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The things I pray for
Please let my freind succeed
Please let the others be kind
Please help the nervous girl feel better
Please let the teacher not notice the smell
Please let them notice I'm here
Please let today be good
Please let them leave me alone
Please let them remember me
Please make it not hurt
Please let people know they are loved
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feminist-fog · 2 years
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i feel like a bad hellenistic witch
i don’t have the energy to truly connect to the ones i worship
while i believe in them and listen to their stories and teachings i feel it isn’t enough
some days i curse to them, why make a body that hurts and crumples? why cast so much pain on me?
i want to be open and free, talking and connecting to my deities but how does one run through a field of flowers when using a cane?
in my heart i know i am loved but it gets so difficult some days.
my altar lays untouched for months, my crystals uncharged, my pendulum in a drawer. what do i do when i feel guilty but cannot leave the comfort of my bed?
am i bad?
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deth-of-a-junkie · 5 months
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i have a lot of postal dude headcanons, so ive split them up.
so heres my postal 1 dude headcanons
p1 dude has a special interest on the jets and weaponry used in ww2 and the vietnam war, but also the U.S military as a whole. he specifically likes to collect vintage U.S military memorabilia and propaganda. he can go on for hours about the faults of the government and government greed and corruption, he hates the system. he also knows a lot about JFK assassination theories and will go on for hours about them.
oh yeah. postal 1 dude is autistic.
he also has a spin on guns. he knows them all by name and loves to learn about different manufacturers and how each one are built. he knows how to deconstruct them and put them back together. he even has some guns he's made himself. legal? probably not. he doesnt care.
p1 dude also prefers reading in books for information instead of searching the web for them, so amongst the mess of his house is just piles upon piles of books.
p1 dude also is great at poetry. he loves writing too, which is why i think he started his diaries.
he also loves drawing! he loves going out and drawing scenery the most, he also likes drawing nude figures. he finds the human body to be interesting.
p1 dude is religious. im divided on if i see him as someone whos spiritually aligned closer to catholics (though i wouldnt call him a straight up catholic, he doesn't like the church.) or pagen.
talking about pagen dude, correct me if im wrong, i dont know much about pagenism (but ive been trying to learn more as of recent), but he specifically worships greek gods. out of the gods, his favorite is ares.
he hangs around poostall dude a lot. they arent really friends, they're kinda opposites of each other, but poostall looks up to him as a mentor in philosophy among other things.
he used to be active in his local punk scene when he was younger. he has a lot of cds and tapes of obscure bands that almost no one has heard of.
he loves metal more then anything though, and he also has a large collection of horror films (all on vhs, a few of dvd. he doesnt have his dvd player plugged in so he only uses it if he has too. also refused to buy blueray. if its the only option he burns it onto a disk himself.).
his favorite genres of metal are melodic death metal and prog metal. i would also say dsbm but i feel like thats too corny. he loves opeth. also death.
he's non-speaking most of the time by choice. the older he's gotten the more he started to isolate himself, and he usually chooses to ignore people when theyre talking and not respond at all, mainly just people who ask for directions and stuff on the street he'll just ignore. he just doesnt feel the need too, he likes to stay invisible.
talking about that, he hates leaving his house. it used to be because of anxiety but it slowly became due to his other mental health issues getting worse, especially his fear of everyone being out to get him/everyone else being demons/whatever your interpretation of his reasonings behind postal 1 is.
3 in one shampoo. also uses hand soap to shave instead of shaving cream. also uses hand soap to wash his face...
he needs glasses. his sunglasses also has his normal prescription lenses in them, his eyes are sensitive to light so he chose to make them sunglasses too (i believe this is possible. if its not, well it is now). he also has a 2nd pair that are just normal glasses, he uses them only to read or when he's walking around his house at night. (this is totally not me self reflecting with the realization that i just found out i need glasses..../s)
I DONT KNOW HOW I FORGOT TO MENTION but also has a special interest on nuclear disasters, nuclear power plants, and radiation. theyre not separate theyre all apart of one fixation that branches off the core idea of nuclear power. like he cant have one without the other. if that makes sense.
