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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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tencrushesperday · 19 days
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dont know if you take request or what not but i would die for a 7 minutes in heaven with mrempes. whole size kink and all just being trapped in a closet with him during a house party visibly knowing all the girls want him but he chooses you.
warnings : suggestive language (i guess?)
i think im better at writing angst and sad stuff (got a lot of experience to take inspo from lol)
“You”, Matt said pointed in your direction. You hated playing this game until he had picked you. He stood up from his armchair, the girl that was perched on the arm rest almost falling down but he paid her no mind. His eyes were set on you and it set your body on fire.
You grabbed the hand he was extending you to help lift yourself up from your spot on the couch and followed him to the closet. Who knew playing 7 minutes in heaven as adults would be this fun.
You had been a regular at the Lake House since your teenage years. Your parents owned a house down the street so when the Hughes boys would throw a party during the summer or go out on the lake you would attend and bring some new girls that were in town for the summer each year. You had also met their college friends and teammates throughout the years.
However this was the first year that Matt Rempe had come. You heard that Ethan Edwards, a friend of Luke’s had brought him along. You had made a mental note the first time you saw the guy to thank Edwards because boy was he something. Tall, big, a pile of muscle that could throw you around like a rag doll. Overall, your type.
He opened the door and let you in the clothes first. A gentleman too. You gave him a smirk and went in. He followed and tried closing the door behind him but he was too big. He was mumbling apologies as he tried to close it again but failing.
You grab his shirt and pressed him to your body. The door closed now.
You had to crank your neck all the way up to look at him. Was that blush on his cheeks? It seemed he had looked at you with determination earlier but maybe you have misinterpreted his gaze.
“We can just talk if you want to.” he was avoiding your gaze.
“Oh don’t go all shy on me now big boy.” you said with a chuckle. His eyes drifted to you finally. His gaze was intense. You felt so small under it. And naked. Not like you were very dressed with just your bikini top and jean shorts.
Even those felt like too much when he was looking at you that way, towering over you.
His left hand slowly traveled from the uncomfortable position on the shelf behind you to your cheek. So he just needed encouragement. How sweet. “Are you always this cocky?” Amusement laced his voice which made your lip tug upward in turn.
“I’m worse usually”
His other hand moved to your hip, his touch burning hotter than the summer sun. His fingers spread on your back and he pulled you closer to him. “Is this okay?” his voice so low, you felt it in your core. You hummed in response. “Lost your voice already baby?”
To show him you were still in control, your other arm, that wasn’t grabbing his shirt, reached up to his neck and dragged him down. Your lips hovered over his, teasing. He wanted to take it slow? Why not make it as painful as possible.
He exhaled heavily then closed the distance between you two. The kiss was heated and heavy and his tongue slipped into your mouth right away.
Might as well make the best of the 7 minutes.
Your hand reached under his shirt, his toned abs feeling hard as rock. You were holding onto his waistband and eager to get to more exploring. His own hand traveled lower from your back then he nudged your thigh to jump.
Leaving your explorations for later, you jumped and wrapped your legs around his waist. The very few times you pulled apart was to get into a better position in the small space.
The 7 minutes were coming to an end and you remembered where you were when you heard footsteps outside the door. You slid down from Matt’s grip. When your feet touched the ground, your legs were slightly wobbly from the state he had felt you in. Your head was spinning and you just knew you needed more of him.
“We are not done.” he whispered in your ear when the door opened. Your voice was failing you so you nodded.
You went back to your seat on the couch and were stealing glances to Matt until the end of the game. Once this game was done, you knew you were going to follow him into the nearest available room.
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russilton · 6 months
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Im new here and i must say that ur blog is a treasure to me (no dramatic). I enjoy ur postings a lot and I admire you sooo much!
It's a fascinating ship BUT sadly not a lot of people have realized this point i may say. and Im wondering when did you start to ship them? (cuz u know, the No1 gewis fan i may say? lol). Like when george came to merc? or even before? or it's like some special moments and everything suddenly clicks?
(feel free to ignore this if you don't wanna answer(but im lookin forward to it 😜)
Well anon you got me blushing at 10am, thank you very much
Wildly, I can give you the exact moment I started shipping it, because I documented it on discord.
See I’d sent @thatsmemate a gif of Bono earlier that day while explaining f1 to her, and she’d said Lewis and Bono looked like they were carnally in love, which to be fair in that gif they absolutely did. Then she went to bed, and I, a man with the flu and access to an ao3 account, did what any normal person does, and went “huh I wonder if there’s fic about Lewis on ao3”
And there sure was (fic is censored because I didn’t end up personally enjoying it but that’s not the authors fault, I just didn’t vibe with top George)
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As we can all guess, it did indeed open Pandora’s box, because nobody reads just one fic when they’re sick.
I do truly wonder had my first f1 rpf fic been sewis or galex if I’d be here now- I really don’t know! I can explain to you all the reasons gewis is so vibrant and important and meaningful to me, but I also know I imprint like a duck, and it may have been the fact that it was the first fic I read and I went “well, this is awesome, I would like more” and then when I tried other ships it just… didn’t do anything for me? I mean I was well aware of and still follow the sewis sub reddit but never felt inclined to the fic ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (I also blame @hamiltvn and @danielssmile for having posted fics that knocked me on my ass when I started reading gewis , like can’t argue with quality)
Whatever it was, it clicked with me, and while I tried to go “this is weird they’re real people we can’t read this” I just… kept going back all while watching the races. I’d already gotten SO fond of George at Merc as it was, I was a fan of his before he signed with them, and while I was sad when he was signed over Val, I was also excited as all hell. Val seemed like Merc was taking a huge toll on him, and George was so silly but incredibly committed.
I can also give you the moment it clicked. I was on IG, recommended to me between races, Merc had posted a clip of Lewis interrupting George’s Australia interview to hug him, and George’s face just… wobbles. When he comes back to the interview his lip quivers and he has to take a breath, he looks happy but so very ready to cry… that was it for me, I just sat there and though oh, you adore him, of course you do.
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I have shown this clip to so many gewis people who do not feel the same way about it I do, which is fascinating but I spose we can’t decide what our spark is can we? This was just it for me, and it’s only gotten worse seeing George flourish as his own person, he’s not just… chasing Lewis now, but valued as his own person, WHILE still putting Lewis at the centre of his focus and admiration. He’s no longer standing within a shadow- he’s growing out of it while remaining firmly rooted in that emotion of respect.
AND Lewis gives it back hand over fist the more he describes George as the push that helps keep him driving, the more he sees George as an almost equal
I only get more in love with them, even if they frustrate me and their team frustrate me and their fans… sure are loud. They bring me joy.
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nightowlfandom · 3 years
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Kanato Sakamaki- I’m Sadistic For You
FINALLY SOMEONE REQUESTS DIABOLIK LOVERS CONTENT AAAAHHH THANK YOU BESTIE! I GOT YOUR OTHER ONE AND I’M DOING IT TOO!  
CHECKOUT MY MASTERLIST HERE!!
So ANON ASKS
For Kanato from DL ( I haven’t seen much done for him and it makes me sad because he’s a favorite ). (: I could Lowkey do some more if you’re not super bogged down I had another idea BUT I ALREADY SUBMITED ANOTHER BEFORE THIS SO IM NOT GONNA OVERWHELM YOU LOL but- anyway Fee free to be as nsfw with my prompts (if you do them) as you want. I dont have any triggers so- writing them super accurate and sadistic won’t bother me :3
Bruh....Jesus is my helmet...but NOT TODAY let’s fucking go! Okay readers, you heard, they aint got no triggers. So if you do...move it along.
52- “You can’t call me cute!”
80- “Shut up! I’m not blushing!”
31-“You need to be taught a lesson…”
81- “You look so...inviting all tied up.”
84- “What’s the word I’m looking for?....Pet!”
Also in this you and Yui are BFFs because she isn’t some cold hearted bitch (homegirl trips over oxygen, plus I love her lol)
I was legit about to have him spit in your mouth....I’m so shameful...maybe next time.
Leggo!
I’m turning into a Yandere account and I am totally okay with that.
...
“You know living here isn’t that bad.” you mused to Yui. “When no one is talking.”
Your friend laughed as she cut up some carrots. Yui turned to look at you as she prepare to peel some potatoes. “So living here is terrible every day other than right now?” she replied.
You couldn’t help but burst out laughing. She wasn’t wrong. 
You and Yui were making dinner for the house. After a ambush that landed everyone injured except you and her (thankfully). You had offered to make soup and stew for everyone. They were all in their respective rooms healing while you had prepared everything.
“They really fought hard today, I thought Kanato was about to rip that vampires jaw off. He’s really protective of you, Y/N.” she winked. “I think he likes you more than he lets on.” 
Kanato and you had a very strange relationship. He hated you, but he didn’t HATE you. No one could lay a finger on you, no one could even look at you, even if he said he didn’t care. Reiji tried to and Kanato almost murdered him.
“He then told me that Teddy said I was ugly.” you reminded her flatly. “Yeah he so cares.” you snorted.
“Maybe he has trouble telling you his feelings”
“I wish everyone was as optimistic as you.” you shook your head. “Looks like the soup is finished.” 
“I’m just saying Y/N, just think about it.”
...
You only had one bowl of soup left to deliver, to Kanato’s room. You grumbled as you stood outside the door. 
“Kanato? It’s me.” you knocked on the door. “I’m coming in okay?” 
Before you could wait for an answer you opened the door and walked in with the cart. 
Kanato was laying on his bed when you entered, groaning in what you assumed was boredom.
“Teddy, tell Y/N that I don’t want whatever she made.” Kanato turned away from you. The scars he had suffered on his back said it all. All for you...
Your recalled the terror in your voice as you had screamed for help as the rogue vampire wrapped his claws around your leg. Kanato’s name was the first to escape your lips as you had tried to crawl away to Yui. You remembered reaching out to Kanato with your strongest hand, begging him to save you.
The look in his eyes was feral as he screamed your name too, grabbing you hand and pulling you to him. You were sobbing into his chest, clutching onto him for dear life for a good ten seconds before Yui replaced him, hugging you tightly in her small arms too. Before you knew it, the rogue’s head had been thrown through a window...
...
“Y/N, Look at me! You’re safe now...you’re safe with me...”
...
“Teddy, could you please tell Kanato that while his pouting is very adorable, it won’t get him out of this?”
“Don’t call me cute! You can’t do that.” Kanato glared at you through hooded eyes. “If I wasn’t so weak I’d-”
“Well let me take care of you.” you cut him off, taking the bowl to him. “For me?”
Kanato paused, his glare softening. 
“You must be in love with me if you’re so insistent on me getting better.” he grumbled, sitting up. “Y/N is in love with me Teddy!”
“Kanato.” you felt your face heat up violently. “Don’t say things like that.” you groaned.
“It’s blushing teddy, how cute!”
Kanato’s use of the word ‘it’ wasn’t new to you. In fact when he wasn’t calling you names, chasing you around with forks pretending to stab you, or worse, it was denoting you to objects.
“H-hey! I am not blushing!” you pouted. “My face just looks that way.” you lied. “S-shut up.” you grumbled.
“And what if I don’t feel like it?” he challenged, knowing you wouldn’t say a word back. You were kind of like Yui. You wouldn’t dare challenge any of the Sakamaki brothers. It was a death sentence in every sense of the word.
“Kanato, I just want you to feel better.” you looked down at your feet. 
“There’s one thing you can do.” Kanato used his strength to stand to his feet. Despite his looks, he was tall, and under that cute exterior was a mean and feral beast. He staggered over to you, a sick smile on his face. That couldn’t be good, not by a long shot. 
“And what exactly would that be?” you asked. You couldn’t look at him. You didn’t wanna know what he was planning. You were positive that it wasn’t gonna end well either. 
“Get on your knees.”
“My knees?” you repeated. “Why do you want me to-”
“Now Y/N.” he spoke over you. You felt his hand on your shoulder. “I don’t like repeating myself.” his nails dug into your skin, causing your knees to wobble under the pain. “On. Your. Knees!”
Your feet gave out, practically sending you crashing down to the floor. You looked like a dog, on your hands and knees. You appeared weak and pathetic.
You found it in yourself to look up at Kanato. Teddy was perched on the bed, ‘watching’ you two. You felt his fingertips creep under your chin. 
“Aww...” he smiled. “You’re like a little...What’s the word I’m looking for...PET!. It’s cute.” He caressed the side of your face. “Too bad I kill all my pets...they can’t handle me...can you handle me, Pet?”
“Yes, Kanato.” you found yourself saying. You felt like you didn’t have a choice...
and you loved every second of it.
“Bullying you has made me regain my strength! Isn’t this wonderful?” he wrapped one of his hands around your neck. “You’re so fun to torment” he laughed.
“K-kanato.” you coughed.
“Is it hard to breath. Y/N?” he asked sinisterly, that crazed smile gracing his lips. His words were terrifying although his actions said otherwise. He loosened his grip on your throat, allowing air to flow more freely. It was those small things that made you think he didn’t hate you as much as he loved to preach.
“Y/N...when that vampire came...I thought I was gonna lose you for good this time” he said sadly, allowing his arm to return to his side. “I thought I had-...that you were gonna die.” 
“You saved me though.” you replied. Kanato knelt down to your level, still slightly above you. 
“Yeah...because if anyone is gonna break you, it’s gonna be me.”
“I care about you a lot, Kanato.” you finally said it. “I like you too much.” you exposed yourself. “I want you stay by your side.” you said pathetically. “Even if you hate me.”
Before you could say another word, Kanato claimed your lips in a kiss. He held the sides of your face in his hands. It was the first time he had ever kissed you. He hummed thoughtfully, pushing you down to the floor so you were laying on your back. He crawled over you, not breaking the kiss. 
“K-kanato.” you whimpered.
“You need to be taught a lesson. If your gonna be my girlfri- I mean pet, you’ll have to learn.” he kissed down your neck.
Suddenly, Kanato ripped the seam of your jeans all the way up your left leg, leaving it completely exposed to the air.
“Oh look, your clothes are messed up, guess we’ll have to take them off.” he smirked. In another swift motion, your pants were torn to shreds. The fabric fell in a circle around you both.
“Teddy look! Y/N is wearing such cute panties.” he cackled maniacally. “Her naughty place is leaking.”
You trembled, waiting for him to do whatever it was he was planning.
“I heard blood tastes better when it’s from your naughty place.” he ran his tongue along the top row of his teeth. “Y/N” he moaned, running his index finger along your clothed heat. “You smelled so much better here...I just want to- ungh.”
He suddenly drove his fangs into your right thigh. You gasped, arching your back. He violently grabbed your legs, holding them down. His tongue lashed against your freshly made wound. 
You could hear him whimpering, cursing under his breath. 
Kanato would deny it with his life, but everything about you was like a drug to you. Tasting your blood was even sweeter than every dessert he’s ever tasted. Feeling you whimper and plea for him did things to him that would make a sailor blush. 
Forget Yui, forget his brothers, forget it all.
“Fuh-” Kanato couldn’t take it anymore. He couldn’t stop himself from ripping off your panties and driving his tongue into your most sensitive parts. Hearing you moan for him, cry for him. 
The rumors were right, vampires were godly lovers. It was like Kanato knew what you wanted and where. He lashed his tongue against your heat, grabbing your legs. 
“Wrap your legs around my head,” he demanded. “Not like it’s gonna kill me.” he laughed manically. “
Knock knock
“Y/N, are you in there?” Yui’s small voice caused you to panic a little. As you tried to get up, Kanato pushed you right back down, growling into your pussy,
“FUCK!” you whined, making it very obvious what you two were up to. “Kanato, I can’t-”
“Then don’t.” he grunted, not ceasing his movements. “Cum, cum for me.”
“K-KAANAAA!” you cried as you came. You thrashed and writhed under his touch, but he didn’t stop. His tongue never stopped moving. “fuh- fuck! Kanato, t-too much!”
“I said cum for me, I didn’t say I’d stop.” he thrust his fingers into you to add insult to injury. “You’re so fun to fuck with!” he spat.
“Kanato!” you sobbed. You couldn’t stop moving, you couldn’t stop thrashing. Th epleasure had gotten to you so much, you were drooling.
He finally withdrew his mouth from you, smiling evilly at the mess he left.
Kanato had grabbed one of his ties that had left on the floor and bound your wrists together.
“You look so inviting tied up for me...” he shuddered as he bit his lip. He licked his fingers clean of your blood and juices. “Good thing the night is young...because I’m not done with you.”
