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Just an unimpressed looking Qiara portrait to channel my current mood. This month do be getting me feeling like that.
It’s hard to render an imaginary creature realistically, but I tried!
#pallanophs#Qiara#personal character#sketchbook#creature design#graphite#she really does have resting bitch face but it’s valid#and so do I in a way#at least she looks nothing like me lol#not sure if I will ever be able to render her mane in a less hairlike fashion#oh well?#yeah I finally did my taxes and it’s disproportionately dumb as usual#all good though back to being anxious about every other thing#also it is fucking boiling out and I hate it#bring back the snow and the cold
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How Does Your Person View You?
This reading is the subjective point of view from your person. It might be or might not be true.
Pile 1. Pile 2. Pile 3.
Pile 1:
You're always on the move and not very emotional. You go and get what you want and aren't afraid to fight for it. You defend your point of view/ believes , but you don't go out of your way to start conflicts. If you're being attacked, then obviously you'll defend yourself.
They see you're up in your head a lot. Very dreamy, imaginative, full of ambition. A little stubborn at times, but with reason. To them, you're standing on stable ground and have valid reasons to be stubborn.
They see you as a knowledgeable person and that you have so many opportunities to succeed in whatever you put your energy in (however they view success).
They don't see you as an emotional person because you haven't really let them see that part of you. When things are getting too personal, you might change the topic and revert back to the composed you.
They admire you. They see you so high up and that you are capable of achieving anything and everything. For most of you, your person has seen you evolve into this 'new' you. They want to know you better, including your emotional side.
Songs: More Than A Friend - girli | Washing Machine Heart (Speed) - Mitski | Two - Sleeping At Last
Pile 2:
An old soul. You're not new in this world let alone, in this universe. They feel like you've gone through so much, but that you've learned from that and continued your path. You're not living in the past. You reflect a lot, but they see you applying what you have learned, into the present.
They think you're a bit lonely, even misunderstood, for some of you. You're so in tune with nature/universe/spirit - what that might look like for your person. You know what you're feeling, why you're feeling it, and what you'll do about it. They see you as a calm collected person.
There's this fear of getting close to you because they don't feel that they're at your level. They view you as knowledgeable in regards to spiritual topics and your person thinks they aren't so spiritual. They are open to it, but there's this irrational fear of you looking down on them for not knowing much.
Regardless of gender, they view you as a masculine person. You make decisions and act upon them. They're amazed by you and they think that you don't think very highly of them. You might have a bit of a resting bitch face without knowing.
Songs: She Likes A Boy - Nxdia | Miss You - Louis Tomlinson | Magia Blanca - Hermanos Carrion
Pile 3:
You limit yourself a lot but they also see you so free, flowing, and in tune with yourself, but for some reason, you limit yourself so much. Your person is frustrated. They don't know what they can do to help you realize this.
"Why do they stop themselves so much? Why do they hold themselves back so much? Why do they hide so much? Why aren't they showing their authentic self, their talents, their light to the world?"
From their point of view, there's nothing holding you back from doing anything. The Devil and 10 of Swords are in reverse - meaning you are free to do what you wish, but you think so low of yourself for a reason they don't understand or see, causing all those opportunities and freedom from happening.
It seems that you're open and trust your person, that's why they see all these amazing things about you. They have strong feelings towards you, but they feel that if they let you know, you'll reject them because of your poor self-esteem.
You think you're the worst being in the world, but they don't understand why you would think such a thing. They see you as the brightest light. The brightest of them all.
"Why are they looking for a devil that isn't there?"
Songs: I Really F**ked It Up - girli | Chance With You - mehiro | Drinking With Cupid - VOILÀ
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I hope you liked the reading! Thank you for being here!
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Sorry to bother you, is My journey worth watching?
what: period cdrama // completed // 24 eps, roughly 50 mins each
where: iqiyi (i think most eps are still vip-locked) (standard disclaimer that i don't use eng subs so i don't speak to the quality of the subs)
why: ngl, i was in it purely for zhang linghe to start, but then got !!! over cheng lei and lu yuxiao, and was too invested to quit even when the plot got sloppy. extremely gorgeous cast, extremely gorgeous set. the cinematography?? chef's kiss. you can see the budget for this show was good. the relationship between the characters? v interesting.
story revolves around the Gong family who is v prominent in jianghu even though they live up in the mountains and keep themselves sequestered away from the rest of jianghu. the Gong family itself is split into 4 different factions: Shang, Jue, Zhi, Yu.
Yu 羽 - the Yu household deals with internal affairs. the head of the Yu household is the head of the Gong family (the title is Sword Wielder or zhiren)
this is our male lead, gong ziyu (a baby). second son of the Yu household. his dad is the zhiren and his big bro (gong huanyu) is the named heir who will inherit the zhiren position. has a v lukewarm relationship with his dad. introduced as being quite useless. his martial arts is :/ and he sees no need to improve his skills etc because his brother will be there to protect him.
is quite suddenly thrust into the position of zhiren when his dad and his brother die under ~mysterious circumstances :(
Jue 角 - the Jue household deals with...external affairs, they are the ones who leave the mountain to Get Things Done outside and manage all relationships/partnerships outside
gege step on me this boy is gong shangjue, head of the jue household. he is The Man. the pride and joy of the gong family. everyone (*cough*i say everyone but really yuanzhi-didi does it enough that he counts for everyone*cough*) worships him. martial arts skills?? loyalty to the gong family?? incredibly attractive resting bitch face??? he is a 10 no matter how you assess him.
missed out on being the zhiren by virtue of him not being home when tragedy struck the old zhiren and gong ziyu's brother. doesn't think gong ziyu has what it takes to be zhiren and take care of the Gong family. my boy gong shangjue would make an Excellent zhiren tbh
do i have to seduce y'all into watching this i think i have to:
Shang 商 - the Shang household develops/produces weaponry
for most of it, the show has a p dark vibe, BUT whenever gong zishang shows up, we know we're in for some laughs. this zishang-jiejie is the eldest daughter of the head of the Shang household.
her father doesn't take her v seriously because she's a girl (also because she's always following behind gong ziyu's personal bodyguard jin fan like this: 😍💖🤞🏼; valid life choices tbh because same) but she does take her craft v seriously! ride or die for gong ziyu.
Zhi 徵 - the Zhi household develops poisons
YUANZHI-DIDI!! this boy loves two things: poisons and gege. #1 gong shangjue fanboy at least 10 years in a row. parents died when he was p young, and gong shangjue took him under his wing. whiz at poisons and v fight fight fight (ง •̀_•́)ง. is suspicious about everything and VERY protective of his gege.
alright that's the main Gong sibs all sorted. there's also an assortment of Inner Mountain (houshan) characters that are v interesting but i won't get into because 1) spoilers, 2) this post will get too long if i get to talk about hua-gongzi and xue-gongzi/xue-tongzi.
okay so the Gong family live in p much a fortress up in the mountains. no outsiders are allowed in, and only a select few are allowed out of the Gong family territory at all. we learn that this is to protect the Gong family from Wu Feng, a spy organisation which has p much taken over jianghu. Wu Feng learns that the Gong family will be holding a bride selection contest thingy for gong huanyu, and sends:
yun weishan, a low-ranking assassin in Wu Feng (Chi, the lowest out of 4 ranks chi, mei, wang, liang), disguised as a bride.
her mission is to be picked by gong huanyu as his bride, and become the next zhiren-furen so she can p much feed intel to Wu Feng. when gong huanyu and the old zhiren both croak, her attentions turn to gong ziyu who is by that point already 😍🥰😘 over her anyway NO SURPRISES. the 恋爱脑 on that boy istg, absolutely head no thoughts only yun weishan at least 20 hours in a day.
shangguan qian, a higher-ranking assassin (Mei, one rank above yws) in Wu Feng
my love my wife her mission is a little different from yws. her target isn't anyone from the Yu household but gong shangjue instead. the goal is to get her hands on this secret weapon (this is also a v HMMM part of the plot but no matter we endure what we have to) that the Gong family is safeguarding.
the relationship between these two wu feng spies is so interesting too!! they're not friends, not exactly allies, but also not quite enemies. they will help each other out if they really have to (and only if it doesn't jeopardise their own positions and there is adequate compensation), but will also not hesitate to stab each other in the backs if it serves their respective missions.
i needed like 100000 more scenes of them together ngl
ANYWAY the plot revolves around the Gong family trying to Catch The Spy, the Wu Feng spies trying to Complete Their Mission, gong ziyu trying to Prove Himself as the zhiren, and ofc there's romance sprinkled around. that's p much the gist of the show.
listen listen listen... i know this show has a bad rep in the cdrama circles, i agree. the plot is......HMM and it tries to hard to be one of those clever mysteries when it should just be what it is which is p much an idol drama?? i mean...it is a guo jingming show, we weren't going in expecting to be wowed by the plot. i think if they'd just stuck to the basics, this would have been a stronger show, but imo this wasn't bad bad. the worldbuilding was good and the characters were interesting, and like i said, the whole thing is shot really beautifully!!
the ending was......but i'll keep this spoiler free and just say that it was HMMMMM and v unnecessary what they did.
with the preface that i watched it without much expectations as to the plot, i enjoyed a lot of parts of the show! it's an incredibly easy watch, and because it's only 24 eps, the pacing is quick and conflicts don't tend to drag on for too long. if you're looking for some easy entertainment, i'd say go for it, but if you have Standards regarding plot etc, this is probably not the show for you
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Can you please write where Eddie really likes the reader but reader is dating Jason carver 😌😌😌😌
absolutely! i hope you like it
Warnings: mutual pining, bullying, abusive relationships, mental abuse, name-calling, slut shaming
word count: 1.7k
Jason used to be cool.
Not in the way most kids at school think he is now, no, he used to play pretend with Eddie and the boys in the schoolyard… he used to have an imagination and a kind heart and a strong arm to wield his imaginary sword side by side with Sir Eddie.
Although, he doesn’t know how much of that was truly him or if it was all just one of the many faces Jason had. Their group was a lot bigger back then, back when they were forced to socialize with each other, they even had a lot of girls in their group.
One girl, in particular, Y/N, who was now a cheerleader and Jason’s doting, perfect girlfriend. It made Eddie’s stomach turn to think about his wonderful friends becoming the people who hurt him the most now. Jason was so fucking mean, he didn’t understand how someone as lovely as Y/N could sit by and let it happen, which hurt him more.
It didn’t stop his crush on her, unfortunately. She was still nice to him when Jason wasn’t around, she was his partner in Chemistry and she helped him with his English homework sometimes… but she still went back to Jason at lunch and kissed him in front of everyone and said nothing when he told Eddie to eat shit and die for no reason.
There was a hatred on Jason’s part that he didn’t understand whatsoever, Eddie was valid for hating him back cause the treatment was unbearable. He’s been tripped, pushed, spilled on, yelled at, lied to, and about… people believed anything Jason said just because he was popular. The teachers loved him because he was a handsome, church-going, helpful man. He was a kiss-ass. A rich kid. A little bitch.
Eddie was the opposite. Just by looking at him the teachers and the other kids decided that he was a bad kid. They thought that he was evil because he didn’t fit into the mould that society set for young men. They claimed he was going against the church for growing out his hair, wearing dark colours and reading any book that wasn’t the bible.
They believed in boats full of animals, wizards that could part seas and turn water into wine and that killing gods son was okay because he could come back to life 3 days later… but the lord of the rings is too much???? It thoroughly pissed him off.
Like clockwork, he has enough of all the shit-talking in the cafeteria and retreats to the back corner of the library to read his devil books and have a moment of peace. But it doesn’t happen. He’s barely in his spot for 10 minutes when Y/N shows up between the bookshelves and smiles at him like nothing happened.
“Hey…”
He ignores her even though his heart is screaming. He’s so mad that she can just sit there while her boyfriend says those things and then show up here. It’s not like she was going to apologize or make it right or anything.
She walks over to where he’s sitting and kneels down beside him, trying to get his attention, she rests her hands on his arm but he flinches back.
“What’s wrong?”
“Really, you have to ask?” He tries to keep his voice down but he’s so hurt. “your boyfriend is a grade-A cunt and I can’t fucking do this anymore.”
Her shoulder slump and her face falls, “oh…”
“Oh?” He shakes his head, disappointed in her. “Why don’t you care? Why do you let him talk to me like that? Does he talk to you like that?”
