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raz-writes-the-thing · 4 months

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Sometimes All We Need Is A Good Cry (Doctor Who One-Shot)

Tenth Doctor x GN!Reader / requests are open

Summary: it's in the title

Fic type: emotional hurt/comfort

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Sometimes feelings can be extremely overwhelming. Sometimes when your feelings are so overwhelming that you can’t even breathe, you find yourself tucking away into a dark corner somewhere private so you can sob your heart out. It’s not pretty or comfortable, but it’s necessary to process your feelings and move on with it all.

It’s been a good while since your last cry, but today- today was the final straw. The final snap. Some days are just truly too awful to even think about. So awful that even when you’re crying your heart out, and you put the thoughts away, you still keep crying. It’s almost like your body doesn’t know what else to do.

You’d found this room several months ago. The TARDIS was huge, and exploring its true depths was a terrifying concept, but every so often you found yourself bored enough to travel a little further into the corridors and rooms.

It was quiet and cozy, with soft bean bags and a few cabinets of god only knows what lining the walls, but what really drew you in was the window. At the size of the entire back wall, it was a sight to behold, and you adored being able to sit down and see out at the supernovas, black holes, moons, planets and whatever else drifted by. It was gorgeous, and a source of comfort for you.

You hadn’t told the Doctor that you’d found the room, preferring for it to be a private thing. Not that you didn’t want him to know, just that- if you needed a moment alone, this is where you always found yourself.

But the problem was- you didn’t want to be alone now, and your sobs were wracking your body so harshly that you couldn’t even begin to contemplate getting up and going to find him. You were here, alone, looking out at the vast blackness of space. Not even the stars were twinkling all that bright tonight. It was as if they knew how much pain you were in… Or maybe you just couldn’t see past the wall of tears blurring your vision.

“I- I don’t know if you can hear me,” you sobbed, reaching out to brush your fingers against the wall. “But if- if you can- can you bring him here- please?” Your arms shook with the effort, and your throat felt thick and lumpy with the force of your breathing. You didn’t know if the TARDIS could hear you. If she was listening even if she could.

Your hand dropped off the wall, and you sunk lower into yourself, kneeling on the floor and pulling a stray cushion towards yourself. You just needed something to hold. Something to comfort yourself with until you could pull yourself together. But the pieces of yourself shattered over the floor were sharp, and you were afraid of cutting yourself with them when you tried to pick them up.

Each time your tears started to slow, another wave of emotions would bash themselves against you and release the flood all over again. Your sleeve was wet with snot and tears, but you didn’t have any tissues to use in the meantime. It felt like hours, and perhaps it was before you heard the telltale ‘shhck’ of the door opening behind you. You bit down on your lip, emotions trying to shove themselves back down out of habit.

“What’s all this then, eh?” A velvet-smooth voice asked, and suddenly he was kneeling down beside you. He didn’t force you to look at him or to respond. He just looked out at the stars through the glass. “You’re alright then, love, don’t you worry,” he whispered, shuffling just a touch closer.

You could feel the desire rolling off him to wrap you up in his arms. He wasn’t sure what was wrong, but he could certainly tell that it was something big. Your lip struggled between your teeth to stay there, and you finally risked a glance at him.

It was as if making eye contact with him was all it took to let go once again, a loud hiccuping sob escaping your throat as you threw yourself into his chest for comfort, seeking the comforting beat of his hearts, and the warmth that came with them.

The Doctor grunted with surprise but was instantly wrapping you up safely in his arms. He pulled you up towards his lap on your side so you could lay against him. He rubbed your arm comfortingly and pressed a litany of kisses to your forehead, but he didn’t shush you.

“Come on then, love,” he said quietly, squeezing you tight. “Let it out- go on, there you go- oh, my darling,” the Doctor pressed his cheek to your forehead, rocking you slightly back and forth. “That’s better, oh yes, I know.”

You could feel his suit jacket grow wet under your eye and readjusted your face so you were pressed onto a dry patch. You could feel how puffy your face was already, and you hadn’t even finished with your tears yet.

“I know it hurts, darling,” the Doctor cooed, adjusting one arm so he could play with your hair, scratching at the scalp just the way you like. You sniffled, an embarrassing snot bubble forming. The Doctor didn’t seem to be worried about it, though, and just continued to rock you in his arms. “You’re alright, I promise. I’m here, you know me- always around when you need me, aren’t I? Yeah.”

You nodded, reassuring yourself with his comforting words. He wasn’t going to leave you. He’d keep you safe. The Doctor would always keep you safe.

Slowly, the tears began to slow, the snot drying on your clothes. You wiped your nose and let your eyes close- irritated as they were from the salt of your tears.

“Do you want to talk about it, then?” The Doctor asked quietly some time after your tears had stopped and you both had sunk into silence watching the stars. You shook your head no, and the Doctor kissed your forehead as an acknowledgement.

“Talk to me?” You asked, voice thick and crackly with abuse. The Doctor hummed, thinking of something to say. You’d never known him to need to think before he opened his mouth. Always ready to talk about something, your Doctor was.

“See that moon? Past that asteroid belt, yep,” the Doctor said after another minute of contemplation. He was pointing towards a green-tinted moon over on the left-hand side of the window. It was pretty, you thought. No matter how many moons and planets you saw, you’d thought they were all gorgeous. It was one of the things the Doctor adored most about you.

“I’ve been there. Had a nasty outbreak of Cybermen in, oh-” the Doctor checked his watch. “About fifteen thousand years. Gorgeous place, nice little outpost for a quick pit stop. I’m still not sure what they wanted there, actually.”

You settled into his arms, watching the moon in the distance.

“Met a nice android there. Not a huge fan of androids, me, but he was nice enough. We managed to fight them off and get rid of them before too many people were ‘upgraded’,” the Doctor grimaced at the terminology.

“How did they get there?” You asked, feeling your eyelids start to droop just a little.

“Oh, same as always, worming themselves across the galaxy,” he sighed, leaning his chin on your forehead. “I know what you’re thinking- ‘Doctor, how did you know they were there?’ Ah, well, good question.”

Your eyes drooped a little more and you startled yourself awake, trying to listen to the story. The Doctor’s fingers rubbed soothing circles on your arm.

“See, it all started how it usually starts. I was hungry, looking for a quick spot to stuff my face when I got a distress signal on my psychic paper. It’s always when I’m hungry, I’ve noticed. Very odd… Anyway, where was I? Oh yes-”

And so the Doctor started to tell you all about his adventure, and the Cybermen and how he triumphed over them once again. You realised right before you fell into a comforting sleep that he’d stopped talking, but you were too close to the edge to ask why.

“Sleep well, my darling,” he whispered as you let sleep take you under. “I’ll be here when you wake.”

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abyssruler · 2 years

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The traveler is sick of those horny immortals lol. Imagine one quest being babysitting the kids just so these archons can bang their hot milf wife. Would Xiao count as Zhongli’s kid, too? Oh, and Scara being all uwu with his scarier sister is just *chef’s kiss*

Liyue legit going bonkers after each dragon baby???? Yes. Birthdays? National holidays. And then Zhongli fakes his death and there’s talk about maybe one of the kids taking on geo daddy’s position or something. So much potential for drama! How would they make the kids keep the secret? With a lot of struggles. The adepti showing up to bestow gifts on each dragon baby like the three good fairies from Sleeping Beauty.

