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lavenderwhore444 · 3 years

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My Hero

Dabi x Reader Warnings: Fluff, angst, very lovely romantic smut, swearing, violence but like punching walls and shit nothing big, Dabis backstory isn't spoiled I don't reveal his last name I swear, when he cries it's not like crying (obvi no tear ducts) but like the kind of crying where you’re crying but no tears come out

to use: input your name as y/n, I don't use your quirk in this. To input your quirk use y/q. To change different things click “change something other than y/n” and follow the directions.

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@issamomma I hope it's tolerable ❤️

“Hey! I see your requests are open. In light of all the recent spoilers, can I ask for something very sappy and self indulgent? Can I get a large fluff angst Dabi combo where he goes off about being the most powerful villain but all he ever wanted to be was a hero and the only time he’s ever truly felt like a good man and like he’s #1 is with y/n? With a side of mild romantic smut but hold the gluten? Thanks. 💕🙏🏻 If not, no worries. I’m gonna stalk your page and read more of your stuff now.”

This story is like compressed if that makes sense for some reason my brain just smashed everything that happens into one day 😃🔫

Honestly, I might write another version? Idk but I CANT START OVER AGAIN

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“G’morning Dabi, ” you said, rolling over to hold him.

When you were met with a Dabi-free bed, panic immediately set in.

You peeked through the door, “Dabi?” you called

“Right here, babe, ” he said from the kitchen.

The smell of syrup filled your nose, and you realized that Dabi, the number two villain, was making you pancakes. Your bare feet hit the soft carpet as you walked to him. You wrapped your arms around his waist and kissed the back of his left shoulder.

“You are amazing, Dabi, ” you mumbled against his shoulder.

“Yeah, yeah whatever, don't get sappy y/n, ” he said.

You ran your hands up and down his stomach, taking a deep breath to smell his cologne.

“Stop distracting me y/n they're gonna burn, ” he grumbled.

“Fine, fine!” You said.

You let go of him to put on a pot of coffee only to see that he had made coffee just the way you like.

“Jeez, did you kill a puppy or something because if so, apology accepted, ” you said.

“No, I didn't kill a fucking puppy. I just wanted to do something nice for you, ” he said, “but if youre gonna make it a big deal everytime-”

“Nope, nevermind, I'll be quiet, ” you interrupted.

Dabi finished making breakfast, and you both sat down at the table. He was quite proud of himself, seeing you smile at him when you first came down, feeling you wrap your arms around him, kissing him. It made his chest feel warm and light. Don't get the wrong idea. He’d never do anything like this for anyone else, no matter what. Only you, he was only soft for you. He even washed the dishes saying that “it was more meaningful if I do them myself, ”

You sat in the living room, talking about anything and everything. It had taken the better part of three years, but Dabi was an open book. He had cried on your shoulder, you had watched him bleed. You had stapled him together, watched him go about all his villainous deeds, and never, ever judged him. You were the best thing to happen to him. y/n y/l/n, or preferably when finally proposed (if you know his last name, please put it into interactive fics) y/n d/l/n. (Dabis last name)

You got up and felt your feet get caught on the rug but before you could hit the floor, Dabi’s arms wrapped around you.

You laughed as you steadied yourself, “my hero, ”

He froze, “your hero?”

“Yeah, that's what I said, ” you responded.

“A hero, ” he spat, “are you fucking kidding?”

“No Dabi that's not what I-” you started.

“Shut the fuck up y/n, I'm not your fucking ‘hero,’” he sneered, “im the greatest fucking villain of all time. That man child is a joke, ”

(ouch 😐)

“No please Dabi just listen, ” you said.

“No, you listen, y/n. I can't be your fucking hero. I fucking kill people. That's my life youre just a delusional little girl who wants someone to save her. That's. Not. Me, ” he said.

“Please baby I just, ” you tried.

His fist hit the wall, and his other knocked over a vase as it shattered, “I told you to listen! I'm not here to save you. I could burn this whole fucking house to the ground with you in it if I wanted to. You shouldn't be around me y/n. I can't do anything right I'll just hurt you I can't keep you safe, ” he started to unravel.

“I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt anyone; I just wanted to be a hero. I just wanted to help. But I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't,” he broke, “please, please, I didn't mean it I just I love you, and I can't lose you. I'm sorry ill get you a new vase; I'll cook your favorite food. We can get that dumb cat you saw in the store anything y/n. I wanted to be a hero y/n I wanted to go to that dumb school and help people, but I can't. It's all ruined, ruined ruined ruined, ” he started to sob, sliding down to the floor.

“I just want it to stop. Please make it stop y/n it hurts everything hurts, ” he ran his hands over the burns and picked at the staples.

“Baby no, don't pick at them, ” you said pulling his hands away.

Was he an asshole? Yeah, yeah, he was. But he always had to get angry before he got sad. He was never taught how to express it. That wasn't any excuse, but he was never violent, and he always always regretted it. So you sat next to him, letting him sob and sob into your chest.

“Please let me make it up to you, ” Dabi begged, leaving sloppy kisses up and down your neck, “please I'm so sorry, let me make it all better y/n let me make you feel good, baby, look just stay here let me make it special, ” he said running upstairs.

Ten minutes later, he picked you up, carrying you up the stairs. He set you down, and you looked around. The room smelled like roses and it was warm from the candles that illuminated the room.

“Dabi, ” you whispered, “this, this is perfect, ”

You turned to him as he pulled his shirt over his head, giving you access to his chest and stomach. You ran your hands up and down his chest rubbing over his nipple gently. He groaned.

“No baby, lemme take care of you, ” he said, “I've got wine and everything; let's make a night out of it yeah?”

You grinned, “mmm yeah, red?”

“You know I hate white wine y/n, ” he said, “I want to ask you while youre sober, are you okay with all of this?”

“Yes, ” you kissed him and mumbled against his lips, “I'm very sure, ”

He opened the bottle, “open up, baby girl, ”

You opened your mouth and he held your chin, pouring the wine into your mouth.

“There we go, ” he said, taking a couple of swigs.

You pulled him to the bed, smiling. You drank some more wine together, getting needier.

“Please please please, ” you begged, “please I need it,”

He kissed you, his tongue entering your mouth. It tangled with yours, exploring your mouth as his pants got tighter. Your hands gripped his hair. You pulled harshly, causing him to groan. He pulled you into his lap, moving your crotch over his clothed erection. He moaned into your mouth as he moved your hips. He wasn't the only one moaning as his hands traveled up your shirt.

He groped your tits through your bra, still frantically moving against you. He moved to your back, rubbing slow circles onto it. His fingers were rough and calloused but so gentle, letting his nails graze your back from time to time, making you shiver. They moved up your back until they reached your bra, trying to take it off.

He pulled away, “this stupid fucking thing, can you turn around?”

You turned, “you want to get my shirt while youre at it?”

“Oh I would love to take off your shirt, ” he smirked.

His hands and the soft fabric brushed your stomach as Dabi lifted your shirt. Next, your chest was set free as your bra fell on the bed. Immediately his hands were on you, pinching and rubbing your nipples, still grinding against you. Your moans mixed, nearly harmonizing, and you were only half-naked. He helped you out of your pants, rubbing your clit through your panties.

You moaned, ”n-not fair you don't even have your pants off, ”

He chuckled, “you want my pants off?”

You nodded, reaching for the zipper. He stopped your hand, moving to stand in front of you, pulling his pants down and stepping out of them. You grabbed his bulge through his boxers, causing him to hiss. You could feel it throbbing and decided to show mercy by getting rid of his underwear. It bobbed briefly touching his stomach. You couldn't help but stare, the head was an angry red with precum oozing out of it.

“Are you fucking drooling?” he laughed.

“N-no, ” you said, still staring.

He moved closer, the tip nudging your lips. You opened them enough to wrap around the head and suck gently. You let your tongue press against the tip, licking up and down slowly. He moaned shamelessly.

“No, no, lemme do it, baby f-fuck, ” he groaned as you pulled away.

He laid you down on your back. He got on top of you.

Pressing his forehead to yours, he whispered, “I love you, ” before easing the first part of himself into you.

“I love you too- f-fuck Dabi, oh my god, ” you moaned, throwing your head back.

He grabbed your chin to make you look him in the eyes as he bottomed out inside of you. Your nails dug into his sides as you moaned for him to ‘just please fucking move Dabi.’ and move he did, thrusting in and out of you slowly. He left your faces a centimeter apart, foreheads still pressed together. He let you feel all of him; his piercing dragged over your soft walls, right over that perfect spot. Your back arched and closed the nonexistent space between you.

He sped up, unable to control himself. Your nails raked over his back as he buried his face in the crook of your neck.

“I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, ” he mumbled into your neck.

His thrust became sloppier as the pleasure built up inside of you. It filled you up until it burst, coaxing something close to a scream from you that Dabi muffled with his lips on yours. He left you panting and flushed. Begging him to slow down, but he was too busy chasing his own high as you chanted his name religiously. He cried out as his hips snapped against yours giving you so much pleasure it was nearly painful.

He began to make your favorite sounds. Whimpering and high-pitched whines escaped him. He was so sweet and needy when he was right on the edge, throwing his head back only to press it to yours again. He began to babble about how good it is, so wet, hot, tight, perfect for his cock. He came with a scream like moan as you felt hot liquid fill you. He was left panting and thrusting until he began to soften.

“Apology accepted, ” you whispered.

He chuckled, “thanks babe,”

You pulled him in for a kiss. After you pulled away, he pulled you to his chest. His arms were wrapped around you, covering everything the blanket couldn't, keeping you warm and protected. Dabi kissed your forehead and raked his fingers through your hair scratching your scalp with his nails. You hummed softly, running your fingers over his chest and stomach.

“Night y/n, I love you,”

You smiled and whispered, “i love you too Dabs, ”

#dabi my hero academia #mha dabi #dabi fanfic #dabi x y/n #dabi smut #dabi x you #dabi imagine #dabi #dabi angst #dabi fluff #mha angst #fluff #angst #smut

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aremiies · 3 years

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❥ stop being so careless.

pairings: bakugou katsuki x fem!reader

warnings: slight swearing, a very short drabble, some very bad writing and some tooth rottening fluff for fluff-vember !

not my gif !

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now, you see, it wasn’t supposed to happen like this. he wasn’t supposed to end up liking her, that wasn’t in his plans at all. it happened during the usj incident . bakugou and kirishima began to attack kurogiri, thinking they’d be able to land a hit on the outlandish looking creature; alas, they failed, but before the students could even think about what else they could do, they were sent flying throughout the rest of the building; their screams and yells filling the atmosphere around them.

after landing on her back, quite hard might i add, y/n winced in pain as she looked around to see where she was, “this looks like the ruins zone...” she said in a hushed tone as she brought herself to stand.

“that’s because it is the ruins zone, dumbass.” another voice concurred.

y/n turned around and was met with two very familiar faces and distinct colored hair, thank the spirits. “kirishima, bakugou, you guys are here! wow, this makes things a lot better... okay, our main goal is to find a way to get back with the rest of the class.”

“well, we have bigger things to worry about right now, y/n...” kiri spoke up. after getting a good look around, the girl finally noticed the abundance of villains standing around the three of them, ready to attack.

“okay, it seems you’re right about that part... let’s just get this over with then.” y/n suggested as she got into a fighting stance. and with that, the three future heroes attacked the villains with out wasting another moment. throughout the entire battle, bakugou couldn’t help but to glance over to y/n whenever he got the chance. she was a very skilled fighter, but of course just like anyone else she would take a few hits here and there as well. seeing y/n get even the tiniest of bruises made bakugou feel some type of way. it wasn’t good, he didn’t like it. in fact, he hated seeing them on her; even when they would spar during classes, he hated there being even the slightest chance that he could accidentally hurt her. eventaully, the three teens had defeated the villains and had a chance to relax.

“great job, you guys,” y/n exclaimed, “you were so good !”

“says you, y/n! even when they landed a hit on you, you acted as if it was nothing!” kirishima praised.

bakugou’s head shot up at the mention of y/n getting hurt, “they landed a hit on you?! where?!” bakugou’s eyebrows furrowed as he grabbed her arm, beginning to search for wounds.

y/n began laughing trying to disguise her wince of pain as she pulled her arm away from the short tempered boy, “bakugou i’m fine! it was barely a hit, more like a slap. i barely felt it, stop worrying. we should probably get going though, we need to get back to the others.” she exited the building the three were in with kiri and bakugou staggering behind. kirishima looked at bakugou with a knowing face, bakugou making the red-haired boy swear to secrecy.

“okay, okay! i won’t say anything... to her at least, but, man mina would love to hear about this one.”

“shitty hair i swear to—“

two days later the class was back to normal— well, most of them were. mr.aizawa was still in the hospital and y/n was trying her best to act as if she was okay, though in reality she desperately needed something to numb the pain in her arms. she might’ve said the hits were light, but, boy was that a lie. everytime she moved her scars would rub against her shirt material which didn’t help the pain one bit. everyone was still somewhat recovering from the shock they experience during the usj incident, and y/n didn’t want her friends worrying about her. besides, she was fine, the scars would heal soon... right?

the students of 1-a sat at their desk talking to one another about who knows what. y/n and mina were laughing about a joke the girl had made about mineta and mina, unknowing about y/n’s wounded arms, slapped a hand on her shoulder in her own fit of laughter.

“ow!” y/n yelled out (much, much louder than intended i might add).

mina covered a hand over her mouth, “y/n, i’m sorry! i didn’t know i hit you that hard!”

“no, no it’s okay. it’s not your fault.” y/n sighed.

kirishima walked over to the two, kaminari and bakugou following suit, “are you guys okay?”

“yeah, i think i just hit y/n’s arm too hard. i think it might still be sore from the other day.” mina explained.

“do you need to be taken to recovery girl?” kaminari asked?

“i’ll take you.” bakugou volunteered without a second thought.