She shakes her head, “not really… I mean, it’s different but he is mean to me too.”
“Why?” He stares into her eyes and watches them break, “why do you stay with him?”
“I don’t know,” she cries, eyes welling with tears as she loses her voice. “it’s… it’s complicated.”
He drops his book and cups her face in his hands, he hasn’t seen her cry since she was 11 and scraped her knee on the pavement. He held her like this back then too, he kissed her knee to make it better and he wiped all her tears… “what does he do to you?”
“He doesn’t do anything,” he’s adamant about that. “It’s the way he talks to me… like— like I’m nothing if I leave him. Like he says I’m wasted goods and no one else will love me like he does.”
“That’s a goddamn lie,” he’s stern but soft at the same time. “Cause that’s not love, I love you. I’ve loved you enough to watch you live your life from the sidelines and now I love you enough to tell you that you deserve better.”
She doesn’t look like she believes it, she looks so defeated. “I don’t like what he does to you, I don’t like how he talks to anyone, really… I can’t just leave him. He’s not going to just let me go…”
“Do you want him to?” He asks, “do you love him?”
She’s confused and distressed, she’s never told anyone the truth let alone herself. She’s barely processed this on her own and now she felt like he was making her choose. “I don’t— I mean, I’m not sure? I don’t want to be alone.”
Tears well again and she pulls away from him to sob into her hands.
She really believes the shit he’s told her. Eddie can’t believe how deep he’s got his hooks in her. It breaks his heart to see her like this. He doesn’t know what to do, he knows he can’t change her mind in a matter of minutes, this is something he saw in his parents. His dad was a royal cunt, his mom a sweetheart, so of course, his words got to her. She was too soft for the world, Y/N was too.
He reaches out to comfort her and she leans right against his chest. He wraps her up in his arms and kisses the top of her head, “I’m so sorry he’s made you feel like this. He’s not supposed to make you feel like this if he really loves you,” he whispers. “This isn’t how real love feels.”
“This could be,” she mumbles against him.
“What?”
“This could be what real love feels like,” she says it again.
“It could be,” he agrees. His chest filling up with a mixture of pride and anxiety, “I’ll tell you right now, I’m never going to treat you like he has… and if I ever even slightly make you feel unloved you have the right to knock some sense into me.”
She laughs a bit, “okay… do you think we can do it?”
“Do what?”
“Make it through whatever he’s going to put us through… I mean, once I dump him the slut shamming with start and then the bullying will escalate and god knows what else. I might even be kicked off the team for breaking the abstinence pact.”
“What?” He had no idea that was a thing. “Does the basketball team have one too?”
She shakes her head. “That’s fucked up. If you get kicked off then Jason should too…”
“No, he’s going to tell people that I fucked you,” she explains better. “Not that he took my virginity, he’s going to say I’m such a sex-crazed whore and couldn’t get it from him so I went to the freak. I’ve been with him long enough to know what he’ll say.”
“I’ll break both his hands he’ll never make another fuckin basket again,” Eddie basically growls. He’s seeing red at the mere idea of Jason carrying on his bullshit but directing it toward her.
“And go to jail,” she reminds him. “I quite like having you in my classes and not behind bars.”
“We could just not tell anyone?” He suggests, willing to be her dirty secret to keep her safe.
She shakes her head and holds him tighter, “um, no,” she sounds offended. “If I get to finally touch you all the time I’m taking the opportunity.”
She was clingy… he was going to love this.
“When can you dump him?” He wonders, wanting to know exactly when he can ask her out…
“Now,” she takes a deep breath as she pulls away. “Come with me?”
She hauls him up to his feet and straightens out his jacket, looking up into his eyes with a smile. “You get to be my bodyguard.”
“As long as I can keep the title,” he compromises.
“Of course,” she takes his hand and leads him out of the library.
She doesn’t drop his hand until they reach her locker, where Jason is standing with his friends… his own locker was right beside her’s after all.
“What the fuck is this?” He points to Eddie, “the freak needs a tampon?”
“Eat shit, Jason,” she spits back. “I’m tired of you bullying my friends. And I’m tired of the shit you say to me. I don’t want to date you anymore, I’m not sorry.”
He lets out a shocked laugh as the rest of the kids around him oo and ah at the situation. “What the fuck are you talking about?”
“I don’t like how you treat me—
“How I treat you?” His voice gets louder. “I deserve a bit more respect and then maybe I’d—
“Hey man,” Patrick places his hand on Jason's shoulder and pulls him back. “She’s not wrong. You’re not the nicest to her, let her go. She can make that choice.”
“Yeah, let me go,” she gives him an evil grin. “Have fun finding someone who can put up with your shit as long as I did.”
He doesn’t say anything after that, he just shakes his head in a fit of burning rage and heads off down the hallway. She turns to her fellow cheerleaders who were all whispering to themselves, “I don’t care who dates him next, just don’t come crying to me when he’s belittled all the self-worth out of you.”
She grabs her things from her locker and hands them to Eddie, “can you take these for me? I need to go ask the office if I can move.”
“Just use mine,” Eddie offers, taking all her things gladly. “It’s not like I do.”
“Okay,” she gives him a sweeter smile, looping her arm under his and making their way down the hall despite all the prying eyes.
They’d just have to get used to that.
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Noragami Reread Volume 1-3
I am so very late because I'm doing a million things but I will be done for the next chapter. Anyway this is my first reread so it's been fun seeing all the foreshadowing!
Chapter 1
Yato being so full of hope doing the job and his original top of the nation dream vs where we are currently is upsidedownsmileyface
Ass comment counter: 1
Yato really is the coldest bitch this girl is crying and being hunted by ayakashi and he's like oh no anyway
'Curses and blessings are two sides of the same coin' vomiting at the future plaque foreshadowing!
Yato has a little praise kink going on and it's valid
Yato's reaction to people who wants to commit suicide when we later find out he has seen Sakura's death and later on Yukine's is just
Chapter 2
Penis comment: 1
Yatori meeting oh god here we go
'I think forming ties with you is just gonna cause problems' AHA!
Yato sees her kick the shit out of a ayakashi and would like to have her as a shinki well I got a surprise for you!!!!
Chapter 3
'This could be kinds fun' proceeds to be not fun for ## chapters
We found Yukine right there
The sister foreshadowing is so heavy 10 years in advance of getting Yukine's story
Yukine spent 30 years drifting and has the right reaction to bring told to devote himself to a sweaty god
He straight up takes Hiyori's stuff lol
Hiyori death forshadowing tracker: 1
Chapter 4
Yukine saying he'll die from parental neglect WELL
Yato and Hiyori having different views on suicidal people until she realises why shinki are shinki and yh
Hiyori death forshadowing: 2
Chapter 5
Yukine conman but he's valid
Hiyori's soul is rather transparent in the legs sometimes
'Why don't you try dying for once' WELL
Yukine's fear of the dark forshadowing
Little girl shinki is so sad I forgot about that
It looks like soil being poured on Yukine AHA
Sister foreshadowing again
Hiyori death forshadowing tracker: 3
Chapter 6
Yukine is such a bastard this chapter
Hiyori liking Yato's smell jahdhb
Biggest plottwist is Yato saying Kofuku is his girlfriend 0.1 second before getting punted by her real man
Daikoku really softens up in appearance as we get to know him, he looks like mafia boss
'He's got a thing for kids' had me choking I forgot about that
Yato's backstory is so well written to foreshadow so much we see in the future whilst running alongside the rest of the plots
Yato and Yukine height difference hdhd
Bishamon's introduction mommy sorry
Chapter 7
'The justice of this world is putting evil to death' foreshadowing for Father in the future
I love men being accessories to powerful women
Kazuma's debt to Yato and knowing what's coming hhdjb
The art has always been beautiful and the character designs improve compared to other mangas early days
Chapter 8
Meeting Nora for the first time and she seems quite chill considering what she does later
Interesting how Yukine asks 'why does this always happen to me' when it's his first time as a shinki, shows he's used to bad luck
Daifuku has a car and we just never see it again (it probably blew up)
Yukine's trousers being too short in the leg
'I found him and I named him' Yato not releasing him no matter how badly Yukine behaves because he knows what he went through
Chapter 9
Hiyori thinking Kazuma is going to kill her when he's the most pathetic man alive
Hiyori meets the girl who killed Bishamon’s shinki. Meets Kazuma, another of Bishamon’s shinki, and notes Yato killed his friend. Brings up the dead shinki. Shocked Piikachu face when he gets mad
Yukine is so baby face this chapter
Nora meets Hiyori and it's on sight for knowing Yato
Chapter 10
Yato gives Manabu a knife and is like fuck 'em up ig
Yukine just wants to be a kid!!!!
'One is enough, just find that one irreplaceable someone' I'm eating glass!!!!
'I wish I had one myself' EATING GLASS!!!!!
'What you really want is something you can no longer have and you've finally figured that out' Oh god oh man
Yukine is just a baby
Hiyori saving Yato's ass again and hauling him to Kofuku’s
Chapter 11
Despite all the hate she gave Yato, Mayu still volunteers to absolve Yukine
Hiyori really shows up on the war gods front garden yelling for her simp without hesitation
Yato refusing to release Yukine and at this point teb years ago we're like babe just do it
Yukine really has no luck transforming into all sorts of monsters in this manga
'It was just like something a father would say' GLASS!!
Daikoku is so daddy this volume wait what
Yato says Sekki has talent as if he isn't the biggest soft touch who wouldn't let that daddy issue child go
Trios first hug oh I'm so sad Adachitoka you make me so sad will they hug again
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On the topic of Rory and affection: I actuall think you do a good job of showing Rory cares for his family and loves them despite his resting bitch face and antisocial tendencies. Your last comic update where Blaze is just all ❤️💕❤️💕❤️ towards Red but Blaze sits there with his Bomb and the teeny … ♥️ . Like „Hmm yes I do like this „affection“. Yes, one more dose of maternal pride please.“
I also noticed that with Buggy. In your comic where he has a nightmare, Buggy’s horror at what fucked up existential horror his kid dreams of was played for laughs, but I still found it rather sweet that Rory actually TOLD Buggy he had a bad dream. I can’t imagine he ever expected Buggy to understand what he talked about, but it still evokes the feeling that he sees his dad as someone he can trust. Not necessarily someone he can tell everything too, because that kid is just that closed off, but I feel like he’s the type of person who’d keep stuff like this more closely to himself and wouldn’t give someone „ammo“ for mockery or exploitation of a weakness.
Also that one image of Buggy doing the dad snore with tiny Rory. Super cute. Also feels like he does actually see his father as a safe haven in some way. Especially since the snoring seems like something that would actually wake him up and he would complain about. Maybe it’s white noise for him.
(God on that note imagine Rory having his first night away from his family, maybe he goes on shore into an inn for a short while, while his family is still on board and he inwardly is exited because he FINALLY will have a night away from his loud, snoring brother and his sister, who either fights or holds nonsensical conversations in her sleep. Wonderful! Finally a night of peace and quiet. Smashcut to him at 3 am, in complete silence, staring at the ceiling with with wide open eyes „…. By god this is unbearable.“)
HAAAAANW thank you so much ç.ç for the sweet comment on my writing and for noticing everything I try to put here and there to bring the character to life!
Concerning the headcanon you dropped at the end that's 100% true to me. (I think that Rory is one to talk because he's the one talking in his sleep - and his sister takes notes of everything. She, on the other hand, sleep wakes and when Rory notices he follows her to check she don't fall in the sea and also tell her the details of her wandering. That's a weird bond they have, half bullying, half carrying, the kind of thing you only have when you shared a whomb with someone. Anyway.)
Especially since Rory started hearing voices at puberty. Pure silence must be insufferable to him because it leaves him alone with them.
On this topic and the topic of "Rory and affection" let me bring back this old doodle to you.
Rory don't really like hugs but whenever he has crisis it's one of the few occasions he needs them. His mom is the only one who can help him to anchor back when all of this started. Vernes help a lot, too. Years later Skye will also be one of the few people he trusts enough for that.
