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swiftiebuck · 1 year
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Buck + Eddie in "RED FLAG"
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vhagarlovebot · 1 year
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WHAT WENT WRONG.
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♡. ── gif credit. ; ( aemond targaryen masterlist. )
pairing: prince aemond targaryen x fem!reader
summary: you and aemond promised to send each other letters when you left king’s landing five years ago, but he didn’t keep his promise. now you’re back ready to find answers but aemond is no the same he used to be and you might not like what he has to say.
content contains: pure angst, no happy ending.
note: if there are any mistakes i apologize but as some of you may know english is not my first language. hope you enjoy! reblogs and likes are greatly appreciated.
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YOU HAVE NOT SEEN prince aemond targaryen since you left for dragonstone five years ago. the last time you saw him he was trying to hold his tears, waving goodbye after promising to send each other letters. you did send letters but aemond never replied. after three years you stopped writing, it hurt you to know you were that easy to forget. but you also knew how life in king's landing is, specially for a prince. you were fifteen and should have known that was going to happen, but you liked to dream, always hoping for the better.
although being hard at first, you moved on. until the invitation to aegon and helaena's wedding came.
"are you nervous?" helaena asks, walking arm in arm with you. she’s smiling even though it’s been a exhausting day with all the final details on the wedding.
you arrived two nights ago but haven't seen aemond yet. of course you are nervous, helaena and her mother have told you how much he has grown, how different from that sixteen year old boy he is now, and that doesn’t make you feel any better.
“not at all.” you smile and she believes it.
but you are a bundle of nerves with a urge to throw up when the doors in front of you open, revealing a large table and a few people standing around it.
you can see your mother and daemon talking in a corner, your brothers in the middle of the room, you can also see aegon at the opposite side of the table talking with a serious and very tall aemond.
you don’t look at him much longer, walking with helaena to converse with your brothers. but it doesn't matter how much you ignore aemond, you can feel his piercing gaze on you, following your every move.
it feels strange being in a room with aemond again, you never really thought about that possibility, not after you decided that aemond targaryen never existed.
"niece!" aegon's voice resonates in the room, drawing everyone's attention. you sigh, closing your eyes and trying to keep your composure. "won't you come say hello?"
you turn around, a big fake smile on your face. you know what he's doing, you know he wants you to react and embarrass yourself.
walking to them, you try to only look at aegon, but it is almost impossible since his brother is standing behind him.
"uncles," you bow your head and, after five years, you finally make eye contact with aemond targaryen.
you can see he's taller, his jaw is sharper, and his stance is different. if you didn't know him, you would feel intimidated. but you know in the inside he's just the same boy you grew up with.
aemond is the first to break the eye contact, and it hurts you to see the look of aversion and annoyance on his face.
"my wife-to-be is calling," aegon says with a mocking smile, already walking away, not giving you the chance to make an excuse.
you look everywhere but at aemond, fidgeting with you necklace.
"can you stop doing that? it is annoying." it's the first time you are hearing him talk, and his voice is soft and velvety even when he speaks with such disgust.
“you are annoying.” you know it’s childish but he’s acting so indifferent that all you want is to get a reaction from him. “that’s how you greet me after not seeing me for five years?”
“what do you want me to say?”
“did you ever read my letters?” there’s hope in your voice, maybe he did send you letters but got lost in the sea–
“yes,” he says, nodding. and a new piece of your heart breaks, shattering on the ground along the other million more. “what about that?”
“what about our promise?” you manage to say, holding back your tears. “i thought–”
“you thought wrong, princess.” he says, calm, smooth, like those letters— you, don’t matter to him. you sob, your hands immediately covering your mouth as you run out of there.
you imagined your reunion for a very long time, there were a million different scenarios in your head, but never one like this. you never thought aemond could be so mean.
you go to the only place you know you can find some peace, that’s how you end up in the godswood. however, there’s someone there. someone that stands up the second he sees the mess you are.
“my princess,” he bows, taking a few steps in your direction. “is something wrong? is someone chasing you?” he looks to the corridor but finds nothing, his gaze falling on you again.
“pardon me, my lord, it was not my intention to disturb you.” you wipe your tears, mortified at being seen like this.
"i will go get som–"
"no! please no…" you catch his arm and he stops, his big grey eyes looking at you hesitantly. "pardon me,” you let go of him, taking a couple of steps back, your gaze fixed on the ground. "i know how inappropriate this is."
"do not worry about it, princess."
you clear your throat, looking at him again. “i am being very disrespectful, this is not like me.” he chuckles and your blush hard, feeling embarrassed.
“are you sure you don’t need me to call for someone?” he really looks worried and that makes you smile.
“i am sure. but you… i would like some company, if you are comfortable with that.” he nods and hold his hand out for you. and is only then that you see the big and warm fur coat, a very characteristic pin on his chest. “you are a stark.” you state as you take his hand.
“i am.” his radiant smile tells you how proud he is of his bloodline. “cregan stark.” lord stark guides you to the bench he was sitting on when you interrupted him with your crying.
you feel like a fool, your mind was too clouded with thoughts about aemond and what happened earlier to recognize him.
“could you tell me what is it like to live there?” the smile plastered on his face contrasts with his imposing figure.
“oh, it is absolutely beautiful–”
“i am sure it is.”
your smile instantly disappears while lord stark stands up abruptly, like he had seen a ghost, and bows his head. but aemond doesn’t turn to look at him, his eye doesn’t leave your face, making you nervous.
“leave us.” he says harshly, his hands resting behind his back and the wind in his hair. he looks majestic and intimidating.
cregan stark turns to you, a look of concern on his face. you feel bad he’s not smiling anymore, it gave you a certain calm.
“do i need to repeat myself?” you sigh, nodding to the lord, letting him know that you will be okay. the last thing you want is a confrontation.
“i look forward to seeing you again, my princess.” lord stark holds your hand and kiss it, and you forced yourself to look away to hide the blush on your cheeks. “prince aemond.” he nods to him one more time before walking away.
there is just a minute of silence before aemond is walking towards you, grabbing your arm with slight force.
“have you forgotten your place?” he’s angry and you’re hurt, and that is not good for neither of you. “do you really are this stupid? you know what would happen if someone caught you alone with that man.”
his words hurts you, eyes filling with tears because of him for the second time in one night.
you pull away, refusing to look him in the eye. “the same thing if someone sees us right now.” all you want is to be alone and cry yourself to sleep, forgetting all about this day.
straightening your clothes and holding back the tears, you start walking in the same direction you came, but aemond blocks your way. he lifts your chin up with two of his fingers, his touch soft and gentle, the exact opposite of the look of anger and disgust on his face.
“there is a big difference between him and me,” he says, looking intently into your eyes, like waiting for something. “i know what men want and your lord stark is no different from them.” aemond brushes a strand of hair out of your face, feeling it between his fingers. “believe it or not, i’m looking out for you.”
“you have a funny way of showing it.”
“i am being sincere.” aemond shrugs, taking a step back and taking his initial stance. “we grew apart, things happen.”
“i did not want for this to happen! i waited three years for a letter… just one letter.” you blink rapidly, the last thing you want is to cry in front of him. “and when i ask you can’t give me a proper–”
“i am to marry one of jason lannister’s daughters.” he says and your whole world falls apart. “two moons after my brother’s wedding.”
you thought aemond was there to pick up the broken pieces of your heart and glue them together, when in reality he was ready to break them into tiny million pieces more.
aemond doesn’t look at you, instead he just looks behind you, and it makes you angry, sad and confused at the same time. you heard him loud and clear but you don’t understand what it means, he throws this big rock at you but doesn’t say anything else, waiting for you to give them meaning. is this his way of saying ‘sorry for not replying to your letters’? it can’t be because those words can mean a million different things that you are not ready to face. not today and not in this moment at least.
you try to act normal, to not give him the satisfaction of seeing how much this affected you.
“congratulations, prince aemond.” you smile through the pain, something you’ve mastered because, in reality, it feels like a slow and painful death. “i wish you a long and happy marriage.” you walk away with your head held high, smile faltering and legs trembling. you barely have time to go up the stairs leading to your bedchamber before falling to your knees, a sharp pain in your heart that has you gasping for air.
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ecoamerica · 22 days
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jawabear · 1 year
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Bedroom act
Kyle “Gaz” Garrick x Reader
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A/N: sorry for the bad title. And I have no idea where this came from but here you go. This is pure smut and maybe I did him dirty. Although I tried writing in the second person (you) for a change, reader is still AFAB. Hope you enjoy it! Sorry for any mistakes.
Genre: smut
Warnings: AFAB!reader, rough sex, unprotected sex, daddy kink, name calling, lots of dirty talk, spanking, pussy grabbing, clit spanking, a little anal play, aftercare
Summary: The bedroom is where Kyle comes into his own
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Kyle was perfect in every single way. He was kind, loving, funny, handsome and all that jazz. He was absolutely besotted by you. He would do absolutely anything for you. He would climb the highest mountains, tame the wildest seas, even bring you the brightest star from the sky if you always it of him.
And in bed, he was just a sweet. Sometimes anyway.
The bedroom was his domain. His area of expertise as it were. That was where he put his needs first. You didn’t mind because you knew he would always look after you and he would never push you too far or force you into anything you didn’t want to do. Even when he was dominant he was still sweet.
Even when he was fucking you so hard the headboard was banging and cracking against the wall he was still kind. His touch on your hips so soft and gentle it was almost as if two different people were fucking you. One sex crazed animal. And one gentle content lover. It was a head spinning position to be in but you wouldn’t change it for the world.
Kyle’s hand tugged your head back by your hair, his hot, sharp breaths hitting against your ear. “Such a slut for me. Look at you” he whispered. You wish you could’ve seen yourself. No doubt you were the picture of pure pleasure. Eyes closed, face flushed and hot, open mouth, drool falling from your chin, hair a mess, neck littered with purple marks from his lips and teeth. But you knew he loved it. He had taken enough pictures of your fun time to prove he did. “You like getting fucked like this? Like getting your little pussy used by me?”
You could only (barely) nod a yes. Too fucked out to use your words but Kyle wouldn’t stand for that. He wanted to hear you say it. “Tell me” he growled and nipped your ear “tell me you like being my slut”
You let out a soft scream when he pulled your hair roughly “yes!” You cried “love being your slut, Kyle! Want you to keep using me!”
“Good girl” he praised and pushed you back to the bed. He grabbed your hips rougher this time. Finger tips digging into your skin. “Such a good little whore”
“Yes daddy, for you. Wanna be your good slut” tears were falling from your eyes. His balls swinging up and slapping shading your untouched and throbbing clit.
Kyle liked to get things going as soon as he could. The meant he would sometimes skip the fore play and go straight in. Literally. This was one of those times. He has pushed himself into you without even touching you. It was a little embarrassing at how easily he could slip in without foreplay.
