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melloween-candie · 1 year

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Yandere Ian

Ian Gallagher as a Yandere Headcanon

A/n - We all know Ian's bipolar; however, mix that with crazy yandere behavior, and you have yourself a menace. (I mean, he did kidnap a baby-)

Warning! Spoilers, Yandere behavior, Mental issues, Mention of traumatizing, Uncomfortable, Bipolar behavior, Unhealthy relationship attachment, Addiction, Mention of stalking, Trespassing/breaking and entering, Thief, Sexual activity, Depression, Guilt tripping, Clingy, Envy, Self-harm, Isolation, Anger issues, Mention of kidnapping, Manipulation, Murder, Possessive, Paranoia, Violence, Mention of ignoring, Delusional, Obsession, Sexual torture, Mention of rape, Slight mention of kinks, Selfish, Trust issues, Neediness, Mention of drugging, Force relationship

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Ian Not on his Meds

[Yandere type: Physico]

I feel like he'd be the type to do something wrong without even realizing it. For example, he left the oven on when he left the house because he wanted his food to be cooking while he made a quick stop somewhere.

Would definitely traumatize you more than once-

Before Ian became Yandere you worried about him.

You were also secretly worried for yourself too. I mean having to constantly be on edge because you weren't sure what your boyfriend/friend was going to do next was unsettling since you knew he can either hurt himself or others.

You were never fully able to relax around him and it scared you. Him, being bipolar and refusing treatment was probably what caused you to end the relationship (friendship or not)

This would trigger Ian's yandere behavior.

Especially if you guys date or have known each other for a long time.

Mind you before all this at some point during your friendship- Ian has always had strangely strong feelings for you.

He could just never get you out of his mind.

This caused him to stalk you. It was so bad to the point where he would sneak into your house- steal your things; get a little freaking with them and then proceed to give them back, acting as if he found them for you when you were looking for them for a whole week.

He would first beg you not to leave him.

He would definitely sulk and moan for hours praying you won't go, and he'd say stuff like

"I'll do whatever you say jus-Just don't leave me!"

If you try to give him a second chance, he'd become extremely clingy for who knows how long.

He'd become more jealous with time too.

But if his begging didn't work and you refused his love

He'd become extremely depressed.

Wouldn't leave the bed or eat.

He wouldn't even look at anyone or anything apart from the pictures of you he has saved on his phone.

But eventually, if that doesn't get you to worry about him or get back with him, then he'd become extremely furious.

He'd yell at you thinking you didn't actually care about him at all.

He wouldn't necessarily kidnap you at that moment, but once he finds out you have another partner/friend to 'replace' him- that's when he snaps.

Would pretend that all that manipulation he tried to pull on you from the past three months never happened.

He'd act like you guys never split, and if you were only friends, he would confess to you.

It wouldn't matter what you say to his confession. He'd force you to be his boyfriend no matter what.

Would most likely lock you up downstairs and he'd kill your other boyfriend

Afterwards, he'd grow to be very possessive of you.

He would be even more clingy- so clingy that he won't even leave the room so long as you're in it.

This causes his family to realize something is wrong.

He would grow so paranoid-

So much so to the point where he won't leave the house.

He'd board up all the windows.

Once his family figures out what's going on, he wouldn't hesitate to leave with you.

If you fight him, he'll just knock you out.

Then he would lightly tap your cheek lovingly when you woke up as if he didn't just give you a huge bruise hours ago.

Don't even bother trying to talk him out of all this.

He wouldn't listen to you at all-, saying you hate him and won't even work.

He'd be in a total state of high- thinking that he's living in paradise all because you're with him and no one can take you away.

If you escaped, he'd panic so HARD. He literally WON'T stop looking for you.

He would go on for days without eating or sleeping just to find you.

Once he does, he'd fu*k the sense out of you, and not in a good way.

He'd probably deny you of any, please.

Tease the fu*k out of you and just use you as a toy for his relief because of the pain you put him through.

He wouldn't even care if you refused- in fact, he'd probably like it. If anything, he'd just think you had some kind of kink for it.

