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Gender Specific Micro-imagines
Female crush
Playing with her hair/hands idly while you two hang out and talk
Noticing how cute/dainty/elegant her feet are when you see her wearing strappy sandals or going barefoot
Catching her in a super giggly mood and seeing how cute and silly she is
(If you’re also a girl) going to the bathroom with her and asking her for a pad, and she makes sure you have, not just a pad, but any Midol/pain medicine you need, and brings you a chocolate bar at lunch.
Going to/spending the night at her house and seeing all her cute plushies and decorations in her room
Male Crush
Being able to talk a lot more sensitive/emotional stuff with him, and he doesn’t shut down or get uncomfortable.
Him noticing you trip and catching you by your arm/waist and pulling you close to his chest so you don’t fall
Helping him tie a necktie (and bonus points for imagining him in a nice suit)
Him teaching YOU how to tie a necktie. (With lots of hand holding)
Noticing little bits of stubble on his face that he missed the last time he shaved.
Gender Neutral Micro-Imagines
Cuddling and eating ice cream together on the couch while you watch a movie after a bad day
Watching as they walk into the sunlight and seeing how the sun brings out all the different shades in their eyes
Noticing that they talk to you all the time, and then when you’re not around or busy, they seem to talk to your friends more than they used to
(If you’re the same gender) both of you being comfortable enough to change clothes around each other.
Them noticing you getting overwhelmed/upset/anxious/annoyed and helping you get out of the situation, even if just for a few minutes, so you can breathe.
Singing cute songs together in the car
Sorry. My mind went blank on boy-specific things (even though I’m attracted to boys too…) feel free to add to this!
💕🐰 Bunny
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suiana · 9 months
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Hi hi sui darling!! Is it alright if I request a yan! Ex crush? Like darling used to have a crush on them and now eh they treat yan! Ex crush like the sibling that they never had :DD
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omg imagine the possibilities
yan ex crush who can't understand your sudden change in attitude. like what?? you used to be all over them, giving them the attention that they absolutely LOVE and ADORE and now you're treating them like a... brother?! how could you?!
he'd be so fucking pissed and would ignore you for a period of time LOL bro is a pissy little bitch 😂😂 anyways he wouldn't understand why you dropped all romantic feelings for him. he's handsome, smart and rich??? why???
yan ex crush who tries to get you to like him again. and if that doesn't work then he can always go back to base zero and start all over with you~ some accident inducing and memory loss will do the trick :3
and you'll be back to liking him all~ over~ again~
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countingdots-tc · 3 months
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TEACHER/STUDENT BOOK RECS
*if you want me to add a forbidden romance list, let me know*
𓃠 This is a list with links to books that have teacher/student, age gap, and experienced/less experienced themes that I have read! These are in order from most recommended to least recommended based on my opinion.
𓃠 This will be updated as I read more! Think something should be added to the list, then let me know!
𓃠 To find the Age Gap/TeacherxStudent Movie list, click on the link on my pinned post!
⭐️= highly recommend/changed my life
😇= no smut
🌶️=contains smut
💦=read to really get your rocks off
highlighted=warning
PROFESSOR/COACH BOOK LIST
The Unrequited by Saffron A. Kent-⭐️😇
ProfessorxStudent & mental health themes
Cute little poet embarrassingly falls for her grumpy professor. Beautiful slow burn and perfectly describes what it feels like to want someone and not feel enough for them. She is such a realistic female lead and reminds me a lot of y’all 😂. This is THE teacher crush community book. If you don’t read anything read this!!
The Professor by Invi Wright-⭐️🌶️
ProfessorxStudent
Cute romance by young, new, and self published author. Very relatable female lead. If you enjoyed The Unrequited, you will like this book for all of the same reasons. Quick and easy read, only 240. She isn’t perfect, she clumsy, and I wouldn’t even say she’s socially awkward, she just a normal college student in her early 20s. She’s a fun narrator. This author has a lot of potential and her writing will only get better.
Gabriel’s Inferno by Slyvain Reynard-⭐️😇
ProfessorxStudent
Such a good dark academia book. Beautifully written and actually has a movie adaptation. I would definitely recommend this if you want a realistic couple but a bit more serious. Characters have so much depth
Off Balance Series by Lucia Franco- 💦
CoachxStudent
Warning: female lead is age of consent NOT legal age.
If you want something really forbidden and fucked up, read this. If you want the MOST insane sex scenes, read this (MINORS STOP). I really don’t even want to add this series to this list but for the girls who wanna go there, have fun. I started this when I was still in high school, read the 3rd one as an adult, it’s not as easy to read now. Take that info as you please
Lessons In Sin by Pam Goodwin-🌶️
TeacherxStudent with 18 Y.O female lead
Troubled rich girl gets sent off to a catholic boarding school and falls for the asshole Dean of the school. Smut is pretty good, plot works. I’m not going to say it’s bad, I think whether or not it’s enjoyable depends on the person. It wasn’t bad, I just wasn’t obsessed. If you’re just trying to live vicariously through her (aren’t we all), then it works!
Teach Me by L. L. Ash-🌶️
ProfessorxStudent
Really good start, and I do mean GREAT start… I just feel like the sex scene came too soon (Ch. 9/32) and it threw me off but I also like SUPER slow burns. It’s still a good book. I enjoyed the male love interest, Professor Harlo. They’re cute together. Grump and Sunshine.
Dark Notes by Pam Goodwin-
TeacherxStudent & themes of abuse
Probably DNF-ing
AGE GAP BOOK LIST
Something In The Way Series by Jessica Hawkins-⭐️😇
Sister’s Boyfriend/Husband & “I saw him first”
Most beautiful romance series I’ve ever read, best written books by Jessica Hawkins. I recommend all of her other books. Lake is 16 when she first meets Manning but nothing sexual happens between them for another 3 books until she’s in her 20s. Beautiful slow burn with characters full of depth.
Sinner by Sierra Simone- ⭐️💦
Brother’s Best Friend & religious themes
Amazing character creation and mapping. These characters feel real! This book is about “teaching” a girl about sex before she becomes a nun. It’s not just a bang bang, hump hump book. It has heart and it really good. If you enjoy religious themed romance, you may enjoy Priest by Sierra Simone too. I didn’t 💀
Birthday Girl by Penelope Douglas- 💦
Ex’s Dad
Most popular forbidden romance so whatever you’ve heard about it, dump it. This might be the most tame book on this list. Pacing is good, well written main character. Insane amounts of smut but it doesn’t drive the story forward so feel free to skip it if you get tired.
Love Unexpected by Q. B. Tyler- 💦
Ex Stepdad & parent death
This book is HOT! However after the first few scenes, I got a bit tired of the smut. Well written enough female lead with a rushed ending. However if you just need something to read and not despise it, it’s good enough.
