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bangtanbishh · 2 years

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Sun kissed

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Just a smol(ig?) drabble

Paring: Kim namjoon x chubby reader

Warnings: soft hours, husband!joon, a LOT of fluffy cuddling and all that romantic shi, kissing, groping???, y'all are so in love it's ✨embarrassing✨, grinding, more kissing, nipple play yayyy.

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It all felt so soft and light. You've never felt so light in your life than this very moment. The sheets felt so soft and fresh, but what made you giddy and content was the large, warm body of your husband pressed against yours. Limbs tangled together, both of you laying sideways pressing against each other to the point it was hard to decide where your skin ended and his began. Sparrows chirped almost as if to lull you both back to sleep. It felt nice, to be engulfed by your husband like this on a Sunday morning. The antique clock that you picked out in the fair a year ago, read 5:36am and you closed your eyes, smiling, nuzzling back into namjoon's neck. He heavied a sigh feeling your warm breath on his neck. Running his hand down your arm and squeezing occasionally as the fat spilled out of his fingers.

"Good morning, love" he said brushing his free hand through your wild morning hair trying to get you to look at him. Your smile widened as u left small innocent pecks on the honey gazed skin available to you. Hand reaching up to go around his waist and tugging him closer, you left a few more kisses on his jaw leaving goosebumps in the awake. You finally looked up at his droopy eyes and the biggest grin broke into your face. You loved this new domestic, warm feeling spreading through your body leaving you like putty. "Good morning, me husband" you cheesed and nuzzled back into the crook of his neck. Chuckling softly, your husband tucked u back as he rubbed your full cheek gently.

Moments like these were rare, where the two of you being busy with work all week. Him as a doctor having a really tight schedule having to go in at uneasy times, you on the other hand, had work being assigned almost all the time by your boss, being an architect wasn't easy after all either. Clients were hard to please and were never satisfied. Nonetheless neither of you complained because you both loved your jobs dearly. So right now felt like something you'd remember a 50 years from now. You closed your eyes trying to burn this very moment of raw domestic love, in your brain.

Namjoon's hand found home on your bulging hip, rubbing at it gently as he slipped his hand under the thin material of your shirt. Bringing your hand to his bare chest you ran your fingers along the muscles as if trying to study every last detail of them. He visibly shivered and tightened his grip on your love handles pulling you closer. And just like that your breathing picked up and you wanted more. You wanted to feel his skin again, the comforting yet erotic warmth. You pressed yourself up against his torso, your large stomach molding into his toned one, it felt so...intimate. The feeling almost ripping a low groan out of your husband. He had his blunt nails running down the small of your back and back into the flesh of your love handles. It was all too much but too less at the same time. You wanted him to kiss you, touch you all over like he had done a 1000 times before. "Joon..." you sighed breathlessly. His other hand getting lost, tangled in the expase of your hair again, gently tugging at your roots he brought your face back so he could see you. "hm?" He hummed brushing the small strands off your face.

"kiss me?" You breathed out. A shiver running down your spine at your own needy tone. You looked up into his eyes that held so much You couldn't put into words, you felt loved, wanted. The said feeling was constantly lingering around your heart like bees buzzing around ever since you married the love of your life, your best friend of 7 years, your boyfriend and now your husband. There were times you concluded you were never gonna find love, every guy you ever liked making you the fat friend who helped them get girls. Until Namjoon showed up one day drilling holes in your soul from across the hall in a cultural event held in your university. At first you had thought he wanted one of your girlfriend's numbers like any other guy did...... but instead he had had this shy yet cheeky grin asking your name and striking up a conversation. It all felt new but exciting, hard to believe that a beautiful guy like Namjoon was intrigued by you, but that feeling eventually disappearing as days, months and years went by.

Right now all he could focus on was how beautiful you looked like this. His wife, his ____. The morning sun peaking through the curtains that covered the large windows of your bedroom, directly hitting your face as you squinted your eyes and asked him to kiss you so sweetly, plush and oh so warm body pressed up against his. He could die a happy man right now. He dipped his head and gently kissed the tip of your nose just to see you frown slightly and grip his waist harder. Chuckling softly at your shrunken face, lips ever so slightly pursing out involuntarily. The sudden need to kiss it off your face had him cradling your soft jaw with his large hand and head dipping once again to crease your soft pouting lips with his own. His hands instantly going to circle your pudgy waist squeezing at it, arousal shot straight to his cock, stirring it awake at the feeling of your rolls practically spilling out of his large hand. He traced your stretch marks with the tips of his fingers gently, that put u in a lust filled frenzy. He wanted to do the same with his tongue, run it all over your body and taste you all over again.

A low moan ripped from your throat leading him to part his lips and claim yours properly this time. Your hand moving upto his neck and playing with the small hairs at the back. Lips molding together oh so perfectly. You parted your lips even more creasing his bottom lip with your wet muscle, rolling it slightly between your teeth before letting go. He took in a sharp breath and let out a shaky one tugging a smile of pride on your wet lips. You licked at his lips a few more times, both of you breathing heavily as you felt wetness pool in your panties. You still felt soft and sensitive down there because of the events night before.

Namjoon's hands moved from groping your hips to massage your full ass. The softness making him groan. You had nothing but thin cotton panties and his t-shirt on. Your eyebrows frow at the pleasure as he pulled you closer, grinding against your protruding stomach. He looked down at you and nearly lost his mind, just like how he did every time he saw you falling apart for him like this. The morning sun now shinning brighter and giving your skin and hair a natural glow. He was completely whipped. "Nghhgodd you're beautiful" he almost cried and he pulled you in for another breath taking kiss, tongue parting your lips and exploring your mouth that he was a bit too familiar with. There was no fighting between the wet muscles, both of your tongues dancing together as you smiled into the kiss. His hand slipping under your-his shirt to crease at your large stomach and spread his hand across it before groping it roughly. Hand sneaking upwards, the back of his hand brushing against your under boob. Thumb briefly running across your nipple which made you whine. And he did it again, and again, and again. Rolling the soft bundle of nerves between his fingers and tugging at it, pinching it and tweaking it, all to feel you squirming, whining, Rolling your hips into his.

"joon please". The way you sounded. The way you shivered, you sounded so pretty, so needy. He had to. He HAD to let you know what you did to him, he was a man in love and desperate to show his wife how worked up she got him. Pulling away from your wet swollen lips, he started leaving open mouth kissed along your jaw and fleshy neck, something you've been insecure about your whole life. You envied people with long slender necks, but Namjoon always told you how warm and welcoming it was to kiss your neck or nuzzle into it. It always left you so wet and hot all over. Your eyes squeezed shut as you felt his tongue occasionally peaking out to lick long stripes and teeth biting at the abundant soft flesh. Rolling you onto your back, he hovered above you, plump lips still sucking at your sweet spot with his left had supporting his weight.

He licked at your left earlobe before tugging at it with his teeth while feverish and needy hands still groped at and any part of you he could reach. Your breasts, ass, thighs, hips, your fupa.

"I must be the luckiest man ever to have landed on you, love. Do you even know what you do to me? The way you take care of me, your body, your eyes, your hair, and that fucking smile of yours- fuck-" both of you shuddering at the feeling of his hard cock grinding against your dripping cunt. "I love you so much ____. So fucking much I-" he struggled to speak as you dug your nails into his back moaning into his ear. You were struggling to breathe atp, arching your back against him and achingly wet.

"I love you too. Ah- Joon just- plea- please just touch me" you gasp out as he presses against you harder, the cloth of your panties rubbing through your fat lower lips, directly at your swollen clit.

"As you wish love" was all he rasped against your cheek before almost ripping your shirt off, eyes nearly rolling back at the sight of your big belly and titts giggling so deliciously. He wanted to destroy you right then n' there.

To say the least you were limping around the house the rest of the day with namjoon smirking at you cheekily.

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btsforlif · 3 years

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Honeymoon

Paring: Namjoon x chubby/Plus size reader

Rating: 18+

Genre: fluff, SMUT

Warnings‼️: sexual tension, breast play, fingering, unprotected sex (don't do this guys) ending sucks (if this is a warning but I think you might need this warning 💁‍♀️)

Synopsis: You had an arranged marriage with your now husband Kim Namjoon and you are on the way to your husband's farmhouse for honeymoon. Do your feelings will change for him or not?

Notes: hello there! I am back with this new fic hope you all like it. I enjoyed writing this but it didn't turned out the way I wanted it to be so if ending sucks please don't blame me✌️💜 and PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ANY GRAMMATICAL OR SPELLING MISTAKES.

You are on your way to your husband's farmhouse. Why? For your HONEYMOON yeah honeymoon. Your husband is a stranger to you and you are on the way to his farmhouse, you scoffed in your head. You had an arranged Marriage day before today for your parents sake, because of financial problems your parents company was facing. The company was on the edge of closing but they told you if you will marry one of the richest person's son they will be ok and you did, you married him.

Kim Namjoon the next CEO of the Kim company was your husband, he is handsome and all smart but he isn't your type but you have to bare with him for almost 2 years, you scoffed again thinking about it. You are a doctor and had a normal life but now it's all ruined and you don't even know if you will able to go back to your normal doctor life.

"We are almost there" his driver said but instead of replying to him Namjoon ignored it. You scoffed in your head for the thrid time today "how rude" you thought while seeing his side profile.

"Do you want to share room or want one of your own" he asked simply once you both were in the framhouse and the driver was standing with your luggage beside you for your answer "room of my own" you replied simply too. He only nodded at the driver and the driver was on his way to your room

You were in your room getting ready for your fake date because if you both won't be there, the person who was in-charge of informing your parents will inform them something that you both don't want to, so the only way is to go there and act like a couple and this again is for your parents sake.

"Sir we have reached our destination" Namjoon only nodded and driver goes out of his seat and open his door for him to come out, you were in shock "what the actual fuck" you thought. After closing the door he came to your side and did the same, you hesitated for a minute before getting out and thanking him. You were new to this pampering you always had an normal life where you weren't dependent on others to open gate for you.

You both were sitting on the chairs while food was waiting in between both of you, your mouth was watering seeing it "I am going first if you wanna eat you can eat" all you said before digging up your food. All he said yes the whole time but you didn't wanted the dinner to be awkward so you started the conservation "as we both are living our next two years with eachother we should know about eachother a little bit don't you think?" You asked hoping he would reply "yes we should" he said simply again "so tell me something about you" Namjoon was thinking what to say "I like nature and small things and yeah I like crabs but I don't like to eat sea food and I love to read new books, now it's your turn" you thought too what to say before replying "I love music, I love to cook, I hate spiders and I like to eat new dishes" "oh" Namjoon replied instantly.

You thought talking about food will be embarassing because you are a big girl but it gone right you thanked God for it "we should go back to farmhouse, it's already late and we have done our job here" Namjoon was so straightforward about all the things and it annoyed you a little bit but you can't do anything so you let it slide.

You both came back home after your Little fake date and said goodnight before going to eachother rooms. You were now laying on the bed after washing up and trying to fake sleep so you can sleep in real but your mind wasn't letting you "he is not that bad but I still don't like him that much" "how are we going to live with eachother for next two years" you thought, your overthinking was Killing you so you just screamed in the pillow after letting out some frustration on the pillow you felt better and you felt sleepy so at last you ended up sleeping thanks to the pillow.

There was one thing, Namjoon wasn't able to sleep because of YOU "I hope this marriage goes well because I want it to" he said it to himself, after overthinking about your and his marriage he slept too.

Next morning you were in kitchen making your cereals and milk but you were forgetting something that you don't live alone and you were in your super short shorts and and mid thigh t-shirt,you were taking out cereals from top shelf you weren't short you were a little bit taller then a average women but you were happy about it because you don't have to depend on others for anything.

While taking out cereals you hear someone coughing behind so you instantly turned around and see Namjoon looking anywhere but you with red cheeks and red ears "what happened everything alright?" You asked "yeah j-just look down" and you looked down and saw your bare legs are on full display and you realised that while you were taking cereals out it must have ridden up. "Sorry I will just go and change" you said shyly trying to stretch the fabric down more to cover your bare legs "don't be sorry it's ok, you can go and change I will not look at your direction but when you are in your room please do tell me that you are in" "o-ok" all you said before running all the way to your room "I am in" you screamed "ok" Namjoon screamed back.

After changing and washing up you came out of your room and see Namjoon is all washed up too, sitting doing some thing on his phone "I am back" you thought he would ignore you and do his work on his phone but he turned and looked at you and checked you out before blushing and turning back to his phone "your mom called she said that she was trying to reach you but your phone is switched off so she called me to ask how we were doing" "oh so what did she say" you asked "nothing just how our honeymoon is going and were are we going today so I asked were should we go so that you can enjoy the time while being here she told me that you like shopping new dresses and things so I thanked her for her reply and said bye's to eachother" "oh" you said once again but you were blushing now "so are you ready? We are going for shopping" "no it's ok Namjoon you don't have to do that we can do something else that you like too" "no it's my choice y/n I like shopping too let's go if you are ready" "ok just let me take my purse and phone" "ok" Namjoon replied.

You were now standing in front of an branded clothing shop "you really don't have to do this" you were not selfish so you asked once again if he wanted to change his decision "y/n it's ok really now come on we should go in" "ok Namjoon" you said. You saw many dresses lined up one by one, you really hoped that you can get your size.

"I will try this one" you said a perfect black colour long dress with deep v-cut which had a zipper on back and long sleeves and with your perfect size, Namjoon only nodded and waited for you to go in and come out with you wearing that dress, after 5 to 6 minutes you came out while wearing that dress and asked Namjoon "how do I look" Namjoon was watching you with widened eyes as if he saw an angel or devil "how do I look" you asked again hoping for an answer "pretty, beautiful" he replied back instantly you blushed and thanked him.

You peeked out your head for Namjoon's help "Namjoon please help me!" You were trying to be quite while being loud enough to Namjoon to hear it "with what" he asked "my zipper is not coming down please help me!" He hesitated for a minute before coming in the changing room, you were standing in front of the mirror and your back was facing him "please open the zipper for me I am not able to do it" you said while watching him from mirror he nodded and kept his fingers on the zipper to slide it off but on the mid way his hands mistakenly brushed against your bare back and it sent shivers down your spine "it's all done" you were so emerged in the feeling that you didn't even felt it coming to end "thank you" you were now directly looking into his eyes through mirror, the staring in eachother's eyes was so intense that you forget that the zipper was down and your dress can slide down your body any minute but when the dress was going to slide down Namjoon suddenly catched it and your right shoulder was only the thing that was showing off "I-i am so sorry" "no it's ok" he replied, you kept your hands in front of your dress wo that Namjoon can let it go but he didn't, you looked at him in mirror finding him already staring at you and once again you both were staring in eachother's eyes, Namjoon broke the staring contest and his eyes dropped to your shoulder gazing it for few seconds befor he let the dress go "I-i am sorry I should go" "ok" you can sae Panic in his eyes and he left hurriedly. You didn't know what to do so you let it slide not making the situation more awkward.

You were home now changed in your pajama but you were feeling hungry and you now realised that you and Namjoon both didn't have dinner yet and it was already pretty late so you thought you should cook something for you and him.

You were making ramen and it was already ready so you were on your way to Namjoon's room to call him for dinner. Once you reached his room you opened his door forgetting to knock and the seen you were seeing was so sinful to you, Namjoon looked at you from where he was standing because of the noise the door made "y/n do you want something" he asked now fully turning around "n-no I-i just wanted to call you down for dinner" "oh" he was half bare standing in front with only wearing sweat pants his chest and torso was on full display you gulped seeing his abs but you looked up immediately trying not to look down "hey you know you can come in and sit but if you want to because I have to sign some emails cause it's urgent then we can both go down and eat" "ok" you didn't wanted to say no so you go and sit on the bed while trying not to look at him but you failed, he was also sitting on the opposite side of the bed half bare to your eyes, you thought he wouldn't catch you staring at him but he did and raised his eyebrows as if asking something you nodded a no while trying not to blush "wtf y/n get yourself togather he just catched you checking him out" you screamed at yourself in your head "I am all done we can go" he said while standing up "o-ok" you get up suddenly and started to walk where the door was "wait" he suddenly said which made you stop instantly next to the wall where the door was.