Ei just vibing with her wife. Chilling while fondling each other and making out. So fun. So cool. Nothing to stress about here. Occasionally taking out their kids on a family outing with Scara being the cutest eldest child that he is. Like. Let them be happy!!!

Venti literally sobbing in Angel’s Share because he was NTR’d by two archons and Diluc just goes ????? every single time until Venti shows up with the rest of them and their kids. (Venti can recognize Reader anywhere anytime because he knows that ass better than anyone.)

I just mhmmmhhnnnngg this AU HAS ME BY THE THROAT

YES YES YES TO ALL OF THIS!!

zhongli’s kids would definitely have their eyes on the geo archon seat after he fakes his death. they can’t have scara getting all the glory of being the only sibling who’s an archon. zhongli suggests they make a tournament - whoever manages to stay awake until zhongli ends his lecture about the responsibilities of ruling liyue and going through its entire history and culture wins. none of them last an hour. the seat of the geo archon remains empty up to this day. fun little fact tho! zhongli didn’t tell them his plans to fake his death so they all thought he actually died. they were on the verge of tearing down liyue until you appeared and said ‘it’s a prank!’ they also help the adepti and the qixing in fighting osial!!

xiao is the honorary brother that scara refuses to acknowledge bc it would mean he’s not the eldest anymore. he half-raised those kids bc god knows their parents were too busy banging each other and spawning more of them. scara is actually a really good ruler!! the raiden shogun balances his softer side. xiao, scara, and raiden shogun basically half-raised their siblings. they bonded over it <3

AND VENTI LMAOO he would lament to diluc and the traveler about those two archons who “seduced his beloved priestess.” at windrise when venti’s telling traveler abt morax, he says something along the lines of “oh, and don’t trust that old geezer too much he’s a backstabbing little bitch who stole my wife.” traveler actually has a very different experience in this au. mostly bc traveler has to be the mediator whenever the three archons start complaining about the other ‘hogging you all to themself’.

venti arrives in mondstadt during the windblume festival with three other people and a boatload of other people who suspiciously look like a mix of their features. it’s better to not ask anything. jean didn’t ask to host that year’s festival with two additional gods and the high priestess herself who’s been quiet for centuries until now. oh, and now the electro archon is here in a grumpy mood, asking why they didn’t invite him over. um, probably because you have a whole country to rule? jean thinks it’s time for a vacation.

on a more serious note tho, their decisions could create a huge succession war on liyue. each kid fighting to become the geo archon. it could replace the inazuma archon quest since the traveler wouldn’t really encounter much problems there with scara as the electro archon. maybe scara gets involved at the succession war at some point as the eldest and the traveler gets dragged along. reader, ei, zhongli, and venti are all just watching and enjoying their retirement. it’s only a matter of time before the succession for the anemo archon’s position was put into question. luckily for them, venti doesn’t have kids with you. yet.

traveler: your kids are killing each other!

them: oh, they’re play fighting how cute :)

#the reader will set them all straight in the end #honestly with the amount of kids they have they could overthrow celestia alone #abyss sibling should take notes #traveler would love venti’s kids tho seeing as he’s their favorite archon #asks #anon #genshin x reader #venti x reader #ei x reader #raiden ei x reader #zhongli x reader #raiden shogun x reader #fem reader #1st mass #not sfw

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andromedaexists · 1 day

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Seven Snippets, Seven People

tagged by @winterandwords!! Thank you!

1. He expects her to go inside, to leave him wallowing by himself, but he’s shocked out of his thoughts when his door swings open. Benny pulls him towards her, her arms wrapping tight around his head and holding him to her chest as she whispers, “Don’t go where I can’t follow you.”

2. Something feels wrong when Kit wakes up in the tunnel again. Or, at least he thinks he’s in the tunnel. He’s not really sure. The static from last time has grown louder, overwhelmingly so, distorting the already fuzzy image of the inky depths around him. Even the claws, grasping at him desperately, are distorted. He can see them this time, for one. But they’re oddly shaped, bent at angles that feel wrong. Sharp cracks where Kit feels there should be knuckles, harsh edges as they curl and puncture the fabric of his shirt. Something’s wrong. 3. He feels a hand glide across his stomach and he reaches for it, laying his hand over the cold spot where he feels it should be. A gaping pit of yearning opens in his stomach. Yearning for the hand that should be there, yearning for touch that means something, yearning for what he could have been if he had never entered Seminary. Kit’s fingers clench where they sit on his stomach his other hand coming up to harshly wipe away the tears. Shame and guilt run rampant in his mind, an unpleasant mix that makes him want to scream in frustration. Why him? Why couldn’t he let go? Why is everything he touches doomed to distance themselves from him? Why would God want that for his Creation? The phantom touch ghosts it’s way up his side until it’s cupping his cheek, a bitter cold thumb rubbing circles into the meat of his cheek to soothe him. The hand holds him through his sobs, another sliding around his chest to pull him back into a bitingly cold torso.

4. “In my image…” The words reverberate in his mind, coating every inch of his body and chasing the same from his bones. In Their image… Before he knows it, Kit is laying down in bed, clothes be damned as he allows the phantom claws to roam. They never go where he wants, though. They probably can’t, he realized as he struggles to find relief. None comes. Only aching want and desire beyond what Kit can handle.

5. Shame coils deep in his stomach, He’s let everyone down once again, letting himself succumb to the search for pleasure. He knows Isaac will try and say it’s okay, but his upbringing says otherwise and right now Father Milo’s voice is the loudest in his brain, telling him that he gave himself to yet another layer of Sin. Yet another barrier between his eternal soul and Heaven. The thoughts become muffles when Kit feels a cold breath on his next. The static around him grows louder, drowning out the sermon playing on loop in his mind, instead replacing it with blessed nothing. The breath grounds him, brings Kit back to himself. Back to his own confidence as he reminds himself that he can do what he pleases, that he is his own person, not the boy that the church molded.

6. He shakes the thought out of his head, unlocking his phone and quickly finding the group chat with Benny and Isaac. His voice is thick with sleep as he records a voice note, “Mornin’ y’all, I hope youse had a good night I just woke up from a bonkers dream and I’m making it y’all’s problem.” He send that note before starting a second recording. “First off, it’s homophobic that I woke up alone when I distinctly did not go to bed alone. Yes this plays into the dream gimme a second. Secondly…” Kit relays the events of his dream, only pausing to laugh when Benny sends an emoji of a small creature eating popcorn.

