#the need for validation is real pls ignore me
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MOVING OUT -
[ot7 x reader]
BFFS 😁💜
8 participants - 8 online
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jk: #NEWYEARNEWHOME
#NEWME 🙌🏼
hobi: don’t want to know don’t care shut up
jin: what now
jimin: sighs
tae: AWOMAN 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
yooongi: …
jk: #newbeginings 🙏🏼
namjoon: ??
jk: i’m moving out guys 😆
like living on my own
me
i am
no joke
real life
living with y/n era OVER
hobi: attention seeker
jin: idk if you can even survive on ur own
y/n: he’s being stupid
ignore him pls
jk: house warming party soon guys!!!!
everyone invited unless ur name starts with a j
yoongi: your name starts with a j
jk: everyone invited unless ur surname starts with a j
yoongi: are you stupid
jin: is this about y/ns new bf lmao
y/n: i brought jaehyun over ONCE and now kooks spiralling
jk: idk who is jaehyun sorry idk who that is or what ur talking about sorry idk a thing
namjoon: sighs
yoongi: lowkey valid
y/n: ????????
yoongi: i mean if we were living together and you brought a rat back home i would loose my mind a bit
y/n: namjoon
namjoon: yoongi
yoongi: just saying
jimin: LMAOOO
y/n: not funny
jimin: just a little bit
tae: i heard jaehyun a world famous cheater
y/n: guys
hobi: look you made her upset
jk: y/ns upset?
jin: yikes
jimin: it’s not even my fault
yoongi just makes me giggle some times
yoongi: 🫰🏼
tae: i’ll hold you bbg sshhh don’t cry
namjoon: ew
y/n: i really really like him ok
so if you all could actually maybe just give him a chance and not be assholes for once i would really appreciate it
hobi: ofc pretty <3
jimin: ok but do you love him
namjoon: jimin
jimin: WHAT sorry i really need to know
jk: DONT ANSWER THAT
jin: woah
jk: i mean you don’t have to answer that haha
i’m still moving out btw
tae: i think you should give up i don’t think she’s gonna tell you to stay
omg like a dog
stay
i wish someone would tell me to stay
“stay 😡”
ok bae i’ll stay
am i ur good boy?
tell me i am
look at me
i stayed here
waiting for you
tell me i’m your good boy tell me please
hobi: bro
tae: sorry got lost in the source
namjoon: you mean the sauce?
tae: yesss mayo!!
@y/n tell me to say
y/n: absolutely not
i can tell you to kys tho
tae: Keep Yourself here and Stay
a win for kim taehyung
y/n: kill yourself
tae: no
heheheh
i’m a bad boy tonight
what you gonna do about it 😝
jimin: oh my god stop talking
tae: she wants me
y/n: she has a boyfriend
tae: never even seen that man in the same room as you
u sure you not making this relationship up
y/n: do i need to send you a fucking sex tape to prove it
tae: i mean…..
if you want lol
y/n: ur gross
tae: you’ve kissed me
y/n: top ten worst moments of my life
tae: WOAHHHHHHH
UMMM
OK NOW YOU’VE CROSSED A LINE
namjoon: enough
both of you
y/n: taes a shit kisser
tae: NO I AM NOT
NAMJOON TELL HER IM
NOT OHMYGOD HOW DARE SHE
namjoon: wydm tell her?
ur acting like i’ve kissed you to know
tae: i’ll kiss you
namjoon: i’m going to block you
tae: I AM NOT A SHIT KISSER
jimin: tae can’t kiss tae can’t kiss
tae: STOP I CAN
hobi: that’s really sad actually
jk: can someone do me a favour
yoongi: no
namjoon: what’s the favour?
yoongi: it’s gonna be something stupid
jk: joon can you buy me a house??
yoongi: shocker!!
tae: guys i’m a great kisser ask all the girls i’ve kissed
jimin: girls?
the only other girl you’ve kissed is jennie
tae: THATS NOT TRUE I NEVER KISSED THAT WOMAN IN MY LIFE
hobi: she didn’t let you kiss her even tho you flew all the way to paris for her??
that’s crazy
jin: maybe she was waiting for marriage
y/n: maybe she was waiting for the police
namjoon: i am not buying you a house are you out of ur mind??
jk: but how i’m i supposed to move out?
namjoon: buy ur own house?
tae: why would she be waiting for the police??????
jin: being seen with you is a crime in itself
don’t even get me started of being seen publicly HOLDING HANDS with you
hobi: right yikes
jimin: what’s the french police number?
y/n: fuck knows
jin: baguette snail croisant
jimin: those are not numbers
hobi: isn’t that racist?
jin: to who?
hobi: the french??
jin: you can be racist to the french???????
hobi: i think idk???
jin: shit you better lock me up then
been oui oui baguette eiffel tower bonejawing my whole life
y/n: bonejaw??????????
tae: jin ur like a mega racist…
hobi: do you like trump be honest
jin: tf is trump
jk: namjoon pls oh pls 🥺🥺🥺🥺
yoongi: can you guys not have 2 conversations at once thanks
tae: just say you can’t keep up
yoongi: just kill yourself
tae: WOAH
namjoon get him!!!!
namjoon: am i a dog??
why do i have to always get someone
i think you guys need to learn how to fight ur own battles
tae: dog
“stay😡😡😡😡”
w-what’s happening to me 😰😭
🧍🏻♂️… 🧎🏻♂️…. 🐕
arf? 🥺
*head tilt*
jimin: this is why women avoid you
tae: take a leaf out of my book bro
jimin: would genuinely rather die
hobi: /gen /srs
yoongi: /kys
jin: wait so jungkooks moving out but doesn’t have a home to move into
jk: i can always move in with yoongi
yoongi: LOL
jk: or jimin
jimin: wow the weather is great today guys 😆
jk: hobi will have me
hobi: no!
jk: jin joon??
namjoon: give up
jin: are you silly
tae: i could
jk: no thank you ❤️
tae: wtf
y/n: LMAO
tae: what’s wrong with living with me???
jk: u scare me a lot i’m sorry
tae: fucking bitch
jimin: what if y/n moved in with jaehyun then you have the house to urself?
jk: ARE YOU SILLY???
WHY WOULD I WANT THAT
IMG THE THOUGHT OF THAT MAKES ME WANT YO THROW UP
NEVER SAY THAT AGAIN
jimin: woah ok don’t shoot me in the head tf??
thought you wanted this independent life
y/n: i mean i can if that’s what u really want kook
jk: KOOK HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE
my knees just gave out >.<
WAIT NO DONT MOVE IN WITH HIM YOU DONT HAVE TO IM SORRY NO DONT DO THAT
jin: u make me wanna throw up
jk: i love living with you!!! i’m sorry i’m not gonna move out so please don’t move out either living with you has been and IS the best thing that’s ever happened to me please don’t go
hobi: that’s a shinee song
jimin: didn’t she fuck a shinee member LMAO 💀
namjoon: jimin
jimin: sorrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
tae: so you can fight her battles for her but fighting mine is an issue????
ok sexism IS real females were onto something with this one
y/n: females??
yoongi: they way you dig urself deeper and deeper into unlikeability is truly insane
tae: my fault feminist yoongi here to get my ass 💀💀💀💀
NO IM SORRY I DIDNt MEAN THAT LMAOO
PLS DONT HURT ME
IDK WHY I SAID THAT
THE DEMONS TOOK OVER FOR A SEC
NO JOKE BLACKED OUT
DONT EVEN REMEMBER SAYING THAT
NAMJOON TELL HIM IT WAS A MISTAKE
JOON
KIM NAMJOON TELL HIM TELL HIM
hobi: tell me tell me tttttell me
yoongi: i’m gonna shoot him
namjoon: understandable
hobi: it’s the love shot
jk: i’m not moving out guys
jin: no shit
y/n: hobi answer my ft >_<
hobi: give me one sec my love!!!!!!!!!!
jimin: woah???
jin: uhhhhhhhh
tae: group ft ❤️!!
y/n: kys!!
tae: why do girls not fuck with the nice guys anymore
hobi blew up a school once
hobi: ??
tae: get off the phone so my gf can call ME
yoongi: i beg you to shut the fuck up
tae: beggar
jimin: that coming from you is actually insane tae!
tae: what
namjoon: so whose hosting games night this week
yoongi: not me
jin: i did it last time
jimin: my place is real messy
hobi: don’t wanna :/
tae: i refuse in protest of tae respect and love in this gc
y/n: me and jk can
since he’s not moving out and all
jk: 😁!!
namjoon: cool
everyone ok with that?
jin: yup
jimin: ok
yoongi: yes
tae: whatever lol
hobi: y/n why don’t you invite jaehyun??
so we can all properly meet him
you’ve met his members right??
he should meet yours no?
yoongi: ?????
tae: ARE YOU SILLY
jin: ur so wrong for that
y/n: ahhhh idk
i mean i have met his members
and i really do want you guys to properly meet him as well…
jimin: somethings going on
jk: haha yeah lol i mean i’ve met him already
he was my friend lol haha not that it matters but that’s ok
did i say was ?? i meant is lol sorry i wouldn’t stop being his friend just cuz he’s dating you that would be silly
but yeah but if you want him to come that’s cool
but he really really really doesn’t need to haha
namjoon: y/n bring your boyfriend
y/n: are you sure???
tae: NO??£:£:££:
jin: yes!!! #drama
jimin: ofc
yoongi: whatever
jk: hahah lol hahah
y/n: ok
hobi: great ☺️!!!
cant wait
jimin: i bet
hobi: ??
jimin: nothing
hobi: y/n answer :p
y/n: okokokokokokokokok
jimin: i’m gonna do some deep diving i’ll talk to you all later
(unfortunately)
(and by force not cuz i like you)
(the talking to you later part not the diving part)
bye
jk: woah didn’t know jimin was a diver
yoongi: ur stupid
@y/n reply to my message
bye
jin: wow guys i’m really exited for games night
gotta stock up on the alcohol
so i guess i’m going too
bye 👋🏻
tae: good i’m going as well
i’ve got to go and punch a wall
jungkook come over
this is srs business
jk: okay ^_^
getting in my car
speak to you all later 💓
hobi: y/n told me to tell you all bye
so bye from her and bye from me
😁🫰🏼😁🫰🏼😁🫰🏼😁🫰🏼😁🫰🏼😁🫰🏼
namjoon: woah
did we
did we just end a conversation normally….
oh my god
wow
guys wow omg
this is the first time this has happened
wow
i’m in shock
this is such a big step for us
i’m so proud
um
wow
what do i even say rn
….
um
yoongi: how about goodbye
blowing up my phone for no reason
namjoon: no ur right i’m sorry
goodbye guys
um
have a good day???
yeah
um wow
yeah have a good day guys i mean it
i honestly and truly mean it
wow
yeah and
yoongi removed namjoon from “BFFS 😁💜”
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hobi sus
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Valentine's Day-Melewt Fluff.
