someone asks me my favorite show and i have to tell them it’s supernatural, much to my chagrin.

we get to talking and they find out that i have a near encyclopedic knowledge of it. i can recite the names of the episodes in the first six seasons from memory. i didn’t even try to learn that for the worlds lamest party trick. i’ve just seen them enough that it’s floating around in my noggin. i have the dialogue for entire scenes memorized. entire episodes, even. yet again, accidentally learned from repeated watchings. i know about the actors. i’ve met the actors. i know about the cast and crew. i know timelines and theories and why this went that way. i have characters and quotes (both from the show and fanfic) tattooed on my body. one of the things i’m best know for to an audience of 370k+ online is my passion surrounding this show and its characters. this hypothetical person says “you must be a real big fan.”

and i am. i love this stupid little show that’s objectively not very good with its silly little characters that i love so much it often keeps me up at night.

and you wanna know what always surprises the hypothetical person in these hypothetical conversations that are an amalgamation of real conversations i’ve had with real people the most? it’s not how much i know about the show or what it represented to me in my adolescence or even my love for the characters.

it’s the fact that i haven’t seen the last five seasons.

that i haven’t finished the show.

i started watching in 2013 and stopped in 2015. i didn’t pick it back up again in earnest until early 2022. i’ve been rewatching since then and despite watching it literally every single day, i’ve only made it to the end of season eight in my rewatch.

there’s always some form of indignation on the other party’s behalf. and they always ask me “why? if you love it so much, why not watch all of it?”

and the answer is simple.

because i don’t want to.

i know what happens. i was online nov 5th 2020. i know how it ends. and i don’t want it to end. i don’t like the ending. so i’m not gonna make myself watch something i know is just going to make me upset.

and does that mean i’m less of a fan?

spoiler alert: the answer is “no.”

despite what other people and fans alike like to say, it doesn’t make me less of a fan. just like watching the show in its entirety doesn’t make them more of a fan.

fandom allows for flexibility of enjoyment. and that’s what i’m in fandom to do.

enjoy.

to enjoy the same thing with people who enjoy the same thing as me. to share my joy with these people.

so no. you’re not less of a fan or more of a fan for consuming media a certain way.

if you enjoy something, you’re a fan.

and if you’re a fan, there’s a place in fandom for you.

Now Playing: Interview with Jujutsu Kaisen Cast

A/n: this is written in a script-like format. Basically kind of like watching an interview video in youtube or smn. This one is basically branching off from this fic.

Characters include: Sukuna, Toji, Geto and Gojo

[Today's Guests: Jujutsu Kaisen's "Big Boys"]

Gojo: Hi, I’m your good looking sensei, Gojo Satoru. (Gojo playfully winked at the camera)

Geto: I’m your resident curse manipulator, Geto Suguru. (Geto introduced himself with a soft and gentle smile)

Sukuna: I’m the King of Curses, Sukuna Ryomen.

Toji: And I’m the sorcerer killer, Toji Fushiguro.

[Today, these four men will be answering five BTS FAQ’s fans have regarding the hit show, “Jujutsu Kaisen”]

[First question: Is Sukuna Ryomen related to Yuji Itadori?]

Gojo: Oh! A lot of people really want to know the answer to that. (Glances at Sukuna)

Sukuna: He and I have got quite the spitting image of each other, huh? Am I related to Yuji or not? In what sense? In real life or in the show? You know, not long ago, he and I actually went on a trip together. We went to Maldives, and we came across Todo.

Gojo: How was it?

Sukuna: Honestly, it was so fun. We went scuba diving, snorkeling, watched some dolphins and whatnot. Oh you know, Yuji is actually a really good swimmer believe it or not. (Laughs) The seafood was really fresh too, and then at some point Yuji started craving wagyu.

Geto: We should go there together.

Toji: A guy’s trip? (Looks around at Sukuna, Geto and Gojo as they all nod to each other).

Sukuna: Anyways, we’re twins, or it’s what people like to say. I can’t give you a proper answer if you don’t specify. (Smirks at the camera as he shrugs).

Gojo: All that information about their trip, and he still wouldn’t say. (Amused)

Toji: A true menace. (Nods)

Producer: Your castmates, surely know, right?

Geto: (Teases) Do we though? Do we?

[Second Question: Was Toji’s reaction to Gojo losing it real?]

Toji: I’m guessing they’re talking about the fight. We were flying, huh? (Looks at Gojo).

Gojo: It was so fun filming that! We had harnesses attached to us pretty much the entire time—flinging us everywhere. I bet none of you guys ever felt like what it’s like to fly, huh? (Playfully smiles at the camera)

Sukuna: Other actors that filmed something similar?

Geto: People on amusement rides?

Gojo: You know what I mean!

Toji: Anyways, when we were all doing the script reading, we kind of get into our characters and deliver our lines with voice acting to prepare for the scene we’d film. During that time, Gojo delivered his lines really well, but when we were filming? Gojo… really seemed like he was losing it. (Laughs)

Gojo: What can I say? I slay✨

Sukuna: He was quite drunk when filming that scene was he not? (Smirks knowingly)

Gojo: (Whispers to Sukuna aggressively) Bro, shut up.

Toji: He was drunk? (Surprised)

Geto: After you guys filmed all the action scenes, we gave him a shot of alcohol before you guys filmed the scene where he was “lucid”. He’s very lightweight (smiles as he points to Gojo).

Sukuna: It was a shot for a shot (lightly giggles)

[Third Question: What did Gojo say to Suguru?]

Gojo: This is like that one question asking if Sukuna is related to Itadori. (Laughs).

Geto: Even on the script itself, his line was literally just a line.

Gojo: I had to think of something to say during filming, because they needed that scene of me saying something to Suguru. I didn’t know what to say because in the script it was just a line— a dash. So, during filming I just simply said, “I want kikufuku.” (Laughs with amusement)

Geto: I almost pulled some kind of face, but I had to hold it in (Laughs).

[Fourth Question: Are the twins Geto’s actual daughter?]

Geto: The twins are not my actual daughter, but the little girl that played Rika is.

Sukuna: Isn’t Megumi also Toji’s actual son? The set is filled with real life parents and children. (Laughs with amusement).

Toji: How did she get casted?

Geto: Basically, the director wanted to film the fight scene between me and Yuta first, and the little girls that were casted before her got scared of me during the fight scene. They had to re-cast like 3 times. They all ended up crying, and then eventually my daughter said, “Oh! Let me try!” The director liked how it turned out, so they just did all the scenes with her.

Sukuna: Wow, you out there making children cry, huh? (Says teasingly)

[Last Question: What’s the best part about filming?]

Sukuna: For me, it was definitely working with Yuji. That kid, I’m not even going to lie, is fun to be around. Although sometimes, he has too much energy. He’s very goofy and definitely brings a fun and light mood to the set.

Toji: I tend to have a very busy schedule, and so does my son— especially with both him and I being in the same industry. Though it was only for a short while, I’m glad filming Jujutsu Kaisen together gave us more time to hang out.

Gojo: For me, it would be the amount of team work that we’re all putting in to make this show a success. Everyone is honestly so easy to work with. I know Sukuna seems very menacing in the show, and maybe in real life too because of his tattoos, but he’s actually nice. (Laughs) Honestly, I’ve made quite a few new friends working on this project.

Geto: Honestly, it’s nice to be able to work on a project with Satoru again. Last time we ever worked together on the same project was when we both walked the runway for one of my wife’s collections— maybe 7 years ago? Yeah, and my wife being involved with the outfit production and my daughter being on set, it kind of made the set more comfortable to be in.

Urban Wyatt x Reader Instagram AU

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yourusername LMAAAOOOO so who’s going to tell this girl I wasn’t even at the LA show?