7. Kit giggles and kicks his feet as he eats while listening to Benny complain. This is nothing new, it seems like every place Benny transfers to she deals with the same issues; being ostracized for not being ‘perfect’, having to do group tasks by herself, not being able to gain the respect of the long standing orders of the area. It’s nothing new but it still aches to hear. Kit just doesn’t get it, who wouldn’t like Benny? She’s selfless, kind, strong, beautiful, and damn good at what she does. Yeah, he doesn’t get it. But he supposes he doesn’t have to get it, he just has to be here. That is something he can do, he can be an ear for her, a shoulder to vent her frustrations into. As soon as he’s done eating, he sets the bowl on the counter next to him. The clattering sound grabs Benny’s attention and she makes her way over to him to grab the bowl. Only, as soon as she’s close enough, Kit wraps her in his arms and pulls her into a hug. Benny pushes against him, grumbling about putting the dirty dish in the sink and he reluctantly lets her go to do so. She comes right back to him when she’s done, though, and Kit wraps her tight in a hug. His head rests atop hers, his nose buried into the soft curls there as he presses a kiss to her crown. Her hands fist into the think material of his tank for a moment before smoothing out the wrinkles she caused as father Isaac walks into the room. Kit opens his arms to accept the man into his embrace as well, which he briefly accepts before stepping back and greeting the two of them. Benny doesn’t leave his embrace, but turns around and leans back into him as her hands fall to his thighs. Kits arms drape over her shoulders and his chin rests on her head as Father Isaac speaks.

this got longer than i was expecting lmao imma tag: @bebewrites @flowerprose @365runesoftheamalgamations and leave an open tag for anyone else who wants to join in!

#al-queue-ical content #tag game #writeblr #andi writes

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tokkias · 1 year

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Nalu wedding head cannons????? Please I love you 🥺

haha oops. i did very publicly say i would posts some but they've just been sat in my drafts for like a month sorry lol. but i hope u enjoy and i hope you're looking forward to the eventual fic this gets turned into

natsu couldn’t care less where or how they get married, they could do it in a barn for all he cares, and honestly so would lucy, but she’s been dreaming about her wedding day for yeaaarrrs and she’s not about to give up on that dream

lucy’s bridal party is levy (moh), erza, and wendy & natsu’s groomsmen/women/cat are happy (best man? cat?), gray, and lisanna

natsu considered asking erza to be one of his groomsmen but she assigned himself as one of the bridesmaids before he even got the chance to ask

not that lucy is that mad; she was also thinking about it and erza is an excellent planner and she wants that on her side

unfortunately for happy and lisanna, that means that they’re in charge of making sure natsu and gray don’t kill each other

gray sees natsu like a beloved brother and he wants to support him on his big day, but god he’s a fucking idiot and he has to let him know

lisanna threatens to sic erza on them if they get up to no good, but honestly on that day they’re both more afraid of lucy because she will kill them if either of them fuck up the wedding

natsu has so much pent up excess energy the WHOLE morning leading up to the ceremony and he can’t exactly fight anyone on his wedding day, so he literally goes for a jog around magnolia in his suit, and then spends the rest of the morning arm wrestling with gray

all of the bridesmaids absolutely sob hysterically when they see lucy in her dress for the first time since she

they’re all blissfully unaware that gray lost his pants two hours ago and the groomsmen still haven’t found them

everyone is required to show up sober and stay sober through the ceremony, but it definitely does not stay that way

both of them are agonising over their vows, but for different reasons

natsu knows that he is never going to compare to lucy when it comes to putting his thoughts into words, and he doesn’t quite have the words to describe just how much she means to him, but he doesn’t want to look like an idiot in front of her and the rest of the guild

lucy on the other hand, knows everyone has really high expectations for her and she doesn’t want to let everyone down with lame, boring vows

natsu memorises his vows so he can look in lucy’s eyes while he says them

she gets all weepy and teary eyed that she’s sobbing through her vows

she gently scolds him for making her cry before she got to hers

forehead touch vows, yes? yes.

PLUE IS THE RING BEARER AND HE DROPS THE RINGS AND GETS ALL EMBARRASSED BUT EVERYONE ELSE THINKS IT’S SO CUTE

makarov officiates the wedding obviously

he gives a really heartfelt speech about the days he first met the both of them and how he's watched natsu (and lucy too, to an extent) grow up into the people they are today

he definitely jokes about how lucy has made natsu a much more tolerable person, followed by murmurs of agreement throughout the room (particularly from gray) and how he's matured so much over the course of their friendship/relationship

then finally he turns to lucy and is like. "now are you sure about this? he's a fucking moron, you know that right?" which natsu is not happy about but it at least makes lucy laugh

they kiss, everyone cheers and they all go get bonkers drunk at the reception

#mya's mumbles #nalu #headcanons

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many-but-one · 2 years

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Child Alters are not always "Sweet and Innocent"

Sorry if this comes off rude or inflammatory, we're pretty blurry and this is something we've seen in syscourse allllll over Tumblr and instagram and what have you. This topic came up in our System Server which is what inspired us to create this post. (the system support server is still open to new members, FYI, hence me linking it there lol)

I think there's a really really big misconception that all child parts (also called "littles" but we usually say "child parts/alters" or "kid parts/alters" for our own comfort) are so sweet and UwU innocent in every single system ever and that if you don't treat child alters like literal children you are a BAD system and you don't respect child alters!!! Protect the children!!! *insert sobbing emoji*

So it should go without saying, obviously you should protect child alters. You should protect any alters in your system. But there's more to child alters than "UwU sweet babies who are so innocent and do silly little things like spend money on candy and stuffies haha!"

(TW ahead for mentions of suicide, s/h, and NSFW related topics. I'm sure you can see where this is going.)

There are child alters who:

function better than most adult alters in a system. We have child alters who can drive, who can send work emails, who have gone to work, etc. They have far more maturity than a lot of parts in our system and have been around the longest out of most of us. Do they still sometimes sound or talk like a kid? Yeah. Do they still enjoy kid things? Yeah! But they share an adult brain and are perfectly capable of functioning and masking just like any other part in the system.

are persecutors. I don't mean like "this child alter won't listen to me" or "they're a brat haha!" I mean persecutor child alters that actively harm the body, actively harm physical property outside of the body, actively harm parts inside the inner world, etc. They can have rage issues, they can be incredibly depressed, they can be suicidal or desire self harm activities. They are just as capable as any other alter to pick up a bottle of alcohol and drink until blackout drunk. Just because they look like a kid internally does not mean they are sweet and cute and innocent all the time.

are very hypersexual. Do I think that you should let them do sexual things with adults? In our system, no, we don't allow that. However, I can't control how other system young alters cope because I'm not in their head. Yes, child alters can be hypersexual. This is often a result of trauma. They will often want to reenact their trauma memories. They might get you into dangerous situations with strangers. They might have risky sex. They might masturbate in extremely painful ways in order to reenact their trauma. Child alters are not perfectly abstinent little babies who don't know what sex is. If they have sexual trauma, they will likely NOT know proper boundaries with adults and they can put you in a risky sexual situation just as much as literally any other alter in the system.

are protectors. gatekeepers, or caretakers. Child alters don't just have to sit there and be "stereotypical kids" all the time. They don't have to sit and wallow in trauma or play with their toys in the inner world 24/7. A lot of highly capable young alters want to do something to help the system. If they didn't already "come" with their job (for example, gatekeepers often 'come' with that label when they split/form, but not always) it's perfectly normal for them to step into a more "useful" role in the system. For those of you who have EVER worked with younger kids, they freaking LOVE to help. They love to feel useful and help out. This is the exact same in a system. We have child caretakers. And that's something they chose, we didn't "force" them.