Strictly Off Limits by Jessica Hawkins-🌶️
Dad’s Best Friend
Jessica is my favorite author so I’m a bit biased but she definitely isn’t a smut writer. This novella would’ve been better without smut however it isn’t super present and doesn’t really drive the story forward so don’t feel like you’re missing anything if you skip the smut!
The Doctor by Nikki Sloane- 💦
Ex’s Dad
personally didn’t care for this book, smut starts off way too quick and I’m more of a slow burn girl. It is a novella however, it was still too quick. However! You may love it <3
𓃠 If I’m not reading fast enough for you and you want to see what I will be reading in the future here is my Amazon TBR, have at it!
𓃠 If you want to see a more organized bookshelf of what I’ve read, here is my Goodreads!
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lady-0f-sorrows · 1 year
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Could be us but he's married 😔
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thebelugawhalefriend · 4 months
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Yan!Teacher x Reader - Class Pet
CW: NSFW, Fem reader, Male Yandere, Drugging, Kidnapping, Dubcon
Note: Thanks to @yanderenightmare , I was inspired to write a little piece! Please welcome Mr. Florence! This yandere isn't as intense as others but I'll be sure to keep what we love most within him ^^
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Your teacher always had the softest spot for you. Not just your alluring physique or striking gaze, but that bubbly piece of sunshine that was just so excited to come in every day. Unlike highschool, this private class was all about teaching adults the arts. At first you weren't too excited, but the teacher was fun and hey! The class was pretty small and most people were too mature to be caring about high school level drama.
"Oh, not like that, sweetheart!" He quickly picked up the misused tool. Today was a special day, one on one with Mr. Florence. He would usually invite you to these private sessions to help you along with projects, "I know I say art can be done how you want, but usually we don't paint wet clay WITH paint..."
"Oh-" Your cheeks fluster with embarrassment, "I didn't even see the paint on it... Sorry, Mr. Florence..."
He could have sworn his pants grew a little tighter just seeing that sorry face of yours. If your eyes could only meet his, maybe you'd see that desire to ruin you.
"(Y/N), it's quite alright. You didn't know..." He takes a look at your rather stunning art piece, "You're already doing so wonderful, sweets. Look at that! Most people can't sculpt like that right off the bat."
"Really?" The way you perk up at his approval only drives him further into his heated lust. Is it just him or did the room get hotter?
"Yes really. You're a stunning artist, and I'm honored to have you participating in my classes." You couldn't help but notice the sweat that glistened under the florescent lighting. Pale white light isn't too flattering, but paired with that toned dark skin and deep brown eyes? Mr. Florence could honestly quit this hustle and work as a model. Paired with those long dreads pulled back to reveal that well shaped face... It's a wonder how he isn't even married.
"I... Wow, uh, thank you! But I wouldn't have gotten this far without an amazing teacher like you!" Your hand reaches to hold his, some instinct in his mind taking a second look over you. Compared to him, you were easy for the taking. Hopelessly trusting him. "Miss (Y/N), would you like to stop by my place this evening?"
You blink out of surprise, "Like a... Hangout?"
"Yeah. Just the two of us."
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It was well past dark when you finally made it to his home. An isolated, rural home down a gravel road. Damn, he can afford this kind of land as a private art teacher? Absolutely no way, he has to have some kind of main income bigger than that! Either that or this is inherited land, but even so... The tax on this would be crazy. Stepping out of the taxi, you wave goodbye and take the walk to his front door. And yet, it was already slightly ajar.
"Mr. Florence?" You give the door a soft knock anyways, only for the man himself to open it all the way. "Ah! There's that sweetheart! Please, when we're not in class, call me Kade."
Unlike his sharp and dapper appearance he usually held in class, he wore a well fitting band tee and baggy grey sweats. You couldn't really tell what band he was wearing considering you've never seen the album before, but it made you relieved that he dressed just as casually as you had.
"Come on in, sweetheart. Would you like anything to drink?"
"I'm okay-"
"Aw come on, I can treat you to something! When you're in my house, it should feel like home..."
"Well... Okay, maybe I'll have..." With your choice made known to him, Kade smiles wide and continues to make what you both want. The scent in the room was just about your favorite kind. Odd, considering you've never even told him what that would be. The music playing softly from his speaker in the living room was your favorite album- and is that pillow on his couch a texture you like? Usually people have all kinds of furnishings you don't really like touching... But you were quick to sit right on the couch and cuddle this wonderful feeling pillow. If you knew better, you'd think he was trying to keep you here...
"Loving the pillows? I made the pattern myself with the help of my brother." He beams, placing both of your drinks on the coffee table in front of you both. "Then I should be careful with it- I didn't mean to-" "Hey, it's alright! Accidents can happen... Besides, he'd love to know that his art is being appreciated. We can always make another pillow." His words always had a way of soothing you. Since his serving of your drink is small enough, you finish with barely any time taken.
"Want another, sweets?" He tilts his head, but you shake yours. "I already had my dinner before coming." A bold faced lie, but Kade seems to take it well. Even when your belly rumbles, he doesn't even seem to notice. Past that little smirk he gets when hearing it.
It isn't until a little while later that you grow tired. "I think I have to go, I'm getting a little..." Kade wraps an arm around your shoulder, pulling you into his chest. "It's not a good idea to leave in the dark tired, especially if you took a taxi here. We've been having a problem with violence towards women in those things..." You look up with a little fear in your eyes, "Really? Then you think I should call my family...?"
"No!" He stops himself in his tracks to correct his tone, "You don't have to. I'll let you stay here until you're all rested up."
Your smile returns once more as your eyes flutter close. Your last breaths of freedom drawn into long and soft whispers as you rest.
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Morning light peers through dark curtains, alerting your body to wake up. Yet, you found yourself unable to stretch. Behind you, your hands are bound by tight, rough string. Your neck adorns a little yellow collar, attached to the head of the bed by a loose orange rope. At the end stands your teacher, dreadlocks now let down to shadow his face.
"Mr. Florian...?"
"I told you last night, you can call me Kade..."
Oh, you get it now! This is a wet dream! Wet... Nightmare? Well, if this is the case, maybe you could break your chains with your mind! You turn your head to stare intensely at the loose rope holding the collar, but nothing budges. This does, however, draw a laugh from Kade. His eyes are gazing at you with pure adoration.
"You are just adorable, little pet. Do you honestly think staring at the rope will convince me to let you go?"
Kade approaches the foot of the bed, crawling onto it to approach your figure. It's only now you notice that you're reduced to a loose band tee and panties. In a desperate attempt, you try to twist your hands out of your bounds. Shit, this IS real!
"Now don't worry that pretty little head of yours..." The strapping young man shifts to get in between your legs, his hardened tent brushing against the thin fabric of your underwear. "I'll take care of you. My little class pet..."
One of his hands reaches to caress your face, to which you try your hardest to kick him off. "I-I never asked for this! I just wanted to..." He stops you with a soft kiss to your lips, adjusting to have you sitting on his lap. "Sweetheart," He pulls away to look into your eyes, "I know you wanted this. All along you have. How you look at me for all the praise I give you... How you doodle in my class little hearts and stars... Don't go back now that it's happening. Let me care for you."
