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mimiyewaffles · 1 month

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A FEW INTERESTING THINGS

I guess I need help

So if y'all dont know, I'm trying to revise my boyfriend's d3ath.

It's been two months since I have been affirming and a few days since I got into the concept of void. Now, I'm trying to get into the void.

I've noticed a few crazy things, that I would love to share.

I've always affirmed that “everyone will forget about my boyfriend's demise because it was just my nightmare and no such thing ever happened. He's all alive and healthy” So I guess my affirmations are kinda playing out.

When I got to know about his demise, I sent him like 100 texts that day, I was so emotional and poured down everything to him. He not only is my boyfriend, but also is my best friend. The bestest friend ever and it was the worst day of my life. I was never ready to lose him.

I sent those 100 texts to him on Snapchat and obviously, my texts were just delivered. Nobody read them because that "nobody" Was long gone. I'm talking about feb, 2024. So I checked his snapchat after a few days of emotional ranting, and those texts didn't show up. I thought it might be a glitch and now after like 3 months, I went back to check on him because I missed him and guess what? ALL OF THOSE TEXTS ARE GONE!

Now idk if I'm tweaking but wtf? Snapchat has this feature where messages get deleted after 24 hours of being seen. But nobody saw my messages to begin with, where are those texts????

Like... All the snaps, that were sent before those texts and even after those texts are still in delivered, not seen.

Can anyone tell me if this is a glitch? This couldn't be, right? It's been 3 months to that incident, if it were glitch, it would have been fixed by now but idk-

My bf would post about his travelling and stuffs in Instagram reels and I often visit his account to look at him all alive once again and one day, I noticed one of his reels cover has changed 💀 and I even showed it to my sister and friend and they were shocked too. I thought it might be a glitch too. But it stayed like that for 3 days and then switched back to what it was before.

This might be a glitch idk honestly but my friend said it might be a "timeline/dimensions overlapping"

Two of my close friends are really logical minded and I never told them about my manifestation/shifting to a reality where my bf never got into an accident, because they wouldn't believe me. They don't even believe in multiple realities... So, not worth it.

A week ago, I texted one of these friends, saying that I feel like my bf is alive (emotional ranting) and all she told me was to hold up and move on, I'm thinking way too much 😮‍💨

And that's that. We didn't talk much about it.

After a few days of that, she texted me herself telling me that she feels the same. She feels as if my bf is alive too and maybe faking a death. We didn't get into the conclusion but yeah, we are still in doubt.

Also I would daydream about meeting my bf once again and i would make infinite possibilities to proof my reasoning mind that he's alive. So one of my imagination was my friend texting my bf's brother (they have nothing in common, they don't even know each other yet I imagined them talking) and his brother would say that my boyfriend is actually alive. And that scene exactly happened, except for the alive part. my friend talked to his brother to get his "last" Pics and guess what? They don't have that. Which is super weird because that accident just happened this year and those photos are gone. I texted one of his other brother who always replies to my texts and always give me updates about how their family is grieving but when I asked about pics, he left me on seen— again very weird.

Moreover, all of them (his family members) have moved on completely. They are enjoying and travelling. Idk how but like in a month of my bf's demise, they started partying a stuff which is super weird to me.

.....

I guess my affirmations are kinda becoming true. My 3D is maybe conforming slowly (?) Idk 😭

Lemme know what y'all think. Any tips on revising such thing would be appreciated. Thanks for reading 🎐

I'm sorry if I don't make any sense, I'm probably being delusional. Sorry for the rant 🥲🤌

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i-am-the-avatar-of-idiocy · 9 months

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Hi hope you’re doing well <3

Can I request obey me brothers x younger sister MC .

So mc is the 8th sibling amongst the other brothers. This idea has been stuck in my head for the longest and I haven’t seen any post abt it. :(

Just some general headcanons abt MCs interactions w the brothers and stuff. Thank you!

part two

(in my mind, reader is a decent amount younger than the brothers and Lilith were and isn’t MC, it’s mostly set after the fall before MC but some of it they are there for, finally that that were all closer with Lilith- I hope you enjoy)

Prefall, you were Liliths shadow

wherever she was, you would only be a few steps behind her

you were adored, but cast out due to lucifers insistence to protect you

when the fall happened, Diavolo and barbatos had noticed you, sobbing over her body with lucifer, begging her to wake up

you still remember the inconsolable grief you felt, the wounds still wide open

you also felt that after Satan was created, he filled where she had been, a new ‘sibling’

you also noticed how hard they found it to look at you, given you looked so similar to the older sister they believed they had failed

your relationship with lucifer is like a father and child. You aren’t particularly fond of it, especially as you age however you know he wants to protect you like he couldn’t Lilith. He also treats you like her and you have to remind him you’re two different people and you aren’t her When he comes to accept this things are much better between the two of you but he can’t help but act in a relative paternal way with you

mammon is like a cool uncle. Even if he’s your brother, he acts like one. He will shower you with gifts when he can. You are also one of his highest priorities (if not his highest). If you’re disappointed in him, he’s sure he’s done something wrong. He is one of the best for not treating you like Lilith and acknowledges you as your person. Regardless, you love him and you have a really good relationship with him

levi couldn’t look at you for a solid few hundred years after the fall. He only saw your sister. When he wanted to reconnect to you, he really struggled and ending up asking for help from asmo and mammon. After this point, things are a lot better and if you like anime and gaming HES your man. He truly regrets the years he ignored you

After he was first created, you despised Satan with a passion. Why? You felt like he replaced your sister (Idk why but I bc she was the fourth oldest) also his anger infuriated you, how dare he be angry when he hadn’t lost anything. Later on, when he settles down, he tries and fails many times to build up a relationship with you. After many, many attempts he finally succeeds in his mission and you have a pretty good relationship with him but it’s definitely not as strong as your bond with the others and he wants to work on that

asmodeus will literally dote on you nonstop. You want a spa-day? He’s on it. You like that perfume? Let him get it for you. You cant decide between the blue and green top? Hell get you both. At first he tried to make you like Lilith but eventually came to the realisation he was damaging your relationship he had a deep conversation with you and offered a heartfelt opportunity. You can absolutely rant to him. He values you and your emotions. If you aren’t happy, then asmo isn’t

beelzebub blames himself for the death of Lilith and with your looks being so similar to hers he only sees his failure in you. He’s too ashamed to talk to you about how he couldn’t save everyone. You try to connect with him and after a while he lets you in. He lets you help him. You have an amazing relationship with him

belphegor is generally angry after the fall and you find yourself becoming slightly afraid of him and his sheer hatred against humans so you try to avoid him. After he’s put in the attic you regret the distance formed as you cant be with him. Post/during MC Hes much kinder. You can nap together and talk for hours and he’s so much kinder.

BONUS: MC and you are really close. They are related to you but they are one of your closest friends. You cannot thank them enough for helping your family and just generally being them

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matty-bear · 4 months

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But I’m Not Yours Pt.2 [M.S]

type: second and final part for this short series! [HIGHLY requested]

pairing: matt sturniolo x fem!reader

warnings: sfw, making out, suggestive (?), no smut (I'm not writing that guys sorry not sorry 😞)

summary: Matt comes into Chris’ room crying and immediately leaves when he sees you. What will happen when Chris ‘pressures’ you to follow him? And what will happen when Matt comes clean about y’all’s friendship and his feelings?

notes: I’ve never had so many requests for a second part of a fic before y’all are insane I love yall so much. 😖💙 Hope this part two satisfies yall :3 Happy reading!

WC: 3452

PT1

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You sat with Chris in his bedroom rambling about absolute nonsense for the past few hours. You've been over at his place for the majority of the day and the two of you have hopped from topic to topic over the past couple hours. You found yourself subconsciously rambling about Matt and your rambling soon turned into a small rant about the boy.

Chris has grown accustomed to you ranting to him about his brother (and other things of course) and has even given you advice on how to handle your feelings. (The advice wasn’t the best but it’s the thought that counts you know?) Today was just one of those days where you were having a crisis about the older triplet and Chris listened intently as the soft beats of Lil Skies played in the background.

“He’s killing me Chris!” You exclaim, an exasperated sigh escaping your lips as you lay back on the said male’s bed. “I don’t know how long I can keep these feelings to myself anymore.”

“I thought you said you’d rather let a stampede of angry hippos run you over consecutively than tell Matt about your feelings for him.” Chris says as he re-positions his spot on his mattress to get a better look at you. He watches as you softly huff and shut your eyes, a single arm raising and draping over your face.

“It’s eating me alive, Chris. I know I shouldn’t and that he has a girlfriend but bro… He’s ruining my life.”

Chris hums softly as he takes his bottom lip in between his teeth. “I feel like if you told him you could start to somewhat act normally around him. You told me that the reason why you think y’all are becoming so distant is because of your feelings and how they’re holding you back so…”

“Dude, I don’t know.” You turn onto your side, your eyes shutting as you heavily exhale. “I hate being in love. I don’t recommend it.”

“I’m scared of being in relationships so you don’t have to worry about me.” A faint snort escapes you at the male’s statement and you plop a hand over your mouth as Chris glares down at you. “I still don't understand how this is so funny. It’s a genuine fear of mine.”

