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If I could hold you for a minute,
Darling, I’d go through it again
For @edsbacktattoo & @stedesearring 💕
Show: Our Flag Means Death - Season 1 & 2
Music: Francesca by Hozier
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#ofmd#our flag means death#gentlebeard#stede bonnet#edward teach#ofmdedit#ofmdaily#ofmd source#ofmd fanvid#ofmd s2#ofmd edit#blackbonnet#ella’s edit#HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMS ❤️#AND A BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITLIN ❤️#i'm killing two (impossible) birds with one stone by dedictating this video to both of you absolute angels!!#jams i love you so much. you're so incredibly talented and hilarious and kind and amazing. i'm so grateful for you.#if you didn't live halfway around the world i would come over and give you the biggest and warmest hug#thank you for letting me scream in your dms all the time. whether it's about our pirate boys or your writing or cancellation hell™️#and just THANK YOU for being such a wonderful presence in my life#oh and kaitlin. lovely sweet kind kaitlin. the one we all love to call a human ray of sunshine because you're just THAT lovely#your little yellow hearts in the tags brighten my day every time i see them. whenever i talk to you you're just so sweet#thanks for every single lovely word. for every music rec. for every sweet message or ask. what a gift you are. ily!!!#speaking of gifts: i couldn't think of a more perfect song for the two of you than francesca#so i hope you like my little creation that i've put together. once again shoutout to#evil gang 😈
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you know i got halfway through this before realizing i probably subconsciously ripped the concept from an old tumblr post sorry
#and then keith would say something rude and they would get into an argument for 3 hours#klance#vld#voltron#art#my art#ok guys we're in the tags time for my character debrief that no one asked for or cares about#i imagine this as like. far enough into their friendship that lance doesnt IMMEDIATELY come to blows#but keith feels the immediate need to make his emotional constipation everyones problem. and instigates a fight.#obviously that fucker would have to be on his actual deathbed in order to speak from tjhe heart#BUT if he somehow felt the motivation to fess up before then. it would be. such. an ordeal.#lance would be scratching his head like. why is keith insulting me out of nowhere 3982 times this week. i thought we were doing better#little does he know every time is just a try and fail on keiths part#because he needs an emotional miralax.#bless his heart.#if youre writing keith and he isnt dragged kicking screaming and dyiing into his feelings#are you even writing keith?#anyway this one goes out to katie klanced#hopefully you approve
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just finished 10.14. the way dean basically was able to kill cain and not immediately go crazy was the threat of losing his little brother? of murdering him? and then when he comes out of that fight, the second crowley leaves and he can be vulnerable, he collapses into his brother’s arms?? crying more weakly than we’ve ever seen him before? and even tho he seems to be taking it well, when cas asks sam how dean is doing, sam looks super worried and says he’s in trouble. because he knows. just from a look, dean’s mannerisms changing, whatever. sam can tell dean is in deep shit even though they never discussed it at all. because they have a deep unspoken relationship that enables them to communicate without ever saying a word. because they know each other better than anyone else in the world. excuse me while i go scream
#supernatural#spn#spn 10x14#spn spoilers#spn meta#sam and dean#the way they raised the brother’s relationship above every other relationship is so important to me#typically in media we only see tough guys collapse with their SOs but with dean it’s his little bro#they’ve always been there for each other thru all their worst times and they will be forever#i could write an essay about how important they are to each other#screaming and crying rn
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born to write kuroneon stoker!au, forced to work a job seven days a week.
solemnly swear, i will write it one day!
#hxh#hunter x hunter#chrollo lucilfer#neon nostrade#kuroneon#this is one of those dream aus i hope to write because IT FITS THEM SO WELL#stoker 2013#i'm at my 43094584398340958304958 rewatch of this movie this evening and i scream a little every time they talk#you know the movie is good when you know it by heart and it still makes your heart go BBRRRRRR#i watched in 2013 and never feel out of love with it#masterpiece
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minedai yaoi could heal me
#snap chats#i love. the bastardized use of yaoi and its weird life cycle in vernacular over the years. has anyone noticed that <- of course we have#this post aint bout that tho anyway.#i just got back to my dorm and //screams//#WHATEVER all of thats done with ... still irritated .... but just one more week then i dont have to room with these people ever again#while i was driving i was thinking of this minedai fic i wanted to do but then i was like 'what if i wanted to do a comic of it'#i do this literally every time like how many times have i typed a variant of those tags i need to be shot yesterday#POINT IS. minedai yaoi could make me not aggro i think. i will think of writing this and then when i do ill let it rot in my docs#im going to bed in like twenty minutes i just wanna play a little minecraft first 💀💀💀 still .....#ok bye
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How are we feeling about Jaskier’s sad little gay song folks?
