#tHERES TWO SUNSHINE BABIES NOW
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Kalim: Let’s play with him!
Tsum! Kalim: *jumping happily*
Jamil: Oh god there’s two of them
#oh god indeed my guy#tHERES TWO SUNSHINE BABIES NOW#IT JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER AND BETTER#BUT WORSE AND WORSE FOR JAMIL—#twisted wonderland#twst x reader#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#disney twisted wonderland#twst yuu#disney twst#jamil viper#kalim al asim
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Be my Boyfriend OP81
Fem aligned people may read but not f3tishize my work!!
Summary: The morning after a night out you wake up with a certain someone in your bed
Reader: Male
Warnings: Smut, Unprotected sex (Wrap it before you tap it babes), Choking, Spit, Oscar in the wild, Beautiful brown eyes like a baby cow
Now playing: "Art Deco" by Lana del Rey
AN: I've written smut before but THIS feels like the first time I've written real smut.
Also i meant hickory as in the color hickory, not hickory wood. I am not stupid i swear! *falls to knees*
Can anyone tell that im obsessed with his eyes? I AM NORMAL I SWEAR *falls to knees again*
Your head was aching badly, you had just woken up from your deep slumber after a long night out. The hangover was creeping up on you as you sat up on the bed. There was a man sleeping next to you. Wait. Theres a man sleeping next you-?
You risked a closer look and realized it was your friend Oscar, who you'd been sleeping around with recently. Thank God it wasn’t some random stranger. He was snoring quietly and looked peaceful, you decided to let him sleep a bit longer.
The floor was cold, and the sun hadn’t reached through the window yet, you carefully made your way down the stairs and into the kitchen. A hot cup of tea would surely make you feel a bit better. Just in case the sleeping man upstairs woke up, you heated enough water for two mugs. There were still a few dirty plates in the sink, so you decided to wash those and tidy up the kitchen.
Soon after you were greeted with two beautiful brown eyes. “Morning”, he was rubbing his eyes, and his soft hair was a mess. “Morning sunshine”, you chuckled while he tiredly walks down the stairs. Oscar groaned as his head hurt from the hangover. As soon as you two landed in your bed the day before, he was out like a light. Obviously not before you rearranged his guts though.
You fished out a pack of tablets from the cabinet and dissolved two tablets in a big cup of water. You offered Oscar the cup, which he eyed skeptically before drinking half of it. The medicine tastes awful, but you traded the glass for his mug and downed the rest of the disgusting liquid. Grabbing your own mug, you pulled Oscar towards the couch in the living room. You both quietly sat there, exchanging looks and taking occasional sips of your tea.
Once you were done, you placed the mugs on the coffee table. Oscar gently pulled you into his lap, holding you close. He felt warm and cozy, almost like your bed upstairs. You could’ve stayed like this forever, except… well. Oscar’s morning wood was pressing against you painfully. Feeling a bit cheeky you purposely grind against it, earning a low groan from the man in front of you.
He was now looking at you with a slight grin.
“Let me help you with that.” You carefully slid off the couch and knelt on the carpet in front of Oscars spread legs. His eyes observed you closely and only a small hint of tiredness was left in his expression. You carefully took off his shorts, appreciating his grey briefs. Offering him a mischievous look, you palm him through his underwear. Oscar groaned loudly at the contact, furrowing his brows while his face flushed.
You then pulled his boxers down, only enough for you to take his dick in your hand. “Fuck.”, he bit his lip at the feeling of your cold hands against his member. His stunning eyes were closed, and you took the opportunity to take him into your mouth. Oscar moaned loudly at the wet feeling, throwing back his head.
You swirled your tongue around the tip of his cock while jerking the rest. The scene before you was one you’d love to have on a polaroid picture. Oscar spreading his legs, trembling with pleasure and his head tipped back while begging for more.
Pushing his dick further into your mouth you gagged as it hit the back of your throat. He looked down at you with a flushed expression, sliding a hand into your curls and gently pushing his cock fully into your wet, warm mouth. You began bobbing up and down, enjoying the sight in front of you. He tasted slightly salty, slightly sweet but most importantly perfect.
You knelt there, your hands roaming his thighs, occasionally giving them a light squeeze. His body tensed and relaxed in a comfortable rhythm while you did your best to bring him pleasure. Oscar was a nice guy. He was more than that, he was the perfect guy. You'd known him for a long time now, though only recently you two agreed to hook up from time to time. Promising yourself to not catch any feelings was pointless, and you knew it from the start.
Oscar was a moaning mess by now and rambled on about how good it feels and how close he is. A sweet, tight feeling had coiled in his stomach. His body began tensing up and only a few moments later thick white ropes of cum shot down your throat, you weren’t going to waste a single drop. The feeling of your swallowing closing around his cock had Oscar moaning even louder.
After sucking him off, you collected yourself and straddled the heavily breathing man on your couch. “Take this off”, he tugged at your shirt. You did as you were told, meanwhile Oscar got rid of his own t shirt. He ran his hands over your bare chest, playing teasingly with your nipples.
You reached behind him and gave his ass a firm squeeze, before kissing his neck. As much as he likes the dominant you, today he had other plans. He pushed you backwards, making you gasp. He smiles at you smugly, before kissing and nibbling your neck, while one of his hands went under your shorts to caress your thighs. You groaned and mumbled under him, enjoying the attention. Your own hardness was now pressing against Oscar’s stomach as he was leaning over you. His body was the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen, you couldn’t resist touching him. He moans softly, the feel of your hands is like heaven to him.
His lips moved along your neck to leave the occasional hickey, while he shifted his free hand to your inner thigh, massaging the soft spot there. “Feel good?”, you nod eagerly while he grins at you. His sweet lips felt like velvet to your skin, you could melt right there and then. Oscar reached for the waistband of your shorts before whispering: “Can I take care of you?”, you struggle to form words and just let out a loud whine. “Words, darling.”, groaning you muster up a weak ‘please’, which appeased Oscar.
He then gently lifted your legs, taking off the last pieces of clothing covering you, now leaving you sprawled out bare in front of him. Oscar carefully took your dick into his hand, then licked a long stripe up your length. Your breaths felt heavy and warm, you gripped Oscars shoulder. He slowly took in all of your length, sucking in all the right ways. He held onto your hips and caressed them softly while humming. The vibrations made you shudder and tense.
He reached up and tapped your mouth with two of his fingers, wanting you to wet them for him. You gladly sucked on them, coating them generously with saliva as you whined. Oscar then retracted his fingers again, making you pout at the loss. But that quickly turned into gasps as he slowly pushed them into your greedy hole, making scissoring motions. Squirming and whining filled the living room, heating the atmosphere. His raspberry lips looked so perfect around your cock and his soft, longing touches lit a fire in you.
Oscar decided to add another finger, making you whine at how well he was stretching you. His big brown eyes searched yours, his deep gaze looking right into your soul. You could get lost in those beautiful hickory colored pools.
With the pace of his fingers and his mouth, the cord inside you strained until it snapped and you were swallowed by pleasure. Cum splattered all over Oscar’s face. He smiled smugly as he wiped it off his face and put it in his mouth, savoring your taste.
Now it was your turn to push him over; you gently laid your hand on his chest while he gave you a questioning look, wondering what you'd do next
You slowly sunk down on his cock and winced at the full feeling. He didn’t give you any time to adjust as he already began thrusting up into you at a brutal pace. He made sure to watch every little shift in your expression.
Your body was shaking, but you managed to whisper: “Let me ride you.” Oscar smirked at your request, halting his movements. His hands found their way onto your hips as you bounced on his dick. You leaned down while keeping up your pace and pressed a hasty kiss to his forehead. ‘Feels so fucking good.’
Oscar smiled sweetly, almost innocently, but the next moment he has his hand wrapped around your throat, pressing tightly. He began fucking into you again, making you spill curses and moans. Of course, he was a very loving person but when it came to bedroom activities he seemed almost merciless.
There was a warm feeling pooling in your stomach again, indicating your incoming climax. With his other hand, Oscar took your dick in his hand and began pumping it. Another intent, deep look from him made you feel even warmer than you already did.
Your second orgasm hit you like a freight train. You clenching around his cock had Oscar seeing stars as he came in you. Hard.
Both of you were a sweaty, panting mess, his cock still inside you while you ride off your high.
He grabbed your chin and pulled you into a sweet kiss. Oscar looks at you intently.
“Do you want to be my boyfriend?”
#male reader#gay#f1 x male reader#i hate when men have beautiful brown eyes like a baby cow. Shut the fuck up <3#reader x character#smut#male x male#reader insert#x reader#male reader insert#x male reader#oscar piastri#f1 x reader#f1 fanfic#oscar piastri x you
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Hold on.
Pairings: countryboy!kenshi x citygirl!black!reader
Warnings: cursing. smut. praise. vaginal sex. spitting. fingering. creampie. nipple play. reader has braids and nipple piercings. mentions of lingere. Pet names (sugar, baby, sunshine, babygirl, pretty girl, my wife). you and kenshi are newlyweds on yalls honeymoon!.
wc: 2.0
notes: Loved writing this. I hope you enjoy. If theres any warnings I miss please let me know. For your listening pleasure.
The crackles of the wooden fireplace could be heard throughout the quaint cabin as the aromas of the freshly made chilli could be smelled throughout.
It was always in the plan for you two to have a winter honeymoon and you were shocked it came so soon. But the wait was worth it. You spent some much needed time with your husband and even learning things about him you never knew.
When you two went snowboarding he was actually good at it. It made you jealous he was able to ride more of the intermediate slopes while you had to stay on the kiddie ones.
Out of side hitting the slopes, most of you and Kenshi's time was spent hiking, exploring the woods, and going to the city to explore and eat.
While you weren't complaining you missed your man in ways only he could statsify. You had brought this pink frilly lettuce trim lingerie set to wear for him since it was your honeymoon but by the time you got back from your activities each day, the two of you just wanted to shower and sleep.
But luckily for you the last day in the cabin was spent just relaxing and cuddling. The two of you watched the snowfall with a cup of hot chocolate and watched a few movies to pass the time.
Now that it was a little later into the night. The two of you migrated to the room with the floor-to-ceiling windows directly looking over the frozen lake which the moon reflected from as the warm lights from the lamp illuminated the room.
“Did you enjoy your time sugar?” his honey-thick accent rung out
Looking into his eyes, you nodded before sitting on your knees.
“I did Ken. The scenery was so nice and all the delicious food! You chose a great spot” you said smiling
You watched as he put both his hands behind his head smiling at you. Closing your eyes gently you sighed trying to drown out the inappropriate thoughts about your newlywed husband before opening them up again.
Quick flashes of the way he went down on you on your wedding night still had you captivated and had wanting for more.
But the winter season was so rough on him on the farm so your sex life wasn't like it was before the two of you got married. You let him focus on his crops and animals while you made sure to take care of him the best way you could. But the lingering touches and kisses really set your body on fire. You felt like a teenage girl experiencing touch for the first time.
Coming on this trip you expected sex on top of sex. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case. You were damned if you were going to let this last night go to waste.