Also love your headcanon that blaze inherited Buggy's snoring sounds. Validated. That's canon. (He fights against his blanket in the night too, thanks the gods for making him aroace because sleeping in his bed must be a nightmare)
#buggy the clown#redbomb chronicles#redbomb family#redbomb triplets#one piece#one piece oc#one piece au#buggy fankids#fankids#anon answered#ask sid glorious
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You're Beautiful
A/N Just for reference when I say a "big girl" I mean someone who doesn't necessarily fit society's beauty standards. I'm using my own weight (275 lbs) and height (5', 3") as reference '^^ anyway hope y'all enjoy and I accept constructive criticism. I'm trying to be a good smut writer :P
"Did you see the commander's girlfriend?"
"Does he not have eyes?"
"How can he date someone who looks like that?" You were standing there hiding when you happened to stumble upon the group of cadets conversation. You silently sighed as you knew most people were scratching their heads at the odd pairing: you were a "big girl" and he was this gorgeous, 6', 2', charismatic commander who somehow took a liking to you. "I mean honestly," said the first girl cadet, "From what I hear, the commander is just being nice to her and she took it as them dating." You silently gasped. Come to think of it he hasn't explicitly asked you to be his. His actions proved otherwise but you needed verbal confirmation. Maybe I should just go back . As you were about to turn away Armin, the short blonde cadet, noticed you. "Y/N! Are you here to see Commander?" you peered over at the group of girl cadets whose faces paled at the realization that you heard everything. Luckily for you you possess a really good resting bitch face. "I uh-"
"Here I'll take you to him since I'm on my way there."
"I uh, ok." you reluctantly agreed. As you walked past the group, you tightly clutched the pies, strudels, and lunch you have prepared for your "boyfriend". Two short knocks announced your arrival. "Come in." His velvety voice made your heart ache more. "Commander!" Armin saluted. Erwin glanced around him noticing you and smiled. It was such a warm smile that it took everything in you to hold back the tears threatening to spill over, the bubbling in your chest growing bigger. The conversation between the two was short and muffled. As Armin left, Erwin stood up to greet you. Before he could get to you you sputtered, "Stop right there." Erwin tilted his head to the side clearly confused. "Erwin, I can't do this anymore. We can't be together." you shoved the basket to his chest and ran out, the tears slowly tumbling down your face.
Hours later you heard a banging on your door not realizing that you had literally cried yourself to sleep, chuckling at the ironic situation. You opened the door and was surprised to see Erwin standing there. "Erwin-" you were cut off as he stormed past you. He stood in the middle of your small room, hands on his waist, trying to slow down his breathing. You stood there awkwardly stealing glances at this beautiful man whose tall stature overpowered your room. He inhaled deeply, turned to you, and gently grabbed your arms holding you at a distance. "I thought we agreed that if something was bothering us we would talk it out like adults. Y/N what's wrong?" you peered down trying not to cry. "Talk to me." Erwin pleaded.
"You deserve someone better."
"What?! Why would you say that?" A beat of silence passed and you finally found the courage to look him in the eyes. "Why are you being nice to me?"
"What are you-"
"Do you even like me? I mean you treat me as if we're dating but you haven't even outright said it. Even your cadets question the validity of this...whatever this thing is!" by now you were trembling and Erwin was mentally facepalming himself. Levi did tell him that he should've made clear his intentions for you once his feelings for you grew. Erwin figured that his actions would allow for all the transparency that you needed but he was wrong. "You deserve someone who fits you physically. I'm...too fat for you." At this last remark Erwin was seething. He thought you were beautiful regardless of your size. Your smile and eyes always made him feel warm and at home. He wanted, no needed, to show you just how much you mean to him and how much he liked you. "Y/N, I'm sorry. You're right. I should've been more transparent with you. I just assumed that you would realize I had feelings for you with my actions." He reached up and gently wiped the tears coming from your eyes; slowly bending down and kissing the tears. You gasped as you watched him through your tears kissing your cheeks, nose, forehead, and finally your mouth. You melted into the kiss wrapping your arms around his neck, tiptoeing to get more of him. Erwin picked you up without breaking the kiss, carrying you into your bedroom, gently laying you down. "Erwin-"
"Shh. Y/N you mean the world to me," he grabbed your hand and began to kiss each one of your fingers gingerly, tenderly. "I want, no need you to be mine. You are my love regardless of the fact that I haven't outright told you until now. Be mine."
"I will." you breathlessly replied. With that, Erwin bent down kissing you passionately, pushing the dress above your head leaving you exposed. You were about to cover yourself but he grabbed your wrists with one of his hands. "Don't. Let me admire your beauty." You blushed at the sight of Erwin panting with his hair down, his deep blue eyes taking in the length of you. He kissed you again, traveling to your neck leaving a mark, down to your collarbone biting down gently leaving another mark. "You," he dragged his lips down the middle of your breasts. He looked up at you watching as he took in one your breasts. "Ah!" He continued sucking and licking leaving your nipple with a pop. He kissed the valley of your breasts again. "Are." He traveled to your other breast watching your eyes flutter close, your hands rubbing his hair. He kissed and licked your belly. "So." He traveled further down pushing your legs apart. He started from your ankles, kissing both, slowly dragging his lips upwards to your thighs. Each spot he kissed and licked felt like a trail of fire. He licked his way to your inner right thigh, nipping and leaving a mark. "Beautiful," he whispered and did the same to your left inner thigh. "So beautiful." Your hands were tangled in his gold locks. He flattened out his tongue and licked a strip from your slit to your clit. "Ooh! Erwin!" His tongue slowly circled your clit, his intense blue eyes meeting your half hooded lids, watching your reaction to his touch. He slowly moved downward, each time moaning, humming, and mouthing beautiful into your pussy. He parted your lips and began to tongue fuck you while his thumb was rubbing circles on your clit. "Ah!" your eyes fluttered shut at the sensation Erwin was giving you. You were going insane. Without interruption, he slid two of his thick fingers into you causing you to gasp and peer down; his mouth going between your folds and clit all while maintaining eye contact with you. "Mm! Erwin!" your hips slowly began to rock trying to ease the tension that was building in your stomach, Erwin's fingers gliding in and out of you at an ungodly pace, mouth on your breasts. The squelching sound of how wet you were and Erwin's fingers fucking you were taking you to your limit, you needed this release bad. Erwin sensing that you were about to cum curled his fingers upwards. "Ooh yes right there! Please don't stop!" He bent down and started rubbing your clit rapidly with his tongue. "Ah!" you screamed as your release hit you, your eyes shutting as you felt your legs trying to close, your knuckles white at the hard grasp you had on Erwin's hair.
As you caught your breath you opened your eyes to see Erwin stripping down freeing his member that was restricted from those damn white pants that was part of his uniform. You licked your lips and as you were about to roll over to return the favor he gently stopped you and said, "Not tonight Y/N. Tonight it's all about you. Let me show you just how beautiful you are to me." You blushed at the sediment however that moment was short lived. He climbed in between your legs, pulling you towards him, grabbing his cock rubbing it up and down your folds. "Ah Erwin, please don't tease me." He swiftly plunged inside of you causing you to gasp, his eyebrows knitting together. He slowly pulled out and slammed back into you. "Ah!" His pace was slow, methodical, he wanted you to feel every inch of him. Each time he would reenter he would go deeper, harder. "Y/N, you're so beautiful," he grabbed one of your hands and placed a kiss on your palm, the eye contact between you making this moment sensual, intimate. You tried looking away but he gently grabbed your face. "Look at me while I'm fucking you." you bit your lips, maintaining his gaze; those icy blue eyes of his were going to be the death of you. He slowly picked up the pace adding, "I don't give a damn about how big you are. You're mine and I love you for you. So I don't ever want to hear you say that I deserve someone prettier or skinnier because I deserve you." If it weren't for the compromising position you both were in you were absolutely sure you would've teared up by now. He grabbed your legs and threw them atop his shoulders, giving him more access to you, with this angle allowing him to fuck you deeper into oblivion. "Ah! Mmm!"
"Come on Y/N. Don't hold back. I want you to tell everyone who's fucking you right now." He grabbed your hips and slammed into you. "Ah! Erwin!" He repeated that action knowing that he would get that reaction he wanted. "Fuuuuuck Erwin!" Hearing his name tumbling from your mouth spurred him to go harder. He held your hips in place and kept slamming into you, your back arching, hips rising trying to meet his pace; you were grasping for something to hold onto, all while looking at Erwin's hair down, sweat falling down his face, his eyebrows furrowed even deeper - a rare sight that only you had access to. "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, Erwin," your head was thrashing about when he demanded, "Y/N look at me. I want to see your pretty face when you cum." Again it took some effort to hold his gaze but as soon as your eyes locked with his you were thanking your lucky stars. You watched as his pecs and biceps tightened, his abs tightening as well, the sweat drenching both yours and his body. If ever there was a statue that you wanted carved it would be this moment right here because this man is breathtaking. His hands reached out and began to play with your nipples, taking in the image of your breasts bouncing up and down as he was fucking you. "Fuck Erwin, I'm," he bent down and began kissing your neck, finding that sweet spot and bit down. "Ah! I'm cumming! Fuuuuck Erwin I'm cumming!" he kept licking and biting, his thrusts becoming sporadic. "Y/N!" with just your name, he released strings of his warm load into you, kissing your cheeks and lips, murmuring how beautiful you were into your shoulder, ear, and head.
Propped up by his right elbow, he watched as you slept, his hand reaching out to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. Gawd he loved this woman. He bent down to kiss you and whispered, "I love you." before engulfing you into his arms, you snuggling deeper into his chest. He kissed your forehead and before dozing off he promised himself to always make you feel beautiful and to be transparent not only with his actions but with his words; but first he would have to find out who those cadets were that made you feel less than.
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literally no one asked, but i want to dig into the context of what’s happening in the montage from today, so here's that, with Images added in for cross-timeline reference and such:
i started with the beatriz and sal scene for aesthetic reasons, but !!! it establishes that they’re at alam palace. for those who’ve read the main story, you may know that that’s where the family used to go for their getaways. for those who pay close attention, you may recall that beatriz does not take her family there. she associates it strongly with her childhood and, specifically, with her father. beatriz isn’t someone who likes to wallow in her feelings or face tough emotional truths. so, going there to mourn her daughter is significant … it’s a continuation of how she’s reacted the entire time—wanting to be vulnerable but in an unforgiving, almost masochistic way. i just thought sal doing car stuff would be cool and sexy of him. this family loves cars because i love cars lkfgjdg
i have arnaut and lorraine moving into matlal estate next. this is where alfonso and rowena are living as of where the main story left off. arnaut is taking a big box from her, and they’re chatting as they supervise the moving. relocating internationally with very short notice … whew! mourning for them isn’t the quiet repose that it should be. we’ve already seen that arnaut is clinging to his new role—trying to distract himself, i think, with what’s basically performing who he thinks he has to be now. getting his family settled is an easier task than sitting with his feelings.
then, we have blanca and her family. i had a vivid image of them resting together, specifically with blanca wide awake as the others slept. we know that she’s beset with guilt about the way she's raising her sons, but we also know that she’s choosing to be defiant and stick to her guns over it. is it selfish of her to choose her career over her family? i suspect she rejects the premise of that question, even if the world is insisting that it is that simple.
speaking of guns, beatriz at the range is one of my favorite parts. this scene was a bitch to create partly because i had to turn those headphones from a deco item into an accessory. anyway, i wanted to do this because i think having shooting as a hobby—as a way to focus and relax—is revealing. it’s easy to point at the implication of violence, but that’s not really what this says to me. i guess it’s because i know what happens in beatriz’s life that the story hasn’t covered yet. like i said, she’s a world war two girl, her father and sal are war veterans, and uspana is a historically martial society. it’s also, to me, suggesting that beatriz isn’t all bluster. she’s not just capable of talking the talk. she's a hands-on person, and she's nowhere near delicate.
olalla is a baker! admittedly, she is among the least developed of beatriz’s children. i just haven’t had much use for her yet, so the facts that she’s always loved baking and is a celebrity chef are basically it.
gil needed his own scene, and i decided that focusing on the horde of little boys converging on nakawe palace would be the best approach. children handle grief in their own way. we could’ve seen him struggling to process the loss and being inconsolable, but i think it’s also interesting that he has these cousins who want desperately to cheer him up—and, of course, that julian and damian can relate to the feeling of loss because safya was their caregiver, too. german is brand new and doesn't really even speak the language yet, but there he is … they're all there for each other the only way little kids know how.
martin goes out on the water to get in his feelings, which i think is valid and admirable. gabe summoned the image of him “screaming at the sea” and, while i couldn’t recreate it perfectly and was too lazy to make a pose, that is the vibe. that’s really all we need to know about martin right now. he has a speaking role later on in episode four, and he’ll reference this scene in that one.
