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#/ yknow the more i think about it the more i realize pat would be the 'protagonist' in a sense bc
caemthe · 5 months
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thought of the day:
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pat, who isn't as intense as cú or as odd as dee, but a secret third thing:
a normal person
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slut4sugu · 8 months
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I DONT BITE! — EJIROU KIRISHIMA X FEM!BLACK READER
ʚ 🍓ɞ summary: you were having thoughts about going a bit further in your relationship with Kirishima, who got a cute little surprise later on for being such a good boyfriend <33 ʚ 🍓ɞ including + warnings: modern!au, aged!up characters, kiri is a sweetheart, reader is shy but secretly a freak, thigh riding, makeout session, kinda vanilla at first, blowjobs, somnophilla
Kinktober masterlist . Jersey Luv
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YOU SAT COMFORTABLY NEXT TO EJIROU ON YOUR COUCH AS A CRIME SHOW DIMLY LIT YOUR LIVING ROOM; your parents would have never allowed a boy over, let alone for him to sit so close for his hand to be on your waist. Though as they were away on a cruise you were able to sneak him over for as long as you wanted to without worrying about getting caught. Though the thought of being completely alone with your sweet boyfriend made you feel a little nervous yet curious? You and Kiri have been together for a couple months and have made out various times but the feeling of his big calloused hand rubbing your side up and down comfortingly, and the faint smell of his cologne wafting through your nose was starting to get to you. You tried to tune out your not so innocent thoughts by mindlessly watching tv, but it had been a week since you touched yourself and every glance at your hunk of a boyfriend had your mind racing with dirty thoughts.
You pressed your thighs tighter subconsciously, as you tried to not let your eyes dart down at his great sweatpants. Noticing this kiri dediced to tease you with a random kiss to the cheek. Snapping you out of your thoughts, “You were dazed out for a second there babe, whatcha thinking about?” His flirty voice always managed to drive you up the wall, alongside his cute sharp teeth that would show every time he smiled at you. You told him that you were daydreaming but he didn’t buy it, your mouth was saying one thing but your body was very clearly saying you wanted something. You let out a sigh before revealing the truth, “You know how we always make out but never go the full way? I was thinking about doing something..with you.” It’s amazing how adorable you could be without even realizing it, a soft smile tugged at the redheads lips. “Is that why you kept squirming so much baby?” Kiri held in a chuckle as he saw your gaze drop to the floor, “Maybe.” You muttered as you fiddles with the string of your shorts, the heat between your legs growing more needy by the second. “Cmere baby.” He patted his lap for you to come sit on, hesitantly you did. Your your legs now on either side of his thighs, and your hands on his shoulders.
As you sat on his lap, kiri could see your nipples through your thin v necked shirt and the crease of your breasts from the top of your shirt. Your pretty brown doe eyes were just the cherry on top, they looked at him with such love yet shyness it made him want to ruin you. “Have you been wanting to do something with me for a while now?” One of his big hands snuck up your sides and rested on your waist while the other went up further going under your shirt higher and higher. You shyly nodded yes, eyes flickering to his lips briefly then back up to his red ones. “Can I kiss you kiri?” Your sweet voice was music to his ears, who was he to deny such a pretty thing like you? Kissing those plump soft lips was heaven every time, and hearing your cute moans was a added bonus. He could never say no to you. “You don’t have to ask yknow you can just kiss me.” You muttered a soft ‘okay’ before cupping his cheek and pressing a kiss to his lips, your heart fluttering in your chest as he kissed you back.
The kiss started out soft and sweet but then as minutes passed it turned, hot and needy as your tongues fought for dominance whilst kiris hands roamed all over your body. The feeling of him squeezing the fat of your ass causing a mewl to fall fast your lips, without thinking you grinded your clothed cunt against his thigh. Apologizes were being spewed all around soon after, “Baby, it’s okay. I want you to feel good,” As he peppered kisses on your neck sighs of pleasure filled his ears, “So if you wanna grind on my thigh then you can.” His soft assurance and the further guide of his hands on your hips rocking you back and forth on his thigh, eliciting gasps and moans from you despite your slight unsureness. “Are you sure it’s alright- mfh!”
Capturing your lips in a sweet kiss, your thighs began to shake as your clit grinded on his sweats in just the right way that made your eyes roll back into your skull. Despite the problem poking your thigh Kiri was determined to see your fucked out expression when you cum. Seeing you who was normally shy and quiet, to be: shaking, whimpering, begging quietly for more was such a fucking turn on. He needed to see you cum, he needed to see you loose your mind. So when he sucked hickeys into your brown skin and sucked on that one sensitive spot below your ear you let out a high pitched whine into his shoulder, kiri fought the urge to take you then and there and instead focused on you and not the bulge in his sweats as you started to grind more desperately on his thigh.
An unfimalriar knot in your stomach begin to unfold as your body grew hot and your clit started to throb, the crotch of your shorts now damp as you whined out for kiri, “wan you to kiss me when I..cum.” The sight alone was enough to make kiri loose it, your eyes glossed over with need and lust, your lips puffy and pink- an adorable mess just for him. “God your so cute- cmere.” You pulled yourself flush against body, kiri’s tongue invading your mouth and bouncing his thigh to push you closer to your climax. Which worked because with a few more bumps to your clit had you coming undone in his lap, your vision turned white as you soiled his sweats. Whines and whimpers filled the living room as you rode your high, “Feel good princess?” You hummed in response your head buried in his neck, your shaking legs causing him to let out an airy laugh. “You’re so damn cute, ‘love you babe.”
♡ ♡ ♡
Later that night you lay awake in your bed as kiri slept soundly besides you, thinking about how you didn’t tend to him. Coming up with an idea you pulled the covers off and positioned yourself in between your boyfriends thighs. Thank god he was a heavy sleeper, you adjusted his boxers to be lower enough to allow his cock to be free. Softly you took the length in your small, kissing the mushroom tip before licking stripes up the shaft of his dick. The smell of his musk flooded your nose and you felt your underwear begin to dampen once more. Kiri stirred in his sleep, soft moans and sighs leaving his lips occasionally but never fully waking up.
That’s when you decided to take him in your throat, relaxing it as you took him inside. Using his thighs to support your weight, you began bobbing your head up and down on his shaft once you got used to his girth and length. The taste of his precum was salty yet somewhat sweet? Definitely not that bitter taste your friends seem to describe, “mm baby what are you- oh shiiit.” His eyes widened slightly as they adjusted to the darkness, making out your cute figure between his legs sucking him off at 1am. “You don’t have to do this f’me- mm fuckk.” A whimper left his throat which made you even more set on returning the favor. Sounds of sucking and soft groans filled your bedroom, you pushed yourself further down on his cock until you gagged despite your slight lack of experience. The way your hole clenched around nothing when kiri let out the most pornographic moan you’ve heard, was damn near sinful. You originally were doing this to please him but at this moment of bliss you were doing it to hear more pretty sounds come out of your sweet boyfriend.
“Baby fuck, if you keep sucking so- hah m’ gonna cum soon.” You couldn’t care less about wanting to take it slow at the moment, if you knew he sounded this good when you’d suck him off you’d surprise him sooner. So when you took your hand off if his thigh, and took his and buried it in your hair signaling that you wanted him to pull it a little he lost all composure he had that night. “Baby you sure? ion wanna hurt you.” Nodding you, looked up at your red haired boyfriend who’s lips tugged into a smirk when your eyes practically were begging him to fuck your face. “If that’s what ya want baby, but take it all in your mouth f’me okay?” You nodded once more, moaning on his dick as you felt him grip your curls and force your head up and down on his dick. Curses and groans filled your ears as you toyed with your clit through your panties, your eyes cloudy with hunger as they formed into hearts at the sight of the hot yet adorable mess Infront of you.
