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joethehoeee · 1 year

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I drew my Changeling oc!

Their name is Kodin <3

Myyy boyyyyy.

He is a very handsome boy.

Their Human form isn’t that special and I was a bit to tired to actually put affort in it but I was also too motivated to not draw it so this is all you get for now. I like his Troll form better-

(And yes I tried to spell his name in the troll language and I hope it's right because it's from a canon book I bought so it should be wrong buuut idc XD)

Some Infos about him:

• He is obviously a changeling and he is about 465 years as a Troll and as a human he would be like 19 years. He still is basically a child. (But pls don’t ask me how their age actually works bc idk )

• He is gay and uses mostly he/they pronouns but he dosen't really care about this. They also had a bf but he sadly died about 100 years ago.

• He wears piercings and also has a tattoo on his back as a Human wich goes over to his troll form because of magic but it looks like his white markings. The small cross on his ear was actually a gift from his dead bf and he ALWAYS wears it. He also wears a small mini braid that was matching with his bf.

• He is a very good sword/dagger fighter and also loves to use a bow. He is more of a stealth and distant fighter but he also has good skill if it comes to 1v1 due to the fact that he is very aggressiv and fast. He isn’t really good with big groups but he would never run away from a fight... unless he is forced to.

• He isn’t particular scared of the dead although he respects it. He will die for what his morals and mind stand for instead of trying to save his life by fake loyalty for Gunmar/Bular or Morgana what almost even cost his head. He is a open traitor since the minute Strickler got him out of the darklands.

• He says straight what he thinks and that's mostly insulting or sarcastic because he is really harsh on it and dosen't fear to speak about hus doubts or mistrust in plans or even people. If someone is closer to him he also showes his softer side wich is very playful and somewhat shy but it still won’t save you from his general jokes and honestie.

• He is very animalistic and lets his Troll form very often get the better of him. He loves to sit like a cat or walk on 4 legs If he runs away or hides from something. His Tail and ears mostly show his Emotionens. (ears go up if happy or alarmed, or go down if scared, and on... ) But he still loves to wear human clothes (mostly at home) because they are more comfortable for him. But he wears his mission equipment (the one in the drawing) everytime he is out for safety.

• He is good at stragety and if things gets serious he is the first person to be 100% there for action and making a plan. Even if most people don’t take him serious because he loves to sit on windows or tables or the lean of the couch which doesn't look very professional but that's what he gets most comfortable with.

• He dosen't bond easily with new people since his one and only love died in his arms and because of his parents abandoning him due to the fact that he is impure. That means he gets very attached and protective over the people he eventually bonds with in any way. Even if he questions them he would still follow them because of the fear of being alone.

• He has no socialskills. He mostly makes jokes about his trauma and makes fun of people no matter if he likes them or not. He curses a lot and even more if he is stressed and that happens often if there are more than 4 people in a room. Beside that he is very chill and dosen't get angry very easily if you don’t provoke him. And he can’t really comfort people but he still tries and fails.

• He is scared water. Everything that goes beyond his knees gives him panick attacks. He once almost drowned as a whelp if it wasn’t for Strickler. Strickler gave him a dagger to protect himself after that and he always has it in his side, quite literally it's on his right leg. He also has a small crystal talisman a band around his dagger that is matching with Stricklers. (Fun fact: His parents tried to drown him after they found out that he is a changeling.)

His place if he was in the canon timeline:

Context.

To clear that off, he is very loyal to Strickler due to the fact that Strickler looked after him in the darklands and ofc the first time he got into the human world and even until the battle against Morgana. Kodin sees him as some sort of father figure wich leads him to not like Jim and Barbara because he is scared of being replaced since Strickler practically is his only real family (in his eyes ofc). He questions some of Strickler very immorally actions but he still trusts and follows him, maybe even to death. (He also mostly chills in stricklers apartment because he actually does not have a home for himself)

He is also in a state where Angor rot accepts him but they kinda have a hate friendship over the course of the Story because they have some missions together and Kodin actually tries to be nice but fails because he literally has no socialskills. Kodin does not like nore trusts Angor but he still eventually got over it until Angor actually tried to kill Strickler-

Jim and the rest mostly saw him as troll near by in some missions or fights like with getting the stones. But they finally really meet him before the battle of Morgana. His Human form works at the Café with Douxie and they both get really good friends. And he almost acts like Jim if it comes to Stricklake beside the fact that he tries to be far more supporting. If Strickler is happy with her then he will tolerate it.

The actual timeline but short.

So in the first half of season 1 he isn’t very present. He just lives his life. Sometimes he spys or goes on mission for Strickler but it isn’t that special. He reports to Strickler like NotEnrique does. He basically already betrayed Gunmar and the rest of the Gumm-Gumms but Strickler covered it up what leads to Kodin thinking that they are sort of a family now since he never really had someone to care about him. He was in the battle of the Killer bridge but he mostly just tried to help Strickler in the fight and gets him out after the bridge fell onto him.

In the second half, when Strickler gets Angor rot, he is very often send on missions and sometimes even with Angor to keep an eye on him because he is in general very misstrusting towards the acient assassin. (As a side note: Kodin mostly goes with Angor on the missions without Strickler's knowledge and just tells Angor that it was planned...even tho it wasn't. He gets a very serious dad talk after Strickler found out... like a month later) He is in most of their meetings like the ones with Otto and he also was there when they freed Angor rot, he should wait outside but he sneaked in. He hates the binding spell but that dosen't change the fact that he mocks Strickler about it very often wich sometimes sort of makes a playful vibe between them. He eventually almost gets killed because Angor decided to first look at Strickler house first and then go to the place where Strickler actually is (because why should Angor know where he is. Kodin tells him on accident since he at first didn’t knew that Strickler lost control). He fights for a few minutes until Angor had enough and just knocked him out. He didn’t kills him because of the fact that they actually bonded a bit.

Season 2 he mostly just exists, workes at the Café and eventually reunited with Strickler and Nomura who hates him. He hates her too. And yes they just do their thing until season 3.

Season 3 is funny to me because I definitely imagine him just sitting on the kitchen counter when Jim comes home and Jim is like "who tf are you?" and he is like "just a random dude who works for a stupid ass changeling guy that almost killed your mom" and Strickler would just give him the death stare. But yes he would probably help with some missions including the bad coffee ep and the general training for Jim. He could and probably would train Jim the dirty sneak tactics and how to fight on distance. He fights in the battle of Morgana and stays in Arcadia because of Strickler and I hope that Barb would like him too, he would help them with the Babys. He likes Barbara and also Jim by now (even tho he is still a bit scared) and he just wants parents that care for him...

3 below goes on normal, he gets friends with Toby and also helps in the fight and in Wizard he was with Douxie in the Café but he got send home.

For the not canon movie he mostly does what the others do. He stays with Strickler for the Ice titan mission and gets absolutley destroyed by Stricklers death. He stayed with Barbara in the castle until the new timeline starts. (I could also imagine him grabbing something to get down on the ice and search for any life sign of Strickler until he eventually dies because of the immense cold wich would be the death he is most scared of, cold and alone.)

Anyways.

Challenging destiny is canon.

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arysbruv · 5 months

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Brotherly help

The new assassin on the block, you had been tasked to a quick mission with the infamous Lemon and Tangerine. Unbeknownst to you, you accidentally gain a crush on one of the brothers, so what else can you do other than enlist the help of the other one?

Pairing: tangerine x reader

Warnings and whatnots: Jealous!Tangerine

You had a dilemma. A dilemma that included being paired with a set of twins who were incredibly skilled, one of which you had the misfortune of crushing on.

You were a relatively new assassin, but you quickly made your way up in the ranks. That was why you were paired up with Tangerine and Lemon.

It felt odd, to work with them. They were nice, but you always had a sick feeling with them like your heart dropped to your stomach when you saw them. Especially when you saw him. You’ve only worked with them once, during the Bolivia job, but the feeling still remained. Eventually you deduced the problem.

You had a massive, giant crush, on Tangerine.

“Everything alright there?” Lemon asks you as you sat next to him, tapping your fingers on the table. The bullet train moved fast, making you nauseous. It didn’t help that you were sitting face to face with Tangerine. His leg was practically brushing yours and he didn’t even seem to care! He seemed fairly calm.

“Yeah I’m fine… Motion sickness ya’know?”

Tangerine raises an eyebrow at you, his eyes piercing into your soul like he knows you’re lying. You give him a tight lipped smile, before looking at the White Death’s son.

“Is he gonna be okay?” You ask, trying to change the topic.

“He should be awake in a few hours. Nothing to worry about, love.”

You hated it. Hated when he called you that. Hated when he called other girls that. Love. What a disgusting word.

“I need to go to the washroom.” You say, standing up curtly and making your way to the washroom, hoping that they thought you were going off to vomit your guts out; maybe you were.

You stood in the washroom, staring yourself in the mirror before splashing your face with water. You grip onto the sink, before looking up and promptly screaming at the man in the mirror.

“Goddamn it Lemon! Don’t sneak up on me like that!” You shout.

Lemon doesn’t say anything, only closing the door behind him and locking it. You tilt your head at him.

“Is everything alright? Why are you so off? You’ve been like this since the start of the job.”

You should’ve known he would’ve found out. You should’ve known from the day he called you an Edward. He was weirdly good at reading people, even more so with classifying them as Thomas The Tank Engine characters.

“I’m fine…”

“Don’t be a Diesel.”

“I’m not being a Diesel!” You scoff.

“Then?”

You stare at Lemon, who looks at you expectantly. You try to think through all the possible possibilities that could happen if you told Lemon you had a crush on his brother. Would he tease you? Be disgusted? Eh, who cares, you’ll still get your money, and what’s a bit of humiliation.

“I may or may not have a thing for… Tangerine.” You spill out.

Laughter fills the washroom and you can feel your cheeks heat up. “Shut up!”

“You have a crush on my brother? Oh my, it was so obvious. Please, is that what you’re all worked out about?” Lemon asks, regaining composure.

“Yes, now shut it. I don’t need to embarrass myself any more than I already have.”

“Well now wait a bit, I can help you with this situation. To be honest, I do think Tangerine has a slight thing for you, only he’s too ignorant to realise it… So let me help you.”

“Are you serious?”

“Deadly.”

“And how exactly are we gonna get Tangerine to realise he has feelings for me?” You ask, suspicious. Lemon gives you a smile.

“We make him jealous.”

This was an utterly stupid idea but it might just work. It was easy; laugh and smile at all of Lemon’s jokes and stories and just be unusually touchy with him. Still, you felt like an idiot doing this and Lemon could sense it. Lemon had asked if you were okay with it and you had agreed. So here you were, executing this dumb plan.

You walked back to the table where the Tangerine was sitting, your arm looping with Lemon’s and your other hand, caressing his shoulder. Lemon sat down first, and you squeezed in next to him. Tangerine looks at the both of you with a confused and suspicious expression. He turns his attention to you.

“Are you alright love? You spent a long time in the washroom.”

That pet name again. You try to hide how flustered it made you feel. You smile at him.

“Yeah, just some stomach problems. The train is going too fast. Thankfully, Lemon gave me some medicine to help me get through it.” You give a sickeningly sweet smile to Lemon, hoping your time learning to act will come in handy here.

“I see.” Tangerine says, glancing at Lemon and then you. His face was slightly unreadable, but you can see a hint of confusion behind his eyes.

“Well when you both were doing God knows what, the White Death here still hasn’t woken up. So, I think we have a long while until he’ll be up.”

“Well, what should we do then? To pass the time?” You ask, looking at Lemon.

“Ah well, there’s nothing much to do is there? We can’t exactly walk around since we don’t want the little old son over there to die.”

You giggle at his comment, and in the corner of your eye, you could see Tangerine’s hand flex. He doesn’t say anything, continuing to observe the both of you. You still sat unnecessarily close to Lemon and you could see it was taking affecting Tangerine.

“Oi, why are you lot sitting so closely together?” Tangerine finally asks. A part of you is happy that he finally asked. His voice sounded deep and his eyebrows furrow.

“Are we?” You say, moving a bit further away from Lemon but still sitting relatively close to Lemon. Lemon looks at you. “I mean, is there a problem with sitting this close with him?”

Tangerine bites the inside of him cheek. “No. I’m just asking why you both are all over each other.”

That was fast. Was he already jealous?

“We are not!” You scoff, leaning back and crossing your arms over your chest.

“You are!”

You glance at Lemon, who gives you a quick thumbs up from under the table.

“What the hell- What the hell is happening with you both? What are you doing?” Tangerine asks, glancing under the table.

Lemon gives you a look before excusing himself and leaving to the washroom. You look at Tangerine who stares at you.

“What? Are you not gonna follow him? Hm? Make out with him?” Tangerine asks, a hint of anger and jealousy in his voice.

“Even if I did, why do you care?” You ask, tilting your head at Tangerine. Was Lemon right? Did Tangerine actually like you? You thought Lemon was only joking.

Tangerine didn’t answer your question, looking away from you.

“Tangerine. Tell me. Why, why in the world do you care? Why do you care what I do?” You press, leaning over the table, staring into his eyes. You feel the embarrassment and nervousness rise through you but you were too close, you couldn’t just give up.

“Tangerine. Why would you care? Tell me.”

“Because I like you alright!” He finally admits, aloud. He looks back at you.

“Is that what you want to hear? I like you. Goddamn it, I think I’m in love with you and I can’t stand the fact that you seem to like my brother more than me so just shut it and piss off.”

Your eyes widen, as you lean back in your sit. Tangerine also leans back, realising what he had just said. You didn’t know what to said. He had just admitted it.

“&#!@ I shouldn’t have said that.” You hear him mutter under his breath. “Just shut it alright, if you like my brother I won’t get in your way but-“

“I like you too.”

His eyes widen when you say that, he looks at you, confused and bewildered.

“Guess the cat’s finally out of the bag hm?” Lemon says, appearing beside the both of you. Tangerine looks at Lemon before finally realising what had happened.

“You cheeky bastard.” He says to the both of you.