“no! guys, i’m alright. i’m just a bit sore is all.” y/n tried to lie.

“okay, recovery girl can heal that. come on, dumbass.” bakugou gently grabbed her hand and led her out the classroom before the girl could protest any further.

“bakugou, i promise you, i’m fine.”

“no you’re not. just shut up and let me take care of you— i mean it. let me take care of it.” he urged.

y/n smiled slightly at his words and his slightly pink tinted cheeks, “you want to take care of me?” she teased.

“shut up dumbass, just let me take you to recovery girl so she can make you feel better.” bakugou rolled his eyes.

the two eventaully made it to recovery girl’s office and explained to the precious old lady what was wrong.

“okay, dear,” recovery girl started, “take off your blazer for me so i can examine your arm.”

“oh uh, cant you do it with the blazer on...?” y/n chuckled nervously.

“no ma’am, i have to actually touch the skin the wound is on. are you uncomfortable with that?” recovery girl asked.

“no, no! it’s fine... i guess.” y/n slowly took her school blazer off, wincing with every movement her arms made. when she eventaully got it off,her arm was then exposed. littered in small cuts and bruises— as we mentioned earlier, the one thing bakugou couldn’t stand when it came to y/n.

“wh-! y/n, why didn’t you say anything’s about this!” he shouted.

“now, now, you two can talk about this later. let me do this before she gets all worked up. relax for me, would you?” recovery girl instructed the girl. she kissed y/n’s wounds and gave her a lollipop before she exited her office. y/n buttoned up her blazer as she and bakugou walked back towards the class room.

“you should’ve said something about your bruises, dummy.” bakugou mumbled.

“i know, and i’m sorry. i just didn’t want people to worry, because i’m sure they’re still all shocked about what happened, yknow? i know it’s stupid, but-“

“it’s not stupid. but, you really need to worry about yourself more. i don’t want to keep having to take you to recovery girl.” he shoved his hands in his pants pockets.

“why do you care so much? i hope this doesn’t sound rude, but i didn’t expect you to care about me as much as you do.” you explained carefully.

bakugou sighed and stopped walking. y/n looked at him with confusion apparent in her expression.

“bakugou?”

“you’re so careless, you know that? you’re my friend okay. of course i’m going to care about you. i don’t like seeing you hurt, i like seeing you with a smile on your face. i like seeing you laugh i... i— i like you.”

“what?”

“i said i like you, dumbass!” bakugou admitted, “i like you a lot and i-i don’t like to see you with bruises. you’re too worried about other people when you should be worried about yourself... even if that’s one of the reasons i like you... you’re really pretty and caring and your quirk is really strong...”

y/n was at a loss for words. bakugou of all people liked her? i mean, she had her suspicions, but she didn’t expect him to ACTUALLY like her. nonetheless, y/n smiled and walked towards the boy, taking his hand into hers, “i like you too, bakugou... why didn’t you say anything earlier? nevermind that, let’s go back to class, dummy.”

sorry if the end is a little awkward!! i couldn’t figure out how to end it !! thank you for reading !! <3

#anime #my hero academia #writing #new writer boost #bakugou katsuki #bakugou imagine #bakugou x reader #bakugou katuski x reader #bakugou x you #mha #bnha bakugou #bnha imagines #fluffvember

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ithinkilikeit-reactions · 4 years

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Hongjoong “Boyfriend Headcanons”

A/N: I’m going to be making a series and trying to do this with as many idols as possible

Hongjoong version // Seonghwa version // Yunho version // Yeosang version // San version // Mingi version // Wooyoung version // Jongho version

- okay so our leader

- our precious bun

- a man I greatly admire

- Let’s gooo

- Now Hongjoong is crazy creative and that is something I seriously admire about him

- I think he would like someone that isn’t scared to think outside of the box

- Someone that can provide him inspiration when he doesn’t have any anymore

- this leads me into the first date

- he’d love to go do something out of the box

- maybe a little art workshop

- or maybe just hanging out with some food and drinks and diy-ing some of your clothes together

- just something relaxed and fun so that he can get to know you.

- it’s easy to talk over things like this

- he can also get a feel of your style too because we all know style is important to Hongjoong

- When it comes to kissing

- Hongjoong always puts a meaning into his kisses

- but he won’t kiss you after the first date

- he loves the slow build up of a relationship and might even wait until after the fourth or fifth date to kiss you

- but when he does it’s really sweet

- always asks permission before kissing you

- always with a beautiful smile

- and when you say yes

- he cups your cheek with one hand and kisses you very softly

- but it’s generally just really sweet and he can’t help but blush a little

- So if you’re upset

- Hongjoong’s heart breaks

- he wants to take everything that is hurting you and fight it??

- he hates seeing you upset it hurts him so much

- Hongjoong will take care of your problems if he can

- If not he will be by your side and help you through things

- definitely the type to grab your cheeks harshly, forcefully kiss your forehead and tell you to go kill em if you need motivation

- When Hongjoong is upset it’s kind of heartbreaking

- Because he kind of bottles things up because he doesn’t want to worry you

- So he never gets angry

- but he gets really emotional and wants to be held

- and he just wants to vent

- he just wants a listening ear and maybe advice if you can offer it

- Also arguments rarely happen

- If they do they are resolved as quick as they started

- He doesn’t want to fight with you ever

- so if there is a problem

- it normally just gets brought up in an adult conversation

- He never raises his voice at you

- He can’t bring himself to do that

- Very great at motivating you but all of Ateez is

- Speaking of Ateez

- You just got 7 brothers by dating Hongjoong

- they’re a package deal

- You can’t help but clown Hongjoong sometimes

- which is okay because he’s used to it and finds it funny

- He’s good at clowning you too

- you’re reactions are just too good

- Hongjoong likes being physically close to you

- If you’re hanging out with him in the studio

- he wants you near

- sitting next to him

- on him

- it really doesn’t matter as long as you’re close

- He doesn’t mind when you worry about him when he’s working alot

- but he doesn’t want you to assume he can’t take care of himself

- because he can but he also knows that it can be stressfull to watch someone you love possibly overwork themselves

- cuddling is so nice with Hongjoong

- he likes having his head on your chest

- your fingers running through his hair

- he likes sleeping like this too

- He’s very easy to wake up

- so mornings aren’t ever really lazy

- if you aren’t good at getting out of bed in the morning

- Hongjoong is a great motivater to get you out of bed

- sweet morning kisses as you’re getting ready for the day are a must

- brushing your hair?

- in comes Hongjoong with a kiss on the cheek

- getting dressed?

- In comes a back hug and sweet kisses on the back of your neck

- on his days off

- Hongjoong likes watching movies with you

- a whole bunch of different genres and languages

- he just find it interesting and finds it fun to watch films with you

- HONGJOONG PAINTING YOUR NAILS

- he thinks it’s fun

- he’d love to match his nails to yours

- also going back to like the first date

- he would really like to have clothing modification to do with you

- it’s cool and it’s really fun to him

- it makes things unique and you can have some fun matching things together

- Hongjoong really admires your critique and admires that you are willing to critique his work

- he doesn’t want you to sugar coat if you don’t like something

- he wants your constructive criticism

- Hongjoong adores the relationships you have with the other member’s

- he finds it important

- they are his family and you are his love

- it’s important you mesh well

- Also it’s important to him that you are really there for his career

- which really should speak for itself but he really needs that support

- in turn he equally supports your career and whatever you want to do

- A relationship with Hongjoong is purely based around equality and fairness

- You need to be equally dependant on eachother

- Hongjoong doesn’t get too jealous

- uhm he doesn’t get mad or too annoyed when he’s jealous

- but he get’s kind of pouty and sulky

- He just wants your attention and love

- but he doesn’t dwell on jealousy too long

- because at the end of the day you go home with him so

- He’s the real winner and he knows that

- When he’s on tour he tries his best to call you every night and if he cant

- yes he feels bad but he just texts you through out the days and makes sure you know he’s thinking about you

- Hongjoong does a lot to make sure you know he loves you

- Of course telling you he loves you

- but also writing songs for you

- taking care of you in small ways

Nasty nasty time

- okay so I’m convinced Hongjoong is a switch (I’m convinced most of Ateez are switches)

- in reality he doesn’t care who’s on top or who’s dominant

- as long as you both are comfortable and feel good

- I think Hongjoong likes biting

- he has amazing teeth so idk i just feel like he would like that

- especially nipping at your skin

- the surprised sound you make when he bites you

- he loves that

- Likes it when you bite him too I should have said this lmao

- he especially likes when you bite his neck

- He is audio inclined

- he loves your sounds and he want you to let him know how he’s making you feel

- Hongjoong’s also always watching you and the way you move

- it’s inspiring almost

- seeing the curves of your body

- your facial expressions

- Loves it when you ride him

- it gives him the best view

- especially in the studio

- studio sex isn’t studio sex without you riding him in his chair or on that couch in there

- He kind of has an oral fixation

- not necessarily giving oral or receiving

- but like kissing and biting and watching your mouth

- He just finds it an incredibly attractive

- I don’t think Hongjoong is very experienced

- partially because of his age and because of his school history and then trainee history

- not a virgin but not a cassanova in the bedroom

- so he’s very open and okay with making mistakes and laughing about them

- Aftercare is shy?

- Soft smiles and shy laughter as you take care of eachother

- making sure you’re okay and he’s okay

- looks at you like you’re his whole universe all the time

- not just after sex

- but like all the time

- but after sex it tends to be more noticeable

- He likes stroking your skin

- drawing little shapes as you 2 slowly fall asleep or come down from your highs in general

- Morning afters always make him clingy

- He just wants to be attached at your hip

- Okay that’s exagerating but he does just want to be around you

- mainly because he feels like everytime you have sex

- be it rough or soft

- you guys get closer to eachother

- A relationship with Hongjoong is an equal amount of give and take

- equal amount of trust and support

A/N: part 1 in the ateez series KAJAAAAA

#ateez #ateez scenario #ateez reaction #hongjoong #hongjoong reaction #hongjoong smut #ateez headcanons

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apenapaperandadoofus · 3 years

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hiii 🥺

school started around a month ago for me and its been stressful so may i ask for some comfort headcanons of the rfa + v, saeran and rika and how theyd comfort a reader who is struggling with adhd/add and feels useless because they cant get anything done and keep getting distracted bdkdjhdjevejjdheue

Ahh I got chu, it happens to me all the time with literally e v e r y t h i n g

AND can I just say I luv how we included Rika in here :3 I absolutely love writing her character when she's actually mentally and emotionally stable, she would be one heck of a partner 😆

RFA+minor duo+Rika comforting a stressed reader (Part 1!) I'll post the other parts soon!

Zen:

The two of you had been fairly busy with work and school, only having dinner time to spend together. Still, Zen didn't fail to notice that you seemed to be feeling a lot more down lately.

He tried asking about how your schoolwork was going, to see if you wanted any help, but you just quietly mumbled a no and changed the subject.

Zen couldn't help the frown that appeared on his face, but he decided to not say anything until you were ready to talk. He still made sure you were taking care of yourself though, and tried to help you with any chores around the house.

Eventually one night, he was on the couch, trying to memorize a few of his lines, until you came in the room quietly and straddled him, hugging him tightly.

"Y/N? Is everything alright?" He asked, his tone worried, and you only sighed, tightening your grip on his neck.

"I can't focus on school. I keep trying to do my work but I just...I can't. And the project is due in a few days and I haven't even started. Zenny...I don't know what to do." You sobbed and Zen felt his heart clench. He pulled you away gently and held your face, caressing your cheek.

"It's alright. I'm glad you asked me for help. I know how hard school can be sometimes, how stressful it is, but I want you to know that you can always ask for my help alright? Now why don't we go and try to work on that assignment of yours, I'll be more than happy to help you."

You smiled. "Really Zen? Thank you. I love you."

He chuckled and kissed your nose before standing up and carrying you towards your bedroom princess style. He tried his best to answer any questions you had, but it turned out he didn't really know about the subject and you had to call the RFA for help, BUT you managed to finish the work in time and got a pretty good grade! Zen spun you around in circles when you told him, and then he kissed you to congratulate you!

Yoosung:

Oh the stress it is to be a college student. Especially if your partner is a college student too, and the two of you always get distracted by one thing or another.

Yoosung and you had been together for a while, and you managed to make him want to change, to become a better person. He started doing his assignments in time, and stopped playing as much LOLOL. For him homework seemed to be easy as heck.

For you though? You wanted to throw yourself out the window. Everytime you sat down to do your work, you suddenly got this urge to read, or use or phone, or paint or even learn how to play the cello for some reason. You seemed to want to do anything else but homework, and so, your once messy house suddenly became spotless. You had been cleaning for hours, everytime you finished something exclaiming that oh, the kitchen is actually pretty dirty, or the floor could use some vacuuming.

Yoosung had been a bit stressed from his work to notice at first, but at one point he looked up from the table to see you furiously mopping the floor for the 5th time that day. He wouldn't have thought anything of it except that, you had an expression of anxiety and stress on your face, and he also knew you absolutely hated cleaning, so clearly something was wrong.

He stood up and gently took the mop from you. "MC? Are you alright?"

You slowly looked up at Yoosung and let out a forced chuckle. "Of course I am! Why wouldn't I be?"

Your boyfriend raised an eyebrow and looked around the house. "You're cleaning."

"So? It was getting dirty and I-"

"MC you hate cleaning. C'mon, what's going on? You can talk to me!" He had a determined look on his face and you felt yourself smile as you saw how adorable he looked. But then once you remembered why you were cleaning in the first place, your smile faded and you sighed.

"I'm just....I haven't been doing any work for school. Whenever I try to, my mind suddenly wants to do another completely different task, I just can't focus on anything and that is only making me feel worse because I know that the work is due soon, but I still haven't done anything and it just- it makes me feel so bad and stressed so now I'm just panicking about everything!" You started pacing around the room quickly, speaking faster and faster. You kept doing it until Yoosung get to grabbed you by the shoulders.