next, rodrigo and his photographs … there’s actually so much going on in this scene! the setting is important to me because i tried to make it obvious he’s in a hotel room. rodrigo hasn’t been home since safya died. he isn’t even sure he has a home at this point. no one has really told him anything except to stay away and, even then, he's being talked to by nobody aides who shouldn't even be able to look at him without asking first. he’s doing his mourning in a hotel room because he isn’t welcome anywhere else, and safya isn’t around to insist he be treated like the family member he is. it’s also telling that no one else seems to have stepped up for him. the polaroid images are mostly screenshots of safya that i already had; i like that you can make out most of them
matias, like leonor, is mourning mostly in solitude. i think it would have been his preference to stay in nakawe, but he also knew he couldn’t bear letting beatriz leave without him. as we can see, she feels the same way. she could have a servant bringing him food, but she does it herself instead. he shouldn’t be talking to her, not when his desire is the full solitude, but he can’t help it.
i was unsure of what to do with mateo, but i decided that he would be missing his father, and that’s worth showing. you can’t really tell what he’s up to just by looking at the images, but i think it’s also interesting that he’s sharing whatever he’s writing with prissy. she was comforting him in the background of the dinner scene from episode one, and here she is again. it'll come up again later, but i keep wondering what it must be like to be a teenager caught up in all of this, with a younger brother who's too little to ask questions and an older sister who's too independent to answer yours.
sebastian is the most underdeveloped of beatriz’s children, but i always imagined him as somewhat removed from them all. i was looking at the family holistically, wondering what was missing, and realized we didn’t really have a contrasting extreme to what leonor is doing. partying—and, specifically, doing it privately as only someone with wealth and privilege can manage—to stave off having to actually engage in the work of mourning felt right. there are people who can never be along with their thoughts, who would rather die, and sebastian is one of those people.
finally, we had to end with leonor. my idea was always that she would be decomposing in her house the entire time. it's because she's a devout person, but it's also because she has this deep fear that she has done something, in a spiritual sense, terribly wrong. i didn’t quite know how to encapsulate where she is visually, but then i realized—duh!—the art element is pretty relevant to the entire story. it’s something she shared with her mother, and she does eventually end up in armorica as an art student. she’s looking in our direction, entirely alone but knowing that she is being perceived. so, it’s a spiritual thing, in a way, but i suppose also a bit of foreshadowing, if you read into it enough.
#idk this is a meta post but i don't have a tag for that#reyes.meta#new tag#maybe i should just start doing this dskfjdsf#graduate to Insufferable
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Fast times || Lee Felix
Pairings: Lee Felix x fem oc
genre: fluff, non-idol AU
Warnings: none
Word count: 6.1 k
(not proof read!)
note: i’m writing this story pretty quickly because i have a lot of ideas for it, but i do feel the need to point out, it’s a slow burn, they won’t get in each other’s pants within 3 days of knowing each other. if you are impatient i don’t think this will satisfy, but rest assure, they will get spicy.
important: in this story felix is blonde and his hair is relatively short, you can imagine him however you want and you can also imagine my oc however you want, but to the plot i have in mind and the visual imagine i have when writing both of these are valid. i describe my oc because she’s an oc, not the reader, if you don’t like it, imagine her however you want.
anyway, enjoy x
“How do you know luna?” changbin asks hyunjin as soon as he reaches the table, “i don’t.”
He passes the boys and looks out the window, the other 3 boys following to see what he’s looking at. All 4 boys now stood at the window, looking at luna as she made her way to her motorcycle.
They watched as she threw one leg over situating herself over the bike, threw her hair behind her shoulder, put her helmet on and jump start the motorcycle then take off. “I just met her today.” hyunjin finally responds.
“Do you think she’ll agree to take me on a ride if i ask her?” he wonders out loud as he watches her drive off. “Wah, she’s so cool.” hyunjin adds smiling as all 4 boys slowly parted from the window to get back to their table.
“I heard she’s mean.” jisung says taking his previous seat and picking up his drink. “What?” changbin asks shocked, whilst hyunjin furrows his brows. “She was really nice to talk to though, didn’t seem mean to me.” hyunjin defends finding it hard to believe that when she talked and laughed so easily with him.
“It’s kind of going around that she’s mean. A bunch of people in our year said she always has a mean face on too.” jisung explains what he was told.
“I see how that could get people to be wary around her but mean? That’s too far.” changbin says shaking his head, always the sweetheart he is. “Mingi told me that even he was scared of her before they talked because she has a resting bitch face, his words not mine.” he defends as soon as he says making felix giggle at his hands in the air.
“I was a little stiff around her the first few times i saw her with mingi too, but she’s really really nice, she heard me talking to someone about the english writing paper i was struggling with last semester. She spent a whole 20 minutes from her break explaining the whole thing to me, even checked up on how i was doing with it when she saw me a few days before it was due.”
“She sounds really nice to me.” felix defends backing up his hyung.
“I feel bad now.” jisung says chuckling, “i don’t think you’re the first. I have a feeling she does it intentionally.” changbin says slipping his sweater on since it was starting to get colder.
“How do you know her?” changbin asks again making hyunjin pinch his arm, squealing as he pulled his arm back.
“I already told you i don’t. I just bumped into her in class today. But i was in a hurry so i didn’t talk to her. She was a little mean then though.”
“Well you just said you bumped into her.” felix retorts, making hyunjin look ahead and nod his head in agreement. “You’re right.” he sips his coffee in thought.
“Anyway, can we please do something this weekend?” Jisung leans over the table with a pout. “I’m busy.” changbin says simply making him huff.
“With what? the gym?” hyunjin asks, making felix snort. “Yah, what are you? A laughing sound effect?” changbin scolds felix making him put his hand over his mouth.
“I’m not always at the gym.” changbin retorts to hyunjin making him roll his eyes, “yeah sure.”
“You guys come on. We haven’t done anything together since the semester started.” jisung nags at his friends. “The semester just started.” felix laughs at his dramatics.
“Yeah this is our first week.” changbin adds playing with his empty cup.
“You guys are boring.” jisung slumps back in defeat.
“Why don’t we have a barbeque? We haven’t done that in a while.” hyunjin suggests making the other three nod in agreement. “We have to check with minho though he could be busy, lord knows we need him.”
“Hey,” felix pouts at the lack of recognition, “you’re our baker.” hyunjin defends making felix huff.
“I’ll text him, it’s out first week i doubt even third years have it that bad.” changbin pulls out his phone to text him. “God help chris.” jisung mumbles as he picks up his and changbin’s cups to toss away. “I can’t belive it’s his last year.” felix notes shaking his head. “Yeah, at least we have one year together.” hyunjin points out.
“Minho will get back to me by tomorrow, depends how his classes go but he says he’s probably in.”
“Yes.” jisung cheers as he reaches the table upon the good news. “Come on let’s go i need to go to the gym.” changbin gets up and pushes his chair back in.
“I’m not always at the gym.” jisung mocks making the older reach out to hit him but he runs to the door making other customers look up at them whilst the other two laugh.
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Luna rushes to class. Eunbi absolutely refused to wake up in the morning. It took her over 30 minutes of screaming, knocking over things and pulling her out of bed to finally get her to the bathroom, only for her to fall asleep with her back against the shower glass. Being her ride to campus, luna had to wait for her as she took her time to get ready.
She’s threatened her multiple times, she would walk if she is ever late again. But ends up just nagging her by the door, everytime, being unable to leave her friend behind.
She was in such a rush to get her friend to get dresses and ready that luna didn’t realize, after she spent her time in the morning picking out her outfit with music on in the background, dancing around and putting on a very effortless yet effortful look, she accidently left the apartment with her black fuzzy platform slides on. The ones she wore around the house. She only realized as she laid eyes on her feet as she threw them over her motorcycle, but they were too late for her to go back up and put shoes on.
However, in her goodluck, they did look decent with the outfit. Baggy sandwash dark blue jeans and grey cropped well fitted shirt with her crossbody bag she always took to university, they fit in, even almost looked intentional. lucky her, always keen on looking presentable because it helps her feel more stable and in control.
Just as she stepped foot in class, the professor walked past her and made her way to her desk. “Please shut the door, you’re the last student.” she said as she turned to luna who bowed and shut the door. As the professor gave the introductory lesson to the course, being the first class this semester since she didn’t show up for the first lecture, luna found her seat in the first row, she set her bag down, pulled out her glasses and notebook, put her glasses atop her head and flipped to the abstract era section in her notebook.
This was the last art core class she had. This was a class she had been dreading ever since she took a look at the curriculum, yes she looks at those eunbi already taunted her for being such a ‘virgo’.
Just as the professor was about to explain the division of the marks for the course the door opened, and in walked hyunjin.
“Excuse me,” at the sound of the professor he paused at the stairs he was about to go up and turned to her, “yes ma’am?” he calls back politely.
She looks down at the watch on her wrist and scoffs, “you’re late.”
8:03
Oh god, not one of them.
“Doesn’t the class start at 8?” he asks confused, pulling out his phone to check. “Yes, it’s 8:03. You’re late.” she states, crossing her arms. Snickers and chuckles were heard throughout the class, and by her obvious look to the crowd, she wasn’t appreciative of it.
Luna leaning her head on her arm sighing at the absurd behaviour of this woman. At a loss hyunjin obviously didn’t know what to say, or maybe he just didn’t know how to word ‘you’re out of your mind’ in a polite way.
“I’m sorry ma’am i’m usually never late. It won’t happen again.” not knowing what to do he opted for apologizing because it seemed like she couldn’t be reasoned with.
“Who here knows.. What’s your name?” the professor turns to him, “hyunjin.” he answers simply, he was obviously getting embarrassed, although she couldn’t see his face because he had his back to her, luna could tell by his red ears.
“Who here knows hyunjin?” the professor asks looking around at the crowd of students, where none raised their hands. It was the first week, even the new students haven’t had the chance to get to know each other, so it was unlikely that anyone did.
After a few seconds of contemplating luna raised her hand, the professor noticed her and nodded in her direction, “is he usually late?” she asks. Hyunjin, along with the rest of the class, turn to look in Luna's direction.
She takes a quick look at hyunjin, she isn’t usually a liar, not even on the smallest of things, she hates it. But this is harmless, and it’ll help this poor boy who seems like he’s about to melt on the spot. “No.” she replies simply with a blank face holding direct eye contact with the professor who was impatiently tapping her foot.
“First and last warning, go.” the professor points at hyunjin who bows in apology and thanks her as he turns to find a seat. Before he does he gives luna a very sincere and relieved smile and mouths ‘thank you’ to which she gives a quick nod.
This course is off to a great start.
The rest of the class goes by agonizingly slow, aside from the mark distribution and the project nothing was important and everything she said was boring and made no sense. An obvious sign this was going to be luna’s self taught course this semester, which is what she was dreading.
After class was done, everyone started filing out and heading wherever it was they intended to. Luna had two more classes after this one and it was only 9:40. Of course the classes that were double lectures were always the bad ones. She got up and gathered her things at her own pace, pulling out her headphones before slinging her bag over her shoulder.
“Luna,” right before she puts her headphones on, she turns around to see hyunjin rushing down the stairs to catch up to her at the door. “Where are you going?”
She gives him a questioning look and hesitates before she answers “i’ll go get something to drink before class, i still have a bit.”
“If it won’t bother you can i come?” he asks glancing at her headphones she was about to put on. She gives a small smile as she leaves them hanging around her neck, “sure,”
They walk side to side in silence before hyunjin speaks up, “thank y-”
“Don’t thank me.” she says simply cutting him off. As they walk through the crowd he looks down at her with a questioning look. “Why?”
“What i did was basic human decency, she was being irrational, horridly strict and wanted to humiliate you on purpose.” she points out making him pull a face that upset her and made her almost pat his arm in comfort but she didn’t.
“You’re a first year right?” she asked, wanting to change the subject, they had now reached the open area in the middle of all the different buildings where all the food stalls and vending machines were. As she goes to run her hand through her hair she knocks against her glasses, remembering she didnting take them off, so she shoves them in her bag. She obviously cares for them very much.
“Yeah, you’re a second year right? Changbin hyung told me he met you last year.” he’s back to being giddy and lighthearted again which was good.