Before you could utter a word, his lips met yours once again. Gentle yet giant hands work under your shirt to play at your braless breasts. So soft under his touch... No matter your size, he still manages to get his entire hand over your breast for both. Using his thumb to play at your nipples to elicit those sweet sounds from your throat. Your ever relaxing body tells him just how willing you'd be to please him.
"Good girl~" He coos into your ear after pulling away, moving his hips to tease your entrance with his bulge. The mixture of nipple play and grinding has you like putty in his hands. Half lidded eyes once full of fear now laced with lust for him. "K-kade..." You whimper. "What is it, sweetheart? You want to stop?"
That feverish head shaking tells him just what he knows. You want more. He's more than keen to please you, but teasing is just more fun. "Tell me what you want, little pet. I promise I can make it happen~"
"I... Please..."
"Use your big girl words. I know you're a grown woman."
"I-I want you..." You try to make it obvious with as few words as possible, the red of your face making it obvious how much this flusters you.
"Want me to... What?"
"I want you to... To fill me up...!"
"There we go! Was that so hard, sweets?" His teasing smile tells you just how much he enjoys embarrassing you, now slipping your panties to the side while lowering his sweats just enough to reveal his length. His cock throbbed hard with want for you, your eyes looking down with want and fear.
"Wait- Is that... Is that going to fit?"
"I'll take care of you well enough. You'll have to relax for me if you don't want to get hurt..." Kade knows well that it shouldn't do damage. It just boosted his pride to have you worried about it. He lifts you up by the waist and holds you over his size. "Just breathe for me. In and out. I don't want my favorite pet getting hurt now~"
Despite you being over him, Kade still clearly has the power. His grip on your waist kept you sliding onto his size. Halfway through, you whimper as tears prick your eyes. "Come on, sweetheart, I know you can take it all! You're a tough girl, aren't you?" His words try to inspire comfort, but it's clear this was stretching you to your limit. Even with your tears now spilling, Kade still pushes you on. Getting you to his hilt as you pant heavily.
"Aww, you're so cute... I knew you could do it." He pats your head and immediately starts thrusting into your tight hole. It was almost too tight for Kade, but he only found that to be wonderful. He could mould you into his perfect creation. Break your walls and mend them into his perfect cocksleeve. You're going to be his canvas, and he's the painter that won't leave a single spot unpainted.
As for you, your whimpers turned into cries. Not just of pain, but of pleasure. His length ensured every spot is cared for, while one of his fingers reached to find that elusive clit. When he did find it, his middle finger stayed careful to not roughly overstimulate it. Even so, your first orgasm came way before his just by this little affection.
His brown eyes glint with amusement, "Already done? How about another one for me, sweets?" Small cries turned louder as he kept this assault going on your poor pussy. It aches and trembles for him to stop, and yet he simply keeps going. His cool demeanor couldn't tell you if he was even close or just getting started.
Time and time again, you came and came for him. Three orgasms in, he was finally approaching his own. "Fuck-" He curses under his breath, now wrapping both arms around you to pump into you. "Stay like that for me- yeah, like that! You're such a good fucking girl~"
He closes his eyes tight and presses his lips into the skin of your neck, thrusts getting shorter and faster in-between each one. You try your hardest to mutter any words about him cumming inside, but it all falls out as senseless. With one last thrust, bursts of semen rope out of his cock and into your sweet womb. Coating all along the inside and dripping from your hole. A few little thrusts come right after, if only to ensure that all of his white batter successfully made it into your pussy.
"Ahh!~ Aww, fuck, yeah... Such a sweet girl... So tight and good for me... Little pet..." He leans up to kiss your forehead, looking into those eyes of yours. "This was way too good... I think I'll keep you here. Don't worry, you'll be the greatest pet~"
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iluv-m · 2 years
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Things I want to do with them😭😭
Holding hands and doing the thumb thing. Imagine in a crowded corridor.
Putting a blanket on them after he falls asleep or theyre putting a blanket on me.
Going out for late night drives while it's raining (imagine his hand on your thighs <3).
Hugging them from behind randomly.
Going out on late nights to go stargaze and theyre staring at you instead while you re looking at the stars.
Play fighting while laughing the entire time.
Going to an arcade and winning prizes for each other.
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yourmomxx · 6 months
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GIRL CRUSH
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❧ summary - you are in love with jj, but he only has eyes for someone else
❧warnings - signs of depression, disassociation and withdrawal, all the angst, unrequited feelings, this is written kind of abstract, I think?
❧word count - 4.7k
❧based on this request
songs ❧girl crush - harry styles ❧she - dodie ❧astronomy - conan gray
❧main masterlist
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“Because what’s worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?” ― James Patterson, The Angel Experiment
Kiara Carrera was the most beautiful girl you had ever seen.
It was a fact almost as certain as the continous circling of the earth around the sun.
She was captivating, really, and it was such a strong pull toward her it almost confused you.
Her hair was dark, curls silky and defined, in a way that yours could never be. You wished, sometimes, you had her tan skin, smooth and soft, the object of all desires. The way she walked was enchanting, floating just the right amount in her step and never too harsh. You could drown in the deep brown of her dark eyes, expression of empathy and compassion, sincere in a way you only wished you could be.
You were in love with Kiara Carrera, because who couldn’t be, with her angel voice, and her confident attitude, and the way she smelled of flowers, and beach, and the rising sun on the first summer day.
Kiara Carrera had once in your presence been compared to a descendant of the Greek goddess Aphrodite, which, in all honesty, you couldn’t do anything else than agree to. You would know, you were one of her best friends, you spent almost every waking minute with her and the rest of the pogues, and yet you never grew tired of the spark she had that made her glowing golden.
The amount of guys you’d had walking up to you, to ask for her or about her, and how could you blame them, you understood. But you turned them away.
You would like to say it was merely for Kiara’s gain, because you didn’t want one of those not-serious screwboys in her near, but it wasn’t, you weren’t considerate like that, another trait that she had you forward in.
But Kiara Carrera, beauty incarnate, the princess of pogues, living evidence of relations between the rich and the poor side of the island, had only eyes for one specific person herself. A boy that made her smile in a way that made her forget the entire world around her, and also shake her head in exasperation when he talked sometimes.
The lucky guy’s name was JJ Maybank, and he was her best friend, and, in a way, also yours.
JJ admired Kiara. In that way, he was no different to the other guys that kissed the blessed ground she walked on. He loved the way she paced around the room when she was contemplating hard, or the way the wind from over the sea blew a stray curl in her face.
JJ Maybank was more than his love for Kiara Carrera, though. JJ was kindness, and consideration, and he was the overcome of a terrible childhood, and he was the love he held for his friends.
