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sparkledogboy · 4 months

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about jack ^w^

haiiii welcome 2 my blog ~ .*⊹ ࣪ ˖ ✧˖° 18+ ONLY

jack arcane // 2003 // he him it // scemo ftm t4t fag // autistic puppyfreak // switch + heavyy bottom leaning vers // otherkin // former interwebz exhibitionist gone mild(er) [quit onlyfanz after funding my top surgery Lolz]

3yrs 💉 + 1yrs 🔪

DNI: minors [srsly], cis het/‘pansexual’ men [chasers]

everyone else is ok :} all kinks and all trans ppl welcomed w open arms [paws] <3

~ kinks and stuff i like/rb under cut [including cws and tag navigation] ~

KINKS/CW:

♡ piss

♡ intox

♡ pup play [!!!]

♡ blood gutz n gore [occasional sh refs]

♡ knifeplay

♡ forcefem [NOT detrans tho but u can interact]

♡ sadomasochism/boys getting hurt ♡

navigation:

[some may overlap + all clickable in tags]

#txt: textposts [mostly nsft]

#nsft: self explanatory [textposts + imgs]

#t4t: also self explanatory [mostly nsft textposts + some sfw]

#mlm: gay shit/admiration of the male form

#aes: posts that match my aesthetic [mostly sfw]

#places: images of cool settings that speak to me [subset of #aes]

#pup: pup play content [textposts and imgs]

#intox: intox kink content [textposts + imgs of various substances including cigs and alcohol]

#violence: anything dark that makes me feel a little sick [may include blood, medical, weapons/knifeplay, minor sh]

#stars: cold/nostalgic/angelic/whimsical/religious aesthetic [subset of #aes]

#tats: imgs featuring tattoos

#mine: my posts [both textposts and imgs of me]

my other socials i dont use pretty much ever [but on which u can see me nakie] are u/machimango on reddit and @/deadeyedincubus on twitter [@/fagz1lla is my priv account but feel free to request both ill let u in if i know ur from here or can tell ur not a bot LOL]

i dont sext/trade nudes but i mite post lewdz here when i feel cutesy

proceed w caution & enjoy

#mine #about me #txt #nsft #t4t #places #pup #intox #stars #violence #mlm #tats #aes

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transfagcore · 1 year

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Fruity :p

#gay #gay aes #mlm #mlm aes #lgbt #collage #stickers #mine #transfagcore

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lgbtquiap-moodboards · 2 years

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could you do a punk trans mlm one? im grayromantic too if that helps

I hope you like it! Sources under the cut:

1 / 2 / 3

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roodle-things · 2 years

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Coach x Rooney aesthetic for anon, I hope you like it!!

#aes #aesthetic #requests #animal crossing #ac #animal crossing new horizons #acnh #ac coach #coach #rooney #ac rooney #coach x rooney #rooney x coach #lgbt #lgbt+#mlm

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opalickimcneme · 6 hours

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#bestfriends #bubblegum #towel #red #dirtypanties #ftm mlm #deeppapillon #aes #nick pulos #gothmodel

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themonsterundermystairs · 11 months

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skyrim mods for pride month!

these are some queer mods i use. if you know any others, please share!

1. LGBTQ Hold Banners & LGBTQ Pride Guard Armor Retexture

Technically twwo separate mods, but they work best together, since you will get the same pride flags for each hold. (links: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/58526 & https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/62402)

2. Queering Skyrim - The Children of Azura (Trans Lore) & Queering Skyrim - Blueflower Necklace & Queering Skyrim - Lavender Menace Necklace

These mods add amulets for wlw, mlm and trans pride. The trans one also adds a lot of lore, in the form of books and letters. (links: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/41145 & https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/27733 & https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/27079)

3. Simply Gay Letters

Adds a lot of gay letters. They reveal that quite a few characters are gay.

(Link: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/26423)

4. Gender Neutral Clothes

These mods make clothing gender neutral, meaning women can now wear pants and men can wear dresses.

(Links: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/47037 & https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/49898 & https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/53067 & https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/77468 & https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/34320)

5. Pride Capes

Allows you to make pride capes and give them to your followers or wear them yourself.

(Link: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/51876)

6. Handicapped Citizens- Mihail NPCs and Followers (SE-AE version) (''disabled'')

This mod adds NPCs with disabilities and at least one of them is gay.