//Hi. I can't really write fluff but this is an attempt. Taglist- @teddymochi @mcchaoticgrimreaper @swimminginyokohamasrivers @dniosamu for the last time, anons and dmers. send a fucking ask to join the taglist. ignore all the colors. I felt colorful today. Tw-none(if there are any you see, let me know) DNI with acc if against LGBTQ+
"Newtie~!" an ecstatic voice called from the doorway of a small apartment.
"Let me in please~!" Melanie called out again, not caring if she alerted the entire apartment complex.
The sound of multiple key locks and deadbolts being unhinged came through the other side of the door before it was shyly nudged open, revealing a pale person with ginger and navy hair, green eyes and slightly noticeable eye bags, who was visible only through the small sliver between the door and it's frame.
"What do you want, Mel?" Newt asked, undertones of annoyance and grogginess audible in her voice.
"For you to let me in!" Melanie chirped sarcastically.
"No."
"Why not!?"
"Because no."
"But it's Valentine's D-" Melanie was promptly cut of when Newt shut the door.
Newt sighed, re-locking the door's deadbolts and key locks before turning away from the door, only to see Melanie standing right in front of her, in her house, not to mention she was standing way too close for comfort.
"Wha- How did you...?" Newt began to stutter out before Melanie interrupted her.
"As I was saying!" Melanie began, walking over to Newt's kitchen, leaving the ginger behind, still so confused.
"It's Valentine's Day and since you're my wife, you're also my Valentine~!"
"...what?" Is all Newt could mutter out. She'd completely forgotten Melanie deemed her her wife, much less had she expected Melanie to make her her Valentine. The poor girl was blushing so much, to which she, unsuccessfully, attempted to hide with her sleeves.
"You heard me! Now, what do you wanna do today?" Melanie asked, way more excited for the day's events than Newt-or anyone else for that matter-would've ever expected.
It's not like she and Newt actually like each other, it's all for sh#ts and giggles. Right...?
"I guess...maybe just...stay in?" Newt muttered, her words slightly muffled by the sleeves over her face.
Melanie giggled as she walked up to Newt and pulled her hands away from her face, revealing Newt's flushed cheeks.
"You're so cute, Noelle-chan!" Melanie cooed as she held Newt's cheeks in her hands and squished them over and over.
"Mel, please stop!" Newt whined as she attempted to pry Melanie's hands off her cheeks, which were beginning to blush harder after being called her real name instead of that weird nickname.
"But you're so cute~!"
"Get off...!"
"So cuteeeeee~!"
"Mel, stop!"
"Mais, Newt~! Tu es si mignon~~!"
Eventually, Newt managed to pry Melanie's hands off her cheeks, now holding Mel's wrists above her head. Both girls were still for a few seconds until Melanie leaned in a placed her lips over Newt's .
She quickly pulled back, leaving Newt to process what just happened. While she was a stunned mess, Melanie slipped her wrists out of Newt's grasp easily and darted off down the halls.
"MELANIE, GET BACK HERE!"
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After what may as well have been hours of running through the small apartment, Newt finally managed to pin Melanie down onto her bed.
"Awww~ You actually caught me", whined Melanie before she kicked at Newt's leg, causing her to fall on top of her.
"Now I've caught myself an adorable little Newt~!"
Newt just sighed and buried her face into Melanie's chest, letting it be as she drifted off to sleep.
"My adorable wife..." Melanie cooed softly before drifting off to sleep herself.
"Je t'aime, Noelle. Happy Valentine's Day."
//How was it? This is my first time writing fluff. I wrote this in a notebook before typing it. It took me four hours to finish T-T. pls tell me you guys like it. I need validation.
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personal stuff about being a carer pls feel free to ignore I just need to vent
some people in my life (friends/family) treat their work lives like this other secret identity that I couldn't possibly understand, because all I am is a carer.
like I can't empathise with their work hours or hard labour because I get to work from home - I don't have to deal with traffic or shady coworkers or long hours. I'm lucky. I "work" from home! and go to concerts whenever I want!
for years it's been like this. I am with the person I take care of 24/7, her disease is debilitating and incurable.
yeah, sometimes I *do* go out without her for a few hours to go see a show or visit my best friend, or go to therapy. (which, aside from therapy which is fortnightly and only for 50 minutes, i only go out without her like 2 or 3 times a *year*). and she *wants* me to do that.
I feel guilty and anxious and worry about it every time but also, I know i *need* it too. I've been taking care of her since I was 20 years old, and even a little younger than that - she was diagnosed when I was little and I was always aware that she would need me.
I love taking care of her and being with her. it's what I'm best at - but it's also taxing and I can't just go around to my siblings and say "man, you have no idea how hard my day was!" because they don't see what I do as real, valid work. It’s just what I'm *supposed* to do.
I get back injuries from lifting too. I get migraines from starting early too. only, my work is all day and night long and I get to be around my favourite person in the world every day. it doesn’t mean it isn't hard, or really scary sometimes. it is rewarding, but it's also stressful.
idk, I think therapy has helped me see it a little more clearly. I always felt inferior, like because I'm not doing a normal 9 to 5 or studying that I was really as lazy and useless as they subconsiously made me feel.
but I know what I do is worthwhile. I know it whenever I help her get dressed or brush her hair and she holds my hand.
it's the best job in the world.
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thoughts on the grieve family pls and thanks
Oh I have many, you have no idea!
So the Grieves are in a completely horrific position, where not one of their champions has won over eight hundred years. Understandably, this—along with the public opinion of them—is discouraging. Every twenty years, they send one of their kids to die. Usually right away too, so there's little hope that any of the Grieves would survive. This is an unambiguously bad situation.
By AoUV, the Grieves have given up. It's so obvious. They have zero involvement in Gavin's life and don't even include him in family photos, accepting that he is going to die at seventeen. His parents clearly aren't happy with their marriage, but they don't do anything about it. They drink and scream at each other, and ignore Gavin, and drink some more.
The problem isn't even that they've given up expecting to win the tournament. They've also completely given up on their kids (and I'm using the plural intentionally). Almost immediately after the tournament begins, Gavin's parents get rid of all of his possessions and leave his room bare. I can't even find words to describe how fucked up this is. They don't even wait. They don't even hold out hope for his survival. It's like he's already dead, like he's been dead his whole life.
To a lesser extent, they behave this way at Callista's wedding too, which I find super interesting. Her father kind of shoves her at the groom once he walks her down the aisle, like he's disgusted, like she's dead to him. Like he's saying that Roland Payne can have her, the Grieves don't want her anymore. Callista's great crime is...not wanting to be associated with the Grieves. Not wanting anything to do with that reputation and name.
Which...okay? I don't like how she treats Gavin, but this is peculiar because Gavin remarks that Fergus is their parents' favorite because he isn't old enough to be ashamed of his family. Callista, therefore, is both old enough and ashamed of them. Rightfully so, and not because they don't win the tournament. But her parents are ashamed, too. They don't take any pride in being Grieves because they literally don't try anymore, so it makes me think that it's less of disgrace and more bitterness. Like none of them are happy, so they resent Callista for verbalizing it and actually breaking away.
That's pure extrapolation, but it seems plausible considering the bizarre way everyone is acting at Callista's wedding. Truly wtf levels of family dysfunction.
So back to Gavin, the issue is that they have given up on him. They gave up on him years ago. Good parents in their position would look back at the centuries of dying Grieves and do everything in their power to make Gavin strong enough. They would help him train, get him access to advanced spellwork, find quality sponsorships that would help him succeed. They would take an active interest in making sure their kid doesn't die. I feel justified in saying that this is a) the bare minimum and b) the reasonable thing for a parent to do.
But they gave up on Gavin as a champion, and they gave up on Gavin as a child. That scene in All of Our Demise when he's remembering having nightmares as a kid and all he can hear is his parents yelling? It broke my heart. It's such a lonely position for a kid to be in, and then for Callista to shut the door in his face is even worse.
The relationship between Gavin and Callista is so complicated and real that I might make a separate post about it. To summarize: their parents suck, which gave them no good options. Callista shouldn't have been put in the position of a parental figure when she didn’t even have one, and she shouldn’t have been there for Fergus but not Gavin when they needed her. Gavin shouldn’t have been left in the lurch when he desperately needed validation and support as a child. Gavin shouldn’t have had to look after his younger brother because no one else would. Fergus shouldn’t have had to grow up in such a hostile, turbulent environment with an ostracized sister and a brother who was expected to die.
