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Who's gonna get whacked by the snowstorm? It's supposed to get me the next two days and I'm kinda excited tbh 👀
ARE Y'ALL PREPARED?!
#my animals all should be okay#im just a bit worried about the half wild chickens who wont let me put them in the coop#or even the garage#i know theyll be ok with the cold im just worried about how deep the snow will be#ill have to keep up on making paths for them#other than that#i have enough animal and people food to last awhile and i have extra straw in case someone needs more#also got ten gallons each of diesel and gas#lots of blankets medical supplies board games#oh dang i should make sure my portable phone charger is charged#i really need to get a solar charger#the thing im worried about most is if the power goes out#we have a generator but if we can keep the house warm during the day we might turn it off at night#and i know its stupid but i have anxiety and nighttime is really hard for me#especially in pitch black silence#i dont like the way my fear and anxiety makes my heart feel#anyway#ill stop rambling now#yall are in my prayers#please pray for us
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Christian brothers and sisters, pray that tomorrow communism won't win over my country. Things are getting a little complicated over here, and the christian community as a whole worries for their safety. May God be with us.
Our Lady of Aparecida, have mercy on us.
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me and @woonhakist waiting for august
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Story Time
So, I'd just taken Daphne (my dog) out for her last walk before bed. A big wolf spider had positioned itself right by the front door. It was dark, I didn't see it. I opened the door, and Shelob took her shot and sprinted inside my house.
I saw her when she moved. I locked eyes with her. She tried to run deeper into the house, but I blocked her. She skittered back into a corner beside the front door. I quickly put Daphne in her crate without taking my eyes off the spider.
I was on high alert (I really don't like fat, evil-looking spiders). I was about smash Shelob and send her back to Hell, but at the last second before I did I realized the demon was carrying hundreds of babies on her back.
I knew if I smashed her, I'd have dozens of baby wolf spiders flee everywhere, and in the corner Shelob was taking her stand in, the baseboards don't sit tightly against the floor; there's a small crack. I panicked at the thought of losing those babies in that crack and soon having dozens of full grown wolf spiders in my house.
I froze for a second, trying to think of a way to to kill them all at once. I had no Raid, nor any bug killers. I started to sweat. Shelob had me dead to rights and she knew it. She taunted me (or, rather, she sat there, not moving at all in a very taunt-like fashion). All hope seemed lost.
Then a flash of light shot through my soul. All of a sudden I remembered a time when I was a kid, when my dad showed me how WD-40 will kill wasps. I almost lept to my utility closet and grabbed the WD-40 I bought a few months ago.
In the next heart beat, I sprayed the entire can on Shelob and her progeny (a very reasonable response. We may all die from WD-40 fumes now, but somehow that seems better than having a hundred wolf spiders in our living space).
The WD-40 killed Shelob and *almost* all the babies right away.
A few of the babies somehow resisted the spray and made it into the crevice, so I flushed the crevice with more WD-40. Then I scraped a thin knife through the crack about 50 times.
I think I got them all, but I'm nervous I missed one who will soon grow up and come after me.
Prayers are appreciated.
(Pictured below: Me doing battle with Shelob)
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Money is really really tight for my family this week, but my parents are refusing to barrow any from me because they won't be able to pay me back.
I resorted to stealth giving.
So far I've snuck a $20 in moms purse and slipped a $10 in with the change from the grocery store when she wasn't looking. It's not much, but it's the best I can do rn.
Any prayers (or money saving ideas) would be greatly appreciated.
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bolsonaro supporters have stormed into three buildings in brasília including the senate and supreme court. this country is a nightmare
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TRAGEDY STRUCK in the home of two cats when the water fountain stopped working and these poor, pitiful beasts were forced to drink unmoving water
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It’s been a while since I wrote a personal post here. This past week has been the hardest for me. My boyfriend of 2 years just fell into an intense episode of psychosis this past Sunday and ended up in the psych unit. It was my first time seeing him psychosis in our relationship.
