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awoogayanderes · 2 years

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Types of Yanderes : Bungou Stray Dogs

characters : osamu dazai, edowaga ranpo, atsushi nakajima, doppo kunikida, kenji miyazawa, jun’ ichiro tanizaki, kyōka izumi, yosano akiko, naomi tanizaki.

warnings : yandere behavior, toxic mindsets, manipulation, domestic abuse, imprisonment, self-harm, non healthy relationships. i do not condone any of these behaviors.

other notes : this is the ADA version! if i get inspired, i’ll probably do a port mafia version. a lot of these characters were hard to write for.

Osamu Dazai :

haijo-gata (排除型) - removal type

you are quite literally the reason he lives. he believes you’re too pure and naive for this washed out cruel world. you showed him kindness even after finding out his deepest flaws. he can’t let you be with anyone else, you’re his, his only. he knows he can’t kill your friends or your family but he can sure as hell threaten and blackmail them. he’s a selfish man, only wanting you to show him your feelings and your sweetness. he pulls you out of any communication with anyone and everyone. why are you talking to other people when he’s there? he’s the only one meant to be there for you. you’re his beloved, he’s not going to lose another person he genuinely cares about.

Edogawa Ranpo :

sutookaa-gata (すとーかーがた) - stalker type

he’s not the world’s greatest detective for no reason. he smiles as he finds out where you are with his super deduction. you can’t hide anything from him, he’ll find out everything. you pique his interest to the max and he wants to know every single little thing about you. when you aren’t around him, he can’t help but find out where you are. he’ll casually bring up your previous whereabouts the next time you guys meet. you’re confused, remembering that you never told him but he simply tells you that he used his “ability.” he’s not scared of telling you of his deduction since both you and him know that you’ll never be able to get away.

Atsushi Nakajima :

jishou-gata (自傷型) - self-harm type

coming from a rough and complicated childhood meant that he wasn’t shown love or compassion. when he met you, he saw how you pampered him and how you treated him with so much love. as much as he hates it, he loves how you patch him up and coo at him when he gets hurt. when he’s on missions, he just coincidentally cuts himself every time. he can’t help but blush at your worried face and soft words. if it means that you’ll take care of him, a few bruises and cuts don’t bother him. he just craves your soft touch and treatment. after a while, you always try your best to be with him so he won’t get hurt as much. he truly is in love with you and your protective nature.

Doppo Kunikida :

choukyou-gata (調教型) - training type

he needs you to meet all of his 58 criteria. he wants you to live by his standards, shaping you into the perfect darling. he has authority over you and he’s not afraid to use it. despite this, he’s a bit confused on why he’s like this, on why he wants you to be his interpretation of perfection rather than let you be your own person. he treats you more like a doll or a dog rather than his significant other. don’t ever bring it up though, unless you want a punishment for breaking his criteria. he loves you, just not how defiant you are against him. he thinks of marrying you, further preparing you for marriage and your life together.

Kenji Miyazawa ( platonic ) :

mugai-gata (無害型) - harmless type

he’s so kind to you, always treating you like royalty. i don’t think he would even realize he had some possessive thoughts over you. even if he does realize, he wouldn’t hurt you. you’re too important for him to lay a finger on you. he just wants you to be happy alongside him. forcing you into things would never be his forte. he watches over you, making sure nothing bad happens. nothing that you do can make him snap, he’s always there for you. he’s probably the safest yandere on this list, not wanting to cause you any harm, physically or emotionally. even in hard circumstances, he would never take it out on you. you’re too special.

Jun’ ichiro Tanizaki :

mousou-gata (妄想型) - delusion type

his illusions of you fill him up with so much joy. even if you’re not his partner, he’s so delusional with his visions, craving you even further. whenever you’re not around him, he’ll imagine you with him so he can pass the time. despite him trying to hide his delusion, he’ll slip up when he mentions things you do for him in his illusions that you actually haven’t done. he’ll try to play it off but doesn’t do a very good job at it. even then, he won’t stop with his light snow. he’s just so obsessed with you and can’t help but always imagine you alongside him. if his love for you overflows, he’ll straight up tell you about his fantasies, wanting you to accept him.

Kyōka Izumi ( platonic ) :

hogo-gata (保護型) - protective type

after seeing her parents die in front of her, she can’t risk your safety. she cares deeply about you and will protect you at any cost. despite this, she won’t use demon snow to protect you in fear that demon snow will kill you like she killed her mom. probably the second safest yandere since she doesn’t want to hurt you. you’re her best friend, the most precious person in her life. if anything happens to you, she wouldn’t let you be near her, blaming herself for not being able to protect you. she’ll maybe even go as far as teaching you self-defense. she won’t see another person she cares about die in front of her eyes.

Yosano Akiko :

DV-gata (DV型) - domestic violence type

your relationship with her is a whole rollercoaster. she’ll randomly cut you with a scalpel only for her to heal you with her ability. she has fun with you by breaking you and fixing you up again. if you cry to her, she’ll dismiss it, firing back that she always patches you up. you’re normally a victim of her abuse. like any other person, she gets stressed out and decides to take it out on you. even if she’s mad afterward, she’ll patch you up. yosano doesn’t want you to have an infection or any bruises. you wouldn’t be able to tell anyone due to her ability. but even then, she cares about you, just in her own twisted way.

Naomi Tanizaki :

shuuchaku-gata (執着型) - obsession type

like brother, like sister. she’s heavily obsessed on you. she’s drunk on the thoughts of you. she wants to know everything about you ranging from your favorite color to the color of your undergarments. she always wants to be with you, coddling you as her own. you’re hers and she’s yours. she’ll follow you around constantly, clinging to your side. she gets jealous easily, feeling possessive over you, her beloved darling. she just loves you so much, gladly taking a bullet for you. as long as you’re her significant other, there’s no shred of alone time for you. there’s no way she’s going to let go of you now. not ever.

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yenkat101 · 2 years

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Dating headcannons Beast AU pt 3

25 post event. 3/25. -pt. 4 (Tetcho and Jouno)

Characters: (Fukuzawa x you) (Mori x you)

General: headcannons

Text type: Pine point

Warning: so far, none to mention expect Mori's violent tendencies such as threatening and being his dirty minded self (only mentioned, not described) and a few curses (maybe)

Master list

Ogai Mori

- honestly Mori would be very similar to the original au but with a few tweaks here and there.. apparently he can't be the exact same..

-would Mori be touched starved? honestly Mori wouldn't be touched starved, but he does act like it... Similar to the original au, It is well-known that he would be all over you, because you're so dear to him.. Sometimes he would leave you alone in peace or he would be in your personal space 24/7..

-how would they act around you?

-you really can't tell what's he's like in general because it's like he has 4 faces... 1. His clingy whiny self.. 2. His calm and slightly romantic self... 3. His disappointed and slightly stern self, 4. His sexually sadistic self... and 5. the one you don't regularly see, he's absolute furious self (he doesn't act like that in front of you because he doesn't want to scare you off) but the majority of the time he acts like haft of 2 and 3 on a daily basis

-The same as the Original AU, he doesn't really give out affection.. it's most likely the other way around.. But there's some occasions that he would give you affection without any problems.. like if you're mostly strained or facing something negative... He may initiate affection first in order to comfort you..

-Even if Mori isn't the boss of the Port Mafia he still likes to have the title of being superior.. So it isn't hard to believe that Mori would have the most control in a lovers relationship..

-honestly this would be surprising to most people around his social circle.. but he craves almost any sort of affection with you (but now he can express it whenever he wants, since he's not the boss of the Port Mafia anymore) If you do something very cute that involves affection, he'll be all over you cooing you for being so adorable..

-Mori doesn't need courage to ask you out.. he just does it at the right time with the right planning.. and somehow you're crazy enough to say yes..

-Similar to the Original AU, Mori has two types of dates.. one moment he's acting like one of those single quirky tired dad's that want affection and bring you around town walking around with his orphans then the next moment he's acting like a rich romantic man and bringing you to a fancy dining area.. (somewhere not too popular because he doesn't exactly want you to meet Osamu Dazai at all)

-honestly there's not really much hesitancy within the relationship other than your own.. (if you have any that is) like if you are his darling.. then the word hesitancy doesn't really exist in his vocabulary.. like if he wants something from you, he does it.. no harm done, right?

-working in the orphanage with Mori, I swear almost anything that happens there is wholesome because the kids probably like you and there would be so many wholesome moments between you and Mori (obviously during work hours/daytime because we're taking about Mori here..)

-Similar to the Original AU, Mori is all for living together because it makes it easier for him to 1. To Communicate with you whenever he wants 2. Insure your safety and 3. To see his adorable s/o's cute domestic home life.. (I'm talking about those wholesome moments where you wake up all sleepy and still want to sleep.. *in he's eyes your absolutely adorable when you do that*)

-trying to sleep in the same bed as (them),

-would they be big spoon or small spoon most of the time?

-how do they respond to you giving them innocent affection in bed? When would you get away with making them the opposite position?

