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ayyyez · 11 months

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Can you mayhap do more goshiki and Tsuki headcanons? Maybe first date, first time, first kiss etc

A/N: oh yes more of the side haikyuu boys! sure thing!

TAGS: first kiss, making out, first date, first time mentions and descriptions but not explicit, mentions of foreplay but not explicit, headcanons, Tsukki being a little shit but also a secret simp, Goshiki being a loveable dork who sometimes gets a big head lol, undercut for length

CHARACTERS: Tsukishima Kei, Goshiki Tsutomu

TSUKISHIMA KEI

First and foremost, to date this guy you gotta be able to call him out on his shit because he NEEDS that.

Doesn't matter about personality in regards to being either shy/reserved and preferring to do it in private or being confident/ outspoken and doing it right there when its needed (or any combination of them) AS LONG AS IT HAPPENS! CALL HIM OUT!

It makes Tsukki respect you, listen to you (depends on the situation on whether he follows through on the change lol) and also is what makes him attracted to you in the first place.

See the thing is he wants to be seen so you calling him out leads to banter and banter leads to a familiar rapport and eventually one of you cracking (yes cracking because its a game of how long either of you can last without spilling your feelings!) and confessing.

Definitely a confess -> date -> kiss kinda guy but in saying that these things can totally all happen in the span of a week with him.

Once the balls rolling he moves FAST

Likes chill, casual dates and your first date is no different.

Something like a cafe, a lowkey restaurant to eat or even just going over each others houses for a study date.

Prefers being out of the eyes of the public.

Will also leave the control of the date (in general), including the venue, up to you (with those previous preferences as his contribution).

When it comes to telling you this though he's kind of jerky about it (to a strangers eye anyway) as Tch-ishima makes an appearence.

'Tch, we're just hanging out like usual.' and then will add 'Shouldn't a date be just us two and away from everyone else.' While internally he's just gunning for the date to be at home lol.

It also gives him ample opportunity to go in for that first kiss. Tsukki you sly guy!

Will never admit in a million years.

Feel free to try teasing and asking him about it though!

'So did just bring me back here to try and pull this huh?' Right after a kiss.

He'll just give you one of those smirks and poke your forehead.

'I don't know did I?'

Tries to act indifferent but you see that smirk soften ever so slightly into to a the hint of a real smile.

Psh what a dork. Forever the internal simp.

While he moves fast in terms of the from first date to first kiss scene the first time comes with a bit more time.

He's ever so patient with that kind of thing and doesn't really see the whole point of rushing in unprepared that leads to everyone having an awkward ehem unpleasant time.

Okay so maybe thats a bit of a mild—not fear exactly—it's definitely a bit of a concern though. So he keeps those kisses wanting and makeouts steamy but cuts them off Jussssst~ when they're about to get good.

It's not on purpose he's just got to stay in control ya'know?

He's not letting those floodgates open until you bring it up. Maybe a part of him wants you to beg a little. It's not a must of course! He's just not opposed to it.

This is the part where you can comply or give him a little smack upside the head to reground himself. It gets a smirk either way.

Either way the first time with Tsukki comes when you ask for more and you both agree to finally (your words not his) move forward. Tsukki is the kind of guy who has the patience to wait a lifetime. No qualms.

Once you've got him going though. He's like oh damn. This is something else. Even better than those makeout sessions!

A first time with Tsukki is a more drawn out first time. It's exploratory and sensory with lots of touching and not lots of talking (unless it's from you, it's okay to be a nervous talker - he's just only going to talk when necessary or to respond).

There's definitely communication for needs from him he's just not the type to have a chat during (at least in the first time and early days).

He also has a concentration frown and sometimes he's biting his lip so hard your afraid it's going to break and bleed. It's cute honestly.

Lots of foreplay before the main act. Lots of exploratory touching. There's no jumping in even though it's the first time. He takes his time and his patience can be frustrating at this point if you wanna just GO.