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urbanwyatt 🤦🏼‍♂️ I thought we weren’t doing this publicly?

yourusername 😤 She wants to be sending you shit like this, let the world see the kind of shit she’s trying to pull.

cozane How did I get dragged into this?

stassie because you literally told me 🙄 don’t act like you even care about the bitch

yourcousinname 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭 the fact that people ACTUALLY believe @ cozane and y/n don’t get along 💀 girl sit your ass down before you get your shit rocked for a third time.

cozane 😩😩😩😩 no but fr tho

yourusername Homegirl has been lurking 👀 under the comments and she thought I actually hated my little airbender 😭

druski2funnny FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

urbanwyatt She’s pregnant dumb ass

druski2funnny So? Stass couldn’t even get a hit those 2 times. y/n just has to deck her real quick and she’ll be lights out

yourbestiename Not you trying to see a fight, don’t you have enough of the recordings?

druski2funnny Never enough!!!! So who’s rushing her?

urbanwyatt NO ONE!!!

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stassie Oops I spilled

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fatherkels 😂😂😂

urbanwyatt Yo wtf?

yourusername ……

urbanandynupdates pls tell me this isn’t true and that y/n doesn’t believe this

urbanwyatt It’s not real wtf 🤬 I wouldn’t say shit like this especially to someone my girl doesn’t like.

stass baby 🤪 it’s ok to admit it, it’ll help you be done with her.

stass pls if she didn’t believe me she would’ve been under here attacking me.

urbanwyatt I haven’t even seen you or spoken to you

neelamthadhani Urb shut up, don’t say anything anymore.

fan not Kylie liking the post. For someone who always says kids are off limits, how is she cool with her friend doing this?

kyliejenner I told her I wasn’t ok with this, but like you said, she’s my girl.

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yourusername It’s just you and me little one 💕 no matter what life throws my way, know I’ll get back up for my baby and my baby only.

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yourusername Ily2 💕

cozane come back with my niece pls

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cozane It’s not like I have a choice

urbanwyatt What about me? 😞 it’s us 3 for life.

yourusername Ehhhh I guess you too

urbanwyatt Don’t play with me

yourusername 😂😂 Hurry back with my snacks pls & I love you 😘

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urbanwyatt 🤷🏼‍♂️

yourbestiename Lmao I’m dying with your caption. You couldn’t put some heartfelt words or what?

urbanwyatt You know that’s not me 😭

urbanandynupdates I’m so happy y’all are together. Y/n post had me a little worried until I went through the comments 😅

yourusername Lmao 😜

wyatturbanfan seriously I thought stass had won

yourusername Puhhleeeaseee, girl has been trying to break us apart since day one. Which I honestly don’t understand how girls can be so obsessed over TAKEN GUYS. Papi isn’t going anywhere, anytime soon. There was no doubt, not even a little bit of me believed her shit was real.

stass 🙄

yourcousinname How does it feel to know that after everything you tried to pull, Urban is still with her? How does it feel to know that he continues to choose her? 😂😂😂 give up already

stass But he’ll come back, he’ll wake up one day and realize the mistake he’s done and I’ll be here with open arms

yourusername And opened legs I believe?

stass especially those 😉

yourusername You have no shame

druski2funnny Rush her a 3rd time maybe then she’ll quit

urbanwyatt 🤦🏼‍♂️

yourusername ANYWAY!! me and my man? We’re good, more than good, we’re happy and we’re excited for this babygirl that has changed our life the moment we found out I was pregnant. No one, no hating, miserable ass bitch is going to ruin that for us. Homegirl needs to get a hobby or something, and stop sending my man and my besties husband dms, THEY DON’T WANT YOU!!!! How much clear do they need to be?

urbanwyatt I love you mami 😘 we got this. I ain’t going no where. You and little mama are it for me, like you said. No one is coming between that!

druski2funnny I say stass still needs to get rushed!!!!!

jackharlow MY WIFE WAS ABOUT TO GO TO JAIL!!!!!

yourusername Huh what happened?

claybornharlow 😂😂😂😂 Love to see it

jackharlow Clay it’s not funny, you yelling “get her” wasn’t helping at all.

yourusername IS SOMEONE GOING TO TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY MY BEST FRIEND ISNT ANSWERING MY CALLS

yourbestiename I’m here beba, I’m here!!!!!!

urbanwyatt Ok so explain wtf happened

yourbestiename We’re at lunch and I seen this bitch a few tables from us, I got up and threw my wine at her and said “oops I spilled” that’s all, Jack is just being dramatic.

jackharlow BABE YOU WENT FOR THE FORK AND POINTED AT HER WITH IT. I THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO CUT HER!!!!!

yourbestiename I wouldn’t do such thing. I was just trying to get my point across. Stop trying shit with my bestie and her man.

yourusername I love you crazy ass 😘😘

claybornharlow no wonder y’all are best friends, you both are crazy

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Hey! I found your blog the other day because I was salty and looking through fandom opinions to make myself even saltier. You said something about Ahsoka that made me stop dead. I had to read it several times just to be sure and even then I couldn’t believe it. I thought I was alone in not liking Ahsoka - this entire fandom is set on making her out to be this ✨Super Awesome Special Best Girl Who Does Everything Right All The Time✨ and those are literally the only opinions you hear about her. But right from her introduction I didn’t like her. That’s a rant for another time, but I’m just going to leave it at how I’m so confused by her personality. She grew up in the Temple, right? So why is she so Rebellious™️? Why does she wear a crop top and mini skirt? Why’s she so sassy and rude to people? That’s not normal Padawan behaviour no matter what anyone says. They were just trying to find a marketable character for a children’s show and gave her the personality of every Nickelodeon American Teen Protagonist!

Welcome to the fold, new sibling. Have some candy, we like to share here in the Ahsoka Haters Club. >o<

I think you hit the mark on focusing on making her ~relatable to the Youths~ in her intro more than making sense for her character/how a real teenager would act. (Sabine and Ezra felt much more natural to me in that aspect.) I also think part of the issue is something soooo many female characters are forced into - male-dominated fandoms like this tend to be hostile to women (see: Ahsoka's debut period, Rey, Rose, Cara Dune before those types realized the actress was One Of Them, the Kotor fans who are intensely against female Revan or sexualize Mission, etc) so the creator(s) go overboard in trying to make them appealing to that particular loud section of fandom. So Ahsoka wears age- and character-inappropriate clothes*, she's snarky and sassy and "one of the guys." And in this rare case, it worked. She was eventually assimilated. Notice how she's replaced Padme in 99% of official and fandom merch? Padme, a character who is reduced to "sadness" or "fashion icon" (neither as easy to box up and tie with a neat Girlboss bow despite her demonstrated political activism and combat prowess) aka has actual character traits and flaws, reacts to things in a not-always-appealing-to-fandom way but in a way that makes sense for her character, is written to be multifaceted and not just designed to appeal to the common majority? Huh.

(Leia's "she's not a princess anymore she's a general" thing also felt that same way to me and rubbed me the wrong way, but Leia largely escaped Girlbossification because she was already a fully realized character in her own right, and also being created before the internet-style fandom probably helped.)

*Apparently we can lay that at the feet of George "there is no underwear in space" Lucas though. Once Filoni took over Ahsoka started wearing MUCH better outfits. Credit where it's due. (Ripping off Gandalf for your shitty oc still sucks though, let's be clear. But contrast her Rebels and TCW S7 looks with her tube top or cocktail dress for example. And as someone who had boobs about Ahsoka's size at her age, a tube top wouldn't cut it for marching band let alone lightsaber combat. Her first look was AWFUL.)

I almost feel bad for some of the Kaustin shippers. So many have done face reveals and/or use their real names/provide other identifying information about themselves.