also uses he/they. he doesnt out right say it, he doesnt use social media so its not like, in a bio or anything. he just naturally picked it up. will also accept she being used to refer to himself, but is not something he states publicly or asks people to do. he was surrounded by the queer community growing up as most of his highschool friends were apart of the community so he just one day realized he wasnt opposed to it being used in reference to himself.
he is an ASSHOLE. he used to be more considerate in his youth but the older he got the grumpier he got. he is SCARY when he insults someone. like he will have an entire ass speech of him just degrading someone until they literally have nothing left to say for themselves.
doesnt get angry though. he's calm when hes upset and frustrated, or will straight up just make fun of and make harsh jokes about the situation (i mean that like. if he gets into a disagreement with someone on the street he will laugh at them and mock them by teasing them. thats what i mean.)
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weirdwillowtree · 3 months
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I made this collage so I could do a meet the artist sort of thing. A little bit about me, my name is Willow. I am a pagen native american witch. I am weird and awesome. I like Dr who, bunnys,cows. I use tarot and oracle cards. I am non-binary and queer. I like to make all sorts of different styles of art. I love writing poetry. I am also autistic, adhd, chronically disabled and mentally ill. Does that define what im cabaple of ? No, but it does tell me that I have to reach my goals a way other than the norm, and that's fine by me. I never want to be normal. I have my faults as we all do. I have had lots of trauma that led me to traumatized and hurt others in my life that I care about, but I have been working towards healing every day towards towards cultivating healthy and meaningful relationships. I have lots of things I need to work on still, and I'm doing the work I need to grow and blossom into an even more beautiful willow tree. I hope you'll join me on this journey of self-discovery .
If you want to follow me on my other socials
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frankenbones · 2 years
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when slipknot says “you live like fucking heathens so you’ll die like pagen gods” ……yeah it’s poetry to me
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chngeofseason · 4 years
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The truest form of myself is a flower, ever growing and effortlessly beautiful just as nature poured into me.
The strongest mind, learned only what I let be taught to me; keep asking questions, keep pursuing answers.
Your soul will blossom when you feed it and show it that your willingness to change and trust, is just as nurishing as the rays of the sun.
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mograh · 4 years
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i want to live a million lives at once
i want to be a patron of the gods and dance in flowey skirts beneath the moonlight. i want to eat dates and drink wine and leave lipstick marks on my lovers cheek. i want to feel the grass beneath my toes and taste fresh fruit on my tongue. i want to burn incense and leave water and crystals out for the fae in my garden. i want dionysus to beckon me to live my life in total joy and sin
i want to be an artist in new york in a small studio where the sun hits just right. i want cold brew each morning and sushi each night. i want to read books with coffee stains imprinted on them and kiss girls with sad eyes. i want loud nights where the lights of the city blind me and quiet mornings where the smell of paint and ink are my only companions. i want to wear street clothing and paint designs on my thrifted jeans.
i want to be an sunshine girl in hawaii with dark tanned skin and freckles on my nose. i want to surf on waves at six in the morning when the water is cool and the clouds are gone. i want to never wear shoes and always burn my feet on the hot sand. i want to dance around bonfires and hold hands with boys who are always warm. i want to wear shades in the shape of pineapples and take long naps in hammocks beneath palm trees
i want to exist as each of these women constantly
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crolff · 5 years
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Would anyone be willing to help me learn more about Wicca? I would love to know more and expand my knowledge.