The first few days were hard and I cried hard as if I lost a loved one to death. I eventually picked myself back up. But the social worker called me on Wednesday and asked me if I wanted to visit. So I saw him Wednesday and Thursday night. Each time, seeing him was a challenge and yesterday was even more painful.
The kind, caring, and selfless guy I knew was completely gone. He was angry, cold, restless, blamed me for his hospitalization, shamed me for calling his parents for help, and told me to go marry another guy, and live happy life without him. All the while, he had not seen my pain and that I was holding up myself so that I wouldn’t fall apart in front of him.
And while it is my first time witnessing psychosis in person, I am learning how to differentiate what is his psychosis speaking and when it’s really him. But it is hard. Because when I look at his face, I still see the same person. I see the person who I fell in love with, who I felt safe with, who I envisioned spending my whole life together with. But now, he is gone. He is distraught, paranoid everyone is out to get him, exhausted from the meds, and the constant observation of doctors, and medical interns.
He bought a ring for me a few months ago, He was going to propose. We were going to tell all our friends. We started wedding planning out of excitement. We called vendors, chose a venue. I bought my wedding dress. He was more than a boyfriend to me. He was so close to becoming my fiancé. I am learning from my own (our) mistakes from this.
Now, I stand at the crack of the fork on the road. I always knew that if something ever went wrong, I’d always still have God to fall back on. But damn, it’s a lot harder when you face the reality of it.
My boyfriend didn’t physically die. He didn’t break up with me because he didn’t love me anymore. We were two people in love and so compatible when he wasn’t in an episode. But he fell into a deep psychosis and turned into someone else. And somehow, I wish he broke up with me because he didn’t love me anymore, not because he involuntarily fell into psychosis.
I could try to be patient. I can wait 1 month... 3 months. But I will question everything about us and our plans. I wish this was a sad short story about fictional characters. But this is my life now. There is so much to reflect on, to grieve. I lay it all to God now.
#mental health#mental heath support#psychosis#schizophrenia#relationships#sad#real life#personal#please pray for us
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toot toot!
#breaking my streak of dramatic af captions bc look at this. look at it. wtf was i supposed to call it. he's tootin whaddya want from me#he go TOOT TOOT on his lil trumpet i fuckgjn LOVE HIM im maxing this card im serious#lvl 60 10/10 no expense is too much for my precious boy#i found a new brush that has this rly soft charcoal vibe and i used it on this whole thing and it was SEXY it was HEAVEN#it was fun for coloring too!!! and the outfit colors are fun to color OUGHH everything made just for me <3 feeling SILLY#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#his bunny outfit sweeps like im sorry but its the best card of the event and its not even fucking close#suntails#i did one 10-pull bc i wanted the paint bonus from epel's card even tho i HATE that card#and i instead got SUPER lucky and got deuce and NO epel!!! i couldnt be fucking happier#then my job interview today never called and i was miserable again but it was an internal issue and im now rescheduled for next week#so please dear god pls guys pray i get this job. i want it sooooo bad
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quick drawings of shiguang🫰
#link click#link click fanart#shiguang daili ren#cheng xiaoshi#lu guang#lu guang fanart#cheng xiaoshi fanart#praying xiaoshi and lu guang have a happy ending#if not ill k word myself#xiaoshi my beloved#please come back to us
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i am begging you to reblog
i hate having to ask for help once again but i can't even buy food for myself and my family lately, we've got many bills to pay on utilities and i currently have no job, we're truly desperate! please if you can spare something even less than a dollar it would mean the world to us! if you can't donate please just reblog this post!
