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Thank you @bubybubsters <33
Never forget you by Zara Larsson :)
Tagging: @riddlesb1tch @acourtofwhatthefuck @daycourtofficial @azrielhours
hehehe idrk who to tag tbh T^T
reblog this post with the song that was last stuck in your head, I'll start:
505 by Arctic Monkeys
(tagging some people with no pressure so this doesn't flop miserably @viivdle @thejudeduarte @agirlwiththoughtsandnegativity @motherfeyre-archeron @sweetvillainjude @kazbrekkersfedoraaintgotshitonme @his-littlefox @graaaaaayy @jesyverse)
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I'm good, you????? 💛
send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💕💕💕💕
(also hiiii i love and miss you my lady)
omgg thank u sm el i miss u too, and ily more😭😭🥹💗💗💗 how are you??
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send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💕💕💕💕
You are super nice toooo
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I wrote poetry
You say you love me,
well that’s just divine.
You claim you love me,
but let’s not forget your eyes don’t lie.
I see the way you gaze at her,
how your eyes seem follows and shines.
I look into you eyes as they look into mine,
and for some reason they dull and aren't bright.
Coughing up the blood,
this must be one sided love.
And it just might be enough,
to make me forfeit; My love,
But to you there is nothing to forfeit,
for the hanahaki is true.
And with each flower I cough up,
it just means I love you.
So take me away,
bury me under the oak tree.
Outside the border,
of where you claimed to so love me.
WHO WANTS AZRIEL ANSGT RAISE YOUR HANDS
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Who wants a series in a modern day au they are all in a band, the inner circle is in a band called “Starlights” and Eris is in a band called “Fox eyes” and Eris is the lead singer while the reader is an electric guitar player for the inner circle. Azriel is the drummer and he likes the reader and knows the reader used to date Eris so when Eris decides to try and show up to their concert to watch the reader Azriel gets jealous and *cough* flings an extra drum stick at Eris’s head *cue Eris denying he still likes his ex and getting slapped by someone in his band* and Azriel is forced by Cassian (who is a bass player) and Mor (who is a synth player) to face feelings and he confesses to reader in a concert with the help of Rhys (the lead singer) where in the final song he runs up to the reader and asks her softly if it’s okay to kiss her (cause he doesn’t actually wanna pressure her with the crowd so it’s too soft for them to hear) and even though she hesitates she says yes and when they kiss the crowd goes wild cause this is one of the theorised couples in the band.
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🌹✨This is the you are amazing award. Send it to ten humans you think are wonderful or just take a moment to bask in your own awesomeness! ✨ 🌹
Awwww Thank you <3 (meanwhile me dying in class) ALSO YOU NEVER REPLY MY MESSAGES
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💕Send this to 5 amazing amazing amazing amazing people that you love lots who deserve tons of happiness💕
Awwwww i love you too 💛💛💛
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sometimes i have to realise that all 700 of you are real people that are insane like me 😭
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Maddening.
A/N: This one...this one hurt. yeah. uhm. Peace out ig find out for yourselves heheeheheh. hehehe, I'm not sorry. I got bored during math lesson.
Summary: Based on this idea I had. When the reader goes mad from what she is feeling from the bond while Azriel is unfaithful, how will everyone react when she is gone..?
Request: N/A
Pairing: Cheating!Azriel x reader, Brother!Rhysand x reader
Warnings: Unedited, angst, character death, a desk was thrown, Elain slander. kinda Azriel slander???? idk.
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It.
Was.
Maddening.
“Stop, stop it please,” You sobbed into the night, the shadows that were once something you loved swirling around you and tugging you in every direction. You knew. They knew. And right now you could feel his pleasure, his love for someone else, and you tried desperately to shut down your mind, to put up those walls of mental shields you had trained for years to do. But your daemati powers only amplified what was projected down this bond and it was maddening.
“PLEASE,” You yelled, your hand grasping at your hair as you pulled in frustration, your nausea rising in your throat as you felt his pleasure again. Again. Again.
RHYS.
Screaming into the night, reaching for that tether between your brother and Cassian and you.
CASS. RHYS. PLEASE.
One way or another you opened the drawer beside your bed and metal flashed against the moonlight.
I can’t. I can’t. I can’t. I can’t.
You choked on your sobs, your anguish flooding out your mind in every direction, you shakily grasped the hilt of the dagger as you raised it and brought it down in one fell swoop.
Little Starlight…?