You give him a smile. “Oh well, it was the only to make you admit it, no?”

“Great, now that’s all dealt with, please hold your flirting until the end of the mission.” Lemon says to the both of you.

Tangerine smiles. “You know for a fact you can’t stop me.”

#tangerine bullet train #tangerine x reader #tangerine #tangerine x you #bullet train movie #bullet train #lemon #lemon bullet train #bullet train tangerine #bullet train lemon

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yaymiyas · 5 months

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THE NEWBIE.

warning: yandere..ness, a bit out of character i choose her to get out of my comfort zone oops, female reader

You were new to the courtroom. you didnt yet feel like you fit in, since everybody here was from fontaine and you definitely were not. you were a sumeru scholar, one that happened to enjoy the cooling scenery of fontaine better. just a preference, not a comparison. you always felt like you needed to harp on that detail because so many people back home never seemed to—

“( y/n )”

it was quiet. it felt as if not a single person breathed. why did it feel like you were called on by a teacher during class, and you weren’t paying attention. the small, delicate voice of your new archon spoke out to you. she deserves a clear, fast answer. its your time to wow her with your listening skills. its time to move up.

“yes, lady furina.”

an eye smile forms on her face, allowing for her lips to fall in place. you always adored her smile. whenever you would come into the court house and getting settled in your seat, she would always look in your direction and wave. many viewed the archon as arrogant, bratty, abrasive but you saw her as more than that. to be frank, she was very human for somebody of her stature. from all of the nations you have visited, studied, and even lived in none of their archons were as human like as her. she let out a slight chuckle, fixing her arm to start pointing at the seat closest to her, with such force that pushed her sleeves a bit. sparing you a small glance, she started to part her lips before she was interrupted.

“lady furina, with all due respect”

speaking was a man with brownish-blond hair, wrinkles that hugged at the corners of his eyes, and streaks of blue on his clothing that creates an effect of friendliness. you always knew he didn’t like you. you knew he was speaking up to insist for you to not move, why else would he be choosing to speak now. usually, whenever people decide to cut lady furina off in the middle of speaking, neuvillete was always the one to quiet them down. his silence at this more is louder than his words can ever be. you never really expected much from him, since he always seemed reserved and in his own business. this time though, his reservedness was putting gasoline on an already lit fire. why wasn’t he doing anything? say something.

“are you sure you would like to offer that seat to her?”

the malicious of his words rang through your ears. to her? were you just some random person who wondered in here to him? to his defense, you never really spoke. you carried yourself with a particular manner that kept you friendly but professional. it was obvious you were here for work and not friends, but you didn’t think that earned you the right to be talked to like you weren’t even there. like you weren’t supposed to be there. it would have hurt you a bit deeper if you cared about him and his malice. it seems like neuvillete had saw the flames of hell circling around you, because while looking at the man you had accidentally caught him staring. him and furina.

did they want you to preform for them? furina is one to love a good performance, but why is she so quiet about it? even her facial expression, leaves room for explanation when it usually doesn’t. a very cold, calculated, fixated stare that is piercing into your soul. you were never one to give up, but in a place of such reserve and self respect you can never dream of making a scene. with how a few people on the stands view you as an outsider intruding in their space, that wouldn’t end very well.

“do you believe you are more fit for that spot, mr. yves?”

neuvillete says with a scoff. he is very obviously not in the mood for whatever furina or what yves has up their sleeves today. that has been a trait you have admired within neuvillete all this time. he is somewhat of an influencer with how you move around in this space. to feel like less of an outsider, you have taken it upon yourself to be more reserved but respectful as he is. how closed off but refreshing he is. its truly one of his best traits, but one of his worse is when he doesn’t view you as important enough. thats one of the worse because its more apparent, and it seems like a trait he is displaying right now.

“alright, alright”

softly putting her hands together, furina commands the attention of the room again. thank god for lady furina.

i kinda wanna make a part 2 hehehe

#yay genshin #yandere x reader #female reader #yandere genshin #yandere genshin impact #yandere furina #yandere neuvillette #genshin yandere #yandere anime

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wasyago · 8 months

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Love your art! I was super inspired by your Gillion design specially. He's so squishable (positive).

Do you have a specific process for designing characters? Be it original or reimagining canon designs of fandom

thank you!! :D

hmm, well, i don't remember the last time i properly designed an original character, so nothing on that front. for reimagining designs... i don't have a step by step way i do it, it varies from character to character, but i can point out some of the things i do that might be helpful?

i largely base my designs on the vibes the character gives me: their manner of speech, their actions, their story and personality. and also the world and environment around them if it affects the character. it sounds pretty obvious but like, duh.

im gonna try and explain on gillion's example since its the one you mentioned. he's a himbo, a swimmer and a paladin, so he's gonna be buff or at least a little thicker. he's a triton, so he's short. he's also short for the reason that he is in an unfamiliar for him world and he might feel small in it. he's also short because it makes him look almost child like, connecting it to his trauma and lack of childhood that manifests in his behavior now. gillion is kind or at least trying to be, so his features will be softer and rounder. but sometimes he's chaotic or harsh, so he has some sharp features too. though they're secondary, the softness is still the main focus.

i also really like to think and overthink the designs while drawing. i try to keep everything simpler and less detailed, showing personality with shapes rather than uhh presence(?), but that means that details i do include have a lot of thought behind them.

one of my favorite things is practically. i love to think about what a character would realistically wear in the climate they're in, which clothing would be comfortable for their anatomy and field of work. would certain things get in the way or would they be helpful? how would they style their hair, do they need it tied back or do they not care? would they wear make up, why yes or why not? etc etc etc. i like asking myself questions and answering them in the design.

continuing with the gillion example. he's constantly wet because he's a triton (again, yes), so it would be more comfortable for him to wear a wetsuit. other clothes may stick to him and be uncomfortable, or get stuck on his fins, etc. he doesn't have any piercings, there's no way he would've gotten them in the undersea, and on the surface i don't think there was anything meaningful enough to promt him to get it. plus fin ears. he doesn't have his hair styled in a complicated way because of the coral on his head. doesn't wear a lot of jewelry because he jumps in the water a lot and it'll easily get lost. no belts or flowy bits because they constrict the movement and might get in the way.

and then like. all the personal headcanons and preferences and little bits and things. there's a lot of elements that i draw just because i like how they look. or because that's a comfortable thing for me, or because it's cute or hot or sad or whatever. or because i saw it while looking for inspiration and i really liked it. just bullshitting with the design and making it my own, yknow?

for gillion. gave him a cool long tail and lots of fins everywhere because i like it when inhuman characters are openly and visibly inhuman and have distinct features. and gillion is VERY much not human, part of his personality is being confused about humans. big ol yellow eyes with slits — look cool, also doubles as an inhuman feature, also makes him look curious about the world. small black stripes all over his body — make him look more fishy, plus because there's a lot of them and they're all the same they form a pattern that looks more like a natural anatomical feature and draw less attention. coral that goes around his head and not only the front like a tiara— makes it feel more three dimensional and looks cool in perspective (also i kinda just drew it wrong and never fixed it). coral and fins are pink — adds some much needed color variation and contrast, plus pink is one of the more natural colors which again make him look animalistic and not magical, plus ties in with pretzel. his skin is closer to green than blue — removes blue from the color pallet (especially with his eyes being yellow instead of blue), making the design more coherent and pleasing, allows me to properly introduce reds and purples without it looking like a mess of colors (although it still does sometimes). sharp teeth — fish, cute. yellowish underbelly — supports the yellow for the eyes and makes it stand out less, plus again, animalistic feature. little to no details on the clothing — creates good negative space that lets the eyes rest and focus the attention on everything else. his fringe and hair are floating around and don't follow the laws of physics — personal headcanon that it always looks like he's under water, plus adds roundness to the design because of the waves and curls.

ookay haha sorry didn't mean to write down literally every design decision here-- kind of derailed the post again.

basically yeah, for me designing is like a dialog with myself where i ask and answer questions. also something that wasn't mentioned are references and inspiration. if i don't have a good idea when i start, i usually scroll through my gallery or pinterest for some time to get ideas and figure out the general direction i want to take the design, maybe also find some fun stuff to include, etc.

hopefully this long ramble was at least somewhat helpful or gave you insight on my progress. i wanted to draw some things to also visually explain the design decisions for gill, but i think I'll do it later and in a separate post, and maybe include chip and jay too...

umm good luck 👍👍

#yagotalk #how to yago

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dramarec · 1 year

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Kinnporsche Fic Rec List

For @kprecfest, I put together a few of my favourite fics. Fair warning: this list has an embarassingly high precentage of explicit works. If you notice any pattern here: no you did not :) It is kinnporsche after all, and shame does not serve us in any way that matters!

KinnPorsche

all of me (is all for you) (9940 words) by kurtstiel @kurtstiel

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun

Characters: Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Tae Taechin Lerttravinont, Time Thaweewat Ratanapakorn

Additional Tags: Nipple Piercings, Nipple Play, Hand Jobs, Overstimulation, Multiple Orgasms, Come Marking, Light Bondage, Dom/sub Undertones, Praise Kink, tiddy fucking, kinn's dreams coming true

Summary:

The water has saturated Porsche's white shirt completely, soaking through the vest beneath. The translucent material clings obscenely to the swell of his pecs. His nipples are clearly visible through the sheer material, hard and pebbled, with the unmistakable shape of the metal barbells pierced either side of them.

Porsche’s head jerks up to check if he can still hide them from Kinn, but it’s already too late. Kinn is standing across the room, staring in Porsche’s direction, entire body coiled tight like a spring.

Or: While Kinn is away on a business trip, Porsche gets his nipples pierced as a surprise for their anniversary. Kinn comes home earlier than Porsche expected.

i wanted your body but it came with your soul (2161 words) by any_open_eye @any-open-eye

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Orgasm Delay/Denial, Overstimulation, Under-negotiated Kink, Light Dom/sub

Summary:

“Do I need to tie you up?” Kinn asks.

He watches that hit Porsche, rippling down his body, his mouth opening pink and wet. Kinn wants to suck on it like candy.

Slowly, Porsche wraps his fingers back around the bars. “I’ll keep still,” he promises, because Porsche likes to win, yes. But he also likes to lose.

squeeze a little, tease a little more (3428 words) by mirrorofprinces @mirrorofprinces

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun

Characters: Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat

Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Accidental Exhibitionism, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Come as Lube, brat Porsche, Throat Goat Porsche

Summary:

Porsche knows he’s tucked up well under the desk, theoretically completely hidden, but all it would take is an accidental noise to give him away, or for a pair of wandering eyes at the exact right angle to catch a glimpse of his socked feet.

The idea doesn’t entirely put him off.

Public Consumption (13598 words) by iffervescent @iffervescent

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Porn Industry AU, Tay and Time own a porno, Porsche is a Straight Boy, Kinn Has a Big Dick, can i make it any more obvious, Explicit Sexual Content, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, compulsory heterosexuality is a terrible thing, porsche's prostate awakening, kinn falling in love after one fuck, like always, Large Cock, Just the Tip, Barebacking, in the way the porn industry is, RESPECT SEX WORKERS, Dirty Talk, Praise Kink, mild dubcon, Read chapter warnings, Do not repost

Series: Part 1 of Public Consumption

Summary:

Porsche agrees to be in a gay porno. Kinn doesn't work here.

Sample Tasting (10037 words) by iffervescent

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Porn Industry AU, Rough Oral Sex, Dirty Talk, Come Swallowing, Kinn's inexperience kink, everything they do is very consensual even if they pretend it's not, porsche learning how to date boys, RESPECT SEX WORKERS, Do not repost, I gave my porn stars feelings sorry about that

Series: Part 3 of Public Consumption

Summary:

Porsche wants Kinn to ask. Kinn just wants the answers.

Cliff Jump (4824 words) by AirgiodSLV

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun

Characters: Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Escorts, Dom/sub

Summary:

“You know the rules, then?” Kinn asks.

Porsche looks amused, like he can tell how badly Kinn wants to wreck his composure. “No kissing, no marks on you, bubble bath first,” Porsche recites easily. “I read your notes file.”

Kinn is almost certain Porsche isn’t supposed to tell him the escort agency keeps a notes file.

(or, an AU in which Kinn requests an escort for the night, and gets Porsche.)

I can feel the sun on you (2320 words) by phnelt

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Sparring, handjobs, Sex Bets

Summary:

Kinn brightens. “So we’re going to fight?”

“Mm,” Porsche agrees. “But let’s make it interesting.”

“The usual bet?”

Porsche nods. A gleam comes into Kinn’s eye, the competitive spice they need to make this a real contest.

VegasPete

(you give me) fever (6805 words) by Lise @veliseraptor

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham & Macau Theerapanyakun & Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Characters: Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Macau Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Whumptober, Hurt/Comfort, Sickfic, Fever, Delirium, POV Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Post-Canon, normal vegas: difficult. sick vegas: difficulter, i'm not a one trick pony i am working with THEMES and MOTIFS

Series: Part 7 of Whumptober 2022

Summary:

Three things were true: (1) Vegas did not get sick that often, (2) when he did it was always awful, and (3) he was very bad at tolerating it.

Vegas comes down with something. This is a problem for everyone else in the house too.

Brand Recognition (6910 words) by iffervescent

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Porn Video, Heavy BDSM, Roleplay, Crossdressing, little bit of feminization, Dirty Talk, Sex Toys, Spanking, Caning, Electro Toys, roleplay dub-con?, look its vegaspete you all know what you're getting into, vegas is a pretentious porn star, vegas is a lube connoisseur, RESPECT SEX WORKERS, pete is more than meets the eye, Do not repost

Series: Part 2 of Public Consumption

Summary:

Vegas wants his top billing back. Pete likes being on the bottom.

baby got bounce (7943 words) by lusn @lu-sn

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Characters: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Macau Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Twerking, here we fucking go time to expose myself in the tags, Dry Humping, Spanking, Anal Fingering, Ass to Mouth, Anal Sex, pete gains a new and very valuable skill, and vegas immediately puts it to good use, my decade of dance training is worth something

Summary:

As a present for Vegas, Pete learns how to twerk.