-if you live with him.. then on the first night you're probably sleeping in same room as him.. because what's the fun of having you over and he won't be able to sleep with you.. that's just unamusing or at least in his opinion..

-most of the time Mori would be big spoon, He loves the feeling of you within his arms and likes cooing you.. Not only that, but it gives him a sense of superiority, he feels like he's protecting you and he knows for a fact that you're safe in his arms..

-the only way Mori would ever be a small spoon is when he's feeling like it.. like example, you offer your chest or your thighs as a pillow.. if he's in the mood then he would lay on it.. mind you his hands will 100% wander off.. (unless there's kids around- NM if the kids are under the age of 15 he will not be doing that *rip 15+..*) Another reason that will least likely happen, is when Mori's in the hospital unit because he injured himself.. he may or may not use you as a pillow with the excuse that you're more softer than the pillow.. (Mori gets so jealous when the kids spend way to much time cuddling you)

-almost anything goes when it comes to affection.. like arm hooking, hand holding, embraces, hugs, kisses, cuddles, ect..(unlike the Original AU, Mori doesn't need to hide the relationship.. so expect to be bothered because he wants affection..)

-Mori jealous while in a relationship, okay.. unlike the Original AU, Mori's most likely to actually get jealous if you spend too much time with the kids or if a person you get along with starts flirting with you.. (as I mentioned earlier he can get jealous if you do spend way too much time with the kids) but let's get back to the adult flirting with you.. it most likely happened when Mori was showing a couple around the orphanage (little did he know, one of them were unloyal to their lover) and when they laid their eyes upon you, they couldn't help, but with you.. you not being able to catch the drift thought he was just being friendly and funny.. later on Mori found himself alone with the flirter and threatened him (doesn't mean Mori's not a apart of the Port Mafia anymore, it doesn't mean he doesn't know how to kill someone) yeah you had to witness a divorce later on (I know it's not important but I have to say it.. the kids had so much fun watching the drama.. because they're not stupid, they knew exactly what Mori was doing and they had so much fun watching it unfold in front of them)

-if you think very lowly of yourself? He's not having it.. your his darling, it's impossible to worthless.. all of you belongs to him, why would you dare think lowly about yourself? If it's because of past trauma, he'll try to comfort you without triggering you.. If it's because someone told you that, then that person will be having a stern talk with him.. or if it's just an orphan, he'll still have a stern talk with them but he will guide them to not insult others because it's mean..

-unlike the Original AU, Mori's slightly better at cooking because he actually has the time to practice.. Mori wouldn't exactly improve for you because he's still a busy man after all, but sometimes he spends his time improving his skills... His heart flutters and skip a few beats when you cook for him.. he thought you looked absolutely adorable in a apron, placing your home made food on the table.. he would certainly tease you about it.. with the line "awe.. your already preparing to be my little adorable house wife/husband"

-overall, Mori in a healthy relationship would be like... He's a gentleman, romantic, clingy, whiny, flirtatious, manipulative and mysterious.. he's not entirely touched starved but acts like it and he would be easily categorized in yandere.. he's also very protective and teasing as well..

(I don't write Fukuzawa for this AU)

25 post event with (Fukuzawa x reader) and (Mori x reader) 3/25.

#bsd x s/o #bsd x reader #bsd x you #bsd x y/n #bsd pm x reader #bsd pm x you #bsd pm x s/o #bsd pm x y/n #bsd mori x s/o #bsd mori x you #bsd mori x y/n #bsd mori x reader #bsd beast x reader #bsd x beast reader #bsd mori x reader beast

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dejwrites · 2 years

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✧˖*°࿐ synopsis + warnings — the adventures of aran ojiro and his pregnant wife. ( she/her pronouns, black reader, domestic!aran, pro-volleyball player aran, pregnancy mention, humor, fluff, one of moots mentioned domestic aran and my brain been rotting for it ever since )

✧˖*°࿐ tags — @ambrodias @tyga-lily @massivelynervousprincess for the middle name credit lol

WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT ARAN WOULD BE A DAD. It took him by shock also when his fiance (Y/N) was giving him the paperwork stating that she was pregnant. Blabbering nervously about how she took three at-home pregnancy tests and also got blood drawn to confirm it also. She kept apologizing because she knew how he was at the peak of his career and she didn’t want to put a hold on that because of the pregnancy. But all Aran could do is let a smile creep on her face before he’s leaning over placing a kiss on her lips to quiet her down.

He’s been dealing with the Miya twins for years, he was sure he can handle a kid of his own. He was sure the two of you can get through it. Yes, his career was at the highest peak but he wanted to give [Y/N] and his child the world. Although currently his life was filled with the Olympics, sports endorsements and the list goes on, he knew that before those things you were by his side.

“We’ll get through it babe,” He’ll utter as his large hands were caressing [Y/N]’s.

With another addition to the family, the two soon-to-be parents spent a lot of time preparing for the child. From baby shopping for things like car seats, cribs, and the list goes on to turn the one spare bedroom in your luxury apartment into a baby room. Not choosing a color yet because the gender was still a surprise. [Y/N] took it upon herself to only tell Aran's parents, her parents, and Aran's closest friends. Aran didn't particularly care to be left out of the dark of the gender situation, after all regardless of gender he just was excited to have his own little mini-me.

But as he sat in Osamu's restaurant, catching up on everything alongside Atsumu. [Y/N] had excused herself to use the bathroom, making a subtle joke about how liquids run through her like crazy.

"Aran, I have such a good idea as a gift for your son." Osamu was carelessly blabbering on about a baby jersey of their high school. "Well, actually I know it's kinda early but I got this adorable little thing made for the lil guy."

Aran's eyebrows knitted together in confusion as he was listening to Osamu before Atsumu threw a chopstick at his twin brother. "Dude! Do you ever shut up? [Y/N]'s never telling us a secret ever again," He sighs.

Osamu's face went red as he uttered an apology. "Surprise." He said lowly as he saw [Y/N] wobbling back to the group of boys. Her belly is now much noticeable to Osamu compared to the last time he saw her, despite her constantly in here due to pregnancy cravings for his food. She's noticing everyone looks and her curious eyes are darting between the three men. "What?" She questioned.

"He knows," Atsumu says before his head is motioning to his brother.

"Osamu! I told you not to tell him, it was supposed to be a surprise." [Y/N] whined as she takes her seat.

"Okay, but in my defense, I couldn't hold it in any longer," Osamu says. "I'll be right back," He says before he disappears in the back of his restaurant.

[Y/N]'s turning in her seat to face her husband, legs brushing against his as she can't hold back the charming grin on her face that's causing Aran to smile so hard. Perhaps it was because it was the similar grin she gave him when they first met when they first exchanged those three words when they got married.

"A boy huh?" Aran questioned as he's inching a little closer to [Y/N].

"Yes, a little precious boy." She leans over placing a loving kiss on his plump lips. Which Aran was so eager to deepen it, his large hands cupping her face. But the kiss was interrupted by Osamu holding up something and clearing his throat to gain the couple's attention.

"That is so corny." Atsumu snickered gaining a glare from his twin.

"Oh my gosh! It's so adorable," [Y/N]'s gushes as her hands are extended out to grab the onesie that has Osamu's restaurant logo on it.

Osamu has this smile on his face as he's leaning over the bar. "You know with the way you and the little guy been coming here constantly eating my food, it's only right." He says shrugging his shoulders as he hands the onesie to [Y/N].

Aran just watching the events unfold in front of him. The twinkle in [Y/N]'s eyes as she talks about their son and all the things she wants to buy for him. Or the subtle joke she makes about how Atsumu has to get something also for the child if he wants to be as cool as Osamu as a godfather. Perhaps, Aran was falling in love all over again.

Of course, he couldn't help but let those butterflies fly around in the pit of his stomach (and falling in love all over again) as he's following [Y/N] around the marble kitchen counter trying to collect the bowl of ramen out of her hand. A low chuckle escaped Aran's lips as she stopped pointing her chopsticks at him as her belly poked out the pajama shirt she wore. "It's just ramen," She's whining as she placed the bowl down.

"And it has a lot of sodium in it, now hand it over." Aran firmly says as he motions for her to push the bowl over.

"According to who? Iwaizumi? He doesn't count just because he eats and breaths fitness. He doesn't know the cravings a pregnant woman whose child thinks it's funny to constantly push upon her urinary bladder." [Y/N] rants and Aran couldn't help but stare.

Silence overcame the two before he's letting a loud laugh escape the back of his throat. A frustrated pout forms on her lips as she pushes the bowl over, mumbling some words as her hands stroked at her enlarged belly. Aran walks over to [Y/N] placing a kiss on the corner of her pouting lips. "I'll make you something better m'kay?"

"Can you make those brownies I like also?" [Y/N] asked as her arms snaked around Aran's waist bringing him closer to her, even though her belly poked at his hard-toned torso.

"Anything for you [Y/N]," Aran says as he leans down kissing at his wife's lips.