He can get a little teasing here. It's where he probably talks the most. 'Oh raring to go huh? Well lets just take our time.' Little shit lol.

Once you're doing it though he's actually pretty sweet. Making sure you're okay. You're comfortable. Expects the same from you too. It's an act of trust after all.

May confess a sweet thing or two during. Depends on how he's vibing. Feels a bit awkward about it afterwards but won't take it back. Just will tell you to shut up if you tease him about it.

Perfect time to make him blush. Yes he will get you water and help clean each other up and spoon you after if you are into that. It's good manners afterall.

GOSHIKI TSUTOMOU

Goshiki is a little sweetie okay and deserves someone who appreciates and respects him.

However much like Tsukki it's kind of the same where you have to be real with him and tell him when he's getting a too big head sometimes.

Definitely a friendship to lovers vibe or even a you respected me to call me out as an acquaintance then I fell in love with you and chased after you vibe (Goshiki being the chaser lol)

Goshiki is definitely a 'fall in love at first sight' kind of vibe. Like he doesn't actually but he thinks he does. He just gets swept up very easily by people who make a strong impact on him and runs with it.

Him chasing you can go two ways depending on the type of person you are and how you want this sweetie to react.

You could be the type to catch on to his very obvious crush on you. He's not stealthy about it to the point it's likely his whole team knows lmao and whats worse is he THINKS he's so clever, calm and collected about it but he's...the opposite lol.

Using this information you could do you both a favour and just confess to him first. Goshiki will become the most flustered mess you've ever seen.

He'll be bright red, shocked silent until he barely recovers, saying 'Haha of course you wanna date me!' while also internally is like Omg you want to date me!?

But you know him. You've learnt to read the doubt behind his eyes whenever such words leave his lips.

'Yeah I want to date you, so whats your answer?' You reiterate.

This throws him of balance again and he's spluttering because oh yeah this isn't one of his daydreams he has about being the best ace and getting his crush. This actually is his crush asking him out.

'Yes please.' He manages to get out. Ever so polite just as his parents taught him. It takes everything in you to keep your smile composed and not laugh at him. Adorable.

The OTHER WAY this could go if you're not one to ask someone out or if you just want to see what he'll do, is wait. He'll sit on his crush until he just sort of explodes.

It'll take awhile of him running over to you at every opportunity he gets, you can always count on it like clockwork.

Then one day he's not there? Nor the next or the next. You kind of get worried. You see a friend of his wave them over and begin to ask when you FINALLY see Goshiki come over.

he's redder than usual, frown on his face like he'd been....sulking? huh.

Wraps his hand around your wrist. 'Can we go?'

'okay?'

Tugs! Tugs you away somewhere a bit more secluded. Away from prying eyes.

You stand there and scan his expression. Still stuck in a sulky frown. Almost pouting? huh cute.

'Do you-' He stops looking down. 'Will you-' He stops again groaning. 'I'm the ace right?'

'Huh?' Okay major confusion. 'Yeah?'

'So that makes me pretty cool right?'

You frowned, scanning him up and down. Was Goshiki asking if you thought he was cool? With a sulky expression? Something had to be going on.

'Naturally.' You cleared your throat watching him smile. 'Whats going on?'

'Well since I'm the coolest guy you know it's your lucky day since I've got a question for you!'

And with that Goshiki went bright red and stumbled into asking you out in his own awkward, self concious way.

Very sweet when the two of you start dating. Always trying to show off for you and share volleyball with you but also shows that he makes you one of his priorities.

Heckin loves food so loves food dates especially to lowkey restaurants, loves showing off in this regard by showing you nice places but likes to be spoiled too so show him cool places.

A sucker for hand holding. Thinks its peak affection along with cheek kissing.

Takes him awhile to move up with physical affection because he combusts and gets anxious about it and his feelings. He's self concious from various complexes he's developed over time.

You probably have to initiate the first kiss or have to make do with being VERY patient. He's so shy. If you do intiate it be prepared for him being flustered. It's cute.