Sending prayers
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hanseihere · 5 years
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What it’s like being a #WOMAN? I just found out because my decision to BUT A FAT BLOCK IN FRONT OF THIS PSYCHO so I know there was “stuff” happening & he claims he can’t “get hard” after totally using his... omg omg omg... #PTSDONE & that’s scene. That’s what you say to say. It’s over. Our #LIFE so don’t fight for self since we make up to many excuses & instead do this for FUTURE GENERATIONS. That’s the “trick.” The mind game that THESE PEOPLE ARE FIGHTING DO HARD TO ACHIEVE... well, that’s the point. The question is “was it worth it?” This life. I got an answer a long time ago to all my questions & it made sense. The first thing to do is #POETRY in a style that is #PAGEN, but that’s the first note... the rule is. I do the first one for you, like any #teacher & all Qs, except one, are OK. I’m not going to say what that is. It’s the first #Universal theme you’ll have to #FIND & that’s the challenge. School is 100% what you put in. I did my best & this is what I have. I’m not going to lie to kids since there’s #LIARS AT EVERY STAGE. Mostly, the ones in charge. I didn’t know it was all a #HOAX until these groups had a chance to do the right thing & they instead DID THEIR WORST [on purpose]. Absolutely not. https://www.instagram.com/p/BwEltBmhzrZQcXL6VJOWjOu1fMWSHRjVw49UKI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ao09wkpexgs9
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smoking-ouid · 7 years
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Darling, the stars have nothing on you.
My Universe
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spellweavstress · 5 years
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Wiccan and Pagen holidays- What are they?
Courtesy of a Modern Guide to the Ancient Craft; Inner Witch by Gabriela Herstik
Yule: the Winter Solstice
December 20-23
Yule represents the transition into the season, marking the longest night of the year and the beginning of the waxing year, when the Sun's light begins to increase.
A time to talk to our shadows. To honor the hurt we house in our souls and turn them into lessons and medicine for the coming year. From shadows to light.
Altar decorations: Pine cones, herbs (like mistletoe, holly, evergreen, ash bark, thistle), white and silver candles, heirlooms or talismans that connect you to your ancestors, a yule log, the Death tarot card
Non-ritual ways to celebrate: Spend time near a fire, read your tarot, make mulled wine, play outside, buy yourself or your loved ones gifts.
Imbolc: Candlemas
February 1
First cross-quarter day of the year. Halfway between Winter Solstice and Spring Equinox, celebrates the approaching return of spring (the Earth waking from the slumber of winter). It celebrates the promise of new lives and beginnings.
Start making your way up from the shadows of Yule. Thaw your pains with medicine from the sun, and grow what you want as we approach Spring Equinox, and the start of a new cycle.
Altar decorations: Seeds and plants (cinnamon, daffodil, rosemary, lavender), a spoonful of soil, a Brigid cross or doll, candles (red, white, green), poetry, writing, art, flowers (red or white), a cauldron filled with dirt (to represent the Earth), tarot cards such as the Three of Wands or the Star.
Non-ritual ways to celebrate: Spend time outside, talk to the Sun, journal, write a list of goals and projects to nurture, spend time with a baby, meditate, buy new plants, take a bath or stargaze.
Ostara: the Spring Equinox
March 20-23
The first official day of spring, when night and day are equal length.
Celebrate and plant seeds, both metaphorically and physically, for what we want to bring to bloom this season. Honor all the things achieved since the Winter Solstice.
Altar decorations: Any flowers (especially warm colors), candles (black and white), seeds, citrus, fruits, pomegranates, honey, citrine, clear quartz, aventurine, an offering of milk or honey for the fairies, tarot cards such as the High Priestess and Nine of Cups.
Non-ritual ways to celebrate: plant flowers/garden, take a walk in the sun and talk to the trees, spring clean your home and donate old clothing, collect and press flowers, enjoy a field picnic, swim or lie outside with the sun kissing your skin
Beltane: May Day
April 30-May 1
Second cross quarter day of the year, between Spring Equinox and Summer Solstice. Fire and fertility. Sacred sexuality and cycle of sacrifice and rebirth needed for the continuation of life.
A day to reassess how and why we light our flame. A day of passion, growth, and love of all kinds.
Altar decorations: Flowers of all kinds, flower crowns and colorful ribbons, sprigs of herbs (rosemary, motherwort, marigold), the Lovers tarot card
Non-ritual ways to celebrate: Spend time outside, have a bonfire, make (and wear!) a flower crown, leave offerings of milk honey and fruit, make love, divination, picking flowers or fruit
Litha: the Summer Solstice
June 20-23
Let go of winter blues. The longest day of the year and shortest night. Beginning of waning season. The energetic climax of the year with the sun at it's peak. Celebrate all you've accomplished the past six months.