Kyle lifted a hand and delivered a harsh slap your ass cheek. “Kyle!” You screamed.
“Too rough?” He asked, half in character half not.
“N-No. But I-“ he slapped you again. A little softer this time.
“You what?”
“Please touch my clit…it hurts…” you sobbed. You reached a hand behind your back to try and grab at his arm but he kept it out of reach. “Please daddy”
He let out a grunt and slowed his hips a little. He slid a hand round to your front and grabbed at your pussy making you scream again. “Daddy!”
“Be more specific, sweetheart. How do you want me to touch this pretty little clit of yours?”
“C-circles. Fast ones. Please”
“There you go. Wasn’t so hard was it?” He took his index and middle finger and began rubbing fast circles on your clit like you asked. You cried out his name again and gripped at the sheets, the pillows or whatever it was you were holding onto. Too fucked out to even open your eyes to look at what it was. “That’s better isn’t it? This pretty little pussy getting some attention. All you had to do was ask”
“Feels so good, Kyle. So fucking good” he slapped your pussy making your hips jolt back into him. His cock hitting that sweet spot inside you.
“Filthy mouth” he muttered before rubbing your clit again.
You could feel you climax nearing. Coming at you quicker than you could comprehend. “Gonna come…” you muttered bucking your hips into him. “Please daddy”
“Are you there? Right on that fucking edge?”
“Yes! So close!”
“Fucking stay there. Don’t come ‘til I say”
“Kyle! Please let me come!”
He slapped your ass again “don’t. Come. Until. I. Say.” He punctuated with word with a harsh thrust inside you. His fingers picking up their pace around your clit. He was making it impossible for you to hold it. And he knew that. “Besides, I thought you wanted to be my good little slut?”
“I-I do…” you stuttered burying your face into the pillow “I’m your good slut”
“Yes you are baby” he grabbed at your ass with both hands and spread it apart. He loved your puckered hole. Loved it just a little more than your pussy. It really got him going to look at it while he fucked you. They way it looked so desperate to be filled. “Fuck” he bit out “gonna come baby. Gonna come on this fuckin’ arse”
“Please daddy. Come all over me”
“You come all over me. Want to feel this pussy squeeze around my dick” he took a finger and pushed it into your tight hole. You screamed and your thighs shook barely able to keep you up anymore. You came screaming his name around his throbbing cock. Your head spinning and veins burning with white hot pleasure. “Yes, yes. Fuck. Just like that baby. Keep riding it out. I’m so close”
You could barely hear him I’ve the sound of your heart thumping in your ears as you continue to ride the wave of pleasure. Kyle pulled his dick out and tugged at it a few times before shooting his load over your ass. “Fuck” he drew out as he came “perfect little slut”
Kyle took his finger out of you and gathered up some of his come and pushed it into your hole. “That’s it. Gotta fill up this cute hole”
Once he had pushed all of his come into your ass he gently rolled you over onto your back and hovered over you.
“Are you okay?” He whispered as he pressed soft kisses to your tear stained cheeks. “I wasn’t too rough right?”
“No” you smiled and reached up a shaky hand to his cheek “you were great. You’re always amazing Kyle”
“As are you, beautiful” he kissed your lips once and then got off the bed heading into the bathroom. You heard the shower turn on and then Kyle reappear. He looked so good naked. In his full golden brown glory.
“Stand there” you told him “just want to look at you for a second”
“Do you want me to pose?” He asked making you laugh.
“No. I just love you”
“I love you too” he walked to the bed and lifted you into his arms. “Let’s get you cleaned up”
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chazycheese · 2 years
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Strawberry chapstick
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Summery - Drew just can’t get enough of your strawberry chapstick, what would he do if you ever lost it.
Warnings // pure fluff
A/n: please if you have any requests give them to me I also do smuts
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This whole thing started when y/n had to go to the store to get things for her humble home, such as clothes and cleaning supplies because she had expectation in almost 3 days. She didn’t know what could bring her here other then that but as she shopped she came to a stop at a bowl of chapsticks in the makeup i’ll. 
Of corse what could be the harm of getting chapstick for her ashy lips, she thought to herself, but little did she know that if she picks that up she could never put it back. there she was now, at the checkout with her strawberry chapstick in one hand. Just waiting to be opened.
The first time Drew ever even kissed her with it on was on there date, after he came back from filming season 2 of outerbanks, he fell in love with the taste, and fell in love with kissing her over and over.
She didn’t know how much it meant to him so she could care less about the chapstick, but the day she lost it, that’s when hell came out. She thought she could get away with it by using vaseline but she misspoken. As she opened Drew’s door to his apartment she placed her keys on the island of the kitchen.
“Baby?“ she called out his little pet name she’s given him, “y/n!!” Drew was most excited to she her, and taste her delicious lips, “woah what’s gotten you so happy” she says as she pulls him into a warm embrace. She smelt his scent as she took a deep breath in.
 ”I missed you” he whispered in her ear, sending shivers down and up her spine, “did you now?” She was confused, he spent all day with her yesterday so she couldn’t come to mind on why he was so excited to see her today. Maybe it was because of her smile, or maybe the way she smelt. No that’s all wrong, it was her strawberry chapstick.
“Can I kiss you?” He asks with the most pleading eyes as he pulls away, she raises an eyebrow before nodding her head, the kiss he has been waiting for since this morning. He leans in and presses a gentle kiss on her plump lips making the butterfly’s appear in her stomach again.
He immediately pulls back in confusion and Curiosity, he couldn’t taste it, he couldn’t Taste it, he tries for another kiss and leans in, but he got the same old taste. “What’s wrong?” She asks as she playfully plays with his messy hair.
“Where is it?” He speaks
“Where’s what babe?”
“The chapstick I can’t taste it” he leans in again and tries for yet another attempt but false, “oh I lost it” she admits, and the only thing he does next is grabs her by the hand, “drew what are you doing?” She questions his methods. “We’re going to by you another one” he answers.
“But-“ that was it, he was in control again and y/n couldn’t do anything to stop him, he took her to the store she told him to go and basically dragged her along with him. He searched for his beloved chapstick in almost ever I’ll.
Until there it was, the chapstick he wanted, no the chapstick he needed, he bought at least 5 for her in case she loses it again.
He pays and as they walk out the store he stops her, “put it on” he demands, she listen to his pleading and does as told, he pulls her by the waste and kisses her in the middle of the sidewalk. He couldn’t wait anymore.
He smiled as he tasted his strawberry chapstick—- 
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1800-fight-me · 2 years
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lovely jo, congrats on 2k, you deserve every single one! 🥳❤️🎉
could i please make a drabble request from the prompt lists?
we all know matt murdock is an amazing kisser
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so could i please request ''i want [our first kiss] to be special'' from the first kiss prompts for matty?
First Kiss
Matt Murdock x gn!Reader (No Y/N)
Rating: T- This is pure fluff but as a general rule my blog is 18+
Warnings: None
Word count: A little over 1K
Author’s note: Mindi!!! Thank you so much!! This is a perfect request for Matt! Those gifs have me feeling some type of way,,,, I hope you like this!!
P.S. Here’s a link to my masterlist if you’d like to check out my other writing! And here's my Matt Murdock masterlist!
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“It’s weird, right? Is it weird?” 
“Take a deep breath,” your friend advised you. 
You immediately complied and felt only slightly better. 
“But is it weird? I mean we’ve been on four dates and he still hasn’t even tried to kiss me. Am I being friendzoned? Is that even a thing or is that just an excuse nerdy asshole guys use for why they can’t get a date?” You were so nervous you could not stop rambling. 
Josie snorted at you from behind the bar as she handed you and Foggy each a beer. 
“I did not ask your opinion Josie, thank you very much!” you said with only a little bit of bite. 
Foggy laughed and you glared at him. 
“He’s my best friend, but yeah, he’s a weirdo,” Foggy said with a pat to your shoulder. 
“That’s zero percent reassuring, thanks,” you said as you rolled your eyes. 
You took a long drink of your beer before you sighed again. 
“Has he said anything about me?” you asked him beseechingly. 
“I don’t-” 
“Foggy, you’re the one who set us up so do not tell me you don’t want to get in the middle!” you said as you pointed your finger at your friend. 
He sighed, “Fine. Yes, he said that he really likes you. I wouldn’t worry about it, okay? You’re definitely not being friendzoned. He probably just wants to take things slow.” 
“Yeah, he probably really cares about you and doesn’t want to mess things up,” a deep voice said from behind you. 
You cringed and turned around to see the subject of your conversation standing behind you with a smirk on his pretty full lips. 
“Heyyyy Matt,” you said awkwardly. 
Foggy snorted and you elbowed him. 
You really should have been more careful about talking about him considering you knew he was planning on meeting you here at the bar for your next date. 
“Hey sweetheart, are you ready to go?” he asked with a grin. 
“Absolutely,” you hopped down from your bar stool and slapped some cash on the bar to pay for your drink. 
“See ya later Fogs,” you said over your shoulder as you took Matt’s extended hand. 
“I hate it when you call me that!” Foggy called back to you.
You and Matt both laughed as you led him out of the bar. 
“Are you hungry?” Matt asked with a squeeze of your hand. 
“Yeah,” you said, still feeling awkward from before but you pushed it aside. 
You walked arm in arm with Matt to a hole in the wall restaurant that he had been raving about and wanting to take you to. 
The food was delicious and the company even more so. 
It was, as always, a perfect date. With every date the more you got to know Matt the more you felt yourself falling for him. 
He took you on a walk afterwards to get ice cream. 
You grinned when he suggested it, knowing he was only offering to satisfy your sweet tooth. 
“So Foggy and I still have the joke of calling ourselves avocados at law,” Matt laughed as he concluded his story. 
You giggled around your last spoonful of ice cream. 
“Well the two of you are certainly the best avocados I’ve ever met,” you teased and he laughed. 
“Aren’t we the only lawyers you know?” he asked, his tone lighthearted and teasing. 
“Maybe, that’s not the point though,” you said with a laugh and he chuckled with you. 
God, he’s pretty. And his voice, always so deep and warm. You were so into him it was getting ridiculous. 
All too soon you were on your doorstep. 
He squeezed your hand and tugged you closer to him. 
“Sweetheart, let’s talk about it,” he said gently as he placed his hand on the side of your face. 
“Talk about what?” you asked, a bit breathlessly due to his proximity. 
“I want our first kiss to be special,” he said gently. “I have a tendency to ruin things so I’m just trying to be careful.” 
“Oh, that’s so sweet. I-I get it. I shouldn’t have brought it up with Foggy and I-“ 
He pulled you even closer with a hand on your waist and you brought your hands up to rest on his chiseled chest. 