In that way, you couldn’t blame Kiara for being infatuated him. Because who wouldn’t be? Thinking about it like that, they fit for each other perfectly, like two pieces of the same puzzle.
There was no space for you in-between. There never had been.
It had become a tradition for you and JJ to meet up in-between lessons to talk about the most mundane things, gossiping about annoying teachers and getting at least one intelligent conversation for the hour.
It was mostly JJ doing the talking, though, oftentimes. You didn’t mind. Letting JJ’s voice wash over you like the silent lullaby of the waves on a windy day had turned into a necessary comfort you couldn’t imagine to miss.
You hadn’t enjoyed school for a while now. There were too many people cramped up on too little space for your liking, and everyone wanted to talk about everything, and it demanded your concentration on things you found yourself not caring about or interested in.
But you met deadlines, and you delivered the grades, so that meant you were alright.
If the breaks you spent in-between classes leaning on your locker, talking to JJ - or mostly listening to him - were what made things worse or better, you didn’t know. And even if you had caught yourself glancing at his quickly moving lips for far too long than a friend should every once in a while, then you didn’t allow yourself to think about it.
The cheaply painted, red metal was cold against your cheek, as you did your best to not bend over and throw up that sickening feeling that’s been sitting heavy on your chest the entire day.
It was Thursday. Maybe. Might be Friday. You didn’t really remember it all that much anymore, it all was blurred. JJ was talking about a party he went to, where he met someone who told him something, that’s what your mind managed to register.
JJ didn’t enjoy spending time with you anymore. It was clear to you, clearer than freshly polished glass windows.
He hasn’t said it like that, of course.
JJ would never, he was too nice.
But you weren’t Kiara, and JJ would much rather spend time with her than with you. You knew that, it was not hard to tell.
All at once, JJ suddenly stopped his rambling mid-sentence.
You didn’t need to see the way he glanced over your shoulder as he suddenly stood taller, or hear the silk voice travel down the hallway, calling out his name, to realize who had shown up.
You recognized it in the change of his eyes when he looked at her.
Kiara swerved a younger student as she headed straight up to JJ, hugging him, and greeting you with the most blinding and sincere smile you’d ever seen someone wear.
She made it so easy to love her that you felt terrible about wanting to hate her.
Those thoughts were changed when she looped her arm around JJ’s and fixed his hair.
JJ’s hair didn’t need fixing, that’s what you thought. He was beautiful when his blond strands were tousled, boyish, and it added up with the mischievous glint that swam in his eyes.
You were being unfair now, you knew that, Kiara wasn’t the bad guy here, she’d merely pushed a strand of JJ’s hair aside as she talked to him.
JJ’s skin was surely burning at the spot where her skin had touched his.
You knew yours was.
JJ’s voice would be different as well, when he spoke to Kiara.
It was light, in a way that you knew you could never make him sound, because you had no way to make him feel free, and careless, and cared for, not in a way you used to, when he was still only friends with her and you were allowed to be selfish enough to keep him to yourself.
The sickening feeling spread again. From your chest, down to your stomach and in your throat, quite like the exact opposite of the warmth that seeing JJ once had given you, and you almost laughed at the irony if you weren’t in so much pain.
JJ waved his hand at you. “Hey man, see you later, I told Kie I’d walk her to class.” You blinked.
Kie. He liked to call her that. A nickname. He’d never given a nickname to you.
You nodded. “Yeah no, sure. See ya.”
JJ disappeared into the crowd, Kiara somewhere next to him.
All of a sudden, you didn’t know if the world had been this blurry the entire time.
The next time it happened, was at the beach.
You were walking next to JJ on your right side, Kiara was occupying your left. You were on your way together to John B’s cabin to meet him and Pope there, and had decided to take the long route next to the raging sea.
Wind was carrying the smell of salt in your direction, and JJ’s tanktop was tugged around all over his body.
In hindsight, you should have known. In hindsight, if you had spun the thought only a bit further, you would have known that there would not be a way for this to work.
JJ and Kiara were two forces pulling each other near, nothing that only possessed human strength could put itself between them, it was no use, not even to try.
“And I mean, the Carsons got this huge boat-”
JJ gestured around with his hands when he talked. You leaned slightly away as to not get in the way of his movements.
Kiara was focused on him when JJ spoke. Her body subconsciously drifted nearer.
You leaned slightly away so she wouldn’t bump into you.
JJ made a joke.
Kiara laughed.
She doubled over and leaned into JJ. Her hand found his arm as she slapped him playfully. JJ tucked his head down. Blushing, probably.
This time, the sickening feeling started in your stomach and chest already.
They were walking together now, right next to each other. Their joy-bounced steps carried them further than yours, weighed down by longing, and caring, and guilt, and you fell back.
The only thing you could do was follow their already vanishing footsteps in the sand.
When you arrived at the cabin, and Kiara and JJ greeted your friends a whole lot of feet before you did, John B raised his eyebrows at you, questioning.
You ignored his suspicious look.
Pope seemed to hold you just the tiniest bit closer when he hugged you.
The feeling spread out to your head.
The last time it happened was at a party.
One, that, in your defense, you did not even intend to show up to. It was a house party, which was unusual enough as it was, which pogue was there you could meet that had enough space in their house to throw a party and enough determination to clean it all up afterwards?
But, apparently, John Laren had moved new on the island, and wanted to make his presence known as of that event. Where middle-aged people brought casseroles, cupcakes or batches of brownies, eighteen year-olds threw massive parties with drugs and alcohol for everyone that was underage and younger.
As mentioned, you hadn't planned to go. In your current condition, a party was really the last thing on your mind.
Unfortunately for you, though, you had not calculated Pope Heyward into that idea.
That prick.
"Yes, I'm coming!"
You rushed to your front door, almost tumbling over that goddamn couch leg that you had wanted to rip off for years now, and quickly swung open the thick hardwood, before the person on the other side could get a chance to pound against it as if their life depended on it again.
"Geez!"
Before you were even able to realize who stood before you, Pope had already shoved you by the chest, and into the house again.
The door slammed close again.
“You are going to that party.”
Your mind wasn’t working right now.
“What are you- Hey, come back!”
But Pope had already made his way up the stairs. You turned and ran after him.
By the time you arrived on the upper floor, Pope was already standing in your room, ready to open the closet doors. You jumped forward and slammed then closed, guarding them with your arms spread like something sacred.
“Slow down,” you said. Pope rewarded you with an impatient look.
“What are you doing here?”
“You know what i’m doing here,” Pope shot back, no hesitation.
You withstood the urge to roll your eyes.
“I’m not going to John Stewart’s,” you clarified.
Pope did roll his eyes.
“His name is John Laren,” he corrected you. “John Stewart is on reality tv.”
He grabbed you by the shoulders, and easily maneuvered your non-resisting body to the edge of your bed.
“And you are going,” He stated. He pressed you into the mattress.
“Now sit down and be quiet, and let me pick out something for you to wear.”