A Measure of Control (6613 words) by 99_9

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Khun Tankhun & Kim Khimhant & Kinn Anakinn & Macau & Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Vegas & Pete's whole deal, Whump, Pete gets shot, cousin reconciliation, Vegas likes control, pete likes pain, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Under-negotiated Kink, Post-Canon, Canon Compliant, Objectification, as in Vegas tells Pete he is an object instead of a person, Hand Jobs, Anal Sex, Bottom Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Canon-Typical Violence

Series: Part 11 of A Wholeness

Summary:

Pinned down by semi-automatic fire behind the wet bar in the poolhouse, Vegas is delighted that he and Pete make an extremely good team. They’ve been crouched behind the marble bar for two and a half hours. The last two Yakuza are stuck behind the heavy stone coffee table on the other side of the room.

It’s a cat-and-mouse game, waiting to see who will make a run across the expansive polished floor of the poolhouse, a shooting gallery, first. Vegas’ phone chirped to alert him that Macau was in the panic room just before a bullet whizzed through it. Pete’s is in his jacket on the bike. But if their opponents had comms, backup would have arrived by now.

Any other accomplice might be panicking, suggesting that they try to make a break for it. Pete is sitting back on his heels, his gun held ready in his hand, calm and loose. He and Vegas took out the first six men in a blood-soaked blink, so smooth that it might as well have been choreographed. Their waiting here together is just as easy.

Pete and Vegas post-post canon and things are good.

kissed my neck to seal the deal (18962 words) by sapphicblight

Chapters: 2/2

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Characters: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series), Big (KinnPorsche: The Series), Ken (KinnPorsche: The Series)

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Porn With Plot, Light BDSM, Bad BDSM Etiquette, Enthusiastic Consent, Loss of Virginity, Mutual Pining, continuing my “vegas is a loser actually but he’s hot so he gets away with it” agenda, (and pete likes him like that), i did pol real dirty in this one, yes beta we have plot armor, Subspace, Subdrop, Explicit Sexual Content

Series: Part 1 of cause and effect

Summary:

“Don’t you have better things to do with your time? Other virgins for example,” Pete asks him one time over a guerrilla warfare style lunch date.

“Not until next semester,” Vegas laments. “I’ve already exhausted our current student body.”

Pete doesn’t even know where to begin unpacking everything wrong with that statement.

Or: the college au in which Vegas is a manwhore with a weird innocence kink and Pete is an inexperienced painslut. (Can I make it any more obvious?)

eat, bathe, (make) love (11735 words) by sapphicblight @sapphicblight

Chapters: 3/3

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Characters: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Fluff, Idiots in Love, Blow Jobs, gray sweatpants, unrealistic refractory periods, Nipple Play, Oral Fixation, freud stans do not engage, Kitchen Sex, Bathroom Sex, Bathtub Sex, Rimming, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Overstimulation, Riding, pete's emotions-to-arousal pipeline, Love Confessions, yes beta we have plot armor

Series: Part 2 of cause and effect

Summary:

“Oh? You think I’m cute?”

“It’s the dimples. They’re weapons of mass destruction. You know they show every time you say Vegas?”

Pete knows they’re out thanks to his smile as he says, “Then I guess you’ll have to keep giving me reasons to scream your name.”

Or: Pete and Vegas make good on their plans, with a few distractions and deviations along the way.

Boar Taint (3188 words) by clandestinegardenias

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply, Rape/Non-Con

Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: IT STARTED OUT AS A JOKE HOW DID IT END UP LIKE THIS, it was only a joke IT WAS ONLY A JOKE, anyway have 3000 words of erotic smutty VegasPete, First Time, Choking, Biting, how did this happen, Pete is a bit of a freak and when Vegas finally figures that out…well, is this porn without plot? I MEAN…I GUESS, Porn Without Plot, just the slighest dub-con but I figured I'd better warn for it!

Summary:

“When a boar hasn’t been castrated–-do you know what castration is?”

It doesn’t seem wise to admit to that either way, so Pete stays silent.

“When a male hog is young, they tie a string around its balls. Tight.”

Oh god. He’s actually going to explain it.

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When Porsche is whisked away from the minor family's compound, Pete stays behind as collateral. He doesn't mind, until he does.

He wouldn't do anything to jeopardize his mission, until he will. Until the prince of the family finally sees him, and decides he's worth keeping.

by @clandestinegardenias

i fill you up, drink from my cup (7751 words) by petes_vegas

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun

Characters: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun

Additional Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Jealousy, No like seriously they're both so jealous, Post-Canon, Anal Sex, Rimming, Anal Fingering, Spit Kink, but very brief - Freeform, Wall Sex, Also bed sex, Established Relationship, Mention of gun and gunshot wounds, Porsche is a really really good friend, Aftercare, Boys In Love, VegasPete, Vegaspete are quite literally my everything, Neck Kissing, Biting, Choking, Breathplay, Loud Sex

Summary:

It was evident even from as far away as they were that the man was flirting with Vegas, his laughs echoing throughout the hall in a way that made Pete embarrassed for him at the obviousness of it all. Vegas seemed to play along, to flirt back, his smile and laughter with the man appearing genuine—but Pete knew better. The second the man glanced away from Vegas to look at his phone, Vegas’ eyes were locked with Pete’s. A grin, all sharp teeth, spread across his face.

Pete and Vegas fight before the first big event they’ve gotten an invite to in six months. They each take it as an opportunity to play a game of jealousy chicken, seeing who will break the other first.

Vietnamese translation by the lovely katkentori now available!

KimChay

my bubble tea brings all the boys to the yard by MajorinMonster @staykimchay

when the sun came up (you were looking at me) by MajorinMonster

KinnPorTay

bc Tay deserves all the good things <3

Knowing him, knowing you (12619 words) by iffervescent

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun/Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Tae Taechin Lerttravinont

Additional Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Anal Sex, Threesome - M/M/M, Double Penetration, Blow Jobs, Light Dom/sub, Voyeurism, Dirty Talk, Tay's filthy mouth, Minor Praise Kink, Polyamory, kinn and tay think porsche is the prettiest thing they've ever seen, and respond accordingly, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

Summary:

They do the threesome thing, every now and then.

Kinn and Tay meet Porsche

KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

on the rocks (51618 words) by DasWarSchonKaputt @daswarschonkaputt

Chapters: 3/7

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Tae Taechin Lerttravinont, Tae Taechin Lerttravinont/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun/Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Tae Taechin Lerttravinont

Characters: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Tae Taechin Lerttravinont, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Time Thaweewat Ratanapakorn, Yok (KinnPorshe: The Series), Jom (KinnPorsche: The Series), Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Threesome - M/M/M, yes beta bc yet again elizabeth and sebastian survive, Canon-Typical Content Warnings, in this house we love and respect tay, Drunken Revelations, Porsche is the Best Bartender TM, KinnPorTay

Summary:

Tay finds the bar because he’s pissed, heart-broken, and sick of people recognising him when he’s trying to forget who he is.

Or: A pre-canon AU where Tay goes drinking at Yok's bar, and meets Porsche far before Kinn ever does.

Hopefully the links & tags will work. If I forgot to tag an authour who's active on tumblr, please tell!

Also obligatory: this is incredibly subjective + there are plenty other fics I loved, but stupidly forgot to bookmark :(

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche: the series #kinnporsche fanfiction #kinnporsche fic rec #kinnporsche fic #kprecfest #fanfiction rec list

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rosietrace · 2 months

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Hi Rosie! Happy Valentine’s Day! I’ve come here to request 🍪 with Porter and Molly! hope it’s alright to request this even if she isn’t released yet

Hi Ellis!! Since Molly's already out by the time this request is complete... 😈 I'm gonna be really silly

Warmth and Nostalgia

(Central) Characters Featured: Porter Pierce, Molly Primrose

↳ { Molly belongs to @/starry-night-rose }

Others mentioned/featured: Riddle Rosehearts

Pairing: Porter Pierce & Molly Primrose

Event: Valentine's Day 2024 💌

↳ Type: Requested Oneshot! 「 🍪 — Baking cookies with my muse 」

Synopsis: Porter seeks comfort with Molly, and suggests making cookies… In the middle of the night.

Warning(s): Potentially ooc, Porter /j, lots of fluff dw there isn't any angst (except for Porter /hj), Molly being oblivious to Porter being PAINFULLY obvious

[ Apologies for any out of character moments ]

[ Reblogs > Likes ]

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“Molly… Sunshine, rise and shine..”

Porter whispered softly, sitting at the edge of Molly's bed, his eyes softening at the sight of how truly relaxed she looked.

She had a bad day, Porter reminded himself. so it feels a little wrong to do this, but… If it makes her feel better in the end, that's what matters.

As he reminded himself before, Porter believed that what he was doing was… A little wrong. If not very creepy.

Sneaking into someone's bedroom — especially your crush/not-really-your-girlfriend-yet — doesn't usually end well.

Molly stirred, turning to the side, her back facing Porter. “Just five more minutes…”

How adorable. Porter chuckled, placing his hand on her shoulder and carefully. “‘Can't do that, Sunshine. C'mon, you gotta wake up-”

Molly groaned. She then laid on her back, eyes inevitably fluttering open, and saw a silhouette.

At first, she thought it was an intruder. And she wasn't far off! But after realizing who that intruder was, all Molly could do was sit up against the headboard of her bed and scowl.

“Porter,” Molly had an unusual morning voice, the man in question believed. “What are you doing here?.. It's…”

She turned her attention to the clock in her room. “... The middle of the night. ‘s the middle of the night, you shouldn't be here..”

“Sorry Sunshine,” Porter gently patted Molly's cheek, admiring her freckles for a moment before continuing. “Just wanted to spend time with you, that's all.”

Rubbing her eyes and feeling herself become even more awake. “Why me?” She asked him skeptically. It wasn't like they did this all the time.

Porter shrugged, feeling unbothered in giving Molly any explanation on why he chose her, specifically. It wasn't like she needed to know she was his crush.

Gently ruffling her hair, Porter gave Molly a winning smile; One that she grew potent to after hanging out with him a couple dozen times.

“Well?” Molly stood up from her bed, walked to her nightstand to fix her hair, and put on her signature navy blue bow.

Porter chortled. “Well, Sunshine, I wanted to bake cookies.”

“At this hour?”

“At this hour, yes.”

“Housewarden Rosehearts is going to kill you if he finds us in the Kitchen at this hour,” it was barely even an hour since she woke up, and Molly already felt exasperated.

“Not to mention, he's going to scold me, too.”

While she wasn't exactly wrong, Porter looked at the ceiling to avoid rolling his eyes at what Molly had told him.

“Come on, Sunshine, it won't be that bad,” Porter insisted, standing up with a hand on his hip.

Molly gave him a look with a message that said: Are you as sure as you seem to be?

He sighed. Convincing Molly to do stuff with him usually took some persuasion, but it wasn't anything Porter wasn't already used to, by now.

This is gonna take a while.

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Somehow?... Porter convinced Molly. But given how he woke her up at 12 in the morning, she felt grouchy enough to just drag him down the meticulous stairs.

“I'm blaming you if we get caught,” Molly hissed as she pulled Porter into the kitchen.

Once her grip on his wrist had loosened, Porter took a step back and leaned against the kitchen counter. “That's justified, I guess.”

“We'll just have to be quiet.”

Molly hummed in reply, her back facing Porter once more as she prepped the ingredients to bake the cookies.

His eyebrows raised a little upon witnessing how fast Molly was at preparing everything. Even more so when he suggested help and she just refused, continuing to bake the dough like her life depended on it.

It concerned him, a little. More than a little, if he was feeling honest.

“You sure you're okay doing that on your own, sweetheart?”

“Positive. You can help once I'm done with this.”

Molly's grip on the whisk had tightened, and she shook her head. Desperate in trying to ignore the effect Porter's little ‘nicknames’ had on her.

“This is so…” Molly scrambled through her mind trying to find the right word to describe her situation. “Uncouth.”

Porter couldn't fight back a snort. “Uncouth? Really?”

“Yes,” Molly harrumphed, taking out a package of chocolate chips from the refrigerator.

Porter's eyes gleamed. Unfortunately for him, Molly swatted his hand away when he tried to eat a few.

“Rude much, Sunshine?”

Molly rolled her eyes, this time around. “It's not rude. But I'm not here to waste time, I'm here to do this as quickly as possible so we don't. Get. Caught.”

“It's gonna be fine, trust me on this,” Porter blew out a soft breath.

It's hard to trust you, really, Molly replied. But her words went unsaid.

From time to time, Molly always figured she shouldn't trust Porter too much. She'd heard rumor after rumor, and even when he proved those naysayers wrong, she couldn't help but find apprehension and reluctance every time they hung out.

… And it didn't entirely feel like a bad thing.

And Molly didn't understand why that was the case for them. Why? Why trust him as much as you do when all that happens in the end is trouble?

Molly Primrose couldn't find enough semblance in herself to answer that question.

Porter finally had a chance to help her out. And he did so by sprinkling chocolate chips into the dough. Molly stiffened at their current proximity, keeping still as Porter sprinkled the chocolate chips, his body close to being pressed against her own.

Her expression, her stiffness, the way she stared so intently at nothing. It continued even after they put the cookies in the oven.

He looked over to the shorter girl, wondering if she was okay. Because from the look of her expression, it didn't look like she was.

“Molly?” For once, Porter didn't call her by some silly nickname.

“Uh- Huh-?”

“Molly, are… You okay?”

His voice. So unusually soft when it was always so… Vigorous. Perhaps that wasn't the perfect description for it.

Porter's lips pursed, biting his inner cheek. “I'm… I'm sorry.”

Molly blinked, having to do a complete double-take. “Eh-? Wait, what?”

“I'm sorry.”

“For… For what?”

He would've figured the answer was obvious, by now. Regardless, he answered.

“For forcing you to put up with me,” Porter's voice went uncharacteristically soft. Almost sheepish.