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sunaswife · 3 years
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𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖒𝖒𝖊𝖉 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖒
Shigaraki X f! Reader
Warnings: 18+, NSFW, brainwashed/ programmed reader, implied kidnapping, Dom/sub, use of the word ‘pet’ and ‘master’, first time sex, uh..does this count as yandere..? Idk lol
🔪: this is like my second time writing smut so I’m sorry if it’s bad 🙇‍♀️ plz don’t spank me. N E Wayz I dedicate this fic to @aoi-turtle 🖤 and Any other shiggy whores out there
Edit: I FORGOT TO TAG @dinablossom and @toworuu IM SO SORRY BSVAKAGSJA
Summary: Imagine being programmed to be the leagues healer but also Shigaraki’s little cum bucket
♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎♡︎☠︎︎
“Master what is the meaning of this.” Shigaraki looked at the television screen as he scratched his neck. “I took her quirk and made it a thousand times better.” He said simply. “Tomura shigaraki where should I place her?” Kurogiri asked. “Anywhere. I don’t care. I just don’t understand why you brought a stupid hero here.” He said annoyed.
“Now now—“ “Shut up and put her somewhere out of my sight!” Tomura demanded and Kurogiri sighed and carried your body to the spare room by shigaraki’s private quarters. You looked dead, you were exhausted, traumatized, in shock.
You were frozen. Your eyes stayed open, unblinking as you stared at the ceiling. It looked as if you were dead. But your body is warm and you were breathing, you’re alive and you’ll recover quick. Thanks to the quirk All for One fixed for you.
Dabi smirked at your ruined form. Spinner hid his rosy cheeks, you were a cute one. Toga was excited to have another girl in the league she talked with Twice about all the fun things you two could do together. Whether it be painting your nails, doing your hair, torturing someone, or making them bleed. She was excited.
“What’s so good about her quirk that you needed it.” Shigaraki asked. “It’s come to my attention that the league has been missing an important puzzle piece.” He started off. “Yeah? What’s that?” The light blue haired man asked. He was beyond ticked off to have a hero here. “She’s not a hero. She was training under UA’s school nurse. But she fell into the hero course for recovery and first aid training.” He said and everyone stayed silent and patiently listened to the brain behind the league.
“Her quirk is pyrokinetic regeneration. She manipulates fire with the energy of the person who needs healing and together she heals with so called fire. Her quirk was small, only a few cuts a bruises here and there could she heal. But I added cell regeneration so she can even fix up deep wounds that could need surgery in a matter of days instead of months.”
“Sounds amazing! No she could use her fire against us!” Twice said and Toga nodded. “She won’t. Her fire doesn’t burn unless you’re hurt.” Kurogiri returned. “But she’s still a hero brat so wouldn’t she try to resist?” Dabi asked. “I don’t know but let me try and see!” Toga giggled and pulled out a knife she easily slit her wrist and skipped her way to your new room.
Out of curiosity the other members followed suit. Shigaraki first, he wanted to see if you were truly useful if not then he’d disintegrate you right here and now. “Hi hi new friend! My name is Toga!” The psychotic girl giggle as her blood dripped all over the floor. You looked up slowly from your spot on the bed. “H-hi...T-toga..” your voice was low. “Kurogiri Can you bring her some water?” Toga asked and he left and came back in the blink of an eye.
Your hands were shaking for the cup of water but Toga held it back, away from you. “If you want the water then heal my wrist first.” She said sweetly with a giggle. “Heal your wrist?” You whispered and she nodded. “O-okay..” you stuttered and you slowly removed the blanket from your lap. You stood up with wobbly legs to go to the girl but you fell. The chain on your ankle pulled you back. You winced and looked at her, pleading for her to come to you. She asked if you were okay and when you responded she shoved her bloody arm to your face. “Take a deep breath. This may sting...” you started and a small green flame came upon your hand. You rubbed the flame over both of your hands like you were putting on lotion, finally when the flames covered both hands you pressed hard on her wrist. She winced, “ow ow ow.” She whimpered, you removed your hands and everyone stared at the flame around her whole wrist. “Give it thirty seconds....or not...” you said as you stared wide eyed at her already healed cut. It was barley a touch and it’s gone now. “Wow. No scar!” She giggled and turned to show the guys. “Wow stab me next, please don’t or else I’ll bite ya!” Twice said and you reached for the water. “Interesting.” Shigaraki mumbled with a small squint. Kurogiri looked over and hoped he wouldn’t do anything bad to you.
“Shows over. She needs her rest.” Kurogiri said and everyone left one by one. Toga gave her a hug and wished for you both to be the best of friends and she skipped away. “Tomura Shigaraki. What are you thinking?” Kurogiri asked as Shigaraki began to walk into your room. “Nothing that concerns you.” He spat and slammed the door. Kurogiri sighed but returned to the bar nonetheless.
“Do you know who I am?” Shigaraki asked, “Yes you’re the leader of the league of villains, You’re name is Tomura Shigaraki and your quirk is decay—“ “that’s enough!” He raised his voice and looked at you with wide eyes.
You looked so sad and you glanced down at your cup. “Mr. shigaraki I know I don’t usually talk this much. I’ve always been the quiet type. I think whoever kidnapped me gave me a huge sense of knowledge. I know the league is bad but I don’t care about the heroes anymore and I don’t know why. I know everything about you guys, your true identity, your quirks, your past. And when I see you I—“ you quickly stopped yourself.
Shigaraki raised a brow. “You what?” He asked curiously. “N-nothing. Just forget it.” You answered and he growled. “Answer me now before I kill you.” He said and your legs subconsciously clenched together. You stayed quiet and your chest rose and fell a little more quickly. Why was this feeling in your chest when this killer, this man child looked at you? What exactly did the man he calls master do to you?
Before you knew it he gripped your chin and lifted it harshly so you could look at his wrinkly red eyes. Even though he looks like a bum he smelled nice and clean. A hand was covering his face and you slowly lifted your hand to touch it and his other hand grabbed your wrist. “What the fuck are you doing? Do you have a death wish you fucking idiot?” He growled and you gulped. “C-can i see your face?” You asked and he tilted his head confused.
“No. Answer my question-“ before you both knew it, as if your body had a mind of its own you tackled shigaraki down and you snatched the hand off his face. His hand quickly wrapped around your neck and arm and you pressed your lips against his. He halted his finger from pressing against your neck. He was beyond confused.
“If only tomura finished listening to what i had to say.” All for one chuckled loudly. You both were able to faintly hear the television from down the hall. “He would know that I managed to change y/N’s desires and whole way of thinking. She’s now with the league of Villains and she’s in love with its leader, Tomura Shigaraki. Consider it a present and motivation for the future of the league.” You both heard and you pulled away from him. “I’m sorry. I should have asked.” You said lowly. He stood there stunned and silent.
He slowly sat up and looked at your figure. “So you were brainwashed like my Nomu.” He hummed and took a few steps back. He noticed how you crawled closer to him but the chain was keeping you away.
“Who do you love?”
“You.”
“Who do you belong to?”
“You.”
“Who’s your master?”
“Tomura Shigaraki.”
You said and he smirked. He was gonna have fun with you. “At least master was kind enough to give me a beauty.” He said as he held on to the chains. “Don’t freak out.” He warned and you nodded. He disintegrated the chain around your ankle and he pulled you by the arm. You were wearing an ugly hospital gown and you were barefoot. You couldn’t help but shiver. He went next door to his room and he shoved you in and slammed the door. You nearly tripped over the mess and you turned to look at shiggy. “Why are you just standing there?” He asked, “You haven’t given me orders.” You deadpanned. “You can’t think for yourself?” He questioned. “No i can but I Don’t want to upset you.” You replied.
“Fine then clean this shit up.” He referred to his very very messy room. You nodded and began to lift up a piece of trash but he pulled you away. “Change first.” He said and handed you a black hoodie. “Do you have a bathroom?” You asked. “No change here.” He said and you nodded. You turned so your back was facing him and carefully began to take off the gown, leaving you completely bare and Shigaraki couldn’t help but look.
Your skin was so beautiful and looked so soft. He saw as you carefully put on his hoodie and it completely engulfed you. It reached to your mid thigh. You slowly turned to look at him with rosy cheeks. The hoodie smelled just like him. “Tomura—“ “It’s master to you.” He Interrupted and you nodded, subconsciously squeezing your thighs together once more. “Sorry...m-master.” You said and played with the hem of his hoodie.
“Master..can I have some underwear too...? I feel weird, when I’m bare underneath..” you asked. “No, continue cleaning my room.” He answered coldly and sat on his gaming chair. He turned on his console and began playing whatever game he had.
You sighed and you couldn’t help but admire his gorgeous yet scarred face and his beautiful long fingers. In an instant he can kill you, but if you’re good..then he might even reward you. If you were to die, I’d rather be in the hands of your master than anyone else.
You quickly began you pick up the instant ramen bowls and bags of chips. You separated recycling and trash. You even managed to pick up all his dirty clothes and put it in the hamper in less than an hour. Tomura was stunned, one minute he can barley walk in, the next It’s almost spotless. He saw you from the corner of his eye, you were folding his clothes that practically had the same color scheme.
“Can i go through your drawers to put your clothes away..?” You finally spoke up. “Yeah it’s whatever. I don’t care.” He mumbled and returned to the screen. “Ugh stupid game!” He huffed and began pressing the controller more furiously. You chuckled and thought that it was so cute and adorable when he was frustrated.
You went to his California king sized bed and began to fix the sheets and make his bed. Since it was so huge, you had to climb on to properly fix it. You were completely in your own world when Shigaraki turned and saw your wet cunt on display in all it’s glory. Ever since he saw you he couldn’t help but feel that urge to take you. His resistance was getting to him and now he wanted to give in to his urges even more. He was too distracted that he lost the fucking game and he growled and disintegrated the controller. That was his own form of rage quitting.
You heard his sound of frustration so when you turned you expected him to be in the same chair uttering bullshit, but you were shocked when you felt your hips being pulled back. Your cunt was touching his pants, but you can feel his bulge. “Um..master..I—“
“Shut up.” He said and reached for your neck. He pulled you back to him and wrapped his other arm around your waist, hovering your aching clit. “This is whats gonna happen.” He started off and you nodded. “I’m going to fuck you. And you’re going to like it. Okay?”
“I understand.” You said softly, you felt his hands slowly lift up the hoodie just a bit to get a better view of your ass. You couldn’t help but feel slightly embarrassed. “I know I’m probably not your dream girl but I promise to be a good girl, master..” your voice shook. He tilted his head, were you getting insecure?
“No pet, you’re perfect to me.” He assured and you could hear his belt jingle as he took it off. “You seem pretty wet already, pet. Since how long have you been like this?” He asked as he got out of his jeans. He slowly open your cheeks to reveal your little pussy clenching around nothing, how cute. “Since I saw you..” you mumbled. He smirked and leaned down. He immediately began to eat out your cunt causing you to gasp in shock and grip the sheets. Your chest layed roughly against the bed as your ass stood proud in the air for the leader of the league of villains to enjoy.
“Fuck—“ you moaned and you felt a slap on your ass. You slightly jumped released a small yelp. “Watch your language.” He growled from your pussy. “Yes master.” You whimpered and he slowly began to rub his thumb on your other hole. Your small moans filled the room and he easily slipped his middle finger in you. You squeezed around him so deliciously, he couldn’t help but wished his cock was inside.
This has never happened to him before, this feeling in his chest. Someone that loves him and will obey his every command. You’re so beautiful as well, and your sounds. Your moans and whimpers, in all honesty he jut wanted to get himself off. But after hearing you and seeing you. He wants to make sure you have pleasure as well.
He continued pumping his finger in and out of your slick walls and your voice started getting slightly higher. “Master...I—I’m gonna cum...”you panted and your toes began to curl. “It’s okay, cum for me, pet. You’ve been a good girl.” He said softly and he felt you clench around his finger. When you came he slowly removed his finger and examined it. You must be new to is if you could get off with just one of his long fingers.
You layed on the bed a bit tired, not paying attention to your master who had tasted your cum on his finger. It was delicious and he wanted another taste. When you felt a lick on your cunt again you immediately shivered and clenched your thighs. “Hold still I just wanna taste some cum.” Shigaraki huffed and he pulled your thighs apart. You were pretty sensitive but you obeyed nonetheless.
You moans began to fill the room once more and before you could finish and cum again he pulled away. You automatically whimpered and turned to give your master puppy dog eyes. “I would let you cum again, but my cock is so fucking hard I don’t think I can wait another minute.” he said and began to pull down his boxers.
Before you could get back in position, which freaking hurt, he flipped you over on your back and you made a small oof noise. You looked up to See shigaraki focused on his cock, he was rubbing himself up and down your slit to use your cum as lube. “Alright I’m going in.” He announced and slowly pushed his rather large member inside your tint cunt. You immediately yelped and held on to his biceps. “M-master wait—it hurts..” you pleaded and Tomura finally looked up at your face.
He loves inflicting pain, he loves watching people’s painful expressions when they’re hurt or when they’re gonna die. Chisaki’s face was so amusing. But when he saw yours, his heart shattered and he didn’t want to hurt you at all. You’ve been nothing but good to him, he doesn’t want to hurt his little toy. “I’m sorry.” He apologized, “it’s okay..” you sniffled. After a minute of him being patient you gave him a nod and he continued to slowly bottom out.
You both released a moan when he was all the way in. You both have never felt anything like this before. “Can I start moving?” Shigaraki asked you as he brushed way the hair from your face. You nodded and he pulled almost all the way out and he slammed back in. Your little gasps and moans came back which made shigaraki feel at ease. You can clearly hear your slick with every thrust and it was music to his ears.
“I’ve been neglecting these.” He grunted and lifted his hoodie over your chest. Finally he was able to see your beautiful soft breasts bouncing with each thrust. “Fuck you’re so beautiful.” He moaned and immediately lowered his mouth to one of your nipples. You squealed and your back arched and he pushed you down. “Master...” you moaned softly. His tongue swirled around your hardened bud and your fingers tangled in his light blue hair. Two of his fingers pinched your other nipple and he lightly bit the nipple in his mouth.
“I think I-I’m close—“ you gasped and he removed his mouth. His thrusts decreased in speed but they became harder. He had a stupid smirk on his face and your eyes widened when he wrapped his hand around your throat. “Hold it until I say so.” He demanded and you muttered a weak yes. He felt how your gummy walls squeezed against his large dick, he was getting close too. “Fuck Fuck Fuck.” He groaned with his head tilted back and your mouth watered at the sight. Why is he so fucking handsome?
He could feel himself getting closer to his climax so he rubbed his thumb on you clit while increasing his pace once more, causing you to be even louder than before. Everyone in the bar could hear and a certain fire villian grumbled in annoyance. “Master I can’t hold it anymore!” You screamed. “Then cum my stupid little pet. Cum all over my cock like a good girl.” He grunted and bit his lip at the sight of your sweaty body. Your bouncing breasts, crazy hair, your adorable ahego face, your twitching legs and finally your grip on his biceps. You were so prefect and so good to him and only him.
When you came you felt his cum shoot inside you as well causing you to gasp at the delicious feeling. Tomura rested his head on your shoulder and tried catching his breath. You couldn’t help but smile and blush at the closeness. You slowly wrapped your arms around him and you gave his shoulder a kiss causing him to freeze. “I love you master, thank you for making me feel good.” You said softly. He chuckled and pulled you closer, “I love you too.”
I wanna write a part 2 of Shiggy finding out his little toy is being used by a certain fire boy 👀
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koulia · 3 years
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𖤐 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ➮ nothing !!
𖤐 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 ➮ fluff ,, oikawa , bokuto x gn!reader
𖤐 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 ➮ black!gn!reader ,, i got this idea while washing my face lol ,, there’s gonna be multiple parts for my other captains y’all just wait <3 i swear i’m having the hardest time formatting this what the hell im so sorry 🚶🏾‍♀️
𖤐 𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 ➮ having a spa night with my fav pretty boys <3
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he wouldn’t be able to sit through it all djdjhdhd
he wouldn’t be able to sit through it all djdjhdhd
he wouldn’t be able to sit through it all djdjhdhd
it’s the thought that counts <33
“What’s this?” Bokuto asked, pointing towards the box.
You had gotten a few new items of makeup last week, so you decided to try them out.
“Can I try it!?” Your boyfriend asked excitedly, grinning from ear to ear.
“Mm, no. I’ll put it on you though”
He nodded, shifting around on the stool.
“What color?” You asked, opening the large pallet.
His eyes widened at the sight of all those colors,
“Woah..” He scanned the pallet, and then finally answered with a very loud, “BLUE!”
You picked up a brush and start applying the royal blue to his eyelids, humming to yourself.
He kept wiggling around, trying to see himself in the bathroom mirror,
“How do I look? Am I pretty now? OOH CAN WE TAKE PICTURES!?”
“Kou, if you keep moving I won’t be able to put this on correctly” You said, moving onto his next eye.
He pouted for a moment before smiling once again.
You had finished both his eyes, so you applied the lashes next.
To your surprise, he started giggling like a child.
“Are you.. ticklish?” You questioned, holding back laughter.
The Kotarou Bokuto is ticklish.