Pope whirled around and ripped the closet doors open. He began rummaging though the different shirts and pants that were hung up inside.
“I don’t understand why you so desperately want me to go,” You said, swerving right to ditch an orange shirt that came flying at you just in time.
“Because,” Pope drew out the word slowly, as he concentrated on a black tank top in his hands, “you’re sulking.”
He walked over and thrusted the top into your grip.
“And when you’re sulking, I’m sulking,” he continued. “We’re twinning.”
“But we’re not-“ Pope raised a warning eyebrow. You raised your hands in defeat.
“Alright, alright.”
Pope patted your cheek.
“That’s my boy.”
A second of hesitation, but Pope sighed and the mattress dipped as he sat down next to you.
"Look, man," He started, hesitantly. "I like to think that you don't think I'm stupid."
You raised your eyebrows. Pope continued.
"And, considering I don't need glasses, unlike - some of us-" He took a deep breath.
"Man, I see the way you look at Kiara."
Your eyebrows shot up to your hairline.
The way you looked at- "What?" You stuttered out, not even trying to hide how baffled you were.
Pope shook his head. "My bad, I should have worded that differently. I mean the way you look at Kiara, when she is around JJ."
Oh.
Oh.
Ah.
Your body felt slow. This made way more sense.
You didn't even notice how you were slowly turning away to not have to look Pope in the eye.
"Hey, I'm sorry, I didn't-" Pope scoffed. More at himself than you, really.
"I know we have that rule. No pogue on pogue macking? But seriously, man, I should be the first person who knows what it feels like to be in love with their best friend. And honestly? I can't blame you."
You felt a comforting pressure on your shoulder when Pope placed his hand there.
"I want you to know I'm not judging you. Don't feel bad about ... what you're feeling. You know?"
You loudly breathed in, not even knowing what to say. What could there be to say?
Pope stood up again. His hand slid off your shoulder slowly. He didn't hold your silence against you. You silently thanked him for it.
"Look, that's the whole reason I want you to go to this party. You need to loosen up a little, drink away your thoughts, get some groove in."
Pope demonstrated his words by shaking his whole body from one side to another like a dancing snake.
The corners of your mouth cracked into a smile at that. Pope saw it as a win, turned back to your closet again, grinning.
You sighed, suddenly reminded of why he was here in the first place.
"What would I even be doing there?"
Pope shrugged, still rummaging through all your clothes, not caring about any mess. "Go out. Have fun. Have some drinks. Have some boys, have some girls, whatever you're feeling tonight."
You ignored him. "Are JJ and Kiara going to be there?"
"No," Pope answered shortly and pulled out cargo pants from the closet. "They both have plans."
"Together?"
Pope threw the pants at you. "Here you go. Put it on, fifteen minutes, downstairs." He waved himself off. "Actually ten, you're not a teenage girl. Let's go!"
And just like that, he was out the door. You regarded the clothes in your hands skeptically, the black tank top and dark green cargo pants, and couldn't help but notice, how Pope had not answered your question.
Jason Lawrence was a Pogue, whose lifestyle drifted more toward the direction of Kook. There had been a few of them over time, the line between too poor and too rich wavering, and they were trapezing on it.
Whether John Lance invited all entirety of the cut to show off, or to really just throw himself a good old welcome party, remained unclear.
In all honesty, you didn't really care that much. The only reason you were here was because of Pope, and the second he dared to take his eyes off you for more than five minutes, you would be gone like the wind.
Multicolored lights flashed over the ceiling like the spotlights in a club. Most people that were running around with red solo cups in their hands, you recognized - from bonfires or other house parties.
In a way, the entire cut was just like a really big neighbourhood.
Your eyes searched over the crowd of people, desperately looking for a quiet space next to a wall, hopefully, and you politely denied a blond girl with just the necessary amount of covering-up clothing, when she offered you a drink.
"Come on, man, at least pretend like you're having fun!"
Pope appeared next to you out of the blue, and if the loud music hadn't swallowed his equally yelled words, you would have flinched.
You shot your friend a grim look.
"That would be lying, and I don't like lying."
A sharp pain erupted in your chest when Pope stabbed his finger right above your sternum.
"See, I know that's a lie," He said. "Because I know you like lying, I saw you lying often, so what you just said -" He raised his poking finger, "-'t was a lie."
You leaned closer to him and furrowed your eyebrows.
"Dude, are you drunk already?" You asked loudly.
"We've barely been here for half an hour!"
Pope shrugged, shoulders and hips moving to the rhythm in a way that was definitely not correct by beat.
"Chester from the mini bar did a mix for me!" He explained, hand shooting out to point you in the direction where he had come from.
You raised your eyebrows. Chester from the mini bar might have mixed Pope's stuff a bit too well. That lightweight couldn't hold his own on a normal day with a beer.
You smelled the cup in his hand and couldn't fight off the way your face twisted in disgust.
"Dude, what is in there?" You took the cup out of Pope's hand, which was relatively easy, he wasn't all there with his hand anyways.
Pope drew his eyebrows together and pulled his lips into a pout.
"I was drinking that," He complained. You shook your finger in front of his face.
"I think you've had enough, honestly."
"Give that-" Pope burst forward and grabbed for your hand holding the drink, but you pulled it out of his reach just at the right time and raised your hand in the air the highest you could.
Additionally, you raised yourself on the tips of your toes.
Pope tried to stretch himself, but it didn't budge, so he shorthandedly pressed his thumb into the crook of your elbow hard, forcing you to bend your arm down.
Your friend let out a victorious laugh as he reached for the cup that was now almost on eye-level with him, when you made a not thought-through decision on the spot, raised the cup to your lips and downed its contents in one sip.
The liquid went down your throat like cold fire.
Your entire inside squirmed, and your face twisted into a grimace of pure disgust.
"Hey!" Pope threw his hands in the air.
"You're drinking, man! You're having funnnn!"
You wouldn't have put it like that, maybe. But when Pope grabbed you by the wrist and pulled you with him, through the crowds of people and to the shining neon letters that said MINI BAR, you just followed him.
You were having fun. It was almost an hour later, or maybe two, might have just been a half, you didn't really know. Or care.
The solo cup you were sipping held your fourth drink tonight, or your sixth, or your third, you had absolutely no idea.
All you knew was that it burned in your throat like any good liquor should, and that it made you feel good in a way you hadn't felt for weeks now.
The way you weren't quite in full control of your limbs was a side effect you chose to ignore.
The air was vibrating. All colors were more saturated than the first time you came in, they flickered behind your eyelids even when you weren't looking.
Hot bodies of multiple people crowded together, somewhere a table was playing beer pong, while the music roared through your blood stream and pushed arenaline with it.
It felt good. You felt good.
Why hadn't you done this much sooner, Pope was right. And alcohol was great. Like, actually.
The tunes drew you in. Masses of people, it felt, were moving in the same way, all together.
You closed your eyes, and just let it go.