The banquet scene in AoUV boils my blood. Even if the Grieves didn't have such an abysmal track record with the tournament, even if everyone had equal odds of winning, that's a 1 in 7 chance you'll see your kid alive again. And the Grieves, historically, have much lower odds. And Gavin's parents go off to get drunk and don't say a word to him the whole time.
So, to reiterate, it isn't just that the Grieves have given up on getting high magick. They've completely given up on their son, and by extension on being a parent. They don't know a single thing about Gavin, his interests, his goals, his abilities, because they just don't care. They've never tried to care. They've never tried to get attached to a boy that they're throwing away, and they've never even considered trying to help him survive. To them, it's a waste. It's like he's just an inconvenient necessity to buy them another twenty years.
In summary: I can't hate Callista because of the situation she was thrust into, but my god she could have handled it better. Fergus is a sweetheart who thankfully has a good relationship with his brother. Gavin is going to need a lot of therapy to deal with the shit his parents put him through. And the Grieves are a different brand of fucked-up than the rest of the families, not because they're trying so hard to win that they become despicable, but because of how thoroughly they've given up.
#all of us villains#all of our demise#aouv#aood#amanda foody#c. l. herman#gavin grieve#callista payne#fergus grieve#ask#just realized i tagged her as callista grieve#she would be very pissed lmao
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✨ episode 5 - running commentary✨
- this episode better be the one to Alter My Brain Chemistry, I NEED AN explanation for the too fast for me scene pls
- THEY BETTER KISS I S2G
- right okay hi shax I hate you 😘 but Miranda is killing WAIT TEN THOUSAND WHAT THATA OVERKILL ITS ONE SILLY BILLY ANGEL AND A DUMB ASS DEMON
- "can I watch" crowley TONE IT DOWN KINKY BOY
- "there will be sandwiches" LOL IM IN BABES
- DOCTOR WHO lmao harpischord guy get fucking SERVED
- HES JUST TEMPTED SOMEONE AND GIVEN AWAY A BOOK??? my guy going through some ROUGH character development
- hell is literally so understaffed wtf
- MAGIC SHOP AGAIN YES
- ERDNASE REFERENCE ERDNASE REFERENCE
- Crowley is so proud of his husband BUT THAT FEZ NEEDS TO GOOOOO
- neil if you ever read this pls can we have aziraphale be a permanent party planner bc he does the mostest and pls ignore my criticism of ep1 and 2 I take it all back pls pls more aziraphale planning tf out of shit
- SHAX MOMMY YES💅💅💅 ALSO ERIC MY BELOVED My sweet baby boy
- FRENCH AZIRAPHALE YOU NEED TO STOP crowley is FED UP he looks like a kid whose mum got caught chatting at the supermarket
- aziraphale pls stop
- NINA KNOWS WHATS UP GAY SPOTS GAY
- no crowley don't make that face no why why why WHY YOU LOOKING LIKE THAT😭😭😭✨ he loves you CROWLEY YOU BLIND FUCKKNG IDIOT and you love HIM you emotionally stunTED APE
- the glasses and sideburns are still BUGGING ME someone explain did he go shOPPING OFF SCREEN????
- ERIC NO BYEBYE MY LOVERRRRR
- wow that was a long pre credit bit wtf
- DATE???? oh no crowley is pulling away no no no
- "SMUT?" fucking OKAY??? DO IT THEN YOU PUSSY ASS BITCH✨💓
- fuck they're about to have a Conversation aren't they and get drunk and it's about to get EMOTIONAL
- Crowley FUCK
- CROWLEY BOO
- "friend" ok lol
- he's about to throw mf HANDS but goob is so innocent NO WAIT CROWLEY NO DOMT DO THAT oh thank fuck
- matchbox ajamakajalam sns
- lmao the growth that Crowley just did in 30 seconds gave me WHIPLASH
- Muriel no pls don't do it bbygirl💓💓 OH GOD YOUVE GONE DONE IT NOW
- ah Jim's mug
- DECORATING MIRACLES YES BABY
- WAIT AND SEE ✨✨✨✨
- oh aziraphale I love u so MUCH 😭😭😭
- Mrs sandwich I LOVE HER no aziraphale don't ask pls bby
- CROWLEY WHAT U SNIFFIN HONEY UR LIKE A BLOODHOUND FOR TROUBLE WHAT A POWER
- GOOB YOU ARE FABULOUS DARLING I LOVE JT✨
- "you young people"
- F BOMB FUCK YES
- oh no Maggie no not you CROWLEY YOU HERO GOD BLESS tell em babes
- lmao are they even gonna get to dance this is so stressful
- Mrs sandwich just chill out honey you are a madam SEX WORK IS VALID REAL WORK I said what I said
- "have a vol au vent" SO MARRIED💓
- omg am i now liking Maggie and nina hmmmmmmm AZIRAPHALE'S FACE crowley you could have that IF YOU EVEN TRIED MY GUY
- I HAVE SUCH JACKET ENVY LMAOOOO goob you are the only valid character
- WHAT no stop goob stop
- fuck OFF THEY ACTUALLY SANCE FUXK KM SWEATINF NOOOOOOK💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
- AHHHHHHHHHHHHH BOYS PLEASE
- well fuck that's put a spanner in the works
- aziraphale go fucking NAILS GET THEIR ASS oh that's not good✨
- GOOBY NO BE QUIET SHHHHHH
- GOOB NO
- NO GOOB
- the mf coat is SPECTACULAR ✨✨✨✨ did they spend the whole budget on it???? HES SO FABULOUS AND FRUITY
- oh my god the miracle is working against them fuck
- the fact that the humans are just chilling lmaoooo
- NEIL WE NEED CROWLEY AS A LAWYER PLS THANK U they just got SEVRED✨💓
- lmao IT WAS FAKE HAHAHAHAHA
- Mr brown shut up pipe down back in your box
- see that's what you get when you run your mouth
- IS THIS EVERY
- CMON GIVE ME EVERY
- oh my god crowley is the PATRON VIRGIN saint of sex work I LIVE FOR IT god bless or maybe not
- IS THAT A PRAISE KINK I SEE
- "rescuing me makes him so happy" FUCKING DECEASED
- Muriel lmao we know this it's ok bby take HIM TO HEAVEN IN THE ANGEL-ON-THE-ASS TRACKSUIT
- the MUSIC OKAY ITS GOOD NOW YES YES YES✨
- GOING UP
- I'm dead
#good omens#good omens season 2#go2 commentary#good omens spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#not a shitpost but its good omens babyyyy
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𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 ᶜᵒˢ ⁱᵐ ᵇᵒʳᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵘʸˢ ᵗᵒ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵗʰⁱˢ
When I tell you insecurity is a real thing and many people are facing with or without knowing I mean it
So tell me why, I was just sitting in class minding my own business and these girls walked in they were like four , two of them are twin sisters and the other two are their friends right! So the older sister sat in front of my desk beside her there was her friend and the other sister sat in front of her sister, so basically I was sitting at the back of the class
Nothing special happened during that time but after some time I heard the older sister let’s call her Tara, so Tara was singing and guess wat song she was singing 🫢, A BTS SONG ahhhhhhh( this is for my kpoppies dumplings if ur not pls kindly shut up cos we don’t need ur unwanted opinion , thank you😁)
So I tapped her shoulder and asked her you a K-pop fan and she was like yeah I love K-pop and we started talking and laughing, she asked who my bias is in BTS I said jimin and she said he’s her bias too ( so basically we share bias and we even share the birth month w our bias aaaahh!!!) anyways we talked a lot we even exchanged contacts
But in the middle of the conversation btn me and Tara, her friend would somehow try to get her attention like she would call her for no reason, touch her hair , hug her and do all the clingy things you know , and Tara did not even budge she just ignored her and kept talking to me, now listen I’m not a bad person but if my friend acts like that when I’m talking to another person I would not like it either
So the point is Tara’s friend felt insecure , it’s like she knows very well if she messes up Tara won’t hesitate to call the friendship off, so basically the vibe I was getting from her is that she needs validation from Tara , she wants to prove to Tara that she’s enough and she’s a good friend and she belittles herself for Tara , she wants to be accepted by Tara by being like Tara . Now believe me when I saw Tara and her sister Tori ( let’s go with that 😉) I really knew that they know that they are IT, they are confident, beautiful, smart and they love themselves
And on the other hand their friends are the opposite of them , I kinda feel like they have them so as for them to feel better cos u know , they are not a competition or a threat 🤷♀️. Tara’s friend is not being true to herself because the way she’s dressing is totally opposite of what she’s talking about every time, she dresses kinda like Tara and Tori while it’s not her style and it doesn’t compliment her curves in the right way but she does it to just fit in u know!!