#screaming crying throwing up#GOD he just keeps writing the most pathetic little sadman songs#AND I EAT IT UP EVERY TIME#the witcher#jaskier#the witcher netflix#twn#the witcher season three#the witcher season 3 spoilers#witcherposting
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How are you Sarah? I hope you're doing well!
It’s a mixed bag! Having two jobs while also being a full time grad student is… really hard. Saturdays are my only days with any free time right now, and I’m protecting them with my life. Who knows how much longer I’ll be able to hold on to them… I’m terrified.
But! My counseling work is bringing me much joy. So that’s nice. And my supervisor there is super kind and very impressed with me. Every time I review my caseload with her and update her on my clients progress she’s like “Damn, you’re GOOD.” And I do my best not to cry about it
Thanks for checking in. I appreciate you 💕 I’m deep breathing my way through the chaos
#my poor planner#like I literally run out of room to write in all my shifts and appointments and classes and assignments#I scream a little every time I open it
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just me and my 7 little deity ocs for my little dnd campaign against the world
#no one can every no anything about them#but i love them dearly#im drawing character designs#im writing in-world mythology#im watching as they fuck over my players#its a good time#shout out to this incredibly fuctional disfunctional family#they live in my little brain#hazardramblings#screaming into the tumblr void#ignore ignore ignore#dnd#ttrpg#sbas#worldbuilding
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Thinking about Cold Steel and it’s many writing problems and one of the most baffling ones to me is how the ILF’s actions are just kinda swept aside after a certain point because their leader ‘is our classmate and we’re bringing him home’
The ILF literally tried to nuke Crossbell at one point.
They did a lot of other things, but I feel like that Class VII should find at least that one a little concerning
#don't mind me having a moment#maybe C wasn't personally involved in that one but pretty sure he still would have signed off on it#i can't remember all of his appearances but I think he was definitely aware of the plot (and possibly had a scene with G discussing it?)#actually no given who they were targetting he was definitely a-okay with it#i just can't remember if him faking an appearance was in that chapter or the next one ^^''#anyway there are a lot of things wrong with cold steel's writing but Crow's treatment in particular drives me a little nuts ^^''#his whole situation should have been complicated but it was really forgive and forget#or really just forget. forgive implies they were ever mad at him in the first place#one really interesting thing they could have done was make rean's obsession with crow purely his own thing#while the rest of class vii was a lot more divided about it#instead of just a hive mind#actually so much in general with the writing could be fixed if class vii stops being a hive mind#i feel bad about ranting about cold steel so much but honestly i invested so much time and love into this series#and every new installment just made me want to scream into a pillow more#just... 5 games of incredible buildup completely wasted on 4 (or i guess 5) painfully drawn out and dubious to terrible writing#i've heard kuro was better received but at this point i'm probably just going to stick to the sprite games and nayuta ^^''#unless i start hearing that kuro is on par with sky/crossbell or something#because nothing will ever take my love of sky away from me!#and i generally never hear anything bad about crossbell#or at least nothing that cold steel didn't do worse anyway#(relationship values cough)#i just need to get cold steel rage out of my system once in a while xD#one of these days maybe i'll turn it into something productive
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Every once in a while, you open a story - fanfic, original, whatever - and you think it’ll just be some nice, kinky fun that appeals to your id or whatever.