Maybe he did fall in love with [Y/N] all over again now that the due date was getting closer. She's sitting on the couch on her phone texting away. Her small knotless braids tugged into a bun, she wore a pair of grey sweat shorts and Aran's high school jersey that her belly seemed to stretch. Her feet are in Aran's lap as he's massaging one of them due to her constantly complaining about them hurting. On some days he'll cater to her as if she was a princess in a palace due to her ankles being swollen. "Babe, are we sure about making him a junior?" She's questioning.

"We've had this conversation for months [Y/N]. It was your idea and I support whatever you want to do baby," Aran says as his hands massage her feet. "Why'd you ask? Did the twins try to talk you out of it?"

His eyes glanced over at her as she went quiet before he could hear a gush of wetness on the leather couch they were sitting on. She's letting out a sly giggle, "Cause of that." she says, and Aran's eyes are popping out his head in pure panic.

He's pushing himself out of his seat. "Did you just- Oh my god! I should call your GYN." He's rushing to get his phone.

"Babe just calm down. I'm the one having little Aran Jr, I should be the one panicking." [Y/N] says as she's pushing herself out the seat slowly to slide on the slippers she was previously wearing. "Just get the bags we packed weeks ago."

Aran's doing just that as he's tugging the blue-colored diaper bag and the duffel bag full of [Y/N]'s stuff on his shoulder. When Aran back into the living room, he's walking over to [Y/N]. It seemed like his hands were shaking uncontrollably and he felt hot. When [Y/N] saw, her small hands are grabbing a hold of his shaking ones. She's giving it a firm squeeze, "Aran please calm down. I don't need you fainting on me. Not at the moment, just breathe." [Y/N] inhaled sharply to let out a breath to steady her own breathing which Aran mimic exactly what she's doing before helping to guide her out of their apartment.

And indeed Aran fell in love with his wife [Y/N] again when he watched her peacefully sleeping in the hospital bed while he was feeding their son Aran Jude Ojiro. Or to [Y/N] when she didn't want to get the two mixed up when calling one of their names, she already nicknamed the little baby 'AJ'. Aran's eyes twinkled with so much compassion and love seeing his son peacefully drink from the small bottle. He has some grin on his face as the pad of his finger is caressing the small hand of his son.

"You got two of the coolest parents ever AJ," He cooed softly. "And plenty of even cooler godfathers."

#aran ojiro x black reader #aran ojiro x reader #aran ojiro #hq x reader #haikyu x black reader #haikyuu x black reader #haikyuu x reader #anime x poc reader #anime x black reader #anime x reader #char: aran ojiro #i just love aran so much omg #i just know the twins would make wonderful godfathers

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thecoffeelovingfreak · 2 years

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And All I Ever Knew, Only You

Pairing: Osamu Dazai x gn!Reader

Writing Genre: story, letter format

Genres: angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, domestic fluff?

Word count: 1.7k (there is a cut)

Warnings: extremely light allusion to nsfw, discussions of mental health, discussions of suicidal thoughts and actions, allusions to self-harm, angst, results of trauma

Notes P.1: I originally got the idea for this fic when I had the first sneak peek I shared come to mind on a night drive, and immediately I felt that Dazai should be the character for the fic! I would also like to note that this fic was slightly influenced by Lemony Snicket's The Beatrice Letters!

Notes P.2: Another thing I would like to note is that it does get slightly more disorganized as the fic goes on, but it is written that way on purpose to accurately portray how your thoughts become more jumbled when you're so caught up in emotion!

Read it on ao3!

And yes, the title is a lyric in the song Only You by Yazoo!

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Staring out of the window, a soft smile made its way onto Dazai's face as he observed the gloaming. Your light snores filled the bedroom, causing his smile to widen as he looked back at your sleeping form. Multiple pieces of paper sat on the desk in front of him, glowing due to the light from a candle.

Picking up a black pen, he felt an overwhelming sense of love in his bones. Adoration, tenderness, and appreciation flooded his veins as his heart overflowed onto the pages.

To my dear soul,

I have felt a plaguing solitude for as long as I can remember. My childhood was filled with bitterness and confusion; a wound only deepening as I got older. My time in the mafia, as you know, was an extremely tumultuous period of my life. My mind had found its home in the volatile cage of violence, both to myself and others. There was no longer the glimmering of youth in my eyes, having been shoved aside into nothingness.

I was given the key to the cage about a decade ago now by a friend of mine, and although I opened the door and flew from the cage, my soul stayed behind. It sat idly and waited for someone to revive it and give its own wings to fly with. Finally, four years ago, along you came.

The first thing I noticed were your eyes. Such captivating emotion in them, highlighted by your dazzling smile. You had an interview with Fukuzawa that morning, and decided to approach and make conversation with me. It was simple small talk, but it haunted my sleepless nights nonetheless. When he asked if we should hire you, I was quick to give my approval.

By the start of the next week you became one of our receptionists. After we discovered your past and ability however, you were given your entrance exam (which you aced with my advice might I add) and became an official member of the Agency; I was overjoyed that day, even if it was hidden away!

Your desk sat next to mine, and I always observed you working and talking to the other members; much to Kunikida’s frustration of course. Those frustrations did not last long though, because he could see the true happiness in my aura. It was something he always wished for me, and he was the one who encouraged me to pursue my relationship with you.

I am surprised this is a tale I have never told you; even when you ask me for stories at night while stroking my spine and attempting to make conversation before bed.

I never speak about how much pleasure I find in your embrace. How I can feel nothing but the love and acceptance I have forever craved.

What a fool I am for you, my love. You have revived the boy inside of me, and I feel nothing but gratitude for your patience.

I want to be here for you so desperately, as you have always been there for me. Our relationship has had its fair share of fights, but I was still learning then. I have never had a “proper” relationship shown to me, and that is the only way I knew how to be. This confidence is the only barrier I have to keep people out of the turbulent waters of my heart and my love, but nevertheless you picked up that hammer and began breaking it down.

I remember the first night I cried in front of you; a deep, true cry I have not had in years. You held me, ran your fingers through my hair, and treated me so fragile that even I thought I would break if I left your arms. My sobs and wails echoed and sounded like sirens in your ears, and even though my mind screamed that I was nothing but a burden, you clasped my red tear-stained face in your hands and stared into my watered eyes with such admiration that I felt like your most revered painting.

My fresh tears now drip onto this page as I promise to hold and cherish you the same. I have made so many promises to you, but I am still ashamed to say that I have broken more than half of them. Why do you stay? My heart knows the reason, but my mind does not.

I have laid myself bare before you on many, many nights. I have shown you parts of me that no one has ever seen before. You have sailed and explored every island in the archipelago of my heart, and still you stay. My blood ran mafia black, but you have left ichor in my veins on your voyage.

I thank the Gods everyday for allowing us to meet. I need no other home but you, for you have provided me the shelter and safety to thrive.

You have always cared so deeply for me and my mind. When I stand on the ledge of a tall building in the night, menacing thoughts coursing through my brain, you hold my hand and stand next to me saying nothing; only waiting for me to look at you before leading me away back to the warmth and comfort of our apartment. I want to continue doing the same for you. I see the contemplation and sorrow in your eyes when you trace over your scars, some caused by others and some by you. During those moments I want so desperately to kiss your lips and wash away your thoughts, but I know I cannot. I think I feel remarkably similar to how you feel in my hazy moments; but as I hinted, these are our battles to fight, and we must allow the other this experience.

I promise to always be there for you, even in your darkest times when you question why I bother. Do you know why I bother? I am sure you do, but I will tell you anyway. I bother because I am so deeply and irrevocably in love with you.

You have become the brightest light in my life throughout the last three years we have been together, and I promise to stay with you for the rest of time as yours. And when you are knocking on death's door, I will hold your frail hand and encase your dying breath with my lips. Your wishes will become my only reason for living.

I want to thank you, Y/n, for reviving in me what I once lost. For reminding me of the beauty in the life around me, and not the one in my mind. For showing me how much you love me everyday, in little gestures and large gestures. We are walking toward the vast and unpredictable landscape of our future, and for once in my life I can say that with you as my partner I feel no uncertainty. As cheesy as it may sound, our romance has been written in the stars. Our lovely, bitter romance.

That is what life and love are, right? Lovely and bitter. I believe the proper word would be bittersweet.

I hear your call, my dear soul, and I answer it with my spirit. We are living at peace with our hearts now that all of this chaos has ended. It has been a long journey… and we deserve to rest now.

I know you, and words cannot express how much I have longed for that. You are my sole companion, and I can see in your smile that I am the same for you. Many friends will come and go, but I promise I will remain constant in your life.

I feel so honoured to be your fiancé. I remember the night of the proposal like it was yesterday.

I was with Kunikida in the morning, running around like a headless chicken trying to decide how I would do it! Would I take you to a fancy restaurant? A rooftop bar? A park or lake for a picnic? He was trying his best to calm me down, but his efforts were to no avail. Now, I know you were there, and you have heard this story many times before, but I will be telling it again.