“Something on your mind sweetheart?” Kenshi would ask seeing that you started to stare off into space.
“Yes actually,” you said eyes meeting his
Gesturing for you to expand further you told him to wait on the bed and you’ll be right back. Going to your duffle bag you stuffed the lingerie set under your shirt before scurrying into the ensuite bathroom.
Cocking an eyebrow he shrugged his shoulders before going back to his phone to check on some orders pertaining the farm. A couple of moments flew by and he wondered if you were ok in there.
“You ok in there baby girl?” he asked from the bed.
Becoming startled you quickly closed the top of your mascara and sounded back a yes telling him you’ll be out in a moment. You were nervous for some reason. It wasn't like he hadn't seen you naked but it's been a while since you've been intimate and this was your first time dressing up for him.
Your pierced nipples with the hearts on the barbells could be seen through the mesh of your top and so could the small wet patch seen from your underwear as well. You finished putting on your pink glittery lip gloss before adjusting the cute pink bow that held your knotless braids in a ponytail and fixing the pendant with your husbands initial on it.
“Baby I'm coming out,” you said peeking your head outside
“Ok I'm ready f’you” he said smiling while doing the come here motion with his fingers
“You have to close your eyes, Ken!!! It's a surprise,” you said excitedly
Closing his eyes you made sure he wasn't looking before peeping over to the bed and going back to your previous position of sitting on your knees. As he felt the bed dip he got a whiff of that particular flower scent you loved.
“Open your eyes,” you said through small giggles
Opening his brown eyes, he saw you sitting so pliantly in the skimpiest of clothing with the cutest smile on your pretty face as the diamonds of the necklace sparkled against your brown skin.
“ ‘s all for me, sweetheart?” he asked sitting up on the headboard and watching you as you nodded your head chewing on your glossed lip a little
“What for?” he asked before rubbing up and down your thigh that held the lacy bow garter.
“You know… it's our honeymoon and I wanted to look pretty for you! Also because we haven't had sex in a while” you said mumbling the last part.
Giving a “hm” in satisfaction he played with the garter for a minute before snapping it against your thigh. Hissing at the sensation you playfully hit his chest before giggling.
“You too quiet,” you said meekly
“Just enjoying the view sugar that's all,” he said grinning up at you before going back to rubbing your plush thighs
Repositioning yourself back onto your knees Kenshi took notice of the sticky wet spot that clung onto your sheer panties. Smirking he looked up at your soft face before opening his mouth to speak.
“You look so pretty in this lil get-up you have on” he teased moving his hands closer to your clothed cunt
Your cheeks burned as the compliment went towards your pulsing cunt. Giving a thank you he slotted his fingers into the inside of your thighs before giving it a squeeze. Without being told your thighs fell open exposing that wet spot on your panties.
Feeling his thumb stroke up and down you sighed squeezing your eyes shut
“Tell me where you want me sugar,” he said continuing the teasing motion.
“Right there Ken please” you pleaded to him grinding yourself onto his hand
Flipping you over to your back his hands found purchase on your hips before moving your underwear to the side swiping his fingers up and down your silt
“Missed this s’much” he said pushing his fingers inside your warm cunt
Whimpering at the sensation your breath came out more of a hiccup as you squirmed under him.
“You’re so good to me sweetheart. Getting all dolled up just f’me. Makes me feel like the luckiest man.” he expressed while putting pressure against your clit
“K-kenshi please bout to cum” you whined back arching off the bed
“Cmon sweetheart let it out” he instructed you as you came undone from his fingers
Letting out a squeal your body went limp on the bed as you caught your breath
“Fuck” you rasped out breathless coming down from your orgasm
This is what you wanted. What you craved for all those nights leading up to this honeymoon. Your plan was coming into fruition.
Looking to where your husband was seen taking off his shirt revealing in the intricate tattooed arm sleeve that transformed to a chest piece. You smiled sweetly at your beloved husband as your head rested on the pillow.
You had to be some angel that fell from the sky. At least thats how he felt about you. He knew from the first date he wanted to make you his wife. Even with the stark differences of you being a city girl and him being a traditional country boy.
He knew he wanted to take care/provide for you as long as you lived. He would do anything if it meant seeing you smile. He loved you more than anything.
Pulling you to the edge of the bed he hooked your plush thighs across his hips as you rested on the palm of your hands. Staring at you his eyes trailed to the diamond K pendant that stopped right before the valley of your breasts he placed a kiss to your collarbone leading up to shoulder eventually finding his way to your neck. Moaning softly you tilted your head in order to give him more access to you.
Deciding to become bold with your words you told him what you wanted.
“Kenshi.. I need you to fuck me.. Please” you said feeling your self go crazy at the incessant teasing
Hearing those words fall from your glossed lips he groaned in response before yanking your thin panties off and quickly unbuckling his pants. Freeing his dick from its confines he held out his hand as he instructed you to spit on it before going back to stroke himself a few times.
Squirming at the sight you tried to pull him as close as you could so that he was close to your entrance. Bringing you into a kiss he gave himself a few more pumps before lining himself with your pussy and pushing in gently.
“Oh shit” you whined little tears pricking at your eyes as your eyes squeezed shut
“Just focus on me sunshine, relax let me make you feel good” he cooed as his free hand came to your pierced nipple rolling it gently feeling your hips buck into him
“Thats it pretty girl. You can take it all right baby?” He asked pushing in further as you choked back a yes
“I know you can babygirl. Such a good wife f’me isnt that right” he asked as you nodded your head in agreement
Bottoming out he quickly began to give you long and deep strokes as you moaned in his ear about how deep he was. One hand held you to him as plowed into you hearing your cries for more and your babbling. Your nails dug in his toned back as you came again for the second time with out warning.
Not giving you much time to think he flipped you over onto your stomach placing a pillow under your lower stomach you tried to catch yourself from falling but quickly felt a pair of hands steady you as he pushed back in.
“Oh fuck, w-ait Kenshi please” you begged as tears fell from your eyes still sensitive from your prior orgasm.
Ignoring your cries he plowed into you watching the way your ass rippled everything time he pushed back into you. Your head rested on duvet as they caught your tears as your hands tried to push him away to slow him down.
“Nun uh sweetheart you can handle it. Doing s’good for me just hold out for me” he said taking your hand and kissing the finger that held the wedding ring he put on your finger
Coming close to your orgasm again your cries became louder as you asked your husband to let you cum. Nearing his release he gave you the greenlight as he came with you cum filling up your pussy as it still clenched around his dick.
Pulling out gently he watched as his load seeped out of you before turning you back over to see you falling asleep
“Hey, sweetheart, wake up f’me gotta get you cleaned” he said placing soft kisses along your face to wake you up
“Need a few minutes ken. Please” you said in between breathes laced with sleepiness
Laughing at your fucked out state he gave you one more kiss before letting you rest. Watching your chest rise and fall as the soft light illuminated you
“Thank you for being my wife. Thank you for everything” he said quietly as he ran his hand over your braids.
#mortal kombat x black!reader#mortal kombat x reader#mortal kombat smut#mortal kombat x black reader#kenshi takahashi#kenshi x reader#kenshi smut#kenshi x black reader#kenshi takashi x reader#kenshi takashi x black reader#video game x reader#video game smut#video game fanfic
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this love
╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯
sc26 x childhood!bestfriend reader
warnings: kissing, anything else lmk!
seamus casey, your destined best friend since you were babies. your parents both went to college together and were best friends. they also got pregnant around the same time. seamus was two months older, he always made fun of you for that.
when you and seamus were both finally 18, he was nhl draft bound and umich bound. you decided to follow him there both having gotten accepted and on scholarships. your parents couldn’t have been more proud, even going as far to throwing a party.
seamus was always so protective of you, always making sure you were okay. there was never a time where you were crying and he wasn’t there to hold you and tell you everything was going to be okay. he never liked talking to many people, he was kept to himself and you were the only person to bring him out of his shell. he was so nervous for the draft but your smile and pep talks were the only thing that could calm him down, and you couldn’t have been more proud of him for being drafted to the devils.
college came quick. you and seamus leaving your hometown to chase your dreams.
everything was great. you and seamus had a lot of classes together and he even made sure to include you in things he did. which landed you in a frat house at a party after a win against michigan state, one of umich’s biggest rivals. it was winter time, your favorite season but you cant help but feel so down.
as you were sitting near the kitchen you couldn’t help but keep looking at seamus. he had brought you to this party but ended up losing each other since he got dragged away by his teammates.
he currently sat in the living room with some random sorority girl. you had feelings for seamus since the 7th grade. never wanting to ruin a friendship you stayed quiet.
one of seamus teammates approached you, “hey i’m mark, you’re y/n right, seamus’s best friend?” he asked before taking a seat next to you. “yeah that’s me” you said giving him a small smile hoping he didn’t catch you staring at seamus.
“so you and seamus have been friends since you guys were babies? he always talks about you, its nice to finally meet you.” he said bringing his hand out to for a hand shake, which you shook his hand softly. “our parents are best friends and had us around the same time so they raised us together, we’ve been inseparable since.” you said and he let out a soft laugh.
you and mark talked for a while getting to know each other, but all you wanted was seamus, you kept looking over at him any chance you got. “you know y/n i think you have a crush on my boy seamus.” mark said and you choked on your water trying to hide the blush forming on your face. “me liking seamus? no way he’s just my best friend plus theres no way hes into me.” you said placing your water down. “yeah sure, best friends dont talk or look at each other the way you two do.” he said and you looked at him confused and he began talking again. “i said he talks about you a lot and when i say that i mean its non stop. any time you send him a selfie or anything he’s so quick to smile at his phone and he’ll say it was from you. every time you’re at our games he’s always looking for you never anyone else. and i see the way you look at him at every party. the way you get so upset whenever a girl goes up to him.” you couldn’t help but sit there and think about what mark had said almost on the verge of crying from feeling all your emotions overcome you.
“mark please dont be fucking with me right now. i’ve liked him since 7th grade and i never wanted to ruin anything between us so i kept quiet.” you said looking up at him and he gave you a genuine smile. “trust me, our whole team wants you two together, you bring out the best of him. he’s always so gloomy and grumpy and you’re his sunshine. you’re the only person who can calm him down or help him. now go get your man.” he said patting your back helping you up. you mouthed a quick ‘thank you’ before going to seamus.
you tapped his shoulder softly and he paused his conversation with the girl sitting with him. “can we talk?” you said softly, which had seamus up on his feet excusing himself from the girl and holding your hand leading you to an empty balcony.
you stood there enjoying the breeze and the night sky. “what’s up sunshine? you seem upset.” he said coming up behind you giving you a back hug, something he always did when he knew you were upset. you turned to face him, looking up you couldn’t help but to notice the moons reflection in his eyes. “you’re so pretty.” you mumbled and immediately realized what you said hoping he didn’t hear you, but he did. “you’re pretty too.” he said tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. “shea, i like you, like a lot. actually scratch that. i love you. more than anything in this world, and it’s okay if you dont feel the same i totally get it i mean you have all these girls who-“ he cuts off your rant with a kiss. his hands tangled in your hair and yours on his chest. you pull away for a second to catch your breath and he whispers “i love you too.” against your lips before you pull him back in for another kiss.
your boy was finally yours. and he finally got his dream girl.