And the thing is......something a lot of people don't want to hear.............sometimes alters (of any age) have to do roles or jobs they don't like. I know, bonkers isn't it. Sometimes nobody else is suited for a job like another alter is. We have parts who are really good at being emotionally level. Do they like fronting a lot? No! However, if we're in a highly emotional situation, out they go. Or we have another part who's really good at handling our chronic pain and taking care of the body. Does he like it? No, why would you want to feel chronic pain all the damn time? However, he knows he's the best at the job and does it anyway. Like any team in the external world, there's just going to be some jobs that some folks don't like but will have to do anyway. Does that mean they have to be stuck doing that job forever? No! Things change in systems all the time, roles should never be locked in for life. Sometimes new splits happen or new alters are discovered who do the job even better or even prefer to do the jobs nobody else likes. However, it's absolutely ridiculous to assume that all parts love their job, and that doesn't exclude child parts. We know systems with child gatekeepers who don't like their job, but that's all they've ever known and they wouldn't be comfortable letting anyone else do their job. Which is totally fine and valid. I don't think I've ever met a gatekeeper of any age who likes their job, they just do it. It just is.

Idk it just puts a bad taste in my mouth to see SO MANY posts infantilizing child alters everywhere. And I do want to say that I'm not trying to invalidate those sweet and innocent child alters! They are totally cool and awesome and so valid! We have a couple of those too! However, I feel like nobody ever talks about the fact that child alters are not innocent babies all the time, that MOST child alters are incredibly traumatized individuals and are just as capable of being toxic OR helpful as any other part in the system.

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This should go without saying, but DDlg or NSFW or non-system agere blogs stay the FUCK away from this post! <3

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eisforeidolon · 9 months

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So I came across a meta post based on screenshots [X][X] of the list of book titles shown in 4x18 that Chuck published. There's a discrepancy where only 24 titles are given when there are 60 tv episodes across that span. Now not only did the meta author skip right past the possibility that since novels are generally longer than a tv show episode, books might generally cover multiple episodes? As well as the even more likely possibility that whoever was typing up the list for the props department got lazy?

The post directly jumped right into full on stan conspiracy-think of how this must be why all the fans in the SPNverse are Sam girls because Chuck purposefully omitted all of Dean's best episodes! Naturally this gets built on in the replies & comments, with even more conspiratorial leaps about how the writers were trying to make fans in-universe love Sam and think he was a hero because nobody does in the real world (snort) yadda yadda Chuck won theory is true yadda yadda D/C was silenced *sob* yadda yadda the story was writing itself without the permission of the writers writing it [crazy eyes].

My other glaring issue - aside from the obvious of what an absurdly biased load of batshit all of that is? I just do not understand why someone trying to suggest a genuinely legitimate theory about a show spanning fifteen years and many different writers? Wouldn't consider for a hot minute before running full tilt with an idea: Hey, this is one random-ass prop screen from one episode that Sam scrolls by fairly quick, does this actually line up with how much of the story we're shown the in-universe fans getting elsewhere? Spoiler: No.

Let's ignore that Chuck specifically mentions the ghost ship from Red Sky at Morning, which isn't on the list, in that very same episode. He could be getting visions of stories and not writing them - unlikely but possible. No, lets jump to Crowley using the books in Clip Show to track down and kill "everyone [Sam & Dean have] ever saved". He says he's able to do it because he has "his sources and a crack research team" as he's shown with a pile of Chuck's books as he's saying it [X]. It's unlikely he would have found Sarah from Provenance through another source besides the books, but theoretically possible.

What you can't use handwaves to set aside, though? Is that as the scene continues, he holds up a copy of what is clearly A Very Supernatural Christmas [X], which is not on the list. It's shown again as part of Metatron's library in Meta Fiction, along with Tall Tales [X], also not on the list. These are direct in-universe physical books shown onscreen. While we're at it, there are a couple of times fan characters make it clear in dialogue other episodes/books exist. In The Real Ghostbusters, Demian and Barnes walk by Sam and Dean playacting a scene directly from Hunted about John's last order regarding Sam. Same episode, Becky tells them about Crowley getting the Colt from Bela, specifically citing the title of Time is On My Side. Last one, in Fan Fiction, Marie immediately jumps to knowing what a tulpa is and says, "Well, in Hell House, Sam & Dean-". None of those three books are on that list. So that list is NOT a comprehensive one for all the published books in-universe.

Part of me really wants to go on an even more extended rant here about fixating on one blink-and-you'll-miss-it detail and imbuing it with six metric tons of meaning without even once seeming to consider if it's actually remotely significant or, y'know, put in with legitimate intention. Even if the meaning being projected isn't completely bonkers. Seeing this done over and over again by people latching myopically onto whatever random tidbit will let them jump to the conclusions they already want ... sigh. Like, this is not how you come up with a good theory, starting from an utterly rotten base!

#spn discussion #pedantic #bad meta #long post

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elliewlums · 2 years

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i have a concept to share with you hear me out i’m going bonkers

dustin……plus casual dominance…….plus crybaby gf with an oral fixation.

tumbling down a flight of stairs rn.

omg omg omg i’m writing a drabble rn shhhh

content warnings: dustin is aged up (he’s 19!!), hurt/comfort, burnt out reader with a shitty job, dustin is so sweet, reader has an oral fixation, lotsa casual dominance, he takes care of her

your day has been long and you despise your new job; the customers are rude, your co-workers are mean and your boss hates you. you’re tired and on the verge of tears and all you want to do is curl into a ball and cry. but max invited you over for a movie night and you can’t cancel on her. she’s your best friend, after all.

the only thing keeping you going is that dustin will be there.

you’re tired of making decisions and having to know the answers to questions you can’t even begin to understand. and when you walk through the door your energy only deflates further due to the buzz and chatter of the living room.

dustin senses it as soon as his eyes land on you; your eyes droop and he can see the very subtle tremble of your bottom lip from his seat on the couch. he pats his thigh when you finally look at him, beckoning you close. of course you oblige, a shaky sigh expelling from your parted lips as he bundles you into his lap and presses a kiss to your temple.

“hi, angel face,” he murmurs. “missed you today.”

you can only hum in response; you fear a verbal answer would send you careening towards a fit of sobbing. he presses another kiss, a little lower, to your cheekbone.

“rough day?” you nod.

“hey, y/n,” will calls suddenly. “i’m going to the kitchen, you want anything to drink?”

you whine - quietly enough so only dustin can hear - and sniffle pathetically.

“she’ll have a water. thanks, man.” dustin’s response is automatic and you instantly relax, settling into his chest. his hand comes up to cradle your cheek at the first sign of tears, wiping them away with his brow furrowed. “good girl. ‘s alright, all done now.”

“it was so bad, dusty,” you whisper; he kisses your forehead. “‘nd-‘nd ‘m such a baby. and i do everythin’ wrong.”