Making out is a very big deal to transition to as well. You gotta talk him through it. He's all stiff, clattering teeth and noses and forehead bumping at first. Whoops. Its sweet though.

Once he gets though he REALLY gets it! Really gets into it too like this boy is a quick study after all and he just gets the kissing bug. It'll be you who will be like OKAY BABY WE GOTTA COME UP FOR AIR YOU'RE ALL RED AND ABOUT TO PASS OUT.

But he looks~ well if looks could kill~ he's a hot mess you could devour right then and there. All red, flustered, panting? Lips all slick? Love bites on the neck? Hair disheveled? Hello Goshiki where have you been hiding?

First time is much like the first kiss in terms off nerves. He's all stiff and jumpy.

Again, you'll have to talk him through it but it doesn't mean he won't attempt to take initiative. It's a team effort on both fronts. It won't be drawn out though, he's too worked up and nervous.

A lot of bumping into each other and awkward moments but there's also a lot of sweet moments and feeling good.

Lots of communication and awkward mess talking. Lots of kissing and touching. Grab his hair for good moans hehe.

Things are loud with Goshiki. He's vocal, he can't help it. Don't make fun of him though he's sensitive.

He needs aftercare in form of cuddles and pillowtalk. Very clingy after and he's also VERY warm so if you run cold then good news for you! You've now got your own personal heater.

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fwunn · 9 months

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HI im back again so um. Remember how I used to do posts every day so um. Im at the hospital 😸 I ONLY GOT MY LAPTOP BACK NOW but idk if im gonna frequent posting again because i need to recover and shit 💀 i swear one day im going to get hit by a truck after recovery

Ok anyws tendou bby the :]man i like him very much I PROMISE ILL UPDATE THE TSUKKI STORYLINE SOON

Stream HATE RODRIGO by YENA plz 🔥🔥

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satorisoup · 2 months

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“NUH UH” OR “YUH HUH” ?

*ft haikyuu boys

ᰔ “NUH UH!!”

bokuto. oikawa. shoyo. goshiki. nishinoya.

ᰔ “YUH HUH.”

atsumu. kuroo. tendou. kageyama. semi.

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aztecbrujeria · 5 months

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Sitting here and thinking about teasing him through his pants. His bulge throbbing in your palm. The way he begs for you to touch him…let him cum…please, please…When he whines as you pull away and tell him to cum in his pants and walk in it…Daddy will clean you up after…

Neuvillette, Venti, Kirishima, Shoto, Goshiki, Sugawara, Daichi, Ijichi, Choso, König, Gyomei, Tanjiro, Rengoku, Vash,

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skippysartq · 11 months

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It had been a year since I had originally drawn this ICQ. But here you go as the 2nd post back to Tumblr.

#haikyuu #haikyuu fanart #haikyuu ships #hq tendou #tendou satori #ushiten #ushijima x tendou #hq ushijima #ushijima wakatoshi #hq semi #hq goshiki #hq shirabu #hq reon #reon ohira #semi eita #shirabu kenjirou #goshiki tsutomu #haikyuu incorrect quotes

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leahrintarou · 7 months

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☠︎︎ DAY FOURTEEN: BONDAGE FT. GOSHIKI

☠︎︎ WARNINGS: sub! goshiki, y/n is dom, japanese bondage, bdsm, nipple play, vocal goshiki

☠︎︎ WORD COUNT: 740+

"tsutomu"

y/n closed the door to the two's shared apartment before calling the name of her lover. "yeah?" he turned around, immediately giving her his attention after realizing her somber tone. "so you're top now?" she questioned, noticing how he reacted clueless to her words.

"goshiki, who takes the lead in the bedroom when it comes to you and y/n's relationship? I'd guess it'd be you since y/n is literally one of the most quietest people I've met. I cant imagine her...you know?" tendou said.

goshiki shrugged not giving a direct answer. tendou smirked before looking over to y/n. "I figured".

"what do you mean?" y/n walked up closer towards him after his 'clueless' question before slowly blinking at his confused state. "I mean, who's always whining and begging for pleasure when they get aroused by the slightest thing?"