Your brother’s voice rang in your mind, but as you felt the mating bond tear, relieving you of that constant wave of nauseating pleasure, as the shadows around you surged in their frenzy, warmth coating your abdomen, your hands and you slowly glanced down at the blood trickling out of you.
With what was left of your strength you tugged the dagger out, and blood gushed free flowing.
I’m sorry…
Was all you whispered back to your brother, and all you heard last was the door behind you being flung open, and the frantic voices of your brother and Cassian.
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“Why…why would you,” Rhysand shakily dropped back into his chair, his office torn apart after what had happened with his sister. Cassian’s dark expression hung on his face, his shoulders low and even Nesta did not dare say another word. Feyre hung behind Rhys, her eyes darting around the room, at how damaged everything was, the extent of her mate’s grief and anger, his sorrow.
Azriel stood beside Elain, and Feyre was almost sick to her stomach at how strong the smell of sex was permeating off both of them.
Rhys’s eyes were dead and hollow as he looked up at someone he once considered his brother.
“WHY? She was…she was..”
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When they were 15….
You hastily jumped in front of Cassian and Azriel, your wings coming to materialise as you flared them and yelled, “Stop hurting them!” The kids who had been making fun of Azriel’s hands stumbled backwards, realising who they stood before, the princess of the Night.
“Don’t listen to them, I think your hands are beautiful,” You smiled shyly at Azriel as they ran away, glaring at the kids one last time for good measure. Cassian let out a cheer, swinging you around as he celebrated your ‘amazing victory that brought them to tears’.
And as you glanced Azriel’s way, you could not help but blush at his gaze, your attention soon stolen by your brother who had arrived and lectured you on being more careful when showing your wings.
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Starfall before the mountain…
“Rhys….?” You knocked on the door of your brother’s office gently.
“Come in little starlight,” You heard your brother’s voice.
Entering the room, you paused as Cassian and Azriel’s gaze fell upon you, now feeling heat rise to your face at the way you were dressed.
Morrigan had decided to force you into a dark blue gown, the swoop of the neckline leaving enough for the imagination but also something to marvel at. The sleeves were off the shoulder — something you had taken to recently and she had noticed — and the skirt was floor length with a slit that did everything for your bare legs.
You had wanted to come here to get a second opinion from Rhys about the dress and any matching heels.
“You look gorgeous Little Starlight,” Giving you a thumbs up, Rhys beckoned you to come in.
Maybe I don’t need your opinion.
Just ask.
Does this dress paired with black or blue heels make your best friend want to screw me?
Blinking, your brother hummed, Cassian burst into laughter, clearly getting the message from Rhys while Azriel just looked at his two brothers confused.
Black heels, with a choker, from what I’ve heard Azriel is not tame.
I didn’t say him.
You didn’t need to.
That night Azriel had caved and confessed to you, even going so far as to informing you that you were his mate, a mating ceremony was held a week later and you had never been happier. And for a moment you had grasped onto the thought that this could be forever.
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Rhysand swallowed as he started to recall all his memories from the past, tears streaming down his face as he sobbed into his palm once more, his head hung low as he hunched over his desk.
“Rhysand I apologise for what I have caused…” Azriel tried but was immediately cut off by Cassian.
“You only apologise now because of what happened. Where was your guilt when she was alone in her pain after the war? Where was your guilt when you were picking flowers with Elain,” He spat her name like it was poison making her visibly flinch, “Where was your guilt when you decided that your mate was no longer worthy of your affection?”
Azriel’s gaze hardened, “I might have chosen to bed Elain but that does not mean-”
“THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT IT MEANS!” Cassian roared back, his shoulders were shaking, shaking, from how hard he started to cry.
Trying to calm the situation down, Elain stepped forward, "You can't say that just because they were mates it means he betrayed her by loving someone else."
Nesta scoffed at her own sister's words.
"Are you mad?" Nesta asked, disbelief coating every word, "Have we sheltered you so much that you have become this ignorant? Someone is dead because of your selfishness Elain, and you have decided to defend your actions?"
Elain rolled her eyes, "Don't be dramatic, Nesta, killing herself was just her being selfish thinking she was entitled to-" A knife cut across her cheek and the dagger landed against the wall, sinking deep enough to signal what could have happened to Elain's face.
"Speak again, girl," Amren hissed, "And I won't miss."
It was then that Rhysand spoke.
“My sister is dead,” His tone was flat, monotone, stiff to the point it made everyone in the room flinch, Mor who had been beside Nesta immediately placed a shield over the female, Feyre doing the same for herself as part of Rhysand’s desk went flying at Azriel’s head. No one protecting Elain beside him, not even Azriel himself.