“shh, shh,” he soothes. “you haven’t been working there long. you can’t be expected to know everything straight away.” his tone is nothing but soft and comforting as he cups your face in warm hands and kisses the tears from your swollen eyes. “if it gets really bad, you’re not to put up with it, okay? if it’s really bad, you quit and we’ll find you something else to do.”

“no, dusty. i can’t quit just ‘cos-,”

“no, honey,” he interrupts softly. “you don’t need a reason. i want you to be happy and i’m not having my girl miserable at a job she hates.”

you’re quiet then, tucking your head into the juncture of his neck. his thumb comes up to part your lips and you take it hesitantly into your mouth, grateful for the distraction. he knows you so well, knows you’ll settle if he gives your mouth something to do. your eyes flutter, lashes tickling his neck as you finally quiet, clutching his hand in your own smaller one.

“good girl,” he coos as you suckle gently on his thumb; you’ve been together so long it’s second nature to him to take care of you when you’re burnt out, just as you do for him.

will comes back, handing dustin the glass of water when he sees you half asleep against him.

“here, honey,” he says, tilting your head up by your chin and pressing the glass to your lips in place of his thumb. you drink obediently and he sets the glass down on the table next to you, laughing as you eagerly push his digit back to your mouth.

“love you,” you murmur quietly. he kisses the crown of your head.

“i know, angel. love you more.”

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heymacy · 1 year

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Hi my love, yes I need to talk to someone about that first kiss in the van and I see you're awake before 7am and losing it over that scene, so here I am. Listen. Mickey decided to be brave. Because he wanted to keep that dorky rotc boy all to himself. So he kissed him. For the first time! His first time kissing him! His first time kissing a boy! Maybe his first time kissing anyone?? Omg. Do you think he planned it, or do you think it was spontaneous? Do you think maybe he was like "I'll feel it out when we get there" or did he have a game plan and know exactly how he was going to have the others distracted so he could do it? Holy shit imagine the butterflies in his stomach? How weak in the knees he must've felt? But he did it! It must have felt so good! And so scary! And then Ian makes the softest, happiest face! Because he caught him by surprise! I need to lie down!

the way i literally had your blog pulled up about to message you something along the lines of "thanks for the OG van kiss brain rot at 7am" BUT HERE YOU ARE comin' at me with EVEN MORE FEELS this fine saturday morning!!

mickey is the bravest boy in the world. he's so courageous in so many ways but in this moment? their first kiss? HIS first kiss?? BEYOND brave 🥺 that's my personal headcanon, that this was his first kiss with anyone. and it makes me fucking sob bc what better first kiss to have than one with someone you're head over fucking heels for?? even if it ends in chaos?? i don't think he ever trusted anyone the way he trusts ian, the way he feels so safe with him in a way that's new and unfamiliar and terrifying and invigorating. it's unlikely, in my mind, that he would ever trust anyone else with anything so intimate and personal. maybe not as he aged, but definitely in this moment.

i think he planned it in the same way someone "plans" for a fight. you know you'll be there, you know they'll be there, and you know what's about to go down but you have no way of knowing exactly what's going to happen. because maybe they'll surprise you. or even better, maybe you'll surprise yourself. and i think that's what he did! surprised himself! because i know he woke up that morning realizing he may have a chance to prove ian wrong - that he isn't afraid to kiss him - and decided to take it if the opportunity presented itself. i don't think he knew the logistics of it. i think he just knew that it was something he needed to do, something he wanted to do, and the next time he saw a chance, he'd take it. and he saw his chance!! and he took it!! and it was beautiful and wonderful and life-changing and earth-tilting and reality-shifting and all the incredible things 😭

and ian's little face? his soft little smile? the way his brain is fully offline in that moment just sparking back to life and realizing that yeah, YEAH, that just fucking happened?!? can you IMAGINE the butterflies both of them felt? i'm imagining it and getting butterflies myself in that nostalgic puppy love kind of way 🥹

thank you. thank you for the brain rot. give me 32 hours and i'll be by your side, on the floor, face in the carpet, wailing. because that's exactly how bonkers these two little fools make me. make US. good lord. i am simply overcome 😭

#jessie jess bud beloved 💛#the way i love you so #s3 boys make me fucking insane in the best possible way #they're SO YOUNG and SO ENAMORED with each other it's fucking WILD #to look back on these moments knowing where they ended up is just so......[wails] y'know???#they had no idea what was coming #[jake peralta voice] gonna go cry in the bathroom now peace out homies! 🥲✌🏻#I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU #macy babbles #nurturingcas #metalheadmickey #headcanons

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love-toxin · 2 years

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Oh, to be in a eddie/steve sandwich 😍 😍 😍

god, steve is such a fucking SNACK, especially in season 4. that manly, hairy chest 🥵💦 makin me go absolutely bonkers. anyways;;;;

steve and eddie, woof.......there's so many possibilities. the eddie munson "me and my s/o are freaks and wanna corrupt stevie", versus the steve harrington "my s/o is a freak and wants a slice of the munson pie", or, alternatively, "both of us have a crush on angelface and the best way to fight for their love is by absolutely demolishing them in bed together" i love them all.

plus, the inevitable power struggle of each of them trying to assert themselves over the other, only for them to eventually be like "oops, are we falling for each other too?" and now they have to make out for science. eddie teasing steve about how needy he is for you and steve getting rough with eddie when his biting draws blood or he cums inside you, and both of them eating each other's spunk out of your various holes because it's too hot to pass up a free dessert. steve holding you against his hairy chest while eddie's hips bruise yours from behind, the two of you totally braindead from fucking each other and having steve guide each of you so he can get off on watching the show play out. the opposite happening to steve when eddie hands him a blunt and the two of you get to watch him get all high and giggly, before you both start sucking him off and he can't keep in his moans or try to stave off his orgasm at all. just paints both your faces with cum and dazedly offers to lick it off with hot, long strokes of his tongue. and of course, the two of them fucking you in one hole between their sweaty bodies in the summer heat of the trailer, and grinding up against each other inside you as you sob their names in tandem. there's so many options, and so much man to go around 🥵🥵

#eddie munson #steve harrington #eddie munson x reader #steve harrington x reader #steddie #eddie's angelface #eddie munson x reader x steve harrington #steve x reader x eddie #stranger things #st 4 #ellie writes #anons

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marinersubmariner · 3 months

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I finished Jedi Survivor, gotta blab about it!

SPOILER SPACE

BODE?!??!??!? I kept thinking he was gonna die, especially in the lead-up to the final Dagan fight—they gave him so many hallmarks of a tragic death that I never suspected a classic video game companion betrayal (one of my favorite things!!!)! So that twist threw me for a LOOP, not just the betrayal but then the reveal that HE WAS A JEDI TOO WHAAAATTTTTT!!??!?!?! Absolutely bananas.

It's funny because Dagan's death felt pretty anticlimactic, and I knew the game wasn't over yet so I was like… what else is there? And I still couldn't have anticipated how OH SHIT the "what else" part could be.

