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theawkwarddeadgirl · 7 months
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Hey I made some more eye candy
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zaevauhm · 1 year
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Rain Drabble
you’re an f1 driver, partnered up with lewis, a crash happens that brings you close to your biggest rival
word count 1.5k
mentions of accidents + sex
sidenote: this was a dream I had a year ago, and my friend asked me to write it all out ahhahshs,
i am not a max fan (dont necessarily dislike him either) but yeah, enjoy my loves
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Rain. Lots of it was pouring down, straight into the Red Bull Ring. Completely zoned out, you watched it pour down the windows, as the last fans with worried expressions on their faces were making their way out of the circuit. You were sitting in a conference room, Lewis to your left and Max to your right. Christian and Toto fighting each other right in front of you. What were they even yelling so hard for? And why couldn’t you stay with the medics for a little longer, again? It felt like your head was slowly being ripped from your body. The pain was starting to kick in badly, as the adrenaline wore off. Still, it felt like you would pass out any minute by now. It was so hard to keep your eyes open.
There had been an accident, either Max or Lewis, your teammate, had squeezed you into the wall at a certain point, without a thing you could have done about it. Numb and frozen in those milliseconds, you allowed the car to fly into the wall at 250 km/h, you in it.
Toto was furious, banging the table in front of you, having Lewis trying to calm him down. ‘’This is completely unacceptable! It is obvious that your boy is the one who caused it, Christian, just look at the fucking footage!’’ He ranted and ranted. You noticed an apologetic Max opening his mouth, before immediately being shut down by his team principal, with nothing more than a face that screamed thunder. ‘’That nearly fucking killed my driver, Christian. Measures need to be taken. It can’t go on like this. I can’t send her out again, risking her life in every lap just because your boy doesn’t know how to keep his distance.’’
It felt as if the meeting took hours, your pains only increasing. Lewis gestured for you to lean against him, but it was the last thing that you wanted. Your on-off relationship with your teammate was something you’d rather forget about, completely. He wanted to keep you a secret, so be it. As you stared back out of the windows, you noticed that Max caught your eyes. You stared him dead in the eyes, for a moment before he whispered to you softly. ‘’I’m really sorry.’’
‘’I know.’’ You gestured, beneath your breath.
Lewis noticed, as he was watching your every movement. He leaned back in his chair, obviously displeased by the fact that there was any communication between you and your rival. You couldn’t care less about his feelings at this point.
Finally, several hours later, you were released of everything. You had showered, changed, and took some more pain killers. It was nighttime by now, the circuit dimmed. Most drivers were inside of their motorhomes, resting or still having brief conversations.
You walked by yourself, keeping your eyes on the ground, holding a water bottle under your right arm, squeezing it against your ribs, as well as your medical files. You were feeling completely drained, tired, wanting nothing more than to lay your head down and sleep for days. The soreness in your back and neck was almost unbearable. You took your phone out, 11:39 PM. 8 Missed calls, Lewis. You locked your phone again and put it back in the back pocket of your jeans.
You got interrupted from your thoughts as someone bumped into you, quite roughly. ‘’Watch where you’re going you piece of…’’ You couldn’t finish your sentence as you noticed who was in front of you. Broad shoulders, a bit taller than you, piercing blue eyes staring you down. Max.
‘’You pushing me into the wall just doesn’t do it for you, huh? You had to make sure to knock me over here as well.’’ Your tone dead serious, although you didn’t mean to come across as angry, not necessarily. It was too late anyway, and frankly, he deserved it.
‘’I thought you weren’t mad at me anymore.’’
You raised one eyebrow at the Red Bull driver, utterly confused. ‘’Just watch where you’re going next time, you might actually keep us alive.’’ You spilled, before walking off towards your motorhome.
‘’Y/N.’’ A voice echoed right behind you, as you walked up the stairs, about to enter through the front door. It was almost completely dark at this part of the circuit. Without a single soul in sight, the familiar voice startled you. ‘’What do you want from me?’’ You looked over your shoulder, down at him.
You had never actually spoken to him, nor did he ever linger in your mind. You didn’t know him at all, why was he suddenly following you around? He had already apologized, after all.
‘’May I?’’ He asked, waiting for your permission to follow you up the stairs. You nodded, still zoned out, as he slowly walked towards you, before standing awfully close in front of you. Was he trying to intimidate you? If so, it was slightly working.
‘’I wanted to apologize.’’
‘’You already have, Max. It’s fine.’’ You tried to shake him, but he wouldn’t have it.
‘’Properly.’’
Your eyes widened, as you knew exactly what he meant. Was he being serious?
He took all of your stuff out of your hands and placed it on the table next to your door.
Slowly, he made his way back towards you. Step by step, you stepped back until your back was leaning against the glass window of your motorhome. His breath was awfully close to your neck now, sending shivers down your back. What was it about him?
You gasped when you felt his lips touch your bare neck, as if you hadn’t been touched for years. He took his head back, examining you, smiling at you devilishly. He was everything Lewis wasn’t. The polar opposite, in fact. Maybe that was it? Maybe you longed for something different, after years of being with Lewis in secret. Well, he was willing to give it to you.
He allowed himself to come close to you again. ‘’Does that feel good?’’ He whispers onto your lips, making you smile a little. ‘’Yes.’’ You just noticed how big he was in comparison to yourself, his body was blocking any view you had before by now.
He grabbed your waist and pulled you closer onto him, gently squeezing you in the process. He slowly made his way to your chest, leaving a trail of kisses as he went down, before releasing you from your jeans, your phone falling down with it. He looked up at you, asking for permission again before pressing soft kisses onto your thighs. His eyes sparkled something in you, that left you wanting him to do with you as he pleased.
He continued kissing your thighs, before gently pulling your string to the side, leaving you filled with anticipation. You were surprised to learn that he actually knew what he was doing. You felt his tongue drawing circles around your entrance, soft moans leaving your mouth as your hands were clinging to the glass behind you. Did you just hear something move inside of your home? He lifted his head up a little, licking you from entrance to top, making your legs weak. Suddenly, he got up, roughly turning you around and pushing your face onto the glass, pulling your arms behind you. You gasped. ‘’So this is what it’s like to be Hamilton.’’ His voice was filled with anger. You gasped within yourself. The fact that he knew, somehow, was something that couldn’t bother you at that moment. You wanted more. He entered you with two of his fingers, deeply, making you curve your ass up towards him. You moaned, leaning your head back against his shoulder. ‘’This is what he gets to taste, huh?’’ He whispered into your neck, making you even weaker. He stopped his movements, forcing you to answer him. ‘’Tell me.’’
‘’Yes.’’ You moaned, shyly. For sure your cheeks were bright red by now. The mixture of pleasure with the amount of pain killers and medication the medics had pumped you full of, left you in a strange, unknown state of mind. You loved being touched by him, somebody other than Lewis. He shook you from your thoughts as he sped up, getting you close to the point of orgasming right there. Your phone was staring right at you, lingering on the floor, as Lewis’ caller ID was shown on the screen. It just made you feel shyer than ever, the fact that two men wanted you more than anything, at the same time. And which men… They hated eachothers’ guts. ‘’Are you going to listen to me?’’ His voice filled the atmosphere around you. You nodded, slowly. ‘’I want to see you cum.’’ He whispered as you saw him looking down in the reflection, to your phone. You did, Max holding you firmly, feeling how weak he had gotten you. It felt as if you got your senses back, right there in that moment, leaving you confused and wanting to run. ‘’I’m sorry, I have to go inside.’’ You stumbled, as he grabbed you by your arms, making you face him. ‘’It’s okay, you don’t owe me anything. I just wanted to make you feel good. Also, no one is hearing about this.’’
‘’Okay.’’ You trusted him.
You opened your door; Max still right behind you, as your breath got stuck into your throat, almost bumping back onto him as you saw who was staring you down from behind the glass. Lewis.
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incorrectbatfam · 10 months
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⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆
He~llo ˄·͈༝·͈˄ This question popped up in my brain, like, a month ago and I am now asking you:
I have noticed that you gave Duke an interest in mediaeval fantasy stuff (DnD, the duke (hehe) renfaire outfit, ect.) and I wonder if there is any reason for it or is it just shits and giggles?
⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆
I tend to do that a lot, where I extrapolate from canon and use that as a running theme for the characters (or just random recurring headcanons) because I guess that's my way of playing around with the source material and putting my own spin? Idk if that makes sense
Canonically Duke is into puzzles, movies, and trading card games. Obviously that's not everything but for this ask I'll focus on those.
Technically, for movies, he's canonically more into Tarantino films, however I can see him enjoying fantasy and sci-fi franchises—especially since it's also canon that Bruce watches Star Wars (and presumably some of the other bats are similar), meaning Duke would have someone to share his interests with (the Star Trek/DC crossover comics complicate things a bit but anyway).
DC also has its in-universe version of Dungeons and Dragons, though I'm not sure Duke specifically has played it in canon, but it's not a stretch to say he'd enjoy it considering it's a game combining logic (puzzles and math), creativity (he's a good divergent thinker), and storywriting (he likes to write).
Also, from how he acts in the comics (excluding WFA), Duke is one of those kids who don't look punk but has the energy (plus he listens to metal). As someone who is active on both scenes, there is a lot of overlap between the alt music people and the DND/fandom nerds. Not sure whether it's the common artistic personality or the shared experience of being outcasted or whatever.
He would get along with Hobie Brown
From all that, I came up with things like cosplay and threw it in for fun. Again, it's not a big stretch knowing what we're already given in canon, plus it opens up more room for the silly/absurd stuff that you typically see me do.
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lemon-dokuro · 3 months
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Ikigusare - Oiwa-san Rock
The song, the lyrics (with an english translation by me) and some commentary are below.
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Japanese, directly from the subtitles in the video:
映画 お芝居やるのなら お参りしないと祟られる お名前 口にするのなら 敬称つけぬと祟られる
そんな猛烈な呪い お江戸の時代から 今この現代まで ずっと続いてるなんて
なんて凄まじい情念でしょう なんて素晴らしい怨念でしょう どうすれば貴方様のようになれるのかしら 誰か私に毒を盛って
鏡の前 髪をすくと ズルリ ゴッソリ 抜け落ちる ご遺体 釘付けされた 戸板 川に浮かび上がる
そんな恐ろしい場面 ひどく陰惨な場面 そんな時も貴方様 お美しいのですね
なんて凄まじい情念でしょう なんて素晴らしい怨念でしょう どうすれば貴方様のようになれるのかしら 誰か私に毒を盛って
なんて凄まじい情念でしょう なんて素晴らしい怨念でしょう どうすれば貴方様のようになれるのかしら 誰か私に毒を盛って English:
Filming a movie, writing a play, Visit her grave, or you'll get cursed. Saying her name, Address her properly, or you'll get cursed.
Such a powerful malediction, dating back to the Edo times, They say it still goes strong to this day.
Such great passion, isn't it? Such wonderful hatred, isn't it? Ah, what must I do to become like you? Somebody, give me that poison!
In front of the mirror, you're combing your hair. It's so loose that it falls out completely. A corpse nailed to a board Rises to the river's surface.
What a horrific scene, what a scene of terrible despair. Even in such a moment, you are more beautiful than ever...
Such great passion, isn't it? Such wonderful hatred, isn't it? Ah, what must I do to become like you? Somebody, give me that poison!
Such great passion, isn't it? Such wonderful hatred, isn't it? Ah, what must I do to become like you? Somebody, give me that poison!
Commentary (explaination + personal thoughts):
Obviously, this is referencing Yotsuya Kaidan, a classic japanese ghost story and kabuki play. I suggest reading or watching a retelling of the story to get the whole context. This is what you'll need to know to understand the lyrics... Basic: Oiwa is the main character of Yotsuya Kaidan. The story isn't very consistent between its different versions, but the gist is that her husband Iemon betrays her and her family in several ways, mainly by killing her father and then having an affair with a different woman. That woman later poisons Oiwa so that Iemon can marry her instead. When Oiwa dies, she becomes a vengeful spirit and torments Iemon. This is a very basic summary of her part in the story. Verse 1: There's a belief that when making an adaptation of Yotsuya Kaidan, be it a movie or a stage play, the cast, crew and other creators should visit Oiwa-san's grave and shrine and ask her to bless their production, lest her curse befall them. The part about adressing her properly isn't anything I recognise, but I imagine you'd have to be pretty polite when talking to a vengeful spirit who may curse you. Bridge 1: The story is set in the Joukyou era (~1684-1688) and loosely based on an incident that happened in the Genroku era (~1688-1704), which are eras in the Edo period (1603-1868). The play was written in 1825. Chorus: Oiwa was tricked into disfiguring herself with a poisonous facial cream. That's the poison being sung about. Because of it, her eyes started drooping and her hair partially fell out, among other things. Her disfigured face is particularly iconic, especially how Iemon kept seeing it everywhere after her death. Verse 2: Lines 1-2: In the play and in adaptations, there is usually a scene of Oiwa combing her hair in front of a mirror and it falling out from the poison. From what I know, the scene is a tragic and horrific play on a type of sexy fan-service scene in kabuki plays where a beautiful woman combs her long hair. Lines 3-4: When Oiwa eventually dies (either from the poison, from despair or from both), her body is nailed to a board and dumped into a river by her husband. Later, when he's trying to fish, he catches her, nailed to that board.
Anyway, I really like this song. It sounds gentle and romantic, even though it really isn't. I like the traditional japanese feel it has despite (to my knowledge) not having any straightforwardly traditional musical elements. Ikigusare is kind of hit-or-miss for me musically, but when it's a hit, that song quickly becomes one of my favourites. The lyrics are rather nice and well-written, though I can't help but feel like some of them are pretty generic. The visuals, though, are spectacular every time and I have nothing bad to say about them. The low-poly music videos add so much surrealism and mistique to the songs, a lot of which wouldn't be very remarkable in a different entourage. The girls' stilted dancing and position switching only adds to that surreal feeling. The girls themselves have amazing designs, very simple and striking. The one-two-three eyes pattern, their image colours being very basic and distinct (RGB, literally), their constantly changing themed outfits and the unique slightly grotesque twist on a common idol persona look that each girl has make them work very well as a unit, especially a horror-themed one. Overall, a rather interesting group/artist. I have at least four Ikigusare songs that I want to translate and post. I'll do it at some point in the near future if nobody beats me to it.
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celestialspritz · 5 months
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clean ui, but xbox 360 aesthetic
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📣Hello, I'm back with another milex fic!
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kiankiwi · 1 year
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Panic in the Trailer:
Summary: Austin get frustrated with himself when he can’t get his lines right because he’s feeling the pressure of doing Elvis justice and has an anxiety attack in his trailer but you, his fiancé are there to help calm him down.
Hope you enjoy!:
Austin is in the middle of filming for Elvis and he is feeling the immense pressure on him to do the man proud. What if he fails? What if Lisa Marie and Pricilla hate the final product that came from his memories? You had come along today to keep an eye on Austin because you had heard from Baz the last couple days that Austin was incredibly nervous when out of character on set even to the point of even if Baz thought a take had not needed redoing, Austin would do it over and over and over until his throat is raw from overuse.
He's come home every day from set jittery and near tears so you had decided to come along today to try to stop his anxiety from escalating into a full blown attack if possible.