“ARE YOU??” He practically shouted, relentlessly tickling you.
“W-WAIT WAIT PLE- PAHAHAHA STOP” You shrieked, dropping the extra lashes.
So there you were, being tickled by your 6’1 boyfriend who’s eyelids were painted with royal blue, accentuating his eyes.
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𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐮𝐮 𝐎𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐚
he’d act like he knows everything about makeup n shit
in reality you both know he doesn’t
most likely would try doing your makeup to “prove how good he is at it”
sis comes out lookin a hot mess
he tried i guess
“I’m telling you, Y/N, I’m a makeup god,” Oikawa persisted,
“Let me do your makeup, just this once. Pleaseeeeeee” He did the puppy dog eyes ihopes of convincing you— to his appeal, they worked.
You sighed, “Fine, Toruu. Just don’t make me look horrible.”
“Shh shh I won’t. Juuuussttt relax.” He grinned, picking up the pallets.
You felt him carefully attempt to put gold eyeshadow on you, his hands slightly trembling. You saw his lip turn upward into a smile, but thought nothing of it.
Well, the trembling only got worse when he moved on to do your eyeliner, you swore you felt him put it everywhere but your actual eyelid.
“Does it look good, Toorū??” you ask, fiddling with the end of your his shirt.
“Yeah! Didnt I tell you I’m a god at this” he answers, moving over to grab the lipstick.
When he moved to grab it, you also turned to face the mirror,
“TOORU WHAT THE HELL-“ You say between laughter, eyes watering up at the sight of what he did.
“Whaaatt? you don’t like it? That hurts my feelings Y/N.” he said in fake sadness, pretending to cry, “Wait actually lemme see”
He bent down to get a better view and instantly let out all the laughter he’s been holding this whole time.
“OH MAN I REALLY FUCKED YOU UP HUH?” he basically shouts, knees wobbling with how much he’s cackling.
You’re glad that you got to have a night like this, staying inside, choking on laughter, letting your boyfriend do your makeup, all of it just made you that much more excited for the next one.
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As usual... I can never just choose one... soo here are my top choices you choose one. Lol
1. Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?
2. The worst thing is, that even after all of that, I’m still in love with you.
3.that ship has sailed. i’ve had my one great love already
4. we’re just…friends.” “friends don’t do this type of shit!
5. Did you just slap my ass?” / “Actually, I firmly grasped it.” 
Why did I decide 2 of the hurt/sad/angst.. idk.. i suppose im glutton for punishment. Dont hurt me too bad if you choose to do one of them myth.
Decided to do a part two for - this ask. 
I chose;  The worst thing is, that even after all of that, I’m still in love with you.
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The air felt crisp and clean, biting at Kagome's cheeks as she wound her scarf tighter around her neck. Winter markets were so much fun. The vast array of cute little items on display made warmth light up her chest, even as the candy and children's toys reminded her of a certain fox she'd left behind in the past.
Kagome smiled at Ayumi as she prattled on about something or other.
She shouldn't feel guilty. Shippo had barely visited the village in the last year she'd been there. Everyone had moved on. Including herself, somewhat. She'd been so wrapped up in her whirlwind romance with a certain Daiyoukai- the feudal era had been irreparably damaged as a home for her the second they'd broken up.
But she missed her friends. Dearly.
She shook herself. It was too late to go back on her choice now. The well had sealed shut for good.
Ayumi stopped to grab some hot chocolate from a street vendor, allowing Kagome a moment to warm her hands, rubbing them together.
Snowflakes gently danced about like powdered sugar, kissing Kagome's face as she turned- almost bumping face-first into a muscular chest. Fresh scents of wild forests and thunderstorms filled her nose, and she stiffened.
He smells the same.
Kagome bit the inside of her cheek, blue eyes narrowing. "Don't think I don't know what you're doing."
"Haven't the faintest idea of what you mean," he arranged his features into mild innocence, which was near impossible due to his smiling eyes.
"Riiight," she muttered, wishing Ayumi would hurry up.
Sesshoumaru gazed down at her, a pink gift bag in hand. Kagome grit her teeth, hating that she wondered who it was meant for.
"I did not intend to run into you here, before you accuse me of anything," his silky voice caressed her hearing once more. It sounded so lulling, designed to draw her back in. "Did you take my gift home with you or did you throw it away?" he asked, deceptively casually.
"Home. But don't think that means anything- it's not the plant's fault you're trying to worm your way back into my life."
The Daiyouki smiled to himself, obviously absurdly pleased. He began pursuing the street vendor's items right beside her, gazing at children's toys with a touch of gentleness in his steady gaze. Kagome was prepared to ignore him- until he leaned down, breath fanning 'accidentally' over her cheek as he picked up a doll and straightened.
"Do you remember Rin? And the other children-"
"Don't," Kagome said, unable to move away. She hated the thrumming of her skin so much. The way it cried out. Hated him.
Her skin flared alive, body humming with hunger. Like a shot of adrenalin to the heart, Kagome dipped her chin into her scarf to try and mask her escalating breathing due to his proximity. When they'd had sex- so many years ago- it hadn't been like human lovemaking.
He'd wired new pathways within her system via his youki. Sometimes she felt like it still lived inside her, having made a home for itself. They hadn't mated, but she felt irreversibly changed by it.
Kagome made a faint noise, squeezing her eyes shut.
Resist him-
"Kagome?"
Oh thank God.
"Ayumi, let's go," she said abruptly, facing her friend with an urgent look in her eyes.
Ayumi tilted her head slightly, eyeing Sesshoumaru curiously. "A-alright?"
"You do not need to leave," he turned, exuding a magnanimous air. "I am the one who intruded on your time, please continue," he gestured to the market, ensnaring Kagome's gaze with his own. Unblinking, unable to hide his more animalistic habits even after so many years.
"I hope to see you some other time when my presence does not disturb you," he said softly, walking away.
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When entering work that Saturday, Kagome could already sense the buzz in the air. Someone had generously donated some priceless artefacts to their museum. The previously undiscovered finds that shaken everyone due to their rarity and mint condition. No one could stop talking about it.
Kagome's blood ran cold the second the items in question were described to her. Pushing through the crowd that had gathered, she stared in horror at the display case.
Itching for a fight, she immediately stormed to his office downtown, opening the door to reception and letting herself in. "Is Sesshoumaru here?" she burst, stopping in front of the secretary's desk.
"Mr Taisho?" the woman blinked, obviously thrown by the petite, angry miko currently glaring at her and using his name so informally. "Do you have an appointment?"
"No. Just tell him Kagome is here."
She was let into his office soon enough, trying to keep a lid on her crackling reiki. Sesshoumaru glanced up from his computer. "Miko? What a pleasant surprise."
Kagome slammed an article atop his desk. "What the hell is wrong with you?" she snapped.
He raised a brow, briefly flicking his attention to the contents. A photo of red and white silks, coupled with polished spiked armour sat in a display unit. "Something wrong? It was just a donation, given in good faith."
"Donated to my workplace!" Kagome seethed, groaning and burying her face in her hands. "Don't you realise I'm going to have to see your things now every day? I've worn those clothes! I've slept in them as pyjamas! Are you trying to mess with me because you want me back?"
"That's a little dramatic, dear one, I'm not trying to 'mess with you.' It was just a donation," he rose from his seat, face inches from hers. "And if I wanted to romance you, I'd go about it much differently."
"Don't 'dear one' me," she snapped. "You could've donated that stuff years ago- or to a different museum. But no, you had to give it to mine."
"My gift was not meant to distress you, but," he rounded the table slowly, fingers dragging over the wood. "It does make me worry, seeing you so worn thin. Is something else going on? Separate from...us?"
Kagome stiffened, avoiding eye contact. Things with her boyfriend had been strained as of late, and the Daiyoukai's sudden appearance back into her life wasn't helping matters.
"There is no 'us.' I'm frustrated and exhausted, that's all. Don't make things even more complicated by asking about that stuff."
Sesshoumaru lingered close, and Kagome didn't shy away. The one person she couldn't bear to be near was also the only being who could offer some semblance of comfort to her due to his familiarity.
"This one meant to give you something," reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a business card, handing it over. Kagome immediately froze, staring at the name. "You miss him," Sesshoumaru murmured. "The kit lives in Kyoto now with his wife and children. Call him."
Tears pricked her eyes, and Kagome bowed her head. Full lips crumpled into a wobbly line.
"If there is something I regret more than our parting, it is that you felt compelled to leave. The fault lies with me."
Shaking her head, a saddened laugh bubbled up her throat. "It was my decision to break up, and it was my decision to leave the Feudal Era. Don't...blame yourself for that part."
"You did not do anything wrong," a long-fingered hand reached out, blunt nails losing their glamour. Sharp claws stroked dark curling hair back from her neck. Kagome's breathing hitched. "When we were together- you did not do anything wrong. We were both so young. It was foolish of me to act as I did, but I think it is now... that we are in the right place for something more."
Kagome shivered, body warming to him. Intuitively, the brush of fingers on her neck made her foolishly anticipate a kiss- sorely disappointed when it didn't come. "I'm not," she forced herself to say. Seeing the disappointment darken his brown eyes, she sighed. "I miss you," Kagome admitted quietly, turning away to escape from his touch. "I miss how... we were. I'm terrified of that, though. I was...under the impression we'd be together. Permanently. Then you had to go and tell me you needed 'pure' heirs to continue the family bloodline."
She laughed bitterly, loosely holding her arms. "The worst thing is, that even after all of that, I'm still in love with you."
"You are frightened that I will hurt you again."
Kagome nodded mutely. She then forced a giggle, giving a weak smile. "Besides, you may not like me as I am now. I'm more jaded than before."
"I like what I see very much," moving closer once more as though experiencing a gravitational pull, he stopped inches away. "I have missed you too," he muttered quietly, genuinely. She could feel him inhale her scent through her hair. "Very much."
Her mouth suddenly became dry. "I'm with Natsuki-"
"Leave him," a rush of passion entered his voice as Sesshoumaru swept closer, backing her into the desk. The wood dug into her thighs, their hips meeting. "This one is not interested in being 'the other man' in an affair. Nor am I interested in watching you remain with someone less than ideal," he snorted, resting his hand over her wrist and grazing his thumb over it.
"Y-you don't know anything about it!"
"I could smell your scent. It was not bright and cheerful even before I re-entered your life the other day. His feels...murky on you. Unhappy."
Kagome swallowed thickly, glancing away. "Observant as ever," she admitted softly.
"Or perhaps you did a poor job of hiding it," backing off a little- he rested his hip next to hers beside the desk, remaining near but barely touching. And yet everything felt so close. "You've changed. But you're still the same at your core, miko," hot breath fanned over her neck, teeth ghosting over the shell of her ear. "If you permitted me, I would not be reckless with your heart again, as I was in my youth."
Her palms traitorously slid up, sliding over firm muscles- running across his chest. He felt warm. His heart was beating fast. Was he nervous? Such a thing sounded impossible.
She bit her lip, secretly longing for the sensation of silks under her hands again instead of the modern cotton of his shirt.
"I don't know that I believe you," Kagome met his gaze, rewarded with the golden glow of his eyes instead of human brown.
"I've gotta go," she said reluctantly, forcing herself to pull away. "I need to be at work."
"Very well," he hummed, unmoving. "But if you...need something. You know where to find me."
He sounded almost desperate for an excuse to talk with her. Giving a curt nod, she let herself out of his office with a long breath, shaking her head. Sesshoumaru's static youki haunted her steps for the remainder of the day.
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whump-captain · 3 years
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No. 22 - They made me do it
cursed | demon | obsession
(1200 words, OC)
i wonder if this is comprehensible lol cause im not sure if i want this to be canon or not and the reason is that it ties into another story i have in my head and that one's pretty lore-heavy and sprawling and these characters would literally be on the very edges of it, barely involved. idk. it's long again.
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CN: possession, seizure, knifepoint, blood, glass in mouth, panic attack, paranormal happenings
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Elaine's had a bad feeling for days already when she gets the text. Cutter messages her in the dead of the night, two words: "Coming over". It makes her sigh but she does have to admit she appreciates the warning. It only took one mention from her that she's not a fan of unannounced visits for him to cut them out completely; sticking to texts or phone calls instead or giving her a heads-up with a - usually excessively wordy - text. Tonight, though, she's tired and on edge, so she misses the uncharacteristic brevity. Until the doorbell rings and she opens to see him leaning on the door frame, face pale as ash, his smile a ghost of the usual one. "Sorry," he breathes. "Didn't know where else to go."
She opens her mouth to answer but suddenly he doubles over; Elaine moves to catch him and feels that he's ice cold to the touch. His skin looks wrong too, it has a strange, dull sheen to it, like plastic.
Or like glass.
"What's going on?" she asks through a dry throat. She leads - no, more like drags him inside; his knees wobble, he clings to her for balance.
"I've just-" The reply comes, fragmented by heavy breaths. "Just felt like shit all day and then- Then I felt-" He barks a cry of pain and his body seizes. It feels like something inside him rips. Every muscle tenses at once and refuses to obey him, he half-registers Elaine catching him again. Horrible tension builds inside his lungs, like a scream he can't contain but the voice isn't his. It burns, just like his skin burns now, every inch of it, converging and culminating over his sternum, right in the center of the scar.
Elaine jerks back when he convulses. Her mind throws a hundred words a minute at her, each more frantic than the previous. Seizure? Stroke? Injury? No, none of those. She sees his eyes roll back and the whites are glittering, reflecting light like multifaceted glass.
This is no regular seizure.
Cutter's body thrashes out of her grip, inhuman force tears her hands off of him. But he doesn't fall. Something holds him rigidly upright, back arched, head thrown back as his mouth moves around a soundless gasp. For a split second, his face twists into a grimace of silent agony; then it falls completely blank.
When his voice comes, it's not fully his. Something else contracts his vocal cords and pushes out his breath, forming warbled, wheezing, barely human words:
"The waiting is over."
Lightning-fast, Elaine draws a dagger. Pure silver glints, in a blink it's at Cutter's throat. He shudders, but the voice keeps repeating those four words, falling now into a rhythm.
"I cast you out of this body," Elaine says, clear and strong. "By the touch of silver, by the trill of song, by my word as master of this dwelling; I cast you out."
She whistles. Four short notes; one high, two repeating, one low. The chant falters, thrown off its melody and Cutter's body sways as the presence inside it swells in furious frustration.
Elaine stands statue-still. Her arm is raised, the dagger doesn't even twitch.
"Leave," she says.
She feels it all at once. Raw emotion rushes over her like a waterfall, mixed and twisted beyond recognition. The flash of blinding anger makes her breath catch - and then it's gone. The last chanted word fades along with a faint but unmistakable pang of the deepest sadness.
The ghost is gone.
Cutter drops like a de-stringed puppet. Elaine is down with him in a dash, her hands hovering, unsure what to do as adrenaline seeps out of her. She's an expert on the supernatural; but what does she do when it's gone? Cutter's convulsing again, this time with a violent coughing fit. It sounds like he's suffocating, gasping between the coughs, and blood stains the floor below him where he holds himself up on trembling arms.
Then a small clink sounds out. Along with the blood, he spits out a polished shard of glass.
Elaine's stomach sinks. Memories rush to her and she hates being right; hates remembering the ghost that almost killed both of them, and hates the reminder that she has not truly defeated it. More glass glitters on the floor and she knows that Cutter understands now, too, because his eyes grow wide with raw terror. His gasping stops, as if someone bound his throat, and he's shaking in complete silence, blood dripping from desperately clenched teeth.
He's hyperventilating, Elaine realizes. What does she do? What would Joy do? What would-
She pulls the dagger again and shoves it into Cutter's hand. "Hold this."
He looks up at her and the veil of fear shrouding his eyes tears slightly. He inhales suddenly and then he's gasping again - but different, a fraction more controlled. She closes his fingers over the blade, careful to only male him touch the flat of it.
"It's my silver dagger," she explains. "I cast out the ghost by invoking silver, a song, and my power over the house. The house itself was probably enough, but touching silver is good as a redundancy, because it's physical. I cast it out three times, so that took it from a threat to a command, which made it harder for it to disobey, because it was in my domain. The song was to ground me, mostly."
As she speaks, Cutter's eyes do not leave hers. His breathing grows slower and quieter, he finds its rhythm once again and latches onto it as the shivers begin to calm. He says, in a voice that is hoarse and shaky but undeniably his:
"Are you using my own techniques on me?"
At that, Elaine releases a breath of her own, a heavy sigh of relief and, she realizes, exhaustion. "You said that explaining your methods calms people down," she says.
He did say that, months ago, when she asked how the hells he managed to stop people from freaking out at the bare mention of ghosts. She dismissed him then, saying that the ghosts he deals with aren't real, so surely it can't be the same. She likes being wrong, she decides.
