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blooddazai · 18 hours
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"i wish i could un-recall how we almost had it all"
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redraw!! (they’re holding hands btw)
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breadstingray · 3 days
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I decided it was good enough so here ya go :3
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elvestoneanzelote1 · 11 hours
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Hello so sorry to bother but can I ask Yandere dazai x male reader? If it doesn't bother you.
The male reader is from the guild.
𝙰:𝚗- 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘! 𝚂𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 ��𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚁𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝.
𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚞𝚙 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜.
𝙴𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚢.
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚣𝚊𝚒 𝚡 𝙶𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚍! 𝙼𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛.
𝙱𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜--
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--Another day went by and gone...--
"Hi there" a voice said to you as your hand halted mid air.
Your gaze falls on the caramel eyes that hold a recognition as his smile widens.
"I didn't thought I would see you again"
"...neither have I" you replied as without another word he took a seat across the table of yours.
"How... Are you?" He asked as you had an unpleasant expression present on your face.
Your lips was noticeably frowning as your eyes half-glare at him.
"What do you think?"
"...I see" he mutter out sighing as silence felt into the place as he hesistantly peek up from his distant gaze.
To yours... As he bite the corner of his lips as his eyes squint slightly on debating what to say.
--Not a pity nor care in your eyes--
"...what is it that you want?" You asked as he chuckled slightly after the silence.
"What I want? You know exactly what I want, Y/n" he utter your name as your eyes felt to the side.
You do not want to meet him again yet fate... How cruel of a fate was for you to meet him.
Utterly disgusting fate that have brought you to meet the man you utterly hate now.
"I'm afraid I do not know" you replied clearly as his eyes soften slightly.
---Unlike me, who waits today and tomorrow.---
"I wish to be back together" he replied without a moment.
Your eyes widen slight as you stare at him in slight shock.
Yet you hold your tongue to speak up.
"..."
"I know I was the one who... Broke up with you... Y/n... But I"
"Why?"
"I started to understand that I needed you back in my life... All those memories we shared is like a record player making me realise how much i-"
"I'm not asking about your feelings, Osamu" you replied sternly as your voice was stern. Your eyes stare at him as if... He was never wanted by you.
---For the past to stay.--
--None cared to come for me.--
---None care to comfort me---
"...I do not want to know about your feelings"
"What do you want me to say...? Y/n" he asked you as you closed your for a moment to calm down.
You would rather not let him take the satisfaction of how much he still affect you.
Once again... The silence felt as he stare at you confused.
As if he wasn't the one who broke up with you.
He wasn't the one who told you those hurtful things.
As if he wasn't the reason you almost...
After a while you open your eyes and stare at Dazai with neutral expression.
"Why after all this years... What make you think... I would take you back?" You replied.
His stares bored in your the familiar dullness on his eyes the day he left you... The day he make you felt you aren't worth it.
The day he make you hate yourself.
"Why not? Didn't you love me?"
"..."
"Say something y/n... It was just some break up... I did everything on my part to make you happy didn't I?" He asked more likely said to you with a quivering smile.
"No."
"..."
"You never make me happy Osamu" you replied as your eyes coldly bored in his.
His smile turn into a deep frown.
"I never... Make you happy?"
You didn't replied and stood up on your seat.
Before you left you utter those words back to him. Those words that have make you forget... You weren't even meant for anyone of sort.
"You are the most selfish person... Your love is just a meaningless words... You never make me feel special... Do not show me your face-" as you stop and side glance at him as he still face forward with tighten fists on his lap.
"Until you know yourself that... you are the reason".
---By and gone they all left.---
Dazai stare ahead as you uttered the same word to him.
As he didn't face you. He would rather let a dog bite his hand than seeing your hatred eyes.
He doesn't understand you.
He never understand you at all.
'I change... I swear I change unlike the mafia time I was...' He thought to self recalling those words he said to you.
You begged for him.
You smiled for him.
You killed for him.
You sacrifice your life for him.
You kissed him.
You hugged him.
You make love with him.
You loved him.
You did all that for him.
In the past... You did all that for him
what changed?
---As you stayed in my mind.---
In the past... You were overbearing for him.
He swore he never been this much loved by someone that it was very suspicious for him.
You loved him no matter what.