Austin just can't get seem to get this line out of his mouth. Getting used to the Elvis soft drawl has also caused him to stutter and choke on his words and he's trying so hard but he's now getting frustrated with himself and it also doesn't help that it feels like everyone is staring at him. Everyone is staring at him, they're filming him but he just wants to hide in a hole right now.
Knowing his history with anxiety over the years you two had decided on a sign that he can show you if he needs you to be bossy and get him help or out of a situation. And if you need to be mean to take care of Austin, you have no problem with it. Ignoring the crowd of crew around the camera he finds you in the crowd and subtly touches his fingers to his chin, acting as if it's just a yawn but you know what it really is. His sign for help.
"Guys I'm sorry I'mma need a five to ten minute break." Austin mumbles. You feel your heart breaking as he looks to Baz with pleading eyes. Baz's eyes cut to you reading the situation. "Yeah, yeah, of course. We'll take ten guys." He says louder to the crew who disperse and walk off.
Feeling the familiar burning behind his baby blue eyes, Austin darts off toward his trailer and your not far behind him.
You find him in the back bedroom of the trailer that he uses for late nights on set. He got himself as far away from the door. "Oh baby, hey." He's hunched on the bed, head in his hands sobbing into his palms. You crouch down, patting his knee gently letting him know you're there.
This isn't your Austin and it's worse that he is still in costume and doesn't really look like your Austin.
"Austin, hey, can you look at me?" You grab his wrist and try to pull it away from his face. And he lets you surprisingly but only because he wants his hand held. "I-I c-can't, I can't, I can't. I just can't get it." Holding of his hands you use your other to run your hands through his hair. "Get what baby?" He rocks forward, placing his head in the crook of your neck. "The lines. And what if they hate it and it's so hard being him. I want to be me again. I want to be me."  You grimace at his words and the fact that your fingers can feel all the product in his jet black hair gelled into place.
"Austin listen to me. You are the most hardworking man I know. You will get it. You just need to take a minute, calm yourself and try again tomorrow. You've dove into this every day for a year and a half. I know it's scary being someone else for so long but the Austin I met is still in there. The gentle sweet thoughtful Austin is still buried in there somewhere. We just gotta find him. And you will get some bad apple reviews hellbent on hating everything but it's Baz's job to be authentic and make this film a fucking masterpiece. Do you trust him to help you make a masterpiece?"
He nods. "Yeah, I-I do." You nod, placing your hand on the back of his neck gently. "See, there you go. You guys are a team. He'll only lead you into success I promise you that. And Austin? You are more than enough, I promise you, love." Austin sniffs, nodding, staring intently at his shoes.
After a minute, Austin takes a full deep breath and shudders at the release of all of his muscles, looking into your eyes again. "I don't want to go out there again. I'm so tired." He says, on the verge of tears again. You nod understanding. "Yeah, you need to rest. You want me to talk to Baz?” Austin thinks for a minute but eventually nods. "Alright, you get cleaned up and I'll go talk to him."
You leave him to his devices and go to open the door where you find Baz standing below you hand raised in a fist, poised to knock. "I was just checking on him. He okay?" You shrug. "He really needs to rest. Is there anyway he can head home for the day. He thinks he's just been in character too long and he's getting frustrated with himself that nothing's perfect." Baz nods. "Yes, yes, go. We'll see you guys tomorrow morning." He turns around before remembering and turns his head back to you. "Y/N?" You nod. "Yeah?" Baz gives you a gentle smile. "Take care of our boy." You smile back. "That's something I'm really good at." He nods. "I know."
You turn back into the trailer to find Austin studying himself in the mirror, wiping at his nose with a tissue. "Did it go okay? Can I go home?" You nod, kissing his cheek. "Yeah, let's get you out of this getup and then we're free to go. And then when we get home first you'll nap okay?" He nods. "I can definitely do that."
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Woooo!! I did another one! I hope you like it! <3 Enjoy!
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Okay guys, I'm taking advantage of this long and boring afternoon of work to post an excerpt of my upcoming oneshot. Please be nice to me. This is the first time I'm writing an Alexia x Reader, and the first time I managed to write again in a while too. I hope it makes you want to read more. The MASTERLIST is coming soon!
Feedback is welcome! Don't hesitate, it makes me happy!
Gif’s not mine / Also, this GIF… whdjdjdjdb, her little smile🥹
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The dawn brought the first rays of the sun on the whole city of Barcelona. For those rising as early each day, it almost felt like a blessing to benefit from the weakness of the star for a brief moment. It was sign of a new day, and therefore of new opportunities.
Still, as pleasant as the night had been, Y/N found it hard to embrace the sudden intrusion of light into whatever room she was in. She tried several times to hide from it, not wanting to quit the drowsy state right away.
Deep down, she was well aware of her privilege. It could have been years since she last felt this comfortable, and even then, she wasn't sure if she had ever felt this good. The softness of the sheets against her bare skin, the warmth that enveloped her body, and a peaceful tranquility so quiet she was certain she could hear her own heartbeat.
She only had one wish: to remain there for the rest of her life.
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Once the sandman no longer wanted her, she had no choice but to open her eyes. It took her a few seconds to recognize the surroundings, unfamiliar, nothing like the room she used to occupy at the hotel. Now the light felt even more intense, though the young woman also blamed her previous night's alcohol consumption for this sensitivity. She could still taste the last of her drinks. Though again, she wasn't sure of that anymore given her night's activities.
She had no trouble remembering the beginning of her evening. Almost under compulsion, she had followed her costars to a bar in town, when all she wanted was a good shower and a good night's sleep. Chris only had to speak a few words to get her to drink with him. It was just when he had found a new playmate that she found herself free to sneak off to a quieter corner. And later, if she remembered correctly... Alexia.
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lila-rose · 9 months
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pairing: marc-andre fleury x ofc words: 18.6K warnings: cursing, mentions of bullying, light underage drinking, light violence
this is my story for @callsign-denmark as part of the 2K23 summer fic exchange.
when demi first messaged me a month ago that i would be writing for you, i immediately jumped out of bed and screamed because you know i'm excellent at coming up with story ideas, but i'm terrible at forcing myself to sit down and write. so this will be the first story i have ever shared with anyone, and i'm so delighted you are the person i received.
although, that may have been a good thing because, as you can see from the notes, this ended up being 18.5k because i really wanted to flesh out marc's relationship and explain why he chose what he chose at the end. but like marc's psycho-babble, once i started, i couldn't stop. i actually had a sex scene that i had to cut because of crunch time, and the story was already getting super long. i may write an epilogue once i finish birthday bingo.
as a result, take all the time you need to read this. additionally, another by-product of my hyperactive brain is that i was able to edit it truly. i ran it through grammarly, so i hope i got most of the grammatical errors. but grammarly isn't perfect, meaning there may be a word or two missing or a plot hole, for which i hope you can forgive me.
additional tags: @kurlyteuvo @hoesforthecanes @behoright @wyattjohnston @comphy-and-cozy
the radiant sun reflected in the gentle waves of the richelieu river as the tributary snaked its way through southwestern quebec from lake champlain to the st. lawrence. verdant branches of trees on the street corners gently danced in a refreshing spring breeze, guiding the sorellers strolling down the sidewalks on a gorgeous friday afternoon. the pedestrians pass modest, middle-class homes inherited through generations, where parents stood on their driveways and monitored their children playing with a football in a minuscule adjacent field.
"bonjour! ça va?" they greeted their neighbors, stopping to have a quick tête-à-tête about the town's local gossip or their plans for the weekend.
such was life in the hardworking french-canadian community of sorel-tracy, domiciled on the richelieu's eastern bank.
across the river, on the western bank, a looming metallurgy complex stood in contrast against the town's quiet, idyllic existence. massive gray and brown buildings with multiple wires and large copper ventilation pipes, stretching upward and scraping the clear azure sky, produced a steady stream of dark gray smoke. inside, men and women threw large bricks of titanium into an industrial furnace to smelt it and turn it molten before joining it with liquid oxygen to create titanium dioxide. the metallurgists then set aside the compound to cool before grinding it into a fine white powder and shipping it to suppliers.
several large, black clocks ticked away on the factory's cement walls, slowly inching to the long-awaited shift end. when the hour hands finally reached five, a loud alarm resounded through the factory, signifying the end of the workday. the filthy and exhausted employees wiped the sweat from their foreheads with their arms as the factory foreman instructed them to cool their machines down. once everything was off and tucked away, a crowd exited through a pair of large doors into a barren white hallway, where some excitedly chatted before entering their respective locker rooms.
andré fleury, a tall, burly man with crystal blue eyes and statuesque features, wandered the rows of metal lockers until he arrived at a door with his initials written in big, bold letters. unlocking it, he set his hard hat, eye protection, and heat-resistant gloves onto the little shelf inside and ran his fingers through his dark brown hair, which grew increasingly gray each year.
a small polaroid hung by a magnet inside the locker's door depicts andré's children — his son marc-andré and his daughter marylène. the photograph showed the children swimming together during the first summer the family had their above-ground pool. there were tons of photos andré could've had in his locker, but this one was special because it represented why he went to work every day to perform hard labor in the metallurgy factory. the siblings begged their father to get them a pool, but andré insisted they could go to the local sports complex if they wanted to swim.
but his gracious wife, france, took her quiet husband aside and reminded him that their children were getting older. marc would likely go off to play hockey in the quebec junior hockey league or the canadian hockey league. furthermore, there was only one cegep in sorel-tracy, meaning marylène may have to move to montréal or québec city to continue her education after grade 11. andré rubbed his callous hands together as he reflected on his wife's words; it would be nice for the children to have another opportunity to make memories before they flew the coup. after a few moments, the fleury patriarch finally relented and promised to save enough money to get his kids a pool, earning him a kiss from france.
he tied the laces of his steel-toed boots, took more hours at the factory, and carefully budgeted his family's money so they could have a little left over to set aside for that pool. it took a few months, but andré finally found enough to install the structure in the backyard. when the day came to reveal the surprise, marylène emitted an ear-bleeding scream that startled the entire street as she leaped off the back porch and raced to embrace her father. a disoriented marc eventually regained his senses and rushed to envelop mr. fleury in a tight embrace.
"thank you! thank you! thank you!" they chanted in quebecois, nearly knocking over andré with their combined weight.
the siblings eventually dashed back inside to change into bathing suits and grabbed a pair of fresh towels. marylène also scooped up her vintage polaroid camera from the desk in her room as they flew back down the stairs and into the backyard. marc immediately climbed the ladder and dunked into the pool's crystal waters.
meanwhile, marylène extended her polaroid camera to her father. "papa, will you take a picture of us?" she asked.
andré took the camera from his daughter and waited as she climbed the ladder and lowered herself into the pool. marylène waded around for a bit, getting acclimated to the temperature, when she felt a hand grab her ankle underwater.
"marc!" she shrieked as she attempted to shake her brother from her leg.
the imp suddenly rose to the surface. "i'm sorry! i couldn't resist!" he said between giggles, earning him an admonishing splash from marylène.
"behave, you two!" andré commanded. "now, come over to the edge so i can get a good shot of you."
marc and marylène followed their father's request, made their way over to the pool's wall, and flashed their pearlescent fleury teeth as the camera's shutter clicked. there were a lot of memories surrounding that pool, good and bad — from the neighborhood parties andré and france hosted to the time they had to stop marc from hurting himself because his stupid teenage brain wondered if he could get a better splash by launching cannonballs from the roof. regardless, andré's heart filled with warmth whenever his eyes glanced upon that picture. wherever his children ended up, whatever they did, he would always have them immortalized as youths grinning ear-to-ear because of his labor.
andré would walk to the earth's ends to make his children happy. and he was so grateful to france for keeping him focused on that path.
dragging his mind back to reality, he focused on the pack of marlboro's at the bottom of the locker. his eyes widen at the thought of getting another lecture from his wife about how he would meet an early grave if he didn't quit smoking, causing him to unzip his work bag and shove the box into a hidden pocket where france couldn't find it. andré wiped the dirt from his face with a towel before undoing the top half of his heat-resistant suit. at the other end of the row, a group of workers discussed how springtime meant that a new generation of kids would soon join the factory.
"i just hate that another generation of young ones will be stuck at this factory for the rest of their lives," someone grumbled.
"you know they could always leave the factory to study at university, right?" another person responded.
"you know as well as i do that this place is like a black hole — once you get sucked in, you can't escape."
"i wish my son was as good a goaltender as andré's son. maybe i could get out of this dump."
a few men at the other end of the row turned and looked at andré, who downcasted his eyes to avoid their glares as he threw on a plain white t-shirt. like many so-called young ones, he joined the factory shortly after receiving his college diploma, as there were only a few career choices for sorellers in 1972. some would leave for higher education and return with engineering, chemistry, or business administration degrees to secure one of the more lucrative positions at the factory. others would come home with expensive doctorates, like a juris doctorate or a doctorate of medicine, to open up a practice or work at the local hospital. but it seldom lasted as the lure of bigger and better positions in one of the neighboring metropolises proved too tempting, leaving people like andré and his fellow manual laborers behind.
andré operated nearly every machine in the complex over several decades since his employment, and he was always ready to lend a hand to anyone who needed it. but despite his affable nature, there were always whispers that haunted him about how marc would be able to use his goaltending skills to get out of this small town and break the cycle that so many other families found themselves in.
the men must've been talking loudly for the other rows to hear because from around the corner came another worker who rested his hand on andré's shoulder. "it's not his fault he spent weekends teaching his son to skate instead of hanging out with the other guys in the cantine," the kind worker said.
"and at least your houses didn't smell like sweat almost every afternoon," jested andré, attempting to lightning the mood.
some of the guys gave andré half-hearted smiles to show they had no hard feelings against him as they continued packing their things.
"don't worry!" the kind worker said. "they're all jealous that you'll get front-row seats to see a professional hockey game one day, and they won't."