He was walking towards you like you were his prey, you can't go back because there is already an wall so before you can open the door Namjoon took your hands in his and kept it down while caging you between him and the wall, you can feel his abs thorough your shirt "do you really think that you can get away after about staring at me for straight 10 minutes" you were now blushing so hard that it was getting hard to breathe "N-namjoon" you whispered "y/n I am saying truthfully that I like you alot, these days that I spent with you were my best days of my life and I really want to live a happy married life with you" "Namjoon I-i don't know what to say" you say while shivering a little bit "then take your time" he whispered in your ear and you closed your eyes because of the feeling, he looked at you seeing your eyes closed and chubby cheeks blushing he chuckled before letting you go "come on the food is going to cool off" he opened the door and goes out while you were still in shock because of what happened earlier "wtf!" You said while opening the door and going to kitchen seeing him already eating the food, you weren't able to match his eyes so you just took your food and ate it while putting the pieces in your mind of what happened earlier.

It was last thrid day of your honeymoon before it ends so you both decided that you both are going to rest for the next three days. It was already night nearly 1 Am and you suddenly felt hungry for desert despite having dinner few hours ago so you go out in kitchen to have some ice cream when you saw that the lights of Kitchen were on, you peeked in and saw Namjoon on his phone while eating the ice cream you were going to eat, so you wanted to slide in kitchen without him knowing you were in so you walked in your tippy toes till you were standing in front of the fridge and opened it quietly while getting the other tub of ice cream out when you heard someone whispering your name in your ear, you jumped and wanted to scream but somebody closed your mouth with his hand "y/n I am Namjoon don't be scared" he said while laughing "don't that ever again I might die from an heart attack" you say while keeping your hand on your heart to calm it down "sorry sorry" "it's ok" "btw what are you doing here" Namjoon asked "wanted to eat ice cream so I can in here to take it" "but why were you tip toeing I here" he asked while raising one of his eyebrows and you find it so hot that you forget to answer.

Namjoon came closer and closer while you did was only standing and staring back at him "what are you doing Namjoon" "nothing" he said coming more closer till you were again caged between him and the fridge "I am waiting for your answer y/n" "I-i" "why do I have to always shutter when he is this close" you mentally screamed at yourself, he was so close so close that you can feel his breath on your lips both of your lips were only inches away from eachother, you thought he was going to kiss you so you closed your eyes and waited few seconds before moving your head a little bit forward for him to attack your lips but he moved his head back, he wanted to kiss you too but he knew you weren't ready so instead you felt his lips on your neck you opened your eyes instantly and whimpered a little bit because of the feeling of his delicate lips on your neck. He was leaving open mouth kisses to your neck and shoulder before releasing you "when you are ready for me and Accept me as your husband that day I will kiss you but for now I know you are not ready y/n" his whispering was doing something to you but you were not able to form any words your mind was not cooperating with you so the only thing you did was nod "ok then y/n goodnight sweet dreams" he said before taking his half melted ice cream with him in his room.

The next day is your last second day and you weren't able to sleep whole night deciding on what should you do so you came on the conclusion that you have started to like him no but love him and feelings are mutual so you are ready for everything he was going to give to you.

Next evening you were in the living watching something that you weren't paying attention to. Yesterday's senerio was still going on your mind, you saw Namjoon coming out of his room and seeing you, you both stare at each other before Namjoon broke it and goes in the kitchen.

"Namjoon" you called out for him and he came to you and you patted the seat next you "so what's happening" "I just wanted to say that I-i am ready and that I accept you as my husband and I am actually starting to have feelings for you" after you blurted this out Namjoon smiled ear to ear " I am so happy y/n" you smiled back at him but the tension was back in seconds before Namjoon was coming closer and closer "are you really going to kiss me now right?" You said looking at lips and remembering how it felt on your neck "yeah" he said before attacking your lips and taking you on his lap, the kiss was passionate, slow and filled with love but after few seconds it turned into hot makeout session, you broke kiss for air and felt Namjoon kissing your neck and sucking harshly on it you moaned quietly because of the harsh pleasuring suck on your neck "N-namjoon"you called out again "yess baby do you need me to stop" worry on his face "no it's just that I-i am a v-virgin" "ohh baby" he cooed "let's take it slow yeah I will be gentle with you don't worry" he smiled at you lovingly "ok" you smiled back at him " let's take this to my room" you only nodded.

Once the door was locked he gently took you to the bed and layed you down. He hovered above you and kissed you again slowly and sexually, you both broke kiss for oxygen but he was fast and attacked your neck all over again leaving kitty licks and kissing every hickey he made softly.

"Can I remove your clothes please" he asked and you hesitated for minute before nodding he removed everything you were wearing and gazed at you with loving eyes, you felt shy and nervous as if he can see through you he told you not to worry and kissed you once again, he felt like he as in heaven seeing you all naked and blushed up for him "Namjoon please take your clothes off too" "ohh yeah yeah" he chuckled and started to remove his clothes once he was done you admired every inch of his "like what you are seeing" he teased and you blushed, the laughter died down when he once again hovered above you "let me prepare you first baby" he said while messaging your both breasts "yes please" you moaned feeling his hands on your boobs, he bent down his head and started to suck your already sensetive nipples "oh my god" you moaned feeling his mouth sucking on one of your nipples and twisting the other with fingers he gave the same treatment to other one before going down and kissing every stretch marks you have, the way his lips were kissing it gently it was melting you like butter.

"What a beautiful scene to see" you blushed hearing his voice and whined a little feeling too needy for his teasing "Namjoon please do something" you whined again "patience baby it's you first time I don't want it to be quick" he said, he attached his thumb to your clit and started to circle it while applying pressure and you moaned bucking your hips in his hand but his other hand stopped you for doing it "baby you are so wet" he said while inserting his middle finger in your pussy "Namjoon" you moaned his name "yes baby moan my name" he said adding his another finger and bottoming it out, you whimpered "baby you are so wet oh my god" he said taking out his fingers and licking it clean you moaned seeing him licking your arousal from his fingers, he once again entered it in but this time it wasn't slow, he started to thrust his fingers in and out of you, seeing you moaning his name again and again was making him painfully hard but today was all about you.

He started scissoring his fingers preparing for what is coming next "shit baby I am so hard because of you" you moaned hearing his dirty words, your eyes rolling back feeling the knot forming in your stomach "I-i am gonna cum please don't stop" "yeah gonna cum hmm" Your toes curling and your back arching, you practically screamed seeing white in your eyes.

Namjoon rode you out of your orgasam "it's too much" you said squirming. He took his fingers out of you before licking it clean, you were tired but you wanted more "Namjoon please I want more" "yeah baby I am gonna give you what you want" he took his boxers off and your eyes widened because of seeing his cock size "baby don't be sacred I am going to go slow" you only nodded "ready?" He asked looking in your eyes for any objection but he didn't find anything but lust for him . You nodded again "ok then" he lined up his cock on your entrance "this going to hurt a little bit and if you want me to stop anytime then please do tell me" you nodded again, Namjoon slowly started to enter you making sure to go slow you cried out because of the pain it was giving it to you.

Namjoon bottomed out, you were feeling immense pain "shh baby it's gonna be alright" he said kissing you on the lips trying to distract you, Namjoon didn't moved an inch giving you time to adjust before the pain you were feeling substituted and you told him to move "y/n I am going to start moving ok" he said before thrusting into you slowly, it was a new feeling, pain with pleasure and it was addictive "you are so thight" he groaned, you were a moaning mess feeling immense pleasure going throughout your whole body.

He was slow but his thrust were deep hitting every spot, he made sure that his lips were always in work from kissing your lips to sucking your nipples to leaving an hickey on your body, he changed the angle putting your one leg on his shoulder while thrusting into you with a little bit more speed than before, at one point he hitted an spot which made you scream "Namjoon fuck!" "Found it" he said increasing his speed and hitting that spot again and again which made you scream everytime he hitted that spot.

You eyes were paining because of how much you were rolling it back, you were near you can feel it again "b-baby I am near" after hearing you he took his fingers and started to draw circles to your clit "yeah gonna cum again hmm?" You nodded feeling tears falling out from your eyes, you clenched arround feeling very near to your orgasam "fuck do that again" he groaned feeling you clench around him again "shit I am gonna cum oh my god!" "Then cum baby" he said increasing his pace on your clit while thrusting deeply, you screamed while cuming on his cock seeing white before your eyes again "yes baby yes" his thrust were getting slow which you thought was him getting closer to his near, he was so near feeling him cuming when he took out his cock and cum onto your stomach.

You both were now laying, your head was on his chest while he was caressing your hair with his fingers "I am sleepy baby" you said feeling tired from all the sexual things you both did "me too baby then let's sleep"Namjoon replied feeling sleepy himself, that night was the first day when you both slept together.

The next day both of you were on the his private jet going back to Seoul but this time it wasn't awkward like before. This time you both were happy with having eachother by your side and now you both were really husband and wife.

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escapewithbts · 3 years

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Love Yourself - Namjoon

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*beep beep beep beep*

The lock on your boyfriend’s studio made a clicking noise after you put in the passcode, signaling it was now unlocked. You opened the door to go inside and let it shut softly behind you.

As you entered you saw your boyfriend sitting in his swivel chair with his back to you, wearing headphones and staring up at some music on the computer screen in front of him. You walked over to him and gently rested your hand on the back of his head, running it through his soft light brown hair. He looked up at you and smiled his adorable dimpled smile, taking the headphones off and resting them around his neck.

“Hi baby,” he said, pulling you by the waist towards him so you were almost falling into his lap.

“Hi Namjoon-ah.” You returned the smile and bent down to give him a quick peck on the lips.

“Did you find a dress?” he asked.

He released you as you straightened up and went to take a seat on the leather sofa behind him.

You had just come from a dress fitting for the Golden Disk Award Show event Namjoon was taking you to this evening. It was the first time you had gone to an official fitting for something like this and it was a bit overwhelming. After all, you weren’t the only one there, but you certainly were the only one of your size. All the other women had the typical idol look for this part of the world, small and petite with tiny waists. You weren’t huge, but you certainly weren’t as slim as them, and therefore your dress options were more limited. You were comfortable in your own skin and liked your body, but had to admit being surrounded by these other women who had what was considered the “perfect body type” had made you feel a little insecure.

“I found a beautiful dress, Joonie,” and that was the truth, “I really loved how I looked in it. I can’t wait for you to see it.”

“And I can’t wait to see you in it. I’m sure you look gorgeous,” he replied, still focused on the computer screen, “So how was the fitting overall? Did you enjoy it?”

You looked at your hands.

“Umm, yeah, it was okay...”

“Just ok?” Namjoon questioned, “Why just ok? Were they mean to you? You know I’ll call the company right away if someone was rude to you.”

You chuckled at his overprotectiveness.

“No no, they were all really sweet, actually. I just, well, I felt a little out of place.”

Namjoon turned in his chair to look at you and cocked his head.

“Because you’re not an idol?”

“Yeah, partly.”

He waved his hand.

“Ah who cares, you have every right to be there as they do.”

You didn’t quite agree but you also didn’t see the point in arguing so you just shrugged.

“I guess.”

He turned back to his computer.

“Plus,” you continued, slightly embarrassed by what you were about to say, “it didn’t help that they were all super thin and therefore had way more choices than I did.”

Namjoon typed and clicked a few things on the screen in front of him before responding.

“Well you could always lose a few pounds.”

Whoa. What? Your heart dropped to your stomach, surprised he would say something like that.

Suddenly your mind went into overdrive. How dare he say something like that to you! Who was he to tell you to change? You loved your body type. But did he not anymore? Did he want you to lose weight? Does he not like you the way you are? Was this his way of saying he wants you to have a body like a K-pop idol? Was he trying to motivate you? Is he ashamed of you?

Overthinking was your specialty. You were furious, but also suddenly even more self conscious than you had been at the fitting.

Just as you were about to question the words that had come out of his mouth his phone rang.

“Oh sorry babe, I gotta get this, it’s management to go over the plans for tonight,” he turned towards you again and put the phone to his ear, “This is Kim Namjoon...”

Their conversation continued in Korean as you sat there with your confusing thoughts, panic rising inside of you. You felt angry but also really awkward and uncomfortable. You felt overdramatic, but you couldn’t help but wonder why Namjoon would say something like that.

You just wanted to get out of there.

You stood up from your place on the couch and started to the door. Namjoon moved the phone from his mouth and whispered to you,

“Are you leaving already?”

All you could do was nod.

“I’ll be home soon, okay?”

You nodded again and Namjoon turned back to his computer going over the plans with management in his ear.

The whole drive home you couldn’t shake what he had said from your head. You knew he probably didn’t mean it in a bad way so why was it bothering you so much? That little cloud of doubt in the back of your mind seemed to not want to disappear no matter how much you tried to reassure yourself.

Once you had arrived to your and Namjoon’s shared apartment, you slowly walked into the bedroom where the beautiful dress you had chosen hung on the closet door. Now looking at it you felt as though it was mocking you, saying ‘You had to choose me, you didn’t fit into anything else’. You sighed as tears started to well up in your eyes. This was not how you pictured this evening going. It was supposed to be magical, yet here you were about to cry from insecurity. You mentally cursed yourself for not being stronger, but in reality, Namjoon’s opinion of you mattered even more than your own.

It was then when you decided you just didn’t want to go anymore. Namjoon could go alone, he has many times before after all. You wanted to look and feel your best for him and that definitely was not happening today. You grabbed the dress from the door and opened the closet, slipping it in between other dresses you owned. Then you changed into sweatpants and a t shirt before crawling under the covers in bed, shielding yourself from the world.

Not much later you heard the front door open and close. Namjoon was home. Your heart sped up listening to his footsteps.

“Hey (y/n)-ah!” he called, walking towards the bedroom, “I’m ready to see my beautiful babygirl!”

Although your back was turned, you heard him stop at the bedroom door.

“(Y/n)? Are you okay?”

You suddenly felt his weight on the bed next to you as he peered over you to look at your face.

“What’s wrong, baby? Please tell me.”

He ran his hand up and down your side.

“I just- I don’t feel well...” you mumbled quietly, feeling tears well up again.

“Oh... I’m sorry... do you know what happened? You seemed fine at the studio.”

You shrugged, hoping he didn’t notice the couple tears fall down your cheeks.

“(Y/n)...” he shook your shoulder, “Please talk to me. Why are you crying? Did something happen between now and then?”

You just shook your head, burying your face in the pillow.

You felt Namjoon sit up and heard him sigh.

“Are you... still coming with me tonight?” He questioned softly.

“I don’t think so, Joonie... I-I’m sorry.”

There was a pause and you wondered if he had even heard you.

“Don’t be sorry, (y/n),” he finally responded, “I want you to feel well and comfortable, especially going to an event like this. Your physical and mental health is all that matters. I guess I just wish you could tell me what was wrong, but I respect you not wanting to talk about it. Okay, baby?”

You felt him get off the bed and watched him come around to the side you were facing. He looked down at you and gave you a small smile before rubbing his hand on your tear stained cheek.

“I love you no matter what, (y/n).”

Those words made your heart feel full, and instantly you felt like everything could be okay again.

He bent down to kiss your forehead the started walking into the adjoining bathroom.

“Joonie,” you stopped him.

He turned back toward you as you sat up in bed, crossing your legs together.

“Yes, my (y/n)?”