She sits back on her heels and Cutter does the same, leaning heavily back onto his arms. He's panting now like he ran a marathon but with what breath he has he manages a short, raspy laugh. It has a hysterical edge to it, but Elaine is glad to hear it nonetheless. If he's grinning like an idiot again, then maybe the world isn't ending.
"Elaine, you are so fucking smart," he says.
She responds with a small smile of her own, tired but there. "Spare me."
"I'm serious." He lets his head drop forward, still unsteady in balance. "I'm not just flattering. You are so bloody smart and we're all going to die without you."
"What?"
He sighs and his ashen face takes on a look of vague annoyance. "I think the world is ending."
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wkemeup · 4 years
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What about the time reader says I love you for the first time and it's not very good timing and they dont see each other for a bit after she says it and she's worried she messed up?
+ anon request of “At what point do they say I love you cause I feel like they’re both already half way in love with each other by the time they leave the airport lol”
Im With You - Masterlist
“Doll, I really gotta go,” Bucky laughed, one foot inside the taxi, the rest of him leaning up and over the door as you kept your hands gripped into the collar of his shirt. He giggled like a kid on a playground as you pressed kisses to his nose, his cheeks, his forehead, his lips. Neither of you minded as the taxi driver impatiently blared down on the horn.
It was hard to let go of him knowing he’d be leaving for two weeks to visit Rebecca at Oxford. He was so proud the day she’d called and told him she’d been accepted to their graduate program, he’d shouted the news to the entire café at near eight in the morning, startling an old man into spilling his tea down his front. Bucky had apologized profusely, bought the man a new drink and scone to make up for the mess, but he was giddy with pride, whistling and grinning to himself, for the entire day.
Six months had passed the graduation and things had been better between Bucky and his sister. They texted once every few weeks, a short exchange here and there, simple questions about Bucky’s job and whether Rebecca had started packing yet. They were mending something that had been severed for years. It would take time. They both knew that.
But this was a good step.
“Sweetheart, stop it! I’m gonna miss my flight,” Bucky warned, trying to pull away again, though he didn’t put much effort into it. He was usually the one fighting for affection, pulling you into his arms on the street and kissing you until strangers turned away awkwardly. He liked the attention and wondered if he should travel more just to see this side of you again.
“Okay, okay,” you conceded, letting go of his shirt and he fell into his seat with a huff. His hair was messy from where your hands had run through it and he had that blissed out kind of look on his face that made your stomach twist to knots. You closed the door behind him and tapped on the roof of the taxi.
Bucky rolled down the window, resting his forearms on the frame as the driver switched on the turn signal. You stepped back to the sidewalk, giving him a short wave.
“I’ll call,” Bucky promised. He looked like a damn dream.
“I know you will,” you replied, arms folded over your chest as you smiled back at him.
The taxi started to pull out into the street and you missed him already. Bucky mouthed a last goodbye, his voice obstructed by the shout of the cabby as he cursed out the driver next to him. You laughed, following the few feet down the sidewalk to be with him just a little longer.
“Just fly safe, alright? Have fun for me,” you laughed, shaking your head at Bucky’s attempts to hold a conversation with you from his window of the taxi.
“Won’t be possible without you!” He was practically screaming. His driver looked about ready to toss him on the street.
“Goodbye, Bucky,” you teased, shaking your head as you started to back away. “Love you.”
Bucky's smile fell away in an instant. Face falling into shock. Eyes wide. “What?”
You raised a brow. You couldn’t hear him. A bike zoomed past you, keeping you from walking out to the curb. “What’s wrong?”
“What did you just say?” he called over the rush of traffic, then turning to the cab driver to get him to pull over but it was too late. The cab disappeared into the flow of cars.
Shaking your head, you pulled out your phone at the soft vibrations in your pocket, Bucky’s face illuminated on the screen, when a sudden heavy force slammed into your side, sending you spiraling to the ground. You fell with a thud against your left hip, turning to find a jogger in expensive running gear sending an apologetic grimace over his shoulder as he pointed at his watch, a signal that he needed to keep his pace and couldn’t bother to stop to help you.
You rolled your eyes, trying to find your footing again when you realized your phone had been thrown from your hands. It was a few feet into the street, but it appeared unharmed. Bucky’s name was still lit up on the screen. The slight wave of relief was short lived until a Tesla drove right over it as you took your first step off the curb, its horn screaming at you.
Your phone was in pieces.
Well, shit.
You thought about running upstairs to grab your computer before realizing Bucky took your laptop to the Apple store a few days ago after it started displaying the blue screen of death. With no access to your phone or social media, you’d just have to hope whatever he was so concerned about wasn’t a huge deal. You’d get your phone sorted out in a few hours.
Hopefully you could track him down before his flight took off.
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Later, after you’d spent an hour sitting in the lobby of the cell store, waiting for your turn, you started thinking back to your goodbye with Bucky, wondering what had set him off. You’d been teasing him. It was hard to hear over the horns of the traffic and the pedestrians around you, but you were certain he’d known you were joking with him.
He said he’d call.
You told him to be safe. Have fun.
He made his corny jokes.
You said goodbye and then...
“Shit!” you gasped, hands clamping to your mouth as a mother quickly stood from her seat next to you carrying a three-year-old now repeating the curse word on a loop. She glared at you and you couldn’t hold it together enough to offer an apology.
You’d told him you loved him.
You'd known for a while, felt it almost before you’d even boarded the plane back to the city that first weekend, but you were never supposed to tell him like this. You were going to wait a few more months, when it felt like a reasonable time when most normal couples who met in a perfectly average way would have said that sort of thing.
Not as he was driving away to board a flight to London for the next two weeks.
“Oh, God,” you whined, sinking into the chair, remembering the look on his face, how his smile had fallen away, how shocked he’d been. You pinched at the bridge of your nose, your cheeks hot with embarrassment, and you tried to make yourself as small as you could manage.
It didn’t work.
“Y/n?”
You glanced up to find an employee in a red shirt calling your name. She offered you a sad smile as you hulled yourself to your feet. The look on her face was warning enough.
“It looks like we’re going to need two weeks to get the parts for your phone,” she said.
You nodded. Of course.
“You’re welcome to use one of our other devices in the meantime.” She gestured to a wall of phones, all of which were priced at rentals well over your budget. You didn’t have the spare funds to be wasting on the parts for your phone, let alone another phone entirely.
“N-No, I’ll manage,” you said dejectedly. You’d lived without a cellphone once in your life. You’d been a kid in the age before children had iPads and touchscreens were considered the peak of technology. You could get through this.
Until you realized you didn't know Bucky’s number. Or Steve’s. Or anyone that could possibly get you in contact with him once his plane landed in London. You wondered if he’d still try to call only to be met with your voicemail or if you’d freaked him out enough to keep his distance. You wouldn’t find out, you supposed. He had no way of reaching you until he got back.
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It was the day Bucky was supposed to get back.
You had spent the past two weeks in constant anxiety. There had been a few times you thought about tracking down Steve at his place, but you couldn’t remember the address or how to get there. How had you become so reliant on a damn phone?
So, you sat on your couch, staring at the wall. He’d go straight home, you were sure. He'd be exhausted from jetlag and the itinerary of sights Rebecca likely dragged him and his mother on. You’d seen her email detailing the trip before he left. He'd been so excited.
You were about to go downstairs to check your mail again, hoping they’d shipped you your phone by now, when you heard a sudden pounding on the door that forced a skip in your heart.
“Y/n?! Please tell me you’re in there! Jesus— open the door.”
Bucky?
You found yourself paralyzed, terrified to even stand. The pounding continued.
“Come on,” Bucky called and you could the crack in his voice, the panic. “Don’t do this to me. I gotta talk to you. Please be home. Please be home.”
You swallowed nervously, standing on wobbling legs as you made your way to the door. He was still knocking on the other side, calling out to you and you could hear your neighbors shouting at him to quiet down, but he didn’t let up.
The moment you unfastened the deadbolt, he silenced instantly. A squeak in the floor meant he took a step back and you slowly opened the door.
He stood in the frame; dark circles under his eyes and his luggage down at his feet. He was out of breath.
Then, unable to take the tension, you boke spoke at once.
“You didn’t answer my calls.”
“A Tesla ran over my phone.”
Bucky paused, confused. “Wait-- what?”
You took a deep breath, twisting at your hands nervously, avoiding his eyes. “A, um, a Tesla ran over my phone after you left. I’ve been waiting on a replacement but the interim phones were too expensive and you took my computer to the shop earlier this week, so I haven’t been able to get ahold of anyone and I’ve been--”
“Oh, thank God.” Bucky engulfed you into his arms, causing you to stumble back a few paces into your kitchen, but he held you steady. His nose pressed in tight to your neck, arms constricting at your waist. “You weren’t picking up when I called and I thought—I thought you didn’t--”
He didn’t finish the thought.
“You did mean it, right?” he asked slowly, pulling back just enough to see your eyes. He was searching you, scanning you, but you couldn’t speak. “Tell me you did. I’ve been going crazy, doll. I almost got on a flight back about seven different times but my ma kept trying to tell me I was being nuts, but I— I couldn’t stand the idea of you not knowing I love you, too.”
“You what?” The air left your lungs, Bucky’s face still nuzzled in tight to the crook of your neck, his words slightly muffled by the cotton of your sweatshirt.
He pulled back slightly, just enough to see your face. There was a kind of relief in his eyes as a heavy breath left his lungs. He brushed a hair away from your face, thumb tracing delicately over your cheekbone.
“I love you,” he said again, so calmly, so sweetly, it ignited a storm of fireworks and butterflies in your stomach. “Please tell me I wasn’t hearing you wrong because I’ll start feeling really damn stup--”
Lips crashed to his, hands curling tight into the lapel of his jacket, as close as you could manage to get him. He smiled against your lips, the soft vibrations of his laugh warm against you, and you melded to him. It was where you should be.
Only after your lungs were tight without air, you pulled back, pressing a kiss to his cheeks, the corners of his mouth, his nose, his jaw, until he was laughing and smiling wide enough for it to wrinkle by his eyes.
Bucky wrapped his arms around your shoulders, holding you close. “So, does this mean--”
You swatted his arm, kissing him again, before you said what you’d been waiting to since the day you boarded the flight back to NYC, hand in hand, without the weight of your insecurities on your shoulders, a burden he’d helped in lifting.
“I love you, too.”
Ok folks that’s the end of this lovely series! I’ve so appreciated the love and support on my first real attempt at fluff ♥️ I hope this sustains you through the next one shot I plan on posting (hint: it’s titled A Twice Broken Man) and my next major series about undercoverFBIagent!Bucky infiltrating Hydra 👀
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jingabitch · 5 years
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Could I,,, possibly get a small one shot of Fucked Up where the boys punish the reader for being bratty 👀
So.
Apologies that this took a while as I am clearly incapable of writing short drabbles. Everything I’ve written has been minimum 1.3k.
Word count: 3253 (i majorly overdelivered IM SORRY i know you said you wanted a small one-shot LOL)
Warnings: explicit sexual content | whipping | rimming | emotional manipulation | all the general tags for this series apply
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Honestly, you’re not sure what the problem is right now. All of them are arguing in front of you, seemingly caught off guard by a problem that really should have been apparent to them all from the beginning.
And, even if it hadn’t occurred to them then, you’re not sure why this issue hadn’t surfaced with them back when the new global tour was first announced. For God’s sake, this must be the fiftieth tour they’ve done; it’s not like they never expected to travel.
So it’s really confusing for you when they come in late, which is usual for them now that it’s three weeks to the start of their comeback tour, and tell you that you need to have a discussion about what you’re going to do when they go on tour.
Which subsequently devolved into yelling and childish sniping at each other. From your comfortable spot on Jimin’s lap, you sigh and clutch the front of his shirt as you rest your cheek against the solid planes of his chest. Yoongi, from the seat next to you, gives you a small smile when you make eye contact and reaches out to stroke your hair, not missing a beat from his tirade about how disrespectful Jeongguk was for suggesting that he was bad at planning.
Finally, you’ve had enough. “Um…” you say hesitantly, hoping to stop this fight. Jeongguk doesn’t hear you, so caught up in passionately making his point, but Namjoon does, and the leader pokes at the maknae’s side with his foot.
“Shut up,” he orders, and Jeongguk subsides, sulking. You smile at Namjoon gratefully, if a little tentatively.
“I could… maybe go home?” you suggest.
Dead silence.
You clear your throat awkwardly, your hand that was clutching Jimin’s shirt loosely now tightening and beginning to twist at it. The way you have all their undivided attention on you is stressing you out.
“What are you talking about, love? Your home is right here,” Taehyung finally asks, because it seems like no one else will.
You shrink back into yourself, curling more tightly into Jimin’s embrace. Yoongi coaxes you off Jimin’s lap and onto his, and you cling to him as you mumble, “I kept my apartment, I can go back there while you’re on tour.”
“You what - ” 
“Noona, what do you mean - ”
“You’re not leaving - ”
The sudden outburst from Seokjin, Jeongguk and Hoseok make you whimper and bury your face in Yoongi’s neck. He rubs your back soothingly, whispering to you that it’s okay, and to please explain, even as he nods at the others. Everything is going according to plan.
They’ve known, of course, that you kept the apartment. It wasn’t like you were able to terminate the lease early. They’ve been sitting on this information for ages, and tonight is the night they’re going to use it for maximum benefit.
“I…” your voice is almost nonexistent. Your heart is pounding, and you wonder if you’re about to faint.
“I mean, you have to have known that this would be an issue, right? I just wanted to solve a problem,” you force out, your face burning.
No one says anything as you look away from them, tucking your face into Yoongi’s neck as you cling on to him, although his hands have fallen to his side, away from your body. Because of that, you can’t see anything, although you do hear the telltale sound of a belt buckle being undone.
Alarmed, you turn your head to look up, whimpering in trepidation when you see that Seokjin has stood up and is matter-of-factly pulling his belt through the loops on his trousers. You know what this means, and dread fills your being, although shamefully, there’s a coil of arousal forming low in your belly as well.
“Baby girl, do you know what you did wrong?” Hoseok asks, leaning forward intently.
“I… kept my old apartment?” The confusion is evident in your expression and your voice. You look back at Yoongi, waiting for his reassurance that you’re doing okay, that they still love you. It doesn’t come.
The next time you look back at the boys, you feel like your stomach has dropped. Fear gnaws at your insides. All of them are looking at you with expressions ranging from hurt to solemn resolve to anger. Jin is holding his belt in his hands, and Hoseok is rolling his shirt sleeves up. You gulp, knowing that out of all the boys, they’re the disciplinarians.
“Hobi-oppa…” you try to placate him, but the way his jaw clenches lets you know immediately that you’ve made a mistake.
“Sir, please,” you amend.
Namjoon, still seated, looking as composed and nonchalant as ever. “Y/n-ah…” he calls, and you turn over to him. “You really betrayed our trust by keeping your apartment.”
Taken aback, you gape at him helplessly. He continues explaining. “We opened our hearts and our home to you, and you’re keeping an escape? Why, baby girl? Do you not trust us?”
Horrified at his accusation, you rear back, ready to defend yourself, only to be met by Jimin’s sad eyes. It takes all the wind out of you, and your shoulders slump. “No,” you mumble to yourself, looking down. Your arms wrap around your body protectively, and even knowing that this has to be done, Yoongi has to fight the urge to hold you and kiss it better.
Taehyung, who despite his slightly childish and clingy tendencies, is ever the peacemaker, reaches over to pat your leg. “It’s okay, Y/n,” he says, so sure of himself that even though your instincts tell you otherwise, you believe him.
“Just take your punishment like a good girl, and we can forget about this whole thing, all right?” he continues, and you nod. You’re still not sure why you were wrong, but all of them look so sad and you caused it, so it must have been your fault.
Seokjin speaks for the first time. “Ten lashes for the apartment.” Your eyes fly over to him. His usually jovial expression is gone, and he’s staring at you intensely, his jaw working. He continues without missing a beat as he meets your gaze. “Five for talking back.”
Hoseok adds, “And since you don’t know how to address us appropriately, you shouldn’t say anything for the rest of the day.” 
Your horror must show on your face. Fifteen lashes is more than you’ve ever gotten, and taking away your right to speak? He’s never given you that punishment before, all of them say they love your voice.
Still, you have no choice but to nod your acquiescence, getting off Yoongi’s lap made difficult as your limbs feel leaden, weighed down with dread and remorse. If he senses how wobbly you are, he doesn’t respond, not even to help stabilize you.
Biting your lip nervously, you pull down your shorts and panties, making your way over to the dining table. Seokjin follows you, slapping the folded up belt against his palm with an intimidating cracking sound. “Take off your shirt,” he prompts, and you hesitate. He’s never asked you to do that before.
