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Rafe and Topper aren’t really friends in this universe like at all😭 so just keep that in mind. Also warning reader and Rafe have both been drinking before having sex but aren’t drunk
Topper talking to you for months and telling all his friends about it, how you’re perfect and he’s going to ask you to officially be his girlfriend, how you make him so happy and he thinks you’ll say yes But unfortunately for him, Rafe overhears and starts planning something to hurt him. He throws a party and invites all the Kooks, you show up wearing a tight mini dress and beelines his way to you before Top shows up. “You’re looking pretty tonight sweetheart, who’s the lucky guy?” he knows who, but maybe he wants to see if you’ll tell him. See just how much his former friend means to you.
“Oh there is no guy Rafe, I just wanted to look nice for you-your party! I wanted to look nice for your party” you chuckle nervously and he thinks it’s cute. But he also catches your slip up and knows what he’s going to do, he offers you his drink and watches as you down it in one gulp before dragging you inside and offering you another. A few more drinks in and you’re feeling slightly tipsy. He offers you his hand and leads you upstairs, you eagerly follow behind unaware of what exactly was about to happen. You lie on the bed looking up at the ceiling, you don’t notice Rafe pulling out your phone and sending a text to Topper telling him to come upstairs and talk to you. You do notice his lips kissing up your thighs and pushing your dress up to your hips and you like it…a lot.
Your hands tangle into his hair as he reaches your now soaked through panties, his eyes meet yours and ask for consent and you frantically nod. He hooks his fingers inside and pulls them down, discarding them somewhere in his floor, before gliding his fingers up and down your soaked pussy. Then he pulls away, you let out a small whine until you hear him undoing his zipper and the sounds of fabric rustling.
“Do you want this baby?” you nod but he doesn’t like that “I need words baby. Do you want this?”
“Yes yes, I want it Rafe. Please” and fuck did you sound and look so pretty begging for him. It’s risky to fuck without a condom and he knows that, the only thing giving him any peace of mind being the conversation he overheard you have with Sarah in passing once about a new birth control you were on just a few weeks ago. The sound of footsteps rapidly approaching causes him to quit thinking and slide his cock into you, groaning at how tight you were and how you clenched around him while letting out the prettiest whimper. He slowly starts to thrust into you, moving you into his lap and harshly pounding into you while kissing your tits, your jaw, your neck, and finally your lips right as the door opened.
Topper stood there in shock, a mix of emotions flooding his head as he watched you moan out Rafe’s name, watch his cock disappear in and out of your pussy, watch Rafe kiss your soft skin and lips, before he decided he’d seen enough and left the room. The slam of the door pulled you from your euphoric headspace and you quickly looked at Rafe who only had a small smirk on his face and assured you it was some guy who got lost. You let out a giggle before his cock hit the perfect spot inside of you, causing you to let out a choked moan and throw your head back. You were close and so was Rafe, the alcohol made it hard to care about the fact he was fucking you raw. It just felt so fucking good and that’s all that mattered to you.
“Fuck princess, this pussy feels so fucking good. It’s just begging to be filled with my cum. You want that baby, huh? You want me to fill this pretty pussy with cum?” he cood and it made your head spin.
“Fuck, please. Want to, oh god, want to fill it d-dripping ou-t” you whimpered out and it seemed to do something to him. His big arms wrapped around you and held you in place as he pinned you on your back against the bed, fucking into you like his life depended on it. You were the first to cum, back arching off the mattress, toes curling, nails digging into his back as your moans came out strangled, tears pricking your eyes, your pussy clenching around his cock as your release soaked the sheets. Rafe quickly came after, spurting thick white ropes inside you and not stopping until it was running out of you and his balls were empty.
He gave you a rough yet gentle kiss before pulling out of you, he pulled your dress back down and moved to put his clothes back on while you calmed down. Once you were finally recovered you looked over to him, he was putting his shirt back on and gave you a big smirk.
“Hey princess?”
“Hm?” you were still too fucked out to get actual words out. Your eyes widened when he picked up your panties and shoved them in his pocket.
“You’re mine now. If I see you talk to Topper, if I see you near Topper, if I see Topper coming anywhere near you? I’ll kill him, you understand?” you nod your head and he smiles, grabbing your jaw and giving you one final kiss before joining the party again. You get up and rejoin the party just a few moments later, Rafe’s cum still dripping down your inner thighs, avoiding Topper at all costs. The flash of your lacy white panties peaking out of Rafe’s pocket serving as a reminder that you belonged to him, you were officially off limits.
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fuck it, proposing an s3 episode-by-episode structure even though we barely have any info to go off of, because i'm bored and yearning for s3 news. can't wait to see how wrong this ends up being! i can't emphasize enough how much this is just me completely inventing structure ideas because, for real, we barely know ANYTHING yet, so do not latch onto anything i say here.
we know 4 episode titles so far, so i've included those.
3x01: to race the shadow
A-plot: the gang in falme
lots of relationship-building between various dynamics, especially rand & elayne (just friendship with Crush Hints for now) and nynaeve & lan (ring scene maybe)
rand and egwene's final breakup
mat's luck established during a gambling scene
mat goes through the doorway in turak's room of curiosities, is told to go to tanchico, gets his marriage prophecy & medallion & ashandarei, and gets cpr from rand
elayne and nynaeve learn something about liandrin that points them towards tanchico
rand decides to go to the waste and egwene does too after speaking with amys in her dreams, and perrin goes with them because he has no other plans as of yet
B-plot: aes sedai politics, catch up with siuan, catch up with liandrin
3x02: a question of crimson
i'd always hoped this would be a caemlyn episode, and the title points to that imo!! perfect title for elaida's intro episode, and red is andor's color as well.
so, A-plot: rand, egwene, perrin, et al pass through caemlyn on their way to the waste
egwene has been tasked by elayne with delivering a letter to her family; rand insists on coming with her; they trespass in the caemlyn palace and meet gawyn, galad, morgase, and elaida
i don't expect a forsaken here just yet, i think it's important to see Normal Morgase and Normal Caemlyn first so that we have a contrast later once they ARE under forsaken control.
perrin hears rumors of trouble in the two rivers and decides to split off from the group to investigate, with loial, bain, and chiad accompanying him
the rest of the group reaches the waste at the end of the episode
B-plot: nynaeve, elayne, and mat arrive in tanchico (they split off from the others in falme and go straight there, no caemlyn trip for them)
C-plot: more white tower stuff
3x03
A-plot: rand in rhuidean + general intro to the waste (rand's focal episode)
B-plot: perrin arrives in the two rivers and gets situated
C-plot: continued tanchico shenanigans, maybe they run into thom and/or min and/or tuon (who is undercover for reasons) if they didn't already in 3x02. my guess is min has been kidnapped out of cairhien by liandrin, who knows min figured out she's black ajah and doesn't want her to snitch, so maybe at some point in the early episodes there's a plotline of mat, elayne, and nynaeve rescuing min from the black ajah, and after that point min joins their scooby gang (because she's got a personal vendetta against liandrin now and also she wants to re-earn mat's trust and prove herself).
an alleged leak puts mat, thom, and min all in tanchico, so that's why i have them in this plotline. it's also why i have tuon in this plotline, as i can't think of a strong reason to move mat from the waste to tanchico if not to incorporate elements of the ebou dar trip and have him meet tuon who is filling an egeanin-type role.
3x04
A-plot: nynaeve encounters moghedien in TAR and almost dies but is saved by birgitte, whom elayne saves by bonding her as a warder (this whole sequence is the midseason climax at the end of the episode)
mat gets into some kind of shenanigan with tuon and they grow closer, but neither knows the other's true identity
B-plot: elaida, gawyn, and galad reach the white tower and start investigating elayne's disappearance and clashing with siuan
C-plots: the waste gang doing their thing, learning about aiel ways, developing avirand, etc; perrin doing his thing in the two rivers, meeting faile if he hasn't already
i could also easily switch 3x03 and 3x04 so that 3x04 is the rhuidean episode. just depends if they throw rand right into it like TSR does or if we get a General Waste Intro episode before sending him off to rhuidean. but based on a combination of leaks, we do just about know that the glass columns visions are during block 2 (eps3/4).
3x05
A-plot: perrin in the two rivers, maybe digging more into the whitecloaks, padan fain, laila trauma, luc/slayer, wolves & TAR, relationship with faile, etc. (potentially his focal episode)
B-plot: cold rocks hold stuff for the waste gang
C-plot: continued tanchico shenanigans; continued white tower politics
3x06
A-plot: alcair dal, asmodean identity reveal & capture
B-plot: some kind of tanchico conclusion. maybe this is when tuon finds out some of her new buddies can channel (and possibly even that sul'dam, and she herself, can channel) and heads back to the seanchan with Much To Think About. maybe the black ajah make their exit from the season to shift full focus onto Final Boss Moggy.
C-plots: perrin prepping for battle; continued white tower politics
3x07: goldeneyes
A-plot: perrin defending the two rivers (perrin's focal episode, unless it's instead an earlier one that's less about a major battle and more about his internal life as a character)
B-plot: tower coup? i'm very unsure where in the season to place this, i could see it at any point in episodes 6, 7, or 8. kinda doubt it would happen earlier than ep6 because i'm not sure if that would allow us enough time to build up to it, especially since major coup players like elaida and gawyn are being introduced for the very first time this season so we need decent time with them before shit goes down (plus, it just naturally feels like a Late Season Climactic Event). the head writer of 1x06 & 2x07 (aes-sedai-heavy episodes) being the head writer of 3x08 could potentially indicate that the coup happens in 3x08, but she is also an executive producer so it's not like aes sedai politics is The Only Thing she knows about.
C-plots: the waste gang travels back to the wetlands, rand learns from asmodean; tanchico crew takes a sea folk ship to the eastern part of the continent (same city where waste gang is headed)
3x08: he who comes with the dawn
A-plot: the climax of the waste crew's plotline, potentially a battle in cairhien or tear, but that may cause Battle Fatigue if 3x07 has just had a big battle. maybe this could point towards their destination being tear and them taking the stone in somewhat more of an infiltration operation like in TDR, as opposed to the more traditional battle for cairhien in TFOH? just to mix things up a bit with perrin's traditional battle in the prior episode.
okay yeah i'm leaning towards tear, plus there was the leaked alleged sammael audition script (i trust no audition scripts after the phony gawyn one from s2 lmao) where the person he's talking to is demanding to know where "it" is. so my vision is that sammael's sitting comfy in tear, rand & co launch an infiltration operation to take the stone, rand finds sammael and demands to know callandor's whereabouts, and sammael ultimately flees to continue causing trouble in a new location in s4.