“Can I kiss you now?” 
“Yes,” the word left your mouth before he even finished his question. 
He chuckled lightly as he leaned in and pressed his soft full lips to yours. 
You reached a hand to his cheek and felt the coarse scruff of his beard as he deepened the kiss. 
A soft gasp fell from your lips as his tongue slipped against yours. He tasted sweet, like the vanilla ice cream you’d both just eaten. 
His hand slipped from your cheek to your jaw before he rested it gently on your throat. 
Your lips moved against his as you kissed him back desperately, your fingers tangled in his shirt where your hand remained on his warm chest and you could feel his racing heartbeat. 
All too soon he pulled back but kept close, and rested his forehead against yours as you both grinned. 
“That was…”
“Yeah,” you agreed with a laugh as you bit your lip. 
“It’s late. I should go,” he whispered before he pressed his lips to yours in a short and tender kiss. 
“Okay,” you said, your voice shaky. 
“Goodnight,” he said, though he made no attempt to let you go or put space between the two of you. 
“Goodnight,” you whispered back. 
He kissed you once more, this time a little longer, but still sweet and too short for your liking. 
He pulled back and let you go, but not before pressing his lips to your forehead in an all too swoon worthy gesture. 
He stepped back and you let him go. 
You shoved down all of your instincts that screamed at you to invite him inside. He wanted to take things slow and you needed to respect that. 
“See you later Matt,” you said as you took a step back towards the doorway. 
“Bye sweetheart,” he said with a soft smile on his pretty pink lips. 
You turned and walked into your apartment building. As soon as you were safely in your apartment you let out a squeal of excitement. You finally, finally had your first kiss with Matt and you couldn’t wait for more.
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bogginswritings · 1 year
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Sleepless Nights for the Damned || Percival de Rolo x fem!reader
I'm sorry for my absence. I didn't write anything here in the last like 9 months. Writers block and school were killing me. I hope this can make up for it a little bit, but don't expect too much. I practically forced this out. (I love Percy smsm)
Pairing: Percy de Rolo x fem!reader/oc
Summary: The nights were the hardest for Percy. When his mind could wander because his hands aren't preoccupied with anything. He was lucky now, though. He had her.
Warning(s): Mentions of past trauma, Percy's backstory, angst and comfort, panic attacks (Percy)
(idk who posted the GIF, I'm sorry)
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Percy wasn’t entirely sure what he looked like anymore. 
He had mirrors, of course, but the reflection didn't always look familiar. He didn’t really know what he was supposed to look like, anymore. Would he have looked like this if his childhood would keep going as it did; happy and joyful? Would the dark circles not be under his eyes? Would he not have the white hair, but rather the brown locks he always had?
He didn't know. But it seemed common, to no longer recognize himself. Wandering alone for years in the need of vengeance, a routine of eating rotten bread from trash cans and stealing apples on the market just so his stomach wouldn't complain; one could say this changes a man.
Percy met a group, and he came up with the name Vox Machina. While this was somewhat stable, he was far from happy. He wasn't even entirely sure why, because he had great and caring friends now. His stomach was always full with food that hadn't already gone bad for at least two days. Sure, the jobs they did to earn some coin wasn't always 'ethical’, per se; but it kept them going just fine. Percy wasn't happy, but he was content. As content as he could get, anyway, for the desire of revenge still lingered and nightmares took over his sleep.
Sometimes he’d kill the Briarwoods in said nightmares,  though maybe those should be considered dreams, he didn't know where they came from. Even during the day he thought about it, a gnawing feeling of pure anger taking over his entire being. He had episodes like this, they’ve become more frequent, though Percy was not entirely sure where they came from. Sure, he was so pissed no word in the English language was enough to describe it, but he didn’t think that a feeling of rage would consume his entire being.
No friend could make this better. No one was there at night to comfort him. They didn't understand. He couldn't blame them, he never told them. It wasn't fair to put a weight like that on their shoulders, to trauma dump when they all have so much to deal with already.
Percy felt hopeless, to be quite honest. Especially when he woke up in a cold sweat and had no one to go to. When he had a bad dream as a kid he would just slide in with his parents, now he waited in bed hoping to fall asleep again or at least have his body get the rest. Sometimes he was just extremely mad when he woke up in the middle of the night, and he’d get to his workshop to tinker.
It was always the same, and it felt like a routine. Just like it was routine for Vex to check Trinket’s teeth and Grog to clean his weapons. However, this was a routine he didn’t participate in voluntarily and he couldn’t get out of.
Once again his eyes snapped open, his breathing heavy. It felt like he had to lift up a brick from his chest with every breath in. Percy shot up, sitting upright to try and shake off that horrible feeling. The feeling he was going to pass out from a lack of air. The feeling he was dying. He tried to stay quiet, but a whimper slipped past his lips. He did his best to muffle it, to be silent. Usually he wouldn’t have to worry about it too much, but usually he was alone in his bed. He didn’t share it with someone.
His body got a shock from another stifled sob. Percy could feel this was going to be a bad ride, one he had to let wash over him. Wave after wave until the storm calmed and it passed. They seemed to be more frequent and during the day it fueled his being more and more with wrath and a desire to kill the Briarwoods. Percy didn’t just want to kill them, he wanted to hurt them. He needed them to feel all the sadness and anger he has felt and-
He tried to take a deep breath, to not spiral into there. Right now he just had an intense feeling of fear and panic he didn’t know how to control.
A gentle touch on his shoulder, the weight on the bed next to him dipping. “Darling?” her gentle voice rang through his ears. He couldn't register everything quickly, but she'd sat up too; one hand resting on his thigh whilst the one his shoulder started rubbing circles.
This was the first time Percy had woken her up with it. Though, to be fair, they had only started sleeping in one bed for a week or so. He knew he probably should have warned her beforehand that this could happen- would happen, but everytime he tried an itch in his throat stopped him. God, he felt like such an asshole waking her up, and that only added up to the bad feeling of guilt he had.
“I-” he swallowed, his eyes darted around the room to find something to focus on, “I’m sorry.”
“Look at me, Percy,” Her voice was soothing, “Focus on me.” He did. It took a while, her words still getting processed in his brain, but he did. Her heart broke when she saw his wobbling lips,  “Good, take a deep breath with me.”
Percy tried, he really did, but it just wouldn't. It caused him to fall into more of a panic, his breathing turning rigid. She asked him for something so simple and he couldn't do it. “I-I can’t- I can't-” Her hand moved away from his thigh, but before Percy could start crying because ‘she was definitely leaving’, it came back on his chest. “I’m here. Can you lift my hand?” She asked, and she took deep, loud drags of air to demonstrate. It took a while, but he managed to lift it slightly. And then some more. “Good job,” Her hand moved lower, resting on his abdomen, “And now? I need you to breathe through your stomach.” Percy remembered she did it with herself sometimes too, a hand on her belly before they went into battle. He understood why now, because once he managed to lift her hand it actually felt like air was going inside his lungs for the first time in the last- what, five minutes? It took a little while before it became a rhythm to breathe like that, but it helped.
The hand on his shoulder had moved to hold his face, he didn’t know when that happened, but he only noticed it just now. The feeling was nice. “Better?” She asked, and he nodded, “Good.” She gave him a kind smile, and Percy just didn’t know what he did to deserve her. She knew exactly what to do, and she didn’t even know what this was about. If the woman was honest, though, she expected it to be about the dragon at first. An intense experience they went through. But they’ve been through worse, and it didn’t seem to have bothered the man before. Nonetheless, she caressed his cheek and held him. Percy never had someone comfort him like this, but he knew he liked it. “We can get out of bed for a bit, get that busy mind of yours on something else for a while?”
“I’d like that.”
And so here they were, at the table of the shared household of Vox Machina. Two mugs of tea stood in between them, still steaming and too hot to drink. They didn’t say anything, Percy was too lost in thought and she waited for him to figure it out. “I’m sorry.” It broke the silence after a while. The woman gave him a look, not one that ridiculed him; rather one that asked why he would say that, “You shouldn’t be.”
“But I am, I’ve woken you up. I should at least have had the decency to warn you about it.”
“Does it happen often?” She asked, worry etched into her voice. She always assumed the dark circles under his eyes were from late nights in his workshop, like the others. He was a workaholic after all. She didn't think there was more behind it. She felt horrible for not asking him, to make sure. “It does,” Percy said, “I should’ve said something, I’m sorry this is pushed onto you.”
“Stop apologizing,” she dipped her finger into the tea, deciding it was cooled down enough to drink, “That’s what partners are for, if you don’t get that comfort then what kinda relationship do you have. Would you have gotten mad at me?” He shook his head, even though he knew it was rhetorical, “Exactly.” She took a sip, Percy following soon after, “If you ever need to talk about it, I’m here for you. And if you don’t that is okay, too. I’ll still be right by your side.”
“I want to talk about it- I do, I tried.”
“Take your time, Percy,” she reassured, “We aren’t in a hurry. When you’re ready I’ll be here.”
He nodded, sending her an appreciative smile, “I promise I will be. Later.”
“Later,” she affirmed, and they drank the rest of their mugs in silence.
“I just remembered we have that dinner at Uriel’s,” They were back in bed, the woman playing with Percy’s hair as his head was tucked under her chin. They didn’t cuddle often, but this felt nice, “You excited?” She felt him nod, “Though I’d be more excited if Grog remembered his manners.” She snorted at his response, but she couldn’t find it in her to disagree.
“I can’t wait to have a change of scenery. Fancy foods,” she gushed, “and fancy drinks.”
“It’ll be good for us, to get some respect as Vox Machina,” Percy said, “It could get us better jobs.” She hummed in acknowledgement. That would be nice. She kissed the top of his head, “We should probably sleep then, to look presentable and all.”
“I always look presentable.”
The woman snorted, “You sure do, goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”
That night was the first in a while where Percy felt safe.
Alrightie, hope you enjoyed!
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The Science Project
eddie munson x cheerleader!reader
summary: you get paired with eddie for a science project...
warnings: cursing, not following the scientific method
word count: 2.1k
AN: this is based on a scenario I made before i went to sleep last night 😭
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It all started Monday morning in Mr. Robinson’s science class…
“Okay class this week we are going to be doing a partner science experiment.”
You got excited and looked at one of your best friends from your cheerleading squad, Lisa. (change if that’s your name)
 “But, you are not going to be picking your own partners, I will. First ones up, Christine Cunninngham and Jennifer Smith”
Your smile dropped. You were sure that you would get paired up with some dick from the basketball team. You were a nice person and were very friendly to everyone but the guys on the basketball team were straight up bullies. Jason, the captain, always bullied the outsiders, and he always bullied Eddie Munson. You always liked Eddie even since middle school. You thought he was kinda cute and never deserved what was handed to him.