So yeah dumplings, the girl was triggered by me and she had to do all weird stuff to just get ignored, Hurts to be honest
So pls dumplings, don’t be like Tara’s friend heal yourself, practice self care and love there are a lot of bloggers talking about self development in a larger context and they helped me too so you no excuses now dumpling , study some physiological skills they help , I think I’ll make a post about it someday soon
But I beg you pls dumplings don’t be like Tara’s friend don’t try to blend in when you’re meant to stand out ( let that sink in)
I had to write this because if I didn’t I would hate myself for keeping this from you guys
Love you guys from the heart of my bottom and I’ll see you soon
Good night, morning or afternoon シ
Hyuna loves dumplings 🥟
#fypシ#tumblr fyp#futuristic#self care#mental health#self love#hyuna#glow up#insecurity#confidence#story#kpop#bts army#bts jimin
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for the love of god its like every once in a while when e/riels can't find anything to prove that gwynriel won't happen they bring gwyn's SA like they're actually proving a good point.... SHUT THE F**K UP PLS
nothing makes me more mad than them talking about gwyn's SA like they know how she feels bc if they knew they wouldn't even dare to think about those disgusting things!!!
pls share these comments and ppl experiences so these supposed concern about gwyn's health can see how people of SA feels about sex and gwyn's character: https://www.instagram.com/p/CSh2iFnIbzO/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
they're so disgusting and this is only a fictional character but they forgot sarah also wrote these characters base on the real event. someone like gwyn exist in real life and something similar happened to them!!
and it's not just gwyn also rhysand and lucien!!! bc these two are 1. men 2. they threaten other ships (e/riel and fey/in). i haven't seen anyone saying nesta is lying about her SA bc she's not threatening any other ship or i don't see anyone fault her for drowning herself in sex and alcohol after her SA...
they also ignore what happened to feyre and what tamlin did to her bc they don't even see that as an assault and saying "feyre overreacted" and "tamlin pANiCkEd he didn't mean it" and let me tell you no feyre didn't overreacted and tamlin very much meant it, i've been in feyre's place...
honestly this fandom is degrading everyday and i'm so sorry for them.
TW: Sexual Assault
I adore the link you shared, thank you so much. It was very empowering to read someone's experience and what they felt comfortable with.
Not all SA survivors are going to be the same.
Some may need a year before they're ready, some may need longer, some may need less than that and the link you shared is an example of what worked for them and something I hope we're all really happy to see.
So any post where someone claims Gwyn MUST follow a specific timeframe because her SA assault happened over 2 1/2 years ago (by the end of SF), that because she did XYZ since then, it means she won't be ready for a physical relationship for a specific amount of time after, is a post that should not exist.
I've noticed in this day and age, people like to toss around that all opinions are valid but that's a misnomer.
Not all opinions are equal and valid and this one such example.
If you claim you have a degree that makes you qualified to diagnose that Gwyn is not ready, you'd be wrong. A real therapist would understand that unless they had the chance to directly ask Gwyn questions related to her state of mind when it comes to relationships and her assault then no one should ever bring their degree into things. They should not be claiming they are an expert on her character based off the limited information we read about while she had a conversation with her friends under stressful circumstances.
And no therapist would EVER place a time frame on when their client is ready to move forward, that is for the client to decide and the therapist to simply guide them to self awareness as to what's right for them.
The only person who will be telling us if Gwyn is ready is SJM and if Gwyn is Azriel's love interest then guess what? There is a 99.9% chance that there will be intimacy as these are romance books and she has written sex into every single one of hers. Just as Rhys was ready, just as Lucien will be ready if he gets a book.
And if Gwynriel is endgame, of which there are many possible hints for regardless of what some in the fandom claim, the author has said that Az is kinky which means anyone drawing fanart of Gwynriel bondage is completely justified in how they got from point A to point B. Maybe they'll have missed the mark and SJMs version of kink will deviate from that however it does not make those who commission or draw the art wrong for their current interpretation. It does not do a disservice to the character of Gwyn. Claiming it's a disservice is basically someone saying to a survivor "you were assaulted but I don't feel you should be alright with a consensual situation between two fictional people, a real possibility based on the authors writing style and previous works because I feel it's triggering for you and I think it's best if I decide when you're ready for that. You wouldn't be ready in real life therefore she's not ready either".
This world seems to be full of people telling other people how they're allowed to feel about their own life experiences and it makes no sense to me.
They think they're keeping it to the topic of the books and Gwyn's SA but it affects real survivors because when they claim that since Gwyn suffered SA 2.5 years ago and has trauma related agoraphobia she could not possibly be ready to overcome her trauma within a reasonable timeframe before the next book, they're saying that's the rulebook for all survivors. They're saying that there could never be a situation where someone could finally battle their demons and move forward. And no one, not Peggy from Utah or a therapist with multiple degrees should ever be telling a survivor what they can or cannot accomplish, real or fictional.
Until we are in Gwyn's head and have her thoughts on what SHE thinks of Az and sex, no one should be boxing her into anything. At this point, anything is possible until we're told otherwise by the author herself.
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Ongoing PTSD breakdown trauma stuff below the cut, pls ignore, just need to spew it somewhere that like. I know my feelings will be safe to have and type up and whatever. Also, sorta? mild our flag spoilers under the cut bc my brain is a mess and I use characters I love to help metaphor out and explain my own shit so. yeah. that's also a thing here.
Motherfucking random traumatic memory abt Mum fucking. Randomly hitting me while I'm writing fic (for no apparent reason, no idea what triggered my brain to throw this at me when I WAS NEARLY DONE WITH THE FUCKING FIC NO LESS)
So goddamn rude. I'm off my track on the fic now, so I'm setting it aside for the night (we have Ren Faire today (it literally just hit midnight lol), but after that I want to get back to it) and realising I should really write this memory down.
Like. all of the little details about it, the bits of Mum and I and our relationship surrounding it. Both because my brain does tend to shutter some of those things away and makes them hard to get to without it being stupid lengthy a process involving talking out every feeling I'm having with someone else(unless it pulls some shit like tonight, then suddenly it's no fucking problem throwing it all over the place apparently) and because like
I don't know if I could say this one out loud to anyone, but I think I should. Probably a therapist, but it's one of those stupid trauma things of you just Want Someone, Anyone To Know, Now. To acknowledge it and say if it was as fucked up as it feels (bc I will never deny the possibility that I'm being dramatic and it isn't, and I should just. chill the fuck out about it.)
But every time I start trying to type it out I get hit with this wave of a physical response where my arms and wrists and fingers feel like they're clenching up and I Can't type it. And there's a part of me that doesn't want to because if I can see it in letters on a page, then it's real. It's real and it happened and maybe it was as fucked up as it feels like it was and if that's all true then like. it fits with everything else about our relationship that's already fucked up, from the severe (better than it used to be, but I'm sure it's very clear to y'all that it's still Not Good even though I've moved away from her) co-dependence to the emotional incest (fun fact: that term feels like a gut punch every time I hear it, and I've heard it from my therapist more than a few times now over the past 9ish years of treatment.) So I shouldn't be shocked by that or like, upset, right?
Yet I'm here typing this out to put off typing it up, and I'd bet money I don't necessarily have that I'll wind up putting my laptop away, showering, and going to bed without getting it typed. For better or for worse.
Part of the reason I worry so much abt Frenchie this season (aside from that I love him and he's one of my faves and I want nothing but good and happy for him) is because I also subscribe to his 'shove all the fucked up shit you've seen/experienced in a box in your mind and just. Never open it unless you're putting more in there' method of coping (have all my life, it was so weirdly validating to see it onscreen like that explained so plainly) and like. This is me when the box somehow pops open when I didn't mean it to, and I both want Frenchie to be able to process the things that have happened to him but also don't want to see a character I love so much hurt like this. Because it feels like a big stupid gaping open wound in my chest that I'm being entirely too dramatic about, no matter how valid feeling that way abt it might be.
Kind of hope I can just shut the lid on the box so I can get done and go to sleep after I post this. Should I actually type out the memory and everything? I hate to think that the answer my therapist would have given me, if I could afford to be seeing her rn, would be yes. But the thing is, I have fucking Ren Faire tomorrow in my Izzy cosplay (that Housemate says I look good in, which I'll vainly admit I'm rather happy about, even if it is a very inaccurate and homemade cosplay that's missing certain details I can't yet afford to buy), and I don't want to be dealing with any of this for the rest of the night/into tomorrow. I need to sleep so I can go have some fucking fun, for once. I even feel ok to bring my cane with folded in my bag, just in case I need it, bc that would still be in character if I wind up needing to use it. I can count on one hand the times I've had a fun experience where I also felt safe admitting when my body was hurting and using a physical aid to help it get by; I'm not losing this one.
It's not getting typed out, and I need to duct tape that fucking box shut for now.
#text post#long post#tw ptsd#ngl kind of feeling exhausted and can't think of what other tws to add so if y'all see one I should have pls msg me and I can add asap#here or on discord if u have my discord info whatever works#im going to shut my laptop down shower and try to force myself to cry in there#bc the fact that I haven't had a big physically painful sob session means I'm not fully done with this rough patch bc they ALWAYS get bette#after I have The Big Sob Session#until I have it I just have to work hard to keep myself together and not let it affect other stuff which tbh#this stuff ive carried so long that even in like. active breakdown or wtf ever u wanna call it#masking and getting by in public is somehow still easy enough#but that's another thing I'm fucking off to the shower pls cross ur fingers and toes that i at least cry a little in there so I can sleep l
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Ok I decided I'm redoing my match up thing, it was too messy
What I look for in a man:
I don't wanna say this but he's gotta be handsome (shallow I know but hey at least I admit it) but he's also gotta be kind enough to me so I don't feel like a worthless piece of shit whenever he talks to me (bonus points if he's got a hot voice)
Love Language (recieving):
Words of Affirmation (says almost every Asian child ever) and gift giving are major love languages I have for recieving
Love Language (giving):
Physical touch/intimacy, I had this era as a kid where I'd rub on my mom and sister like a cat, it was annoying for them but that's just how I showed me love for them. Playfully hitting is also included like it a little bap on the head, sometimes I underestimate my strength and hurt the person I do that to and it makes me feel terrible.
