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sarahwroteathing · 4 months

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How are you Sarah? I hope you're doing well!

It’s a mixed bag! Having two jobs while also being a full time grad student is… really hard. Saturdays are my only days with any free time right now, and I’m protecting them with my life. Who knows how much longer I’ll be able to hold on to them… I’m terrified.

But! My counseling work is bringing me much joy. So that’s nice. And my supervisor there is super kind and very impressed with me. Every time I review my caseload with her and update her on my clients progress she’s like “Damn, you’re GOOD.” And I do my best not to cry about it

Thanks for checking in. I appreciate you 💕 I’m deep breathing my way through the chaos

#my poor planner #like I literally run out of room to write in all my shifts and appointments and classes and assignments #I scream a little every time I open it

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marclef · 5 months

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yoooooo it's the new year!!! and to start things off with a bang i'm here with something that's absolutely insane to me!!

i'm. honestly blown away right now you guys. as somebody who literally only started posting my art on here in August this is. just unreal to me.

i know i get kinda sappy and sentimental here sometimes but, legitimately thank you all so much!!! the last few months have been so insane and i can't believe how many kind and awesome people i've met thanks to my silly art. you guys deserve so much love and support and i literally can't thank you enough 👍❤👍

so.... here's my special treat for all of you as thanks! i'm.... not that good at coming up with special stuff to do so guess what?? i'm stealing the same idea that literally everyone else has been doing!!! take that!!!!

it's a Draw This In Your Style thingy!!!! you don't have to of course, it's just something silly i decided to try. make sure to @ me or reblog this post if you do though ❤❤❤

it's the sillies 😊🤗☺

happy new year to y'all though!!! i'm gonna be taking things pretty chill for the first few days to give myself a break. don't worry, i've got some special stuff planned for this year though 😉

take care!!! love you all and i hope you all have a good new year!!!

#excited to see if anyone feels like joining in and drawing!!! i love all of your guys's art styles soooo much!!!#but uhhh we hit 200 at like the perfect time though didn't we? it happened last night and i actually wanted to scream #aaahhhhh thank you thank you though!!!!! hugs and platonic kisses for each and every one of you!!!!!#happy new year!!! hope to see more from all of you this year!!#my art #pizza tower fake peppino #pizza tower oc #eyhm stuff #i WAAASSS gonna plan on doing like a big gaming session if anyone wanted to join but. i'm feeling a little eh about that now #so here's my plan B 200 followers special!!#but uhhh hey. if anyone ever DOES wanna talk about gaming stuff my messages are always open 👀👀

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moregraceful · 25 days

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Photos: 1. Blossoms on I think the plum tree, taken on film; 2. Jake Oettinger grappling with Miro Heiskanen while Jason Robertson and Roope Hintz look on; 3. Flowers and shadows at midnight.

#having like eight different mental breakdowns rolled into one atm and like don't even know how to talk about them #like where do i start. it started eight months ago. it started two years ago. it started 35 years #ago.#i said i would have * done by tonight bc it would open up some job opportunities but every time i look at google docs i scream #i may need to handwrite it #and people at * being like oh you look tired. well i am tired. you people make me very tired. but you do not care #and it's like how much of this was preventable vs how much is just someone pulling out that last loadbearing block in the jenga tower of my #sanity and now it's all falling down #i made a list last night to compare things that would make me sad about doing * vs things that fill me with hope and curiosity and quiet joy #the hope/curiosity/quiet joys list was a lot longer #i swear every third text message i send beryl is like hi. i'm spiralling. again. but then i'll say to someone else and theyre like wow have #you tried not spiraling?#well i love to do that personally but every time i try something massively destabilizing happens #it's so interesting (it's not interesting)#angela sent a wonderful prompt about sleep deprived demon summoning #and being as i am on that shit i thought ok what if cale summons a demon due to sleep deprivation #but the demon is simply his younger self. happier #less ground down. more bright-eyed. easier to smile. doesn't feel the weight of expectation #voice like you hear in a recording of yourself five years ago and it's you but it's not you #it's him but it's not him because it's also a little evil. what if you hadn't looked the other way #what if you said something. what if you found your voice. what if you let your heart grow open rather than grow cold.#the demon of a cale who is less serious and more open less selfish and more giving #and he calls devon in the night and devon ends up at his house with two cales the one he loves and the one he always wishes he'd known #before the nhl ground it out of him #and then devon has to decide who does he keep the now cale he loves or the old happier gentler cale #and as i was contemplating thaf i thought hm. it's possible i'm sublimating some things there #like i am to be clear a way happier and more well-adjusted person overall than i was five years ago #but rn i'm also an animal with its leg in a trap growing increasingly desperate and frantic #fresno oilers.txt