“Lisa Marshall and Jason Carver”
She looked at you with pure horror. She hated him just as much as you do. Really almost the whole squad couldn’t stand him besides Chrissy. 
“Last but definitely not least Y/N Y/L/N and Eddie Munson.”
Well that was a surprise. For both of you. Over the years you had only talked to him a handful of times. By the time you made it to high school you developed a small crush on him, but you always thought that he didn’t like you. To him, he thought you were the most gorgeous girl he had ever laid his eyes on. 
You walked over to his desk in the back of the class. This could be good, maybe by the time this is over you guys could be friends.
“Hey Eddie, I know you don’t know me much but I’m happy that I got paired with you instead of the guys from the basketball team” you chuckled.
He was surprised to hear that from you. He thought since you were a cheerleader that one of the players could possibly be your boyfriend.
“I didn’t know you think that way sweetheart”
You covered your face while blushing. How did he already make you blush?
You laughed, “ So , umm, after school I was wondering if we could work on the project at maybe your house?”
“Sure yeah, we can ride together in my van?”
“Yeah, sounds good. I’ll see you later Eddie” you smiled and went back to your desk for the rest  to hear Mr. Robinson tell you the requirements for the project.
As the day went on you couldn’t help but feel giddy. “Hey Y/N, why are you smiling so much?” you were at lunch with Lisa staring off into nowhere thinking about Eddie. 
“Oh, I know what this is about. It’s because you got paired with Eddie” she said in a sing-song voice while poking your cheek.
“Oh, quit it. We’re only doing a science project together, besides he’d never like me anyway”
“Shut up Y/N. He’s so lucky that you like him. You are the total package: hot, kind, and smart.”
“Thanks Lisa, You’re the best” you hugged her and finished your lunch.
When the school day came to a close you stood outside waiting for Eddie. A few moments later he came out and ran towards you.
“I’m so sorry sweetheart, I got caught up a little with my friends but now I’m all yours”
You liked the sound of that.
“It’s fine Eddie. Ready to go?”
“ Yeah I’m ready.”
The walk to his car was silent. But both of your minds were running rampant with thoughts about the other. When you got in his van you were hit with the smell of his cologne and cigarettes. You didn’t mind though.
“You mind if I turn on some music?”
“No, not at all. It’s your car.”
He popped in a Queen cassette. When you started mouthing the lyrics to the song. His eyebrows shot up.
“I didn’t know you listened to this music. I thought you liked Madonna or Whitney Huston or something”
“What? I mean yeah they’re great but Queen is better.”
That just made him like you ten times more.
“Okay since you have ‘taste’ what’s your top three?”
“Not in any particular order Dio, Metallica, and obviously Queen.” 
When he heard that he wanted to turn his van around and drive straight to the courthouse to marry you. He would have never thought that his crush since sixth would love the same bands as him.
“Hm, I guess you do have taste” he looked at you with the biggest grin you’ve ever seen in your life.
“Well, I could’ve told you that. What’s your top three?”
“Actually they’re the same as yours.”
You couldn’t hold back your smile but you had to play it cool.
“Interesting I guess you also have good taste”
A few minutes later you pulled up to his trailer. Right you guys had to work on a science project. You were too distracted with laughing and blushing to remember why you were actually going to his house.
You and Eddie got out of the van and went inside. You guys sat down in his living room and pulled out your books. 
“Hey I was thinking maybe for our project we could make something blow up” He said with a playful face.
“ I mean that wouldn’t be the worst idea” smiling at him “I have an idea,” “alright what is it?”
You stood up fastly “ okay I need dish soap, hydrogen peroxide and yeast. Do you have any of that here?”
“Yeah I got that stuff. What are you up to princess?”
“Guess you’ll just have to wait and see.”
_
After getting all the things together you told him your plan.
“Okay Eds, I-”
“Eds? Hm I like that nickname”
You giggled behind your hand “Okay I’ll keep calling you that from now on”
After showing him the experiment he was esatic.
“HOLY SHIT Y/N that was badass. How did you come up with this?”
“Well when you get bored you just start mixing things together”
“Woah princess, this whole time I didn’t know you were badass”
“Guess there's a lot you don’t know about me Eds”
He just smiled and laughed “ I guess not”
You looked at the clock and gasped “Oh shit” It was 9:30 your parents wanted you home by 8:30.
“I’m sorry Eddie but I have to go home I’m already and hour late”
“Oh shit , that’s my bad. I’ll take you home.” That was sweet of him, really really sweet.
“It’s okay you really don’t have to do that”
“No it’s okay I want to and I’m kinda the reason you’re late.” He really just wanted more time alone with you even though you guys would probably be together all week.
“Okay fine but only because I don’t want my parents to be more pissed at me than they probably are now”
While in the van he put in a Metallica cassette and you both jammed out on your way home. He turned down the radio when he pulled up in front of your home.
“So I guess I'll see you tomorrow?” 
“Yeah, most definitely.” 
When you left the van he already missed you. You both went to sleep that night dreaming about each other. 
The next day instead of going home after school you and Eddie both decided to work in the school library. For a guy who had to repeat his senior year twice he was really smart.
“So Mr. Robinson said we need theory so what do you have in mind, Eds?”
“I was thinking that maybe yeast makes the difference?”
“Yeah that’s good we can go with that”
After a few more hours of work it was time to go home. You had your friend pick you up so you wouldn’t cause Eddie more trouble. But he didn’t care. He loved spending time with you, if was jamming out in his car or working on a project.
“Hey, Y/N I won’t be able to work on this tomorrow I hope it’s okay”
“Oh that’s fine Eds, we’re practically done anyway we can just get the presentation together on thursday.
Still loved when you called him that.
“I, umm, actually have hellfire tomorrow and I was wondering if you would like to come”
This made your heart pound. Eddie Munson wanted you to come to his Hellfire meeting. You were just standing there with a blank face and it made him nervous.
“I mean, y-you don’t have to I just thoug-”
“I would love to” you smiled and laughed at his nervous state.
“Great I’ll see you there”
_
The next day at lunch Lisa could tell something was wrong. 
“Y/N you okay?”
You looked up from your food to look at her. The truth was you were anxious about Hellfire. What if they didn’t like you? What if you embarrassed Eddie? What if Eddie didn’t want to be friends with you anymore if you messed up? All these thoughts and more were running through your head.
“Hm? Oh nothing”
Lisa wasn’t convinced
“What’s wrong? Trouble in paradise?” She smirked at you
You rolled your eyes “Shut up.”
Her eyes turned serious. “Seriously, what's wrong?”
“I’m just a little anxious. Eddie asked me to go to his Hellfire meeting and I just don’t want to mess things up with him.”
Lisa could tell you really cared about him. It was cute seeing you crush so hard on a boy.
“Hey, everything is going to be okay. You’re just gonna go in there be yourself and everyones gonna love you” she really made you feel better that’s why she was your best friend.
“Ughh, this is why I love you” you said while hugging her.
“Yeah, I know I’m the best”
“Moment ruined”
You sat back down and listened to her talk about some college boy she was crushing on.
_
Five minutes til Hellfire…
You were in the girls bathroom because you thought you were about to puke up your lunch. You had never been this nervous in your life. This was getting a little pathetic you thought. You splashed some water on your face and left for the drama room. When you got to the door you looked in through the window to see that almost all the seats around the table were taken except one that was right next to Eddie. That must be your seat. 
After taking a deep breath you twisted the handle and walked in. Everyone's head in the room turned up to look at you.
“Holy shit, you weren’t kidding” a curly head boy said.
“Told ya. Anyway guys I would like you to meet a good friend of mine Y/N Y/L/N”
You didn’t like that word. Friend. You wanted to be more than just his ‘good friend’.
“Hi everyone it’s great to finally meet you”
Everyone started to ask you questions all at once. The ones you caught were ‘How did you meet Eddie?’ ‘How long have you guys been friends?’ and the one that caught your attention the most was ‘Are you two dating?’ you wish. When you sat next to Eddie all that anxiousness went away. He smiled at you and just like that you were okay.
During your time there you found out names and you picked up on how to play a little. And now you have three new friends, Dustin, Lucas, and Mike. They were really nice to you, especially Dustin. Also during your time there you stole a few glances at Eddie. He looked so pretty being in charge and everything. You were having so much fun but like they say time flies when you’re having fun. But you had to talk to Eddie before you left.
“Eds, thank you so much for inviting me I had the funnest time”
He was surprised you felt this way. Maybe you liked spending time with him just as much as he liked spending time with you.
“You’re welcome, didn’t think you were going to enjoy it that much. We’re all just a bunch of nerds playing a fantasy game”
“No, I love it here and maybe I want to be a nerd too”
God, He was falling in love.
His silence made you feel a little less confident.
“I mean if you don’t want me to join I don’t have too-”
He cut you off with a rough kiss. This definitely caught you off guard. Your stomach filled with butterflies and you obviously kissed him back. He held the sides of your face with his hands. His rings felt cool on your cheeks. When you separated you just let it all out.
“Eddie, I have had a crush on you since freshman year. 
“Well I’ve had a crush on you since sixth grade so I win” with that he leans in for another kiss.
For the first time in your life you actually had to thank Mr. Robinson.
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five-bi-five-mind · 2 years
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Maybe This Time (Pt. 3)
Fandom: Wonder Woman/DCEU
Pairings: Diana Prince (Wonder Woman) x fem!Reader
Words: 3.8k+
Summary: What comes next after your capture has you surprised. Is there hope? Will things truly be okay? Will you ever be safe again?
Genre: Angst, Hurt & Comfort, some light fluff
Warnings: Okay, there’s a bit more talks of violence in this. A lot of talks about burns and even death. I went into a little more detail on injures, but still it’s not like there’s gore.
Series Masterlist || Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 4 ||
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Part 3: Walls
“Up…” you heard a voice call in the distance. It was so faint, you could barely make out the words over the shrill ringing in your ears. “Come on… Have to…” The voice kept calling out. You tried, oh how you tried, to focus in, but your head felt like it was underwater. You weren’t entirely sure where you were, your body simultaneously felt like it was floating and like it was barely connected to your consciousness. Try as you might, you couldn’t even manage to crack your eyes open.
“Stand up!” The voice called louder, the agony in its tone finally shaking something within you.
All at once, the floating feeling disappeared and you were entirely too aware of your every nerve ending. Your body was shaking violently. You still couldn’t bear to open your eyes, but you knew now that you were laying on the ground, stretched on your stomach. Every intake of air felt like you were breathing in pure fire, your lungs felt like they were burning inside of you. Then you realized, from the smell in the air, you were breathing in thick, pungent smoke. The strength of its oder almost made you gag. And what really made your stomach churn was that, deep down, you knew it wasn’t just the smell of burning wood or burning metal even....