No thinking about the right way to move your lips, the sweat slowly dripping down the back of your neck, or how the alcohol in the cup wasn't quenching your thirst, just worsening it.
It didn't matter. It was as if the music had manifested itself physically, and was moving all of your senses totally on its own.
You felt light, a feeling you had missed over the last few months.
Your chest was free, you could breathe.
The air was full of euphoria, it tasted of glee.
Suddenly, there was a sound that stood out, something that didn't fit the atmosphere.
You blinked your eyes open just the slightest bit.
There, just a few feet away from you, you made out a familiar arrangement of blond strands - some dark, others lightened by the burning sun out on the waves of the sea.
It was a magnetic pull, you couldn't do anything against it if you wanted to. You hadn't really been in posession of your own body since you had taken that drink from Pope.
"JJ!" You heard yourself call out.
Your friend turned around to you, and God, his eyes were beautiful. The string of colorful lights was perfectly illuminating the small streak of skin that was laid free beneath the unbuttoned top of his shirt, a brown one, lazily tucked into casual jeans.
He looked good.
And would you love to blame that thought on your currently dosed state.
So you did.
Your hand slapped on the place of his shoulder, just where his neck met his chest.
"What are you doing here?" You asked, loudly to overcome the sound of the music. "Thought you had plans."
JJ grinned. You mimicked it. Pope had once told you about the mirroring statistic with people one liked. You thought it was bullshit.
"Made a last minute change!" JJ yelled back, and even in your current condition you noticed how his gaze flickered, searching for something that wasn't you in the crowd of people.
"Me and Kie made a stop here before ending our date!"
You blinked.
“Huh?”
You were quite sure JJ repeated his same answer to you. But you didn’t really know, because your ears felt stuffed.
Me and Kie made a stop before ending our date.
Me and Kie. Our date.
You stumbled back.
John B had dunked your head in cold water once to sober you up. This was worse.
Your chest felt heavy, pressed together in a camp handle.
Your hand dropped from JJ's shoulder. He didn't notice. His eyes kept scanning the crowd.
You backed away. You needed space, just some way for your chest to expand and let air into your lungs.
Your back hit another wall of bodies. Everything was so tight around you.
The air didn't feel euphoric anymore, it felt stuffed, and thin, and heavy.
You needed to get out of here.
Stumbling, tumbling and tripping, eyes always focused downwards, you pushed past one person after the other.
You didn't know where you exactly were going, but when you reached a wall, there had to be a door somewhere too, right?
You got lucky. A tall boy was pushed into you and made you almost fall over, but the way you leaned into a different direction drew your attention to a large gate not too far away.
You gathered your last bit of lasting strength in your legs and pushed yourself out of the house, out of the stuffed room, into the cold air of the night, and the smell of sea salt rather than the salt of sweat.
You left the lights behind you. You just kept going. You needed to get some distance between you and that house.
You ran until you reached the shore; quite literally.
The hard wood of the dock creaked under every step you took further out, until you reached the ending.
Tied down ships were softly tuckering on the wooden stakes.
Rather laboriously, you leaned down to sit on the edge of the not fenced trail. You brushed some dirt off your palms, and hugged your knees to your chest.
Almost every last drop of drunkness you had felt just a few minutes earlier, had vanished.
There were no chattering voices around you, nor the hard bass of a remixed 2000's pop song. Just the small, almost not there, rush of the rustling waves.
An occasional drop signified fish swimming to the surface and diving down again.
Some frogs were quacking in the tall blades of grass.
You pressed your knees closer to your body.
Through your lungs, you inhaled the warm summer air. It would soon be morning.
Something directed your thoughts to the song 'Memory' from Cats.
"And soon it will be morning".
The background noise around you didn't change.
You hated how weary you felt, how heavy your heart. From one sentence, how your night was taken in one's hand, and crushed right in-between his fingers, without him even realizing the splinters digging into his palms.
You hated how much power you had given him over you, a man, a boy, who had no interest in you besides the one of a good friend, which was fine, you should be fine with that.
But for some reason, you weren't, in the same way that you weren't altruistic, and not a girl with dark hair and curls and tan skin, the way that you just weren't Kiara Carrera.
Who were you to blame JJ for the way you couldn't grow up and grow out of your feelings.
"Touch me, it's so easy to leave me".
A soft creak behind you caught your attention.
You didn't turn around.
There was no danger to be expected from the people on the Cut. Not that you knew of.
You told yourself that was the reason you stayed.
Not the fact that you didn't care, if the approaching footsteps were danger or not.
A body, clad in a dark brown shirt and jeans plopped down a few feet to your right.
You almost retched when the smell of distinct perfume reached your nose.
"What happened, man?" JJ asked loudly. "You just ... left, back there. We didn't know where you were." He chuckled. You could hear it in his voice, the way he was still rest-drunk. "Thought you found yourself a nice lady and decided we weren't enough fun, if you know what I mean."
You stayed silent.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw JJ looking at your side.
You heard him sigh.
"Man, I'm serious. If something's wrong, you can talk to me. I'm always there for you, you know that."
You bit the inside of your cheek.
Was it fair to let him fidget, like a fish on a rod? As far as you knew, JJ hadn't done anything wrong, not actively.
You stared out the sea.
"I don't like you with Kiara." Your voice was raw and rough. You slightly cleared your throat.
The light breeze made the reeds rustle in a whisper.
JJ sighed and rubbed a hand over his face frantically.
"I know, man," He murmured. "No pogue on pogue macking, I get it. I broke the rule."
You hummed. Behind the horizon, the sky colored brighter.
"Maybe it's that, yeah." You still didn't turn your head.
The night ended and greeted the day, the blood rushing through your ears drowning out any other noise around you.
You pushed down the shiver that threatened to shake your body when the wind picked up.
“But maybe it’s just because I am so terrifyingly in love with you.”
Behind the reeds and over the smooth water, the sun rose slowly above the Banks, a burning orange flare of light.
“I believe in love and lust and sex and romance. I don't want everything to add up to some perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion and heat and sweat and madness. I want valenties and cupids and all of that crap. I WANT IT ALL” ― Barbra Streisand
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lyomeii · 9 months
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imagine your fav! pt ii
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“I love you.”
“…oh.”
this wasn’t going the way he wanted, after all, despite the little hope he had that you would accept his feelings and embrace him…he knew the high chances of you rejecting him. but he had to tried it, right?
the two of you stayed in completely silence for a while, only hearing the others at the party at the backyard while both of you are standing in the front of the house. the lack of words is killing you, making you sweating and think of numerous possibilities to go back to the party to pretend this never happened.
“I don’t think I’m capable of dating anyone right now….” you fail to avoid eye contact with him, you are standing too closer of him and he even holding hands with you. “I never had interest on someone and I don’t think I will for a while, if you get me.”
ouch. this probably will hurt him for the rest of the party, but still, why is he smiling like that? like you didn’t reject his feelings for you a few seconds ago? oh. that idiot is going to have feelings for you for a while more. that’s typical of him and always will.
