literally no progress

i miss looking perfect. i miss the shock on people’s faces when they saw how much i had lost weight. how skinny i was. how fucking. good i looked in literally anything. how fucking light i felt! i know i was obsessed but at least i looked good, now i’m still obsessed but with 10 kilos added to it. i strive to have that power over my body once again and nothing is going to get in the way.

Her beauty is timeless. 

hi guyssss

im finally going to do it

after decades of hating my body so fucking much to the point of not looking in the mirror for weeks I decided to finally be the skinny girl I know I can be :)

so I decided to make this blog to track my progress! I hope to be on the same level as y’all one day every post that I read is so motivating!!

Does anyone know if diet pills actually work? I’m wanting to invest in some but a little hesitant as I’m unsure if they’ll work / if they’re safe

“omg you’re so thin!! how are you so skinny?!!”

I wish i could cross my legs

- diary of a fat girl

I mean I want to die and I want to be skinny.. so people telling me my ed will kill me aren’t stopping me

Me uwu

I put on about 9 lbs in the past 1,5 week cause I just ate everything. Also put on some cm around mostly my waist and I just wanna die and starve. Hoping it’s just water and food weight and that I’ll lose the weight and cm quickly. Just adds to make my life suck even more.

Resilience

I ate a cupcake today but instead of feeling bad I walked 30 mins to Soulcycle and then 30 minutes back (648 calories burned) 🔥 🚲

Question, will your double chin be gone when you lose a lot of weight? (I am around 5’5-5’6 and around 150 lbs now) when will it be gone and when will my cheekbones show???

Does anyone have answers?

Morning routine

Wake up Smile Drink a glass of water Make yourself look socially acceptable Make the bed Clean the mess Breakfast? Lol no. Get your shit Leave Study/hw/journal/apps SLAY THAT FIRST LESSON or just quietly enjoy it or whateva... ---------------------------------------- If you wanna be my study buddy, ana buddy and depressed buddy, text me please 😊. I wish to make a group of people supporting each other in being perfecter than they already are 💕.

Reminder: you are in control.

I’ve been eating really small portions for the past two weeks and today my mom made a huge breakfast for my family and i can’t even finish my small meal. im so excited

Does anyone else have an Apple Watch and want to inspire/compete for the amount of daily calories burnt?? I feel like I’m lacking some motivation and need a good competition 🤾‍♀️

yes i make sure to get a varied diet -

breakfast: water

lunch: black coffee

dinner: mint tea