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atticuos · 10 months

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Rating: 🔴 Explicit

🥊 Childhood Friends to Lovers

🥊 Mutual Pining

🥊 Jealous/Bratty Izuku ✨

🥊 Protective/Possessive Bakugou ✨

#took me two months and half and now it’s done #this fic is my child now #I had so much fun with it but also wanted to scream a little every time I opened the doc lmao #bkdk #bkdk fic #bkdk fic rec #ktdk #ktdk fic #ktdk fic rec #bkdk boxing au #bloodsport #elstark #my fics #my bkdk

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threeawfulfruits · 29 days

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Saw Hozier in concert last night. AT LAST

Ethereal, spiritual, incredible experience. In a fucking fugue state rn hahaha it doesn't feel real

#he played most of my absolute faves #and THANK GOODNESS he opened with de selby pt 1 and 2 there's literally no other way to start an unreal unearth tour concert #Alison Russell was transcendent as well her tunes are so good #loved screaming DEMONS! forty times back at her in the call and response section #my GOD the intimate little Cherry Wine acoustic in the center of the pit??? heavenly #he's so good he's so good #I had so much fun and I sang along to every single song #also got to hear the first time he and Alison dueted a Tom Petty song live!

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razzbberyl · 8 months

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does someone want to venmo me $130 for the saiko soda refresh jirachi plush

#thinking abt him again...#fighting the urge to 'i deserve a little treat' my way into missing my rent #every time i open the saiko soda plushies page on pcjpn it guts me they were never released internationally #theyre SO cute it makes me want to scream. i want to smoochie all of them

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bookwyrminspiration · 1 year

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QUILQUILQUIL i just hit a whole ass new level of “mutual on the dash”

you’re on my FUCKING PINTEREST FEED

Mutual on the pinterest! Hi from your pinterest feed :3--I wonder if this is the same post on pinterest someone else saw or if it's been reposted multiple times. I suppose both are possible

The fun thing about this post is that every so often I'll get notes on it, a series of people having deep, emotional damage moments in my tags meanwhile I'm seeing those tags in my notifs while I'm like. laughing my ass off making the stupidest shitposts imaginable. I feel like that awkward glance monkey puppet meme. They're all having this moment and I'm just here in a totally different mood because I've come to terms with many of the feelings this post was inspired by

But enough about that! I love when people encounter this post in the wild so thank you very much for telling me. It's cool to see how far its spread. hope you're doing well!

#quil's queries #even-if-in-another-time #all caps #another thing is every time I see this post I feel bad about including the part about my mom yelling #because like. its true but I feel like only knowing that mischaracterizes her #and every time I see it I wanna go my mother is a wonderful supportive kind attentive person #like yes she yelled at me when I was little but when I kept telling her not to (she didn't think she was yelling #because she grew up in a household with screaming and she thought /that/ was yelling. she realized that little me #didn't have that experience so to me she /was/ yelling at me)#she listened and reflected and went yeah you know what? I don't like that I'm doing that I'm going to change. and she did!#she is a very. how do I explain. she's always open to criticism and actually enacting it to be a better person #both my parents ended cycles from their childhoods and I'm very grateful for it. they're wonderful #and i feel like that one line makes her sound so much worse and i feel so bad about it i'm sorry mom #i was in a mood when I wrote it I'm sorry :(#anyway. i got way off track here #love my parents. willing to share because some of y'all post worrying things #also love my sister. though she's at the age where she withdraws from the world and finds herself and sorts herself out #so like. waiting patiently for her to do so to hopefully forge a better bond :)#I'm still getting off track damn #i'm in a chatty mood i have a lot of energy with no direction hmm #this could end badly

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arcadequeerz · 1 year

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I am mere Moments from fucking exploding.