When you look at him, slightly confused, he just raises his brow, silently asking why you aren’t obeying him. Tentatively, you lift the oversized T-shirt - one of the boys’, you’re sure, although for the life of you you can never tell whose shirt you’re wearing - over your head and drop it onto the table. You’re not wearing a bra since you’re at home, and lost in the confusion and nervousness, you miss the predatory gleam the boys stare down your body with.
“Fifteen lashes,” Seokjin reminds you as you bend over the table, your hands gripping the edges for balance.
You close your eyes and nod, a mask of determination settling over your features.
When you hear the leather whistling through the air, your entire body tenses in preparation for the strike. Pain explodes from your lower back, where the belt hit you, a welt immediately forming on your skin.
“One,” you whimper. 
The belt cracks against your skin again, this time across the swell of your bottom. “Two,” you force out, breathing past the pain.
Blow after blow rains down on your naked flesh, each one leaving an angry red welt. Some of them criss-cross, a pattern that Seokjin finds mind-numbingly beautiful and arousing. You, on the other hand, are not nearly as enthused about the punishment, your whole body trembling. It feels like your mind is shutting down; the overwhelming pain all you can think about as it feels like your whole body is on fire.
When he finally lays the last blow on your skin, you moan as your fingers immediately release the table, all the strength leaving your body. You slump to the floor, curled up in a foetal position. Immediately Yeontan comes over to check on his second favourite human in the house, nosing at your cheek in concern.
“‘M okay,” you manage to get out, petting him weakly. Seokjin kneels next to you, using your discarded shirt to wipe the sweat, tears and drool off your face.
“It’s okay, you’re okay now,” he soothes, shifting you slightly so that your head is in his lap, your body slightly elevated off the ground as Jimin comes over with the ointment. The two of them massage it gently into your inflamed skin, Seokjin’s soft touch all the more tender when you contrast it to the pain he subjected you to earlier.
When they’re done, they help you into a sitting position, and you open your mouth to thank them, but Hoseok’s raised brow makes you remember that you aren’t supposed to talk, and you snap it shut.
“Good girl,” Namjoon says approvingly, seeing you remember the punishment. Seeing you so obedient to the boys is one of his favourite things. He doesn’t much care to use physical punishments, preferring to use subtler methods to force your submission to him, but he can’t deny that there’s something about the way tears spill down your cheeks when Seokjin administers one of his punishments. Spanking for lesser infractions, and the belt for major problems.
Hoseok didn’t choose to take away your voice for the day for no reason, though. The reason is clear to everyone but you as you look desperately over at Yoongi, remembering the way he’d turned his face away from you earlier. Surely he isn’t still angry…?
He stares back at you blankly, none of the usual affection evident in his expression, and you feel cold inside. Standing up on wobbly legs, you stumble over to him, falling to your knees as you reach trembling hands out to him. You want to cry out, to beg him to forgive you, to love you again, but you can’t. Hoseok has forbidden it.
And you realise, for the first time, the cruelty of his punishment. You’d never fully understood the sense that you got from him, that there was an undercurrent of darkness lurking under the sunny exterior. You’d thought it was because of how intense he could be when he was upset that something or someone had threatened your safety or happiness, but it had never even occurred to you what it would feel like to be on the receiving end of that wrath.
Instead, you clutch at his sweatpants, your fists resting against his hips. When he looks at you coldly, you stare back at him earnestly, trying to convey without words how much you love him, that you didn’t mean to hurt him or make him feel like he’s not the love of your life.
“What is it?” he asks, and your face falls. How can you explain how you feel to him without words?
He raises a brow at you, and it hits you.
Of course. You know what he wants. If you can’t speak, you have to show him how much you love him with your actions.
So you sit back on your heels, looking up at him. He leans forward slightly to watch you, intrigued now. Will you offer him what he wants? His heart pounds with anticipation, but he hides it well behind his stoic poker face. 
Biting your lip nervously, you make eye contact with him, then let your mouth fall open slightly.
Yoongi leans further over you, one hand coming up to cradle your jaw. Without breaking eye contact, he works his mouth a little, then spits into your mouth.
It takes everything in you not to react, but to your credit, you don’t even flinch, closing your eyes as you feel the thick, viscous liquid sliding down your tongue. He doesn’t tell you to swallow, so you don’t.
“Good girl,” he praises you, sounding pleased for the first time tonight, and your heart skips a beat at the knowledge that you’re doing something right, finally.
“Swallow,” he orders in a voice gone gritty with need, and you obey. How far are you willing to go to earn his forgiveness? He’s unbearably curious to find out.
He doesn’t have to wait long to find his answer.
You tug on his sweatpants again, and he lifts his hips off the couch to allow you to slide them off. He’s already hard, and you can’t help that one side of your mouth curls upwards in a small smirk, but that’s not what you’re after tonight.
Your teeth worry your lower lip hesitantly as you consider how best to do this. It was something he’d told you about a few weeks ago, and at the time you’d been reluctant to try this, but now you know that nothing less will convince him that you’re here to stay, that he has your devotion.
Gently, you push on his shins until he lifts his feet off the floor, planting them on either side of him on the couch cushions. His expression is inscrutable, but you can see the gleam in his eyes as you gulp, his gaze following the working of your throat.
You lean in slowly, and it might seem like you’re going to suck his cock, but then your fingers tentatively part his cheeks, exposing his asshole. His instinct is to tense up his ass in response to the sudden attention, but he forces himself to keep it relaxed, not doing anything that might scare you away.
Finally, you can put it off no longer and press your lips to his hole, hearing the muffled groans and curses of the other boys, who are watching intently. Realising that it wasn’t as bad as you feared, you become bolder, pressing the flat of your tongue against the rim of muscle for a tentative lick, then looking up at Yoongi for validation.
He nods slightly, one side of his mouth quirked up in a small smile, and you go back to your task, satisfied. Over your head, he smirks at the other boys, knowing how jealous they are that he got to have your tongue first.
Still, you barely get in a few more strokes before he’s pushing your head away gently, turning around so he’s on his knees, leaning over the back of the couch. It’s a more comfortable position for both of you, and you resume eating him out, your left hand on his ass for balance as you reach around with your right to jerk him off.
Yoongi moans as you wrap your hand around his erection, making his hands into fists as he drops his head forward. He moves his hips in small thrusts, wanting more friction on his cock while being reluctant to leave your tongue. Taking the hint, you tighten your fist around him slightly, increasing the pace with which you stroke him.
It isn’t long before the need to cum is rushing up on Yoongi, much to his regret because he would have much preferred to draw this out as long as possible. Still, the combined sensations of your tongue in his ass and your hand on his cock, not to mention the triumph of manipulating you into this and the headiness of being watched by the other guys, has him hurtling towards his orgasm almost against his will.
When he can’t hold it any longer, he turns around abruptly, the movement knocking your hand from him as you pull back slightly in surprise. “Open,” he grinds out as he takes over jerking himself, his hand almost a blur from how fast he’s going. You open your mouth obligingly and he groans through his orgasm, aiming himself so that most of his release goes into your mouth, although he doesn’t get it all in and some of it decorates your lips and chin in white stripes.
Exhausted, he sits back on the couch. “Don’t swallow yet,” he murmurs, and you obediently hold his cum in your mouth as he strokes his thumb over your face, gathering the excess that didn’t make it in and pushing it past your lips. Then, with a smirk, he leans over and spits in your mouth again.
“Swallow,” he instructs, his hand moving to rest on your neck, and you do, knowing he can feel your throat working under his thumb. When you open your mouth again, sticking out your tongue to show him that you did indeed swallow every drop of him down, he smiles down at you, leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead. “Good girl,” he praises you. “Such a good girl, I love you so much,” he murmurs, and you feel whole again.
You know, however, that you’re not done atoning for your mistakes. All of the boys have a favourite kink and you’ll be spending the next few days indulging them. Jeongguk likes to overstimulate you till you’re a sweaty, crying mess; Jimin and Taehyung particularly enjoy cumplay, especially on your face. Namjoon enjoys cockwarming and you’ll probably follow them to the studios tomorrow, sitting in his lap all day while he works on his music, stuffed inside you as you wrap your arms and legs around him like a koala. Hoseok likes pet play, has a collar and leash for you, and a butt plug with a cute tail attached to it that he loves. Jin - you wonder if the whipping was enough, or if he’ll want more. 
For tonight, though, you’re tired, which they can all see from the way you can barely keep your eyes open, your cheek resting against Yoongi’s bare thigh, his hands running through your hair.
Taehyung takes you to the bathroom to clean up, washing you gently under the shower when it’s determined that a bath will be too uncomfortable with your back the way it is. Maybe he’s able to slip in a quickie in the shower, sitting on the floor while you straddle his lap, but none of the other boys realise it when you slip into bed with them, a fresh layer of ointment spread across your back as you lay on your stomach.
“Sweetheart…” Namjoon starts speaking, his voice deep and soft in the darkness of the room. You hum wordlessly to let him know you’re awake and listening. “We were talking about it and we think it’s best if you come on tour with us.”
Already slipping from consciousness, you just yawn and nod sleepily. “Okay,” you acquiesce in a small, cute voice. Jimin presses as close to you as he can and drops a kiss to your temple. Tonight went exactly according to plan.
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chloehl10 · 5 years
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I was tagged by the lovely @pocketsunshineharry​, thank you so much, love!
All answers should be about works published in 2018. (Skip any questions you don’t want to answer, but please leave them on the list so that others can answer them if they want.)
1. Number of stories (including drabbles) posted to AO3:  29. Oops. Lol
2. Word count posted for the year:  
1,725,628. That’s 1.7 million words. I have no excuse.
3. List of works published this year (in order of posting):
A Lot Of Fight Left In Me You Bring Me Home Wonder How I Ever Made It Through Don’t You Remember? I Got Me An Appetite Tell Me That You Want Me Tonight Piece by Piece Hallelujah You’re Home Lucky Ones To Carry Love (I Can Show You How To) Slow Dance I Will Answer All Your Wishes You’ve Got This Spell On Me Look How Far We’ve Come My Baby Baby, Honey It’s Coming Home You’re My Only Hope Right Here Waiting Remedy I Knew You Were Waiting For Me With The Strength To Carry On Baby We Could Be Enough Lost Without You We’ve Already Won Feels Like Christmas  Let Me Be Your Star Made From Love Fairytale of New York You Were Made To Be Mine (wip)
4. Fandoms I wrote for:
One Direction 5. Pairings:
Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson 6. Story with the most
Kudos: You Were Made To Be Mine (wip) - 2,125 / Let Me Be Your Star (complete) -  1,177 Bookmarks:  You Were Made To Be Mine (wip) - 532 / Lucky Ones (complete) - 403 Comments: You Were Made To Be Mine (wip) - 3,111 / Let Me Be Your Star (complete) - 1,212
9. Work I’m most proud of (and why):
There’s two. You Were Made To Be Mine because I love it, and I think I’ve really created a world for these two characters, and Jacob is just one of my favourite characters I’ve ever written. Also Let Me Be Your Star. This was written on a whim after something on Twitter, and it’s just been so well received. I was proud of how accurately I wrote Louis, even before we saw on him on X Factor, and I’m just really proud of how it all went.
Oh and I have to mention my first long fic A Lot of Fight Left In Me. My heart and soul went into that story, and I love it so much. And Piece by Piece, this fic will always be so special to me.
10. Work I’m least proud of (and why):
I don’t want to say. I do have one, and in a way, I am tempted to orphan it. But hey.
11. A favourite excerpt of your writing:
This was hard. I’m going for this from YWMTBM chapter 56. “Lou….” Harry shuffled their bodies until his own legs were out in front of him, Louis’ body against his, silence broken by only Louis’ sobs, and Harry’s breaths. “Louis… you know it’s okay to not be okay, right? It’s not a weakness, sweetheart… you’re just, you’re just human.. Don’t ever be ashamed of hurting because I want to be the one you turn to… not the one you run away from, yeah? I want to share your burdens, wipe away your tears… hold you when you cry. Because I love you, Louis… so much, you have no idea how much.”
“Harry, I-”
“No, it’s my turn. Listen to me, please?” Louis nodded, more tears falling as Harry started to speak. He didn’t know if there was anything Harry could say to change his mind about this. No pretty words to fix it.
“You need to trust that I’m not going to run away when things get a little bit tough. Because I’m not, not now, not ever. You’ve been pushing me away, Louis, so fucking hard, and it hurt so bad because you wouldn’t let me in when all I wanted to do was help. I just want to be there for you-”
“But you nearly weren’t-” Louis whispered, the words falling from his lips. “You nearly left me, Harry… I… you nearly died, and you nearly left me. I had to listen to a doctor tell me that they didn't know if you were ever gonna wake up. I was nearly alone again, like before. I’ve never been so scared, Harry. I can’t bear the thought of you being taken away from me. I don’t want you to leave. It’s been easier to push you away, knowing that you would leave by your own free will, than losing you any other way.”
“I didn't want to leave… you have to know I never would have wanted that, Lou...” Harry was crying again now, reliving those awful memories, things he’d pushed deep down long ago, realising with horror that Louis had never moved on, had never really talked about how he felt when Harry had had his accident… how he’d nearly lost his husband. “But I’m here now, yeah? I don’t want to leave you, Louis. I want to grow old with you, and hold your hand every single day. I want to wake up to your beautiful blue eyes, and I want to share your pain, and your hurt. I want you to trust me, to let me do that for you.”
“You were there for me when I had my accident. You were my rock. You kept me going when I wanted to give up. When the physio was too much, I just wanted to give in, but you made me strong, Louis. You encouraged me… you believed in me. But now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to support you, to believe in you, like I promised when I married you. Please let me be there for you-” Harry’s voice cracked on the last word, meeting Louis’ eyes.
All Louis could see was honesty and love. There was a sincerity in Harry’s words that he just believed, and finally, he reached down, watching as his smaller hand sat on Harry’s, their fingers mingling gently, cautiously, as if they were afraid to touch. Louis bent his fingers, letting Harry clasp his hand in return. What seemed like such a small step seemed enormous to Louis, but he knew Harry was the only person he would ever want to be vulnerable with.
Despite everything… despite how hard Louis had tried to push him away, Harry wasn’t going anywhere. Harry loved him, and he loved Harry, more than he could ever say. He looked back into the eyes of his husband, the one who loved him in spite of his faults, who loved him because of them. Harry didn't see a broken man who he needed to fix. He just saw his Louis. Louis’ bottom lip wobbled as he stared deep into Harry’s eyes, as if he were looking into his soul, seeing the other half of himself.
12. Share or describe a favourite review you received:
Some of the comments I get make me want to cry, honestly. I’m not sure people know how much leaving a comment on AO3 means to authors. I’d be hard pressed to find just one, but anything where people can relate to my writing in their real life is always very touching. Here’s one that moved me deeply recently from my christmas fic Feels Like Christmas:
“Im not gonna lie, I had to take breaks reading this because it was SO SAD in parts, in between being so beautiful.Harry was just like an angel of Christmas in this and your Louis seemed, to me, to be VERY realistic. I can't imagine how losing Jay has affected him in general but especially on his birthday and at Christmas. She was such a beautiful mum and it still breaks my heart to read of her. The cemetery scene was perfection but heart-breakingly sad.I loved Harry delivering treats to the "neighbour" who turned out to be Louis. I wish I had a Harry :)Your writing was so sensory - which is something considering I'm Australian and rarely seen snow lol But the smells, sights etc of Christmas were just amazing.Terrific job, loved it :)“
13. A time when writing was really, really hard:
I went through a period of getting negative comments on YWMTBM and that was very hard to push through and tell the story I wanted to tell. But I did, and I am proud I did, because I write for me and that’s the most important thing. I have a story to finish, and I’m determined to. I also found the scenes in the middle of YWMTBM very hard and emotional, and I got caught up in Louis’ mindset for a while, which was very tough.
14. A scene or character you wrote that surprised you: I wrote a section of YWMTBM where Louis was struggling a lot with his mental health, and I surprised myself by delving into a subject like that. It was quite different for me, but I hope I did it justice, and that people could understand Louis’ actions. Also I wrote an mpreg birth scene which I never expected to do lol.
15. How did you grow as a writer this year:
I feel my writing as a whole got better, I got more confident, and I was more able to craft stories.
16. How do you hope to grow next year:
To not take on so much lol, although I love writing so much.
17. Who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc):
I’ve worked so much with @thecompasspointstohome​, one of my closest friends and she’s so much of an inspiration to me, no matter how much she ignores that I tell her that. She’s amazing, and my work would be a mess without her. I am forever grateful to have her.
18. Anything from your real life show up in your writing this year:
Yes, a bit of a sad one. A child in my class in battling leukaemia at the moment, and he was the inspiration behind Mia and her story in A Lot Of Fight Left In Me. He still has his down days, but he’s an amazingly strong child and I hope he has the ending that Mia, Olly, Louis and Harry have in that story. 
19. Any new wisdom you can share with other writers:
Write for you. That’s the most important thing I’ve found.