#seamus casey#seamus casey x reader#seamus casey x yn#umich hockey#umich imagine#mark estapa#umich blurbs#umich boys#luke hughes
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Before I laid down for the night to read, I wanted to say that Hasan would 100% read the books you do to be close with you and talk about them with you. Whatever genre. He’s so smart, you can tell he reads a lot anyways. (I’m a huge reader, sorry for what you’re about to read)
One day you’d be in his streaming room with him, just sitting and reading with your legs on his lap while he’s streaming. Chat starts requesting to see you and talk to you once they see your knees and thighs on him.
You come over to sit on his lap (obvi) and say hi to them, tell them about your day, say you were just reading. They ask you what it was (they would EAT UP your book recs, you’re mother) and you don’t wanna say, but Hasan picks up your book or kindle and shows them. It’s literally a reverse harem hockey romance smutty book. (It’s what I’m reading, everyone insert their own readings here lol. It’s the Jacksonville Rays series by Emily Rath!!!! It’s INCREDIBLE) and he reads a few pages and he’s like
THIS IS 100% P*RN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And you’re like 🫣🫣🫣🫣🫠🫠🫠🫠😳😳😳😳 no theres a storyline!!!! It’s a great story!!!! You’re just reading the wrong part!!!!!
He’s like “baby, it’s okay to read erotica, don’t be shy☺️☺️☺️” while flipping through the pages, he’s like…… “wait why is this actually sounding good. Actually can I read this after you?”
And your book club was born.
Now you two annotate books for the other and he proudly announces he’s reading the cute romcom books you’re reading and you read the theory books and more academic books he does, whatever genre it is y’all like.
And people on stream still LOVEEEE to ask for your book recs.
You know how he has his little updates on watching one piece, that but with your books.
The Love Hypothesis, is the book I've read recently, I love. I am such a whore for it, the dynamic is literally grumpy x sunshine and professor X student (I don't usually like professor X student but this one got me), I also really like the plot, it was nice.
I'm a huge book annotator, so I just imagine him going through my little romance, biology, and religion books and reading them. Adding his own annotations in a different color pen.
Going on stream and talking about the books that you've read and the ones on you "to read" list. Also taking recs from the chat!!
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To the end and back [daryl Dixon x reader]
Chapter six - I’ve still got love for you
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Summary - after the world ended you were sure you’d never find love again but a certain archer catches your eyes and changes the entire trajectory of your life.
Season two!!
Warnings - mentions of rape and sa, mentions of religion and religious trauma.
'What lies ahead'
Season 2 ep 1
Day 65
We're going to fort benning. Atlanta is done for, it's lost to the walkers. We're hoping it'll be better there. We've decided to reduce the amount of cars we're talking something about saving gas. So we're leaving Daryl's truck, and Shane’s car. Daryl is taking his motorbike (well actually it’s Merle’s), so that means I'm back in the car with Rick, Lori, Carl, Sophia, and Carol.
I pull Daryl aside before we leave for fort benning. I make sure we're out of sight before I begin to talk. "Be careful" I whisper as I grab his hand. "I will" he replies. He knew the risks of driving the motorcycle, no walls, if we come across a horde of walkers he could easily get bitten, and then there's the regular risks of riding a motorcycle. I caress the top of his hand as I stare up at him. "Be careful" I repeat a bit more sternly. He nods "I will sunshine" he says which makes me smile. He presses his lips to mine swiftly before running off.
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We're on the road now. The car is mostly quiet, except for Sophia, carls quiet whispers at times. "Just thinking about our trip to the Grand Canyon with Carl." Lori says turning her head towards Rick. Rick let's out a laugh as he remembers fond memories of the trip. "I don't remember that." Carl says with furrowed brows.
"No, you wouldn't. You were just a baby. Besides, we never made it past Fort Worth" Lori explains to her son. "No, you got sick. I never knew a baby could throw up so much" rick laughs. I can imagine a baby Carl, and a younger lori, and Rick. Sometimes I wonder about the others lives before this. I knew a bunch about Glenn's, but I never really asked about the others. I assumed it might be a sore subject.
"Ick" Carl mutters which makes both his parents laugh. "Yeah, ick" Lori agrees. "But the doctors in Texas said you'd live. Then we turned around, and drove home." Lori explains. Carls face scrunches up as he says "well that sucks." Lori shakes her head a bit "no, it was a good trip."
"The best" Rick agrees. "Can we go see it? The grand canyon? I'd like too" Carl asks. "I would too" Sophia says. "Can we go?" Sophia asks. Lori turns her head so she could see into the back. "We'd never go without you and your mom. That's a promise." Lori reaches her hand back and grabs carols hand as Sophia leans her head on her mom's shoulder. "Would you go with us?" Carl asks as he turns to me. I smile "we'd never go without y/n either" Lori says. I'd grow close with Lori, and her son over the months following the outbreak. I liked having an almost little brother well that's what I consider Carl. I'd watch him a lot while his mom, and Shane would go out, I played games with him and the other kids too. I liked being close to people, being able to build a bond, a relationship with new people was always something I cared about. I didn't want to have no one if I was ever in trouble, I always wanted someone to lean on in times of need.
The rv comes to a stop which in turn makes all of us stop. What we can see is there's a bunch of cars in the way. It's good and bad news. The good is we can scavenge the cars for cool things, and theres a lot of gas too. The bad thing is there could be walkers hiding in any one of them. We follow the rv, as Dale tries to find a way through the large 16 wheeler, that was laid out on its side in the middle of the street.
We find our way around it, but just end up even more stuck. There are so many cars. Then the rv comes to an abrupt stop the engine sputtering.
We all get out of the cars, and gather around the rv. "I said it. Didn't I say it? A thousand times. Dead in the water" Dale says as he, Shane, Andrea, and Glenn hop out of the rv. "Problem, Dale?" Shane asks as he walks around Dale. "Just a small matter of being stuck in the middle of nowhere with no hope of—" Dale trails off as daryl walks up to the back of an suv, and starts riffling through the contents. "Okay, that was dumb."
"If you can't find a radiator hose here..." Shane says. Daryl's still looking through the stuff in the back of this abandoned car. "There's a whole bunch of stuff we can find." Daryl mutters. "I can siphon more fuel from these cars for a start." T-dog suggests as he walks over to Daryl. "Maybe some water." Carol adds.
"Food?"
"This is a graveyard." Lori says which makes almost everyone turn towards her. "I don't know how I feel about this." Lori says quietly. "Alright, alright, here we go."
"Come on y'all. Just look around, gather what you can." Says Shane. We all spilt in our own directions.
I'm looking through the back on an old suv. It was definitely a moms seeing there is a baby and toddlers car seats sitting in the back seat. I wonder if their still alive, and if they are where are they. There's some spare diapers, formula, and wipes things I hope we will never have scavange around for. This world isn't a place for a baby. There's some old children's books definitely too easy for Carl or Sophia. I look for maybe some older children's books chapter books or something, maybe something I can give to Lori, and Carol since both moms still try to teach their children standards 6th grade curriculum. I sigh as there's nothing but baby essentials. I go onto the next car it's a black Toyota corrolla. It's trunk is open as if the owner quickly grabbed a few things before fleeing. There's an empty backpack laying there. That's all just the backpack. It's nice enough so I take it. No holes, or stains, it looks brand new. I grab it before going onto the next car.
I'm already starting to sweat it's so hot. I wipe my forehead as I push myself through a broken open window to grab a baby pink sweater out of the back seat. I hold it up to my body. it looks like it'll fit so I stuff in into the bag. Then I go onto the trunk. It's also open. Inside is a loaf of molded bread, rotten milk, and some canned corn, and fruits. The person who owned this car must've died before they were able to grab this stuff because I don't think anyone would leave the canned goods. I stuff the canned goods into the bag, and move on. In the next car there is a trash bag full of cleaned clothes. There's pants, jackets, underwear, and shirts. I grab the entire bag and begin to drag it back to the cars. I pass by both Sophia, and Carl. Their mothers are just a few feet away looking through boxes. "What'd ya find?" Sophia asks, "bunch of clothes" I reply. Her eye light up "kids clothes?" She asks. I nod "some." For the last few months we've really only been rotating between two outfits one to wear when we're getting our clothes cleaned, and the ones we normally wear. So new clothes is exciting. I drag it all the way to the cars and load it into the van.
Dales on top of the rv keeping a look out, while Glenn is working on the rv. I don't want to mess with either of them so I go on continuing to go through trunks. I try to stay near the others, just in case I come across a Walker I won't be totally alone. I stay near Lori as she looks through the back of a black van. "What'd you find?" I ask "just some old cds" she replies.
"Lori, under the cars now." Rick whispers as he runs up. "Carl, Sophia, get down now." He hisses. I roll myself under a red suv as Lori runs to get carol. A herd of walkers come through. My hearts beating a mile a minute. I'm pretty sure all four of us adults are staring at the kids trying to tell them through mental telepathy to stay under the fucking cars.
I hope I'm not breathing too loud, it always seems that when you're trying not to be found you're breathing too loud. I cover my mouth trying to muffle my breathing. Right when we think it is over Sophia begins to scoot herself out from under the car. But with our luck there's somehow another Walker. It's growling at her as it gets down on the ground looking under the car. She lets out a blood curdling scream as she tries to scoot herself out the opposite direction. It's also scooting in towards her growling as it tries grabbing at her. Her screaming and sobbing probably drawing more near. She manages to scoot out from under the truck she's under and out into the grass clearing next to the highway. Two walkers follow after her as she runs down and into the woods. Rick follows suit running after Sophia and the two walkers with a rifle in hand. We all scoot out from under the cars following after. "Lori there's too walkers after my baby" Carol cries as she runs to the end he of the freeway. Lori wraps her arms around Carol hugging her, "shh, shh" Lori whispers as she tries comforting Carol.
When Rick comes back he has no Sophia. He said that he left her somewhere to hide while he went to draw away the walkers, and when he came back she wasn't there. He takes Daryl, Shane, Glenn, and t-dog out to look for her while leaving us at the free way.
Shane, t-dog, and Glenn end up coming back. Shane gives us some random chores like scavenging or moving cars. Carols a mess. She's standing at the side of the highway watching out into the forest. I walk over and place a hand on her shoulder. "They'll find her, she's a smart girl" I whisper. She nods with tears in her eyes. I give her a hug before walking off to go help out. I watch as she walks over to Dale "why aren't we all out there looking? Why are we moving cars?" She asks.
I wanted to help find Sophia too. They wouldn't let me. I've already got plans to go out looking by myself though. It wasn't safe, but I wanted to look for her too. She was like my little sister why wouldn't I want to go out looking for her.
"We have to uh clear enough room so I can get the rv turned around as soon as it's running. Now that we have fuel we can double back to a bypass that Glenn flagged on the map." Dale explains. Shane walks up and says "going backs going to be easier than trying to get through this mess."
"We're not going anywhere till my daughter gets back." Carol says with her arms crossed over her chest. Lori walks over and places a hand on carols back. "Hey, that goes without saying."