#Cade.vnt #sh TW #Self Harm TW #Love my brother screaming at me at the top of his fucking lungs at me all the fucking time #love listening to him threaten o beat the shit out of me and loom over me #i love how the moment i start screaming back i get cussed out by #my mom. i love being told to get out of 'her house' because i dare to be pissed at my brother for treating me like shit #i am so close to losing my fucking shit. i am so fucking angry and im tired of hearing him scream #over fucking every little god damn thing that fucing happens #im going to fcking break something or myself #i want to break my own fucking neck im tired of living with him i wan t him to go the fuck away and fuck off #ikm going to smash my fucking skull open one of these fucking days #next person who fucking screams at me i swear i will #and i know they're just messinging each other on their phones talking shit about me i knw they are and]#i cant ever be fucking masd at them ever

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catbirthdays · 2 years

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wisdom teeth anesthesia didnt last long i guess because i was only loopy for about 30ish minutes, but while i was drugged up i distinctly remember thinking bloodborne was real and a beast (?) was coming?? (NOT fun) and that we were "going to Bloodborne", whatever that was supposed to mean

#i fucked up my stitches immediately after surgery because i throw up every time im in even a little bit of pain so THATS BEEN FUN #da holes in my head are still bleeding too because of my insanely bad immune system. thanks body #my healing time will probably be triple whats average ugh #i want to do the Mario dying scream noise WAAAAAAH but i cannot open my mouth

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years

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#my opening line to a prospective phd advisor: hello dr. [blank] i find ur reasearch heartstoppingly interesting #like was the email i sent the most polished an professional thing? maybe not. was that a little fangirl ish? maybe #but i dont care. ive got passion and if u dont like it i dont wanna waste 4 yrs of my life with u #god i hope she likes me tho. some of her papers r so fucking cool.....#hhhhhhhh also apparently the reason ive been feeling so out of my head is prob mostly just menstrual stuff yayyyy #i mean broad issues still there but the more acute symptoms prob chemical #idont even kno what to call it. like i feel so crazy. its not like mania i dont think bc i dont feel euphoric #but i feel like im gonna vibrate out of my skin and i want to scream to make the energy leave my body #so idk whats up with that lol #it is annoying tho bc i only have 18 days between periods. which i think is irregularly short? but its like always been that way and its #really consistent for the most part... unless i completely skip like a month. probably for stress reasons lol #so i think that's fine? i mean losing my mind basically every 2 weeks is not so great but idk #but at least im not in a lot of physical agony usually. just gotta deal with a sudden barage of intrusive thoughts #bah! annoying. go away! ur wasting my time. causing damage is not productive so shut up!#ugh anyway i digress when i should b sleeping #unrelated

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thcmutcbard · 2 years

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Vyn senses a disturbance..

Oh shit. Their birthday is next week

Silent screaming as their mother plots back at the family home.

#I will scream them loud tonight // Can you hear my voice this time? (Open rp)#Welcome to the show // It goes a little something like this // Joke // exactly. (Crack)#v; Raise your flag // let your voice be heard // Put your heart into every word.#v; I try to turn off my mind // Say I'm doing just fine // But I'm screaming inside like!