(link: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/63235)

(Tip if you use it together with the pride guard armor:

1. go to [whatever your pride guard folder is]/textures/armor/stormcloaks.

2. Find the file stormcloakscuirasswhiterunf.dds and copy it.

3. then go to [whatever your handicapped citizens folder is]/Textures/Deepening Elements of Skyrim/Handicapped Citizens/Whiterun Guard.

4. Paste your pride armor and agree to replace old file. if you don’t do that, you will have one guard who wears vanilla whiterunarmor)

7. gore

a follower who will respect your nonbinary identity. you can give him top surgery scars.

(link: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/85298)

8. redcap

a riekling follower that just got a pride patch!

(link: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/73441)

9. Top Surgery Scars Overlay - SE

If you want your character to have top surgery scars, this is the mod for you.

(link: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/48654)

#skyrim #Skyrim mod #skyrim mods #lgbt #lgbtq #trans #gay #lesbian #bisexual #asexual #aromantic #disabilities #pride #pride month #gayming #redcap #skyrim gore #pride flags #happy pride month

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bengiyo · 10 months

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Step By Step: It makes sense to me.

We’re taking a break from our game this week, so it’s time to get into the Step By Step discourse. Much has been said about the pacing and the writing of this show. I want to write out some of my thoughts on the gay things that are going on and how I think they play into the themes. I’ll try building off my post from last night and expanding those thoughts.

Let me say that I am writing this from the perspective as a Black gay male in the Gulf Coast of the US. I’m writing from that perspective and primarily for that perspective.

The Frustration Is Intentional

I think one of the big themes of this show is about how people are not going to be able to have happiness if they can’t live their lives honestly with each other. Almost every couple is having problems of some sort in this show, and most of them are because of their inability to be direct and honest with each other about what’s going on. Pat gained clarity with the MLM Big Tall by telling him right off. He and Put can’t be together because neither of them can talk about how much they don’t fit anymore. Beam can’t be with Ae. Ae is always fussing with Khanun. Jaab and Jane can’t be together because they can’t talk about what’s going on between them. Pat and Jeng are struggling because Jeng is struggling.

I agree that these episodes have not felt triumphant, but it doesn’t feel like that’s what the show is going for right now. They had a false honeymoon phase. It almost feels like they’re hoping that the release in a year’s worth of sexual tension will fix all the other issues. However, the world is still pressing in. Ying saw this, too, and reminded Pat that he is the one who must be strong. It feels kinda cool to me that a romantic lead who’s the more femme written such that they must take total control of their destiny. Neither of these dudes are going to solve Pat’s problems.

Jeng is Broken

Jeng broke last week when he finally admitted what’s been going on with Pat to Jaab. Something I feel very strongly about is how little care is given to boys who mask well enough to pull of heteronormativity. They are suffering quietly, but we don’t care about their pain because they seem so put together or they’re unfun. Jeng has been nursing a crush on Pat for a year, and he was confronted with the revelation that Pat has only seen him as a coworker, has thought he was straight this entire time, and has explicitly said that Jeng is making him uncomfortable.

Jeng’s breakdown says he knows how tenuous his hold has been for a long time. We all noticed that he seemed off this week. He’s barely processing Pat’s confession. He’s throwing food to the ground. He’s not taking care at work. Instead of creating appropriate professional distance from them, he’s instead planning to promote Pat past his colleagues. Jeng is not paying attention.

Beyond his interest in Pat, the only thing he showed interest in this episode was continuing to bring food to the local homeless population. We learned in the first episode that he cares a lot about food waste, and we can tell that he clearly has cultivated a positive relationship with at least one unhoused community (See @wen-kexing-apologist post for more extensive thoughts about this).

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My good sis @shortpplfedup revived her Anatomy of a Scene series to talk about the final bed scene between Pat and Jeng to highlight how out of sync they are. We also have a great observation from @grapejuicegay about the parallels between the last bed scene with Put as well. I personally also like that Jeng is making a hot mess of things because I think we need to see competent people break sometimes. I like that Jeng is messing up here because he’s older than Pat. I like that Pat is recognizing that being an adult in a relationship is going to require him to also take charge in his relationships, and we get early signs of this with Jeng placing Pat higher than him on the bed, and also a specific linguistic slip that occurred during the car scene where Pat drops honorifics for Jeng (@chicademartinica).