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hrtyunjin · 10 months
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AFTERGLOW #010. i wish you would
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🕢 7:30PM
my hearts practically almost jumping out of my chest as i stand in front of the entrance to aespa’s recording studio. i stand outside for a few seconds as i hear footsteps approaching.
“right on time.” karina says as she holds the door open for me. “are your friends on their way?” she asks
“yes they are! sorry, i would’ve came a bit earlier but i was talking with my friends and lost track of time.”
“don’t worry! i think you came at the perfect time.” she says as she sits down in front of the television, patting the spot next to her, gesturing for me to sit there. i sit down next to karina as she puts on our cover, that’s now about to premiere on youtube.
“woah, over 15 thousand people waiting at the premiere…” i say as i bite my lip nervously. karina looks at me and lightly giggles, “hey, i can tell how nervous you are but there’s nothing to worry about.” i look at karina as i slightly sink into my seat. “i know… it’s just, whenever i release a cover it’s a couple of hundred people that watch it. not 15 thousand…”
suddenly the door swings open as i see ningning pop her head into the room. ningning spots me and steps into the room as i see the rest of aespa and my friends behind her too. “hi y/n it’s so nice to see you again!” ningning says as she approaches me. i get up to greet ningning and the rest of aespa. “it’s so nice to see you guys again too!” i smile at them.
“your bestfriends are here too yknow…” yeonjun says as he playfully rolls his eyes at me. “thank you for coming you guys.” karina says to my friends and smiles.
“thanks so much for inviting us. this place looks amazing!” yunjin says as she looks around the place in awe.
“of course!” karina gets up and pulls out a couple of chairs for everyone. “feel free to take a seat guys.”
everyone thanks karina as keeho suddenly speaks up, “how many more minutes now until it’s out now?” he asks. karina quickly looks at the time “exactly 10 more minutes now!”
“wow, so soon!” i say nervously as everyone else laughs. “you got nothing to be nervous about y/n! the covers gonna do amazing!” minjeong says. “easy for you guys to say, you’re used to this! the highest views i’ve gotten was only 1k!” i say as i fidget with my fingers. karina notices and places a reassuring hand on my shoulders. “everything will be fine y/n don’t worry too much! let’s have some fun!” karina says as she gets up to get everyone some drinks.
“it’s about to start!” haewon shouts out abruptly, which causes karina to quickly give everyone their drinks and sit back down.
“the anticipation is killing me!” giselle says impatiently.
suddenly the screen pans to karina and y/n sitting in front of the screen with their guitars in hand.
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🔴 RECORDING
“hi everyone! it’s karina here.”
“and i’m y/n!”
“y/n is a friend very dear to me, and i’m glad i’m able to be doing this cover with her” karina smiles lightly as she adds, “make sure to check out further information in the description below! and without further a-due here is our cover on ‘I Wish You Would by Taylor Swift.’ ”
karina - it’s two am in your car… windows down, you pass my street the memories start…
karina’s voice is like honey to your ears. you want to listen to her forever if you were able to.
karina - and i wish you knew that i’ll never forget you as long as i live…
you don’t realize how drawn you are to karina’s voice until you feel as if you can’t hear anyone else speaking around you.
y/n - and i wish you would knew that i miss you too much to be mad anymore…
you soon realize how in the video the whole time karina is looking over at you, smiling fondly at you, and you start to feel your face burning up.
y/n - you always knew how to push my buttons
karina - this mad mad love makes you come running
both - i wish you would.
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and with that, the cover comes to an end. your friends and the rest of aespa immediately start clapping.
“that was so cute!” ningning exclaims
“you both did amazing.” yunho says smiling.
a few more minutes chit chatting and compliments being thrown to both karina and i everyone decided it’s time to go home and rest.
“you ready to leave, y/n?” yunjin asks me.
karina suddenly speaks up, “i’d like to speak with y/n for a bit, alone.”
yeonjun’s face suddenly lights up, “yeah of course take your time! we’ll be at your dorm waiting y/n!” and with that yeonjun practically shoves yunjin and the rest of our friends out the door, as the door closes behind them.
i look at karina, waiting for her to speak up. “see you did amazing y/n. your voice is really like an angel.” her comment causes me to blush which only makes her lightly laugh. “ah thank you karina… you did amazing too!” she smiles, “you know… i wouldn’t mind doing another cover with you in the future if you’d like.” i smile back at her, “and i’m always free to do anything with you whenever you’d like. but i really should get going now.” “of course! sorry, i would walk you but i have a couple of things to work on.” she replies, “don’t worry! it’s okay good luck with whatever you’re working on!” i say as i leave the recording studio.
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a/n - bye this was so shitty but wtv LMAO. more karina and y/n content up soon 😋😋😋
TAGS - @winterlve @winieter @yoontoonwhs @mightymyo @neuftaeng @nasyu-kookies @yerisdumbass @boohirai @sewiouslyz @kimsgayness @aloneinacity [closed]
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asherthecatlvr · 2 months
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I'm not sure if it is within the rules, but I would beg on my knees for some fluff between a gn(or even male) reader that leads to Levi purring
Platonic would be brilliant but even romantic is fine
Just give some soft attention to the snek boy until his anxiety is extinguished, please
Nobody gives Levi enough love
A Senstive Spot on Levi
Leviathan and Gn!MC
Can be seen as a romantic relationship, not specified
(Levi does have autistic traits in this)
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Being dragged into RAD was probably the worst thing to happen today. Levi had to deal with a meeting right after too! Not to mention the fact that all his brothers shared at least two classes with you and he only had one! He was stuck alone and couldn’t even have his music since Lucifer took it away. It was hell for him!
Classes sucked, they were extremely boring and loud, and the only time it was slightly interesting was in 6th period, which was Potions Class with you. By that time though, he was ready to give up and cry. What’s up with demons trying to talk to him when he wanted to be alone?! Plus the succubi and incubi being loud throughout the entire day.
When the meeting finally happens, Levi looks extremely tired and ready to go home. That quickly ended with a glare from Lucifer though…
Walking back with Levi was a bit weird, he avoids any topics and doesn’t really bother talking to you. Since this extremely out of character, you decide that Levi needs a break! You guys get back home and you leave him be for a bit, and after roughly an hour you come back to his room.
Before you can even knock you can hear small sniffling and hiccups from his room… And him loudly talking to his little friend.
“H-Henry 2.0…!! C-Can you believe what happened today.?? Lucifer is so horrible… *hic* I hate RAD..!!”
Huh. When’s the last time he cried? Well for something reasonable. Not about an anime or a figurine. Not important to you anyway! You knock and you can hear Levi panic a bit, you can hear him moving around the room, probably cleaning up his face to try and get rid of any hint of him crying. Poor him, he doesn’t even realize how loud he was…
“Wh- H-hold on! You guys always come at the worst times…”
After a minute of him trying to make things better and ultimately failing, since you’ve heard him fall and panic even more at least 3 times so far. He finally opens the door and you aren’t sure if he feels better you’re there or if he’s panicking even more.
“…I- Uhm..Do you need something..??”
“Are you gonna let me in or not? I wanna see if you’re okay.”
“I am okay!! i just- i.. just fell, thats all.”
“And cried?? You’ve been through a war im not that stupid.” You walk in and close the door. “Gonna explain why you seemed weird today?”
“Wh- Im not!-“
“Liar.” Grabbing Levis arm, you move him away from the door and you sit down on his gaming chair. “I can see anything going on yknow? You and your brothers gave me that power after doing the most insane shit behing my back.”
“…J-just… School.. RAD just sucks.. Its so loud and i hate it!!”
“…Was that so hard”
“Actually it was. Shut up”
You sigh and point to his bathtub bed, which to this day think is incredibly stupid. Whatever though, if it stops him from falling of beds and hurting himself, you guess its fine.
“..Why are you-“
“Lay down. If it works with your brothers, it’ll work with you.
“…I don’t think i should-“
“Who cares? Lay down and ill make ya feel better.” You get up, clearly tired of his bullshit and you sit on his bed, which you can see some tear marks on his body pillow. Tossing the pillow to the chair, you pat the space next to you.