"Whoa whoa, alright let's just calm down, just take a deep breath alright? Breathe in, and breathe out, we can't solve anything if you're panicking....are you feeling better now?"

After you did what Yoosung had told you, you slowly looked up at him and nodded. He gave you a reassuring smile.

"Good! It's normal for you to feel stressed like that...I understand, I've been in your position far too many times to count. In fact, if I had a dollar for every time that's happened to me then I'd be richer than Jumin"

You giggled and Yoosung chuckled. "Anyway the thing is, next time this happens please tell me, alright? If you ever feel stressed or anxious, just know that I'm here for you. You're an amazing person, you're so smart and beautiful, this is just a little bump on the road. Now, why don't we go and start working on your project hmm? I promise I'll be there to help you, and make sure you're working of course!"

You hesitantly nodded, still a bit nervous about the work, but once you started, you began to feel a bit more confident. Yoosung was there, every now and then letting out some cheers and just helping you on any questions you had.

Thankfully you managed to finish your work in time, and once you were done Yoosung rewarded you by giving you a free cuddle session!

Jaehee:

That woman knew what was going on before you could say anything. She was all too familiar with the look of stress and anxiety from having far so much work.

You were in the kitchen, baking brownies and cookies non-stop. She knew it was something you normally did whenever you were stressed, so she placed her hand on top of yours and said. "MC? Is everything alright?"

You immediately stood up straighter and nervously looked at her. Then, you bit your lip, knowing you couldn't really lie to her. "Uhm....I'm...I'm really not. School has really been taking a toll on me, and I can't seem to do any work. Jaehee I...I feel so useless right now..." You tried your best to breathe and to not break down in from of Jaehee, who was now holding your hand tightly.

"I see....is it about that big project you had been talking about last week? I can help you, if you want....listen to me MC." She gently raised your chin and smiled. "You're an amazing person, don't ever say that you're useless ever again. You're the very opposite of that in fact, you're so important to me and the RFA, I honestly don't know where we would be if it weren't for you. You're a very smart and capable person, and I'm sure soon enough you'll have all of this figured out. Why don't you start working on the project while I clean up over here, and then I can help you with anything you need, is that alright?"

You nodded and Jaehee gently led you to the kitchen table and helped you get your computer. Whenever you'd feel down of unmotivated Jaehee would grab your hand and squeezed it, then she'd help you with anything you were having trouble with and honestly? Jaehee was an amazing teacher, and soon enough you managed to get back on your feet.

Once you were done, the two of you made a victory night! You both baked together and watched musicals and danced around the room. Jaehee also made you some very delicious brownies when you got back your final grade, since you nailed it!

Jumin:

Jumin had just finished signing the last of his documents, and he leaned back in his chair. Ever since you moved in to the penthouse he started working a bit more from home. Of course there'd be days where he'd go, but once in a while he took a few breaks (this man also needs to rest once in a while)

Which is why, he had noticed that lately you had been feeling pretty down. School had just started, and Jumin could tell you were a bit stressed, and super anxious about school.

He was thinking of ways to help you, when suddenly he heard a knock on the door. He looked up to see you opening it a little and looking around, as if asking for permission to come in. He nodded and you quickly walked over to him, straddling his lap.

"Is everything alright love?" He asked, as you ran your hands through his hair.

"Yeah everything is fine. It's great. Really nice. Yup."

He raised and eyebrow and pulled you away so you could look at him better. He looked up at you, and you tried to look anywhere else that wasn't him.

"MC...." He caressed your cheek and glanced at you with a worried expression. "...There's something bothering you, isn't there? Why don't you tell me, and I promise I will try my best to fix it. It pains me to see you like this."

You sighed and slowly looked up at him, biting your lip.

"Well...." You sighed. "I.... I really don't deserve you Jumin...you're so...do amazing and incredible and I'm just...I'm so useless. I can't even do my school work right...." You ducked your head and looked at the ground, feeling ashamed.

Jumin gently lifted your chin and held you tight. "MC....you...how could you say that?" You looked at him in surprise and he only shook his head, and then leaned his forehead against yours. "You are the most intelligent and beautiful person I have ever met. It's so amazing that I get to be with someone as extraordinary as you. MC, you are not useless. Not at all. You are a very capable person, and you never give up, no matter what. School may be really hard right now, but I promise that you will get through it, and I'll be beside you the whole time if you need someone to lean on." He softly kissed you and you immediately felt a load of your back disappear. Itfelt so good to finally tell Jumin how you felt.

"Jumin...." You whispered against his lips, and he smiled.

"My love....everything will be alright, and if you need my assistance please don't be scared to ask. I'd be more that happy to help you."

Yoy wrapped your arms around his neck and smiled. "Oh Jumin! You are so adorable, I feel like my heart will explode from how much I love you! I'll take you up on that offer!"

"But of course my services don't come for free..." He smiled and you chuckled, shaking your head.

"Fair enough, what would you want in exchange?"

He pulled you tighter against his body and whispered in your ear. "I want to stay like this a little longer. Let me hold you for a while."

You blushed and then the two of you pulled away to kiss.

After a while, finally the two of you got down to business to defeat the awful project your teacher had assigned.

You had to admit it was a bit hard, since everytime Jumin would explain something to you you'd suddenly get distracted by how handsome he looked, and you'd pull him in for a kiss in the middle of an explanation.

Somehow you were able to finish the project and you got a good grade! When you try Jumin he picked.you up and spun you around, kissing you passionately. Then he'd smirk and grab you by the hand. "You deserve a prize after all your hard work."

And then he'd lead you to your room and the two of you would cuddle close in bed, the covers around you.

And you'd watch cat videos because thou shall not sin in this house.

(I'm just kidding you totally banged afterwards.)

For Saeyoung I already made a lil one shot with the same situation jsjsjsjs so I'll link it here! For the other characters they'll be posted soon since I don't want the post to be so long sjdjdbdbd

#mystic messenger #jumin han #saeyoung choi #mysme #yoosung kim #jaehee kang #jihyun mysme #saeran choi #choi bois #mysme zen

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rk1kheadcanons · 4 years

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I’ve seen Markus get the horny virus, but imagine Connor getting, and Connor is BEGGING to be fuck, although Markus has some doubts about that, when a random guy offers to help Connor, Markus just goes “no I do it” and pushes the guy away and proceeds to fuck Connor within an inch of his life.

OMFG, I HAVE NEEDED THIS PROMPT LIKE FOREVER!!!!

YESSS! GIVE ME THAT BLURRY EYED, FLUSHED, WRITHING CONNOR TRYING TO GET UP OUT OF HIS CLOTHING AND JUST...😤😤😤😤 (y'all I need a moment, okay, OKAY?)

They were just discussing security measures against cyber attacks since they were technology-based sentient beings. Anti- android groups were getting smarter, more persistent in their attacks against Markus as the leader.

What no one expected was Connor's near panicked expression after freezing mid sentence then the anguished scream that poured from his lips as he crumpled to the ground. Everyone was up and moving to help him, Markus at the forefront.

Connor is unresponsive and is immediately taken to the medical bay. Diagnostics show it as a breech of his systems and there are varying levels of worry from the others though Markus is besides himself in guilt- laced worry.

Everyone is on edge, knowing instinctively its Cyberlife as Connor's no stranger to their attacks; they try this monthly, sometimes daily. His will proves stronger everytime, though.

So what does Cyberlife do? They attack him in a area he's most vulnerable, still new at, and typically awkward the most, enhancing emotions that Connor had meticulously hidden away because they were at odds with just him being able to have friends after his initial purpose to android kind.

They've perverted his love for Markus and put it on display as a mockery of everything he's worked hard to gain: their trust. Him being hacked is more than just a personal attack from Cyberlife, it questions whether being around him is safe and Connor cant go through that type of loneliness again.

Connor had felt something hit him full force mentally as Markus spoke to the others listening intently. Maybe he groaned out his discomfort as his temperature had risen he feels so much...

It's like a fire is consuming him from the inside and now its centralizing to his lower stomach and groin area and he has all these new emotions and nuanced feelings sparking and they are intensifying by the moment.

Connor maybe jerked up out of the chair, surprising everyone, a panting, flushing mess. He'd tried to and succeed in getting out the room trying to make it to his own only to fall down, curling his arms around his waist, in a swirl of insane want/need.

Of course Markus would find him first. He wouldn't even delay in picking Connor up bridal style despite Connor's fear below the want and the other's wariness of what's affecting Connor.

As soon as Markus so much as touches Connor, a symphony of sensations and sounds start coming from Connor. They're... Sensual.

Connor starts writhing, begging for some decidedly lewd actions.

Markus stops responding from instant over clock and a handful of squirmyboi.

This is a line. This is a huge line to be crossed neither Connor nor he have spoken about. Sure, they prodded the attraction and acknowledged it, but both were too afraid to take any action, make it official.

Was Connor a virgin at these sorts of things? It would be absolutely terrible to have to experience this emotional and physical onslaught as a deviant having never explored sexually and to have to under these conditions...

Incoming call from: Connor 313248317-51

Markus shocked look as the sounds and pleas to be absolutely fucked into oblivion poured from Connor's mouth like he was making a deal with the devil himself shot right to Markus groin. It total at odds with the call obviously from Connor, himself.

Markus answers and Connor sounds as fucked as he looks in his arms.

Markus knows that he has to.

"Please, please you have to. I don't have time to talk before I'm completely overtaken. I-I have to have to...I need, Markus. I trust you. It has to be you. I've never- But if I could show you my thoughts, feelings to help you, you'd understand I do not mind. Markus, please..." It's a garbled mess of a sentence and markus knows what has to be done.

That program is going to have to be worked out of Connor's system the proper way and Markus would be helping.

The call disconnects and Connor is fucking keening in his embrace. Markus runs the rest of the way to his room. He quickly tells the crew that he knows what must be done, that it is a sensitive situation and he'd update them, soon.

Markus tries to slow Connor from stripping his clothes off in a lust-filled haze. It doesn't work as Connor's clothes are discarded like strips of tissue paper.

Connor has this wild look in his eyes, along with curled, unkempt hair, and that look.

Connor had completely stopped moving with the exception of his harsh breathing cooling heated systems and minute shivering. He'd switched tactics.

It wasn't the perfected form, but Markus didn't mistake it either: Connor was hunting Markus. He was going to get what he wanted one way or another.

Markus was so turned on right now and he'd really have to delve into the subject matter at a later date but for now, he knew he was meant to strip.

Once Connor was assured that he was going to be successful in this particular mission, nothing could stop the running jump that had him careening into one very ready Markus.

Connor feels right in his arms, in this type of intimacy and it's what helps him move with the wildcard that is Connor. The kiss isn't gentle initially, all teeth and frayed nerves. Its not until Markus finally gets Connor manhandled into a position with his hand buried in his curly locks and him buried to the hilt in Connor, burning this malware away together, hoping Connor will remember their conversation somewhat, even as he scratches at Markus arms with his back bowed, his mouth dropped open like its the best feelings in his life.

Markus can attest its the best feeling in his as he drapes over Connor's body , moving with purpose and love for this man, ashamed it took this to show it in this form.

After Markus has burned himself into Connor and the malware away, Markus sits with a in stasis Connor. They'll talk about this situation after Connor got his pelvis realigned and a clean bill of "health" on the destroyed malware.

It was was a long time coming but Markus couldn't regret it being him to have been there. He loved Connor.

#rk1k #rk1000 #conkus #ask #anonymous #citrus #long as fuck #small story i guess lol #🌸post #sex pollen #sex malware #marnor #connor x markus

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delfiniela · 4 years

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scary love - digital time oneshot

UUUUUUMMM THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THAT I WRITE SOMETHING LONG IN ENGLISH SOOOOO ITS PRETTY BAD AAAANND HAS HELLA TYPOS