“Did you go talking to your hyung about me once i left?” she teases with a small smirk as he starts turning red and stutters over his words. “Chill i’m joking.” she laughs, making him ease up a little face still blazing red.
“How are you liking art?” he asks her as they reach the fizzy drink vending machine, “it’s pretty nice. I honestly thought I wouldn’t care about most of my classes since I already knew what I wanted to major with going in but they’ve been pretty helpful with inspo.” luna skims over the options not knowing what to get. She doesn’t even like fizzy drinks, and she knew that, but she still tried to take a liking to it whenever she felt like she wanted a drink but didn’t want to have too much coffee.
“Oh what did you major in?” hyunjin asks since he himself was a little stuck. “Take a guess.” she says simply taking a step back to allow him a full look at her to evaluate the vibe gives off. He places a hand on his hip and looks her slowly from head to toe. Literally, damn these flipflops.
“Graphic design?” he asks making her raise an eyebrow, “is that what you want?” she asks, making him gasp, “how did you know?”
“I mean it was your first guess,” she laughs a little at his exasperated look. “Yeah but i’m still a little stuck on it. I've been considering fine art too.”
“Fine arts here is really nice too, i asked around. I might minor in it for my last year.” she points out in hopes of helping him decide, she ventures to the convenience store in the corner to grab an iced tea, knowing she probably won’t finish it. She isn’t big on drinks, coffee and water are the only things she drinks, and occasionally tea. But it’s too hot outside for a steaming cup of tea.
Hyunjin trails behind her, probably looking like a lost puppy to everyone around. “Then what are you majoring in?” he asks, she looks back at him with a small smile as she replies “fashion design.”
Hyunjin gasps dreamily, “that’s so cool,” he says making her giggle a little at his behaviour, “thank you.” she pushes through the door, holding it open for him to pass, heads straight to the fridge with the small selection of beverages, and picks out the most appealing looking iced tea she could find. Raspberry and honey. Sounds highly sugary but it’s okay she won’t finish it anyway. She pays and they leave, this time Hyunjin holds the door for her.
Luna checks the time before slipping her phone back in her pocket.
9:52
“What do you have next?” she asks, popping open her drink as he checks his schedule, “introduction to fine arts.”
“If it’s with professor Do Young you’ll like it, he’s very smart and makes the class super fine. Talk to him after class or by the end of the semester to be a little more decisive over your major, he likes to help." Luna suggests taking the first sip of her iced tea and deciding. She’s never buying this drink again.
“Hyunjin,” the two of them turn around at the source of the sound, a blonde boy walking into the open area. Hyunjin waves the boy over as he responds to her.
“That could be helpful, thank you. You have class right?” hyunjin asks as they both pause in the middle of the open area, luna taking in the sun a little before she’s back to being stuck in those 4 agonising walls of her classroom.
The boy who called comes to stand next to hyunjin as he waves at luna, she waves back as she responds.
“Yes, fashion history. Sounds boring.” she points out.
“Is it boring?”
“To you, yeah probably.” she responds with a shrug making him laugh. “Hi,” she directs at the boy who stood happily next to his friend, he does a little hop on the balls of his feet before saying hello. Luna recognizes him as one of the boys from hyunjin’s group yesterday at the cafe. Up close, she couldn’t help but stare. He had slightly tanner skin than hyunjin. His eyes were a very dark brown with hints of hazle around the rim. He had hooded upturned eyes, but what really got luna staring were his freckles. They made him look gorgeous. They were scattered all over his nose and cheeks, some even made it to over his eyes and the side of his face. They were a very light brown with a few orange ones in the middle of the bunch.
Luna loved freckles, she had a few her own, but they were barely notable on the apples of her cheeks, but they are why she doesn’t use foundation and keeps her concealer from going any lower than her under eyes in fear of hiding them. But what he had, they looked masterful.
“I’m felix,” he says extending a hand, luna looks down at it blankly for a few seconds before chuckling at the formal gesture and shaking his hand. “Luna.”
When she notices a few people packing up to get to classes she’s alerted, not wanting to be late again. “I have to go.” she says walking backwards, but waving at the two boys, “i’ll see you around.” at that, Hyunjin lights up and nods at her as the two boys bid her goodbye and she’s on her way to class.
“Do you have class?” hyunjin asks turning to felix, he shakes his head with pursed lips and wide eyes. “Gap.” he responds simply, hand fiddling with his bag, “do you wanna attend with me or do you have something to do?” hyunjin asks making his way into the building with felix trailing behind.
“I’ll attend with you, all the others have class too.” felix answers grabbing hyunjin’s sleeve lightly as he follows him. On their way they pass by mingi who doesn’t notice hyunjin putting his hand up, mouth open in an attempt to say good morning but he rushes past them. “He’s in a hurry,” hyunjin concludes and continues to class, felix behind him.
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At 12, luna finds herself circling the whole university premises looking through every women’s bathroom on campus for eunbi.
She texted her 10 minutes ago a very vague,
Eunbi: Got my period
Eunbi: need a pad
Eunbi: in the bathroom
Which bathroom? Which building? Why are none of the texts delivering and why can none of the calls reach her.
She’s considered it, honestly. Just ignoring her and going to the garden to rest, she can use tissues. It may be the 21st century but granted eunbi has once faced this issue with no one to run all over campus to give her a single pad, right?
Nonetheless, she still huffs as she makes her way to the languages building, the last building she hasn’t looked in, but also, eunbi’s section. It would seem very stupid of her to not have looked here first, but to be fair in all her 6 courses this semester, only one of them is actually in this building.
Luna isn’t very familiar with this building, she has only been here in her first semester, and she only had english which was in the first hall you walk through when you enter the building, so she never got to exploring, and she gladly didn’t care. However now she wishes she had.
Luna stands in front of the indoors map placed near the door, she knows very well she can’t understand it, she doubts any student at this university can understand what any of these colours mean or where to find any of the rooms, but she still tries to find where the bathrooms are. And fails, simply because they aren’t actually marked.
“As soon as i find you eunbi, i’m dropping my conscience right where i stand. Damn you and your period.” she mumbles speed walking through the halls but slowing every time she reaches a corner, where the bathrooms usually are.
She comes across her first stop, pushing through the door to look through the stalls, however as soon as she steps in her eyes notice, but her mind doesn’t register, something very odd about this bathroom. Standing stalls?
It’s only when she steps inside the bathroom does she notice the blue tiles and the gruff sounds. Instinctively she puts her hand over her mouth to not make a sound. She was still standing near the door, there was a wall separating where she was standing and the sinks where there seemed to be someone washing their hands and talking.
Luna took, very, slow steps backwards, pad clutched in hand, the other on her mouth. She slowly turned around, about to push the door open before it was pushed inside, mingi walking in. upon lying eyes on her they went wide, eyebrows disappearing into his hairline. The two stood facing each other silently, mingi in the doorway and luna frozen where she stood. He opened his mouth about to question her but the running faucet turned off and two pairs of footsteps approached them.
In panic, luna snatched the door from mingi’s hand and stood behind it, back against the bathroom wall. Caught off guard mingi stood with his back to the wide open door so it wouldn’t swing shut.
She couldn’t see, being stuck between the wall and door, but luna heard an exasperated sound from the other side, “hey mingi.”
Why? Out of all the possible 26 thousand students present at this university, why is it that the one that could almost see luna in the men’s bathroom is someone she knows? Why couldn’t it be a stranger? Would have been much less embarrassing, she could have even just walked right out and not cared. A lie, but a possibility at least.
“Hey changbin?” mingi sounds almost suspicious, always the bad actor in the group. “What are you doing here?” luna almost physically face palms. Is that the first thing that comes to mind when you see someone in the bathroom? What are you doing here? Never depend on mingi in a time of need.
“I was, peeing?” changbin almost asks as he chuckles. “Why are you standing there?”
Now that, that is a very logical question. What is mingi doing standing in the bathroom doorway leaning on the door like this? This is it, busted. She might as well just walk out now. It’s changbin, they’re well acquainted enough for her to walk out of the men’s bathroom without him asking her what she could have possibly been doing there.
“Oh.”
She really might as well just step out before he says something that could, surprisingly, be worse than the current simple mistake she made.
“I was holding the door open for you guys.” he says casually leaning more against the door, making the door hit luna in the head as she lets out a huff. Right after she places her other hand on her mouth as well. But she thinks it may have not been loud enough to hear because none of them questioned it.
“Oh thank you,” although polite, changbin sounded a little hesitant. “This is christopher by the way.”
“Just chris, no need to call my full government name.”
“Hi chris, are you a foreigner?” mingi asks, seeming too into the conversation than trying to end it, considering the hostage behind the door.
“yeah, i’m australian,” at that luna nudges the door for mingi to hurry up. “Cool, anyway you guys must be in a hurry, class started and i have to take a piss.”
Luna pulls a disgusted face at his excuse. Granted, human nature and very common activity, but maybe better wording?
“Oh yeah sure, nice seeing you man.” changbin bids as he walks out with chris following, luna could catch a glimpse of them from the part in the door hinges. “You too, nice to meet you chris.”
“You too.”
Luna waits a few seconds when they leave before she pushes the door and comes out to face mingi, frantic almost.
“What are you doing here?” mingi asks her in a whisper.
“Please let me out, i can’t be here any longer,” she pleads pushing past him, she leans against the wall opposite the bathroom door.
“What were you doing here?” he asks again, arms crossed as he waits for an answer. “I was looking for eunbi, she needs a pad.” she holds up the crumbled pad in her hand.
“In the men’s bathroom?” he asks confused, “i didn’t know it’s the men’s bathroom, i don’t know this building.” she defends pushing his shoulder as she walks past him to look for another bathroom.
“Call her.” he states obviously walking next to her, he pulls her arm at the next corner, guiding her to the women’s bathroom at the end of the hall. “I did!”
“They don’t reach her, none of my messages are delivered either. She just texted me and disappeared.”
“Hhmm, i haven’t seen her except in the morning, i saw both of you rushing in. i guess she wouldn’t wake up.” mingi chuckles already knowing how it is between these two.
Mingi pointed out when they decided to move in together that their habits would collide often, especially since they live completely different lives. Luna is an early bird whilst eunbi is a night owl. She likes staying up till 4 am, whether it be working, watching movies, scrolling on her phone. She just can’t sleep early.
Luna is the complete opposite, she wakes up early, works out in the morning, goes on a walk in the early morning chill. She’s always done it and almost never breaks her routine, and when she is forced to, it always shows in her mood, attitude, and work ethic.
There were many instances where luna would be waking up, coming across eunbi in the hallway on her way to the bathroom, and wishing her a goodnight’s sleep.
“Yeah, i just need to find her it’s been over t- BITCH!” at her sudden burst mingi squeals, he looks ahead to see eunbi casually walking through the hall as she turns around to see the source of the sound.
“Oh hey,” she smiles walking towards the pair, people in the hallway already staring at the very exasperated looking luna who was speed walking towards eunbi, mingi trailing behind, trying to avoid the gaze of people who were staring.
“I’ve been looking for you all over,” luna says frustratedly as she looks at eunbi’s pants. Spotless, literally. She grabs her hand and slaps the pad into her friend’s palm.
“Oh,” is all eunbi says as she glances down at the pad in her hand. “I’m sorry my phone died.” she apologises taking a good look at luna. Her glasses were still on her head, dishevelled with her hair sticking out from under it. Her cheeks had a light red to them leading eunbi to believe she really was running around looking for her.
Luna rolls her eyes, but waves her off. The three now stood in the emptying hallway as people headed to their classes. “What did you do?” luna asks crossing her arms.
“I kept asking everyone that would come into the stalls next to me if they had a pad till a girl gave me one,” she replies shoving the pad luna just gave her in her bag. “Thank you though, i will need this later on.” eunbi tries to make luna feel better, since she was very grateful she looked all over for her.
“She was so desperate she even went into the men’s bathroom to look for you.” mingi finally spoke up making luna slap his arm as he winced in pain.
“What?!” eunbi asks laughing, before she could further question it luna turns her around to go in the opposite direction, “don’t you have class right now?” she points out giving her a quick smack on the butt before eunbi let’s out this sound that proves she had in fact forgot about class. “I have a gap from 1 to 3, are any of you free?” she asks before she leaves.
“My last lecture is from 1 to 2.” luna replies making eunbi snicker. “I’m free till 2.” mingi says making her cheer “i’ll charge my phone somewhere and text you,” she says finally before heading to class.