He came back over and sat down across from you, placing his large hand on your thigh and staring into your eyes.

You looked down at your hands.

“It was actually... something...” you shut your eyes tightly, “something you said.”

Upon opening your eyes you saw a panicked look on his face and he grabbed your hands in his.

“What? When? At the studio today??”

You nodded.

“Ah fuck, what did I say (y/n)? Please tell me.”

You sighed and twirled around the silver ring he always wore on his finger. You bit your lip and hesitated.

“You said I could lose a few pounds.”

Immediately Namjoon’s hands came up to cup your face. His eyes darted back and forth between yours.

“Shit, (y/n) baby no, no no no, I didn’t mean it like that! I just meant it like if it was something you wanted to do, for you I guess, I don’t know, it was stupid and-and I think I was just thinking of a logical answer to what you were feeling, but I was also distracted with the music... That’s really no excuse but I’m so sorry, baby, I would never ever tell you to lose weight. Never. You’re so beautiful and radiant just the way you are and I wouldn’t change a thing, okay? And you’re so confident, I know you don’t need to hear that. Your opinion of yourself is the only one that matters.”

You shook your head and replied softly,

“You opinion means a lot, too, though.”

Namjoon pulled you into his strong arms in a tight hug.

“No, baby, fuck what I think! I mean, I do think you’re absolutely perfect so it really doesn’t matter, but really (y/n), all you need is to love yourself. And I know you do. You’re one of the most self assured people I know, right?”

He released you gently but still held you close , rubbing his hands up and down your upper arms.

“Yeah. I guess just being around all the other female idols today threw me off a little bit.”

Namjoon tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear.

“It’s okay, baby, it happens. Just promise me you’ll never forget how beautiful you are inside and out, even when you have bad days.”

He placed his hand on your chest at your heart and you put yours on top, squeezing it gently.

“I promise, Joon. Thank you.”

He smiled wide again and rubbed your face with the pad of his thumb.

“Anytime, my love. I am always here for you.”

Then he stood up and kissed the top of your head.

All of a sudden he glanced at his watch and gasped.

“Shit, I have to get ready. It’s an hour until the car will be here.”

He ran a hand through his hair and moved towards the bathroom again.

You stood up.

“Well I better start getting ready, too, then.”

Namjoon stopped in his tracks and turned to face you, a surprised smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

“You’re coming after all?” he asked.

You nodded triumphantly.

“Yes. I can’t let a dress that makes me look so super hot go to waste!”

Namjoon smiled at you proudly.

“That’s my babygirl.”

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*Author’s note: Please please always remember that you are beautiful and wonderful just the way you are :) While I am truly lead to believe Namjoon would be this sweet and supportive in real life, never forget that the only opinion of yourself that truly matters is your own. After all, just like their album, Love Yourself: Answer <3

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sweetwritertanya · 4 years

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Dressed Up For Halloween (Namjoon)

Summary: Your employer, Big Hit, is hosting a special Halloween party this year. Even though no one knows you are dating, you go and show your boyfriend Namjoon your outfit before the party starts when he is still working at the studio.

Warnings: SMUT! This fic will include: swearing, erotic body touching, blow job, unprotected sex (be smarter IRL people!), missionary position, sex as in a quickie, female masturbation during sex (is this the best way to describe it?), aftercare.

Word Count: 2640

Your excitement could barely be contained as you practically skipped down the street and entered the Big Hit’s building. Your long warm coat kept your selected costume for the party tonight hidden and you had been dying to show it to your boyfriend. Keeping it a secret was almost unbearable, since you two always shared everything with one another.

For the first time ever, the company had decided to host a Halloween themed party for their employees and idols. Everyone was invited and required to come in costume, dinner and drinks on the house. Even a simple dispensable worker as yourself was invited which worked out, since the only person you were interested in spending the day with would also be there.

Namjoon and the rest of the boys would, obviously, be main guests. And even if nobody besides them knew about you and him being together, it presented the perfect cover for you two to attend the same party without having to hide his identity. You would just have to be careful not to get too lovey-dovey in public. Which was a bit hard, since you adored to hold his hand or lean your head on his shoulder whenever you stood beside him. You just had to control yourself tonight.

You knock on the door and his voice tells you to come in. Namjoon had told you he would be working on the studio for as long as he could, inspiration for some lyrics hitting him strongly today of all days. But he still promised to come to the party, so you were here to pick him up and make sure he lived to that promise.

He was sitting on his chair with his back to you as you walk in, closing the door behind you. He seemed busy writing something in his little notebook as well as having some kind of melody going on the computer. As you expected, he wasn’t even dressed yet, in fact wearing a white Fila hoodie and some light-wash denim jeans.

“Baby, you told me you would be dressed up for Halloween” you complaint as you approach him, placing one hand on his shoulder.

“Hum? Oh, yeah, sorry babydoll, I was about to go and change.” Namjoon swirls in his chair as his strong arms come around your wide hips, brushing the skin there with soothing hands. He smiles sheepishly with lips pressed together and dimples showing. “Got distracted. Wait, is that a wig?”

You smile back, because who wouldn’t when he produced that beautiful dimple smile, and lean down to steal an affectionate peck from his lips.

“Yes, it is. Part of my costume. Now, we don’t have much time, so hurry up and save everything you got going on so you can go and change already” you order playfully, stepping away to leave him to his computer. “Oh, and I want you to see my full costume before we go! Any speculations from the long black-haired wig?” You question as you undo your coat and let it slide down your arms to the sofa behind you.

“You know I’m not great guessing things. It’s best of you just tel-”

As Namjoon finishes saving everything up and swirls around in his chair to look at you, his words get stuck in his throat as he loses the ability to breathe for a few long minutes.

Even a skilled song writer like him could not come up with an accurate way to describe how absolutely enthralling you looked. It made his heart jump to his throat and his mouth to go dry as he took it all in, the black tight fabric hugging all of your splendid corves so seductively, the deep v-neckline showing just enough cleavage before the crisscross strings, the slit up to the middle of your succulent upper thigh revealing the shape of your leg, accentuated by the black high-heel shoe. In an outfit made entirely of black, your red lip stood out so captivatingly, and he could only really think of how much he wanted to steal the bright colour with his own mouth, kiss it until it was smudged away.

“What do you think?” you excitedly ask, even giving him a twirl.

Namjoon swallows dry and crosses his legs as he hides half of his face with his large hand, coughing to clear his voice.

“It’s hum… hum, it’s…” he truly couldn’t find the right words, which you mistake with dislike.

“You don’t like it” you sigh with disappointment and confusion. You really thought he would like it, you looked so good in it. He always tried to persuade you to use more tight-fitting clothes since he loves your silhouette so much.

“No! No, it’s not that at all!” he immediately assures, maybe a bit louder than he hoped. “I actually know this one. You’re… You’re Morticia from the Addam’s Family, right?”

“Yeah… So, why the underwhelming reaction? I thought you would love it” you confess, crossing your arms.

“And I unquestionably do. You look so fucking sexy right now. And I can assure you, there is nothing underwhelming about this. If anything, I may be a little too overwhelmed right now.” He coughs again and looks away almost like he was embarrassed, a bit of color rising to his cheeks.

“Sure doesn’t look like it” you pout, unconvinced.

He sighs and keeps his eyes away from you before looking at the ground, seemingly debating with himself for a moment.

“Did… Did you know?” he suddenly asks, only glancing at you for mere seconds before looking back to the floor.

“Know what?”

“That I had a… a thing, let’s call it… for this character when I first saw the movie as a child?”

“You had a ‘thing’ for Morticia when you were a kid? How so?” Intrigued and tickled by such a notion, you actually walk forward and move as if to sit sideways on Namjoon’s lap.

“Wait, babe-!”

Namjoon strangely raises his hands up and tries to stop you, something he had never done before when you sat on his lap, but the memento was already set. You sat your juicy rump on his thighs and that’s when you feel it, poking at the doughy flesh of your left ass cheek.

“Oh my God!” you giggle and bring your hands to cover your smiling lips as your eyes open wide in realization. As for Namjoon, his cheeks are now burning red and he tries to look as further away to the right as he can, hands restless as he wasn’t sure what to do with them.

“She always talked all seductively and all that, okay? And that film is full of sexual tension between her and that husband of yours, so it was not my fault” he murmurs in his defense. “Seeing you like this kind of… brought back old feelings, okay?”

Both amused and sympathetic at his situation, you remain sited on his lap as you take his warm face into your hands and force him to look at you.

“Well… How about I help you with this before we leave for the party, baby?” you suggest with a immodest smirk.

Namjoon raises his eyebrows and widens his small eyes until they became rounded, unsure if he was understanding what you were hinting at. You brush your thumb on top of his wide lips and then capture them for a doubt ending kiss, filled with passion and need. Your mouths melded together as your body melted into his, strong arms coming around your middle and pulling you close by your back.

It doesn’t take long for tongues to tease and play with each other, the smallest of encounters sending sparks down your back that landed in a molten pit of want at the depth of your belly. With each longing movement of your soft lips on top of his, you could feel his problem growing beneath your ass, reminding you of what you had decided to do.

Slowly, almost seamlessly, you move your lips to his chin, then his strong jaw, then down his long delectable neck, stopping just a moment longer by that spot next to his pulse point that you knew drove him crazy. The way he groans almost in a whimper rewards you for taking the time to do so. And then you move away from his lap to instead fall on your knees between his legs, hands set at his muscular thighs and looking up at him with suggestive eyes.

His lips, red from all the kisses and the blood rushing to his cheeks, fall into the cutest ‘o’ shape and he gulps dryly before talking.

“Babydoll, you don’t have to-”

“I know, Jonnie. I want to” you clarify, hands already sneaking their way to his belt.

His head falls back on his chair once your little fingers brush the bulge that had formed in his pants and he knows he couldn’t really do anything, he was at your mercy.

“Now, we don’t have much time before the party starts so, we have to be quick, okay?” you remind him as you pull his pants down. All you get his a struggled grunt and his hands closing into fists. “And don’t pull my hair, remember I’m wearing a wig.”

The erection finally springs free as you lower his boxers and a jolt of lust runs through you at the pretty vision. Standing tall in all its dark pink glory, with a red mushroom head glistening and a particular protruding pulsating vein, his cock always looked so perfect to you. And as much as you wanted to shower him with the attention he deserved, you were on a time crunch.

Therefore, you take one hand to his base and pump the hardening member to complete stiffness, absent-minded gibberish falling from Namjoon’s lips as you do so. Then, taking a deep breath, you let your tongue lick the underside from the bottom to the top before engulfing him into your mouth the furthest you could go.

Namjoon’s body trembles and he gasps when you suddenly take him fully into your mouth, your cheeks hallow and bobbing your head at a nice pace with eyes closed as you concentrated. Your tongue swirls around his thickness and slides from side to side at the skin just bellow his tip, making you feel his cock throbbing against it. Remembering to breathe, you try and add a bit of suctioning to the blow-job, the salty cream flavor you recognized starting to gush from his head.

“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck, baby, stop! Come here.”

To your confusion, Namjoon grabs you by the underside of your arms and pulls you with him to your feet, breathing hard and flustered, eyes completely darkened with lust. You knew he was about to cum, you couldn’t understand why he stopped you. Until he kisses you hungrily and places you with your back to the cushioned sofa behind you, bringing your legs to hook on either side of his lean hips.

“Namjoon, we can’t, we don’t have time for this” you start to say when his lips instead suck at your neck.

“Like you said, we’ll make it quick. Please, Y/N, babydoll, I need you” he pleads with you, leaning his head back to look at you with desperation. And, fuck, it was hot to be needed like this.

“Fine, hurry up” you concede, biting your bottom lips and throwing your arms around his shoulders, gathering the short hairs at the nape of his neck in your clasp.

Much to his satisfaction, you weren’t wearing any pantyhose, meaning your legs were bare as his fingers traced the skin up under the dress and the only barrier, he had to worry about were your panties. Finding the silky fabric and pulling the center of it aside, Namjoon dips his fingers in between the puffy lips and finds you warm and wet for him. He grunts.

“You’re already so wet for me, baby” he whispers into your ear.

As if to make sure, he slips his fingers into your puckered hole without warning, making you gasp and claw your hands on his shoulder and neck. Both of the fingers he used move with slick perfection only for a few seconds before he extracts them.

The feeling of emptiness left behind only lasts a moment, for soon Namjoon takes himself in hand and plunges back in, that magnificent shaft of his filling you up to the curve of your cervix and stretching your walls heavenly. Heat is rising off of him and he takes little time to start moving, yanking his hips at a fast speed as he chases his release.

His large hands hold you by your waist as he drills himself into your womb, the slapping sound of skin and squelching of your body’s fluids as he pumps in and out joining the sounds of both your and his heaving breathing and erotic moans, pitched with wanton and lust. His cock drags wonderfully against your inner walls and his pelvis smacks repeatedly against yours, so quick and deep that sends ripples across your malleable flesh. The molten pit deep inside your core starts to boil up, this uncontrollable wave of aching relief about to break through the dam.

The slickness of your pussy increases and Namjoon finds himself thrusting faster and faster, slamming his hips into yours at an abnormal increasing speed, hands anchoring himself on your waist so strongly it would leave marks. His whole body screamed tension and his throbbing cock burned inside, so you knew he was close. Even with a veiled brain power, you manage to recognize he was about to cum and you wanted nothing more than to do so with him. So, you bring one hand down your body and wail with a broken voice as you violently rubbed your clit at the same speed he was thrusting.

It happened at the same time, your pussy fluttering and collapsing around his cock as the most sudden wave of unmitigated pleasure crashed through your veins, and his frenzied moves coming to a halt as his cock twitched as released flowed through him like water. Your muscles trembled in relief, back arched away from the sofa’s cushions, before falling to the most relaxed state, while he spilled himself in you with a shuddering body before stilling and catching his breath again.

You both stay like this for a moment, Namjoon leaning down to kiss your smudged red lips amorously. He then spills out, hurrying to get on his feet and entering the adjacent small bathroom he had on the studio, coming back with a towel that he uses to clean up the mess he made.

You watch as he gently cleans your lower lips, tapping the soft towel until it’s all nice and mostly dry, and then rearranging the twisted panties until they sit comfortably on you. You sit back up on the couch when he is done and kiss his cheek, searching in your purse for your lipstick so you can reapply it properly.

“Go ahead and change, Jonnie. I should be going ahead anyway, the party is about to start” you say as you use the mirror in the bathroom.

“If you told me you would be Morticia, I could have dressed up as Gomez today” he tells you, with a voice still a bit rough from sex, which you loved.

“We can’t be in a couple’s costume, babe. No one knows we’re together, remember?” you swing your arms around his middle and look up at him with a resigning pout.

“Yet” he adds, quite firmly. “Maybe next year?”

You beam, pull him down for a peck and start to walk away towards the studio’s door, unable to keep yourself from smiling.

“Maybe next year” you agree before walking out.

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verkwannie · 6 years

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Interrupted || Kim Namjoon

Summary: Namjoon x Chubby reader where they try to spend some alone time together but the boys interrupt.

Genre: Suggestive fluff? PG-13 rating lol

Requested: Yes

Namjoon finally had a day off and somehow, miraculously, it was on the same day as yours. The stars had aligned to give you the chance to spend a full day with your boyfriend. You had woken up not long ago and were getting ready. Getting ready didn’t entail much, putting on some minimal makeup and fixing your hair so it no longer looked like you had just rolled out of bed. After you had finished those two things you went to your closet and found something to wear. Truthfully, you didn’t spend too much time with this as you had hopes that you wouldn’t be wearing it for long anyway. You found Namjoon’s favorite lingerie on you and put it on and pulled on a high waisted skirt that hugged your curves nicely, showing off your thighs that he was obsessed with. Tucking a fitted shirt into the skirt, you finally looked at yourself in the mirror and smiled at what you saw. You knew you looked damn good and you also knew Namjoon was going to tell you all about it when you got there. As you were smiling to yourself you received a text. From; Joonie: Hey, baby! The boys are going out today so we’ll have the place to ourselves ;) You smirked as you thought of your reply. Posing as you take a picture of your outfit in the full-length mirror and send it.

