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quietandburning · 1 year

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agreeing to things while manic: yas bitch i will be there! count me in! I am the most beautiful being to exist and I fuck nastier than God!

date of the things while depressed: please excuse my absence from the festivities. Attached you'll find a doctor's note stating that I am too hideous and deplorable to attend. Condolences.

#honest to fuck i dont want to go to this party on the fifth #it was a grand idea when i was on substances but now I'd rather walk into traffic #bpd mood #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #quiet bpd #bpd #ed mood #tw ed vent #borderline personality disorder #c'est moi #thoughts

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silentlittlefire · 4 months

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I get paranoid and superstitious really easily and I'm scared to be all "this year is the year I get skinny again" because I said that last year, lost almost 30lbs and then the DAY AFTER REACHING MY FIRST GW I BROKE MY FUCKING SPINE and gained 40lbs back so I'm like maybe I'll be quiet about it

#low cal restriction #ed mention #ed moments #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #ed mood #boy have i been fucking delusional lately #tw numbers

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lazulicals · 11 months

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a few days ago my bf told me that i look like i lost weight and he asked if he should give me a call during the day to remind me to eat,, as if he doesn’t follow and jerk off only over skinny girls on instagram smh

while the man i cheat on him with - yeah my life got pretty messy lately - always makes me feel like the most beautiful, tiny girl in the world since he’s so big and tall; i think he’s mostly the reason i wanna go back to restriction and being small, he just feeds so much onto my size difference kink

#thinspo #miia #inspo #eating disorder #disordered eating tw #eating disoder thoughts #ED thoughts #ed mood #need to lose more weight #not pro just using tags #promia #proana #only pro for me #pro anoxeria #thin #thin inspo #orthorexia

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d0x1c · 1 year

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The safe meals so far.

Featuring-stereotypical ana bowl.

Banana and hard boiled egg. For protein and sugars. Plus the egg makes me feel nauseous so I won't want to eat :)

Soft boiled Egg and grape tomato smiley. Makes me happy lol.

Oatmeal! <3 filling and tasty. I eat it slowly so I'm full before I'm even finished.

Spicy corn dish my ma used to make me. Very tiny bit of mayo, some parmesan, salt, pepper, and red pepper. I put lemon juice too cus I add lemon to basically anything I can. Now you've got an odd concoction I love.

An Apple and 2 tbsp of peanut butter. Very filling. I also eat this slowly.

Energy drinks. Not this propaganda flavor tho /j

Great to sip on for a few hours and has caffeine.

Song rec: just like you-Joyner Lucas

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fionna-cookie · 2 years

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I guess I have a little existence crisis right now...

Who the fuck am I?

Also without the ed and why can't I let go? So many questions but I have no answer...

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thinspojunkie · 2 years

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i’m back

#anatumblr #ed mood #it's not as simple as just eating #rexiia

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dead-core · 3 months

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part of knowing me is watching me self-destruct. you cannot save me, you cannot fix me, and you cannot stop me.

#actually mentally ill #actually borderline #actually bpd #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd vent #bpd mood #this is so dramatic and like edgelord but fr!#not good at taking care of myself and self-aware about it! plus stubborn and spiteful and defiant so your concern just fuels me #sometimes i can be very 'oh you're worried? shut the fuck up and don't tell me what to do'#so that's not great

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unknowngirlyy · 7 months

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#personal vent #just girly things #girlblogging #just girly thoughts #hell is a teenage girl #femcel #girl interrupted syndrome #tw disordered eating #female hysteria #ed vent #mentally unstable #i’m just a girl #current mood #this is a girlblog #alaska young #female rage #tw mia

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sensorygoblin · 2 years

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for us bitches with an eating disorder, don’t look at calories like they’re the devil. they’re literally just there to log the amount food you eat.

healthy food has calories too!! ‘good’ calories are the same as ‘bad’ calories.

calories are not evil—it’s about amount, not numbers. smaller potions, less blaming.

#yes eating disorders are Bad but you can at least have a better mindset goddamnit #ed #ed mood #th!n$p0 #th!n$piration #i speak #tw ed relapse #tw ed descussion #tw ed recovery

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critterofthenight · 5 months

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never thought i'd find an ofmd meme on facebook of all places but here it is

#mood #ofmd #our flag means death #ed teach #meme

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silentlittlefire · 2 months

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Struggling this week to fight the "but I've been doing so good, I deserve a little treat!"

No. I deserve to have the body I want. I deserve to be thin. I deserve the sensation of space between the fabric of my clothes and my skin. I deserve being able to fit into not one but two sun dresses I've had in my closet for the last three years and have never been able to wear. I deserve to have money to spend on things I'll actually want and use instead of hundreds of dollars a month wasted on delivery garbage. I deserve to find better ways to cope with stress than binge eating and binge drinking. I deserve to wake up not feeling hung over and bloated, wasting the day in bed feeling miserable. I deserve to not feel afraid to take my jacket off at work because the clothes underneath aren't too tight anymore.

#ed mention #ed moments #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #ed mood

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hopelesslypathetic · 11 months

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When someone says "you're not that su1c1d4l, if you were, you'd already be gone"

#i hate my existence #s3lf harm #sewercide #tw depressing thoughts #tw sucidal ideation #tw sui ideation #sh tumblr #4norexi4 #ed not sheeren #3dtumblr #actually bpd #bpd mood #bpd thoughts #sh jokes #sui joke #anyways lolz #lolzies

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d0x1c · 1 year

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I love setting INCREDIBLY Unrealistic goals for myself and then wanting to cry because they are Unattainable........

My favorite one ^^

Yes markiplier too

And ghost and Soap too.... I mean truly I wish I would just give up but no..🙂 shits crazy.

Song rec: morphine-Boy Harsher

#tw ed diet #tw ana mention #ftm ed #ed but not sheeran #ed boy #ed bllog #ed disorder #ed mood #ed no sheeran #tw ed vent #tw edd #ana di3t #tw ana vent #ana inspo #boy ana #tw ana diary #trans ana

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daria-meoi · 3 months

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#ed's mood board #probably #also we don't talk about ruthie nearly enough #i mean look at her #ofmd #save ofmd #our flag means death #edward teach #ofmd gifs

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fionna-cookie · 2 years

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Me: *seeing an ill looking skinny woman walk by*

Me: *Turns around to keep looking*

My beloved one: "I know what you are thinking. This isn't a competition... and would it be, you would be in competition with me. And you are fucking loosing." *rubs his tummy*

Me, laughing: "I love you."

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sugarbes · 2 years

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Pinterest thinps chunk

If now not, when?

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