Heck you even forgive him when you caught him multiple times with women's and mans.
He never understood your devotion for him.
Your eyes held so much warm.
You... He felt suffocated.
You loved him too much.
Your love was too much.
Even if he hurt you...
Even if he was hurt.
you often been by his side whenever he needed.
You were too much.
Too much for him.
---By the memories we shared.--
---Another day went by and gone.---
But when he broke up...
He started to felt a piece missing for him.
Yet he ignore.
He ignore it till this day.
After he lost his closest friends which he never realised he was close to until it was too late.
Perhaps he was too late to find your love.
Your love.
It was too much.
Too much and only for him.
He realise it too late.
After you left.
No... He left you.
He told this horrible things to you.
He admit... He was wrong.
But why.
Why can't you give him another chance?
---From us to only mine.---
---Will you ever love me again?---
He couldn't help but frowned more as you were with a women.
He knows you are bi so was he either the fact.
You are rich now those women's just want to get your money.
For him he search everywhere.
Every place to find you.
The day he went to underground he searches for you so that he can repent for what he have done to you.
Yet... You left.
You left the damn! Country.
You left him.
You... Never say goodbye.
You... Broke him into pieces.
He never gave up though.
As happy as he was when he saw you again the day you came to the agency with your leader.
He couldn't help but find a light in it
Only to be shatter that you have a fiance.
...will it be bad if he plan something for both of your shake.
After all...
You did dirtied your hands for him... For his love.
It wouldn't matter if he does that for you as well.
Perhaps that way.
Things will be easier for you to truly love him again... Right?
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A:n- that's all take care good night/morning.
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sodacanbones · 21 hours
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quick dazai sketches
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+ a marker test on one
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riiwrites · 4 months
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boyfriend!dazai who…
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a/n : for my love @perfectlyjollyland who requested this ages ago but i didn’t see until recently because i only pay attention to my inbox! im so sorry ill be checking comments too next time, hope you’re well! <3
a/n : also i hope you’re okay with the pre-boyfriend/before boyfriend part, i just thought that’d be cute i love lovesick!dazai sooo much.. more boyfriend dazai under the cut!!
chuuyas version | atsushis version
dividers used belong to @/benkeibear
masterlist | taglist | main page
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pre-boyfriend!dazai who at the start asks you for a double suicide (as per usual), but when you give him the cutest smile and giggle and say no, he knows he’s too deep in now.
pre-boyfriend!dazai who becomes head over heels when he first meets you and now has a new mission, making you reciprocate those feelings.
pre-boyfriend!dazai who loves the cliches, the random ‘anonymous’ love notes on your desk when you’re at work or the random flowers delivered to your workplace/home - he loves it all.
pre-boyfriend!dazai who respects your boundaries if you were to tell him to lay off or if he was making you uncomfortable.
pre-boyfriend!dazai who finally gives up..gives up throwing hints and just decides to take his shot.
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“So..say, if a handsome stranger who’s kind of not a stranger since you know him as an acquaintance asks you out because he’s given up with all of the deadpanned hints he’s been giving you for the past few months but he’s kind of scared of being rejected..what would you say?”
You stare him with a few blinks as he looks at you with a great smile on his face, although you can see subtle drops of sweat dripping down the side of his temple.
"..Is this said handsome stranger you, perchance?”
Dazai let’s out a single laugh, placing his hands on his hips.
“Ha! How bold of you, though..I am charmed your first thought of this handsome stranger would be me, bella~” He coyly smirks, closing his eyes in what you can’t tell is either pride or suspense.
You furrow your eyebrows with a little smile, fixing up your paperwork as you place them on the desk. “No, I just figured since it was you who’s been leaving such persistent and eager notes on my desk as of late.”
You watch his expression slightly change as he lets out a cough of embarrassment, locking eyes with you now.
“Well..” He starts, then gives up halfway through.
“..Is it a yes?”