"thanks. i appreciate the help," andré replied as the kind worker bid him goodbye with a nod and turned around the corner again.
he stripped himself of the bottom half of his suit, stuffed it into his bag, and replaced it with a pair of old blue jeans. gathering his lunch box and belongings, andré locked his locker door and headed for the exit. the hallway separating the factory floor and the locker rooms was now almost barren, except for a straggler or two still engaged in their conversations nearly 15 minutes later. they waved goodbye and wished andré a pleasant weekend as he passed by and exited the building.
as he stepped onto the dirt road, andré took a deep breath of fresh air, grateful that he could finally breathe after spending hours surrounded by titanium dioxide fumes. he opened his eyes again and focused on sorel-tracy's skyline in the distance. near the horizon, his eyes made out the oval outline of the colisée cardin's roof. his mind couldn't help but reflect on what those men had said in the locker room about marc, who was more than likely at the arena right now for practice. he hoped his son's hockey abilities would propel him to be more than a simple factory worker, but only time would tell. shaking his head, andré dug out his keys from an outer pocket and headed toward the parking lot where his pickup awaited him back in town.
opened in 1954, the colisée cardin was small but functional, like most things in sorel-tracy. it sat about 3,000 people in hard maroon seats, often leaving most spectators standing on the upper levels by the end of the game. there were banners dedicated to various quebecois businesses all around the concourse. in one of the rafters above were a few black and red banners with a logo resembling an indigenous man, similar to the chicago blackhawks. they read the numbers that the sorel-tracy éperviers, the town's north american hockey league team, retired. marc's large brown eyes stared at them, wondering to whom they belonged and what their stories were — what positions they played, who they were as people, and where they ended up.
he shifted his gaze to his teammates, who laughed as they chased and checked each other after a productive practice. the champlain saints felt rejuvenated and prepared for their upcoming game against the quebec high falcons in a few days. marc and the saints had seen a lot of success over the past couple of years, making them one of the best teams in both quebec and canadian scholastic sports. their spectacular goalie tandem and foisting defense often made scoring hard for opponents.
but ice hockey would always be a chaotic sport. you never knew what momentum and spark a team would bring into the arena. for example, the saints faced the harold sheppard cavaliers at the cardin several days ago. the two clubs played each other a few times during the season, and the saints easily won the series. the cavaliers couldn't skate or keep control of the puck against the saints' impressive roster. however, along with warming weather and gorgeous flowers, springtime also brought the arrival of the canadian nationals, the country's most significant academic hockey tournament.
scouts from canada's nine junior hockey teams attend the tourney to search for players that display that special sparkle of growing into something beyond high school ice hockey. every team in school sport canada gripped their twigs a little tighter, made their skates sharper, and worked to make their dekes a bit smoother for the right to compete in nationals. the cavaliers, who sat just below the playoff threshold, could qualify for the post-season if they could turn their record around. that is why the cavaliers had an extra bounce during their previous match against the saints.
the saints had almost all the momentum in the first period. they locked their eyes on whichever cavalier had control of the puck and tried to isolate him, like a hunter stalking its prey.
a panic began to set in as the defenseman surrounded the player, forcing him to cautiously handle the puck as he looked around for any open teammates before someone him up for a check. the cavalier had no choice but to risk a dangerous pass if his team ever wanted an opportunity to get the puck on marc's net. but the wrong timing, direction, or velocity would cause the biscuit to stop in open ice, allowing one of the saints' defensemen to scoop it up and send it down to one of their attackers.
the saints' aggressive strategy impelled the cavaliers into a 4-0 hole by the end of the first period.
but the cavaliers refused to go down without a fight and resolved to fight fire with fire during the second period by using the saints' aggression against them. their defensemen began making the opposing forwards increasingly uncomfortable with controlling the puck in their zone. in contrast, the forwards lured the saints' defensemen away, exposing marc for a snapshot or a wrist shot. the team's valiant effort closed the deficit to 4-3 by the sound of the final buzzer, but the saints remained steadfast. an excited cacophony erupted through the cardin as the cavaliers sighed and bowed their heads as the coveted canadian cup slipped further from their grasp. in the meantime, the saints lined up to exchange appreciative head bumps with marc.
the coaches took the team to celebrate at a north american fusion restaurant in an abandoned 19th-century ironwork factory before the town switched to titanium dioxide. they weren't thrilled that the boys ordered pizza and poutine but promised to look the other way if the guys put in a few extra hours in the gym to work off the calories. skills and talent could only carry a team so far if they didn't also didn't have chemistry. however, the falcons meant a new team, a new match, and a new chance to perfect the faults exploited by the cavaliers.
"heads up, marc!" someone shouted, diverting marc's attention from the rafters to a teammate moving the puck through the zone. he lowered himself onto his haunches as the player lifted the puck onto the blade of his stick and tried launching between the pipes, but his makeshift spear went wide and clattered into the wall behind.
"so close, but close on counts in horseshoes!" marc giggled as he removed his glove to pick up the twig and return it to its owner.
"and grenades!" pointed out marc's goaltending partner, charles, resting on the goal frame.
charles-antonine de fumée was the peanut butter to marc's jelly, the eggs to marc's bacon. the two goaltenders first met a few years earlier when they tried out for the division 2 team upon graduating from primary school to secondary i. marc still recalled the butterflies that floated around in his stomach when he opened the door to the cardin and headed to the homely locker room with his hockey bag. he hoped that arriving thirty minutes early would mean nobody else would be there so that he could give himself a pep talk in front of the mirror and reassure himself that the coaches wouldn't kick him off the team after only a few bad performances. as marc opened the door, his shoulders tensed upon seeing the calm, poised charles lacing up his skates in the opposite stall.
the sound of the door banging on the door frame caused charles to look up from his skates. "hey, you must be marc! i'm charles!" he said with a smile.
marc readjusted his circular wire-frame glasses as he silently nodded and took the stall next to his future goaltending partner. the two boys talked about their lives as charles waited for marc to put on his socks and skates before taking the ice to shoot some pucks. slowly but surely, cracks began to appear in marc's reticent facade, and the seeds of friendship took root.
a whistle resounded through the rink as marc handed the stick back to his teammate, turning every head toward a middle-aged man standing on the rink near the door. he had fair skin, a greying full beard, and medium-length gray hair underneath a black team cap. the matching black tracksuit had the team's fleur-de-lis logo and the phrase "t. dallaire, head coach" embroidered on the upper left breast.
theodore dallaire has been around the cardin as long as any could remember. it was where he first learned to skate and got his start in hockey. faded pictures of him lifting the canada cup and different rosters throughout the years, from playing for the saints to his seasons as an épervier, filled the trophy case in the arena's lobby. he had a fledgling professional career, having made a few appearances in the nhl with the pittsburgh penguins and the canadian men's national team at the olympics. but mostly, dallaire saw action as a member of the penguins' 90s affiliate, the cleveland lumberjacks. it took him some time and a couple of therapy sessions to rationalize that he would never be as good as gretzky and messier, and that was okay. he was theodore dallaire and had plenty of stories that only theodore dallaire could tell. after he retired from competitive hockey, coach dallaire spent a few years as an advisor to hockey canada before securing a position as the division 1 hockey coach at the école samuel de champlain, where he could teach the next generation of quebecois players the skills and experience gretzky and messier wish they had.
for marc, it meant fighting through sweat and tears to put the team on his back to try to catch a scout's eye. and for charles, it meant grappling with the ghosts of insecurity as he devised a contingency plan for the next two years after secondary school. but to dallaire, they were boys who wanted to play hockey, and he wanted them to carry that memory forever. he often arrived early in the morning when the rising sun painted the sky in blue and orange hues until late at night under a sea of stars. the staff of the cardin would often try to shut down the arena, powering down the lights, when the bulb of dallaire's office shining in the darkness caught their eyes. they would find the head coach nursing a cup of coffee while watching game tapes and tell him to go home and get some rest. dallaire put in countless hours, tailoring custom game plans to each player's need to help push them to be the best athlete they could be within their boundaries.
the result of his dedication not only showed in the multiple awards he brought home to the school, how his players looked upon him, and the tone of their voices.
everyone on the ice slowly approached where dallaire stood, forming a half-circle around him. "good work, everyone!" he commended. "i hope you're excited as i am to show the falcons why the champlain saints are the best team in the league. go home, rest, and i'll see you back next week for the game!"
with that, dallaire reached over the bench, unlatched the door, and swung it open as the players rose. he encouraged every player as they lined up to exit the ice and head into the locker rooms.
as he waited for his turn, marc turned his attention once again back to the rafters. everyone told him he would be amongst the next generation of nhl players, but would he ever be good enough to see his name on a banner at the end of his career?
"is everything okay, marc?" dallaire asked, noticing the young goalie lost in thought.
"oh, yes. everything's fine. i think i'm just tired."
"well, like i said, you have nothing to worry about. you are one of the biggest stars on the team, but you're still human. and the guys now understand that they must be adaptable to change like a goalie must constantly change his position in his crease. we'll be fine, especially if you keep that charming smile."
marc couldn't help but curve his thin, heart-shaped lips into a small smile as dallaire got him a few reassuring pats on the shoulder. he watched as the coach turned and meandered past the seats toward his office, leaving marc to head into the locker room.
he walked down the hallway, decorated with a beautiful mural displaying sorel-tracy's ice hockey history, and placed his twig in the rack before entering the locker room to join half-naked teammates chatting happily. to marc's immediate right, charles undid his dirty blond shoulder-length hair from the little ponytail he always had during practice and ran his fingers through his messy locks. marc sat beside him and untied his goalie pads from his skate, which had a beautiful pink and blue cherry blossom pattern designed by marylène.
"are we still going to see star wars this weekend?" charles asked as he set aside his own smokey blue and white pads.
marc sighed. "we can try, but my english essay will finish by next friday. and if i don't get a good grade, i'll get a 1 in english studies."
"well, maybe phantom menace can help your english comprehension," teased charles.
"starting an essay with luke skywalker returning to tatooine will not win any favors with our esl teacher.
"that's because that's the plot to the return of the jedi, not the phantom menace."
"my point is, charlie, that some of us have more important things to do than think about intergalactic space battles."
charles nodded his head. "alright, how about this? we get some takeout and spend the weekend tackling this paper," he offered, extending his hand.
another grin spread across marc's face as he and charles did their secret handshake. "that's a plan i can get behind!"
marc continued to undress, dumping his padding into his hockey gear and making himself decent with a pair of gym shorts. he then gathered his shower essentials, contact case, and a fresh change of clothes before heading into the shower room. the showers were relatively unimpressive, just four or five white tile stalls facing a large mirror and a series of sinks built into a gray granite counter. a few of the guys studied their reflections, brushing or applying deodorant, while little plumes of smoke emerged from four of the five stalls. marc noticed charles' black slip-on sandals outside the fourth stall and immediately took the one beside it.
he quickly dumped his shower stuff onto the little wooden bench in the attached changing booth and turned the shower nozzle. marc placed his shampoo and body wash on a small white floating shelf opposite the shower head as the water warmed. the contacts he wore during practice returned to their solution and placed on a neatly folded t-shirt and pair of sweat pants. marc dropped his shorts and stepped into the water, allowing the rivulets to wash away the sweat, dirt, and worries from his muscles. some time passed, and marc stepped out to dry himself and change into his sweatpants. he freshened up a bit before throwing his plain white t-shirt over his head and returning to the locker room.
the locker room was empty except for charles, who bid his time by looking over his new messages on his nokia while marc finished his shower.
"are you ready? the guys are out in the lobby," charles said, looking up from his phone as marc placed the rest of his belongings into his bag.
"let's go!" marc responded, swinging his hockey bag over his shoulder.
charles mimicked marc's actions as marc let him out and through the maze of hallways to the lobby. compared to most of the rink, the entrance had a warm design with mismatched yellow and white walls and wooden accents. a pair of fellow seniors — a defenseman and a forward, who were friendly acquaintances of charles and marc, lounged in two of the many blue chairs interspersed throughout the space. they greeted marc and charles, grabbed their bags, and headed out to a van that was just large enough to transport four sets of hockey equipment. the group climbed in and fired up "livin' la vida loca" by ricky martin as they headed back into town.
marc was always the first to get dropped off because his house was the closest to the coliseum. but as the boys turned onto the appropriate street, the curious sight of a large moving truck quickly dampened their jam session. the house next to marc's was a vintage, square brick duplex with black siding. a lovely little older lady who sometimes watched marc and marylène when they were younger lived on the lower level. but the family on the upper was a younger family that marc didn't know well aside from brief interactions to gift his mother's homemade maple pudding. one day, the fleury family returned home and discovered a man they assumed was the landlord, staking a fence post with a red for rent sign into the lawn. no one knew or saw anything, and the home remained vacant for several months until now.
the moving truck didn't block the fleury home, a medium, two-story home with grey siding, a white trim, and a blooming magnolia tree out front. however, the vehicle did make it difficult to turn into the driveway. "you can stop here," marc instructed, saving the driver the headache of squeezing past the truck's bumper.
marc climbed out of the back seat and retrieved his hockey gear from the rear of the van before walking around the back of the moving truck to his front lawn, where his mother and father conversed with a man and woman that marc could only assume were his new neighbors.
the man carried an air of savoir-faire with his white button-up shirt and capri jean pants. he had his dark brown hair parted to the side and a trimmed beard. on the wrist of his right armed, marc espied a fancy gold watch, suggesting that whatever he did for work paid well. his left arm draped over his petite wife.
she looked like a model ripped from his mother's fashion magazine pages. her stature was tiny, and her features were soft. one of her delicate hands rested on her husband's arm, whereas the other reached up now and then to brush the light brown curls out of her face.
"marc, come over and meet our new neighbors!" andré shouted, interrupting his son's thoughts.
marc swallowed and gripped his bag tightly as he walked to join his parents, who stood on the neighboring lawn.
"it's a pleasure to meet you, marc." the gentleman greeted. "i'm etienne rhéaume, and this is my wife, ilidia. from what i heard from your father, you will be in the same grade as our daughter, idalia.
"have fun with your new neighbors, marc!" the defenseman called from the passenger's side, and the driver put the van back into drive and sped.
"papa, may i go inside to put my hockey gear away?" marc whispered to his father, earning him a nod from andré. "it was a pleasure to meet you," he addressed the rhéaume with a bow before disappearing inside.
but as he turned to enter the home, he noticed a young girl standing in the driveway, watching the movers walk various furniture and boxes down the unloading ramp. it was evident that she got her beauty from her mother. she wore a pastel blue romper with a small brown accent belt and white sneakers. light brown hair sat on top of her hair in a messy bun with adorable little curls poking out from behind her ears, framing her heart-shaped face. eventually, she noticed marc staring at her, forming her full rose-colored lips into a smile and giving him a little wave. marc's freckled cheeks blushed as he realized he was caught staring at his new neighbor and gave an awkward back before heading into the house.
the entrance to the fleury home led into a small mud room, where the family stored their shoes and other miscellaneous outdoor items like scarves and mittens. marc sat down on the little white and dark mahogany bench to unlace his boots and store them in the shoe rack underneath. one of france's many rules in her home was that marc's hockey gear must stay in the laundry room for proper cleaning. the family's washer and drier were stored in a little annex off the entryway, where marc dumped his hockey bag on the floor. he dug out of his socks and gave them the old sniff test, trying to determine if they needed an immediate wash. it didn't smell too putrid, meaning he could leave it alone for a few days before giving it a good scrub.
entering the kitchen, marc grabbed the blender out of the kitchen and plugged it into one of the outlets. he retrieved frozen blueberries, strawberries, bananas, milk, yogurt, cinnamon, and protein powder to make his after-practice smoothies. once his smoothie was secured, marc took it upstairs to his room.
"hi, marylène!" marc called out to his sister as he ventured down the narrow hallway past her room. he received no response, figuring she was probably doing something on her computer while listening to her cd player.
he closed the door behind him and set his drink on his tidy desk, using his foot to turn on the modem in the leg space underneath. as he waited for windows to boot up, his mind couldn't help but drift back to idalia. it was a bit strange that a family with plenty of money would suddenly move to a small town like sorel-tracy, especially considering that their daughter is probably weeks away from earning her secondary studies diploma if what mr. rhéaume said was true. there was a story there, but one marc needed to set aside for later as he opened microsoft word and watched the blinking, searching every synapse in his head for a glimmer of inspiration for his english essay.
the weekend dashed by without little progress made on his project as marc stood at the entrance of the école samuel de champlain. charles proposed that english is often used as a lingua franca to build bridges between different people, given that 1.35 billion people speak it. marc wrinkled his nose at such a boring idea but quickly acquiesced, given that he was running out of time.
students dressed in dark blue sweaters with white collared undershirts and khaki pants passed marc as he watched the crowd. he didn't know why, but he wanted to escort idalia to her first class and show her around the school.