“Hey my-…ohhhh…” His pale face flushes a bit with a beautiful color of light pink, then sighs and sits next to you. His face flushes into a deeper pink when you lay back and move his head onto your shoulder, scratching his head being gentle with him.
“Feeling better?” You ask after a minute, he nods with his eyes closed, his face still the same shade from a minute ago… He turns into his demon form, and you guess that its just because its more comfortable. Being careful not to accidentally touch his horns, you move to a spot behind the horns and play with his fluffy hair there.
By the time hes asleep, which is just a few seconds after playing his hair, you can hear a small sound.. A deep sound, which freaks you out for a second until you realize it’s extremely similar to a cats purr. Just… extremely more deeper, at least an octave down.
You love Levi a lot, but you have to record this. You pull out your D.D.D and start recording. Lets just hope Levi doesn’t wake up…
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luffyvace · 2 months
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can i request romantic hairo x male reader hcs about how hairo would show affection publicly and privately to the reader, and his love languages?
LOVING!! 🙌🙌 The hairo requests!! Idk why but I just have so many ideas when writing for him??
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💪💖
Showing affection in public is as casual as walking around to him
even if your both guys
like literally, he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it
walking somewhere together? He’s got an arm around your shoulder!
standing there talking to someone? His hand’s resting on your head :3 (in a affectionate way)
watching a movie/anime/show? His arms’ wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer
you go from walking to trudging and he notices your slowing down? He’ll pick you up!
If you don’t mind you probably won’t say anything
and he’ll probably be forgetful as to remembering to ask if you are okay with it
But that’s only because he’s been doing it subconsciously for so long
when he does realize how often he touches you, he’ll go:
”oh!- umm, do you mind me touching you?..like you know? Hugging you and stuff in public? 😅……I forgot to ask..whoops haha 😀”
he doesn’t think twice about how others view it despite gender
your his boyfriend! Why wouldn’t he be able to snuggle up to you wherever as long as you don’t mind??
although I will say some girls at your school (Airua, Teruhashi and chiyo specifically-) think your interactions are adorable ☺️
let’s not act like the whole world hates you folks, because your certainly do have shippers 😂🥰
hairo has been canonly asked out in the past so some girls might go “ohhh he didn’t reject me because I wasn’t enough!- he was gay the whole time!”
LOL
he never really came out right and said his sexuality after you two started dating
but he obviously loves you
Conclusion? He’s never beating the gay allegations
HAHAH
like?? He could be pan? bi?
No. Gay.
- The girls he rejected
anyhow back on topic! Stay with me!
if you do mind when he initiates pda
like I’ve said in previous headcanons he won’t notice at first
you’ll either have to say it verbally or physically express your uncomfortable with it
like yknow? Flashing a quick frown
Smth that’ll send the message of “not here 😬” and he’ll get it
he apologizes in private later on and you two talk out boundaries
he might do it a few more times but do be patient dear, he’s not trying to tick you off! he didn’t realize!
by the way tdlsk seems pretty modern but If any boys think it’s awkward that you two show pda (in the case that it doesn’t bother you) he will lectures them
about how it’s normal/natural to want to display affection to your lover and there’s really nothing to laugh about
again tho the show seems modern so I’m sure you won’t have to go through this unless someone’s immature or smth 🗿
anywho
instead of physical affection you find other ways he can show his love to you to compromise ♥︎
showing affection in private becomes less casual and more intentional
of course he’ll probably do all this in public if you don’t mention being upset about it but like I said he does it subconsciously in public
so stuff like
kissing (anywhere—mainly on the lips)
cuddling (also anywhere—mainly in one of your rooms)
massages (your probably sore from all the sports and working out he makes you join in on—so yeah you get massages)
holding hands (also common in public)
head pats (he often does this when your watching something together)
His mom walking in occasionally happens too 😅💗
she supports, and him and his mom is really close so it’s not awkward! ❤️‍🩹
hairo’s love languages are physical touch, acts of service and quality time
ngl physical touch is pretty explanatory, if you don’t get how he displays this by now go back and read the headcanons because I’ve been talking about that the entire time 🥰(😂)
no but fr tho!! It’s pretty much him just being all over you in wholesome way :)
as for acts of service—ask him to do anything and he will come running
LITERALLY.
because 1) you called him! and he sure is at your beck and call! and 2) exercise 😄
that dude HAND CHOPPED a tree for a school project….why wouldn’t he do 100x more for you..?
so yeah lol basically anything you need he’s got it
definition of a provider mindset 😍
need something physically? He’ll go get it for you.
need something mentally? He’s your shoulder to lean on! 💪
need something emotionally? He’s got some tissues and has ordered ticks to a theme park! 👍
just!- anything! Really! Call out something random and he’ll go get it for you
(insert Haido as the “let me do it for youuu” dog here) LOLL IF YOU KNOW THE MEME YOU KNOW THE MEME SEARCH IT! ITS HILARIOUS
Quality time :)
really he just invites you to every little thing/outing he has
and he’s always texting to see what your up to if he’s not there
(not in a toxic/clingy way my guy a green flag 🗣🗣)
HIS 👏 MOMMA👏 RAISED 👏 HIM 👏RIGHT. 👏
oh your going to the store? What store? he’ll be there! shoppings’ more fun together :)
your going on a walk? He loves exercise!
he’s got tennis practice! You’ll be in the stands right? 💗
he’s going to visit his grandparents wanna come?
he’s got popcorn and movies!!
even just doing nothing!- doing nothing together is wayyy better! He can come over right?
sports is a way of affection.
and that is a fact.
If your in a sport you have no other bigger fan then him
if you run track he’ll run alongside you at this point 😂
Same with being a swimmer
he might as well be in two clubs at once!
you also support him! Maybe not as intense as he does you..(or maybe you do! Idk!)
either way there’s no escaping with sports with him
ngl same with working out
it kinda goes hand in hand so it’s inevitable
he’s a real good motivator tho!
always pushes you to do your best and better!
which isn’t a bad thing!
you could always tell him to play it cool and he’ll tone it down
he will automatically if he sees your in a rough mood 💞
Summary? he wants you to at least work out/play sports with him once or twice a week
especially since he cares about you and exercise keeps you healthy
negotiable right?
im sure it is with how much you love this guy
Hairo>>> I never knew how much I liked this guy til you started requesting for him 😋👍
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mekakitsune · 1 year
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Hiii! I loved reading your dating Mirage headcannons. I've been on a roll with simping and loving him That being said, I'd love HCs of how Mirage would act around his (major) crush on a newer Legend who is kind of oblivious to his care for them... so how do you think he'd act when they get hurt outside of a game?
Thank you so much if you fulfill this request! Your writing is truly admirable <33 take care of yourself and happy holidays!
thank you so much love, you are so kind! luv this request btw, i hope its want u wanted <3
cw: bloody nose mentioned quite a lot, elliot is a mess and so is reader..literally lol
mirage with a legend s/o;
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pray for your squad mates. its painful to watch.
elliot is SO flirty with you in and out of the games, and ofc, you dont see it as anything unusual from the legend. hes like that with everyone....right?
makes it his own responsibility to keep you on your feet in battle, would probably leave someone else to die to come help you.
yeahhh renee was not happy with him after that one
definitely a bet going around to see if elliot will actually spill his feelings. its become quiet the conversation starter among everyone.
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you were training one day, something you all did regularly to stay on top of your game
and it can get pretty intense sometimes. but you all know your limits, thats why you called it quits with a bloody nose and a sore back after sparring with kairi.
she was spewing apologizes left and right, and you reassured her it was all in good fun, and that you were okay.
just as she holds out her hand to help you up, the door to the training room opens, and in comes elliot, ajay and octane not far behind him, in their own conversation.
to say elliot reacted immediately would be an understatement, by his reaction you would think you were sitting here being held at knife point.