"y/n-"

she gently grabbed his wrist before reminding him of her recently asked question. "please l wouldn't be able to live it down if they knew the truth. how can I be forgiven?" goshiki swiftly grabbed y/n's own wrist before making her palm his lower abdomen. "I actually bought something a couple days ago. I wanna try it with you"

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"y-y/n" he whimpered, jolts of pleasure causing him to let out unsteady patterns of pants. his hands were tied behind himself as he leaned back against y/n's chest. she'd restrained him from being able to stretch his legs out, his knees bent and pressed against his heaving chest, in a shibari leg tie. he so desperately wanted to adjust y/n's pumping pace, the pleasure practically overwhelming. "y/n, fuck.."

his back arched away from her encasing hold, before focusing on steadying his breath when y/n gave him a small break by releasing his erection from her hold. her free hand wrapped around his shoulders, pulling his figure closer to herself, going back to her previous movement, this time she couldn't help but let out a small laugh at his state.

"is this what you meant by taking the lead? being a whimpering mess. aren't you a bit embarrassed tsutomu?"

"y/n, I'm gonna cum" he whined, words barely noticeable when his pant's were laced into them. "I know you are" pulling her hand away from him, his abdomen repeatedly tensed in a spasm, desperately trying to gain pleasure or friction. it was now that he realized just how tortures being restrained is. y/n had all control over him. he wanted to dislike the situation so badly, but could only accept his guilty pleasure when he felt like we was only getting more and more aroused.

y/n's hands, traveled to goshiki's chest, and faintly, her fingers trailed over his sensitive nipple a shiver coursing through his body. he flinched against y/n when she repeated the sudden contact, whining when her hand clasped back around his prolonged erection. "I-I'm sorry, n/n" he mumbled when her fingers made small taps against him instead of continuing her stroking pattern.

"careful, I don't want the ropes leave such bad marks on you" she quietly warned, placing a kiss against his shoulder. "though, you are getting all worked from the simplest of touches. its bound to leave some kind of markings"

she finally began to pleasure goshiki with stroking motions, pleads of y/n's name escaping past his lips, desperately wanting her to continue her movements so he'd finally be able to feel the burning sensation in his core. and to his luck, y/n did just that, causing his pleasure to arrive in the blink of an eye.

"y-y/n"

"relax, tsutomu" she whispered quietly, lips making direct contact with the shell of his ear. the restrainments keeping him from closing his legs around y/n's wrist. he moaned at the feeling of y/n releasing her tight grip around him, basically leaving him to finish with barely any contact.

the aftermath of his pleasure made contact with his abdomen as he looking down, slightly embarrassed at the sight of his quivering state. "you okay?" she asked. he nodded, steadying his pant's through a small kiss that y/n initiated for reassurance.

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"goshiki, what are those marks from?" tendou questioned as slight bruising from the previous nights aftermath resided on the surface of his skin. "no way..." tendou's eyes widened after he noticed when the ones of goshiki immediately darted to y/n, practically giving himself away.

"fuck off"

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klwl-truck · 11 months

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Tendou got everybody at Shiratorizawa popsicles!! He’s so nice :)

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viratsumiiii · 1 year

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𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢, 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐤𝐢: So, how was your day?

𝐠𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐤𝐢: We almost got surprise adopted!

𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢: what?

𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐮: We almost got kidnapped.

𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢: Oh, okay.

𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢: *𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬* WAIT WHAT?!