I had made a reservation at the restaurant we went to on our first date (very cliché, I know), but by the time we arrived they had given our table to someone else as I had gotten the reservation time wrong! I felt very embarrassed, but you assured me that it would be fine as long as we spent the night together.

Now that my original plan had failed, I landed on my second idea – a rooftop bar. The maps on our phones were not working however, and we ended up driving across the city trying to spot it! Eventually, we decided to drive out to the country and enjoy the nature. I thought the car had enough gas, but needless to say it did not (I’ve never been that great with cars, love, I apologize). After it broke down, ironic chuckles left both of our lips before we decided to walk through the grass and trees that were nearby.

We stood together under the stars and a cherry blossom tree, and at that moment when you looked over at me, I could see my future carved into your features. I reached into my pocket to pull out the ring, and to my surprise you pulled out a ring as well. We both wanted to propose to each other on the same night, what are the odds! Our laughter flew with the wind as we slipped the rings onto the others fingers and kissed, petals from the tree falling over us like rain. But then, of course, the ‘rain’ started feeling a little too wet and real and I quickly realized that we were now stuck in a storm. What a way to celebrate our engagement, right!? It felt like Heaven to me, though; like God had finally dealt me a good hand.

Alas, it is time for me to join you in our bed. I am unbelievably excited to marry you tomorrow, my star.

Your spirit,

Dazai

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dokifluffs · 4 years

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Pregnant | Osamu, Kenma, Akaashi, Sakusa

Pairings: Osamu X Reader (female), Kenma X Reader (female), Akaashi X Reader (female), and Sakusa X Reader (female)

Genre: fluff!!! Pregnant reader!!

Author’s Note: im having some v domestic vibes and baby fever so might as well share it with you all too! Happy reading~

Warning: all post time skip! Pregnancy (duh)

Pregnant | Iwaizumi, Bokuto, Atsumu

Osamu:

Crickets chirped into the darkness of the clear summer sky, stars twinkling as far as the eye could see as his keys jingled in the door, the cool air conditioning greeting him as he stepped in

The plastic bag of steaming hot onigiris rustled with every step and move he made

You sent him a text asking if he could bring home some onigiris, craving for some especially since you had been home all day while he was at work before he would have to take off on maternal leave when your arriving son would be brought into the world

The kitchen lights were off but the living room lights and tv were still on playing a random house hunting show

He approached your sleeping body, laid on you side with a pillow in between your legs, your arm draped over the side of your belly, the other acting as your pillow

He set the bag gently on the table and knelt down in the space between the table and the couch right in front of you

“Y/N, honey,” Osamu’s voice was as gentle as a summer evening breeze, the kind that just made anyone feel good as they relaxed on a grassy hill, taking in view of the colorful sky as the sun set in the distance

“I’m home,” he leaned close and pressed a kiss to your forehead

Seeing you after being away all day, it made him wonder what you did at home all day, how bored you must be, how tired you must be

He caressed your cheek, tilting his head to take your sleeping face at a better angle

“Y/N,” his voice was silky and light in a quiet singsong way, almost humming your name while speaking it as he grazed the back of his fingers over your plush, smooth cheek

You reached your hand from your belly to his, a small smile pulling at your lips as you brought in close to your nose and took a deep breath

What he did not expect was you biting into his hand

“Y/N, honey, wake up.,” he laughed as he carefully shook you awake, trying to pull his hand back

It didn’t hurt, more like you were nibbling on him but this was one, if not most, bizarre thing you had done in all of your pregnancy

“‘Samu~ welcome home,” you woke and smiled sleepily, reaching your arms up as he leaned in to meet you halfway

He helped you sit up and opened the bag of onigiris, some new and not even on the menu yet, before you could even ask about them

You sat close, leaning into his side as the two of you ate, the tv on more of a background sound before he turned it off, giving his undivided attention

“This is so good,” you spoke, mouth partially full with one of the new onigiris, your craving being satiated as always provided by your loving husband, Osamu

“Are ya sure?” He asked, a little serious but mostly joking. “It didn’t feel that way when you were chompin’ on me earlier.” He stuck his hand out with the lightest marks made by your teeth moments ago. “Were ya that hungry?” He rubbed your shoulder with his hand, taking another bite of his own onigiri

Your eating came to a cease, laughter coming out as you set your onigiri down in your lap to take Osamu’s hand. “I’m so sorry,” you said totally unbelievable with all the laughter and giggles erupting from you, it could only make Osamu smile himself hearing your laughter

He didn’t even realize how long he had heard it but it felt so good, it felt nostalgic that made him love you even more

“Did it hurt?” You traced your finger over his skin, looking up to him

“Nah, I’m jokin’, eat.” He traded his onirigi to his other hand so he could hand you yours from your lap

It was your craving after all

The two of you ate one after the other, sitting comfortably side by side as if time didn’t exist

It didn’t take long at all before the bag was empty but the two of you stayed put in the living room with both hungers satiated

The room filled with a comfortable silence as as your bodies melted together

Your hand rest over Osamu’s as he rubbed your belly, reality setting in for him, and even you, for the nth time since you announced your pregnancy

This was really happening

You were his wife, you were going to have his child, both your love for each other in a new life

He was going to have you by his side just like this and you were going to have him, just like this

And one day, there will be a tiny pair of feet in between and he couldn’t wait

Kenma:

Your steps sounded louder and louder as you went down the stairs, feeding the insecurity of your looks now that your belly was swelling bigger as time went on, days and weeks, months passing to your due date to the newest addition of your family with Kenma

A new Kozume brought to the world :)

Time was ticking

The hem of your oversized t-shirt tickled your thighs as you walked waddled toward Kenma in the living room, the wooden floors creaking with every step, it just poked and prodded at your insecurities

You paused right in the middle, the couches a few strides away but you couldn’t move another step

The sight of your body in the tv was the cherry on top- your plumped up body, the clear weight gain, especially your stomach although you were pregnant

But still

You felt so much bigger, you even stayed off of social medias seeing your old pictures and your recent ones families had taken, posting them

The difference was so great, it made your heart race, a chilling panic ghosting through your body, raising goosebumps over your arms

“Y/N?” Kenma’s voice pulled your mind out of the clouded thoughts of your mind. “What’s wrong?” He paused his game, standing to his feet, over to you in his comfortable sweats and kodzuken shirt with a simple white aesthetic that was eye catching but not overbearing

“I’m so much bigger,” you looked to him with glistening eyes, visually upset over your weight gain from pregnancy but it was bound to happen to everyone who got pregnant. “I’m so ugly,” you felt disgusted, your voice cutting off at the end and you wanted to turn away, head back upstairs, and hide under the covers until tomorrow

“I guarantee you that you are not ugly,” he rubbed his finger to the back of your hand on your belly, a little thing he did as he asked “permission” to hold your hand before he took it into his own

“Come with me,” he led you over to the couch he sat at earlier, the gray leather couch

He sat leaning onto the arm rest and some pillows, his legs spread open and patted the open space between

“I won’t fit,” you shook your head, completely sure you were way too wide to fit in between Kenma’s legs

Kenma was very much a stick, pretty thin, not too much taller than you but this just seemed impossible for you, especially since it felt like you were double his weight and width despite it being not true at all

“You will,” he reassured

You hesitated before sitting down, biting back all your thoughts and reasons as to why you should sit somewhere else or you needed to be anywhere else so you didn’t have to feel this way

But Kenma was right

His legs were own both sides of you and he eased your back to his chest

“Wait, Kenma, no-“ you tried to sit up, only to unable to because of your belly

“I’m too heavy.” Heat rushed up to your head, your want, no, need to leave eating you from the inside

“You’re not. Relax with me tonight.” He brought his arms around your body, handing you his personalized switch with animal crossing opened knowing this was one of your favorites

“Just play,” his voice was soothing to your ears, calming your heart

As you ran his character around his island, the more Kenma gave you tips, making light fun of the way you played, your thoughts and fears about your body slowly began to dissipate

With your mind wrapped up in the game, the more you let everything go

He was always able to read others and analyze things well, encased in his shell from a young age of being an introvert

But there was something about you, along with Kuroo and Hinata and others, who were able to coax him out of his shell

You were so wrapped up in the game, you hadn’t even realized Kenma’s hands resting on your belly behind yours holding up the switch, occasionally rubbing it as he let out a gleeful hum with his chin resting on your shoulder, watching you play, pointing out things you may have missed or advice on what you could do to maximize profits

Akaashi: *S/N* = Story Name

Akaashi’s hand was soft in yours as you excitedly led him up the stairs toward the finally finished nursery

He, along with the help of your father, painted the room a light beige color and when the paint finally dried, brought in all the furniture like the cribs, changing station

All that was left was for you to decorate it as much as you wanted and you absolutely made sure he saw none of it until now

You opened the door revealing a complete nursery, he didn’t know where to look first but most notable was the mobile above the crib- little owls hung and when turned on, they rotated in a circle that made it seem like they were flying

“Push that button,” you stood right beside him, holding his arm, your heart pounding in your chest out of excitement

And that was when he heard it- the lullaby from a music box he had gotten you when he proposed to you a couple years back. And here it was, a tune that you two’s child will be growing up hearing

The sound of the device was so soothing, it made akaashi feel like he was just meeting you last week and getting down on one knee to propose to you yesterday

“It’s our song, Keiji,” you rest your head on his shoulder. “And it’s going to be theirs.” You brought his hand up to your belly as he turned to you, his gaze never leaving you, his eyes trained to your smile as you looked down to your bump and the feel of his touch on you

The way your eyes shimmered when you looked up, the same smile he could never get tired of in his life, it made his heart swell so big in his chest

He leaned his head close and cupped your face, bringing his lips to yours. He had to show his love for you, to thank you for being with him in this life, thanking whoever or whatever brought you to his life

You certainly changed it and he wouldn’t do anything to change that

“What was that for?” You laughed, stealing another small kiss from his lips as he pulled away, his sea green eyes as enchanting as always when he opened them

“The song reminded me how much you truly mean to me, my love.”