"Rick, and Daryl, they're on it, okay? Just a matter of time." Shane says. "Can't be soon enough for me." Andrea says tossing a bottle of water to Glenn, who stood next to me. "I'm still freaked out by that herd that passed us by, or whatever you'd call it." Andrea says. Carol walks away, her arms still crossed over her chest. "Yeah, what was that? All of them just marching along like that." Glenn asks. "A herd." I reply "that sounds about right." Shane says nodding "now we've seen it. It's like the night camp got attacked. Some wandering pack, only fewer." Shane sighs, and clears his throat "okay. Come on, people. We still got a lot to do. Let's stay on it. Let's go, come on." Shane says as he walks away. We all go back to work, while Carol stays standing next to the edge of the highway. Poor thing was just a ball of stress.
-
We wander around the freeway, collecting things we need from cars or moving them. Most of the cars are filled with rotten corpses, rotten food, or luggage. A lot of people were leaving, as fast as they could. But I guess something stopped them up around here. Probably the 16 wheeler, maybe a bunch of newly infected walkers. I guess we'll never know.
I watch from a far as Carl comes running up to Shane, and Lori with a big black thing. “Shane!" He shouts "Carl, what happened?" Lori says worriedly. "mom I found something cool." Carl says placing the thing onto the ground, and unrolling it. "Shane, check it out." Carl says with grunt. The thing must've been heavy. "It's an arsenal." Carl exclaims. Shane doesn't really give Carl the time of day. Shane stays bent over the car he's working on "that's cool, bud. Go give'em to Dale."
Carl bends over grabbing a hatchet. "Check this one out, Whoa it's a hatchet." Carl says as he examines the weapon in his hands. "Be careful. Don't play with those." Lori warns, Carl continues to play with the hatchet "they're really sharp-"
"What did I just say?" Lori scolds her son "can I keep one?" Carl asks looking up at his mom. "Are you crazy?" Lori says taking the hatchet from Carl. "No way." He then turns his head to Shane. Shane was always more lenient with Carl than Lori, So was Rick, they were way more fun in carls eyes. "Shane. Shane, tell her to let me keep one."
I continue to look through the trunk of a car. It mostly contained old cds in a large box though. "Hey, man, go give them all to Dale now. Go." Shane says scolding Carl which isn't normal for Shane. I can just sense the 'fuck you' facial expression that Carl is probably giving Shane. I was a kid once too, I remember when someone you thought was fun scolded you, the feeling of your heart falling into your stomach, the grudge that was forming.
"What was that?" Lori asks. I don't look up I continue looking through the trunk. trying not to make any noise that would alert the two that I was here. "What was what?" I hear Shane shut the hood of the car he was working on. "The way you blew him off just now. You crushed him." Lori whispers. Shane doesn't answer he continues to keep himself occupied. "I don't believe you. You're giving me the cold shoulder?"
"Isn't that what you want?" My brows furrow. "Aren't you the one who said stay the hell away, him and you?" Shane, Lori, and Carl were like a family. Everyone thought they were a family. A husband, wife, and their boy. But they weren't obviously after talking to Lori, and carl I found out about their supposedly dead husband, and dad. But he wasn't dead now, and I guess Lori was pushing Shane away. I was sure lori and Shane were fucking before Rick came back. Actually no I knew they were fucking, Glenn came across them in the woods one day, and told me about it.
"You forget what happened at the cdc? Your little meltdown in the rec room slip your mind?" Lori asks Shane angrily. "When you trie-" shane cuts her off "when I tried to what? What do you think that was?" My eyes are widened as I bend down staying out of sight. I definitely know too much, but it's hard to stop listening. "I think it is pretty plain what that was." As a women I know what she's alluding to, it's pretty simple. Sexual assault. They way Shane's trying to gaslight her, the way he's trying ot stay hush hush about it. He tried to rape her in the Rec room. That's why he had scratches on his neck that morning.
"A mistake. One that I admit to. I..I have a few mistakes under my belt, Lori. So do you."
"No debate there. But Shane, we need to stop this." I try to continue going through the boxes as quietly as I can but I keep getting distracted. Trying not to stare, but also trying to look through boxes quietly. "Why do you think I'm preppin' my new ride?....I'm leavin'" Shane reveals. "Leavin'?" I can hear the confusion in Lori's voice "as in I'm gone for good. Gonna quietly slip away first chance I get." Shane starts up the car. It works. I can hear the radio "the emergency alert system has been activated. The office of civil defense had issued the following message: normal broadcasting will cease immediately. This is a civil emergency."
The others begin to walk up "is that a local signal?" Glenn asks. "It's got to be within 50 miles of here" I stand up, and walk over. I can feel Shane staring at me.
"Avoid anyone infected at all costs. Remain calm. Help is on the way. The emergency alert system has been activated."
Shane bends over into the car and turns off the radio. "Asshole. Okay let's get back to work." Everyone begins to walk off.
I begin to walk over to the car I was looking through when I feel a hand on my wrist. I turn around quickly. It's Shane. His brows furrowed "how much did you hear?" He whispers. I shake my head quickly "I..I didn't hear anything. What'd you mean?" I lie. Anger fills his face. I'm lying to him and he knows it. "Don't tell Rick, I swear if you tel-" I cut him off trying to get him to let go of my wrist. "Let go, leave me alone please. I'll tell Daryl if you don't leave me alone" I cry. He tighten his grip around my wrist. I cry out in pain "what's Daryl goin' to do? If he even tries to touch me I'll kill him" he growls. I don't know what snaps inside of him but he begins to try, and kiss me. He presses kisses to my neck as he whispers "you like me baby just admit it."
"Get off!" I cry as I try pushing him away. "Get off! Get off!" I scream as I push him hard enough for him to fall back on his butt. I've gotten everyone's attention now. Everyone's turned their heads to me confused. Glenn's running towards us. "Hey man leave her alone!" Shouts Glenn. "C'mere" Glenn says as he walks up. I hug him immediately. Shane's still sat on the ground eyes widened looking up at me. He's been caught, "I-I wasn' trying to do anything" he stutters out.
"Come on you can come stay up there with me" Glenn whispers as he walks me over to where the others were.
"What was he trying to do?" Dale asks. Glenn shrugs.
-
I stay by Glenn for most part. I help him with the little jobs he's doing, sometimes I go up, and sit in the rv when Shane decides to show his face around us.
I don't know why he was trying to touch me. I guess even during these times men still think they can take advantage of women. No matter what I'd still be a weak little girl to men. Someone they can take advantage of for their own selfish needs.
Rick and Daryl come back when the sun starts to set. They come back with no Sophia though, which definitely upsets Carol even more. I'm sat in the rv, because Shane had decided to come back up towards the rv again. I don't want to see his face ever again.
I can see Rick, and Daryl talking to Carol from the window. Carols hyperventilating, she's worried about Sophia being out there alone. So am I. She's only 12. Letting her be out there all night couldn't be safe. She could get bitten, or get even more lost.
Rick walks off. Lori stays with Carol consoling her while everyone else goes back to their business. I can hear Glenn, and Daryl talking just outside the rv. "Where's y/n?" Daryl asks "in the rv. Um but I've gotta tell you, Shane tried to I don't know touch her earlier.." god he's telling Daryl. Daryl's going to confront Shane, and Shane's going to kill him. I bury my face in my hands.
I hear the sound of loud footsteps walking up into the rv. I look up, it's Daryl. "You alrigh'?" He asks as he sits across from me. "Mhm" I hum with a nod. "Don't..don't say anything please" I whisper. His brows furrow "why not? He tried touching you didn't he?" I nod "he..he said if you tried to do anything he'd kill you" i mutter. He lets out an angry sigh. "Please, don't do anything" I whisper. He lets out a grunt before hesitantly nodding "..fine" he whispers. "But if he does it again I'll kill him."
-
We slept in the cars, it wasn't a very good nights sleep but it was sleep so I can't complain. We were all going out to look for Sophia which made me happy. I hated being useless in the search for Sophia. Rick places the weapon that Carl found the day before on the hood of a car. "Everybody takes a weapon." Rick instructs "these aren't the kind of weapons we need. What about the guns?" Andrea says with a hand on her hip. "We've been over that. Daryl, Rick, and I are carrying. We can't have people popping off rounds every time a tree rustles." Shane says as he presses himself up against the rv. "It's not the trees I'm worried about." Andrea argues. "Say somebody fires at the wrong moment, a herd happens to be passing by. See, then it's game over for all of us. So you need to get over it." Shane explains. "The idea is to take the creek up about five miles, turn around and come back down the other side. Chances are she'll be by the creek. It's her only landmark." Daryl says. Glenn is admiring a weapon that I don't even know the name of. "Stay quiet and stay sharp. Keep space between you but always stay within sight of each other." Rick advises.
"Everybody assemble your packs."
I've got my messager bag already packed up with the essentials. Medkit, food, water, gun (even though I'm not supposed to carry it. I'm not getting my gun tooken away because Shane thinks I don't need it.), knife, flashlight, and compass.
Rick walks up to Dale who's sitting on the steps of his rv. "Dale keep on those repairs. We got to get this rv ready to move." Dale stands up "we won't stay here a minute longer than we have to. Good luck out there...bring Sophia back." Carls staying back with Dale. Carl is not happy about that. He wants to help find his friend. "Keep an eye on Carl while we're gone." Rick says as he pats at his sons shoulder. Carl looks up at his father brows furrowed before saying "I'm going with you. You need people, right? To cover as much ground as possible." Rick groans at the stubbornness of his son before looking over at Lori. Desperately looking at her, trying to make her make the decision. He doesn't want to be the bad guy in his sons eyes. "Your call. I can't always be the bad guy" Lori says. "Well he has all of you to look after him, I'd say he's in good hands" Dale says as he leans against the door of his rv. Rick let's out a sigh "okay. Okay. But always within our sight, no exceptions" Rick says before walking off.
I stand by a car looking through my bag, making sure I've got everything I need. I can't leave anything behind.
"Hey" I look up, it's Shane. I take a step back. "Go away" I whisper. Shane let's out a sigh "I'm sorry okay…about yesterday" I shake my head. "Well I don't accept your apology." I say before walking off towards Glenn. "What'd he want?" Glenn asks looking up at me "to apologize" I reply with an eyeroll. "You accept it?" I let out a chuckle "no."
We begin our way out into the forests, we stay together walking in a single filed line through the forest. I keep my hands pushed deep into my pockets, as i clutched my knife in my left hand tightly. I wasn't going to let go of it for a second, just in case.
We turn a corner, and Daryl and Rick both are kneel down. Daryl pointing at a tent set up just a few feet away. "She could be in there." Shane says. "Could be a whole bunch of things in there" Daryl replies as he stands up. At first we try to follow but Rick turns around telling us to stop and wait. Rick, Daryl, and Shane all make their way over to the tent. Daryl aiming his crossbow in front of him ready to shoot. Rick, and Shane stop while Daryl continues towards the tent. After a few seconds of Daryl searching around the tent Rick turns around and whispers "Carol." Carol sprints over towards them following rick towards the tent. We follow after keeping our distance with the tent. "Call out softly. If she's in there, yours is the first voice she should hear." Rick says.