20. Any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year:
My BDSM fic, and my Harry Potter exchange fic. I also have my fic for the Fanworks for Charity to write, as well as updating YWMTBM. I also have a few other stories in the works so wait and see :) Oh, and my tearjerker fic which I’ve been teasing forever on Twitter, oops...
21. Tag three writers whose answers you’d like to read.
Anyone who wants to do it, please do so!
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I got a les mis prompt for you! Enjolras is sick and doesn't want to tell his friends worried of being a burden to them. He tries to hide all his symptoms till he collapses during a meeting or rally and everyone is worried thinking he is dying or something. Turns out the illness isn't serious but he collapsed from dehydration mixed with exhaustion so he needs medicine, fluids and rest they have a group movie night/sleepover at his apartment to make sure he is okay and following instructions
(I love writing Enjolras so much!!! Have some more of my golden sun..who I also hurt a lot sorry lol..this got real angsty reaaal quick.)
Enjolras couldn’t always be their fierce, indestructible leader.
In fact, he thought himself as anything but that. He wasn’t their perfect, glowing icon, as much as he wished he could be. He wanted to be that for everyone, wanted to be this beacon of hope for his friends but he just wasn’t. Sometimes his friends forgot that pristine marble statues could break.
He had his down days. He had days where he just felt blue.
There were days Enjolras couldn’t find the heart to speak to anyone and withdrew away from everyone. He’d feel so exhausted and down for no particular reason. He’d just feel sad and dull and grey.
Sometimes Enjolras just felt so blue he’d feel detached from himself. He’d walk around in a derealised, abstract like world in a feverish like haze and let the world go by and he couldn’t even process anything. Nothing felt real. He’d forgot about himself, neglect himself and try to stay up later and keep working to try and feel, try and force himself to feel alive.
He wouldn’t go to bed, and when he did he would lay awake for a long period of time lost in his own thoughts and feeling anxious. He’d forget to drink and eat, feeling so lost and distracted that he just forgot.
At some point during all the late, sleepless nights and his lack of self care, the weird faux feverish haze he’d be experiencing actually became a feverish haze.
When he woke up with a splitting headache he knew he had taken ill, but there was no way Enjolras was going to tell anyone that he had.
They were only days before their rally, and they were truly hectic days. Everyone was busy and stressed trying to organise things and making sure everything was okay. Enjolras beyond proud of his amazing friends, and could not find the heart to burden their shoulders any more. It was a fever, he was going to be okay.
Enjolras dug through his closet, searching desperately for his winter clothing. It was nearing the end of the summer, but it was still pretty warm and hot. At least according to the weather app. But Enjolras was shaking furiously, and it was unbelievably hard to get out of his blankets that morning. Enjolras yanked an article of clothing out of his closet,  pulled on his signature red sweater that hadn’t been taken out since the early spring.
Enjolras pulled on his thicker jeans and shuddered, wrapping his arms around himself in an effort to keep himself warmer. He lets out a scratchy, rough cough against the crook of his arm and winces as his body is racked at the sheer force.
Once Enjolras finished, he sniffles weakly and splutters for a little. He wipes his nose tiredly on his jumper sleeve, his nose squishing against the material roughly. He looked up to see himself in the little mirror on the wall and cringed at his own appearance. He’s white as snow, besides his cheeks which are saturated a deep red. He’s got dark circles, and he looks like shit.
Suddenly there was a soft knock at the door of his apartment, causing Enjolras to jump slightly. He cleared his throat, quickly trying to tame his messy, golden curls as he rushed over to his door. He opened it to reveal Combeferre and Courfeyrac.
Courfeyrac was beaming, glowing with energy and looked about the epitome of health. A vast contrast to how Enjolras looking. He was radiating with sunshine, smile so wide and in black shorts and a bright yellow, thin t-shirt. The sight of him in such thin clothing made Enjolras shudder.
“You ready, mon ami?” He beamed.
Enjolras opened his mouth to speak, but was quickly cut off by a sharp, congested little cough he had to swiftly cover with his wrist, whipping his head away. He grinned sheepishly, “I am. Lets go?”
Courfeyrac seemed unfazed by it all and was more than willing to leave, but was quickly stopped by Combeferre who had an eyebrow raised. He clearly wasn’t very thrilled with the gruff edge to Enjolras’s voice, and the look of his face.
“Enj..what’s wrong? You look..you don’t look great,” Combeferre frowned.
Enjolras shook his head, chuckling lightheartedly.
“I-I’m okay, I promise, just a little jittery. We’ve..got a huge number turning up, bigger than we’ve had in a while,” Enjolras reassured, flashing then his winning, charming smile although it is a little flat. He felt way too sick and empty to be his usual, radiant self.
Combeferre took it for now, sighing fondly and tossing Enjolras’s hair about, “You’re going to be alright, E. It’s going to be okay. Lets go, now.”
Enjolras gave him a half hearted grin, trying to ignore how heavy and miserable he felt. He felt like he was about to collapse, and he couldn’t walk in a straight line. He wobbled hopelessly, desperately wishing that he could just see the world straight. He didn’t even feel at one with his own body. How was he supposed to make people feel whole and alive, when he couldn’t even feel alive at all?
The next hour went by in a daze.
It didn’t even feel real, like he was trapped in some abstract impressionist painting. He didn’t feel connected to his own body and just watched the world as it went by. He watched an empty clearing suddenly pile in with people, and then there was hundreds. It so much, and Enjolras felt both a weird culmination of overwhelmed and nothing at all.
Enjolras watched as people yelled with passion, hope and energy. It was exhilarating, and it was amazing, but it drained Enjolras to the very bone. He felt like there was a heavy weight hanging over his shoulders, and he was slumping and he felt so sick. He was shivering hard, desperately wishing he was in bed, and he loathed himself for it.
The Cause was so much bigger than some fever. It was so much bigger than his illness. He was such an awful person for this. There were so many people out there who needed to be enlightened, and yet he couldn’t just make himself cop on a little bit and feel less empty. He needed to be their fierce, passionate leader, but he was nothing, and Enjolras felt like such a horrible burden.
Enjolras blinked blearily, smothering a harsh, rugged cough against the crook of his arm. He squeezed his eyes shut as a pang of pain stabbed at his lungs as he coughed, balling his fists as his body convulsed with the intensity of his coughing. He was taken out of it by a warm hand on his shoulder, and it felt amazing against his freezing frame.
Enjolras turned around, and when his blue eyes met green he instantly felt a little better. For a moment he felt a little less empty, and somewhere inside of him a little spark ignited and it was a little warmer. Grantaire had this weird little magical ability to ground him and hold him steady when he seemed to be floating away.
Grantaire’s smile was soft, and his eyes were sparkling with the kindest eyes Enjolras had ever seen, it was melting him, “Hey, good luck out there.”
Enjolras couldn’t help the fond smile that wiped across his face, and the pink dusting his cheeks took as he looked away shyly. “..T-thanks..”
Grantaire only smiled, and hesitated for a moment, looking a little shaky and unsure, but then he was firm and so sure.
“..I just..wanted to let you know that..I believe in you.”
Enjolras froze up, and suddenly he felt a lot less empty and more something. He felt alive, the spark igniting into a burning fire.
“..You’ve given me something to believe in, Enjolras..and uh..I’m not really sure if you believe in yourself..I’ve noticed you’ve been a little distant the past week and not quite yourself. Not our usual, strong, invincible leader. I hope you’re okay.”
Enjolras laughed awkwardly, giving him a sad little smile, ���Thank you for the concern..but uh..you’re slightly wrong there, I’ve been more myself this past week than I’ve ever been. I’m not really your strong invincible leader…u-uh i..”
Tears pricked his eyes as he tried to wipe them away and he chuckled nervously, “Im just not. Not really that. I-I’m really sorry.”
Grantaire’s eyes widened, laced with a mixture of sadness, concern, guilt and a lot more that Enjolras couldn’t really read in his fevered state. Then a moment of clarity washed over his eyes.
“..I never said I believed in this strong, invincible leader.”
Enjolras looked up to see his loving smile.
“..I said I believed in you. So get out there, tiger. You can do it.”
A tear spilled from his eyes, which he quickly wiped away as he let out a shaky laugh and smile. He nodded, turning away from him and facing the curtain. He took in a deep breath, closing his eyes and thought of Grantaire, shutting out all the parts of himself that told him he couldn’t. All he could hear was Grantaire telling him he could and he felt so alive.
He stepped out onto the stage and he shone.
Everything went by in a weird blur, all he can really remember was passionate screaming, a fire blazing in his heart as people cheered him on. He felt exhilarated, this hopeful, euphoric buzz spreading and dancing within his veins as this energy burst into flame inside of him.
His illness would come back and bite him to remind himself of its sickened state, he would have to turn away to cough for a while. Sometimes he’d have to grip tight onto the podium as a wave of nausea hit him once his headache intensified. Waves of coldness would hit him and he would shake violently, and heat waves would wash over him, so scorching hot he was close to toppling over and fainting.
But none of this mattered.
What mattered was the hundreds of people with hope, hope for a better tomorrow. A better world, a kinder world. He could see the hope and enlightenment in their eyes, ablaze with determination. They were being inspired by his words, but more than anything he was being inspired by them. He felt amazing.
Then it was over, and the crowd was roaring and clapping. There was so much happening. He took a small, humble bow before he made his way back stage, to where his friends awaited.
Their faces were lit with happiness, they were all glowing. Their eyes twinkled, smiles wide and bright, arms open. They looked so loving Enjolras wondered why he ever thought he was a burden.
He could faintly hear his friends congratulating him and saying other positive things, but they were all being drowned out by a loud ringing in his ears. His headache intensified, as he tried to inch closer to them but his body felt so weak and exhausted that every step he took leeched his energy.
Grantaire’s arms were open wide for him, and as much as Enjolras wanted to melt into his embrace and fall into him he couldn’t go much closer because his knees were buckling and his vision was dotting and darkening.
Then he was free falling and the last thing he heard was the horrified screams of his friends.
It’s chaos.
Their sun and moon, collapsed on the floor. Weakened and sick, Grantaire’s not even sure if he’s breathing.
In these hectic, horrifying moments he’s suddenly realising how much a world without Enjolras would pain him. How empty that world would be. And right now his beautiful world with Enjolras in it is teetering on the edge to becoming a world he does not want to live in.
Everyone is panicking, but Combeferre is running and checking for a pulse. Enjolras is alive.
Grantaire doesn’t even know much time has passed because he’s just standing there with his heart racing scared that he’s lost him. That’s a thought Grantaire’s heart cannot bear.
Combeferre tells them he’s alright, that he’s just fevered and sick, and that he needs to go home, all will be fine.
But until Enjolras is awake and he can see those beautiful blue eyes shining with its charming sparkle nothing is fine.
When Enjolras wakes up he’s snuggled up in his favourite blanket on his couch, and he can faintly hear the beginning of the Breakfast Club in the background. Someone is softly caressing and playing with his curls, and it feels so nice. His head is lying on a soft little pillow taken from his bed, on top of someone’s lap. He looks down and sees his feet plopped onto Courfeyrac’s lap, who is happily munching away at some popcorn.
Enjolras looks a little further to see Combeferre sitting on the arm rest next to Courfeyrac and is sharing his popcorn, one hand placed firmly on his shoulder. He stirs and looks down and sees the sleeping bags and blowup mattresses scattered across his floor. Cosette is lying her head on Marius’s shoulder, who’s cuddling her and resting his chin on the top of her hair. Eponine is sitting near them, with Feuilly next to her as they share a packet of gummy bears. Jehan and Bahorel are sharing a bag of crisps, Joly is drinking a glass of water, Bossuet is wiping up some spilled soda on the floor, and Musichetta is coming back from the entrance holding a few boxes of pizza.
The person who is stroking his hair accidentally strokes against his nose, and Enjolras’s breath hitched twice before he shifts to cover his sneeze with the crook of his arm.
Grantaire chuckles softly, “Sorry, did I wake you?”
Enjolras looked up to see him and he blushed hard, the rush of emotions suddenly making him aware of his headache. He shook his head.
“No, I woke up a minute before that,” His voice was hoarse and croaky. He sounds awful.
Combeferre frowned and felt Enjolras’s forehead, gets up and returned shortly afterwards with a glass of water, medicine, and a damp towel. He passed the glass of water and medicine for him to consume. Enjolras obliged.
“You had a pretty dangerous fever earlier, E, and you were extremely dehydrated so you passed out. Why didn’t you say anything?” Combeferre scolds worriedly.
Enjolras laid back against Grantaire and snuggled against him, curling up as Grantaire draped the damp cloth over his forehead.
“..I don’t really know,” Enjolras said shyly.
He could feel everyone’s worried gazes.
“Enjolras, you know you can speak to us about anything,” Cosette cooed gently.
“It’s nothing, I just didn’t realise,” Enjolras brushed off quickly.
Grantaire sighed, “E, you know it isn’t that.”
Enjolras looks around wildly, and realised he can’t win, and pushed himself off of Grantaire to sit up. He’s a bit awkward, uncomfortable from being so vulnerable and feeling overwhelmed by everyone pausing the movie and turning around to look at him softly.
Before Enjolras even opens his mouth tears are already pricking his eyes, “I-I..just..had such a bad week..I-I felt so..so alone..which is really stupid because you’re all here for me and I just..felt so sad. I forgot to take care of myself and I-it’s..b-been tough..”
Enjolras’s voice cracked and he swallows, sniffling and looking away, “U-uh..I just felt like such a burden, you know? Y-you all see me as this amazing leader b-but the truth is, you guys, I’m just not. I’m so fucking weak. I-I’m so sorry I’m not but I’m just a stupid fucking boy who w-wants a better world.”
“Enj..you should’ve said so..” Courfeyrac said sadly.
“..You’re always telling us to reach out and you’re always here to listen to us, but you need to realise that it also applies to you, okay? We’re all here for you,” Combeferre said kindly.
Marius offers him a soft smile,  "And you are not weak. You’re one of the strongest people I know.“
"But you also have to start telling us these things, all of us would’ve been more than willing to be there for you. You really scared us, earlier, Enj..we thought you had died,” Bahorel says softly.
Grantaire wraps his arms around him and brings him close, embracing him with so much love and care, “Enjolras..we don’t need you to be fucking superman. You being just a guy, is so much more inspiring that way. A human can change the world, a human with flaws, it shows me there is still hope. You’ve given me hope again, Enjolras.”
Grantaire presses a shy, soft kiss against his cheek, “..We are right here, right by your side.”
Enjolras lets out a shaky laugh, and lets himself melt into Grantaire’s loving embrace and right here in his arms the world feels a lot lighter.
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um im not sure if we need a prompt number to ask for a fic maybe but ive been dying to read a shklance fanfic of someone saying to lance he doesnt deserve to be on the team and the team defending him and giving him reasons why he does and shiro and keith just shower him in love,gahhhh im rambling im sorry lol
THIS TOOK SO LONG AND IM SO SORRY! 
*Clears throat* So yeah, hello!!! Without further a due, here you go! I hope that you like it and I did good! First time writing Shklance, it was a trip. Still gotta practice tho, to try and balance the characters.
Content: SHKLANCE and Mean Emperors. 
A N Y W A Y S, here ya go! 
Disclaimer: Voltron doesn’t belong to me. 
Non number but who cares. “shklance fanfic of someone saying to lance hedoesn’t deserve to be on the team and the team defending him and giving himreasons why he does and shiro and keith just shower him in love” // Shklance.
“Your presence won’t be needed, Blue Paladin.”
Lance’s freezes at the words and raises his headslowly towards the voice, not even noticing how the entire team stop on theirtracks with him.
The Emperor of the planet they just saved stares downat Lance with their unblinking bored feline eyes, vague disgust on the back oftheir pupil.
“Excuse me?” Lance hears a second voice behind him,cold and sharp and Lance suppresses the shiver that runs down his back when herecognizes it as one of his boyfriend’s.
The Emperor shrugs their shoulders nonchalantly,turning slightly to meet Shiro’s gaze from behind Lance. “This is an importantmeeting. The entire council will be there and each of your team is required tocome with an agreement treaty because all of you have something to offer.”Their green feline eyes fall on Lance once again, expression bored andindifferent, “Except for the Blue Paladin, his…presence is not required.”
Lance’s smile wavers and he takes a shuddering breathin before he lets it out slowly, taking a step back.
“Ah, that’s alright, Your Highness.” Lance says,clearing the back of his throat subtly, “I will just – go back to the castleand stand guard, no problem.”
“Lance.” Keith says,scowling deeply at the brunet but Lance shrugs off his concerns.
“It’s okay. It’s fine.” He reassurance his boyfriendgently, spearing him a quick weak smile over his shoulder before turning to theEmperor.
“You Highness.”Lance says respectfully, doing a small bow at the royal before he stands up andturns around, heading towards the castle, ignoring Hunk’s soft calling of hisname and Pidge’s hand on his wrist.