It felt like you were in high school/ university all over again- his simple, straight-forward words that were always able to reduce you to a blushing mess

“What should we read them tonight?” Akaashi smiled as he knelt down in front of the little shelf filled with children books, mostly gifts from his and your mother, as you sat back on a small couch adjacent to the crib

“Anything,” you chimed from behind

With that, Akaashi chose S/N and took his seat beside you. You draped your legs over his and rest your head on his arm as he opened the book and began to read the story

It was as clear as you remembered from your own memory, the images and scenes from your own childhood playing so vividly in your mind

Akaash’s voice was so smooth as he read aloud, voicing the character(s) with ease, it naturally made you a bit lethargic yourself hearing this story

Guess bedtime stories still worked even tens of years later

As the story came to an end, as Akaashi read over the happy ending, his story came to a stop as you raised your head, gasping

“What, what is it?” He suddenly set the book to the table beside it as he sat on the edge of couch, turning to you as you stared down to your belly. “Are you hurt?” He began to grow a bit frantic, his panic growing when you didn’t respond

“No, no, no, Keiji, the baby moved,” you looked up to him, your smile slowly spreading on your face, melting away his fears as relief washed over him

“Look feel!” You snatched his hand and placed it on your belly and it was true

The little baby moved inside of your belly, kicking the side of your tummy right into Akaashi’s hands

The doctor suggested to begin doing activities with the baby such as well as movement being something that was going to happen soon

But neither of you thought so soon

You were wide awake at this point as you felt your child move inside, a sensation you’ve never felt before, only seen in videos

“Hi, baby,” you spoke to you belly, a tear escaping from your eye as you looked up to Akaashi, your love for him and the two of you overflowing. “We’re your parents,” your voice quieted down to a mere whisper

The two of you sat astonished watching the little movements that lasted for about a minute, your hands never leaving each other, staying on your belly

This was real, this was your reality, your life with the one you loved so much

And he loved you with every bit of him, he couldn’t imagine what he would do in another life without you

Sakusa:

It felt like your nausea combined with your cold was going to be the end of you if not the constant kicking from your daughter in your belly at your organs and even your ribs some times

You winced in your seat on the couch, hand over your belly as you took deep breaths through your stuffed nose through pain on top of all the things that was going through your body

Sakusa felt his heart drop beside you, wearing double masks over his face to make extra sure he wouldn’t catch any of your germs from your cold and morning sickness

“Another kick?”

“Mmhm,” you nodded your head, pushing though it. “I feel cold…” you closed your hands around the extended sleeves of the oversize sweater you wore, leaning closer to Sakusa

He tried not to mind this too much but it was like an irritating itch that wouldn’t go away, the fact how you hadn’t showered or anything today yet making it execrable for him

“How about a bath then?” He hesitantly rubbed his hand over your clothed shoulder but got over his lifelong phobia for a second

You were going to be by his side for the rest of his life. He had already seen and touched every bit of your body

You were bearing your guy’s child. This couldn’t go on forever

His touch was so simple, so light, it fed a hunger for him you didn’t realize you had deep inside but at the same time, it took you by surprise

The Sakusa you met years ago wouldn’t even sit or stand, let alone breathe, within two to three feet to anyone and years later, after marriage, and now with the start of a family, he was climbing the obstacle of his fears step by step

He knew, he told you with his own words he was never one to share a loving touch or caring words. He wanted to, god he wanted to so badly to let go of his cares and worries and fears but he couldn’t. It was etched into his skin and body, imprinted for his eyes and mind to constantly see and think about

But he wanted this to change. He wanted to do and say so many things to you to show his love that he deeply felt for you, it moved him and tore him on the inside

“Yes please,” you nodded

Sakusa had you walk in front of him, making sure you didn’t lose your balance going up

He took care of everything, adding soaps to the bath at the perfect heated temperature that would be perfect to soothe you as well as take care of some germs

Steam arose from the bubbly water

The two of you took off your clothes and he was the first to get in, his muscles instantly relaxing with the therapeutic temperature

You followed suit, feeling the subtle creeps of awkwardness

Again to your surprise, Sakusa took hold of your shoulders and carefully leaned you back into his chest with his legs crossed loosely beneath your legs

He brought his arms under the water, his hands looped around your abdomen and found their place on your belly

As soon as his touch was on you, you took in a sharp inhale, jolting in the water that created a little wave among the bubbles floating

“She’s been so active today,” Sakusa commented as he rubbed his hand in a circle on your belly, the other holding your hand as you gripped onto him through the pain

“Mmhm,” you gave a pained hum, eyes shut as you continued to breathe deeply

Sakusa could see the clear pain you were in, all the nausea and emotions that were all pent up in your body, it made guilt prick at his heart as he imagined all the times you probably wanted to reach out to him so he could hold you to help you though this but refrained

He could see your figure so clearly in his mind, reaching out but pulling back

Enough was enough

He pulled his arm from the water with a prominent splash and took off his masks, setting them neatly to the side

“I’m sorry you’re going through all this pain, Y/N.” Sakusa leaned close and pressed a kiss to your cheek, stifling his obsessive phobia internally. “Please never hesitate to reach out to me… I want to be a better husband for you…” He admitted

It felt so good to say this- it felt better than washing his hands or putting on a new mask

“I’ll be better,” he vowed more to himself than you

“Omi, it’s okay but thank you. I won’t.” You rubbed your hand over his forearms under the water, your chills from earlier long gone now

It was like magic

With Sakusa’a hands rubbing your belly, it was like your daughter sensed this and her kickings finally ceased for the rest of the bath

“She’s not even born yet but she’s already daddy’s girl,” you leaned your head back to his shoulder, smiling tiredly to Sakusa as his lips mirrored yours

“You’re my girl now and forever, though. She’ll just be my little one,” he leaned close and pressed his lips to your forehead

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oinkawa-bb · 4 years

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first time dads!haikyuu pt.2

request: Hi! I just read your Haikyuu as first time dads and it's so cute! Would you mind writing another one with Iwaizumi, Suna, Atsumu and Osamu? I'm looking forward to seeing more of your writing. Have a nice day! -anon

note: thank u lovely anon for being my first request!!🥺❤️ i enjoyed writing this and i hope you enjoy reading it uwu <33 i really hope i did the inarizaki characters justice b/c i’ve just recently gotten to know them!! owo here is dad!iwa, suna, atsumu, osamu

mentions/topics: pregnancy, domesticity, timeskip, female reader insert

part one (daichi, kuroo, oikawa)

part three (tsukki, akaashi, yams, kenma)

☀︎—hajime iwaizumi

iwa and you have been trying for months

and he’s been super supportive and comforting when each test comes back negative :/

but this one day, you feel different

and he’s sitting on the ground outside the bathroom door just trying to offer positive affirmations bc he’s waiting for you to finish taking the test

but when the door opens, he sees your face and just knows

you don’t even need to say anything bc he already has a HUGE grin on his face and is pulling you in for a hug

he definitely kneels down to plant kisses on your tummy

your attempts to stop him don’t work they never do

soon to be dad iwa is super protective and cautious

definitely feels most comfortable when he can hold or touch you some way when in public

he likes to place his hand gently around your waist or he’ll grip your hand if there’s crowds

sometimes he’s a little too firm in his affection, and you have remind him to lighten up to which he becomes a lil flustered

“hajime...i can’t feel my hand,,”

but when you do go into labor, he whips out this midwife-like knowledge out of nowhere

similar to daichi, iwa became super well informed by researching a lot (but just in secret, you really had no clue)

he watched videos, read through other people’s experiences, and asked a bunch of people for their input

and now he’s super helpful to you through your contractions in the car and at the hospital

he’s calm and firm, supporting you physically to the hospital and emotionally through the labor

but when iwa’s baby finally makes their appearance

he just becomes all ushy-gushy and weak with watery eyes

his hands are pressed together and placed at his mouth in awe when he finally sees you hold his child

and then when he finally gets to hold the baby,

boy oh boy

iwaizumi actually cries a lot more than either of you expected

he’s so smitten with his newborn, and he can’t stop internally & externally praising your strength for carrying and birthing his child

like he sees you in a totally different light, and he thought it was impossible but he’s fallen even more in love with you now

and he can’t wait to take care of his new family🥺

☀︎—suna rintarou

suna definitely didn’t see this coming,,,

but nonetheless when he processes the meaning behind the bun you placed in the oven, he doesn’t feel anything but sheer excitement

suna’s actually wanted to have children with you for awhile

but he’s never admitted it out loud uwuwuwu

he holds you firmly in his arms and caresses your hair gently for a long time, and you have to ask him if everything’s ok🥺

but it’s literally because he’s lowkey tearing up and at a loss for words

after a few moments tho, he collects himself and slowly presses light kisses all over your face

“i’m just really happy.”

at night, he refuses to sleep when he knows that you’re struggling to sleep due to discomfort

so he’ll lay awake with you and mumble mindlessly about the future he sees with you until both of you doze off

sometimes he just sees you standing at the counter or something and he can’t resist bc ur just so cute!!!!

he’ll quietly come in for a back hug,,,

and he’ll place his chin on your head and his arms around your belly and close his eyes and just stand there for as long as he wants until...