Molly was taken aback. “Forcing me…?”

“I know, I know,” Porter sighed. “I'm obnoxious.”

“Porter—”

“— And annoying—”

“Porter—”

“And just plain troublesome-”

“Porter.”

Molly might've been shorter than Porter was, but that didn't seem to stop her from bringing his face close to hers and cradling it in her hands.

“Porter Pierce,” Molly leaned her forehead against his, closing her eyes. A fortunate decision in Porter's eyes, so that she wouldn't notice his flushed face.

“Don't say things like that,” she urged. “While that may be true sometimes- It hurts to hear that from your lips.”

“It hurts to know that that's what you feel about yourself.”

…. He didn't think that about himself. Really, all Porter was doing was expressing what he thought Molly felt.

But it wasn't? How odd.

But that was something for another time. A discussion left for a later morning. One that Porter will probably forget about now that he and Molly are leaning their foreheads against each other.

“... Okay.”

All was what he said. No other words needed.

He pulled away, but not for long. It surprised Molly when Porter wrapped his arms around her for a long-lasting hug.

But she dared not complain. Her now rose-dusted cheeks were hidden as she returned his embrace with a small yet soft smile.

Porter had no manners. He was rude, petty. All that she should've been irritated by.

And yet all that irritation seemed to fade away at the reminder — one that she experienced every day — that he was always there in even her darkest moments.

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Taglist

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@starry-night-rose

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🥥

@jasdiary || @authoruio || @nem0-nee || @fumikomiyasaki || @sakuramidnight15

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@terrovaniadorm / @hallowed-delights || @twsted-princess || @absolutelyobsessedkiya / @twistedsongstressofstarz || @mystery-skulls-ghost

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raeygina-george · 5 months

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Hii Raey! For the emoji ask game (the one I answered) Can I also give you the whole thing? :D [Only if you have the time tho!]

In that case...the whole thing - ones you you don't wanna answer <3

(Tag me in it btw :3)

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

a picture of a gravestone that says 'drowned in the pussy on it' with 'rip raey' shittily written under it. since i know you're so enamored with this lockscreen that you want to know my homescreen as well, it's the same image but hand drawn by my bestie

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

chocolate but honestly both!

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

uhhh..... some of my friends call me pookie or raeybae but other than that not really lol

🎵 Last song you listened to?

against the kitchen floor by will wood!

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

yes and i just foudn out fairly recently that someone made a tumblr acc based off of one of my fanfics. that was a wild day

😏 Are you on discord?

yass. username commanderofspicyfire if yall wanna chat!!

💛 Do you have any piercings?

i have the basic ear piercings. i think it would be fun to have more but ive tried some of like the fake piercings & they don't really look that good on me + they're covered by my hair + you're not allowed to have piercings in when cheering so i'd have to get them all during the off season but there's not really enough Time for the piercings to heal before the season starts again </3

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

as gon said, if you want to get to know someone, find out what makes them angry!

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

uhhhh... probably like a caramel chocolate chip cookie.....

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

DOGS I LOVE DOGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!1111!!!!!!!!!!! i do like cats too but DOGS BIG FLUFFY DOGS PUPPIES HOLY SHIT !!!!!

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

headpohones yumy

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

i actually dont think that knowing how many calories is in a human tooth is weird but i can't think of anything else off of the top of my head soo. 36. but while fact checking my answer i came across a much weirder fact, which is that the average newborn human baby has 420,000 calories in it. well... blaze it baby......

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

both but im more of a morning person tbh. ignoring the fact that i can't get out of bed on time to save my life

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

in my bed so cozy and eepy

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

yass

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

stupid bitch (affectionate)

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

sweatpants

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

i dont really drink starbucks but on the very very rare occasion that i do, caramel frappucino

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

i don't have any of those, but my least favorite color just like by itself is definitely that desaturated yellowy green

☕ Coffee or tea?

tea!!!! i haven't had coffee in a while but it made me feel kinda sick

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

since uhh june 2022 i believe? so not that long in the grand scheme of things

🌴 Desert island item?

assuming this is the 'what would you bring if you were stranded on an island' question, i would bring the anime character saiki k for obvious reasons

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

most of the time i just dress comfy but on the rare occasion that i do dress up it's like. pastel lesbian schoolgirl on the side of goth OR malewife.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

[winry rockbell head in hands image] i dont know

💙 Relationship status?

i mean ignoring the fake polyamorous relationship my besties have suddenly created, single

🤎 What color is your hair?

brown lol

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

nope

💄 Do you wear makeup?

not usually? sometimes i will wear some eyeliner but im kinda eepy

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

i cant really think of the Best One because a lot of people have given me really really really nice compliments and i appreciate them all lots

💞 @ your favorite blog.

@gxlexii and of course all of my mutuals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love yall!!!!

(also, just out of curiosity, does tumblr not give you a notification when someone answers your ask?)

#asks <3

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whumpy-wyrms · 5 months

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mundane and rot for the ask game :3

(from this ask game)

34. MUNDANE - Would you survive in the shoes of your main character?

I THINK ABOUT THIS A NORMAL AMOUNT (all the time) SO. would i survive if i was Dew… short answer: yes i’d basically become best friends with Anton right away because i’m insane.

long answer:

it depends on whether i Knew Anton beforehand or not (about to say the most unhinged shit and expose myself but idc), but either way, if i got kidnapped by a mad scientist who used me as a test subject but actually tried to be Nice to me and GAVE ME FREE TOP SURGERY AND WINGS… I DON’T THINK I WOULD WANT TO LEAVE. THINK ABOUT IT. if there was an autistic trans mad scientist who was best friends with a talking mouse and could give me wings i think i would choose to stay in sci-fi world instead of living on my own working at mcdonald’s and struggling to pay rent (that’s metaphorical, i don’t do that stuff (yet unfortunately)).

and i wouldn’t even be trapped there against my will for long either. i would literally Not last long as Anton’s test subject because the second we become friends and trust each other, he’ll just feel bad about hurting me and literally let me do whatever i want. we’d team up and become unstoppable. i would be free to do my own thing but like, still hang out with him obviously and i’d show him the beauty in the world and change his mind about the whole,, torturing innocent people thing. basically i can fix him. that’s what im saying here.

also not to spoil but Anton’s the type of guy where like, the second he’d form a genuine human relationship with someone, he’d just abandon the whole “kidnapping and (unethical) experimenting on unwilling human test subjects” thing. because there’d be no real point anymore. yeah, science makes him happy but so does having a best friend! and he’d still be a silly mad scientist!! but ethical!! mostly!! we’d team up, abandon the whole immortality thing because it’s stupid, and go hunt down Pierce and kill him!! it would just be fun.

if i was Dew, i would literally scrap trying to escape and instead focus on becoming friends with Anton because that Would Be one of the best outcomes. so yea :3 i may be weird but at least im honest about it (honestly though, i daydream about being friends with all my ocs :( they’re just so cool and we would get along so well. im normal. ignore me). this got long and rambly oops

OH YEAH about if i Knew Anton beforehand or not, like if it was a situation where the Present Me right now, like the person who is typing this and Knows everything about Anton because i created him, then that’d def affect things because i’d have access to all my prior knowledge about his character and backstory. it’d def make things faster and easier because like, i’d know who he is and what he’s capable of, and he wouldn’t be a complete stranger. but if i DIDN’T know Anton and if he was literally a stranger to me and not my oc, then it’d be scary at first but it’d still turn out the same.

i mean you guys don’t understand how deep this goes. before Dew existed, the daydreams i had with the unnamed scientist whumper (Anton) were all just,, Me as his test subject whumpee. i was Dew before Dew was Dew. OBVIOUSLY HE’S NOT A SELF INSERT ANY! MORE! HE’S HIS OWN COMPLEX FLESHED OUT CHARACTER COMPLETELY SEPARATE FROM ME! but that’s just how all my whump scenario daydreams started, and then i got attached and had to make characters and stuff.

i am rambling so much rn ANYWAY! yeah. this was a fun question that definitely won’t make people think i’m any more weirder than i already am (im not rereading all that so if there’s typos ignore them <3)

39. ROT - Which of your OCs is the best villain?

this is a hard one i think,, like out of the tllr ocs the actual villain of the story would be Pierce (not rlly a spoiler because it’s pretty obvious i think) but he’s not the BEST villain because i hate his guts (but he’s like Actually evil and terrifying and thinking about him makes me Afraid and filled with despair).

is Anton really a villain? yeah. but i guess i see his character differently than u guys because i know his character development later on in the story, and i know his entire backstory too. so that def chances my perception of him compared to how everyone else views him i think? maybe? idk

#ask #tllr ask #wyrms lore

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brucenorris007 · 1 year

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Okay, I think I covered everything else that’s on my mind about this movie. Which just leaves....

Well. Puss, the themes and Death are so closely tied together that I can’t really talk about any one of them without also getting into the others, so...

*Breathe in*

SO.

Death.

“I don’t mean metaphorically, poetically, spiritually or theoretically. Straight-up.”

It–and he–are a constant presence throughout the movie, and the film isn’t shy about it. Horner’s men are swatted down like flies without even the dignity of having individual names assigned to them. The first five minutes are dedicated to showing us who Puss in Boots, the legend, is and his characteristically cavalier swashbuckling attitude toward everything

even in those five minutes, it’s been brought to my attention that Death, the character, is lurking in the crowd, watching and waiting for Puss’ eighth life to end, which it does at the end of the film’s first action sequence. (gorgeous sequence, natch)

knowing Dreamworks, I’m sure they found even more ways than that to weave death into the visuals, but the really genius thing is something I realized just in the midst of typing up a previous post

Papa Bear keeps suggesting that their family head home to hibernate, which fits in with his obvious desire to nap, yes, but it also implies the movie is set in autumn

as in the season before winter, when things freeze and die

Puss in Boots is on his last life, literally the last of stretch of the AUTUMN of his mortal time on earth

AASDFSDFGDSDF dreamworks you beautiful brilliant MMMM

the otherworldly whistling that precedes Death’s soundtrack and appearance on screen is eerie and haunting and piercing, suits the character of death so well because even as it sticks with you it’s still startling and chilling each time you hear it

And of course I’m sure many youtuber’s have already said it, Death is a great villain because he’s not particularly a villain, but the personified phenomenon we all must face at some point made real (again, “Straight up”) who’s doing his job. the primary trait that makes him a character instead of some mystery man metaphor is that he loathes Puss for his complacency towards life

ironically, Death actually treasures life more than anyone; if he didn’t, he wouldn’t have spent the film hunting Puss to prematurely end his last life, nor would he have let Puss go at the end

and that brings us to the transformation Puss goes through from Legend to Man. er, Cat.

everything that he learns throughout the film, all the growth he undergoes ties back to who he is when he first meets Death and when he meets Death at the end of the movie and it’s all about letting go. letting go of the delusion that he’ll be fine no matter what danger he throws himself into, of the legend he’s created for himself about himself

The task is the same both times; Puss has to confront Death. Nothing about that fact actually changes, he still has to do it alone at the end of the film, he still can’t definitively defeat Death

but Puss himself changes; he lets go of his image of being a fearless hero, accepts that he’s afraid of Death, he lets go of the hope that he can outrun death through using the fallen star’s wish, he lets go of prioritizing all the moments of winning glory over his past lives and learns to cherish those more mundane and innocuous moments he’s had in this life.

Puss sheds the Legend he once was to be the Cat behind the legend. and the awesome part is that he doesn’t lose out on anything in doing so; the cat he is at the end of the film isn’t weaker than the cat he was at the start, nor is his life less fulfilling. Life isn’t more colorful than it was before, and he doesn’t give up swashbuckling either; he just learns to cherish and fight for the life he’s got

In the end, neither he nor any of the cast really need the wish, and that’s the great moral of the film; the things you need in life, the things you really want, you don’t need magic for. So long as you have your priorities straight, they can be found

i think that’s all from me, then. good night

#Puss in Boots spoilers #Puss in Boots The Last Wish Spoilers #Puss in Boots #Dreamworks #Storytelling #death #the wolf #Puss #themes #I LOVE STORIES #Bruce talks about

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plazmafields · 5 months

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My BG3 character, Nathe, as a Cyberpunk edgerunner!!! This took me a couple months of off-and-on work so I really hope some people like it!! ^-^

I'm a little nervous about posting this one because I'm not sure if it's too odd of a cross over. But I kinda feel like we didn't see the crazy body mods I wanted to see in Cyberpunk 2077. Like, we have all these robo limbs but no one is getting dumb shit to make themselves look like fantasy creatures??

Nathe is a Netrunner from England who recently entered the Night City merc scene. Following a job gone horribly wrong, almost having fried his brain when he got tangled in military ICE, Nathe was declared dead at a Ripperdoc's in New Manchester. However, after a seven month recovery and serious upgrades to his cyberware (some more necessary than others), Nathe donned the mantle of "Diablo," and fled the country on the first plane to Night City. After a few months of odd jobs and managing to mask his presence on the Net, Nathe received an anonymous job offer with coordinates to a small high rise in Arroyo. There, he was interviewed–or more accurately, interrogated–by a gang known as Hand And Fang, and their leader whom they simply called "The Vampire."

(why yes I do want to write a BG3 Cyberpunk AU with a dynamic akin to Absolute!Tav and Ascended!Astarion, why was it obvious?)

If anyone is interested in the actual design process of this I'm gonna break it down a little:

Horns - I wanted some of his cyberware to just be for the purpose of aesthetics, so the horns do have the ability to lay back (for more comfortable sleeping, to get through doorways, etc.) but otherwise they're just cool metal implants with blue LEDs.

Eyes - I love that tiefling eyes glow in BG3, and I love the eyes with animated flames. So to try and replicate that, Nathe's eyes have scattered LEDs that slowly pulsate to give the illusion of radiating light. I also drew them with a ring of white highlight around the entire iris to kind of mimic neon lights.