A-plot part 2: the tanchico crew gets involved with the infiltration operation, and nynaeve battles & defeats moghedien AND breaks her block (if she hasn't already, that could be a good Early Win to include around ep5-6 ish)
after all this stuff is done, there is a Final Final confrontation with moiraine and lanfear getting yeeted through the doorway; nynaeve bonds lan straightaway rather than his bond going on a noncon detour to alanna
post-battle checkin with perrin, but not a ton of time with him in this episode
final stinger: our buddy tuon from tanchico is shown dressed to the seanchan nines and being addressed as the daughter of the nine moons. gasp, mat's fated wife is our buddy tuon from tanchico, who is in fact a high-ranking seanchan noble! dun dun dun!!!!!
elephant in the room: "emily, why are you having rand in the wetlands for 3x08 when an episode called 'he who comes with the dawn' would obviously be about alcair dal?" listen, i know, but i typed up this whole post before i found out about that episode title and was too attached to it to change it lmao plus, i genuinely can't think of enough for rand & co to do in the waste for 6 entire episodes. i could see an argument that they chose this episode title as a general "yeah that's a baller title for a season finale about rand coming into his own in a big moment" rather than as a specific "this episode focuses on rand coming into his own in a strictly-aiel-related way" (see: 2x07 just being about general political shenanigans rather than literal daes dae'mar). rand pulling callandor from the stone while surrounded by his aiel followers could still be a "he who comes with the dawn" moment, okay!
so i will leave this post as is, but if indeed 3x08 only takes us up to alcair dal (and the moiraine & lanfear yeeting which i think will be this episode no matter what), that actually doesn't change my structure too much. basically it'd just be slowing down both the waste & tanchico crew's plotlines and having their climaxes be still in the waste & tanchico respectively, and then we can do a travel timeskip between seasons and have s4 open with the waste crew taking tear or cairhien and the tanchico crew meeting up with them there. i do strongly believe that mat, elayne, and nynaeve will join up with rand & co for s4 and skip their whole salidar/ebou dar detours, because that positions mat to form the band and have his Dragon's General storyline in s4, positions elayne to spend time with rand and aviendha and potentially join rand in retaking caemlyn and then just stay there to start her succession, and positions nynaeve to spend time with lan in the immediate aftermath of moiraine's "death" and then join up with elayne's or rand's future storyline. for these 3, salidar & ebou dar are filler sidequests rather than Main Story storylines imo and it could be quite efficient to cut those out and just distribute the handful of Main Story elements from them into other Main Story storylines.
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For the fanfic idea!
TenjikuMikey x fem!reader (or GN!Reader) where he went to her house after the fight. She asks him if hes okay (she wasnt there for the battle) and he tells her that hes fine. He swears by it but then once he goes to change into new clothes in her room, he begins to feel the weight of Izana and Emma dying so he breaks down. Hiccups, sobs and whimpers and the reader finds him with his jacket off, just an absolute mess of a man. :0
{First fanfict, omg im so excited!}
Title: It comes for us all~
Warning: Angst, mention of the dead, angst with fluff, blood
It was one of does days when Mikey, wasn't Mikey. When Toman had a fight, a big one...
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*ding, ding*
The sound of a doorbell wake you up from a dream, a bad dream. You opend the door just to see your boyfriend standing right in front of you, bleeding. Not knowing if it was his or someone else's.
"Mikey...? We talked about this..." You said letting him in the house. "You can't just show up at the time like this Emma will start to worry about you-! Not to meantion you're covered in blood!"
'Emma...' The word that rang in his head. 'Emma is gone, no one will worry about me...' The only words in his head at the moment, before you snap your finger in front of his face.
"Earth to Mikey!" Mikey looked at you, pushing away his sadness. "Im sorry cupcake, i didn't mean to make you mad. But, c-can i stay over the night, please?"
Since you couldn't say no to your boyfriend you let him stay over. "Alright, you know where my room is so go change. Okej?" Mikey looked at you tring to smile. "Mhmm, be right back" As he was walking up to your room, he looked a bit, off....? "Mikey, are you alright?" Your voice shook his whole body, he didn't wanted to worry you, he didn't wanted to lie to you, but he couldn't tell you.... no, not now.
"Yeaaa, im alright. Just, ya know, fight and all-"
"I know, but you never look like that. You sure your good?"
"Yes, im fucking sure-!!"
You both couldn't belive that he yelled at you, he didn't mean to- it was just to much. "[Name], babe im sorry. I didn't mean to-!"
"No, its alright. Go change dear, i'll wait for you here..."
Mikey couldn't fight you know. He didn't wanted to get you mad, he didn't wanted to hurt anyone else, so he just noded and walked into your room.
Mikey started to change his clothes, opening your wardrobe the picture of you, him and Emma standing on one of the shelfs. "Emma..." He said in shaking voice, taking one of the shirts he left at you're house last time he was there.
"Emma, is [Name] right? Would you worry about me if you were here...?"
And here it is again, the sounds. They sounds of Emmas last words, her saying 'i love you big brother' over and over, repeating themselves like a broken tape. Izanas words, his words of hatred towards him. He couldn't take it anymore. He broke down crying and shaking like crazy...
The next thing he knew you opend the door. "Mikey, are you-" you stand there, looking at him, not knowing how to react, "are you okej?"
Mikey tried to stand up, but he was to week. To week and scared to look at you in the eyes.
"[Name], im sorry... They are dead..."
You ran up to him not knowing what to do, who is dead? What is he talking about?
"Mikey? What are you saying, who is dead?"
"All of them!" He cried out, crashing into your arms tring to find comfort. "Emma was killed by Kisaki today, and Izana too!"
The tears fall down your cheek. You bestfriend is dead? And the unknow boy Mikey talked about the other day, saying something about him being Shins brother, got Mikey so shoked.
You hugged him tighter, both you holding onto each other like your lives depened on it.
"It's okej..." You said softly brushing his hair off his face. "It's not your fault-"
"It is! I didn't get to protect them, i- just i-!"
"Shhshhh, its alright..." Pushing his hair off his face so you could look at him closer. "They wouldn't want to see you like this. Not Emma, not even Izana. And-" You pulled away to look at him "Especially not Shin..."
Mikey seemed to have calm down a bit, after you hold him for a while now. And he finaly decided to speak.
"Im sorry for this... im sorry for worring you, i-" He hugged you again. "Just please... promise you won't leave me too..."
Looking at him, his small and week form, kissing his forehead. "You know, sooner or later it comes for us all..."
Melting in you're arms, he spoked quetly. "I know but promise you won't leave me soon... promise you won't leave me soon like they did..."
Standing up, and pulling out your arm for him to reach. "I promise." Smiling at you, he took your hand, you leading him into a living room.
"Let's just cuddle a little and try to watch a movie." You said sitting down on a couch, Mikey following after you.
You cuddle each other for an hour when he falled asleep. When you notice, you kissed him forehead, whispering to him. "Sleep well my angel, while you're on it, I'll protect you from everything and everyone.."
The end <3
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I do find it kinda funny how quickly Guts and Griffith got over accidentally killing an innocent kid in their murder plot.
I mean, Guts was fucking sulking and freaking out, wanting to tell Griffith the awful news, and when he finds him spelling out to Charlotte what a friend is to him, the kid is quickly forgotten. Guts is too busy thinking “Wait, am I not Griffith’s BFF?” to be sad about it and Griffith is just happy no one’s gonna try and kill him anymore and “Throne of Midland, here I come!”
The kid doesn’t even appear in any of Griffith or Guts’ guilty flashbacks, they just completely forgot about it. Shit, now that I think about it, the kid feels more like a plot device for Guts to be in the proper state for Griffith’s speech to hit maximum impact.
Well, in Griffith's case, he literally smiled when the news came out so I don't think he really needed to get over it.
To be clear, I'm not one of the people who think he somehow intuited that going after Julius would end up killing Adonis too, but he didn't exactly seem broken up about it. if anything Adonis dying was convenient for him since the kid was engaged to the princess he was trying to land.
In Guts' case I guess you could say that, while he was troubled at the time, he doesn't care as much about who he accidentally kills as he does about his relationship with Griffith. More than that, I think... while Guts has what I'd call a softer spot for kids, it's not like he ever hesitates to kill them if he has to. In the case of Adonis, I think the cause of his tumult over it was the combination of him projecting onto Adonis during that spar with Julius and the fact that he didn't realize the person he was killing was the kid, so he wasn't emotionally prepared for it. But like if you fast forward to Lost Children, he's kind of disturbed when the pseudo-apostles turn out to be human kids, but he still kills them.
That said I think there's something worth looking at about the similarities between Griffith and the broken soldier child and Guts and Adonis. These are both events where the primary character (Guts or Griffith) is the accidental cause of the death of a child that sort of embodies the child in them, right, like
-the soldier kid is an innocent child playing with broken toys and naively looking to his dreams without understanding the road one needs to walk to achieve that dream and how much you need to lose and what you need to do to get there. When the child dies, it represents Griffith's violent awakening to the reality of how bloody and cruel the path to his dream really is. It is, in a lot of ways, the death of Griffith's innocence and the creation of the Griffith we meet later, who is ruthless and pragmatic, and morally compromised.
-Adonis is a child desperately trying to live up to what his harsh and demanding father wants from him - just like Guts was and, in many ways, remained. In a lot of ways Griffith ends up stepping into that role - the role of the person Guts is staring up and seeking approval or validation from, something which he at that point has started to feel more secure with. And when he kills Adonis that moment really represents the shift in him from feeling as though his desire can be achieved as he is, and toward feeling that he has to change his life and himself in order to accomplish the thing he wants.
So like, in both cases the kid is something of the embodiment of the thing that Griffith or Guts yearns for and, at that point, believes they may be able to achieve with minimal upending of themselves, their lives, and their values. When the kid dies, that belief also dies, and they both radically change their approach in ways that end up bringing them greater success, while also nudging them toward tragedy. So I guess I would say that is what Adonis is there for.
Ultimately I think every character that isn't Guts is a plot device, it just depends on how much camouflage they get to disguise their purpose, which is in itself going to depend on how prominent the character is. And that's the case with all fiction, not just Berserk.
In my experience one of the biggest causes of fanbase discontent is that fans get attached to secondary or tertiary characters (or even background characters) that the creator(s) only ever meant to use as a tool toward making the narrative behave the way they need it to behave. The schism creates frustration because the fans are looking for more attention and focus to be on characters who were never intended to get a lot of attention or focus.
It's kind of the same thing with specific interactions, concepts or events - people get interested in a specific thing and want to see follow-up or greater exploration of that thing, but sometimes the thing is just there to catalyze something else. That can be bad writing depending on what the thing is and what it was catalyzing, but it isn't always.
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A, O, and W for Sal and Daeran (and Len if you want to throw it in ;) )
Ohh, thank youu! 👀
A - Acrobatics - How bendy can they get in bed? What is their favourite position?
Sal is doing martial arts, fencing and dancing, Daeran and Len can expect some flexibility in bed, he's dexterous, even if his athletic skill is higher than the dexterity skill. Daeran is able to keep up, is probably even more bendy than him. - A nice advantage, Sal loves to do bondage and to experiment with creative positions every now and then.
It also means he'll find out Len's limits regarding flexibility quite soon. But you tell me where those limits are. 😁
A favorite position is very hard to pick. Sal enjoys so many. In romantic moods it's quite classic actually, and more about closeness, just being in each others arms, moving together, looking into each other's eyes or burying his face in the curve of the other one's neck. In more kinky situations, he highly enjoys having Daeren or Len in his lap, back pressed against his chest, hand around his or his/her throat.
Daeran loves to ride his cock and that definitely is among Salvadore's faves as well and will be with Lenarius too. Or the other way around, ofc. doing the riding himself. The "bend the other one over a near desk or other furniture" position is another one Sal and Daeran highly enjoy (and I have a feeling Len does as well). It truly depens, everything can be so good if done the right way.