You managed to roll to your back, pain shooting through every part of your torso as you did. A coughing fit erupted from your lungs and with each excruciating squeeze of your chest, you wondered just how many of your ribs were broken. Your mind might’ve still been in a fog, but it didn’t take much awareness from you to know that you were seriously injured. Superhuman or not, it was going to take a minute to completely bounce back from this, even with your healing ability.
Finally, after what felt like ages, you were able to push through some of the haze that filled your mind to crack your eyes open. The sun was bright, blinding. In the back of your mind, the last memory you had was of nighttime. So how long had you been laying there? It felt like there was a wall, and your mind refused to surpass it to access the memories. You turned your head to shield your eyes from the sun and that’s when your heart stopped.
Surrounding you was pure destruction, bathed in flames. Your eyes scanned your surroundings and you realized you were laying in the dirt on the side of the road, in what seemed like the absolute middle of nowhere. Military vans were strewn across the road, on the side of the road, in the distance, most of which were on fire or not in one piece or both. What was worse was the bodies. Your stomach lurched and you finally realized what that smell was. Charred forms of men were scattered throughout the wreckage and from what was left of them you could tell they were uniformed.
Tearing your eyes from the horrors around you, you decided you had to get up. But when you moved your arms, you bit back a scream as pain shot through your system. You knew you had a couple of broken ribs, you could handle that. You also knew you had some bad cuts and bruises, that wasn’t anything new to you. Neither was this searing pain currently shooting through your limbs, but it had been a long time since it was this bad.
It took all of your will power to even want to see the state of your arms, but when you finally began to survey them, you began to connect the dots. Your arms were in bad shape. Third degree burns ran up from your fingertips all the way to your shoulders. The adrenaline that was preventing you from fully feeling the extent of your injuries was no longer present and, while your body might not be on fire anymore, it felt like every cell inside of you was. You also knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that you caused this destruction. This was on you. Your pain was caused by your powers, and as much as you tried you still couldn’t piece together what had happened yet.
“We have to go.” You almost forgot about the voice from earlier, the one that woke you from your floating feeling and brought you back to this hellish reality. Red and gold boots stopped right in front of you and you tried to focus on them, focus on the voice that barely hid its concern, but being so aware of your injuries had the fog threatening to yet again invade your mind.
You looked up and away from the wreckage and tried to focus again, but between the blazing sun and the fading of your vision, all you could make out was blurred colors of crimson and gold towering over your broken form. And then you were being hoisted up and you couldn’t help the pitiful cry of pain that broke from your lips when something brushed against your raw, barely healing skin. You heard what sounded like a curse from the voice of the one currently holding you, and you were then repositioned in a way where you were being cradled, yet purposefully held to avoid any more contact with your burnt flesh. And you both started moving. Moving fast. You were pretty sure your rescuer wasn’t even going on foot anymore, but you could no longer keep your eyes open, let alone hold your head up. The pain wasn’t subsiding. Your body was trying to heal itself, but it wasn’t going to just be that easy, even with your abilities.
Your head lulled back and as your eyes struggled to stay in focus, you saw through blurry vision, the flames that still raged on around you. In a small broken voice you managed to whisper “what have I done?” before surrendering to the fog clouding your mind. Your body went limp.
You woke up somewhere you didn’t recognize. To be in an unfamiliar setting was never a good sign for you. You started to jolt up, but a hand pressed flat to your shoulder stopped you from rising from the bed. Your head snapped to the side, alarmed that you didn’t even notice you weren’t alone, before completely relaxing when you saw who it was. Diana was sitting in a chair pulled up to the side of the bed. She looked exhausted. As if she hadn’t slept in days. She was scraped up too, but just barely. Different parts of her were littered with healing cuts and fading bruises.
“Stay resting,” her voice was hoarse, filled with emotion that you couldn’t place.
“How long have I been asleep?” Your mind flashed to the last memory you had. Your scorched arms, your back pressed against rough pavement in the middle of nowhere with the smell of burnt flesh filling your lungs. Your arms didn’t feel injured though, in fact you weren’t really in much pain at all. That must mean you’ve been out for quite a few days.
“A while.” You caught the way her jaw clenched as she said those two words. It didn’t take much deduction to realize she must have been worried sick about you.
You both stayed silent for a moment. She gently guided you to fully lay back on the bed and you allowed her to, but kept your eyes on her the whole time. There was something going on with her, but you couldn’t tell what. Diana put up a lot of walls, but she was starting to take them down with you. However, right now, you could tell she was trying to put on that strong, stoic expression she wore when she tried to play the part of Diana Prince hero to the world, but she was failing miserably. There was sadness behind those eyes and fear. You may have been the one barely clinging to life not too long ago, but she seemed to be the more fragile one in the room. She looked so… small. You wondered how long it had actually been since she left your side. She had to have slept a little right? Considering you were pretty healed from your wounds you would’ve been out for days, maybe weeks. You seemed well cared for, you peaked the IV in your arm, she must’ve known how to take care of you properly and did just that. But even so, looking at her, you had a sneaking suspicion she barely left that chair. Hell, you wouldn’t be surprised if she even slept in it next to you rather than opting to leave your side.
Slowly and with great hesitation, you reached for the hand that rested in her lap, placing your palm over hers. Eyes locked to where your hand was now laying upon hers, she didn’t look back to meet your eyes as you finally whispered the question you were dreading since you woke up. “What happened?”
“You tell me,” was all she said. It wasn’t hostile, her tone wasn’t accusatory. It was a genuine request and that caused you to tilt your head in confusion. Wasn’t she there? Wasn’t she the one that scooped you off the side of the road from all of the wreckage? How does she not know what happened?
“I don’t remember,” you admitted. “I remember being attacked and then I remember waking up on the side of the road and you rescuing me.”
“I didn’t rescue you,” her jaw clenched as she spoke. She looked at anything but you as she said that. It was obvious she felt immense guilt, you just didn’t understand why.
“I know it was you who picked me up,” you insisted. You remember her strong arms, you remember her holding you to her chest before you blacked out again. If there was anything you’d recognize in this world, it would be Diana. The woman you’re most familiar with than anyone in your many years of fleeing. Even if you were in a haze, even if all you could make out were blurred shapes and colors as she pulled you into her strong embrace. You felt her presence the moment she’d walk into a room, even with your back to her. So, how could you be mistaken?
“I found you like that.” She shook her head and took a breath, grounding herself before continuing. “I found you half alive in the middle of nowhere, (Y/N).” Her voice was filled with such anger. You knew it wasn’t directed towards you, but herself and you hated that fact. “I did not rescue you, I was almost too late.”
Pushing her chair back with a bit too much force, Diana stood up to turn her whole body away from you. With her back to you, you watched the rise and fall of her shoulders as she tried to collect herself. Her head hung low as she took deep, ragged breaths.
“I don’t understand,” you pleaded.
After a beat, Diana turned back to you, this time sitting on the side of the bed, next to where you still lay. “Is there any detail you can recall? About the people who took you? Faces? Names? Anything they said?” Her voice was level, but you could hear a hint of desperation in it.
So you were captured. A flash of that night hit you like a ton of bricks. You saw her bloody and beaten on the asphalt, you felt the heavy hand dragging you away. If you could focus more maybe you could make out more details, but it was like the time between your capture and your liberation was blocked by a mental wall. The more you pushed through it the worse your head felt.
“No,” you sighed in frustration. “Nothing.”
Diana simply nodded, her jaw clenching as she yet again refused to make eye contact. Hesitantly, you reached for her hand yet again and she let you take it, but she still refused to look into your eyes, choosing instead to focus on where your fingers intertwined with her own. You still watched her face though, studying every single movement to pick up on her emotions. To give you any sort of hint at what was going on in her head.
“Why do I feel like there’s something else going on?” you whispered as you looked up at her.
There was a pause and an uncomfortable stillness filled the room as you watched Diana struggle with her inner turmoil right in front of you. The pain she was feeling was clear in the way her lips turned into a frown at your question and her eyes continued to shift to everything in the room but your face. You squirmed where you lay next to her, your anxiety growing as you waited for her response and after a minute she took a deep breath and spoke.
“I can’t go through this again,” she sounded so defeated as she spoke. “I won’t.”
“Go through what?” She mentioned loss before, you knew it broke her, you knew she was still healing. The patterns she always displayed with you, where she would look at you like you were the most beautiful girl in the world, where she would get ever so close to you, only to pull you away and treat you like this breakable thing she needed to keep at arm's length. You were used to this pattern, part of you thought maybe it was about you, about how you’re a flight risk or about how you’re still not quite the same as her. For one you’re not a goddess like her, you’re just some sort of fucked up lab experment. So when she pulled away each time, when you thought maybe each time was the time and then it never came, it hurt. You’d remind yourself she was processing something, something you were still trying to piece together, something she mentioned in passing. You had a feeling, though, that this time you’ll get more of the story.
“I lost someone,” Diana started, “twice actually. The second time–” she stopped herself for a second and squeezed her eyes shut, “The last time was right before I met you. I thought that I had him back, for good. I knew it was too good to be true, but I had just thought that it was a miracle.”
Her voice was bitter as she spat out the last word. It was clear that there was a lot more for her to say, whether she was going to give you the full story now or not, you didn’t pry, you just continued to sit and listen.
“I had to make a choice and once I did… just like that, he was gone. I didn’t love again when I lost him the first time and I spent years alone. Then he came back and I wasn’t alone anymore, but it was only for a moment. Then it was back to just me… until you showed up.” She finally turned to look at you, a pained smile on her face. You saw the tears that rimmed her eyes and you could tell, even from what little she had said, it was causing her pure anguish to relive all of this. But, still, you couldn’t help the spark of selfish hope when you heard her say the last part.
You just continued to look back at her, trying your best to give her a look that told her you understood her pain, you took all her words in and your heart broke for her, but that you desperately wanted her to keep going. To expand on what she was saying. What about you coming into her life gave her pause? In the months you’ve known her she’s become the most important person in your world. Granted, she’s the only person in your world with the way you’ve been living, but that didn’t mean your feelings for her were any less real. In your time with her, she captured your heart and, while you don’t remember much from your second capture, you realized from that experience, that you’d rather face the thing you’ve spent years running from than lose the woman you were falling in love with. In that one moment, when you saw her bloody and broken that night, you had realized your greatest fear wasn’t capture or torture, it was losing Diana.
As Diana sat next to you in silence for a moment, you remained patient letting her collect her thoughts. Her hand left your own after a moment and fingers moved to brush ever so lightly across your cheek.
“I have always been strong,” her voice was a whisper as she spoke again. “I have survived so much, I have lost the man I loved not once, but twice, and I carried on each time. But the moment…” her hand cupped the side of your face as you looked up into her shimmer eyes. “The moment I thought that I had lost you everything in me felt like it was breaking. I truly felt powerless for the first time.”