And then the author slams you in the face with character development, and backstory, and thematic narrative, and ARCs and moral nuance and FEELS SO MANY FUCKING FEELS
#:sob:#Every time I read this story#I mean it's all good but the backstory chapters#where they speedrun through a character's life quickly hitting the high notes#and the whole sideplot with Amythest Star#I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO HER#The sequel advanced it a little but then no more#WE DON'T KNOW HOW IT ENDS FOR HER#I just hope that the author is still writing somewhere#someway#under another name#and getting paid for it#BECAUSE IF THEY HAD A WAY FOR ME TO PAY THEM I WOULD SCREAM SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY#The story is Of Heroes and Villains by Minikasa#Minikisa**#it's smutty but also holy shit so good :sob:
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dear friends if you have ever made me anything it’s on my wall btw
#i have some paintings taylor has made me hanging up#and i have every friendship bracelet corey has made me pinned to a cork board#and one time kell sketched US and i screamed and cried and printed it just to hang on my wall#i also keep every letter i’ve received in a box <3#even from people i don’t talk to anymore like that stuff is still meaningful and i may want to look back one day#even if that day is not today#i also keep all the stickers people have given me because i’m bad at deciding where they should go but they make me happy :)#i have sooo many stuffed animals because if it’s a gift it stays. and i make people name the stuffed animals they give me hehe#there’s so much value in the little things people give you or make you or write for you or do for you#i would carry it around everywhere if i could#like look what my friend made me :D#you walk into my room it’s like yes this is the first painting my gf ever made me and next to it are the owl house prints she got me because#i love them your honor and here is this sketch one of my best friends in the world made me and everyone i love is so talented and i wish i#could give them the world. in this essay i will#op
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THE SONG FOR THE LONGEST TIME BY BILLY JOEL TOTALLY MAKES ME THINK OF YOUR SELF SHIP WITH ROBOTUS
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA im perfectly fine what do you mean. I'm so normal about this. definitely not exploding while listening to it. not at all. Ignore the teakettle noise emanating from my head.
The soft Happy Vibe that it has is giving me. Chest Vibrations. My diaphragm is about to rocket out of my chest and hit a pedestrian. If I had to Distill Willie down into one sound it's Happy Background Singers and Finger Snapping.
Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time
This part. specifically. is making my brain invert.
Like yes yes yes yes yes arkgkrKGKRKGRGJGKRJK CAR CRASH NOISES SCREAMING SHOUTING
AB falling in love w/ someone who's got a way shorter lifespan,,,,,,,, but him 'taking his chances' bc he loves Willie and it's worth the eventual grief bc he loves him and AAAAAAA
and like. the contrast. Willie worrying that AB will get bored of him but. not letting himself worry bc he loves him so much,, and even if it's temporary
IM SO UNWELL ABOUT THIS. THIS SONG IS SO SOFT AND LOVEY I. <33333333333333333333333333333
I could literally go on for centuries but. <33 EEE THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS SONG REC WITH ME. IM GONNA BE THINKING OF THIS FOREVER AAAAA HAVE THE MOST LOVELY DAY WEEK MONTH YEAR
#🤖🧪 human error#NOBODY LOOK AT ME RN. OKAY. OKAY. SHUSH.#IM STILL SHY. GO AWAY DO NOT OBSERVE ME MSNDSM#<33333333333 AAAAAAAAA#i could literally go. line by line and write a thesis about how THOROUGHLY you've tapped into my brainstem and siphoned out my thoughts#while i was asleep#BUT IM LEAVING IT THERE BC. SHY.#(hes lying hes putting it in the tags)#'i dont care what consequence it brings ive been a fool for lesser things' IS SO WILLIE. THATS HIS WHOLE THING. LIKE YEAH YOURE RIGHT#he literally sees an Evil Robot Put In A Tube For Trying To Destroy The World and is like Oh. Friend. and potentially Lover.#he doesn't CARE what other ppl think of AB bc. Willie believes that he's a good person who just doesn't know it yet.#and. yeah maybe he's wrong but the risk!! is worth it!! bc love!! AAAAAAAAAA!!#'Once I thought my innocence was gone. Now I know that happiness goes on' IM SCREAMING#ITS. GESTURES WILDLY YES EXACTLY THATS. YEAH. ab initially thinking humanity is all Shit and then finding.#this Odd Little Ball of Sunshine And Pure Optimism Distilled Into A Canadian Idiot and is like. hm.#maybeperhaps humanity is not just made of evil greedy horrible ppl. perhaps i am not irredeemable perhaps there is good in the world.#like aaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#ohyeah its Wiggly Fingers time. these fingers are WIGGLIN my dudes. about to palpatine smb im so ENERGY.#putting this on. one of the Secret Playlists im making >:))))#*gripping head* every time i. post selfship stuff i feel like smbs gonna pop outta the woodwork and hit me with the Cringe Mallet.#WHICH IS SILLY. NOBODY IS GONNA BE MEAN THIS BLOG IS LITERALLY. MOSTLY SELFSHIP STUFF. I WRITE X READER STUFF. IM INSANE SMB SEDATE ME SDMS#ENNIEWAES. IM GONNA BE THINKING OF THIS ALL NIGHT. HANDS YOU MY BANK CARD AND THEN DISSAPPEARS INTO THE WOODS.#I'm screaming at a pitch that can only be heard by canines.