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revasserium · 1 year

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Can you do Hc's for tsutomu, sfw and nsfw I never seen any content for him

hq!! reqs are open :)

sfw:

enthusiastic is perhaps not strong enough a word, but he sure is gun-ho about all! of! the! things! bc honestly, he never thought he’d get here -- never thought that the day might come where he’d actually get to hold your hand or make you laugh, or any of the million and one things he’s dreamt about doing but sweet gods in heaven, now that he’s here, he swears he’d never take it for granted -- so he smiles hard, and he laughs even harder, he goes out of his way to plan elaborate dates (that ultimately never ever quite goes as planned) but he’s okay with that too!

bc he knows that you love him like this, like an unfinished masterpiece. where he’s the painting and you’re the brush, and his literature teacher told him he shouldn’t try too hard with the extended metaphors, but he can’t help himself. he can’t help himself when it comes to you. he’s never been able to in the first place.

waking up way too early and jogging down your street just to look like he’s coincidentally passing by, even though you giggle and tell him that he’s sweating and out of breath so he must’ve been here for ages

sharing food with you but no one else, because how’s he supposed to be the ace if he doesn’t get enough nutrition to grow?

dozing off on the bus with his head on your shoulder, and sure, he’s mortified to have drooled on your school uniform, but you told him that it’s kinda cute and he hasn’t been able to stop thinking about it since.

nsfw:

switch!life bc real men do both.

gasping when you suck him off, his consciousness blurring at the image of your lips stretched so perfectly over his cock, your eyes watering ever so slightly as he feels himself hit the back of your throat

eating you out like his life fucking depends on it because. it. does. and he can never get enough of how tight your thighs get around his face, and he’s never thought there was anything ironic about the phrase “crush me with your thighs” bc yes!!! that’s what he wants!! from you!!!!

fingering you hard and fast and dirty in the locker rooms bc you had no business looking so damn hot in his jersey, blushing so prettily, cheering him on like that; kissing you through your climax because he loves the taste of your moans on his tongue

rly wants to do the wall sex! but the mechanics are harder than he thought!

whining and begging when you ride him cause gods what else is there worth begging for in life other than the sight of you working yourself over his cock, the feel of your wetness slicking down his thighs, staining his bedsheets, and sure he’d literally just done the laundry yesterday but that’s what washing machines are for, right? right.

#goshiki tsutomu #haikyuu!!#haikyuu smut #haikyuu imagines #hq goshiki #goshiki tsutomu x reader #goshiki x reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #goshiki smut #goshiki fluff #haikyuu fluff #ya nasties #haiCUTIES #goshiki #i am legit the middle of re-watching the shiratorizawa arc rn so this was uHM FITTING.#he's so funny. so eager LOL. wat a cutie patOOT.#floofy floof floof

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sleepinghellokitty · 7 months

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#haikyuu #haikyuu incorrect quotes #hq incorrect quotes #hq goshiki #goshiki tsutomu #tsutomu goshiki #haikyuu twitter #shiratorizawa twitter

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fulloffencekurooishotterthanyou · 2 years

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[ WAKING UP NEXT TO HIM ]

He’s still sleeping, his chest gently rising and falling as you gaze at him fondly. He’s sleeping deeply enough for you to play with a lock of his hair and he doesn’t budge.

Sugawara, Ennoshita, Kita, Akaashi, Kai, Sakusa, Kenma, Asahi

He’s just barely awake, his eyes semi-opened as you shift around so you’re facing him. He’s mumbling something to you half asleep, and you smile at how cute he is.

Yamaguchi, Atsumu, Makki, Kageyama, Semi, Oikawa, Goshiki, Shirabu, Lev

He’s already wide awake, playing with your hair when you wake. He smiles down at you, kissing your cheeks whispering a good morning.

Iwaizumi, Daichi, Mattsun, Suna, Ushijima, Nishinoya, Kuroo, Yahaba

You didn’t just wake up next to him, HE woke you up. On purpose. He wants cuddles.