"she's probably already in class, marc," charles stated as the swarm of students began to thin out. "and if we don't get going, we'll be late too."
marc sighed and turned, walking past charles into the aging academics building. the boys trekked down the hallway until they arrived at a large brown door with a brass nameplate that labeled the classrooms as english v. kids sat at their desks and on their desks, engaged in their little conversations as they waited for the bell to ring and their teacher to begin the lecture. marc found his seat in the back of the room but soon stood in his tracks upon discovering idalia sitting at the desk behind him.
"um, hi!" a sheepish marc stammered after a few moments of fighting to vocalize.
"hi! you're marc, right? marc-andré fleury?" she asked in a sweet soprano voice.
marc nodded as he hung the straps of his backpack on the back of his chair and took his seat, warning his inner conscious not to mess this interaction up.
sensing his friend's anxiety, charles helped break the tension with a gleeful, "i like your bow!"
"oh, thank you!" idalia responded, touching the silk hair accessory which sat above her ponytail. "my mama bought it for me as part of my uniform and said it would help make a nice first impression."
"so, you're in english v, too?" marc finally managed to ask.
"yeah, it's one of my best subjects. i have enough credits to graduate, but i need one more course for the semester and thought it wouldn't hurt to have a refresher."
marc bit his lip as the opportunity to ask the question on his mind for several days finally presented itself. "i hope you don't mind my prying, but your family seems a little … "
"out of place in a small mining town?"
"i was going to say different, but your description works too."
"it's okay. i knew that kind of question would come eventually," idalia confessed as her manicured fingers rolled the pencil in her hands. a sense of melancholy flooded her jade eyes as she focused on the writing device, opening her mouth multiple times as if looking for the appropriate words. "my father is a doctor and had a good practice in quebec city. but something happened between myself, a boy, and a group of popular girls, leading my father to believe it would be best to open a new office here in his hometown and give us a fresh start."
"aww, i'm sorry!" apologized marc. "if it makes you feel any better, i think you're really pretty. i mean, a really nice person. it's not that you're not pretty because you clearly are. i've seen your mother … which sounded a lot better in my head that out loud…"
charles let out a suppressed laugh as marc continued to vomit words before tapping idalia on her shoulder. "he thinks you're cute."
"well, if being showered with compliments is the worst thing i could expect from sorel boys, then i think i'm going to like it here," idalia responded.
the bell finally runs as an old hag entered the room with an esl textbook and various papers sticking out from the pages. "hello! hello!" she rasped. "today, we are going to continue our conversational skills.
she placed the book on the teacher's desk in the front room before picking up a stick of chalk in her wrinkly hand and writing a bunch of english words on the blackboard. the minutes melted away from the lecture as the esl teacher asked questions about how to say different phrases in english, which became a low buzzing sound in the back of his brain. while marc could only pick up a few words from the crone's harangue, idalia raised her hand to answer every question. but the gorgon quickly picked up on the fact that the same pupils were raising their hands and decided to select a victim from one of the students trying their hardest to slide down into their desk chair.
"marc, answer this question!" she instructed.
his mouth quickly dried up as he frantically searched through his notebook, looking for clues about the teacher's question.
suddenly, he heard idalia's soft voice in his ear, like a guardian angel coming to save him. "she wants to know if you have any plans for the summer."
"i think my family is planning to visit new brunswick," marc stated.
the esl teacher nodded, satisfied with the answer. "very good, miss rhéaume. but please allow mr. fleury to answer the question himself next time."
marc looked over his shoulder and chuckled with idalia, softly thanking her.
after what seemed like forever, the bell finally rang, signaling the arrival of the transition period. everyone packed up their textbooks and grabbed their backpacks as the mulish lecturer reminded her students filing out the door about their deadline at the end of the week. marc, charles, and idalia pushed through crowds of people hanging out in the hallway until they reached an empty area near the foot of the stairs.
"what's next on your schedule?" marc inquired of idalia.
idalia checked the piece of paper in the protective sleeve of her binder cover. "i think i have art next in the laurier building."
"so do i!" charles chimed. "i could show you the way if you like."
"i have mathematics," marc said, gesturing to the upward stairs behind him. "and afterward, charles and i usually part ways for a few classes, but we usually reconvene at the cafeteria. you're welcome to join us if you'd like."
"that sounds nice. i'll see you later!" idalia responded before turning to follow charles down the hall toward that walkway that connected the main academic building with the laurier building.
as soon as the two were out of sight, marc couldn't help but let out a little squeak and make micro taps with his brown loafers. most often, charles brought in girls thanks to his sophisticated and forthcoming personality. he set marc up with a few dates here and there, mostly the girlfriends of whatever lucky lass found herself on charles's arm that week. marc would nod and pick at his food as the chatterbox would go on about some boy band he did not care about, leading him to regret the money he spent. idalia, on the other hand, seemed to be different. she was sweet, kind, and genuinely interested in his well-being, traits he had never seen in a girl before.
could his awkward, babbling personality have had the same effect on her?
suddenly, the second-period bell echoed through the now-empty hallway.
"shit! shit!" marc exclaimed as he flew up the stairs, nearly tripping over the steps as he raced to the second floor.
over the next few weeks, it became evident to everyone around them that romantic feelings started to bloom between the town's meek and quiet star goaltender and the intelligent, elegant daughter of the town's doctor. they fell into a pattern of eating lunch together almost every day at school, where marc retold the tales of his locker room escapades, like the time the equipment managers arrived to find the team's hockey sticks stuck together with a soluble adhesive. charles could see it in how they leaned into each other from across the table or when marc just randomly started wearing a few buttons of his uniform open, earning him a mark or two from one of the school monitors.
to mr. and mrs. fleury, they would sometimes peek into marc's room through the crack of the ajar door to see marc and idalia sitting on marc's bed as idalia worked marc through how to use the oxford comma.
the rhéaumes occasionally look out the blinds of their living room window to see their daughter, who would wake up and prepare herself for school much earlier than anticipated, for the chance to walk with marc to their bus stop.
and coach dallaire would have to remind marc to focus on practicing as the goalie tried to sneak glances into the nearby stands to see if idalia had come to see him play.
it was like a small-town romantic comedy playing out before their very eyes, and they eagerly awaited the moment when the two main leads acknowledged their feelings for each other and shared their first kiss.
eventually, spring slowly turned to summer. thanks to idalia's help, marc earned a 3 in english studies, meaning he wouldn't have to make up the course in summer school if he wanted to receive his secondary education diploma. he gently went over his black graduation robe with a lint roller, ensuring that the numerous photos his mother would take after he received his certificate would look pristine. marc looked at the gown one last time before throwing it over his head and adjusting the collar of his light blue dress shirt and the red plaid tie around his neck. he draped his burgundy and white shawl over his shoulders and grabbed the graduation tam hanging on a hook in the closet.
a realization suddenly dawned on marc that by this time next year, he would have a new life in a new city, playing for a new team. the diminutive bedroom that he called his sanctuary for the past 16 years — filled with collectible action figures, video games, awards, and pictures of famous goalies — will slowly fade into his memories as his junior league thrust him into the adult world of contracts and agents. no more going to the cinema with charles, picnics with his family on canada day, or getting lost in nature at the greves regional park.
but most importantly, he would have to leave idalia.
a delectable aroma of freshly baked cookies beckoned marc from the kitchen, forcing him to place the hat atop his head. various plates of cookies, cupcakes, and other party foods sat on the kitchen island and table, most likely for the block party that the neighborhood planned to celebrate the graduates. marc bit his lip as he looked from side to side for any sign of life before reaching to sneak one of the red velvet cupcakes.
"hi-yah!" marylène yelled as she whacked marc's hand with her purse, causing her brother to wince. "what the hell do you think you're doing? mama and i worked extremely hard on those!"
"it's my graduation!" retorted marc.
"yeah, well, these sweets are for everyone. you can have one when we get back from the ceremony."
"and what are you going to do to stop me?" marc asked, leaning over his sister to remind her that he was at least several inches taller.
whatever bravado marc mustered quickly disappeared as an expressionless marylène pulled her arm back and whipped her brother again without a second thought, this type across the bridge of his grecian nose. marc let out a howl of pain as he stumbled back and gripped his face, removing his hand now and again to double-check to see if the purse's buckle drew any blood. fortunately, his sister didn't break any skin, but his nose still throbbed with pain.
the commotion caused a din of clacking heels marching down the hall. "what is going on here?" mrs. fleury demanded while trying to secure a dangling pear earring in one of her ears.
"marc was trying to steal a cupcake!"
"marylène hit me in the face with her purse!"
"both of you calm down," said mrs. fleury. "marc, please apologize to marylène for trying to sneak a cupcake before the party."
"i'm sorry!" marc apologized, leaning backward and keeping his appendages far away from his sister as he could.
"and marylène, it's a cupcake and doesn't warrant attacking him with your purse. if he does take one, we could always make more. say you're sorry!"
"sorry!" marylène grumbled with her arms across her chest.
"now go outside and wait by the car while i finish putting on my things."
marylène made one final lunging motion at marc before resting her purse on her shoulder and heading out the door. an anxious marc waited a few more moments, nursing his poor nose, until he felt it was safe enough to emerge from the house and step out onto the driveway.
some neighbors were already working hard to raise a giant balloon arch made with the school colors and a message that read, "congratulations, class of 1999." others laid out bright orange street cones to try and direct traffic away from the party or set up grey folding tables and coolers to help store the food and drinks.
at the rhéaume household, a neat row of vehicles that marc had never seen before stood arranged in a way that made him think there was a tetris master in the family. the front door opened, and idalia stepped outside on the porch for fresh air from all the relatives filling up her home. it took a few minutes, but she eventually noticed marc and stepped onto the sidewalk to greet him.
"wow, you look gorgeous!" marc complimented as idalia approached.
"thank you, but am i as beautiful as my mama?" idalia teased.
the same lump that marc felt in his throat several weeks earlier returned. but it wasn't because he didn't know what to say this time; it was because he had too much to say. he wanted to tell her that she was more beautiful than aphrodite, that her eyes were like precious gemstones, that her voice sounded like an angel's, and that her smile filled him with warmth. marc wanted to leave sorel with the knowledge that idalia would patiently wait for him to return, allowing him to work through the trials and tribulations of being a professional hockey player.
"i think you're the most beautiful girl in the world," marc whispered, tucking the loose strands of her chestnut hair in a low-sitting chignon.
marc held his breath as he watched the blood rush to idalia's cheeks and her chin dip down to her chest. a thousand thoughts descended upon him as he attempted to analyze her body language. perhaps he had confessed too early, or maybe she was already dating someone, or she didn't feel like he did. whatever the reason, marc felt the need to example himself, rising in his throat and spilling over like the flood of '54.
"i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to make you feel horrible. i'm likely going to leave for another part of canada in the next few months to progress my hockey career, and you'll probably be going off to college to figure out what you want to do with the rest of your life. and i don't know where you'll be in twenty years, but i hope i can be there for you like you were there for me. the problem is that i've liked you for the past few weeks and wanted to tell you. but i didn't want to mess up our friendship, make things awkward like i did a few minutes ago…"
to silence marc's psycho-babble, idalia pulled him in by his tie for a gentle kiss. a warmth spread across marc's chest as he adjusted to the new but welcomed session of idalia's lips on his. they were just as soft as he imagined them to be, and he could also detect the faintest hint of strawberry, most likely from the chapstick that she liked to wear. marc wanted to wrap his hands around her waist, pull her in closer, and savor the sensation — let idalia know it was okay to go deeper.
but marc and idalia quickly separated upon remembering that their families were around.
"i want you to be in my life twenty years from now," idalia said, gesturing to the waiting car behind marc. "but i think we should save that until after we graduate."
"marc, stop exchanging saliva with your new girlfriend and get in the damn car!" marylène screeched with the finesse of a foghorn.
idalia gave marc one last peck on his cheek. "i'll see you at the campus."
the still-stunned marc nodded and returned to the family car. as he climbed into the back next to his sister, he prayed that only marylène had seen the kiss, sparing him questions he didn't have answers to. thankfully, the ride was relatively uneventful, with mr. and mrs. fleury mostly talking about how proud they were of their son.
the family arrived at the school and drove around the campus, searching for the perfect parking spot through the families and graduates making their way toward the ceremony fields. eventually, after some time, mr. fleury discovered a good slot near the stands where the spectators would sit and where the students gathered for their procession. marc joined the other students in the fieldhouse, who stood around chatting in groups organized by their last names. he looked around, noticed a few classmates with similar surnames, and got in line. sir edward elgar's "pomp and circumstance" started to play through speakers outside as the doors to the fieldhouse opened, and the a group filed to their chairs.
it was a beautiful ceremony with a large red runner decorated with white flower petals, a velvet curtain backdrop, and large simple vases filled with wisteria branches. still, most attendees would've been content with the faculty handing out the diplomas and wishing the students the best of luck in therapy. some students fell asleep in their seats as the school's principal and valedictorian gave uninspiring speeches about the future or something. marc was one of the fortunate ones, as someone in his group had snuck in shell-less pistachios under their gown and started sharing them.
everyone had lost years of their lives by the time the school was ready for the graduating class to walk across the stage. marc, idalia, and charles received their diplomas and shook hands with their teachers when the master of ceremonies offered them their cue. once the certificates changed hands, a surge of hats flew into the air as the now-alumni shared hugs.
a few people tried to find their tam as things began to quiet down, and marc took off toward his party's designated meeting spot — a massive oak tree where he and charles sometimes skipped class. he was the first to arrive, but over time, the fleurys, the rhéaumes, and de fumeés wandered over to the rendezvous point for photographs. once the families used their film rolls, they returned home for the party.
the fleury family immediately jumped out of their sedan and flew into the house to change their stuffy formal wear into something more comfortable. marc tossed his regalia on the floor, making a mental note to hang it up later so his mother could preserve it, and grabbed an old band t-shirt and pair of cargo shorts.
outside, the neighborhood came to live with music and meat sizzling on the grill. the young ones ran around the street, blowing bubbles at each other, while the adults stood around discussing boring topics like lawnmowers or the appropriate amount of spices to use during your grilling. a good buzz, however, was going amongst the graduates as someone worked to create a secret stash of light beers disguised as rootbeer bottles. festivities continued well into the evening as the sun began to set against the horizon. people distributed take-home portions of the leftover food and took down the decorations. family friends congratulated each other as they packed their cars or escorted the children into their homes for bedtime.
marc sat on the back porch, watching the sunset with charles, as he picked from the cake portion of the red velvet cupcake marylène brought him as a peace offering.
"have you decided what you will do in the fall?" marc asked charles, whipping buttercream frosting off his mouth.
"well, i know i'm not going to have a lucrative hockey career, unlike someone i know," charles confessed, giving marc a quick elbow in the side to tell him no hard feelings. "so, i thought i may find a different route, like going to college for biology studies and becoming a sports trainer."
"i like that idea. maybe you could stitch back up the egos of the nhl players that i stop," marc laughed with a wiggle.
"what are you going to do about idalia?'
marc narrowed his eyes. "what do you mean?"
"i saw you and her kissing before the ceremony," a smirking charles revealed, causing marc to smack himself in the forehead with a groan. "it was about time too. we were about to start taking bets on how long it would take for you two to recognize your feelings for each other. but now that we're graduated, you need to sit down and figure some stuff out."
"well, we did promise to speak afterward," marc suddenly remembered.
charles rested his hand on marc's shoulder. "go find her and tell her how you really feel, but try not to psycho-babble this time," he instructed.
marc nodded, shoved the last bit of cupcake into his mouth, and stood up to set off to find idalia.