Also this is inspired on the song scary love by the neighborhood

uuuuuuu enjoy

*Scary love* Colin has never experienced any kind of romantic love, or love in general, nobody has ever told him "I love you" or hugged him, but it was something that he used to deal with, and after all, he was a machine, romance or having feelings for someone else in general wasnt important to him, or at least thats what he thought But things changed when he met Tony. Colin admits that at first he thought that they would never get along well because Tony was a really serious person and didnt like Colin's small pranks at all so they ended up in small arguments, but for Colin's relief, he was wrong, and with the pass of time, they stopped fighting and started to have more respect to each other. They began to do stuff together, at first just casual stuff, watching tv together or have casual talks, but at the end they ended up spending more time together, knowing each other better Colin started to admire how Tony could perfectly work under preassure or manage any problem that the other teachers caused, keeping a serious imagine, but also, being sentimental as well when it was the time, cheering up or helping the others. He also started to realize that he liked a couple of small things about the clock man, like the small and almost interceptible smiles that he gave him everytime they exchange glances that always made the robot's metallic heart beat fast for some seconds, or how he listened every stupid theory that he told, or how he tried to play videogames with him, even if he always falied leaving Colin as the winner, or how he enjoyed his company in silence. Colin didnt understand what he was feeling for Tony, but decided that he would process it later, he was now talking with the clockman about their future lessons. - About all of the digital stuff.. I think im just going to talk about the 3 essential things that the students can do.. - That sounds good! - Tony answered as he put his arm on Colin's shoulder in a friendly way Don't touch ME! Thats all Tony heard before Colin roughly pushed him away. "That's it.. now he's gonna get mad..." Colin looked up at Tony, expecting him to have an expression of anger, but for his surprise, Tony was looking at him worried, expecting some kind of answer for his unexpected reaction. - Im sorry... I-... its just.. somebody used to... not be friendly to me and now... I cant handle physical contact... The robot looked down ashamed, but the hand that Tony was lending to him made Colin look at him again. - I cant change the past.. but maybe I can help you to improve the present and maybe the future.. - Tony said with a sweet smile - what if we try some kind of training? - training? - Colin said confused, but with a but of hope - Yeah! Every day we can hold hands for a bit, the time that you feel comfortable, and when you decide to stop, we'll stop, and who knows?, maybe with the pass of time you feel at bit better about physical interacion, of course if you want - Tony explain as he looked at Colin with a smile on his face - That sounds great - answered Colin with hope on his voice Then Colin proceeded to gently hold the hand that Tony was lending to him At first he shyly hold Tony's hand, but ended up holding it a bit more thigtly, at least for some seconds until he decided that it was enough physical contact. Tony proudly smiled at Colin - You did it great! Im sure that you'll end up hugging someone if we keep trying - said Tony, making Colin smile. And so they did, the small training took time, a lot of time, but Tony always did his best to make Colin feel comfortable, being patient with him, and Colin aprecciated this. Then one day Colin decided that he was prepared enough to try to do something more than hold hands with the clockman So when the time of the small training came, instead of the usually holding hands, Colin shyly put his hands over Tony's shoulders. Tony looked at him a bit confused but didnt stopped him and instead decided to calmly smile at Colin. That gave Colin the confidence enough to lean on Tony and hug him. At first struggling a bit, but ended up thigtly hugging him. That took Tony by surpirse, but didnt hesistate in gently hug the robot back. Colin was more than happy, he felt safe in Tony's arms, he felt cared, he felt.. he still wasnt sure about what he was exactly feeling, but he liked it and didnt want it to stop. The hugs became something more casual after that day, even if it was harás for Colin to ask for one, Tony knew exactly when the robot needed one by just looking at him and Colin adored that, reciving hugs from the clockman made him feel good and in some strange way, special. But reciving hugs from Tony wasnt the only thing that made him felt special, reading books with him, cuddling, even if was a bit, with him, sightly holding his hand or made him smile made him feel special and good as well. The robot had found happiness in the clockman's happines. But why? Colin started to think And think.. And think... And think... The realization finally came He was in love with Tony That's why he felt safe in his arms, the reason why his heart beated faster when the clockman looked at him, or why he felt special when he was with him. Thats the emotion he have been feeling, love how? he was a robot, an average machine he wasnt meant to have emotions he wasnt meant to be loved "Colin, are you alright?" The sighlty concerned tone of Tony's voice interrumpted his thoughts. Colin looked at the clock, who was looking at him with a small smile. - Hey Colin are you ok? You looked a bit distracted- Colin started to shake, that was to much to process, love was a emotion out of his understanding. - C- Colin? - the smile of Tony's face disappeared Small oil tears started to stream down the robot's face. - Colin- what's wrong??? - said Tony concerned - I don't understand, Tony... for the first time I dont understand something - Understand what? - Love.. Colin covered his face with his hands, ashamed - Colin... emotions aren't meant to be understood, are meant to be felt. Tony put his hands over Colin's hands and gently uncovered his face - Its just.. no one has ever cared for me as much as u do.. Tony looked at Colin's eyes and wiped away one of his tears - and.. I don't understand why.. but.. it makes me feel.. good.. - It makes you feel loved.. - But why would you care about me in the first place??? - said Colin with a broken tone on his voice Tony couldnt help but giggle at the question, making the robot look at him confused - You really hadnt got it yet? I love you, Colin - W- what??? - Colin was getting red - what you heard, I love you - said Tony again - why do you think I like to spend my time with you? - B- But why?? - Colin was blushing a lot - im just an average computer - you are more than that to me, you make me feel happy, you made me smile, you have made my days special - said Tony as he gently caressed Colin's cheek Colin didnt think anymore and kissed Tony. - I love you too.. Tony smiled again and gave Colin another kiss And while Colin happily looked at Tony, he came to the conclusion that even if emotions were scary, they made him feel alive, and he was more than happy to feel loved by Tony.

#don’t hug me i’m scared #dhmis #dhmis 2 #dhmis 4 #dhmis tony #dhmis clock #dhmis colin #dhmis computer #dhmis fic #dhmis ship #dhmis digitaltime #dhmis tony x colin #fanfic #oneshot #digitaltime #dhmis digital time #digital time #tony the clock #tony the talking clock

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just-another-haikyuu-blog · 3 years

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Best friends.. but more💕

Takanobu Aone × fem!reader

Tags: NSFW,, biting,, daddy/princess petnames,, heart break

Tw: drinking, drunk sex,,

Word count: 1800+

Im a wee bit drunk atm if yall find any grammar errors or would like tags or tws I could add message me and let me know. Other than being drunk Im also new to tagging stories so sometimes I don't pay attention 😅

NSFW under the cut♡

It was sometimes rather odd being best friends with Aone. Everyone else in your class and well the whole school seemed to think he's so intimidating. Which is kinda funny considering its based on his height. When in reality hes just a big ol teddy bear.

You were rather glad no one really knew him like you did. Still he wasn't very talkative when you two hung out but you could tell by his body language that he always had a good time. Especially when you two played games together. Who would imagine this very stiff, quiet guy actually gets angry when he loses at video games. It wasnt very noticable until he'd always makes an excuse to go get snacks every time he would lose. You caught him quietly fuming to himself in the kitchen after a couple times. Which turned into many times of sneaking out of his room just to watch him and having your heart race trying to make it back so he wouldn't know that you essentially were stalking him in his own home. It was then you realized maybe your feelings toward him were for more than just friendship. A thought you'd never have expected to have towards your best friend. So you shook it off everytime you felt it a little more not wanting to hurt your relationship.

After graduation things stayed the same mostly. The only real difference was after you two had gotten jobs and places of your own and it was a bit harder to spend time together. So when you two had time to spare you were either at his house or him at your apartment. It was never abnormal for you two to stay the night together. Most of the time you'd drink and play games together. Which really wasnt very often lately because your boyfriend didn't like another guy spensing the night.

It didnt matter how many times you told him that Aone is just your best friend and nothing more. He never believed you. Finally after countless texts and calls of Aone asking to come over you decided to go to his place. You got drunk and vented to him about everything, eventually passing out. Being the sweet guy he is Aone helped you to the couch and covered you up. The very next day you woke up to multiple calls and messages from your boyfriend. It was clear he was pissed but you shrugged it off and stuffed your phone in your pocket. You explained the situation and Aone offered to drive you home. It didnt seem like too big a deal that was until you made it home. Your boyfriend standing next to his car outside your place. Seeing you with Aone made him furious. "I guess Im gonna go sort this out. I'll text you later." you said before exiting the car.

Immediately your boyfriend dragging you up to your apartment. Not even two seconds inside and he berates you with questions. "Were you at his place last night? Is that why you weren't home this morning? Did you fuck him? I cant believe-" you stopped him right there and told him plainly "No. I didn't fuck him. I missed my best friend and I got drunk and passed out. If it werent for that I'd have come home last night." None of it seeming to have any bit of a difference to him. He shook his head with a deep scowl on his face, "We're done." he said and walked out the door. You didnt try to stop him and just let him go.

It took a while for the sadness to hit but when it did you got pretty depressed because you actually really liked the guy. But in the end you werent going to give up your best friend time for some guy no matter how much you liked him.

A couple days after the break up you had went out drinking with your work and got absolutely shitfaced. Thankfully one of your coworkers got your phone. "Dont worry y/n I called a friend to come get you. He should be here any minute." You were barely coherent to what she said and ended up face down in your food crying.

Aone finally showing up, and everyone being in awe of his demeanor towards you. They all drunkenly tell him how good a boyfriend he is. He didnt correct them, just thanked them for calling and said that he'd take care of you. He rubbed your back and leaned down to say "Y/n Im here to take you home. Hop on my back Ill carry you." Your coworkers cheering him on yet again for being so sweet. You being wasted beyond belief got entirely too excited at the idea of a piggy back ride. It took a couple tries but you eventually got on his back.

The walk to his car was kind of cold and your nose was especially suffering. "Aoneee~ my nose its- *hiccup* c-cold." You said right before you snuggled your face into his warm neck. The smell of him almost making you melt. You leaned up into his ear "aoneeeee," you said with such a pouty tone, "A-o-ne Ivee got a seeecret.. I think I might like you.. e-even in high school." You lean back down to nuzzle your face into his neck not noticing how much the tall silent man was blushing. He didn't really say much back and honestly you didn't really notice from how drunk you were.

You hadnt even realized that at some point he had put you in his car. He decided to just take you back to his house since it was closer. You ended up falling asleep blabbering about how hot you were and trying to take off your clothes. Pulling up you were still out of it and thankfully clothed since you were too drunk to get them off. He picked you up and carried you inside up to his bed. Normally you would sleep on the couch but with how things were tonight he'd take the couch.

He laid you down and gathered up a tshirt and some of his sleeping pants, which were way too big. He woke you up enough to have you change clothes and tuck you in. "If you need anything at all Im right on the couch." He stood up to walk to the door. Only to have you grab his hand and pull him down over top of you. "don't go." You said in barely a whisper almost whining. Looking down at you in this way causing his body to react to you like it never has before. Almost making him leave immediately, seeing as how you werent in your right mind, but the way you tugged at him he let you win. He moved over to the other side of you whispering back "okay but once youre asleep im going to the couch."

He laid there looking at you thinking about what you had said when he picked you up and this overwhelming feeling of wanting you filled his mind. You in search of warmth rolled over to cuddle your back against him. Your body kind of going on its own at this point from your drunken and slightly horny state. He had no idea what to do and felt a panic wash over him before you grabbed his arm and wrapped it around you. Feeling the neediness of how his hand held your waist your ass began grinding against him. His hand gripping you tight trying to keep his composure forcing a low moan out of you and the words flowed out of your mouth, "Aone please♡ touch me please." Thats all it took for him to break. You could feel both hands now on your waist pulling you into him grinding his hard cock against your ass. Every thrust and his tightening grip forcing a moan out of you.

The pants he gave you slowing riding down leaving you in just his shirt. He freed a hand to roam over your body and leaned down just barely breathing over your neck before running his tongue along your skin to find the most sensitive spot. You gasped at how good it felt. A little further he thought, just a nip right there in that sensitive little spot. Grabbing your hips as you grinded against him begging for more. "Pleasee Aone more.. bite me more mmm please" gasping between every word. He obliged and sunk his teeth into you. He immediately felt your body tense up as you moaned for more from him "Aone♡ fuck- fuck me please." "You sure?" He said back. Your hand reaching back to grab his lengthy throbbing cock "yesss~ mmmm fuck you're so big" stroking it listening to his quiet moans in your ear turning you on even more. Enjoying the feeling of your small hands fondling him so needily. Pushing him so close to his climax he had to remove your hand before wound up cumming all over your backside. The pleasure overcoming his mind he rolled you over to your back legs falling off to either side of him he looked you over as you watched him pull off his shirt, his muscles gleaming from all the sweat. "Fuck.." you gasp breathlessly.

"Like what you see, princess?" His words like honey to you. "Mmm fuck yes daddy, I like every.. last.. bit of what I see~" Barely able to get your words out before he thrust his big throbbing cock inside you. "Mmf♡ fuck~ oh fuck~~" Your moans fueling his lust filled mind as he went harder just to see your expressions as the pleasure took you over. Your words jumbled as you barely were able to get out anything between moans. The squelching between your legs at every thrust on top of the low moans coming from his lips driving you mad as you felt him hitting the deepest part of you. "Mmmf♡ i-i.. fuc- i-mmmm im cu-" your moan cutting you off as you came all over his thick cock. The feeling of your walls tightening around him sending him over the edge he grunted grinding himself deeper inside you painting your insides in his juices. His moans stifled by your mouth as you pulled him down into a deep kiss. Neither of you having the want to move just laid there intertwined. Exhaustion taking over you both passed out almost simultaneously.

You woke up to an empty bed and your clothes folded neatly on the dresser. Only remembering bits and pieces from the night before but enough to know what had taken place in this bed right where you were laying. Your face as red as a beet you pulled the covers up over yourself, almost wanting to squeal. You heard the knob twisting and you laid back down pretending to be asleep. You could hear him walk in closer and closer until it felt like he was right over you and your eyes snapped open. His face directly above yours he leaned forward and kissed you and scooped you up with the covers you were rolled up in. Your face hot and embarrassed as to the suddenness, " Wh-what are you doing??" He smiled down at you continuing on, "Don't worry princess, Im just taking you to the bathroom so you can clean yourself up.. unless of course you want to continue last night?" Every bit of the night before flooded your head as he sat you down. You almost couldnt believe it. Slightly embarrassed you knew if you didn't take this chance now you'd hate yourself for it later. Dropping the blankets you pulled him into the bathroom. "You helped make the mess now you can help clean it." A tiny smirk crossed his mouth and you knew you were going to get way more than you bargained for.💕

#takanobu aone × fem!reader #haikyuu #drinking #part 2?#takanobu aone

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rainingspellforlove · 4 years

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with you.

(Inspired by tbz in new york while bbangnyu shared the same bed 😩✊)

morning comes and the sunlight already shines from the window. the sun warms the room that has been cold since the night. the air conditioner is already turned off in the midnight since the night was colder because of the rain. the bed is filled by one giant guy and his one and only love, the tiny one. the tiny one was curled up inside the blanket while hugging the giant guy like a koala. then, the tiny guy still feels so cold so he hugged the giant guy even tighter.

“im freezing” chanhee said while curled up to younghoon

younghoon still half awake and lookin at his boyfriend while hugging him tighter too.

“but i already turned off the aircon though.. let me warm you up and just continue your sleep hun”

chanhee nodded and tried to sleep again. younghoon hugs his curled boyfriend while carressing his soft hair.

actually, chanhee didnt allow younghoon to sleep here last night. but younghoon insisted. last night, they watched movie together and they stayed at the 24 hours coffee shop for a long time until midnight. it’s their habit actually. they liked to spend their time together every weekend until midnight but usually younghoon just dropped chanhee in front of his apartment then went home to his condo. chanhee was so surprised at younghoon that suddenly want to crash at his apartment. they are indeed boyfriends, they hugged, they kissed, but they havent spent the night together.