Things about myself my s/o should very much know:
I'm a lazy, cynical and very pessimistic person (also very neurodivergent coded) I will cry if they're mean to me a lot and I will curse them out if they're mean to me a lot. It entirely depends on how I feel after waking up. Very much anger issues (working on it dw). I find crying attractive which is very weird and I don't wanna dive into that can of worms just yet.
Resting Bitch Face is my default which scares babies apparently and that's why they don't like me? Children are scary but I do want them. Every Time I see a cute baby I will say 'i love babies 🥹' (yes the emoji is included). It's a forever ongoing baby fever for me.
If you're gonna be with me you need to know how to listen cause if I think you're not I'll either A: stop talking and say nevermind or B: annoy you into listening to me. This again, entirely depends on my mood.
Being dramatic cause I like drama? Nah
I'm dramatic cause I never got attention from my dad as a child. Ig that's part of why I seek male validation, sad. I dunno what else to add 🤷🏻♀️ (have my first draft for the ppl that see this ig)
Guess who's asking for a match up (spoiler: it's me)
Favorite color: obvs purple 🙄 (why did I add this 😭)
Uhhh I'm super lazy and very much depressed, I will get angry if you ignore my very obvious mental struggles. (I also just get really angry in general but SHHHH) also very cynical and apathetic to most things, sleepy 24/7.
I make characters so they can live a life I can only dream of...hmmm what else...I'm smart-ish (if top 7 of my grade for 8 consecutive terms counts as smart) anddddd I like writing and making up storylines. My favorite thing to do is read (not the classics, they bore me tbh, but I guess Holes and Midsummer's Night Dream is ok)
I very much often ramble into tangents and can be seen as a bitch apparently cause yay social anxiety doesn't like me talking to other ppl ✨ toxic friendship frr‼️ I'm more expressive on the internet than I am in real life bc no one knows who I am behind the screen (unless you doxx me but pls don't ♥️) and that comforts me.
I have ADD, MILD autism and 💩 crippling depression 💩
I like being dramatic bc I didn't get much attention from my dad as a kid and he went to buy milk ig 🤷🏻♀️. I always look high in pictures and I hate taking them cause I always look high.
What else...hmmm I like singing and dancing when I think no one's watching and I despise- no I abhor when ppl try to force me into doing things I don't wanna do. I like food a lot and will cry if it has no flavor. Donuts are 👌🏼 . I was 100% a menace as a kid and awfully gullible. And I'm very good at holding grudges as well (my longest grudge is over a decade long-)
And I think that's abt it? There's probs more but I'm tired
homie gave me their entire autobiography holy fuck /pos
I MATCH YOU WITH!!
MALLEUS this man LIVES to spoil you he just loves hugging you from behind and smiling as he shows you a beautiful (and extremely expensive) necklace he got done for you, the necklace is enchanted so that it'll always be in pristine condition, the gem's color change in the light naturally but you can see they also have a bit of magic on them, everyday this man will smile and compliment your stunning flawless looks with a smile on his face, if he had his tail out it would be wagging so hard he'd cause an earthquake
at first malleus would be very confused on why you hit him and think he had done something wrong but when you tell him it's just your way of showing affection he'll say you can use him as punching as much as you want to with a cute little smile, malleus won't ever hit you back because 1- he is way stronger than you and would definitely hurt you 2- what kind of man would he be if he hurt the one he is so deeply in love with??
he loves any affection you give him, in the beginning of your relationship malleus always went a bit stiff when you showed him a lot of affection because he isn't used to it but even back then he already did enjoy your affection he just didn't know how to react to it, now he is already very used to it, to the point he'll get a bit pouty if he doesn't get his morning hug and kiss
malleus is aware of your mental health and he does everything in his power to help you heal and feel better, malleus does not like fighting and he isn't used to being mean, sometimes he could say something a bit hurtful but it's just because he isn't completely socially aware, please talk to him if he ever hurts you and he'll immediately apologize and promise to never say anything like that ever again, he'll spend the rest of the day spoiling you to make up for that, he says it's because he feels terrible and although he isn't lying you both know malleus just really enjoys spoiling u
malleus loves reading to you, he'd really enjoy it if you could sit on his lap as he reads a book you picked out, his voice is very pleasant to listen and honestly very calming so most of the times you end up falling asleep, when that happens malleus kisses your forehead and hugs you tighter making sure you're having the sweetest dreams ever
both of you are seen as intimidating so as soon as you two step into any place everyone is immediately looking at you two, an intense intimidating aura filling the entire place as you two walk together before malleus picks up a silly little plushie and tells you that it reminds him of you and start gushing over it as if u two were completely alone, to be fair, whenever malleus is with you you're the only thing he cares about
malleus is over the moon when he discovers that you'd like to have children since he will be a king that is basically a necessity, it doesn't matter if you two adopt or have the child yourselves malleus will make sure you and his little baby/babies are always happy and comfortable, he'll spoil both u and ur child/children rotten and would be constantly cooing over them, however he is extremely protective of you and your child/children so he tends to growl at strangers that approach u 💀
other possibilities: kalim, lilia & trey
#･͛♡̷̷̷･͛ asks ‧ֺ․۬‧˖⁀➷#･͛♡̷̷̷･͛ stinkies ‧ֺ․۬‧˖𑁤#=͟͟͞♡ dummy ˖˚⊹=͟͟͞ ͟͟͞͞➳#･͛♡̷̷̷･͛ raccoonpid ‧ֺ․۬‧˖‿➹
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so im just sitting in jfk thinking thoughts and ignoring cam and catching up on our trr2 replay and my mind is wandering to the land of wasted potential… like an Olivia spin off backstory whatever because the TENSION in bk2 where she’s like ‘Hes marrying her and in love with you etc etc’ and she runs off hurts my heart 💔 if we got to choose how the story played out in a true choose ur own adventure doo you think liam/adam x Olivia could be a thing? Do you think they ever were???
And in that camping scene pls give me ur hc on Audrey x Drake bc my girl Anya still hasn’t kissed the bloke by then and is she horny on main 🥲😅
LMAOO as you should good to know you have your priorities in check <333 but nah fr dom i hope you’re feeling alot better now!!
also omg YES both me & audrey in the camp of feel bad for her because you can tell that liam is the only person she’s ever loved & omg she’s loved him for AGES crown or no crown it’s always been liam for her. & im actually in the camp of people who believe that yeah, olivia x the prince could be a real thing!! i really like their fire & ice dynamic, & i would totally live for an au where olivia moves on post engagement fail but was liam’s biggest support system post his heartbreak but then liam starts seeing her in a different light & starts get jealous and shit & then is like wait why am i jealous oh no….. oh wait…… it can’t be…… i want HER to be pined after i want the one who’s pined their whole life to be the one who’s pined for (a la loml pen <333) but yk at the end of the day im maddie & olivia ride or die. but tell me your thoughts!!!! i need to know 💗💗💗
also AHHHHH the camping scene another one of my fav scenes honestly the writers were truly feeding us drake romancers in book2 <333 but also BESTIE anya has more self restraint than me or audrey because goddamn. no but like the way he takes it so seriously & is giving out orders is so adorable to her like is this man fr. and that scene where she goes in the tent she’s kinda like wtf am i doing the prince im supposed to marry is literally right next to us have i lost my mind?!? & then he’s all like wtf are you doing here & this bitch is just like i need body heat <333 and he’s just like shit oh yeah true (like WHAT. i can’t tell if the choices drake knows that the mc is being fr or nah. kinda like the vibe of drake taking camping & the mc’s well-being so seriously that he’s just like yup! okay valid!) —- but anyways the scene where the mc is like you take it so seriously you were barking out orders & then drake is like wait did i ruin it :( with his sad face AHHHH i swear audrey wanted to kiss that adorable little pout from his face she’s like nah it was cute & he’s like cute? and she’s like yeah 🥰 & then he’s all like what else can i do to make your experience more memorable miss huntzberger like shut UP they’re such dorks!! but also i SWEAR mr. walker was down to fornicate (the true meaning of dtf btw!!) in those woods like if fuckin maxwell ugh i really dislike him more & more each play hadn’t interrupted i swear they would have fucked like this man was really like yeah next time we’re coming to the woods alone im gonna go down on you all night you can be as loud as you want baby. but yeah the whole time anya was just thinking of how much she wants this simple life with him how easy & right it feels how right he feels ugh she’s so in love it’s actually sickening to witness.
#WOW this answer got long shsjks im so sorry bestie#also have a safe flight!! oh & if any of this is incoherent there is still some alcohol in my system saur shjsksks#anyways love you sm <3333 I will join you on my trr2 journey asap gosh book2 is truly elite!!#drake x audrey#asks
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like, I get it, but at the same time, blocking his biggest update acc is a weird move and is also lowkey shooting himself in the foot??? I think some ppl r blowing it way out of proportion, but I do think a lot of the questioning is valid.
it also just gives rads more ammunition to hate on larries as if we don’t have enough of that but 🤷🏻♀️ /gen /nm
I genuinely wanna know ur thoughts on it, though, (and uas you recommend??) bc I rly do think a lot of people on twitter are losing the plot
answer below mainly because it ended up long for some reason?
yeah hld does have a lot of followers and especially since louis gets jack shit when it comes to promo, stuff like this is disappointing but it seems clear to me by the severity of the action that louis thinks the harm they're causing outweighs any of the good – like, don't get me wrong ,the streaming parties they've organized in the past as well as fundraisers for charities and stuff have all been incredible but the whole 'superfollower' thing and how they've clearly taken too much joy in the rumors of them actually having connections to louis/harry just show that they've kind of let the attention... get to their heads??? if anything hopefully this blocking will help them gain some perspective – i don't think anyone behind this ua is a bad person or anything and i think some people definitely ARE taking things way too far.
also louis isn't stupid. he's not the type of person to recklessly block a fan account, knowing that it would instantly be noticed and speculated upon by everyone especially since hld's platform is so big.
at the end of the day, i trust louis and his reasons for doing what he did. the thing is, we don't even know fully why he didn't and we probably never will... i saw that ss from someone saying another ua was sending lies to louis and... ngl we literally have zero reason to believe them. for all we know they sent that dm to themselves lol.
as for the 'rads' thing... let's be real, people are always going to find ways to hate on larries and that's unfortunately not going to change, but we don't have to let it bother us. i honestly don't care if people use this as a way to say louis hates larries or whatever because i don't believe that, and neither do any of us frankly, and that's all that matters. if someone tries to say something to you, just block them and try your best to ignore it. while words can definitely hurt, they're still just words. putting that into perspective always helps when people are being nasty (also people being nasty will always say more about them then you).