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pre-boyfriend!dazai who not only is taken by surprise by your response, but his heart does a few jumps in joy as his efforts became a success, making him now your boyfriend.
boyfriend!dazai who has his hand down your back pocket whenever you two are walking together.
boyfriend!dazai who’s love language is both physical touch and acts of service, always having his hands on you in the littlest way and also providing the most he can to his s/o.
boyfriend!dazai who has the reputation of being quite the flirtatious one, gives it up to his precious s/o.
boyfriend!dazai who googles cheesy and dirty pickup lines to try and rizz you with, always ending them in a winky face.
boyfriend!dazai who sends you little messages every day now that he has your number, little words of affirmations and talks to get you ready for your days.
boyfriend!dazai who if he had a tiktok account he’d make slideshows of you two and repost videos of couples relating to you two.
boyfriend!dazai who you spend all of your holidays with, especially christmas and new years.
boyfriend!dazai who practically lives at your house now, but nobody’s complaining.
boyfriend!dazai who has a box of every little thing you’ve given him, so when he’s feeling down he can look at it and smile.
boyfriend!dazai who tries to keep you away from his past, to protect you from the ugly truth.
boyfriend!dazai who opens up about oda, not all of it but most of it since he believes oda would’ve liked you.
boyfriend!dazai who takes you to the places he has the fondest memories in. the lupin bar, the art gallery, the agency.
boyfriend!dazai who appreciates the little things, as he’s not someone who can afford much he tries to give you the best he can.
boyfriend!dazai who always argues that he loves you more trying to get the last word and when you think you have it, you hear a little mumble of “I love you more” as you walk away.
boyfriend!dazai who loves your hands, tracing the lines of your palm and fingers and creating little shapes on them makes him feel at peace.
boyfriend!dazai who can be possessive but in a good way, he has good reasons to be possessive.
boyfriend!dazai who when he sees someone give you a half lidded smirk or bedroom eyes, he gives them a deadly stare that could imprint on their skull as he wraps an arm around your waist.
boyfriend!dazai who constantly babbles on about you at work with the agency, always telling Atsushi about the cutest things that you did the night before or what you did the day before that.
“Ahh..and the way they just clench their fists at their sides when they are angry with me! Ah~ I could melt..”
“That’s..really nice, Dazai-san..”
“Oh! And the way they grab my hand so tightly when we’re in public ahhh~ I could melt!”
“D-dazai-san..-“
“Ahhh, and the way the-“
boyfriend!dazai who ends up with about 14 wounds all over his body because of kunikidas beatings..kunikida says he’s lucky it wasn’t 15.
boyfriend!dazai who you take care of at his lowest.
boyfriend!dazai who sometimes can’t understand why you put up with him, but you reassure him with words and kisses all over his face.
boyfriend!dazai who peppers your face with kisses back and gives you a small smile despite how sad he can feel.
boyfriend!dazai who watches the fireworks with you and doesn’t think of going out just as beautifully because why would he let such a precious thing slip out of his hands like that?
boyfriend!dazai who doesn’t care about himself or his mental health, but cares the most about yours.
boyfriend!dazai who once felt like he was drowning, but then found his light to the surface who has a smile of diamonds and a heart of gold.
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@/riiwrites - reblogs are highly appreciated ❤︎︎
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wiltedrain · 28 days
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Doodles
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fedyaspookie · 1 month
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THEY ARE SO GAY WTF 💀💀💀
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edogawautism · 16 days
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the way chuuya isnt helping dazai pull out fyodor's corpse at all reminds me of this
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daz4i · 11 months
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please don’t make me think up more captions for this sort of posts
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blooddazai · 1 day
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more cat chuuya because i love him and also love cats
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ratsupremacyisreal · 4 months
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⊰✿⊰✿
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▸𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚊𝚢 𝙸 𝙿𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚄𝚙 𝙳𝚊𝚣𝚊𝚒
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saaraofthesand · 10 months
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The reason I can’t be normal about soukoku is that soukoku can’t be normal about soukoku. They are such fucking freaks all the time it makes me want to commit homicide
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heartsfourdazai · 2 months
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౨ৎ. SLEEPING WITH DAZAI OSAMU
SYNOPSIS: osamu wants you to cuddle him him while he sleeps because your his so called "teddy-bear" when you two have only been dating secretly for the past 2 weeks.
A/N: this was inspired by a mha comic i saw of kaminari and jirou- i forgot who the owner of the comic was, but if any of you could find it, that would be amazing!! hope you enjoy, and reblogs are much appreciated 💌 i rushed the ended a little bit, i'm so sorry!!!