"Sophia, sweetie, are you in there? Sophia, it's mommy. Sophia. We're all here, baby. It's mommy" Carol calls out, desperately wanting her child to crawl out of that tent. Alive, and safe. Rick gestures for Carol to wait while he walks closer towards Daryl, and the tent. Daryl slowly unzips the tent, opens it just a little before covering his nose, and mouth as he coughs. Daryl slowly walks into the tent. Rick was about to follow but has to close it as he coughs and gags. Lori walks up behind Carol wrapping an arm around her. "Daryl?" Carol calls out. No answer "Daryl?" No answer again. A couple seconds later Daryl comes out of the tent. No Sophia. "It ain't her." He says "what's in there?" Andrea asks. "Some guy. Did want Jenner said. Opted out. Ain't that what he called it?" Daryl says as he puts his crossbow over his shoulder.
Bringgg, bringgg, bringggg.
Church bells. We all look around confused on where those church bells are coming from. Rick points towards where the noise sounds the loudest, and we all start running towards it. "What direction?" Shane asks as we slow down. The bells are definitely way louder now. " I think that way. I'm pretty sure." Rick says pointing ahead of himself. "Damn it's hard to tell out here." Shane says as he hops up onto a log. "If we heard them, then maybe Sophia did too." Carol suggests as we continue walking. "Someone's ringing, those bells, maybe calling others." Glenn says.
"Or signaling they found her."
"She could be ringing them herself. Come on." Rick says before just booking it towards the bells.
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After Miles of running we come across a small white church house, and a cemetery. But there's no bells at all.
"That can't be it. Got no steeples, no bells" Shane says. Rick ignores Shane, and continues on. "Rick." Shane calls out before letting out a sigh and following after Rick. Rick starts running, then we all start running towards the church. There's no need to run, the church isn't going anywhere, but what Rick does we do. He's definitely took over Shane's role as leader quite quickly (and better than Shane ever thought he was) we run up the to front steps of the church. Rick, Daryl, and Shane go up the steps first. Guns, and crossbow ready to shoot. Rick gestures to Daryl to be quiet before pushing the front doors open.
It's a small church, red carpeting, about 6 pews on each side, a crucifix at the front. There's people? Maybe walkers sitting. The turn around snarling, and growling. Definitely walkers. They stand up, Lori hands Rick a weapon, and Rick begins to walk towards them. Daryl trades out his crossbow for the machete thing Glenn was eying earlier. Rick attacks one walker dressed in farmer like attire. He stabs it straight through the head, not even giving it time to attack back. Once the thing falls to the ground Rick begins to stab it over and over again Daryl and Shane take out the other two. Sophia's not in here either.
"Sophia!"
Daryl approaches the crucifix. "Yo, j.c., you taking requests?" He says before turning back around. "I'm tellin' you, it's the wrong church. It's got no steeples, Rick. There's no steeple." Shane says as he walks over to Rick. Then the bells go off again.
Bringggg, bringgg, bringg.
Shane and Daryl push past us running outside. Once we're out there though we notice the ringing isn't coming from a bell but a speaker on the side of th church. Glenn walks over to it. There's a power box at the bottom. He shuts it off. The ringing stops. We wasted our time. "A timer. It's on a timer." Daryl says through pants.
Carol let's out a shaky sigh "I'm..im gonna go back in for a bit" before she begins to walk back towards the church. A lot of us go back in too. To take a breather, maybe pray. Pray for forgiveness, for whatever we did to deserve this shit. Maybe I wasn't religious enough after leaving my grandparents. I grew up religious but let it go soon after moving for college. I grew tired of the abuse, and the limits of religion. Maybe this is my punishment. Granddad did say people who left were given the worst punishments. People who left were saved the worst places in hell.
I sit in the back of the church, Carol kneels in the front. Lori walks in and sits just a bit behind Carol. "Father, forgive me, I don't deserve your mercy. I prayed for safe passage from Atlanta and you provided." I stay looking down at my feet. Memories of the memorized worships and prayers, the promises of purity, to live my life free of sin flow back. "I prayed for Ed to be punished for layin' his hands on me, and for lookin' at his own daughter with whatever sickness was growing in his soul. I prayed you put a stop to it, give me a chance to raise her right, help her not make my mistakes. She's so fearful." My granddad would be disappointed, disgusted of what I became. But who the hell cares of he thinks, what he thought. "She's so young in her way. She hasn't had a chance. Praying for Ed's death was a sin. Please, don't let this be my punishment. Let her be safe, alive and safe. Please, lord. Punish me however you want, but show mercy on her."
I stand up and leave. I can't stand to be in a church for two more seconds. I spent enough time in them as a child. I walk over or Glenn, and Daryl who are standing near a tree. "You alright?" Glenn asks "yeah" I whisper "yeah, I'm fine. Just don't know why I even decided to go in there" I chuckle as I rub at my forehead with my left hand. "You religious?" Daryl asks as I lean myself against the tree. "Nah, not anymore at least. Grew up very religious though" I sighed "it's traumatizing y'know" I laugh. Daryl nods. The rest of the group leaves the church too soon. We stand chit chatting about plans, Sophia, shit like that.
Shane and Rick walk up to us. "Y'all gonna follow the creek bed back, okay? Daryl, you're in charge. Me and Rick we're just gonna hang back, search this area another hour or so just to be thorough." Shane says as Lori stands up from where she was squatted down on the ground. "You splitting' us up. Ya sure?" Daryl asks. "Yeah, we'll catch up to ya" Shane says. "I want to stay too" Carl speaks up. Shane raises his head quickly "I'm her friend." Carl says as he walks forward toward his father and Shane. Both look up at Lori for permission. "Just be careful, okay?" She says walking towards her son. Carl turns towards her "I will." Lori cradles his face in her hands "when did you start growing up?" She says as she brings him into an embrace. Rick walks towards the two and presses a kiss to his wife's lips before hugging her. "I'll be along soon enough." Rick whispers. Shane stares at the happy couple, envy in his eyes. "Here take this. Remember how to use it?" Rick asks as he tries to hand his gun to Lori. "I'm not takin' your gun, and leaving you unarmed" she says. Daryl walks over "here, got a spare. Take it." He says handing the gun to Lori. Andrea scoffs before she begins to walk with the rest of us. She's still pissed about not being about to carry hers. I stay near Glenn most of the walk back to the freeway. We quietly talk as we walk through the very confusing forest. Sometimes I think we’re going to get lost, but Daryl’s got it under control. He wouldn’t get us lost.
“So this is it? This is the whole plan?” Carol says as she takes a seat on a log. We all stop in an circle around her. “I guess the plan is to whittle us down into smaller, and smaller groups” Daryl says leaned against a tree. “Carrying knives and pointy sticks. I see you have a gun” Andrea says turning towards Lori. “Why, you want it?” Lori says looking up at Andrea. Lori walks towards her “here, take it.” Lori holds the gun out in front of her “I’m sick of the looks you’re givin’ me.” Andrea let’s out a scoff but takes the gun. “All of you.” Lori says as she sits down staring down at the ground. At first I’m very confused because i hadn’t noticed nobody giving Lori any dirty looks except for Andrea.
“Honey, I can’t imagine what you’re going through.” Carol looks up at Lori “ and I would do anything to stop it. But you’re got to stop blaming Rick. It is on your face everytime you look at him.” Lori whispers. Carol looks back down at the ground. “When Sophia ran he didn’t hesitate, did he? Not for a second. I don’t know that any of us would have gone after her the way he did or made the hard decisions that he had to make, or that anybody could done it any different. Anybody?” Lori looks up at all of us. Her eyes going from Daryl, to Andrea, to Glenn, and then to me. She shakes her head as she lowers it “y’all look to him and then you blame him when he’s not perfect. If you think you can do this without him, go right ahead. Nobody is stopping you.” She says before taking a sip out of the plastic water bottle she had grabbed from her bag.
We all look at her with, guilt and pity. Lori slips the water bottle into her bag as Andrea comes up with the gun in her hand, holding it out for Lori.
Lori takes the gun and looks up at Andrea. “We should keep moving.” Andrea says. Lori pushes herself up off of the log she’s sat on, grabbing her bag and slinging it back over her shoulder. We start walking again, this time not uttering a word. The walk is quiet, an akward type of quiet. Out minds are all racked up thinking about what Lori had said. I barely even noticed the little resentment I had for Rick after he came back with no Sophia. I didn’t even notice I may have blamed him. I didn’t ev-
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OKAY
so.
i really originally made milo for the silly
you know
blissys mod has been inactive lately, and i really wanted sign and bob to have that connection again, so i made milo
but after a while, i realized that milo could be really good for everyone, not just them
and so came the idea that milo woyld be immune to trauma. maybe it came from my own selfish wish that i could be too, maybe it came because i have literally no characters that are trauma free, but either way, i liked it enough to make it canon.
now to how i feel he would react to others trauma.
youve already seen how he feels about sun. about the drama between her and bob. he still thinks of her as family. everyone that was family with bob before he was disowned, he loves like family. in his eyes, his family is big and maybe troubled, but he can fix it. hes a little ray of sunshine. hes the one who never cries, the one who always forgives, the one who loves all.
hes milo the angel baby.
so he hears about how sun is, and his first reaction is "i love her."
not "oh no, sun!"
not "please dont hurt yourself."
not "shes such a screw-up."
but "i love her."
the first thing he wants to do is give her a big hug and say that even if everyone else goes away, he never will. ever. if needs be, he will literally never leave her side, if only so she feels his love always. because thats his gramma. thats his family. and shes sad, and he doesnt want her to be, and he doesnt care what other people say, or what she says herself, she is still his grandmother. she is still bobs mother in her heart, even if her words say different things. and thats how milo sees her.
milo is my only trauma-free character. he is my most innocent, my sweetest, my most loving character. and he loves everyone. not just his family, not just his friends, but everyone.
he knows sun is good. he knows she can show it. he knows she can be happy. even if she doesnt know this herself, he knows its true. and he wants to show her. and if no one else will, if even her own sister who saved her life wont, then he will take that job on himself.
even if hes "too young"
even if she fights it
even if his parents tell him not to and to leave her alone because she did this to herself and is getting what she deserves
because his name is milo
and he is four years old
and he will make his family happy
no matter what
IM GONNA START BAWLING YALL CANY BE DOING HHTIA TO MEEEEE
HES SO AMAZI NT AND INNOCENT I LOVE HIM SM THE BOY EVER
also "she did this to herself" the worst part about that line is that its completely right
it started as a tiny mistake. which she blamed herself for HEAVILY. the weight of two missing friends on her back.
and it got worse; she drank and got hurt and lashed out because of her decisions
and because of this, her pushing everyone away, there was no one to help her, comfort her, get her the help she needs
and now that sigils gone. she genuinely has no one. shes not even close enough to her own sister to feel she isnt burdening her.
so now that she has no one
theres nothing stopping her from getting worse and worse and worse until she finally snaps =)
BUT
MILO
OUR BOY. TO THE RESCUE
WHEN NO ONE IS THERE HE IS THERE
WE LOVE HIM SM
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Chapter 1: First day || “I don’t see a future with you.” Series ||
Warnings: Cussing, implied inappropriate jokes, mentions of drugs and smoking, theres going to be a lot of switching between like 1st person pov and 3rd person
Summary: Y/Ns first day meeting the Millers, if all goes well she’ll get the job!