Like, most are young and in Kaia’s peer group or younger. I was wise beyond my years when I was that age but boy did I get more polished with age. I’m beyond glad there is no internet footprints of most of my thoughts and opinions from that age! I’d say they should know better, but they don’t have the perspective to how much their thoughts on relationships will change as they experience more relationships and witness how other people’s relationships fall apart. It’s the curse of being young: you think you know more than you do. They don’t know that how you feel in your early twenties will not necessarily hold up the rest of your life. That said, I low key feel Mollie should know better. She’s in freakin’ law school and is essentially studying and analyzing consequences at the end of the day. Like…does she think law firms or clients can’t one day come across her blog, tweets, photos (whether they’re still live when she officially enters that profession or on something like screenshots or the way back machine that someone will track down her footprint…which will be fine bc she’s literally teaching her followers how to better stalk Austin via the way back machine 🙄🙄🙄🙄) will find her literal stalking and investing sooooo much time into a relationship between people she’ll never meet cute or professional or even remotely okay? Like how is she not scared that this could be a huge embarrassment and liability to be such a rabid fan who follows several people’s every move? It’s a terrible look professionally.

Like I said, I kinda feel bad bc you don’t know what you don’t know. But they also write fan fiction as they go based on tips of icebergs (largely out of context) and are thinking it’s cool to leave their identifiable information out there. I don’t think I would have done that even at 22 so I cannot wrap my head around it. Sorry- just wanted to vent about this.

Related: I hate it when they say we’re infantilizing Kaia or any young women when we point out age differences aren’t cool. No, we’re 🚨warning🚨 them based on what we’ve learned. Not every older dude is a predator- I don’t think Austin is “ preying” on Kaia. But you hit a few nails on the head some posts back talking about him being a bit lost when he met Kaia. He had just finished some intense projects and was still likely finding himself post his relationship with Vanessa. Yes, it had been 2ish years but a) it was a long ass relationship, b) he wasn’t even living in LA the entire time between relationships and didn’t go home/see his family and c) throw in a global pandemic in there so those 2 years were weird AF. I’m personally of the belief that if an older man is with a younger girl something is a bit off, even if it’s neutral (read: not a bad guy or a predator) but is in a weird place or hasn’t grown into their adult life yet and just has a bit more work to do. I personally think he should have stayed single a bit longer to grow into his adult self. I don’t judge him for going for a younger woman and I semi get it, as I also believe we mentally/emotionally revert back to the relative age we were when a relationship began (post break up). He was so young when he and V got together and was in a serious relationship in his twenties. Of course he’s going to relate to younger people for a hot moment (and that’s not taking away his intelligence or maturity in other ways…this can happen to the best of us). But yeah, he should stayed single and someone should teach Kaia that older men who wanna date young women probably aren’t the best idea for a spectrum of reasons. It’s not infantilizing- it’s a warning, it’s concern, and it’s about being literate about human psychology and behaviors regarding patterns and societal standards that we need to rethink.

Sorry this was longer than I intended. I guess I’ve been wanting to say all of this for some time so it was bottled up. Hope it didn’t come across as a hater- I don’t hate Austin (I’m side eyeing and running out of patience the longer this goes on bc I believe him to be smarter than this, but I still don’t think he’s a bad dude.) As I said, this happens to the best of us and it’s not an attack. Life is messy and dialogues about this stuff are important. And bc we’ve lived it, those young whipper snappers should respect their elders and not gaslight our lived experience/observations/lessons learned 😂

Hello anon! I just wanted to have some dinner and craft a response for you, because damn this was so well put together that it deserves a little more depth of analysis from me. So thank you for taking your time to write in your thoughts.

Off the top, I do agree that the younger generation is way too lax with how they throw around their identifying information out there on social media. A lot of them just aren't aware that whatever you post online leaves a footprint, and even if you try to delete it or conceal it, it will always be there. So even if they think they're being cocky by revealing their faces and leaving their names and where they live and such out there without a care, welp that is gonna come back around and haunt them later. Us millennials (i assume you're a fellow millennial, or Gen X at most lol) know the dangers of the internet as we grew up with the beginnings of social media. I would think twice if i were these kids uploading their faces and other shit to twitter/tumblr. Employers can find all of this even when the shippers don't think they can.

I think when we were these shippers ages we all said some pretty cringe shit online. Here's hope that as these kids grow up they realize the damage they can do by how their words and actions can affect others. And I will also just say here that just because someone goes to college for higher learning doesn't mean they are smarter than anyone else. Book smarts don't equal street smarts. and in this world I highly value being street smart and internet smart over book smart. And i think we all know that not every profession is well suited to everyone that signs up for that career field. Passing the bar is insanely difficult and even then, do you know how many half assed shitty lawyers there are out there roaming these streets? Crazy.

The stalking in this fandom is horrific, and if she really is dishing out details on how to stalk Austin's past social medias to obtain information, then they are certified crazy. It's giving straight jacket. It's giving delusional stalker. And to answer your question of how they can overlook what they say online...arrogance and ego, simply put. You think you're untouchable until one day you're not.

This point you bring up here about Austin and Kaia, dude, amazing. This needed to be said. You are so correct. Of course Austin is not a predator. Only fucking idiots would say that shit and compare him to Leo. This man clearly went through the ringer, and his choice in dating partner only reflects the mental state he was in (and might still be lingering in) at that time. He had a full fledged identity crisis meanwhile he flew to London straight after being released from the Hospital in Australia and filmed MOTA, then a few short months later he met Kaia under questionable circumstances. Plus the whirlwind of the award season and the hefty Elvis press tour is so much for a person to handle, especially when this was his first time doing both of those. No man or woman under normal circumstances would get mixed up with someone much younger than them (especially when the younger one hasn't even been a legal adult for that long). it's really a reflection of a switch not being turned on for the older person AND fucked up trauma somewhere in the young person. Trauma all around really.

At kaia's age, being with a man much older than her might have given the impression to others that she was so wise beyond her years, but she's a damn child. She shows her age all the time when she takes pictures with her young friends, go to these embarrassing parties that involve BDSM or sex or fanfiction readings in her "perverted bookclub". That is all stuff a 22 year old and younger would probably be found doing. That is not something a functioning adult who's doing okay would engage in. Plus, by her own admission she has been around men much older than he all her life thanks to Cindy pushing her to model since she was so young. So she is fucked up from that, and dating older men is what she is used to. She thinks it's normal. But in reality, it's not. And it's the fact that these shippers who are her age DON'T have a problem with it, but those of us who are close to Austin's age have a MASSIVE problem with it.

You're telling me that if theses shippers were to see a regular 32 year old man holding hands with a 22 year old out and about in the grocery store or whatever that they'd be cool with it? No, you side eye that shit. It is not normal or usual, it is odd. I as a near 30 year old woman would never in my life consider dating someone Kaia's age, are you for fucking real? In Hollywood this weirdo shit might be immorally normalized, but in regular society it is NOT OKAY. And I hope Austin get out of this funk he's been in for 2-3 years now. Continuing to be with her will only further damage himself in the long run, as you can clearly tell this man is not in love with her.

I think I hit on everything I wanted to comment on, but honestly I don't remember so im just gonna leave it here lol.

Can’t believe a source so close to Chris would say “I feel like contacting this fan site about him. Let me tell them a huge secret”

Someone would actually run to TMZ and sell it. Let’s be real. If the evidence is so *chefs kiss* they would hit up aa real news outlet.

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THANK YOU!!! 💯💯💯

Exactly what I’ve been thinking & saying nonstop!

This whole thing makes ABSOLUTELY ZERO SENSE! Who TF goes to a freaking Tumblr blog OF ALL PLACES to give a tip-off about a celeb??? Seriously, can someone tell me?!

THE place that everybody goes to when they have something to spill are the gossip sites and outlets - like TMZ, NY POST, Daily Mail, National Enquirer! Hell, even Deuxmoi (although her credibility is highly debatable). Not Tumblr!! Of all places?!

Unless it’s one of the kids or teens in Chris’s family (including Miss Fish herself) who’s the “source,” I truly cannot wrap my head around the possibility of a freaking vendor, a professional, or one of Chris’s grown ass friends discovering TLQ’s blog & deciding “Oh, THIS is where I’m going to share this info!” ALSO, what would said “source” even be getting out of all of this by coming on Tumblr? Why would they do that? UNLESS AGAIN, it’s freaking Alba herself.