To; Joonie: [Image] Too bad, I wanted to show off how good I look. �� From; Joonie: Holy shit. I’m glad they’ll be gone, they’d all be drooling over my baby girl. You look incredible, princess.

You pulled up your skirt a bit, showing off just a bit of your butt and lacy underwear, and took another picture to send to him.

To; Namjoon: [Image] You’re the only one who gets to drool over this though ;)

Not even a second later you received another message.

From; Joonie: Fuck, baby. I need you to get here soon. When are you coming? To; Joonie: On my way now!

You fixed your skirt, grabbed your keys and ran to your car. Making your way to the dorm. Walking up to the front door, you lifted your hand to knock but it wasn’t necessary as Namjoon was already opening up the door for you, pulling you in. He closed the door behind you and immediately pulled you close to him, kissing you passionately. You kissed back for a while before a pulling away, panting a little as you tried to catch your breath. “Where are the boys?” You asked, concerned one of them would walk in on you. “They left a little while ago. Thankfully, because I don’t think I could have kept my hands off of you for another second! I’ve missed you so much,” He rushed out, pulling you back in. As you were kissing he started to walk backward, toward the living room. He pulled away to sit on the couch and gripped your hips as you moved to straddle his lap. Once you were straddling his lap he kept one hand on your hip but ran his other hand along your side, biting his lower lip as he checked you out. “Damn, baby. You look so good, I can’t believe I got so lucky.” He smiles, looking up at you and kisses you again. More sweetly this time, showing you how lucky he feels. You pull away to give him the same praise, “I’m the lucky one. I’ve got the man of my dreams looking at me like I’m his whole world and like he’s never seen anything so beautiful.” “You are my whole world. I look at you that way because that’s how I feel. There’s no one more perfect for me than you. I love your soft tummy, your beautiful, sexy thighs, your adorable cheeks and overall gorgeous face. And I love how smart, kind, and patient you are. No matter how hard it gets between our schedules you still wait for me and you’re so understanding of my career and how as much as I wish I could I can’t spend all my time with you. I’m so in love with you, Y/N.” You feel like you could cry and you lean down to kiss him once again. Slowly at first but it grows more heated as the need that’s built up over the last few weeks peaks. Lost in the kiss with each other, it’s a miracle you hear the door opening and voices flooding into the dorm. You quickly jump off Namjoon’s lap and sit next to him instead, pulling a blanket over both of you, mostly for his benefit. “What are you guys doing back?” Namjoon questioned, a little breathlessly. You cringed at how obvious that probably sounded. “It was too busy so we figured we’d just come home and have a movie night,” Jungkook replied with a shrug. Yoongi was giving you both a weird look for a minute before he finally spoke up, “Really, guys? Right on our couch?” You stiffened as it registered that you had been caught and looked down at your lap, unwilling to meet his eyes. The boys looked around for a minute with confused looks on their faces before it finally registered. Some of their jaws dropped as they realized what had been going on and a chorus of ‘ew’ rang through the room.

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your-daily-biaswrecking · 3 years

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Smut=S🔥, Fluff=F❤️, Angst=A⚡, Crack=C🗯️

AO3

*my drabbles are not actually drabbles (100 words) but more like flash-fiction (≤1k words) or just straight-up small oneshots*

*you should specify if you want a non-fem reader because that is the default of my writings*

Kim Namjoon

Needy S🔥

If you have to get what you want while Namjoon works, you will do just that.

In the right place at the right time S🔥 (+Jungkook)

Jungkook heard Namjoon and you having sex, and now you want him to join you.

Drabbles:

Arranged marriage wedding night S🔥

Praising you in front of a mirror S🔥

Sub!joon + bondage and punishment S🔥

Rough sex to get you pregnant S🔥, F❤️

Threesome/he translates Hoseok's dirty talk S🔥

He finds a hair on his back C🗯️

Competition with Jin about making you cum S🔥

Somnophilia/morning sex while you sleep S🔥

You sit on his lap in the car and he cums in his pants S🔥

Dom!Joon subs for the first time (and likes it) S🔥

Standing 69 in the gym showers S🔥

He is your father's best friend S🔥 Part 2 S🔥

He fucks you in his office because you were jealous of his secretary S🔥

Corruption kink/best friends + married au S🔥

Kim Seokjin

After the Quarantine F❤️

You get a little too deep into daydreaming about seeing your crush while you're both in self-isolation and hating it.

Drabbles:

power play+ neck/back kisses S🔥

Edging you with a Hitachi magic wand S🔥

Size kink S🔥

Corruption kink with virgin!f.reader S🔥

Breeding kink S🔥

Somnophilia/he fucks you while you have a wet dream S🔥

Alpha!Jin fucking his mate in heat S🔥

Chubby!reader sits on his face S🔥, F❤️, C🗯️

Competition with RM about making you cum S🔥

Lactation kink/sub!jin with mommy kink S🔥

Prince!Jin first time with princess!reader S🔥F❤️

He's drunk and doesn't recognize you C🗯️, F❤️

Your first time riding him/inexperienced S🔥, F❤️

You're not ready to have sex yet F❤️

Texts from his double date with jk and you C🗯️

Threesome/condescending Jin + Jimin S🔥

Min Yoongi

who am i? A⚡, S🔥

Yoongi doesn't mind being treated like shit by his owner, until her younger sister shows him some decency.

Part of the Personal Assistants series.

let me teach you how to ride S🔥

[requested as a drabble] Cowboy!yoongi gets to teach you how to ride... a horse and more.

Drabbles:

He cooks but you've already eaten A⚡, F❤️

Vanilla!yoongi discovers he likes choking S🔥

Husband!Yoongi eating you out because he finds every little thing you do beautiful F❤️, S🔥

Studio sex because he wrote you a song S🔥, F❤️

Arranged marriage/you think he's cheating S🔥

Threesome/your bf!yoongi is into voyeurism and lets Tae fuck you S🔥

Threesome with his roommate Jimin S🔥

Teasing + shower sex S🔥

Jung Hoseok

210218 A⚡, S🔥

Hobi seems to be doing a great job as a sex robot at first but his relationship with his owner takes a dark turn.

Part of the Personal Assistants series.

Strip S🔥

When Hoseok let you come to the strip club with him and the boys, he thought you’d be shy or jealous, not that you’d be having the time of your life.

Bonus: tiny drabble about the stripper's pov

Drabbles:

Tickling kink S🔥, F❤️

Gagging kink/he fucks your throat S🔥

Your hands are too cold for his dick C🗯️, S🔥

Threesome/Namjoon translates his dirty talk S🔥

Lactation kink/pregnant!reader with twins S🔥

Hobi with a praise kink gives you a lap dance S🔥

Park Jimin

Attention and Care A⚡, F❤️

Jimin must be the only person in the world who complains about his girlfriend not complaining.

You have to be Quiet S🔥

Hoseok is sleeping in the same room. But honestly, that’s not going to stop Jimin…

I belong to you A⚡, S🔥 (x Jungkook)

Jungkook is the new sex robot at the brothel Jimin works at. When Jimin has to teach him about pleasuring men, their relationship grows into something more than colleagues.

Part of the Personal Assistants series.

Drabbles:

You disobey one of his rules S🔥

Threesome/Vmin hybrids saving their owner + wanting to mate with her A⚡ Pt2 S🔥

He comforts you when things are tough F❤️

Choking Jimin S🔥

Rough/angry shower sex S🔥

He edges you S🔥

Inmate pen-pal and you fall in love F❤️, (S🔥)

Threesome with his roommate Yoongi S🔥

Threesome/ condescending Jin + Jimin S🔥

Kim Taehyung

Serva me, Servabo te A⚡, S 🔥

A multi-chapter, angsty tale about staying in a Victorian Manor (that may or may not be haunted) with a person you really dislike: photographer Kim Taehyung.

Drabbles:

Sex with a stranger at a masquerade party S🔥

Threesome/Vmin hybrids saving their owner + wanting to mate with her A⚡ Pt2 S🔥

Kinda romantic prone boning S🔥

Kinda sub!tae catches you reading smut about him C🗯️, F❤️, S🔥

Yandere!Tae won't let you leave him A⚡, (S🔥)

Somnophilia/he fucks you while you sleep S🔥

Threesome/your bf!yoongi is into voyeurism and lets Tae fuck you S🔥

Overstimulation/he eats you out nonstop S🔥

Fae!tae promised to marry you when you were kids F❤️

Jeon Jungkook

Bunny Dance S🔥, C🗯️, F❤️

You really didn't think Jungkook was serious when you made those bets. Yet here he was, waiting for you to give him a striptease.

I belong to you A⚡, S 🔥 (x Jimin)

Jungkook is the new sex robot at the brothel Jimin works at. When Jimin has to teach him about pleasuring men, their relationship grows into something more than colleagues.

Part of the Personal Assistants series.

In the right place at the right time S🔥 (+Namjoon)

Jungkook heard Namjoon and you having sex, and now you want him to join you

Drabbles:

You wear Hoseok's clothes C🗯️

He loves watching is cum drip out of you S🔥

Brat tamer Jungkook S🔥

Jungkook teasing you on your first date S🔥

Switch!jk starts as brat and ends as daddy S🔥

Pegging Jungkook S🔥

You use a cock ring on sub!Jungkook S🔥

Soft sex with virgin!f.reader S🔥

He spanks you because you're a brat S🔥, C🗯️

He chokes you for the first time + praise S🔥

BTS (ot7)

Personal Assistants A⚡S🔥

In about 100 years' time, technology has advanced to the point that most people own a cyborg that can serve them best for sex. But there is a fine line between an inanimate robot and a being with free will.

Drabbles:

ot7 x f.reader gangbang S🔥

hyung line x f.reader gandbang S🔥

Asks:

my fav kinks/fantasies for each member (S🔥)

mlt body worshipping (S🔥)

what I think their kinks/turn ons are (S🔥)

what I think their turn offs are (S🔥)

each stan's energy (C🗯️)

#masterlist #bts #bts fanfic #ot7 #bangtan #fanfiction #updated:#30 jan 2021

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softxsuki · 3 years

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I have a request, for Rm it's kinda of Angst, where the reader is a plus size reader, and she moved to south Korea to be with him, after a while she meets his family and they say some harsh things about her, and basically tells him he can do better, and Rm is conflicted so he decides to push away from the reader and one day they get into an agreement, and Rm basically says to her that everyone says I can I do better, finding someone whos better looking but at first I thought they were wrong but now maybe they are right. And the reader is heartbroken and she leaves and doesn't talk to him for a while until one day he comes and shows up to her work begging for forgiveness and she blows him off until one day where he shows up at her door with flowers and saying he's not leaving until they talk it out.

Chubby!Reader’s Meets Namjoon’s Parents (Gone Wrong)

Pairing: Namjoon x Chubby!Reader / Fem!Reader

Warnings: Angst, not really a happy ending, depression (kinda), self-deprecating thoughts, low-self esteem, some suggestive wording (idek)

Genre: Angst LOL

Post-Type: Oneshot

Word Count: 3.2k (longest one yet)

Summary: In which you go to meet your boyfriend, Namjoon’s parents for the first time, but things don’t go according to plan. His parents don’t approve of you because of your weight, and Namjoon’s wording upsets you. This leads to an argument along with some realizations on your part.

[A/N: Thank you anon for the request, I’m sorry it took so long! Also guys, don’t hate me NDJAEKF, IK this took me FOREVER to write. I’ve been so lazy and just had a lack of motivation to be honest. I had this whole oneshot planned out, but my brain wasn’t working with me to write it all out. Sorry :(. I was thinking of ending this off happily, BUTTTTTT if this ever happened to me, I wouldn’t give the guy my time of day. Ladies, gentlemen, and anyone inbetween, DO NOT, go back to any man, woman, etc, if they do something like this to you. You deserve the world. Also, I’m sure Namjoon’s parents are lovely people, I’m sorry I had to write them as being so toxic. Sorry Joonie. Love you bub :/. Hope you guys enjoy! I’m going to Georgia tomorrow so I’m going to try an use my free time there to write out a few more requests. I won’t be able to post them until I get back home though because there’s no wifi there :((. Have a wonderful rest of your day!]

P.S: THIS MAN WOULD NEVER DO THIS. HE’S TOO RESPECTFUL <3

“Think of your future kids, Joonie. Don’t you want a healthy mother so your future children will also be healthy and grow up well?” you overhear Namjoon’s mother say to him after pulling him aside to talk to him in private.

You were currently at Namjoon’s parents house after he had wanted to introduce you to his mother and father. You had been nervous the whole drive there, knowing that you weren’t born in Korea so they may not accept you; that along with your body being the opposite of the Korean beauty standards, weighed on your mind.

You knew in your heart that his parents wouldn’t like you, but Namjoon insisted that they would in fact like you--boy was he wrong.

It started as soon as you arrived to their house and Namjoon introduced you as his girlfriend. His mother instantly scanned you up and down with judgemental eyes, making you want to shrivel up into yourself so no one could see you anymore. Namjoon had placed his hand on your lower back to guide you into the house as his mother made no attempts of inviting you in.

The rest of the night wall is full of awkward silence and tense conversations, mostly between Namjoon and his parents. His mother and father hardly spoke to you that night. You could hardly finish the food his mother had cooked due to the nerves in your stomach that things weren’t going as smoothly as your boyfriend had said they would.

You were glued to his side the whole night, just wanting to go back home where you felt safe.

The night led to where you were now, sitting on the couch as you heard his mother say those words to him. Those words rang in your head, healthy mother...healthy mother? You were fuming at her words, but also disappointed that his parents refused to look at you as a person but instead made assumptions and opinions about you based on your appearance alone.

You didn’t even give your boyfriend a chance to respond to his mother’s words. You got to your feet from the couch and entered the kitchen where they were speaking.

“Thank you for having me. It was nice to meet you. Joon, I’ll wait for you outside,” you said with a bow, before spinning on your heels and making your way out the house, trying your best to hold back your tears.

Be strong Y/N. It’s only the first time you met them. You can probably win them over one day. It’s okay. There’s nothing wrong with you.

You took a few deep breaths to calm yourself down and leaned against Namjoon’s car to wait for him.

A few more minutes had passed with you looking up, admiring the starry night sky, before Namjoon finally came out to join you.

“Shall we head back?” he asks you hesitantly.

“Mhm.”

The car ride back is tense and silent aside from his blinker clicking whenever he uses it. (Yes Namjoon can drive here. It’s fine LOL)

After a while, you hear your boyfriend sigh behind the wheel.

“Y/N,” he starts while keeping his eyes on the road and tapping his fingers on the steering wheel, “Did you hear what my mother said?”

You cross your arms across your chest and move your attention to the passing scenery outside the window.

“Yeah.”

“I’m sorry you had to hear that. I didn’t think she’d have a problem with you honestly…” he trails off.

“It’s fine. I know I’m not the ideal girl she probably had in mind for you. I can still try to win her over though,” you try your best to smile despite the stinging in your chest.

“About that...look, you know I love you. I’ve loved you since we first talked and I will always love you Y/N. Please know that, but I think I just need a while to think about this. My parents are important to me and their opinions matter to me. I want them to be happy for me and proud of me,” he announces and steals a glance at your face.

Your head snaps in his direction at his words that you didn’t expect to hear.

“What? Did you say what I think you said?” you ask, “Please tell me I didn’t just hear that correctly, or I swear Joon.”

“I know it’s not what you want to hear, but I just need a few days to think things over, you know?”

