You block happiness because it’s not your familiar. Because you anticipate the pain that’s going to come from a perceived future break up, you pass on the opportunity to feel happy. That’s what self sabotaging looks like. Basically you disappoint your own self.

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Pros of writing a Rosebot fic: I get to write Rosebot

Cons of writing a Rosebot fic: I need to write Ult Dirk AT LEAST twice

Sometimes you have to realize you're the only thing holding yourself back and ruining your own life. You stay stuck in cycles because they are familiar and change feels scary. Sometimes YOU are your life's biggest problem and your own worst enemy. Let go of the fear and the ego. Take the criticism and lessons life may give you with grace, not as an attack. Grow. Be the best version of yourself that you can be. Don't let the best parts of your life get swallowed by your own toxic behavior. I'm a different person today.

call me independent. i hate, judge, sabotage, gaslight, abuse and harm myself. i dont need anyone else to do it, i can do it myself.

Divine Fem 333: "You Don't Have To Be Perfect For Love To Enter Your Life"

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Does anyone else when they are having a good day/week feel uncomfortable that they are having a good day/week so you think in your head “I should self sabotage” but then when the self sabotage goes to plan and you feel absolutely shit, you then wish for the way you are feeling to go away… just me? okay.. 💀

I am a self critical and self sabotaging person I know... I am working on knowing my strength, my beauty and my wisdom. This body that disgusts me brought 4 tiny humans into this world, who are all nearly grown and amazing. This body can create miracles, tolerate pain, defeat sadness... But when I look in the mirror I see what no one else sees, I've had to adjust to a new body, many times... I see imperfections that I despise, but, I'm working on it.

it takes my soul out of me to try something anew and afresh, like try a hand at some games and all- its just like either im good at it or i am not at it.

I am afraid to succeed as much as I am afraid to fail.

The worrying thing is that he was well aware of his slide, but didn't seem to want — or be able — to do anything to help it.

Rob Jovanovic

Sabotaging my own happiness again 😍🤞

I have made a mistake- Many mistakes actually-

Have you ever self-sabotaged by being too overly abitious?

Yeah... It sounds backwards, but you can actually commit to too much at once and it all comes back to bite you in the arse by causing schedule conflicts. You end up having to say no to amazing opportunities handed to you on a silver platter because you're powering through deadlines... Which in turn makes you look unreliable because you overcommit.

Please, someone, save me from myself-

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If I sign up to one more thing- I swear to God I'll cut my own hand off.

Ugh nfjfkdkk m

"I keep trying medication, but if I'm being honest doing anything that's good for me makes me wanna vomit."

Happier in Hell - Royal & the Serpent