And btw, there have been rumors going back to last year that she scrolls around and is quite familiar with Tumblr - so if it would be anyone, it would be her or one of her anti-Semitic friends.

I wouldn’t put it past one of the lonely, desperate housewives, though, either. They have the spare time, so…

TLQ keeps saying that there’s “absolutely no way” they can share the info they got without “compromising” their source’s identity.

Hmmmm…..

So, not even if they blacked things out? This must be a big major “source” then, if it’s not a vendor.

Something is definitely sus. I don’t buy any of the excuses that they and their whole group of followers have been using. I don’t care for their “track record,” either.

I stand by that person who sent them that long ask questioning everything - because they’ve raised a hell of a lot of good points. And that blog’s response didn’t cut it, either. They knew what they were doing. They didn’t care about anyone’s mental health or feelings - they quite literally made things worse.

Call us crazy, call us unhinged, truly don’t care. We’re all literally being driven to this point because people won’t stop with all the mind fuckery that’s been going on.

(I’m sorry mod, I didn’t mean for this to be so long and, well, heated. It’s all just been far too much. It’s so tiring. Thank you for giving me the space to get this all out. So glad to have you back. Xo)

They have made things worse. If they know certain people get anxiety about situations then why are you making it worse for them? I don’t care about it but I do care about peoples mental health. There’s thousands of people who have looked up to Chris Evans for 10+ years, and do they really want to push the narrative that he’s racist too? You are who your friends are.

I have people in my asks standing up for them and you know what? I don’t care to entertain them. The source was more than likely the pottery lady. I’m sorry but a friend of theirs isn’t going to say “A pottery video is coming out” no they’re going to confirm other details that are far more important like Mother Mary, NYC/Bermuda trip. Hell, even Hawaii and Canada.

Watching people backpedal in response to this leaked audio of tory & kelsey’s call making my blood boil cause y’all really put meg through all that for nothing. Y’all had more than enough evidence.

Y’all can go to hell for your disgusting dickriding

Drake can go to hell for that disgusting and corny line calling her a liar and he can take his bbl and tummy tuck with him

Joe budden can go to hell for disrespecting her

Zach Campbell can go to hell for spreading lies

Mariah the scientist can go to hell for being such a pick me biiich

Dababy can go to hell for collaborating with him in a song that Nobody listened

Jack harlow can go to hell by association because he collaborated with him and dababy(ironically his remix of what’s poppin is lames biggest hit at least according to billboard charts. So the motive for the infamous shooting is basically summed up as toxic masculinity and fragile ego , that leprechauns can’t handle the fact that a black female rapper had more success and Grammys than he does and when she said that his music is wack) and this hurts because i like the guy

Iggy azealia can go to hell for collaborating with him

Lebron James can go to hell for listening to his music and praising it(and he’s got a black wife and daughters and sons Smgdfh, he should be lucky to have his family though he’s slutting himself out for a bald head degenerate)

Dj akademiks can go to the 7th circle of hell for spreading lies and because he’s an ugly looking honey bun

50 cent can swim in the lake of fire because he mocked her trauma twice and he’s only sorry now because he heard the audio of him admitting to it.

The bloggers can go to Dante’s inferno because while two white women were telling the real information about the trial as real journalists should be doing, these gossip girls were d!ck munching a midget who was an abuser and violent degenerate. What does that say about black media when I’m praising white women for doing their jobs? Black bloggers who are professionals and ethical, be ashamed and outraged of your anti black and anti black women counterparts lack of respect, ethics and professionalism

I don’t gaf if they back pedal or apologize. They had two years to do the right thing and they chose evil. It’s too late. There’s lashings and a$$ whoopings for them arssholes who’s necks and a$$ my feet are stomping on and biiiches it’s here to stay!

You can’t have degenerate d!ck familiarity and then when you learn that he’s the bastard everyone else knew he was take it back, it’s too late, you choose this. You were willingly selling your soul, your dignity, your humanity, and your sense of judgment to be a groupie for someone who is a coward at the expense to retraumatize a black woman for years. Have you learned anything from what happened with r Kelly and Ian walkins ? Yeah clearly not! I heard the stories, I get mad with rage when I think about it and feel sick. Parents and enablers were so star struck with their idols despite they’re open pedophiles That they would literally let their children be raped by these monsters who deserve far worse than a long prison sentence ijs.

toxic fandoms are a problem in society and social media and clearly that leprechauns fan base is not the exception. One of his fans said that he’s our modern emmitt till. 🤬🙄😤Harriet Tubman should have capped those fans ancestors. George bush, your no child left behind policy sucks because some children should have been left behind in school.

Let this be a lesson for anyone. Believe survivors of abuse until it’s backwards, don’t trust or protect anybody, never be so willing to worship a famous person that if they become problematic you’re willing to lose your self respect and black women deserve better

i think in order for me to "forgive" noah i'd want him to acknowledge the fact that he spread misinformation, spread islamophobia on his instagram story, liked islamophobic posts, and clear up what he actually meant with that statement that while yes, didn't directly call all palestinians terrorists, definitely read like it so much so that a palestinian fan of his that i'm friends with literally dmed me upset about it :/ like i want to know WHY he thought any of that was okay to do and an acknowledgement that it was wrong. idk it may sound pathetic but as someone who was a big fan i just want him to acknowledge it. it just sucks because my parasocial relationship w him was strong lol like i thought he wouldn't be some weird bigot who goes around saying/sharing dangerous shit that directly harms marginalized communities. like i don't mean to vent to you but as someone who really loved him this definitely hit me because he does all this talk of making his fanbase a safe space but then turned around and made islamophobia (and honestly just straight up racism towards brown people) an acceptable (and at this point, expected) part of his fanbase. like as a brown person myself i can't help but feel like he'd value my support of him less than a fan that looks like him :/ i don't think i could even stand to be a fan of him anymore especially with the way he seemingly wants to sweep this under the rug and act like it didn't happen. and i know i'm not the only one as the gc of (mostly non white) noah fans i'm in have all mentioned this feeling of us being seen as less than within his fanbase simply because we have spoken out against israeli bombardment in gaza (not even touching on the occupation very much) and in support of palestinian people and we got the most abhorrent comments. like...i don't think i can be a fan for much longer if his method of dealing with real harm in both the real world and his fanbase is to act like nothing happened and he did nothing wrong :/

Hi! 💚

Thank you for this ask! This is what I wanted to hear from people. I’m so sorry for what so many of us had to go through because of all this, especially the ones who are close to the issue.

I think it’s absolutely fair to want him to acknowledge this. I want that too. And this is only speculation, but I think the reason he’s not saying anything anymore is because he’s been told not to. I do think that everything that happened after the time he last said/did something have made many people like him to think twice, which is good. But in order to say something about that, he would have to go against people closest to him. So I get why it’s hard. He should do it but as a someone who themselves has to deal with a somewhat racist family, I know from experience that it is not easy to unlearn all that and then go against them.

If it is any consolation, I really do believe that Noah is not genocidal, just ignorant. That he really does want peace for both israelians and palestinians and doesn’t (or didn’t, hopefully in a past tense) recognize some of the posts he liked to be islamophobic. And the reason why that could be consolation, is that unawareness can be ’cured’ with awareness, but wanting a certain group of people dead would be more difficult to deal with.

I think the year Noah spent with going to Israel and spending time with mainly his jewish friends and family made him live in a bubble. Hopefully since he spends this year in set, it’ll break the bubble. (For Brett too but he is a harder case I think, unfortunately).

