Made such bad decisions that I have to do a story time so if you wanna see how i struggle then you’re welcome

I moved to a new town for uni, met a guy that’s here for Erasmus. Didn’t really hit it off at first but then I randomly hooked up with him and we started seeing each other more often. It went so far that he said he wants to be exclusive (didn’t say we’re dating tho) and that he really likes me and thinks of me as much more than a friend. Great. Ofc my brain made him my favorite person. Anyways, I got sad and depressed because he’s not gonna be here forever and he goes back to his country in a few months and also he makes me really confused. He doesn’t text me a lot so ofc I stalked a bit too much and found his another ig accounts where he has pics with a girl??? And it looks like they’re dating??? I mean this posts are from before he came here but it looks like he has a whole ass girlfriend in his country and he’s cheating on her with me and now I feel like shit and the worst human being ever. Soooo yeah that’s what’s been happening for a few months.

HEYYYY GUYS I’M BACK!!! (bad thing for my mental health, good thing for your feed)

I’m sorry I’m not so active anymore I got the mental help 😔

Am I hypomanic or is my sudden change of the university I’m applying for is reasonable?

BRUUUUH I’M FEELING THE SWITCH AFTER MY DEPRESSIVE EPISODE GIRL IS GOING INTO THE CRAZY MODE

I saw him today so I’m healed

sorry for short answers i don’t necessarily want to be alive right now

Me: I literally want to kms I can’t bare to live another day

My friends: 😕

I think that a lot of people don’t understand how much not being liked as a teenager impacts someone

I was watching how all of my friends got asked out on dates, people were hitting on them and were serious about them and me? I had to persuade people to like me. I don’t think I’m loveable as I am. I feel like I need to constantly adapt for people to notice me. I don’t value myself.

Bruh I can’t even talk to fucking kokobot cause it’s so long I’m gonna kms

I want someone to vent to about the stupid boy I like but literally all my friends hate him but I can’t stop thinking about him pls can I text someone u don’t even need to reply I just want to get it out of my system

He’s staring at my snap for 7 hours 🥰🥰🥰 (I was left on open)

Officially he’s my new fp and I already feel awful yaaaay

Yooo guys guess who’s in love again (we made out while being drunk)

The most embarrassing shit for me is the amount of times I tried to unalive myself and then wake up the next day and go to school like nothing happened cause no one knew

I don’t think I’m ever gonna get better

Something about being at the absolute bottom feels like home