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yomiyart · 5 months
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Alan Orion ✨ | 'My dear~ Hatchetman 🪓
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perroulisses · 7 months
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Depressed man ft. Achilles (?
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loveyourlovelysoul · 2 years
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It is not easy to change our thoughts' pattern: remember we have been thinking for years, maybe since the day we were born, in a certain way that only recently found out to be toxic.
Especially because of this, it takes time to change to a new pattern. You cannot pretend to be done in a day or a week: our old thoughts will always try to take over because they are what we are used to think. It'd be like pretending to get fruits out of a seed.
Be patient. Keep choosing your new thoughts intentionally every day, especially when old ones reappear. It takes kindness with yourself and lot of practice to change any habit, this one in particular. Do not be worried or scared about hiccups or fallbacks. Just go forward on your new path, and don't give up.
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taboo-delusion · 29 days
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So, I just discovered something interesting.
This is a bit of a long one, so bear with me. It's important. Seriously.
I just woke up a few hours ago. My meds are starting to kick in. I was having a very serious and genuine, deep conversation (in-head) and it was... beautiful. It wasn't happy, but it was beautiful. Not the point.
Point is:
I had not had a single fucking intrusive thought today until someone made a noise in the other room.
I am so fucking PISSED OFF
Why my brain refuses to realize that intrusive thoughts CAUSED the good feeling to go away, I have no fucking idea. I've known that for almost a year now, yet my stupid fucking subconscious refuses to change anything it's doing
Before I snap my fucking android phone in half and yeet somebody's face into neptune, I thought I'd share the discovery!!!!
Basically:
MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS DID NOT START UNTIL SOMETHING STARTLED ME OUT OF FOCUS
AS I TYPE THIS, I REALIZE THAT INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS -AT LEAST FOR ADHDERS- ARE A SURVIVAL TACTIC.
Elaborating:
When you fall asleep and your heart slows too much, your body does the falling thing to make sure you're still alive.
It's not that intrusive thoughts are *Just* because your brain gets too quiet, It's because your life has never been completely quite before, or -like me- the few times it is quiet, something interrupts. And even if it doesn't piss you off, even if you don't jump like I do, your brain still registers it as not safe.
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Falling asleep, heart slows a lot-
Body: *Sends adrenaline just to make sure it still actually works.*
Drowning, even mostly unconscious-
Body and brain: *Hold onto that last half-breath even if it feels like you're head is going to explode.*
Going grocery shopping or talking to someone you think is cool-
Brain: *Remembers what it felt like the first time your guardian was indifferent or mean about something that made you happy or calm.*
Things around you actually get quiet-
Brain *Sends a thought you hate just to make sure you're prepared for a sudden problem.*
TDLR 1: Your brain isn't mean on purpose, It's just paranoid and still has a will to live.
Listen. I know I'm just some random dude from a weird blog. But I'm trying to translate, to assist. Maybe somebody else needs this realization as much as I do. I apologize for the yelling earlier. I'm still just as upset, but only at my dumbass subconscious. Now some time has passed, and I have regained self-control.
(I also apologize for the above paragraph, my brain nags for me to do this, but I can't remember why. So:)
I am no psychologist. Here are my qualifications (why you should listen to me):
As my friends call it- "Disturbingly self-aware at all times."
Paranoid Schizophrenic with actual (unrelated) OCD, with years of experience dealing with it- more healthily in recent years.
Philosophy and deep thinking is simply my default. I use metaphors, but everything in this post is entirely literal, ...except the angry threat. (*begrudgingly accepts disappointment*)
I am a fiction writer. I don't know about healing people/first aid, but I know a LOT about how anatomy works, with many deep-dives on the psychology/evolution side.
People irl generally consider me a genius? Idk how to gauge that, IQ tests are irrelevant with this type of... smart?. I've been compared to both Da Vinci and Einstein. So, ...actually that's pretty fuckin' cool- (I AM NOT TRYING TO BRAG! I APOLOGIZE IF IT COMES OFF THAT WAY! I've never put it all down like this, and I'm just surprised and questioning my reputation.)