A single tear slid down her cheek as she spoke and you moved incredibly slowly to sit up. This time she let you and, after a little effort and a small wince of pain you were finally face to face with her. Your hand shot out to wipe the tear away and Diana left her hand pressed to your cheek, her thumb running across your skin softly as you both waited for someone else to speak.
“But I’m here now,” you offered, your voice cracking as you spoke, not realizing how overcome you were with a whirlwind of emotions. “I survived.”
“Barely,” she said through gritted teeth and you could see immediately that she was about to pull away again. This time, you just couldn’t let her.
“But I did, like I always do, okay?” You leaned forward and pressed your forehead to hers.
She squeezed her eyes shut again, her other hand reaching up to the opposite side of your face. She held you there with her for a moment and you could feel as her grip on you tensed and relaxed. The emotions were running high in both of you, but you had never been this close to her before. This close to finally getting your feelings out there, to hearing about hers. Maybe this time things would work out. Maybe this time, if you had to run you’d run with her, maybe this time you could keep something that made you happy for once. Flashes of a future you so desperately wanted ran through your mind. There were dreams of a future you could build with her. It may not be a normal human life, but it would be your own with the woman of your dreams, with Diana Prince, with your hero and goddess. You saw years and years of endless love and support, you saw yourself learning from her and growing with her, you saw so many things.
“No matter what happens, Diana” you began again, “I will fight to stay by your side. I survived, I don’t know how but I escaped, and if I get captured again and again and again I will keep fighting to come back to you, okay?” Diana took a sharp breath as you spoke. This sudden burst of bravery filled your being as you kept going. “I will stay by your side and if we get separated again I will do everything in my power to find my way back to you. I can’t offer you much, I have spent so many years running and hiding and putting down roots has never been something I’ve done, but I will for you, I will fight for you even when I don’t know how to fight for myself.”
“So please, Diana, please…” your voice was breaking as you spoke and you felt tears brim your eyes as well as you spoke. You didn’t even know what you were pleading for. For her to take you as you were? For her to take a chance on you? For her to tell you, by some miracle, that she felt the same way you did? All of it, you pleaded for all of it. “Just don’t pull away this time. Don’t–”
And before you could continue to beg, the hands that rested on either side of your face were pulling you in. Her lips pressed to yours and it felt like the air was knocked out of your lungs. This was the moment, this was the breaking point. Diana had finally crossed that line and you knew everything between you two was finally about to change.
You melted into the kiss, letting her guide you as her lips moved against yours gently, yet still filled with an incredible need that left you reeling. Her hands slid from your face into your hair and you let yourself be pressed closer to her. Kissing Diana Prince was better than you had ever imagined, and in the months you had known her you imagined it far too often.
“Shh, little dove, shh” she murmured against your lips and it took you a moment to realize tears were beginning to freely slip down your cheeks. Her lips moved from your own, only to brush against your cheek and a hand that was once in your hair untangled itself to wipe your tears away.
“I will not fail you again,” she pulled back as she spoke, her hands moving to slip into yours. You both sat there on the bed, your eyes locked. Hers were so full of conviction and you could tell in that moment that every single wall she had put up was finally, completely gone. It was a huge relief, it was everything you’ve been waiting for, it was terrifying, but in the best possible way. “You will be safe with me for as long as you remain by my side.”
Her hand came up to cup your jaw and yet again she drew you in. Her lips ghosted over yours and you shivered as you felt them brush against your own. And then, before she pressed them fully to yours, you heard the words you didn’t know you’ve been waiting to hear, you didn’t know you were even ready to hear. In a hushed tone, against your lips, she whispered, “I love you, little dove” before bringing you into yet another heart stopping kiss.
In that moment, regardless of all the questions that swirled in your mind, regardless of the circumstances, everything melted away. For the rest of that night it was just you and Diana and nothing else mattered. She held you that night, poured all her love onto you in the most gentle of ways, took care of your remaining wounds and stayed next to you as you rested and let your body continue to heal. Things felt perfect, despite the uncertainty.
But little did you know what was to come.
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starrycollesta · 2 years
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I love your writing. Imagine this, Eddie wakes up from a bad dream and you have to soothe him back to sleep (possibly with the power of tits) I trust you. 😉
♡ BABY, HOLD ME TIGHT ♡ [E.M]
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━━━━ PARING ! eddie munson x reader
━━━━ WORDS ! 889
━━━━ SYNOPSIS ! eddie accidentally wakes you up while he's having a bad dream. you soothe him back to sleep.
━━━━ INCLUDES ! nipple play, pregnant!reader, fluff, nightmares, ptsd, soft!eddie, you and eddie are married, hurt and comfort.
sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes | cross posted on AO3 | MASTERLIST | REQUEST ME !
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Soft whimpers and sheets rustling could be heard throughout the room. Eddie twist and turned in his sleep, sweat now on his forehead, making his hairs stick to his face. He unconsciously gripped the sheets and grunted while he slept. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he jolted in his place on the bed.
"N-no please, stop, please just stop..." he whimpered and pleaded, waking you up from your slumber. Not even wiping the sleep from your eyes, you moved your body and snuggled him close to your chest, arms holding him tight while you kissed his head. He squirmed in your hold, still crying out for whatever causing him so much pain to stop.
"It's ok baby, it's just a dream, it's just a dream..." you repeated lovingly, hoping to soothe him with your words and hold on him. You had to stop yourself from crying at the state of your beautiful husband. It hurt and pained you to see him like this, so distraught and helpless to the dreams that plagued him in the middle of the night. Even 4 years after Eddie was attacked in the upside down, he still had constant nightmares that ruled his life.
He tried to put on a strong and brave face for you, but you could clearly see how his dreams affected him. The nightmares only got worse when you got pregnant. He told you that he was afraid that Vecna could find his way back to him and kill you and his unborn child. You cried when you heard that. The pure pain in his voice never left your mind. That's why whenever he had these nightmares you did the best you could to help him through it.
You whispered praises and rocked him back and forth in your arms. You let out a relieved sigh once Eddie's whimpers became no more. You were going to go back to sleep once Eddie stopped his cries, but he spoke to you.
"T-thank you," he whispered, voice sounding rough and sore from all the screaming he did. You smiled and stroked his hair, pulling him closer to you.
"I love you Eddie, so much," you tucked his hair behind his ear and put a light kiss on his neck. He gasped in your hold, pushing his neck into your kisses. You lightly chuckled at his neediness and delivered more kisses to his pale flesh. After giving him a good number of kisses, you made to move you lips away but he stopped you. He turned around to look at you, eyes not looking at you but at your covered chest. His cheeks burned bright red.
"Wait. Can you maybe...can I suck your nipples?" he said a bit nervously. Even after all these years together, Eddie was still embarrassed to voice his desires to you, opting to show you instead, "I mean, you don't have to, I know this is a weird request at the moment but-"
You stopped his rambling by grabbing his head and pushing your lips to his, silencing him. He yelped in surprise but quickly melted into your lips. He moved his lips in tune with yours, softly groaning when your tongue licked at his lips, begging for entrance. He instantly opened his mouth and sighed as your tongue moved against his.
After a long make out session, you pulled away from him, foreheads leaning against each other, breath mixing with one another. You both stayed like that, neither one if you speak, just enjoying each other's company.
Minutes past and Eddie finally spoke through the comfortable silence, "So can I..."
"Yes Eddie, you can," you nodded and laughed. He visibly perked up and moved his forehead away from you to lean down to your chest. He put both hands on your breasts, massaging them through your shirt. You moaned as he tweaked your nipples through your shirt, you were so grateful you didn't wear a bra to bed. He looked up at you, silently asking to remove your shirt, to which you gave him a quick nod and put your hands up so he could get your shirt off completely.
Once off, he attacked your nipples with his mouth. He sucked on your left nipple and groaned around the small nub. You instinctively put your hand at the back of his head, pushing him more into your chest while he greedily lapped at your nipple like a baby breastfeeding. He moved his hand to your naked stomach and massaged your 4 months pregnant belly. Your head fell back as his wet mouth engulfed each nipple, paying attention to both pairs of flesh. His tongue circled your areola as he looked up at you through his lashes.
"You're so good baby, so good," you stroked his hair lovingly as he sent shockwaves throughout your body. Suddenly Eddie moved away from your chest. You frowned at the loss of his mouth on your nipples.
"M'really tired baby, could you hold me?" Eddie yawned, turning his body to lay with his back to your stomach. You wrapped your arms around him, biting your lip once his back connected with your naked chest. After a few minutes of holding him close, he fell asleep in your arms. You soon followed behind him, falling asleep with him in your warm embrace.
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part three of the Vast!Jon AU that is taking over my life
Have some Martin.
Danny Stoker is part of this, now?
Yes, EVERYBODY HAS TO CRY. Shut up.
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Martin’s frilly, pink apron is almost too saturated on camera, but he knows that’s how the viewers love it. He’s even added a pop of lip gloss today, a shade between the apron and the hearts it bears.
“Now, you’ll know it’s done in two ways,” he says, donning his thick oven mitts - wildly orange, but the hearts on them match his apron exactly. “First, the smell. You’ll recognize it after you’ve baked this recipe about six times. There’s nothing quite as good as these orange-cranberry muffins when they reach this stage, and if you’re in a place where you can smell it, it’s incredible. Fortunately, there’s a more reliable, less woo-woo way, too.” He waggles his eyebrows and gives a brilliant smile.
It’s his on-camera smile.
And his applying-for-jobs smile.
And his meeting-new-people smile.
It is sweet, and hopeful, and his eyes aren’t quite closed, and his chin is raised, and it comes across as open and kind and not quite vulnerable enough to invite hurt.
Sure, some people try, but they're trolls, and he just blocks them.
“Behold: your secret weapon!” And he brandishes a toothpick.
Tim laughs off-camera.
Danny mutters something like, “Yeah, they’ve never seen that before.”
“Yeah, well, maybe they haven’t,” says Martin, turning to them for the briefest moment before smiling back at his livestream. “The toothpick is your greatest weapon - well. After learning how to fold instead of stir, anyway. Look, this little guy can tell you if it’s ready, better than a thermometer, or knocking on it, or whatever else you've been told. Let me show you. Now, I know from the smell that the muffins aren’t ready, so I get to show you what it looks like when they’re not.”
He does.
The muffins need a few more minutes, and that is perfect, because he shows the camera how batter clings to the toothpick.
“Time for an awkward cut,” he says, and then there is an awkward cut.
Because there’s nothing to do until the damn muffins are done.
Fortunately, everybody loves the wait for it animation: a tiny version of him with anime eyes, huge, red curly hair, a chef’s hat, and his ubiquitous apron, prancing back and forth from the counter to the stove in an unending loop.