Teeth - Nathe had a couple of teeth capped with fang-shaped chrome veneers. This was my take on translating tieflings' sharp teeth into his new design, and I think it's one of my favorite parts.

Tattoos - I did some research into facial tattoos and picked some with appropriate symbolism, as well as adapting his tattoos from BG3 into just the neck portion. Nathe has his blood type over his left eye. Over the right eye is a simplified drawing of a cathedral window, as a nod to a character in Arcane (which I was watching while working on this). There is an upside down cross under his left eye, a broken chain on his left sideburn area, and carnivore teeth in the hollows of his cheeks mirrored on both sides. He also has 3 small triangles under his lips. There is a sword dripping blood in the center of his throat. Where many people get eyebrow piercings, Nathe has a semicolon to represent his diversities and the struggles he has faced due to them.

Cyberware - The sculpted ridges of the tiefling body in BG3 are just so cool, and I especially love the shoulder blades that look like partially formed wings, so I wanted his cyberware to mimic all of that. He has panels on his stomach much like the "plates" that meet at a tiefling's navel. There are panels on the obliques, placed above where the ribcage stops. The panels on his shoulder blades represent the beginnings of devil wings forming. The spine implant is both representative of the raised spine on a tiefling's body, and also based on the design of the Sandevistan from Cyberpunk: Edgerunners. The implant above the tailbone is in place of the tails tieflings have, only because I think a tail would be incredibly impractical irl, and my only idea for making it look "cyberpunk-y" was to make it into a mantis blade, but coming out of his ass, and that's dumb as hell.

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tavvattales · 2 years

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Hhh hi Rebby, I don't wanna be a bother but I do have a request... could I get hcs for Itto, Childe, and Xiao with a hot grunge-punk style s/o? The type of person who wears leather 'n chains 'n carries a nail bat around?? If you don't want to that's alright, I just. Hhh Itto would be SO down bad for a punk partner(tm).

Roses for You

GENSHIN IMPACT Character x GN!Reader Headcanons

Characters: Itto, Childe, Xiao(all separate)

Pairings: Itto x GN!Reader, Childe x GN!Reader, Xiao x GN!Reader

Warnings: None

Taglist: @stygianoir @kurobakachan

If you like what you read, check out my Discord!

Click below for more~

Arataki Itto

Adjusting your outfit decorated with chains and finishing with combat boots, you twirl in front of the mirror, proud of today's look, "I'm just about finished, but I feel like something is missing," you mutter to yourself, but shrugging you excitedly call down to your lover before grabbing hold of your own bat Itto had specifically made for you.

"Itto, darlin'! I'm done getting ready; you can come up now~"

There was silence for a moment until you began hearing a sudden thump and heavy steps barreling up the stairs and peeking out of the room; you're met with a very excited Itto and as your eyes meet, his jaw drops.

"YES BABE! You look INCREDIBLE!"

Itto exclaims proudly before clearing his throat, "I actually have something for you. ." he says, rummaging through his bag. When he finds what he's looking for, Itto smiles pridefully, producing a single red rose, "I thought it would go well with your outfit. May I?" he asks, reaching out to place it in your hair and you beam up at him, and standing on your tiptoes you give him a quick kiss to his cheek.

"I think this was the very thing I was missing from my outfit~."

You muse, touching the rose softly as a small blush forms on your face, "Thank you, babe. I love it~," you say happily as you swing your bat over your shoulder with gusto

"Now what sort of ruckus will we get in today?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Ajax/Childe

Nervously adjusting your chains and tulle skirt, you sigh, knowing Ajax has been patiently waiting for you downstairs. This would be the first time he'd see you in your true style, so you were, without a doubt, anxious. Glancing yourself over in the mirror, you try to grin, but you heart had been pounding. What if he hates it? Finally with one last sigh you make your way down the stairs.

"Ajax, darling. .I'm ready to go,"

You say standing in the doorway, and Ajax turns around with a shocked expression on his face and a sliver of a smile creeps across his face,

"Whoa! Don't you loo-"

"You hate it, don't you?"

"Hate it? No, not at all. I think you look amazing~,"

Ajax coos affectionately, taking a hold of your gloved hands in his as he places a kiss to your forehead, "I'm so used to seeing you in your work uniform that this is a breath of fresh air," he says, brushing a strand of your hair to the side.

"You really think so?"

"Babe, I KNOW so. Regardless, no matter what you look like or what your style is- I love YOU. That includes things you're passionate about."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Xiao

"Just what are you wearing?"

Xiao inquires with a raised brow, eyeing you up and down, taking note of your many chains and piercings that adorned your face and you frown at him. You had been hoping he wouldn't be quick to judge, but it seemed you had been wrong.

"This is the stuff I usually wear. I'm sorry that you hate it."

You say passive-aggressively, folding your arms across your chest with a huff. Xiao blinks at you and then he covers the lower half of his face with his hand, blushing furiously, trying to cover it up.

"I didn't say I hate it, I actually. . never mind,"

"You what?"

You press further, poking at him playfully, noticing his very obvious blush, "I know you have more to say. Be honest with me; how do I look?" you say giving him a twirl, showing off your chains, leather pants, and a red shirt with black accents.

"You look really pretty. . .,"

Xiao mutters just enough for you to hear, and in turn, your face flushes, "Really, really?" You ask, your eyes twinkling adorably as you grin.

"Really, really. Now can we stop talking about this?"

"What, are you embarrassed?"

"Yes. . ."

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teyums · 1 year

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since in the last post you told us about your hometown and yourself. take this one as a chance to tell us about your interests! your likes and dislikes, opinions, and just whatever you feel like.

say what's on your mind! ;)

-☘️

i love how when i’m asked basic questions about myself i completely forget who i am, this took some time 💀 also clover anon ily!

(putting a read more for those who don’t want to scroll)

likes!

- I’m obsessed with jewelry. When i say obsessed i mean obsesseddd. Both my arms are always dressed with lots of beaded bracelets. There are 12 on each arm currently. And i got them from a market here in West Africa! some from last time I visited and others from this current visit as I bought a bunch more recently. they’re all natural stone beads. I never take them off, i sleep in them, shower in them they’re basically my second skin. i have three waist beads on my waist. I wear a pearl anklet on each leg and I usually have one certain necklace i keep on for months at a time before I switch it out with another. If i’m going to play volleyball or something, i’ll remove my bracelets so I won’t break them. But I put them back on right after bc i feel naked 💀

- I love piercings! I’m very expressive through jewelry on my body. I believe I have 13 last I counted. Four on one ear, three on the other. My first lobes are gold guages, but I like to mix silver and gold jewelry. My belly button, two nostrils, a septum, my ashley (middle of the lip), my smiley, and I used to have my tongue pierced but i swallowed it LMFAOO

- i’m such a foodie i don’t think i’ve had a food i don’t like and i’m not picky at all i love trying new things. but spaghetti takes the cake for my fav (simple i know) i also really like sushi!

- i love rain, don’t like getting wet though lol

- SQUISHMALLOWSSS

- favorite colors are pale green or forest green, soft purples, and burnt oranges!

- i love animals. my favorites are my two kitties, but i also have a dog and a bearded dragon who i also love

- I LOVEEE lemonade. Literally cannot last more than two days without lemonade in my house. That and water is all I drink lol, i’m not a big soda person.

- I love to write, have been doing it since I was in middle school. As cringy as it sounds it is like an escape lol. Just give me wifi (for dictionary and thesaurus) and my notes app and you won’t hear from me for a while.

dislikes!

- i hate ignorant people like anyone should. that includes any of the “phobes” and “ists” (that are bad). transphobes, homophobes, racists, fascists, ableists. you name it i hate it lol

- loud noises. i do not do well with loud noises at allll. makes me very anxious and for some reason angry?? this also applies directly for heat. even right now, i’m in my grandma’s room because it’s quiet and cool lol

- men ❤️. although i have been cursed with being attracted to them. so maybe i should say men who AREN’T fictional

interests

- to start with the obvious one, i have been obsessed with avatar since 2009! yes me, as a 6 year old, sitting there with my eyes covered by my parents’ hands when that scene of jake and neytiri came on screen. (we have the extended movie on blu-ray). that did not stop me from looking up exactly what happened on youtube and going down the rabbit hole that still has not ended. 😭 I’ve watched the first hundreds of times with my dad, so when we found out the 2nd was coming out we actually almost shit ourselves

- often confused with avatar, one of my favorite series is avatar the last airbender. after long debate with my sisters we have decided i would be an earthbender like toph (queen!!! also the name of one of my cats <3)

- i’m very spiritual. i like to meditate, sage and incense my room multiple times a week. I’m very cautious about who i allow around me because i do believe energy is easily transferred. I’m a great judge of character and can often tell if a person is good spirited or not.

- i’m a very opinionated person. anytime something is up for debate best BELIEVE i will be there to shout my opinion from the high tops. some people hate that about me, some love it, but hey i am who i am!

- was a monster high fanatic until like 14 i can’t even lie to y’all but anybody who liked monster high is a bad bitch now sooo

- late last year i picked up crocheting, really fun once you get the hang of things! i was over the moon when i made my first tote bag you couldn’t tell me anything 😭

#— answered #— get to know me #— teyums’ talks

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midnightactual · 2 years

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Yoruichi’s Volume Poem Redux

So I’ve written about Yoruichi’s volume poem before. And so have others. The thing is that both those write-ups are almost completely wrong! The reason for that is easy: they both presume that the poem is about Yoruichi and predicate all their analysis on that, and that simply isn’t true. See, Kubo’s volume poems are pretty much never about whomever is pictured in them... They’re more like admonitions, exhortations, or observations by the person so pictured.

This is easiest to see by looking at some of those for other characters, like Kisuke from volume 6:

Kūkaku from volume 9:

Ganju from volume 10:

Grimmjow from volume 24:

Or Soifon from volume 18:

Soifon’s also tells us something very interesting: the poems can be contextual. This one clearly happens while Soifon is fighting Yoruichi around the base of the hill, and clearly concerns Yoruichi (and not in a particularly flattering way). And with that established, we now come to Yoruichi’s poem from volume 17:

Now, I still prefer my variant translation:

But the point to absorb here is that this is not about Yoruichi. So what, or who, is it about? Well, let’s apply the idea of context from Soifon’s poem. Yoruichi is on the surface because we can see clouds and stars, and she’s nude. It suggests she likely recently transformed from her cat form, since contra popular perception from the anime, Yoruichi isn’t a nudist in the manga. Do we know of any time that would fit that bill?

Yes, as a matter of fact, we do! Yoruichi is mysteriously absent when Ichigo first uses the spirit core. She isn’t pictured at all during that whole incident. The most obvious reason why would be that she was in her true form and she simply couldn’t be shown without ruining the surprise. And the most obvious place for her to be is with Kūkaku on the surface, which was also nighttime under similar skies in the bottom-right per chapter 82:

(It’s worth noting here that Yoruichi's cat form is, besides its stealth utility, generally a sign that she’s putting distance between herself and those she interacts with. “I’m depersonalizing this conversation by literally depersonalizing myself,” or perhaps, “Sorry, no human operators are available to come to the phone right now. Would you accept a cat? If yes, press 1! If no, please hang up and try again later.” Kūkaku’s rather surprisingly nasty expression during her “I love trouble” remarks earlier is probably in no small part knowing this and reacting negatively to Yoruichi showing up in that form. Yoruichi switching to her true form is like an apology, indicating she’s ready to converse properly.)

Now then, what is the very next panel we see of Kūkaku?

She’s wearing red and white. With the moon behind her, so crescent as to look pierced. “Like sighs that shoot through the moon, white shines, red scatters.” The poem is about Kūkaku from Yoruichi’s perspective. I won’t cover the first few lines as I think they’re self-evident.

“Red like beastly instinct,” Kūkaku is fierce when she wants to be:

“White like a god’s heart,” who is always talking about heart? Kaien! Whose values influenced Kūkaku and are clearly shared by her and temper her behavior:

“Red like molten hatred,” and yet who hates the Shinigami? Kūkaku!

She knows exactly how Kaien died. But who does she blame?

The Shinigami. Not Rukia. Not Jūshirō. Not even Metastacia, or its likely maker Kaname, nor his boss Aizen. No, Shinigami. She blames the Shinigami system for killing Kaien.

Where do you think Ganju got it from?

Kūkaku goes to the Seireitei to help Yoruichi, and that’s all. She’s not there to help Shinigami, or the Gotei 13, or the Seireitei. She isn’t doing it for Shinigami.

“White like chilling cries of pain,” and we know that Kūkaku suffers. Rukia tells us as much:

Mind you, this is the same Rukia who said these things:

So that gives you some benchmark for what Rukia realizes Kūkaku’s pain is like. (It’s also worth noting that Kūkaku’s physical violence against Rukia is played for laughs and we’ve seen Kūkaku be violent with Ichigo and Ganju before, but she hit them for being dumbasses and she hits Rukia in the face repeatedly for apologizing. Between that and Kūkaku drinking to Kaien’s memory decades after his death, it’s pretty clear she remains frustrated and deeply saddened.)

“Red like the night’s hungry shadows,” I’ll just let this clip speak for itself:

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Even if one disagrees with the accuracy of the lines, I would argue it doesn’t really matter. It’s a poem, so it automatically has poetic license, and it was never claimed to be objective. The speaker (Yoruichi) believes these things to be true of the subject (Kūkaku).

So we’ve established a speaker, a time, a place, and a subject for this poem that make so much interlocking sense that I would argue that there is nothing else that can better explain what the poem is about.

That leaves us with the title of the volume it appears in: Rosa Rubicundior, Lilio Candidior

Now, I know that some people associate the volume title with Renji and Byakuya, despite it appearing on Yoruichi’s cover and obviously relating to Yoruichi’s volume poem. That’s pretty understandable when Yoruichi doesn’t appear at all in the volume she’s on the cover of and they do. It’s also pretty understandable when Renji’s seiyū sings a song of the same title. And indeed, that is the title of chapter 144:

But I think this page makes the point rather handily that Byakuya himself is not symbolized by white and Renji is not symbolized by red. Renji has reddish hair, to be fair, but Byakuya merely wears white, and the only notable unique white element to him is his kenseikan. (An argument could be made for Shūkei: Hakuteiken making Byakuya’s emblematic color white, but that wouldn’t be revealed until later in a different fight.) No, the title was chosen for this chapter because of this:

The white was for the scarf, the red for the blood. Not for them as people, but for their interaction in battle and how it was symbolized.