paypal | kofi
#donations#signal boost#mutual aid#emergency funds#donation post#help#emergency#we're currently asking our neighbors to get some groceries but we can't keep asking them it's humiliating#we're just praying for a miracle#any donation would help us buy some groceries for the days to come#and to help us pay our bills#please help if you can :'(
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ppl: discussing about which players should be shuffled for balance/self indulgence
me, holding on to the current teams for dear life: NO PLEASE DON'T TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME i want red team to get worse. i want green team, full of lone wolves and natural leaders, to keep arguing with each other while still getting shit done. i want blue team to keep being stubborn menaces with the most tragically wholesome and efficient farming subteam LET ME KEEP THEM A LITTLE LONGER PLEASE I BEG
#qsmp#let's wait for the events guys please maybe it has puzzles or build challenges#please just let me have them a little longer#i promise ill let them go after#they're literally in A SITUATION please i used to pray#please blue team is so perfectly divided bc on one hand you have tubbo pierre and bad who ppl would love to kill#and on the other hand you have tina niki lenay and missa#and if you kill them people will judge you you heartless bastard#that being said i support everyone's rights and wrongs#especially green team's rights and wrongs green gay ninjas gameplays funny moments sex roblox epic win
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mickey milkovich x nude, radiohead
i don’t think that anybody can disagree that 1x07 is the episode where we learn the most about mickey milkovich. no, i don’t mean he showed any development or anything like that, but we learned something about him that made him significant for the rest of the show. something that never leaves, something that is important to him. in 1x07, we learn that mickey milkovich is gay, and we learn that he is willing to sleep with ian gallagher (even when his father and sister are in the house).
in 1x06, mickey kind of has an interaction with ian that we later see and are like, “yeah, he’s totally gay”, but back then it wasn’t stated that mickey was gay. mickey steals shit from the kash and grab, and he tells ian, “you know where i live if you have a problem” kind of instigating that ian should come over.
but in 1x07, mickey has stolen the gun from the kash and grab, and ian goes to mickey’s house equipped with a tyre iron, ready to take it back.
the “i want the gun back, mickey” scene needs no introduction or explanation. we all know what happened. we all watched in awe as mickey stood over ian and both of their breaths evened out and they made contact and… bam! they’re getting undressed, just like that.
later on, we are no stranger to gallavich and fighting then fucking. it’s something many people know them for, the fact that they’ll literally beat the shit out of each other and then immediately get on each other. but here, it was supposed to be for shock value because shameless utilizes shock value. to those who didn’t know gallavich was going to happen, watching mickey, the thug who had literally just attempted murder on ian, undress and fuck ian was surprising. later on, we can understand why it happened, but we were supposed to be shocked.
so, here’s where nude by radiohead comes in.
terry wakes up from a nap and goes to take a piss in mickey’s room (there’s a bathroom in there, he isn’t just pissing in it, lol). in there, ian and mickey are naked under mickey’s covers. around them, we see a poster of a woman and we also see a drawing mickey made that says “fuck love”.
so when terry comes out of the bathroom and looks at them both, he doesn’t do what season 3 terry does, he simply says “put some clothes on, you two look like a couple of fags!” and it’s a comical scene because, what the fuck, terry, aren’t you a homophobic murderer? you woke up to grunts and crashes coming from mickey’s room, then when you came in he and another boy are naked in his bed… what do you think they were doing?
so when mickey does put some clothes on, he puts on a radiohead shirt.
the shirt says “you’ll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking” and those are the last lyrics of the radiohead song “nude”.
so for those who haven’t listened to the song, here’s my analysis of why this song is associated with mickey milkovich and how it ends up foreshadowing his entire character for the next four seasons.
“don’t get any big ideas
they’re not gonna happen”
literally this scene. mickey caves and gives ian the gun back because lets be honest, it was really just bait. ian leans in to kiss him, and mickey has a look in his eyes where you can tell he wants to, but he can’t. he built this wall up years ago and he’s already cursing himself for letting it come down. terry instructed him to get dressed, and he puts on this shirt. and he’s trying to put this carefully constructed mask back on but he’s struggling. and so, he pushes ian away, “kiss me and i’ll cut your fucking tounge out”. there’s no malice in his tone, it’s a threat, but it isn’t threatening.
“you paint yourself white
and fill up with noise
but there'll be something missing”
mickey hiding in the closet, marrying svetlana, being a father to yevgeny, trying to act like the perfect son of terry. he still has this mask on and he tries to hide who he is but alas, he can’t. he loves ian too much and when he gets married and pushes him away, he’s still gay and in love.