“I’m not trying to laugh but you being scared of women just-“ Your own laughter cuts you off as you cover your face with both your hands to muffle your giggles.

“Bro.” Chris lands a smack on your leg, causing you to laugh harder and roll onto your other side.

“I’m sorry, I’ll stop.” You push yourself up on your elbows and wipe away an invisible tear from underneath your eye. As you look over at Chris, you bite back a laugh at the death glare he’s sending you. “You’re such an asshole sometimes.”

“Oh please.” You softly shove Chris’ shoulder before you fully sit up. The moment the soles of your shoes hit the wooden floors, the faint sound of a door opening and shutting runs through your ears. You quickly whip your head around to face Chris at the sound and send him a confused expression. “Who came in?”

“Probably Matt. He’s been out with his girlfriend all day.”

“I thought he was here. His lights were on when I passed by his room.”

“That kid leaves all the fucking lights on. Fucking electricity waster ass.” A soft chuckle escapes your lips as Chris shakes his head and rolls his eyes. You failed to hear the sound of footsteps approaching the room as you got up from the bed and went to grab your phone off the nightstand.

The moment you take the device of the charger and go to sit back on the bed, the room door opens. You immediately lift your head up and you feel your heart twist at the sight of Matt walking into the room and rubbing his eyes with his palms. Soft sniffles escape his nostrils as he shuts the door behind him and walks up to Chris’s bed.

“Bro -“ Matt cuts himself off when he removes his hands from his bloodshot eyes and sees you standing on the other side of the bed. “Nevermind.” The male mumbles as he immediately turns around and starts back for the door. As he exits the room and begins walking back upstairs, you look over at Chris who has an unreadable expression on his face.

“I think you should go after him.” Chris says as he leans back against his headboard and slips his phone out of the pocket of his sweatpants.

“Are you serious? He left the second he saw me in here. I don't think that's a very good idea.” You say as you cross your arms.

“Bro, get your ass up those steps and go after him.” Chris lifts his gaze up from his phone to send you a soft glare, his eyes seeming to stare daggers into your soul.

“Alright, fine.” A soft huff escapes your lips as you drag yourself out of Chris’ room and make your way up the steps. You immediately make a beeline to Matt’s room the second you arrive upstairs and stop in front of his door. You began to anxiously play with the rings littered on your fingers as you contemplate on whether or not to go inside. Why the hell was Chris so fixed on getting you to follow Matt? Does he know something you don’t? And if so, what was it?

After a few moments of having a small metal battle with yourself, you finally set your hand on the doorknob and walked inside Matt’s room. Your eyes immediately land on his hunched frame on the edge of the bed as the male was furiously trying to wipe the never ending stream of tears running down his face. He seemed very frustrated and you regretted your decision of letting yourself in his room when he noticed your presence and looks over at you with hooded and dark eyes.

“What do you want?” Matt grumbles as he turns his body away to prevent you from looking at his face.

“Just wanted to come see how you were doing. You alright?” You ask, your voice soft as you gently shut the door behind you with a soft click.

“Why do you wanna know?”

“Matt, don’t be like this. Come on. Is it so wrong to be worried about you after seeing you come into Chris’ room crying? Something obviously happened and I just wanna help you if possible. But if you don’t want my help or my reassurance, I’ll leave.”

Just as you turn on your heels to leave the room, you freeze when Matt calls your name.

“Y/N wait.” The male says. You lower your head and release your lazy grip on the doorknob before turning back around. You lift your head and you feel your heart shatter when you see Matt facing you, his eyes puffy from crying, his nose red, and his face damp with tears.

“Oh Matt… What happened?” You ask, your legs subconsciously dragging you to go up to the male. You find yourself standing in front of Matt and you gently cup his face with a single hand, the pad of your thumb wiping away the tears on his cheeks. The male sniffles and leans into your palm, his eyes refusing to meet yours as he fixes his gaze onto the floor.

A few beats of silence drifted between the two of you before Matt spoke up. “She broke up with me.”

The second those words registered in your head, you felt your heart skip multiple beats. “What happened? Why did she break up with you?” Matt forces his lips together and looks up at you, his blue eyes boring into yours.

“We got into an argument. She said that I’m clearly still attached to someone else and have been oblivious about it. At first I had no idea what the fuck she was talking about but when she started explaining, it all made sense. And now I’m starting to think that I need to explain myself to this person before I lose them.”

You suddenly feel a large lump form in your throat as you lock eyes with Matt. It seems to you like he’s in the same boat as you right now. Not exactly but y’all’s situations are very similar. But if he was in love with someone, who was is? As much as you wanted to know, you knew that it would hurt you even more if you asked. But you had to be there for him right now.

The moment you open your mouth to question the male, Matt cuts you off.

“Y/N I think I have some explaining to do.” Matt starts, his Adam’s Apple bobbing as he swallows dryly.

“What?” Your voice barely comes out above a whisper as you feel your hands get sweaty. Your heartbeat begins to beat loudly in your ears and against your rib cage when the male pats the space next to him on the mattress. You hesitantly oblige and sit next to Matt, keeping a small space between the two of you. You watch silently as he wipes his eyes and face, trying to get rid of the leftover tears, before he faces you.

The male forces his lips into a straight line as his eyes darted around to various parts of your face. Especially one place in particular. You were starting to get inpatient at this point, the suffocating silence and the way he was looking at you wanting to make you dig a hole through the floor and bury yourself alive.

“Matt, if you're just gonna stare at me and not explain I’m gonna leave. The silence is killing me.”

“Sorry, umm.” The male mumbles, his head falling to rest his gaze on his lap. You tilt your head to the side slightly and nudge Matt’s thigh with your knee as gently as possible to urge him to continue. You continue to watch the boy as he begins to fidget with the few rings hugging his finger. He seems anxious. Very anxious.

“You know, you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to. I don’t wanna push you or anything.” You say softly as you raise a hand to rest it on Matt’s shoulder.

“No, I need to tell you.” Matt shakes his head as he looks over at you. He looks into your eyes for the moment before he clears his throat and adverts his gaze to the door behind you. “Look, I know I haven’t been the best friend and I want to apologize. I’ve been centering myself around Jas and haven’t taken the time to talk to you. I know you try to talk to me sometimes but give up because I’m not giving you my full attention. I’ve been pushing you away and I’m really sorry. I’m practically throwing away our friendship that we’ve been building since freshman year of High School and I feel horrible about it. But about what Jas told me…”

You hum softly to let Matt know you're listening and watch as he huffs and looks back down at his lap. “She told me that she thinks that the feelings that I thought I never had for you are real and I still have them. And I think I agree with her. You’ve been running around in my mind a lot recently. A lot more than I wish you would really. I even started subconsciously rambling about how much I miss you when I’m with her. At first I thought that was normal because I haven’t seen you in so long but I think there’s more to that. I know I’ve been such a dick to you and have led you on and stuff like that but I really do think I like you. I know that might be hard to believe considering how I’ve been all over Jas recently but I just think I’ve been really confused about my true feelings. But when Jas started explaining how I react when you’re brought up in conversations and how I close myself off when I’m around you due to my nervousness, I think I’m more sure of my feelings. I know this is a lot to take in and it’s fine if you don’t believe me but-“

Matt gets cut off by you grabbing the collar of his hoodie and smashing his lips against yours. The male was taken aback by your sudden move but as he felt your hand creeping to the back of his neck, trying to pull him closer to you, he relaxed into the kiss and shut his eyes. His hands immediately found your sides as he dug his fingertips into the thin shirt you're wearing, the action causing a muffled whine to escape you and your body to tense underneath his touch. You’ve never craved a touch like this from someone in so long.

You felt your insides turning to mush as Matt’s hands wandered around your torso. Yalls lips moved together perfectly, as though they were missing puzzle pieces that have been lost for decades and have been finally put together. The kiss was definitely a needy one, the two of you clearly wanting this as much as the other did.

You pushed your tongue against Matt’s lips, wanting to be let in. The male didn’t hesitate to open his mouth, a sound you would never have thought you would hear escaping him as your tongue ran across the roof of his mouth. As your tongues began to fight for dominance, you found yourself pushing your palms against Matt’s shoulders, forcing the male down to lay on his back on the mattress. He went down almost immediately at your touch and you crawled on top of him, your lips not leaving his as your frame hovered over his.

Your body has been longing for this moment for so long. To feel his lips against yours and to draw needy sounds from his lips as you remained over him. You don’t think the kiss would take this turn so quickly but you needed him.

Your hands began to roam underneath Matt’s shirt, his body tensing underneath your fingertips.

“Your hands are freezing.” Matt mumbles against your lips.

“Sorry.” You reply softly, a soft grunt escapes your lips as Matt grabs onto your hips and digs his nails into your skin. “Needy aren’t we?”

“I know you want me as much as I do. I don’t wanna hear it.” You hum softly against Matt’s lips as one of your hands slides out from underneath his shirt and digs in his hair. The moment you took a few stands in between your fingers and pulled, an ungodly sound escapes Matt’s lips and bounces around the walls. You immediately broke away from him, a string of saliva connecting y’all’s lips as your face hovered inches above his.