Bokuto, Tsukishima, Hinata, Yamamoto, Tanaka, Osamu, Satori, Kyoutani, Yaku

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spiteful-sapphic · 1 year

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i wanna put butterfly clips in ukai’s hair idc

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chaoticevilorange · 2 years

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Hello!! It's me again, whenever you have the chance could you make a Haikyuu teams one with a mom manager that's always so sweet, kind and caring to them. That one day just snaps, not at them but at someone else? And they're like "🧍🏽😃😨😍🛐🥲". You can choose why they snap but I feel like it would be funny to see their reaction >:D

I love the idea! I think I might write about all the teams in the future but for now I want to focus on shiratorizawa's team, because they seem like the kind in need of someone sweet in contrast with their coach 👀

Our sweet manager

Training was taking a toll on everyone, the team could feel the exhaustion. Practice, running laps, practice, stretch, practice, they weren't feeling well. School activities passed by like any other day. At the end of the day Goshiki became the target of the school bullies, he was too tired to do anything, he wasn't even listening, he stood there with a blank face while his team approaches to begin a new day of practice, his sweet manager was walking ahead of the team ready to greet the 1st year when she hears something that snapped all the goodness of her heart.

Yes, you're very sweet, calm, collected, soft spoken, caring, all the things you could picture in a mother figure, some of them whisper you're 'wife material' but they quickly shut up before their coach could catch them gushing about you, they're afraid you might get 'fired' for becoming a distraction without you knowing.

Hearing the cruel jokes about Goshiki your face passed from your usual sweet smile to a silent death glare that screamed 'murder'. Approaching the bullies you step in the middle, Goshiki was at your back and the bullies in front. Dropping your bag, you walk towards the offender and punched him in the guts making him fall to their knees holding his stomach, you grab his collar forcefully making him look at you. Your voice is like didn't belong to you, was a dry low tone that caressed of all the sweet emotions you usually display "next time I'll cut your balls off and keep them on a jar as a souvenir, don't ever, EVER, get close to Goshiki-kun again, is it clear?" The bullies nodded quickly taking his friend away, they disappeared at the speed of light. Worried you turn at Goshiki frowning, checking and cupping his face gently "are you okay? Goshiki-kun you should told us you were being harassed, when did this started? Are they your classmates?". Unbeknownst to you there is a very shocked team behind you while Goshiki is very flustered to having your soft hands cradling his face, the poor 1st year doesn't even know why you punched the other guy.

Reactions;

- Semi didn't even knew it was possible to get slightly aroused by something like this, he thinks he might have discovered a new kink

- Goshiki is shocked and is silently praying to never get in your bad side ever, is low-key concerned about your hand, can't believe you have a strong arm

- Ushijima is shocked but his freatures didn't display anything but fondness, a small and rare smile present on his face

- Satori who obviously is laughing is seriously thinking about asking you to be his personal body guard

- Shirabu is kind of jealous of Goshiki, but at the same time doesn't want you to put yourself in situations like this often, he wants to see you smile

- The rest seem to have unlocked a whole new set of emotions towards you, the sweet badass and lovely manager

Hope you enjoy and thanks for reading 🐨💖✨ I don't know the names of all team members but at the same time I don't think they are popular as the ones I mentioned 🤔 I have like 3 minor characters I'm very fond of but... It's like they don't have fandom at all 😂

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu scenarios #🐨 imagines #hq ushijima #hq satori #hq semi #hq goshiki #hq shirabu #hq shiratorizawa #hq manager!reader

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grungeeuvu · 1 year

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I love Goshiki so much and you all get to hear me briefly explaining his character:

Goshiki is the only first-year on the starting lineup of a powerhouse school that is absolutely formidable. Imagine the pressure, being selected out of the other hundred students: not just the other first years but also the second and third years. There aren't even any other first years on the bench, he is the only first year on the court entirely. Seriously, imagine the stress he is under to perform as calmly, perfectly and logically as all his cold and unreasonable upperclassmen, who've all been to nationals many times. Not only that, he is regularly told he will be the next ace once Ushijima, one of the top three in the whole country, graduates.

Everyone expects him to live up to being the ace of a legendary team, succeeding the local "miracle boy" himself. He probably doesn't have a lot of his friends in his classes due to volleyball commitments and probably is shunned by other first years on the club out of jealousy. The only company he'd really have are his other teammates, whom he is trying so hard to impress. He doesn't want to let them down, he wants to do them proud and be worth all the effort they put into him.