O - Oscar - Do they enjoy role-playing?
Yes, omg yes! 😳 In all ways imaginable. They both (or all 3, I'm very sure) are great at it. Daeran has some fantasies about people in certain positions / with a certain status who use their power in different ways than it's supposed to be used and Sal loves to play along with this.
They also roleplay without going for becoming someone else in those fantasies sometimes. In that case they are themselves, but in very different situations. (Daeran is a healer for example and they both have some ideas how this could go in different fictional scenarios. Just to name one of their many ideas.)
Salvadore himself has his "little" humiliation kink going on and very much likes to roleplay some pretty fucked up things. He is also amazing with the dominant part, though, and whatever they go for, they stay deeply within their role until the very end.
If Len joins in the roleplaying fun, they can go even further. 😁
W - Wish - What’s one of their wildest fantasies?
For Daeran throne sex seems to be among those, a wish Sal definitely wants to grant him. (He may have fantasized intensely about having his cock sucked while sitting on this throne himself.) Aside from this, Daeran probably enjoys sex in very uncommon, public or semi-public places, the list is long and Sal more than willing to help fulfill his dreams.
Salvadore's wildest fantasy, well ... We're not talking about the stuff he'd like to roleplay, right? Because then it’d really get wild.
Anywayy, he has so many, but I'll pick one of his faves: Keeping Daeran (or Len if s/he lets him) from having an orgasm for a longer period of time, days, weeks maybe, being in complete control, doing regular teasing and edging and semi-public games, but without allowing him to cum, involving magic to guarantee there won't be accidents and maybe other tools as well.
Of course he'd also highly enjoy having the very same done to himself by Daeran, Lenarius or the two of them.
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okay unfortunately now I must ask. fei du for the blorbo game based on what you know of him so far. if you're really really bored color-code with one color of "based on what I know" and another color for "where I think priest is going with him (trauma)"
oh man okay let's see. The thing I do know for sure about him is that he is extremely blorbo-shaped. Otherwise it's red string on a corkboard but I have some Theories. (or perhaps just fervent hopes).
I'm a little ahead of where my not-really-liveblogging is because I queue the posts to space them out a little but from still pretty early in Macbeth:
(blue is what I have seen so far; grey is where I think we're going)
Okay! I shall endeavour to explain myself:
He has a similar intensity thing going on as Sheng Lingyuan. Namely, if you just take some of his on-paper actions or statements (and some of what's been hinted) he should be much further up the scale but he doesn't always present that way and I have...suspicions.
There's a very fine dotted line around Just Like Me and once again we should just not look too closely at that or at 'symptoms of projection' (it's probably not the trauma and sadly not the wealth) but there are elements of his characterisation and specifically his relationship to self-analysis, self-adjustment, mimicry, and the concepts of morality and taboo and socially constructed frameworks that are thus far presented in a way that I find refreshingly nuanced and sympathetic.
Does Fei Du count as an orphan? Debatable, but I figure it's even odds on his father surviving.
I stared at 'frequently violent' for a while and I think it'll depend on how exactly we define violence and whether pulling the wings off of flies (so to speak) counts if you're not doing it by choice, but also I think he certainly could and would be if that was the necessary and pragmatic option, so.
On the other hand I don't actually think he's killed anyone, and we're getting into extremely tenuously-supported speculation but I think that despite the way he talks about death and killing, despite the way he half-tauntingly almost invites that kind of suspicion in how he talks about his father (or toys with his respirator), and despite the way he doesn't seem to have the kind of deep-rooted revulsion towards it that many do, I think he might in fact go to not-insignificant lengths to avoid actually killing someone. This is entirely based on my tentative thinking that perhaps a part of his fascination with/understanding and study of the kinds of things typically considered 'monstrous' stems from the lack of instinctive revulsion as well as from experiences like what we see in the flashback in ch58 and a certain form of ruthless introspection that leads him to the belief, true or otherwise, that he could be or become that, and a desire not to. (I said this elsewhere but a lot of what he says in book2 in particular makes me wonder if there's an element of... how easy it could be to go from 'I can understand the way a monster thinks' to 'therefore I am monstrous')
Pets stray animals - okay thus far 'pets' is not exactly the verb I'd use for what happens in that flashback, and it's probably generous to apply it to Luo Yiguo, but we'll just see where it goes.
I think he might be slightly more protagonist of life than he lets on, mostly because he dropped all those hints early on about 'hm it seems like maybe someone's fucking with you' to Luo Wenzhou, and there sure are a lot of coincidences, and also moments like his making it very obvious that he's taken advantage of the Zhou family's troubles to short their stock (or, again, toying with his father's respirator when there's CCTV in the room) that read almost like deliberately trying to draw someone's attention. Also the books, which just so happen to relate to the cases that he just so happens to be involved in... yeah, there's a bigger picture here and he's in it somewhere.
awful company/ray of sunshine and hated by all/loved by all: just depends on who's in the room and what he wants from them. He is very good at adjusting his presentation to suit his audience and his desired outcomes, as multiple characters have noticed and Luo Wenzhou has lamented.
Trauma: he clearly has a lot! I think he has more than that.
sadistic/helps others: It's Complicated. There was that little thing where he told his secretary to do some corporate social responsibility around the rescue of Wang Xiujuan and then he casually mentions that some company has set up a fund for people like her? And there are moments of almost surprising gentleness from him (Sheng Lingyuan vibes again honestly), and while I'm not sure if it's for fun exactly he does spend his spare time helping solve crimes and buying the overworked team lunch. I'm not sure he would agree with my assessment. And I could also very easily read him as a sadist but not in a way that's necessarily opposite of 'helps others' if you see what I mean.
In terms of the 'what I want for him': Fei Du what is your deal, what is your damage. Like. It's apparent already just from the way things have been set up (and from other experience of priest's works) that there is going to be some Trauma, and that it is going to be Extensive, but I just. Want it. I want it to be worse than whatever I have imagined and I want it to be surprising in some way and I want it to knock me to the floor. Also I'd like him to have some nice things maybe, as a treat. And I'd like at least once to see him... unleashed, unrestrained, allowed to expose and use the sharpest edges of himself to their full extent and potential.
He also feels like someone for whom The Realisation in some form would be delicious
And consequences are good on almost any character but especially those who pride themselves on (or rely on, or define themselves by) extreme levels of willpower and self-control and by extension their ability to control most situations or complex large-scale games. The kind that works really, really well.... right up until it doesn't. Pair that with a realisation that maybe some of the collateral damage is less acceptable to them than they thought it would be, and you have a recipe for something exquisite. I want that.
And in the time it took to write this I could instead have just read the next couple of chapters but see the ticked box of 'meta-posting on main'.
#he just hits a lot of specific elements that i have enjoyed separately in other characters#and they so far all seem to be coming together into one single character here and i'm about it.#and also every other paragraph of characterisation feels like a live wire being stabbed into my id.#ask memes#asks#anon#默读#neuxue reads mo du
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I could go with the obvious don't starve ones but...nah. Otacon.
LMAOOOO alright
– Overall opinion of them
This guy RULES. Care about him, many thoughts in my head but also none whatsoever. I Just Think He's Neat
– Gender/sexuality headcanons
Bisexual and "just some guy", however you want to take that
– Favorite moment in canon
When he found out his sister died and had her parrot chatting away at him, fucking sobbing the whole time and STILL evacuating people with the helicopter because Snake gave him a pep talk/told him he believed in him. I think the hug really helped :-)
– Favorite moment in a fanwork
???????????????? havent read any (i assume this question means fanfic specifically???) , i like this comic though its really good
- Favorite line, in canon or otherwise
" I have a beam sword." (from this post)
– Characters I love seeing them interact with
family content w/ snake and sunny is always really good to see tbh , care about breaking cycles ETC ETC its great we love water
– Last thing before sleeping headcanons
Entire Ritual(tm), also a "goodnight, [name]" chain with everyone present.
– Sleeping habits headcanons
Horrific. Snavid voice "stop looking at that render of crash bandicoot and come go to bed!!!!"
– First thing after waking up headcanons
Coffee with extra coffee in it &
– Favorite locations headcanon
not really a headcanon but he strikes me as someone who'd really enjoy the model kit section at the hardware store/wherever you can look at tons of those + best buy electronics + general "nerd" version of a home depot/hardware store guy
+++ ebay auctions for Anime Merch (may or may not be an auction sniper depening on how honorable he is about this; personally i doubt it but he'd be good at it imo)
#for the record every 'headcanon' here was something i just thought up on the spot if i didnt have one#and i need to refresh on metal gear lore/story in general#also i lied im doing this one BEFORE i go to bed because it popped up immediately. going to bed soon tho#ask game
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I can't stop thinking about having Izana's baby. Here you go.
This was super self indulgent
Warnings: coercion, Izana being our crazy king, breeding, implied multiple creampie, baby trapping (are we surprised?)
18+ under the cut MINORS DNI 🚫
You were squeezing around him so tight, your slick walls sucking him and driving him mad.
"Oh fuck I'm gonna cum" Izana groaned, thrusting into you like his life depened on it, "gonna cum inside this pretty pussy"
"N-No you gotta pull out," you said hastily, squeezing his bicep as you tried to shift up. "Birth control doesn't always work". Izana huffed, his brow creasing as you tried to wriggle away before he was pressing you down into the mattress and hooking your right leg over his shoulder.
"So? Fifty percent chance it does" he panted against the side of your calf, lips pressing hot kisses against the skin, "fifty it doesnt". The head of his cock pummeled against you cervix as he thrust in till his balls rested against your ass. You cried out and tightened around him as he sank his teeth in, working up a mark as he sucked against the taunt muscle.
"Come on baby, really gonna make me pull out when I'm making you feel so good?". You could barely draw in a breath as he slowly dragged his cock out before thrusting back in till there was no room to go anywhere, a satisfied smile on his lips.
"Iza-na please" you choked as he held you down, moving your other leg up to push you into a mating press.
"You don't have to beg Angel, I'll fill you up," He groaned, voice so rough it was nearly a growl, "till its dripping down your legs".
Your heart was thrumming in your chest and your brain was screaming to get him off but the way he was fucking into your pliable body like it was made just for him had all your logical thoughts leaving you. He just felt so good. Sucking and biting marks into your skin and taking possession over you, groaning about filling you up until you don't remember anything besides how much he loves you.
"Gonna breed this fuckin' pussy, make you mine, all mine" Izana moaned, leaning forward and bending you nearly in half as he pressed his face against your pounding pulse point.
“I’m yours ‘zana” You gasped, dragging in a ragged breath as you felt your toes curling and your own juices leaking out and running down to the mattress.
“Then take my fucking cum” He groaned, two more savage thrusts into your sopping hole had you crying out and clenching around him like a vice. His hips stuttered as he gasped, his cock throbbing once before flooding your insides with his thick cum. Your brain was fuzzy as the warm feeling in your guts bloomed across your skin and caused you to shiver, a satisfied sigh escaping Izana’s lips as your walls continued to flutter around him.
“So good baby, feel so good” He moaned, voice hoarse with lust as he began to move his hips again.
“Can’t again love,” You said weakly, your shared sweat smearing across your skin as he held you close and pressed soft kisses against your cheeks.