“You’re a loud one aren’t you?” You tease. Matt rolls his eyes, his face flushing as he turns his head to avoid your gaze.

“You don’t know me.” Matt mumbles, his arms crossing over his chest.

“I’d watch what you say when you’re under me Matty boy.” Matt’s eyes shoot over to meet your lustful ones. He goes to comment on your sudden comment but his breath hitches when your hand that’s still underneath his shirt slowly slides down and stops at the waistband of his boxers that are peeking out above his pants. You give the boy a small smile before you slide your hand out and get off him. When you seat yourself down next to Matt, a shocked and heavily flustered expression is clear on his face as he hurriedly grabs for a pillow next to him and sets it over his crotch.

“You know, Matt.” You begin, your gaze momentarily shifting over to the pillow before it lands onto your hands. “I never lost feelings for you when I first confessed to you.”

Matt’s jaw drops at your statement and he hurriedly pushes himself into a sitting position. “So you’ve liked me for 13 months?” The male asks as he rests back against the headboard.

“Like is quite the understatement.” Matt’s expression falls as you force your lips into a straight line.

“Y/N… I didn’t know that.”

“Well obviously you didn’t because I never told you. I never did plan on telling you because you were together with Jas and I didn’t wanna risk damaging our friendship because of my feelings for you but I guess I can’t keep them to myself now. And after this happened…” You lift your hand up to rub your thumb over your plump, bottom lip. “I think it’s very clear how much I love you.”

A few beats of silence went by before you heard the muffled sound of moving fabric next to you. Matt moves as close as he possibly can next to you and gently rests his chin on your shoulder.

“I think I’m in love with you too.” Matt says, his voice low and soft before he lands a quick kiss on your jawline.

“You think?” You ask as you whip your head around to look over at Matt.

“I know I do.” The boy defends, a single hand raised in the air in surrender. A soft chuckle escapes your lips before you turn forward. “Y/N?” You hum softly as you tug at the collar of your tee, the fabric suddenly feeling very tight against your skin.

“Do you wanna be my girlfriend?” A cheesy smile spreads across your lips as you look over at Matt. A hand raises to cup the side of his face and you bend down slightly to land a kiss on his lips. He chases your lips when you pull back after a few seconds, a pout evident on his lips before you gently smile at him.

“You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for you to ask me that.” You reply, your smile growing as Matt looks up at you with a lovestruck look in his eyes.

“Can I get another kiss please?”

“Lemme think about it.” You raise a hand to gently tap your pointer finger against your chin, playing a fake thinking expression on your face as you force your lips together. “Will you keep your volume down if I kiss you?”

“I just wanted another peck but I’m down for another make out. I just need you so bad right now.”

“Do you, now?” Matt narrows his eyes at you and sends you a glare as he removes himself from your shoulder.

“Don’t start with that bullshit. You were all over me like five minutes ago. I never knew you were the type to top someone. Always thought you were more of a bottom type.” You shrug at Matt’s comment before you grab his shoulders and force him down in his back again.

“I’ve been keeping my feelings in for months, Matt. You don’t understand how badly I’ve been wanting this moment to happen.”

Matt goes to open his mouth to add onto your statement but is (yet again) cut off by you smashing your lips against his. His hands immediately found your arms as you hover over him and grab the base of his neck and pull at a few stands there. Matt whines softly at the touch, his mouth opening as he does so. You take the opportunity to slip your tongue inside his mouth and begin to start a small fight for dominance. As your tongue battles with his, your knee moves the pillow covering his crotch, Matt letting out a small sound at the move.

“I’m not doing anything dirty, Matt. Not now that is.” You mumble against his lips as your free hand slips back underneath his shirt.

“Freezing ass hands.” Matt mumbles, tensing yet again at your cold touch.

“Let me warm them up, pretty boy.” Matt simply hums and allows your hand to wander around his toned torso. He mimics your actions by also slipping a hand underneath your shirt, your breath hitching and your actions halting for a moment as you feel his warm hand wander around your stomach and side. Matt smiles against your lips when you stop and takes the opportunity to grab your sides and flip you onto your back, y’all’s lips momentarily breaking apart.

“Didn’t know that a small touch would make you break that easily.” Matt teases with a smile as he hovers over you.

“Oh shut it and kiss me.”

“As you wish, sweetheart.”

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bbabybluelovee · 29 days

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huge rant btw

how the heck do i tell my best friend that: 1) i don’t care if she has a boyfriend so when me and her are hanging out she needs to hang out with me and get off the phone with her boyfriend 2) stop rubbing it in my face and 3) basically force me to talk to her creepy brother that i already said makes me uncomfortable oh and also 4) that she doesn’t love her boyfriend that she’s literally known for a week

also we were supposed to hang out with 3 other girls and make cookies and stuff together right?? while i was on my way to the house she told me that everyone cancelled and it was just me and her and her brother at the house. and she facetimed her boyfriend the ENTIRE time. if she had to charge her phone she was just talking about how amazing he is and how they are “freaky” (you’re 16 you are not a freak.) and that’s all i heard about for the four hours i was at her house.

(idk if her brother is weird or if i’m being dramatic i think i’m being dramatic cause it could have been worse i guess)

her creepy brother summary: at the beach house he was fighting with his gf and he was being weirdly affectionate to me. i was so uncomfortable and he was touching my back and arms and trying to get in my bed with me after i made it clear that i was uncomfortable and not interested in him. on the last night he was really upset because he was arguing with his best friend and i was like “oh yeah just like put your phone down and come watch this movie and drink with all of us and get your mind off of it” trying to just be friendly for the last night we were there. he took that as ‘come sit as close as you can next to me and put your hand on my legs and behind my shoulders and try to kiss me and make me uncomfortable’.

while i was at her house, he kept desperately trying to get me to smoke with him after i told him no multiple times. then he made me a drink while me and her were out of the room (i didn’t drink it i poured it out) and got offended when i didn’t drink it (he’s been accused of sexually assaulting girls from his hometown). and when me and her were supposed to be watching a movie he was telling me how hot i looked (he has a gf too). when i tell you guys i literally got out of that house as fast as i could when my dad picked me up.

anyway, i’m picking the bear

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tellodona · 5 months

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hii, from the heat sensory issues anon (loved it btw)

may i request the brothers with an mc with dyspraxia/DCD? i’ve never seen anyone cover it before so just curious about your take on it and stuff

i'm glad you liked it !

i searched it up and it intrigued me, so let's how this would turn out

the brothers with an mc who has dyspraxia / dcd

heads up: gn!mc, spoilers for lesson 16 in belphie's additional info: dyspraxia or dcd (developmental coordination disorder) is a neurodevelopmental condition that starts in childhood that makes the person have difficult time doing motor skills (such as walking, closing your buttons on a shirt, etc.)

lucifer

informed beforehand through your files

at first, only helped you for diavolo's reputation, but now helps you willingly

your uniform is closed with a zipper, he doesn't require you to wear a necktie (but if you want to, he'll make sure he'll be help you or have one of his brothers do when you want the help)

takes you out on short walks to help you get accustomed to the newer environment that is the devildom

obviously gives you easier tasks or chores, but if you want to help out more, he'd supervise you

"mc, let me help you with that" "mc, you shouldn't carry such heavy things. please, let me" "mc, put that broom down right now or so help me-"

helicopter mom

mammon

the info about you is basically drilled into his head

he has to ask satan what dcd means though

at first, he's annoyed that he has to babysit a clumsy human, because how can you be such a klutz? are you stupid-

he absolutely pampers you the next day

he'll have your arm hooked around his whenever you walk together, insisting that you need all the help you get

would still want to include you in his shenanigans, but has been choosing the easier things whenever he's with you

"human, the floor's slippery, hold my hand" "'c- course i'm only doing this because i need to, alright?! don't go getting the wrong idea!" "mc, forget that assignment and hang out with me! me! you're only getting your back strained the longer you sit there!"

he'd purposely get lazy with his tasks just to hang out with you

leviathan

doesn't care at first

"normies and their weaknesses"

he felt like an idiot for how he acted back then

he finds you characters that you can kin

"hey, you know about-"

he ends up ranting up to 3 hours about whys and hows you and said character are the perfect mirror

doesn't know how he'd be able to help you tbh, but he'd probably serve as a crutch for you if you need one

"mc... are you supposed to carry that?" "i don't know about this one, mc..."

he would sew you easier to wear clothes though

satan

has studied that human condition before, at least

so when the human exchange student living with them had it was a surprise and a big coincidence

he really wouldn't bother with you at first, just starting with the "do you need help?" questions just to be polite with you

later on he'd help you without even asking

he'd tie your necktie, your shoelaces. heck, even your hair if it's long enough so it wouldn't get in the way of your eyesight

he's read physical therapy might help, he'd be taking you on short walks too. even letting you help out in the kitchen for little tasks like putting the onion on the stove

"oh, mc. care to help me in the kitchen? you can wash the bat wings this time" "hm, this might be too hard for you. no, don't even try to deny it"

helicopter mom 2

asmodeus

he'd coddle you too much at first tbh

he'd stop if you express distaste or that you're uncomfortable

that wouldn't stop him with helping you around, though. at some point

"oh, mc, mc! let's get beel to carry this, shall we? we're both so frail and i wouldn't want us both to get hurt!"

he'd probably have a few remedies that he thinks might help you, but would consult lucifer or satan first if they're safe for humans

"mc, dear! i found this lotion that might help you! don't worry, lucifer says it's 100% safe!"