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"Two and a half years ago, when I was asked to help write the most authoritative report on climate change in the United States, I hesitated...
In the end, I said yes, but reluctantly. Frankly, I was sick of admonishing people about how bad things could get. Scientists have raised the alarm over and over again, and still the temperature rises. Extreme events like heat waves, floods and droughts are becoming more severe and frequent, exactly as we predicted they would. We were proved right. It didn’t seem to matter.
Our report, which was released on Tuesday, contains more dire warnings. There are plenty of new reasons for despair. Thanks to recent scientific advances, we can now link climate change to specific extreme weather disasters, and we have a better understanding of how the feedback loops in the climate system can make warming even worse. We can also now more confidently forecast catastrophic outcomes if global emissions continue on their current trajectory.
But to me, the most surprising new finding in the Fifth National Climate Assessment is this: There has been genuine progress, too.
I’m used to mind-boggling numbers, and there are many of them in this report. Human beings have put about 1.6 trillion tons of carbon in the atmosphere since the Industrial Revolution — more than the weight of every living thing on Earth combined. But as we wrote the report, I learned other, even more mind-boggling numbers. In the last decade, the cost of wind energy has declined by 70 percent and solar has declined 90 percent. Renewables now make up 80 percent of new electricity generation capacity. Our country’s greenhouse gas emissions are falling, even as our G.D.P. and population grow.
In the report, we were tasked with projecting future climate change. We showed what the United States would look like if the world warms by 2 degrees Celsius. It wasn’t a pretty picture: more heat waves, more uncomfortably hot nights, more downpours, more droughts. If greenhouse emissions continue to rise, we could reach that point in the next couple of decades. If they fall a little, maybe we can stave it off until the middle of the century. But our findings also offered a glimmer of hope: If emissions fall dramatically, as the report suggested they could, we may never reach 2 degrees Celsius at all.
For the first time in my career, I felt something strange: optimism.
And that simple realization was enough to convince me that releasing yet another climate report was worthwhile.
Something has changed in the United States, and not just the climate. State, local and tribal governments all around the country have begun to take action. Some politicians now actually campaign on climate change, instead of ignoring or lying about it. Congress passed federal climate legislation — something I’d long regarded as impossible — in 2022 as we turned in the first draft.
[Note: She's talking about the Inflation Reduction Act and the Infrastructure Act, which despite the names were the two biggest climate packages passed in US history. And their passage in mid 2022 was a big turning point: that's when, for the first time in decades, a lot of scientists started looking at the numbers - esp the ones that would come from the IRA's funding - and said "Wait, holy shit, we have an actual chance."]
And while the report stresses the urgency of limiting warming to prevent terrible risks, it has a new message, too: We can do this. We now know how to make the dramatic emissions cuts we’d need to limit warming, and it’s very possible to do this in a way that’s sustainable, healthy and fair.
The conversation has moved on, and the role of scientists has changed. We’re not just warning of danger anymore. We’re showing the way to safety.
I was wrong about those previous reports: They did matter, after all. While climate scientists were warning the world of disaster, a small army of scientists, engineers, policymakers and others were getting to work. These first responders have helped move us toward our climate goals. Our warnings did their job.
To limit global warming, we need many more people to get on board... We need to reach those who haven’t yet been moved by our warnings. I’m not talking about the fossil fuel industry here; nor do I particularly care about winning over the small but noisy group of committed climate deniers. But I believe we can reach the many people whose eyes glaze over when they hear yet another dire warning or see another report like the one we just published.
The reason is that now, we have a better story to tell. The evidence is clear: Responding to climate change will not only create a better world for our children and grandchildren, but it will also make the world better for us right now.
Eliminating the sources of greenhouse gas emissions will make our air and water cleaner, our economy stronger and our quality of life better. It could save hundreds of thousands or even millions of lives across the country through air quality benefits alone. Using land more wisely can both limit climate change and protect biodiversity. Climate change most strongly affects communities that get a raw deal in our society: people with low incomes, people of color, children and the elderly. And climate action can be an opportunity to redress legacies of racism, neglect and injustice.