“Just once more, angel,” He panted hotly, fixing you with a warm look so full of love you felt a blush burning your skin, “Gotta make sure it takes”.
Just like Izana hoped, and would have prayed for if he did that sort of thing, you missed your next period and got a pregnancy test. He might have had to console you and wipe your frightened tears, hold you close and whisper how much he loved you and loved the child inside of you, but this was a small price to keep you forever. Safe and loved and just for him.
“So love?” He asked a few months later when you had the smallest of baby bumps, a giant smile plastered on his face, “What do you want? a boy? a girl? twins?”.
#izana kurokawa smut#izana x reader smut#izana x reader#tokyo revengers smut#aged up tokyo revengers#em writes ✍#tw breeding kink#tw baby trapping#tokyoredlightdistrictnet#🍒.escort em#❤️🔥. izana kurokawa x reader#👄.izana kurokawa
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After finishing Part 4 of Chilling Adventures of Sabrina... I just can't stop thinking about Ambrose.
[CONTAINS SPOILERS]
His relationship with Sabrina was always my favorite and after that horrible ending my heart is completely broken for him. I think the reason this season highlighted their bond so much was to make that ending hurt even more.
He loved Sabrina.
He was always supportive even when he knew her plans were wrong/dangerous, even when he told her not to do things and she didn't listen.
He dealt with her antics, helped her clean the mess she often made, without asking for anything in return.
Always, but especially this season, he was protective and soft and caring and my heart was soaring at their every interaction.
So to see him barely holding himself together at her funeral, arms wrapped around himself like it's the only thing keeping him from completely falling apart... It was unbearable.
It didn't even really hit me until now, after seeing Sabrina's memories of her birthdays that... That he was there, all the time, watching her grow. It's not that I forgot about it, that information was always in the back of my head, but seeing their dynamic - I never really thought about that until now. He, alongside Zelda and Hilda watched her grow up. He helped raise her. While Aunties acted as substitute for a mother for Sabrina, it's safe to say that sometimes Ambrose took on the mantle of a father. Sometimes an older brother. Sometimes a teacher. He embodied all of those roles Sabrina needed in her life.
I can't stop thinking how guilty he must feel. How much he blames himself for what happened.
He stopped Prudence from killing Blackwood only for Blackwood to become the main reason Sabrina had to die - he brought the Eldrich Terrors, he turned Sabrina into a shadow of herself and brainwashed her into sacrificing herself (I'm not saying Sabrina wouldn't do it otherwise, she is the type of person who would gladly lay her life down for her loved ones. What I'm saying is that without Blackwood's influence she would agree to search for another way first).
The ending made me furious. Wasn't this show first and foremost about family? Weren't the Spellmans supposed to be the main focus really? Yes, Sabrina was the star but there's more to her character than a boyfriend she ends up with. But in typical Riverdale fashion (thanks, Roberto) everything ended up about ships and that's infuriating.
Without mentioning the very fucked up way the "endgame" happened (as much as I love Nabrina) - this was NOT what I wanted to see.
If Sabrina really had to die - fine. I can live with that. Not my first main character death and not my last.
But show me how the life goes on. How her loved ones grieve and come out of that grief.
We got Zelda and Hilda grieving but it was brief and focused more on their shattered faith in Hekate than on their actual grief.
Except for those few heartbreaking shots during the funeral, we didn't see Ambrose's reaction AT ALL, really.
I wanted to see his face in that cave, right after. He stood beside Hilda, holding on to Sabrina's knee but that wasn't enough.
I wanted to see how he and the aunties are doing after all of this. And I'm not talking hours or days after, but months, maybe years.
I know all of that depened on when they found out about cancellation. You can't deny this wasn't written as if Sabrina wasn't supposed to come back next season.
But still, even with a little time and space for changes, they could have done so much better.
Ambrose deserved better.
Sabrina deserved better.
This whole family deserved better.
#chilling adventures spoilers#chilling adventures of sabrina#caos#caos p4 spoilers#caos part 4#sabrina spellman#ambrose spellman#hilda spellman#zelda spellman
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HC: Going On A Disney Date
Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x Reader, Kirishima Eijirou x Reader, Kaminari Denki x Reader, Todoroki Shouto x Reader, Midoriya Izuku x Reader
Warnings: None! Just fluffy goodness
Word Count: 1.9K
Summary: Just some headcanons on what spending a day at the parks would be like with your favorite boys. (btw, this is based on the Disney parks in Anaheim!)
A/N: S/O to the discord for indulging me in my Disney obsession :’D Fun fact, when I went to Disneyland for Halloween, I borrowed my friend’s Pikachu kigurumi so that I could lowkey cosplay as Denki LOL
Taglist: @jojosmilktea
♡ ⌒*ﾟ.❉・゜・。. ♡ ⌒*ﾟ.❉・゜・。. ♡ ⌒*ﾟ.❉・゜
BAKUGOU KATSUKI
You had to do so much convincing to get him to even go to one park, let alone two
Teases you and smirks saying, “Why do you want to go to some lame theme park? I’m all the fun you need, princess.”
Bakugou ends up giving in to your begging because… how can he resist such a cute face?
He is super whiny in the beginning, literally complaining about every little thing
“Why the fuck is all the shit here so damn expensive?”, “The lines are too fucking long!”
Don’t even bother trying to get him to wear any kind of Mickey Ears either
He thinks it looks adorable on you though, not that he’d admit it
However, after seeing how much fun you were having, he eases up a bit and begins to enjoy himself too
Actually, he ends up becoming more excited than you
Once you start getting tired from all the walking and constant queuing, he mocks you and says “What? You’re tired already? I could keep this up for hours!”
His go-to pose for the ride photos is to flip off the camera
And yes, you guys end up buying a copy of all the pictures because he thinks it’s fucking hilarious
His favorite attraction to go on is Toy Story Midway Mania because he knows he’ll kick your ass and get a higher score than you; or Radiator Springs Racers, so he can win the race and kick other people’s ass
KIRISHIMA EIJIROU
He’s such a child at heart that he was actually the one who asked you to go to Disneyland
Had already bought the tickets in advance because he already knew you’d say yes. You felt kind of bad that he had to spend all that money for both of your tickets
“E-eji, are you sure you don’t want me to pay you back? These tickets must have been so expensive!”
“Don’t worry about it babe, I’ve been saving my allowance to buy us these tickets. I wanted to take you out on a magical date at the happiest place on earth!”
He really was the sweetest boyfriend
On the days leading up to your date, you two start planning out matching outfits, what rides you guys for sure want to go on, and all the new foods you can’t want to try!
The night before, the two of you have a Disney movie marathon, snuggled up on the couch eating popcorn while watching all those childhood classics!
His favorite movie is The Little Mermaid because where else did you think he got the inspiration to dye his hair red? Princess Ariel
Day of, you guys are BEYOND excited
Kirishima wakes up extra early to start getting ready, letting you get in a few more minutes of sleep
Once you get there, the first thing you both do is take a picture in front of Main Street! He pretty much documents your entire trip on his phone, taking candid photos of you being the cutie you were
He makes it his new lockscreen wallpaper
While he was waiting in line to buy some food, you went to the shop and bought a matching pair of Mickey and Minnie ears, wanting to surprise him
Smothered you in smooches because he was so happy you guys were matching head to toe, literally
“Thanks babe! I’m never gonna take this off!”
And he never took his ears off. He wore it all day. How it didn’t fall of his head was a question you had no answer to
You two were the definition of cringey couple; matching outfits, constant PDA
Not that he cared what other people thought. He was happy and you were happy, that’s all that mattered to him
Go-to ride pose is leaning over next to you, grabbing your entire face, and giving you a big kiss on the cheek
Favorite ride is Hyperspace Mountain, loves the thrill of it plus, it makes his hair look extra spikey because the wind pushes it back up
KAMINARI DENKI
You guys are such kids, after you guys went the first time, you came back so often and ultimately decided that it would be better to buy annual passes
Your guy’s Disney trips were always very spontaneous, to say the least
Kaminari would be like, “Hey babe, what if we go to Disneyland tomorrow?”
“Come again? You want to go to Disneyland tomorrow?”
“Yeah, why not? We haven’t been in awhile” He says, nonchalantly
Giving in to his pouting, that’s how the two of you usually end up at the parks
You go so often you basically have a routine down
You two take turns doing everything; driving, paying for parking, paying for food, etc
During the drive there, you guys are singing non-stop. For some reason, he knows almost all the lyrics to every single song, making you wonder how he can memorize all those words and somehow still have no clue how to remember a simple math formula
You guys also try to Disney Bound (basically, it’s a lowkey cosplay) most of the time, but if not, you guys will always wear matching outfits
Unlike most people, he actually really enjoys wearing the Mickey ears, he thinks he looks extra cute in them. You agree
His ride pose often changes, from ‘hitting the woah’ to literally bringing a prop on the ride, he just does whatever he thinks is funny
But you often collaborate with each other while waiting in line to decide what pose you should do together; if no ideas come up, throwing up a peace sign is the standard move
Favorite ride to go on is Splash Mountain, hands down. He always asks to sit in the front. For some reason, he loves the feeling of getting absolutely fucking drenched
As a tradition, you two always make it your last ride of the night. Since it’s colder, there’s really not much of a wait, meaning you guys have an entire log to yourselves and can pretty much go on it as many times as your hearts desire
TODOROKI SHOUTO
You were aware that Todoroki had probably never been to Disneyland before, considering he spent most of his childhood training
So when you asked him if he’s ever actually gone to the parks, he was like, “Isn’t that the amusement park who has a rat as their mascot? His name is Mikey, right?”, “So, Elsa has an ice quirk too?”
You swore that this boy would be the death of you
You were quick to educate him on all things Disney, telling him stories of when you were younger and how they were some of your fondest memories as a kid
Wanting your boyfriend to share the same experience as you, you eagerly suggested that the two of you must go together one day, and he seemed just as eager with his response
He said, “Okay then, let’s go this Saturday. It’s the weekend so we most likely won’t be busy anyways.”
“Uh Shouto, honey, I’d love to go but I’m pretty broke right now, tickets are expensive so it’ll probably take me a few weeks to save up for —“ you complained
He cut you off right there and says that he’ll pay for everything, whipping out Endeavor’s credit card
Why did he have that on him??
Before you could protest and scold him for using someone else’s card, it was too late because he already bought them
Once in the parks, he seems to be quite fascinated by everything, but his focus tends to stay on you, watching how excited you get over every little thing
You guys get matching ears, but he’s not too keen on wearing them. At most, he’ll wear it for pictures, but that’s about it. But he also can’t help but admire how cute you look in them
Buys you literally anything you want. Overpriced merchandise? Done. Overpriced food? You bet. Overpriced everything? Abso-fucking-lutely. Doesn’t care about the price, as long as you’re happy
Even if he doesn’t explicitly show it, he’s actually having a lot of fun!
Being in such a magical place with his favorite person in the world makes him want to go back, reliving those childhood moments he didn’t really have
Inevitably, he ends up upgrading your tickets to an annual pass
“You bought us annual passes?! Why did you do that, and when?!”