"i didn't say it's a hundred percent safe, asmo."

"oh, hush!"

would give you massages

beelzebub

he'd think you're completely paralyzed at first

so the first thing that occurred to him was to put you on his shoulder the first time you two met

"don't worry, lucifer. i can carry them"

"beel, no-"

eventually puts you down after much convincing that you're not a fragile doll

thinks you might get stronger if you eat a lot

"mc, try this one"

absolutely hovers over you and always carry everything you have

"mc, let me do it" "mc, the door's too big for you to push open" "mc... maybe you'd be safer on my shoulder"

he's reminded of the times he used to coddle someone else in the past (that isn't belphie)

belphegor

not only are you stupid, you're stupidly fragile

^ his thought on you during his time at the attic

you were so easy to manipulate, so when he got his hands around your neck-

he wants to stop thinking about that

he avoids you for the most part, thinking he'll hurt you again

you'd have to initiate an interaction with him if you want him to talk to you

when you do, he'd keep a safe distance, but keeps an eye on you if you looked weaker as the day goes on

he'd make sure you'd have the most peaceful dreams so you'd be energized in the morning

he's the literal avatar of sloth, it'd be a miracle if he'd do anything with you

"mc, just leave that alone. let lucifer find it or something" "mc........ let's go back to bed" "mc, i want to bestow the sin of sloth on you just so you would stop moving around so much"

don't use him as a crutch, chances are you'll both fall to the floor

i love them you guys

#belphie keeps on getting the angsty stuff #sorry belph #dcd #dyspraxia #mc with dcd #omswd #obey me #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor

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letsquestjess · 19 days

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Going to put this under a read more because it's a bit of a rant, but I needed to get it off my chest.

You know, I really fought with the idea of uploading my stuff to AO3, and this is why. I used to post fics on there way in the past and this was the kind of shit I got. The fic has barely been up on there for a few hours. On here, I get lovely comments, and even if people did have a problem with anything I've written, they don't say it. I have only experienced kindness and encouragement, and it is something I am incredibly grateful for.

But this shit really annoys me. It seems like such an unnecessary comment to make.

For anyone who hasn't read it, In the Midst of the Storm is a super short fic I wrote way before season 3 came out, where Crosshair got away from the Empire, managed to snag some intel, and met with Cody to hand it over to him. At the end, Cross leaves. In my mind, he had stuff he wanted to do. I didn't want the fic to be a full-length novel; it was just a fun idea I had.

I get the feeling this person doesn't like Cody or some of his actions, but it just feels like they didn't need to make this comment. Sure, don't like stuff, there's plenty of stuff out there I don't like, but I don't feel the need to make backhanded comments. I just shrug and scroll on.

I could understand if they had commented something like 'omg, can't believe Cody let Crosshair leave'. It's the sarcastic 'what a good brother!' that basically drives the knife in.

And yeah, I probably comes across as a sensitive writer (which, I suppose in a way I am at times), but I'm resisting the urge to comment back just like 'yeah, he let him leave. AND?'

Thinking of holding off posting the rest of my stuff on there for now, possibly just deleting my account (even though I only set it up today) if this is the kind of comments I'm going to get. If all I'm going to get is people ripping into the silly fics I write for a bit of fun, it just isn't worth it.

#ao3 comment #probably delete later #not in a good place as it is and really don't need backhanded comments on the one thing I enjoy doing #tbb fic #the bad batch fic

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blackandwhitecircus · 9 months

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Rant i just sent to my friend:

I am so fucking insane about Riza FullmetalAlchemist like we been knew I am not normal about that woman but also I am watching the show with my dad rn and we are past the first hurtful Flashback episode, nearing the second and then the one my tattoo is from and I am !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! about Riza Hawkeye I am going to kill myself over riza hawkeye I am so insane over her like ?!?!?!

Like she's this kid this tiny kid and her father is an accomplished alchemist and he takes on an apprentice who's a few years older than her and kind of cute also they're both from messed up home situations

And then he leaves and her father gets sick but he finishes his research finally and it is so dangerous and it can kill millions so he TATTOOS IT ON HER BACK and he gives the power to pass it on to this SEVENTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL who is all alone in the world

And then the boy comes back and he has just joined the military and he is so idealistic about it he genuinely believes he's doing good and SHE IS SEVENTEEN AND ALL ALONE IN THE WORLD so she GIVES HIM HER FATHER'S RESEARCH and then he gets ordered to do a Genocide and he does it. Roy Mustang burns god knows how many people to death with the power SHE GAVE HIM. And even worse she believed him and now she's a sniper and a killer too and he will never forgive himself for this he will never forget that his idealism is what destroyed her too

So she asks him to destroy her tattoo to literally burn it off her back and he does and she promises to follow him to Hell and back if it means he will make the world a better place and he will make a system that will hold the two of them accountable and he makes her promise to shoot him should he ever deviate from that

AND THAT ALL HAPPENS TEN YEARS BEFORE THE SHOW EVEN STARTS

FOR TEN YEARS SHE LIVES IN THE CONVICTION THAT IF ROY DIES SHE WILL KILL HERSELF AND NEVER LET HER BODY BE FOUND BECAUSE HER

FATHER

BRANDED HER WITH ALCHEMICAL RESEARCH THAT HAS ALREADY KILLED GOD KNOWS HOW MANY PEOPLE

AND THAT'S NOT EVEN GETTING INTO THE THEMES OF FATHERHOOD THAT GO THROUGH THE ENTIRE SHOW OR THE

TWO OTHER CHILDHOOD

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS RELATIONSHIP THEIRS IS MIRRORD WITH OR THE ONE EPISODE WHERE SHE

LOADS SIX BULLETS INTO A REVOLVER

AND ONLY SHOOTS FIVE

CAUSE SHE THINKS ROY IS DEAD

40 EPISODES BEFORE HER SUICIDALITY EVER BECOMES RELEVANT AGAIN

riza hawkeye.

[3 hours later]

Ok I fell asleep but I am not done with this actually cause Roy?!?! has this whole philosophy of "If i protect the people I love and they protectect the people they love we will have a nice and compassionate society" and it is very clear to EVERYONE that at the top of the list for "people roy Mustang loves and wants to protect" is riza to the point where she gets taken hostage/almost killed over it TWICE but she herself does not see her life worthy of protection because of the things ROY DID

So when he almost dies she almost dies cause she's so distressed and he's mad at her about it and and that point the soft first time viewers think "oh she really likes her commanding officer" while I am already actively loosing it cause I know the next thing she was gonna do was either use her final bullet on herself or sacrifice herself to make sure alphonsus survives. You know. The little blonde kid who lost everything to his and his older brothers idealism and wish to bring their dead parent back. Complete coincidence in how the main characters all parallel each other.

Anyway like 40 episodes later roy is now actively loosing and she goes nuh uh and PUTS A GUN TO HIS HEAD cause he has abandoned his compassionate ideals in that moment and he goes "the fuck u gonna do after shooting me" and she goes "kill myself, cause the flame alchemy" and he IS SO SHOOK BY THAT that he immediately goes

"I can't afford to loose you."

?!?!?!?!

And calms down and realizes that he has hurt her AGAIN which is like the thing he has felt immense guilt about (next to the genocide) for ten years and they have the tenderest liddle moment during which in the manga

HE TAKES HIS GLOVES OFF TO TOUCH HER HAND

and then like 10 minutes later the villains are like "hey Mustang u like this woman right" and almost kill her and that's when my tattoo happens which I cannot stress enough is like a split second and the closest they ever get to wach other like

ALL THIS

Just happens strewn over 64 episodes while the elric brothers do their heroes quest thing. First time viewers are not even equipped to get the weight of any of it and in all that time they NEVER EVEN CALL EACH OTHER BY THEIR NAMES

#original post #fmab #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fullmetal alchemist #riza hawkeye #royai #roy mustang #tw sui ideation #tw suicide #greatest hits

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bubblegumfrosting · 2 years

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Hunted Pt. 4

pt. 1 pt. 2 pt. 3

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Fem!Vampire!reader

Summary: How will Dean react to finding you in his flannel when he returns from a hunting trip?

Warnings: None

A/n: Oh my god, this is the last part :,(. This is my first ever series and I’m kinda sad to see it come to an end. I’ve put so much work into this series and I hope you’ve enjoyed!

Thank you so much to everyone for the support the support and a special thank you to @something-noir who unknowingly convinced me to make this<333

Tags: @something-noir @fairy-alix

It’s been a week since Dean woke you up from your nightmare and ever since than the two of you have gotten along rather nicely.

During the day time you rarely see Dean, so the night time has become your favorite hours of the day. Around 9:00 pm he comes stumbling into the room ranting to you about some case he can’t figure out.

You were usually cuddled up in the covers of his bed listening intently to whatever he has to say.