"what the hell happened in here! we heard yelling... y/n?! youre bleeding?" he rambled on, not really giving either of you a chance to explain yourselves.
kairi steps aside for a moment only to come back with a small white box in her hand. a first aid kit. god knows how long thats been in here.
she passes the kit to elliot, giving a small grin and says "their all yours." with a pat on the back, before following the other two out the door, she turns back to you to mouth "sorry" with a wink. surely she hadnt...planned that.
it was painfully quiet in the room after that. elliot sits on the floor in front of you, opening up the small box to retrieve some gauze.
he hands it to you to place under your nose, and you take it quickly, not wanting to ruin the gym floor or your clothing any further.
hes quiet again, and you look past your hand to see him staring at you.
"she got you good, huh?" he said, with what could only be described as a pout.
"its just a bloody nose elliot...im gonna be okay." you said lightly, trying to ease the tension. he grins and shakes his head
"i know that. it...it just freaks me out to see people i care about get hurt, yknow." he said looking away
you let out a small laugh at his statement. "aw..you care about me? what happened to "dont get close to anyone"? you reminded him of what he said to you when you first came to the base.
while his advice rang true in a place like this, you couldnt help but share his feelings.
"you have...no idea" he said softly, looking at you again. you are only now realizing how close you two are, his face mere inches away from your own.
a few more moments go by, and he finally breaks the silence again.
"can i say something?" he askes, sounding nervous.
"of course" you respond curiously.
"i really want to um...i really want to kiss you right now..." he said, cheeks flushed. "i mean only if you want to i dont want to ma-"
you cut him off with a laugh. he looks horrified honestly and it only makes you giggle even more.
"normally, id say go for it. but im kinda bleeding from my nose right now" you giggled as you watched his face turn even redder.
"yeah! yeah right...i knew that....obviously....whatever, lets go get that cleaned up yeah?" he said, obviously trying to change the subject. you giggled again and got up to follow him out of the gym.
"hey elliot?"
"..yeah?" he turned to you
you stood up a little bit taller to place a kiss on his cheek. stepping back you take in the shocked look on his face
"thats for helping me, and if you really wanna kiss me, wait till im not a bloody mess, yeah?" you grinned at him.
he groaned, turning around to walk out, but you knew he wanted you to follow him.
"i hope you realize what you do to me." he says to you with a grin. "but i will take you up on that...if its okay" hes still unsure. you take that as a sign to slip your hand into his.
"if it wasnt okay, i wouldnt be letting you waste your time on something like a bloody nose yknow" you laughed lightly, hoping to ease both yours and his nerves.
"cant have you like, bleeding out to death." he remarks, keeping his hand in yours. you laugh at his comment.
"wouldnt wanna let me die without that kiss huh?"
he groans again, but you dont miss the shy smile on his face.
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hello mutual jennie natjennie im thinking rn like can you imagine if all the ghosts that had been there when cap was alive didn’t really pay him much attention bc they were all more occupied doing their own thing or thought some other soldier was more interesting or whatever. and then he died and they all realized oh shit this guy has a lot going on and they should have paid attention to what he was doing when he thought no one else was around bc there’s no way he’s telling them anything now. i don’t know where i’m going with this but like. you know
OUUUUGGHGGHHHH that's sooooooooo sad because like. I always forget that a lot of them were around for whoever else's death until it's really explicitly pointed out like fanny telling her story and thomas going "I did know all that, I was there" and the thomas thorne affair with everyone's different recollections of how it happened and the quick scene in perfect day when pat remembers his death but this time the ghosts are there and all wince like. it's hard to reconcile the ghosts as Ghosts in the past, that they've been here in roughly the same state through everyone else that has passed yknow within their timeline. kitty is kind of iffy because everyone seems to know that she's touchy about her sister and it's not wise to talk about her past, but no one outright takes over narrating for her or giving their own perspectives so it's hard to say if they definitely bore witness to her life but.
if the captain just. didn't get that at all. no one knew or noticed or payed attention. that makes everything so much more tragic because then NO one knows him. all those little things that make someone human, the things that only family and loved ones get to see, your quirks and your habits when you're alone and truly yourself. things that you would share with people you trust. NO ONE has shared that with him. because if the ghosts are around then there's always this little seed of hope, right like. when I said a nice word to my plant, someone noticed and cared and it made someone a little happier. or when I tripped and busted my ass it was embarrassing but it hurt and maybe someone felt bad for me in another plane. but if they straight up ignored him. he has nothing to show for his life. I mean we have no knowledge of a family or friends. other than havers but I can't get into that right now. so like.. no one in his life ever got close to him to feed that little spark of humanity. and then no one on this constant other plane of people noticed him either!
the idea that the ghosts don't say anything about cap's life not because they're respectful of his privacy but. because they don't know. and in all those years no one has tried to learn anything about him. they stay silent about the bomb and the letter and his time on the front and his military experience because they didn't care to pay attention to it.
it all just feeds so much into the fact that we are defined by our connections to each other and the idea that humans are social creatures and that like "these are my ribs- as defined by your reaching" or whatever that poem says. I mean. we become who we are because of our reflection in others. names are sounds other people use to get our attention. and he doesnt fucking have one.
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If you're taking the fluff asks, how about D, T, M, I, and E for shrios?
Devoted - how do they show they're serious?
By choosing life.
Things definitely like. Develop & they're into each other during the mission, it's only post-Omega 4 that either Shepard or Thane starts really like... truly acknowledging the weight of things. In the AU I'm working, it's Thane who takes the first step - the way I plan on playing things, I'm saving LotSB and Arrival for after the 'main' game, and LotSB sees Thane get hurt enough that he finally makes the call to stop for a while and get some help and see if he can't unfuck a decade of pointedly refusing more than symptom management (he'd actually spoken to both Miranda and Mordin privately before this to know if there were even options to consider, too, lol).
Adrian's end is a little trickier to notice tbh - but it's in when she's willing to discuss ideas about even like, a year into the future. Places she'd like to go. The fact she'd even talk about retiring from the Alliance, when before, she'd seen herself staying part of it until it killed her. Probably the strongest sign though, was her working to ensure some of her assets would go to Kolyat, in the event of her death - big move, from someone who never factored kids into their life, yknow?
Enchanted - what first caught their eye?
Honestly, the eyes play a strong part for both of them 😂
Adrian's end tbh was like - it's hard for her to recognize if she's experienced romantic feelings, but she absolutely knows if she's Into Someone or not - and her reaction to Thane was enough to warrant a note on her medical file because Mordin believes in keeping good track of any outlier readings 😂 Thane was gorgeous and the way he moved was almost mesmerizing - and Adrian was well and truly Gone the second she met his eyes lol. She's absolutely 'no arguing with people with eyes so dark they're almost black, whatever you say beautiful'.
Thane, meanwhile, knew Shepard by reputation and scattered reports - but seeing a dead hero in the flesh would make anyone pause, particularly when that first glimpse also has her smack-dab in the glory of Illium's sunrise. But it was her patience that registered most, the way she pulled her squad back and allowed Thane his prayers.
(And when Thane later thinks back on the experience, he realizes he was trying very, very hard not to read too much into things. Because there he was, on a mission he fully expected to end in his death, only to be intercepted by someone who /held/ his target's attention so he could finish the job, by someone whose eyes were lit gold in the sunrise.
The gods can be... /clever/ like that, sometimes.)
Intimate - what kind of dates do they like?
So you have a galaxy renowned assassin, and Commander-Goddamn-Shepard, what's their date night like?
Boring as goddamn fuck 😂 At least in some eyes.
They enjoy going to museums and botanical gardens, Adrian absolutely makes an aquarium one happen.
Buuuut also some folks swear up and down, hand to god, cross their heart(s) and hope to die, the two can occasionally be found dancing at small-scale clubs or venues when the music's right. (Absolutely ridiculous - everyone knows Shepard can't dance!)