Now, there are certainly examples of characters being on volume covers with titles that are not associated with them. For example, Tōshirō is on the cover of volume 16, and Night of Wijnruit has everything to do with Rukia and Kaien. Indeed, Tōshirō’s volume poem explicitly talks about the sun, and has nothing to do with that title. So why do I say that Rosa Rubicundior, Lilio Candidior was reassigned to Yoruichi (and thus Kūkaku)?

It’s quite simple: Kubo clearly changed his mind. I can’t tell you exactly when chapter 144 came out in Weekly Shonen Jump, but it’d have been sometime around May of 2004. Volume 17 was released on June 3, 2005, a year later. He had plenty of time to think on it. Yoruichi could not be put on the cover of any volume until 14 at the earliest, when her human form was revealed in chapter 116. (It’s notable that Kubo apparently refused to have a cover with her as a cat). But Hanatarō got that cover because his relevance to the story was ending. Izuru and Tōshirō got 15 and 16 because they were relevant to those sets of chapters. So why is Yoruichi put on a volume that mostly concerns Byakuya and Renji?

Well, that’s pretty simple. First, they already had their time. Byakuya was on the cover of volume 7, and Renji on the cover of volume 11. They could not have been on another volume cover again so quickly—even Ichigo is only on covers as close as volume 1 and volume 18. Second, it was thusly the first “free slot” Kubo had available to “go back” and cover Yoruichi after her human transformation. And third, it was useful for it to be such as it put her back to back with Soifon’s volume cover for their fight, and to take the chapter title away from Renji and Byakuya.

Although it’s near to Yoruichi and Soifon’s fight, Kubo gives Yoruichi a volume poem with a graphic clearly set during Ichigo’s use of the spirit core back in chapter 82, and a poem clearly describing Kūkaku at that time, with heavy red and white imagery. This explains why he refused to show Yoruichi at that time—he knew where she was and what she was doing, and could not fudge it and make her do something else. Writers will often complain of characters having a mind of their own and doing their own things regardless of authorial intention, and this was clearly an example of that. He couldn’t make up her doing something else. So he addressed it at the first available opportunity he could.

And he reappropriated the title of Byakuya and Renji’s chapter to use with Yoruichi’s cover, because it fits her poem thematically far, far better than it does their battle. (Note that by the time this volume was published, it would have been approximately chapter 200 in Weekly Shonen Jump, with the Soul Society arc concluded and Byakuya and Renji’s heart-to-heart conversation already denied by Ichigo’s intrusion.) It’s preposterous to imagine a volume title about red and white, and a volume poem about red and white, are not linked thematically. Rosa Rubicundior, Lilio Candidior was reassigned.

We know that Kubo readily became obsessed with repeating certain titles and rearranging them. For example, anything to do with the Shiba cannon:

080. The Shooting Star Project

084. The Shooting Star Project 2[Tattoo On The Sky]

518. The Shooting Star Project (ZERO MIX)

589. The Shooting Star Project [The Old and New Trust]

598. The Shooting Star Project [We Only Have to Beat You Mix]

or certain attitudes:

071. INTRUDERZ

085. INTRUDERZ2 [Breakthrough the roof mix]

298. INTRUDERZ3

The last set is notable because INTRUDERZ and INTRUDERZ2 concern the Ryoka breaking into Soul Society, but INTRUDERZ3 involves the Captains breaking into Las Noches to rescue those same Ryoka. In other words, Kubo is completely fine with reassigning titles away from what they originally referred to.

Having established all of this, we can finally come back to some analysis that is mostly correct until the end:

I think it’s rather easy to acknowledge that lines from a love poem do not fit Byakuya and Renji’s battle (never given any denouement) terribly well, but do in fact fit Yoruichi’s volume poem very well. This strongly suggests that linking the title and poem together is valid, and the claim that Yoruichi’s volume poem was inspired by the content of ‘Veni, Veni, Venias’ feels plausible.

Where this interpretation falls apart is two-fold: first we know that the poems are not reflexive about the character but rather they come from the character, and second it is really rather nonsensical for a love poem to be the basis for a description of Yoruichi. Whose love poem would it be then? Kubo’s? No. This is not a love poem to Yoruichi, but a love poem from Yoruichi.

I think the intention of Yoruichi’s poem, with its “sexual imagery” and “seductive sort of savagery”, is quite clear. I think its context is also quite clear. These are Yoruichi’s thoughts on Kūkaku while chilling out on the surface with her in chapter 82, just like Soifon’s poem is her thoughts on Yoruichi while fighting her in chapter 154 and onward.

This volume poem is how Yoruichi sees Kūkaku.

And I want to point out that Veni, Veni, Venias is not being undersold above as being about “the actual act of physical love, no less.”

Let me, let me, let me come! If you make me wait I’ll die! [...] Glory is in you tonight!

Yeah. I would hope you might figure out what that’s about. (The title of the poem is something like, "Come, Come, you Come".) Now, what do you think that fits better as inspiration for?

Byakuya jizzing pride all over Renji in the form of a scarf?

Maybe Rukia telling Renji she’s not into the no-no touch?

Or (chapter 157) Yoruichi licking her lips very conspicuously on the next page from where Kūkaku said she wanted to go see her and was flashing way more of her boobies than usual?

I think this is pretty open and shut.

Now, moving on, ‘O Fortuna’ is a different part of Carmina Burana, but I think that these two convey what is going on here quite well:

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Don't think twice before you listen to your heart Follow the trace, for a new start What you need, and everything you'll feel Is just a question of the deal

In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove The experience of survival is the key To the Gravity Of Love

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“Forever in your arms,” you said, forever in my heart My love for you will make us both climb higher Driven by the power that is burning in our hearts You know my faith in you will keep us together “Forever in your arms,” you said, forever in my heart My love for you will make us both climb higher I sense your presence in this room, I feel that you are near You hold me close and whisper, “Love is forever”

(Sure is weird that Kūkaku can remotely detect Yoruichi’s undetectable cat form through walls, huh?)

Maybe one disagrees with any one given assertion here, but I personally think that in concert together it becomes very hard to come up with a plausible alternative explanation for who Yoruichi is waxing poetic about. You would have to imagine that she just happens to be nude on some other night and is extoling the praises of Kanonbiraki Benihime Aratame, for example, and I don’t find that that particularly persuasive. Do you?

It bears saying explicitly that although I think this makes Yoruichi’s feelings exceedingly clear, it does not bespeak any reciprocity on the part of Kūkaku. Whatever her feelings are, we’re not so privy to them. So this whole argument only substantiates, in my opinion, that Yoruichi is attracted to Kūkaku and not that they are a canonical ship.

Having now said all of this, I think we should at this point ask why I need to be here laying all this out in front of you in exhaustive detail like this. Well, I think the simplest explanation for that is that all of this is rather subtle and requires caring enough to really think it through from Yoruichi’s perspective while cross-referencing with the rest of the manga. It’s a DIY project on assembling the pieces. Kubo doesn’t simply tell you what’s what and most people aren’t willing to invest the effort to look for themselves.

I do think there’s also another explanation, however: the subtlety is kind of intended to deliberately mislead you. To conceal the truth. Think about it. Shueisha was and remains rather conservative. Studio Pierrot is responsible to its corporate sponsors. Japan is still the only G7 country not to legalize same-sex marriage at a national level. Chizuru is treated as a joke character. Orihime and Tatsuki were queerbaited pretty hard. You do the math: if this was Kubo’s intention he had to be somewhat circumspect about it.

(I could go into the anime largely creating UraYoru and YoruSoi from material that doesn’t exist in the manga, but I think this post is long enough.)

But this is the truth: we have an incredibly sensual, sexual love poem by an incredibly sensual, sexy, powerful (brown) woman, which is clearly directed at her “best friend”, who is also an incredibly sensual, sexy, powerful woman. And that really brings us back to this post. WLW content from Japan is about cute fluffy innocence, not the intense female “When you’re both TOPS” energy that Yoruichi and Kūkaku radiate together (which I will again note was also present in CFYOW). Japan still isn’t ready for that today. It sure as hell wasn’t ready for it in 2005.

And yet there it is nonetheless.

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I feel like it’s time for me to share my theory about 1D’s formation (and why it had been planned well before this X-factor video was shot - though this video did very well at making it seem organic)

A lot of this theory comes from reading stuff from @verily-i-say who, if you weren’t around when she was, worked with reality television and talked about how casting for reality shows works (ie everyone is assigned a role before they are even cast and you just try to find someone who can fit the roles that you need)

Liam giving that talk a couple months back about how 1D was something he believed Simon made for him because of their talk only solidified this theory for me. So lets get into it.

Let’s start with what was going on in pop culture in the start of 2010, and what 1D was originally supposed to be. Because remember, 1D was never supposed to be as big as they ended up being! By 2010 boy bands still weren’t as big as they had been in the late 90s and early 00s. There were the Jonas Brothers who were starting to wind down their activities just by the nature of how long they had been. The producers of X-factor would have known this without any sort of inside knowledge it’s just how pop bands are. They have shelf lives. K-pop was trying hard to pierce the western market but so far nothing had stuck and there was a feeling at the time that kpop would never make it big in the west because of how their bands were crafted/promoted.

What that means is there was room for a boy band. I think Simon and the people in the X-factor knew it was a good time to make a boyband. There was a market for it, and something that needed filled. So they start crafting their story. No group had ever won the X-factor because pre-made groups kinda sucked/weren’t fully crafted the same way they used to be. Clearly this meant they would have more success making a group than anything else.

We know the producers knew of Liam and Louis. I think they started with Liam - and again this is all before we even got to the filmed auditions. I think they had the idea to make the band with these 5 boys from the original auditions and it was ALWAYS going to be them.

Niall filled the Irish niche. They had just opened auditions to Ireland. This was an easy way to gain success in Ireland.

Zayn filled the “ethnic” niche. How else is the group supposed to be “diverse” if they don’t have a POC?

Liam filled the group leader. The band was originally crafted around Liam and I will die by this.

Harry filled the “baby” role. He was the youngest. You think it was coincidence his age was brought up during his filmed audition? No it was meant to cast him as the “baby”. It’s not as intense a role as the “maknae” in kpop groups but it’s a role to fill. It also leads into him being marketed as “adorably slow”. He’s baby.

And Louis? Well Louis filled the “gay” role. Vee has talked about how obvious it is to anyone with eyes that 18 year old Louis was gay. I’ll get into why they needed a gay member in a moment.

So that was their initial set up: Irish, POC, Leader, Baby, Gay. Those are the roles the X-factor deemed they needed for a boyband in early 2010 and then they went about looking for people who fit those roles.

Now, like with any casting, it doesn’t always work out perfectly. You see it constantly in tv shows and reality shows. Audience reaction to people and also just general “character development” changes where people fall. Liam’s role of “leader” and “face” of the band swiftly fell apart because Harry is SO FUCKING CHARISMATIC. If you rewatch any X-factor stuff you can see it happen almost in real time. I could go on a whole tangent about how this affected Liam and Harry’s relationship but that’s not exactly the point of this post and it’s already way too long lol.

But what happened to Louis being “gay” and why did they need a “gay” member to begin with? It goes back to the idea 1D was never meant to be as successful as they are. In 2010 being gay and coming out/or being outted was like… pop culture candy. It was trendy. It got you promo. I’m not saying it’s right but that’s how it was. So I think they always wanted a gay member so that way they guaranteed a 3 album commitment from the boys. Album 1 rides off the back of X-factor. If Album 2 wasn’t as successful you pull out the gay card and BOOM instant interest in album 3. Enough to get Simon’s money worth from the band before they’re allowed to fade into obscurity.

Obviously that didn’t happen. Why? Well for starters the band was INSANELY popular. And secondly 🤷🏼‍♀️ Larry? They got put in a position with Larry where they couldn’t out Louis even if they needed to without outting Harry and ruining his “role” in the band.

And there’s my theory ✌🏻

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Here’s the thing about him singing Still the One in 2022. When he did it at MSG in 2018 we very loudly made it about Louis. And HSHQ is just like LTHQ. They see everything. They have to because it’s their job to see everything.

So that means they know that we think that.

Harry knows we think Still the One is about Louis.

And he still did that.

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Anyway glad they’re still going strong ✌🏻

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My #1 post of 2022

Larries since 2010: Harry and Louis are being forcibly closeted

Antis since 2010: NO ONE CAN FORCE THEM TO STAY CLOSETED

Larries since 2010: sure they can there are purity clauses that say they can’t do anything to tarnish the band brand

Antis since 2010: THATS NOT TRUE. YOURE THE HOMOPHOBIC ONES FOR THINKING THIS

Harry in 2022:

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survey #166

Are you interested in any reality TV shows? I like some like cooking shows or other competitions when I'm watching TV with others, which is the only time I ever watch television anyway. Historically I've fucking adored animal documentary series, like Meerkat Manor or Orangutan Island, and I remember I loved one featuring rhesus macaques as well, I just don't remember its name. I am VERY interested in watching animals just live their lives.

What’s your favourite thing to have on toast? Light butter, cinnamon, and sugar. Childhood delicacy, man.

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever had to deal with at your job? So much social anxiety that I would end up in the bathroom having a total meltdown regularly. For external things though, just impatient people.

Do you think being born was a mistake? No.

Do you have a large dog? If not, are you afraid of them? We currently only have the smallest species of dog lol, but we've had a boxer mix before. I'm not afraid of them at all, I love big dogs.