"give me the details when you're done!" charles called after him.
but marc rolled his eyes and wandered between the houses for his lady love. it didn't take him long to find idalia standing in her driveway, saying goodbyes to the family members that had come to the ceremony. marc watched as she exchanged some words and hugged everyone. upon giving her final, idalia turned and locked eyes with marc. a smile appeared on her face as she sauntered over to marc.
"i believe we have some unfinished business, you and i," she said.
"i believe we do," marc replied. "i think you're kind and gorgeous, and i hope we can be more than friends. but the problem is that we may have to go our separate ways within the next couple of months, and i don't want to do that."
"i want that too."
an awkward silence permeated the air as marc rubbed his neck, and idalia shuffled her feet.
"i have an idea!" idalia exclaimed, breaking the silence. "how about if you get a shutout during the canadian nationals, we can go on a date? give you a little motivation for the tournament."
marc tilted his head. "you think i'm good enough to get a shutout?" he asked with a stifled laugh.
"of course. i've you seen play. you're andré fleury — the next star goaltender from quebec. if anyone could get a shutout, it's you!"
"and if i don't get a shutout, what happens then?
idalia hummed and taped her finger against her chin. "if you don't get a shutout, we have to bring along charles."
"okay, sounds fair enough. i guess i should start practicing my goaltending, then. could we … um … seal the deal with another kiss?"
idalia stepped closer, allowing marc to place his hands on her hips and pull her in for another kiss. marc still felt little butterflies floating around his stomach because having a girlfriend — or, at least, the beginning stages of a relationship — was a new experience for him. he didn't know how to nurture his feelings or whether this new path would leave, but idalia was willing to give him a chance, which was good enough for marc.
"dali, my love!" mrs. rhéaume called from the front entrance, causing marc and idalia to separate. "it's getting late."
"i should get going," a coy idalia stated to marc as she turned to meet her mother at the doorstep.
marc watched as she disappeared into her house. once the door closed, he quickly returned behind the house to tell charles he had a potential date with idalia.
a few families decorated their homes in blue and grey to cheer on the harold sheppard school, scheduled to face new foundland in the nationals. others had black and gold banners to cheer on quebec high against new brunswick. but most of sorel-tracy wore the champlain red and white to support école samuel de champlain against the earl haig royals from toronto. the royals played in the ontario scholastic sports association during the regular season, meaning quebecois teams didn't encounter them often. but whispers on the wind from the border towns suggested they were the team to beat in ontario.
sorellers surrounded the terminus de sorel, waving their flags and shouting their best wishes to the players as they loaded their hockey and overnight bags into the undercarriage compart and loaded on the bus. the marquee on the front labeled their destination as the bell centre in montreal, courtesy of the canadiens. marc and charles sat at the back of the bus and dug out their chargers and headphones as they settled in for the hour-long trip.
outside the window, marc saw idalia wearing his letterman from beyond the crowd control barriers and unhooked the tiny window from his latch. "bye, idalia! we'll see you in a few days!" he and charles yelled out the window.
the players gave their final goodbyes to their friends and families as the bus driver put the vehicle in drive and pulled out onto the main road toward la metropole. others also cracked their windows, sending a welcomed draft rippling through the stuffy bus. snacks got passed around as the boys discussed what they wanted to do when they arrived in the city.
"look, we're here!" someone shouted, pointing to the window.
everyone got up from their seats and made their way over to the left side of the bus, where glimpses of a massive red and yellow sign reading "bonjour montreal" passed them by. prominent glass skyscrapers came into view and stunned the guys into silence as they admired the modern city and its residents. the bus turned onto rue de la montagne, where the magnificent brick and steel centre bell sat on its corners. gasps fell from the guy's mouths as large red and blue signs with motifs of their favorite canadiens smiling back at them, welcoming them to the arena.
the bus pulled off into the parking lot of a nearby marriott and put itself into park. dallaire and a few other coaches stood up from the seats in the back and instructed the team to stay in their spots while they got everything squared away with the receptionist. after some time, dallaire returned to the bus and gave the boys the all-clear to deboard and grab their luggage. everyone took off individually to their rooms as they received their hotel keycards. true to form, the saints roomed charles with marc.
"this place is huge!" charles exclaimed as he dropped his suitcase on the floor and flopped onto the bed.
"you haven't been to a hotel before?" marc giggled as he pocketed the keycard.
"i have, but it just feels so good," charles mumbled into the sheets.
marc shook his head as he walked to the other bed, sat down, and untied his shoes. the team gave the boys an hour to rest and relax before a call went out that it was time for the team to walk across the road for practice. they entered a garage under the rink, where a kind arena attendant greeted them and led them toward the locker room. as expected, the centre bell was about five-time the size of the cardin. there were all sorts of equipment tucked away in various nooks and crannies — cameras, brooms, microphones, trollies, trunks.
call it bias, but the canadiens had to give up their home locker room to the team from quebec. the arena attendant stopped at two double doors bearing the le bleu-blanc-rouge. as she pushed them open, the boys rushed in, ignoring dallaire's request not to break anything. they marveled at the large wooden benches with their uniforms and equipment arranged under their nameplates. attached to the locker room sat a sizeable hang-out room with comfy lounge chairs, multiple tvs, a billiards table, and a small kitchenette.
"alright, that's enough! gather around!" dallaire called out after letting his guys have some fun.
the players eagerly listened as dallaire gave a rousing speech about how it was usually the montreal canadiens that served as the pride of quebec during the nhl season. but now that summer had arrived, it was their turn to lead the province to victory, to show the others not to mess with the quebecois. and it will take everything within them to get them there. everyone dawned their jerseys and pads, like soldiers putting on their armor for battle, and took the ice. blades clashing against the ice and pucks hitting the rink boards echoed through the empty stadium as the players tried to commit the earl haig habits to memory and steeled themselves for the chaos awaiting them.
the following night, several sorellers, montréalais, quebecois, and torontonians filled the 21,000-seat arena as the saints hyped themselves in the tunnel for the game. they could hear a man over the loudspeaker give safety instructions to the spectators in english and french as the remaining minutes until the game began to countdown. in the corner of the room, marc continued to stretch and try to get his head in the game.
"are you ready for this?" charles asked marc.
"i am," marc responded.
"and who is going to be the next nhl star?" asked charles at a louder volume.
"i am!" cried marc.
"and who is going to get a date with idalia tonight?"
"i am!"
"that's right! let's go!" bellowed charles as he banged his blocker and mitt onto marc's chestpad.
"let's go! c'mon! let's go! go, marc! go, charles!" the players echoed, offering fist bumps as they exited the locker room onto the ice.
a hush fell over the crowd as the first line skated onto the ice while charles and the other three lines took their spot on the bench. the fans rose to their feet as the lights dimmed, and a single spotlight illuminated members of the royal canadian mounted police carrying the flag of ontario and the flag of quebec, separated by canada's maple leaf. the canadiens' national anthem singer, who agreed to lend their melodious voice so long as a quebec team remained in the tournament, began to sing the french lyrics to "o' canada."
marc closed his eyes and let the anthem's lyrics settle in his heart as he silently sang along, inspiring him to stand guard for the école and quebec. the english words, however, were an enigma to him, though he could pick out a few choice words here and there. marc's eyes fluttered back open, and looked around at the crowd. through the darkness, he could make out a faint group of familiar outlines — his father, his mother, charles' parents, and idalia. idalia blew marc a kiss, which marc envisioned floating through the glass and landing on his fleur-de-lis on his chest, like a love interest empowering a superhero to go off and fight his archrival. suddenly, the melody to o' canada ended, and the lights came back on. marc placed his helmet over his, skated back to his crease, and turned to face the face-off at center ice. after a few agonizing seconds, the linesman dropped the puck, and one of the saints forwards passed it through his legs toward a defenseman, giving marc a little reprieve.
if there was one thing that the saints would take away from this tournament, it's that the earl haig royals lived up to their reputation. they had spent many hours studying tapes of the saints as they were able to match the team in every aspect of the game, from their physical on-ice presence to their playmaking. marc had many close calls that probably made a few hearts skip a beat. but with the assistance of his chaotic goaltending style, aptly named "fists of fleury" due to all of the kungfu movies he and charles watched over the years, marc kept the puck out of the net through two play periods.
beads of sweat dripped down his face as the minute left in regulation ticked away on the game clock. the scoreboard reflected a saints' lead of 2-0, which the team tried to hold onto by playing keep-away with the royals at the other end of the ice. then, a missed pass caused the puck to scatter past the blue line and got picked up by a royals' forward. marc assumed his defensive position, watching the opposing player enter the offensive zone. his positioning showed that the royal would attempt to cut across and try a wrist shot on marc's left side once he got close enough. but fortunately for marc, the player choked and shot the puck too early, causing the biscuit to land safely in marc's glove as the final buzzer sounded.
a din of excitement erupted through the arena as the saints' found themselves a third of the way to moving onto the next round. the saints' coaching staff exchanged fist bumps as marc's teammates lept over the bench to offer him helmet boops. after everyone had a chance to thank you, marc turned around to remove his helmet and gloves and formed a heart with his hands, letting idalia know he loved her while she gathered her things. she mimicked marc's gesture and over-enunciated that she would meet marc outside.
marc nodded, grabbed his equipment, and joined his teammates to return to the locker room. he went around the room once more, giving everyone congratulatory high fives to everyone before sitting down in his stall and removing his jersey.
"way to go, guys! way to go! that's what i like to see," dallaire said as the players relaxed. "that's the kind of drive that will win us that trophy. but things will only get tougher from here, so we need to bring that performance every night. get washed up, and i'll meet you outside, where we'll head back to the hotel, have a nice dinner, and get some shuteye."
the boys started stripping themselves of their gear and throwing their jerseys into the laundry bin. marc gathered a fresh pair of boxers, trousers, and a dress shirt as he headed into the canadiens' bathroom to go through his shower routine.
like most things in the centre bell, the bathrooms put the cardin's shower room to shame. marc took a fresh white towel from the gold-plated towel rack, took one of the gray stalls roughly the size of his bedroom at home, and locked the door.
"are you going out with idalia tonight?" charles inquired as he ran mousse through his hair with his fingers.
"no, i think it would probably be best if we did that when we get back to sorel," marc explained as he attempted to brush a few misbehaving strands of his dark brown hair out of his face. "but we were planning to meet outside, and i figured that clean marc would be better than stinky marc."
"here, give me your head!" charles said, noticing marc's dilemma. he squirted another dollop of mousse into his hand and gently applied it to marc's scalp. "try it now!"
marc attempted to comb his hair once more and watched in amazement as his hair began to flatten down. "charles the suave strikes again!" he said with a click of his tongue.
"that's what i'm here for!"
marc put his glasses back on his face, threw his toiletries back into his little pouch, and adjusted his shirt sleeves. "how do i look?"
"you should be teaching french history at cegep sorel-tracy," teased charles.
"well, that's good because idalia is considering studying that in the fall. don't take too long, beauty queen!" marc replied, grabbing his bag and tapping charles on the shoulder as his best friend accidentally sprayed a cologne onto his reflection in the mirror.
marc gathered his belongings and stepped outside. the rest of the team gathered around the garage door, waiting for charles and a few others to finish cleaning up.
"this is rhéaume's chance to score the game-winning goal," marc heard a female voice say as if the person was narrating a game. "but she'll have to get the puck past the up-and-coming goaltender, marc-andré fleury."
marc turned his head to the attention of the sound where a playful idalia displayed a crumpled-up piece of paper in her hand, pretending it was a puck.
"she jumps dekes left. she dekes right," idalia said as she jumped back and forth. "and she fires…"
but before idalia's imaginary puck could score, marc allowed his bag to fall off his shoulder and dramatically caught the paper ball in his hand like he did the puck during the game, earning him a giggle and a small round of applause from idalia. he quickly embraced her and gave her a quick peck on the lips.
"did it satisfy your expectations?" marc asked.
"you did," answered idalia. "and i do believe that i owe you a date."
"i believe you, but i wanted to wait until i finished all of this to go on our date. we only get one chance to go on a first date, and it should be somewhere special that we can make our special little place."
"so, you're kind, funny, and handsome? do you have any flaws?"
"aside from the psycho-babbling? umm, sometimes i can be a little bit boring."
"well, i'll be the judge of that."
"marc!" charles shouted, catching his best friend's attention. he gestured for marc to follow as most of the team had already started to cross the straight and return to the hotel.
"i have to go, but can i call you tomorrow?" mark asked idalia.
"do you even have to ask?" idalia said with a giggle.
"good point!" marc gave idalia one last kiss on her cheek and waved before retrieving his bag and taking off down the street to catch up with his teammates.
as promised, marc called idalia the remaining two days he was away. sometimes, it would be in the morning after the team sat down for the coach's breakfast and discussed their game plan for the day. other times, he would call her at night, either before or after the game, to talk about their days and wish each other good night so that the last thing they heard was their voice. whatever the day held, marc made sure that idalia knew that he loved her.
despite a valiant effort, the earl haig royals fell to the champlain saints 2-1, sending école samuel de champlain to the second round. the team's swift victory meant that the school would have a day or two of respite while they awaited the news if their boys would face the harry ainlay titans from alberta or the sisler spartans from manitoba as they packed up their things to return home. everybody on the team prayed that sisler high school would advance because a three-hour flight from montreal to winnipeg was preferable to a four-and-a-half-hour flight to edmonton. but they needed to prepare for either possibility to become the national champions.
marc and idalia decided that while edmonton and alberta hashed out their differences, it would be an excellent time for them to fulfill their bet. as marc said, he wanted to bring idalia somewhere special, where they could get their kids and grandkids once they age. there was a little diner in the middle of town, tucked away in a small, unassuming building, desperately needing a fresh coat of white paint. the undersized interior only had enough room for a few booths and a row of stools at the counter, forcing many people to get their food to go. but looks could be deceiving as this eatery has some of the best food in town. marc unearthed the cash he had earned from helping his dad mow the lawn and other odd chores around the house from his underwear draw and counted it out — just enough for him to pay for their meals and maybe an ice cream afterward.
he put together a nice business casual outfit from his mother and sister, made himself look presentable, shoved his wallet and cell phone into his pants pocket, and bid his goodbyes. stepping outside, marc crossed to idalia's home and rang the doorbell. he waited until idalia opened the door, dressed in a beautiful flowy lilac-colored dress that brought out her eyes and curled hair. marc, making a humorous display of chivalry, bowed and offered his hand to idalia, which she promptly took.
they walked hand in hand down to the restaurant, discussing what the others missed during their separation. fortunately, upon entering the dinner, only a few souls were grabbing a bite to eat. the waitress tending to the counter greeted the couple and invited them to sit anywhere they wanted. marc and idalia took two of the stools and perused the menu. given that he was still in the middle of a hockey tournament, a dutiful marc ordered a salad and a glass of water with the promise that he could purloin some fries off idalia's plate. idalia indulged a little by getting a soft drink and a chicken sandwich. the two continued their conversation as they dined, like how marc hoped to get drafted by the montreal canadiens or idalia hoped to get a position with a company that would allow her to travel abroad to france. and, of course, no date would be complete at the dinner without a scoop of freshly-churned vanilla ice cream and homemade hot fudge.
once he and idalia had eaten their fill, marc placed a dollar bill on the check and promised the kind waitress they would return. he escorted idalia back home as the sun began to set. the couple soon arrived at the rhéaume estate, exchanged kisses, and agreed that if that tiny dinner remained in business, that would be their to-go spot for dates in sorel.
