OOC.

just ate an all-you-can-eat buffet, had to dispute a bill, took the wrong bus, lost all my data, run in heels that i just bought and hurry home to finish a presentation i have to do tomorrow.

Why is being alive so overwhelming? Like I genuinely can't even be awake without being overstimulated. Does anyone know how to get out of autistic burnout and actually be happy with being conscious?

I’m absolutely not doing well rn, work is stressful, im overwhelmed, im pmsing, I keep getting fucking kink shit on my feed, I swear to god I am about to cuss someone the fuck out, please be gentle with me for the time being

has anyone ever actually died from overstimulation or will i be the first

got these fancy melatonin gummies hoping they will heal me . they better not be snake oil............. but i would take a placebo effect at this moment LOL !!!!!!!!!

man i think the worst thing about anxiety is that it turns me into a hateful rage spirit that haunts my corpse

pro tip for anyone who thinks they may have autism: REPRESS THAT SHIT ONCE YOU REALIZE YOU'VE BEEN MASKING IT'S SO HARD TO KEEP IT UP

discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

mmngh,, jensen being a bitch when he's overstimulated <3

So fucking angry right now...

First, no one but me in this fucking house does dishes. I'm damn sick of it. I express myself about it and nothing gets resolved. I want to scream.

Second, my idiot boss didn't pay the internet bill for our shop. So the card machine is down, and the entire system is down. But we are still open... which makes zero sense. If we fucking can't do sales, CLOSE THE DAMN STORE. it's not the end of the world if you close for a damn day.

Third, my fucking fiance is pissing me off. I don't want anything sexual from him because he barely showers, and he's ALWAYS home. He games all night and sleeps all day. I've cried and begged him to help me with stuff, and he still hasn't. He says he helps with things, but I know he doesn't. He doesn't even bathe my 2 year old. I'm the only one who bathes her.

If I wasn't here, this house would fall apart... heck it already is because it's fucking stupid that I have to do EVERYTHING myself. It's not the olden days, and I hate how I'm being treated as such. The only things I'm good for apparently are taking care of the family, feeding the family, and making sure everyone eats, including the animals.

I'm out of spoons, I work 40+ hours a week, I barely sleep, and I just want to cry.

I don't know what to do. I work full time, I clean, I cook, I

I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I can't because my brain has decided to remind me of every single bad thing to happen in my life ever

home alone with chaffy for a week. getting a medical letter from my psychologist tomorrow so i can take leave from uni as well. a Much Needed opportunity to replenish my soul!!!!

Actually maybe I'm just too sensitive to be a person who exists in this world. Hermits and cloisters were right. Maybe.

I think advertising alone is so dystopic without all the other horrors of capitalism. like we're at a point humans are literally begging corporations to stop shoving ads in every single place imaginable. Not even the night sky is safe. Corporations just clogging every single human experience we have with the expectation of spending money. Loud repetitive music and visuals that make me want to rip my hair out all day every day. If it was legal I'm sure some company would have fucking engraved an ad on the moon by now. And I constantly get ads almost exclusively for things that are already wildly successful and by all means don't fucking need it. YouTube and Google were both extremely profitable and successful before they stuffed every single corner of the internet with their advertisements and it just gets fucking worse and worse. I feel like we're all being fucking tortured and finally are getting to the breaking point. Like you can only boil the frog so long before it finally succumbs right?

gonna go smoke n b sad now brb

tbh im finished w the episode time to talk (spoiler free review)

Honestly i dont even have a lot to share. My poor neurodivergent brain is overstimulated so bad rn idk what to feel

I feel like it ended perfectly!!!! They didn't end it the way i thought they would, and it was a bit too cheesy for my liking ngl but it made me cry dkkakdlakd

I really, really love the show and it changed my perspective through things, i will appreciate it for a long long time that's one thing I'm sure of

Adaptation of the last arc was really really good i absolutely loved how they did it

I especially loved how they portrayed Reigen this episode too! Everyone was wonderful as usual!

I won't get used to no wob mednesday for a while now clakkclwkdkalkf

Although like i said, anything more than this would be too much. One really knows how to tell a story, and how to end one. As much as I want the series to go on, it couldn't end more perfect than this, at least out of all the possibilities i can think of!

Thank you to the studios that are involved (not you Crunchyroll go to hell), animators, voice actors (also not you Takahiro Sakurai, absolutely not you), everyone that is involved AND MOST IMPORTANTLY!!! ONE!!!!! Thank you for sharing us this Wonderful story i know im so lame rn but really!!! All the characters warm my heart