Anyway, I hope my reply doesn’t seem too much of me just defending Noah. Because I really do agree with you. And I hope that he’ll either does something that helps the people who want to like him feel like they can like him again, or at least won’t make anything worse.

greetings.

been a mel fan since 2017/2018. no one here knows who i am, since i only ever talked with them through youtube comments and tumblr boxes. but to the team, thank you for making the doc and spreading awareness. i have been a long term fan and i follow all of their socials, but i wouldn’t have know anything about this unless you posted it.

to the victims; i hope everyone can get some type of closure. especially Orange. and i am also so damn sorry to Orange and Purple for not believing Orange’s side when that Honest animation came out. i know my apology won’t matter much since y’all don’t know me at all. but as a long term fan of Mel and also Orange, i just wanted to say it. it didn’t hit me immediately the gravity of the situation. but again i should’ve taken the time to have read your response. and i should’ve reached out to you when you said we could. and i don’t know if this will mean anything, but Orange i think you’re really talented even after all these years, i hope you have a good life in the future. and this all seems like a really bad distant memory. i know my words probably won’t matter, since again you don’t know me. but someone i think had to say it. good luck out there, everyone.

to Mel; i don’t know if she’ll ever read this, but oh well. when i say i have been a long term fan, i really do mean it. i have watched you improve in your art and animation, your characters and stories. and i just have thing to say to you, please just apologize. it is the most mature thing you can do right now. i know it might seem like the hardest thing you can do. it seems better to ignore it then apologize. but TRUST ME when i say this, APOLOGIZING and OWNING UP to your mistakes is the best thing you can do and it will go a long way for you. and after you’ve apologized (if you even actually do, which i pray beyond hope you do) i would recommend taking a year or longer off of social media. i don’t mean this at all in a mean way when i say this, but go outside!!! it is actually therapeutic to get in touch with reality instead of being in front of a screen. trust me! i would know from experience! do what others have said, talk with your father or an adult you trust! there’s literally no shame in admitting you were in the wrong. i know jealous can make you crazy, but THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO COPE WITH IT!!!! please, apologize and you will feel so much better. also delete that USB drive or whatever, that is BEYOND creepy. holding onto these won’t heal you.

to other Mel fans who have yet to accept the doc; it’s always rough when your favorite artist is called out for doing shitty things. HARASSMENT IS NEVER A GOOD ROAD TO TAKE DURING IT THOUGH! leave Orange, Purple and everyone else alone. they have already dealt with enough this past year. please take a step back and breathe for a bit. i know it’s hard, but these are real life people, walking and talking just like us. sending them nasty asks or messages WILL NOT HELP!! ONE BIT!! i hope any Mel fan who refuses to see Orange’s side decides to look into the situation like i did more. again, there’s no shame in admitting you were wrong.

anyway, that’s all i had to say. Derpy team, y’all don’t have to answer this at all. i just wanted to get it off of my chest since i’ve been in this community for so long. thank you for bringing everything to light. and Orange again, i’m so sorry for everything you went through. i hope everything is going well for you recently. did this anonymously because i didn’t want to be harassed by anyone.

may everyone heal and grow,

- V.C ♠️🪐

We greatly appreciate your words and respect towards everyone in the community. Thank you very much for your respect and support.

Would you mind to tell us about Kuon Takumi? Seems like a lot of people hate him

Thanks!

They have lots of reasons to. 😂

We readers know that Ayano is really good at creating characters. She comes up with interesting and compelling little guys who all manage to add up to the story in very distinct ways from one another. But amongst so many hits, at least one was bound to be a miss. And that’s Kuon Takumi.

I wouldn’t say I hate Takumi, but I can’t like him. Actually, I don’t think anyone can like him, given that there’s nothing to like. Dude has nothing going on for him. He has literally zero redeeming or relatable qualities. Seriously. Throughout the entirety of volume 3, we are only ever shown how insufferable he is, with no real motive as to why he is the way he is. We get some vague hints as to a possible reason, but they’re as palpable as smoke and you definitely need to do some interpretation in order to catch on.

Another thing I don’t like is how Ayano handles him. Everyone in Tsurune, be it a main, secondary or even background character, feels real and believable. But this bastard? He doesn’t even feel like a human being. From the perspective of someone who’s read this volume in Japanese, this kid’s vocabulary is just unhinged. The way he talks is something I’m afraid might get lost in the fan translation, but trust me when I tell you that he speaks and acts like some Heian Period nobleman… in a bad sense. It’s just not natural and it’s weird that nobody ever points this shit out or even makes fun of him for it. I mean, they do point out that he’s rude and tell him to get off his high horse, but come on. They’re a bunch of teenagers! Anyone would be laughing their ass off before they can feel remotely offended by the things this little shit says. Why is nobody making jokes at his expense the moment he opens his mouth for the first time??? This drives me nuts!

But anyway. To summarize Takumi as a character, he’s a spoiled rich kid who thinks he and the likes of him are inherently above everyone else. He idolizes Shuu but in a different way from how the twins used to. As in, he treats everyone except Shuu like crap and treats Shuu like a god. Shuu ignores every single attempt of his at getting closer but he keeps trying, and he’s irrationally jealous of Minato because Shuu pays attention to him. He’s also kinda jealous of Ryouhei too but Shuu is very obviously closer to Minato, so Minato is the main target of his pettiness. And like I said, this pettiness is just relentless. He has Shuu in his head 24/7 and, like, I get that he thinks Shuu is amazing and all, but this feverish obsession is so out of place in the story. Plus, he acts so villainous at times that it just feels cartoonish and caricature-like. And again, no reason is ever properly established as to why. Ayano just drops this motherfucker on our laps and runs. It often feels like he’s the result of her trying too hard to come up with a disposable antagonist before the deadlines were due and this was the best she could do.

Edit: Rereading this now you can so tell that I’m half asleep. I type like I’m ten when I’m half asleep. I’ll just edit this in the morning when I can actually understand what I’m typing and thinking. :)

What I learned from my most recent rereading and annotations of the first KOLTC book in no particular order:

- Fitz and Sophie’s first encounter is so much funnier than I remember OH MY GOD

- Dex and Sophie are really adorable together in the “two silly best friends” kind of way in the beginning

- Dex pissed me off when there fight happens. Like bro, she’s losing the people who she was CONVINCED we’re going to be adopting her but noooooo focus on the fact that she might be adopted by the Vackers just cus you don’t like them. Believe me, after Flashback I haven’t been a fan and if I was an elf in that world I would hate them too, but STILL. You keep that to yourself in that instance.

- This whole book I just kept thinking about the fact that Sophie is midway through an adoption and Rayni has already been abandoned and forgotten. Yikes.

- The first time we’re introduced to Oralie I wrote, “First mother daughter meeting.” on the top of the page.

- I realized after being forced to basically highlight 75% of the pages that this book is 100% pure set up.

- Honestly underrated. I perfer the more recent books but MY GOD if Grady and Edaline didn’t have my heart in this book (there my next point)

- I skim read this book for fan fic reasons a lot and I tend to skip over the whole adoption debacle on one hand because it likely won’t play a part in the fan fic but also because I don’t have the emotional strength to read that. I literally started balling my eyes out midway through chapter 39 even though I knew everything would be okay in the end.

- Grady and Edaline. Just them being tragic and compelling af in this book. Like honestly there relationship and relation to Sophie in this book are SO well written. Criticize this series all you want, but some of these platonic relationships hit like truck.

- My dumb dumb brain never put together the significance behind the three original councilors to meet her. Brontë: Suspected dad for a book, later close mentor. Kenric: Honsstk idk, I thought he was a mystery after Unlocked but he just got more mysterious after Stellarlune I swear. Oralie: … Mom…

- Keefe isn’t that important in this and it kind of hurts.

- At this point in the series SoFitz was 100% Endgame.

- If I was at Foxfire, my favorite subject would 100% be history (thought it’d be 75% propaganda) and the universe.

- Telepathy is overrated

- This world is aristocratic and that’s just so funny to me.

- Biana is so bad in this book OMG. And honestly so is Alden. The twist at the ending. Horrible.