within the next few days, word had arrived that the champlain saints would face the sisler spartans in the second round, meaning marc would be farther away from idalia than before. but idalia understood that if marc wanted to soar to hockey stardom, he would need to spread his wings and fly and her right alongside him.
the saints found it tougher to defeat the spartans, who forced a game three to determine a winner. schools and provinces began to fizzle out of the competition — manitoba, alberta, prince edward island, yukon — until only quebec and british columbia remained, specifically the killarney cougars out of vancouver. hockey fans from the eastern provinces found protection in the saints camp, while most people from the western areas decided to go on the hunt with the cougars. wherever a canadian called home, they glued their eyes to their television for mackenzie king cup.
if anyone asked marc or another member of the 1999 champlain saints, they would say that the killarney cougars was their most challenging opponent by far. everything came down to luck, with many periods spent simply trying to get the puck down the ice or past marc. but the saints pulled every trip out of the bag to become the mackenzie king champions in front of thousands of their adoring fans. red and white confetti fluttered down from the ceiling of the centre bell as players nearly broke their legs, toppling over the bench to form an emotional mass around marc. the players took turns raising the trophy over their heads on the ice, relishing their success, while scouts whispered amongst themselves in the media booth.
marc and his teammates brought the mackenzie king cup back to sorel to cheers and applause. the town's mayor organized a parade where residents could see the trophy, and even premier bouchard traveled from quebec city to extend his commendations to the saints. news of the team's victory spread from league to league, commissioner to president, as hockey canada prepared to welcome a new generation of professional hockey players into their ranks. marc sat on top of the draft scores thanks to his impressive performance during the nationals. multiple representatives scrambled to schedule meetings with his new agent, but marc clarified that he would only meet with teams from the quebec junior hockey league to stay as close as he could to home.
the qjhl draft was not as flashy as the nhl draft, just a microphone, a few tables, and a draft board in some random office at the hockey canada headquarters in calgary. but the fleurys, rhéaumes, de fumées decided to make it one. the families assembled their plates from various dishes, like pâté chinois, fèves au lard, pouding chômeur. cape breton's screaming eagles won the first draft pick for the 1999 draft, meaning marc would likely be moving to cape breton unless something went awry. as a result, marc looked incredibly dapper in his black and gold screaming eagles jersey while shoveling beans into his mouth.
"it's starting!" charles yelled from the living room as the families hurried in front of the tv, careful not to drip or spill anything onto france's floor.
after a brief introduction, president corteau introduced the first draft pick. "with the first selection, the cape breton screaming eagles select from the école samuel de champlain, marc-andré fleury."
a hockey canada employee slid marc's name, denoted by a white placard that read "m. fleury," into the spot next to cape brenton as corteau continued with the following selection. three thousand kilometers away, idalia and marc lept from the couch and wrapped their arms around each other in a giant embrace. everyone around them responded with gaiety while andré assisted charles, who had taken a bite to eat as the announcement was made, through a coughing fit.
marc moved to nova scotia the following autumn. he saw idalia off to collège charles-lemoyne in montreal before packing a couple of boxes filled with his memories into charles's car and heading southeast. marc could see the formidable road ahead as the signs turned from french to english. he had to improve a language he had only learned in an academic environment and learn an entirely new culture.
in addition, the opponents in the qjhl were in a league of their own. no longer did marc face shots from high schoolers who may be good enough to secure a spot on a college ice hockey team if they worked hard. these guys were more brutal, faster, and muscular, wanting the same thing marc wanted — a chance to play in the nhl. multiple times, he phoned idalia late at night, crying and saying that trying to become a professional hockey player was a mistake when he wanted to come home.
idalia sat at her dorm desk, surrounded by mountains of books and a desk lamp, and listened as marc sobbed until he finally stopped to breathe. "i know this is hard, but this is the life you always wanted. you've dreamed of being a pro hockey player since you were young, and it will come with its trials and tribulations. why don't you go to bed and call me in the morning after you get some sleep."
marc would sniffle, nod, and apologize to idalia for making her sit and listen to his problems when she should be reviewing the history of the french revolution. but idalia would wave away his concerns and tell him he could call her any time because he was the first boy to treat her as a serious romantic partner and not some party fling like the boys at her old school did. to lighten the mood, idalia would always finish the conversation by relating to marc a funny story that happened to her or a joke. and most often, this would earn her a happy giggle or a smile from her boyfriend that would help him relax and put things into perspective. the couple affirmed their love for each other before disconnecting, allowing idalia to return to her studies and marc to fall asleep.
idalia acted as marc's rock in multiple cases as he transformed from a cherub-cheeked high schooler into a stanley cup-winning goalie. when the pittsburgh penguins drafted marc in 2003, idalia transferred all her credits from charles lemoyne to the university of pittsburgh to support marc's budding nhl career. and when the players found themselves without a league in 2004 due to labor disputes, idalia would rub marc's back after long days of playing wilkes-barre/scranton and tell him everything would be okay.
his draft to las vegas, his trade to chicago, his vezina, and everything in between — none of it would have happened if idalia wasn't right by marc's side.
marc's eyes opened, and looked down the tunnel toward the ice, which flashed with red and forest-green lights. a similar green, red, and white bearing the silhouette of a bear head, overlayed with the scenery of the minnesota wilderness, replaced the red and white fleur-de-lis jersey he had worn all those years ago. but the nerves of stepping out onto the ice in an elimination game remained the same as the ones he felt during the mckenzsie king cup.
"please welcome your minnesota wild!" a man's voice thundered through the loudspeaker as filip gustavsson and wild's starting lineup stepped onto the ice. marc followed the team out of the tunnel and took his spot on the bench, watching the 20,500 wild attend waving rallying towels over their head.
the team's performance against the stars wasn't the best. minnesota and dallas had faced each other four times during the season and split their series 2-2. but the stars still sat five points above the wild, meaning that dean evason and the other coaches had their work cut out for them. there existed a small glimmer of hope that they could find six extra points and usurp the top spot in the division from the colorado avalanche, which would set them up to face the seattle kraken, whom they defeated more easily. but as april approached, it became clear that minnesota would have to do its best against de boer's men.
like the rest of the season, minnesota and dallas went back and forth. minnesota had a lead, and then dallas would dig in deep and claw back into the series, forcing spurgeon and the guys to fight back. marc desperately wanted to assist in the effort. however, his only start during the post-season was a complete disaster, resulting in a 7-3 loss. it didn't affect the team's record overall because it was only game 2, and minnesota still had time to win their lead back.
regardless, the horrendous performance still stung marc to the very core of his soul. he had grown up hearing about how a fantastic goaltender he was, but his prowess didn't show when he needed it most. a lump formed in his throat as he fought back the tears while speaking to the media, telling them he felt embarrassed by his performance. but his words were calculated, cold. upon arriving home to idalia, he unleashed everything he held during the interview in a fit of psycho-babble and tears in his girlfriend's arms — he felt old, broken, and unwanted. he could hear the whispers of the fans that he was past his prime and that the wild would be doing everyone a favor by buying out the last season of his contract.
and as she had done many times before, idalia would hold him and calm him down.
marc's fears were reasonable as he was nearing the typical retirement age and would be an unrestricted free agent next summer. but those issues could wait until the wild became stanley cup champions or die trying. everyone in attendance stood up as de causmeaker steeped onto his red carpet and began to sing the lyrics to the "star spangled banner." marc didn't know where the words came from or their significance to the american people, but his english skills had improved enough to sing along silently. the fans and some of the players offered de causmeaker a round of applause as the lights turned back on, and the officials began the game.
the wild did their best to keep their energy up. but from the moment roope hintz scored dallas's first goal halfway through the first period, a sentiment that they were fighting a losing battle began to set in. evason pulled gustavsson after the second period, and the team found themselves in a 3-0 deficit, hoping that marc's multiple years of stanley cup experience would allow them to hold on and force dallas to a game 7. at first, their plan seemed to work when frederick gaudreau snuck a puck behind oettinger, causing a roar of excitement in the arena.
sadly, despite minnesota's bravery, the stars closed out the series as the final buzzer sounded with a score of 4-1. the vigor guaderau's goal inspired quickly fizzled out as the wild players stared in silent disbelief, watching the stars celebrate their series win at their end. a few of the remaining wild on the ice glided over to marc's crease to offer encouragement and thank him for his help before skating off to the locker room together.
high up in the xcel's luxury boxes, the wives and girlfriends also exchanged defeated looks. after some time from the suite, one of the wild attendants arrived and escorted them through the back hallways, where their significant others mulled around, not saying a word. idalia found her 6'2" giant standing against the wall and ran over to wrap her arms around his torso. at first, marc didn't respond, still numb from the idea of elimination. but he eventually rested one of his large, strong hands on her head and bent down to kiss her.
"are you okay?" she asked, receiving no answer — only a simple nod. "let's go home and get you cleaned up."
marc languidly allowed idalia to pull him through the side security door and into the personnel parking lot. a slight drizzle had arrived over minneapolis-st. paul, matching the melancholy marc felt in his soul at the idea of losing possibly the last post-season of his career. idalia started their bmw, pulled out of the parking lot, and joined the traffic leaving xcel energy. marc watched the cars passing them by as the couple made the 30-minute drive back to their apartment in minneapolis's gateway district. he recalled how warmly the minneapolitans received him when he touched down in the twin cities after word broke that he accepted a trade to the wild. memories came rushing back as he stayed in a hotel room for the first couple of days while he and idalia waited for the paperwork for their new apartment to go through. despite not having his lodgings, spuregon and some other guys made marc feel at home by inviting him on a morning jog or bringing him some homemade meals. he wanted to repay them by helping bring lord stanley to the state of hockey, but he failed and failed miserably.
eventually, idalia pulled the car into their spot in the parking garage and turned off the vehicle. marc unbuckled his seatbelt and followed her to the elevator. upon stepping into the foyer, he tossed his keys into a little catch-all bowl, entered the bedroom, and sat on the bed. idalia appeared from the bathroom with a tub of muscle rub and placed it on the side table.
"let me see."
marc sighed as he carefully undid his white button-up, revealing the soft indentation of his abdominal muscles. a few small red spots from when marc blocked the puck with his body began to form on his pectorals, undoubtedly in the process of becoming bruises, which idalia soothed.
"you're extremely quiet. in the 22 years we've dated, you've only been this silent when we received your father's diagnosis. what are you thinking about?" she asked.
"everything, just everything — where i go from here, whether i'm still good enough to play, what's going to happen during the off-season, and what will happen next season," a solemn marc replied.
"as i've said before, you're still relatively young. and if you have to retire, it's not the end of the world," idalia reminded marc as she massaged his shoulders.
"i know."
idalia finished up the massage and gave marc a sweet kiss on the nose. "now, i believe you and i need to catch up on the bureau."
marc's eyes widened as he puckered his lips and looked away, causing idalia to click her tongue and put her fists on her hips.
"marc, did you watch part of the bureau without me?" she demanded like a mother scolding a child.
"i may or may not have watched a few episodes ahead while the team was flying back and forth from dallas-fort worth," he admitted, putting his shirt back on and re-doing a few buttons.
"marc!"
"we can always go back and watch the episodes," marc pointed out as we stood up and walked back into the kitchen.
"fine, but no spoliers!" idalia yelled as she followed him.
idalia sat on the expansive, dark grey couch and turned on the tv using the modern coffee table in front, using the touch screen to select the bureau in amazon prime. the microwave beeped as marc nuked a pre-prepped honey bbq chicken and mac & cheese. he opened the door and rushed to transfer the container to the obsidian countertop behind him. once the dish cooled enough, marc scooped a good portion of the meal for himself and another one for idalia.
"for you, madame!" said marc as he handed idalia a bowl and sat beside her.
"that guy dies at the end," he whispered, pointing to a random character in the intro. idalia lowered her fork back into her bowl and looked at marc in shock. after a few seconds of silence, marc giggled, "no, i'm just messing with you. i haven't gotten that far into the show."
after a few episodes, idalia curled under a grey throw blanket, rested her head on marc's lap, and eventually fell asleep.
"i think it's time for bed," marc whispered as he turned off the tv.
he scooped up idalia, swaddled her in the blanket, and carried her into the main bathroom, where he sat her down before the vanity. his hand gently raised the light lever, giving him enough light to prepare his love for bed but not to disturb her sleep cycle.
"face, please!" requested marc as he dug out a neutrogena wipe from the drawer.
he ripped open the packaging and gently cleaned idalia's face of her makeup with the cloth, ensuring it covered every little corner. "there's that precious face i know and love," he cooed, earning him a soft smile.
marc continued to walk his girlfriend — no, his partner — through her bedtime routine, throwing her hair up into a bun and sliding a chemise over her head. once idalia was in her pajamas, he carried her back to the king-sized mattress and tucked her into the black bamboo sheets.
"goodnight, princess!" he stated as he planted a kiss on her temple.
he removed his clothes and dumped them into the hamper before climbing into bed and pulling idalia close, allowing her to use his torso as a pillow. but as idalia drifted off into rem sleep, probably dreaming about helping her inamorato win the stanley cup, marc's mind continued to race.
she was right. retirement wasn't the end of the world.
he thought about all the times when the people around him sometimes had to make difficult choices — coach dallaire and charles, who understood that they would never be good enough to compete professionally but could still have a hockey career. when he discovered that he had an inoperable lung tumor, his father retired from the factory so his grandchildren could have memories of their grand-père before he passed away. his mother and sister diligently waited long hours at the hospital while his father underwent radiation treatment. idalia uprooted her entire life immediately to follow marc from pittsburgh to las vegas, chicago, and minneapolis-st. paul.
you can't control certain things in life, but you can control how you react to them.
marc leaned over a looked at the digital clock, which read that it was three in the morning, meaning that the time in sorel-tracy would've been 4:00 am. he figured that nobody would be awake back home, but he couldn't wait; he needed something, and he needed it fast. his hands quietly lifted idalia's arms and replaced his torso with a pillow. fortunately, she didn't notice marc's movement as she snuggled deeper into the decoy. he snatched his phone up, snatched up his phone from the wireless charging stand, and stepped down into the hall.
as expected, he received no answer when he dialed his mother's home landline. sorrow filled his heart as his father's voice came over the line, informing the caller that the family could not come to the phone and asking them to leave a message. although mr. fleury passed several years ago, neither his wife nor his children could change the answering message as it helped keep andré's memory alive.
"mama, it's marc!" he said after the beep. "i'm sorry for calling you so late, but i've been thinking. i think i'm ready for the ring, so if you could give me a call back at a more reasonable hour, i would appreciate it. love you!"
marc disconnected the call and turned his attention back to the bedroom. if the following season were his last, he would take control and ensure there was a light at the end of the tunnel as he re-entered the bedroom and tried to get some sleep.
in the ensuing days, marc and idalia slowly adjusted to off-season life. marc shaved his goatee and gave his exit interview, in which he said that he didn't know if he would re-sign for another year but looked forward to spending the summer with his family. they covered their kitchen counter with travel books, looking for a place to visit for a few weeks before spending the rest of the off-season in sorel.
"what about the bahamas?"
"i'm all for familiarity, but we've been to the bahamas several times over the past year. maybe we should find another vacation spot."
this pattern of discussion went back and forth until marc asked one day, "what about geneva?"