”rin.... i need to pee”

he’ll let go then probably

but when the day finally comes, his mind is literally all over the place and he’s trying to be calm on the outside

in the car, your breathing is getting heavier and sharper, and he’s lowkey a little panicked but he won’t stop reassuring you for one second

“hey, look at me, you’re okay, it’s gonna be okay”

he’s definitely in pain himself seeing you in labor,

but he’ll be by your bedside, gently holding your hand and letting you squeeze his as hard as you need to

but it’s all worth it when he gets to see his baby with his own eyes,,

when he sees you cooing softly and holding his dear child against your chest, silent tears fall out of his eyes

suna swears he’s never seen a more beautiful sight than this

☀︎—atsumu miya

atsumu comes home from an exhausting day of work,

and right as he walks through the door, he’s whining your name, about to ramble about practice...

but then he sees a tiny pair of volleyball shoes at the front,,,

and he’s like... o w o

even though he’s tired out of his mind, his brain works quickly, and he’s connecting the dots in his head

you’re just standing there at the end of the hallway all giggly n cute

he raises his eyebrow and then his sly smile turns into a huge one as he runs up to you,

he clutches your face in his hands and is peppering kisses all over you to the point where you have to physically pry him away

basically immediately, atsumu starts using little nicknames for the baby, but they change almost every day LOL

he also definitely downloaded the pregnancy tracking app (even though? you already have one? and it’s unnecessary for him to have it too? he doesn’t care tho)

he checks it every day before work, lets you know what size the baby is, and kisses your bump aka his angel/nugget/muffin/dumpling/etc. before leaving

“y/nnnn my lil’ angel is the size of a bell pepper today”

“atsumu... i know.. i already checked”

atsumu also boasts so much when he’s sharing the news with his teammates and family members

like osamu was somewhat looking forward to being an uncle until atsumu hit him with the daily updates of your cravings and symptoms and how the baby kicked when he placed his hand on your belly and on and on

but he also just wants to make you feel hella loved and wanted during your pregnancy

he can sense that your body image and self-esteem sometimes takes a major hit

so it’s not uncommon for him to be showering you in compliments nonstop

but honestly it’s also just because he thinks ur even hotter... if that was possible....

this is embarassing but i feel like he has you saved as “hot mama” in his phone or smth

and then the day arrives, and the whole drive there, he’s going “oh shit” in his head over and over but he’s playing this cool demeanor on the outside

actually, this carries over into the hospital too, but he just decides that he’ll do whatever he can to pamper the hell out of you & make you feel less uncomfortable

upon first sight of the baby,

there’s no other words to describe how he feels other than his heart just melting on the spot.

it’s game over for him because he knows that he’ll literally do anything for you and this precious baby now

anything. (prepare to be spoiled rotten)

☀︎—osamu miya

osamu returns from work one day,

and you’re just at the stove cooking, so he comes up behind you, snaking a hand up the bottom of your shirt to caress your bare waist while whispering his greeting in your ear

but then you wince when he touches your stomach

and he’s like “oh?”

he’s super puzzled so he intently observes you as you bite your lip and start to blush

“i was going to tell you this over dinner but i just can’t hold it in,”

osamu kind of already knows where this is headed but he watches as you reach for your back pocket and pull out a pregnancy test neatly tucked in a ziploc bag

he’s been waiting for this moment to come his whole life (osamu a sucker for domesticity imo) so he’s literally internally screaming for joy!!!

but outwardly his smile conveys it all, and he’s chuckling as he pulls you close by the waist to plant a kiss to your lips

during your pregnancy, osamu becomes overwhelmingly nurturing

it’s almost like you’re the baby ???

like he cooks even more for you and is always whipping something up asap when you mention your cravings

what if he made onigiri with the foods you crave as the filling

he does research on ways to quell nausea and discomfort and goes out to buy herbs and ingredients that would make you feel better

basically, he wants to take the best care of you possible my baby

at night, he’s going to let you use him in any way to sleep better

most of the times, you want him pressed against your back and his head nuzzling your neck

he whispers soft and sweet declarations of his love for you and the baby when he thinks you’re asleep you’re not

ok but when the day comes,,,

osamu is just so ready for the baby to arrive that he’s as cool and collected as ever

you’re definitely not tho, and he can sense it, so he’ll find every way to calm you down

meaning,,, he’ll play calming spa music in the hospital room, massage your lower back, gently repeat encouraging affirmations, etc, etc.

osamu takes care of you so well uwuwuwu

and when the baby makes an appearance, you bet osamu leaps to dad duty right away

he’s emotional but clear-minded, and he’s already mentally planning his life with you back at home with the baby🥺

he can see the future with you and this sweet baby for eternity and he’s so ready <3333

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bokashi · 3 years

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Legit My Favorite Fics of All Time Holy Shit (Haikyuu)

I'll organize it by ship and try to include some details. I have a massive, well-organized folder of fics (probably over 100 fics jeez), but these are my favorites, the ones I've reread the most, or have taken up a lot of my headspace. Enjoy. :)

Bokuaka <3

Rules - ConesOfDunshire - Explicit, AU: Musician Autistic Bokuto, Accountant Akaashi - A bokuaka classic and probably my favorite Haikyuu fic of all time. Truly my favorite (top 3 at the very least). It's such a lovely story with minimal angst and a frick ton of fluff, and we get to watch as these two beautiful boys fall in love with each other. Well worth the read.

This Smacks of Rainbows - darkgaaraluver - Teen, AU: soulmates, still volleyball players at fukurodani, pre-canon, reincarnation - I love reading stories from Akaashi's perspective because he is a poetry gay and so we get the most beautiful language when describing Bokuto. There is so much pining and angst in this it hurts. Truly, this fic causes pain, but the comfort that follows is so sweet, that it makes it worth it. I reread this one at least 5 times after first discovering it.

like patience on a monument - titanscrow - Teen, Canon Compliant, slow-burn - Literally just read this one. That's how good it is. I already KNOW that this will be on my list. As the author says in the notes, they're allergic to sadness, so although this is a slow burn, there isn't a lot of angst in my opinion. Seeing Bokuto from Akaashi's eyes is once again, one of the most beautiful things, but we also get peeks at how Bokuto views Akaashi and that's honestly what changed this story from really good to an absolute favorite. (Note: it's all from Akaashi's POV, but when you get there, you'll know what I mean.) The author also came out with a new bokuaka fic (~5000 words) and I am IN LOVE WITH IT. So please read that too!

O-week is Wild - KnottyRoses - Teen, AU: College, FLUFF, COMFORT, BEAUTY, GRACE - This is my comfort fic. Feeling down? Read this because your mood will be lifted. We follow bokuaka during O-week (a Canadian term, but basically college/uni orientation). Bokuto is such a sweetheart. Characterization may be a little off (for Akaashi moreso), but I truly dream that this is how their personalities would develop in this universe, so it doesn't matter!!

polaris - ClementineKitten - Teen, AU: reincarnation, pining - Honestly what really gets me about this fic is Fates' little mentions of their previous lives. I love watching these boys fall in love through snippets and this is the perfect fic for that.

how you wish it would be all the time - drifting_i - General, Slow burn, post-time skip, "domestic bliss" - I think about this fic all the time. It hits me when I least expect it. Personally, I love the idea of Bokuto and Akaashi keeping in contact and seeing each other when they can, and this fic is an amazing example of that. And really, it is so freaking well written. I fell in love with this story and I hope you do to.

Iwaoi

Six-Month Lover - afuzzyowl - Explicit, pining, fluff and angst (a lovely combo, but if you're afraid of angst, it's not that bad!) - This one is so cute, and it's from an alternating POV, which is always nice with longer fics. It's particularly lovely because we get to watch Iwa fall for Oikawa (and using the best metaphor to justify it, a door opens—I realize now that sounds like a flattykawa joke, but I really just like that metaphor). But anyways, the way Hajime falls is soft and beautiful and it makes me believe in good things?! I just love it.