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poptartmochi · 2 years

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oh we are having a mental health Night girlies

#bugs cw #take me back to 1am when i was taking notes... the literal moment i finished that i learned about the supreme court's latest ruling #concerning states being able to take non-native people on native lands to trial which. 😔 it gets worse it truly gets worse every day #so that is the big serious issue of tonight. the smaller things are that after a few minutes of reading abt that‚ a mosquito attacked me😢#Mosquitos and I have a toxic relationship. the second i see one in my vicinity my paranoia goes craazy #but it was already past 1am 😢 i have work tomorrow 😢 thankfully I remembered we have mosquito spray so i put that on!#following this i went to brush my teeth and discovered these like ?? tiny ants?? are crawling through the cracked caulking in the shower 😀#so this was fun. more bugs! but I evaded a big 😀🌋 about that‚ and so i went to my room to go to bed. plain n shrimple :]#BUT THEN A BIG GNAT WAS IN MY ROOM 😭 and bc my phone was the only source of light it kept coming into my space. so! i became evil and #killed it. this is where the real clown shit begins. 😀🥴 the vengeance of god #so. the dead gnat is on my hand. i go into the bathroom to wash it off‚ and I notice my sister's door is open (we have a jack n jill #bathroom). I don't want the sound of the sink to wake her up so I go to close her door‚ and when I turn back around to Finally Wash the #Dead Bug on My Hand I Notice. THERE'S A GIANT COCKROACH ON THE COUNTER LIKE LITERALLY JUST SITTING THERE.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it was truly maybe the biggest one i have ever seen. so i do a little scream and jig away back into my room and the motherfucker goes!!#into the fucking cabinet beneath the counter! (where are all my sensitive skin medication is 😭😭). this is like too much for me at this #point so i become More Evil and call my mom over. but by the time she gets there the fucker has found some hole in the wall or something #because she can't find him!!! my despair is endless. SO. I stuffed a towel beneath my door but I don't think that'll stop it if it wants #to come into my room 🥲🥲 so. on top of the soul crushing fear about where my country is going rn‚ i also have mosquito cockroach paranoia #that said.. I don't think i will be sleeping tonight :]#sriracha.txt

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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat · 7 days

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Just had to chase a neighbor cat off my back porch so he'd stop terrorizing harley

Hes a pretty little shit head

#harley was throwing herself at the door screaming #she was easier to drag away than mercedes was #i just had to call her upstairs and she waited on the balcony while i went down and told the little fucker to get lost #mercedes wouldve been there til the other cat left #and some cats get scared off by the porch light coming on #he did not #so she wouldve been there awhile #harley did continue to make angry cat noises from the balcony while i opened the door to scare him off the porch #thankfully that worked #i was worried hed be friendly to strange people #like bro if you werent terrorizing my cat id be down to give you lets #pets #but you are terrorizing my cat so you gotta leave #fuckin new people letting their cats free roam #chewbys already scared the shit out of the other one by stalking him into the bushes cuz she wanted to play #now she wont stop crawling through the bushes every time shes out back in case theres a kitty in there #definitely cant let harley out in that bush anymore now #i dont need her getting into a fight cuz one of those cats happened to be hiding in there

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ridingthatd · 4 months

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the way choso/sukuna would definitely say those exact same words, have the same exact look on their eyes as theu fingers your pussy with their long, thick fingers for the first time, as their thumb stroke your sensitive clit, pinch it. their eyes lustfuly watching the way wetness gush out your tight little pussy.

"it's so warm, so good i want it around my cock". "does this feel good? where? here?". "more more i want to hear more of your sounds". "is every human this sensitive or is it just your pretty little pussy?".

their eyes widen as soon as your back arch, and thighs tremble as you squirt out with a scream, hot stream leaving your pussy and spilling on their face- they whimper once they feels the hot liquid, opening their mouth wide, drinking in the hot liquid that kept gushing out, your body shakes- you cry ashamed and turned on by what's happening.

your stream kept going- making their eyes roll back into their skull and cumming undone on your bed sheets, locking their mouth into your tiny pee opening just below your clit, drinking in every last drop.

you lay down twitching every once in awhile as their hot breath lands on your pussy, you wanted to die from how embarrassed you felt- ashamed that you had peed, squirt on them.