Rhysand rose from his seat, his frantic pacing as he gripped at his hair, laughing, laughing as he sunk to the ground and screamed his next words. “My sister is dead and there is nothing, no amount of apologies, no amount of guilt, no amount of begging that can bring her back. DO YOU HEAR ME SHE IS DEAD!” Stilling, he finally raised his head, his hard gaze set on Azriel, his eyes still shining with tears.
“Get out of my court, Azriel.”
Panic shone in the shadow singer’s eyes. He stepped forward but was met with an invisible wall, Feyre. In Rhysand’s words Feyre had raised the wall to separate Azriel and Elain from the rest of the room, their only route was out…
“I never want to see you, or Elain again. Because if I do I will kill you. I will kill you and cauldron help me I will make you suffer. Get out of my court, find somewhere else who will accept someone who betrayed their mate.”
And with that Azriel and Elain were pushed out of Rhysand’s office, the hallway empty and dark save for both of them, and the only sound was Rhys’s anguished roar that followed.
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A/N: Sooooo how did you like it? :)
Taglist: @kemillyfreitas @going-through-shit @chessebookgirl
#acotar#acotar fandom#acosf#azriel shadowsinger#a court of silver flames#a court of mist and fury#azriel#azriel x reader#azriel angst#high lord rhysand#rhysand acotar#rhys acotar#azriel acomaf#azriel acotar
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HEEHEHEHEHEHEHH
Imagine a cheating azriel and the reader feels the mating bond and it's too much and it drives her mad until she kills herself (reader is rhysand's sister) and then the ending line rhys is grieving and when azriel tried to apologise rhys says "My sister is dead. SHE IS DEAD. And there is nothing you can do about it." oof this might hurt
#acotar fandom#acotar#acosf#azriel shadowsinger#a court of silver flames#a court of mist and fury#azriel#azriel x reader#azriel angst#rhysand acotar
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Screaming, Laughing, Doubling over in my seat.
incorrect sab subtitles part (?/?)
#shadow and bone#shadow and bone spoilers#shadow and bone incorrect quotes#six of crows#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#nina zenik#jesper fahey#wylan van eck#This is Gold#I love this so much#so chaotic
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what's a tumblr influencer? what am i influencing? my mental illness? 😭
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers <3
passing my exams
manifesting passing my exams
music
reading
AZRIEL <3
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Thank you so much for the tag @aroseinvelaris
@thehighladywrites @azrielhours @redbleedingrose @fieldofdaisiies @daycourtofficial
✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING🌈✨
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AWWWWW LOVE YOU TOO GIRL ❤️
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Lucian is literally baby girl. He literally was her rock in the first book. Actively supported her. Everything he did to try and save her. Everything with good intentions. Even when they all insulted him.
LET'S NOT FORGET THEY KEPT HIS PARENTAGE FROM HIM OUT OF ALL PEOPLE. HE STILL DOESN'T KNOW BERON ISN'T HIS REAL DAD.
LET'S NOT FORGET THAT THEY ENCOURAGE ELAIN AVOIDING LUCIEN EVEN THOUGH ALL HE HAS DONE IS TRY AND SHOW HER HE ISN'T A HORRIBLE PERSON.
LET'S NOT FORGET THAT MOST OF WHAT HE'S DONE WAS TO PROTECT HER. WAS WHAT HE THOUGHT WAS BEST FOR THE PEOPLE AROUND HIM PEOPLE HE CARED ABOUT. LET'S NOT FORGET HE HAS NEVER, NOT ONCE, PRACTICED OWNERSHIP OR CLAIM OVER ELAIN.
LET'S NOT FORGET THAT HE LITERALLY STILL HELPED THEM BEST AS HE COULD EVEN THOUGH RHYSAND LITERALLY THREATENED TO KILL HIM ALL THE FRICKING TIME.
LET'S NOT FORGET RHYSAND TOLD TAMLIN, SOMEONE SUFFERING THROUGH DEPRESSION AND WAS PROBABLY AT ROCK BOTTOM, TO KILL HIMSELF.
LUCIEN CAME BACK WITH A WHOLE ARMY. FOUND THE CURSED QUEEN. FOUND PEOPLE TO HELP. HE STAYED BEHIND TO HELP.
ALL HE DID WAS HELP.
AND WHAT DID HE GET FOR IT?