Because then it's PLAYABLE CERE!!!! Which was so fun because she felt SO powerful to play as, and the whole time I was reeling about the betrayal and why am I Cere now what the fuck what the fuck what the fuccckkkkk. And then as soon as the door opened on Vader I instantly got teary-eyed because I knew exactly how that was gonna end. Of COURSE you're out-of-left-field playing as Cere for her last stand. ;___; Of COURSE they couldn't include Vader just for the player to narrowly escape again. ;___; Cere wasn't even my favorite character and she felt so distant in this game, but having her death take place amidst the destruction of the archive that she'd been building that whole time, plus HER LAST WORD BEING "TRILLA," plus BEING MURDERED BY VADER EXACTLY LIKE TRILLA... way to make it as painful as it could possibly be!!!!!! I gotta say, not only do these games make Vader VERY scary, they also make me hate him more than ever. FUCK YOOOOUUU MURDER MACHINE

I am shocked they went all-in on Cal/Merrin just because… romance in Star Wars????? Since when??? Hahahahaaaa…….. I kid, I kid, we have fun. I love them. Although my main inclination in the first game was Cal/Trilla (it was immediately after TROS and the extreme Reylo of it got to me!!) and somewhere along the way I had gotten the impression that Merrin was a lesbian (or maybe that's just the default Nightsister vibe). But truly I consider everyone in SW to be bi/pan/ace/anything but fully straight, so honestly, whatever. Related side note: I was really pleasantly surprised by the directness about how many supporting characters here were gay!

I LOVED the first kiss followed by the totally bonkers portal-jumping battle, that was such cool teamwork. And the end of the game was sooooo saaaad but thankfully they both lived and so now I'm real emo about the orphan Jedi and the orphan witch and how far they've come since she tried to kill him. 😭

Backtracking a bit I REALLY enjoyed Dagan getting dumped out of the bacta tank, getting pissed off, and IMMEDIATELY bleeding his crystal. It was very ooooohhh SHIT dude making some major life decisions here!! So cool! So dramatic! Escalated so quickly! I'm pleased that I did end up enjoying Dagan a decent amount, because going into this I was annoyed by a) not liking Cody Fern's face and b) not liking the High Republic aesthetic.

Honestly I was very ready to dislike both Dagan and Bode because I was really not happy with the previews showing they added a bunch of dudes while hiding Merrin and Cere, and Trilla being dead…… blugh. But thankfully trailers are misleading and there was plenty of Merrin. (and her surprise entrance was THRILLLINNGGGG) And the dudes were alright and they wound up dead anyway. So! …Hm.

IT WAS SO SAD. I'M SO SAD. The "Ghost Star" lullaby was so pretty and haunting and it messed me up BAD, because of course I'm not just thinking of this game I'm thinking of all my dead Star Wars friends (and obvs one ghost in particular…….. sob). There are so many. Star Wars is littered with corpses. AND IT'S SO SAD.

Cal using the dark side was craazzzyyyyyy and when the first prompt for it came on screen I was like "uh oh!!!! I don't wanna." Wild how becoming more powerful in a video game can be so fun and so upsetting at the same time. I did actually die in the final fight with Bode because I refused to tap into the dark side when prompted, lol. I was like "maybe if I don't do it something different will happen!" Haha, nope! USE THE DARK SIDE OR DIE. Which is an interesting moral quandary for Star Wars, because if the dark side is always more powerful 100% of the time, and there are certain situations where it's either fight a dark side opponent or die… what does the Force really want you to do? Stick to the light side and be defeated? Is the ultimate end goal of the Force for everything to die and become one with it? AH JEEZ

Part of me expected Tanalorr to not work out in the end, because "magical top secret planet where we can hide and be safe forever" is obviously too good to be true. But I also think every pre-OT story is always having to find an out for why these characters weren't around for the OT, so in that sense of course Tanalorr had to work out! It's the perfect loophole for this time period! It just felt like every story beat was pointing to the dream of Tanalorr being too much of a corrupting influence—Dagan lost his arm, Santari, and then his life because he refused to let go, and then Bode did the same, and I thought it would come down to Cal also facing that dark path and being forced to give up the dream, like by having to choose between Merrin and Tanalorr. In Grail quests you always have to give up the Grail! But no, now they're really gonna live in the ethereal weird forbidden promised land. FEELS CREEPY BUT OKAY

On the one hand I do kind of wish there had been more planets to explore—it felt strange for the journey to be less expansive than Fallen Order. But there was still so much to do on Koboh and they had some cool locations in there nonetheless. I'm just greedy for ~*~galactic exploration~*~! Anyway they made up for it with the strong story, because I think the plot and character work in this one were even better than Fallen Order.

I'm not sure how to piece it all together but I liked the small late-game talk of Vader and the Inquisitorius acting outside of regular Imperial command, when you're undercover and you get the scoop that there's a rivalry with the ISB and that the Jedha attack that happened was not the Jedha attack that was planned. Empire/Sith infighting, Vader vs. Tarkin and Krennic, how does stifled ISB employee Dedra Meero fit into all this, hm hm hm much to think about. Bode was a former Jedi being used by the Empire but he wasn't an Inquisitor—it was the same thing in the end but the particular type of tragedy was different. Wizards in the Empire but the Empire hates wizards, which type of leash are they gonna put you on and who's actually holding the leash?

Fav saloon regulars: TURGLE, of course I knew everybody loved Turgle, what a goober, A+, amazing frog; Caij, because apparently it's a biological imperative that all Nautolans are cool as hell; best bartender Monk; and I particularly enjoyed all the conversations with Tulakt and Moran.

Of course I was thrilled when I first encountered Skoova, his little hover fishing schooner was the BEST. Just an absolutely stellar amount of funky alien dudes in this game.

The powerful heavy swings that the crossguard stance uses…… hehehehehehehehehe. Where did they get that idea I wonder!!!!!! The only thing is that I don't like how small and thin the High Republic-style quillons are, so the aesthetic isn't as satisfying and proportional as Kylo's saber. You gotta beef up those crossguards fellas!

I didn't know that there was an interim story to explain why Greez has a prosthetic arm now, so I was like "did I really forget THAT MUCH of Fallen Order?" Even I can't keep up with all these Star Wars! I liked Greez a lot in the first game (MY PLANT GUY!!!!) but I really loved him even more in this one—he seemed much softer than I remember with his devotion to Cal and their whole family unit. And his braided hair of course delighted me.

And speaking of delightful new hair: Merrin's haircut! I LOVE HER SO MUCH. They gave her so much great deadpan humor while also enhancing her emotional maturity, so not only is she still super cool she's also soft and nice when it's called for, and I'M SO GLAD SHE DIDN'T DIE.

Kata is extremely cute and I'm already dreading her looming apprenticeship and the long-term outcome of who makes it to the next generation. I'm always having to remind myself of the bigger picture that Cal is older than Luke. And I certainly can't handle the thought of old Cal or dead Cal, but when you add kids into the mix, that's where this is headed!!!!!!