Mingi and luna walk side to side silently as they head out to the large garden in front of the university building, mingi knowing very well that is where luna usually hangs out. On their way there luna already has her headphones pulled out with her glasses shoved into her bag.
When they reach the garden they both drop their things on the ground and sit down. With luna’s back against the big tree they’re under, her feet over mingi’s lap who’s lying on his back with his phone in the air. They sit like that for a while, luna reading a book with mingi tossing and turning every while, still on his phone.
When he turns back onto his back he looks over at luna, she was holding a new book he hadn’t seen before, already halfway through it. He nudges her, making her remove the headphones from one ear. “Why don’t you just buy a kindle?”
“Can’t afford the splurge right now, i’m saving up because i need to buy a new mannequin and materials next semester are very expensive.” she replies simply.
“Can’t you like, put some money aside for that?” he asks picking at the grass beneath his hand. She shakes her head.
“Aside from rent, bills, weekly groceries, personal necessities and gas, there isn’t much else I can cut back on. The few bucks i spend on books and occasional new fabric i buy for clothes won’t be what saves the day. It’s fine though, aside from the convenience of a kindle, i actually like holding a book in my hand and flipping through the pages.”
“Okay main character.” mingi chuckles, making luna nudge him with her foot. “Fuck you.”
“Hey, you’re the one who sits under a tree with headphones on and a book in her hand everyday.” he defends making her pull a disgusted face at him. “I like spending time alone sometimes.”
“Oh my god, you’re such a movie character.”
“I would like to point out your balls are less than 5 inches from my foot, in case you wanna keep them.” luna points out.
Before putting her headphones back on and going back to her book, she catches a glimpse of a familiar brown haired boy walking with his friend past the garden where they were at, upon making eye contact, he waves at her excitedly and she returns it with a small smile.
“Who are you waving at,” mingi tilts back to see hyunjin, he waves him over. The younger pauses for a second but complies.
“Why’d you wave him over?” luna asks, he shrugs and responds, “why not?”
“Hi,” hyunjin greets politely as he stands awkwardly over a still lying down mingi. Felix waves and luna returns it. “Hello, i’m felix” he politely greets mingi who he’s seeing for the first time.
She looks down at mingi who says a quick hi but doesn’t bother getting up.
Placing her bookmark where she stopped, she sets her book aside and crosses her legs reaching forwards to pull mingi off the floor. She bends him into a bow as she deepens her voice even more and greets them properly. The pair laugh at them as mingi rubs his neck from where luna held him.
“Ahh noona,” he whines making her slap him on the back, “i told you not to call me that.” she grunts and he chuckles knowing it riled her up.
“oh , aren’t you guys the same age?” hyunjin asks pointing at mingi who was now smiling wickedly.
“No luna is a year older, she failed.”
“Yah,” she scolds making him duck as she raises her hand to hit him. “I took a gap year before college.” she replies simply looking up at the two. They were all under the big tree so the sun wasn’t in her eyes.
“What year were you born?” felix asks twiddling with his fingers.
“1998.”
“More like 1989,” mingi mutters, making luna sit on her bent knees as she faces him, now retreating back in defence, “do you want me to embarrass you in front of them?” she asks, more like warns, and he shakes his head.
“Like minho hyung.” hyunjin says turning to felix who nods. She would ask who minho is but she doesn’t bother.
“Are you guys free?” she asks but the answer was already obvious, they wouldn’t be out here if they weren’t.
“Yeah,” they reply in unison, “sit down,” she offers as she points to the grass with a smile and they do.
“How was class?” she asks hyunjin who holds up two thumbs up, “really good, my professor is do young, he’s very nice.”
“Told you,” she points out and he nods.
“Did you have class felix?” she asks feeling bad for the boy who seemed very shy and had barely uttered anything. He shook his head, “no, i’ve been free since 11.” he says simply looking at the grass with a nod.
“Do you have any more classes?” she asks and he nods looking up but not looking directly at her.
“i have a class at 1 and then i’m done.”
“That’s cool. A 2 hour gap is horrible though,” she replies empathically and he nods, making eye contact for less than a second then turning to hyunjin. “But i did attend his class with him, it was nice.”
“Eunbi is asking if we can go have dinner at the barbeque restaurant when she’s done.” mingi tells luna making her turn to him, “i see she charged her phone. why did she text only you?” she asks.
“She texted on the group chat.” she replies confused, he presses on her phone to see no text on the screen. “Oh i muted it,” she replies automatically before pulling her lip in a tight line as mingi gives her a look.
She looks ahead as she scratches her head, mingi crawling closer to her, “you what?” she side eyes him before pulling her phone closer to her.
“You guys were texting a lot in class,”
“We didn’t text at all today,”
“Yesterday,”
At that mingi gasps, “you’ve had us muted since yesterday?” he asks, dramatically loud too. “You guys didn’t say anything important since then so i didn’t miss anything.” she reasons unlocking her phone to unmute the groupchat.
“You’re a horrible friend,” he says settling down next to her.
“You too,” she says giving him a smile as he scoffs. “would a horrible friend cover you in the men’s bathr-” at that luna slaps her hand over mingi’s mouth before he could finish.
“Tell her i’m in.” she replies taking a quick glance at the two men in front of her who gave very confused looks.
“Okay,” mingi muffels under her hand.
Luna’s alarm goes off on her phone alerting her class starts in 5 minutes. “Well i have to go,” she takes off her headphones and packs up her things.
“We have to go too.” hyunjin says as both him and felix get up and dust themselves off. “You’re leaving me alone?” mingi fakes a pout.
Luna nods slinging her bag over her head, “self reflect till eunbi comes.” she suggests making him scoff.
“Which way are you guys going?” luna asks and they both point to the same direction she’s going.
“Me too, lets go.” she turns to mingi to wave at him, and they all bid each other goodbye.
“Felix, what faculty are you in?” luna breaks the silence as they enter the building since the younger two seemed like they won’t. “Languages.”
“Oh, i have a friend there, let me know if you need anything she likes to help.” luna points out, knowing very well she’ll have to bribe eunbi for her to ‘like to help’, but it was still instinct to offer.
“really? thank you.” he seemed excited at the offer nonetheless making luna break a smile. She points to the hallway ahead, “i’m there.” she says and they both nod. “I’m on the second floor.” hyunjin says pointing to the stairs on their left. “I’m still in another building.” felix says.
“Alright goodluck, i’ll see you around?” she asks and they both nod. Each of them heading their separate ways.
Maybe she isn’t as mean as she seems, or at least to people who aren’t in her year and class that keep trying to leech off her. But still, the resting bitch face remains every time she steps into class and when she walks around, it’s uncontrollable.
i’ll post the next part once this reaches 25 likes and reblogs <3
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braindumping about the hayase clan (even though I should really reread/rewatch the series before trying to analyze any of these guys bc it's been a while)
hayase: I'm kinda ambivalent towards her, she was kinda just the nasty iphone bitch when she showed up at first, but also just serving her role for yanome to control the villages or whatever. I never would've thought to interpret her reaction to Fushi as love or a new obsession, so that came out as a total plot twist to me later on, feels like a whole different character tbh, at first it just feels like she's doing her job.
so she shows up again, arguably cooler looking. and you know what, I love a good yandere, she's kinda badass and terrifically creepy, though her motives still just don't make much sense given her introduction in the series. does she love Fushi? does she just want to control and own him? does she want his children (<- the real answer right here)
most people hate her solely for the rape scene, and they are totally valid for that, unfortunately I am a freak and that kinda just makes me like her more— UH so she's kinda based for offering to let Fushi kill her so much, I respect her willingness to die in order to be 'immortal' even if only in her aspect rather than fye.
the fact that she fucked another man at the end, totally cheating on her waifu Fushi, just to have kids and make the rest of this series hayase hell is not something I can respect smh
she's a greasy haired menace to this franchise and I respect her commitment
hisame: idk lol she showed up for two episodes idc about her. goodbye stinky indoctrinated cult child 😍
kahaku: I was actually thinking of rereading while making a kahaku analysis essay but never got around to it... so we're going off memory here, though he is a character that needs precise introspection. I don't really like him at all tbh, I try to understand him, but I don't really like him for the most part. his backstory is simple and good, a boy in a line of what's supposed to be women, compelling. he has his funny moments, he's truly devoted to helping Fushi and not being weird about him (until he gets weird about him)
I think what makes me dislike him is his insistence that Fushi is a woman so that he can be straight and love Fushi only under those conditions, it's a very annoying way for an Unconditional Love character to act. it's low-key kinda gross like "she[Fushi] just hasn't opened up to her own femininity yet" like bro???? Fushi can be whatever they want, it almost sounds transphobic if it weren't for context 😭 the insistence on she/her regardless of whatever form he's in, and his own admission that he 'feels more like a boy I guess' is just kinda hhhnnnmmnmgghhg yeah
and remember how he promised not to be weird... yeah well that proposal scene went downhill so fast ;_; it almost feels out of character, and I guess we're supposed to blame it on the Hayase Insanity Gene kicking in? but it just ends up feeling like he was a liar this whole time and wasn't as respectful as he seemed. he acts well afterwards, but still,, yikes dude.
I appreciate his care for Fushi's mental well-being when nobody else does. I appreciate how hard he fought in the war, and it was really unfair of Kai to keep him locked up. that ending scene is really interesting, because he is Very Okay with killing his comrades and then just insulting them (look at messar's haunted face how could you say that to him) and I guess we'll never know if it was him or Lefty that attacked the immortals in the kitchen. he sounds like he's lying and making excuses to justify it, ough Fushi it was my left hand it wasn't me I would never (he would)
I don't blame him for ripping Fushi to shreds there (because it was definitely Lefty) though he was a little creepy about it two seconds before, like damn boy you look like you're about to commit a hayase rape scene when Fushi is vulnerable-
his suicide is pretty noble and I'd love it if it was an act of ending his bloodline... if it weren't for the fact that his bloodline comes back 💀
mizuha: ah mizuha, I don't know what to think about her at all. I suppose she needs a heavy analysis too. her introduction chapter was incredibly strong, I too, struggle with a heavy need for absolute perfection and a wish for death, so I instantly figured I'd like her. but she kinda just spirals downhill after that....
I'd like to take a moment to applaud the Hayase clan, one centered around having straight sex with a guy to get preggers, has so many gay descendants. mizuha x hanna literally being canon is ✨✨
mizuha is kind of a slow burn into madness, which makes her better than hayase becoming a yandere out of nowhere. like she already starts off with Issues, and doesn't seem like the happiest or most stable person that you could trust. but she's also a more normal modern girl with her own relationships outside of Fushi, she's more compelling that way.
her murdering her mother and not remembering it, yet being so weirdly casual about it and showing hints of the Hayase Insanity Gene when Fushi shows up, it's interesting stuff
when they're hiding out, the way she just demands all these modern amenities from him just makes it seem like she's lived a very privileged life, and she probably has.