“chanhee-ya, let me sleep here”

“wait- what?” chanhee seems so surprised

“let me sleep here tonight okay? pleaseee”

“w-why? it’s not a bad thing for you to go home at this hour right..” he panicked

“no, it’s not like that hun, i want to feel how it feels like seeing you the first moment i wake up.. pleasee” younghoon whined like a baby

“b-but my room is a mess.. n-no, just go home, your bed is better than mine”

then younghoon pouted and keep whining in front of chanhee’s apartment.

“so you dont want to see me after waking up :( okay then im going home“ younghoon puts his sad and pouty face and walked out from the door.

it’s not like chanhee didnt want younghoon sleeps next to him but he’s scared that his heart will explode while sleeping beside him. then chanhee made a quick move and held younghoon’s hand.

“no it’s not like that younghoon-ah, then fine you can stay here..”

younghoon turned back and smiled widely like a puppy. he got a big step and kissed chanhee’s forehead.

“eish. what a big baby” chanhee smiled afterwards

they eventually didnt straight go to sleep after that, they had their own midnight’s talk in chanhee’s bed. they just talked about everything that crossed their minds that night. they laughed so much. chanhee adored how younghoon always made him smile like this. younghoon is like a big baby with the softest heart ever. he’s the definition of angel for chanhee. he always be thankful that younghoon could be his. younghoon talked a lot and chanhee just smiled while listening to younghoon. when younghoon got a time to story telling, it will never ends but chanhee never gets bored of it. he enjoyed younghoon’s storytelling even it’s just so weird sometimes. he just loved eveyrthing about younghoon. then younghoon caught chanhee that just silently listening while staring to younghoon not giving a single respon.

“hey, is my story not interesting though? why are you being quiet hun?”

“no of course not, it’s interesting. i love it.. i just love it so much until i can not give a respon to it.”

“oh... is it?” then younghoon smiled.

“ehm, of course.” then chanhee smiled while staring at younghoon softly.

then they were being silent for a while, and chanhee cant help not to stop staring at younghoon. he never thought that he will be this happy right now, having younghoon beside him. he’s scared that it’s just a dream. so chanhee just-

in this quiet and cold night, chanhee didn’t know what’s going on on his head that night.

“younghoon-ah”

“hm?”

chanhee leaned closer and finally kissed him on the lips.. younghoon got a bit surprised but he knew they both wanted it so younghoon pulled chanhee’s waist closer and continue the kiss softly. chanhee circled his hands on younghoon’s neck and younghoon keeps pulling chanhee’s waist closer. chanhee was in younghoon’s laps and he curled his legs in younghoon. they kissed passionately until both of them were out of breath. chanhee pulled himself first from the kiss. then younghoon just smiled widely and giggled. they still on their position after that. and chanhee keeps looking down didnt want to see younghoon in front his face. their faces just few inches from each other. chanhee was blushing red like a tomato.

“shut up” chanhee said

“i know you’re not listening to my story, you can always tell me that you want a kiss hun” younghoon giggled

“just shut up” while attacking younghoon’s chest with his tiny hands

“look at me” younghoon said softly

“no im shy..”

“chanhee-ya... come on look at me hun”

then younghoon lifted chanhee’s chin with his left hand. finally chanhee looked at younghoon’s eyes. chanhee’s heart really wants to explode at this time. younghoon’s eyes that were beautiful as the pearls. everytime chanhee looked at those eyes, he’s like drowning into them and cant go back anymore.

“i love you” younghoon said it softly.

they rarely said i love yous to each other because it’s just words, they already feel the loves for each other while just being together. then chanhee held younghoon’s face softly and pressed their forehead together.

“i love you more” chanhee smiled.

after that, younghoon moved closer and kissed chanhee again. they kissed again way more passionately than before. younghoon puts his hands on chanhee’s waist and pulling him closer. they both melted in thier kisses on that night. they kissed so long in the middle of the night until they decided to sleep after that.

rain suddenly poured while they’re sleeping hugging each other that night. the air became colder and colder. chanhee was freezing inside the blanket and younghoon pulls chanhee closer and hugs him even tighter.

“are you cold hun?”

chanhee nodded while moving his head closer to younghoon’s chest.

younghoon turned of the air conditioner and covered chanhee with the blanket and hugged him closer.

“better?”

“yes thankyou. it’s warmer because you’re here hugging me”

“you look like a koala right now you know that? lets sleep like this until morning” younghoon smiled while looking at chanhee who pressed again his body like a koala. chanhee was too cute to handle , younghoon loves him even more.

“ehm, night younghoon”

“sweet dreams hun.” younghoon gave a lil kiss to chanhee’s lips. then they fell asleep together.

chanhee feels like this morning when he woke up is the best morning of all mornings he ever had. having his boyfriend beside him like this and hugging him tightly. if it was a dream, he never wants to wake up.

“younghoon-ah, it’s not a dream right” said chanhee half awake

younghoon got flustered at chanhee’s sudden question and he smiled

“do you want a proof that it’s not a dream?”

chanhee nodded

younghoon moves his head closer and kissed chanhee’s face. younghoon just kissed chanhee’s forehead, then his nose, his cheeks, and his lips. and did it for countless times. chanhee was blushing red.

“stop i believe it right now. eish”

younghoon laughed and he pulls chanhee closer by his waist.

“it’s not a dream dummy, im here okay? and i never leave you”

“hm i know.. this just still feels surreal though.”

younghoon smiled and hugs chanhee rightaway..

“hmm i just think of a good idea”

“what is it?”

“i will stay here every weekend and you cant say no.”

“what-”

“you love it anyway, and you need me to hug you, you’re easily got freezing. im worried that you’ll get sick if you often get cold and you’re here by yourself”

“you’re right..”

“and we can do other ‘’things” too”

“what things”

younghoon smiled and whispered to him softly

then chanhee just

“YAH!” chanhee pushed him from the bed until he fell down. chanhee blushed again and again

“aw it hurts hunn, but you kissed me first, i know that you wanted it too” younghoon groaned and laughed at the same time

“eish!! youre annoyingg”

chanhee finally got up from the bed and tidied up his bed.

“i will go showering, you can shower after me” chanhee said

then younghoon got up from the floor and quickly caught chanhee from the back while hugging him then he whispered

“why dont we shower together?” teased younghoon with his wide smile

then chanhee blushed again and tried to get away from younghoon but ofcourse younghoon is way stronger so he cant get away.

“lemme gooo you giant!”

“lets stay a while like this chanhee-ya” younghoon puts his head on chanhee’s shoulder while hugging chanhee’s waist from the back.

younghoon closed his eyes. he enjoyed chanhee’s scent from his neck. he just loves chanhee so much. then they stayed like that for a while.

“what do you want to do today?” chanhee breaks the silence

“it’s up to you, i’ll just cling on to you this whole day” said younghoon while hugging chanhee tightly

“big baby, lets eat outside then, i dont have any foods here.”

younghoon just nodded still with his eyes closed enjoying chanhee’s scent. then chanhee turned his head right to younghoon’s head in his shoulder, and pressed his lips softly on younghoon’s.

finally younghoon knew that chanhee always wants him as he wants chanhee too. they kissed for a while until chanhee pulled out.

“l-let me shower first. “ said chanhee panickedly and younghoon giggled.

chanhee went to the bathroom quickly and showered.

maybe this is the first time chanhee take a first action. chanhee was scared to express his feelings but after being with younghoon, he wants to express his excessive loves for younghoon thoroughly. as he loves younghoon so much. there will be lot of these sweet morning comin through. loving this big baby, kim younghoon, is the best decision that ever chanhee made in his life.

-fin

#younghoon #chanhee #new #theboyz #fanfic #bxb #fanfiction #bbangnyu #ju-yeonnfics

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Hi! I have just learned about the term genderfluid, and I dont really know if thats the explaination for some things I feel - I don‘t know if thats what I am, or if the things I experience really fit this term. I am a female, but as a kid I always had short hair and I only wanted to wear boy clothes. I once put a dress on at like 7 because I wanted to, but it felt like I was trying to pretend to be a girl - even though I was one? I also pretty much only had boy friends, and loved soccer and playing in the dirt. I also liked horses, but not nearly as much as the other girls - when school started most of them had backpacks with ponys on them, mine had fish. xD I started wondering if maybe I was a boy during the ages 6 - 10, because I was asked constantly if I was a boy or a girl. I always said I was a girl, but kids can be mean - the next question would be pull your pants down and prove it, you dont look like it.

I knew that at 12 years old I would have to go to a new school, and the school was pretty known for bullying. Out of fear to be a target I let my hair grow out from age 10 on, and when I started at the new school it was long. I still dressed kinda boyish, wore a lot of plaid shirts, but I also wore pink things sometimes. I actually forgot that I didn‘t grow my hair out willingly, I talked to my mom about it a few months ago, saying that I couldnt remember what changed that I wanted long hair - and she said I didnt actually want to, but that I was scared of the bullying. Ever since that young age of 6 I went through phases questioning if I was a boy, because being a girl just didnt always seem to be right! However I‘m not sure if it didnt feel right just because hobbies and clothes are so strongly gendered, and I just wanted to have short hair, boy clothed and my soccer ball - in peace, without the questions. So being a boy would have been easier in that aspect, because no one would have questioned anything about me in that case. But because I also wasn‘t so sure that I would want to go trough actual transitioning to a boy, I realized that I probably wasn‘t transgender. There were times where I compeletely forgot about this worry of mine, and then suddenly I would look into the mirror, or see or hear something, and a weird feeling would start to creep up again - am I maybe a boy? Now I‘m 20, and I have been pushing these thoughts away for a while. I came to the decision that I dont really care, Im not that bothered by my female body that I feel the need to change everytime I see myself, and I dont feel horrible if someone calls me a she/woman/girl - its just, some days I wish I didnt have breasts because they annoy me, and I would like to be flat so that some of the men shirts I own would look better. However I never feel the need to have a penis, because thats as much as a statement as breasts, I’m fine with my vagina because it isnz showing in any way through clothes. Other days I like showing cleavage, some days getting called a she just leaves a bit of a weird feeling in my stomach. Sometimes I like make up, (Eyeliner most of the time), other days putting lip stick on makes me feel like a clown. These things are present enough in my life that the thoughts about what I am creep up from time to time, but they are not so present that its always on my mind. Sometimes my mannerism arent really female - around my female friends I kinda have always felt like the elephant, not moving as gracefully, not talking as softly, not sitting that woman like - my mannerisms just seem to be more men like then my other female friends, but they are more female then most of my male friends.

Because transitioning fully to a man is not an option for me (waaay to unsure with what I am, and also most of the times I‘m fine with my body I think) I just sort of pushed it all away. I also have never tried to embrace my „male side“ more - I dont want to be judged or to be asked questions if I suddenly show up with a baseball cap and a typical men hoodie. I also dont want everyone to think I am a butch lesbian, because thats the first thing people would think. I feel like if I could wear and behave however I wanted, and no one would care or ask questions, there would be days where I would wear a baseball cap and a hoodie, chewing gum and drinking a beer and just sit on my car, chilling. And there would be days where I would wear a dress, have flowers in my hair and have a picknick or something. So far I have only really lived the female side of this - and with clothing I kinda compromise, if I wear a male sweater I wear tight jeans or make up, to even it out a bit. Enough for people to notice Im probably not a girly girl, but not enough to make them look twice or to question my style or gender or sexuality.

Ive been thinking about embracing the clothes side of men a bit more, because I lost some weight and I‘m a little less curvy then before, so men shirts start to look kinda better then before. However, I am terrified to embrace any of this whole gender fluid stuff - what if I just surpressed being trans or something? Or if I try it out and after that it becomed unbearable to not be able to fully live being genderfluid? Right now I can deal with it - I would wish to embrace it more, but I can mostly handle not being really able to do so. I am afraid that this will change if I get a taste of it. Also I am kinda questioning everything in regard to gender - because if no one had ever commented on me looking like a boy, if not everyone around me had despreatly tried to put me in some box, I dont think I would ever have started to worry about all of this, I would have just been me. So maybe I am just a female but I’m not fitting the stereotypes that are put upon genders? Sexuality wise Im attracted to men, however I believe we fall in love with souls not bodies. Still most of the time I cant see myself being intimate with a women, but then suddenly some days I can - maybe pan? I think this whole gender topic didnt really bother me that much for a while because I was only aware of trans, and that didnt really fit me - so I just left it. Then I heard of non binary, but like I said mostly im fine, also I wouldnt want to be called they/them I think so that didnt really fit either. But now with this genderfluid stuff I heard of something that might fit me, so Im having a slight identity crisis right now to be honest.

I would just absolutely love to hear your thoughts on all of this - would you say gender fluid could be the right description for me? Or something else? Am I just insane? xD Do you know someone who experiences gender fluid similarly to me? Because most despriptions are that the change of gender is extreme and suddenly, and with me its more a way of expressions, clothes and weird feeling.

Sorry for the insanely long text!

It’s ok. Your gender identity is fluid. Non binary meaning you don’t identify as a man or women. Both non binary and genderfluid can coexists and you can identify as both. As for pronouns it’s entirely up to you. Not everyone who is non binary uses they/them pronouns. It’s not a requirement.

It would also seem you hardly have gender dysphoria since most trans people have it. It’s ok to identify as trans without having dysphoria, it’s not a requirement either.

But I do think genderfluid fits very well with what you are feeling. I recommend having a support group in case people are transphobic to you. However, since politics is a bitch, people will side with the transphobes so your only choice is to find solidarity with others who know and understand LGBTQ issues.