(not that that stops her)
Memory - what's their favorite memory together?
Hard to say, but in terms of a shared one...
Possibly what is retroactively recognized as their first date - a trip to the Citadel, where Thane paid a visit to the temple, and would Shepard like to come along?
(Vague? Yes - only because I plan on writing it one day 😂)
Thoughtful - what small things do they do for each other?
They've got each other's favorite preparations of tea (& for Thane, coffee) down pat and often have it ready for the other. Adrian also takes a fair bit of pride in learning how to cook, and often uses her sleepless early mornings to put together something nice. Thane, meanwhile - he's not the photographer Adrian is, but he does start taking some, to better preserve and share things with her. (He also, during the events of ME3, has the fishtank VI sent to the Normandy.)
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umbralundertaker · 2 years
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ONE character analysis via classpecting: part two. This time with feedback from the first post ❤️
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I love these takes on Liam! Liam definitely seems like a Knight of Void to me. Knights tend to have a vibe of being against change and upholding the status quo so to speak, until they realize the status quo is not good and they seek to change it.
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I really really enjoy Bryce as a Doom player, he was probably the first one I thought of an aspect for. I don't really know about him being a Rouge though? I get what you're saying, but I feel like his character does not lean enough into the 'taking Doom from others' part enough.
He could be a Rouge or, get this, also a Knight! He and Liam are definitely the most integral characters, so them having that similarity would be very cool, it'd be a point of contention and a point that brings them together. Otherwise, a Sylph or a Seer/Mage could maybe fit him?? but I don't have proof for that so.
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That last screenshot is not from my first classpecting post, it's from a different post (that I actually linked in the first post lol) also about Amelia's tendency to be treated like she doesn't matter.
I think Amelia being a Page is a good idea, though to fully lean into her Jadecoding she could also be a Witch. The activeness of her class and the passiveness of her aspect really match with her wanting to assert herself and to matter, while the narrative looks her in the eye and says no. I think I've decided on Page but I believe that her as a Witch deserves a fair chance.
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Hrmm but Time is such a swag aspect!! The vibes yknow!!!
Though, Airy being so ineffectual matches with Breath players' unflappability... how the plot just kinda pushes him around to wherever and is met with little to no resistance... the fact that even the small things he does have large consequences... but Time is just as good!
But a Thief... Thieves being a middlingly active class but still very stubborn... the utter completeness in which he steals these peoples freedom to the point where even if they leave the plane they never feel truly free... god okay you've sold me. Again though I feel like Bard deserves an honorable mention.
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I certainly understand what the first screenshot is saying... but I feel like Muse still fits Stone better. My friend also made a good post about master classes here if you wanted to check it out.
The second screenshot has it down pat. The master classes are intertwined with the plot, they are the flesh and blood of the narrative, the scaffolding of the show. Taking from Caliborn and Calliope, master classes are more narrative devices than people. That fits Stone to a T. (The cherubs also have very strong personalities as just characters divorced from the plot, but thats a post for another time)
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Life Charlotte is good, but Heart Charlotte is better! What the first screenshot said about the Life aspect also applies to Heart, so I like it. Also, Heart players are notably related to relationships and connections between people, and that is definitely a big part of Charlotte's character.
Seer is the perfect aspect fer her, from her thinking she knows best to also learning from her mistakes... I couldn't think of a better classpect for her.
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No comment, other than this is a great reading of the Rage aspect. I really agree, Stella is a Sylph of Rage.
I am rethinking Breathbound Owen a bit. It's hard to get a grasp on him since he appeared like twice. Maybe Hope or Life would fit him as well?
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Sounds good.
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As for Julien... you understand my vision... Mind is the opposite of Heart, the aspect of relationships, so Mind could also feasibly be defined as an aspect of loneliness. As for his class erm um what about him as an Heir? I like him as an Heir. Its ironic cause he inherited loneliness and got to be in a situation where all he had was himself (his mind).
That's all on this episode of ONE Theory. I'd love to hear yalls opinions on these classpects and ones of other characters I haven't mentioned.
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triciaofsteel · 8 months
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South Park romance hcs, except I’m Aroace and don’t know the first thing about romance
(this whole thing is a slash jay, also aged up cuz like???? Duh???) edit: bro I started working on this at around 2 am and then I blinked and now it’s 3 am what the scallop
Edit 2: ok cool I just figured out how to put the read more thing that’s pretty nifty
Also sorry if any of these feel ooc it is WAYYY too late for my mind to process anything rn it’s mush these are just the bits and pieces that I’ve picked up from the slop
I only have Kyle, Leslie, Stan, Clyde, Kenny, and Bebe for now but I’ll like.. edit it later I guess, later when I get more brainworms (also totally not self projecting onto them. Yes I know I’m a total loser)
Kyle: ASEXUAL KYLE CANON ASEXUAL KYLE CANON!!! /srs HES LITERALLY ME 
-Has realllyyy big problems with expressing emotions aka feelings in general it’s an autism thing (like Craig) 
-Which also makes him all weird with like physical contact n stuff?? “Get ur dirty paws offa me” typa shit
-ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO STUFF LIKE POKING/PRODDING!! He will probably sucker punch just about anyone who gets close and honestly, not feel sorry about it (I wouldn’t either)
-love language is…. Nothing. Lmao
-jkjk it’s probably some shit like gift giving??? But like, in a different way than you think. Just think about that one “can I just do your laundry someday” scene, but instead of laundry it’s homework. what is that love language called someone please tell me I actually have no idea what I’m talking about.
-he thinks about stuff logically a lot of the time, which is why he’ll like NEVER pick up on any hints whatsoever. 
-the more I write the more I realize I’m making him sound too much like Craig. Uh
-what is love (baby don’t hurt me..)
-if he EVER does confess, (he won’t.) he’ll probably do it in your like, insta/facebook dms, there is NO way this mf is actually gonna ask someone out face to face
-absolutely despises the idea of uhhh. Yknow. Jacking it in San Diego. WHY???? BECAUSE TRANSMASC KYLE!!!!!!! This is actually canon I’m Matt and Trey.
-he will not make exceptions because he’s in love or whatever (he’s not) you still gotta keep up ur side bc he’s not entirely head over heels!!! He’s not!!!(I think he’s learned his lesson from Leslie)
-single kyle: “bro I hate relationships so bad bro couples need to shut up fr”
-double Kyle: “bro I hate relationships so bad bro I need to shut up fr”
-I feel like he’d be the type to not be able to distinguish platonic feelings from romantic feelings. Why? Because me
-you HAVE to be direct with him because he’ll never be able to figure out anything otherwise. Ur sad? Tell him ur sad. Wait actually don’t he has no idea how to comfort ppl
-best he can do is an awkward pat on the back and a mumble “it gets better…?” 💀 or, if he’s pissed, “wtf am I supposed to do abt that”
-if someone confessed to him first, it would probably go something like this
“I love you”
“???? Are you being /srs or /j???”
or
“I love you”
“Wow haha that’s so silly never say that again”
or maybe even just a straight up “ew” 💀
-Cupid (Twin Ver)
Leslie!!!
-Leslie is actually Lesbian + aroace oriented . I don’t make the rules sorry, tho the aroace part is more dominant, it’s more like aroace + lesbian oriented
-similar thing with Kyle, but instead of being rude/straightforward about it, she’ll either gaslight you or do this:
“oh, you love me? That’s so funny!! I do too :3”
“Really?”
“yeah!!!”
“Does that mean we can date???”
“What? No!!! I meant that I also love me.”
“…”
“stupid bitch”
-I love her
-was torn between making her lesbian and making her aroace so fuck it we both
-I think she hates men (I do too /j)
-typa girl to run around breaking people’s hearts for the pure fun of it (Michael Jackson reference???)
-she thinks love is a joke. Like genuinely.