It’s until Lance’s out of their sight when Keith turnsaround and snarls into the Emperor’s face.
“You have no right –!” He snaps but he’s cut off shortwhen Shiro’s places his Galra hand on his shoulder, keeping him in place.
“Your Highness,Lance’s a vital presence in every Voltron meeting we have; he’s our finest strategistand our sharpshooter. He deserves to be in the meeting, he –”
“No offense,Black Paladin.” The Emperor cuts off abruptly, waving their hand withoutinterest, “But what young Blue Paladin can or cannot do is not my concern.His…lack of talent and posture is something we cannot tolerate. I’m sure youhold a deep affection towards your teammate but he’s quite…useless, for thelack of a better word.”
He can feel anger rising from Keith’s shoulders as theblack haired man curls his hands into fists and Shiro can understand. His owngrip on Keith’s shoulder tightens at shallowed words and there’s this hot sharpfeeling inside his stomach that keeps urging him to make the Emperor regrettheir words.
The ice thin patience he had left is kept frombreaking when Allura steps forward, slow and graceful, her head held up high asshe stares straight into the Emperor’s eyes.
“Emperor Hekmarth,” She calls politely but everyonecan hear the icy tone behind the formal greeting, “I would like to remind youthat while Voltron’s duty is to save and defend every single life in theuniverse, risking their entire lives inthe process for the greater good, it is done not because of the sense of dutybut because of their pure and honest hearts that motivates them to serve.”
It doesn’t take a tick before Allura’s narrowing hereyes dangerously, staring coldly at the royal. “They deserve nothing less than yourrespect and gratitude and I will not stand by the side as you belittle one ofmy paladins in my presence.”
The Emperor shifts on their feet and takes a tick togather back their posture. “Your Majesty, I did not mean to –”
A hand stopshim short and Allura’s glare just cuts off any excuse they might have. “TheVoltron Alliance is based on trust, respect and honesty, Your Highness. MyFather taught me that and I live by his words. In honor of my Father, thismeeting shall continue as planned but I must say that if my Paladin, who youbrushed off easily and without remorse, doesn’t get a proper apology directlyfrom you, the alliance that could have been will be no more.”
She takes another step forward, chin up high, eyesglowing with serene power. “Have I made myself clear?”
This time, the Emperor visually shifts nervously underthe Princess’s glare and nods, doing a half bow at Allura before he mumbles asoft “Yes, Princess Allura.”
Allura’s stares down at him and watches him go beforeshe exhales and turns around, meeting the rest of the team’s eyes before restingon Shiro’s.
They don’t need words. Allura simply nods at himcalmly with a concern spark on her eyes and Shiro nods back stiffly, promisingto fill her up later.
“Hunk, Pidge, please wait for us outside.” She sayssoftly, watching as both Shiro and Keith follow the same direction Lance hadleft to before she turns around and heads towards the Emperor’s castle, “Coranand I will keep this meeting short.”
It’s the sound of something bouncing against the wallsthat tells them exactly where Lance is.
They follow the noise, not surprised in the least whenit leads them to their room and it’s Shiro who opens the door quickly beforedodging the incoming ball of food goo that was aimed to his face.
“Oh shit, sorry, Shiro.” Lance says, shouldersdropping in relief when he sees Keith’s hand catching the ball swiftly behindShiro. “I’m sorry, I didn’t expect anyone. I thought the meeting would belonger?”
Keith scoffs and Shiro limits himself to take a deepbreath.
“The meeting is still going.” Shiro confesses,stepping into the room and allowing Keith to close the door behind them.
Lance tilts his head to the side in confusion. “Thenwhy are you here?”
“We wanted to make sure you were okay.” Keith is theone who answers this time as he takes seat on Lance’s right on the flooragainst the wall.
“Of course I’m okay.” The brunet answers, a smallwobbly smile decorating his face, “I mean, sure, the words stung a little,whatever, but it wasn’t anything I didn’t know already, you know.”
Both men frown disapprovingly at the words.
“Lance.” Shiro calls from his side, leaning closer andpushing Lance’s chin up until he meet his eyes, “Please tell me that you don’tbelieve what the Emperor said.”
Lance opens his mouth to reply but no words come outand it’s then when Shiro knows his answer because Lance prefers staying silentthan lying.
Shiro purses his lips and sighs when Lance looks awayfrom him.
“Lance, please, look at me?” Shiro asks quietly,poking one of Lance’s cheeks playfully, “Come on, kitten, I wanna see thosebeautiful eyes.”
Lance breaths out a laugh when Shiro pokes him onceagain on the cheek. “Oh my gosh, Shiro, stop.” He says, halfheartedly pushinghis boyfriend’s hands away but the corner of his mouth twitches when the olderman doesn’t stop.
“Nope.” Shiro says, smiling when Lance’s shoulders getloose and his small smile turns a little more genuine, “I need your full attentionfor what I’m about to say.”
Lance puffs hischeeks with a pout but nods nonetheless, making Shiro’s heart overflown withwarm at the expression.
“You are important.” He declares firmly, cupping bothof Lance’s cheeks and rubbing his thumbs on the smooth skin fondly, “You’re soimportant and so damn loved. That dumb Emperor doesn’t know you but I do andyou wanna know what I think of you?”
Lance bites his lip to suppress the smile growing onit and he shrugs half nonchalantly as an answer.
Shiro takes it. “I think you are wonderful.” he says,leaning forwards and dropping a kiss against the brunet’s hairline, “Loyal to afault, beautiful inside and out.” He continues, his lips moving forwards allover Lance’s face.
“Amazing singer with heartwarming hugs, incrediblestrategist and the most selfless person ever.” Keith adds from behind, movingcloser and wrapping both of his arms around Lance’s middle, “Best at cuddlestoo.”
“That’s such a compliment coming from the guy who is bestat cradling.” Lance mumbles, leaning backwards and letting himself be held byhis boyfriends. He sighs contently when he feels Keith’s quiet laugh againsthis neck before Keith’s lips press themselves against his bare skin.
Shiro watches them, a fond smile gracing his facebefore he focus on Lance’s bright blue eyes once again.
“I know we can’treally change what your mind thinks sometimes.” Shiro says softly, a hint ofsadness on the back of his voice, “And that is alright because it’s part oflife and growing.”
“But,” Keith continues dropping his chin on Lance’sshoulder, “When that happens, remember our words, because ours speak the truthwhen your mind is playing games.”
“When the world seems so cruel, trust us and hold onto us.” Shiro smiles tenderly, catching the way Lance’s lower’s lip starts toquiver, “Because we will be there, by your side, until you are able to stand onyour own. We will be there.”
“Yesterday.”Keith says warmly.
“Today.” Lance mumbles, voice cracking in the slightestas he fights the lump on his throat.
“And always.” Shiro finishes, a radiant smilespreading through his lips when Lance sniffs and nods at him, smiling at bothof his boyfriends.
“Thank you.” He whispers, heart full and voice thickwith emotion and the arms around him only tighten, holding him close.
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thecheekybrunette · 7 years
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Hey im so late lol. But is it ok to get "Your not useless" for taehyung x jimin xxx
This is going to be a continuation of this post because they just happen to fit neatly together, I think. (Also because I have a million of these prompts and I am stressed out trying to figure out different universes.)
(TW: mentions of abuse)
“Woah, kid, step back,” A police officer said as Jimin stepped up to the house. 
“My friend is in there,” Jimin said, trying to push past the cop. 
The police officer held his arm out, and Jimin walked straight into it. He stumbled back a little. “We’ll get him out, and then you can see him,” he said, and Jimin knew he shouldn’t fight. He had Namjoon call the police to keep him and Taehyung safe. He needed to trust them to do their jobs, and if that meants waiting to see Taehyung, so be it. 
Fortunately, he didn’t need to wait long. Taehyung walked out of his house with an oversized PPD windbreaker around his shoulders, one cop guiding him out while another slapped handcuffs on Taehyung’s dad. 
“Tae!” 
Jimin slipped around the police officer holding him back and rushed to Taehyung. Taehyung blinked at him and leaned away, but Jimin pulled him into a hug anyway. Taehyung managed to stay mad for all of two seconds before melting into Jimin and burying his nose into Jimin’s shoulder. “Jimin.” 
“Oh, TaeTae, you must have been so scared,” he said. He pulled away from Taehyung enough to see the bruise forming on his jaw and the swelling cut beneath his eye. “Why would you come here when you know what happens?” 
Taehyung’s bottom lip wobbled. “I just want to help.” He sounded so small and so sad. Jimin pulled him into another hug and felt Taehyung shake in his arms. “I want him to feel better. I’m sad he’s so sad, I want him to be happy. But every time I try-” 
Taehyung cut himself off, but Jimin knew all too well what happened whenever Taehyung saw his father. He’d come away with cuts and bruises that Jimin couldn’t kiss better, no matter how many times he tried. 
“I’m so useless.” 
“You’re not useless,” Jimin promised. Taehyung shuddered against him. “Taehyung, you’re not useless. Your dad is... your dad’s just broken, honey. But that’s not your fault, you can’t blame yourself.” 
“I want Namjoon,” Taehyung said. 
“He’s coming,” Jimin promised. Namjoon had texted that he was on his way right after he’d called the police. 
“My cheek hurts.” 
“It looks like it,” Jimin said. He pressed a kiss to Taehyung’s temple. “TaeTae, I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how hard this has been for you. This is too much.” 
“It is too much,” Taehyung agreed. Tears stained Jimin’s sweaty practice t-shirt, and Jimin didn’t know where to begin. When Taehyung started crying, there was more than just one reason for it. There were a lot of moving parts, and it took Jimin and Taehyung a long time together to work through them all. 
“Let me help make it less,” Jimin said. “You wanna stay at my place tonight? Or I could stay at Seokjin’s with you.” Taehyung slept on Seokjin’s pull-out couch while Seokjin and Namjoon slept together in the bedroom. The pull-out couch was only a full size, but Jimin had slept with Taehyung in less space before. 
“Stay at Seokjin’s with me,” Taehyung mumbled, and Jimin kissed his temple in acknowledgement. 
Eventually, Namjoon came to talk to the police, and Taehyung explained that he didn’t want to press charges. Jimin held his hand the whole time, giving it a squeeze whenever things sounded like they were getting overwhelming. 
Taehyung would be okay. Jimin just wasn’t sure if his dad would be. 
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So....it was my friend’s 21st birthday party last night...
- I got there and Raychel was immediately like “Molly are you planning on drinking?” and I was like “Yes duh” and she, deep-voiced, goes “Good. You deserve it. You deserve the world and I deserve to see you get it”
- I forgot that I hate chocolate vodka and got a spiked milkshake at the restaurant
- People were just. screaming about anime. Everyone else in the place must have hated us
- “the asshole is my enemy and needs to be punished.”
- “So...my girlfriend like, bought chloroform?” “Have fun with that.”
- I literally forgot to get her a present whoops
- birthday girl, on her third drink: “Listen I know we’re going  back to my house to drink after this but don’t worry!!! I’m not gonna get that drunk tonight, it won’t be bad”
- l m a o
- we get to her house, immediately start doing shots. I hadn’t touched anything yet bc there was a bottle of electric blue shit and I knew damn well that was going into my body but I was told to wait until people got back with sodas for mixers
- but this guy Patrick who I went all thru grade school with goes “Molly, you’re a real man”, hands me a bottle of whiskey and was like “I feel like my entire childhood was leading up to drinking whiskey with you” and honestly I couldn’t argue??? I felt that way too
- a wholesome experience I'm sure all of our old teachers would be so proud to see us finally bonding and getting along lmao
- Jacqui wanted some whiskey and we’re like “you had two margarita’s at the restaurant maybe not” but she didn’t listen and after she took a shot I had to hide the bottle from her to stop her from having any more lol
- Jacqui, drunk “Mollllly you’re my wiiiiife!”
- Raychel (bd girl) also drunk, across the room “But she’s my alpha husband what the fuck!!!!”
- I was not fucking looking when Raychel’s drink was mixed but it was like. Emerald fucking green. I know it had the sour apple shit vodka in it but idk what else. And then they added food dye and cake glitter so it turned into a galaxy drink holy shit
- Jacqui mixed the blue stuff with sprite and I took a sip and it tasted amazing??? So then I poured my own and I don’t know if I used too much alcohol or too much soda but it tasted like draino I literally had a brief Heather Chandler moment
- Kept drinking it but that’s besides the point
- Now, we need to talk about my alcohol tolerance. It’s high. It’s strong.
- So almost everyone else was drunk out of their asses and I’m sitting there like???? What the fuck???? I want to be intoxicated???? This is hell???? Like at this point I had to have had??? A total six or so shots of vodka and the whiskey and I was FINE and mad about that lmao
- That’s my thing it takes me forever to get drunk and then I get really drunk and blessedly never have hangovers so I can’t really complain I guess?
- But when this happens the logical next step is to drink more lmao Raychel started insisting I share her ridiculous drink with her
- That thing....tasted like everything Jesus died to save us from.
- Also I think I ended up drinking more of it than she did lmao
- Pocket full of sunshine started playing and half the room got turnt while the other half watched in confusion
- I kept trying to take selfies with Raychel and in ever one??? She looks inhumanely gorgeous???? And I look like a goblin???? What the fuck
- At this point I was finally getting drunk so Raychel gave me her phone going “you have my favorite face in the world take so many selfies for me!!!” and....bitch I did. I had that phone for about three hours, barely put it down, loved every single one of my angles for the first time in my life, and I honestly do not know how many selfies of me she’s going to find later lmao
- “I once made an art piece out of my pubic hair but like I lost it in someone’s apartment”
- Garrett, who’s apparently never drank before, whisper-yelling in horror “I took a lot of shots....On purpose!!!! ....I’m sorry,”
- He got very wasted very fast and then went upstairs to sleep lmao
- Raychel started crying telling me I was pretty and I was like “Thanks but you do this when you’re sober so I don’t believe you??” and then her friend who barely talks to me comes over and is like “Honey listen I’m the least drunk person her and you’re gorgeous” and it eventually spiraled into “Molly, CHRISTINA AGUILERA thinks she’s ugly. Lady GaGa- BRITTNEY SPEARS CLEARLY HAS SELF ESTEEM ISSUES EVEN THO SHES A FUCKING SEX ICON. So you’re- OH my God!!! Adam Lambert probably thinks he’s the ugliest fucker in the world!!!!! So you’re beautiful!!!!” and like honestly? Feeling good rn
- To counter this I spent like half the night telling Patrick’s shy and quiet girlfriend Maura that she was the prettiest person I’ve ever seen. I couldn’t leave this poor girl alone she was adorable omfg
- Raychel, the one who ‘wasn’t going to get that drunk’: *spinning wildly, holding 13 conversations at once, constantly yelling about the pubic bone and the vulva, crying about plastic babies in a glitter tube*
- UPDATE AS IM TYPING THIS: Raychel has announced that she found a total of 438 pictures and videos on her phone OH MY GOD @PAST ME
- And that’s only on her phone I got a lot on my phone too and other people had cameras out lord knows how many were taken
- So when I’m drunk I feel a little lightheaded but ultimately fine until I like move a limb and it’s like ‘holy shit my head isn’t connect to my body’ like. so fucking dizzy. At one point I stood and was like ‘who wants to bet I can’t walk to the bathroom’ and someone decided to walk me there lmao
- Someone made glitter bombs out of eggs and we threw them in the street while angrily screaming things like “I LOVE MY FAMILY!” and “WHY DOES EVERY ACTUALLY NICE GUY I MEET HAVE A SMALL DICK!”
- Raychel gave me a tiny ball of clay and I really treasured it but then it broke apart I was so sad
- “Burt Macklin is a fucking bitch!” “Don’t talk to the kitten that way he’s the prettiest cat I’ve ever seen!”
- Jacqui got a slice of cake and then remembered she cannot eat when she’s drunk so I ended up eating. just a lot of cake
- My Little Pony songs were playing on the tv???? I’m still not sure how that got started
- Screaming about Alaska Thunderfuck
- I bet Patrick he’d be the first to puke but he left and I think I threw up in the bathroom???? I’m not 100% positive I did but the fact that I have doubt means he wins unfortunately
- There was one guy there I don’t think I actually got his name but he gave me a great hug when he was leaving. You know when like a bird lands on you and you feel like you’re special and have been chosen???? That’s what the hug felt like lmao
- Someone pulled buffalo chicken dip out of thin air which is my weakness and she told me to have some but like. I put one dipped chip in my mouth and knew it was a mistake. I felt it in my stomach. I hadn’t even fucking swallowed yet it was literally just in my mouth and my body was like ‘bitch can you take a break and let me live!’ omfg
- Since Raychel finally dumped her boyfriend I had no qualms about telling her I didn’t like him and she asked why and I was like “he tried to mansplain Greek mythology to me and he wasn’t even right!!!” and for some reason that made at least five people loose it.