ALL THAT BEING SAID, this account has been controversial for a WHILE because of how they've handled things and while some solo fans or antis or other non-larries probably have hated on hld because it's a "larry" ua, that's not all they've had a problem with and in that respect, i also don't really care that they may be celebrating this today. that's also partly because i don't really care about what people outside of my own circle/community are saying/doing in ANY context and let me tell you that's a much more pleasant way to experience this fandom lol.
ua recs... ngl i don't follow ANY uas on twitter and never have so i can't really help you 😣 i've never really been someone that needs the fastest updates or news, like immediately when it happens, and have been just fine getting information from my tl/mutuals whenever i log on so i never felt the need to follow any, sorry </3 i'm sure someone else out there will be much more helpful in answering this question though!! and i hope you find them!
final notes (sorry this ended up so long idk how that happened): i think there's definitely some nuance to this topic but at the end of the day, i trust in louis' judgment and that he made the right decision today. i also think people need to move on from this topic because YES some people have absolutely lost the plot on twitter like 😬 pls calm down!!!
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Going on a rant about labels and sexuality
Ok so, asexuals and demisexual
Not everyone wants sex. Not everyone likes sex. And even though hookup culture is very big right now, it’s ok to not be into that.
If you get horny but don’t want to have sex (me lol) that’s valid. Maybe I will want to have sex one day but honestly despite being 20, I’m terrified of it and still feel like a teenager I don’t feel mature enough to do it (and also Christianity has me scared of hell so there’s that to)
And if you’re like 12, having sex with other 12 year olds…ok. I don’t care idk.
But back on topic. Everytime I see the topic of a sexuality and Demi sexuality come up, I think “isn’t that just a personality trait?” And I don’t mean that in a belittling way. Some people find power is labels and that fine.
But when I see the definition it seems like a normal thing. And that’s it, it is normal. If it’s not negatively impacting you and you’re not unhappy like that, I dknt see why waiting for a deep connection before having sex is a problem.
I think it’s just the vast majority of people seem to wnat sex much earlier. And that baffles me too
I’m a very horny person, I don’t know if it’s from trauma or if I’m like that. But I don’t wanna think about that. So I’ve done things horny people do, I have lots of crushes on fictional men. And my most intense real crush/infatuation has been with a kid form high-school. I never thought SEX, but I thought they were really hot. Regardless i havnt dated or fucked anyone. And that’s fine.
But what I’ve seen if that asexual and demi people don’t even feel that. They don’t see a swooping bangs and dark eyes and drool like I did lol. They just see another person, and that’s chill. That’s cool and good. But then once they get to know said swooping bangs, and they’re deep friends, then they’re like, oh my g-. They’re hot and I kinda wanna get freaky
I’m just rambling so pls feel free to ignore this
I’m not inavliating anyone on purpose. But I do feel like while it can fall under the queer space it’s also normal. Like how homosexuality is naturally occurring.
I always wondered why it would be an issue though. Why would you discriminate against someone not wanting to have sex.
But I’ve stated my distaste for marriage and kids and my mother will get all “I want grandkids blah blah”.. like maam. Did you adopt me just to give YOU more children?
That’s the weird bit. Why doesn’t society care that you’re NOT getting laid? That seems like a perfect scenario. No risk of unwanted pregnancy or sti or std or hopefully other negatives to sex. I’d be happy if my kid came out as ace, or if they chose to have a partner I wouldn’t care
But then there’s the case of being ace because of fear (me lowkey) or trauma (or religion) AND THATS FINE. Maybe talk to someone about your fears if you feel like it but you don’t need to have a good reason to not want to have sex
It perfectly fine if you got abused and no longer want sex. I hope you heal and that you find what’s right for you. But you never ever have to do what makes you unfcomforbale.
Ok .I’m done.
Honestly I think I just like to exercise my thumbs .
Ranting on tumblr if my form of therapy because I can’t afford medication or a real therapist :)))
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Do you think if your FO's (specifically Arthur) were real people, you would still romantically love them? Or do you think part of why you love them is because they're not actually real? Ignoring any possible moral issues with them having killed people ofc
(Sorry if this question is to personal, pls feel free to ignore if you don't feel comfy answering ❤️)
Hi nonnie!
This question isn’t too personal, it’s valid, and tbh it’s one I do think about quite often.
When I talk STRICTLY real life, there are people I’ve thought I’ve loved romantically but then as soon as I’ve entered a relationship with them or found that my interest was returned, I’ve shut down and gone ice cold, felt trapped and “holy fuck nope this isn’t it, I don’t want this” and I’ve hurt people in the process. The me prior to being eighteen years old didn’t even know asexuality OR aromanticism were legitimate and so I made many mistakes and hurt people - I’m not proud of it but I’m also not gonna hold it over my head because I was very young and I didn’t understand, so why would I hold it against a me I no longer am in many ways?
So I don’t know how I would be in a relationship now, because I’m not eighteen anymore. I’m almost 25, and I haven’t been involved with anyone romantically since I was a late teenager/baby-adult. I may have changed, I may not. All I know is, when people talk about how important romantic love specifically is or how they can’t live without their partner (which is lovely and valid and I’m very happy for them, but I’m talking about my experiences and no one else’s), my immediate thought is only about how, actually, you need things like oxygen to live. My mind doesn’t equate someone else’s existence with being able to live, and that’s just as valid as someone saying they can’t live without their partner.
Please understand, I don’t mean the above in a mean-spirited way; I”m truly 100% happy for people who are in relationships. I just mean that I cannot relate to such sentiments and I’ve never been able to.
But Arthur…. He is the only fictional character who I would actually date if he was real. I would jump into that relationship so fast it’d ruin my life😂when I sit and seriously consider dating Arthur, as I am right now so I can give you a truthful answer, my head is heating up from the inside; it’s a little panic-y, a little twitchy, but also a bit “yes please”. Would I be scared to date Arthur, given everything we know about him, his past, who he is, who he becomes once his mental illness is beyond his control and he simply gives up? Oh, yeah. But I’d want him to get help, I’d want him to get better, to heal, and I like to think I’d do everything possible to make that happen for him. If he wanted it - we all know we can’t help someone who doesn’t WANT to be helped. But above all else, I’d want to love Arthur, just as he is, each and every day.
In terms of Arthur and real life, I think it’s also important to consider that I’m doing my current degree BECAUSE I want to help the real world Arthurs. So… I think that says everything; I took a huge REAL LIFE commitment/career change BECAUSE of Arthur. Who’s to say I wouldn’t also date Arthur if he was actually real?
I think I would. Actually, no… I’m SURE I would.
I hope this answers your question, anon!!!! It’s difficult to explain my feelings about all of this. But thank you for the curiosity; I hope you’re safe and well!💗
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dancing with our hands tied edit of wilhelm x simon... </3
#if someone steals this i will get so mad and bitter and start crying please do not steal#i doubt anyone will but im for some reason very possessive over my edit ideas lmfao#the reason i'm even making this post is 1) so i can discuss with besties rory arshia jolien etc <3#but also 2) so i have 'receipts' that i had this idea first or something lmfao#the need for validation is real pls ignore me
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“And I'm so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you.” With porco pls? 💚
porco galliard x “and i’m so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you”
for olivia rodrigo’s sour prompt event!
“Hey—why the cold shoulder? Aren’t you happy to see me?”
You hear Porco’s footsteps treading behind you, an attempt to catch up after purposefully trying to ignore him when running into him on your way back from class. He’s like a mosquito, you bitterly think to yourself. How is it that this campus is so big, but he seems to be everywhere?
“You dumped me, remember?”
He scoffs at your blunt response, “How could I forget, when everyone on campus hates me for it?”
His comment makes you smile—it probably shouldn’t, but it does. You shouldn't be happy that everyone hates your now-ex-boyfriend, but you find it hard to suppress your grin at the thought of his golden-boy reputation plummeting.
“It feels good for you to be the bad guy y’know?” you admit to him. He’s walking beside you now and why the hell is he talking to you?
“Geez, thanks.”
“I mean, you do deserve it a little bit,” you look at him, hoping he agrees with you. You want him to say that he’s an asshole, that he deserves to be hated. He doesn’t make eye contact with you, though. His stupid hazel eyes stay locked onto the cement of the sidewalk the two of you are occupying, like he’s trying to count his steps and make sure he doesn’t step on any cracks.
You decide to push his buttons a little further.