- Marcua and Stina are legit awful in this book too regardless of there later redemption.

- I can’t pick between any of the abilities I would want so oh well. There’s to many.

- Iggy is the real hero of this series

- The councils apology to Sophie at the end of the series is honestly both funny and horrible. Like they basically said, “Sorry that you were stalked, kidnapped, and tortured right under our noses but we’ll do better next time. Consider that your official punishment for saving the world! (Plus promise we’ll catch them!)”

- 8 books and one novella later and no one has been caught.

Anyway, book one was fun and all but mostly I was just thinking about how much of it was set up. Like seriously. Almost EVERYTHING was set up.

Six: If your Love was all I had in this Life, That Would Be Enough Until the End of Time

I’m a freelance journalist that works for customers that don’t pay me nearly close to my worth. I like to interview muses with potentially interesting stories when I noticed another freelancer interested in the same person’s story. I figured I could forestall the muse from making any hasty decisions and picking the other journalist if I sucked up to him, showing him I’m the best obvious choice.

When I tried to get the potential muse to see the story I’m pitching from my angle, he would always change the subject. It felt like talking to a brick wall and his indirect eye contact and roundabout conversation made me believe he’s already made up his mind to work with the other journalist. I didn’t let it dampen my spirits, it’s Friday! I just sent one last email wishing him all the best on his future endeavors.

I needed a nice hot steamy shower after the day I had, I felt a little disappointed the day didn’t go quite as planned. I strip down naked , light a stress relief eucalyptus candle, and hop in the shower. Afterwards, I laid in my towel on my bed aimlessly scrolling thru my phone. I received a text from a long distance friend from college , Chelsea. Chelsea was wayyyy more confident than I am and a lot more extroverted.

HEYYY BITCHH!!! I’m in town tonight!!! Let’s hit the club tonight I need to shake my ass! First round of shots on me !!

My bed, my apartment, the ice cream in the freezer, and the new episode of Love Island sounded like a much better evening to me, but she’s rarely in town so why not. Before I could respond with my half assed “ yeah I’ll go”, she double texted saying she wasn’t taking no for an answer regardless. She knows me well.

We met at the club around 11 and we are dressed to the absolute 9’s! Hair and makeup looking pageant ready. By 2 A.M. I’m breaking the seal while Chelsea is on the dance floor grinding on a guy that exactly her type. I stumbled to the bar to get some water in my system when a handsome guy pushed up behind my ass asking me what I’m drinking on tonight. I looked behind me, smiling at him, “just some water” I said while holding up my glass. “Actually I’m sober I don’t even drink!” I slurred my words lying blatantly. He offered to buy me a shot of anything I wanted to I told him I’d only drink 1942 tequila. To my surprise there was a shot of top shelf tequila in front of me in a matter or seconds. After I downed the shot, he led me to the dance floor where we danced all night.

When the night came to a natural conclusion, Chelsea and I split a cab and went our separate ways. “Text me when you get home! Love ya!” I tipsily told Chels. We pecked on the lips and I closed the cab door.

I woke up the next morning with a bit of a hangover. I check for my phone and it’s in my purse when I noticed a business card in my bag. It just had a Facebook profile with a name attached. I searched it on my FB app on my phone and the profile picture was just literally the number 4. Curiously, I added the number 4 profile and slide in their Dms.

Who you are and what gives you the right to slip something in my purse ?!?!

The profile answered me after about an hour or so later.

Hi!! I’m so happy you responded 3! I’m 4! The internet has become overrun by these robots with no real personality, we call them Echos. There are only 4 real people in the world influencing the internet. The echos take pieces of real people and post it on the internet. They are more famous so they always overshadow the truth.

4 further explained to me that they’ve made contact with me,3, and two, but has no idea who 1 might be. 4 told me a suspicion that 1 might be actually rich and famous because the job of an A list celebrity is to inspire and have fans imitate them. They’d be even harder to find.

The only celebrity coming to town was Justin Timberlake. He’s charismatic, sexy, he can sing and dance. He’s literally America’s golden child since his Disney days and soo unproblematic. We got our tickets and decided to meet at the concert, and figure out if Justin Timberlake is our number 1.

The days leading up to the concert my mental health was on the decline. I was seeing so many targeted ads that seemed like something I could have said or might have written but it was absolutely not my work. I felt like an imposter. I started questioning everything , wondering if maybe I’m the one who is an Echo. Am I an echo of something bigger than me? Am I an original truth? I’m not rich or famous. Am I enough? Despite all my doubt about being number 3, I made my way to the concert.

4 and I agreed to take the train to NYC together. I had a personal bottle of Henny in my bag because I was nervous as fuck about this whole ordeal: meeting a stranger, and going to a concert together to see if Justin Timberlake is a real person. This all sounds crazy!

When I met 4 she wasn’t what I expected at all . She was a bit Grunge and beyond talented musically she could sing beautifully and plays guitar. I told her I write and I’m a journalist. I shared some of my bottle with her and we got a bit more comfortable with each other. 2 was waiting for us on the train platform in NYC she was covered in body glitter, wore a skimpy little outfit, and was supper bubbly. 2 is a dancer! We all took a swig of liquor as a friendship initiation and got everyone on the same page. We assessed the scene and noticed our echos. They were better dressed , more expensive outfits and some just all together better looking . It was intimidating to be us and even though the Echos look like the real deal , we wanted to meet the one !!

When we got in the concert Justin’s performance was BEYOND amazing!! Although he wasn’t doing a meet and greet or anything, he did say a cryptic message saying he’s the one, and he WAVED in our direction. I literally almost fucking fainted ! We screamed and put out hands in the air with excitement because deep down we knew he was talking to us. 2,4 and I felt euphoric. After the concert we kept in touch to try and navigate how to be real and stay true to ourselves and our truth in a world full of echos.

The End !

Okay current list of rants before I forget everything because there was just soooo much:

Unfortunately I had already been semi spoiled for the mastermind. I don’t remember where but I saw a figurine of Tsumugi with Monokuma and I was hoping it was just representative because there has been figures of Kyoko with Monokuma but alas 😔

So knowing that, and me being on Naegi’s wiki trivia section, seeing that Tsumugi has done a cosplay of him, makes me either guess that Danganronpa was a fictional world or she Can cosplay real (in their world) people if they are dead (under the assumption that drv3 actually took place in the future like they said)

Okay where can I start complaining.

The reopening of the first case, making Kaede out to be totally innocent felt a little hm. Tsumugi’s bathroom excuse is only flimsy because we find the hidden passageway but she literally could have just gone to use the bathroom. If she wanted to lie about seeing Kibo or whoever the other accused was in the bathroom she could have done it because LITERALLY WE LIE IN COURT ALL THE DAMN TIME. Anyway, it was a flimsy argument but she didn’t fight back too hard and just pulled the Junko card to get out. (Ngl seeing the case reenactment with Rantaro nearly getting hit with Kaede’s ball is Hilarious. He probably thought “oh damn, I almost died 😂” only to get clobbered by another ball.)

My early theory was that they actually were normal kids with no Ultimate skills and I guess I was right. And I wish they just stopped there. I hate Hate HATE that every single Flashlight meant ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. That’s not good writing, that’s bullshit. It’s like, the point of building a mystery is to give the viewer clues, but if you’re telling me all the information is false, then what’s the fucking point.

I’ve had my problems with DR writing from the beginning, where everything Revealed is literally just Info Dump from THE VILLAIN. So like, are we SUPPOSED to believe any of that? Also in DR2, I HATED that the Countdown Timer was made to be a big deal and then revealed that No, It Did Absolutely Nothing. The protags having memory loss makes it so that the narration is unreliable already but if even the little bits of information were slowly start getting through out the story is BULLSHIT then What The Hell Am I Supposed to Believe.

For all the shit that I give Professor Layton mysteries, where they are over the top and Super Ridiculous, at least the narrative takes itself seriously.