“I did it on the app, while you were in that long line for the bathroom.” He said, feigning innocence
You two end up going at least twice a month, if not more. Pretty much going there to just hang out and walk around
His poses for the rides aren’t really poses per se, it’s really just his poker face. Occasionally, you’ll pinch his cheeks to give a little flare to your photos
Favorite ride is Soarin’ Around The World. He likes the visual appeal. Plus, the orange scent smells really good
MIDORIYA IZUKU
Both of you guys were equally excited to go!
You two had planned to go for some time now, saving up enough money to buy tickets and acknowledging the fact that you guys would spend a lot on food and other things
Izuku is such a nerd that he basically makes an entire schedule of your guy’s stay, morning until night
He grabs a copy of the park map and actually brings a pen to circle which rides you guys want to go on throughout the day
He will definitely download the app in order to keep track of wait times
Plans for which rides you guys should go on first, taking into account the the events that people would be watching instead of waiting in lines, making the most of your time
“Okay, if the wait time for Radiator Springs Racers is 90 minutes, by the time we’re done, we should make it just in time to use our fastpass for Grizzly River Run…”
It kind of amazes you how articulate he was about this whole thing
“Wow, babe. I can’t believe you planned for all of that, I thought we were just going with the flow.” You said, teasing him for being such a nerd. How cute
His hero costume basically had bunny ears on them, so he didn’t complain about wearing the Mickey ears
You two take lots of pictures, you guys even wait in that long line to take that cliché couple photo in front of Sleeping Beauty’s Castle
Go-to pose varies depending on the ride, usually the camera catches him by surprise, so in almost all of the pictures, he looks like he’s about to cry
Doesn’t really have a favorite ride but his absolute favorite thing to do is to watch the fireworks towards the end of the night
He enjoys just sitting there and holding you close in his arms while you two watch the show and sing along to the music
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Hope you liked these! Thank you for reading~
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39 - Reader is at the bar with the FBI team after a case, when she sees her boyfriend kissing another woman, and holding her hand. She suspected he was cheating but now she has all the proof she needs. Spencer who's wanted to ask her on a date for a while, feels for her as his best friend just had her heart broken into a million pieces. She goes outside for a cigarette, and the team know of Spencer's feelings, so nudge him to go over and comfort you.
39. “I fucking knew it!” // 70. “I’ve always been attracted to assholes”
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“Who’s ready for another round?!” Garcia asked excited. It was clear that the alcohol was starting to hit her. Well... it was hitting everybody. Even the innocent and non drinker Spencer, your oldest of friends.
You had to be honest, meeting Spencer again on the BAU team after years of not seeing each other, was surprising for the both of you. But after catching up you two became inseparable. Always spending time together even outside of work, you two would always find ways to spend time with each other.
But that changed once you met your current boyfriend, Brad. He started to get jealous of your relationship with Spencer, he knew that what you had with him was special. So he never grew to like him, neither did Spencer. The air was so tense when they were on the same room. You tried to avoid that as many times as possible.
“Easy there pretty boy!” Morgan said once he saw Spencer taking a big sip of his drink. “I don’t want to have to carry you home!” He said jokingly.
“I’m pretty sure that won’t be difficult for you, baby.” Garcia said seductively when Morgan winked at her.
You let out a little laugh before taking a sip from your drink. But once your eyes went to the front door, your heart dropped to your stomach.
“I fucking knew it!” You said leaving the drink on the table with the strength. Brad was walking to one of the bar tables with a girl around his arm. He gave her a little kiss on the side of her head while she let out a big smile.
The whole BAU team turned to you while wondering why the sudden anger. They all turned to where you were looking at and when they noticed, Garcia said angrily “What the fuck?!”
“Y/n..” Spencer said softly next to you. He was feeling as bad as you. He could never bare the thought of you getting hurt, he watched as you were staring at Brad with your eyes getting wet. His stomach turned when you got up from your chair and were followed by the team’s eyes.
“Nice date, huh?” You asked with a fake smile once you arrived at the table Brad and the girl were. She looked up at you confused while Brad widen his eyes at the surprise of finding you there. “You know, thank you for answering my question. Because I’ve been wondering if you were cheating on me, at one point I thought I was crazy! But turns out, I was fucking right!” You let out a tiny fake laugh when the girl got up from the chair while looking down at Brad.
“Baby, what is she saying?”
“I don’t kn-”
“Oh my god, save it. See..” you reached for your phone on your back pocket to show her a picture you had with Brad and you as your lockscreen. She took a step forward to see it perfectly, she covered her mouth surprised and that’s when you nodded. “Yeah, me too.”
“You fucking liar!” She said loudly making some eyes turned to them.
“Baby, I don’t know what she’s talking about!”
“Oh, don’t play dumb.” You said before turning your head to the girl. “Has he said to you that he can’t hang out with your because his disable sister needed help?” The girl nodded. “Yeah, funny... because you know I’m a profiler and I work with the FBI. And I casually find out that you don’t even have a sister. You should’ve been smarter than that and never mess with a profiler.”
He stood there with no words coming out of his mouth. The girl grabbed her purse and before she walked out of the bar, she turned to him and said “I can’t believe I dated an asshole.” And like that, she walked through the front door.
“Me too. I’ve always been attracted to assholes, unfortunately.” you crossed your arms around your chest while Brad got up from his sit.
“You’re a fucking bitch..” he said.
“Thank you.” A little fake smile appeared on your face before he walked away from you to follow the girl. But as soon as he was out of your sight, the smile was gone and a deep breath was going out of your mouth. You felt a lot of eyes on you, including your co-workers, so you decided to step outside to calm yourself.
“I hate men.” Garcia said when she saw you walking out the door.
“I know, poor Y/n.” Emily said. “We better go with her and see how’s she doing.” Garcia nodded but when Morgan cleared his throat they both stopped.
“We all know that Y/n can handle herself perfectly. But wouldn’t it be better if Spencer went after her?”
Spencer, who was lost while looking your way he quickly turned to Morgan. “What?”
“C’mon, pretty boy, we know how you feel about her. Go after her.”
“I don’t know...”
“What do you have to lose?” Emily asked once she was on her sit again.
“Depens on what I say-”
“Don’t overthink it and just go.” Garcia almost pushed him out of his chair before Spencer was fully convinced he was going to talk to you. He slowly walked to the door with a million of ways to talk to you. He never wanted you to get hurt, and he was feeling as shitty as you did, but at the same time no matter how many books he could read about heartbreaks, he didn’t know exactly how you felt.
“Hey..” you said softly once you felt Spencer next to you. Spencer, for the first time, didn’t know what to say. He was looking for the perfect words. But you spoke first. “It’s funny. We face horrors almost every day of our lives, things that you only see in the movies, and somehow when a boy breaks my heart it’s like the worst pain in the world.”
Spencer watched the air slightly move your hair and the way your lips were pressing against each other. His body act by itself, his hand went over to your shoulder and then took a step closer to you to feel your worm next to him. “We can’t control our feelings, it’s alright that you feel this way.”
“Well... it fucking sucks.”
“He’s an idiot.” You let out a tiny laugh.
“Tell me something I don’t know.” “
“Oh, I have a lot of those... Uhm, in 1980, a Las Vegas hospital suspended workers for betting on when patients would die.” He quickly nodded when you turned to him confused.
“Really?”
He nodded again. “Yeah. Also, in Utah, it is illegal to swear in front of a dead person.”
“That’s really good to know if we ever go to Utah.” You said.
“Yeah, I don’t think Rossi would like that though.” You let out a tiny laugh after quickly nodding. Spencer stood there in silent staring at you. He slowly went down to your lips but quickly went back to your eyes, while a smile was forming on your face. “Anyway, I think you should never forget that you work for the FBI and you could easily get revenge on someone.”
“Yeah. I would definitely would like a partner in crime, thought. But I know you’re not like that.”
“Garcia is.” He said quickly and let out a tiny laugh.
“Yeah, she definitely is.”
“But when it comes to you, I wouldn’t hesitate y/n.” Spencer said softly. You locked eyes with him to enjoy his eyes on you and the lovely night that surrounded the two of you. You felt the air getting calmer but your heart was starting to beat faster. It was like his presence was immediately making your feel better. The way he talked to you, the way he treated you, it could never be compared to the guys you ever dated. There was something about Spencer that you loved so much...
“Maybe... we should get inside.” Spencer said and you slowly nodded. He let his arm go around your shoulders while walking through the door.
“You need to tell me more about those weird facts. They’re interesting.” You said to him with a smile.
“Interesting people like interesting things.” He said with a smile, before joining the table with the rest of the team.
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Jason Todd becomes famous (again)
I was almost sleeping, when this idea came in my mind.
So, it’s quarantine and Jason is bored as fuck. He’s reading some old books and thinks... hmm, let’s write some poem. But it doesn’t becomes really a poem, more like a text. And he’s really really bored, so he begins to sing. And he’s like: let’s write a song! But he isn’t really a musican, so he raps this whole text, uses much slang and has basically a rough voice.
Then he starts recording and is like: damn, this shit is really good. And he opens a youtube canal, makes a new account on insta, twitter and snap. He hides half of his face behind a mask (these corona masks) and has the hood of his hoodie on. And then he recordes himself, tells that he’s bored as fuck and doesn’t have new things to read and just needs to do something. His first song is about Gotham as city, his second about heroes, but disses them, the only one who recives some compliments is Wonder Woman. He admits, that she was his favourite hero in his childhood.
Jason goes on twitter and insta, comments on some posts and makes some memes on snap. And everywhere his username is J.T.
It doesn’t take long and people notice him, find his harsh words about the world amazing and how he’s doing this, because he’s bored. Like boy- you never knew you could sing? He does some covers of pop songs and some raps. And when he covers ‘Rap God’ from Eminem people lose their absolute shit. Boy, what did you do your whole life? And he just shrugs and says without blinking: living on the streets, almost stealing rims of the Batmobil and being tortured by the Joker. So, in like two months, Jason becomes a celebrity. Many love him because of his bluntness, that he knows, what it is like to have a rough life but life on and just tell the haters to fuck off, because he doesn’t care.
@j.t.
i’m starting a petition against trump, bc bitch what the fuckin hell?? high percentage of alcohol is NOT effective against COVID-19. not even i’m so dumb and i did some really dumb shit #trump...WHY?
@j.t.
today old man called. took him near 3 months to realize that i’m making music now. good work, b! proud of ya
@j.t.
demon spawn almost stabbed replacement.
- replacment is bleeding.
-- demon spawn is bleeding too.
--- and now big bird is yelling at us.
---- old man just walked in the room, saw this whole shit and went out. me too, b
----- big bird yelling at me, bc i’m tweeting bout this shit
------ i still don’t care
------- #bondingmoments
@j.t.
sometimes, i wish to be an alien. bc humans are dumb
@j.t.
to all the racists out there... fuck you. i hope you die painfully and if not, rot in hell. #blacklivesmatter
@j.t.
big bird cried bc of my new song, old man too (denies this) replacement didn’t even realize and demon spawn scoffed. alfie said it was nice. and the girls are now sticking at me since i dropped the song. why did i write this stupid shit about my fam? #idiggedmyowngrave #hellodarknessmyoldfriend #whereareyou?