Thanks for the ask tho!! ☺️☺️💘💕💞💖💗💓

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ruritto · 5 years

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Hello ahhh I know everyone is on the prisoner felix bandwagon but but omg I found you when you posted about the jealous sylvain and everyone loving felix and thats just ahhhh perfect!! And I cant find any good fics like that and just if you are still doing prompts I would love to read more about it or if you want to expand on that or just SOMETHING I would love you I mean I already love you with all the sylvainxfelix you post but anyway I'm sorry to bother you and or if I dont make sense sorry

Skdlnglag anon please come to me any time you want to talk about that cause Jealousy fics are *chef kiss* anyway lemme try

Sylvain isn't gonna lie. When Professor Byleth chose their class he was very happy. The professor was unbeliavably attractive after all. Not to mention she really is an amazing teacher and a kind person. So yes, Sylvain was happy, the whole class was, so he was even willing to look pass the whole crest thing. Particularly Dimitri, who Sylvain is amused to see looks absolutely smitten with the professor, and even Felix who proceeded to ask for a spar everytime they had free time (Sylvain has needed to patch up his friend more time in the last few months, proving the professor's skill).

When students from the other Houses started transferring in, well, sure it was surprising but hey, they all got along and the girls who transferred were all beautiful women he was more than willing to get to know.

But then...

It starts with Dorothea. While his interactions with her haven't quite been... positive, he finds himself wincing as he watches her approach Felix while his training. He has to appreciate her guts. She may be husband hunting and the Fraldarius might be a good snag but to actually approach Felix...

Huh.

Sylvain pauses. Somehow... the thought doesn't sit well with him.

'It's just, I know Felix. It's not something he'd want' He thinks to himself with a shake of his head. And knowing his dear friend he'd offend Dorothea.

Grinning he enters the training grounds in time to watch the show. Felix of course rejects her invitation and outright shoos hee. He winces but can't help but snicker at the expected outcome, earning a frown from Dorothea as she passes. He's about to apologize for his friend and offer his own company when a noise of disgust from Felix stops him from following her,

"Must all of you interrupt me?" He demands.

Sylvain is chuckling and approaching before he even realizes he's doing it, "Aw, come on. And here I was being a good friend and inviting you to dinner,"

Rolling his eyes, Felix turns away to continue his training but Sylvain throws an arm over his shoulder, "Hey!"

"Come on! I'm hungry and I know you actually want to try the dish at the dining hall," he says physically dragging his friend, thankful for the height advantage and the fact the training sword is blunted. Felix still punches him in the side though, but only to demand he return his equipment and shower before their meal.

He winks at Dorothea as they pass, feeling oddly smug.

He'd thought that would be the last of it. After all, Felix is prickly and harsh at the best of times, outright cruel sometimes. But apparently the new students of their class are as immune as the rest of the Blue Lions.

He watches as both Annette and Mercedes spend more time with Felix, Mercedes actually once petting the swordsman's blue hair (The sight made him clench his fists to stop from grabbing Mercedes's wrist, the urge surprising him into inaction long enough for the two to walk out of sight).

He's seen Lysithea trying to force cakes at Felix and had considered warning her off only to see the two actually enjoying the sweet treats together a few weeks later. (He was honestly so surprised he could only stand there, eyes transfixed on Felix eating the cake)

Even scared little Bernie who had ran from Felix the first few weeks she'd joined their class now approached him to chat happily! (Something in his gut twisted horribly as he watched Felix listen to her attentively. It's odd... Usually Sylvain would be the one chasing down Felix not Felix chasing someone else)

Something snaps (and even he isn't aware what it is) when he goes to the training grounds to join Felix, knowing the other would be the only one crazy enough to start training this early. He can't help but shake his head in amusement because really? Did he miss Felix that much that he's waking up to train???

Except his plans are ruined as he comes in to the sight of Felix and Dorothea, already about finished sparring.

Felix had an amused smile on his face and Sylvain feels like someone poured freezing water on him. He plasters a smile on his face and makes his presence known.

"Well well, this is a surprise," he says, strutting forward, "Didn't expect you to get caught up in this guy's insane training,"

Dorothea shrugs, "We've come to an understanding,"

And what? What did that mean? He almost wants to ask but Felix butts in.

"Are we getting tea or are you two continuing to flirt?"

There's something in the way Dorothea glances from him to Felix then back that he feels he should worry about but he shakes it off raising an eyebrow at his friend. Felix wasn't really a tea person, as far as Sylvain knew he's only ever joined when it was the professor that asks, but those tea sessions were special. Odd but he could go with it.

Then the girl is wrapping her arms around Felix's surprising even him. "Fine, fine, you're right. See you Sylvain,"

Sylvain blinks. Oh. Them. The two of them were having tea. Not including him.

Felix shrugs and allows Dorothea to drag him away to tea.

"What.." he mutters as Dorothea throws a wink at him over her shoulder, just before the door shuts behind them, "What in Seiros' name!?"

Sylvain stands there for what feels to him like hours, confused. The twisting in his gut is uncomfortable know and Sylvain's brows furrows in confusion. Anger?.. No it wasn't that..

Then...

Jealousy??

But, he wonders, what is he jealous of??? That Felix got to have tea with Dorothea??? Why would he be jealous of that???

The answer hits him like one of Dimitri's over powerful punches.

Oh. He's jealous that Dorothea got to have tea with Felix. He's jealous Lysithea got to share her cakes with Felix. That Bernadetta cuaght Felix's attention enough to be chased down by Felix.

He can practically hear Felix's scoff of 'Moron' as his knees fold on him and he buries his reddening face in his hands.

When the hell did he fall for Felix!?

Confused and despodent Sylvain spends the day in the bar. Both he and the barmaids are shocked he barely pays them attention but he's too busy thinking about his revelation. What exactlt was he supposed to do after realizing he's probably in love with his best friend!?

Same best friend that ladies were now realizing was a catch.

The thought frustrates him because he's always known Felix was kind behind his cruel words. Always known Felix's training was to be strong enough to protect. He was the one Felix used to run to...

'Used to...' he groans and decides wallowing here drinking is doing nothing for him, making his way back to the monastery.

Of course, karma is out to get him and he bumps into Dorothea and Felix on his way back to his room.

Did they spend the whole day together??

The thought brings back his annoyance even as he watches Felix's expression go from flushed and surprised to confused to annoyed.

"Really, Sylvain? The bar? You really spent the whole day chasing skirt-"

Oh! Oh that was it! Sylvain did not spend the entire day in an existential crisis to be told that.

He scoffed, "Do you really have room to say that, Felix?"

Confusion before Felix realizes Dorothea is right beside him (the girl has smacked a palm across her face, which what??), and then Sylvain isn't even going to blame it on being drunk, as he stands there and does nothing as Felix's fist meets his face.

He groans, the force knocking him down.

"You!" Felix growls, "You utter imbecile! You're the one I-"

Biting down on his words Felix glares at him before stomping off, grumbling under his breath.

Well... fuck. He's really messed it up hadn't he?

"Well fuck Sylvain, you've really messed it up," Still clutching his cheek he looks up at Dorothea, "And after I've set it up perfectly too!"

What?

Sylvain is slightly drunk, and Felix's fist might have caused temporary brain damage but he's fairly certain the girl isn't making sense.

Crouching down before him, Dorothea gives him a look that tells him she thinks he's an absolute idiot. Which... okay fair. But nothing was making sense!

"Felix is in love with you, dummy," she sighs as if it's the most obvious thinf in the world (It is not! He would notice!), "I finally managed to get him to think it's a possibility considering how you reacted earlier when I asked him to tea,"

Oh.

"You boys are pretty dense," Dorothea states then thinks it over, "Well you are. Felix just follows your lead to much on this."

He flushes at the thought of Felix liking him.

And then promptly blanches.

Oh!

He's stumbling up, managing not to knock Dorothea over as he takes off running after Felix.

"Thanks Dorothea!" He yells back, "FELIX!! FELIX WAIT UP!!!!"

Catching up to Felix is a pain, and Sylvain is fairly certain he's dying.

Bent in half and panting, he's thankful he's stronger than Felix as the other tries to pull a bony wrist free from his grip.

Frustrated with the struggling, he takes one last gulp of air before throwing himself forward to catch Felix by the waist and hauling him up, face buried in his shoulder.

"What the hell, Sylvain!? You brute! Let go!" Felix demands.

Ignoring the slaps to his head, Sylvain tightens the hug, "I'm so so so sorry Felix," he starts, "I was being a jealous idiot. And then I was too dumb to even realize I was being jealous," Felix's stopped struggling now, looking at him in surprise, "And then I didn't know what to do and said that just cause I was jealous you were with Dorothea,"

He must look pitiful enough because all he earns is a light headbutt, "Yes you were being a moron. Why would you think I'd be interested in her anyway?"

Fair question. Felix has never shown interest in a woman. Which considering all that was revealed makes warmth bubble in his stomach.

His hold has loosened now allowing Felix back on his feet. The other stays close though grumbling against his shoulder, "It's always just been you... Our promise..."

Ah. That promise..

"I'm dumb," he says again, "I'm sorry,"

"Hmph, you're lucky I love you..." was said quiet enough he almost missed it, and then a louder, "I'm still going to kick your ass in training for being an imbecile,"

Uh. So yeah. Idk???? Hope you like it????

#sylvix #fic #fe3h #dumb boys

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damn-stark · 5 years

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Lost Legacy ch.5

A/N- This is just a filler chapter but it was needed :) next chapter is going to be interesting !! Hope you guys liked it :)

Warning- violence

Pairing- Peter Parker x Stark!reader , Tony x Stark Daughter! Reader (Platonic)

A/N- Here's the Spotify playlist thst i made for this series!!! Just songs that remind me of specific parts of the series. I'll add specific songs on some chapters but I’ll also add it on the masterlist for this series!!

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Tagged- @ellaorelizabeth , @camu-winchester , @reinyrei , @remakethestars , @euphoniumpets , @moonbearmeliox , @endgameendsme

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Chapter 4

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“Bring in experiment terra.” The man said over the speaker in a thick German accent. The door opened and a women pushed you into a room to familiar to you. Not seconds later another door opened and a man was pushed in, the door closed and the man quickly went up to the door and started pounding on the door. You took a better look at the man and saw that he had blood on his face from a cut. And his clothes was tore in some places. He gave up on the door quickly and turned to look at you when he noticed you looking. His eyes widen and backed into a corner. You were confused not knowing why you were here with this man. You looked over to where the scientist were hiding behind a glass wall.

You placed your hand on top of your silver bracelet and you played with it as you stood there not knowing what you needed to do. The man seemed terrified and seemed to be muttering something you couldn’t hear. You approached the man with caution and when he saw you getting close he looked up at you with so much fear. You’ve never seen this man in your life so you were confused why at the sight of you he was terrified. He brought his hands up and you noticed they were trembling the same as his body. “He’s betrayed our cause little terra do what must be done.” The scientist his thick German accent heard over the speaker. You knew what the words meant, it meant nothing else. You knew what needed to be done.

Now as you saw the man in the corner you understood his bruises and blood stained face. He had betrayed Hydra and hydra didn’t tolerate or give second chances to the ones who betrayed hydra. They only made an exception for their most prized experiments.

You looked at the man and thought that killing him wasn’t going to be hard. You’ve only trained to do this the ten years of life you’ve lived on this earth.But as you saw him and looked at your hand you knew your first time was going to be harder then you had hoped. Your brown eyes started turning into a lighter brown until they turned red. Fire wrapped around your hand and the man looked pale. You outstretched your hand ready to blast fire to the man in front of you but you couldn't do it. The sound of the door opening made you jump. You looked at the door and down at the man. The man noticed it to and looked between you and the open door quickly. He swung his leg to the side making you lose balance and fall. You caught yourself from hitting the floor completely and pushed your self up quickly.

The man took the open door as a way to get out. He was getting away but you couldn’t let him do that so you let your bracelet slide down and you turned it into a whip. You started following after the man and when he saw you he started sprinting. Your eyes turned into a white color as you created some wind. Using the wind you pushed the man to the wall. He fell down and grabbed onto his already bruised face. You took a couple steps forward and wrapped the whip around his neck and pulled him towards you. You pulled him back inside the room where you knew the scientist wanted you to bring him. This was some sort of test and an opportunity to make your first kill. You heard the man gasping for air as he lacked oxygen because because of the whip that was wrapped around his neck tightly.

You turned to look at the scientist who were watching your every move. You looked back down at the man and saw his face was red. You loosened the whip lightly so he could breath a little but you needed to do what was expected of you. Your eyes turned red again as your hand was wrapped with flames. You made the flames travel to the handle of the whip and down to the lash of the whip that wrapped around the man’s neck. He started to scream as the fire burnt his neck. You tightened the whip again and you had a scowl on your face but you didn’t mean it. In the inside you were broken and crying at what you were doing. As he screams got louder and you saw that his clothes began to burn you made the fire disappear and you let go of the man.

He fell on his hands as he gasped for air. You fell on your knees and began sobbing. You cant find it in your ten year old self to kill him. You heard the door open and multiple steps followed. You felt yourself get pulled up violently. The scientist from before gripped onto your cheeks and made you look at him. “Stupid child.” He said with so much hate in his voice. “Now you must see him die and later you pay for your failure.” He gripped onto your cheeks tightly and you knew it was going to make a bruise, he turned your head made sure you were looking. You tried to turn away but his grip on you was stronger. The sound of the gun went off and the man dropped to the ground. His now lifeless eyes looking at you. You sobbed louder and you were now being dragged away.

You knew what was coming and you tried to fight back but the scientist zapped you making you fold over. He brought you to your special room where they tortured you after failing at something or sometimes to teach you a lesson. You created flames and burned the scientists hand and he kicked you and zapped you making you stop and the flames disappear. “No! No! Please!! Please!”