The way Dean spoke sent butterflies to your stomach, his voice was low and hoarse yet calming. You could fall asleep to it and to be completely honest you have.

Dean slept on the ground but every morning you’d wake up with him sleeping by your side, his arm usually draped across your waist. The two of you never discussed it but that didn’t stop you from falling more in love with him.

When you woke up today, Dean was already in the kitchen. Sam was cooking while Dean was sitting at the table reading his dad’s diary.

“Good morning!”, you said with a yawn.

“Morning Y/n, take a seat breakfast is almost ready.”, Sam replied.

You sat across from Dean who didn’t look up from the diary but acknowledged your presence with a smirk.

Sam was still under the impression that Dean despised you, I mean you don’t blame him because he rarely saw the two of you in the same room.

You were patient at first but slowly drove into boredom. Your leg started to bounce and you bit at your nails. Dean reached under the table and placed his hand on your knee to make you stop bouncing. He could tell you were flustered by the action so he continued to caress your knee with his thumb. His hands were rough yet warm and gentle, their touch made your skin tingle.

Dean stared straight into your eyes not allowing you to break eye contact, the tension was broken though by three plates of food being set on the table.

“Th-thanks Sam..”, you stuttered out and Dean retracted his hand. You could feel the lingering touch and you wished for more.

“I found a case just a couple miles away.”, Dean spoke with a mouthful of food.

“That’s great! What is it?”, Sam said as he grabbed pepper to sprinkle on his eggs.

“Three kids were found dead at some old factory, I’m sensing it’s a simple salt and burn.”.

“Could I go?”, you chimed in.

“Absolutely not.”, Dean glared at you.

“Dean, I could help..”, you trailed off.

“No Y/n, it’s dangerous and I don’t want you to get hurt.”, Sam looked surprised by what his brother just said. Why would he want to to protect someone he hated?

“Fine..”, you gave up and the three of you finished breakfast in silence.

After breakfast you helped Dean pack, “You could really use a monster like me on a hunt.”.

Dean looked up and pointed his finger sternly at you, “What did we talk about?”.

You sighed, “I’m not allowed to call myself a monster.”.

“That’s right and forget about the case, I don’t want to risk you getting attacked. I want you here where I know you won’t get hurt.”, Dean continued to pack.

You got all warm and fuzzy inside, Dean Winchester cares about you and wants you safe.

“Sam and I will probably be back within a day or two if we’re lucky.”.

“I’ll miss you..”, you whispered under your breath not realizing he heard.

“I’ll uh miss you too but um you have my number so if you need anything call me.”, Dean zipped up the bag and you nodded your head.

“Please be safe De.”, you said.

“De? I like it.”, he chuckled, “Don’t worry I’m a pro.”.

You helped Sam and Dean load up the impala and waved goodbye as they drove away.

Your crush on Dean growing with each breath you took, but there was one thing setting you back. Could he even like you? I mean of course your friendship with him was flirty at times but did he really view you that way? Would he actually want to date a…vampire?

The following few days your head was filled with daydreams and dread. You couldn’t stand rejection, this was the first time you’ve felt close to someone since you turned. Losing Dean over your feelings for him would kill you. Would he be disgusted that you even like him that way?

The hunt took longer than expected, you called Dean every night for updates and he’d gladly fill you in. You weren’t actually interested in the case, you just missed his voice. You didn’t just miss his voice though, you missed his scent, his touch, his face. The thing you did next was probably the most desperate thing a person would do in your situation.

One night you eyed his flannel on the back of a chair and impulsively took it. It smelled just like him, if you closed you eyes you could imagine he was just right there.

You wore the flannel around the house, wrapping it close to your body. You promised to return it before Dean came home. The thought of him finding out you stole his shirt to wear made your cheeks go pink with embarrassment.

It was now dusk and you were bored out of your mind, so you looked through Dean’s room and found his cassette player. You gently grabbed the head phones and hit play, of course it was classic rock.

Your heart matched the beat of the song and you laid down on the bed soaking in the music. You were so entranced in the moment that you didn’t hear Sam and Dean entering the bunker.

You curled up into a ball and closed your eyes imagining what it would be like to have a normal life with Dean. Perhaps you would buy a real house, get a dog or perhaps even kids. The perfect apple pie life.

Suddenly your daydream was interrupted when you felt someone take the headphones off your head. When you opened your eyes Dean was in front of you with a smug look on his face.

“Looks like someone missed me..”, he spoke and than noticed what you were wearing, “Hey..is that my flannel?”.

You didn’t go pink, you went bright red, “Um yeah I’m so sorry..”, you stood up and started to take it off but Dean stopped you.

“It’s okay, you look cute.”, Dean brushed a strand of hair out of your face and looked down at you.

“Dean?”, you said softly, “Would it be possible for you to like something like me?”.

Dean stepped closer, “What do you mean?”.

“I want to tell you something but I’m afraid you’d be disgusted because of what I am.”, you said and felt tears prick your eyes.

Dean quickly cups your face, “What you are? Y/n you should never feel ashamed of what you are. I’m sorry the world can’t see how kind and thoughtful you are…”, he hesitates. “But I do.”.

“I love you Dean.”, you said before you could stop yourself. Dean smiled and slowly leaned in half way not wanting to make a wrong move. You quickly closed the gap and melted into his lips. Dean stepped forward and you fell on top of the bed with him on top of you.

You grabbed the back of his head to push him closer into you and he smiled against your lips. By the time you both pulled away you were out of breath.

“I love you too.”, Dean placed one more kiss on your lips and got up.

“So…”, you trailed off, “Does that make me your..”.

“I’d hope so.”, Dean grabbed your hand and pulled you off the bed, “What you are Y/n, is mine.”.

[BONUS SCENE]

It was the next morning and you decided to make breakfast for once. Sam was at the table on his laptop reading something about demons.

Dean walked into the room and kissed the top of your head, “Hello to you too.”, you giggled.

Sam sat the bewildered by what he just witnessed, “Um? What’s going on?”.

Dean sat across from him, “What? A man can’t kiss his girl?”.

Sam puts his face in his hands, “I’m going to need a drink.”.

#dean winchester #supernatural #supernatural fanfiction #dean winchester x reader #supernatural x reader #sam winchester #dean winchester x you #dean winchester/reader #dean x reader #dean winchester imagine #dean winchester fanfiction #dean/reader #jensen ackles #supernatural dean #dean x you #dean

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bonesandthebees · 3 months

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hey. it’s been a while :) not sure if you remember me but i just wanted to pop by and say that i will forever cherish your writing. your fics gave me a lot of comfort through a very dark time of mine, and reading about the silly fictional brothers made me feel a lot more excited and joyful in a world where i felt very lonely.

whenever i would read your stories, i couldn’t contain my very very dramatically fun reactions that i would say out loud to myself in my room (jumping up and down, screaming, crying, gasping, monologuing to myself, etc). i read so many different AUs and oneshots of yours and i couldn’t get enough! your work is so wonderful and i am AMAZED and how you can create such high-quality writing in a surprisingly short timeframe.

i loved clinic so much that i entered a 30 hour state of hyperfocus where i COULD. NOT. put it down. ruined my sleep schedule but it was so worth it!! and then i read it all again 2 days later. and then i read it AGAIN out loud to my friend over discord so he could enjoy it too :) i recommended world forgetting to a friend and it destroyed her (/pos). i kept recommending all of my friends your fics because they were all so wonderfully entertaining and had a level of quality that was hard to find elsewhere.

i loved clinic, world forgetting, stars, 17 hours, the vampire au, the mermaid au, and starman (?) (the horror one with the giant eye) and i’m sure there’s plenty more that are slipping my mind.

i’m currently in a place where i cannot decide if i’m even able to separate a content creator from his character. even the characters have been soured for me and it’ll be very tough to separate them. i hope i can, because they brought me so much joy in the past, and so did your writing :)

over the past year and a half or so i’ve been so lucky to be blessed with an absolutely wonderful girlfriend that i love very much, and i feel a lot less lonely and a lot more lighter. i’m more active in the real world and i’m doing more things that i love. because of this i’ve distanced from dsmp and unfortunately haven’t had enough time to fully understand qsmp (which is a shame because i love quackity and have been watching him quite literally since 2013 and he is very dear to me). but!! i still rant and rave about your stories to my girlfriend and i even got her to read clinic :)

ANYWAY… very long ramble hahah but all of this is to say that your work was very important in my life and even if i’m going to distance myself from this fandom, i will always love and cherish your writing!!! thank you for your labor of love and i won’t be forgetting about you anytime soon!!

i hope you’re doing well. take care of yourself!! have your favorite cookie!! sending hugs! <3

and ps, the scene where siren has his identity revealed is still one of my fav scenes in writing EVER and i still think about how beautifully tragic it was <3 i think about it a lot. u made me cry for like 45 minutes how dare youuuuuu hahah

I hope you know before I even read this ask I saw the url and immediately went "oh my god lostmellohi it's been so long I've missed them!!!" so, don't worry, I remember you very well and I'm so happy to see you here again!

it makes me so happy to hear how much you've enjoyed my writing over the years. hearing stuff like that only makes me more confident in my decision to not take down any of my stuff regardless of recent events. I never want to take away something of mine that has given you and others that much joy. these stories are mine first and foremost, but as readers they're yours too. they've given you so much enjoyment over the years and that can never be taken away from you.