@j.t.
sometimes, i wanna be a villian and kill all the other assholes #fuckyoujoker
- and mess with batman
@j.t.
replacement fell down the stairs. while sleeping #niceone
@j.t.
old man grew some grey hairs. looks nice. now he’s truly old #gramps #greyhairbecauseofhischildren #totallyproudofit
@j.t.
disstrack about racist out there coming out tomorrow #hopeyoustilldie #fuckyou #blacklivesmatter #allthefuckingshitmatters #juststopalready #iwannadie
- big bird thinks i’m trying to kill myself and just tried to blank burrito me. #whythefuck #iwasjockingyoudumbshit #stillwanttodie
-- now he nearly chocked me on chocolate #ihatemybrother #nowireallywanttodie
@j.t.
demon spawn is in puberty now. he lied the first time to old man
old man: so you lied to me
demon spawn: that depens on how you define lying
old man: you lied
demon spawn: i just didn’t tell you about it
old man, losing his patience, bc this shit is going on for 30 mins now: i asked you, if you took any new animals home and you told me no
demon spawn: grayson the bird was outside then, so no, i didn’t take him home
old man losing his absolut shit, i can see his eyebrow twiching
- demon spawn also adopted another cat
-- named it after old man #smooth #becauseoldmanhasnowhisowncat
--- big bird is singing in the background #quarantinemood
---- old man tells him kindly to shut up
----- he didn’t, now old man is even more angry
------ it isn’t even noon
If anyone wants to make a story about this, feel free! Just tag me, so I can read it
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the raven cycle x all for the games crossover part one - ronan and the ravens
i dedicate this to leni, as she sent me fanart of ronan lynch in a raven uniform and we started to talk about this. you probably won‘t see this, but this is for you. trigger warning: mention of abuse, mention of scars, mention/ hinting of rape, description of physical abuse at the end!! if i should add any warnings let me know!!
ronan joined the ravens because niall fucked up the moriymas and it was giving them one of their sons or dying
well we all know niall is a narcist so obviously he chose a son of his instead of his own death
declan figured that out pretty fast and immediatly volunteered so that niall would let ronan and matthew live in peace
but niall had other plans - he chose ronan: attitude problem and dreamer? he would surive the cruelties of the nest
declan told ronan, promised him to keep him safe, to not let niall take him away
declan tried to save him, really did try, but in the end he was just a teenage boy and their father? well he was their father, powerful dreamer, narcistic asshole, stubborn without limits
one night when declan and ronan go to bed, declan in ronan‘s room like every night since they heard from the deal, their father came in their room and got ronan
declan didn‘t notice, he slept too deeply - one of niall‘s dreams, so he would get ronan without declan noticing
when declan noticed however he screamed and cried and woke the entire house up
matthew didn‘t understand why his older brother cried in the room of the middle child every single day since the day ronan mysterically disappeared
riko tries to break him, because investments don‘t have feelings, they aren‘t human
little does he know that ronan doesn‘t have feelings, he doesn‘t have a heart you can break
besides that he lived with niall lynch long enough to know what pain feels like - after all their father gave them boxing/ fighting lessons and taught them how to handle pain
ronan is a backliner, he is jean‘s partner
jean and ronan grow really close
ronan promised to keep jean safe and unless declan ronan masters and sticks to his plans
he does everything to get riko‘s attention - disrespecting him, not showing up to practise, not doing as he was told
riko tried to use jean against ronan only ONCE - one of the only regrets the king of exy had in his sorry life
when riko tries to use that against him, ronan protects jean by fighting riko
this ends in riko torturing him
ronan doesn‘t mind
ronan is a dreamer in this universe
only jean knows about him
ronan dreams jean and himself things against the pain
ronan is actually super good at exy
almost as good as kevin
kevin has a crush on ronan
ronan doesn‘t care, because kevin is not his type
his type is adam parrish - starting dealer from the palmetto foxes
when they marked him, he tried to get a feeling of what the color is like, so when he went to bed he got himself a tattoo of his own
on his back, a maejestic raven, two boys kissing, surrounded by the forrest in his dreams
he hides it as good as he can from riko - for jean‘s sake because yes he fought him once and he might have left him in peace but you never know with that psychopath, do you?
and so he goes through the days, pain blurring them all together, jean always waiting for him in their room
„you don‘t have to do that, you don‘t have to take all the pain for my mistakes“, jean whispers in french once again.
„jean, moi soleil, i promised you to keep you safe. i‘m not my fucking brother. i never lie. i keep my promise, i will keep you safe. and if that means that i have to entertain our favourite dickhead, i will gladly do that“, ronan replied softly.
„i don‘t want you to be in pain“, jean admitted quietly.
„jean, you idiot, i am always in pain. either in my dreams or in this hellhole. but at least seeing riko furious is fun, unless my dreams“, ronan‘s eyes slowly wandered to his scars on his wrist.
jean just takes ronan‘s hands and holds them - their secret promise to never leave each other‘s side
eventually they fall asleep, jean‘s head on ronan‘s shoulder, ronan‘s head on top of jean‘s dark brown curles
they get woken up by a furious riko
ronan wasn‘t able to hide his tattoo fast enough, riko already saw it
„how dare you? how dare you disrespecting your master you piece of shit?“, riko yelled.
„which master? all i see is a little dickhead with a napoleon complex“, ronan replied calmly, looking riko right in the cold, dead dark brown eyes.
riko didn‘t take these words well and went straight for jean
„i would think about touching him twice if i were you. i don‘t know how you see it but i‘m roughly a foot taller and i know how to box. I wouldn‘t take my chances there. one more step towards him, one funny look and we‘ll find out“, ronan said calmly, „whatever you want to do to him, do it to me. i‘m a lot of fun. don‘t like my tattoo because you‘re an homophobic brat? well try burn it off me. take a knife and cut it off me. i don‘t care, i‘m a big guy, i can take it. however we don‘t want the other dickhead to know i might not show up to practice because my back hurts and oh, how my exy will suffer under that. probably gonna send someone to me in the shower again, oh how creative“
riko however didn‘t listen and took another furious step towards jean, hatred and madness in his eyes, which only meant once: brutality, torture, no limits of his anger
ronan out stepped riko and put himself in front of jean „go as far back as you can. sit down on your bed, face to the wall“, ronan said to jean in french, the other boy did as he was told, not knowing what else he should do
it was one of these times where ronan asked himself what that boy did before he arrived three years ago. how he surrived so long. obviously he saw his scars and ronan blamed himself for every single one of them. technically they weren‘t his fault, he wasn‘t here. but his brain stopped working properly when it came to the people he loved, he cared about.
he took his chance, the moment of suprise on his side and punched him right in his face. when riko tripped over his own feet ronan didn‘t hestiate and kicked him in the stomach. riko was never used to abuse, he was never beaten, never kicked, so he fell to the floor, holding his stomach, trying to catch his breathe
again ronan didn‘t hestiate, he took jean and ran for it
ran without any goal, without any orientation, he didn‘t plan this through, he just knew they didn‘t have time
„run, if you can make it without me, you run! do you hear me jean? run!“, he whisper-shouted at the other boy as they made their way through an dark corridor
„i won‘t leave you behind. i‘ll go with you, or not at all. he will kill you if we don‘t make it“, jean replied, anxiety making his accent thicker
they were just about to run around the corner when kevin came into their way
„what are you guys doing?“, he asked innocently.
„oh we‘re on a romantic fucking walk, watching the sunset asshole. we‘re fleeing. from your nice little cult. we‘re going. and if i find out you tell someone what we do i will come back and murder you princess. now either move out of the fucking way or join us for all i care. but if mr dickhead king of exy finds me, he will murder you, so i would really appreciate you making your decision fucking fast shithead“, ronan whispered fastly and furiously.
„i‘ll go with you, i‘ll bring you out“, kevin says in french.
ronan knew he didn‘t have the time to question day so he followed him, jean always close, ready to fight anyone who would be a danger for him
kevin navigates them through the labyrinth of the nest fast, always in the shadows, carefully that they won‘t be seen
somehow they managed to get out of the nest, but they didn‘t stop, they couldn‘t, not if they wanted to live
„did any of you actually plan this through?“, jean asks nervously
„of course i planned that riko would walk in on us sleeping together in one bed, where my back with my secret tattoo is exposed, where i then beat and kick him, take your hand and run like my life depends on it. and while i was at it i texted day ‚hey dickhead wanna go on an adventure;)‘ with my non-existent mobile“, ronan replied annoyed
„i actually did plan that sometimes, for fun. thought i might wanna visit my dad, thought i might wanna change teams. you know, riko gets harder and harder to stan with his perfect team bullshit and bla bla bla ronan and jean are not worthy your attentin bla bla bla stop talking about jeremy knox bla bla bla i will show you how that feels like bla bla bla being forced to sleep with riko bla bla bla“, kevin said quietly, they almost didn‘t make the words out.
„i thought he wouldn‘t do that to you, asshole“, ronan replied softly, „as much as we love a good talk about shared trauma, how did you plan to get away from here“
„actually no“, kevin said.
„how long do you think we have until mr dickhead is coming out here with his shithead uncle to kill us all?“, ronan asked calmly.
„i‘d say not long? five minutes the longest“, kevin replied.
ronan could physically feel jean‘s anxiety
„jean, it‘s gonna be okay, give me two seconds“, ronan replied. „i‘m gonna lay down now. if they come, jean you run. run as fast as you can. take them down. don‘t let them catch you. day? help him, i swear to god if i hear you didn‘t i will come visit you and i will not be as nice as riko“, ronan sadi to kevin, with a cold smile on his lips
over the years ronan learned how to control his sleep, how to fall asleep fast and dream something fast, this would work
ronan carefully lays down, closes his eyes and takes a deep breathe. he repeats this a few times. quickly he falls asleep and thinks of the car his father owned. a black bmw. the memories might not be nice ones, but they need a car and this was the only one he knows by heart. carefully he touches it, checks if everything is alright and when he is sure it is, he wakes up, holding on to it like his life depens on it - which in this case it literally does
just in time to furious shouts he wakes up
the car next to him and he quickly gets in
„i recommend getting in if you don‘t want to you know get murdered by the japanese mafia shitheads“, he says calmly.
„you- you“, kevin tries to say.
jean just gets in the car and forcefully pulls kevin with him
„we have time to talk once we have some miles between these psychopaths and us day, so shut your pretty mouth and get the fuck in“, ronan says.
when the doors are closed ronan goes for it
he obviously does not know how to drive, but this was one of his dreams and his dreams never failed to suprise him
the car goes the moment he puts his foot down on one of the pedals, it doesn‘t have multiply gears, just one and it works
„to make this short: i am a dreamer. that means i can take shit out of my dreams. that‘s why jean and i could play. well, i don‘t know how you two losers surrived so long without me, but i will keep you safe. i don‘t lie. i‘m gay. you are not my type, so don‘t even try to hit on me. if you hurt jean i willl murder you, i don‘t who you are, i don‘t care what you are, hurt my family and die“
„i‘m your family?“, jean said, his voice barley more than a breathe.
ronan doesn‘t have to turn his face around to see the silent tears running down the face of the french boy
once again ronan wonders how jean deserved this life, this beautiful, sarcastic, yet kind soul
„of fucking course asshole, you‘re the only motherfucker who can handle me“, ronan replies.