Let out all you've been holding in. What can you create, what can you continue doing in the next season?
Altar Decorations: Roses and other summer flowers, candles (red, orange, or gold), a chalice or cauldron filled with water, bundles of red and white heather, oak and holly leaves, the Sun tarot card
Non-ritual ways to celebrate: Make a bonfire, swim in the ocean or a pool, walk in the park and leave an offering for the faeries, drink wine in a field with lovers or friends, buy yourself some flowers, wear sunny and golden colors, make love and enjoy the energetic peak of the year
Lughnasdh: Lammas day
August 1
Cross-quarter day, first of three harvest holidays, marks beginning of harvest season. Feasting, games, and song. Welcome impending darkness on an energetic level. Spirits begin to shift and prepare for Autumn.
Allows us to see how goals from midsummer are holding up, and offers us a chance to prepare ourselves for the coming season.
Altar Decorations: Grains, poppies, bilberries, wheat and other seasonal pickings, candles (gold, brown, burgundy), dark red and orange stones (citrine, carnelian, tiger's eye, amber) the Sun tarot card
Non-ritual ways to celebrate: bake fresh bread, pick crops or make a list of intended harvests (both spiritually and mentally) and keep list where you can see it, spend time nurturing yourself and loved ones, journal, read the tarot, give thanks for the bounty ahead
Mabon: the Autumn Equinox
September 20-23
First day of autumn, where night and day are equal length. A time of balance, played out by the sun. Harvest is complete and we look towards winter as a time of death, rebirth, and transformation. A day of being grateful and giving thanks.
See the abundance set before you so you can enter the darkness and await the transformation found there. Allow yourself to begin the transformation to your fullest self. Kind of like the witch's Thanksgiving Day- say thank you to the Universe for all her abundance.
Alter Decorations: Squash and gourds, leaves, acorns, seeds, nuts, pine cones, feathers, items to make you feel rich and grounded, ear of corn, Ten of Pentacles card
Non-ritual ways to celebrate: Make some apple cider, spend some time in a graveyard, watch scary movies and eat comfort food, collect leaves and arrange them, walk in the park, thank the trees and flowers for their gifts, make a list of everything your grateful for- and thank the universe for it.
Samhain: the witch's new year. Aka, Halloween!
October 31st
Halloween!! Celebrate all we've accomplished alongside our ancestors. The veil between us and them is the thinnest now.
Honor ancestors, your roots, families, and yourself. Engage with the other side. Recharge and reset yourself.
Alter Decorations: Roses and bright colored flowers, skulls, seasonal decorations (squash, gourds, acorns and seeds), candles in autumn colors (black, deep red, orange), heirlooms and talisman that connect you to your ancestors, offerings to icons and loved ones on the Other Side; Death and Moon tarot cards.
Non-ritual ways to celebrate: Go trick-or treating, midnight picnic in a cemetery, write a letter to a deceased loved one and burn it, leave an offering of mulled wine for ancestors, talk to the moon and enjoy the night!
Check out the Wheel of the Year for a better picture of when these dates occur!! happy celebrating!!!!