I took so many goddamn screencaps I'm probably only gonna post a minuscule fraction of them, but there were so many good aesthetic things and fun details to look at. And honestly part of my excessive snapping away involved lofty notions of using things as fanart reference. I LOVED all the new hair and wardrobe options because I absolutely just used Cal for Ben Solo AU cosplay. 🤪😎🤩✌️💀 The windswept hair is so good!!!! I mean I mainly chose it to look like Ben but it also just looked really good on Cal, to the point where it's hard to see him with short hair anymore, although I really should try out some of the goofier looks. (so many facial hair options that I hate and look stupid on precious ginger babyface!!!)

I just get soooooo excited about being able to explore and take pictures inside a Star Wars thing, and play dress-up and pick hairstyles and decorate and do all that silly life sim stuff but in space! Games capture such a unique experience of discovering worldbuilding minutiae, and I love having the ability to just look at things and take in the environment at your own pace, it makes me so happy. Even the goofy LEGO game gave me that feeling. It's just so nice! I love wandering! Observing! Interacting! Running my little guys around! Having my own experience that can't be easily ruined by a shitty story!

It's made me reminisce about playable Kylo and Rey in Battlefront and how I wish you could combine them with the exploration/story/gameplay style of the Jedi games and the [nearest approximation of] post-canon Ben Solo of the LEGO game, and THAT would probably be my ideal Star War (outside of, you know, a new movie that checks off every single item on my impossible wish list hahahaaagdhagdsf). Dress them up and customize their lightsabers and their home base and their spaceship and give them a droid friend and a garden and take them on new adventures on new planets… The Dream 😭

I actually started ruminating on whether I can do screencap mashups of Battlefront character models in Survivor outfits/environments, because I can't do mods, I am just a simple photoshopper and console gamer, but I want to pretend!!!!!! The problem is I don’t really like the Battlefront faces because they all look dead in the eyes. :/ The idea I settled on is that I might do some straight-up redraws instead. (WE'LL SEE. But the fact that I'm even mentioning this should tell you how completely lost in the sauce I am.) I briefly went looking and of course people have made Ben Solo mods for Survivor, but what you really gotta do is graft Cal's customization options onto Bode's body type or else it doesn't look right. Y'KNOW?!?? Size… matters……… I'm so sorry Yoda

Anyway!!!!!! Excellent gaming experience despite being terrible at Jedi parkour! Now back to tending my garden, hunting down post-game Force echoes, and rearranging Cal's wardrobe

#star wars #jedi survivor #sw meta #time once again for another round of star wars word vomit #will i find a way to make it about benjamin organa solo? you bet!!#coincidentally posting this while the reylos are melting down on twitter 🙃 every day i am in pain

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tickly-trashcan · 1 year

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hi my love can you tell me about your kunikida hcs :) tickle or nontickle or both wherever your heart takes you hehe

A/N: miss dani you are going to cause me to have heart palpitations BRUHHH i love kunikida so so much and I'm in love with him and I am about to go bonkers ILY

i have such a hard time picking his tickle spots bc im a firm believer that he's at least a little tickly everywhere

IF I HAD TO PICK THO he's very tickly on his ribs, underarms, hips, and sides

he's also tickly on his neck and shoulders but those are his huffy giggle spots and those are EQUALLY as cute I'm in love

Dazai messes with him all the damn time with tickles and Kunikida hates it bc Dazai is really good at tickling and Kunikida cannot handle it

Dazai will tickle him in the worst situations too, like when he's writing something down or doing something else that's important

One time Kunikida held the door open for Dazai and Atsushi like a gentleman and Dazai jabbed him and he folded like a lawn chair he was so pissed and then Dazai just ran off

The other people in the office tickle Kunikida occasionally as well, but not like Dazai where it's planned

Sometimes Yosano will just rub his shoulder when shes walking by but she'll do it in a tickly way and he shudders

Ranpo will tickle him if he wants something like candy or whatever his heart happens to want at any given time but Kunikida will normally get him what he wants before the tickling happens lol

Atsushi and Tanizaki tend to stay away from Kunikida because they fear the backlash of tickling him

They've seen Dazai get got after tickling Kunikida... they are just a little scared now LOL

Kunikida can be a pretty intense ler mostly bc when he tickles someone its bc he's pissed off at them (more specifically, Dazai)

He doesn't normally tickle people tho, it's mostly Dazai that he tickles and it's only when Dazai's just been nonstop

He knows Dazai's spots and he'll take advantage of that and wait for the perfect time before he goes ham

(forgive me for some self-indulgent reader insert headcanons incoming)

When he's with a S/O, he's actually really sweet with tickles

He doesn't mind being tickled when it's his S/O, mostly bc he trusts them with his entire heart (SOBS)

He's a very gentle ler with his S/O as well, like he'll always ask beforehand and he never pushes them

Sometimes tho he won't ask but that's just bc he thinks that his S/O is being a little bit silly or something and he just nabs them and tickles them a bit

His laugh is normally pretty loud and surprised if it's someone like Dazai tickling him bc he's not expecting it, but when his S/O is tickling him he's a bit quieter

That said if they tickle him bad enough he will get loud bc he's a bit dramatic with tickling but he'll be fine dw

His laugh is mostly giggly and he huffs a lot when he's being tickled, but sometimes he'll also whine a bit?? is that the right word idk but he's very cute either way

When he's in a relationship he's very sweet, he always makes sure that his S/O is taken care of and comfortable

He is 100% the kind of guy that if he gets like a bonus from work or something he'll spend it all on his S/O bc he loves them

He also does the budgeting in the household so he makes sure there's always a little bit set aside for gifts or fancy dinners whenever he feels like his S/O needs a little pampering

He's not super physically affectionate, which is why tickling is kind of nice because he can let loose a little bit

Also when I say he's not super physically affectionate I mostly mean in public lol he's not a PDA guy

But when it's just him and his S/O he can get kind of clingy

he'll hold their hand, hug them from behind, bury his head in their neck or chest when he's cuddling he's just a big softie when he's not around other people

He's normally very regimented with how he holds himself but he feels so comfortable around the person he loves that he's just totally willing to let his guard down

sobbing over him brb oughhh I need to write more for him bless u dani for allowing me to yell about him a little bit i needed that LOL i hope you have a lovely day!! (expect a kunikida fic soon my brainrot is even worse now)

#kunikida #bungou stray dogs #headcanons #tickle headcanons #kunikida x reader #sorry not sorry #danibby

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historia-vitae-magistras · 1 year

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ok so you explained in one of your posts how arthur and francis are with babies/small children, but now i’m wondering how alfred and matthew are with children.

i feel lime alfred would be better with toddlers because they are high energy and so is he. and for matthew i think he’d be good with babies especially when they are overwhelmed because he is so grounded and calm.

Alfred is peak fun dad or science teacher material. He's not the best at comforting or disciplining, but he's fantastic at distracting and explaining so kids understand and stay engaged. No child will ever be bored around Alfred F Jones. Hyperactive toddlers, little league kids loaded on sugar, wee autisms going bonkers because they just saw a skeleton of the dinosaur they're absolutely obsessed with? He's absolutely fantastic with those types of situations. If some kid is lost by the Lincoln Memorial when he's taking a walk, he's absolutely able to get them ice cream, get a description of mom and sort through all those weird links they have to their people and just roll right up and hand the kid over with their ice cream and a new souvenir ball cap without a problem.