“it’s okay.” he smiles as he pulls you closer to hug you. “I’m just happy that you told me the true, [name].” his touch continues to make you feel anxious despite the many times he hugged or touch your skin. “let’s go back to the party before notice our absence, okay?”
he took you back to the party, his hand still holdings yours in the way and caress it many times, after all, he knows that he won’t be able to feel your soft skin against him anymore. suddenly, he stops in front of the entrance and turn around to face you with a gentle smile, the very same one he always gives you.
“I want be closer with you, [name].” he blushes. “I know that you see yourself as someone unworthy of love from others and unattractive, but you are wrong. You deserve the very best treatment and you got the cutest smile I’ve seen before.”
it’s a little too dark, but he probably notices how awkward you are with his words, however, he keeps going with his spreech.
“that’s why I ask you to stick around, we aren’t lover or anything, but you are very important to me, understand?”
you nodded, quite impressed with what he just said, no one ever spoken to you like this before, but at the same time, you promised yourself to never speak with him again once high school ends.
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iamthejinyouarethejin · 9 months
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imagine him giving you this really big hug after not seeing you for a while. he’s shaking a little, he’s missed you so much. he’s definitely gotten taller since you last saw him, but he’s still a big softie to you. his grip is tight around your waist, you’d never expected him to hold you like this.
“you’re suffocating me.” you choke out.
“s-sorry,” he grins and scratches the back of his neck as he backs away.
“well, i missed you too.”
he’s blushin’ now, admiring how much you’ve changed since he last saw you.
in his mind he knows you are perfect for him.
he knows you are the girl he‘s gonna marry.
no doubt about it.
it hasn't happened yet, but he knows.
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burningwithdesire · 6 months
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malereadermaniac · 4 months
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Taylor Swift lyrics with Your Crush p.2
Male reader / Male crush
Requested but Tumblr deleted the ask 😭
Helooo! Just wanna mention that while I do look at my ask box frequently, chances are requests won't be done unless I really like the idea - sorry!
So yeah that's also why this took forever to be made.
fyi each lyric is a different scenario, they aren't linked
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"Please don't be in love with someone else, please dont have somebody waitin' on you" ~ Enchanted
He was in love with you, (y/c) couldn't deny that anymore, but he was DEEP in the closet
After spending those whole 24h together, it only strengthened his feelings for you
He knew you must like him too after what the two of you did, but during the HUGE amount of talking you two did after having sex (y/c) mentioned his fear or coming out
Now, he's constantly stressed at the idea of you falling for another guy while you wait for (y/c)
He spends nights on end worrying about it, more than he worries about coming out in general
"Oh i remeber you driving to my house in the middle of the night, im the one who makes you laugh even when you're 'bout to cry" ~ You Belong with Me
Not to sound like a pick-me but his girlfriend was horrid
She only dated (y/c) for the social status, a social climber if you would
You and (y/c) have been friends for a while, becoming friends day 1 of high-school
He lived ages away but he would still come over to your house to hang out at least twice a week
You developed a crush on him real quick - after you came out he was one of the few people who stood up for you to the dickheads who thought it was hilarious that your liked guys - and you're heart just skipped a beat
But since he started dating his girlfriend, he's become slightly more distant and definitely less himself
(Y/c) seems overall less happy
So when your phone buzzes in the middle of the night, you could only guess it was (y/c) but the text itself freaked you out
"Im outside please come down"
You're outside ASAP
His eyes are sunken liked he'd been crying or hasn't been sleeping
"Sorry (y/n) I just really needed to talk to someone
You assure him it's okay and ask what's up, and that's when it starts
To summarise, they argued, (y/c) had had enough of his gf controlling little things in his life, she blew up and now he's single
And to summarise again, you invited him in, lent him a shoulder to cry on and the night ended with you two sharing a bed
"I need someone tonight. I'm sorry"
"I could see you in your suit and a neck tie, pass me a note saying 'meet me tonight' then we kiss and you know I won't ever tell" ~ I can see you
After high-school, (y/c) managed to solidify a fancy job, one which had many black tie events - rich people being rich
He would always bring you as a plus one, but you were his "friend" his co-workers had no idea you were his BOY"friend"
He had your permission to do that though, most of the people at these events were investors who were older than stonehenge, so they weren't too fond of gay people
But as soon as the event is over, once the door to the fancy car (y/c) can now afford closes he's all over you and vice versa
By the time you two arrive back home, your neck already had hickeys on it, and his top button is undone along with his gelled hair messed up
Your front door barely locks before (y/c) has you up against a wall, kissing up your neck to your lips
Your hands gently undo his neck tie, juxtaposing his rough hands man-handling you, your mouth, your face
"We could let out friends crash in the living room, this is our place, we make the rules" ~ Lover
You couldn't believe the man you'd known for 4 years, had a college crush on and eventually had a fling with would be the man you buy a house with
He was absolutely enamoured by you since that fateful day during finals, he would fantasise about this day
Memories would be made in this house:
Him sneaking up on you while you were baking in the kitchen, he scared you so much that you hit him with the dough
Playing with the whipped cream afterwards, giggling as he links some off your nose - a moment which could only end in one very spicy way
(Y/c) randomly saying he wanted to paint one of the walls purple at 11pm and the two of you driving to a 24h store and painting the wall until 4am - laughing the whole time
The Christmas lights staying up until the end of January, your friends telling you it was bad luck but the two of you wouldn't take them down - for the sole reason that the two of you couldn't find a day you both had time to do it, refusing to do it by yourselves
"Is this the end of all the endings? My broken bones are mending, with all these nights we're spending" ~ King of My Heart
The two of you were close friends, (y/c) had watched you go through every single painful breakup you could ever go through
He subconsciously wished you would break up with your boyfriend everytime you would get with a new one but he'd push those thoughts down for supportive ones for his dear friend
It was late at night, a few weeks after your boyfriend fucked you over again - he was originally your ex which exploited your kind nature, weakling his way back into your life according to (y/c)
Sitting on the hood of his car, you and (y/c) Chat away while drinking WDK, "sweet liquid shit" as (y/c) calls it but he drinks it for you cause you hate all other alcohol
You felt at home, comforted by bring with (y/c), and he felt that this was right, this was how it was supposed to be
That night ended with a kiss, under the moon light, utterly perfect
Or it ended with his car windows steamed up, it's up to you
"Our secret moments in a crowded room, they got no idea about me and you, there is an indentation in the shape of you, you made you're mark on me" ~ Dress
He's always been a possessive kinda guy, always touching you in some way
At a formal event, the two of you wanted to keep the PDA at a minimum, but (y/c) couldn't BEAR not being able to touch you for hours, so he decided the next best think was marking you