"one more please?" they whispers into your pussy giving it kitten licks, staring at you.

we all write about how sukuna wouldn't be a virgin but if we think about it, sukuna definitely wouldn't be sexually active especially, or at least he wouldn't know yet about all the filthy kinks that exist now but it didn't exist at his time so ;3

#choso smut #choso x reader #sukuna smut #sukuna x reader #jujutsu kaisen smut #jjk smut #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk x reader #choso x you #sukuna x you #choso kamo smut #sukuna ryomen smut #jjk x y/n #jjk x you #choso kamo x reader #sukuna ryomen x reader #jjk fanfic #choso x y/n #sukuna x y/n

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weedstop · 5 months

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not to be dramatic lmao but i am begging you to reblog some of my posts instead of just hitting the like button

reblogs help bring clients and tippers to my page

#every time i open my notes and it’s just likes and very little reblogs i feel like screaming a little bit

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ttsukiimi · 11 days

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〃★ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 ⎯ the jjk men n how they treat you after s⍣x. - submitted by anon.

〃★ 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 ⎯ nanami x fem!reader, toji x fem!reader, gojo x fem!reader, choso x fem!reader, aftercare, brief mentions of smut (mdni), unprotected s⍣x, creamp⍣es, fluff, established relationship, rough s⍣x, reader referred to as (baby, doll, sweetheart.)

────〃ଘ 𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐈 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 - second thoughts…

Nanami is always considerate of you. And he’s considerate of your preferences—preferably the things you enjoy most in bed. So, when you tell him you want it rough, albeit a little hesitant, he’s right on it. And he gives it to you good. Plowing you so hard, fucking you so good the bed starts to rock back and forth with the weight of his thrusts. The headboard bangs against the wall in tandem with your wanton screams and moans of more, the same sounds that keep him rooted deep inside you.

Nanami gives it to you almost too good—to the point that, by the time he’s done with you, leaving your cunt a creampied-mess, you’re shaking and your chest’s heaving for the breath he’s so greedily robbed you of.

With a fondness in his eyes, Nanami wipes your tear-stained cheek with his thumb. “You okay, sweetheart?”

You nod, attempting to ease the trembling of your lips—to no avail, considering every part of your body is quivering at this point. Your head turns and you look away in embarrassment—you can’t possibly be the one in such a state after asking him to be rough with you.

Nanami smiles at this and places his pointer under your chin, turning your head back in his direction with his finger. “Tell me you’re fine.”

You nod again, finding yourself unable to talk. “With words, my love. I need words.”

“I-i’m fine, Ken. Promise.”

“You’re still shaking,” his voice’s a whisper now, breath fanning past your neck from his proximity. “Tell me I wasn’t too rough, please.”

“Kento—it’s fine. You were perfect.” you reassure, looping your arms around his neck and pulling him down, planting a quick yet searing kiss to his lips. “I just feel a little gross that’s all.”

After those words Nanami, being the perfect husband that he is, hurries over to fix you a nice, warm bath. And, per your request, he steps in too, and you both end the night basking in each other’s warmth in soft light and vanilla scented bubbles.

────〃ଘ 𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎 𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐔 - I’m doin my best!

Satoru’s always up for a rough session with you. The way you sound, the way you feel, the way you try and fail to escape from his thrusts—he loves it all. Especially when you’re crying and telling him how good he’s making you feel in both broken sentences and inhales for breath, scratching your manicured nails down his back in a pleasurable burn while doing so. The sight of your fucked-out face alone is enough to have him ready to make you bear his child, and your pussy—oh, don’t even get him started.

Satoru would go to hell and back for a mere second inside your warm, tight cunt.

And, saying that, he might’ve just went a bit too far—too rough this time. Because, as he finishes up inside you, spurting his hot seed deep into your womb—he wasn’t kidding about making you have his child—you’re shaking more than usual.

His brows furrow in slight concern, and his big hands caress all over your body as if asking if you’re okay.

“Baby?”

“H-hm?”

His lips slide against the skin of your shoulders. “You good?”