“No, actually. I don’t know. You say you love me, but you have to think things through? Think what through exactly? Whether to keep me around or not? What the hell Namjoon?” you fumed while running your hands through your hair.

He was silent again, trying to think of what to say in response to your building anger.

“I’m not breaking up with you right now, I just need to think about what my mother said and about my future. Please Y/N,” he sighs.

“You need to think over your mother’s opinion of me not being good enough for you because I’m fat. Their whole ‘reason’ for hating me is because I’m not skinny or ‘healthy’ as they put it. They didn’t even give me a chance to show them what kind of person I am. They ignored me the whole night and came to a conclusion for you based on my appearance. In what way does that seem fair to you, huh?” you had tears coming down your face at this point, from your hurt and frustration at his parents and at him.

“Y/N please...you’re putting me in an uncomfortable position. You know I love y-”

“Shut up. You can’t possibly be saying that to me right now. If you LOVED me, then you wouldn’t hurt me just because your parents don’t like me--for a stupid reason might I add. Just stop the car. I’ll walk home from here,” you huff and fold your arms in front of your chest once again.

“I’m not dropping you off in the middle of nowhere Y/N. I’ll take you home--I just need some time to think this over.”

“I can’t believe this,” you laugh to yourself in frustration, “Think all you want, but I’ll make this as easy as possible for you Namjoon since you can’t choose between your girlfriend, who has done nothing wrong, and your judgmental parents (yikes). We’re done. Now stop the car, before I jump out.”

“Y/N don’t make any rash de-”

“I said stop the car!” you scream at him

He sighs in defeat, but stops the car anyway, not wanting you to get hurt by jumping out of a moving car. You waste no time in opening the door and rushing out, slamming the door closed behind you.

He follows after you, exiting the vehicle on his own side and calling after you.

“Y/N please, it’s already dark, it’s dangerous to be out this late,” he says, reaching out and grabbing ahold of your arm.

You yank your arm out of his grip and move away from him.

“Don’t touch me. You don’t get to care about me now, when you’re not even thinking about my own feelings in the process. Leave or I’ll scream bloody murder,” you spin around again and walk off a little faster trying to get as far away as possible from him as you could.

You can hear him grunt in frustration, banging his fist against the hood of his car before jumping in and racing off. When he’s finally out of sight, you let your tears freely fall. You can hardly see in front of you from the tears blurring your vision.

A car horn jolts you back onto your butt, and you hear a man yelling at you to watch where you’re going.

The rest of the walk home, which luckily wasn’t too far as Namjoon had almost arrived at your place before you told him to stop, was tiring as silent tears continued to fall down your face.

It wasn’t until you arrived at your complex and took the elevator up to your apartment, and closed the door behind you, when you finally sank to the ground and let your floodgates burst open. Loud, anguised sobs left your mouth as you hit your chest repeatedly from the new heartbreak. You couldn’t believe how the night turned out for the worst.

You felt like an idiot crying on your apartment building floor over a man. The man you loved who you had moved halfway across the globe for, thinking that the two of you would be there for each other forever. But now having broke-up with Namjoon, you felt alone in your tiny apartment, alone in this country that wasn’t yours.

“Why did you leave your life behind for a man?” you grumble to yourself as your tears die down, “You should have never come here Y/N.”

You almost felt like laughing at it all, there was no way this was really happening. You knew you weren’t the “ideal” skinny that was deemed beautiful in South Korea, but you never really hated your body. Namjoon always made you feel beautiful in your own skin whenever he had the chance to. He’d kiss every inch of your body and caress you, claiming each piece of you as his. You’d always felt loved by him--except for tonight.

This was the first time you had ever been hurt emotionally, or at all by Namjoon. Before meeting him online, you used to beat yourself up emotionally about your appearance--it was your worst insecurity that had now come rushing back into your mind.

“Why can’t you just lose the weight? Why is it so hard for you?” you yell in the mirror at yourself after finally getting up from the ground, “This wouldn’t have happened if you just lost the stupid weight before; stupid stupid stupid. Look at you, now you’re all alone.”

You fed yourself these lies for a few hours, letting them sink into your heart and soul, damaging every fiber of your being that Namjoon had once patched up. You were almost shocked at how quickly you managed to believe all the negative thoughts about yourself after months of feeling beautiful in your skin.

That night you cried yourself to sleep, with many other thoughts screaming inside your head.

The next few days were spent with you holed up in your room, refusing to feed yourself, and crying until you’d knock out again. On the third day of your hiding from the world, you heard knocks on your door. It was Namjoon--the person you really didn’t want to see at all anymore.

Namjoon had tried calling you every day, multiple times a day after the argument, but you ignored all of his calls, and even blocked his number. You could hear Namjoon’s voice yelling from the other side of the door, so you continued to ignore him. You didn’t have the energy to yell for him to go away.

That was until he threatened to break the door down if you didn’t open it. Not wanting to have to pay for a new door, you forced yourself out of bed and dragged yourself to the front door and opened it. You peeked your head out, not wanting to let him in.

“What do you want?” you grumble to him, almost wanting to cry again for the nth time just by seeing his face, but you swallowed your tears down, not wanting to cry in front of him.

“Why haven’t you picked up the phone? I was worried that something happened to you,” he sighed in relief after seeing that you were alive at least.

“Well I’m alive, goodbye,” you go to close the door again, but he blocks it with his foot.

“Move,” you say to him.

“Please Y/N let me explain myself. I’m sorry, I just need time to-”

“We aren’t together anymore Namjoon. You are NOT my boyfriend. You don’t need to worry about me anymore. Strangers don’t worry about each other,” you tell him, trying to kick his foot out from the door.

“Please, Y/N, I love-”

“Shut the hell up. You have no right to say that to me. I’m hurt right now. I don’t need you here to make things worse for me, now leave before I call the police,” you scream at him, finally managing to remove his foot from the door and slam it closed while locking it behind you.

Your heart was thumping in your chest from the interaction. You still craved for him in your heart and missed him dearly after being holed up in your room for the past few days, but you knew you couldn’t give in that easily.

After that encounter with your ex, weeks passed and Namjoon would frequently stop by in hopes that you would open the door, but you ignored him every time.

You had managed to drag yourself back onto your feet and pull yourself back out from that depressing hole that made you feel comfortable; you were the only person you could rely on now. You couldn’t bear to see yourself moping around for a man anymore.

The next day, you had gone to work after taking a few days off (finally, you go girl!), but after work you saw Namjoon outside waiting for you. You tried to sneak past him without being caught, but he called your name as soon as he saw you. He looked horrible, with bags under his eyes, stubble around his chin and upper lip; he wasn’t well put together like he normally was.

You paid him no mind and simply walked past him, ignoring his pleas for you to hear him out, you hopped into a cab and went to your apartment.

A few days later, he shows up again, but this time to your apartment. Frustrated, you open the door with a heave.

“How many times do I have to tell you to leave me alone? We are done. D-o-n-e, done. Stop stalking me.”

Ignoring your words, he pulls out a bouquet of beautiful flowers from behind him and offers them to you, “Please Y/N. Please forgive me, give me a chance to explain myself. I’m not leaving until you hear me out, please,” he begged.

“By all means, stay out there for as long as you’d like. But the landlord will kick you out so wait in front of the building if you’re that desperate,” and once again you slammed the door in his face.

You look outside your window and see him take a seat outside your building. You roll your eyes but move back into your room to pack your bags, getting ready for a huge trip that you hoped would clear your mind and help you discover yourself a little better.

Later that evening after you finished packing and booking your plane ticket, you finally sit down on your sofa and went to turn the TV on to relax, when you heard a crack of lightning outside along with the pelting of rain. Subconsciously, you walk over to your window and look at the entrance of your building where to your amazement, you see Namjoon sat on the building's front steps, getting soaked by the pouring rain. He had to be hungry by now and sitting out all night in the freezing rain would get him sick.

“Idiot…” you mumble to yourself while you run to grab your raincoat, slip your shoes on by the door, and rush out of your apartment to him.

When you reach the front door to your building, you open the door and still see Namjoon sitting there.

“Namjoon, go home. It’s raining cats and dogs out here, you’re going to get sick.”

“No, I told you I’m not leaving until you hear me out,” he mumbles without ever looking your way.

You end up agreeing to hear him out because you do still care for him and you don’t want him getting sick or struck by lightning so you lead him back into the building and into your apartment.

You let him shower and give him some clothes that he left at your place that you couldn’t find in you to throw away.

He joins you on the couch and the both of you sit in silence. You know you need to tell him about you leaving, but you did agree to hear him out, so you do.

“Well go on, talk.”

He explains everything--from his close bond with his family, to his past relationships. He even explains the Korean beauty standards that are so outdated that he hates, but that his parents still believe in.

You listen to him without interrupting and understand. You know that family is very important in South Korea, and you knew he cared about you since he had always made you feel loved despite your own insecurities, but having him break your heart because of these horrible norms...you couldn’t just forget that.

“I understand Namjoon. But look, this whole breakup made me realize some things about myself. When we got together, you only patched up the horrible feelings I had about myself. I was surprised by how quickly those negative feelings managed to come back to my head. I think I just need some time to myself to really learn to love me for who I am, despite what others think about me, and without the help of a man. I need to rely on myself for once,” you explain to him, too nervous to look him in the eyes.

“I understand. That sounds like a great idea. If that’s what you think is best for you, then you should definitely do that,” he agrees.

“With that being said,” you pause for a moment to gather your courage, “I’m leaving. I’m going back home, and then I’m going to travel around for a while.”

You finally look up to see Namjoon’s face and he looks shocked.

“Will you come back?”

“I don’t know…”

The both of you sit in silence for a while. After a few moments, Namjoon places his face in his hands, and sighs.

“Gosh, I’ve really done it this time,” he mumbles under his breath then looks back up at you with teary eyes, “I’ll miss you, but I know you think this is best for you. I’ll do some thinking of my own as well. Please unblock my number though, I promise I won’t call you unnecessarily, I just need to know that I’ll be able to reach you.”

“Thank you. I will, I promise,” you smile sadly at him, glad that he wasn’t giving you a hard time about leaving.

“Will I ever see you again?” he asks with hopeful eyes as he grabs your hand.

This time you allow him to hold your hand, just this once. Because you don’t know when you’ll feel his touch again.

“I hope so,” you whisper with teary eyes.

For the rest of the night, the both of you talk amongst yourselves, share some last kisses, despite your break-up, and fall asleep in each other's arms.

The next morning was your flight and Namjoon drove you to the airport, where you both bid your farewells.

“Until next time,” you whisper in his ear as he hugs you, his strong arms wound around your waist.

“Until next time,” he repeats, and leaves one last kiss to your cheek as you walk away from him.

This is for the best, you think to yourself as you walk to your terminal gate, refusing to look back.

To new beginnings.

REQUESTS ARE OPEN :D

Posted: 8/15/2021

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dracos-eternity · 3 years

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Dark Days-JJ Maybank x Reader Fluffy Smut

Anon Request- Can I get a JJ fluffy smut where he thinks you have a perfect life but he finally see's you have a breakdown and finds about your s*lf h*rm scars and just a bad past and then he opens up about his life, that you thought was perfect? Also, can reader be like pale, red hair, freckles, short, slightly chubby, and brown fucking eyes, what ginger has brown eyes? I'm just insecure about these things and I'd like some appreciation from him on it ig.

Summary-^^^^^^

Warnings-Fluff, Light soft smut, Mentions of self harm, Abusive family, A bit of body dysmorphia, Angst, Again fluffy sorta smutty J fic

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JJ smiled as he ran into the house, peering around every corner for his beautiful girlfriend, Y/n. Y/n was a brilliant girl, red hair falling past her shoulders and cradling her pale face in the most beautiful ways, her freckles dancing delicately around her features, JJ adored the way she looked, but what he really loved was her eyes, her beautiful brown eyes. He loved the way they lit up when he was around, the way the sparkled when she smiles, especially the way they held his when she said "I love you."

His heart faltered in its beats, dropping to the pit of his stomach when he heard small cries from the bedroom, quietly stepping over to the door. He pushed the open slightly, heart cracking into a thousand pieces at the sight, Y/n was sitting in the corner, knees to her chest. Her cries continued, unaware of the boy mere feet away, her head buried between her knees as she grips the blanket over her desperately. Her hair was messily hanging over her head, tank top riding up slightly and all lights were off. JJ heard a small vibration and looked up to see her phone on the other side of the room, he could assume she'd thrown it there from the new crack in the screen and the dent in the wall.

"Y/n?" He speaks quietly, slowly approaching the girl.

"J?" She rasps out, his heart breaks more at her voice, hours of crying evident.

"Baby, what's going on?" He walks over to the girl, eyes glassing over at the way she flinches from his touch.

"No, J, please, go." She whispers, never looking up.

"Hey, Y/n, I'm right here, please, talk to me." He grabs her hand, rubbing his thumb across the back of it as she looks up, the sight sending his world into a full stop. Her face is red and puffy, a cut in her lip, and her eyes, oh her gorgeous eyes, bruised and glassed over. Even then, JJ thought, she still looked like an angel, a broken one but an angel nonetheless.

"I'm sorry." The girl cried, diving into his embrace, arms wrapping around his torso tightly as her face rested in his shoulder, releasing small, heart-wrenching, sobs.

"Sorry, baby, what's wrong?" JJ pulls her close, holding her thighs as she settles into his lap.

"M'so sorry, J." She whispers, almost inaudibly, to the boy.

"For what, baby, please, talk to me." Fear courses through his veins as he holds her.

"I did something, I want to take it back, I do, really, but I can't." She sobs harder, gripping him tighter.

"Baby, you have to tell me what you did, I won't get mad, I promise." The boy swears, pulling away from the girl and looking into her eyes. Her hands fall to her lap, more tears slipping down her face. JJ looks down, pain and realization suffocating him as he notices faint marks in the dark.

"I tried, J, tried so hard, for you, all for you." She whimpers out, looking back at the boy and running her hand through hair frustratedly.

"Baby." His voice breaks, fingers tracing the scars. "Why, and what happened to your face, your beautiful face?" He lets a tear slip, leaning his forehead against hers.

"My mom." She says just above a whisper, not meeting his gaze.

"What'd she do, Love?" His tears fall, each of his hands on a side of her face, cupping it.

"Sh-sh-she hit me." She stutters out, her tears falling quicker as the words leave her lips.

"Where did these come from, baby?" JJ questions, laying his hand flat over her scars.

"M-me." She mumbles out, her body limping in defeat and shame.

"Baby, why wouldn't you come to me, I love you." He whispers, placing a kiss to her lips.

"Didn't think you'd get it, your life seems so perfect." She mumbles, leaning into his shoulder again.

"Baby, it's far from it, I thought yours was perfect. I go through the same things, all of the cuts and bruises, they're not all from fights with kooks, some of them are my dad." The blonde admits, lifting her head to look into her eyes. She throws her arms around his neck, hugging him tightly.

"M'so sorry, J, you don't deserve that." The ginger whispers, kissing his shoulder.

"Nor do you, love, now do you want to to tell me why you'd ruin your pretty skin?" He looks at her with wide, pleading eyes as she lets go of him.

"I don't deserve you, J."

"What, in the hell, are you talking about, baby girl? Your more than I'll ever deserve." He kisses her forehead, his fingers interlacing with hers.

"M'not pretty enough, or skinny enough, or tall enough, or," She trails off, voice cracking. "I'm not what you deserve, J."

"Baby, your gorgeous." He reassures her, kissing her knuckles.

"J, I have stretch marks, fucking stretch marks. I have scars, and omg! I have brown fucking eyes! I'm a red headed, brown eyed, freckled freak!" She complains, finally letting out her frustration.