(Also, I love playing detective, so naturally I call myself Batman XD.)
Autistic; I experience the world, and every situation, from a view without any context.
ADHD: My brain automatically -As a guardian I hate describes- "Can watch three different movies at the same time, all in fast forward, and can keep up with all of them." ... Well, yes, but technically no. Idk if other ADHD people do this, but my brain "connects the dots" so quickly, I end up laughing at jokes I've never heard before the 'punchline', because I've already figured out what you're going to say next.
Now combine all that. I am kicking depression's ass and now I want to help you do the same.
I have only mentioned the relevant things. Please keep in mind that ALL of these have both advantages and disasters. Thank you for your patience and understanding. I am running on four hours of sleep. For the love of whatever, I hope this actually helps someone other than me.
Qualifications are noted because: This is all stuff (and stuff like this) that I am just always casually aware of.
TLDR2: Even if I wasn't trying to help people feel better, Apparently I was born with a nat 20 perception/insight check, so please don't argue that I truly understand what I'm talking about here.
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duckiemimi · 7 months
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i can’t even imagine the thrill seeking habits gojo developed after figuring out rct, especially after the “high” he went through during his rematch with toji. the absolute mania he probably experienced, trying out all these risky and dangerous things to see how far he could go. it’s a calculated and insured recklessness because his body will heal, but what about his mind? and i also can’t imagine how geto felt, defeated and lonely and depressed, watching his best friend experience the world so differently from him. did it look like gloating to him? did he resent gojo at the time for being able to be “happy,” even after everything? did he ever feel the pressure to keep up? to catch up?
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Something people should talk about: Health Anxiety. AKA, being a hypochondriac.
Hypochondriacs are jokes. We are viewed as annoying, silly and nonsensical. Every medical drama will always have a patient who is a hypochondriac, who is the comic relief, the irrational man or woman who badgers the doctor and freaks out over nothing. In real life, people are annoyed and exasperated with hypochondriacs.
But it's a form of anxiety, like all of the others that are finally getting attention and acceptance on social media and in doctors' offices. And, considering that health care is not a sure thing in America, thay getting sick means you can't work, can't pay rent, can't buy food, that's a terrifying and real fear. Having a chronic illness or disability can cause a lot of problems. So its not an entirely irrational fear.
Anxiety can cause a lot of weird symptoms to your body. Random pain, especially in the chest, heart palpitations, difficulty breathing, extreme fatigue, numbness or pins and neeldes in legs, blurred vision, ect. And all of these can be symptoms to some big problems, like heart attacks, strokes, diabetes, brain problems, ect. Which is not reassuring when you are constantly afraid of getting sick.
Health anxiety is terrifying. Its the constant fear that your body will fail you, it's experiencing symptoms that scare you. It's the fear combined with the knowledge that it's in your head, but what if it's not? What if there is a problem, and not going to the doctor now will ruin your life? Can you even trust the doctor to know what they are doing? You've heard horror stories of misdiagnosis and dismissal. What if they think I'm crazy and stop actually checking? Those are the thoughts that run through your head.
So please stop treating health anxiety as a joke. It took me a long time to even realize what was wrong with me, why I was reacting this way. All because I had this bias in my mind that hypochondriacs are silly, useless, and irrational people.
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girlyteengirl16 · 9 months
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sometimes late at night i cry really hard because i know younger me would be so sad at how i turned out
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quotationsworld · 2 years
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My whole life is made up of: "I'm sorry". I feel like I have to apologize to people, to things, to life itself. It's like, "I'm sorry to be here". I don't want to disturb anyone.
— Yohji Yamamoto, Yohji Yamamoto: Talking To Myself
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trashmagic333 · 4 days
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i fear i may be beyond fixing😂
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freyatarotreadings8 · 9 months
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The experience of childhood also affects the choice of a partner. We tend to look for satellites similar to our parents. This is partly due to familiarity and recognition. Another reason is that we project images of our parents onto our partners.
For example, a child who felt a lack of care and attention from his parents often chooses partners who are cold and withdrawn, although there may be many warm and caring potential parents around.