MENTIONS: @justcallmesakira , @atsquie , @rusmii , @atlasnessie , @riiwrites , @ruanais , @pinklacydovey , & @silverbladexyz
WARNINGS: fluff, lowercase writing, unedited, cursing(mild), dazai is 22, reader is around the same age.
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"i know your tiiireddd~" dazai whispered in your ear as you two sat on his couch in his tiny apartment. why are you even here, you have your own home- oh wait, dazai practically burned the stove so now you have to live with him until he repair your kitchen. which could take god knows how long.
you shoved your boyfriend of two weeks back, sucking in your teeth, "shut up! i am not, tried!!"
you actually in fact, we're. tired of dazais dumb attempts to get you to sleep with him on his bed.
"but' bella~ it's 1 in the morning; and you've been up since the rise of dawn."
"it's crack of dawn!!"
dazai huffed, kissing your jawline slowly as he lazily wrapped his arms around you, which you tried to fight. "y/n~" he dragged your name out of his mouth ever so slowly, making you sleeper by the second.
"c'mon, come to bed with me. I'll cuddle you the night away, and make sure you get the best nights rest ever~" he kissed your jawline once more, leaning close to your neck to kiss your neck.
"d-dazai!" you whined, trying to pull away but he held a hard hold on you. "i'm not-" you felt him kiss your neck and you broke, "FINE just-! "
your boyfriend pulled away, giving you a sly smirk, waiting for you to continue. you sighed, leaning back into the couch, "just...can we sleep on the floor...not on the bed...you have a blow put mattress, right? we can sleep on that for now!"
dazai thought.
although he loved to tease you on end, he does respect not sleeping in the same bed with him just yet.
with a smile he nods, "of course, whatever my bella wants, my bella gets~"
you pushed his face away from yours as he tried to kiss you again, "just get the mattress before i change my mind..."
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you watched your boyfriend lay the flat mattress on the floor in front of his tv and you giggled as he fell forward with it. he grunts, getting up and about to blow it up, "are you sure you don't prefer the bed, bella~?"
you glared at him, "ask me again and i'll go to kunikidas home-"
dazai apologies over and over again, and shuts his mouth about it for the rest of the night.
as the mattress was blown up, and the two of you laid on it.
however it wasn't the way dazai thought it would be, "bella- what are you doing all the way over there?" he pouts, nothing your feet are closer to his head and you were on the opposite side of him.
"i'm more comfortable here!"
"but...i thought you would be over here with me!!" he pouts, whining as he watches you cover yourself with your blanket the two of you had to share, "dazai, your body heat is ridiculous, besides i'm...not ready..."
he nods, suddenly going quiet.
just as you were about to fall asleep, you feel his foot against your face...over and over and over..."DAZAI!!!" "what??!!"
you glared at your boyfriend, who smiled at you.
"get your feet away!!" you pushed them away from your face and cried out his name as he kept touching you with his bare foot. "your so groooss!!"
he gasped dramaticly, and suddenly stopped.
as you were satisfied, you felt something grab your ankle, "dazai what are you- EAHAHAH!!!" you screamed, feeling fingers stroke up against your bare soles.
"fine, i'll just tickle your foot in the meantime!!" he chirped and you cried in laughter, "DAHAHAZAI noho!!"
"ssshh! you'll wake the neighbors~" he teased as you grabbed a pillow smacked him with it..." dahazai yohou piece of shihit-BAHAHA!" Hhe dug under your toes and you slammed your face in the other pillows.
"you wounded me, you know i have an idea to make it up to me!" he spoke over your cute giggles, "sleep with me, and i'll stop!"
"IHI SWEAR- GAGA!"
"lady gaga?? oh, i know you live her music but i don't think screaming her name will stop me!"
as he continued to tickle your foot, you laughed out a surrender. "ohokay! OK!! i'll sleHEHep with yOHou however yohou WHANT- JUSHUST STAHAP!!"
and just like that, he stopped and jumped over on you...you were panting and giggling softly as he cuddled close to you.
"i love youuuu~"
you suck your teeth, "yeah...i love you too..."
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erosauriarts · 2 months
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Ik Chuuya drunk calls Dazai… imagine it the other way…
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