"I think your eyes are absolutely amazing, your stretch marks are gorgeous to me, your scars are battle wounds and I'm glad your still here, your freckles are adorable and I fucking love your eyes, Y/n." He speaks calmly.

She leans forward, kissing his lips. There it began, the only way the two knew how to show their love, with their tongues tied together as shorts were discarded and underwear was moved so that he could fit inside her, heavy pants leaving their mouths. That's how they showed their appreciation for the other. Limbs tangled as they let small moans, light groans and heavy pants fall into the mouth of the other, falling apart in the arms of the other. Intertwining afterwards under the blankets, holding each other close. Small murmurs of I love you left under the shield of night.

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Masterlist!

I’m gonna try my best to keep up with this, but knowing how lazy I am, it won’t go well lol. But here it is! All of my writings so far! If a link doesn’t work/you know something is missing please let me know!

Almalexia

- Tribunal Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/633990954840473600/my-dude-hear-me-out-tribunal-hugcanons

- Tribunal Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634008432301719552/spare-a-crum-crum-for-the-deprived-%E0%B2%A5-%CA%96%E0%B2%A5

Ancano

- Ancano, Ondolemar being cold toward Reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635257060872912896/cold-acano-or-ondolemar-headcanons

- Ancano w/Mage S/O (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635157432800247808/acano-with-a-master-mage-db-headcanons-nsfw-if

- Ancano w/Selective Mute HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635805876243070976/selective-mute-db-x-acano

- Teldryn, Neloth, Ancano w/Dwemer/Snow Elf S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635180648958722048/so-i-always-wondered-what-my-mer-babys-would-do

- Teldryn, Talvas, Ancano w/Selective Mute after a bad day: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635902061019627520/selective-mute-db-x-tel-or-tal-and-acano-she

- Ancano Writing Prompt: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/645877255055228928/if-youre-taking-requests-may-i-have-a-small

Aryon

- Divayth Fyr, Aryon HC’s (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/638676802477473792/sfw-and-nsfw-headcanons-for-divayth-fyr-and-master

Ashur

- Ashur HC’s (SFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/638688418181840897/romance-headcanons-for-ashur-dear

Athis

- Athis, Brand-Shei, Erandur, Neloth, Ralis, Revyn, Teldryn Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634142177266663424/if-you-dont-write-for-some-of-them-thats-fine

Babette

- Babette being lifted: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634868026943127552/how-do-you-think-babette-would-react-to-being

Balgruuf

- Balgruuf Dadcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635275265319239680/omg-more-on-the-dad-balgruf-headcanons-them + https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635268071570997248/ooo-dad-headcanons-for-jarl-balgruf-him-just-like

- Balgruuf’s adopted kid S*lf H*rms: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635455534991130624/dad-balgruf-headcanons-for-a-depressed-or-slf

Brand-Shei

- Athis, Brand-Shei, Erandur, Neloth, Ralis, Revyn, Teldryn Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634142177266663424/if-you-dont-write-for-some-of-them-thats-fine

Camoran Aderan

- Camoran Aderan Caring and NSFW HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635808183812800512/vestige-x-king-camoran-headcanons-caring-or-and

- Camoran Aderan snuggling and kissing HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709640446623744/snuggle-and-maybe-kiss-drable-or-headcanon

Captain Veleth

- Captain Veleth Relationship & NSFW HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636955173311463424/db-x-captain-veleth-nsfw-or-sfw

Cicero

- Cicero w/Listener Reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636155649199357952/listener-dragonborn-x-cicero-headcanons

- “Pain of the Past” (Cicero X Reader): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/633081841751097344/pain-of-the-past-cicero-x-listenerreader

- Hug & Kiss Canons w/Cicero: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/645879302459736064/kiss-and-hugcanons-for-cicero-love-your-writing

Clavicus Vile

- Clavicus Vile HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634903512681152512/might-i-have-some-more-headcanons-of-lord-clavicus

- Clavicus Vile Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634802890229301248/c-clavicus-vile-hugcanons

- Clavicus Vile HC’s (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/639149617739628544/sfw-and-nsfw-headcanons-for-clavicus-vile

Darien Gautier

- Romance HC’s w/Darien: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/645883383880253440/romance-headcanons-for-darien-gautier

Divayth Fyr

- Divayth Fyr General HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635252514510569472/i-just-saw-your-headcanons-for-yagrum-bagarn-and-i

- Divayth Fyr Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637423297854832640/if-there-havent-already-been-some-divayth-fyr

- Divayth Fyr, Aryon HC’s (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/638676802477473792/sfw-and-nsfw-headcanons-for-divayth-fyr-and-master

- Divayth Fyr, Neloth w/Affectionate S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709541539692544/oh-my-god-why-why-must-you-do-this-now-i-have-a

- Divayth w/Sick/Hurt S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642239401912631296/yesss-someone-else-loves-the-old-wizards-as-much

Eno Hlaalu

- Eno Hlaalu Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637338926916485120/hugcanons-for-eno-hlaalu

- Eno Hlaalu HC’s (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637709739467358208/i-love-your-headcanons-glad-to-see-that

Enthir

- Enthir Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635462448229613568/bro-u-forgot-enthir-in-the-college-wheres-my

- Teldryn, Ralis, Enthir, Faendal, Neloth, Revyn Ear HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635454995708395521/can-i-get-uhhhhhhhhhhhhh-teldryn-seroralis

Erandur

- Athis, Brand-Shei, Erandur, Neloth, Ralis, Revyn, Teldryn Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634142177266663424/if-you-dont-write-for-some-of-them-thats-fine

- Erandur, Gelebor Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636531722978295808/if-hugcanons-are-still-a-thing-maybe-uhh-gelebor

Estormo

- Thalmor Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636538544140206080/thalmor-and-how-they-kiss-headcannons-estormo

Faendal

- Faendal Friendship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635269972468318208/friendship-headcanons-for-faendal-after-you-do-the

- Teldryn, Ralis, Enthir, Faendal, Neloth, Revyn Ear HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635454995708395521/can-i-get-uhhhhhhhhhhhhh-teldryn-seroralis

Falk Firebeard

- Falk Firebeard Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637328495043854336/any-thirst-headcanons-for-falk-firebeard-i-think

Farengar

- Farengar w/Smart DB (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635447452745498624/super-clever-db-x-fanenger-this-wizard-needs

- Farengar X Reader HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634967842095284224/okay-so-i-sorta-kinda-liked-farengar-for-a-while

Farkas

- Wolf Twins w/Pregnant Reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634817763679092737/literally-anything-you-got-with-the-companions

Fennorian

- Fennorian HC’s (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636993296561045504/fennorian-sfw-nsfw-headcanons-love-this

- Fennorian HC’s: how does he kiss, what does he like in vestige, vestige is a virgin, reaction on pregnancy (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637182434995322881/fennorian-headcanons-how-does-he-kiss-what-does

- Verandis, Fennorian, Gwendis Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636959870777753600/how-about-verandis-fennorian-and-gwendis

- Verandis, Fennorian w/Short S/O (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637517832942403584/any-headcanons-for-fennorian-or-verandis-with-a

- Fennorian Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637761928187543552/sorry-i-had-meant-an-nsfw-drabble-for-fenn

- Fennorian w/S/O with burn scars: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/640232850981109761/hiya-i-have-a-vestige-whos-face-and-body-are

Galmar Stone-Fist

- Galmar Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635274824236810240/i-have-returned-just-had-a-few-bad-days-and

- Galmar w/Chubby S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636157983274008576/can-i-get-galmar-with-a-overweight-partner-ive

- Galmar w/Pregnant S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635766011786870784/being-pregnant-with-galmar-stone-fists-baby

- Siddgeir, Galmar Stone-Fist w/Short S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637690035629686784/any-headcannons-for-a-short-im-talking-like

- Galmar, Siddgeir w/Pets: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637782820033642496/hiii-kevin-wants-me-to-read-him-about-galmar-with

Garan Marethi

- Vingalmo, Garan Marethi HCs (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/640698171356512256/sfw-and-nsfw-headcanons-for-vingalmo-and-garan

Gelebor

- Erandur, Gelebor Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636531722978295808/if-hugcanons-are-still-a-thing-maybe-uhh-gelebor

- Gelebor, Neloth, Ondolemar w/Recovering S*lf H*rmer: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635693312906575872/self-harming-db-recovery-linked-with-the-last

- Gelebor, Neloth, Ondolemar w/S*lf H*rming S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635355545325502464/i-dont-know-if-you-do-sensitive-topics-like-self

- Gelebor, Neloth, Teldryn, Ondolemar w/Pregnant S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635520230923403264/crazy-intelligent-db-is-pregnant-x-gelebor

- Gelebor, Neloth, Teldryn, Ondolemar w/Twins: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635695750872956929/crazy-intelligent-db-ends-up-having-twins-x

- Gelebor, Vyrthur HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637421318995935232/so-im-playing-dawnguard-dlc-right-i-may-or-may

- Gelebor Drabble: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636346869972451328/maybe-a-gelebor-x-reader-to-soothe-the-soul

- Gelebor NSFW HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636154617167822848/nsfw-headcanons-gelebor

Gwendis

- Verandis, Fennorian, Gwendis Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636959870777753600/how-about-verandis-fennorian-and-gwendis

Hadvar

- Ralof, Hadvar Friends to Lovers HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635269369602211840/friends-to-lovers-headcanons-for-ralof-and-hadvar

Hermaeus Mora

- Hermaeus Mora w/Grieving Reader: Part 1: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636536589644873729/may-i-order-a-uhhh-a-romantic-headcanons-and-or-a, Part 2: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637718793467101184/this-is-part-two-for-the-first-mora-with-grieving

- Hermaeus Mora w/Injured S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637427073368145920/okay-okay-im-the-anon-who-keeps-requesting

- Hermaeus Mora x reader HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634972814265499648/can-i-order-a-uuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhh-hermaeus-mora-x

- Hermaeus Mora HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637715880141340672/folds-hands-together-i-forget-if-i-sent

Hircine

Hircine Hug & Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709719967399936/recently-completed-hircines-quest-how-about

Inigo

- Inigo w/Secretly soft Reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634504448431046656/inigo-x-reader-in-which-reader-is-lorg-and-quiet

Jyggalag

- Jyggalag General & Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635181980632449024/any-headcanons-for-jyggalag-also-in-order-for

- Jyggalag Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636978929592369152/hugcanons-for-jyggy

- Sheogorath, Jygalaag Hug & Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641864685819461632/hug-and-kiss-canon-for-the-daedric-prince-of-chaos

Lucien Lachance

- Lucien Lachance, Vicente Valtieri w/Pregnant S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634870175858147328/oh-my-god-i-just-saw-the-pregnancies-stuff-how

- Vicente Valteri, Lucien Lachance Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709687432265728/kisscanons-for-vicente-valtieri-and-lucien

- Lucien Lachance, Vicente Valtieri w/S/O who doesn’t like sleeping alone: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642340828041396224/how-would-lucien-lachance-and-vicente-valtieri

Malacath

- Malacath Comforting Reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634736211405291520/1-if-you-ever-need-ideas-wanna-talk-about

Malborn

- Malborn Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637688221369761792/can-i-get-something-small-and-smutty-with-malborn

Mannimarco

- Mannimarco NSFW HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636345394696159232/nsfw-mannimarco-headcanons-please

Marcurio

- Marcurio First Kiss HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635271727956541440/oh-boy-ok-first-kiss-hcs-with-marcurio-hmhhng

- Marcurio Fluff & NSFW HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635267507395133440/soft-nsfw-and-fluffy-headcanons-for-marcurio

- Marcurio Heat HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635268385825079296/sfhzfhjdgh-can-i-get-that-heat-hc-but-with

- Marcurio w/Pregnant Reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636533907056164864/marcurio-x-pregnant-reader

Martin Septim

- Martin Septim Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636957597827792896/martin-septim-hugcanons

Naemon

- Naemon SFW HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637704132518707200/you-know-its-me-xd-i-need-some-sill-or-nae-bae

- Naemon w/Affectionate S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709612889997313/well-my-request-is-have-fun-with-it-up-to-you-i

Namira

- Namira General & Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635264571795456000/youve-been-doing-some-daedra-headcannons-so-how

Nazir

- Nazir General & Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635805024370491392/nazir-headcanons

Neloth

- Athis, Brand-Shei, Erandur, Neloth, Ralis, Revyn, Teldryn Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634142177266663424/if-you-dont-write-for-some-of-them-thats-fine

- Neloth Dadcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/628842293166817280/thinking-about-dadneloth-tonight

- “Poker” Neloth drabble: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/628062858110009344/poker-neloth-x-reader

- Neloth, Vivec w/D*ppressed S/O (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/639689084641705984/you-probably-know-who-it-is-can-i-have-nsfw

- Neloth Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709458694848512/maybe-some-neloth-hugcanons-if-youre-still-doing

- Divayth Fyr, Neloth w/Affectionate S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709541539692544/oh-my-god-why-why-must-you-do-this-now-i-have-a

- Neloth buying girl scout cookies for S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642239401912631296/yesss-someone-else-loves-the-old-wizards-as-much

- Neloth w/Sick&Injured S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/645880493297074176/could-this-one-get-some-neloth-x-injuredsick

Ondolemar

- Ancano, Ondolemar being cold toward Reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635257060872912896/cold-acano-or-ondolemar-headcanons

- Ondolemar HC’s (SFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/633554169471582208/ondolemar-x-reader-hcs

- Relaxing with Ondolemar: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/645884839513423872/i-want-some-cuddles-and-kisses-from-ondolemar-or

Parthurnaax

- Parthurnaax Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635270684105490432/oh-my-god-wait-relationship-headcanons-with

Ralis

- Athis, Brand-Shei, Erandur, Neloth, Ralis, Revyn, Teldryn Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634142177266663424/if-you-dont-write-for-some-of-them-thats-fine

- Teldryn, Ralis, Enthir, Faendal, Neloth, Revyn Ear HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635454995708395521/can-i-get-uhhhhhhhhhhhhh-teldryn-seroralis

Ralof

- Ralof, Hadvar Friends to Lovers HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635269369602211840/friends-to-lovers-headcanons-for-ralof-and-hadvar

Ravyn Imayrn

- Ravyn Imayn HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/640225873052729344/yo-can-i-get-some-nsfw-for-ravyn-imyan-thieves

Revyn Sadri

- Athis, Brand-Shei, Erandur, Neloth, Ralis, Revyn, Teldryn Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634142177266663424/if-you-dont-write-for-some-of-them-thats-fine

- Teldryn, Ralis, Enthir, Faendal, Neloth, Revyn Ear HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635454995708395521/can-i-get-uhhhhhhhhhhhhh-teldryn-seroralis

- Marrige Night Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709408433422337/its-taken-me-forever-to-choose-who-to-marry-on-my

Ronthil

- Ronthil Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/640690207676563456/yo-do-you-have-anything-for-ronthils-first-time

Sanguine

- Sanguine Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637424265856221184/sanguine-hugcanons

- Sanguine Romance & NSFW HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636971076932501504/sanguine-romance-and-nsfw-headcanons

- Sanguine Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/638687351602905089/could-i-perhaps-get-a-lil-smutty-drabble-w

- Sanguine & Sheogorath have a party: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642240418509193216/what-do-you-think-a-party-with-sheogorath-and

Sheogorath

- Sheogorath Coffee Shop AU: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634787270399049728/sheogorath-would-see-you-reading-a-coffee-shop-au

- Sheogorath Dadcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634733105639456768/appears-out-of-the-shadows-what-about-uncle

- Sheogorath Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634802332585082880/psst-sheogorath-hugcanons

- Sheogorath w/Pregnant reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637342488814813184/may-i-have-sheo-x-pregnant-reader

- Sheogorath Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637723357980327936/can-i-get-uhhhh-a-little-smutty-sheogorath-story

- Sheogorath, Jygalaag Hug & Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641864685819461632/hug-and-kiss-canon-for-the-daedric-prince-of-chaos