I sure hope that guy gets fired - Xov - Teen, time loop, pining, pre-time skip - This is another fic that is in my top 3. Truly, one of the best. *chef's kiss* I'm a sucker for fics with supernatural elements (body swap, etc.). We once again watch Iwa fall in love (are you sensing a pattern), and his POV is so wonderful. It's so well written and feels in character. Watching the relationship between Oikawa and Iwa bloom makes my heart swell. Please, please read this one.

and suddenly, we were strangers - izayas - Teen, angst with happy ending, amnesia, canon divergence, time skip - This made me cry for so many reasons. It's a rollercoaster of feelings and although the angst is there, iwaoi are still pretty much together, so it doesn't always feel like angst, it just feels like a speedbump on their road to happiness. And it diverges from the other two: this time we watch Oikawa fall in love, although for very different reasons! :) :(

you'd be happier instead if you stayed in [my] bed // sometimes b sides are the best songs - ClementineKitten + overwhelmingly_awesome - Mature, time skip, angst (up the wazoo), alcohol, pining, infidelity (iwa has a fiance) - CRAP! I love this one!! I think this is the last of the top 3. It's a two-parter, links included for both parts. We return to formula with Iwa being behind on the whole feelings thing (what's new). And it hurts and it heals? This fic is truly hurt/comfort for the soul. And also shockingly rational, which is often unusual in Iwaoi fics. They approach situations like adults (mostly... cheating is wrong straight up, so that's immature). If you're looking for adult Hajime and Tooru, I'm pleased to say that this feels like two adults figuring out a tough situation patiently. That's just one way to sell this wonderful fic, I could go on... But I won't...

lips like sugar - ohhotlamb - Teen, first kiss, canon compliant, (1 teeny tiny boner), kissing practice - YES! I shall include 1 kissing practice fic, it would be rude not to! No more elaboration because it's short enough for you to enjoy on your own!! And it's KISSING PRACTICE, come on, why are you still here, GO READ THIS FIC!

Matsuhana

聞けよ [Ask] - AshenBee - Teen, slow burn, time skip, quarter-life crisis (lol relatable tag), unemployed hanamaki <3 - What a beautiful story... I love Matsuhana content. We get little snippets of these boys just trying to figure out life and it's wonderful. LOTS of pining. Hanamaki moves in with Matsukawa for a bit. I don't even know how to sell this fic because it kind of sells itself. It's a character study of Hanamaki and as a young adult going through similar quarter-life crises, it's relatable and helps to deal with those feelings.

call me maybe - totooru - Teen, partially a text fic (not all of it, lots of writing), HUMOR, fluff, AU where Mattsun goes to Karasuno - Let me tell you this is straight up the funniest fic I've read. I cackled out loud so many times. It's insane. I'm an easy laugh, so maybe that says something, but either way, if you need something to lift you up, this is a greater fic for it. No angst, just prolonging the inevitable, and two boys who basically fell for each other right off the bat. A dynamic duo truly.

Miya Atsumu & Osamu (BIG BIG SPOILERS FOR THE FIC IN THIS DESCRIPTION, JUST BEWARE IF YOU WANT TO GO IN BLIND)

for just another day - sieges - General, canon divergence, photography, BIG SPOILER BUT I DON'T WANT TO SEND PEOPLE IN BLIND BECAUSE IT MIGHT WRECK YOU: major character death - This fic holds a special place in my heart for many reasons, but mostly because I lost my brother a little over a year ago. Completely different from this situation, but nonetheless, incredibly difficult. I 100% sobbed reading this fic. And it really helped me unpack a new part of my grief and my relationship with my brother. I really love what this story did with handling the death of a sibling, not sure if the author went through something like this, but it felt very real to me. (And now all I crave is Miya twins angst...) Also, I swear there's some form of closure. It's not terribly sad! It obviously deals with heavy topics, but at least for me, it felt like being wrapped up in a blanket and being told that everything will be okay.

I try to avoid sadness and angst at all costs (that one bokuaka fic that shall go unnamed really did a number on my grieving ass, so I can't handle anything like that anymore—it was so bad that I had to unpack it in therapy, jeez...). Most of these fics have mild angst or a lot of fluff to make up for heavy angst. There are definitely a lot of angst fics that I have saved, but obviously, that's not always my favorite brand for shipping (I just want everyone to be happy most of the time). Let me know if you read/have read any of these, I'm always up for discussion. :)

#fic recommendation #haikyuu #bokuaka #iwaoi #matsuhana #miya twins #atsumu #osamu #haikyuu!!#fics

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uwuwriting · 4 years

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Youtube’s top couples w/ Kenma, Osamu and Iwaizumi.

This one was not requested I just came up with it. Lol. It’s a cute idea I think and these three are capable of prividing good entertainment so yeah. They are *★responsible*★. Love ya.💖💖💖

rules

masterlist

warnings: none I think.

Kenma Kozume

-Okay he already has a Youtube channel for gaming on his own but once you appear on there and his fans keep nagging him for more videos with you in it, he makes a second channel.

-Yes he is afraid that you are going to be the sole reason some people see his videos.

-does he mind all that much? No.

-Do the comments bother him? Yes.

-So he makes a couples channel.

-Names it something like “Kozumes game” making it perfectly clear out there that you are his.

-Okay he gets a little bit possessive when it comes to this.

-He really doesn’t like the comments that he has read.

-Your channel consists of horror gameplays.

-Basically you jumping in your seat on every single jumpscare and scaring the living shit out of your boyfriend.

-Look bby is used to things jumping AT him through a screen but not actually touch him.

-You touch him when you jump.

-It’s hilarious watching you play Visage and jumping out of your skin everytime the light flickers.

- “You’re not pressing the button kitt- NO TURN AROUND!”

-*screaming*

-Your followers have made those try not to laugh compilations where it’s just clips of you and Kenma just screaming at the screen.

-There was this one time you were playing Dead Space and you were determined to finish a level without fracturing Kenma’s ear drums.

-So you went on a cursing spree.

-He had to add so many bleeping affects afterwards but during the video he couldn’t contain his laughter.

-You can get really creative when you are about to get your ass kicked by some praying mantis looking ass zombies.

-The video went off the charts.

-They even made a meme of Kenma wheezing on the floor.

-Anyhow, your content is really fun to watch and your channel is doing quite well.

-There are the occasional vlogs which Kenma names “Family hours” but they are rare.

-He prefers his privacy.

-10/10 would reccomend.

Osamu Miya

-It all started as an advertismnet for Onigiri Miya.

-He never meant for it to become so well known or a part of his brand.

-He would uplaod like twice a month at the start, small snippets of life inside the restaurant and his kitchen.

-People got to see how the bussiness was starting to grow and how Osamu would treat his employees.

-Then one time you got to film a video of him and some other chefs coming up with new recipes.

-You were mostly in the economics department and didn’t really know how to cook.

-Osamu made that perfeclty clear during that video.

- “We don’t need tasting just yet babe.”

- “No I’m here to help ^^”

- “Love, we need edible food.”

-The burn, you felt it in your soul.

-After that video there were many requests for more.

-More glimpses of the shop, more cooking videos, more of your domesticity.

-People ate that couple-in-love moments like candy.

-So Osamu started filming videos at home, easy recipes for beginners, some difficult dishes and would give useful advice.

-There was this series on your channel where he taught you how to cook.

-It was the funniest shit out there.

-You really were bad in the kitchen and would forget you had something boiling behind you, choas ensues.

-Yalls uplaod schedule is fucked up especially after you got pregnant.

-Osamu would upload at 3 am and people would ask if he was alright.

-In reality you had weird cravings when you woke up at 2 in the morning and he couldn’t say no to the love of his life.

-Vlogs family vacations with Atsumu just to diss him.

-You are there to film when he wants to really slap his twin and you just turn the camera on you and pretend like they aren’t killing each other behind you.

-There’s a compilation of you ignoring their shit and being a relatable queen.

-Some comments refer to you as the mom of the channel but we all know that that title belongs to Kita who makes an appearance here and there, babysitting all of you.

Iwaizumi Hajime

-LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT MY BABY!

-Movie review channel no doubt about that.

-From horror movies to stupid comedies to serious social movies yalls channel is the one you’re looking for.

-Okay both of you prefer reviewing horror films because A they’re easier to piss on and B they’re fun to watch.

-You have reviewed all of the Godzilla movies and have a vlog of you going to the cinema to watch the latest remake.

-Happy puppy dog eyed Iwaizumi.

-Making fun of each other for picking a bad movie.

- “So today we are review this pile of burning trash that my lovely girlfriend picked.”

- “Hajime!”

- “At times, I too doubt why I’m still here.”

- “HAJIME!”

- ‘Tis all in jest fear not.

-You review bad movies on purpose, for the laughs.

-It’s hilarious watching Hajime trying to make sense of the Room.

-For the whole month of October you have a horror movie marathon and all your videos are made in costume.