"geneva? why geneva?" inquired idalia.
"well, it has gorgeous scenery. and it's in switzerland's french-speaking region, which would benefit us. plus, i've always wanted to try genuine swiss chocolate. we could fly to montreal, stay over for a few days, see our parents and my sister, and then continue to europe."
"that sounds lovely. let's do it!"
a few weeks passed, and marc and idalia packed their suitcases in europe's playground for two weeks. the weather appeared roughly the same as sorel, so they packed as many clothes as possible for their three-and-a-half-month stay in canada and promised to take what they needed for their excursion over the atlantic. marc chartered a light jet from minneapolis-st. paul international to montreal-trudeau international, which surprised idalia as marc knew that she was perfectly comfortable flying first class. but marc explained to her that he wanted to make this trip memorable because it signified their transition into retirement life. idalia narrowed her eyes at him but appeared to have bought marc's excuse.
they had a pleasant flight to montreal-trudeau, landing in a private terminal. after obtaining a rental car, the couple made where they visited marc's niece and nephew. the children, entering their school-age years, happily chattered about how proud they were of their uncle, all that he accomplished, and how they wanted to become a goaltender like him. marc and idalia also visited andré's grave, asking him to watch over marc during his final nhl season. and charles, who recently had a healthy baby boy with his wife.
upon returning to the airport, idalia's mouth fell open as she saw a heavy private jet sitting on the tarmac. she and marc returned the rental car and got checked in at the small, personal terminal they arrived at. a dedicated team of receptionists helped them book their bags to switzerland and forward their passport information to geneva airport to help streamline the customs process. once everything was in order, the couple used the little set of stairs to board the aircraft.
the cabin was immaculate, with several white leather seats and carpeted floors. a large black table with charging stations and cup holders offered guidebooks on the city of geneva, the canon of geneva, and the country of switzerland. further down, a matching couch with blue pillows sat opposite a small flat-screen tv offering complimentary wifi, almost every movie imaginable, and a full menu. there also was a full bathroom — with a shower, freshly steamed towels, and a pair of bulgari amenity kits — and an extra large twin bed with enough space to fit marc and idalia.
a flight attendant gave the couple a pair of cozy pajamas and slippers to change into while the pilots underwent their final pre-flight walkthrough. idalia went first, changing her pajamas and buckling herself into one of the chairs, followed by marc. after a few more minutes, the pilots stepped on board and introduced themselves, saying everything looked good — the plane was perfect, and the weather looked crystal clear. the couple should be in geneva within the next seven hours. their only request is that marc and idalia stay seated with their seatbelts fastened while they ascend to 42,000 feet. once the aircraft reached cruising altitude, the two could move about the cabin.
marc and idalia nodded in agreement and thanked the pilots as they returned to the cockpit to receive their taxiing instructions from air traffic control. the plane eventually reached its desired elevation, and the flight attendant was kind enough to make marc and idalia bowls of sleepytime oatmeal with banana and almond butter as they watched an episode of their favorite television show on little monitors that rose from the table. after acclimating to their new surroundings, the couple agreed that getting some shuteye for their 9:00 arrival time in geneva was best. they snuggled into their complimentary bed and allowed the gentle hum of the plane's engine to lull them to sleep.
when marc re-opened his eyes, he found idalia peacefully sleeping under his arm. a thin crack of orange light emanated from the window shade in the darkened cabin. now marc, having a lapse in judgment, decided to open the shade to see if he could find any significant landmarks that may indicate where the aircraft was. but he quickly shut it as his pupils were not ready to process the blinding rays from the rising sun. fortunately, the built-in tv screen in the bedroom showed that it was around 6:30 am, and the aircraft currently found itself amongst the clouds over france's burgundy region. marc slowly extracted himself from idalia, replaced the bedsheets over her, and closed the door before heading out into the main compartment.
the flight attendant, who already had her uniform primed and perfect, sat in one of the chairs, sipping from a tea cup and reading a book. "oh, mr. fleury!" she exclaimed upon seeing marc. she quickly rose from her seat and smoothed out her skirt. "i am so incredibly sorry. is there anything i can get you?"
"it's okay. would you be able to get an expresso and start a little breakfast, like some muffins and a frittata, if it's not too much trouble?"
"of course not. is there anything you would like in the frittata?"
"ham and cheese would be lovely!"
"i'll get that ready right away," said the flight attendant as she grabbed her cup and brought it into the kitchen.
marc sat and began searching the travel books for ideas while he waited for idalia to wake up. she eventually emerged from the bedroom an hour or two later and promptly climbed into marc's lap as he groaned.
"good morning, baby," said marc, rubbing idalia's back. "we should be landing in switzerland soon, where we can sleep in a large, soft bed. how does that sound?"
but he only received an unintelligible grunt from idalia.
"close enough!" marc giggled as he stood up and placed idalia down on the ground. "let's get cleaned up and then have some breakfast."
marc helped idalia shower, brush her hair, change, and put on her makeup. by the time both were fresh and clean, the flight attendant had brought their breakfast. marc gave the flight attendant one of the blueberry muffins as a peace offering, letting her know there were no hard feelings for what had happened earlier. the senior pilot soon came over the intercom and asked the passengers to take their seats as they were nearing geneva airport.
everyone buckled in and watched as the plane descended and the alps came into view. a swiss marshal on the ground directed the jet away from the taxiway toward a small gate, where the pilots could open the cabin doors and unlatch the stairs. marc and idalia thanked the flight attendant and their pilots for their hospitality as they exited the aircraft and entered the terminal. a gate agent greeted them with a smile and double-checked to ensure everything looked good on the customs form before bidding them welcome to the peace capital. outside, a driver dressed in a black suit, tie and a pair of white drivers waited for them with a town, courtesy of the hotel woodrow wilson.
marc talked with the chauffeur about his hockey career and how it was hard to accept his nearing retirement, but he's proud of everything he accomplished, while idalia looked out the window. she remembered reading about how the french conquered switzerland in 1798 and turned it into the helvetic republic, which would explain why a city like geneva had so many similarities with montreal and sorel. they both had their rivers, the richelieu and the turquoise rhone. genevans passed small cafes and shops under what idalia imagined were apartments in tall, mismatched buildings with little wrought iron window boxes filled with fresh flowers. the city had charm and a lot of history to share, which idailia couldn't wait to explore and find its secrets.
the rhone eventually opened into lac leman as the driver neared the hotel. he parked in front of an entrance with a large glass overhang that read "royal penthouse entrance" in aureate lettering.
"marc, are we really going to stay in the royal penthouse suite?" an incredulous idalia asked marc, who already had a leg out the door.
"trust me. everything is going to be amazing," marc encouraged as he stepped out of the car to help retrieve the couple's luggage.
idalia shrugged as she exited the car and accepted her suitcase from the diver, who placed it on the curb. inside, a personal concierge greeted them and confirmed their information before handing them a pair of keycards and directing them to a private elevator, where the liftman called for the penthouse. as the elevator rose, a picturesque view of the canton appeared, and the liftman kindly offered tips on some sites that the fleurys would like to see.
the couple entered a little foyer with a little glass table with gold legs that depicted effigy of angels and a tall vase with gorgeous white flowers. multiple doors jutted into the right and left hallways, which the couple assumed were bedrooms and bathrooms. a large living room stood complete ahead of them, with a billiards table and a steinway piano. idalia sat on one of the couches as she continued to look around the room.
"this place is huge!" she eventually shouted.
"do you like it?" a sheepish marc asked, gently scratching his chin.
"it's beautiful!" replied idalia as she hugged marc.
"so, what do you think we should do first?"
"i was hoping we could walk down the lake and see the city?"
"your ladyship?" marc said, bowing and extending his hand as he did on their first date all those years ago.
"such a gentleman!" idalia teased with a giggle, fake swooning over marc's chivalry.
just as planned, marc settled into his off-season self. he would sleep late and eat foods that would make john worley, the wild's head athletic trainer blush. he and idalia biked through the mountains, visited the palais des nations, and took a day trip to liechtenstein. but nothing could compare to the day marc took idalia to the rue de rhone, the jewel of geneva, where the city held its luxury stores — chanel, dior, hermes. he bought her a beautiful knee-length red velvet dress with an off-shoulder neckline and a pair of white gloves, matching pumps, a new diamond necklace and earrings, and chanel perfume. marc also paid for idalia to have her makeup and hair professionally.
the only problem is that idalia couldn't figure out why. he didn't need to spend all this money on her because she would've loved him even if they were in a remote cabin in the woods.
when she returned to the suite, a little card addressed to her sat on the table. marc, who tried his best to write the neatest script he could muster, asked her to wear her dress and follow the rose petals out the balcony. she did as instructed, giving herself a final look in the mirror. upon entering the balcony, she found an ornate dining table with two chairs surrounded by even more petals and marc dressed in his black armani tuxedo that they had picked up earlier in the day, standing with his hands on the balcony and watching the sunset.
"marc?" idalia said, causing marc to look over his shoulder.
marc turned around, allowing his eyes to roam over idalia's complete ensemble. "wow!" he eventually replied. "i mean, uh…. wow!"
idalia couldn't help but cover her mouth to stifle a laugh at marc's way with words. "wow is good. i'll take wow."
"i'm sorry. it's just you look so beautiful. and i'm afraid that if i start talking, i may say something that i'm going to regret," marc explained as he pulled out one of the chairs, inviting idalia to sit.
"well, you haven't chased me away yet, and i find it hard that would you will chase me away now," reassured idalia as she took her seat and allowed marc to push her into the table.
marc took the chair opposite her and grasped the knob of the large silver serving dish in the middle of the table. "do you want to open it together?"
idalia nodded and rested her hand on marc's. on the count of three, the couple lifted the lid, revealing the most beautiful piece of filet mignon cut into pieces. the other dishes held cooked asparagus, mashed potatoes, and a boat of gravy.
"did you make this food yourself?" idalia as she arranged food onto her plate.
"i may have sprinkled some salt and pepper on the meat while the chefs cooked it."
"well, maybe you have a career as a chef after this!"
"call me marc-andré fleury, salt and pepper master," he joked as he bit off a piece of asparagus.
as they dined, idalia couldn't help but reflect on the trip, from the private jet to the suite to the luxury shopping and dinner.
"marc, can i ask you something?" idalia asked as she dabbed food away from her face.
marc, too busy with a mouth full of mashed potatoes, nodded and gave a soft affirmative grunt.
"i don't mean to be rude, and i greatly appreciate everything you've done for me on this trip. but it seems out of character for both of us. we don't really care for this luxurious fanfare. all we need is each other to have a good time, which is why i wanted to ask if anything is wrong and if you're feeling ok."
marc swallowed the potatoes and gently placed his fork on the table before sipping his water and clearing his throat.
"there is something that i wanted to talk to you about. i speak two languages — well, one good and one not so good. but you understand what i'm trying to say. anyway, i don't think i could ever find the words to describe how much i love you. you are so beautiful, intelligent, kind, and funny. and you've given so much to me over the years, from taking me to and from my physical therapy appointments to trusting me when i told you i thought i needed to move on from pittsburgh. now, i don't know what will happen after next summer, but i do know that it will all be ok with you by my side. this ring…" marc began as he dug out a small black box from his coat pocket and opened it. inside was a beautiful but plain marquise engagement ring laid into a golden band. "…has been in the fleury family for several generations. my grandfather used it to propose to my grandfather, and my father used it to propose to my mother. and now i want to use it to propose to you. will you marry me?"
tears threatened to spill out of idalia's eyes as she rested her hands on her heart. "yes!" she eventually managed to squeak out as she stood up from the table.
"yes?" asked marc, also rising from the table.
"yes! yes, yes!" reiterated idalia as he stretched out her palm, allowing marc to place the engagement ring on her finger.
it was almost as if time repeated itself as marc grabbed his new fiancee by the hips and planted his lips on hers. the warmth he felt in his chest on the day of their graduation returned, but marc wasn't afraid of it this time. he wasn't fearful of losing idalia or where he would be in twenty years because there was no point in worrying about something you couldn't control. the only thing you could do was make choices along the way that would steer your future in the right direction, and marc had already made the most prominent choice in his life.
after some time, marc and idalia separated for a breath of fresh air, and marc offered idalia the pocket square from his pock to pat away her tears. they resumed their meal and discussed how they would return to sorel-tracy and tell mrs. fleury, marylène, and charles how they became betrothed as the sunset behind the swiss skyline.
soon, stars appeared and reflected in the gentle waves of the rhone, holding untold plans for the new mr. and mrs. fleury.
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Satan expression test 1. I kinda wanna try something where he looks angry so a few of those. If I do go with one of the angrier faces I plan on pushing the expression further
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I've been having a hard time finding the motivation to draw, even though I have an actual thing I need to work on, so I ended up procrastinating on this little reference sheet for a security(?) robot
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Barcelona 1/4
this was actually the first thing I ever wrote` + english is not my first language + mentions of anxiety + 2.4k word count
it’s the first part to a 4 chapter story
‘’Do we have everything?’’ Anxiously, you looked up at your friend Layla. ‘’Yes, let’s go, we will be late, babe.’’ She replied, looking back at you from your bed. You could tell she was really trying to get through to you by the way her big blue eyes were staring you down. The two of you were sat in your bedroom, busy packing two small bags.
You were in desperate need of any sort of escape, the stress about more than one thing was really getting to you by now. Uni, work, not to mention your terrible mental health that seemed to even escape the notice of your closest friends. You were an absolute pro at hiding how you were actually feeling; it was getting scary by now. You were always the person that others leaned on, that others came to for help and support. Always the giver, never the taker. Just the fact that you had friends to begin with, was enough for you. Grateful nature is how you justified your actions to yourself.
It was a no brainer that when your mother, who you rarely saw, called for you to visit her and some other family members during a business trip in Barcelona, you didn’t spend much time thinking about it. It meant a drive of approximately 12 hours, and a week of being away. Good timing, you figured.
You made a call to one of your closer friends, asking her to go with you. Of course, as expected, she was beyond excited. You packed for your little getaway in under a couple of hours, and were ready to leave during the early morning hours. The trip would give you two some much needed time together to catch up and you’d be able to do some much needed stress relief.
Liege, Luxembourg, Lyon, Montpellier…
You’d spend a lot of time behind the wheel naturally, as a 2nd year motorsport engineering student, but for some reason this drive was different. You didn't want to slow down, and didn’t necessarily want to arrive quickly either. Your first long stop to eat wasn’t until you arrived at the very south of the somewhat cold country of France. Carefully you parked at a big gas station, letting out a yawn and grabbing your phone from the console to check some notifications, right before your breath got stuck in your throat.
‘’Are you okay?’’ Layla asked you as she noticed you started to look pale in the face.
You opened your work group chat after hours, or better said probably days of leaving it muted. Your eyes immediately fell on the PDF document that was sent by your boss not long ago.
F1 Winter test in Barcelona 23-25 February, 2022. It is February 22nd today.
SHIT
‘’Uhm yes I’m fine, let’s go inside’’ you mumbled.
You ordered for both you and Layla. Somehow managing to speak a well-understandable French. The two of you ate, a pasta that felt like it was going to hurt your stomach later, but you two were never picky when it came to food, especially not during trips. Layla showing you the guy she was talking to this week, you laughed and finished up before you made your way down the stairs of the restaurant, walking back to the gas station.
Your car was filled up, your body stretched a little bit and your energy reloaded enough for the last push of the drive.