- At the stroke of midnight, Raychel, pointing to the crucifix in the living room. “JESUS....HE’S HERE. HE’S ALIVE.”
- At some point I apparently started drunk texting a few of my friend’s that weren’t there w h o o p s
- Me, trying to explain myself to them this morning “You know, that Easter wine just really gets to me”
- I was stuck in the ‘coming down’ stage for like a million years. Like, still clearly drunk but Not As Bad
- And I was trying to get better before I texted my mother for a ride so like. I spent so long chugging water. I literally don’t think I've ever had that much water in my entire life. Raychel’s father and sister kept getting it for me as I continuously told them they were life savers. But it barely helped omfg
- Was definitely still a little wobbly when I woke up for water at like 6:30 but all good now and the hangover skipped over my soul @my genetic makeup bless you
- Fun night though!!! But now I’m off to an Easter family party so...we’ll see how that goes lol
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splattershotsundae · 7 years
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Better Eight Than Never --- Chapter 23: Some good and knot so good feelings
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Toda groaned.
VZZTVZZT
“I’m trying to sleep, phone...” He murmured, turning over in his bed, and then cringing in pain as he put pressure on his leg. Oh right, his life wasn’t exactly normal anymore… He carefully sat up, pulling the blankets off to get a look at his leg. Bato’d put the bandage up as high as he could, most of it able to be hidden under a pair of shorts, but he’d still have to wear actual pants if he wanted to be on the safe side… He took a moment to watch a few raindrops trickle down his window before leaning over and picking up his phone; There was a chance these texts would be important. When he saw it was from Jill and neither in all caps, or spelled properly, he relaxed and pull the covers back over his lap.
J: Hey T are you up yet?
J: I was wondering how u r
T: yah im up
T: im donig okay, prty sore tho
T: wbu?
J: Im good
T: good 2 haer
J: shoulder still hurts
J: aLOT
J: not suprised ur sore tho
T: yeah
J: r u feelin sick @ all?
J: jus gathrin info 4 S
T: hm...
T: no, i dnot thik so
J: good! :D
T: :)
T: wht bout u?
J: Im fit as a skattele!
J: *Fiddle
T: lol
T: hwo fit s a skattele? :P
J: theyre pretty fit
J: easy ot fit in ym mouth!
J: omnomnomnomnom!
T: LOL XD
J: Do u like skatteles?
T: nto my al-tim favrite, btu i liek tem
J: Ok, then wh@ candies do u like?
T: nything wit choclate
T: especly milk chocolte
T: espcily peant m&ms
J: I'll keep th@ in mind. XP
J: Especially th@ u dont have a peanut allegory
J: *Alligator
J: *A L L E R G Y T: lol XD
T: yah no allergies
J: I cant type 2day!
J: it is a cuuurrseeee
T: sems lik it :P
J: A hilarious curse...
Toda wasn’t quite sure how to reply. He decided he’d try to figure it out while he got himself some clothes for that day. He carefully swung his legs over the edge of the bed and started to stand slowly, but as soon as he started to put weight on his bad leg he winced and sat back down quickly. Alright, it's fine, there's no hurry... He took a few deep breaths, then tried to stand again, putting a hand on his nightstand to brace himself as he put the weight on his leg again. “Okay, so at least I'm standing now...” He murmured as he started to limp towards the closet. Once there he leaned against the wall and looked over his available clothing. His usual layered anchor shirt needed to be washed… and to have the sleeve stitched up…  He supposed he’d wear his part-time pirate, and a pair of baggy pants he hadn’t worn in forever, that was bound to be much easier to put on than a pair of jeans, or worse… He just remembered to grab a pair of socks as well before staggering back to his bed and sitting down. Thank Judd that was over, now he could take a bit of a break before changing clothes. Oh, Jill’d messaged him again while he was picking out clothes.
J:... T, how many of th messages did u read from after u stoped rplying yetsrday?
T: um.. I ddn’t rly
T: y?
J: You may want to look again.
T: ok?
Toda frowned a little, starting to pull up the group chat. He hadn't remembered receiving a notification for one after that, though he'd had no signal just before Oz came, and his phone had been muted too--
S: Toda!
S: No
S: answer!
S: Toda Pleaes
S: Toda pleas eanswer
S: I love you
He stopped, eyes settling on the message at the bottom of the chat. "Oh." He said aloud. A blush crept up his face, his stomach butterflies seemed to wake up and promptly triple in number; some of them made their way into his chest, making it feel lighter. "Oh." He repeated, his voice a little softer this time. He couldn't seem to come up with anything else to say.
He sort of lay back for a second, staring up at the ceiling. So.. so his feelings weren't unrequited. They liked him too, loved him too. He actually started to smile, feeling some of the worry that had been sitting with him the last couple of days ebbing away. He should call them and... wait. Should he just call them and tell them? What exactly would he say? Was now even a good time? Maybe in person would be better... but that might not be for a while; he didn't know if they were going to be up to coming to the plaza today... probably not... or would it be better to let them bring it up first? He rubbed his forehead, feeling a few knots starting to mix in with the butterflies, though these were slightly different knots than before.
He realized that Jill was probably waiting for an answer, so he picked up his phone and started to bring up their 1-on-1 chat, when it... occurred to him that Simon had confessed in their group chat room. He grimaced a little, feeling his blush become darker. Oops... He brought up Jill's messages, but the only thing he could think of to say was still just:
T: oh
J: Im sosorry this wa snone of my busniess Ishount ave sad anythung imsosorry i wish idneevr seeniut Ijsut fiue
J:ds thatsome ofs waht s isupsetbout i can hear thm pacing abd i got curios and
T: nonoonno
T: its fin
T: rel yit sok
T: wai
T: r they ok?
J: Im right below their room
J: Theyre pacing more than usual
J: I think... they thought you knew they said that.
T: oh
T: no, i hdant sen it til now
T: m phon was mutde
T: nd teh siganl wsa rell bad ther
A short pause.
J: Do u like them back?
T: yeah, i do
T: I really do
J: Oh thank goodness...
Toda smiled a little, taking a deep breath and trying to get the blushing under control… Simon had been a little awkward after they’d found him… was this why? They thought he’d seen the message?
J: Theyre pacing faster D:
J: MayB when u come over u should talk 2 them
J: or @ lest try.
T: yah...
T: wold tey b up 2 tha tday?
J: MayB
J: Probably just thruogh the door tho
T: ok...
J: @ this point u stand a beter chance than me...
T: oh...?
J: We... havnt been connecting as well snce... the stuff happned.
T: oh...
Toda felt more knots, of a different kind. This wasn’t good…
J: Theyre so distant from me now.
J: Its hard...
J: Sometimes I wonder if... he said something 2 them...
T: ... yeah... its posibl...
J: I wish I could help thm
J: But our encounters r so... the complt opposte.
T: yeah...
J: sryy 4 droppin heavy stuff....
T: its ok
T: i dont mnid
J: are u sure?
T: im sure
T: :3
J: if u say so...
Toda waited a moment, then sighed and began to change his clothes. Part of him wanted to stay at home, his leg hurt so much, but he had to go to the plaza anyway to meet with the squid sisters, so he didn’t really have a choice either way.  He’d just have to take some pain medication and hope for the best. And have breakfast, if there was one thing he was fairly sure he’d never do again, it was take food for granted.
He stood up on wobbly legs and straightened his clothes, then slipped his phone into his pocket and limped toward his bedroom door. He paused with his hand over the knob, casting a glance at his Splattershot Jr. and ink tank. Nope, not going to take any chances today. He grunted and bent down to pick them up, and fastened them on before finally heading out of his room and going to get ready for the day.
Bato awoke that morning to the sound of rain tapping on glass, his room dimly tinted gray from the dappled light coming in through his window. He yawned and sat up, looking toward his bed, where he saw Hachi already awake and watching the raindrops glide down the windowpane. "Morning." He greeted, voice still a little heavy from drowsiness.
Hachi gave him a quick glance, but then looked back out the window.
He fell silent, watching the rain as well. It was awfully calming, he had to admit. “How are you feeling?” He asked.
“… Meh...” She croaked after a moment’s pause.
"Looks like it might be a while before we can leave for the plaza." He continued.
Hachi nodded.
“… How long have you been up?” He asked.
She tried to speak again, but just started to cough, deeply and painfully.
He grimaced a bit. "Do you want something to drink?" He asked her.
She nodded, rubbing her throat.
He nodded as well, then stretched and groaned, feeling a bit of pain from where Hachi’s kick had bruised, then got up to get her a cup of water. As he did, he wondered how well Toda was going to be able to watch her with his hurt leg. He could always offer to help, he supposed. And if Toda didn’t let him help, he reassured himself that he was in the same building, so he could respond quickly if something went wrong. He walked back into his room, holding out the glass of water. “Here you go.”
Hachi gave a small nod, then took the glass and took large gulps of water. When she’d finished drinking, she cleared her throat. “Testing… Okay… So what things aren't going to go according to plan with you today?" She asked, voice still a bit rough.
He chuckled. "I think right now all we have planned is to go check in with the Agents at the plaza... I guess anything else will depend on how everyone's feeling. And the weather."
She paused. "... I'm... actually hungry this morning."
"Well, that's good." He said with a nod. "It sounds like both my parents left early this morning, likely to get to work before it started raining, so... There's leftovers we can heat up again, or I could look at making something quick."
"... You have any more oranges?" She asked quietly.
"Yup." He replied. "Stepmom got quite a few the other day."
She nodded. "One of those."
"Alright... hm..." He thought for a moment. "There's still some casserole left... or... I wonder if there's still any pancake mix left, that wouldn't take too long..."
"I'm not having dinner again." She clarified.
"Okay then, that's fine." He said with a small shrug. “Do you think you’ll be able to walk by yourself today?”
“We’ll see.” She grunted, then swung her feet off the bed and stood. “… Looks like we’re okay.”
Bato nodded. “Good. Come on, let’s get some breakfast.” He turned and lead the way down the hall and into the dining room, pulling out a chair for her to sit in. “Go ahead and sit while I get you that orange.” He said, then stepped into the kitchen. As he was opening up the fridge, he got a text from Jill. He began to text her intermittently as he peeled the oranges.
J: B is it raining @ ur house 2?
B: Yup. Might be a while before we can get over there.
J: k
J: just curious.
J: hows 8?
B: She has a bit more of an appetite this morning, so that's a good sign.
J: Oh good
J: She stil fevery?
J: oh man she went through yestrday w a fever course she was so upset
B: I think she's over the fever now
B: Yeah...
J: U think u got it?
B: Not that I can tell
B: And it has been a few days now...
J: Well im not feelin it yet ethir
J: ima have 2 ask T
J: mayB its just an octo thing
B: Maybe
Bato separated the orange slices and put them on a plate, bringing them out to the dining table and setting them in front of Hachi before stepping back into the kitchen. He opened up one of the cupboards and sure enough, there was a box of pancake mix at the top. He brought it down and got ready to start cooking.
J: I realy hope we dnt get it
J: if only 4 S's sake
B: Same here
J: Did ur moms let 8 stay or did u have 2 sneak her in?
J: just curious
B: They let her stay
B: I had to do some pretty fast talking though
J: wh@ did u have 2 tell them?
B: Mostly just reassurances that nothing serious was up
B: I think SMom was starting to think that she was in trouble with the law or something
J: Well....
J: I mean shes probly not WRONG
B: Yeah, probably not
J: I hope theres a rainbow 2day
J: th@ would b cool
B: Yeah, that would b cool
J: U think 8's ever seen a rainbow?
Bato had to consider that for a moment.
B: Hm... I don't know actually
J: MayB u should ask her
J: but if she doesnt kno just leave it a surprise
B: I might do that.
J: :D
After that, Bato began to pour pancake batter onto the griddle and didn’t check his phone any further. He figured that at least if Hachi had seen a rainbow before, that wasn’t what they called it, since she didn’t know what rain was. Then again, that lingual quirk could have survived, he theorized. Language was interesting… Where had words even started in the first place? Probably the word ‘Mom’, it was easy to say, and it had such an important meaning. He’d know, he had two.
He put the pancakes onto a serving plate and turned off the burner, then went back into the dining room. "They're ready--" He broke off, realizing that Hachi was absent from her chair. He quietly cursed and slammed the plate down onto the table, then jogged to the front door. Who knew how far away she could be by now, he should have paid more attention to her, he should have--
The sound of a toilet flushing broke into his thoughts and he froze on the spot. Oh. She’d just gone to the bathroom. He sighed in relief and headed back to the kitchen, getting out another plate and some silverware, then went back into the dining room and started setting up while Hachi came back and sat down.
“Great, more forks.” She muttered.
Bato chuckled a little, turning to head back into the kitchen. "It'll be easier than last night, trust me."
“I don’t think that’s a mistake we’re going to make again.” She replied.
He huffed, then went to the fridge and got out some syrup and butter, setting them down on the table and then sitting down himself. “Alright, so these are pancakes.” He explained. “You eat them like the… um… the breakfast from the other day.”
Hachi’s nose wrinkled in disgust, and her tentacles curled up a little.
“--That is, you put butter and syrup on them to flavor them.” He continued. “Go ahead, try some.” He pushed the bottle of syrup toward her.
Hachi paused, then picked up the bottle and flicked open the cap. She sniffed it, looking a little weirded out. She poured a little on her plate and then licked some off her finger, immediately recoiling.
“Not a fan?” Bato asked.
"Why do you make everything so sweet?" She asked. "Eeegh..."
He couldn't help chuckling a little. "It's what we like, I guess." He said with a shrug, taking the bottle and drizzling some on top of his own pancakes. "You don't have to put any on if you don't want it."
Hachi hesitated, then cut off a bit of butter with her knife and then tried that, face scrunching up again.
“We don’t usually eat butter all by itself.” Bato explained. “Try putting some on a little bit of pancake and let it melt in first." He suggested.
She raised an eyebrow at him and then cut off another piece of butter, dropping it onto her stack of pancakes. She attempted to spread it, but ended up just tearing it while scowling in frustration.
"Let it melt a little first." He advised.
She sighed. “I hate that I can’t go a single meal up here without instruction...”
He paused. “It’ll get better.” As she tried to spread the butter, he dug into his own pancakes, nice, light, and fluffy. They weren’t quite as good as they could be, this box was a little old, but it was still just what he needed this morning. He glanced at Hachi as she finally got a piece of pancake into her mouth. “Well, what do you think?”
“… It’s okay.” She said.
“Not an orange, huh?” He asked.
“Nope.” She agreed.
He nodded and went back to cutting up his pancake. “So, I think I’m going to bring the backpack with me today, just in case you can’t handle walking.”
“Keep running to a minimum.” She snapped.
He nodded. “I’ll do my best.”
She nodded. "I've never thrown up while transformed and I don't want to find out how it works."
He grimaced. "Yeeeah, I can't imagine that would be pleasant."
Hachi paused. "...I say that and then I get curious, but I still don't want to know. especially not in a bag."
He couldn't help chuckling a little bit, but then nodded. "I'll try my best; hopefully we won't have a reason to run anywhere today anyway."
She. "And hopefully I can walk."
"Hopefully." He agreed, taking another bite of pancake.
They ate quietly for a while, until Hachi sighed glumly.
"... You doing alright?" Bato asked.
She shrugged. "I still hurt inside and out, and whatever these things are made of its weird."
Not knowing how to reply, he just nodded.
She paused. "Are these things made with the same thing as the sandwich?"
He nodded. "It's not quite the same, but they're both basically bread."
"Hm... is it plant?" She asked curiously. "Because it doesn't taste like meat."
"It's made with flour, which is ground-up wheat, which is a plant." He replied. "It's basically made by making a dough out of flour, water, yeast, and other things depending on the sort of bread you're making, and then baking it."
“Flour? Oh! I heard of that!” Hachi said. “I think more high up people get to have and use that… But… I thought it was made from grain?”
He blinked. “Well, wheat is a grain.”
“No no no, grain!” She said. “Little white bits about this big.” She gestured with her fingers.
He frowned a little in thought. Why did that sound familiar…? “Oh! We call that rice!” He said, finally making the connection. “Rice flour is a little bit different than wheat flour. Bao is made with rice flour, actually.”
Hachi nodded a little. “… I’ve been missing out on stuff like this all this time...”
Bato gave a huff, only a little amused. He got a text and realized he’d left Jill hanging, pulling out his phone. Though, it wasn’t Jill, it was Toda.
T: u 2 bout redy?
T: rains stppd
"It's from Toda." He said. "He's wondering if we're ready to go."
“I need some water.” Hachi said. “Then I’ll be ready to go.”
He nodded.
B: Yeah, give us about 10 minutes T: k T: tahts probly hw lng itll tke me 2 gt 2 teh elvator nyway :P
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