Oh man, yeah. Matt's good like that. Children are automatically soothed by his presence when he's not absolutely unhinged. Jack and Zee both instantly settled when Matt picked them up. A frustrated and sobbing Jack, especially when he was overwhelmed, really benefited from Matt's ability to make him feel better and come up with a solution. His vibes of calmness would be fantastic for things like coaching Timbits hockey which is the under-age-7 teams. Handling a lot of overwhelmed little kids who will come barreling at him on the ice for a hug is precisely his vibe. Unlike Alfred, though, the social aspects of being around many people, even kids, are pretty draining.

#alfred || o beautiful for spacious skies #matthew || my country is winter #the ask box || probis pateo

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yxstxrdrxxm · 2 months

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In response to this post (^｡^)

For starters, you make some of the best edits/ banners imo!! I rlly love the visuals and color schemes of One Last Call, not to mention the new banners for your main(?) blog!! The desktop layout is also rlly pretty; I’m always in awe of the spinning dial animation :0

As for your writing, the way you write yanderes is so…..aahh how do I describe it?? Your stories are so delightfully dark, exciting, and creative. Every time I read a new drabble, I can’t take my eyes off my phone, and the endings always surprise me in a good way.

Lastly, by now, you already know how much I love your OCs. You write their backstories + dialogue so well, and it’s rlly fun to interact with them. Their character designs are also *chef’s kiss* especially Cupid’s <3

I hope you know I hogged this ask because seeing this makes me sob HSAIUHUDFIG LIKE PLS IT MADE ME ;-; IN THE MOST /POS WAY POSSIBLE HELPPP

anyways just. oh. ough. I'm honestly gonna be fr w/ you, the desktop layout was actually from someone else I saw (I believe their cr. is there but if not, I'll find whoever it is and get it!), but I'm very honored that my edits are the best you've seen orz

(I put too much time on them and I do not regret doing such a thing LMAOOO esp for OLC, that sht was so fun to do)

Your stories are so delightfully dark, exciting, and creative. Every time I read a new drabble, I can’t take my eyes off my phone, and the endings always surprise me in a good way.

I... REALLY??? ;-; TYYYYY, I PUT A LOT OF TIME AND EFFORT TO THEM /pos

researching for those stories + making sure they work are one of the things I put so much effort on and I sometimes have to resist losing my mind over them because some are a menace to write HAIUHDFUIR though I'm very glad you love them! (I also pride in some of them because GOD I have too many ideas on a few that ended up being extremely dark LMAOOOO)

I think my fave will be Tailor of Inazuma because that got me in the "let them cook" and its the darkest, vile sht I can come up with. It's absolutely bonkers HAHIUFHRDI

HELP OKAY BEFORE I START RAMBLING LET ME CONTINUE READING

(update: I literally had a moment where I'm just kicking my feet, giggling and rolling over the bed at the third one. Pls I took too much pride in my ocs and worldbuilding and it reminds me why I hoard this ask for 2 days and would've done it anyway if I wasn't going "oh right I gotta answer the others" HAIUHERIUFG)

(anyways I hope u know Im smiling like an idiot while I prepare for Flawed's opening. It's insane but dw I'll be fine. I'm def sane abt this.)

(No, no I'm not sane.)

#💌 ;; messenger writes #💌 ;; to my beloved: jessamine #;; kicking my feet giggling twirling my hair in the most /p way (no homo)#;; iwhsuderf sorry im not normal abt this. absolutely not.#;; i've hoarded this for too long... im v sorry if you thought i didnt get it. i did.#;; i just cant bring myself to answer this but... alas #;; BAHAHAHHAHA #;; anyways orz ignore me as i sob on my bed /pos

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ellievickstar · 2 years

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Home

Inspired by: Castle on the Hill by Ed Sheeran

Warnings: My very very bad writing.

Ship: Azriel x Reader

Summary: Reader finally comes home after years of being in hiding from Amarantha and not being able to go back <3

A/N: Hello loves <3 I cannot stress this again. Y’all. Are. So. SWEET. Like why are y’all so nice just why. Let’s get on with it before this becomes rant-fest. This is a sorta short one shot that I thought of dedicated to @cityofidek they motivated me to write this. For those waiting for a Court of Little Shadows, it is coming at night (WST) have fun reading this.

Amarantha was dead.

The message cleaved through the whole of Prythian, reverberating against every town, echoing in every creature. Tears flooded in my eyes as I winnowed instantly to the faraway moonstone palace atop the hill in the Night Court. There was Mor.

I sobbed as I ran towards her, “Mor,” I choked as I cried, I was home, I was finally going home. Mor wrapped me in a bone crushing hug as we laughed together in choked sobs. My family.

Just then Rhysand winnowed in, eyes wide as he took me in as he took Mor in, “She’s my mate!” He suddenly shrieked. “By the Cauldron Rhys to think you haven’t gone bonkers from under the mountain, who?” And he explained. Every detail ever since I managed to escape, I listened. By the end of it I warned him that it was his and her soul on the line and he understood and the three of us celebrated together until…

“Hi,” That voice. I turned around again, tears rallying in my eyes once more and my vision blurred as there he was. Azriel, my mate. I cried as he wrapped his arms around me and mine around his, “Nice to see you are still short,” I slapped his forearm at that but then giggled as tears streamed down my face.

“Now that’s not fair. I get moody, brooding Azriel for fifty years but the second you meet him he’s instantly nice, humorous Azriel?” Mor complained, I stuck my tongue out at her and she snarled playfully.

After a while we all winnowed back to Velaris together. Cassian and Amren was there and i was more then happy to see them, with less tears. We danced, celebrated and cried, except Amren who was grateful to see me and Rhys unscathed but still the ever stone faced monster-turned-high-fae.

We had gone through six bottles of wine by the time Azriel had whisked me away to the House of Wind. The sun was setting as we stood on the balcony and watched it. His arms wrapped around me from behind as he breather, “I can’t believe it.” I raised my eye brow at him, turning my head to look at him.

“Six bottles of wine and you can’t believe that I’m home?” Azriel chuckled as he shook his head, his grip on me tightening as he tucked me under his chin, needing to lean down since he was Illyrian tall male and I was regular High Fae.

“I still remember this old days, when we did not know the answers,” I whispered, he grinned as I continued, “I missed the way you made feel feel. This is real. As we watch the sunset over the Castle on the Hill,” He smirked as he asked, “Isn’t that from your favourite song?” I nodded, “But I figured it applied pretty damn well to this,” He hummed in agreement.

“And by the way I’m not short your just tall,” I retorted. Azriel’s laughter that was roared across Velaris. It was a message, not for me but the rest of the world. I was home and he was never letting me go again.

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A/N: I loved this idea of going home but I didn’t want to touch on shifting realities because different people have different beliefs, so I settled for this instead. I hope you guys like it because I sure did I know it is short but eh. Also was inspired by because I usually apply songs to different problems in my life for very random reasons. Love you guys and I’ll see you in the next one <3

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