bad and there's almost no oil because it is leaking, so now we don't know if it's safe to drive, except mom has a very important cancer screening tomorrow that she's been waiting for for two months (really longer than that because it's something she needed to do much sooner, but everything was in crisis last year, so she didn't), and we don't know if it will risk burning up the engine. i want to be put into a cursed repose for twenty years (/ever /permanent)
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kris-mage-fics · 7 months
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In which I talk about shitty teeth a lot, and complain about how expensive it is to have bad teeth. Also I'm just generally annoyed and in a shit mood. I do try to focus on positives in my life because I so easily spiral down into bad depressions, but I'm not going to pretend this doesn't suck. (It's under the cut since I know talking about teeth problems can be a sensitive topic and don't want to force anyone to read something they don't want to read.)
Guess who has an abscessed tooth? That's right it's me! Well technically I don't know for sure it's abscessed, as I've yet to see a dentist (that's tomorrow). But I've already had a dozen of them in my life, and I've never been wrong about having one. Yes, I've had 12 abscessed teeth, as well as 10 root canals, 8 crowns, 3 pulled*, 1 bridge, and countless fillings. And that's just my adult teeth. Thing is this shit isn't even my fault! I just have crappy teeth with super thin enamel because they all came in when I was really, really young. So I'm in quite a bit of pain, and a shit mood. See this tooth is one of the two teeth anchoring the bridge. Which means I'm fucked because that bridge is going to have to come off to do anything to the tooth. I suppose I at least got 15 or 16 years out of the bridge, I guess the $3,000 I spent on it was worth it. And almost nothing is covered by disability, so I'll have to pay out of pocket for most of whatever I have done. Which sucks. I'm just really frustrated. Like haven't I gone through enough with my teeth? No, I guess not. I'm sick of them hurting and shelling out lots of money to fix them. I'm sick of dentists and endodontists. I'm sick of having to take so many antibiotics and that fucking up my already-not-great digestive system. *sigh* I'm just so tired. Ugh, right now I'm really jealous of my husband's stupid perfect teeth, and the total of three cavities he's had in his entire life. I might be miserable and in pain on and off for a while as I get this dealt with. Don't know yet how I'm going to deal with it, I'll have to talk over my options with the dentist tomorrow. I have an idea of what I want to do, but I don't know how feasible it is. I'd like to scream, but it wouldn't help me feel better, so I'll just be a grump for a while. *Not counting baby teeth pulled or the five wisdom teeth I had pulled. Yes I had five.
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pumpkzsafeplace · 2 months
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Hi hi Pumpkin! It's me! I'm backkk! Ive been wanting to give you a hugeeeeee update and I kept forgetting.. Hehe. I know that anon isn't open right now so I cant wait to see your answer when it is!
1— I feel more confident about my body!!
2— I found out how to get little stuff! I have a limited time, but hopefully I can!
3— I have a dog! We can't keep him :((.. If you lived near me, I would give him to you! He's REALLY playful though.. It's kinda hard to walk past him hehe.
4— I got new uniform pants! Yayyy! They are much more comfy!
5— Ive officially decided to move schools next year. Ill miss my friends.. But I can't handle the teachers- I'm gonna get their #'s!
6— my friend moved classes :( I can still talk to her luckily!
7— I might have a tiny crush on my friend.. Shes straight though..
8— I'm getting more responsible! My mom is letting me wash my own clothes now!! So I can wash my hoodies if I want! I'm gonna wash one tomorrow!
9— I have to get surgery in my mouth :( idk when- but a baby tooth has been stuck for 2 whole years! The adult tooth is fully grown and pushing against the baby tooth- so it looks like their hugging hehe.. And I grew 4 extra teeth.. It's weird- a whole circus in my mouth! The dentists are gonna have to pull it out- which I'm REALLYYY nervous about.
10— My brother also writes books! (Just not for posting) and he showed me ways to get rid of writers block! Yayyy!
11— My LGBTQ club that I'm in is REALLYYY fun! We're gonna go on trips soon too. I hope we go to an LGBTQ Museum!
12— My friend has been bothering me.. He's really pushy. He keeps pushing me around. Earlier today, he pushed me and I elbowed myself in the ribs- it really hurt..
Thats all! I don't want this to be too long- it's already long..
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- hihi cupcake'! <3 ⭐
ahhh i'm so excited for this update!!!
1- ahhh i'm so so so happy for you!! this is amazing news!!! <3
2- oh my goodness that's amazing news!! i hope you're able to get some!! <3.
3- oh my! i would take him :< i love doggos, make sure to give him a cuddle for me!!
4- yayyy to new uniform!! comfy is alwasy the best policy!! <3
5- good for you for putting your needs first!! you can always make time to meet up with ur friends outside of school <3.
6- oh no :< i'm glad you can still talk to her though! <3
7- oh no :< been there sweetie, i hope ur doing okay <3.
8- look at you go!! i'm supa duper proud of you!! <3.
9- oh no :< i'm sure everything will be okay though <3, dentists are good at what they do, and i'm sure you'll feel even better once it's out!
10- yayy!! i just got over writing block myself, it can be difficult at times, so i'm proud of you for getting over it! <3
11- oh my goodness, i'm so jealous ahh!! you'll have to let me know how the trips go!!
12- oh no, that's not nice at all. have you told anyone about it? even him himself & told him that it hurts :<.
i don't mind how long it was, it was really fun to answer <3
-ˏˋ 🍓 ˎˊ˗
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crmsnmth · 3 months
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All The Things That Make Us
Am I just a coward or life-preserving? There's not really a difference in the end It's all human condition Everybody is scared of something And nobody is ready to face this moment. The one of actual realization and reflection To every flaw that is in your psyche. Most of them only you can see.
That's enough though or so we are told Hands out for greedy recollection. We all like to be told someone else's story. So much so that we ultimately forget about our own Focused so hard on everyone else That everyday we just kill a little more of ourselves Waiting for the day
And we can find this inner truth And scream and run and cry away from it Nobody wants to know how awful they really are It's in our nature. We selfish and greedy and hungry and weak Wearing a crown because we ride the top of the food chain A cannibal is king. They'll never go hungry as long as they can breed.
We all wait for sleep And all long for someone to share our beds Even the loner needs compassion once in awhile. We can always kick them to the curb in the morning. Forget the faces as soon as they leave our eyes. We breed in self-satisfaction not caring if it's love or hate that makes this moment so perfect. Rage and love spells out sex. Once for procreation and now a way to say hello. A big deal hanging from an old rope. It's where we'll all hand up hanging one day.
We turn to our friends, to share and brag Because our mouths won't stop talking about ourselves Riding pride and wishing ego would day I don't want to face every day like this Concerned about my face and if I look alright It doesn't really help that I'm always running late I can't be on time if time doesn't really exist Strike the day off the calendar Tomorrow there's an appointment With the dentist With the doctor With my shrink. I need this just as much as the next personal
Confusion feeds us as we look for love and hate and softness and strength Looking for oxymorons and paradoxes It's how we make our lives just a little bit interesting Even when we are tired and have grown weary of this thing called living We're still looking for drama, tragedy and comedy
Don't worry, we aren't alone In the sense this isn't just a one of a kind mind A little rare but it still exists And it's the only thing we get out of life
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