What is something you used to always do but don’t anymore? Once upon a time I lived off of soda, like it was ALL I drank for many years, but I've cut back immensely, I'm working towards getting to a point where I'll only drink one personal-sized (not a two liter) bottle a week. I enjoy soda more than I do eating, and I've absolutely noted that it can bump my mood up quite a bit, so getting to where I am now is a big fucking deal if you know me.

Has anyone ever told you that they loved you, and you didn’t say it back? Yes, that's when I realized things had gone too far.

What’s your favorite hairstyle on the opposite sex? I sincerely love emo hair help 😭

Have you ever done a Mason jar craft? No, but I find those SUPER cute.

Who is your favorite photographer? Anastasiya Dobrovolskaya tops the list, her work is SO dreamy, and the animals featured are all humanely owned.

Were you shy in high school? Yes, but I'm way worse now.

Do you wish karma were real, or are you glad that it isn’t? Oh I very much wish it was real, but it's quite obvious to me that it's unfortunately not.

Who are the cutest babies in your Facebook newsfeed? None lol, I only have one friend with a child who is truly a baby instead of at least a toddler and god I love this person but the baby is NOT cute lol, but I very rarely find very young babies to be cute anyway.

Are your ears pierced more than once, if at all? Yes, I have two on each earlobe, and my right tragus is pierced. I want more.

Did the last guy/girl you kissed have any piercings? Nah, he's not into piercings for himself personally.

Do you actually love your parents? I most certainly do.

Do you know anyone autistic? My niece, and I am FINALLY being evaluated for it myself I want to say next month. I know I have at least one autistic acquaintance, too.

How about someone bipolar? That I'm already diagnosed with, type two. My oldest sibling is also bipolar, but she has type one.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? I celebrate yearly ones, yes.

What was your very first pet like? He was a long-haired (I'm pretty sure silkie breed) orange and white guinea pig named Squeak. <3 He loved attention and was such a character, always gentle and we'd do excited guinea pig squeaks back to each other haha. <3 He was sadly kept in an inadequate cage (you know, the shitty rectangle ones you find at chain pet stores that are actually horrible for them), but I of course didn't know better with how young I was, but he was always a good boy. I'm thankful he lived the proper lifespan for the little guys, I just wish I'd been aware enough to give him a more enriched life.

What’s the coolest hobby one of your friends has? I actually really find D&D to be super interesting; I have multiple friends who do it and wish I had that level of comfort to do stuff like that without being embarrassed by it, I NEVER could do it, I'm way too fuckin awkward.

Have you ever pet a cow, a sheep or a pig? I've pet a small pig. <3 I'd love to pet a cow and sheep too, though!

What is the wallpaper on your best friend's cell phone? IT'S LITERALLY JUST FUCKING GRAY I DON'T UNDERSTAND HIM LIKE WHY

Do you like your girlfriend’s/boyfriend’s parents? I adore his mother, she's such a fucking sweetheart with a ginormous heart and is SO damn accepting. She's been an absolute darling to me ever since she met me. I never met his dad, he died of a very sudden heart attack or something similar like over ten years ago, so I'm not comfortable making a judgment about him. I know Girt's always explained him as having been a hardass, but a very caring one that loved his family to death. He's mentioned that me and him are quite different, primarily politically, so we might've butted heads but he was ultimately pretty confident that he would've loved me. I really like hearing stories about him, and pictures are always super cool because holy SHIT Donald Sr. put his fuckin face through a copying machine and plastered it onto his son lmfao, like it's unreal.

Do you like Polaroid photography? YES, I find it super super aesthetically pleasing and so nostalgic; I myself would really like to have one to take fun little pictures with it sometimes.

Is there a friend of yours who curses nonstop? Who would that be? Haha you mean me? Girt's even worse than I am though, he's one of those people that will curse freely in public, not to be rude or provoke people, but because he just straight-up doesn't realize he does it. He's the person who has more than once gone "SHIT I shouldn't be cursing" NOT quietly in public lmao, I've sometimes just had to give him a lil nudge for him to realize when in public or around kids. Girt is extremely intelligent, he really really is, but he will often just do things very mindlessly and without evening beginning to realize that he's doing them.

What internet browser do you use? Chrome.

What do you usually do to let your feelings out? Listen (usually very loudly) to music, vent to people I trust, sometimes do artistic stuff like write or draw. I cry very easily, and sometimes doing that will help relieve stress. On VERY few occasions I've screamed into a pillow, and boy does it feel good when I'm REALLY upset enough, even though I absolutely hate doing it. Even though I know factually it's harmless and is even a good way to ease frustration in a way that doesn't hurt others or property, I feel like an aggressive person the few times I've let myself do it and just really don't like that.

What was the last thing you uploaded/plugged into the computer? Uploaded, a picture from my phone. I last plugged in my phone to charge; it fits the charger for my mouse so I can use it when I'm in here.

Are you participating in Project 365 (you take a picture of you/something every day of the year and post it)? I've considered doing this with photography, and I'm certain it would further train my artistic eye, I just... haven't. I'm not really one to take pictures with my real camera unless I really desire to take a certain picture, I don't just trash it up with random things. I honestly should let myself do this though, I KNOW it would be beneficial as an artist.

Do you have a Flickr? If so, post the link. Yeah, it's Ozzkat on there, but I don't use it very much at all. It's a lower-priority art platform for me, I mainly focus on deviantART despite the fact I quite dislike the website now for how aggressively and unabashedly it endorses AI "art." I've just been there the longest and have the biggest following there by far, so...

Do you think it’s dumb when a band smashes their instruments, or do you find it totally radical? I honestly do find it dumb, like... why. Why destroy what is generally a great quality instrument if you're a band playing it on stage to an audience. If you want a new guitar or some shit, just donate or even SELL the damn thing, don't break and waste it.

Have you ever made a gif? If not, do you think it’d be interesting to make one? I've made many over the years for various purposes, yeah. I tend to go through episodes of making them and then not.

When you feel uninspired, do you feel like you need to go somewhere to become inspired? Not really, actually. I tend to become inspired by observing others' artwork and stuff. It is very much about the content I surround myself with.

Have you ever lived on a university campus? No.

Do you play any games on your phone? Only Pokemon GO. I would like to be able to play more, but my phone is trash with VERY limited memory, I've had to delete plenty of things just to keep that one game updated and therefore playable, lol.

Have you ever shaved your face? Yes, there's this tool I use that's not quite a razor, it's a vibrating tube thing that looks almost like a lipstick case, but I use it on my upper lip, chin, and I've started to use it between my eyebrows too.

What was the last vaccination you got? It was a tetanus vaccine refresher, I think?

Who’s your favorite rapper? And your favorite song by this favorite rapper? Eminem, and probably "Love the Way You Lie," I was OBSESSED with that song when it was new. I also like "Space Bound" a lot, though.

How about your favorite band? And your favorite song by this band? Oh fuck. For Ozzy it's proooobably "Trap Door," but I'm also very much adoring of "See You on the Other Side" (actually listened to it today) and "Mama I'm Comin' Home." The Rammstein song I enjoy the most in terms of catchiness/most often in the mood to listen to is "Zick Zack," however I consider my ultimate favorite by them to be "Stein um Stein" because it's a fucking artistic storytelling masterpiece imo.

Has anyone ever made a promise to you that they’d change? Who? Juan probably did at some point in high school.

Have you ever had any painful dental work done? If so, what? Oh yes, I wasn't afraid of the dentist until recent times when I was finally paying for neglecting my teeth due to depression and I now realize also executive dysfunction issues later in the timeline. I had a lot of cavities, a few that were quite severe, and fixing one required me to get a numbing shot THROUGH THE ROOF OF MY FUCKING MOUTH, like I could FEEL the needle go through and deep into my fucking gums, and it was my worst EVER experience with a needle, that shit HURT. I'm finally getting better with taking care of them, thank fuck; I think seeing how severe the consequences were becoming really kicked my ass into gear. It doesn't matter if I hate my body, it's my responsibility and I'm going to do all I can to make it better and comfortable to live in. I also had braces for a large chunk of growing up, and getting them tightened always commenced a very painful few days afterwards for all of my teeth. I recently had a wisdom tooth yanked out, and while the numbing shots did suck, they definitely used an adequate amount of it 'cuz I sure didn't feel anything other than pressure. I only got scared when the tooth broke, the sound made me jump.

Is there anyone you’d like to apologize to? Jason. I doubt I'll ever get the chance, but god do I wish I could express how sorry I am to his face. I also want to apologize to Sara for how I severed our friendship, I should have been more direct (I had my honest reasons for thinking it was better not to be so confrontational, but I know now that I was wrong in that part), but I know it's better that I don't stir up settled dust. It's better for both of us that we just don't have contact with each other. Like yes, I think it would help me to just get my apology off my chest, but when you consider I don't seek reconciliation with her whatsoever, it'd be a pointless amount of possible upset.

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend? HELL NO, we're dating and serious with each other so even going a day without some amount of contact is out of the question for us. A month without talking to him would be MISERABLE.

How has your style changed since you were in high school? Well back then I was your average emo kid, still pretty emo at heart but a bitch is wearing comfortable shit these days, lol.

What was the last new drink you discovered that was delicious? Strawberry banana smoothies.

What is your favorite way your hair has ever looked? Probably how it is now, but when it was newly dyed a seaweed-y green.

Have you ever had a teacher that also taught your parents? No, neither of my parents grew up in NC. Well actually, during my last college attempt I DID have an English teacher that previously taught my mother like a semester prior; she got her degree only a few years ago.

Where’s the nearest GameStop near you? Shit bro, probably not even three minutes. It's in the same complex where our Wal-Mart is.

What was the last thing you took a video of? Probably either Roman or Cookie being silly.

What’s the biggest risk you’ve ever taken? Overdosing on cold medicine.

Do you believe your ex cares about you? No. Maybe he does, but I'm not so sure about that.

What was the last compliment you received from the opposite sex? Girt said something about me being a positive influence, which meant a lot.

Have you ever been to an orchard? No, but I'd REALLY like to.

Who was the last family member of yours that died? My maternal grandmother, that I know of.

What is your favorite color for cars? Pinks, of course. I am also a big lover of burnt orange cars.

Do you have any gay family members? I know I have at least one on Mom's side, it's like her distant cousin or something, I'm not entirely sure on what he is to her.

Did your last relationship end because of you or the other person? She instigated the breakup, so her.

Would you be upset if you caught your boyfriend looking at porn? No, I know I'm an extreme minority that gets zero enjoyment out of porn. I'd only be bothered if my partner seemed more into watching that than doing things with me, his actual girlfriend. I don't know or care if this is something he does when I'm not around, and if he does okay cool, I don't feel like I'm actually competing with a porn star or whatever. I suppose maybe this would depend on who my partner IS too, like I deeply trust Girt and what he feels for me so the idea of him watching it does nothing to me. It's not like he'd actually pursue his favorite porn star or whatever.

Have you ever had crabs, turtles, or lobsters? I've had a few hermit crabs in my life and very briefly a turtle that I shouldn't have even had.

What is your favorite type of cat? Oriental shorthairs!!!!!!! I REALLY want one of these one day.

What if a friend asked you to go with her to get an abortion? I'm walking in there right beside her and holding her hand if she's fine with it. She will have NO doubts that she is loved and supported.

Who of the opposite sex has seen you at your worst? Either Jason or Girt, depending. The night of the breakup when Jason very briefly came over to check on me because of shit I said, I was FUCK-ING HYSTERICAL, but Girt came to the ER following my suicide attempt because I tagged him as someone I directly wanted to say thanks and bye to, and I feel like that was truly my lowest point ever in life, in that hospital bed with an IV in me wearing scrubs. I was ready to die and was so done with existence, I was dirty and hideous and crying but he stayed for a while anyway.

Are you sitting in a spinning chair? Yes.

Are you one of those people who will not use a public washroom? I definitely avoid them if I can, but I'm more comfortable going depending on how well-kept the place is. For example, I'm WAY more comfortable using the restroom in like The Cheesecake Factory versus a gas station, haha. If I gotta go though, I gotta go, I just do the thing where you place toilet paper over the seat.

Have your parents ever disapproved of the person you’re dating? Like, the person I'm CURRENTLY dating, or any partner I've ever had? Either way I think no; I know they've always approved of Girt, but I suppose Dad might have not been thrilled about me dating a girl once, but I really have no idea what exactly he felt. As it turned out Mom didn't like Sara either, but it had nothing to do with her being another woman, she was fine with me dating a girl.

Were you raised by someone other than your parents? No.

What’s the last chore you did? Vacuumed.

What is your favorite jungle animal? Very close call between tigers and clouded leopards. I'm also quite fond of kinkajous!

Is your father injured? He has a bad back and has for a very long time, but I don't think he has any noteworthy, current true "injuries."

Are you part Native American? No.

What are your pets’ names? Roman, Venus, and Cookie.

Have you ever worked two jobs? No, I can pretty fucking much GUARANTEE I would never be able to do that.

Who is the oldest sibling in your family? Katie.

What are some of your happy thoughts? Being with Girt, a hopeful happy and content future together, the idea of being a successful photographer who gets to travel a good amount, having a poetry book published, be surrounded by well-provided-for and loved pets one day... just a lot of visions of the future I want.

What are the names of all the dogs you’ve ever owned? Trigger, Angel, Teddy, Dale, Delilah, Harley (maybe? I can't remember if she only stayed with Ashley?), Cali, Bentley, I think her name was Lola (we had her very briefly), and now Cookie. Maybe one more in there somewhere, I feel like Mom's mentioned a dog's name that I don't remember at all before.

Would you ever get a face tattoo? I'd NEVER get a big one, but I'm doubtful I'll even get a tiny one. I'm quite sure I don't want any on my face.

How much was the rent/mortgage at the cheapest place you’ve ever lived? I have no way of knowing that because I've never been involved in the finances of anywhere I've lived.

Who in life have you felt the strongest need to protect? Uhhhh... that's hard? There are multiple people who come to mind, all in different sorta ways, but I SUPPOSE the absolute strongest would ultimately be for my older sister's three kids. I would fucking kill for them, with ZERO hesitation.