One thing's for sure he's kinky for you.

His dream is that one day you'd stop being so shy about your feelings for him and just accept the fact that this was your future- living with him in the middle of nowhere, and the only thing you can do is accept and love him back.

Ian On his Meds

[Yandere type: Abusive]

He would be aware of what he was doing, unlike when he's not on meds.

He wouldn't even feel bad- The only thing going on in his mind is to ensure he doesn't get caught.

He knows or at least has a feeling that he makes you uncomfortable.

At first, he would be somewhat charming and flirty, but then he'd slowly turn into a yandere- of course, he'd turn faster than lip but slower than when he isn't on his meds.

He would slowly become jealous over time.

He wouldn't be able to get you out of his mind- he wouldn't completely understand this feeling. He'd just think that he likes you- a lot!

He'd start to stalk you. I mean, like, REALLY stalk you. Eventually, this would lead to him sneaking into your house. He'd start to steal things from you. Small things that you would overlook. He's smart enough to do that.

With the stuff he stole... He'd make a small shrine in the middle of an abandoned place in the woods.

That's the place where he'd prepared for you once he kidnaps you.

He tried his best to make it extremely comfortable, but he isn't rich, and he doesn't trust the government (With him being tracked by the military and everything)

He'd prefer to just make a home from scratch- out of the world's radar.

It was no option for you; once Ian became a yandere for you, you're bound to get kidnapped one way or another.

With him being extremely jealous and having lots of needs, he won't be able to lay his hands off you or calm down when someone touches you.

He NEEDS you to be JUST his and ONLY his; if he has to, he will FORCE you too.

If he has to force you into s*x, so be it.

If he needs to force, you to eat- done.

If he has to drug you so you'd sleep- so, be it.

Overall, he would force you to be with him- even when he didn't kidnap you yet.

When he flirts with you, it would always make you uncomfortable.

Especially when you told him you had a boyfriend already.

This ticked him off so much. But of course, he didn't show it to you- however your boyfriend, on the other hand- let's just say he isn't in the picture any longer.

They'd later find his body in the sewers, and it'll be badly deformed. Let's just say as you cry, he was there to make you happy.

If you ended up falling for him, then everything would go great. He might not even kidnap you. But of course, eventually, you will learn of his true nature, and soon enough, he will kidnap you. No matter what.

A/n

Overall, I'd honestly much rather have Yandere Ian on his meds than when he's not caused if he wasn't, then you would never be able to know what he'd do, especially if he just randomly brought a kid home and called it 'ours.' (That kid would be so frightened 😭)

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yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou · 3 months

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Do people understand that when you say “I’m tired” it doesn’t mean “I didn’t get enough sleep last night” or “I need more physical energy”?

It means I am drained. I have been fighting through each day just to wake up and do it again. I am tired of existing in a world where everything feels like a struggle and nothing feels right. I am tired of fighting negative thoughts. I am tired of waking up.

#mental health #mental illness #depression #bpd #anxiety #bipolar #alone #crying #isolated #sadness #sad #broken #worthless #hurt #upset #self destructive behavior #actuallytraumatized #actuallymentallyill #actuallybpd

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hotgirlmessss · 1 year

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What the fuck is wrong with my brain

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kittykatninja321 · 16 days

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Jason: so yeah I’m on mood stabilizers now

Tim: for the pit madness?

Jason: 🤨 no it’s cause I’m bipolar. What the fuck is pit madness?

#I am very much team Jason is just normally mentally ill. Bipolar is just a little theory of mine but the ptsd is for SURE #In bftc he experiences what could be called a psychotic break down but since he’s the villain it’s framed as his mental illness being his #fault because he’s broken but he won’t kiss the feet of Saint Batman and accept his help. And funny enough I think Daniels is the 1st #person to use pit madness as an explanation for Jason’s behavior. And then in lost days it’s kinda hinted at #but it’s not used consistently. And because ‘pit madness’ is an inconsistent explanation I am ignoring it and deciding he’s just got #normal mental illness. As one might expect considering everything #Jason Todd #dc

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tearrstained · 9 months

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I’m so sick of apologizing when I’m not the one who should be sorry.