Before you got back into the car, you told Layla you’d go back inside the gas station to take an aspirin quickly. ‘’Just in case’’, you said.
Slightly worried, Layla nodded her head at you, while closing the passenger door of your car. She wasn’t stupid either. It was quite obvious something was going on in your head, even though you were laughing with her just a minute ago.
You left to the bathrooms that were located outside the building, opened WhatsApp again to be sure of what you just read. How could you be so stupid? You completely forgot about it. Was it a good or a bad thing, even?
It was only a while ago that you met the person who you’ve been trying to get out of your head ever since. You remember it so vividly, that one night.
You were sat inside of your car with your colleague and friend Alex. The drivers’ door open, looking down at your phone, waiting for the que that you two could go home. Meanwhile a lot of Marshalls were outside the gates of the Zandvoort circuit, waiting for everyone that was working on the track that day to exit safely.
Mechanics exited, team principals, trucks, engineers, marshalls, eventually drivers as well. A lot of men exiting would honk, wink, smile or try to get your attention in any other way. You remember how disgusting it made you feel. It was late, you were tired, most of the fans had already left. The cold Dutch air that kept flowing in your car was the only thing keeping you awake at that point. You saw fans screaming at Lando Norris, Carlos Sainz and Pierre Gasly. Some of them stopped to take pictures with them, you could see just outside the gates. Good for them, you thought.
You honestly didn’t bat an eye, you were never the type to care for famous people, even if they were F1 drivers. Even if your life constantly revolved around racing and working on the tracks. You figured it's nothing more than a nice feature on your student curriculum. Was that really the reason you started working there, though?
Your thoughts were irrupted when Alex smirked and poked your arm with his elbow. ‘’What?’’ You replied dryly, without bothering to look up from your phone, looking at a story Lewis Hamilton had posted hours prior. You were a complete mess when it came to him, you’d never dare to go near him in fear of literally fainting. That’s how big of a crush you had on him, he was your only idol, the only person you were looking up to. It felt like something completely childish to you, and besides, this was real life. Not some fairy-tale where everything would somehow be possible. He was nothing but a far, far away dream.
’’I think someone fancies you’’, he chuckles.
You look up to Alex and notice him looking past you, to your left. You turn, only to directly meet the eyes of Lewis Hamilton. There he was, in the actual flesh. He drove past you, as anyone else, on his way to the exit. The only difference is that he stopped. For a few seconds you exchanged the most electrifying eye contact you’d ever had in your life. He smiled at you, obviously knowing what he was doing.
‘’Get out and talk to him, this is your chance!’’ Alex shouted. You felt like your stomach had just dropped out of your body. You were perplexed, you couldn’t even think straight. Your mind going blank, and the only thing you could do out of shame, is looking away, you couldn’t afford him to see you while you didn’t even know what kind of facial expression to make. From the side of your eye, you noticed his smile disappearing, waiting for a few more seconds before finally driving off, leaving you behind. You never saw him again.
Even though it was an excuse to get some fresh air and think about what you’re going to do in Barcelona, you got some aspirins from the gas station and a bottle of water. Popped two and swallowed them quickly. You figured that remembering that night would eventually give you a headache anyway. You couldn’t quite believe what happened, even though it might have seemed like nothing to anyone else. That was a one in a million, gazillion chance that he would have been able to talk to you. There was no one around, except your colleague.
No cameras, no interviewers, nothing. Before you go all emotional you stop yourself there and man up. You exited the building to walk back to the car, figuring that you would see what to do with the information of you two being in the same place during the same time again once you get there. Knowing your friend all too well, though, you knew that she was just the right person to tell this to. But how? You were honestly ashamed for not being the strong, confident person everyone thought you were when it came to guys, especially in the eyes of your friends.
You lower yourself into the big, black leather seats of your white Mercedes, wanting them to swallow you whole at this point. Layla obviously looked right through your facade. ‘’You know you can tell me anything, right?’’
‘’Yes, I know’’ you replied. ‘’It’s just stupid, you’ll probably think I’m an idiot for even thinking about this’’. You sighed.
‘’I can literally tell something is bothering you, do I need to beat someone up?’’
You couldn’t help but let out a small laugh. You loved your friends; they would go to the ends of the earth for you. Sometimes you wonder what you did to deserve them, being so introverted in contrast to them.
‘’I think I might be in love with someone who is going to be in Barcelona, just like us’’. You spilled.
Layla looked at you more shocked than you’ve ever seen her before. With wide eyes, she couldn’t help but yell. ‘’YOU?!’’
‘’You’re in WHAT? HOW? WHO? How the hell am I just hearing about this now, you little….’’
‘’Well, obviously, you know, not in actual love, just-’’
‘’Hold on now.’’ Layla stopped you. ‘’Start from the beginning. Details.’’
She had every right to react like that, you were probably the last person to let out these words. You never had many crushes, or even boyfriends, despite all of the attention. The last time you were happily dating someone or being intimate must have been years ago. You usually kept to yourself when it came to these things anyway, but there simply hasn’t been much to tell.
‘’It’s nothing, it’s not going anywhere, it’s impossible…’’ you started, tone directly much lower, stopping when you noticed the crack in your voice. You felt so small all of a sudden, trying to push yourself back more in the seats of your car, as if you could somehow hide. You really didn’t want to admit to these feelings, not even to yourself.
‘’Who is it?’’
‘’Lewis.’’
‘’Lewis Hamilton?’’ Layla replied, looking at you, furrowing her eyebrows.
‘’Yeah.’’ You dragged the word out, making it almost questionable, while looking down at your fingers that were resting on the bottom of your steering wheel.
‘’Why wouldn’t that work?’’ She surprised you. ‘’Have you seen yourself?’’  You knew she wasn’t lying to you, you were undeniably beautiful, if you had to believe others. Always being mistaken for some model or some instagram celebrity, especially at tracks. In all honesty, you could have easily passed for one, anyways. Your mental health and self-image would always be your biggest enemy, because even with the daily compliments you got, even from strangers, you would never see yourself like they do.
‘’Obvious reasons.’’
Everything spilled, you told her about your feelings, especially since Zandvoort last year. Layla was carefully listening to you. Nodding here and there, processing everything in her head. You could tell she was going to come up with some crazy solution that only she could think of, you truly loved her for this.
‘’But he noticed you in Zandvoort?’’
‘’Yeah, I guess. He saw me and stopped before I saw him’’.
‘’My god.’’
‘’Lay, what do you want me to do? DM him and say ‘’hey, I’m that blonde girl you’ve exchanged eye contact with somewhere a year ago, remember me?’’ It would sound ridiculous. He gets attention from girls on the daily, there is no way he would even remember me’’. You let out a deep sigh. ‘’But it’s just... I can’t shake him either.’’
‘’Look, it’s not going to be that hard. You’re going to that winter testing, and you’ll get to see him again. I’m sure of it.’’ Layla firmly spoke. ‘’We should go, I feel like we’ve been sitting here for hours, and you have someone to reunite you with,'' she says while squeezing your cheek softly with her fingers, earning a smile from you.
You noticed from that moment her whole focus shifted to you; she would be super selfless for the rest of the trip. You trusted her, and trusted that whatever was going to happen, it would somehow work out. All you really wanted was to get rid of the knot in your stomach, and the best person to help you achieve that goal was Layla. She is the type of person that doesn’t let anything she wanted slip away from her. A quality you appreciated more than ever before now.
It’s 8 PM, you’re still in the south of France, about 5 hours removed from Barcelona.
The rest of the drive was a complete blur, you were tired both mentally and physically, but the first sign that showed ‘’Barcelona’’ in big letters gave you a little bit of energy, as well as terrible nerves flushing through your body, keeping you awake.
You were happy to finally arrive to the hotel, calling a receptionist to send someone to take your bags, stepping out of the car in the middle of the somewhat warm night. You had missed this, the lit- up palm trees, the smell of the salty sea hitting you like you were tens of thousands of miles away from home.
‘’I’m so happy our hotel is right by the beach, bless the wallets of that family of yours’’ Layla joked at you laughing, as she also got out of the car to the sights of the Arts Hotel.
You giggled back at her. ‘’You’re welcome.’’ You didn’t come from a rich family, but certainly a wealthy one. Whatever you would have, you were more than happy to share with your friends. If you could take them with you, you would.
7 AM
Sunrays started to heat your face, as you turned around trying to desperately fall back into sleep. You felt fussy, drenched from the drive as nerves starting to hit you. You hated these types of mornings when the first thing you would feel was anxiety. Slowly moving your arm around to find your phone somewhere between the sheets, trying not to wake Layla. 7:01 AM. Already? Really? You thought. After closing the curtains when you got up to get some water, you slowly let yourself sink back into the big bed. Luckily, the next time you opened your eyes and check your phone 3 hours had passed, and you felt ready to actually start your day.
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destinationtoast · 8 months
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no worries/pressure if not, but any snippets from future chapters of cyrano you'd want to share?
Ooh, sure! I just sent off the latest chapter for beta feedback, and I'm excited about it and happy to share. :D
Here's how the forthcoming chapter 3 of Not Exactly Cyrano opens...
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Jamie, the text message reads.  Good news - I’m in town today, and I want to see you!  Meet me at Le Chat Cache at 7pm?  My phone’s about to die, unfortunately, so I just hope you can make it!!  Xoxo Mum
He’s been staring at the message all day, wondering about what could have possibly brought his mother all the way to London. (Roy doesn’t yell at him once for not paying attention during Beard’s post-match analysis, though; he seems distracted himself—presumably because he’s gotten Keeley’s letter.)  All Jamie can come up with is that she wants to tell him in person that she and Simon are finally getting married.   Which would be mint, but he’s shocked that Ms. “If I’m traveling for that long I’m bloody well going somewhere outside of England, love” would finally visit Richmond, even for that.
He’ll go meet her, of course.  But it’s shit luck that it’s happening right at the same time that he was planning to eavesdrop on Roy and Keeley as they meet up.  Jamie feels relief knowing that the meeting is going to happen, that he won’t lie awake any more nights dreading it and everything that will have to change afterward.  But he wishes he could be there to hear his letter-writing plan come together, and to at least feel the pride in a play well executed.  
Instead, he’ll have dinner with Mummy.  Maybe that’s for the best; being with her always cheers him up.
(He briefly wonders whether he can convince her to go eavesdrop with him, but reluctantly dismisses the idea… the restaurant is too far from the cafe, and they’d probably miss all the good parts.)
When he enters the restaurant and sees Roy and Keeley sitting at a table, he freezes, thinking he came to the wrong place after all.  But no, this is Le Chat Caché.  
“Where’s Mummy?” he asks, trying to figure out how his mother managed to summon both Roy and Keeley; he’s pretty sure she’s never had Roy’s number.  He hasn’t told her about shagging Roy, because it’s just temporary.
“She’s not here,” Keeley says.  “Come join us.”  She pats the chair next to her, across from Roy.  She looks unusually serious. (He looks usually serious.)
 “Is she okay?”  Maybe whatever is up with Mummy is scarier than he thought.
“Chrissakes,” Roy grits out.  “We’re your mummy.”
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vivendraws · 3 months
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all-4-wincest · 2 years
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Hi…..
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SPN GIF DRABBLE
Gif credit @aborddelimpala
Warnings: None.
Characters: Jensen Ackles, you, or actually @arwenadreamer , Jared Padalecki mentioned, unnamed convention employee
Summary: Jensen Ackles, attending the JIB 12 convention that @arwenadreamer was fortunate enough to be able to attend. She was also able ask Jensen a question, it was supposed to be for both Jensen and Jared, but things happen. She posted about how it went, and I asked her for a few more details. Based on her story, I came up with this for her. I REALLY HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS!!!
A/N1: Extremely Fluffy, some mature language just because that’s how I roll, I think Jensen probably does too especially when he’s just saying it in his own head.
A/N2: I never send hate and I don’t expect it in return. Don’t like, don’t read (That’s my usual Wincest A/N, but it never hurts to say it!!)
A/N3: I’ve been having trouble completing a few longer fics, I’m so sorry my friends, so I thought maybe writing some gif drabbles would help me get back in the right frame of mind. This is the gif, my friend, @arwenadreamer sent me, if you read her story you’ll understand how personal this is for her. I hope I did it at least a little bit of justice. Maybe she’ll post the link after she reads? Because yes, sadly after all my years on Tumblr, I still haven’t figured out how to do it.😞😞 This turned out longer than I expected, but once I started, I couldn’t stop. I really enjoyed writing this.
Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy, XOXO, Liz
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Jensen looked to his right to see the next person in line to ask a question, and he did what he hoped was an inconspicuous double take. He couldn’t really explain it, he met so many people and unfortunately, their faces blurred together sometimes.
But there was something about her face. Not just how she looked physically, she looked so kind and friendly. Jensen desperately wanted to know more. What’s her name, where’s she from, what did she smell like? Wait, what, where the hell did that last question come from? He didn’t automatically think he was a creeper or something like that, he just really wanted to know more about her.
She was beautiful to him. But damn, he hadn’t really wondered that about anyone in a long time. That wasn’t something that he wondered about just anyone, that was very personal, intimate information, in his opinion. He couldn’t just go around sniffing people, (Even though people did it to him often during his photo ops.), he still found himself wanting to bury his face in that juncture in between her neck and the top of her shoulder and inhaling as deeply as he could.
She was talking. What did she ask him? He groaned internally at what he had to ask now. “Oh, uhm, I’m sorry, can you repeat your question, darlin’?” He asked her with his thickest Texas drawl coming out. She blushed a pretty pink from the tips of her ears down below her shirt collar when he called her darlin’. Which, holy shit, was that cute on her!
He focused intently this time as she repeated her question. He didn’t want to give a stupid answer, or one that felt like he wasn’t really listening. Jensen gave the best answer he could think of. His mind was currently quite preoccupied, Thank You Very Fucking Much! Cutely, rubbing his hand over the back of his neck. Then he got to answer for Jared, which was always fun. He could be silly with Jared’s part, which he thought his best friend would appreciate.
After looking out around at the rest of the audience thinking ‘Yeah, keep it cool Jensen. You know how to do this’ he looked back to where she had been standing, she was already gone. ‘Oh Fuck’, he scanned the audience quickly, finding the back of her head as she retreated back to her seat. He didn’t do this, he in fact, had never done this. But he was going to take a chance and do it this once. Just this one fucking time.
His panel was over about five minutes later and he already knew where she was sitting. He almost ran off of the stage, finding his ‘handler’ for the weekend, almost knocking them over in his haste. “Hey, uhh, did you see that girl I was talking to about five minutes ago?” In awe themselves at getting to spend the weekend with Jensen too, they nodded kinda dumbly.
Jensen smiled, a cross between a schoolboy smile, and well, one with more heat behind it. He asked for a piece of paper and something to write with, which was given to him almost instantly. He scratched down a quick note, no more than five or six words, his handler thought, and placed it into their hand. After they wiped their sweaty palms off on their pants, of course. Sorry, being around Jensen tended to do that to people.
Once she had the four times folded note in her hand from someone she didn’t know, the temptation to read it was overwhelming. Especially after they said that, “This is of vital importance. Please don’t throw it away. Just, just read it, okay?” She went to get an overpriced drink and snack, opening it as she waited.
Meet me in Green Room. Please?
J.A.
Snack and drink forgotten.
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fox-daddy · 4 months
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The first chapter is officially out;
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