Then they started going all meta/fourth wall breaking. I really could have accepted it if it was just “Tsumugi is a big DR fan and wanted to reenact the killing games” but then they had to keep going and give the poor characters existential crisis and then pull the “entire world” into it. Look, I’m a new DR fan, so you can’t pull the “you guys asked for this” with me, because I literally thought it could have stopped with the first game. This is Kodaka’s way of saying “don’t ask me for anything ever again” 😂

Like I understand that Hope vs Despair wasn’t all black and white. We got that from DR2 from Komaeda’s whatever he is. I get that Shuichi here is suppose to represent the absolute neutral with his One Truth. Making us go through the mini games to just not play them really feels like it’s pushing for time. We got it after the first two mini games Please.

Man I really hope the rest of the game can save this plot twist because I’m feeling really bitter about it.

can we make jack to the future a copypasta

Hey guys! Very excited about today’s video. A huge thanks to Lenovo for giving me their amazing brand-new phone, the Phab 2 Pro: The world’s first phone with Tango*. Which kinda feels like a piece from the future just dropped right here in the present. And that’s exactly why I decided to make a very special time-travel episode of jackask.

Question 1: “Do you believe in the possibility of time-travel?” I literally just said that this is the time-travel episode of jackask. Please try to keep up. punches ground beef

Question 2: “If you could go back in time, what’s one thing you’d change about your childhood?” Well, I would probably confront my middle school bully and tell him I grew up to be a big YouTube star. Of course, then he’d be all like, “what’s a YouTube?” You know what, that question sucks, next question.

Question 3: “Would you travel to the past of the future?” Listen up, HoOLiGanLLaMA, I’m about to blow your mind. takes bite of burger Mm, that’s good meat. So I’m taking my Phab 2 Pro with me to travel through space and time in my own personalized, home-built time machine. Purple, red… Oh yeah, green one, that’s good, I think that’s good… Lemme measure with my phone real quick. Okay, measuring the dimensions with Tango’s AR measurement tools to make sure everything lines up. Looks good. OPEN! throws chair against tree Let’s go! Just so you know, time travel is not instant. So while we’re waiting, how about I just answer some of your questions?

“How do I tell my parents that I’m goth?” What you can do is travel to the future where, uh, you outgrow your goth phase. Boom, problem solved.

“How many stars are in our galaxy?” Good question. To find out, we’re gonna go all the way back to 1590 to ask the man himself, Galileo. screams Galileo: If only we could see the heavens instead of relying on our mind’s eye. Jack: Whoa, shut up for a sec. I think I can help you guys out. Galileo’s Associate: ¡El diablo! J: No, it’s actually called ‘augmented reality,’ it lets me see a fully scaled model of the solar system. The sun, the Big Dipper, the Little Skipper, the Unicorn, the Unicran, some other ones… Oh, really quick, do you guys know how many stars are in our galaxy? You know what, I’ll just look it up. Thanks anyway, bye! G: He was a bit of a jerk, wasn’t he?

“What is your favorite video game?” Not really a fan of the new ones, I don’t really have the fingers for ‘em, so let’s go all the way back to 1972 to play the first video game.

J: Hey guys! What are we working on?

Guy with Glasses and Mustache: Well, I don’t mean to brag, but we’ve created something revolutionary. You see, this rectangular paddle hits this round circular ball, and then that ball travels across this empty black space where it meets up with… another paddle! Haha!

J: That’s really tight, guys, and you’ll be happy to hear that you helped pave the way for AR games. Check this out

Woman with Glasses: What is it?

J: It’s the future. So, you’re trying to hit this target.

WG: Where are the cords?

J: No cords. Here, look.

WG: Honey, we should get one of these!

“What do you think it will be like in the year 2150?” Ugh, finally! A good question! Let’s go to the future where people can finally wrap their minds around this crazy technology! It’s time to go Jack to the future! record scratch Get it? Uh, Jack to the future, it’s-it’s a pun on a famous movie, uh, where Simba loses his dad, um, wait… yeah, that’s right, yeah.

J: Oh my gosh, you must be my great great grandson!

Jacksfilms Look-Alike with White Hair: Get out of my home.

J: Let’s grab a picture of the handsome boy, huh?

JLAWH:

No. J: Just gotta add a dragon, and boom! It’s pretty cool, right, little dragon popping up and everything. You body language says ‘yes’.

JLAWH: No.

J: Not a little?

JLAWH: Nuh-uh.

J: Not even a little?

JLAWH: …No.

J: Yeah, no, I-I’m busy too, I gotta get back to my time machine. It was really cool catching up, hehe! Call me! Or, you kn- aw, it doesn’t work like that. Uh, call me anyway, man.

All in all, that was a pretty good trip. Oh, and Lenovo, thanks for the free phone, not giving it back, hehe. runs into lighting equipment Not paying for that! Not paying for that! Not my problem!

Marriage is not a good option

You know I used to dream about marriage all the time. I used to dream about how happy my husband and I will be. The vacations we would take with other couples, our kids, and just each other. I thought I wanted marriage so bad. I wanted to be wanted by someone. I wanted to be special enough to be called someone’s wife. After being engaged for about 10 months now, I’m not so sure marriage is all it’s cracked up to be. I know everything isn’t going to be peachy and cream all the time. I know times are going to get rough. But right now this is the roughest time ever for me. I’m like if this is what marriage is then I don’t want any parts of it. Marcus I believe is an unstable individual. I’ve thought that from some time now, more like years. But just because someone is unstable, does that mean they don’t deserve to be loved or wanted. But he has so many different moods about him it’s ridiculous. Sometimes I ask myself like who are you really. This is why I told him it is important to figure out who your dad is. When I asked the psychic that time she mentioned that his dad had mental issues and to me that would be make a WHOLE LOT of sense. It would explain so much for me as well. But it’s like when he is up he is up. I mean he is smoking, making videos, and just being an all around type guy. But when stuff starts to hit the fan and things arent looking so hot; where he at? GHOST!! I’m like if you want to be a real social media influencer, youtuber, whatever the hell you call yourself; you need to show your followers when your up and when your down. Let them know that you are human and shit happens to you as well. But all he wants to do is get on social media and “act” like his life is the greatest. But that’s neither here nor there. Back to marriage. We aren’t even married yet and we argue alot and it’s always issues. I’m so over the Nita you do this, Nita you do that. Like Nita, Nita, Nita. I’m like at this point silence is golden!! We about to disappoint a whole lot of people, but this wedding is about to be OFF!! I don’t want to get married to someone with all of this confusion. What he said about me earlier really hurt my feelings. He said all I do is complain about being a mother. I honestly wanted to rip him a new one. Well let me see why...boy if I could be a father I would. Yall niggas dont do SHIT! Do the kids call on you for everything, hell no! Mommy can I get this, mommy can I get that. Maybe they call on their mom so much because you were busy out driving trucks all the time. Oh wait! my bad you were out taking loads and meeting bitches lol. I tell you I crack myself up. I mean I’m literally the parent that does it all. He does not see that. When Makinley wants to go to sleep, who does she call on, ME! Who dresses Makinley, ME! Who cooks the kids breakfast majority of the time; that would be ME again. Until he really lives in my shoes he aint never gonna get it. It’s even worse when I’m working. When I’m working everything is on me because he is already up and gone by the time I get up. Then I get home before him so that means that it makes more sense for me to start dinner. I mean when you are doing it all what the hell do you expect. I guess he expects me to be just as happy as a horse all the time. I have a lot of responsibility and don’t get a lot of time for myself or to myself. He can just go in that damn room of his whenever he feels like it and do his thing. The kids barely bother him. Then let’s go back to the room for a second. I hate the fact that I even wanted to find a house where he could have his own space. That was a big mistake and I regret it daily. Like all he cares about is that damn room. All he does is spend time in that damn room. Sometimes he spends so much time in there we barely see him. I mean I really wanna just record our lives because he really don’t see the stuff he be doing. Like I told him he spends too much time on his phone. At this point I am done saying that same shit about that. I don’t even care anymore. But I know he better not say nothing when I cut his shit off lol!! I am just that damn petty to do it too. I’m glad I haven’t bought his ring yet. Maybe this is a sign that I shouldn’t be marrying him; at least not right now. Maybe it was too soon. It’s like we got back together and then before I knew it he proposed. I mean I wanted him too as well, but maybe I shouldn’t have. I’m just so tired of being in this shit. I mean it’s nothing I can find that is positive about what we got going on. I am really going to give this some thought before I decide to take out a 10,000 dollar loan for this damn wedding. And we bought another house smh!! Maybe that was not a good idea either. I got this big house and then going to have to pay all the bills if we break up. But I would never stay with anyone because of money or kids. I want to be happy. I think I deserve that and he does too. Maybe he should of really tried to make things work with the girl from DC. That’s another thing I don’t understand. You cheat right!! not me...YOU!! You cheat and then everything is just suppose to go back to normal. Like maybe I’m the way I am because you cant do right. Maybe I’m the way I am because you continue to put other bitches over me so then hey I treat you like shit because you treat me like shit. I mean but let’s not think about that. Let’s not think about the hurt that you caused me. I just think it’s best for me to stay quiet. I keep saying I’m going to write more and that’s what I need to do. I do feel better after going in on him on this app. I feel like I can go downstairs and kiss him and hug him...NOTTTT! I am not that damn over it!! But do I want to argue with him...no. I don’t have much to say to him at this point. From now on I have a standard answer for his ass. They going to call me Tony the tiger because all of my answers are going to say GREATTTTT. Since I am so negative and I complain too much. I still think that is hilarious. You know what let me know when I do something right. I have no idea what that is to be exact. I hate to start marriage like this but if I’m not happy then I’m not happy. I mean I can’t fake or force myself to do something I don’t want to do. But lets go back to the unstable part. So when I’m mad you know I’m mad. I will shut down and act like your ass doesn’t exist at all. So he tells me that I need to stop holding on to stuff and move on. Okay so I know yesterday we got into it and it wasn’t pretty. But what do I do today, I decide to get up and forget it and move on like he asked me to. So I’m like sitting on his lap and want him to touch me and of course it’s plain and boring...I’m like what is wrong. Then of course he comes up with the what happened yesterday shit. So I’m like dude what the hell. You are the same person that wants me to get over stuff and not hold on to it but now you feel some type of way still!!! Make that make sense. So I got something for him. He better not try to touch me or have sex with me because that’s gonna be a no for me. I’m going to nicely and politely ask that he get off of me or stop touching me. I just don’t know how much energy I have left to give to this situation. I mean we have already been together on and off for ten years. So me tolerating all this extra stuff that I’m not feeling, it’s highly unlikely that I am going to keep dealing with that. 