Stan:
-…
-I genuinely don’t know how I’m supposed to characterize this guy
-he canonically jacks it in San Diego so that’s something I guess
-his dog was gay you guys
-bi
-rly hope ur ok with being vomited on (I am not)
-just think of the PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE thing
-gets rly defensive whenever anyone asks him about Wendy
-responds with 👍 or “k” to confessions
-would probably be a discord kitten for nitro /j
-Cupid (jack stauber)
Clyde:
-This man is ALSO bi
-hey 😏 what’s going on 😏
-love language is giving discord nitro /j
“I love you”
“I’m so sorry bro”
-I saw someone say that being bi and single is like playing on both sides of a sports team and still losing. Yeah that’s him, L rizz 😂😂🤣🤣🤣
-this bitch has both Tinder AND Grinder and still remains lonely
-probably because he starts off EVERY conversation with a terrible ass pick up line
“hey bbg sorry I gave you lice but relationships are all about sharing everything with each other😍😍😍”
-PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE thing, but it’s with EVERYONE
Kenny
-there are two types of people, people who say that Kenny is “the straightest kid in South Park” and people who know the TRUTH
-this man is the biggest slut ever
-wasn’t he a prostitute once
-Relationship red flag: he once ate an entire banana with the peel on during a date. Partner horrified, broke up like a day later
-honestly, there’s not much to say, it’s literally kenny
“what’s your love language”
“money”
“MONEY???? BRO AINT NOBODY SPEAK 💴💴💸💶💶💸💎💎💸💵💷💎💰🪪💰💰💶💳🪪”
(it’s actually physical contact but we don’t talk about that)
Bebe
-I love lesbians!
-omni maybe? (Girl leaning)
-Unfortunately scared of relationship commitment
-I’m pretty sure she’s been hit up on multiple times, every time she ghosts/friend zones them
-Has a long distance relationship with Clyde despite living in the same town??
-would probably leave a guy in a restaurant and make him pay the bill
“damn, look at that ass!! 😍😍”
-I feel like she listens to pinkpantheress and maybe coco and Clair Clair
-love language is shoes
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(Personal, discussion of romantic feelings under the cut but nothing serious, I will probably delete)
My still kind-of-current crush got a girlfriend and I’ve now met her (spent a couple hours w/them both in a group setting, she seems cool) so the reality of that is starting to chip away at my feelings for him and of course, because I am like this, my crush feelings are like a bee swarm looking for their next place to build a hive
So tell me why I had a call internally route to me at work (it rolls back over to us sometimes) and I recognized the voice of the person and the name but only after realizing they were using our outbound script, so when I told him “sorry you circled back to us” like normal WHY did he then say “I thought I recognized your voice” and WHY did that make me feel GIDDY
And now I can’t get it out of my head!! It’s been weeks since this happened!! I’m in hell!!
It’s so bad anytime I end up communicating with him I get that stupid little rush out of absolutely nothing more than him acknowledging I’m alive, please I’ve had enough
I think because relationships are still ✨ mysterious ✨ to me I can’t get out of this cycle, latching onto one person’s perceived attention regardless of any reality involved bc I’m still puzzling out What It Would Be Like. if I could just get into one mediocre relationship long enough that the luster wears off, perhaps I could stop getting myself ensnared. But yknow how it is. Mortifying ordeal and all. Taking pictures. Being ace.
In semi-related news I’ve been making friends with a girl I usually sit near at work and she’s been telling me about her Boy Trouble. And it’s been like looking back at my college self and seeing the way I used to think about relationships and even not-relationships reflected back at me. And if I have nothing else going for me, I at least am not in that mindset anymore!
I want to pat this girl’s shoulder and tell her “These expectations… they’re unreasonable…” But also it’s just been kinda fun once again being someone people vent their romance woes to with zero experience to justify my input
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willbyersprotector · 2 years
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how I want vol 2 to go:
Mike notices Will gets a nosebleed and remembers Max had one
honestly I want the cali gang to head to Hawkins without El and then the russia gang finds out El was taken and they save her instead so we get taht Hop and El reunited again moment
I don't know how I want the creel house storyline to go because I think the duffers are doing good with it, I just want more cali gang and byler lol so nothing there rn
some sweet friendship moments between Mike and Will as they go to Hawkins, and those [tender, emotional music playing] glances to hint at byler
they get to Hawkins and get filled in on vecna and Will gets scared now because yknow... he's traumatized as fuck so venca is gonna go crazy for that
the convo between byler in Hop's cabin... I'd love for it to be a confession but I also think it would be good just to be another tender and emotional moment between them, maybe hinting a bit to Mike's feelings
Dustin or Lucas says happy birthday to Will and Mike's face drops because he forgot and he totally had a gift and everything
a parallel to Will grabbing the painting maybe Mike grabbing the mix tape from his room
Eddie meeting Will and mentioning Mike talks about him a lot and maybe he sees how Will looks at Mike and is like "ah he's gay" nd pats him on the back
Will gets vecnad obviously and I saw someone say how they thought it would be cool if we didn't realize it till later, like it looks normal but slowly we realize that he's vecnad, idk who said that but I think that would be cool
obviously I want the swing scene to be in his nightmare thing, and how he's into Mike but also I wanna see some of his experience in the upside down, I really wish they had shown us that in season 1 more
Mike tries to get Will to come back by playing the mix tape but that doesn't work so he tries to talk to him to get him to come back and I don't think he will realize by then that he's gay, maybe he's starting to get confused about all that but I need him to say something like "I can't lose you" or even "let's start a new party together, just us, just don't go"
and don't we all know that Will doesn't catch a break so I also think the lyrics to Running Up That Hill mean something and he has a connection with the mind flayer and the upside down so what if Will switches places with Vecna or something and gets stuck in the upside down again and that's how seasom 4 will end
I don't care if he's suffering as long as he's alive and like... a main character again
also maybe a parallel to Joyce giving the letter to El at the end of season 3 with Jonathon giving the painting to Mike and Mike sees it and then realizes that Will likes him and then maybe Heroes is playing and Mike flips over his mix tape and it says "Love, Mike" and the season ends
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mossyythoughts · 2 years
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You’re So Hypocritical.
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Who needs romantic emotions anyways…?
W/ Venti ❤️
CW: Internalized Arophobia, General Venti/Mondstadt storyline spoilers (?), Feeling hopeless/useless/unwanted, low self-worth, LMAO PROBABLY SPELLING MISTAKES IM TIRED
Reader extras: Aromantic! Reader (Romance neutral/repulsed I think???)
Gender neutral- pronouns used (You, They, Them)
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You were completely fine being by yourself!
You constantly reminded yourself that your platonic bonds were just as important as romantic ones, and that your current platonic bonds were stable.
It’s not like they would just up and leave you for a romantic relationship.
You were completely fine with your platonic relationships because you trusted your friends because they trusted you!
Your platonic relationships were completely, and utterly stable!
So why were you upset right now?
Upset might be too harsh of a word. You just… Realized something you didn’t before.
You don’t want to have people ask you out- because it would be awkward to explain your lack of romantic emotions in general.
It would be such an odd experience for them if they didn’t even know that existed. It’s one thing to get rejected, but another to get rejected because they don’t feel romantic emotions.
You wouldn’t be stuck in a weird position if nobody ever confessed to you!
But…
At the same time…
Did that also mean you were unwanted…?
Thinking about it logically- maybe people just knew you were aromantic and decided not to confess. It would save you both some time anyways.
However… Does that mean that nobody sees you as a romantic candidate? What’s wrong with you…? Surely someone might want to pursue a romantic relationship with you, right??
Right…?
Walking along the path to the Windrise tree, you were hoping to just get some fresh air. Hoping that a certain bard might’ve clocked in early.
But as you neared, the soft strum of a lyre informed you that your thoughts were completely irrational- considering it seems like this menace never sleeps.
Softly groaning, you didn’t want to back down. It would be quite embarrassing to have him watch you approach the tree and then immediately leave after senseing his presence.
