observant.

“Can you stop being overreacting?”

I am not overreacting; I am just observing. I see it through my eyes how your actions keep on changing little by little. You were deeply interested in my routine yesterday, so why are you not listening today? I am scared to ask; this is a story that I really don’t want the ending. I truly dislike it when I start to overthink, especially when you create a cold atmosphere without giving me anything to warm myself from your coldness. I feel like such a loser for believing your reasons, only to find out that at the end of the day, I am the one who is wrong based on your perspective when I am just observing you running away from me.

I keep meeting people who cannot understand me—my own feelings. I cannot avoid observing those around me because I hate the feeling of being neglected; the sensation that no one is interested in my stories. It’s as if no one wants to listen to me. Perhaps it’s my thoughts that are overreacting, not me; these thoughts that you cannot perceive through your senses because you are too focused on how I react to your obvious actions.

written by: iamanother.

Photo by: iSAW Company

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

Phantom Comic Ch.3

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Masterpost

I fucking hate how I react sometimes, i know im overreacting .

I know its a small matter that can be easily solved for you.

But not for me…

For me its losing myself over not having enough toilet paper .

For me it’s running out of hand sanitizer .

For me its my chinchilla making noise .

Its a small matter that I overreact to and its fucking killing me.

monkey king reborn

drew my favorite sun wukong alternate universe's. Not gonna lie, the golden headband got me trouble to draw...l also did not like how the clouds look like. I used DecoColor

I absolutely loathe my autistic overreactions to serious conversations because like, I know I'm in the wrong, but also this is causing me to meltdown and it's rapidly damaging my mental health

But also, you are not allowed to feel bad for the sin of... telling me you are uncomfortable or the heinous crime of... trying to set boundaries for your own mental well being

@lastseensixdaysago watching her doing all the things we talked about doing together with another girl feels so surreal.

A Quote From My OCs:

Saber: *crying* My- my phoooone! Hanayo: *demonic voice* WhAt DiD tHe PhOnE sAy To YoU?! Saber: It- it.... it diieed! Hanayo: *anger* Hanayo: *picks up Saber's phone, lifts it up into the air, and shatters it by slamming it on the ground* Saber: Saber: Hanayo.... Hanayo: Yes, my love? Saber: .... Hanayo: ...? Saber: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU-

i want to cry

Sometimes it feels like no matter what I do I just ruin my life in a different way.

Me?! upset over something small that will have no significance to me by next week?! …..

Yes.

Anger at Minor Injustices

I attend High School and the lines for lunch are incredibly long. No one has any sense to stay in any formation of a line near the lunch tray entrance. People will let 5 friends in front or behind them and not even bother to let them in the line, it's just a huddle of rude people.

If I call them out about it, the people I tell to not cut in front of me will just ignore and "talk shit" to my face.

I want to get violent, I want to grab that person by their hair and bang their forehead against the brick corners of the wall, to drop my backpack, and break their fingers under my sneakers. This is very much horrible of me I know. And I do eventually feel bad for wanting to lose control like that, to hurt another person. But in the heat of the moment I so desperately want these hooligans to touch me so can have the excuse of, "they touched me first"

In the moment of me remembering as I write this I feel so rage filled. I can't stop wanting to torment these bastards for what's at most minor rude interactions. I'm sure outside of my experience with such people they're decent to good people, but I can't seem to care. But I don't ever want to actually fight a person, no one deserves physical torture.

Do any other autistic people get this agitated about such interactions? I also get this mad when I see people litter. I've never acted on this though, and instead just stop talking to whoever did the action of they don't immediately correct themselves.

anybody: Bad thing is happening

me: Oh, I'm sorry.

anybody: It's not your fault.

me: I never suggested it was, you fucking idiot. ::shoves Merriam-Webster.com in their face::