I totally understand what you mean about being unsure if you'll be able to separate the cc and the character in the future. it's not an easy thing and right now I get the urge to wince every time I read wilbur's name, even if it's in the context of c!wilbur and/or a fic. I believe it'll get easier for all of us with time, so don't worry about it too much right now. it's only been a week since shelby's stream happened. feelings will settle.

congrats on the girlfriend!! I hope she enjoyed clinic lol. I'm so happy you've been doing better though and have been able to do more things that you love. enjoy that kind of stuff whenever you can. qsmp isn't going anywhere and you'll always be able to catch up whenever you have time.

thank you for this it genuinely made me so happy to read. wishing you the best for things in the future and I hope you take care of yourself <33

also, yeah, whenever I think back on the siren identity reveal I'm like damn I did pull that off really well huh. lmao so glad you enjoyed :)

#ask #lostmellohi #wilbur situation

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whoreadsnowadays · 2 years

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Hi! Maybe you could do a fluffy ***PLATONIC***

X little brother reader? Like how they would interact and stuff? And maybe just general headcanons of them w/ a little brother. It can be either be 2012 or rise, I don't mind ^^

Take your time w/ this request ^^

Well I can certainly try my friend! Idk if u meant u wanted all four of the turtles but thats what I'm going with atm <3 apologies if they're a bit short, this is officially my first time writing for some of these guys <3

Rise Turtles with a little brother reader !

Little Bro

- Raph -

Oh get ready for Overbearing Mother Of The Year

Especially when you were really little, he needed to know where you were and what you were doing at all times

You, Leo, and Donnie had to beat the topic to death trying to convince Raph to even let you use the stove by yourself.

And Mikey ("You might burn yourself!!! You can't use the stove! Raph tell them they can't use the stove!") was not helping.

But when Raph isn't being the most helicopter mom you've ever had the misfortune of living with, he's really the best big brother you could ask for

Whenever you need advice or comfort or anything really, you always go to him

And even if he doesn't know what to do, he's good at giving you excuses that either make you laugh enough to keep your spirits up, or actually calm you down themselves.

He's really the best.

Now if only you could convince him to let you near the turtle tank.

- Leo -

Almost every second you're in sight he's showing off, like all the time

He really wants to be the Cool Older Brother to you and Mikey, and he's maybe trying a bit too hard

If you encourage him it will only escalate until he's doing dangerous stunts to impress you and get validation

And then Raph has to get involved and ruin his vibes :(

But if you tease him and (gently) make fun of him for showing off, he's gonna go "I dunno what youre talking about. Me?? Showing off??? Psh. No. I would never."

And then he'd sulk about it for an hour or two.

He just really wants you to think of him as your cool older brother who you can go to for cool advice.

- Donnie -

If you're up for it, and/or not too accident prone, you'll probably end up as his lab assistant.

Or at least he'll try to turn you into his lab assistant

And of course he pays you in brotherly affection. A pat on the head or a brief hug is your allowance for holding his things in place for him

And he also has a tendency to show you his inventions or gadgets first.

He'll finish something and turn to you with his mad scientist eyes and you have to hope and pray that his newest peice of tech doesn't involve something dangerous

He'd rather die than ever hurt you, but sometimes he just gets too excited to even realize he's waving around his dangerous weapons

Wear protective gear maybe.

- Mikey -

He's so excited to not be the baby of the family anymore you will not believe.

Though he has been 100% infected by the family bug, and is absolutely mother henning you almost as much as Raph.

You cook together really often, food is one of Mikey's love languages so cooking with him is one of your favorite activities

He lets you mix the ingredients and if you're baking he lets you lick the icing off the mixers

And he'll draw or play video games with you, literally indulge in almost any activity you want just to hang out with you

He'll absolutely crush you in almost every video game, and then proceed to beat you over and over under the pretense of "Oh its practice :)"

As much as it annoyed him when he was your age, he absolutely sides with Raph when he goes on his "You're too young!" Rants.

He's nodding along and occasionally adding in his own comments about how "you're just our baby brother you can't do that yet! You're too young! Too fragile!"

Also please dont think about all five of you sitting in a circle in front of Splinter's recliner, watching old Lou Jitsu and Jupiter Jim movies on repeat, just the five of you sitting in each other's company and relaxing for once. Yeah don't think about that.

(Reblogs > Likes)

#rottmnt x reader #rottmnt leonardo x reader #rottmnt michelangelo x reader #rottmnt donatello x reader #rottmnt raphael x reader #tmnt leonardo x reader #tmnt raphael x reader #tmnt michelangelo x reader #tmnt donatello x reader #tmnt x reader #Romeo Writes

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angelpuns · 11 months

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KMJNHBGVF AAA LITTLE LEOOOO! Ranting anon is here, back from the orthodontist with a new set of teeth (I got my braces messed with lol.) Best way to come back to tumblr is to see a new update. Kinda tired so this one won't be as long but I love that Leo says he always finds his brothers because he does! He's literally always with his brothers, they are a team and nothing comes between that. He loves them so fuckin much and it's so, so sweet. I also feel like he's trying to reassure himself to, like he's trying to convince himself he'll be okay and they he will find his brothers because he always does. Almost like he's trying to create a sense of normalcy for himself. Idk maybe I'm reading into things too much but I'm tired and that's what it seems like to me, lil Leo is v sweet, already excited for the next update <3

Go get some well deserved sleep anon!!!! Get those z's

OKAOKAY BUT THE SENSE OF NORMALCY THING!!! that's how I think he dealt with being made the leader also, like just trying to be silly goofy and all that!!!

I can't say too much cause spoilers, but some backstory for the Raph thing is that Raph went missing once in the sewers an Leo looked for hours to find him, even though Splinter told him to stay behind. I like to think Leo has a really great sense of direction/sense of where he's already been (good at backtracking ig)

#rottmnt #kid leo au #rottmnt kid leo au

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findafight · 1 year

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Re: Billy, yeeaahh, I think there’s exactly one *potential* way Billy could have been persuaded to leave without a fight and that’s if Chrissy was there at the Byers for some reason and she and Steve tricked Billy into thinking he saw her instead of Max. (1/ hopefully 2)

Why is Chrissy there? I don’t know. Maybe this is a ‘Chrissy and Steve are cousins’ au and he called her over in the hopes that her presence would stop the Party from sneaking out to commit arson to save Will’s life. Maybe she actually got caught up in everything last year bc she tagged along with Steve when he went to apologize (probably another cousins au scenario). Maybe she saw Max skateboarding, thought it was cool, and started a conversation. (Part 3 incoming)

(3/3) Cheerleading is pretty hard, so if Max was either already aware of that or found out while talking/hanging out with Chrissy, I think it’s reasonable that Max might admire Chrissy, which could potentially result in Chrissy being asked to the junkyard (especially if Max didn’t buy Lucas’s story, which I don’t think she did).

oooh fascinated by Steve and Chrissy being sporty cousins who are basically siblings tho. Steve who calls Chrissy his "sister but actually my cousin but basically my sister" in his brain because she's maybe 7/8 months younger than him so was in the grade below but they grew up together and almost all the baby pictures have them together in matching outfits :') they saved worms together from the pavement after it rained. Chrissy put them in Steve's hair and he cried. (she did this many times) They sit beside each other at family gatherings and just much sly and cutting mean girl comments about their relatives to make the other laugh. Or make distressed faces at each other from across the table when grandpa Otis is getting drunk and ready to rant.

Chrissy who Steve called during his sad boy clean up his own mess hours and she was like "okay I'll drive you to the byers house? You got knocked around I'll drive please don't get in a wreck auntie Diane would kill me." and she waits in the car for him but then Shit Goes Down and there's lights flashing and Steve runs out, but he stops, and looks back. and then locks eyes with Chrissy, and runs back in. So she follows. And finds out monsters are real right beside her brother-cousin.

yeah okay I'm digging Chrissy and Steve cousins au but it HAS to be coupled with Chrissy lives au I can't do that to them. I can't make Steve try to clear Eddie's name while mourning the only family he's known loved him. (but GOD a Jason/steve confrontation in that au? where jason is like she was your family! and steve is like I know!! That's why you need to believe me that Eddie didn't do this! I want revenge just as much as you! oh god this is so sad no no Chrissy lives in harrington cousin au.)

Anyway but Yeah. I think, like. Billy just wanted to punch someone. I guess because Chrissy is a pretty and popular girl, he would at least hesitate in his itch for a fight. Billy doesn't respect women but he's savvy enough to get in with Tommy, Steve's former bestie, so he knows enough that Chrissy isn't someone he wants to be on the bad side of. So perhaps it would...slow down? the events? idk. I really do think once Billy saw Steve or Lucas he wasn't leaving without punching someone. She could try to convince him it was her in the window, if Steve had gone out first, and that might give the kids time to hide better, but Steve isn't leaving s2 without getting punched by Billy in place of Lucas. It's one of those "locked in the timeline" things for me. Sorry Steve :( at least sometimes you aren't knocked out completely.

this answer is all over the place haha but post s3 pre s4 chrissy seeing Max skateboarding and thinking it's pretty cool and striking up a little mentor-friendship with her is so cute. Two lonely girls</3 Maybe Max teaches her to kickflip and Chrissy Teaches her to cartwheel... holds her ankles up to get the feel for it...and for a little while they don't feel so alone... aww... I love giving Max role models and older girls to look up to. She's got Steve but she deserves some girls looking out for her.