“Seems like someone’s out late.” He giggled, his eyes fluttering open, half lidded.
“Hello, Venti.” You wave, trying to put on a less distressed attitude.
“What’s brought you out here so late?” He welcomed you, patting the place next to him and looking toward you expectantly.
Waltzing over to side beside him, you plopped down next to him.
“Thinking about some things.” You say, ominously yet honestly.
“Well, care to share?“ He says cheekily, his eyes closing once more.
“It’s sort of a rant if you’re willing to listen.” You sigh.
“The winds always listen.” He chuckled, strumming his lyre haphazardly.
“Well… I just noticed that… I probably won’t be asked out, romantically that is.” You side eye him, watching his reaction carefully.
His eyes remained closed, yet he hummed for you to continue.
“Which is great for me! That’s a whole lot less explaining to do, considering yknow… Aromantic.” You giggle dully.
“But you’re upset about that.” He finished, already semi-senseing the problem here.
“Yes” You groan out angrily.
It was silent for a moment as you regained your thoughts.
“I’ve been told from such a young age that having someone love you romantically means that you’re wanted in someone’s life. That they care so intensely about you that they want to marry you, or… Something, I don’t know…” You mumbled, getting embarrassed.
Saying this out-loud made you feel stupid. This was such an idiotic thing that made you upset.
“I just want to… know what it’s like.” You whisper out pitifully. You hadn’t even realized you whispered that out at first.
“I know I wouldn’t reciprocate those feelings, but the thought of someone seeing me in that type of pure, romantic light makes me feel like the world hasn’t abandoned me.”
“That maybe I wasn’t as broken as I thought, that someone saw me as a regular person, with regular emotions… Regular, romantic emotions…” You sigh out.
“And it hurts, just a tad bit. Because I don’t want people seeing me in a romantic light because I know it would only hurt them in the long run- but feeling wanted? Wanted in the way that people have said is so fulfilling and amazing and… and…” You try to explain once more.
You suddenly plop your head down on Venti’s shoulder, bringing your knees to your chest as you stare up toward the starry sky.
“I want to feel wanted, romantically because that’s what the world told me. That being a good romantic partner means someone cares for you. But… I don’t want that. I don’t want to be a romantic partner.”
“It’s like… I want random people to think that I’m super attractive and would be a great romantic partner and then forget about me in like 2 days…” You mumble out in distress.
“But I don’t want to lose platonic relationships because of romantic emotions, I just want people to view me as someone who they would want to date, but never actually… Date me.” You say, a dull hum of emotions residing in your chest.
“Isn’t that selfish? That I want to be perceived as attractive, and wanted but I don’t want anyone to actually do anything with their emotions? That’s such a selfish thought.” You had already came to the conclusion.
You just needed Venti to agree.
It was selfish of you to want such a thing, honestly shows how unstable you feel about yourself and your platonic bonds.
“…You’re emotions are so valid.” He says after a moment.
You turn your head slightly to see his eyes open, looking toward the grass down below.
You weren’t expecting that answer.
You were expecting him to ridicule you for those idiotic thoughts. That you technically were unwanted.
“You have grown up knowing that being wanted means that someone seeks you out as a romantic partner. So having to rewire that from your mind is going to take a long time. A long time of you trusting your platonic relationships and yourself.” He said quietly.
“You want to feel like someone finds you suitable so that you know you’re fitting in, but also you realize that you don’t want that. You just want to know that you’re fitting in, without anyone actually making a move.” He had slight realization in his voice.
“It sucks.” You mutter.
“I have to unlearn everything to accept myself. People will look at me like I won’t ever find fulfillment because I don’t have a romantic partner and I just… Hate it.”
“…Well. If it makes you feel any better, you’re wanted in my life.” He whispered.
“And it might not feel like much, considering I’m just one person in your life, but you matter so much to me.“
And while you understood the emotion you felt, you couldn’t form it into coherent words.
The feeling of overwhelming sadness mixing in with an overarching happiness swarmed in your chest as you tried to thank him.
You were so sad that you wouldn’t feel what everyone else felt, so upset about it, actually.
Upset that you probably would be deemed unwanted and not useful.
But you were happy that someone wanted you.
Someone, in this seemingly Archon-less world, wanted you.
And not romantically- thank the Archons. They wanted you platonically.
Venti is your best friend.
More than a best friend, your soulmate you thought.
You couldn’t find the words, felt like whatever you said wouldn’t equate to how much calmness Venti just gave your heart and mind. So you decided to just sit in silence.
You were going to be alright.
Because now you are looking forward to the time ahead for when your mind has accepted that you don’t actually need romantic attraction.
You had came to terms with the fact that you don’t have it, but you haven’t let go of the thought of needing romantic attraction to be happy.
But right now you’re with your best friend.
Who wants you in his life.
So for the time being, you’re just hanging out with your best friend, under the Windrise tree, counting stars.
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hello readers!! i have returned!! i’m not going to be posting as much as i was before because school teehee 💔 but yknow, i’m back!
nd why not bring myself back with some aromantic content, hmm?? i love writing about aromantic content because i can either show the absolute trust and fulfillment from platonic bonds or talk about how isolating of an experience it is!
many people focus on romantic content because people feel like they have to get a partner, but i’m here to feed all the aromantic people who read fics for the comfort and vulnerability that romantic relationships bring, and show people that hey! platonic relationships can do this too,,,!!
and yknow i’ve got a soft spot for a certain bard ^^
WHICH I GOT RECENTLT AND MAXED HIM OUT WOOOO
but yeah i’m back and doing better ❤️
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h0nkch0c0late · 2 years
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Miguel Diaz
SPOILERS FOR SEASON 4!!!
Summary: after the drunk situation with Johnny, Miguel didn't know what to do. So, he goes over to his best friend's house, not only making him feel better, but helping him realize that she's so much better than Sam.
Y/n sat on her couch, eyes on her phone as a random show played on the TV, more as background noise for the girl. It had been a long day, and she was glad she could have the night to herself.
That is, until she heard a knock on her door. She walked over to it, wondering who would have the audacity to come over at such a late hour, with her home alone and vulnerable, might I add. She opened it, and all her previous thoughts left her brain as she stared at the person in front of her.
It was Miguel. His hair was a mess, he smelled like beer, his eyes were red and poofy, his clothes slightly tattered. He was a mess. She immediately let him inside, closing the door behind him and sitting him on the living room couch.
She sat beside him, facing him. "Miguel? What's wrong?"
"Its-its sensai." He stuttered out quickly, it almost seemed like he was going to burst out again.
"Johnny? What did he do?" She gently grabbed Miguel's hands into her own.
"I-I walked into his apartment and I found him lying on the floor with a whole bunch of beer bottles scattered around him and he just-he was a drunk mess and i-i brought him to his room and we were having this moment and-and..." he ranted, stumbling over some of his words as he shook.
"And what?"
"He called me Robby. I know he was drunk and I know he didn't mean it but it still hurt a-and I don't like how he's been treating me so differently recently ever since he started seeing my mom and I'm just so-I don't know what to do." He broke, the tears he tried so hard to keep in poured down his cheeks as Y/n pulled him in for a hug.
He wrapped his arms around her waist, his face nuzzled in between her neck and shoulder as he sobbed. One of her arms wrapped around him as the other came around his shoulder, holding him closer to her.
"It's gonna be okay, Miguel. It's going to be fine." She whispered as she gently rubbed his back in a soothing motion, "you're just as good of a son as Robby is. You may not be Johnny's biological kid, but you're still his kid. Im sure he's only treating you differently because he just wants to protect you, make sure you aren't hurt. You'll just have to talk to him about it."
Miguel stayed silent as he listened to her encouraging and reassuring soft words, calming down as she held him.
It stayed like that for a couple more minutes until Y/n felt the tears stop. She slowly pulled away from him, "do you feel better?"
Miguel gave her a small smile, "yeah, yeah a lot better."