-You even make small skits during Halloween.

-It’s basically Hajime chasing you in a Jason costume and you screaming your ass off because you didn’t see him standing at the far side of the kitchen when you walked in to get some water.

-Vlogs of you two going to theme parks.

-Volleyball vlogs!!!

-Since he still plays you will vlog a game of too and brag of what an amazing boyfriend you have.

-People love seeing you being all lovey dovey from time to time.

-There are a ton of comments saying how lovingly Hajime looks at you.

-Last but not least is the guessing board, provided to you by Oikawa himself.

-Once a month you watch a movie on camera and make assumptions all through out the duration of the film, whoever gets most of them right chooses the next date location.

-It’s a really tough competition because both of you are really good at reading someone’s intentions and you always end up on a tie.

-Wholesome content right here.

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s4ijoh · 4 years

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heaven is a place on earth. atsumu miya

ATSUMU MIYA X GN! READER

GENRE: domestic; slice of life; just a comfort piece

WORD COUNT: 1.6k+

WARNINGS: established relationship; mentions of stress; atsumu is a tease (yes, it deserves a warning), + heavy imagery, i enjoy setting the mood

coming home to atsumu after an exhausting day…

you are greeted with a welcoming warmth engulfing your body once you step into atsumu’s apartment. it is rather quiet inside, other than the static buzzing noise coming from the living room at the end of the corridor - you remember atsumu complaining about how the television signal gets worse on days like this.

the homely environment felt inside the dimly lit apartment instantly comforts you, providing you with a shelter from the hostile weather outside. the orange lighting creates a cozy atmosphere in stark contrast to grey sky outdoors, covered in a thick layer of clouds - a prevailing threat that it should start to rain at any moment.

while kicking off your shoes, after you’re done getting rid of the layers of clothing that were weighing on your body, you wonder if you should accept, at last, atsumu’s offer to move in with him. despite the fact that this place was not your actual house, it sure did feel like coming home whenever you walked in. it was, indeed, your safe haven, not only from the weather outside but from the world. as soon as you set a foot inside this place, all your concerns seem to be washed away.

you figured it must have been the weather to further instigate your current bad mood but you can’t put aside the thought that today, everything seems to be working against you and there is nothing more you crave than to sit in the comfort of atsumu’s presence and forget all about the trivial things plaguing your mind.

oddly enough, you are not greeted with his familiar face peeking through the door of the living room, his lips stretching into a beamy smile as he excitedly yells your name upon seeing you, as it is usual. however, although your boyfriend is nowhere to be seen, his presence is felt throughout the whole apartment.

the place is charged with traces of him - from the sweet but manly scent of his perfume lingering faintly in the air, to his keys with the small pendant you bought tossed carelessly next to a framed picture of the two of you, on top of the entry table as well as osamu’s coat that atsumu never returned because he claimed it suited him better anyway, hung on the doorknob of his room.

it is also hard not to notice the different pairs of slippers scattered along the wooden floor of the entry hall however, you have grown so familiar with the sight that you would have paid no mind to it if it weren’t for you tripping over one of the long forgotten pairs of fuzzy slippers. what otherwise would have looked like slouchiness only made the place feel more inviting. you have grown acquainted with the chaos, learned to embrace even, it’s familiarity never failed to put you at ease - in the end, everything was just on it’s right place.

atsumu is clumsier than he looks. he whined about how every new set of slippers he bought would go missing within a week, only for him to purchase a new set and for you to find the previous lost pair somewhere under a piece of furniture which resulted in the eclectic collection of slippers he owns to this day.

walking across the hall, you come to a halt once you reach the living room, waiting for a frowning atsumu to notice you leaning against the doorway whilst he presses on the buttons of the tv remote in a frenzy on yet another hopeless attempt to get the television to miraculously start working - the “no signal” alert on the screen won’t disappear no matter how many times or how rough he hits the buttons on the remote, you have been over this many times with him.

“you never know” he would answer adamantly, with his brows raised in mock defiance. how naive, desperate times require desperate measures, you suppose.

a small giggle erupts from your chest capturing atsumu’s attention, his head snapping in your direction as his lips almost instantly stretch into bright smile - it was his body’s intuitive reaction whenever he laid eyes on you. atsumu calls out for you, dragging on the last syllable of your name in enthusiasm and you can’t help the grin, albeit weak, that crawls its way up to your lips. he could always steal a smile from you, no matter how tired you were.

upon noticing the clear exhaustion on your features, his broad smile morphs into a sympathetic pout as he tosses the remote on the cushions next to him, stretching his arms wide open for you, inviting you in with a quiet “get over here”

you drag yourself to the the checkered sofa where atsumu is sitting, awaiting you, to gladly accept his offer. and just like magnetic attraction, your body falls limp into his embrace, finding solace in his arms as you slump down on his lap with a relieved sob.

atsumu is left to deal with the dead weight of your body on top of him yet instead of complaining, he embraces you just tight enough to earn a quiet squeal from you, your head lifting itself from it’s comfortable spot snuggled against the warm skin of his neck only for you to shoot him a glare.

“where’s my kiss” atsumu taps his lips twice with his index finger to which you bend your head down to comply with his request.

honestly, how could you have forgotten. exhaustion really must have got the best of you because there was nothing more you had craved throughout the whole day than to feel his lips against yours, you could really use a kiss or two - or maybe a few - right now. however, you barely have the chance to connect your lips with his before atsumu is pinching your nose, prompting you to withdraw.

“your lips are freezing cold!” he whines in response to the inquisitive look on your face, his eyes wide in a rather theatrical manner. your boyfriend’s melodramatic behaviour has you rolling your eyes back in annoyance before you lean back in only for atsumu to cover your mouth with the palm of him hand.

“needy are we? rough day, pretty girl?” he teases with a taunting grin plastered on that frustratingly pretty face of his.

“go to hell, atsumu. just kiss me already” if only you weren’t this tired and atsumu wasn’t looking this tempting, maybe you could’ve kept the frustration from overflowing for you knew how he would pick on your helplessness only to keep teasing you and test the effect he had on you. and, you hate to admit that you have no restraint when it comes to him but, truth is, there is not much you can endure until you give in to atsumu and he manages to get you right where he wants you - you were always so pliant on his hands, he found it endearing to say the least.

trying your luck yet again, you hesitantly brush your lips against his, looking up at him through your lashes. you move carefully, almost as if you’re lurking on a prey, keeping a close watch on his face as you knew all it took was a false step for him to get away.

“you didn’t answer me” and just like that he pulls away from you, his voice cutting through the silence and ruining the mood, much to your dismay.

“yes, i had a rough day and you’re not making it any better, ‘tsumu” you spit the words out, although you reckon your tone was sorta harsh you are fuming at this point. on days like this, where it almost feels like it is your body’s basic need to feel him close to you, there is nothing you wouldn’t do for a kiss of his and he truly wasn’t helping you feel any better. two could play this game but you don’t even have the strength to put up a fight and taunt him back, wishing he would just give in to you as easily as you give in to him.

“so eager, i must be one hell of a kisser” he whispers against your lips. atsumu is having too much fun playing this little game of cat and mouse, repeatedly dodging your every move as you chase after his lips. if you didn't know any better, you would almost say it was taking every fiber on his being to hold himself back by the way he is ogling your lips.

“tell me, baby, do you want to feel my lips against yours that bad, hm?”

“yes, can you kiss me now?” your straightforwardness catches him off guard, earning a chuckle from your boyfriend as he tilts his head to kiss you on the cheek, dropping the act at last.

“no need to be mad, baby, patient girls get whatever they want” he grabs your cheeks, squishing them together and proceeds to place a quick peck on your pout before he slumps back against the couch, resting his arms over the lenght of the back of the couch.

“come get your kiss” he says in defiance with a wicked smirk which has you narrowing your eyes.

you lean forward cautiously, trying to understand what is the catch here, though he doesn’t even flinch when you crawl your way to wrap your arms around his neck. it is when you let your guard down, wearing the smile of victory as you lean in for a kiss that atsumu dodges you once again but he doesnt even give you time to complain before he is gripping your waist and tugging you into his chest before he crashes his lips into yours.

oh and was it worth the wait. atsumu could take you to heaven and beyond with just a simple innocent kiss. you feel like you’re soaring the sky and now you never want to come back down to earth ever again. you could argue that he is not perfect but, despite all his flaws, atsumu is still a true angel in disguise.

[a/n]: honestly i made atsumu’s character out to be messier than i imagine him to be but, i had this really cute picture in my head of a v v cozy house with lots of slippers scattered all over + had these flirty dialogue prompts written down & decided to put them together and thought atsumu fitted the role perfectly so yea!

this aint nothing special, just a good ol’ domestic au! but i hope you all enjoy what i have come up with after i’ve been neglecting writing for a whole month now <33

+ next batch is soulmate au! mattsun!!

#atsumu miya #atsumu miya x reader #miya atsumu x reader #miya atsumu imagine #atsumu miya imagine #miya atsumu #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagine

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