- Sanguine & Sheogorath have a party: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642240418509193216/what-do-you-think-a-party-with-sheogorath-and

Siddgeir

- Siddgeir, Gelebor being Smitten: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636157058153086976/helloo-i-was-wondering-whether-you-might-have

- Siddgeir Drabble: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637043373624246272/i-just-want-siddgeir-simp-content-i-dont-have

- Siddgeir, Galmar Stone-Fist w/Short S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637690035629686784/any-headcannons-for-a-short-im-talking-like

- Galmar, Siddgeir w/Pets: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637782820033642496/hiii-kevin-wants-me-to-read-him-about-galmar-with

Sotha Sil

- Vivec, Sotha Sil w/Pregnant S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634874137454788608/what-will-be-the-reaction-of-vivec-and-sotha-sil

- Sotha Sil Dadcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637781054781014016/sotha-adoptive-dad-of-the-vestige-sil

- Sotha Sil w/D*ppressed S/O (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637789201624104960/drabble-with-sotha-sill-and-depressed-vestige

- Tribunal Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/633990954840473600/my-dude-hear-me-out-tribunal-hugcanons

- Tribunal Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634008432301719552/spare-a-crum-crum-for-the-deprived-%E0%B2%A5-%CA%96%E0%B2%A5

- Sotha Sil Drabble (Implied D*ppresion): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/640227699461423104/sill-baby-or-vivec-baby-drabble-please-depressed

- Sotha Sil, Vivec w/Preg with Twins S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641864799182045185/drabble-with-vivec-and-sotha-sill-first-holding

Talvas

- Talvas x reader HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635158796729204736/omg-what-about-talvas-headcanons-poor-lad

- Teldryn, Talvas, Ancano w/Selective Mute after a bad day: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635902061019627520/selective-mute-db-x-tel-or-tal-and-acano-she

- Teldryn, Talvas w/Selective Mute S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635260134033162240/selective-mute-x-tel-or-tal-teldryn-or-talvas

Teldryn Sero

- Teldryn Sero Drabble “Ash”: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/627993910465167360/ash-teldryn-sero-x-reader

- Athis, Brand-Shei, Erandur, Neloth, Ralis, Revyn, Teldryn Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634142177266663424/if-you-dont-write-for-some-of-them-thats-fine

- Gelebor, Neloth, Teldryn, Ondolemar w/Pregnant S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635520230923403264/crazy-intelligent-db-is-pregnant-x-gelebor

- Gelebor, Neloth, Teldryn, Ondolemar w/Twins: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635695750872956929/crazy-intelligent-db-ends-up-having-twins-x

- Neloth, Teldryn Sero, Gelebor w/Pregnant S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635254968046272512/db-being-pregnant-and-is-to-terrified-to-tell

- Neloth, Teldryn w/Clumsy S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635462193371119616/what-about-a-clumsy-ldb-with-neloth-or-teldryn

- Neloth, Teldryn w/Workaholic DB (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635156319163367424/ok-at-thank-you-do-much-neloth-or-teldryn-x

- Ondolemar, Gelebor, Teldryn w/Touch-Starved S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635445449338306560/very-touch-starved-female-db-who-doesnt-know-how

- Teldryn, Neloth, Ancano w/Dwemer/Snow Elf S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635180648958722048/so-i-always-wondered-what-my-mer-babys-would-do

- Teldryn, Neloth, Gelebor w/Sensitive S/O (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635360623771942913/very-sensitive-mer-db-not-in-the-emotional

- Teldryn, Neloth Heat HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635262941352116224/nsfw-request-db-who-is-normally-not-like-um-overly

- Teldryn, Ondolemar, Neloth sharing a bath (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635710613363081216/db-x-tel-ol-or-neloth-sharing-a-bath-headcanons

- Teldryn, Ralis, Enthir, Faendal, Neloth, Revyn Ear HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635454995708395521/can-i-get-uhhhhhhhhhhhhh-teldryn-seroralis

- Teldryn, Talvas, Ancano w/Selective Mute after a bad day: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635902061019627520/selective-mute-db-x-tel-or-tal-and-acano-she

- Teldryn, Talvas w/Selective Mute S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635260134033162240/selective-mute-x-tel-or-tal-teldryn-or-talvas

- Teldryn Sero Dadcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634823165992992768/scrambles-out-of-air-vent-teldryn-sero-as-a-dad

- Teldryn Sero HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634276521010462720/rattles-tin-can-spare-headcanons-for-teldryn

- Teldryn Wedding Night Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642339932917186560/the-drabble-you-did-for-revyn-was-so-good-but

Tolfdir

- Tolfdir adopting Reader HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635463200905871361/tolfdir-adopts-you-asmr-hc

- Tolfdir adopting Reader HC’s (Part 2): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635463852292800512/college-of-winterhold-family-headcanons-where

Torvar

- Torvar HC’s (SFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/638679809212448768/maybe-some-headcanons-for-torvar-poor-fella-needs

Verandis Ravenwatch

- Verandis, Fennorian, Gwendis Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636959870777753600/how-about-verandis-fennorian-and-gwendis

- Verandis, Fennorian w/Short S/O (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637517832942403584/any-headcanons-for-fennorian-or-verandis-with-a

- Verandis Drabble (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637531665231675392/how-about-nsfw-story-for-verandis-please

Vicente Valtieri

- Lucien Lachance, Vicente Valtieri w/Pregnant S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634870175858147328/oh-my-god-i-just-saw-the-pregnancies-stuff-how

- Vicente Valteri, Lucien Lachance Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641709687432265728/kisscanons-for-vicente-valtieri-and-lucien

- Lucien Lachance, Vicente Valtieri w/S/O who doesn’t like sleeping alone: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642340828041396224/how-would-lucien-lachance-and-vicente-valtieri

Vilkas

- Wolf Twins w/Pregnant Reader: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634817763679092737/literally-anything-you-got-with-the-companions

Vingalmo

- Vingalmo, Garan Marethi HCs (SFW & NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/640698171356512256/sfw-and-nsfw-headcanons-for-vingalmo-and-garan

Vivec

- Vivec, Sotha Sil w/Pregnant S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634874137454788608/what-will-be-the-reaction-of-vivec-and-sotha-sil

- Vivec HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/638956221876076544/you-know-who-it-is-probably-vinecvehk-nsfw

- Tribunal Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/633990954840473600/my-dude-hear-me-out-tribunal-hugcanons

- Tribunal Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634008432301719552/spare-a-crum-crum-for-the-deprived-%E0%B2%A5-%CA%96%E0%B2%A5

- Neloth, Vivec w/D*ppressed S/O (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/639689084641705984/you-probably-know-who-it-is-can-i-have-nsfw

- Sotha Sil, Vivec w/Preg with Twins S/O: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/641864799182045185/drabble-with-vivec-and-sotha-sill-first-holding

Vyrthur

- Gelebor, Vyrthur HC’s (NSFW): https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637421318995935232/so-im-playing-dawnguard-dlc-right-i-may-or-may

- Vyrthur Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/640229009734729728/hugcanons-for-arch-curate-vyrthur

Whiterun Guard

- Whiterun Guard Relationship HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635271329584742401/ok-so-i-saw-this-one-wattpad-thing-with-a-whiterun

Yagrum Bagarn

- Yagrum Bagarn General HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635047140105830400/general-headcanons-for-yagrum-bagarn-last-living

College of Winterhold

- CoW Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/633990846160699392/what-about-college-of-winterhold-hugcanons

- CoW Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/635451945842278400/spare-any-college-of-winterhold-kissing-hcs

Follower HC’s

- Quest Follower HC’s: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/627999985362944001/quest-followers-headcanons

Grey-Mane Clan

- Grey-Mane Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637525273265504256/ooh-what-about-hugcanons-for-clan-greymane

Stormcloak

- Stormcloak Hugcanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/633968380797452288/i-just-found-the-hug-headcannons-post-of-yours-and

- Stormcloak Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/634008124160933888/heyyyyyy-since-hug-headcannons-turned-out-amazing

Thalmor

- Thalmor Kisscanons: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/636538544140206080/thalmor-and-how-they-kiss-headcannons-estormo

Personal Writing

- “The Accursed Tale of Ugo Tumn”: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/637590666040508416/the-accursed-tale-of-ugo-tumn

- “The Dreams of a Broken Man”: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642242803755319296/the-dreams-of-a-broken-man

- “Cold Nights, Warm Blankets”: https://datorchoe.tumblr.com/post/642343867931295744/cold-nights-warm-blankets

#dorc writes #masterlist

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Best Of Us

Chapter 11: I know

Summary: Being an Omega is hard, it could be so lonely. The hardships that you would sometimes feel seemed to much, always expected of things you could never fully reach. Always seen as a piece of meat to some, seen as weak and stupid. So you worked your ass off to finally work your dream job. And the world all changed when you met one of the bosses. And couldn't help but end up falling.

Paring: Rap Line X Fem!Chubby OmegaReader

Warning: A/O/B!VERS, mentions of sexual harassment, heats, ruts, knotting, breeding, angst, possessive behavior, more warnings will be added as needed.

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You slowly blinked your eyes, the burning feeling of the dryness making your eyes water as you clear your throat. The warmth of the hand laced with yours shifting making you look down, his veiny hand was gripping your chubby one it had a small smile curling onto your lips. Looking over, Yoongi's eyes were locked on his phone just like the image you had seen not that long ago. It had you squeezing his hand making him blink and look over at you, his brown eyes staring as a smile winds up onto his face as he brings your laced hands into his lap.

“We’re almost there, did you text Joonie Yoongi?” Hoseoks cuts your eye contact as you slowly blink at his voice, Yoongi doing the same. You clear your throat slightly as you peek at the mirror and see Hoseok's brown eyes scanning the road.

“No..I thought it would be a nice surprise for our boy.” Yoongi's words were stonic, and direct it had your Omega rolling showing her belly in your mind making you shake your head. Though you were most likely going to nest with Namjoon tonight, it didn't mean you should fully trust the three men. Your omega huffed and whined at the thought, wanting to fully submit and show trust with them tonight. Yet to you it was a test. A test to see what they were like outside of the glass walls, a test to see if you could get comfortable with them. It felt fast, yet your omega craved them. Sighing, you slowly remove your hand from Yoongis making the Alpha look at you as he watches you grab your phone. Pulling the old device in front of your face as you started to type.

Feeling eyes on the side of your head had you peeking over to see Yoongi staring at you, making you smile softly at him as you close your phone and grab his hand again. The gleam in his eye had your smiling making him lean forward and press a kiss against your cheek making your smile drop as your heart thump header and header as you felt his lips move away from your skin and his nose was pressing against your scent gland. A chill runs down your back, as your body goes completely relaxed, almost liquid as you feel his tongue slip and rub against it. The smell of your pressed out as he pulled away, a dazed look on his face that most likely resembled your own. Though as you followed him slightly when he moved it had him chuckling as his hand cupped your cheek.

“Feeling okay pup?” He wondered, making you nod as the car stopped making you jerk slightly forward, Yoonigs hand holding you in place as Hoseok shut the car off, the sound of the trunk popping open making you blink. As Yoongi got out your door opened, a bright smiling Hoseok had you unbuckling and step out, his arms wrapped around your waist. His minty smell wrapping around you yet the sweet smell of chocolate soothed you, had you melting into his side.

“What would you like to eat? I can make a mean ramen.” Hoseok mumbled against your hair, his lips pressing kiss after kiss to the crown of your head. It had you chuckling as you looked at his arm around your waist and then to the concret lot he had driven into.

“I mean ramen is delicious.”

“And doable in the microwave.” Yoongi mumbled, making you look to see a teasing smirk curling onto his lips as Hoseok let out a playful growl. It rumbled inside his chest and out, it had a giggle pushing past your lips as the three of you entered an elevator. Yoongi bends down , making you peek as you see a black screen, a blue line moving up and down as it suddenly says his name and the elevator starts. Your eyes blink slowly as you look at him then to Hoseok.

“Is that..is that facial recognition?” Your mumble makt the two nod as Hoseks hand slipped tighter around your waist, holding you closer to his side.

“Yeah we’re looking to put it in at work instead of the badges, but we wanted to test it out so we put it in our apartment building.” Hoseok shrugged as if it wasn't a big deal, though in high view you knew the technology was possible, and you knew that these men were some of the most powerful in Korea if not the world. So it shouldn't be a shock at how casual they were acting about it. But it did. And then it clicked, they owned this building too.

“Wait, you own this building?”

“Yeah, we own a lot of apartment buildings all over Korea outside of our company.” Yoongi mumbled as the doors slid open. There you were met with stone grey walls, and cream colors flooring. Walking through the elevator door you slipped out of your sneakers, your socks hitting the cold floor seeped into the fabric making you shiver as you slowly walk away from the men, a simplistic entry way from the elevators, shoe racks and a desk where you guess they there their keys and mail, which was confirmed when Hoseok threw his keys into a bowl which had made you jump. Walking further into the home the entryway curved into two sides making you look up at the ceiling, it was tall and ended into a point. It had you turning strapping back making the two older men chuckle as you tripped over your own feet. Turning around there was the kitchen, tall floor to ceiling cabinetry leading to balck stove and the two tall doors which were most likely the fridge. Looking to the counter across from it there was a deep silver sink, it was large and rounded out. Stepping further in you see a big L shaped grey couch in the center of the room, a large flat screen mounted on the wall across from it, and more glass walls on the other side. The sunset catching them, making a reflection bounce off and onto the TV. Walking further till your hand was against the soft couch you took a deep breath in. It was a heavy mix of all three.Head tuning you see a metal staircase, making you almost fall onto the couch to get a better look. Not before the hallway also caught your eyes.

“How fucking big is this place?” You mumble making Hosek and Yoongi laugh as you start to go down the hall, and an open door shows a bathroom, and then at the end of the hall there were double doors making the boys grab you. “Wha-”

“Nesting room for heats, it..it hasn't been deep cleared since Namjoon last one so it's pretty uh.not clean.”

“You guys have so much money and yet you haven't completely cleaned up his heat room..boys.” You mumble with a teasing smile as you step away from the door and then to the stairs. Hosek playfully growled at you as he brought you into his chest, his nose nuzzling into your neck making you giggle as the sound of a door upstairs opening had Hoseok's head pulling from your neck as the sweet smell of peaches and pears filled your senses.

“Y/n!” Namjoon calls out, making you pull and turn to see a bright dimpled face of your fellow Omega, he comes running down the stairs and launches himself past the couch into your arms. “What are you doing here? Why are you guys home early? Ah why do you have to smell like fresh baked cookies?” His rambled nose pressing into your scent glade, having your legs go jelly as your hand grips around his waist to stabilize yourself. His warm hands were running up and down your sides, till one slipped under your shirt making you flinch at the feeling of his warm somewhat rough skin touching your hip. The feeling had your body tense only for a second till you fell into his chest , his hand moving from your hip to your back, his thumb drawing circles into your skin as you let out a purr like sound.

“Ah kid you ask so many questions yet you didn't even give her a chance to respond.” Yoongi mumbled, chuckling as Namjoon pulled from you, your dazed look from being scented by the Omega had Hoseok cooing as you slightly stumbled against the couch. “Ah, Joon, look what you did.” Yoongi teased his hand placing itself on your lower back making you slowly blink over at him, not realizing how close he was you gasped slightly as your nose brushed his. Your eyes blinked slowly as you cleared your throat, trying to reground yourself, your omega fighting you slightly. “You here?” Yoongi asked, his hand pressed against your cheek making you blink and nod, his thumb rubbing against your cheekbone having your heart slowing, the heavy feeling in your mind lightening.

“Yeah.”

“Lost yourself for a second?”