She patted his shoulders before grabbing one of his hands again, "out of everyone you could have gone to, why me? I mean, I'm sure Sam would've had a better affect-"
"Yeah, but kisses aren't the thing I need right now...right now I just need comfort and with Sam...she has her own problems to deal with and I don't want to be one more added to the pile." He explained, his eyes looking down at their intertwined hands. "And with everyone else...I don't know."
Y/n tilted her head, a small and gentle smile appearing on her face, "well, I'm glad you think I'm the best choice for comfort. If you want to stay the night here, you can. Just so you don't have to face Johnny in the morning, if you so wish."
Miguel looked back up at the girl, her hand squeezing his own in reassurance. "That sounds like a good idea. I'll just...text my mom so she doesn't worry."
"Of course. The guest bedroom is just down the hall if you want to sleep there but if you want to stay on the couch, I could stay with you? Yknow, as an extra cushion?" You could see the sight blush appearing on her cheeks as she suggested it.
"I would like the company, but you really don't have to." He told her.
Y/n shrugged, "as one of your best friends, it is my duty to make sure that you're okay. I'm gonna go grab a blanket, so just get yourself settled, okay?"
Miguel nodded as she got up from the couch, going to a closet and pulling out a blanket, along with an extra pillow as Miguel sent a text to his mom, then putting his phone face down on the coffee table.
"Alright, I got the essentials so we aren't cold as balls sleeping here tonight." She mused as she sat down, then moved her body so she was lying down in between the couch cushions and Miguel. He slowly laid down beside her as she put the extra pillow down.
She pulled the blanket over the both of them as they settled down, Miguel's back against her chest as she slipped her arm around his waist, pulling him closer to make sure he doesn't fall off of the couch. "TV on or off?" She asked.
Miguel found comfort in the silence of the living room, the only noises being Y/n's few quiet whispers and the TV playing a random show. "Leave it on?"
"Alright." Is all she said as she kept her arm tightly around him, "If you need anything, feel free to wake me up any time." She told him as her eyes fluttered shut.
"Will do." He responded quietly as he could hear her soft breathing slow down, indicating that she had fallen asleep.
Miguel stared at the TV, one of his hands unconsciously holding on to the one that Y/n had around his waist.
He felt safe and secure in her arms. Something he hadn't exactly felt with Sam for a while. His thoughts drifted towards his girlfriend, and they weren't exactly positive.
With Sam, the least she would do in this situation would start kissing him, maybe even cuddle. She wouldn't reassure him that Johnny didn't mean it, and she sure as hell wouldn't have made the situation better. For fuckssake, he was even starting to question if she even actually loved him. He even started to question if he still loved her or not.
With Y/n, he felt like he could tell her anything and she would listen, and only listen. She wouldn't tell him what to do, she wouldn't cut him off and tell him that he'll get over it, she wouldn't even try to make the situation about herself. She was the most selfless person he knew, and man, he could easily say that he might just be in love with her.
And you know what? He didn't worry about anything else that night. So what if he broke up with Sam? She would have found out a way to make his situation about herself anyway. Sure, Daniel LaRusso would probably be pissed at the fact that Miguel would be breaking her heart for the second time, and yeah, maybe it'll cause a huge fight between their friends. But at this moment, nothing mattered.
Nothing except for her and her comfort mattered.
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I will always make Sam the villain of every story because she literally is. We don't like Sam here. We hate her, actually. Anyways so I hope you enjoyed this somewhat horrible fic I finished writing and publishing at almost 1 in the morning lol. Also, big preesh to @bigtimesexhaving for supporting this idea akswhnen4.
Also to my bestie @goodeisntevil I miss our little talks on discord pls Bae I wish our time zones weren't so different 💔
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harvardhaugland · 2 years
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Requesting this for a friend, I wss thinking maybe you could do kapkans reaction to realizing he has a crush on the reader?.
(My addition: he goes to chanka for advice and instantly regrets it bcs the advice is kinda...dad advice, and hes being not very subtle about it either and so hes making kapkan cringe a little bit.
Yknow that embarassing dad ? That!)
Thank you!! And please take your time!.
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kapkan (reader is gn!)
a/n: (9 reqs in the inbox now. didnt want to let all that pile up, so ive closed off any reqs for now!!! realized that i’ve got a lot more than i can handle rn so 😭😭 i also wrote this without my glasses. if theres any errors u know why!!
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kapkan ♡
maxim noticed how shy he’d get around you, how his heart beats faster seeing you near him, how he’d start freaking out in his head over the fact that you just patted his shoulder— or patched his wound.
he was always looking to impress you, and never ever did it come to his mind that.. maybe he likes you as more than just a friend?
he’d sit at his desk and stare off into space, wondering what he could do. he needed advice. advice from someone who would know how to deal with something like this.
so maxim went to alexsandr for advice, alexsandr, as the older, more experienced man, gave him very. bad. advice. all it really was were very up-front flirtatious remarks and the “slowly reach over and put your arm around their shoulder” technique.
maxim regrets it all so bad, now if alexsandr sees you he’d go up to you and be like, “maxim over there looks very lonely. you should go speak to him!” or “maxim would love to speak with you!” which actually made you go up to him at sometimes.
this made maxim start feeling brave. maybe all he just needs to do is tell you? so without really thinking about it, he’d pull you aside from the hall, his hands holding yours, he has his thumbs brushing over your knuckles and slightly squeezes your palm, taking in a deep breath.
“i, ehm, i feel like, that, maybe we shoulddd— hangout. more. yes. if you are comfortable with it, i really, really like you by the way.” he admits, keeping his eyes closes and holding in his breath, ready for rejection.
when you said that “it’s fine.” and that you’re actually interested in him, maxim opens one eye, exhaling heavily, his eye blown wide open in shock. that.. wasn’t the reaction he expected?! still though, he’s happy with it. so he fully relaxes, looking at you with a very noticeable blush on his face. maybe alexsandr’s advice did work?
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sunnnfish · 2 years
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(Oh this is longer than expected. Don’t mind me I’m just rambling about hirano and kagiura)
Hirano Taiga is really out here doing and saying and thinking everything a lover would for Kagi and he has the audacity. The AUDACITY. To claim he doesnt like him like that in the slightest. Im going to bash his head in with a brick. Thinks to himself “i want to make him happy :)” says “being with him helps me do my best” looks at kagi and sees the sun itself around him like WHAT. Bought whole basketball game tickets for them for his birthday AND organized a little surprise party for him cause his birthday always gets lumped in with Christmas so he wants to make his birthday special for him this year like !!! Hirano looks at Kagi with the gentlest looks I’ve ever seen that man make and he thinks about him like. All the time. Lost in thought about Kagi to the point he doesnt hear others talking to him. Repeatedly thought to himself that he’d want to visit Kagi whenever he wanted if they were in separate dorms next year. Repeatedly calls Kagi amazing and pats him on the head and indulges Kagi in things he wants to do. Confused by the thought that anyone else would think he’d want to be apart from Kagi. All of this even after knowing how Kagi feels about him. Im going to hit him upside the head. yknow what i dont think he’s ever put an iota of thought towards romance he just does whatever he pleases and thinks its a universal experience. Everyone around him is like “dude you spoil him wayyy too much” and he’s all like “what. What do you even mean. This is completely normal. Anyways Kagi is calling me bye.” And they all know he would never do the same for them. Like I know, i know he wanted to make his roommate’s school life as easy as possible or whatever, whoever it was gonna be, but like, this is above and beyond my guy. And i dont think he’d treat a different roommate the same way he does Kagi cause like its the way Kagi is that makes him want to do more for him. He likes someone honest and straightforward and hardworking and he likes how Kagi expresses himself and wants to make Kagi happy and be at his side like ough… Every time i try to rationalize his thoughts and actions as friendship or familial or even like best friends it just like doesnt quite fit right. Anyways Hirano is dense as a rock and i hope and pray there will be a day where he realizes how down bad he is for kagi
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