He is a bit loud, brazen, tries to talk big but you can see how much he looks for his upperclassmen's approval. He's making promises, he's trying to show the team that he's not cracking under the pressure, that he can brush it off too. He's challenging ushijima to prove he's fearless, to prove he's not daunted by the task everyone is expecting him to accept.

Some might read that and think I'm saying he's crumbling on the inside, that this pressure is breaking him into nothing but I wouldn't say crumbling. Hell, I don't think Goshiki could ever actually crumble. I think part of him believes this sense of confidence. I would say, though, that there is a voice in the back of his head that tells him he's not enough. Everytime he messes up, it sits in the back of his mind, every point missed he feels it. He knows he's giving his all but he wants to give more.

I love Goshiki Tsutomu and he is so often treated like a pet peeve of arrogance or Shiratorizawa's "baby" but think of it like this: Ushijima hates baseless confidence. He hates when someone's bark is louder than their bite, we see how he views Hinata for a start. Do you think he'd ever encourage Goshiki so honestly if he didn't have the potential to enhance Shiratorizawa?

Do you think Washijou would've even glanced at him if he wasn't something? Do you think Shirabu would set to someone who wouldn't score? Do you think anyone in the team would let him mess up and geek out if they didn't believe, deep down, he was as good as them?

When my mum watched Haikyuu with me, she said she found Goshiki arrogant, annoying and immature: it infuriated me and I could never quite articulate how she has misread him so much. Maybe on the surface he seems that way but it's because it is all on the surface. He is constantly trying to seem cool, for the validation and respect of his senpais, who do not seem to understand that the praise is really what he needs.

When Hinata compliments him, Goshiki shone and he performed with flying colours. The praise was all it took for him to change his mind on a dime and play with them and, not to mention, he was the designated leader of that training camp for sure!

He was the one everyone had their eyes on and he was the most advanced - you could tell that these players respected him and I hope he knew it, I hope it gave him the confidence boost he'd been lacking for so long ever since joining Shiratorizawa.

It got slightly off track at the end but I hope you followed :') I love my boy lol

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Tsutomu Goshiki did his best, is it even worth anything?

It's loud. And it's irritating. The voices of comparison and neglect repeat over and over and it's plaguing in his thoughts. He wishes he could ignore them, just as he's been able to before. But no matter how much he lies to himself, the truth just comes so obvious. He was solely bearing and not ignoring. And he could only bear so much until he no longer can.

He's done this multiple times yet how many more are needed for him to be recognized? Hasn't he proved himself the day he was qualified for Shiratorizawa's starting lineup? He felt so much praise that day, and he thought they would last.

Just as tomorrow comes, he's done his best, yet there was just no room for someone like him in this prestigious team's spotlight. As he thought. _________________________________________________

Another harsh day of training, the coach's yell still rings in his ears, he's exhausted yet he still craves the improvement that everyone's been nagging him about.

Just when will he reach that point? How much longer does he have to practice and train just for his serves to be consistent? How many more hours does he need to give up for improvement? How much further does he need to exhaust himself? Neglect everything, chase his breath over and over, make more and more muscles sore, till his own body won't cooperate anymore.

Once again, his sight, all vague and dark, huffing and huffing for air, he's drenched in sweat, and he can't bring himself to move for a while. Then, the pressuring thoughts would come flooding his restless mind.

"Can't I just give up for a while?" he exhales. hands covering up his face. He was obviously tired, physically and mentally. But don't mind, this wasn't unusual for athletes. After all, this was all needed for improvement.

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The whistle blows, it was quiet then it was loud. That moment was shocking and unexpected.

Despite giving it his all in everyday training, he finds himself frozen in place. His eyes widened, he was breathless and he couldn't accept. The loud cheer that filled the gymnasium couldn't be heard. He couldn't even hear his teammates' encouragement and comfort. They've lost, he had lost.

this has been rotting in my drafts and my burnout brain could not finish it properly 😪 help

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