“He was there and then just..” You trailed making Namjoon whine, your eyes looking over to him a sadden look had you holding your hand out as Yoongi's hand dropped from your cheek down to the base of your neck. Namjoon's hand laced with yours and your mind finally settled, you pulled him into making him giggle slightly as Yoongi's hand finally left your skin as you smiled up brightly at Namjoon.

“You handle omega drops really well.” Hoseok commented as Namjoon pulled away from you, there across from you Hoseok stood washing his hands, sleeves rolled up and a small smile on his face. His comment had you nodding as you smiled slightly.

“Uh yeah..my parents worked really hard to make sure I knew how to ground myself that way no one could take average of me..thought that wasn't a full drop.” You trailed off making the Alpha nod slowly as you felt Namjoon press a kiss to your cheek.

“Ah I see, well I'm glad you were given the tools..Joon why don't you take our pup and her overnight bag up to our room..make a nest for the night.” At his words namjoons eyes widened, dimples appearing on his face as he let out a chirp and grabbed your arm.

“Nest?” He mumbled making your eyes slightly widen as he forgot to grab the bag from Yoongi and started to pull you behind him up the stairs.

“Joonie, her bag.” Yoongi said, holding the duffle bag making Namjoon let out an embarrassed whine, the two of you already halfway up the stairs though you had stumbled slightly by the way he was pulling you. He let out a gumble and let go of your arm turning to you, giving you a gesture for you to stay making you slowly nod as you look down the stars and see Namjoon launch himself into Yoongi's arms and press a kiss to the man's lips making them shorter man stumble back. Your eyes met Hoseok as the two of you shared a similar look of wide eyes and a small smile, suddenly a hand was on your back pushing you forward making you stumble. “Careful, don't break her.”

“Sorry Hyung.” Namjoon said sheepishly, his hand moving to your arm down to your hand, lacing your fingers with his making you sigh at the warmth. Following as quickly as you could behind him, especially with the way he was moving. You couldn't even look around and see what the upstairs looked like till you were practically thrown into a bedroom, a large bed in the middle of it. The wooden posts went almost to the ceiling of the room, soft carpet on the floors and the sheets were grey. It looked intacing, especially when you took a deep breath in, the three scents mixing together made your head slightly spin as you let your omega do as she wanted. Throwing yourself onto the bed, you rolled slightly around a pillow ending up against your face as you let out a croon-like sound. It had Namjoon responding back as he jumped in next to you.

“Hi.” He mumbled, hand resting on the back of your head as you sat up, eyes looking around as you looked at Namjoon's head tilting slightly as he smiled brightly at you. He followed your movement, his heels touching the back of his thighs as he tilted his head to the opposite side your head was tilted. His hand touching the comforter, his finger twisting the fabric his lips parted, a small sound came out his throat making his eyes down cast his ear burning as you scoot forward slightly. The shift of the comforter below, bunching, had you pausing as your hand reached forward for his shirt. It was a basic white crew neck, the fabric between your fingers told the story of just how old it was, so soft and thin it had your omega puring. Your grip had Namjoon's hand falling on your wrist making you look up and smile at him softly.

“Nest?” You mumbled making his cheeks grow even more red then they were before, a chirp passing his lips as he suddenly launched himself at you making you fall back, yet the large mattress caught you completely. His weight soothes you as his nose presses against your scent gland again. Your eyes closed, hand falling into his hair, twist it at the ends as your nose moves down from his ear to his own scent gland. Though the sweet fruity smell was there, so was the minty fresh smell mixing with pine, his matting marks. Permanently mixing the three scent together when you got close enough, you knew the two Alphas down stars had similar mixed scent, but smelling the three up close had your toes curling. One of his hands trailed down your side, onto your thigh bringing it to wrap around his waist as you giggled when his tongue poked out and licked at your neck. “Joon!” You chuckle, pushing yourself from him then yanking his hair when he kept licking, it had his eyes looking up. They were dazed over, a dopey grin on his face, one that was probably similar to your own as he moved to brush his nose against your chin.

“Nest.” Rolling your eyes playfully you used your leg that was hooked over his waist and rolled him off of you, though trying to not get on top of him failed his hands grabbed you. Your nose landing into the column of his neck making you wince, the feeling of you being pressed down on him had insecurities filling you legs as you sat up and lifted yourself slightly off of his hips.

“Okay enough, let's start.” You mumbled moving off of his eyes wondering around, wondering how to start, how to go about. Not wanting to overstep any boundaries that the boys might have. Though Namjoon without hesitation dragged you to a wall, his hand pressing against the wall made a door slide open. Your mouth dropped open as you were pushed into the closest.

“Grab what you want.” You looked around the first section to your right was dress wear, suits and dress shirt and the same reflected on the left, but the further you walked in the more normal clothes you saw. The first thing you gravitated too was a large, overlay large sweater that was hung up. Your fingers touch it and you feel tingles as you reach to take it off the hanger, bringing the fabric to your nose you inhaled. Yoongi. It smelt just like Yoongi. You suddenly were taking off Namjoon's sweater you were wearing without a thought, yanking the hoodie over you, it wasn't tight in the slightest like Namjoons was. In fact it was even big on you.

You kept moving, not even noticing the wide eyes on Namjoon, his eye falling to his sweater on the ground, without hesitation he was picking it up and smelling it. Mimicking you by pulling it over his head. You scent wrapping around him as he watches you move to the other side, another sweater in hand, Hoseoks. Though the floor in the scenter caught you, blankets folded, piled against a counter. You heard instantly going to a muted grey and black one, the fabric similar yet different, it had tear welding up in your eyes as you brought it up to your nose. Smelling the three you look at Namjoon as the thought of the similar blanket in your room had you taking in a shaky breath.

“How did you know?” Your voice whispers, body curled against the warmth of him, his chin resting against the top of your head as his hand rubbed up and down your arm as you sniffled. The warm grey and black blanket wrapped around your body as you took in his smell, a frosty smell of roses spread across you, chillin your lungs. The smell, warm smell of your mother also wrapped its way around you, the two of you. Your question was still lingering in the air, though the soft movement of his chest had you looking up, his eyes already on you as he bashfully smiled down at you. “Dad?”

“I kinda..maybe went to a couple classes and they were really clear that we help with food and pack scent. So your mother and I scented this blanket and we'll do it every time you have a heat so when you come out of it you can ground yourself.” Your fathers words had your eyes burning as you mother walked in rice poage in her hand as you let out a chip and a sob at the same time. It had your mother rushing over, placing the bowl down as she took you from your fathers arms.

“What did you do?”

“I just told her how I knew how to help her out of the heat haze.” His words were quick as you take a breath in, a sniffle mixing with it as you pull back as your mother runs his hand down your sweat tangled hair. Your father eyes on you and you take a gasp in. “Pup? Why are you crying?”

“I dont know!” your voice cried out hands across the valley rubbing at your eyes, as you felt your mind shift and more of a submissive mode making you groan and whine. Taking a deep breath in the smell of the rice porridge makes your stomach turn, growling as you drop your hands and take the bowl from your father, tears still falling as you take a bite and chip in happiness as the food hits your empty stomach Your parents eyes look at each other as soothing, happy noises mixing with sniffles came from you.

“Maybe..maybe I should take a couple more classes.”

“Y/n, baby why are you crying?” Namjoons voice brought you back, his hand cupping your cheek as you sniffled and blink slowly at him.

“I don't know.” You mumble slowly making him nod as he looks at the blanket then to you.His thumb rubbing under your eyes as you let out another sniffle.

“I know it can be overwhelming, especially if you've never nested with..with people you're courting..people with a romantic bound...when you and Bambam nest you probably feel safe and calm.” You nod slowly as you fall against his chest, “But here it feels like a lot, but it also feels ten time more emotional. When I first nested with Hoseok and Yoongi it felt like a cloud nine...but it was mixed like a thunderstorm. It happened all at once. I remember the first time I nested, the first time I came out of the omega drop.”

“Yeah...it..it's draining.” You mumble making him nod as he kisses the top of his head, taking a breath in which had him pulling away, his nose brushing against yours as he smiles at you. “I'm sorry for crying.”

“Hey, no.” Namjoon mumbles, making your eyebrows rise, eyes widen as he chuckles softly. “No apologizing for being emotional, for being yourself. Feeling your emotions now is the best thing, trust me..now these sweaters and this blanket..anything else.

“All the blankets..do you..do you have a body pillow?”

“All the blankets.” He nodded, chuckling as he blinked and nodded once again, “I think we have two, let me look while you get started okay?” You nodded as he helped you move the things onto the bed as you climbed into the bed to the top and moved to the head of the bed, pushing the comforters off. The smell of the three blew up at you so fast it had you closing your eyes as you looked to see a smiling Namjoon. “I’ll be right back.” He said, making you nod as you move down the bed, the comforter bundling up at the end of the bed. You moved to the middle grabbing a blanket and rolled it up moving it to the side and another to the other side, and though the nest isnt covering the whole bed like it would in your room it still satisfied your needs. It was a circle shape. It had you nodding as you grabbed the pillow that was on the outside moving to build them piled up against the sides. While you were laying the black and grey blanket at the top the bedroom door opened making you freeze. “I found a body pillow, I also brought up a few more pillows from the nesting room downstairs, they're clean luckly.” Namjoons voice had your shoulders dropping as you looked over to see his slightly stumbling figure. It had you sitting up and he dropped onto the bed, his body getting up on the bed as your hand dragged him into the nest.

“I was thinking the body pillow would be curled at the end so that way we can lay anyway on here.” Your voice was quiet as he smiled brightly at you and nodded.

“I think that would work...do you want to push it out further for Yoongi and Hoseok?” His question had you freezing as you let out a whine, tears building up at the edges of your eyes as Namjoon grabbed your face and rubbed your nose against his. “It's okay, it's fine. This is a perfect nest as it is, I just wasn't sure if you'd be comfortable with them being on top of us.” His words had you nodding, sniffling as you took a deep breath in as you moved away as you started to press pillows higher at the head board. Namjoon eyes on you as he kneads at the blankets and pillows, shuffling around as his body is suddenly on top of you, making you giggle as his arms wrap around your waist.

“Joonie.” You giggle, the nickname slipping from your lips as you freeze suddenly as you feel Namjoon tighten his grip around you as he nuzzles into your neck.

“I like when you call me that.” He whispers, making head rushing up your neck and around your ears.

“Hush, and put these pillows over there.” You grumbled making him chuckle as he pulled away, the sight of more of their clothes also on top of the pillows he had brought in made you smile. “Bring me that hoodie.” You mumble making him grab a navy blue, taking in a breath it had your body shuttering. Hoseok. It smells strongly of him using it into a pillow, wrapping the pillow around it had you nodding. It had to be perfect.

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This was the biggest nest you had ever put together, and it had the most meaning. You and Namjoon were sitting across from one another, giggling at the different stories of school and life as Omegas. The room was filled with laughter and soft voices, his hand reaching for you; it was warm and slightly rough against yours. His eyes shining as you talked about Lisa and how much she had helped you through the transition, even when Bambam was brought it the mention of the omega only gave him a small smile.

“They sound wonderful, I'm glad you had them.” You nod slowly, eyes linger down at your interlocked hands as you give a squeeze.

“Yeah they did..they went with me for everything. From dances to my piano recitals...they are the best friends anyone could ask for.” You spoke, not a care in the world when you suddenly realized what you had said.

“You play piano?” You let out a shaky breath as you nod slowly, your hand moving side to side as you look up into his eyes. Curiosity mixing with wonder had your heart swooning, you felt safe.

“Yeah, my mom's job for the longest time was a music tutor, she specialized in piano and the violin..but the piano was my favorite.” Your words had him smiling brightly at you as you cleared your throat and shook your head with a small smile on your lips. “I haven't played in years now.”

“Why?” The one question had why you were here, the fear of losing them, having your chest tighten as you remember your mothers face when you had woken in the hospital bed. The way she slammed her hands against the piano keys when the melody she had put together for her and your dad started to leave the keys. It broke your heart. Shaking your head you rubbed your thumb against the back of his hand. “Not ready?” Nodding he let out a small breath, letting go of your hand as you looked up and watched as he lay down. His head turned to the side, neck on display, one knee in the air and the other spread out, nudging against your crossed legs, the sweater he had slipped back on and his shirt were raised and his tan belly was slightly on show. It had you omega cooning as you saw Namjoon freely putting himself into a vulnerable position in front of you, it showed he felt safe with you. He trusted you. He let his arm throw to the side as the other reached out for you, making you smile softly as you crawl next to him, your body slightly curled, even when you laid out next to him.

“I'm sorry.” You mumble when you see a slight flash of disspoment when he a eyou legs curl slightly into yourself. He shook his head as he turned to face you, his arm throwing itself over your side as you looked down at the sheet and blanket below the two of you.

“Why do you feel the need to apologize? Y/n I have an idea what you're thinking, we all do. Just because I showed you how valuable I can be cause I trust you doesn't mean you have to do the same. I just..I just really enjoy your company, I like the connection..and I wanted you to know I trust you.” He finished with a soft breath making you nod as you move forward and nudge you nose against his making his dimples show as he pulled you into his chest. “You’re fucking adorable.” Heat shot up your back as you let out an awkward laugh as your hand grabs his top and grip it in your hand.

The sound of a knock and door opening had your head snapping up as Namjoon suddenly pulled you back to him, a slightly growl grumbling up his chest that soon dropped into a whine when the smell of firewood mixing with a minty freshness swarmed around the room. Your eyes peek over to see Hoseok and Yoongi holding trays of food making you sit up though your body staying in the safety of the nest as Namjoon kisses your temple and slips out. His lips roughly pressing against Hoseoks making your eyes slightly widen at his roughness, he took the tray in Hoseok's hand and brought it over. A smile on his face as you took it and looked to see a bowl of ramen and a bowl of rice with a side of kimchi. Your stomach growled as you felt the bed shift, namjoon moving to sit across from you, his own pair of chopsticks in hand as he handed you a small bowl. A smile lifting on your cheeks as you picked up a scoop of noodles, placed them over the bowl and started to eat. They were chewie just how you liked your noodles. The warmth has you humming as you let a smile fall on your lips, looking over you see the tops of the Alphas head, both sitting on the floor as they share their own tray between the two. The two alphas respected your boundaries, even though it was their bed and their room. Their space. They still let you and Namjoon have your own space, your own time. Even though the two could use their Alpha tone to make you allow them into the nest you and Namjoon had built. They didn't.

As the four of you ate in silence, it had your body calming as you sat back and placed your chopsticks down. A small starfying huff had Namjoon look at you as you smiled at him. “Good?’

“Delicious, Hoseok made the noodles just right.” You mumble, the Alpha let out a playful hmm as he stood up and looked at you.

“Done?” looking at Namjoon the both of you do a curt nod, making Hoseok chuckle as he steps near the bed, eyes on you as you smiled and slightly nodded. His hand reaching into the nest to grab the tray as he did Yoongi took it from him.

“Change, get comfy baby.” Yoongi's words had Hoseok's shoulders drop, nodding as Yoongi slightly leans up to kiss him. The scene had you and Namjoon smiling, but you quickly dropped as you fell back, both of your knees up as your arms crossed over your chest, enjoying the full belly.

“Alpha took care of you well?” Hoseok asked, making Namjoon smile as he leaned over and kissed the Alpha. Hoseok's eyes look to you as you smile brightly, your hand reaching out to you making him smile as he gets onto the bed and his hand laced with yours. Not daring to enter the nest till you verbally allowed him in, he just watched you play with his finger as you brought the back of his hand to your lips, pressing a small kiss to the skin. He pulled back as he let out an embarrassed chuckle.

“After you and Yoongi change..join us?” You mumbled making Hoseok's eyes widen as he install nods. It was so fast, it had you giggling as he hurriedly moved to the closest. The moment has Namjoon spitting out a laugh as he looks down at you.

“Just made their day.”

“I know.”

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