A/N: This isn’t proof read because i couldn’t be bothered lmao, none of my works are so if you see any mistakes i’m very sorry😭
Y/N steps out of Tommy’s truck and gazes at the beautiful house before them. It had an orange color brick base, white gutters, white roof, white garage and with windows. Tommy glanced at Y/N, smiling at her awe. “It’s not much, but it’s home.” Y/N bit her lip. “It’s beautiful.” She reached into the car and grabbed her bag. She looked at Tommy and gave a polite smile. “Thank you for the ride.”
“No problem sweetheart.” Tommy smiled with a nod. “Don’t worry about Joel by the way. If he scares ya” Tommy let out a chuckle. “He has the worst bitch face you can imagine, and he’s just grumpy most the time. But Sara is a ray of sunshine. She’ll love ya.” He beamed. Y/N let out a soft laugh. “Thank you again for this Tommy, you don’t know how much this helps.”
He shrugged, “It’s no problem, really. Your dads a good friend of mine, and i’ve practically watched you grow up. Your a good kid, kiddo.” He said softly looking at his watch. “Now I’ve got to go, but you behave now alright?” You giggled, “Yes sir. You’ll be around for dinner right?”
“Sure will.”
“Okay, bye Tommy!”
“Buh-bye now.” He joked as he rolled up his window and pulled out of the driveway. Y/N turned to face the house and walked up the driveway to the front door. She knocked on it several times and heard a soft yell of “I got it! Sit down, your going to hurt your back.” And the in a yell of a manlier voice, “Shut the hell up and get the door.” You heard footsteps thumping hardly down the stairs and tapped your foot on the ground.
The door opened and you saw a pair of big brown eyes and brown curly hair. “Hi!” She chirped reaching out to shake your hand, which you did. “I’m Sara.” You smiled kindly and nodded. “Hi Sara, i’m Y/N, your baby-“
“Actually is it okay if we don’t call you my babysitter? It makes me feel like child.” Sara groaned. Sara turned when she felt two big hands grabbing her shoulder and you look up to see an older man with a stubby beard, fluffy brown hair, in a blue t-shirt and grey sweatpants. He was attractive, you couldn’t deny it.
“That’s because you are a child.” He joke as he shook Sara. He looked at you, and damn was Tommy right about the bitch face. He gave you a soft smile, to which you felt your heart flutter. He sure did look pretty when he smiled. “Hi,” He started, reaching out for Y/N’s hand, to which she accepted. “Nice to meet you. I’m Joel, Tommy’s brother.”
“Yeah and most annoying dad ever.” Sara mumbled and rolled her eyes. You laughed at the two and looked back at Joel. “Nice to meet you Mr. Miller, I’m Y/N.”
“Pleasure to meet you, sorry where are my manners? Would you like to come inside?”
“The pleasure is mine. And no worries, yes I would.” He smiled and pushed Sara back. “She groaned “ouch” and plopped herself on the brown leather couch in what you assumed was the living room. Joel stepped inside and you stepped inside looking around. You followed over to Sara who asked you to sit next to her and started ranting about whatever romcom she was watching. You set your back down gently on the floor and laughed at the jokes she made about the movie.
“Would you like something to eat? Drink?” Joel asked rubbing his hands together. “Water is fine.” You responded, too focused on the jokes Sara was telling that made your stomach hurt from laughing. She was a natural comedian. You swore you were going to piss yourself. He nodded and jogged into the kitchen to pour you a glass.
“So what do you do for fun?” Sara asked. You bit your lip deep in thought. “Paint, read, poetry, pottery-“
“Pottery?! That’s so cool!! I’ve always wanted to try pottery.” She interrupted. You chuckled, “One day I can bring my pottery set if you’d like.” She nodded and went back to watching her show. Joel came black with two classes, he handed one to you and one to Sara. You took some small sips while Sara chugged the whole think and started choking. Joel mumbled “idiot” under his breathe and went to pat her back.
“Slow down speed racer.” You laughed. “She’s never the type to take it slow. Always needs some excitement.” Joel implied. “Always have always will.” Sara shrugged and leaned back to sleep on Joel. He grabbed the remote, tossing it to you. “Turn on whatever you’d like. Once this one goes to sleep we can talk.” You nodded and swallowed nervously, you’d completely forgot you had an interview before you had the job.
You turned to the TV and clicked through the channel and settled in the news. Not that you cared, but you assumed someone like Joel might be interest.
The TV broadcaster started speaking. “There has been rumors of an uncontrollable virus. Scientists say it’s highly possible considering if humans body temperature were to ever drop. Studies say they will.”
Joel scoffed. “I swear they lie for more money. This channel is bullshit. They do something like this every week.” You nodded and clicked the button on the remote to turn it off. You turned to see Sara fast asleep, a little bit of drool cornering her mouth. You smiled as Joel grabbed her bridal style and carried upstairs. “Would you like some help?” You called out when you heard slight pants.
“N,-no” pant. “No thank you.” pant.
You giggled quietly and waited for him to come back down stairs. You assumed Sara had woken up because you heard faint whispers and Joel stayed up there just a little longer. Finally he came back down and took a seat next to you, you slid your now empty class to the center of the table and turned to face Joel as he rested his hands behind his head and his head on the back of the sofa.
“So how much experience do you have workin’ with children?” He asked, eye close. You shrugged, forgetting he can’t see you. “A good amount. I use to babysit my cousins for money when I turned 16. I’ve babysit some kids in my neighborhood before, took them to the pool, the movies, made them dinner.”
“Seems like you know what your doing. Your hired.” Shock took over you. Just like that? No other questions.
“What? Already? Don’t you want to ask if i’ve ever smoked weed or done hard drugs? Don’t you want to ask if I text and drive?” He chuckled and opened one eye to look at you. “You don’t look like the type, sweet pea. Hate to break it to ya’. Pretty little thing like you? Could never smoke.”
“Hey!” You through your hands up in defense. “I’ve smoked before. With my dad and group of friends.” He shrugged. “Won’t believe it till I see it.”
“Yeah whatever.” You huffed, causing a smirk to appear on his face. He checked his watch. “We have an hour till Tommy gets home, what do you say we start on dinner?”
#ficsandfun#tommy miller#joel tlou#joel miller x you#joel and ellie#joel miller x y/n#joel miller x plus size reader#joel x you#joel x reader#joel the last of us#joel miller#sara miller#sarah miller
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some info abt me:
PART ONE THIS IS PART ONE (just summary):
Haiii!! ^^ :3 we M.A.C constellation program (collective) (osdd-1a or did we think) (M.A.C is for Morbid Antisocial Cosmonaut)
name: bin !!!!
! also goes by crt, cabby, roxy, charlotte, anne, sasha, rennie, catatonia, caroline
! also cosmic brownie, sunshine, ellie/ellen, jenny, marcy, ruby, ve(e), vinnie, danny is cool too!!
! friends/moots feel free to use candycane, ell, badger, đèn dầu/đd/dd or any silly nicknames <3
! also goes by kin names, you have to ask first before using our code name tho
-collectively identify as arospec queer a(pa)gender + system-fluid + autospec, altho headmates have their own orientation yeah
-adhtistic dysgraphia and is kleptomaniac
-language we can speak: Vietnamese + English
-doodle request r closed
-art tag:
current #trashbins-art
old: #i know it look uggo but i was drawing with a mouse okay??? (it is very unique ik/j)
boundaries (dni and thin ice):
-neutral/agaisnt Palestine i will block you
-ppl that like to start drama, i might avoid you
-look, i dont care if you dont know shit about plural systems or anything but if you call my headmate "siblings" then you better fucking say sorry, if you say it again i will block you
-if were not supa dupa close and jsut mootie that int sometime then ill be happy if we have toher shared fandom but uhm when u get jsut a lil close enough and i see u reblog other fandom post i get super uncomfy, huge pet peeve, big no no, might warrant u a soft block/timeout block until i get over it (or not)
PART THE POWER OF TWOOOOOO (social, plz check carrd and pronoun page to know more):
-my pinterest
-discord: trashbin2587
-my spotify
-pronouns page (there are english, norwegian and vietnamese ver)
-pronouns.cc (go more in deep)
-carrd (this one have facet introduction)
-toyhouse
-I HAVE A PILLOWFORT NOW
PART THIRD TIME THE CHARM!! (other stuff):
-sona info sheet or sth:
Items desp:
-bin's personal trusty shovel, bin like to refer to it as "Shovel Phoenix Thoradotte!! WARRIOR OF BURIED TREASURE, DESTROYER OF DIRT AND MY BESTIE!!1!" (if the string snapped or get removed form the shovel, bin shut down and go to a stage kinda like parallelogram (obs) when jerard died and stuck in a dream-loop until the string (u can get a new one) is tied back. the string being there is kinda of holding everything bin want to forget in) bin's is hesitant to telling ppl about the shovel in fear of them hurting it
i hope you have a great day :)
tags for moots (wip):
-carpybara (circuitcarp)
-blairy (blairdrawzstuff)
-moony hazel (moonmxple)
-winters ice trail (winterwrxter)
-messages from the stars (salachy-part-two)
-theres a frog in my boot and now were best bros (snoot-in-yo-boot)
-a harp-mony (harpjsutexsists)
-cola with no coca (devycola)
-tinted tunes (haiamkai)
-gooooobz (gooberdrawz)
-lovely shoelace (mausuwinasa)
-cuperooooo <3 (mochablogger)
synpath list below"
notes: red means theyre my fickin and im not always fine with doubles (especially if were very very close friends, am fine with double that i just met, already know theyre that before, or friends who arent that close, ask if u want), blue means high-mid synpath/other-hearted?, green means mid-low synpath (yes i know some of these characters r pieces of shits yes i still relate to them </3)
sasha waybright (amphibia)
tord (ew)
cabby (ii)
clover (ii)
ruby (bfdi)
remote (bfdi)
airy (hfjone)
charlottle/moldy (hfjone)
treasure chest (ppt2)
blue rectangle (voo)
buzzery (obs)
pinkie pie (mlp)
bmo (adventure time)
roxy lalonde (homestuck)
sollux captor (homestuck)
danny fenton (danny phantom)
little baby man (danny phantom phandom)
anne boonchuy (amphibia)
marcy wu (amphibia)
blueberry (ii)
four (bfdi/xfohv)
gold ingot (ppt2)
slipper (ppt2)
journal (ppt2)
fireball (aib)
pill (aib)
pitchfork (aib)
comet (objectified)
bee (bee&puppycat)
fionna (fionna&cake)
chloe garcia (dork diaries)
luz noceda (toh)
yuki sakasima (pretty girl neko show)
spinel (su)
horrid henry (horrid henry)
gus porter (toh)
mephone4 (ii)
bot (ii)
oodle (aib)
bone (aib)
moonstone (ee)
pool (object invasion)
thanks for reading! :] im probably gonna update these as time goes on
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Oh Sibi this chapter really hit me so hard emotionally, just seeing the interaction between oc and her lovely and sweet grandma Lilly made me cry uncontrollably because it reminded me of my grandpa, he passed away two years ago and I was completely broken for months after it, he was the only one that defended me from my younger cousin whenever he hit me or said the cruelest things to me, he was always there for me cheering me up, he would always call me “my queen” or “mija” which is like a shortened version of “mi hija“(my daughter), and he would take time out of his day to go pick me up at school so I didn’t have to go home by myself because he couldn’t bare the thought of something happening to me on the way home, I still miss him dearly every single day and how I wish I could hug him again 😢 so thank you Sibi for showing us this glimpse of oc’s and her grandma’s sweet relationship and with that bringing all the sweet memories with my own grandpa 🥹💜😭
And now to the chapter itself!!! The blue bracelet omg sibi 😭😭😭😭😭😭 THEM THEIR LOVE 😭😭😭😭
And THANKS GOD FOR MY SWEET LITTLE JUNGKOOKIE MY LOVE, for real he’s so sweet with her and if it weren’t for him and his big brain they would still be looking for a cure, sweet boy hit gold with his idea of going into her memories to visit her grandma and he got to be human again during the process 😭😭😭😭 he finally could cuddle with oc in the way he always wanted 😭😭😭 please give this sweet boy all the love and cuddles of the universe he deserves all of it, when oc told him that they will be able to make those memories in the real world too I just 🥹🥹🥹🥹 yes baby boy you WILL get to cuddle your love and make wonderful memories with her 😭 Sibi I love him so much my Kookie Pookie 🥺 I also love that oc now, with her mind more clear can internalizar the fact that she’s not alone in this and that he has someone who understands her completely when it comes to Yoongi, she doesn’t have to carry all the pain alone because Kookie is there for her to share it 🥺
AND NOW WE HAVE A CURE FOR BOONGIE FINALLY HES COMING BACK 😭😭😭😭😭😭 maybe in the next chapter or not but WE WILL GET HIM BACK BECAIE THERES A CURE 😭 can’t wait for them to finally be reunited not only oc and Yoongi but all three of them together, Kook Yoongi and oc 🥹
I hope oc can go back to the witch realm with the boys in tow so she can introduce them to her grandma officially, that would be so so soooo sweet 😭 (I saw the ask where you said you were playing with the idea of short stories with this and I say YESSSS PLEASE I would read the shit out of all that fluff)
That’s all for now Sibi thank you for this fluffy and warm chapter after all the pain in the previous ones I loved it so much and can’t wait for the next one!!!!