“You’re nearly there,” says Tim, who gets it, who understands why Martin is fucking distracted today.
No one who didn’t personally know Martin would know.
Anyone who does know him could clearly see he is a mess.
“I,” says Martin, and doesn’t finish his sentence.
Jon’s plane went down. That is all anyone knows. That is all anybody can tell him.
Neither tears nor manipulation will bring more info, and so Martin must wait.
He is not okay.
“Ready?” says Danny, keeping them - as always - on schedule. “Three, two….”
“Look at this!” says Martin a moment later, drawing a clean toothpick from the middle muffin. “Now, we’re talking. Oh… everyone, I wish you could smell this.” 
And he does one of his little moans.
Those moans are what made his channel.
Someone tried to make #BlackwoodMoan work for a while (like that movie with Samuel L. Jackson), but the fan base rose up and declared Martin too good, too pure to be associated in such a way.
#MartinMoan is the hashtag.
There are gifs.
It’s a high sound, sweet, freakily innocent, and it somehow brushes against every illicit desire any human has ever had for anything. He’s seen compilations of it, clipped together in a tapestry of embarrassment.
He doesn’t mind, exactly? 
He did make the sound on purpose. He knew it was effective because it actually got Jon flushed and stammering, and damn near nothing else did.
Martin had merely underestimated just how effective it would be out in the great, wide world.
“They’re perfect,” he says, and takes the time to show the camera the light golden muffins, speckled with red - a perfect batch of orange cranberry baked good from scratch. 
The stream ends with him opening one up, peeling the cap off with indescribable satisfaction, adding a tiny pat of butter, and indulging.
The eye-roll is a thing too, like a hungry shark, but that one doesn’t have a hashtag.
“Recipe in the description,” he mumbles, sounding like he’s been fucked within an inch of his life. “My team will answer any questions. You have got to make this. We’ve also included dairy and gluten free options. Bake well, my lovelies, and enjoy your life.”
Bake well, my lovelies, and enjoy your life. He’s ended every single video with that since day one.
Since before Tim and Danny joined him.
Since before he had the courage to tell anyone he was doing this, even Jon.
As always, he means every word.
This time, however, when the camera light blinks off, he bursts into tears.
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“He’s got to be okay,” says Tim, who knows Jon, thinks he’s funny, and appreciates how much Martin loves him. “We haven’t gotten a list of deaths, or anything, and they have to release that, as far as I know.”
“They do have to,” says Danny, who barely knows Jon, and doesn’t really like him, but certainly wants Martin to be happy.
“Only to next of kin,” Martin points out, and sniffles.
Tim and Danny both pause.
“He doesn’t have you listed?” says Tim.
“I’m his friend. We’re not anything. Of course he doesn’t,” Martin snaps, and feels bad for it immediately after.
Tim and Danny give one another that look.
“Right,” says Tim. “Not anything.”
Martin rubs his face.
Danny gives Martin a side-hug - too strong, like a mountain man, but well meant. “He’s going to be okay. Have faith.”
“The plane went down.” Martin’s voice is… cold. Almost mechanical. A tone he’d never use with anyone who didn’t know him well. “It hit a gods-damned mountain. What am I supposed to have faith in?”
“Love?” says Tim.
“Actually, yeah. Love,” says Danny.
Martin gives them a look.
They look back. Two brothers, good friends, who’ve been part of his show and part of his life and helped him navigate the mess with his mother and helped him work out his feelings for his childhood friend and now want to help him work through potential grief.
Or his potential… faith, maybe?
Martin can’t seem to fall either way - acceptance of Jon’s death, or hope for his survival. He’s left at a lurching, ugly crossroad with no name, the sign worn beyond legibility.
He sniffles.
“Gonna be late,” says Tim.
“Yeah,” Martin sighs, because somehow after everything, he still has to go to work.
Patreon helps. The baking show definitely makes things easier. But it’s not enough to support his mother. Full-time care facilities aren’t cheap.
Martin tries to smile. “Good thing I’m in the kitchen, right? Don’t think I’d do so well facing customers today.”
“You would, though,” says Tim, and pats him on the shoulder. “Never seen anybody fake it as well as you.”
“Gee, thanks?” Martin says, dry.
Tim ruffles his hair. “Come on. Let’s get the lead out, or… I dunno, something punny.”
Danny never tries to pun. He also has no sense of timing. “I’ve been thinking of taking another job,” he says out of nowhere.
“What, now?” says Tim with fond exasperation.
Martin latches onto the subject change like a leech as he hangs up his apron. “What? I thought you were getting promoted.”
“Yeah, but kayaks just aren’t doing it for me anymore,” Danny says, and ignores when Martin rolls his eyes, reaches into his wallet, and hands Tim a fiver. “I’ve been thinking a lot about supernatural stuff lately, you know? All the things we can’t explain, but every culture and every society has them, all the way through history. And you know, the chances of that are pretty slim, because it’s not like there were fax machines in the stone age, and - ”
“So what’s her name?” says Tim.
Danny looks constipated. “What do you mean, what’s her name?”
“It’s always some date who gets you into a new interest. Come on, Danny, it’s been like that since secondary.”
Danny shrugs. “Caught me. How about I let her explain? We can do dinner tonight.”
“I don’t…” Martin starts.
They both look at him.
“You are not backing out,” says Tim.
“I’m supposed to see my mum,” Martin mutters.
“And it’ll be done in about fifteen minutes when she can’t stand you anymore and throws you out,” says Danny, who really has never had Tim’s charm.
Tim smacks him.
“Hey!”
“No, he’s right,” says Martin. “I’ll come.”
“Good. You’d better, or I’m taking some of this one’s leftover mountaineering gear and hogtying you to the back of my bike,” says Tim.
That image actually gets Martin laughing, which he didn’t think he could do today.
The brothers leave first.
Martin’s flat is tiny. Uncomfortable. Distinctly not sound-proofed. He has one window, room for his lovely kitchen setup, and three folding chairs or a Murphy bed, but not at the same time.
Somehow, when the Stokers are there, it never feels crowded.
It doesn’t with Jon, either, but that’s different.
All kinds of different.
Martin locks up, sighs heavily. Somehow, he has to get his brain in gear to handle four-star sous-chef work tonight, and he’s really not sure he can do it. Antoine can be such an ass, even on the best of days, and he always seems to know -
“Excuse me,” comes a voice.
Martin yips and drips his satchel.
“Sorry about that,” says the man, sounding not remotely sorry. Sounding, in fact, deeply amused. “You are Martin Blackwood, aren’t you? Little different without all the getup,” he says, absolutely cheerfully.
He’s some sort of sea captain?
Outside his flat, which is scary as fuck. “Hi?” says Martin, attempting to pick up his bag without taking his eyes off the guy. “Um. Can I help you?”
“Actually, I can help you,” says the man.
Maybe a fan?
Maybe a sicko.
Martin is very still. “Right,” he says, noncommittal.
The man laughs.
It’s… it’s a really good laugh. The voice is good all around, honestly; so is the expression, and body language. This man isn’t aggressive; taller than Martin (which is unusual), he keeps his hands in his pockets, leaning slightly away, as though determined not to violate his space. “I can tell I’ve spooked you, which isn’t what I was trying to do.” 
Martin can see no reason to be unnerved by this man.
Martin cannot escape the feeling that he should be, though. “Then why’d you track down where I live?” he says.
“I didn’t. I saw you by accident.” The man points. “Heading over there, to the Tube. But it works out, because I actually do want to talk to you.”
“Right,” says Martin.
The sea captain smiles. “Nice and cautious. Good! Let’s not drag this out, eh? You won’t have heard of me because I like it that way, but what I do is help out independent talent. People like you, in other words. Here.” He holds out a business card.
There’s a QR code on it.
Martin takes it, carefully avoiding contact. “Right,” he says.
“That’ll tell you all about it,” says the man. “I won’t scare you any longer - really am sorry about that.” He’s absolutely not sorry, and it shows.
Martin is damned good at reading people. It’s how he’s survived. The fact that he can’t get a bead on this guy is scaring him even more than the sudden appearance. “Sure.”
“Have a good day, Martin,” says the man. “I look forward to your email.” And off he walks.
Martin looks at the card. It says, Lukas Entertainment. That’s all.
It’s thick cardstock. Raised lettering. Definitely expensive. 
Martin looks back up, but the man is gone.
Martin’s gut says there is no way he made it to the Tube that quickly.
Martin’s head says he’s being absurd, and just misjudged how long he stared at the card.So that was freaky, he thinks to himself, and is already texting Tim about it before he gets to work.
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game-set-canet · 2 years
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Request for another Jannik imagine: After a tough day, Jannik cheers you up with food and tea and his beautiful smile. Extra points when hugs and kisses are involved.
Better with you
Pairing: Jannik Sinner x f!reader
Summary: The last days were pure torture for you but you’ve the best boyfriend in the world.
category: fluff
warnings: none (maybe a little too corny??)
Author’s Note: I've done everything I could - hope you like it 💜🤗
MY M A S T E R L I S T
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A deep sigh leaves your mouth as you close the door behind you. Finally at home. Your day was awful. Real torture. Pure horror. You take your shoes off your feet and shuffle wearily into the living room.
You're in the middle of your exam month and immersed in books, scripts, seminar papers and exercises that you must read and do every day until late at night - and of course you still must study for your exams at the same time. You are so tired and even though you know that you still have some work to do around the house (you are sure that yesterday's dishes are still in the sink), you drop onto the couch in the living room and close your tired eyes.
“Just a few minutes” you try to convince yourself. Just a few minutes. Then you need to finish your essay for tomorrow’s university seminar, take a shower, do the dishes and you need to cook dinner since Jannik will finally come home from visiting his parents in Italy.
You smile at the thought of your boyfriend whom you haven't seen for a fortnight now since you couldn’t attend the last tournament he played and couldn’t join his trip to South Tyrol. You missed him so much and couldn’t wait to finally have him back home with you and to hug him, kiss him and cuddle with him when falling asleep. And with an image of a smiling Jannik before your inner eyes, you slowly doze off.
The next thing you know, there's a soft clatter of plates and the smell of delicious food in the air. Confused, you sit up on the couch and the fluffy blanket slips off your shoulders - when did you tuck yourself in? You frown and get up to make your way to the kitchen, unable to stifle a deep yawn.
In the kitchen, you are greeted by the low hum of the dishwasher being switched on, pasta is simmering on the cooker and Jannik is leaning against the kitchen sideboard. "Did you sleep well, my love?" he smiled at you and your heart skips a beat. Jannik closes the distance between you two with a few big steps, now standing in front of you.