“Please! Please! Plea—” you woke up quickly and your whole body was covered in sweat. Streams of tears flowed down your cheeks, you felt a hand on your shoulder and you when you turned you saw Natasha with a worried expression on her face. Without thinking you pushed yourself back to the corner of the bed.

“I’m not going hurt you. I promise I just heard you yelling and was worried.” She explained her self as she stood by the edge of the bed. You wiped the tears from your cheeks but they would still flow down slowly as flashes of your nightmares... or more memories popped through your head. Natasha saw how freaked out you were and sat on the edge of the bed. You brought your knees close to your chest and wrapped your arms around them as you rested your head on top of them hiding your face.

The room was quiet only thing heard was your sniffling both of you breathing quietly. Her being here brought you a sort of comfort. You would never tell her that but it did. When you would live out in the streets or sometimes in the shelters you would find you would get the memories too. But then you would wake up alone with no one to comfort your frantic state. You wouldn’t be able to sleep most of the times after but the rare times you did, it would be after you exhausted yourself from to much crying.

“I get them too you know.” She said breaking the silence. “The nightmares.. memories... I used to get them very bad too just like you but they’ve calmed down since then” she took a pause and you rose your head and payed attention to what she was saying. “I still get them though.. they’re just a part of us now. It’s our past that define us that make us who we are .” She said quietly as she looked at her palms. “I can’t sleep after I get them can you?”

“No.” you whisper as place your chin on top of your knees.

“I like to go train after it helps a lot... do you wanna join me?” You look up at her thinking about her offer. You know you won’t sleep even if you tried, you can try and close your eyes but you everytime you do you see flashes. You nod in agreement and she smiled slightly.

Slowly you would find yourself joining the other members in the living room or while going out to eat with them in the dining room. Some of them would be kinder then others would. Like Wanda she would try and make conversations with you. She’s the first one that tried to be your friend.

“How are you liking it here?” She asked as she saw that you were making your way to the dining room.

“Uhmm...Im here I suppose.” You say to her and she hums as a response. Being in a place like this felt weird. Something you weren’t used to. Here you didn’t have to steal or wait for food to be given to you. People didn’t hurt you for a small mistake. You were free to roam even if you couldn’t leave the facility you could still go outside. You liked it here it was better than any other place and they were trying to be kind to you and you knew that they were trying to make you belong.

“Yeah it is hard getting used to living here but you’ll get used to it. We’re all here for you. I’m here if you ever need help.” You muster up a smile at her words. “Now come on Steve is making breakfast today.”

When you walked into the dinning room the smell of freshly cooked food invaded your nose. It wasn't an uncommon smell but this smelled different it smelt better. It smelt like a home. When it came to serving yourself you got a little bit of everything not wanting to get in trouble.

“You’re looking at the food like if your going to somehow pay for it later, eat as much as you want no ones going to charge you and this is for all of us and this is your home now eat as much you want.” Steve said with a smile. You looked down at the small portion of food you had gotten and took his word to get more food.

The environment in the room throughout the remainder of breakfast was a light and happy one. Someone would make a joke and everyone would laugh. Their was smiles throughout the table as they talked to one another. You looked at all of them as they talked and laughed and ate. This isn’t at all like Hydra you thought. It’s much better. Natasha and Wanda were sitting next to you and they both talked to you. Natasha made a joke about Sam which you couldn’t help but laugh. It was unexpected you weren’t going to laugh but you did. And it made Natasha feel happy that you laughed and especially laughed at one of her jokes.

With the avenger compound being your new home you found that the lake by it to be peaceful and also one of your favorite spots. It would almost always just be you here which you didn’t mind. You picked up a small rock and threw it to lake making it skip. With your powers you lifted the water and brought the rock back to you and repeating the process multiple times.

“Enjoying the sun?” Steve asked as he approached you. You looked over at him and blocked the sun that hit your face making it hard for you to clearly see him. “Saw Tony arrive just now it shouldn’t take him long to come find you.” You turned to look back at the water and threw your rock again. Steve sat next to you and you couldn’t help but notice a journal in his hand. He opened it and flipped some pages and that’s when you noticed it was a sketchbook. You only saw flashes of his drawings until he came to a clean page.

“You draw?” You asked the curiosity getting the best of you. He nodded in agreement as he looked down at his journal. He then handed it over to you and you looked up at him confused.

“Take a look at them it’s okay.” You were hesitant but you grabbed the journal and looked through his drawings. You looked at them with awe. They were really good. You couldn’t but feel surprised at what you had seen. Hydra always told stories about the avengers and how they were nothing but evil that did nothing but destroy and kill. But now that you’ve escaped and got to be here is where you’re starting to realize that they’re so much more than what Hydra painted them to be.

A faint smile grew on your face as you saw a beautiful drawing of pretty women in what looked to be in military uniform, the background of the drawing was pretty and even if was in black and white it still seemed like it was full of colors and light. Steve must have noticed you admiring the specific drawing because he smiled. “Her name is Peggy... she’s someone I loved back before I went into the ice.”

“It’s beautiful.” You complimented as you handed him back his journal.

“You know if you’d want I could teach you a few things on drawing if you want of course... how does that sound?” Steve asked you. You looked away for a moment and realizing that you had nothing else to do and well the offer didn’t sound all that bad.

“Yeah that would be fine.” You said and he smiled. Not moments later you saw Tony coming your way. He had his sunglasses on and a smile on his face.

“Hey what’s up Capiscle. Avatar.” He said as he got closer. You gave him an icy look at the new nickname he’s been calling you. “I need some help with something in the lab you wanna help?” he asked you. You really wanted to give this daughter and father relationship a try so you accepted.

“sure.” you got up and he smiled. You followed him to his lab and you noticed he was quieter then usual. He would usually be going on and on about something in particular or he would be making jokes. You actually quite enjoyed his jokes and he must have noticed because he would come up with one joke every time he came over.

Spending time with him was fun even if a lot of the times you would just do something in the facility. He would show you movies you've missed out on that he loved or shows. Like the show Avatar. He had brought his long term girlfriend Pepper and she was very kind to you and understood your situation. Something you found quite odd was the tension between the both of them. Maybe that's what was wrong.

“You're not talking or making some sort of sarcastic comment are you okay?” you asked him. It had seemed that you talking had gotten him by surprise because you saw him jump slightly.

“uhh yeah just some problems with pepper but I'm alright.” you wanted to ask more on the matter but you also didn't want to be nosy. When you got to the lab he took his glasses off and talked to his A.I. A picture pooped up with what looked to be a layout of a suit. “ I started designing this suit a couple days after you got here its still not finished but I wanted your help to finish the rest.” you took a closer look at the suit layout and part of you couldn't believe that he would make something for you.

“for me?” you asked in a quiet voice.

“yeah it's for you.” his features softened at the way you questioned that. “ You can manipulate the elements of the earth so i wanted to adapt your suit to what you could do.” A real and genuine smile appeared on your face. It was things like these that showed you that he was really trying and showed you that their was people who really cared. At the sight of your smile it made him happy and couldn't help but have a smile of his own.

Tony played music as the both of you worked on your suit and the bracelet you wore that was really a hidden whip. The smile didn't disappear as you both continued working side by side. Much to his surprise you were quick to learn and understood all the difficult parts that came to making a suit. Turns out that you were a lot like him in the regards with tech and science. And also taste in music, a song came on and you couldn't help but move your head along with the beat.

“ You like this song?” He asked you.

“yeah it's good.” you looked up at him and he had a wide smile on his face as he turned the music up higher. “It's called should I stay or should I go by the clash one of my favorites too.”

As you continued listening to the song he got up and played the air guitar. You laughed as he song along to the song.

What you both didn't notice was that Steve and Natasha were watching you from outside the lab. They both looked at Tony and you with a weird look but a smile was visible.

“she's good for him.” Steve pointed out.

“yeah it's been a short time but he seems like she's changing him. He’s changing her too.” It’s been a short time since finding out the truth about your parentage but in that short time everyone in the facility could see the love Tony already had for you. And you were more new at this kind of thing but slowly you were growing to find that you also were caring for the man that was your long lost father. It would take some time but that’s something Tony understood. But for him he already knew that you were one of the most important things in his life. Sometimes he wished he could’ve met you since birth but he knew that thinking about what if..wasn’t worth it he had to live in the now and appreciate that he had even gotten to meet you. He was grateful that he had you now. It’s something deep inside he’s always wanted. Children of his own and now he has you. And he was going to try and be like his father never was. He was going to show you and tell you that he loved you in time and he was going to protect you. But he knew that it was going to be step by step and he didn’t mind the wait.

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2pinuz666 · 4 years

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Can you love a quirkless girl like me? (Bakugou x reader)

This is my first fanfic please be nice TTuTT

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Growing up at four years old you wanted to be a hero, with strong powers every child's dream. You had childhood friends that would talk about being the best hero, when there quirks developed. There hope and dreams gave a gleam of hope, to be a hero like all the other kids. after sometime i wasn't showing any signs, of developing a quirk.

Not having a quirk broke your dreams into dust, and ash you knew realistically you weren't going to be a hero. My mother told me that you dont need to be in a hero agency, or have some fancy power to be her hero. I went on with life with two childhood friends, but after they drifted apart. you drifted away from them, and you thought they had forgot about you. years had passed, and they grew into handsome men.

Midoriya a boy you though quirkless and equal to you, but it only turned out he developed a quirk late. You sighed again thinking about not having a quirk, and your mind drifted to bakugou the hot headed arrogant boy. When you where watching the sports festival, you watched bakugou give his speech. Bakugou ended up where he said he would be, number one.

Growning up after he found out you where quirkless he just stared at you, you didn't know if it was shock in his face. Everytime you tried to play hero with him he would avoid you. Till one day he confront you alone: "(name) when are you going to get it?" Bakugou gripping you by the shirt "your never going to be a hero, you might as well become deku's wife you useless girl" as he shouted this in your

Face you just looked at him in shock and utter pain "dont ever think about becoming a hero stupid girl" after that you begged your mother if you can move to another school.

You wiped you eyes at the memories of your childhood, and though to yourself 'why am I being so depressed?' You gridded your teeth in frustration. You up from bed, and looked out the window to see a sunny summer morning.

you yawned, and stretch while getting dressed for the day; you heard your mother call "(name) I'm getting ready for work, while I'm out can you pick up some groceries? there's some money, and a list on the counter!" she yelled while slamming the front door, and rushed outside.

Sighing to yourself you scratched at your head, and took your time to get ready knowing that it was a summer. you had nothing to worried about. It was going to be Noon soon, so you decided to get going.

While walking to the nearest market, you where minding your business; when a strange man started to follow you. You though to yourself that the creep was just going to the same market as you. So you shrugged it off your shoulders, when you noticed that he was still following you back home you stopped; near a close by ally. the creepy man grabbed your arm, and grabbed your mouth. You where struggling from the creeps grip; as he covers your mouth, and feel your body with his free hand. You bit his hand and screamed. The creep picked you up pushed you back, and punched you in the right cheek almost knocking you out.

You cried out in pain as you see the man about to make a fist, and strike you again. you flinch putting your hands to your face, and turning your head. Waiting for the next blow only to hear a distant. shoe running on cement, and a loud explosion you open your eyes. You saw the creep passed out on the ground, and you look up. You saw a handsome blond hair man, with muscular built body.

Bakugou looked at this familiar woman, he noticed how frail and weak she was. 'Was this (name), ' he though to himself. Bakugou noticed the puffy bruises, while staring at (name) for awhile he noticed that (name) clothing where all torn and ripped.

You looked up to recognized bakugou starting down at you, with a soft gaze he held your cheek where the creep had punched you. Reminding bakugou to turn the creep into the police station. I hesitated noticing his stares at my breasts, and you looked down to see the sate of your clothing. slapping him from where you stood, he seemed to snap out of his gaze and screamed "what the fuck (name), I just saved you from this bastard and you slap me?!"

Your face bright red while trying to hide your body, from the gazing eyes of bakugou. Bakugou sighed taking off his shirt, "you better put this on" he emitted a low grumbled voice. Taking the shirt from him you put on the shirt taking in a huge waft of caramel.

After you put the shirt on he called up the police, and you explained what happened and how bakugou saved you. After the police left he sweaped you off your feet, and started to walk you home.

Bakugou "your still a weak quirkless girl huh?" Getting upset you push youself out of his grip, and get up from the ground and start walking. "what makes me so weak I never needed a quirk, and so what if you helped me!" You said walking ahead of him towards your house.

Bakugou getting frustrated at (name) he the continue to follow (name) home.

You stopped walking and turned to him "why are you following me?!" You said frustrated.

Bakugou just glanced at you looking irritated "do you think I want you to get hurt again?!"

Memories of what he said to you in childhood made you more frustrated, 'why care now? You never cared in the beginning...' you though as tears welled up in your eyes, trying not to cry you look down "what makes me think you give a shit about me?!" you shouted at him storming off to the entrance of your house

Bakugou staring at the ground remaining silent, and following you home bakugou gently grabs your arm in a whisper "may I come inside?"

Unlocking the door you turn to him with a sturn expression, "I'm home now you should leave"

Bakugou quietly standing there looking at the ground, and looks up at you "I would like my shirt back, and I need to talk to you."

Sighing you let him in the house, and told him to stay in the living room; while you got dressed.

While getting dress bakugou sat on the coach looking at pictures of your family, sitting shirtless on the coach till you came down and tossed the shirt at bakugou.

"So what do you want to talk about?" You said standing there

Bakugou looking down at the floor asked in a raspy voice "in our youth did I make you leave the school?"

Standing in silence you speak up "I left because you saw me as nothing and I got tired of the bullying everyday, because I wasn't like you or everyone else." you paused and looked up at bakugou "I wanted to be strong like you... but you told me that I cant ever be a hero, do know how much that hurts coming for someone i..."