-Shy anon
Gosh, your grandpa sounds like an absolute sunshine and I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing this story with me! Now you can rest assured that he'll always live on because the story of him will stay in a warm and cozy compartment in my heart 🥺💜
for real he’s so sweet with her and if it weren’t for him and his big brain they would still be looking for a cure, sweet boy hit gold with his idea of going into her memories to visit her grandma and he got to be human again during the process 😭😭😭😭 he finally could cuddle with oc in the way he always wanted 😭😭😭 please give this sweet boy all the love and cuddles of the universe he deserves all of it,
I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM 😭😭 LIKE HE REALLY SAVED OUR BOONGIE I'M GONNA CRY 😭😭😭
I also love that oc now, with her mind more clear can internalizar the fact that she’s not alone in this and that he has someone who understands her completely when it comes to Yoongi, she doesn’t have to carry all the pain alone because Kookie is there for her to share it 🥺
YES THANK YOU I AM CRYING ABOUT THIS ON THE DAILY 😭😭😭 THESE TWO ARE SO RIGHT FOR EACH AND I'M GONNA CRY 😭
can’t wait for them to finally be reunited not only oc and Yoongi but all three of them together, Kook Yoongi and oc 🥹
me neither fjadjfajds BESTIES I WANT THEM SO BAD I CRY
I hope oc can go back to the witch realm with the boys in tow so she can introduce them to her grandma officially, that would be so so soooo sweet 😭 (I saw the ask where you said you were playing with the idea of short stories with this and I say YESSSS PLEASE I would read the shit out of all that fluff)
*laughs in author* YES KEEP ENCOURAGING ME I THRIVE OFF THE WORDSSS
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Okay LOVED your answer to my prev ask now I’m interested in what some of your top favorite fob lyrics are?
an unordered list of fall out boy lyrics i love. theres going to be a lot of lines i forget just because theres so many lyrics that i get stuck on when i listen to them. im gonna skip tttyg lyrics because ive already done those
to hands between legs/to whatever it takes/to drinks in the club/to the bar/to the keys to your car/to the hotel stairs/to the emergency exit door - i love the repetition of the word 'to' in this, it really gets across the frantic blurry nature of these events. i especially love "to the keys to your car" because like, is it the keys to your car or is it to the keys, then to your car? love that ambiguity
as alone as a little white church in the middle of the desert getting burned - not a lot of pure visual imagery in fob songs but i do love when its there
romance is dead/i shot it in the chest and in the head - i could put every single inversion of a classic phrase in this list. drop a heart/break a name, or my insides are copper id kill to make them gold, or countless other lines. but i think ill just put the one and communicate that every single one of them is on this list
i love you in the same way theres a chapel in a hospital/one foot in your bedroom and one foot out the door - its very clear what it means but it also has so many meanings, i love it
if you are the shores i am the waves begging for big moons - i think its really obvious that i fucking love references to things other than pop culture. its something that i definitely incorporate into my own poetry.
in the truly gruesome do we trust - the state is violence baby!
im stuck in the sunshine riptide/dancing all alone in the morning light/the sunshine riptide/you came in like a wave when i was feelin alright - i genuinely think 'sunshine riptide' is the most apt description of a manic episode i have ever heard. it really is like that.
when your stitch comes loose/i wanna sleep on every piece of fuzz and stuffing that comes out of you - really great imagery. i actually have a drawing i did based on this, although i want to update it to make it a pin
i testify if i die in my sleep/then my life was just a killer dream - this is such a manic line. like its SUCH a manic line.
silent film stars stuck in talking cinema light - this is such a good line. like, we were what was new, and now were in this changing world and dont know how to adapt. im realising how good a line this is as i write this honestly.
tonight the foxes hunt the hounds - really simple concept but its so profound in that simplicity
letting people down is my thing baby/find yourself a new gig/this town aint big enough for two of us - love the rhyme scheme on this and the rhythm of how its sung, i also love the line itself
i thought of angels choking on their halos/get them drunk on rosewater/see how dirty i can get them/pulling out their fragile teeth and clip their tiny wings - love a good defilement of the holy.
theres definitely more but i think for now ill call it there!
#dils declares#dils dissects#although less interpretive analysis and more of just raw literary breakdown
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Is there anything you've waiting for an excuse to rant/talk about but the opportunity hasnt presented itself?
so this is half a lie bc ive been talking this nonstop for 5 days or so- BUT not publicly.
the spk storyline.
yes- yes- i know- "but tamara youve been doing nothing but post drabbles and picrews and-" SHUSH. I HAVENT TALKED ABT THE FULL CONTEXT AND STORYLINE YET. SO NOW I WILL. SIT DOWN.
ok ok so the entire premise of the spk au i have w @whumpsday is that kane somehow gets taken from the hunters to seth. and meets pumpkin. and theyre both horribly horribly tortured right.
now. this au has a rescue arc. BECAUSE bellamy, that fine ass man swoops in and kills seth. that does not go over well w pumpkin who, while less and less by the second bc of kane's treatment, is madly in fucken love with that man. and of course seeing bellamy commit murder??? is scary??? so pumpkin is TERRIFIED.
now after the rescue pumpkin spends a while being skittish and hostile towards bel, while kane is trying to sort out his own trauma and also manage that, and bellamy is trying his best to be like... non-threatening- but how do u act non-threatening after killing someone yknow- AND on top of all that, pumpkin is going mad without their daily fix of dehumanization. enter anton de sang. whom pumpkin sees and thinks yes. that is the man.
SO BABY PUMPKIN RUNS THE FUCK OFF AFTER ANTON TO BE LIKE "sir? sir? can u step on me?" AND ANTON IS LIKE. GLADLY?? WHAT A FUCKEN WEIRDO. pumpkin gets WHUMPED. while kane and bellamy r freaking out bc they find pumpkin's note abt where they went and they Immediately go after them. theres some angst in here i dont wanna spoil but GOD its some good shit. pumpkin gets home safe tho :D
they all know this cant go on, this is very unhealthy, kane offers to act like pumpkin's new owner in exchange for them never running off again, and pumpkin turns it down bc they know it makes kane SO uncomfy. but bellamy has great acquantances..... and this is where ambrose comes into the picture. u guessed it, the man is a professional vamp dom. thats how he and el meet. oh yes, by the time that happens, pumpkin finally gets the courage to leave the petname behind and start using the name el! which is a shortened version of their birth name that sounds more gender neutral and they love the sound of!
am helps them work through their little traumas while the two of them also fall for each other like nobodys business. in the meantime kane also finally works up the courage w el's help to ask out bellamy, and those two gay little lovebirds also get together. but oh no! el is... el is human... so when they and am finally get married (bc of course they do) that "death do us part" bit is pretty sour. am knows he only has limited time w them.
BUT BC THIS IS AN AU AND WE ALL WANT THEM TO SPEND 3000 YEARS TOGETHER IN HAPPINESS WE DECIDED HEY, AM COULD FIND OUT ABT THE ORIGINAL RITUAL THAT CREATED VAMPIRES AND TURN EL!!!!! so he does :D and from there its all sunshine rainbows and fluff, they live happily ever after as a huge happy family. am's parents kind of adopt kane, which does mean that they rly are one big family since both el and bel marry into it. so they just all share the same last name. oh yes bc neither kane nor bellamy would want to keep their original last names anyway bc of their stupid shitty families. SO YES. thats what we've been discussing for days now and its so good and im so happy it sparks so much joy
and then we have the dark spk au where seth actually survives that night and later bel and am go over to his house when the four of them realize hes alive, and get revenge :) this is a tasty au
theres the bbe or bloodbag el au, where kane takes el instead of jim and anton takes seth. thats where anton's on again off again girlfriend ruby comes in and this au splits into two once more
in one version seth gets taken by ruby later! which is way better than anton but also fucken humiliating bc ruby treats him like a silly little puppy. anton takes graham after this, like in canon
in the other seth never gets out from anton :) poor him :) lucky lucky graham tho
honestly the bbe is the sweetest shit bc el loves being owned by kane. they eventually rly grow on kane.....
we briefly discussed a feisty kane au too, where kane gets taken by the hunters, but before hes properly broken he gets taken by seth. that au includes kane being rude as shit to pumpkin at first. but also seth gets to break him himself :)
anyway heres a demonstration of the difference between spk and bbe
and heres ruby
thank u for this ask it means a lot i rly hope i didnt share anything mill didnt want me to share-
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ZUL MY PRECIOUS QUEEN,
How are you?????
What's on your mind????
When's the last time you had soup????
