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wyzechyld · 1 year

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#IDidNotMakeThis #ADHD #ADD

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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I look around

I see

death blooms

inside sweet cocoons

fickle melodies

offensive frequencies

no room

there’s no room

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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failure to care

everything I thought would matter only ever mattered to me and the hypocrisy of expectation is a backbiting fool with gnashing teeth

in the end Im born like I was beget in the beginning pushing forward into the light just to recoil and scream

I think it still should matter everything that I thought would selflessness servitude morning wood

10 toes on the ground Im searching for nothing just a confused old wolf behind raven turmoiling over unrealistic expectations

how it will end wont be seen till we get there but I can guess it wont be pretty suffocating bloody and screaming just like it was when I got here

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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To date, almost nobody is worthy of trust.

You can trust a pattern to repeat itself, that’s about it.

That is the nature of a pattern.

As far as I can tell, behavioral patterns form as a defense mechanism and only came to fruition amidst self awareness.

The awareness of one’s self lead to a disassociation from one another.

That we tell ourselves a story, “i am whole,” is a lie.

The reality that we have built for ourselves within this mindset follows suit.

The behavioral patterns we have developed from this mindset, no matter how momentarily beneficial it may seem, are all lies.

How can you trust something which is inherently a lie? You can’t.

There is no such thing as trust, because there is no such thing as truth, for there is no man which can grasp the full breadth of knowledge or the secret will of all, within his hands.

If you’re confused, good.

And I pity he who thinks he understands, whether he does or does not.

Thanks! Goodnight!

“Do no harm.”

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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#asd #aletheiaseeker #aspie things #empath #heyoka #adhd #zerotozen #autism memes #narcissim #mentalhealthawareness #asperger’s syndrome #actually autism #philosophy #autism #neurodivergent

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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Silence wants me

like heartbreak chases

Marathon deliveries of fate

I never thought I’d hate

Then again I

Never knew I could

And again I

Never thought I would

Take a chance

with the devil

In the vein again

Simple plans are wasted

On memories trick fucked

From behind

Up from the bottom

We’re starting to think

Blisters full of ink

Maybe we were friends

There won’t ever be

An end

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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I wish somebody would drown me in formaldehyde.

Why can’t I just die,

every time I want to?

It's because,

you never get what you want.

You’d never learn your lesson anyway.

Who am I to teach,

to make you pay,

anyway?

Anyway.

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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I love when people think they know more about my mental issues than I do, especially considering I’ve literally obsessed over just about ever educational facet thereof which exists to date, including drawing some of my own theories which after researching believe to be true. To mention, I learn from the heart of proving what I know to be wrong, not to make myself feel better about possibly being right.

In other words, I’ve always looked for a way out of the mess that I am, back when I didn’t love myself and couldn’t accept a limitation as my fate.

So, tell me again how your opinion substantiated by near nothing is greater than mine, backed by 2 decades of continual research and counting. I’ll still listen, just in case there is something to learn, but please don’t spout off some ignorant shit you got from the internet when telling me why you think I act the way I do.

The end.

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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Broke down the

eternal yesterday

promises, salutations

Erupted in two

Like free coasting down hill

Would ever do good

And it did

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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People dont understand that your children are literally mimicking their surroundings until ages 5-7. Thats science (DYOR) meaning once they compile information from their surroundings, its their survival instincts and learning instinct which drive their behavior. That means, its either your fault, or at least the fault of the primary influencer (people, sitters, or TV...) That also means, you're punishing them for learning.

Furthermore, no true change can be made until an issue is seen in truth. For example, if you think your 4 year old is being willful, you're wrong. Theyre mimicking behavior, yours, to get something they want or need, or want to keep. If you punish your child for something theyre not even capable of, or then teach them that it is that thing, what do you think happens?

Confusion, learning disabilities, personality disorders, and rebellion.

Weird...

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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If I know anything

it is this:

I will know myself more completely

than I am able to know anything else

Convinced to think on

the essence of thinking

and realized my reflection

was all that I saw

At the end of my journey

I’ll hope that I learned

Something worth while

Like how to smile

Without cracking my lips

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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I watch myself fade away and I wonder

Why is this happening to me? Why now?

Why, at the peak of my performance

At the pinnacle

of what I thought

to be the point

Why did it have to happen here

Utop this mountain of lies, my fate

Which no one could ever cast out

With or without a word

Realize lies steal lives

Using child’s battlecries

destined to die

So why

Do we

try so hard

to avoid it?

#asd #heyoka #aletheiaseeker #empath #adhd #aspiring author #creative writing #zerotozen #aspie things #poet #my poem #poetry #freethinkers

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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ME: explaining a weird thing I do when someone notices: “it’s because I’m sorta Autistic, if you’re wondering why I’m doing this/that.”

THEM: “huh.” (long pause) “you really don’t seem Autistic.”

ME: (mirrors long pause) “oh, well thanks.”

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internal dialogue initiated

aka The Justice League

formerly known as The Round Table

1-3 months of self/doubt and self improvement, anxiously wrapped in obsessive compulsive introspection, while simultaneously fixating on continual displays of personal neurological abnormalities, throwing away everything I know and relearning most of what I already knew, about psychology, philosophy, and neuroscience, though justifiably refined, and having a few new footnotes, ultimately to realize for the umpteenth time that yes… I still have Autism.

)

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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Remember that smile

Miles couldn’t complete

Works agreed

I ever sought

An excuse

But what’s the use

Insanity bouquets

Yippee Kai yay

Take my inheritance

It’s worth the fray

Content eluded

My soul excluded

Negated fate

Like the taste

Of heavens gate

All I ever wanted

Was to hate

The hate

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wyzechyld · 2 years

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I complicate the world with too many words, but while missing the forest you can’t find a tree, what do you expect but an explanation, if in the middle of woods? Maybe I missed the linguistic mark, or my words befuddled by deliverance, I don’t know. All I know is a loneliness surrounded by trees, and peoples wondering where they be.

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