„okay enough sentimental bullshit and emotions, day where are we going? have we planned that as well?“
„palmetto state, to my father. well he doesn’t know he‘s my father, but i guess he‘ll love two backlliners and a kevin day - second best striker in the united states“
„palmetto state it is. hope they‘re ready for the mafia to come visit to get us“, ronan replied, a small smile on his lips as he thinks about all the new possibilities and hopes he now dared to dream for
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all i want for christmas is us
all i want for christmas is us
an entry for @saintlymendes secret santa
for: nicole (@tell-me-when-ur-ready)
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words: 2,092
warnings: some swearing, angst, and cavity inducing fluff (it is christmas after all)
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Shawn looks down again at his phone, scrolling through the photos. Happy. Warm. Holiday season. Ice skating at his favorite park, kissing under the mistletoe, and posing in the matching pajamas his mum had bought for the entire family. A smile creeps up on his face and then disappears just when he starts to feel its warmth.
Last Christmas.
Last Christmas the photos were taken. Last Christmas they were happy. Last Christmas she had said yes to marrying him.
Now the photos just served as painful reminders of his current reality. Sitting alone in his half empty condo. He couldn’t bare to replace the things she took, just in case she decided to come back.
Odds and ends mostly; an end table she purchased at an antique store and lugged eight blocks back home on a hot August weekend, an ottoman where the two would sit on the floor across from each other and play cards all night over a bottle of her favorite red wine, an entirely empty wall that used to make up her vinyl collection. The half empty condo matched his half empty heart.
Shawn locks and drops his phone to his chest with a thud, opting for the sting of its weight on his sternum over the stinging of his broken heartstrings. He still hadn’t cleaned up the red wine stain from the carpet when she spilled it last Christmas. Getting rid of that was the last bit of her still around and, well, he needed to still hold onto something.
Karen’s rung three times at this point. She knew it was going to be a hard day for him, insisted he spend the night Christmas Eve but Shawn declined and instead drank himself stupid until three in the morning and passed out on the living room floor next to her red wine stain.
He thought about calling her, wishing her a Happy Christmas, or anything just to hear her voice. It hadn’t been a messy breakup, at least at first. She said it was too much too soon and the constant pressure from the outside world was starting to seep through their happy little bubble.
Time. It was always time that she needed. But after she returned the ring, the weeks faded into months and when he saw that first picture come up on his timeline he knew that their time had run out.
It was innocent enough; someone he knew through mutual friends but could never remember his name. Smiling, with her lips pressed against his cheek.
She was with someone else.
He blacked out that night, somewhere in the middle of a world tour in a foreign city and woke up the next morning by Brian dumping a glass of water on his head. He cried for a day and a half straight and then again when he had to tell his mum.
Time.
Everyone said it was all he’d need to get over her; the love of his life. He’d known it from a very young age, before the fame, before they’d ever exchanged a wayward glance at each other. He knew she was going to be the one for him, for the rest of his life.
Until she wasn’t.
Write about it. Was his first thought. Write until your fingers bleed and there’s nothing left in your head. Write out every memory, every feeling, every ounce of pain that courses through your God forsaken veins and then you’ll be rid of her. But Shawn couldn’t write. He couldn’t put down a single fucking word in the six months since she left. He just couldn’t describe it; there was no way to put into words how he was feeling, nothing that did it justice, nothing that captured the pathetic sadness that lingered in his bones about her.
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It’s half past two when Karen finally got ahold of him. He’d lost track looking at photos, letting his memories replay on the walls of his condo over and over again. He watches the two of them dance in the kitchen at midnight and make love on the living room floor in the morning, wrapped up in each other’s arms. If he was miserable at home on Christmas, he was going to be even worse at his parent’s house.
Everything was the same as it was last year when Shawn finally walks through the front door of his parent’s home, right down to the smells. Except she’s not there. There’s a small box in the spot where the ring box sat last year on the tree and Shawn tries to blink away the onset of tears that threaten to come through. He wonders which cousin is getting engaged this year.
Asshole stole my idea.
“Everything alright, darling?” Karen asks in only that mum way. She knows it’s not. It hasn’t been for a while.
Shawn nods his head, “yeah, fine. Just...you know. I knew today would be hard.”
Karen smiles, “I know, honey. But they day’s not over yet,” she says with a wink.
Something in Shawn’s heart flutters.
“C’mon,” she starts, “let’s go open presents.”
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An hour and two bags full of wrapping paper later the Mendes’ family is nearly finished unwrapping gifts. Shawn’s eyes glance over to the box sitting snugly on the tree branch. No one has reached for it yet, and as things are winding down he can’t help but stare at it, wanting to know the contents. It’s slightly larger than a ring box, but not enough to put anything substantial in it.
“There’s one more for you,” Manny points to the tree.
Shawn looks at the box and back to his father and he nods. Standing, he goes to the tree and opens the box with shaky hands. There’s a folded up piece of paper inside and he immediately recognizes her handwriting and that stupid gold pen he always hated. It smeared the edges of her letters, he never thought it would end up being something he missed. Shawn can feel the heat of his family watching him as he reads;
Shawn,
It’s been too long since we last spoke and I suppose I owe you a lot. See, time is a funny thing. It feels the most fleeting when you have none of it left and the most crippling when you’re looking down the barrel of forever. I needed time on my own, I needed time with other people. I needed to know that what we had was what my forever was meant to look like and to do that I needed to find out a little more about myself. So, as it turns out I actually DO like cucumbers, riding motorcycles, and being alone. But I still hate tomatoes, unicorns (don’t ask) and being away from you. I’m sorry for the pain that I’ve caused you. I know there’s never going to be a way I can take that away or make it up to you, but I want you to know just how sorry I am.
Meet me tonight at 6 where we had our first date (yes, the first-first one, not the second-first one, you’ll know what I’m talking about).
Love, Nicole
His ears are ringing when he looks up - eyes immediately checking the clock on the wall behind him: 5:55.
“Fuck - I gotta go!”
Shawn runs to grab his shoes and jacket. It’s faster if he runs, he thinks. It’s not far and his car is packed in with his relatives in the driveway and it would take ten minutes just for everyone to move out of the way. He sets off as the snow starts to pick up, slipping and sliding against the sidewalk pavement, breath coming out in foggy puffs.
He runs to the park by the high school. It’s not far, and he thinks he can make it in time. His cheeks are frozen, and snowflakes keep getting stuck in his lashes but Shawn just runs to her. When he rounds the corner to cross he sees her there, sitting on that same old dingy swing set that has somehow (despite looked rotted for at least the last twenty years) has never broken. She’s bundled up in her winter coat, looking down at her boots absentmindedly drawing pictures in the snow with the tip of her shoe.
The park had been their halfway point when they were kids; perfectly in the middle of each house when they didn’t want to worry about being around parents. It had been here that they had their first date in sixth grade; a picnic of PB&J’s that ended in an unforecasted rainstorm. She didn’t mind, and they splashed and danced in the puddles and went home a dirty sopping mess and he was sure that was the exact moment he fell in love with her. Even though he wasn’t sure what that meant yet. As all things do when you’re twelve, the relationship ended just as quick as it started and it wasn’t until six years later that things actually became serious.
But that’s another story for another day.
He’s not sure what to say when he approaches her. His chest is frozen from heaving in the frigid air and she just looks up from the swing and stares. He’s not sure it was possible for her to get more beautiful, but she somehow managed to. Her cheeks were pinked like his, her hair sprinkled with tiny snowflakes.
“I know how much we both love grand romantic gestures,” she laughs.
Fuck, he never thought he’d hear that laugh again and it literally warms his chest to.
“Nicole I -”
“Shawn I’m sorry,” she starts, “I have no way to ever make up what I did to you. I just...I got really fucking scared. You’re the only person I’ve ever been with and that terrified me. I didn’t know what it was like to be young and single or do something by myself. So I had to be alone -”
“What about that guy? The one you posted a picture with?” Shawn says.
Nicole slaps her forehead with her palm, “Shawn, Joe is my friend.”
He sucks in a breath of air, “oh.”
“There was never anyone else,” she pats the empty swing next to her, “there’s never going to be anyone else.”
Shawn sits beside her, it feels good to be this close again; to see all the little things about her up close that made her, her. All the little things he failed to appreciate before she had gone.
“So what does this mean now?” He asks.
Nicole reaches for his frozen hand and holds it in her gloved one, “I hope it means you still have that ring -”
Before she can finish Shawn pulls the chain of her swing towards him to bring her closer, and kisses her. Her lips are cold and chapped but so are his and there’s a brilliant warmth of familiarity that his bones recognize and he melts into her, wrapping an arm around her middle and holding on like his life depends on it.
(It does)
“So how did you even pull this off? Shawn asks when he pulls away.
Nicole smiles, “Karen helped me.”
He snorts, “I knew it.”
The park is so silent Shawn swears he can hear the snowflakes hit the ground, trapped in their own personal snow globe. They sit quiet for a moment, and Shawn is still trying to process what just happened. He can feel her still lingering on his lips; the same sickly sweet lip gloss she always wore.
“Do you want to go home?” He asks, looking at her through snow flake lined lashes.
Nicole nods, “I’d really love that.”
Shawn threads his fingers through hers and they walk hand in hand back to the Mendes household. He feels the gold circular piece of metal against his chest. He’s worn it there for so long he’s forgotten he has it.
He stops them in the middle of the sidewalk and bends down onto one knee onto the snow, reaching under his shirt and jacket to snap the engagement ring off the chain he wore around his neck.
“Will you marry me...again?”
Nicole nods frantically, “yes! Now get up before your jeans get wet.”
Shawn stands and pulls her into a kiss, threading his fingers through her hair until the both of them are out of breath.
“Hey Shawn,” she starts, lips still ghosting against his, “Merry Christmas.”
He smiles so hard it hurts his cheeks, “Merry Christmas, my love.”
#saintlymendessecretsanta#shawn mendes#Shawn Mendes Imagine#shawn mendes fanfic#shawn mendes blurb#shawn mendes fanfiction#shawn mendes fluff
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Smile At Me (Eugene Roe)
Requested by: @kyra3155
Prompt: 61 - It's 2 in the morning. Why are you still up?
Summary: The sweet medic has some feelings towards you but is just so scared to tell you. He eventually opens up to Babe who decides to speed the things a little bit.
Author's Note: Let's just pretend Babe is not on the patrol, okay? It just fitted for the story haha. Hope you enjoy!
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Haegenau, 1945
Watching her leave for a one night mission without him was one of the hardest things Eugene Roe had to do. Without any exaggeration Eugene was sure Y/N is his world. He just couldn't lose anyone anymore.
"Don't worry, Doc. Y/N'll be okay. She's a badass." Edward Heffron said offering him a cigarette which Eugene gladly accepted. "I know, Heffron. It's just-" he stopped in the middle of the sentence in order to light the cigarette. "Eh, forget it."
"No, tell me. You have to get this out," Babe seriously stated but the next second he was smirking like an idiot, "plus I'm really curious about it, Doc." Eugene rolled his eyes and tried to play it off with a laugh but the nervosity that could be heard in it and his red cheeks simply gave him away. "C'mon! Spill it! Promise won't tell anybody." Babe kept on persuading the medic and nugged his shoulder. Heffron simply knew Eugene will tell him - it was such a delicate theme for him so he just bottled all the feelings up. And this doesn't do much good.