You open your eyes and give him a look—closing them again because doing anything makes your body feel even more sore. “Yeah, i’m fine. Just shaking because you went too soft.”

Satoru, on the other hand, doesn’t catch your sarcasm, and he’s about ready to get hard again when you flash him another look and slap his hand away.

“Satoru.” you heave, now trying to pull him closer. “I can’t even move. Do something.”

At that, he’s hurrying over to the bathroom and getting a washcloth, dampening it and scurrying back to you. Satoru’s surprisingly intent on cleaning you, more focused on tidying you up than your pussy which is just a mere inch away from his face—surprisingly not him at all.

Afterwards he’s tending to your every need, assuring you that there’s no need to feel ‘gross’ every time you say so.

Satoru Gojo really tries his best with aftercare.

────〃ଘ 𝐓𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐎 - ‘Kay, on it!

Well, Toji is nearly almost always rough with you in bed. There’s just something about it that he can’t get out of his system. And he even feels like sometimes his body’s really doing it out of habit—maybe even instinctively.

But, perhaps it may not have been that same instinct that drove him this particular time—and with the way you’re quivering more than usual, Toji thinks so too.

Then again, he just can’t stop himself from being too rough on you when you look so helplessly up at him when he’s plowing your lil’ pussy, and especially not when your moans fuel him on so much to the point where he has to hold you down so you don’t try and squirm away from his ruthless thrusts.

Wiping your cheek with the back of your hand, you hiccup. Toji raises an eyebrow as he gazes down at you, wondering what he should do—you’ve never shook this much.

And he would be concerned but, there’s a sadistic part of him that’s secretly enjoying the sight knowing he’s the one to have you like this.

“T-toji.”

“Hm? Yeah, doll?”

“Can you get me some water, please?”

Before you can even blink he’s back with a refrigerated bottle of water, cold just to your liking. You smile, thanking him and gulping down the liquid, placing a kiss of gratitude to his lips afterwards.

“Toji..”

“Yes?”

“Can you, uhm, clean me..?”

A smile finds it way to his lips. Toji finds it cute how you’re hesitant to ask him such a question.

After some minutes he’s back with a damp cloth to wipe you with, though that’s not all. He’s carrying you bridal style to a warm bath waiting just for you, placing you in carefully as if you’re made of porcelain.

You kiss him again, stroking his forearm lovingly.

“Can you order us some takeout too?”

“On it.”

────〃ଘ 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐎 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐎 - uh, where do i start?

Initially, Choso’s very nervous about going rough with you. His palms are sweaty, his eyebrows are furrowed together in a tight knit and he’s asking if you really want him to. He simply wants to make sure that you’re not acting on impulse—because, as soft as he may seem, he can really give it to you.

And he does—hard. Albeit, maybe too hard. He’s never gone so rough to the point where you shook after sex, and that was Choso’s first worry.

He expected you to at least calm down after a bit of time but your body kept continuously quivering.

That’s when Choso begins to scold himself. Maybe if he wasn’t so addicted to your body, your pussy, the noises he discovers you make when he’s harsh with you, then maybe you’d be alright.

But there was no denying that he was hooked on everything about you.

“Cho..think i need a massage.” you groan, falling back onto the bed after a failed attempt at getting up. “my back’s so sore.”

“I-i’m sorry, baby, I—“

You cut him off with a kiss; one that diminishes his every worry and gives him reassurance. “It’s fine.”

“You sure?”

Nodding, you turn around onto your stomach, hissing at the pain in your limbs—he had really stretched you to your limit tonight. “Yeah, just, massage please.”

With a hum of acknowledgment, Choso begins to rub your back, his big hands working at the knots in your shoulders, and he smiles with every sigh of relief that leaves your lips.

By the time he’s done, you’re just about ready to have him fuck you again with the way that he’s touching you so sensually—but the gross, sticky feeling between your legs cancels out that thought.

But a pleased sigh leaves your lips—you have the perfect boyfriend and idea to get rid of that.

“Cho, baby, let’s shower.”

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