“I don’t know. It feels good for people to agree with me when I say that you fucked me over,” his eyes perk up at your vulgar language. “And I'm so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you. I don’t know—makes me feel validated, I guess.”
“Yeah, I guess that makes sense,” he sympathizes and it surprises you. “I did fuck you over pretty badly, huh?”
A harsh breath comes from your nose, how can he be so annoying while saying such few words?
“If you count dumping me 2 days before our one year anniversary via text as ‘fucking me over pretty badly’ then yes, Porco, I’d agree,” you retort.
His eyes find the sidewalk again, but he keeps matching your pace as he continues to walk beside you.
“You were too good for me anyways,” he mumbles, like he’s embarrassed that a bystander might hear his insecurities, “You deserve someone who will love you right.”
“Well, that could’ve been you, if you let yourself,” falls from your lips before you can control yourself.
He stops in his tracks, expecting you to follow his abrupt action. When you don’t, and keep walking straightforward, he’s jogging behind you once again to catch up.
“What the hell is that supposed to mean?”
“You have a habit of self-sabotaging everything good in your life,” you shrug, like it’s the most evident observation there is. “Our relationship was great, but you got scared, so you ended it.”
He clicks his tongue on his front teeth out of irritation, “What are you, my therapist?”
“No but you do need one.”
He laughs at that—a real laugh (you don’t know if he meant to or not, but either way, he did). It feels good walking and laughing with him again, even under such weird circumstances.
He surprises you with his next statement. It’s an apology.
“I’m sorry. I wish I could have loved you right.”
You look over at him, his eyes meeting yours. He means it, you’d like to think. His eyes are soft and tender like they always were when it was just the two of you.
“You still can,” you reassure him. “You just have to let yourself.”
#porco galliard#porco x reader#porco galliard x reader#porco angst#porco galliard angst#porco drabble#porco galliard drabble#porco blurb#porco galliard blurb#porco fic#porco galliard fic#L's SOUR event!
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Movie Night Pt 2. Starry Night
A/N: I don’t even know why it took me so long to finish this. Anyways though, I switched the POV real quick because I thought this way just suited the story better now that’s been extended? Idk but it’s done. Y’all pls let me know what you think of it! Did I get Damian right? I just started getting into DC and so far he’s one of my fav characters so someone pls tell me if I’m doing a good job 😂 also I’ve been feeling kinda like not bad but not great about my writing so I’d really appreciate some feedback/constructive criticism. It’s bad how I need this validation but it also is what it is. To make things easier I’m just putting yours and Damian’s age here at 14-15. I’m already thinking about a 3rd but let me know if y’all want it, you’d be more aged up in it (still debating just how much though) We get a lot more background on you in this part so I hope you enjoy. Also I’m kinda mixing in stuff from both the Titans from the animated movies and the Teen Titans show from the early 2000’s such as the setting because I couldn’t tell if the setting in the animated films was San Francisco or not. Also I loved the TT show so much as a kid and my lil heart just couldn’t help not including it in this lol. I actually also included a villain from the show as well but I did research his comic abilities too, it’s just all a big ole mix that I hope you enjoy lol. I don’t think I have anything else left to say. Enjoy!
Part 3!
Word Count: 3,368
The low ticking of the timer and the sound of Damian’s sword clashing with that of his opponents echoed throughout the training room. As soon as he defeated one hologram two more would appear, as per the setting he picked when he initiated the training sequence. Sword training always helped him blow off some steam and quite frankly, he was on a roll. Damian was successfully dodging every attack and striking back powerfully and efficiently. He was well on track to beat his own personal record. Then he heard her laugh.
It was faint at first but he could hear it getting closer. Instinctively he turned towards the entrance but no one was there yet. Just then one of the holograms went in for a strike, Damian countered it at the last second causing him to mess up his footing and fall. He groaned in frustration and got back up to attack but the timer beeped and the holograms disappeared.
He scoffed, angry with himself for having been so easily distracted. He became even more displeased when he saw it was Jamie whom she was laughing with.
“Greetings, Damian,” (y/n) smiled upon finally entering the training room, Jamie trailing close by. “I hope we are not interrupting.”
“What do you need?” he asked, already making his way to the control table to reset the training simulation.
“Straight to the point as usual,” Jamie rolled his eyes. “We’re all gonna go get some smoothies in a bit, wanna come?”
“I’m going to patrol tonight,” he curtly replied without looking up from the controls he was handling.
“I understand the desire to protect the city. But it is also to my understanding that criminal activity has been at an all time low as of late,” she said hopefully. “Perhaps you can spare a night to join us in the relishing of juiced fruit and in having the fun?” She looked to Jamie for support.
“She’s right,” he chimed in. “It’s just one night man, live a little.”
“I live plenty on my own,” Damian responded.
The timer reappeared along with three holograms and Damian began to make his way to the center of the small arena. Taking that as a clear indication that he was done with the discussion, Jamie and (y/n) walked towards the exit. Damian did not miss the dejected look on her face but he ignored the sharp pang of guilt for he knew was responsible for it.
A moment later the timer started and Damian resumed his battle with the holograms.
Later into the night…..
Damian stood perched on one of the highest buildings in Jump City, scanning the streets below for any suspicious activity. To his boredom, nothing was going on.
“Hmmph, she was right…” He muttered to himself.
It was obviously a very good thing that the crime rate has recently decreased in the city. But tonight Damian could not be more annoyed by the lack of it. It wasn’t simply a matter of being bored but a matter of not being occupied.
The training simulations are extremely helpful in maintaining one’s physique but for him, it was also just great for keeping his mind and body focused and busy. It was working so well for him today. Until (y/n) walked in.
(Y/n)
He started to reminisce on her smile upon greeting him and then on her disheartened expression when leaving. The pang of guilt returned but there was no hologram to fight to forget and move on. There was no crime to focus on to stop. There was nothing to stop his mind from wandering to her. Specifically his encounter from last week’s movie night.
Not only did he look back on how physically close his teammate was to him but on how oddly nice it felt to have her by his side. It felt gratifying to have been chosen by her as protection from what was scaring her. Sure it was simply a movie but that’s what made it all the more amusing to him. Here was a girl who battled aliens and several other criminals yet a horror film is what had her seeking shelter behind her teammate. To him it was comical but not in a bad way.
Damian had tried to not ruminate on the event and when he did think about it he’d downplay it. He’s been telling himself that it was just a matter of convenience for her that he was nearby and didn’t immediately reject her actions. But then he’d remember what she told him at the end of that night and their hug. Convenience or not her words and embrace were both warm and touching, regardless of how much he didn’t want to admit it.
He rolled his eyes at his own thoughts and began pacing to different sections of the rooftop. Again he scanned the streets for anything to do. Of all nights, why did the city have to be quiet tonight?
Suddenly, like an answer to a twisted prayer, Jamie’s voice echoes through his comm line.
“Titans! Dr. Light is robbing the CNP bank on west 24th, regroup there now!”
A smirk quickly formed on his lips before retrieving his grappling hook and jumping into the city streets.
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(Y/n) and Raven sat on the outside tables provided by The Groovy Smoothie shop and contentedly slurped their drinks. Jamie and Garfield had sat with the girls earlier but decided to check out the new arcade that recently opened nearby. (Y/n) and Raven were of course invited to tag along but they opted to stay instead. Having never tasted these concoctions before coming to earth, (y/n) quickly became obsessed upon trying them.
“Are you starting to feel full yet?” Raven asked with a small but amused grin on her lips.
(Y/n) was on her fourth smoothie of the night.
“Not quite. But I think it is worth mentioning that I have nine stomachs. However, I am feeling quite satisfied.”
“You must also have a killer metabolism. Guess that’d explain how you can handle Gar’s cooking,” Raven chuckled.
“His diet and cooking style is certainly unique and I have never had anything like it before on Tamaran. I imagine it would be a popular new cuisine.”
“I’m sure he’ll be glad to know that if it doesn’t work out for him he could always go to Tamaran to become a chef,” Raven jested.
(Y/n) lightly laughed but chose to steer the topic away from her planet.
“I hope Damian likes the smoothie I got for him. I had meant to ask what flavor he likes the most but he had already left to patrol.”
“Believe me, I think the gesture alone coming from you would be enough for him.”
What does she mean by that?
Before she could ask Raven to elaborate on her comment they both receive Jamie’s distress call on their comms. They shared a brief look of concern and in an instant they were both phasing into their uniforms as they flew to meet with their teammates.
By the time they arrived on the scene, Jamie and Garfield were already engaged in a fight with a man in a black suit and a goatee. Actually, they were engaged in a fight with multiple copies of this man, holographic copies to be exact.
Someone certainly picked up on a few new tricks while they were in hiding.
Upon seeing the big lightbulb icon in the middle of the man’s suit, and along with the fact that Jamie and Garfield were fighting his copies, (y/n) concluded that this was Dr. Light. He hadn’t noticed her and Raven’s arrival yet but she could immediately see his next plan of attack.
With a sinister smile on his face, he raised his gloved hand and pointed it at an occupied Jamie. He shot a light beam but before it could cause any harm to Jamie, (y/n) quickly summoned a red forcefield around him. The light beam deflected onto a lamp post causing it to nearly fall on Dr. Light. He huffed in annoyance at the close call but his evil grin returned once he saw who was responsible for his near demise.
“Ahhh I don’t believe I’ve seen you before,” he directed at (y/n). “Which coincidentally gives me a new idea for my next trick.”
He activated a switch on his suit and in an instant he was gone. She looked around but he was nowhere to be seen.
Did he teleport away?