Bakugou looked up to see the once weak girl now a woman, bitting his lip he looks away from youp, and said "I didn't want you to die (NAME) you dont have powers nothing to protect yourself! I didn't want you to get killed or hurt. I was going to grow up and protect you (NAME)"

You look at bakugou frustrated "now look at where we are bakugou! You only care for yourself" you huffed "I dont believe you Baku-" while you where yelling at him he got off the coach walked towards you and pulled you into a hard kiss.

As you where kissing he pulled away and whispered "idoit, don't you know what tuff love is? Seeing you get hurt once is the last time for me." He says in a snarl

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@lady-bakuhoe

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chnsfairy · 5 years

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chan imitating a siren passing by is the cutest thing ever like i'm busting uwus left and right for this kid i never new my chest would be bursting just because of this tiny thing he does

he's the softest boy ever and needs protection at all costs no exceptions i will fight for him and die for him, and at this point i think i'll live for him

i'll live for those weekly livestreams, i'll wait all week and i'll look forward to that hour i get to spend with him, if anything they're the reason why i'm actually pushing through the week anymore, because i now have something to look forward to at the end. even though i may spent it with a hundred thousand people it always just feels like the two of us, just me and him, sitting in the studio listening to music as he talks about whatever is on his mind and vise versa. who knows maybe a mindset like that is selfish idk and i don't care

but it's my little "good job gryphon, you made it again." at the end of the week, and then, sometimes, i hear him say at the end in my head "just one more time ok ?" a reminder for myself that i do have something to look forward to now, even though it may not seem that big of a deal for others it really is for me. and sometimes i think he scheduled them to be at the end of the week so we, so i, have something to look forward to and push through those 6 awful days to get to

i think this post was originally just going to me gushing about chan saying wee oo wee oo wee oo for five seconds but it's taking another turn so if you stick and read this it's probably going to get a bit personal so sorry about that oof but thank you if you do read i guess, and this is going to be so unstructured i'm sorry for that as well

i tried therapy for the first time last week, and i didn't really take to it. i know everyone's going to be like " it doesn't click immediately you gotta go a couple more times " and i see your point ok, i do and it makes sense but...i cant see myself doing that anytime soon, maybe it's because i literally just CANT be bothered to try anything anymore or because i know that it probably won't help at all. maybe it was the therapist herself, whatever it was i just don't wanna go back which is pROBABLY bad but here we are

chans weekly lives have felt more welcoming and warm than anything else i've felt before, in that moment and that moment only i want to pour my feelings out to him because despite the fact this kid is SO young he's sitting there with this look on his face that he wears that seems like he's lived and seen so many things, so many stories. and then he smiles. with these such old eyes. as he then too pours his emotions and stories back into us, the stories of an old soul; and somebody who somehow always knows what to say when things are bad.

he'll suddenly read a comment that says "chan i'm sad :((" and he always tries to comfort that person, he'll tell them not to worry cause he's there, skz are there for them and they can come to him whenever they need to.

he'll hug the freaking camera because we all need a hug once in a while, and he knows it, he sings songs for stays telling us that we do have someone, and if anything we have him to count on no matter what

and my favorite thing is when he sings, even if it's just the chorus, even if he only knows some words, and especially when he basically sings the whole song. it honestly brings me to tears almost everytime. in the end i release all my pent up stress and anxiety from school and just life shut and just listen to his angelic voice singing whatever he wants to show us or we wanted to show him. his voice ; in which is a sound that's actually saved my life before and i'll never ever forget that, i'm forever in his debt and forever grateful.

he even gives us advice on things sometimes, advice on life and that we should live it and learn to love being alive, that we should express ourselves because quote "you never know what could happen" now while i still have a very long way to go before even reaching that point he's definitely helped me start to try. which i don't think any therapist, no strong the bond, could help me do and work towards. i think i trust chan more than anybody in this world, apart from one other person (you know who you are), and well... maybe it's unhealthy but these one hour live streams are extremely therapeutic for me and that's just how i've always treated them

i don't like talking to a stranger about my life problems, i'm bad at talking and i hate leading the conversation more than anything, so if i can just let chan talk for an hour while i comment and hope he reads just one i'm completely contempt with that. honestly it's how i am irl and probably why if you meet me irl i'll surpise you cause i'm either dead silent or ramble because i'm anxious and scared.

anyway this started about me uwuing over the five year old in him, he's really aged nothing yet he's the wisest person i know, if that makes sense. sorry if this is a bit messy but thanks for reading

so, after all that

i'll get through the week one more time ok ?

just for you chan

#gryph.txt has broken #oof im sorry about this i was going through it

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southpark-sin · 5 years

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Love & sacrifice: chapter 1

It was cold out in the Colorado mountains but Kenny mccormick was use to it, he stared up at the stars and took a long drag of his cigarette. He wished he could stay out here in the peace and quiet if time allowed but he had already been out here to long as it was. He flicked his cigarette out and ventured back inside the warm house of his best friend.

"Kenny! Kenny, guess what? Tricia said we get to spend the night!" Karen mccormick bounded up to him with a Smile of pure happiness. It broke his heart that Kenny couldnt provide a safe and loving home like his best friend could. He smiled back with what was hopefully a genuine smile.

"That's great Kare bear! Let's go see if the pizzas here." She nodded, still smiling, as she took his hand in hers and led him into the kitchen. The smell of fresh pizza overtook Kenny as they entered the kitchen. His heart skipped a beat when he caught sight of his crush and long time best friend.

Craig tucker was furiously whispering to someone over the phone as he absentmindly put down two pizza boxes on the kitchen counter. Craig's green eyes where narrowed in frustration with his signature scowl and kenny noticed to his delight that his straight raven colored hair wasn't hidden under his signature blue hat tonight. Instead, his hair was messy and unkempt with his bangs falling into his eyes, making him even more attractive. Kenny couldn't help but gawk at how hot craig was as his heart threatened to beat right out of his chest. Craig's eyes met Kenny's and his scowl softened a little and he nodded at Kenny in a way of a greeting. Kenny blushed and smiled back like the helpless fool he was.

Meanwhile, Karen rolled her eyes at her brother's blatant affection for his friend and immediately started eating the pizza happily all the while talking aimlessly about what the plans her and Tricia had for that friday night. Kenny tuned her out and instead raised his eyebrows at Craig in a silent question at the phone conversation craig was having. Craig just stiffly shook his head and rolled his eyes in response. Great. Craig was in a bad mood again and Kenny suspected it had to do with a certain neurotic blonde who loved coffee.

Kenny sighed at the thought, earning a glare from Craig, and tried to push away his jealousy. Avoiding Craig's eyes, Kenny started munching on some pizza without tasting it as he mentally prepared himself for what he knew would be inevitable when Craig was in a bad mood and it involved tweak. His bad moods always involved tweek these days. Kenny hated it with a burning jealousy that threatened to boil over in forbidden words he longed to tell craig but knew he couldn't.

"Hey kare bear, why dont you take some pizza up to Tricia?" Kenny tried to give her a easy going smile despite his stomach twisting in knots. Her eyes lit up at the suggestion and she quickly hugged him, grabbed a pizza box and rushed upstairs to her friends room.

Kenny smile fell as he silently turned back to face Craig, waiting. He knew Craig would talk when he was ready and any prodding from Kenny would only make him shut down and pout. Craig was someone who didnt like to talk about his feelings with anyone until he was good and ready to talk. Kenny suspected that this trait in craig was one of the reasons that craig and tweek seemed to fight so much these days. One of the many reasons they seemed to fight so much.

Craig scowled at him, whispered a rushed goodbye to the other person on the phone and hung up. Craig picked up the other pizza box and stalked to his room without another word. Kenny rolled his eyes and followed. Sometimes Craig was SUCH a drama queen.

Up in Craig's room, Kenny settled on his bed and silently started eating some pizza while the other boy stood pacing around his room, still scowling. He could tell craig was bursting to say somthing but it was obvious he didnt know what to say. After a few minutes of tense silence Kenny began to wonder if Craig was ever going to say somthing. Most of the time craig would talk to Kenny about his feelings and they would work through it together. in rare occasions, however, craig would get so emotional and caught up in his feelings that he wouldn't say anything at all and end up in a bad mood that could last weeks. In those rare occasions was when tweek and craig would fight the most and it left Kenny desperately trying to get through to craig and fix things because that was just what Kenny did. Craig was Kenny's best friend and he would do anything for craig, even it killed him inside.

Without warning, Craig suddenly spun on his heel to face Kenny, fire burning in his eyes.

"He's just so fucking jealous! I keep telling him that I love him and that me having other guy friends isn't a big deal and that I see him every goddam day and we spend so much time together! what more does he fucking want from me?" His face was turning red from the shouting but Kenny knew he wasn't done yet. Far from it.

"He gets so suspicious of everything and I always try to fucking calm him down but it seems so useless to try when he freaks out about every goddam thing! We cant have a moment of peace or go on a fucking date anymore without him freaking out about somthing! I'm so fucking tired if his bullshit!"

"Craig, you know tweek has high anxiety..."

"Your just making excuses for him, ken!" Kenny flinched at the sudden outburst directed at him.

"Look, I'm sorry its just....we've been dating for YEARS, I know this is going to sound selfish but...we should be past this by now! It shouldn't be so dam hard to BE together! It's like he doesn't fucking trust me!"

"Theres no 'should be past' anything in a relationship,

Theres going to always be new challenges presented and you just have to work them out, together. You need to communicate better with...tweek.

I know hes a little high strung and high maintenance but I also know he loves you unconditionally. Sure he gets a little jealous, but that just means he cares about you so much. You guys need to be better at communicating how you feel." Craig just sighed and ran his hand through his hair.

"I fucking know but it's so hard. Tweek makes a big deal about everything so when I tell him to give me some time to figure out how to tell him about how I'm feeling, he just gets even more upset and pouts or starts a whole new argument! It's like he doesn't trust me! Why cant he understood that it's hard for me to Express my feelings like you do, ken?" Kenny blushed deeply and looked down at lap, unsure about what to say. Kenny had never seen craig so upset before. Craig didnt seem to notice Kenny's uncomfortable reaction to what he said, or if he did, he didnt say anything.

"Look ken, its just....we've been fighting so much lately and we barely hang out anymore. Everytime we do hang out, it always turns into another argument." Craig looked at his feet unhappily. Kenny's heart broke at the raw emotion on his face. He looked so unhappy and so dam vulnerable.

"Craig, you and...tweek need to have a serious conversation about everything that's going on and be honest about how you both are feeling. Remember, it's you and tweek against the problem NOT you against tweek." Kenny chuckled uncomfortably. Dispite how much he helped craig it never before felt this serious before. It felt like kenny was walking a very fine line and he didnt want to say the wrong thing and jeopardize his friendship with craig whom he treasured more then anything.

"Ken....wh-what if it never gets better, even if we try and talk it out?" Kenny immediately tensed. This was serious. Craig NEVER talked about breaking up with tweek and it made kenny uncomfortable and his stomach do somersaults.

"What do you mean craig?" He didnt mean for his voice to sound so cautious but he was struggling between his feelings for craig and his friendship for craig. Kenny did NOT want to say the wrong thing and ruin his best friends relationship. Craig looked up and locked eyes with Kenny.

"I mean...what if, hypothetically, me and tweek...just arnt working out? What if...me and tweek break up?" Kenny couldnt breathe with the intense way craig was staring at him, searching Kenny's face for something, EXPECTING somthing from him.

Craig's eyes where so intense and so beautiful Kenny felt like he was soaring. Fuck! How could Kenny be thinking about craig like that when he was so vulnerable and asking about relationship advice? It was disgusting.

"I...i.."I would kiss you and ask you out. The words kenny desperately wanted to speak but was unable. His hesitation seemed to snapped craig out of the intense staredown. Some emotion Kenny couldn't place flashed in Craig's eyes but was gone in a second. Did kenny just imagine it? Craig's eyes softened as he looked down to the floor again.

"Its nothing...I'm probably just overreacting again." He mumbled. No! Kenny wanted to scream. He felt like he had missed something important, something craig had been trying to tell him.

"Craig..." but no words came. Kenny's heart thundered in his chest while he desperately tried to salvage the situation. What did he miss? What the hell was craig trying to tell him earlier? He knew it was to late to say anything when craig sighed deeply.

"Dont worry about it Kenny, I know I always dump my problems on you but really, I'm fine. I'll...see tweek tomorrow and...we'll figure it out, just like you suggested." Craig's fake smile broke Kenny's heart even more. He wanted to punch something and scream at the top of his lungs. This was all his fault! He didnt know what he did but he knew he had fucked up and now craig seemed even worse then before. Kenny could handle angry, shouting craig but he had never before seen sad, distraught, fake-smile craig.

"Yeah craig, that's probably for the best. I know you two can work this out." Because isn't that what Kenny wanted? He wanted his best friend happy and nothing made craig happier then dating his long term boyfriend, tweek. Besides, that look craig had given him was probably nothing, craig had probably wanted relationship advice and Kenny had hesitated! No wonder craig seemed so distraught. He came to Kenny for advice and kenny had been thinking about how much he wanted craig. He was a terrible friend.

Besides, kenny told himself bitterly, even if craig and tweek broke up, it's not like craig would ever date Kenny. There was no way in hell craig would ever like the poorest boy in town with the worst reputation.

"Thank you ken."

"What are you thanking me for?"

"For being my best friend and always helping me." It was Craig's honest and open smile that was the final bullet that killed Kenny that night. Craig had no business giving him a pure smile like that when keeny was the absolute worst friend in the world.

But kenny smiled dispite his internal turmoil.

"You know I always have your back craig." God he was so pathetic. it seemed to do the trick, however and lighten the tense mood enough for craig to smile again.

"Now, let's play some video games and eat some pizza!" Craig cheered and the other boy agreed.

Kenny couldnt shake this feeling of unease and dread as the rest of the night went smoothly while the two boys played video games and hung out late into the night.

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