I was worried I'd be unhappy seeing all the posts about the Pjo series since I'm currently not interested in it (despite reading the books). But I'm starting to realize I'm not actually that unhappy seeing the posts. I was just very pessmistic as the show was coming up and I got myself worked up over next to nothing. So even though I'm not watching the Pjo series, I'm not really upset seeing posts about it.
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Today is one of those days where I wanna sleep and never wake up.
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QUOTES THAT MADE ME LOVE SOLITAIRE:
"Do you think, that if we were happy for our entire lives, we would die feeling like we'd missed out on something?"
"Some people aren't meant for school," says Michael. "That doesn't mean they aren't meant for life."
A thousand thoughts at once. Michael Holden is nine hundred of them. The rest are self-hatred.
"Happiness is the price of profound thought."
I don't want people to be worried about me. There's nothing to worry about. I don't want people to try and understand why I'm the way I am, because I should be the first person to understand that. And I don't understand yet. I don't want people to interfere. I don't want people in my head, picking out this and that, permanently picking up the broken pieces of me.
"Maybe you are a manically depressed psychopath." I freeze, stunned, wanting to be sick. "Fine." I turn around and go into the house and shut the door.
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Before I even found you, I imagined losing you.
Lisa Taddeo, from Animal
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MOM I THOUGHT WE'RE A FUCKING TEAM? WHAT HAPPENED? I HATE YOU SO MUCH JUST KILL ME ALREADY
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Not optimistic not pessimistic but a secret third thing (realistic)
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If pessimism wasn't so close to reality, maybe I wouldn't be so negative.
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Memo: do not drink coffee. It makes me uselessly nervy, even trembly, and engenders baseless optimism about my powers of creation.
— Helen Garner, Yellow Notebook: Diaries Volume I 1978-1987 (The Text Publishing Company, May 3, 2022)
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