#stranger things #chrissy cunningham #steve harrington #chrissy and steve #stranger things au #findaanswers #finda writes stuff #imliterallyjustsittinghere #billy hargrove

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Glory Days: A Baseball AU Fic

Part 1 of my Baseball Player Steve Harrington Fic!

Eddie Munson was at the last place he thought he would ever be on a Wednesday afternoon.

After arriving in Chicago for the next stop on Corroded Coffin's Raising the Dead tour, their manager, Nancy Wheeler, presented them with suite tickets to the Chicago Cubs game.

"One of the player's brothers is a huge fan" She said as she passed over the envelope, "It would mean a lot to go, and it's good press."

"Nancy," Eddie started, and the rest of the band sighed, preparing for his rant, "We are not sports sorts. In fact, it was those same types that made our lives such hell in school. And yes, that was 10 years ago but I have a very good memory, and even a few scars to remember it by!"

"Look, it's 3 hours tops, there will be food and drinks in the suite, and if you get pics at the game I bet you sell out the rest of those tickets before the show on Saturday. Chicago loves the Cubs, and Steve Harrington is their golden boy."

Eddie looked to his band members, eyes darting between the three of them.

Gareth shrugged "Might as well, maybe it could be fun."

Eddie frowned, and glared down at Jeff, "Weirdly enough, I kind of like baseball."

Eddie gasped, murmuring traitor under his breath.

Finally, he leveled his gaze to Frank, who gulped before sputtering out, "I mean, free food and drinks is nice."

" Ugh… .fine!" Eddie snaps, throwing his hands up and flopping down on the couch in the hotel suite," but don't expect me to be happy about it."

Which brings us to the present, where Eddie sits in the cushy Legends suite at Wrigley Field. At least the day was nice, the sky a bright blue with fluffy clouds, a chill breeze just enough to cool the warm rays of the sun.

A bat cracked, and Eddie flinched. He knew there was netting keeping the balls from getting to them but that didn't stop his anxiety from expecting every single one of those fuckers to come flying at his face like some kind of jock powered magic missile.

“I would say you get used to it, but you really don’t.”

Eddie turned to see a woman with short brown hair and blue eyes seated two seats over. Her long legs were propped up on the seat in front of her, and she wore a white and blue striped jersey with HARRINGTON across the back.

“I mean, I’ve been going to Steve’s games since college and I still flinch every time.” She said, chuckling to herself, “I’m Robin, by the way.”

“Ah, so you must be Harrington’s lucky girl!” Eddie exclaims, sweeping his hands open in a dramatic bow, “Eddie Munson, pleasure to meet you.”

“Eww, no.” Robin clips, “Steve is my very platonic best friend. And roommate, but I am but a humble graduate student and he makes fuck you amounts of money.”

Eddie barks out a laugh at that as the loudspeaker in the stadium crackles to life.

“Batting Number 4, Your Shortstop Steve Harrington!!”

The crowd roars to life, Robin cheering enthusiastically next to him, and Eddie’s jaw drops open as he hears a familiar drum and guitar riff before his own voice shouts through the stadium “I don’t need your crown!!”, the fans echoing his words as the guitar and drums kick into a fast and heavy riff. When Jeff explained the concept of walkout music to him earlier in the game he never expected to hear one of their own songs blasted through the stadium.

“Holy shit!” Gareth shouted, shaking Eddie by the shoulders “Harrington has our song as his walkout music!”

Eddie looks up to the jumbotron screens to see a close up of Harrington as he steps up to the batter's box, a beaming smile on his face as he taps the end of the bat on each shoe before bringing the bat up and squatting slightly to get in batting position, his eyes focused like a laser on the pitcher.

The first pitch flies in just below the strike zone, the second in the dirt.

“Ooo, they’re scared of him.” a curly haired man says, plopping into the empty seat between Eddie and Robin.

“Scared of him?” Eddie questions, tilting his head at the new arrival.

He turns towards Eddie and a look of recognition crosses his face, “Holy shit, you’re Eddie Munson! Steve said he was giving you and the band tickets but I didn’t think you’d actually come! I’m Dustin, his little brother!”

Dustin grabs Eddie’s hand, shaking it enthusiastically as Steve fouls off the third pitch.

“They’re scared of him because he’s a damn good player,” Robin fills in, sitting up just enough to make eye contact with Eddie over Dustin’s head.

“Yeah, they don’t want to give him anything he can get ahold of,” Dustin muses as the crack of the bat against the ball rings out through the stadium.

The ball rockets up the middle, cutting between the second base and shortstop and rolling through center field. Steve takes off at a sprint, rounding first base and making it comfortably to second before the ball flies in from the outfield.

“Hell yeah Steve!!” Dustin shouts, with Robin whistling.

* * * * *

Eddie spends the majority of the game talking to Dustin and Robin about a variety of topics. Eddie learns that Dustin is working at a tech company that does…something with radio waves. Honestly Eddie was lost on that one after about three words. He also learns Robin is studying linguistics at the University of Chicago. Eddie talks to them both about his music, their tour, and a few early ideas for songs.

The group always stops when Steve comes up to bat. It’s endearing how much the pair cares about Steve, contrasting with how little they care about the rest of the game. It honestly surprises Eddie how good of a time he is having.

Steve’s next two at bats are a sacrifice fly, putting the Cubs on the board but still behind. His second at bat ends in a double play, giving Eddie precious little time to admire the man as he ran the bases. And Eddie was a weak, weak man, and those baseball pants hugged just right. He should honestly know better than to crush on the straight jock, but looking was fine, right?

It was the bottom of the ninth and the Cubs trailed 4-1 when Steve came to bat, bases loaded. After Steve’s walkout music cut off you could hear a pin drop in the stadium. Pitch one was a fastball, rocketing in right down the center of the strike zone. Steve stood completely still, taking the strike. The next, a breaking ball down and left, outside the strike zone. One and one count.

“Holy shit this is stressful,” Eddie said through clenched teeth, twisting the rings on his fingers nervously.

“No kidding,” Robin mumbles, her knee bouncing anxiously as Steve stepped back into the batter’s box.

Pitch three was a fastball that floated just outside of the strike zone, pitch four a curve ball fouled off into the first base stands. The count was even, and it felt as if the stadium itself was holding its breath.

Pitch five was where the pitcher made a grave error. It flew straight down the center of the strike zone, but Steve was ready for it this time. The ball cracked off the bat, soaring towards right field. The stadium erupted, growing louder and louder the further the ball flew, until it landed in the right field bleachers.

“HOLY SHIT THAT WAS A WALK OFF GRAND SLAM!!” Dustin screamed, as all of them jumped to their feet, shouting and cheering as Steve and his teammates all rounded the bases.

The entire stadium was whipped into a frenzy, the team included. Steve rounded third base and beamed as his entire team waited for him at home plate, where they instantly swarmed him, multiple coolers of gatorade dunked on his head as the team celebrated.

Eddie and the Corroded Coffin boys couldn’t help but be swept up in the kinetic atmosphere of the stadium, jumping and cheering. His eyes locked with Gareth’s when the entire stadium began to sing.

“Go Cubs Go! Go Cubs Go! Hey, Chicago, what do you say, The Cubs are gonna win today!”

“They have their own theme song?” Gareth exclaimed, “We gotta do a cover.”

“Wouldn’t be the first!” Jeff shouted over the crowd, slinging an arm around Gareth’s shoulders, “Pantera wrote a song for the Dallas hockey team that they play when goals are scored.”

The crowd continued singing as they all filtered out of the stadium, while the suite that Eddie and the others were in continued their libations. After a few minutes, the door swung open and a chorus of “Steve!” rang out from the box.

Eddie may as well have looked right at the sun with as bright as Harrington was beaming as both Dustin and Robin threw their arms around his shoulders, both speaking lightning fast at him in their excitement. His eyes darted between the two of them, trying to keep up with the separate streams of conversations, when his eyes finally settled between the two of them on Eddie, Gareth, Jeff, and Frank.

“You must be Corroded Coffin!” He greeted, slipping between Robin and Dustin and walking over to shake hands, “I’m really glad you could make it, Dusty and I are both big fans.”

“Gotta say,” Eddie started as he shook Steve’s hand, “I didn’t expect a pretty boy jock like yourself to be a metal fan.”

Steve flushed slightly, rubbing the back of his neck, “Yeah, well Dustin was the one who got me into it in all honesty. That plus a smidge of teenage rebellion was the right combination I guess. Plus, it makes great workout music.”

A woman’s head popped into the door as the group chatted, “Steve, we have a presser in 5.”

“Guess that’s my cue,” he said, thumbing over his shoulder at the door, “If you don’t have plans after the game, we are doing a barbecue at my place.”