We want our emotional needs to be met, but in the end we choose someone who is not ready to give us the attention we want, just like our parents. We have an unconscious desire to change our partner so he loves us the way we want and we can finally fulfill the unmet needs and fantasies of our inner child. As children, we often dreamed how our indifferent parents would finally pay attention to us. Growing up, we project this desire onto our partners.
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justanotherstardrop · 3 months
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.... like maybe... a teenie... tiny... bit...
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loveyourlovelysoul · 2 years
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Emotionally immature/unstable parents can easily project onto their child their own fears and insecurities, making it all about them: they feel triggered or attacked by their child's behaviour and are not able to comfort them, cause they haven't been comforted either in their childhood. This can teach the child that their emotions are related with how they make feel the other person and not with how they feel. So the child may grow knowing that they don't need comfort, that they're misbehaving and start self abandoning themselves, in order to make it all about others.
Please, if you're/have been into such a cycle, remember your emotions are about yourself and yourself alone. And it doesn't depend on you how others feel about them or how you may involuntarily trigger them: it's their own job to discover and heal their wounds. You only have to care about you, and feel and validate your own emotions, to heal yourself. And to care about yourself again: don't give up on yourself ever. You never deserve this.
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blackcoffeecigz · 10 months
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Parents fuck us up. Then cry that they don't know where they went wrong.
Having unprotected sex mother. That was your first mistake....
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velvette3 · 20 days
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ATTATION PLEASE!!!
To all the utter fucking ASSHOLES, who think bullying is okay, fine, funny, etc:
What the FUCK are you thinking?!
Y’all seriously think that bullying people just because their brains are different, is okay? FUCK NO!
You think it’s FUNNY, that sometimes people act different than what is considered ‘normal’? The hell is wrong with you! Don’t you get it?
“more than 75,000,000 people, according to researched conducted by the CDC. 1 in every 100 children are diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder.”
SO WHAT THE FUCK.
“Approximately 6.8% (366.3 million) adults worldwide have symptomatic ADHD”
AND THATS JUST ADULTS DAMNIT^
“The World Health Organization (WHO) estimates that globally 1 out of every 4 people will be impacted by mental illness at some point in their lives.”
ONE IN FOUR FUCKING PEOPLE
This shit needs to stop.
You bully others, because they think different?
Because they act, or maybe look different?
It’s hard enough for them to live in a world, where other people that aren’t like them, don’t, can’t, or choose not to understand how they feel, and who they are.
Some of these people, have shit households.
Some of them, may not have a home at all.
Some may not be able to find help or medication for it.
Some of them go ignored.
Un-diagnosed.
Left to rot.
Made fun of.
Pushed around.
Hit, around.
Hate crimes, even.
Don’t believe me?
“Disability hate crime is a form of hate crime involving the use of violence against people with disabilities. This is not only violence in a physical sense, but also includes other hostile acts, such as the repeated blocking of disabled access[1] and verbal abuse.[1] These hate crimes are associated with prejudice against a disability, or a denial of equal rights for disabled people (as this is a form of prejudice). It is viewed politically as an extreme form of ableism, or disablism.[2] This phenomenon can take many forms, from verbal abuse and intimidatory behaviour to vandalism, assault, or even murder. Although data are limited[3] studies appear to show that verbal abuse and harassment are the most common.[4] Disability hate crimes may take the form of one-off incidents, or may represent systematic abuse which continues over periods of weeks, months, or even years. Disabled parking places, wheelchair access areas and other facilities are frequently a locus for disability hate. Instead of seeing access areas as essential for equity, they are seen instead as 'special treatment', unjustifiable by status, and so a 'reason' for acting aggressively.[5] Denial of access thus demonstrates a prejudice against equal rights for disabled people; such actions risk actual bodily harm as well as limiting personal freedom.”
^it may be a long read. But damnit.
People suffer already, and this isn’t scraping the TOP of my anger towards it, the in-humanity of it all.
But then again, with how common this absolute SHIT is, who says ‘humanity’ even exists? No one lives up to it anymore! This is just a part of it!
I’m sick and tired of seeing the common mold others put these people through, and it’s not even acceptable.
Not something anyone should ignore.
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