A light beam suddenly shot out from behind and struck her. (Y/n) shrieked in pain and shock causing her to lose her flight and fall. Instead of feeling the hard concrete from below that she expected, she felt another body collide with hers before landing safely on the ground.
“(Y/n),” Damian quickly scanned her for any injuries. “Are you alright?”
“Yes,” she groaned. “I just require a minute.”
“Stay here,” he said before promptly rising and joining his teammates.
As she regained her senses, (y/n) could see that Dr. Light had conjured even more holograms. A distraction tactic no doubt. Dr. Light had yet to physically reappear but she knew he was still there. She could hear his malevolent laugh as he began to take down each of her teammates one by one.
He threw a metal contraption at Jamie which then trapped him into a giant transparent orb. For both Raven and Garfield he threw another mechanism that blinded them both and stunned their senses. Damian managed to defeat the rest of Dr. Light’s copies but before he could look for the villain he was suddenly blasted with a light beam, effectively subduing him.
“Foolish children,” Dr. Light laughed again. “Can’t hurt what you can’t see now can you?”
At this (y/n) growled, growing more and more frustrated, her eyes began to glow a deep red. She floated up from the ground with red energy culminating around her body. She expanded her arms causing the red energy to erupt from her body, not only forcing Dr. Light to reveal himself but causing him to stumble back from the impact. She immediately spotted him and with a swift motion of her hand she encased Dr. Light in her power and brought him closer to her in a menacingly slow pace.
To say Dr. Light was paralyzed in fear would be an understatement. He was incredibly afraid but he was also actually paralyzed. Even if he did have the courage to try and escape this death grip he could not physically will his limbs to move. He was completely at her mercy and she didn’t have a particularly large amount left for him.
She flicked her wrist and piece by piece his suit was falling apart until he was left in nothing but the undersuit of his suit. Powerless.
With the dismantlement of his suit, his mechanisms began to fail and her teammates were freed from their contraptions.
“Um, I think you got him (y/n). We’re good now, you can let him go,” Garfield had told her.
But that did not stop her. Overcome by her anger, she flew higher, bringing Dr. Light with her, and she began to suck the air out from his lungs. He was uncontrollably gasping and at this her teammates finally realized just what she was doing.
They called out to her to stop but she did not listen. Jamie quickly flew up to confront her.
Not registering that it was her teammate, (y/n) instinctively raised up her other hand with a ball of red energy in the center, ready to strike. The scarab instinctively reacted and aimed its blaster at her.
“(Y/n), it’s me” Jamie calmly stated. “Let him go.”
She did not back down but neither did he.
“Please don’t make me do this,” he implored. “Let him go, now. I won’t ask again.”
(Y/n) blinked, looking between Jamie and a dying Dr. Light before coming to her senses. Slowly she and her hostage descended.
She landed on her knees with her gaze cast down and shoulders slacked. Meanwhile Dr. Light was profusely coughing and gasping on his hands and knees, finally able to breathe.
“I am sorry,” she said before promptly rising up again and flying away.
Damian called after her but to no avail. If she heard him she made no attempt to show it. All he could do was watch as she flew away.
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Finding her wasn’t hard. Damian had placed a tracer on all of his teammates upon meeting them long ago. Within seconds he knew where she was heading. To Titans Tower, back home.
He decided to not immediately seek her out. He knew she’d need some time to be alone. But when he did he knew where to look. And that’s exactly where he found her, sitting on the rooftop with her feet dangling in the ledge.
“May I join you?” he asked.
(Y/n) looked up at Damian, he was still in uniform but he wasn’t wearing his mask. She briefly nodded and returned her gaze to the oceanview before them.
He took a seat next to her.
“Are you alright?” he asked.
She silently nodded.
Damian knew that physically she was fine but mentally she’s had a day. Still, he didn’t want to push so he silently waited in case she wanted to share more.
“I did not mean to take it that far.” She started. “I was not even aware that I could… do that.”
He looked at her and her gaze fell to her hands. “It’s okay. It was an accident.”
She shook her head. “But it was not. Although I did not mean for it to happen that does not mean I did not want it to.”
Damian frowned in confusion and she continued.
“He was hurting everyone. I knew I had to stop him and I did. I should have stopped as soon as I had rendered his suit useless but I could not. It did not feel like enough. My powers are strongly driven by my emotions and… I lost control.”
“I understand,” he said, earning a glance from her. “When people you care about are hurt or in danger you want nothing more than to exterminate that threat. I’m still learning that just because you can doesn’t mean you should. My father taught me something for moments like those, a sort of mantra. Justice not vengeance.”
“But how can one not strive for vengeance when the people they care about are being hurt?”
“It definitely takes practice,” he said, recalling the first time he was introduced to the saying.
“But what about achieving justice through vengeance?”
“Father says those two things aren’t interchangeable. If you fall for vengeance you’d be falling farther and farther from the justice that you initially sought. It’s what separates us from the criminals, or so he says.”
“Hmm,” she hummed. “He sounds wise.”
“He is, amongst other things.”
(Y/n) giggled at his last comment and he lightly chuckled with her.
The two teens rejoined in a comfortable silence once again. The setting is incredibly serene so neither one of them felt compelled to really say anything else. But then he saw her glance ascend from the ocean to the night sky and could not help himself from asking.
“Do you miss Tamaran?”
She briefly looked at him then back to the ocean.
“Sometimes. I was born and raised there after all. However, times have changed. With how the planet is currently ruled, I would not be welcomed back.”
“Why not?”
“Well,” she looked down and fidgeted with her hands. “When the citadel captured me they didn’t just torture me. They conducted several experiments on me. The last one was with this ancient stone they found. I had overheard some of them talk about its power and danger. Truthfully, with the way they spoke of it, I do not think they anticipated my survival. I did not either... But when they used the stone on me it somehow bonded with me. It was a welcomed surprise as it aided my escape. However it also altered my DNA. I no longer physically appear Tamaranean, therefore, I would not be accepted back as such.”
Damian didn’t realize but his features were softening at her words. He knew all about the Citadel and their history with Tamaran, courtesy of the computer in the Batcave. He knew that her powers came from experimentation but not that she was alienated because of it. He knew much less of the extent of torture she endured.
“However, I did retain some latent characteristics. Tamaraneans are very emotionally driven people and I vividly exemplified that today. I have also retained my nine stomachs and the ability to instantaneously learn any language through lip contact.”
That last detail was also something he was aware of. Her confirming it merely gave him a thought that caused him to blush. Thankfully she was too focused on the night sky to notice.
“Well that explains why your eyes don’t glow. Most of the time at least.”
A small smile formed on (y/n)’s lips. She brought up her hand and a small ball of red energy began to flow between her fingers.
“It is still alien, yes but not technology. It is something else…I am something else.”
“No,” he interjected. “Your power may have physically changed you, but you’re still (y/n). You’re nice, strong, valiant, and you care about your teammates. You’re a Titan and this is your home.”
Damian didn’t know what came over him to say such words but he knew that he meant them. And more importantly (y/n) knew he meant them as well.
Not being one to hide her emotions, although the same cannot be said for the other, (y/n) threw her arms around Damian and captured him in yet another hug.
He slightly jumped at the suddenness of it. This was his second hug in two weeks. He valued his personal space and everyone knew about that. Yet he didn’t mind when she invaded it. Or at least it didn’t feel like she was invading it, it wasn’t a nuisance when she did it. He didn't mind when she entered his space.
His heart rate had increased at her sudden action but now it was steadying to a normal beat. Tentatively, he raised his arms and hugged her back.
“Oh my X'hal!” she abruptly broke away.
“What, what happened?” he frantically looked around their surroundings. Did she sense something he could not see?
“I have left your juiced fruit drink back at the Groovy Smoothie,” she sighed.
“What?” he asked, confused. Then it clicked for him. “You bought me a smoothie?”
“Yes. I had planned on retrieving it once we defeated Dr. Light but with everything that happened I forgot it. It is long gone now,” she sulked.
“That’s what you were so concerned about?” he asked, the ends of his lips curling into an amused smirk.
“Yes,” she seriously replied.
Damian couldn’t help but lightly chuckle. His arms relaxed at the false alarm and that’s when he realized he was holding onto her. He quickly let go and brought his arms back to his sides. (Y/n) didn’t think much about it but she smiled at how bashful he was.
“I thought you would enjoy one when you returned from your patrol. I am sorry I left it behind.”
“Don’t worry about it,” he shrugged.
He did a great job at playing it nonchalant but Damian was really touched by her gesture. It was a simple smoothie, sure, but he liked that she thought about him.
“We can get smoothies together some other time,” he added.
“Tomorrow?” she asked.
“Sure.”
Again, he was casual but he was already looking forward to their plans. It’d be ideal to not be interrupted by any more criminals but Damian knew that he and (y/n) would be more than capable of handling them.
A/N Again!: I didn’t wanna spoil it by putting it in the beginning but I was trying to write your powers to be like that of Scarlet Witch. Yeah I’m mixing in Marvel too now sue me (pls don’t I don’t have any money). I think she’s super badass and to be honest I kinda felt like I cornered myself by making you an alien bc I just didn’t really know what to do with that and Starfire is another one of my favorite characters so I took pieces from her origin story and that of Scarlet Witch’s. Hope it made sense and I hope you liked it. Also I really wanted to make your character powerful and imo Scarlet Witch’s abilities are super powerful. Like I’m sure the Titans always appreciated you being on their team but now they’re extra glad you’re on their side lol.
#Damian Wayne x reader#Damian Wayne#reader insert#pls send feedback y'all#thx#robin x reader#robin#teen titans#damian wayne x scarlet witch reader#scarlet witch reader
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