I could still tell you scary stories about a future ravaged by climate change, and they’d be true, at least on the trajectory we’re currently on. But it’s also true that we have a once-in-human-history chance not only to prevent the worst effects but also to make the world better right now. It would be a shame to squander this opportunity. So I don’t just want to talk about the problems anymore. I want to talk about the solutions. Consider this your last warning from me."
-via New York Times. Opinion essay by leading climate scientist Kate Marvel. November 18, 2023.
#WE CAN DO THIS#I SO TRULY BELIEVE THAT WE CAN DO THIS#WE CAN SAVE OURSELVES AND THE WORLD ALONG WITH US#climate crisis#united states#climate change#conservation#hope posting#sustainability#climate news#climate action#climate emergency#fossil fuels#global warming#environmentalism#climate hope#solarpunk#climate optimism#climate policy#earth#science#climate science#meteorology#extreme weather#renewable energy#solar power#wind power#renewables#carbon emissions#climate justice
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making myself a healthy fuckin flaxseed cinnamon oatmeal monstrosity and then weeping and wailing as i do my stupid little jumping jacks and journaling. fuck this shit 10000%
#txt#i genuinely do not know how i can keep pushing i JUST barely got well again#and i cant sleep cant think cant eat cant write. crying constantly etc#but i have. a 25 page paper and three funding applications due. and have not done any course readings#all i want to do is lay flat on my back and sleep and every time i actually fall asleep i can go for at least 12 hours straight but i#have to do things. and exist. this is all so whiny of me i know but there is a little girl in my head screaming I CANT KEEP GOING#and this is. the least amount of work ive had since i was. 11. so like. why am i so pathetic now lol
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Layton Kyouju Series | Professor Layton Series
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ernest Greeves/Katrielle Layton
Characters: Katrielle Layton, Ernest Greeves, Sherl O.C. Kholmes
Additional Tags: Touch-Starved, Established Relationship, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Headcanon, No Spoilers, Ernest is very baby, And Katrielle is the natural predator, they love each other very much your honor, Sherl is comic relief, i think, One-Shot
Summary:
Based on a publication I saw on Twitter (X).
Ernest suffers Touch Starved, but the poor guy doesn't realize it. Not until Katrielle tries to touch his face.
#katnest#katrielle and the millionaire's conspiracy#katrielle layton#ernest greeves#sherl oc kholmes#Playing with my girlfriend is a lot#Because while I'm solving puzzles she has a guide and laughs at me when I get stuck#Still yes she is as much a fangirl as I am of this Ship#And every time she reads my writings she gives little internal screams (literally there are silences that can be heard)
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the way choso/sukuna would definitely say those exact same words, have the same exact look on their eyes as theu fingers your pussy with their long, thick fingers for the first time, as their thumb stroke your sensitive clit, pinch it. their eyes lustfuly watching the way wetness gush out your tight little pussy.
"it's so warm, so good i want it around my cock". "does this feel good? where? here?". "more more i want to hear more of your sounds". "is every human this sensitive or is it just your pretty little pussy?".
their eyes widen as soon as your back arch, and thighs tremble as you squirt out with a scream, hot stream leaving your pussy and spilling on their face- they whimper once they feels the hot liquid, opening their mouth wide, drinking in the hot liquid that kept gushing out, your body shakes- you cry ashamed and turned on by what's happening.
your stream kept going- making their eyes roll back into their skull and cumming undone on your bed sheets, locking their mouth into your tiny pee opening just below your clit, drinking in every last drop.
you lay down twitching every once in awhile as their hot breath lands on your pussy, you wanted to die from how embarrassed you felt- ashamed that you had peed, squirt on them.
"one more please?" they whispers into your pussy giving it kitten licks, staring at you.
we all write about how sukuna wouldn't be a virgin but if we think about it, sukuna definitely wouldn't be sexually active especially, or at least he wouldn't know yet about all the filthy kinks that exist now but it didn't exist at his time so ;3
#choso smut#choso x reader#sukuna smut#sukuna x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#choso x you#sukuna x you#choso kamo smut#sukuna ryomen smut#jjk x y/n#jjk x you#choso kamo x reader#sukuna ryomen x reader#jjk fanfic#choso x y/n#sukuna x y/n
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