What is the cruelest thing a person has ever said to you? I really, really enjoyed being called a spineless, weak-willed deadweight that exaggerates her trauma, that was super cool.

Who do you think was the worst criminal in history? Probably Adolf Hitler, but idk. There have been many sick people, but Hitler definitely left the biggest impact with I'm assuming the largest casualty numbers in his name.

Which laws would you most like to change? Abortion needs to be a GLOBAL right, heightened gun control is FUCKING mandatory, LGBTQ+ rights should be a guarantee everywhere under the sun, capitalism should fucking burn to the ground, and I know there are SO many more, I'm just drawing a blank atm while knowing I'm missing very obvious shit.

Who is the person you most wanted to have an affair with but didn’t? I can confidently say I've never wanted that.

Who have you most feared in your life? My dad.

What is your strongest reason for your opinion on abortion? The being that already has a novel's worth of thoughts, feelings, emotions, desires, and memories comes WAAAAAAY fucking before the developing cells that have none of those. Full fucking stop.

What one natural thing would you most like to see? Aurora borealis.

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Hello! It's nice to see a new genshin impact writer! I saw requests are open, and there's two I have in mind (if it's ok with you): One is for Razor, Albedo, Xiao, and ganyu (possibly Aether if you can) wherein Reader is scared of love. Like, they're scared of opening up and love someone in fear of rejection or being tossed away. But yet they still daydream having someone who'd love them making it more obvious how much they want to love despite their fears anyway--

With this information, how will they confess to Reader about their feelings? Or comfort/console them?

𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: albedo, xiao, ganyu, (separate) x gn!reader

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: reader has a pyro vision, albedo and xiao story spoilers in their parts

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒: srry for cutting some characters off!! the character limit is 3! (but personally i would write for aether hehe hes so cute i love him)

you just so happened to have a quest in dragonspine

you did not expect to see fatui—especially not fight them

and... you did not expect to get ganged up on! what is this? a bully session? what the heck?

Among the brawn and burly figures of the Fatui members, you didn’t fail to notice a streak of blonde and dazzling blue from a distance—your eyes widening as you prayed to whatever archon would dare to listen...

Please, please don’t be another stupid enemy. You thought with a grimace, your heart pounding in your chest as you could hear a voice—it was calm yet strong, like a endless waterfall or a river creek.

“Burst forth!”

In a matter of seconds, a geo flower emerged from the earth, your form being lifted up on the tiny platform as shards of crystallized rock formed under you, nearly stabbing you in the gut.

Who? What? How? Who was this stranger? This vision-wielder?

Wasting no time, you plummeted down on a nearby Fatui—deeming this geo-user as ‘safe’, you summoned your own flames, charring the crystal snow black as you wrapped your arm around the blonde, barely taking any time to observe his features.

from then on, you never expected to grow close to this mystery man

turns out he was the chief alchemist of the knights! you weren’t personally associated with the knights... but being chief alchemist certainly was a grand title, right?

with the use of your pyro vision, you helped accompany—albedo—you learned his name was

at first, the two of you were just exploration buddies. but as time went on, butterflies began to form in your stomach, nervousness seemed to peak when he was around

love was like a poison—you knew it’d hurt, you knew it’d kill you to have a drop—

but you wanted it. you wanted love, you wanted to be held by albedo and to twirl his silky hair around your fingers...

but—would he want you?

You wanted to love Albedo so badly.

Yet you knew, you couldn’t. The alchemist just wasn’t the type for love, he was not the type to give kisses or reassurances, nor was he the type to confess with a rose in his hands.

It wouldn’t hurt to dream, though.

The thoughts you had before you slept were of him, of how pretty his eyes were—you couldn’t even pinpoint a color for it. Sometimes, they were blue, sometimes, they were teal.

With every shooting star that’d zip past the sky, every eyelash that’d fall and every fire that’d be lit with the palm of your hands... you hoped for a love. A love so grand it’d outshine the sun, a love so grand it could make you forget the past and undo the pain of before.

But, in the depths of your mind, in the wings of the butterflies that’d flutter in your stomach... you knew—

Albedo did not love you.

albedo initially thought of you as a torch lighter.

LOOK, HE IS A LOGICAL AND RESOURCEFUL MAN. he does not see the world with a rosie-colored-lens like how many others do—he sees it as the facts

and with your pyro vision? combined with dragonspine, ooh, please... ain’t that a match lighter?

but as time went on, he started to see you in a new light

you were knowledgeable, you respected his views and even contributed sometimes! you were no prodigy of alchemy, of course, but you were well-versed in combat and oftentimes knew how to navigate dragonspine

(he asked you how you knew dragonspine so well. all you told him was “Pain”)

but... albedo is observant. he’s definitely aware of your feelings and nervousness, how you get overly sweaty near him and fumble on your words

it’s then he realizes—he likes you too

love is a foreign concept to him, uncharted territory and an unexplored region. of course, as an alchemist, it is up to him to discover the unknown

and love—love is unknown

how could one possibly dedicate their entire life to another? albedo always questioned this notion, for humans were free beings that wanted nothing more than to break free of their shackles

and yet—the moment the alchemist met you? all of those questions flew out of the window

he wished... he wished to love you. but to him, it looks as if you do not want to love him

It’s frustrating, really.

How Albedo would brush over your hand mindlessly, how he’d hand you an object and let your fingertips meet for two seconds too many, how his cold yet soft lips would curve into a smile upon seeing you return from your endeavors.

Why? Why? Why? Why did he do this? Was he aware of the way he made you go crazy?

You wanted to love him, so so bad—but—

“[Y/N],” Albedo’s voice seemed to pierce through your thoughts as if he had heard them.

“Y-Yes?” You turned immediately, the rush of your heart not calming a bit, the nervousness of your leg that bounced up and down as a remedy that you wish didn’t have to be so obvious.

Averting his eyes from yours, you missed the pixie blush that dusted the tip of his ears. He was not aware of your insecurities—but he was aware of one thing.

That—that he liked you... a lot, in fact.

“Recently...” Albedo started, clearing his throat anxiously before continuing, “I have started to develop some... feelings, for you. It is okay if you do not reciprocate, but it feels wrong to think about you in such a light when you are not awa—“

“Yes!”

You winced.

And then, everything seemed to crumble. Was he talking about someone else? Was there someone behind you? Was this a mindless prank? As it had been all those years ag—

A hand rested on your cheek, bringing you back to reality with the mere touch of his fingers.

albedo... in all of his intelligent prowess... was not expecting for you to say yes

in the public, he is a genius— a prince, a prodigy, even. but to him, he is but a failed student who is trying his best in completing his master’s final orders:

find the meaning of life

what is life? life is broad, life is different, life is... well, life.

at first, albedo had assumed that his master was talking about living life, as in plants or animals.

but now—with you, with klee, with mondstadt, with everyone.

the chief alchemist seemed to realize:

life, life was in you.

life brought joy, laughter, pain, excitement, happiness—

and sometimes, even love

“But Albedo I—“

“It’s okay, [Y/N]. Though I am not personally aware of what seems to be troubling you, I will do everything in my power to assure that you feel comfortable with me.”

Life was short, Albedo noted.

So—he wants to enjoy it.

—With you.

xiao does not fear rejection, but he does fear love

how pitiful... for a guardian yaksha such as him to fear such a trivial matter

love—love was scary. love could take control of him like how he was manipulated in the archon war, love could tug his arms and move him around like a puppet

he, adeptus xiao, did not want to love

but then, you came in. and it frustrated him tremendously. you were but a mere mortal, a fleeting life that came into his eternal one. you were someone who he did not deserve

and yet, he loved you

so much, so so so much, he can’t bear it. he can take on all those karmic binds, all those whispers and hatred—yet he cannot bear the love he feels for you. he cannot bear the way his heart races or leaps whenever he sees you, he cannot bear you

but—his heart does not like the fact that you feel the same

you had told him before, one night, a few months ago... you told him how you were afraid of love

you were afraid of getting tossed away, of being forgotten like the fallen archons in war, like a side character in a play of fontaine

and all xiao could do was scoff. whoever dared to throw you away would meet his spear, his rage. he could not fathom a world where you were hated, where anyone would dare to reject you—because, because—

you were his world, regrettably

Pacing up the stairs of Wangshu Inn, you ignored the gross feeling of your clothes sticking to your skin.

“[Y/N].”

Jolting up, your eyes met with that of the Guardian Yaksha—his piercing gaze and unwavering strength eyeing you down as if you were a pest.

“You’re going to get sick. Your mortal body cannot withstand such weather,” Xiao scolded, and on cue, a flash of light zipped through the air, the deep rumble of thunder following soon after.

Observing the way you flinched at the noise, Xiao merely wrapped an arm around your waist, teleporting you to the top of the inn and into your room.

“Dry up. I will return with soup,” The adeptus waved off your nervous gaze. He was not stupid, he has seen mortals succumb to sickness, and he hopes that you will not be one of them.

but as he heads to the kitchen, he cannot help but notice—notice the fact that you seemed to be... uneasy around him

was it something he said? was he perhaps too harsh with you? you of all people should know his words mean well, though...

and ugh, here it is again. the feeling of love that made even him overthink the smallest of things

yet after he brought you some soup and got you into bed, the question still ran around his mind like a halo. did you hate him? was this sickness bringing out your true thoughts?

well, yes and no

“Xiao...” You quietly murmured, wincing as the winds picked up inside your room, materializing a certain Yaksha out of thin air.

“What?”

“I’m sorry...”

“...?”

Rushing up to you, Xiao immediately placed a hand on your forehead, worried that you were on the brink of death.

“I’m sorry for liking you.”

“... What?” His eyes widened in disbelief, in shock. Sorry? Why were you sorry? Did you regret liking him? Was that why—

“I know...” You trailed off, in a drunken state of sickness, “That you don’t love me. But that’s okay. I just... wanted to let you know... because I’m afraid you’ll say no... but if you say no, I can at least move on...”

Staring at you fiercely, his breath hitched in his throat. No? No? He would never say no to you, ever, ever.

“Don’t move on,” Was all he could muster.

Don’t. He wasn’t ready for love, no, he never was—but—

He did not want you to leave.

This action of sickness was finally a catalyst, a catalyst for Xiao to confess to you properly when you were in the right state of mind.

And hopefully—when he does, you will say yes.

xiao only confesses because he does not want to lose you

his karmic binds, the whispers, the screams. he does not want you to get tainted by them—so he is selfish, he is selfish for loving you and confessing to you... but he, he cannot bear to see you go

a double-edged sword, love is. it stabs his heart, skewering it as if it were nothing. it plunges his mind, clouding his thoughts as they fill with you and only you

can’t he just indulge in this fluffy feeling, once?

no—he doesn’t deserve it, he doesn’t deserve you.

Under the rising stars and floating lanterns, the two of you sit. It is an unspoken love, you both share, it is an unwritten rule that paints the back of your minds like a canvas of colors.

But love—is love. Love is the rainbow that forms in the sky when the rain is over, love is the sun that shines, washing away all of the coldness of the world.

Love is you.

ganyu feels... alone

so when you come into her life like a prospering glaze lily, she wants nothing more than to love you!

but you, confuse her. she is 100% sure you return her feelings, so why do you not seem to be... excited, about it?

To an immortal like Ganyu—love changes. At first, love was for the world, but then it shifted for mankind, and then it moved to... you.

She was no strange to love, in fact, she welcomed it! Ganyu wants to feel as mortal as possible, so when you stumble in and make her fumble for words—she knows she has fallen.

Like a meteor or a person—she falls for you. Everything reminds her of you, every flower and every bird makes her want to talk to you and spend her time with you.

But lately—you have been quite... reserved.

at first, ganyu thinks she is the problem. that she has done something wrong and she is a terrible crush

but then, she hears rumors. rumors about your past loves and how they rejected you mercilessly, how they played you like a marinette doll and caused you pain

to ganyu—that is the lowest any mortal could ever go. but for now, that is not her problem. she wants to help you, to make you realize that you are deserving of love and that you—you make her feel love

she—of course, does not confront you about this directly. ganyu is far too experienced to bring up past conflicts

but, she will subtly make you realize her feelings. with morning and night walks around liyue harbor, with hangouts and ‘dates’ at liuli pavilion...

love... it’s quite beautiful, isn’t it?

“Ah, the food here is certainly marvelous,” Ganyu gushed, enjoying a nice plate of jade parcels as you spared a smile.

“Yes, thank you for this, Ganyu. I know you work a lot and—“

“Of course, [Y/N]. Everyone needs breaks,” The woman returned your kind gesture, eyes crinkling in amusement as your heart pounded so loudly in your chest.

“In all honesty, [Y/N]. I feel quite a connection to you, and though I am aware you are hesitant— I just wanted to let you know that you are loved... by many people, not only me,” Ganyu rested her chopsticks down, making complete eye contact with you as her blue hair framed her face. The black and red horns that adorned her head glimmered—the kindness and delicate features of her nose and lips, her eyes and smile—

Your breath hitched.

ganyu—of course— does not expect an answer right away!

in fact, she thinks it’s quite unorthodox to confess to someone who is afraid of love—but her instincts told her it was right

it was abrupt, she knows. you don’t have to say yes, she knows.

but still, love was a game of chance—just as gambling, betting, anything. love was a game for two

so she took it. she took the chance, hoping that maybe you, you’d say yes.

“I...” You trailed off. You didn’t know Ganyu returned your feelings, neither did you ever imagine she could... Ganyu was half-adeptus, a caliber above you and your mortal-ness! Why would she ever think of you as anything more tha—

“Do not be afraid, [Y/N],” Ganyu’s voice was gentle as she soothed you. She had been here before, she had seen you cry out of a yearning for something you couldn’t have, she had seen your heart shatter and your mindset retract.

“I... like you too,” You responded, you felt light-headed, like you were soaring in the clouds that not even Celestia could bring you down.

Love, love was a gamble. And sometimes, you’d get your heart broken, your soul broken...

But love—it wasn’t so bad after all.

― constellations!

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