reading back on the past 2 posts about feelings, I have to say that the raw vulnerability of them scared me a little😨 it's weird for me to realise that I was so honest on the internet -- like I know no one is ever going to find this "blog", but my thoughts rlly be out there ...,,, floating in the ether ...,,,
2ndly, I canNOT believe how familiar the thoughts sound. thankfully the mental affliction has faded in intensity over time but I really thought this would not be a problem anymore 💀 Escapism Era is still well & thriving; when will it be time for Mentally Healthy Era??? nono, at this point, I would settle for simply non-Mentally Afflicted Era :) :) :)
my commitment to unserious/silly/goofy mindset has stayed tho, so we move !! it's the little things 🌟
There is no small nor big victory! All achievements must be celebrated as no one knows how hard things are for you.
Some battles make you won golds, recognitions, and promotions. Yes, they are thrilled and cool! But, they are not the standards.
You are surviving a battle only yourself knows, let your victories shine!
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Small (possible) victory, but I just wrote a letter of intent to being the tutor of Microbiology in college. The results come out next wednesday, I can't wait. I hope I can get it, I deserve it. Like, I worked all year to get the best grades man
I am filled with gratitude and awe. Today is amazing. The past six months were amazing, and I'm more psyched for what's to come because they'll be more exciting, so much more learning awaits!
Thank you so much, Lord, for bringing me to my dream role at my happy place, Isentia. I cannot do all this without You. You are my strength, my source of growth and excellence. Whenever I am struggling, You keep me going. Your grace always sees us through. Thank You for the chance to work with great teammates, both in Singapore and the Philippines. Thank You for the Insights Asia Team!
I have always been surrounded with fun and positive colleagues, from the time I was a Media Writer/Broadcast Monitor during my first job in Isentia, to my time as a Content Writer at Sevron Safety Solutions, and now to my endeavor as Senior Insights Analyst at Isentia Singapore (Manila-based).
Thank You for answering my prayers and providing not only interesting roles, but always a positive culture to work in. I am thankful for this job, our tasks, our company, our team, our clients, everything!!! This has been my dream role since 2018 and I can't believe I am about to be regularised soon, and with great feedback on my performance and attitude huhu. Kayo po talaga, Lord, ang dahilan ng lahat ng blessings na ito. All glory is Yours! (and my parents' glory, too! hehe)
There is still so much more to learn, and I am here for all of it <3 With Your grace, and with the guidance of my managers and teammates, and with my very supportive loving father, doctor, family, and friends, and my prayerful mother up there who is still with us albeit spiritually, there is a lot to look forward to :)
PS. This was written out of gratitude on a personal level. I am aware that when we look at the national level, there is so much threat in the coming years and we have to fight disinformation and fight for the rights of every Filipino. I sincerely hope everyone has the same privilege we have access to (the privilege of having a job), but I understand majority of Filipinos didn't have that for decades now. I look forward to the day everyone in our country can live peacefully and with access to all their needs and the opportunity to pursue their dreams and break the cycle of poverty. I look forward to a continuous democracy.
Every small victory and every tiny little thing that we achieve is worth celebrating. The more we acknowledge our wins, the more we achieve. Never stop celebrating.
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Today, I flirted with someone I like. On purpose. And it was gay. Without blowing up my life. Losing all my friendships. Having a panic attack. Or being psychically/emotionally murdered in the street.
For the first time, in all my time on this Earth.
UNCOMMON LIFE W 😭
Update: Thought the chat might also like to know that for my first successful flirt on planet Earth, I stole a line from Luke Danes. 😂 Lifted it right out of his dialogue.
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Amy Sherman-Palladino/the most autistic boy in the world/in one of the most neurospicy couples on TV taught me what flirting is.