“now that you found it
it’s gone”
upon being married, he tells ian that they can still bang. maybe being married to a woman makes him feel a bit more secure because although he despises it and it’s crushing him, he can keep his whole “king of the southside” thing. now that he’s married and unhappy, terry’s satisfied, and that’s all that matters- well, at one point it was. so he tells ian that they can still fuck, but suddenly, ian isn’t as eager and easy as he once was, and he leaves. he’s gone.
“now that you feel it
you don't
you’ve gone off the rails”
he’s out, he’s with ian, he has ian. things are supposed to be fine- but they’re not. ian’s unstable and has been hospitalized, and mickey breaks. he gets shitfaced and cuts his cheek and cries into ian’s jacket. that wall he once built up? the chest he puffed up, the posters he hung, the tattoos he got, they all mean nothing. it’s all gone. the wall and mask are gone, he’s more fragile than he once was. ian’s broken and it’s simultaneously breaking him too.
“so don't get any big ideas
they're not gonna happen”
this line is so mickey in s5, s6, s7, and s10. ian calling him and mickey running to see ian. he has hope. but no, ian breaks up with him, mickey is arrested, and when ian visits he desperately wants ian back. he tattoos ian’s name on his chest, specifically over his heart, and he practically pleads for ian to stay. then, mickey and ian are fleeing to mexico, and for a second, he has hope again. he fantasizes about he and ian at the beach, ian’s freckled skin being sunburnt, them swimming in the ocean together. for once, he can imagine his dreams being true. but they aren’t. he and ian are getting their marriage license, but ian’s hand wavers over the dotted line and he gives mickey that look and mickey breaks (…ian’s leg. lol). he keeps getting his hopes up and everytime he scolds himself for it because he just ends up hopeless.
then finally, the moment we’ve all been waiting for,
“you'll go to hell
for what your dirty mind
is thinking”
it’s in the 1x07 scene i’m talking about. terry instructs mickey to get dressed, he does, and he puts on a shirt that says this. and in that shirt, he seems odd. the confidence we see him have in 1x03 is no longer there. he doesn’t necessarily look vulnerable, but he isn’t the mickey he pretends to be. he caves and returns the gun, which was just bait for ian to come anyway, and he refuses to make eye contact with ian, but when he does, it’s almost coy? he’s ashamed. he’s thinking of things he know would get him killed and he hates himself for it. terry will end him if he finds out, and yes, he has the posters, the reputation, the persona, the tattoos, the guns, etc. but in the end, it’s all an act, and we can see it. the way he licks his lips, the way his eyes won’t focus, his body language says so much.
#aria’s yapping again#i’ve lost 8 followers within the last day so i’m praying gallavich meta will save my blog#shameless#gallavich#gallavich meta#shameless meta#mickey milkovich#ian gallagher#terry milkovich#shameless us#radiohead#1x07#meta#please don’t let this flop#it took hours
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My family is going through some very very difficult things rn. It's the kind of stuff that will effect our lives for probably years to come. I can't go into to many details, but please, pray for us.
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I love how it's canon that Kyojuro never saw titties in his whole life, and when in the Gaiden Mitsuri showed off her uniform bro was flabbergastered
We talking about this scene?
Hahahaha ngl this is one of my fave scenes because first he is like WTF?! Actually @flametrashira and I were recently talking about this and it's so silly how he immediately accepts it, thinking it must be fine if it's official (while actually a perved kakushi created this). He has so much faith in the corps it's really sweet.
And bby Senjuro is just HMMM I DON'T GET IT.
#sunny answers ☀︎#hahahah I can't wait for this to get animated#please let us pray all together that it may happen#PLEEASE#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kyojuro rengoku#rengoku kyojuro#senjuro rengoku#rengoku senjuro#mitsuri kanroji#kanroji mitsuri#rengoku gaiden
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