I like that she wasn't instantly in love with him upon meeting either, she has her own love interest, but Lefty influences and controls her and has its own directive.
side note but I really really love the nokkers' shift into becoming parasites that control the bodies of depressed people so that they only feel their happiest moments... or in Mimori's case just suicide them for them 😍 can I get a nokker please-?
okay I kinda forgot everything that happened in between so I need to reread. but she slowly gets more influenced by her nokker and the rest of the nokker cult basically. she's a damaged teenage girl, being influenced and controlled by something with a millennia long goal that's beyond her.
the section where she's kept underground is pretty interesting. is it the nokker? or does she not care about herself anymore, she seems to have given in to their goals. I need to reread this in particular so I'll stop talking-
I recall she left on her own at the end, which was very mature of her. good riddance to mizuha :)
I think something a lot of people miss when analyzing or talking about her is her speech bubbles. I'm sure the anime will not do anything with that, and it'll become entirely ignored by the fandom. but if you're reading the manga, in Japanese or in English, look carefully whenever she's speaking. her font changes when it's her or the nokker speaking.. this is something that's incredibly important to check when you're analyzing her behavior vs what she doesn't remember/what the nokker says and does
izumi: can't talk about Mizuha without mentioning her mother, she is honestly one of my favorite descendants, simply because she's trying to break the line and get out of the cult. she's level headed, she's a good woman. even her bad mother behavior of the way she treats mizuha, is often just her forgetting due to the nokker's control over her, her obsessive picture taking especially
doro: I've seen her for one chapter and I would do anything for her, best hayase descendant by far she is a little lab coat science girl and she is so sweet and I love her I love her so bad there better be so much doro content in my future, my beautiful mud girl 🥺🥺🥺
Lefty: does left hand count as a hayase member? probably yeah. there isn't a lot of personality to it, but it's interesting that it's just some random nokker that borrowed into some insane person's arm and decided their goals aligned. so it fights against other nokkers, but can also be willing to betray its host if needed. it learned to write and speak and mimic because it was asked to do so. it wants Fushi carnally, it wants Fushi to dominate it hdhgggsfjjdd why did it say that 😭 (yes it was the font thing with mizuha again, the nokker wanted Fushi to dominate her so bad)
I'm sure someone else could do a much better analysis of Lefty than I could, I never paid much attention to it...
anyways I should finish my rewatch of s1 that I've neglected for a while now (watching it in German 😍 and then watching s2 subbed because I hate Bon's German voice)
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okay there is so much to unpack in that oh my gosh… 1. lowkey i’m mad at maiko, we’re not on talking terms rn until i’m calm 😤 but actually, i’m really disappointed and i kind of get why oikawa treats her the way he does to an extent. she’s no better than the other royals and nobles, she abused her power and privilege to threaten his financial and home security, it was either get married to someone you saw as a sister and keep your title which gives you the power to get through life, or don’t marry her and get thrown onto the streets while also probably facing public ridicule for being dethroned or like decrowned?
maiko isn’t evil but she is selfish and sometimes that can be just as bad, because her selfishness hurt someone else. which is exactly what rintarou did isn’t it? he used yn and made her believe he loved her just so she’d be bound to him for the rest of her life and he could be bound to his mistress more… morally i guess?? concubine or not it’s still cheating but it’s more publicised? but this chapter really solidified the tooru fucker in me, he deserves to be able to love without guilt especially when he’s nowhere near as bad as rin. tooru’s not following a broken moral compass, he knows what’s right and wrong and avoids the wrongs as much as possible. rin follows the wrongs and hopes he can soften the blow by being manipulative. even if part of him actually likes yn, it doesn’t change the fact that his intentions are never to love her. also i’m going to defend tooru just a tiny bit more, i don’t feel as bad as i used to for the way he treats maiko, it’s not right but it’s kind of justified to an extent… he didn’t lead her on, he believed the care he was showing her was completely platonic, it’s not his fault she took it the wrong way and became a lovefool for him :/ i don’t know if more of their marriage and pre marriage relationship will be brought up but rn i’m willing to keep an open mind about maiko ig…. i’m just glad she’s not expecting kindness from him, if i was in a forced marriage id be so angry i wouldn’t even be able to look my partner in the eyes.
i don’t have anything to say about igor right now, i still don’t like her and i never will. she’s a bitch, she’s manipulative and she’s shameless and i HATE that. like she thinks she’s such a golden girl, “ooo look at me i’m iris and the prince is so in love with me i’m going to act like i’m so much morally better than his wife even tho i’m a home wrecker “ shut up ireland, fr hate that bitch.
wait i don’t know if i explained why yn and oikawa should be together, this is too long so i’ll do small dot points:
- they’re both hot
- they were both used by their partners and married for selfish reasons
- they’re both unhappy with their relationships but can find comfort within one another
- they would have great kids
- oikawa would probably treat yn so much better than rin ever did and honestly yn deserves someone who’ll love her and only her
in conclusion: fuck icicle, fuck suna, fuck maiko (but a little more nicer cuz i don’t hate her) and let me fuck oikawa 😋
- shhh anon
OH MY GOSH shhh anon i hope you know i immediately told sunflower anon about your ask when i received it because i was rolling in tears over the avoidance of saying her name, thank you for making me laugh /gen
your take in maiko is valid. i think she’s more... naive and innocently spoiled. she grew up in a powerful, rich family where she always got what she wanted, so when she wanted to marry a prince she crushed on, it was given. granted immediately. she didn’t think about how oikawa would feel because she misinterpreted his basic human decency for romantic feelings that were never there to begin with. if you can notice in some of tooru’s monologues in the chapter, he was implying that his marriage to maiko is the reason he regretted being an openly good guy and opted to being the “troublesome prince” who was just always fooling around. he kind of associated his kindness to be something that would be his fall, like how maiko made him feel, but he trusted yn enough that he showed that side of him where he’s actually a caring, kind guy. and you’re right, because tooru validates his dislike over maiko over the fact that while she may be loving to him, she’s not any better than the royals or nobles. she abuses her power. she’s spoiled. all of these traits make him think, “i have no reason to be decent to you.”
if iris were to be his concubine, it’s obviously cheating, but not taboo. the previous king had plenty and no one bat an eye. the consequence would be different for rintaro because he set the image of a happily married couple bound by love, when that’s not what it was. however, its legal, so the people can’t really tell their crown prince that he shouldn’t be with iris.
“ tooru’s not following a broken moral compass, he knows what’s right and wrong and avoids the wrongs as much as possible. rin follows the wrongs and hopes he can soften the blow by being manipulative. “ OMG I LOVE YOU FOR THIS. you are soooo right, you described them better than i could.
“ like she thinks she’s such a golden girl, “ooo look at me i’m iris and the prince is so in love with me i’m going to act like i’m so much morally better than his wife even tho i’m a home wrecker “ shut up ireland, fr hate that bitch. “ IM HOWLING OMGGGG AGHSJKA this just made my day, wiping tears from laughter rn
as for the reasons, i agree, but also... yn x kiyoomi is actually the hottest pairing in the context that they’re the most beautiful together. they would be the picture perfect image of a mature, healthy relationship. yn x oikawa is more on two people being goofy and their relationship would start off with friendship first. yn x rin tho, meh /j. also, that’s canon in dtd, tooru would treat yn the best. he’d treat her like a literal queen and ask for nothing in return!! well, maybe he’ll ask for some kisses but that’s it, he’s a pure lover
#asks with naoya's trophy wife#the tooru fucker in me is RAGING in a good way like why can't it be him :(#series: dusk till dawn#suki: faves#this is one of my fav asks ever lmao#shhh anon#long ask
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Album Review: 'Viva Las Vengeance' - Panic! At The Disco
Brendon Urie is one petty little bitch.
Years later, the Panic! At The Disco frontman is still hung up on his former bandmates, Dallon Weekes and Ryan Ross, letting the salt run free on the band’s latest record, Viva Las Vengeance.
‘Local God,’ the album’s fourth track, is Brendon at his most ugly and bitter, delivering backhanded lines like ‘You'll live forever as a local God/It's even better than the thing you're not,’ as if he’s condescendingly patting Ryan and Dallon on the head whilst assuring them ‘It’s okay, guys! At least you still got Open Mic Night at that shitty dive bar by the highway! Oh, by the way, did you see me melting faces off at the Bellagio the other night?’ He also can’t help but rub it in how ‘It's 2021 and I'm almost famous,’ simultaneously downplaying his fame and thirsting for more.
It’s quite ironic telling Ryan and Dallon that they had so many chances to become superstars when Brendon spends a significant chunk of Viva Las Vengeance looking back on his glory days in Vegas and complaining about the price of fame (the latter a common theme since the release of 2016’s Death of a Bachelor).
On ‘Star-Spangled Banner,’ he recalls playing Liberace’s piano at a house party and getting a lip ring down at the mall with Katie and Brittany. ‘I thought that I had friends, I thought I even liked them/But now I'm thinkin' maybe not so much,’ he muses on the aptly-titled ‘Sad Clown, ‘I hit the spacebar, I cannot play guitar,’ popping happy pills while scrolling through hate tweets (or as the rest of us call it, ‘valid criticism’).
But that’s about as much self-reflection as you’re gonna get on Viva Las Vengeance. This is such a strange record; so delusional and filled with such undeserved ego from Brendon, even outright defensive at times. The production value is cheesy and overblown, hell-bent on being as obnoxious as fucking possible. Each song sounds as repetitive as the last, with Brendon shamelessly ripping off his idols under the guise of homage.
‘God Killed Rock and Roll’ is a blatant Queen rip-off even by Brendon’s standards. The Bohemian Rhapsody hype is over, can we just let it go already?? (The film wasn’t even good!) Although it’s just in time for the Elvis biopic hype, I guess, judging by Brendon’s goofy impression in the pre-chorus.
‘Sugar Soaker’ is like the dinner theatre version of a Grease track, coated in a thick layer of chintzy pop grease. ‘All By Yourself’ obviously interpolates Eric Carmen’s 1975 classic, turning it into one of those emotionally manipulative underdog anthems as if Brendon really gives a shit whether you dyed your hair pink to piss off Mum and Dad or got your arse kicked at school by Chad and his gaggle of jocks. Brendon stopped being the underdog the moment he decided to turn Ryan Ross’ creative vision into a soulless pop factory, churning out total dogshit.
‘Star-Spangled Banner,’ meanwhile, is quite possibly the worst song Panic! Has ever produced. It’s a two-for-one deal: A Queen and a Thin Lizzy rip-off! It sounds like the kind of shit Glee would’ve covered back in the day, probably in an episode about the Glee Club feeling like a bunch of freaks after nobody applauded their saccharine rendition of Lil Jon’s ‘Bend Ova’ during school assembly.
And why does Brendon feel the need to belt every goddamn line on this record?? More often than not, he struggles to hit those high notes, which is just so painful to listen to. If Brendon keeps this up, he’s gonna have no voice left...
Viva Las Vengeance also has the misfortune of featuring some of Brendon’s sleaziest lyrics yet.
His makeup sex in the middle of a breakup is about as enticing as a kick to the nads. He calls his woman a ‘lil sugar soaker’ with ‘red tail lights in the back of her head,’ threatening to drive her till she’s dead. And I’m sure whatever’s left of Panic!’s fandom will have absolutely no problem with Brendon turning domestic abuse into a catchy pop track, encouraging Maggie to hit her boyfriend back...
The nerve of Brendon to call Ryan and Dallon local gods. The Brobecks gave us the magnum opus that was Violent Things. Ryan spun pure gold out of lines like ‘Sugarcane in the easy morning/Weathervanes my one and lonely,’ one of the most devastatingly romantic couplets committed to a pop song in recent times. It also didn’t take six people to write...
And how does Brendon manage to express his love? Courtesy of ‘Don’t Let the Lights Go Out’: ‘You’re the only one that can operate my heavy machinery.’
Simply put, this album is fucking trash. It’s the audio equivalent of linoleum: Dull, sterile and incredibly tacky. Brendon manages to hit new lows I didn’t even think were possible after Death of a Bachelor and 2018’s Pray for the Wicked. Here, his ego is just out of fucking control, at his most theatre kid worst. I mean, why bother listening to Viva Las Vengeance when you can just listen to IDKHow’s ‘Choke’ instead? That’ll give you a pretty good idea of just how much of a self-absorbed piece of shit Brendon is...
‘We are the new Dead Kennedys,’ he has the gall, the gumption, the sheer audacity to claim on ‘Star-Spangled Banner.’ Bitch, you’re barely Imagine Dragons at this point. You’re less relevant than MGK. You’re Adam Levine-lite, with the same level of skill when it comes to seduction.
You wouldn’t even be in possession of the Panic! name in the first place if it weren’t for Ryan. You’re not better than somebody just because you’re richer and more famous. You’ve managed to burn every bridge with almost every bandmate at this point, yet you wonder why you’re so lonely and miserable at the top. You might be the voice of Panic!, but they were the talent. You live a sad and delusional existence, and you’ve successfully managed to destroy whatever goodwill you still had from however many Panic! fans remain with this record. Well done. As the kids like to say: Retire, bitch.
Don’t bother listening to Viva Las Vengeance. Do something better with your time and go listen to IDKHow or The Young Veins instead.
- Bianca B.
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Outer Banks 1x06
I think Ward also brought John B in because he felt like... I wouldn't say guilty but to make himself feel better about what happened.
JJ reminds me of my first love throughout middle school and high school. Both of them are very similar in personality and similar backgrounds. Goofy as fuck, suffer boy attitude who eventually breaks my heart.
"You wanna complain a little more Kie." Yeah, yeah she does. Cause all she wants is to complain about how Sarah is now included. Without the map, you still wouldn't be finding the treasure.
