“Destigmatize mental illness, destigmatize mental illness”
No, it’s 2024 I’m sexualizing my mental illness.
Fuck me when I’m psychotic so you can feel the threads of fear lance through me as I watch your face shift into something I’ve only seen in my worst nightmares.
Fuck me when I haven’t slept for days to finally put me to sleep.
Fuck me when I’m paranoid and convince me it’s the only way we can really trust each other.
Fuck me when I’m depressed and I can’t stay awake for it. Make me feel useful when all I want is to perish.
Fuck me when I’m near catatonic and my body feels too heavy too move. Let me feel your weight rest on my body, the only thing letting me know it’s real.
Fuck me because you want me and I will always be this ill regardless.
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Welcome to bipolar culture is!
This blog is for anyone on the bipolar spectrum, including bipolar 1, 2, 4, cyclothymia, and unspecified.
Asks start with any variation of 'bipolar culture is', questions are also allowed. This blog supports personality disorders, paraphilias, otherkin, systems of any origin, etc. As long as you're not hurting anyone, this blog supports you.
We are a system, frequent fronters include Salem, Sylvester, and Fleur, but other alters may pop in.
No set DNI, just no assholes.
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If my brain doesn't stop trying to make me manic for possibly starting HRT today I'm going to launch it into the sun
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when the mania is Coming when its On the move when you feel the mania Arriving when its coming To you when its on the Prowl when The mania is entering When the mania is about to Happen wh
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FINALLY MEDICATED.
entering my normal girl era…… after 21 years :)))
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i want to explode something with my mind
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was gonna go on a date with a guy bc i’m hypomanic and can do that right now but he isn’t answering texts bc i forgot to reply earlier so i guess that means he will miss this hypomanic episode. better luck next time buddy
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lol guess who might have a permanent movement disorder from taking latuda for like 1-2 weeks in 2017. i just thought it was my carpal tunnel syndrome randomly getting worse bc I got super lucky on the worst of the movement disorder symptoms subsiding when I stopped taking it.
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Tumblr I’m allowed to search up bipolar you know. I’m not trying to off myself
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*opens palm* if I OD on these pills do you promise to fuck my cold, near lifeless body before EMS gets here?
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Nobody tells you "brooding over perceived life failures that are almost entirely drawn from limited information and that one would perceive an entirely different, largely illusory set of life failures if one had more information about" can be what depression feels like, but here we are! Fun cycle we've had here - moderately intense hypomania followed by this bullshit. I'm still almost entirely functional, but boy am I unhappy!
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"just do what you think is best" I WOULDNT BE ASKING FOR ADVICE IF I KNEW WHAT WAS BEST, SILLY GOOSE
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being diagnosed with something later in life is like. oh. so this is why i was lost. this is why i was hurt. this is why i was hated. this is the piece i knew was missing, but couldn’t name. now that name has been granted. and you sit in the doctor’s office chair. you stare at the insurance code. you wonder what could have been, had you known earlier. you wonder and wonder and wonder.
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