"oh i can stomach his presence"
(I feel like the points above abt lucien are much better)
if you saw me in real life and you said lucien was a villain, you'd see a very particular finger raised.
also honestly Tamlin is such good representation of someone who just hasn't worked through their trauma yet. And he's still trying. He's still fighting. He's done some questionable shit and it cannot be excused but he was trying so hard. I for one know I wasn not a good person when I was still working through my own shit and transitioning out of my own abuse. People take time to heal. And he is just an example of someone who did not have enough people to support and love him.
Feyre used Elain against Lucien and it cause Lucien to abandon Tamlin in a time where he needed Lucien. Needed Lucien to perform his duty to the Spring Court, a court that took him in and shielded him from Beron.
Can you imagine what repercussions he might have faced from Autumn at the time? Do you think Beron would give Tamlin a free pass just because they were neighbours?
He had to watch Feyre die. Does it excuse him locking her up? no. But he didn't lock her up to cage her he wanted to protect her. He was scared. Just like anyone else he was scared. The poor boy was just scared.
Why don't people understand that?
And all he got for trying his best were people saying he was a horrible person for everything. All because he wasn't worshipping the ground Rhysand walked on.
Hating him for what he's done is unfair and it's plain to see that both Lucien and Tamlin were both just people who were trying. They were trying. They were not villains.
(Also Ianthe is a bitch and I hope that she is suffering in whatever hellhole she's in. Poor baby Lucien did not deserve the shit she gave him)
I feel like some of you forget that Rhysand let an innocent human get murdered. “But he took the pain, she didn’t feel it!” She’s still dead babes.
I feel like some of you forget Rhysand forced Feyre into their bargain and then drugged her night after night. “He did it so she didn’t remember the horrors!” Still drugged her hun.
I feel like some of you forget Feyre didn’t hurt just Tamlin by destroying the Spring Court, she destroyed the lives of innocents.
I feel like some of you forget that Feyre used Elain against Lucien when they left spring.
I feel like some of you forget they ended up going through Autumn somewhere Lucien feared and knew he’d be killed on sight because she lied and stole from the summer court.
I feel like some of you forget that Feyre was playing Tamlin and Lucien off against each other.
I feel like some of you forget Amaranta groomed Tamlin and then cursed Prythian when he rebuffed her advances.
I feel like some of you forget Tamlin spent 50 years trying to make it right, sending his friends out to die, friends who went willingly.
I feel like some of you forget Tamlin took Lucien in when he had nowhere else to go, gave him a home and a semblance of family.
I feel like some of you forget Tamlin had his own trauma. “He didn’t check on Feyre and help her with her trauma!” Show me where she did that for him??
I feel like some of you forget how in Rhysand’s attempt to prove he is a “good guy” he cut Tamlin off from speaking, allowed Azriel to attack Eris (maybe they did both deserve it) but what about when he essentially said “You can work with me or I can go into your minds and make you.”
I feel like some of you forget Lucien had endured abuse and loss his whole life and stood by the one person he had even if the decision was wrong.
I feel like some of you forget Lucien and Tamlin were raised to fear Rhysand and yet they still did everything they could to save her. “But she told Lucien she was fine and she sent a letter!” How was Lucien to know Rhys wasn’t controlling her and how were they to know she could read or write? She couldn’t when she left Spring?
I feel like some of you forget Lucien stood his ground when he found Feyre in the woods despite knowing the male that stood with her could kill him with very little effort.
I feel like some of you forget that Lucien didn’t shout that Elain was his mate, he didn’t claim ownership of her, he said it in shock, as if he couldn’t believe that Jesminda wasn’t his mate.
In short, I feel like some of you were very quick to forgive Rhysand and Feyre but you can’t forgive Tamlin and Lucien?
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i’m so frustrated i’m trying to look for this fic where it’s basically the reader eavesdrops on the batboys and they complain abt how clingy their mates are and then whys and cass ask az if he thinks you’re clingy and he says yeah and like you’re like kinda wondering what’s wrong with you and feyre and nests comes along and looks into your memory and they are pissed off and they punish their own mates but they don’t reveal anything meanwhile you decide to distance yourself from azzy and he’s wondering what’s wrong and eventually you reveal you’re eavesdropping and he feels bad and tell you he didn’t mean it. I NEED SOMEONE TO FIND THIS FIC CAUSE I CAN’T.
#acotar#acotar fandom#acosf#azriel shadowsinger#a court of silver flames#a court of mist and fury#azriel#azriel x reader
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