You know I really thought John B slapped her... it was cute how it became playful.
"I didn't push him." I'm pretty sure you did, Topper.
Ward has his issues but it makes me envy Sarah that she has a dad who treasures the fuck outta her. Like I wouldn't want him to sacrifice his morality but to stick up for me and be there when I need him to be.
"No, that you're a shit-talking bitch." Oh damn.
I thought it was pretty shitty of Kie to give John B an ultimatum. "Her or me," bullshit. Like honey giving a guy an ultimatum is just gonna blow up in your face. It gets you nowhere. "He's gonna have to choose." Oh my god, what? Girl, it's not gonna go the way you want it to.
I just love that these boys ditched these two girls out in the middle of nowhere. It's funny as fuck.
I don't know whose bathing suit is cuter, Kie's red one or Sarah's pink and white floral print. I love both.
And you know what Kie's reason for being pissed off at Sarah is extremely valid. I've had a friend do that to me. Eventually, I didn't care enough to reconcile. Didn't feel like being the bigger person. Maybe I just needed to be trapped out on a boat with her.
JJ caresses Pope's face, "Be safe."
"I'll be so safe. I'll be safe for you."
John B: "Can you guys stop? Stop! I'm gonna kill you."
Pope: "But how would that keep us safe."
I fucking love these assholes, so much! One thing I miss back when I was in public school is having guy friends. I enjoyed the chaos that unfolded.
They made this old blind lady scary as hell... she gave me a fucking heart attack turning towards the screen like that.
I thought it was stupid that they didn't bring anything with them to carry the rest of the gold. Like you had an inkling it was there, why not be prepared for it?
"Why are we always getting shot at?" Yeah price of treasure hunting.
#outer banks#outer banks season 1#john b routledge#jj maybank#kiara carrera#pope heyward#sarah cameron
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Okay, WTF is up with these “actually ADHD/OCD/etc.” tags???
Trust me, I get the defensiveness. The idea of someone who isn’t disadvantaged pretending to be in order to have access to tools/accommodations/etc that they don’t need is infuriating.
I will happily rant about the people without ADHD who take ADHD meds as “study drugs”. And despite my best efforts to be understanding towards the small percentage of people with ADHD who sell their prescriptions, I can’t help but resent how their actions negatively impact the rest of us.
And is it annoying when people say stupid shit like using the disorders’ names like adjectives? (“I’m so ADHD today”)
Yes.
Is it annoying when people - both those with and without the disabilities in question - perpetuate harmful or just plain irritating stereotypes?
Yes. (Like, seriously guys, can we stop using variations of the “Hey, look, a squirrel!” when trying to explain our executive functioning to non-ADHDers? Please?!)
Do any of us have the right to decide here on Tumblr who does or doesn’t “actually” have that lived experience?
Hell no.
After all, who the hell am I to tell you that you don’t “actually have _________”?!
Think about how you would feel if someone told you that you don’t “really” have _____ as if ______ is a club that you’re not cool enough to join.
Just because you’re not speaking to them face to face doesn’t mean that the post wasn’t written by another real, living, breathing, feeling human being.
Be kind.
Edit:
Thank you for the feedback in the comments. I’m a sporadic Tumblr user so I haven’t been able to witness the changes/growth in the online communities in the same way as a consistent, frequent user.
So your comments have definitely helped me understand the use of the “actually tags” better. I do appreciate how and why we would want the ability to filter out posts that are not the kind that we’re looking for.
I remember how frustrated and hurt and betrayed I felt after reading a piece that ADDitude had posted on Facebook several years ago written by a woman listing all of the frustrations she had with her husband with ADHD. Even worse, the comments had become a place for everyone and their dog to bitch about the people in their lives with ADHD.
Were the feelings behind the venting - disappointment, confusion, frustration, resentment, hurt, exhaustion, mortification, etc. - all real and valid?
Yes.
Do I want her and others like her to have resources and support that help them better understand and communicate with us?
Totally.
Did ADDitude make it clear that they prioritized the lived experience of friends/family/teachers/etc. over those of us with ADHD by failing to manage and organize their content in a way that supports both audiences?
Absolutely.
I can’t count the number of times that I’ve shared that I have ADHD with someone and been told some variation of “Really? I would never have guessed/known.”
As if I should be proud of “being able” to pass. Or, worse, that they doubt I “actually” have ADHD because I don’t look or act like what they think ADHD looks or acts like.
We live our lives with people constantly questioning our diagnoses & abilities, our experiences, and our feelings. So I just wish and wonder if we could have found a better tag than “actually ______.”
#tags#be kind#disabilities#neurodiversity#mental health#mental illness#adhd#autism#ocd#depression#anxiety
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Mei's Thoughts on Shinagawa Division
Ritsuko Okada
"...You know I normally don't complain about my job details. I mean, as long as you pay me, I couldn't care less what you want me to do. ...But what the hell was the Prime Minister thinking by having me guard this bitch?! I've stared down fuckin' King Cobras that have more feeling or personality than this cold-hearted snake. She kept asking me if I'd like to 'assist' her in in her experiments.
"Eventually, I got fed up enough to tell her to stay the hell away from me unless she wants to suffer 3rd-degree burns. She just smiled at me, and walked off. She hasn't bothered me since then, thank the Goddess. Seriously, I know its none of my business, but how the hell does Kaori stand dealing with that bitch every damn day?! If it were me, I'd have fuckin' knifed her by now!"
Miho Kobayashi
"Ugh, and here we have Bitch #2. Truthfully, I don't mind this woman so much. Hell, I respect her for her determination and for being where she is on the corporate ladder. But when we first met, I could tell right off that she disliked me. If you're wondering how I know her, it was cause I ordered to accompany Kaori to her 'music festival thing' that this wench's company was sponsoring. I met her, and she just scowled at me and walked right past me, which was odd since I can't recall doing anything they may have offended her.
"Later on, I found out she was pissed at me cause apparently I cost her company billions of dollars of stock when I killed Mafuyu... yeah, the guy whom I used to work for before I jumped ship to Chuohku. Anyway, Mafuyu Enterprises and E.L. Medical Co. apparently had a partnership and when the CEO died, all of the stock went with it, which cost her company millions of dollars. ...Not the most valid reason for being pissed at someone, but I guess its better than nothing.
"Still though, she's a fuckin' CEO of a company. I'm sure she makes twice what was in those stocks on a weekly basis. So get the fuck over it! ...Or don't. I really don't give a fuck."
Sumire Shinomiya
"If you'd told me before I met this girl's wench of an aunt that the two of them were related, I'd have looked at you sideways and knocked you out for lying and wasting my time. When I found out that they were actually related, well, needless to say, I was shocked. This girl is ten times more fun to be around than her aunt. She's not afraid to cause some chaos in any shape, way or form. Lillian doesn't seem to care for her, but oh well. I do.
"I told her once if she needed some advice on how to commit arson to look me up. The look on her face told me she'd definitely do that."
CodeX
"Ugh, Chuohku sure hires some weird-ass characters. I mean, I know I'm part of them now, but I'd like to think I'm a cut above the rest. I mean, seriously, why the hell is Otome putting a deranged sociopath in charge of a division team? I don't much care for Miho, but I hope her niece knows what she's doing teaming up with her. She's one of the few people in this country that I actually. Last thing I want to hear is that she ended up on the operating table somewhere cause she was the apprentice to a crazy-ass scientist."
#hypnosis mic#hypmic#hypmic oc#hypnosis mic oc#hypnosis microphone#inner circle#toshima division#mei yu#shinagawa division#codex#ritsuko okada#miho kobayashi#sumire shinomiya
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Chapter 11 - We Visit the Garden Gnome Emporium
Theme of the day: Victim
The trio is LOst iN thE WoOdS SoMEwHeRE iN nEw JeRsEY will they ever make it to LA
Halfway through the book eyyy
Lots of different victims in this chapter, most are either because of the gods or because of Medusa. The trio themselves start out as victims of the gods’ actions from the previous chapter: Hades sent the Furies after them and then Zeus destroyed their Greyhound along with their bags, so now they have to trek through the woods at night in the middle of a storm (wouldn’t put it past Zeus if that was also his fault lol) with nothing but their weapons and the clothes on their back. Tbh their entire quest leaves them at the mercy of the gods and monsters.
Medusa herself is a victim of the gods as well. In the original myth, she wasn’t Poseidon’s girlfriend but instead raped in Athena’s temple and still punished for it, but this is the pjo universe and heavily sanitized so Percy-aged kids can read it lol. So Medusa is a consenting partner, yet that doesn’t mean her punishment is any less unfair when Poseidon, the other culprit, doesn’t have to take responsibility. I already talked about how the gods aren’t really held responsible for the actions in my chapter 9 post so I won’t get into that again, but once more we’re reminded how much mortals are at the mercy of the gods. And as a result, Medusa has to live the rest of her now immortal life as a monster and spend an indefinite amount of time in Tartarus whenever she’s killed. Not to say she’s in the right either since she’s created hundreds of victims of her own, though ig a girl’s got to make a living somehow lmao.
Percy is so done with the gods and he’s only known about them for a hot sec LOL. Like he’s so fed up with them that he pulls his famous move: sending Medusa’s head to the gods. I love that scene lol. Grover is like uhhh let’s not? the gods will think you’re highly disrespectful. And Percy goes fuck yeah I’m disrespectful. bitches 🖕. 😂 There’s a really nice explanation that gets into how Percy does stuff like this/goes off the rails because it’s a trait he inherited from Poseidon. When Percy finally meets him, Poseidon also states “the sea doesn’t like being restrained.” Obedience isn’t something that comes naturally to Percy (also a Poseidon quote lol) and he especially doesn’t appreciate following rules he feels aren’t deserving or fair, like gods using mortals for their whims and making his quest more difficult than it needs to be. So yeah, not much respect for them, unless they’re like. in his face threatening to turn him into a dolphin or something ahaha. A healthy fear perhaps. For now.
Interesting how both Percy’s and Annabeth’s fatal flaws came up, but let’s focus on Annabeth bc I don’t think I’ve really talked about her character yet. We know that she’s been at camp for 5 years with barely any trips into the regular world and she is thirsty to prove herself. Like Annabeth has been at CHB for longer than most campers and she’s only 12. She’s seen demigods come and go, maybe some going on quests in the 3 years before Luke’s, and she’s impatient for a chance to go out on her own. Years of battle strategy and reading and planning with no way to put into action besides an occasional game of capture the flag. But those have likely gotten old. Annabeth is restless. And her fatal flaw is her pride, so she wants to put her stamp on the world. She’s desperate for opportunities to show her worth, to show how great she is, which is a reason why she grumbles about Percy jumping into the fight with the Furies. She says it’s because if he died, it would be the end of the quest and the end of her possible only chance to prove herself. The underlying meaning here is that she wanted a chance to kill the Furies herself and get the glory from it. Her talk with Percy is so cute though, because he validates her efforts anyway. They have such a good basis of their friendship through validating each other when barely anyone else does 😩
Anyway, Annabeth gets another opportunity when they meet Medusa and she has to make a decision: let her pride take over and attempt to kill Medusa herself, or let Percy do it, who has the better weapon for the job. But she isn’t a child of Athena for nothing, because she chooses the most logical option, same when she let Luke be the one to capture the flag. When it comes down to it, Annabeth is able put her pride aside for the sake of victory (even if it’s a difficult decision to make lol). I think this moment is way more important than the capture the flag one, because a) Annabeth has a crush on Luke so it’s easier to step aside for him and b) she’s done so many games that at this point it probably didn’t matter much to her personally anymore. But this time around, it’s the quest she’s been waiting for, she just talked about wanting to see if she’s any good in the real world, and yet she let’s Percy have the glory of killing Medusa.
Small things:
I can just imagine Grover and Percy being like（°□°）after the bus exploded with all their stuff while Annabeth is dragging them through the woods lol
The “what the heck does that say” “I don’t know” moment bc psyche they’re both dyslexic! felt like a Toph joke 😂
Grover calling enchiladas and aluminum cans veggies skjfhsjdfhsf
Previous: Chapter 10 - I Ruin a Perfectly Good Bus
Next: Chapter 12 - We Get Advice from a Poodle
#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#medusa#poseidon#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#the lightning thief#tlt analysis#pjo meta#pjo analysis#hi i'm kinda rediscovering the musical and crYING all over again
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