My man is not well. I knew he was genuinely broken when he recoiled at Pat’s suggestion that the rest of the company was relying on him. This was one of his primary motivations for returning to the company in the first place, and he’s completely lost the thread of that because he just wants to be with Pat. I think Jeng will do better if he leaves the company and focuses on his humanitarian goals, and I am excited to see how the show faces that.

I Don’t Think the Romance Is the Goal

I do think that Pat and Jeng will get together. This is BL after all. However, like with Lovely Writer, I think the narrative goals are about how the societal systems around the romance complicate the romance and make it almost impossible. In Lovely Writer, it was the structures of BL production. In this show, it’s about the way corporate culture makes that impossible within the company.

I’ve been reading the posts where people are struggling with this show or frustrated with some of the decisions on the editing floor. Both @lurkingshan and @neuroticbookworm wrote about their feelings about the lack of emotional catharsis or the confusion around the pacing of the story. I see both perspectives and do genuinely share in these frustrations. However, much of my energy has been spent on how the side plots fit into this drama and what they reveal about the main couple as our vehicle through this story.

The Role of the Hets

I was chatting with @lurkingshan last night and I posited that Beam’s role in the story is to show what happens to the people who are cowardly in romance. I also just finished Coffee Prince, where I spent the entire time complaining to Shan about the messy hets in that show. @chicademartinica already did a good breakdown of this in her earlier post about how intentional Tee is being with these beats.

With Beam, he and Ae knew about the feelings that existed between them, but Beam never said anything or did anything with it. Ae may fuss with Khanun a lot, but he’s not afraid of her. He loves her. He is happy with the life they are building and he’s the one who fathered a child with her. Jeng and Put both failed to speak with Pat properly, and now he’s been forced to run away from them. Like Beam, they have been cowards in their relationship with him.

With Jaab and Jane, both are also an example of abject failure to discuss anything about their feelings for each other. Both are pining for the other and making life choices about the other without consulting the other. They keep meeting and clearly thinking about each other, but keep creating barriers between any kind of connection.

Chot is Everything

Chot. I will be writing an In Praise of… essay for Chat like I did for Framboise. We’ve talked about how Chot is an example of who Pat could be someday (@imminentinertia). I think it’s noteworthy that Chot mentioned that he and Krit have been struggling with the closet for eight years. Chot may be out and proud at work, but he’s closeted privately because his partner cannot share his life with him fully. I think it’s notable that it’s been eight years since SOTUS first aired, and Chot is a reminder that BL has a duty to the queers whose lives are packaged for mass entertainment in these stories.

I can’t find one of the posts right now, but I also agree that I think it would be satisfying for the story for Chot to take over Jeng’s role in the company. It felt extremely intentional to me that the Forge project was helmed by and starred almost exclusively gay/bi/femme men despite the funders and decision-makers having a weak understanding of BL and queerness itself. So many organizations rely on the emotional intelligence and availability of queer people to keep themselves running.

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I also feel like Tee wanted to do right by a character for Bruce this time. Many of us felt some kind of way about what happened to his character in Lovely Writer, and I like that he gets to be the first one to signal that the needle is moving a little bit. After eight difficult years, he and his partner are going to see his partner��s parents. Chot is a reminder that none of this stuff happens quickly. It’s been a year in the show for Jeng and Pat, but it’s been decades for some of us in the struggle for queer rights.

More than anything, I am glad that Pat has a queer friend who isn’t too much older than him to give him perspective. It’s imperative that we continue to show that queer people are rarely alone in their lives as adults. They’re finding their friends and community. We also take care of each other. Chot is not going to sit idly by and let the Baby Gay in the office flounder. He takes him under his wing at the expressed concern from Jeng.

Let’s Talk About Gay Sex

They showed Ben’s happy trail!!! I can’t believe it! We’ve come so far! These two can kiss!!

gif by @wanderlust-in-my-soul

I really love these two jumping into a physical relationship quickly only for it to end up not working for Pat. Chot warned him that he was looking down on Jeng’s feelings. Jeng has more feelings than just his attraction to Pat, and that’s going to be the struggle for the rest of this show. Pat needs to see the totality of Jeng, and these two need to figure out what they want for themselves.

I can’t wait to see what triumphant sex looks like for these two.

Well, that’s all I’ve got this week. I’m enjoying unpacking this and La Pluie with everyone right now. Keep posting! Keep chatting! Tag me if you write more stuff! Thank you for coming to my post.