The Corroded Coffin boys all looked between each other, Jeff nodding enthusiastically. Frank shrugged, and Gareth smiled mischievously at Eddie. He didn’t like that look one bit.

“I guess we can swing by,” Eddie said, eyebrows knitted together in confusion at Gareth’s expression, then turning to smile at Steve.

“Great!” Steve beamed, clapping Eddie on the shoulder, “Robin can give you the details.”

Steve walked up to Nancy just before leaving, giving her a hug and lifting her slightly off her toes.

“It was good to see you Nance Pants,” he grinned, “See you at the barbecue!”

"Nance Pants?" The band choruses in unison.

"We are NOT talking about it."

#baseball player steve #musician eddie munson #steddie #eddie munson #steve harrington #steve x eddie #stobin #baseball!au #stranger things #emerald writes

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imherongraystairstrash · 1 year

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Wait can I ask you to explain about the Gabrily and Gracetopher parallels? I would like to know <3

THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME AN EXCUSE TO RANT! I've been waiting for this opportunity 😈

For me, Grace is Gabriel and Christopher is Cecily, and here's why:

Grace comes from a shitty parental figure (Tatiana), but also has a supportive older brother who is willing to protect her when he can. Gabriel had Benedict as a father and he had Gideon, his older brother, who did everything in his power to protect Gabriel from benedict, much like jesse did with grace

Their older brothers leave for a certain amount of time (gideon to spain, jesse to...partial death?) and Gabriel and Grace have to fend for themselves. In a way, their shitty parental figures have a love-hate relationship with them; tatiana likes grace because of her powers and beauty, but also abuses her and treats her like garbage. Meanwhile Benedict seems to ignore Gabriel until gideon leaves for spain, and then begins giving him attention, but even then it's sort of passive aggressive, from what we see in TID

I've always thought young Cecily and Christopher were super alike, because we can see in CP, Cecily has this sort of hunger to prove to everyone that she can be a hero. Essentially, she wants to bring back her brother and "fix" her family. Kit is similar: from his short story in the penultimate hours, we know that he wants to help people, to be able save shadowhunters.

What I find so interesting about Cecily and Kit is that they both want to help others, even though their sort of disconnected from everyone else. Cecily doesn't fit in with the shadowhunters at the institute initially and is constantly being undermined and sometimes even ignored by everyone else. Like, did anyone other than Gabriel make a valid attempt to get to know her? No. (this is important for later) Then we have Christopher who doesn't fit in with the shadowhunter community either. Thankfully, he has his friends, but they don't really understand him, other than Thomas (though, in his pov, Kit mentioned that Thomas only gets him sometimes)

Cecy and Kit also both have an older sibling that wants to protect them and is always looking out for them (Will and Anna). The difference is that while cecily always hated will's protectiveness, kit didn't seem to notice Anna's (lol I love kit)

Cecily is described as an observer; she's constantly analyzing the room and the people around her. I think the fact that Kit is a prodigy scientist is basically all the evidence we need to describe were the resemblance lies

Now, let's talk about them coming together:

Before meeting, both cecily and christopher have heard bad things from gabriel and grace (both are surrounded by people who hate them, witht he exception of gideon in cecily's case). Despite this, neither of them take this into consideration when they meet them: both cecily and christopher basically say FU to previous knowledge they had about Gabriel and Grace and open themselves to get to know the other.

Here's my favorite parallel: CECILY IS THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS GABRIEL IN TID AND VISE VERSA. AND IN TLH CHRISTOPHER IS THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTAND GRACE AND VISE VERSA (the kit and grace one is even confirmed explicitly in choi)

Cecy gives gabriel advice on how to change, kit encourages grace to keep trying to change for the better

Both Cecily and Kit give Gabriel and Grace the push they need to overcome their past

this one is an intuition of mine, but I love it sm I can't not include it: Cecily is gabriel's ticket into becoming accepted into the tid gang, but we can also see that without Gabriel, Cecily wouldn't have initially stuck around because as I said before, she wasn't able to make significant friendships with the others before meeting Gabriel. In a way, the reason Gabriel and Cecily fit into the tid gang is because they have each other as well and I think that would have been the case for Grace and Christopher as well (we can, however, already see that some tlh characters—Anna and Henry— seem to take grace under their wings, and I don't think it's a coincidence that they were both close with Kit). In a way, Kit is the reason that Grace belongs (Not jesse—in gabriel's case, gideon isn't the reason he fits into the tid gang either)

Their connection/relationship only blossoms in the last book of the series (I say connection because I'm a firm believer in ace-gracetopher)

The fact that both Gabriel and Grace run to the institute after being attacked by their shitty parental figure and find refuge there

They all find comfort with their pair (Gabrily being together during Jem's "death"; gracetopher on christmas)

They initially have one topic in common that leads to their strong bond: Gabriel and Cecily love fighting and training (more specifically distance weaponry) while Grace and Kit bond over their love for science.

There are also parallels between gabriel/kit and grace/cecily, like the fact that gabriel and kit are already familiar with the shadow world and are well immersed into it, while cecily and grace know nothing about the shadow world and have zero training at the beginning of their respective series'

Gabriel teaches cecily everything he knows about training and tutors her because he has faith in her and her natural skills. KIT TEACHES GRACE ABOUT SCIENCE BECAUSE HE SEES HER INNATE TALENT FOR IT!!

Cecily describes gabriel as weirdly attractive upon their first encounter and Grace does the same with christopher

Y'all, there's sooooooo much more, but I'm forgetting everything haha I also need to read like 100 pages for tomorrow so I should probably get to doing that, but if I think of any more, I'll reblog and add them

#gabriel lightwood #cecily herondale #cecily lightwood #tlh #tid #christopher lightwood #grace blackthorn #tsc #chot spoilers

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| serious topic (cw: physical violence, anxiety, dissociation)

- Just letting you know that my bf uses It/They/He prns for easier reading

I got a text from my cg saying the they were assaulted by its ex boss today when it went to get the money he’s owed them for two weeks now. He went up to him and asked for it and the guy grabbed them by the neck. My bf ended up shoving him off and screaming for help. His mom came outside and asked what happened, the boss came over and said he didn’t do anything and then also asked how old my bf is (he’s a minor so it would be a bigger charge). Bfs older brother came out with a bat (didn’t do anything tho) and cops got called. My boyfriend was told to finish the task they were doing before it went to its bosses house and his phone ended up dying.

I got the text while at work and immediately told my boss I was going to have a panic attack, she sent me outside to call him and I was told the whole situation. We decided to let them finish the the task before I came over to debrief everything but of course after their phone died and it sent me into a really bad spiral bc at that point it had been two hours since we talked and when I called to make sure everything was ok the call went straight to voicemail. I have severe anxiety over things like this bc of my anxious attachment style and this really just threw me over the edge. I had to take an extra server pad to write down all my thoughts to not have another breakdown. Eventually they texted back and said I could come over. Immediately had a panic attack when it got in my car bc of all the pent up feelings and they also cried a bunch due to the situation and also how their family reacted to it.

Their mom is refusing them therapy bc of other issues it has and decided to bring it up again tonight and instead suggested just venting to me as help even though they constantly claim that I make them more depressed and “irrational” and hate me being with them. It’s just been a rollercoaster of a night and I was hoping you could maybe give some advice or reassurance to both of us bc honestly we both seek comfort in your content and I think we both need it tonight

Sorry for the long rant and I hope this isn’t too much with everything going on in your life right now, I’m very sorry for what happened at the doctors and I hope you can find someone else that can take you seriously and respects you as much as we do (I have a similar situation with a boss at work that believes my mental illnesses are fake and me being asexual isn’t true bc I’m a teenager and apparently don’t know how things work). I understand how hard things are to get over when someone invalidates you but I hope you know we all love and care for you and hope you get the assistance you deserve <3 If this is too much to reply to in just a day please feel free to take as much time as necessary. Right now both me and my partner are ok enough with the situation to wait a bit, just wanting some extra support if at all possible

I hope your days are abundant and you always feel the love you deserve <3

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hihi lil bug’ 🌼

i'm so so so sorry to hear what the both of you went through :<

neither of you should have been put in that situation- and i'm sorry that everyone else sorta pilled it all on the both of you.

first, your boyfriend? are they alright? i couldn't imagine the ray of different emotions running through their mind at the time. i'm so proud of them for being brave- especially in such a scary scenario. i know their mum is refusing therapy, but i really think it'll be a good step. i know you want to help them- but sometimes opening up and loading all of your feelings onto someone already going through something of their own can be incredibly tough & difficult.

especially with what happened that night- i think it's best for them to speak to someone else. i do hope they feel a little better though & super duper big hugs for them <3.

and you, i hope your anxiety didn't take it out on your body too much- i know how bad anxiety & panic attacks can get <3. you also went through a lot that day & i'm super duper proud of you for doing your best to stay strong at work- i know how hard that it to so, espeically when you're so overwlemed by everything. the notepad technique was quick thinking! so i'm very proud at you for that! <3

i'm here for the pair of you & i hope you both feel a bit better soon <3. i'm always a message away & we all wish you both a speedy mental recovery <3.

big big big big hugs! <3

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