JUST TELL ME ANYTHING!!!
I MISSED YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH AHHHH 😩💕💖💖💖💕😶
It's been a while...
I'm so sorry boo :((((((
Life kinda took over? I'm here now tho :))))))) (I never stopped thinking about you dw! :3)
Oh, Zul. July. Angel. Baby. Sunshine. Tumblr user Gennabi. MBA ♡'s future wife - You're not getting rid of me that easily.
Capiche?
- MBA ♡
ANON MY WORLD,
im doing pretty great !! starting to pick myself up bit by bit after a very bad burnout (some people even mentioned about how other courses' finals assignments pales in comparison to our course's first sem assignments so aha </3)
so yes. assignments are on my mind. (writing this in between my assignments woo) BUT!! I BOUGHT MYSELF A MITSUYA MUG EHEHEHE AND A POCHITA + CATORU COASTER SO IM SO EXCITED FOR IT TO COME AAAAAA OH OH AND IM GOING TO TWO CUPSLEEVES EVENTS THIS WEEKEND SO HEEHE <33
im not sure if thats literal or metaphorical lolz but i cant remember whens the last time,,, soup is great !! but its not smtg i usually crave so .... :>
hmmm.... i feel like theres so many thgs to tell and also not at the same time since all i do now is study and take some silly trips to places.. well, for starters, i watch bluey now and so i've become an educated and a much more superior person than anyone else . /lh (bless my fren for recommending it to me.) aaaand i also now possess two tarot decks and two oracle decks so wooo yayy good for me. um what else.. ah! cigarettes after sex is going to have a tour in my country so im itching to go and plus its in my birth month so HHHHJUUAAAAAAA
YES !! I MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH TOOOOOO AAAAAAAA HOW DID I FUNCTION WITHOUT YOU RIP
it has been.... indeed...
:(
missed you a heck ton but don't be sorry , take your time , life is rather demanding sometimes ;( hope it gets easier for you with time and i'm always here for you alright :(( <3
i'm......... i'm speechless. but in a good way. but aha, yes. yes. i get that. twirling my hair and kicking my feet, im your future wife now? reeeeee
p/s; theres lack of emojis as im using my pc, if uh that even matters
#anon did i ever tell you ur rizz is phenomenal#am i supposed to feel this way.. huh#ALSO WELCOME BACK HOME MY LOVE !!#my beloved anon ♡#gennabi 📬
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eye emoji. who helps the lads with the kid... someone give able therapyyy we are handing out therapy to everyone. ev e r y o n e. but baby angel!! adopted siblings!!! lovely. i do like the song!! i only understood like one outta ten words but the v i be is off the charts, very good sounds. whats the... design type and shit. whats the difference between angel and demons? hows the theology work? what makes someone higher ranking and what makes noah the highest?
ok i dont have recent art of the characters i was thinking abt at all so bear with me. i have two ocs from my very very first oc group, arthur and maria, who were always the support team and i was thinking abt them,,, so im thinking theres a whole group of people who are angels, demons, but mostly who are out of that system, living in that purgatory space, and who abel and cain work with/helped out to get out in the past...
arthur was always the scientist/mechanic one ? so im thinking that. cain n abel see that jasper is unresponsive and they bring him to that little group to find whats wrong, if theres a way to fix him, or if he's really just... a messed up experiment who has no will of his own.
so jasper spent a lot of time w that little group !!! he has a whole family............................. sobs gently
ive thought abt angel a bit (im gonna keep calling them angel i think sobs). they live inside of jasper's body heart and soul, very long blond hair, little sunshine person, tries very hard to help jasper without him being able to hear him,,, they're also most likely blind. either from something before/how they were created or spending so much time as jasper's body. no lights in there.
design differences between angel and demons :
demons have horns, typical devil tails, and typical devil wings
angels have typical angel wings, lion like tails, and a halo that isnt always here but ! it appears !
they can both fly but it's a learned skill. lena is great at it but nell is SHIT at it lmao. angel would have very tiny useless wings bc they could never fly : ( babey
also all angels and demons have a power, a way to fight when they wake up... most times it's weapon summoning (knives for nell, bow and arrow for vik, sword for titania... the list goes on) but sometimes it mutates (eden for exemple w his healing. cody has a similar mutation but im not set on it. something that looks like white fire which could be an indication of who she is lol)
the theology and the hierarchy.............................. its veeeery vague for now . basically god communicates with the higher ranks of each sides. the war started forever ago for god's favors. at first god would help the side they liked most - never using their full power or smth, but giving little help here and there, a legendary weapon, a vision of what the other side was plotting... eventually god got bored of the war and left them to their own devices, each side thinking that they were waiting for one of them to win. so they kept on with the war.
the war in itself has been in a standstill for centuries. angels and demons both go on earth to achieve some things - helping or hurting someone mostly, depending or sides and orders - and it's usually where they end up seeing each other and trying to kill on sight. its a whole aspect i havent really explored yet, and also how vik and nell meet !
the hierarchy is more of a,,,,, typical political,,,, votes and stuff,,,,,,, there's a noah equivalent on the demon side but i havent really pushed that too much yet. in the end its ok if i dont figure out all those details because it's not what interests me until i have a an actual idea :]
#ask me#the unwanted#jasper#angel#arthur#maria#MAN ...................... took me a while to answer sorry
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jaws
The Shark!
Lurking in the dark of the depths of the seas one day on a lark decides to get rowdy, get real violent
Takes a vay cay Up to Amity Island
Sunshine, Lotion, Fun in the Sun, Blood in the Ocean, everybody Run!
Cause its crazy how few fucks this Shark gives, hell eat named Ladies, hell eat little Kids!
Oh No
*Music*
But the one thing keeping the community save, is this guy named Brody and his pal Richard Dreyfuss
Jaws dont know that a storms gonna come, He Just wants everyone to be his chum
Get it? Get it?
The major dont care if the townsfolks die, He doesnt wanna spoil all the fourth of july
Hes like: "Everyone cool it and Go for a swim!" but Holy Shit here comes that fin!
Jaws is here! Here is Jaws!
He is a Shark without a cause
He was in a movie, a movie called Jaws
Jaws is here! Here is Jaws!
He is a Shark who fights the law
He was in a movie that everyone saw
Long Story Short: The beach gets closes!
The majors like: "Okay, yeah, this blows!"
Suddenly Jaws has got a price on His head, but the wrong little shark baby ends up dead!
It was Jaws little brother!
Now hes pissed!
The major just shot to the top of His list, He sneaks in his house in the middle of the night and he eats that fucker in a single bite!
Golly
*Music*
Now the majors dead, so Brodys in Charge, he knows the real killer is still at large, so he and the Dreyfuss make a decision, they're going on a Mission, they're gonna go fishing
For Jaws!
A man named Quint lets them use his boat on the condition that hell be the one go cut Jaws throat, cause he was a sailor back in World War Two and Jaws are his entire crew! Whoa!
Jaws is here! Here is Jaws!
He is a shark without a cause
He was in a movie! A movie called Jaws!
Jaws is here! (OooOOoh) Here is Jaws! (WhooOOooh)
He is a shark who fights the law
He was in a movie that everyone saw!
They're out at sea, they wait all night, where could Jaws be? Hes nowhere in sight
Dreyfuss decides to Go down in a Cage and Jaws shows up in a füll on rage!
He tears up the cage like paper in a shredder while Dreyfuss makes his wetsuit wetter
He hides behind a rock like a cowardly prick and be doesnt come back until the end of the flick
Brody like: "We're gonna need a bigger boat!" so they go back home and get a bigger boat!
The biggest boat thats ever sailed! Gonna kick Jaws Ass or I guess his tail, yeah, his tail
But Oh My Shit!
Jaws jumps Out and Quint gets Bit, right in half Like a KitKat Bar
Up in the Sky theres a shooting star, thats Quint, Up in heaven, hes a star now
Brodys angry, hes all Like: "Fuck it!"
He takes a harpoon and welds it to a Rocket
Jaws Last words are "Whoa, respect", then He explodes and its a pretty good effect
Jaws is dead! Long live Jaws!
He was a shark without a cause
He was in a movie, you should watch it, its called Jaws
Jaws is dead! (OooOOoh) Long live Jaws! (OooOOoh)
He was a shark who fought the law
He was in a movie that everyone saw!
He was in a movie that everyone saw
He was in a movie that everyone saw!
Jaws is dead! (OooOOoh) Long live Jaws! (OooOOoh)
He was in a movie! A movie called Jaws!
Jaws is dead.
At the Academy Awards!
Long live Jaws.
He was robbed!
He was a shark without a cauuuse
Sharks exist, in real life! (Whooo)
He was in a movie that everyone saw
Jaws is dead. (OooOOoh) Long live Jaws. (OooOOoh)
*Music*
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˗ˏˋALONE AGAIN´ˎ˗
︰୨୧・꒱ ────IN WHICH: camilo is alone again.
,, ˚ !! ꒱ angst, death, depression, all the sad shit
˚ · . camilo madrigal x reader.
Months have passed since the day you passed away and Camilo still wasn’t over it. He blames himself for not being able to help you, to help his sweet angel. The boy was crushed when he heard the news of your death. You were the only person who really understood him, he felt safe in your grasp.
The reminisce memories flood his mind every night. Your warm smile, unique personality, your baby soft hands that were always intertwined with his, everything made him feel overwhelmed.
When the villagers informed him about the hurtful news, he thought it a pathetic prank. But when he realized, he felt his head buzz, a triggering ringing noise entering his ears. He wanted to turn to wax and melt away, to erase every wrong cell in his body. It felt so bad to live at that moment.
The sight of your suffering, pained face crushed him immediately. He never wanted to see you in this state of hurt. He fell onto his knees besides your unstable body, grabbing your hand and reaching it up to his lips. He gently kissed it and let his tears spill out of his hazel eyes.
“please don’t leave me, y/n.” The freckled boy choked out, not daring to stare up at your beautiful face. “I- i don’t think i’ll be able to do this without you, m-mi amor.” He sobbed, voice cracking when he called you by the pet name.
You slightly turn your head over to him, squinting your eyes at the painful movement. “Cariño, do not worry about me.” You manage to peep out for him. He let out a loud sob at the sound of your voice, knowing that it’ll be the last time he will hear it.
He eventually got up and left the small room, he didn’t want to see you pass away in front of his eyes. He would probably just die with you if he did see.
His family grew worried for the sorrowful teenager. He used to be the sunshine of town, always making people laugh with his pranks and his abilities to shapeshift. They have tried so many times to cheer him up, bring the old him back but theres no use.
Alma was hurt to see her grandson this way. She knew how he felt, loosing the person who made you feel like the happiest person alive. It felt one.. different. The wave of death changes a person and Alma knew that. So she preferred to leave the boy alone, just like how she wanted when she went through the same situation.
Now, every time he thinks of you he’s covered by the giddy feeling. The memories make him lightheaded, as if he was drunk on champagne. All the things you and him did. All the things you two went through. With the hurt and mess that comes after the lost, it was worth it. Love is worth it. Even though he’s alone, once again, he experienced love with you. And that was what mattered most.
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