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Holy is learning about a family torn apart by ignorance choosing to make their last actions be love
Holy is the  silhouette of the mountains and filling my room with the cool night air
Holy is sunlight and birds and a million languages I will never understand
It's feeling like my chest will explode with how much love I have
It's words to describe God and religion caught in my throat because they aren't quite right
It's watching the world fold out around me standing at the top of a hill
It's smelling the night and watching smoke curl around a sunbeam
It's shitty poems to explain my love
It's something big and beautiful and important that I cannot describe nor let myself point out because if I say it the moment will be gone
So I sit and feel the wind soak up the sun and let her talk
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skunksaver · 7 years
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"Björk - Pagan Poetry ( Infusion Mix )" by Ian R
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yupiyo · 3 years
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in order to access a higher state of being u must listen to björk virus(2011) and frosti(2001) in snow covered woods when it’s still and silent in early morning, then hyperballad(1995) in a wide grassy mountainous valley that leads to a cliff overlooking crashing waves, then pagen poetry(2001) atop an empty roof top lit only by moonlight, and finally hidden place(2001) during a summer fireworks festival while walking through a secret off beaten path to the forest overlook up the hill, when you do all this then you will really feel the earth’s elements call to your body
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zwentner · 5 years
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Björk – Pagan Poetry (uncensored)
Die unzensierte Version des Musikvideos zu Björk’s ‘Vespertine’ Track ‘Pagen Poetry’ von Nick Knight. Der Clip wurde seinerzeit von MTV aus dem Program genommen.
10.07.2019
Grund waren stark verfremdete Oralverkehr-Szenen aus Björk privatem Archiv sowie Piercing-Aufnahmen bei denen Björk sich unter anderem selbst ein Piercing setzt und das mit der Handkamera filmt.
Vespertine ist zusammen mit mit Post und Homogenic immer noch mein Lieblingsalbum Björk’s und ‘Pagan Poetry’ ist bis heute kein Stück gealtert. Schön, das das Gesamtkunstwerk aus Musik und Bild nun wieder frei imNetz gibt verfügbar ist.
The video is described as being about „a woman preparing herself for marriage and for her lover“. It features highly blurry and stylized images of explicit sex from Björk’s personal footage, including fellatio and ejaculation, and images of large needles sewing pearls to skin.[8] The second half of the video features Björk in a dress designed by Alexander McQueen, which covers only the lower portion of her body. The upper portion of the dress consists of pearls piercing her skin, which is shown throughout the first half.[9] The video ends with a shot of a Corset piercing.
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ivory-peaches · 7 years
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Pagen Poetry - Sheith
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So, I like Bjork, she’s great, her music is cool, etc.  But of course, this song, I had never heard and holy crow, this was actually a lot harder than I thought it would, especially since it’s a Bjork song that is a lot of repeated phrases and rhythms soooooo, anyway, here’s this, lol.  Also, ANGST.
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“SHIRO.”  Keith rushed through the castle, passing by Coran and Lance, who were having a casual discussion.  Keith knocked into Lance, causing the Blue Paladin to grab Keith’s arm.
“Whoa, Keith, buddy, what’s up?  Slow down, man,” he said.  Keith tore his arm from Lance’s grip and continued on wordlessly, the only sounds he made being his shoes slapping against the floor and his rapid broken breath.
The Red paladin rushed to Shiro’s room, where the bed was empty, not how Keith had left it.  Panic swelled in Keith’s chest as he looked around frantically for where Shiro could’ve gone.  He wasn’t watching, he shouldn’t have left.  Keith should’ve stayed and watched Shiro and made sure he didn’t wander.
Shiro was so self destructive since they had found him again, he couldn’t handle much.  Keith had only left for a minute but, as soon as Allura had asked about Shiro, Keith remembered that the man had been left alone.
Keith walked into the hall, breath heaving.  Both Coran and Lance had caught up, both worried about Keith and his laboured breathing.  Even Hunk next door stuck his head out curiously.
“Keith?”
AIR LOCK OPENING IN T-MINUS, SIXTY SECONDS.
And the dread set in.  Keith didn’t remember running through the halls but, he slammed up against the door of the air lock, looking in desperately to see Shiro, waiting.  He sat in the middle of the floor, eyes closed, almost meditating.  But Keith could see the tears streaming down his cheeks.
“Shiro,” he cried.  The Black Paladin’s eyes flew open and panic filled his face when he saw Keith.  Keith tried to open the doors but, the lock system had been fried.
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“I can’t do it,” Shiro sobbed.
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“Shiro, no, please don’t do this.  It’s okay, let’s get you out of there,” Keith pleaded.  
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“Not anymore, Keith.  I love you.”  
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