You'd never shouted at him louder
Not only did he bite your neck and leave a FAT hickey, but it was in a hard to hide spot
You had to spend an extra half hour getting ready cause concealer and Youtube hacks weren't working
Few people at the event noticed and none of them even asked you, but (y/c)'s ego had never soared higher
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yourimagines · 5 months
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Can you do Darth Vader x top male reader smut if you don’t smut fluff will be fine
I normally don’t do smut with Vader and a top male reader but here it is, hope it’s good enough for you
Let me try
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* English is not my first language I apologise
* Gif is not mine
* Triggers: 18+, smut, swearing, fluff
Darth Vader POV
“Where is Y/N?” I asked commander Hopper. “He’s at the training facility, my lord.” I nodded and walked away. ‘Why he’s he there, he’s never at the training facility.’ As I came closer to the training facility the stronger I felt him through the force. ‘There he is.’ He was running, without a shirt. Sweat was dripping down his muscular back. I walked in and looked him train. He obviously heard me and stopped, smiling at me. “My lord, what brings you this pleasure today.” He hops off the treadmill and grabs a towel, wiping away his sweat on his forehead. “Why are you here?” I looked around, he was alone.. “well I figured out that I needed to train more, I hope you don’t mind.” He flashed me a smile. I walked closer to him. “Who told you to train more?” ‘I’m not stupid, someone told him.’ He nervously laughed. “Tell me Y/N.” I reached my hand out, softly touching his cheek. “A few troopers and commander Dent.” I felt anger rise up. “But it’s okay, I mean look at me now.” My eyes traveled slowly over his body. ‘He does looks more in shape now.’ He carefully placed his hand on my chest. “Don’t play this dangerous game Y/N.” He ignores me and moves further. “Come on my lord, just let me try it for once.” I felt his heartbeat through his touch. I closed the doors through the force and walked us over to the wall. “You want to try, you can try.” My hands went to my mask and I pulled it off. He looks me directly into my eyes. “Hey.” He softly says. His hand went up to my face. “Haven’t seen you in awhile.” He traces his finger over my scars “I’m a busy man..” he nods and helps me to undress my chest pieces and down to my legs. “You let me try right?” I nodded and flashed him a smile. “Whatever makes you happy.”
We were both naked, laying on the gym floor. “You sure the doors are closed.” “Don’t you trust me, of course. And if not I simply kill them.” He smiles and starts to kiss my neck. “I’ve missed you.” His hands travel down from my chest to my lower stomach. “Show me how much…” he blushes and starts to kiss his way down. My human hand went up to his head, tangling my fingers through his hair. He stops at my waist, teasingly placing smaller kisses. “Y/N cut the teasing.” I felt my boner getting harder. “Sorry Vader.” He softly kissed the tip and kissed after that a vein that was popping on the side of my shaft. I grabbed his head a bit firmer. “You like that huh, teasing me.” He looks up, with an innocent look on his face. “I’m just trying to please you my lord.” I rolled my eyes at him. “Okay.. do your thing.” I lay back as he starts to suck me off. His hands squeezing my thighs. “Damm y/n, you’re good at this.” I pulled softly his hair.
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I was sucking him off, playing with my tongue around his tip. I heard he started to breathe deeper and slowed down a bit. I looked up and he was his eyes closed, mumbling softly. His face was soften not that stone cold look he’s normally wears. His hand went through my hair, slightly pulling me down. “Don’t fucking stop now y/n.” I quickly went back, caressing his thighs and sucking him good. I felt his hips buckle up and a soft moan escapes. I felt him twitching in my mouth and felt his cum leaking in my mouth. I licked everything up. I looked up at him. “You liked that.” He doesn’t say anything just looking at me. “Can you help me.” I looked down at my own boner. “I never done anything like that.” He sits back up, his back against the wall. “It’s not that difficult, if you want you can try.” He was hesitated. “It’s fine, no worries.” I stood up, throwing carefully his clothes at him, while searching for mine. I felt his hand on my ankle. “Teach me.” He sat on his knees, looking so innocent. “Okay, but tell me if you don’t want to do this anymore, so we can stop.” He nods slowly. I carefully placed my hand on his cheek, I slowly slide my thumb into his mouth. I felt his tongue and pushed his mouth further open. I grabbed my throbbing boner and pushed it into his mouth. “Just move your head while you suck on it.” My hand was on the back of his head, guiding him. I helped him with rolling my hips slowly. I felt his tongue move around. “Just like that.” He was looking at me. I caressed his cheek. “You’re doing good…” I grabbed his face and moved a bit faster. He moved his hands to my thighs. “You’re okay Vader.” He nods. “Good, suck the tip for me…please.” He moved up to the tip. His tongue moving around. “Oh fuck.” I threw my head back and felt myself leaking into his mouth. “Just swallow.” I caressed his cheek as he swallowed my cum. I pulled my dick out of his mouth with a plop. “You okay?” He nods and stands up. “Yes are you?” “Of course Vader.” He gives me a small smile and grabbed his clothes. “Let’s get moving, we have a meeting in ten.” “Of course.” We both changed back in our clothes. “Vader, I need your permission to come a bit later, I can’t show up in these training clothes.” He nodded and clicked his helmet on. “Thank you.” “No thank you.” His robot voice reacted back to me. I smiled and run off to our quarters, ready to get changed.
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butlers-bitch · 10 months
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pov: date night with Austin 🍷💋🥰
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peaches-and-creamm · 7 months
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i never see anything for a lot of the genshin women, and i recently built kuki and i have no idea how i lived without her. she is the loml
just shinobu having a fat crush on you :3!
Kuki is a VERY busy woman. She’s always running around inazuma and cleaning up after the arataki gang. She has a hard time admitting it but as much as she loves everyone in the gang, it still takes a toll on her sometimes.
So, whenever she sees you (whether in passing or purposefully), she can’t help feeling the blood rush to her face.
She; obliviously, is good at keeping her composure a lot of the time.
But sometimes. sometimes. she just can’t help but lose herself a little bit.
So whenever she stares a bit too long, somehow noticing the smallest details you’ve put into your outfit, or looking you up and down with an adoring smile on her face,
(she gets to do this pretty freely. with her mask and all. thank god for that.)
or if every so often you say something slightly sweet to her, she just falls more and more for you.
Maybe she now looks forward to the gang doing stupid things, as long as it’s somewhere she could possibly see you <3
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iluv-m · 1 year
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Things I want to do with them😭😭 Part 2 ( gender neutral)
Back hugs. Please. I need them. And if he’s taller or if she’s shorter. 😩
Picnic dates. In a park and the classic red and white sheet with a cute basket.
Cheering for them if they play a sport + getting to hug them after they win <33
Late night discord calls or FaceTime or normal calls or video calls anything rlly. And falling asleep while talking to them.
Forehead kisses.🥹🤭
Reading romantic books together or them reading a book if you recommended.
Remembering the lil details. Honestly it shows how much they care 😭.
Skipping class together 🫡 I don’t wanna do physics pls-
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