My thoughts on DC vs Vampires #6

I really liked this issue because SHIT HIT THE FAN!!! THERE’S SO MUCH DRAMA!!!

BUT I have issues because the plot and characterization is all over the place so lets talk about it lol 

(Spoilers under cut duh)

I’m glad that Joker isn’t on the vampire team and vampire leader because he’s dead. The writers were flirting with the idea that Joker could be a big vampire but I’m glad that he's not involved at all. As it should (If only DC would kill him in a canon comic maybe I'd be happier lol).

This is definitely foreshadowing:

I think it’s possible that someone will kill Dick since he’s the Vampire King, but it won't be Bruce that's for sure.

If Bruce survives and shows up in the next issue, I will actually be mad because nah look at this he’s definitely dead:

The feels 😭

Dick is looking very sexy rn yup

God Alfred’s face, he's literally in shock and poor Dami 💔

Hopefully nobody takes this the wrong way, but Dick claiming that he’s better than all of the Batfam is not a stretch since he definitely has the most experience imo. So Dick saying this to Cass should not be taken personally, nobody can take Cass’ amazing fighting skills but Dick has won against others who had huge fighting advantages against him. And Vampire Dick winning the fight makes sense because the vampires have powers, and the plot is in their favour at the moment so it makes sense for the heroes to lose rn and maybe win in the final issue. 

If you’re offended by his statement you could interpret this scene differently: Dick said it to hurt Cass so he can win the fight by mocking her. BUT I don't think that he would need to do that because he's a newly-turned powerful Vampire, he would’ve won the fight regardless because you know, he has powers now. So this interpretation doesn’t make sense.

I understand if people are still offended by this, because Cass still gets treated poorly by DC in canon continuity.

Dick calling Bruce “Father” rubs me the wrong way because it implies that he doesn’t see Bruce as a father-figure, and that bothered me. I hope he said that to hurt Tim and that the real Dick inside doesn't believe that statement.

Jason goes back to try to save Damian 💔

Oof this page is a mess lol

Dick: “You can't win, Jason. I was better than you everytime that we ever faced off, and now I’m godlike.”

Fair lol

Jason: “I was holding back.”

I think this line is supposed to redeem Jason to show that he IS an extremely skilled vigilante because of writers doing him dirty for years. They are trying to re-establish his competence (See Task Force Z #6). Jason NEVER said “I was holding back because I’m better than you” he says SIMPLY “I was holding back” which means that Jason holds back in fights when he’s fighting against his family members and that they underestimate him (Example 1: RHATO Rebirth #25, Bruce almost beats Jason to death and Jason doesn’t even fight back in the end, he lets Bruce hurt him). People are reading this too seriously and think that Jason is shitting on Dick here but I don't see that. So Dick Stans don't take out your pitchforks and torches just yet!

This issue is also co-written by Rosenberg, who is currently writing Jason in Task Force Z so I’m pretty sure this is what they’re going for.

Dick: “It’s not too late to join me, Jason. I’m suddenly in need of a new Lieutenant.” (Rip Hal lol)

Jason: “All these years spent living in your damn shadow, and you think I want to spend eternity under you? You don't get me at all, man. [...] Everyone said you were the best to ever do it. [...] But I always knew someday you’d screw up worse than anyone.”

Ok NOW Dick Stans can get angry lol (Myself included). This is really not it. I really hate this new relationship dynamic they're writing between Dick and Jay rn because he’s never had this animosity towards Dick before. Discowing Dick and Robin Jay used to be really close, when Jason was Robin he was compared to Dick by Bruce a few times but Alfred told him to stop. 

From Batman (1940) #410: Alfred asking Bruce to stop talking about Dick too much.

When Jason came back as Red Hood and became an anti hero, they established a decent brotherly/coworker relationship and kept their distance (Leaving out Jason’s Evil era because most of it isn’t canon anymore). Jason “hating” Dick is a fanon interpretation that is slowly weaselling itself in the comics and I am NOT a fan. 

Dick: “Sounds like you have a lot of issues to work through. [...] Luckily you’ll have centuries to do it. [...] Did you really think she was going to stay tied up forever?”

OHHH SHIT

Dick getting cornered by Jason was definitely a setup to turn him into a vampire 100%.

Omg my heart 💔 Jay tried to kill Dick but lost because of their trap, and asks Oliver to kill him. This scene is really good, I liked it a lot. 

Even though I wanted to see him be evil and join the vampires, it makes sense for Jason’s character to sacrifice himself. I’m emotional.

Umm Dick... this was you 5 seconds ago:

You killed Tim with NO hesitation 🤨

I didn't know that you’re such a picky bitch Dick SKSKSSKSKSKSKSKKSKS

NOOOO poor Dami 😭 

I’m already impatient for next month because I wanna see what happens to him, he needs to be okay and back with his family!!! 😠 

So that was all of my thoughts on DC vs Vampires #6, it had its rocky moments for sure but I'm not taking this seriously because its a non-canon story. Dick finally has a huge part in a story that isn't canon, and isn’t dead for once (the others haven't been spared lol). We will just have to see how it ends because I hope it gets better ♥️