When you picture yourself in your mind, do you imagine yourself precisely how you look in real life, or do you see something else (an alter ego, a person who looks differently, another being, etc.)?
When you're visualizing from the first person's pov, whose hands are you seeing?
If you have aphantasia, consider "seeing" as a metaphor for the way you think of the concept of yourself.
The main options (we put them here due to the character limit):
馃獮: I only imagine myself the way I look like irl.
馃獑: I imagine someone/something that represents me.
鉁笍: I imagine myself in multiple ways: the way I am, as another being, as an abstract concept, you name it.
Please reblog for a bigger sample size and feel free to expand on your answer in the comments / tags!
Credit to @anon (we added a few options).
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All I can think about is what I don鈥檛 wanna think about. All I can do is try and get relief.
Relief never comes.
I鈥檓 walking around, not even real.
This all feels like a bad trip.
I can see it. I can hear it. I feels like it already happened.
I鈥檓 screaming for help. I鈥檓 begging and it feels like I鈥檓 in a soundproof box.
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can i be human again please i feel like a creature and im trapped in here
i ate the human inside this body long ago
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It鈥檚 not only that I don鈥檛 have any friends, it鈥檚 also that I am incapable of connecting with people
I literally have nothing to say, how am I supposed to hold a conversation when my life and my brain are so empty?
I don鈥檛 even feel like a person, why would anyone want to talk to a lifeless shell?
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i fled
forgave and forgot people
for this hurricane in me
could either ruin
all of them
or save
all of me
and i
chose me
-Unknown
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however bad it is, depersonalization is there to protect you from the horrible emotions you dont want to feel
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