#actually bipolar #self h@te #tw self destructive thoughts #sewercide #tw self destructive behavior #i want to cvt #self esteem #$h tumblr #im still traumatized #kinda depressing

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mycroftrh · 2 months

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A post-noir film where times have moved on so the detective has stopped self-medicating with nicotine and alcohol and takes mood stabilizers now

#they’re mood stabilizers instead of antidepressants because #the whole staying up four nights in a row working obsessively on a case thing #is very bipolar behavior #misc #mine

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partyswirl · 19 days

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if people dont stop saying “ur so bipolar” “thats so bipolar” im actually going to explode

#it’s like the new “you’re so ocd” im fucking sick of thidss. “thats psychotic” “youre so bipolar” “im kindof ocd” “are you acoustic” SHUT UP #DHUT UPPP FOREVER. and u know if they actually meet someone w those conditions they’d be like ummm ur evil and irredeemable and should die…#“psycho behavior” “ur so schizophrenic” im going to fucking die. feeling like a DARK EMPATH rn lol!!! sorry i don’t like it here

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traumacorevomit · 1 year

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vanx-97 · 6 months

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I think I'm ready to face these demons

A distance from me, they've been keeping

I think they noticed that I stopped weeping

They seem uncomfortable I'm no longer retreating

What's wrong? I thought I was insignificant

Everything I built you diminished it

This is your hell that I was a victim in

Does it bother you that I'm not giving in?

Who I held close, you took me from

All alone is what I've become

You took my hope, you made me numb

I let you grow, but now I'm done

I've been miserable, I've been weak

I'm in the exact place you want me to be

Now I'M the one YOU are afraid to see

I want to hear the last breath you breathe

I want to make your existance cease

I want to feel you scream, taste you bleed

I want you gone from reality

Your demise will be my peace

I'm sorry DEPRESSION, it's time for you to leave…

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bipolar-dream-girl · 7 months

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I’m so exhausted. I’m so tired. I just need to be numb.

#sad thoughts #depressing shit #actually bipolar #i am alone #i hate my brain #bipolor #help lol #im relapsing #losing my fucking mind #anti depressants #self h@rm #this is depressing #defeated #im just tired #anxi4ty #tw self destructive behavior #need to lose more weight #this is a cry for help

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disassociativesaddiebaddie · 9 months

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I am in constant denial of my ever-growing self loathing

#this sounded better in my head #bpd #being borderline #borderline personality traits #bpd traits #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #bpd favorite person #bipolar 2 #tw self destructive behavior #poem poetry #poetic #poetry #poem #goth aesthetic #gothic

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yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou · 3 months

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As long as you are trying, that's what truly matters!!

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hotgirlmessss · 1 year

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Something about being at the absolute bottom feels like home

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tearrstained · 9 months

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Staying silent knowing I have plans to kill myself.<<<<

#cw sh mention #self esteem #self h@te #tw self destructive behavior #i want to cvt #tw self destructive thoughts #cvutting #$h tumblr #sewercide #i wanna die #actually bipolar #i wanna kms #im still traumatized #cw sh #tw vent #tw depression

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midnight-sui · 28 days

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i have no reasons to wake up everyday. actually, the more i do it, the less it makes sense.

please don’t be mad if one day i just don’t wake up at all, like forever. just keep in mind that it’s the best for me.

#tw vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #depressiv #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #tw self destruction #kms #actually mentally ill #i wanna kms #988blr #sad thoughts #tw sui ideation #tw sucidal ideation #tw self destructive behavior #bipolar 1 #actually bipolar

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once-upon-a-fck-up · 1 month

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Reason for relapse: I have to do it again bc the scars are fading

#trauma #mentally unstable #mentally exhausted #actually mentally ill #tw self destruction #bipolar disorder #tw self destructive behavior #i want to cvt #self h@rm

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