Roe threw the cigarette butt away and sighed, "I don't even know how to say this, Babe. There are so many things I just don't understand." Heffron passed him another already lit cigarette and Eugene took it with a simple nod as he continued, "Back in Toccoa we were just friends you know, there wasn't even some kind of a special friendship between us. And then, when she was sitting right across from me in the plane heading to Normandy with all the black paint all over her face and the equipment hanging off of her, her eyes full of expectation, I just thought 'gosh, I've never seen something so beautiful'. I tried to fight that feeling, I really did, Babe but it only got worse." He stopped for a moment, took a deep breath - like he would encourage himself to go on, "I thought I was doing well but when we were sitting and freezing our asses off in our foxhole, shoulder to shoulder, with only one blanket for the both of us, that was the fucking end for me. She eventually fell asleep on my shoulder, Babe! I was more concerned about my heart beating so fast than being shot at the moment."
This was the first time Eugene had ever opened up to someone about his feelings. It almost felt like all the load on his heart is a little bit lighter than before.
•••
Eugene Roe couldn't be more happier when he saw her without a scratch back on the right side of the river. But when he heard that since the first patrol had been successful, they appointed another one.
Same team, same goal.
Thank God it was Richard Winters' Company.
Thank God they had Lewis Nixon.
Thank God the second patrol never happened because it may not had been that successful as the first one.
•••
Y/N was sitting alone in a room next to an open window smoking already the second cigarette.
Once again, she was back in Normandy.
Then Holland.
Then Belgium.
Still in Belgium.
Until his voice brought her back. "It's 2 in the morning. Why are you still up?"
"Probably the same reason why you are, Gene." she whispered and turned his head to him. The way she said his name sent shivers down his spine. "Fair enough." he managed to get out but his voice sounded more nervous than he intended.
She patted on the place next to her for him to sit down. "Why do you seem so nervous, Gene? Is there something bothering you?" she asked him kindly and stroked his cheek as he sat down. He blushed slightly and began to wonder what he did to have such a girl by his side.
"Don't worry, Y/N. It's nothing." he tried to brushed it off, again.
"Babe told me."
Eugene shook his head and a quiet 'fuck' escaped his lips. He glanced over at her - it almost seemed like she's a bit upset. "So it's nothing, right?" she frowned and didn't even look at him.
Yeah, she was definitely upset.
"Look at me," the medic whispered and gently laid his hand on hers. Y/N tensed and tried to ignore their touch as much as possible but there was no chance to have her emotions under control. Just like Roe.
"I know I should have told you, Y/N. But everytime I decide to do it, I always get so fucking scared. Then you smile at me with the fucking perfect smile of yours and I'm just so caught up in the moment that all I can do is just smile back at you even though I wanna kiss you like my life depens on it." he breathed out, his hand was now squeezing hers. It almost looked like he was trying to ensure her about his words with his touch.
"I'm smiling right now." she whispered again, afraid to ruin the moment if she'd talk too loud. "So smile at me too and ki-"
Eugene didn't even let her finish the sentence and pressed his lips on hers. Y/N smiled into the kiss and pulled the sweet boy closer to her even though there wasn't any space between them already.
"You don't even know how many times I wanted to do this." Eugene managed to say between the little gentle kisses he covered her face with.
"Trust me, Gene. I know." Y/N chuckled and pulled him in for another kiss.
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Royed dynamic.
Warning very long post. Mentions of sex. I'm very bad a writing so this might be a bit much. I also tried to write this so it made sence but I have just vomited words. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sence.
Right so first I need to make this clear. I prefer royed where roy tops. I know if they where real and in a real relationship they would switch cause in real life most men like both. But it's fiction and I like what I like and ignore what I don't.
So let's start, this is what I imagine their sex life would look like in there relationship / just what I think their relationship looks like in general.
I think most of their sex would be very quick. Because they are very passionate, very expressive with their body's and they are quite impatient when it comes to most things they want. When they want thing they want them now. So most of their sex would be quick and dirty. If it's in the mornings, at Roy's lunch break, between eds meetings. They have little time to appreciate slow sex. But that doesn't stop them though.
I like to think they take one day or more depending how busy they are to go out to a fancy restraint/just eat together. I think in this world of mine roy works late a lot of the time. Ed sometimes too but just not as much as roy. You know roy catching up on paper work. Isn't home until at least 8 ish most nights and not home until later if it's a big case he's working on.
I think they take time to have a night to just them, To take a moment and just feel Each other emotionally and physically. In these times It's not always penetrative sex buts it's always skin-on-skin contact. I feel like ed and roy do a lot of things through action and showing affection is one of them. It can be in the form of massages, naked cuddling, sensual touching, kissing, Its always very slow, in their moments like this. They have very busy fast moving lives so they take this moment to slow things down.
Eds favourite position is when he's riding roy or when roy is doing him hard mainly against a wall. Ed likes to tease roy so when he's on top he's in charge of the speed and how much pressure is going into each pump. And I think ed really likes being manhandled. So being up against a wall shows Roy's strength, Roy's in full control going at ed with all his might. I think ed really likes this side of roy cause he's not this prefect man full of masks. it's just pure passion he is feeling all for ed and this makes ed feel very light headed and very hot inside.
I think one of Roy's favourite position is ed riding him too because roy has a kink were he likes to just pleasure his partners. Sex for him isnt always about his release. He really likes how he can make is partners feel immense pressure so when ed uses Roy's dick how every he wants. Roy just likes to sit back and watch ed do what he wants. This brings roy loads happyness to know how he makes ed feel. Also because ed is beautiful sweaty and ed with his hair down and on top of roy he has a very good view. I think another thing roy loves is when he has very slow sensual sex with ed because roy likes to drag everything they do out. Which makes ed very needie and very vocal, lots of begging and roy loves that. I think ed is normaly very vocal but during slow very teasing sex edward just sounds desperate for roy to do more. If it's move fast, deeper, stronger ed just wants more. And this seeing what roy does to ed give roy the biggest power rush he can feel. I think roy grunt and moans little during most types of sex, there would be a few fuck's and yes's here and there. But I think mainly he breaths very heavily and very vocal on what he thinks about ed / What he's is doing. Like he'll tell ed how pretty he is or how lovely he tastes or how tight he is stuff like that. But the only case I see roy be very vocal is when he has lost control of all sence and just goes all out during sex like all out or what they haven't had sex in a while for what ever case and roy is very horny.
And now power dynamics. Both have very dominant and stubborn personalitys so I don't think there would be one main dominant partner during sex. I think they would always try and one up each other. Like ed flipping over roy or roy pulling eds hair. I think they would always be fighting for control. One would/can give up and just feel during sex but I like to think the fighting is just so them. Fighting for dominance during sex brings them both a different kind of thrill so when one "wins" ( the person dominating while they cum/ the first person to make the other cum) they know they have earned it and the winning is more satisfying. But Obviously this fighting can get tiresome but they can read each other well enough to know what the other wants. Like their relationship is always about the give and take. They try and be as non selfish as they can. Their not perfect but they try.
I think most of there sex there would be a lot of teeth and nails. So after each session of theirs they are always marks. Not necessarily a meaning of possession but more of just a show of passion.
So sleeping. I think ed is a heavy sleeper but moves a lot. He likes his sleep a lot. He still has sleepless nights but most of the time he sleeps like a rock. At the same time though I think ed is still very percpective during sleeping if he feels anything is off he can still wake up easily. (I don't think this ability is caused by his time in the military because al was always there during his sleep time and ed trusts al with his life. But I think during his time traveling or during his time in the other world depening on which universe this is based in, ed has developed this habit of being more aware.) but roy would be a lighter sleeper. Because of his nightmares, being called in to work for any reason, plus he's a very paranoid man, not to mention his time at war and I like to think at madam Christmas bar when he was younger his sister's were mean to him and played a lot of pranks on him, mainly when he was sleeping. So he'd be woken very easily. So he's had this habit of being a light sleeper for very long time. I think during their times of terror both men can be very bad with physical contact. I think at this time they can be their most volatile so they tend to only have small amount of contact when in this state like hand holding while just sitting beside each other until they have collected them self and then they snuggle while the other just talks. I think because in their time of confusion and being over wellmed with feelings that physical contact can make them snap. And with a little bit of contact they can have this little anchor to rail them back to the present with out over wellming them. I think with their nightmares none of them can get back to sleep so they both stay up and just be there together. The talking that happens tends to just be back round noise for the other a sence of comfort after the nightmare.
I also like to think they spend a lot of time just reading together. Mostly in silence spending time just reading or when they feel like they want music. If it's Roy's arm around ed leaning on the couch, Roy's head in eds lap/on his chest, ed sitting inbetween Roy's legs (his favourite positions) they just spend a lot of their time together like this.
One of Roy's favourite thing to do with ed is to dance. I think swaying around the living room, singing and giving ed fandom dips to make him smile and laugh is just the best. Or when ed teaches roy some dances he's learned from his mum or what ed has learnd from traveling. (Ed learns it specifically to teach roy) Or when ed just talk animatedly at roy about anything just brings roy real peace and joy in his life. I do really like the thought that most of their time spent together is just them touching each. Not always sexual. They both know how easy it is for them to lose each other so they try and just appreciate every moment they have together.
Tbh I don't think they have many like big arguments. Like of course they argue but not ones big enough to break up over. I think the biggest back fire to an argument they can have is some broken house peaces and a few nights not sleeping in the same house. They mainly fight over the house being messy. Like books on the floor and where roy can trip over or roy just leaving washing in the around and it annoys ed (even though he's just as bad but at least ed trys and throws them in the washing basket. He always misses. Roy just doesn't try.) I really don't think roy is ocd like I've seen other places I think the army has ingrained to keep it tidy but since living with ed he has just lost the ability to care as much and be a less up tight.
I think maybe the biggest argument they might have can be over something like if ed still keeps a packed suit case under the bed. Or roy won't take of his eye patch. Depends how much angst your in the mood for. But they definitely won't fight over something like roy cheating or if ed loves winry. Like they both know each other well enough not to have arguments over that. They can tell through how devoted they are to each other. They put each other first before them selfs. They love each other and that doesn't come lightly when they say it. They both know how hard it is for the other to say that and when they do it means so much for them both. They both have commitment issues so when they say I love you the other knows they truly knows they mean it.
I think sometimes they might fight over how protective ed is of al. Like roy understands how much they have both been through but ed can take it a bit far and like to threaten any girl alphones takes out on a date but at the second date in. Which definitely scares them off. I think that would be something they can have big fights over a lot. Unless is winry al is dating. Or how roy keeps puting off letting ed and madam christam meet + sisters meet. Or how roy won't be in winrys company for to long. Fighting is a part of there relationship not always bad more just habit and playful banter.
Ed is me. The spanner royed thought running through my head.
Here I haven't really mentioned many of their kink that i think they have and how they deal with that. I have done that for a couple of reasons: I don't want to over load with this post it's very long and I don't think many people are here for that. And there is so much to unpack that I just had to stop.
Okay so I think this is all I have to say for now hope you like it. Thats me done this fucking huge post. Sorry and thank you to all how are still reading. If you have any question or comments to make. Please tell me them I love this pairing but don't have any people to talk to about them. So Id love to hear what yous might have to say if anything.
Peace. Until next time.
#royed#roy x ed#safe royed#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist#edward elric#roy mustang#still cant do tags but i try#im going down with this ship#royed is love#royed is life
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