"Jannik?" you blink at your boyfriend in a questioning way, while you smile at him brightly, "What are you doing here already? You weren't supposed to come until 7 o'clock in the evening?" The Italian chuckles softly and pushes a strand of hair out of your face: "It's already half past eight. "What?" you say, startled, "I've been asleep for three hours?!" your eyes get big, "Why didn't you wake me up?!"
“You were sleeping so peacefully. I couldn't bring myself to wake you up, my love. I know you've been so stressed the last few days…you need that sleep.”
"But...but...I had so much to do before you come home: my essay, the dishes, I wanted to cook your favourite food and…and…” you pause with your words, suddenly realizing what’s happening “OMG JANNIK! YOU’RE BACK!” you almost literally jump on your boyfriend and wrap your arms around his neck.
Jannik laughs at your reaction and returns your hug, "I missed you so much, my dear." "I missed you too! So so much!” you lean back a little to look Jannik in the eye “I couldn't wait to have you back home, “But I really wanted to get some things done beforehand: Clean up, finish my essay, cook, take a shower and...I actually wanted to put on a little make-up - the dark circles under my eyes aren't pretty at all.” you bite your lip and sigh quietly.
Your boyfriend doesn't say anything in response but pushes a hand under your chin to lift your head a bit so he can look at you: "You really haven't slept enough lately. You're already hallucinating and seem to really think that I don't always find you beautiful in every situation." You couldn’t help but blush and at the same time you couldn’t stop smiling, “You’re an idiot.”
Jannik slowly brings his face closer to yours: "Maybe. But at least I'm your idiot." and finally places his lips on yours.
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After an amazing dinner, Jannik manoeuvres you back into the living room onto the couch: "Ok, I've got your favourite tea here and the biscuits my mum gave me."
You look at him and shake your head, "Jannik, you don't have to do this! Please stop this! I already have a guilty conscience that I didn't do anything-”
He interrupts you with a quick move of his hand and puts a finger to your lips to stop you from talking, “Don't you dare finish that sentence! I know how stressful the exam month at uni is for you and that you have to do way too much every day."
"And you played an exhausting tournament last week and-"
"And now my mother spoilt me for four days with too much to eat and all the other stuff.” he runs a hand through his red hair and grins slyly at you, “I'm fine, Y/N.”
You aren’t very happy with his comment, but you didn’t say anything and sip your tea instead, eyeing him.
"But there is one thing I would like!"
"And what is that?" you raise an eyebrow and and puts your cup on the coffee table.
Jannik says nothing in reply but stretches out on the large couch and spreads his arms invitingly.
Immediately you are in his arms, cuddling up to him and resting your head on his chest while he puts his arms around you.
And you never felt more at home.
You close your eyes and listen to his calming heartbeat, “I really missed you.” your voice only quiet, “There is so much going on these days, university is killing me. So much to do and so little time. And I didn’t sleep properly.” you feel Jannik slowly stroking through your hair , “Partly because I have so much on my mind to think about and get done, partly because I just can't sleep that well without you next to me.”
Jannik presses a gentle kiss on your hair , “If that's the case, then you can sleep well again from today, because I'm here now. And we'll handle your university stuff, too. Together. I don't know that much about the topics, but I can help you. The essay you need to write, we'll do it together tomorrow morning. We can do it, Y/N.”, he reaches for your hand and squeezes it lightly.
“Thank you, Jannik.” you intertwine the fingers of your hand with his and bury your face in the crook of his neck, “I love you.”
“I love you too, Y/N”
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jiaoliqiao · 2 years
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it’s been some time since i’ve sat down and made one of those rambly gif making posts but i really wanted to redo this wenzhou x federico garcía lorca edit i posted over a year ago and figured it’s the perfect occasion to explain some of my thoughts.
lots of images again so more behind the cut!
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wenzhou x federico garcía lorca was one of the first more complicated edits i posted on this blog and i’ve been thinking about remaking it for a while now.
i still like the quote and the shots i picked match it quite well imo. the red and blue split is also a nice idea and i definitely want to recreate it for the new version. i do feel like i could play around more with the imagery and add some thorns (maybe roses) to make it a bit more interesting visually. also that coloring is awful girl what were you thinking!!! 😡
anyway now that i have some kind of plan for once i’m going to look for resources i can use and see what kinda of layout i can create from there.
as usual shutterstock has exactly what i have in mind but i don’t feel like spending money for blorboposting so i need to find a free alternative.
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couldn’t find anything for free that i liked as usual so i dug out part of an ornament wreath i already had saved in my files and i’m now painting thorns by myself! see you in 20 years when i’m done with this ✌
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finished the rough idea for the layout of the first gif so now i can start and try to add the gifs to it and see if it actually works or not
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my original idea was to use vines to create a split in the middle but after messing around i really didn’t like how it looked, so i’ll use the vine to connect it to the next gif instead
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redid the vine because i didn’t like how it looked + added typography
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first gif is done for now!! i’ll start working on the next one and then tweak it again if needed
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i wanted to try to use a mask for the second gif to make it different from the first one but i don’t think i can make this work how i envisioned it so i’m ditching it 😞
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next attempt is blending, though i’m not 100% on it either i like it more than the mask
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i didn’t like the flickering the blending was causing in wkx’ skintone so i went back to my trusty old ripped paper texture and now you can actually tell what’s going on in both gifs. i think the quote + the blurry zzs gif work quite well together
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for the last gif of the set i kept it relatively simple the first time around and i wanted to do the same here - but i decided to also include the second part of the quote and add a glitchy effect. also slapped a rose on there purely for it to match the others LOL
i did some small changes to the other gifs to make it more cohesive and then i was done. here is the finished result! i don’t know if i’ve succeeded in making it better than last time, but there’s definitely more going on now 😂
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nctsworld · 3 years
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two nights, one you
✩‌ jaemin ‌x‌ ‌reader‌ ‌|‌ fuckboy!jaemin | strangers (who f*ck) to (brief) enemies to lovers | ‌10.9k 
SUMMARY‌ ‌⇾‌ a last-minute one night stand gone awry is extended into two nights when you’re snowed in at the cute (but rude) stranger’s apartment on christmas eve. [loosely based on the movie, two night stand] // part of the x-mas in ncity collection  GENRES ⇾ crack | smut | fluff  WARNINGS‌ ‌⇾‌ ‌lots of bickering and dialogue, smut, oral s*x (f and m receiving), fingering, mentions of alcohol/drinking, swearing, bit of angst before the end, jaemin’s an asshole... or is he? RATING‌ ‌⇾‌ explicit TAGLIST ⇾‌ @infnteen​ 
AUTHOR’S NOTE ⇾ it’s late (and long fsldkm), srysry but here it is! i hope the humour comes out in this and look away if falls flat zzz fingers crossed that i can finish the last two installments for this collection asap! 
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⇾ gif created by me, please don’t repost or share without credit!
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Maybe it’s because it’s the evening of Christmas Eve Eve and you’re feeling more lonely than usual.
Maybe it’s due to the two glasses of wine you guzzled down in the span of fifteen minutes that get you buzzed.
Maybe it’s your prominent six-month dry spell and you’re in desperate need for some much needed rain in your drought.    
Or maybe it’s just pure impulsiveness.
Regardless of the reasons, you’re aiming to get laid tonight.  
It’s 9:45pm as you make the rounds on Tinder. You’ve used it in the past, searching for a relationship in vain, but haven’t used it much since you broke up with your last partner. Bringing the app alive again, you’re already bombarded by distasteful messages, off-putting one-liners and jokes, and swiping left more than you’d like.
You haven’t had a one-night stand before, but isn’t there anyone on here that is just a little bit attractive, nearby where you are, around your age, and is somewhat chivalrous about the topic besides saying DTF? Maybe you need to lower your standards if you want to get dicked down tonight.
But then, you land on him.
One Na Jaemin, 20 years old, and only four miles away from you.
Scrolling through his profile pictures and Instagram feed, you assume that he’s into photography, is on the athletic side from the various hobbies he partakes in, and he must be at least half-aware of his beauty because there’s the occasional pic that shows off his lean, toned arms, which, if you can be frank, is more flattering than the shirtless ones you constantly see. Oh, and he attends the same university as you.
The cherry on top? His bio is simple and upfront:
“Not up for anything serious, but always down for a good time ;)”
You swipe right without hesitation.
“It’s a Match!” flashes instantly at you. Your mouth swings open in disbelief.  
Usually, you’d wait for your matches to message you and play hard-to-get, but not tonight. Tonight, you’re initiating and leading all the conversations, completely driven by your thirst.  
Messaging Jaemin is a breeze. He types with more than half a brain, and he flirts, but it isn’t overwhelming or repulsive. Segueing the current topic, you drag your bottom lip upward as you send the following message:  
so, hypothetically... if one were to have good time with you would tonight work?
Not even twenty seconds later and he replies with:
-wow, dont you go straight to the point -im impressed -but yeah -tonight works ;)
He’s quick to send his address.
-let me know when ur here and ill come get you out front!
Smacking your lips together, you squeal to yourself in the comfort of your home, excited to meet with him, but then a thought hangs over you—this feels a little too good to be true. Horrible scenarios run through your head, so your fingers dash across your phone’s keyboard:
tbh i haven’t really done this b4 so im kinda new to this is it ok if we video call or smth? gotta make sure you’re real and not a serial killer i’m sure you understand 😛
-for sure for sure -totally get it -ive had my fair share of fake girls and serial killers so i feel u 😛
Grateful for his consideration, you rush to rearrange your hair after you send him a Zoom link, hoping you look decent enough to not have him back off from his initial offer. He appears in the video call on his phone with the front-facing camera on a few seconds after you connect.
“Hi,” you chirp.
A corner of his mouth lifts. “Hey.”  
Okay, he’s definitely cuter in real-time than in his pictures.  
“You know, I’m not gonna lie, but I lowkey expected to see a dick or something,” you joke in an attempt to dispel your nervousness.  
“Same,” he chuckles, running a hand through his black hair.
Oh God, he’s not just cute—he’s devastatingly gorgeous.
“So, this is my place...”
Jaemin moves around with his apartment in the background, revealing his living room first. Envy prods you as you note the brick walls, high ceiling windows, and well-appointed furnishings.
Recalling his address, you ask, “How’d you get a place in the heart of the city?”
“Lucked out,” he shrugs. His phone shakes a bit as he’s still moving. “My friend slash roommate—who is at his girlfriend’s place tonight, so we have the place all to ourselves—his parents own the condo and they gave me a friend discount on the rent.”
He finally stands in one place and turns the light on to reveal a room. “And this is my bedroom.”
Nothing out of the ordinary. A desk table with a gaming set-up, in tow with a gamer chair, and a decently-sized bed beside a nightstand.
“Oh, and here’s my closet.” Jaemin’s on the move again as he opens his closet doors. “Just to make sure you don’t think I hide the skins of my past one-nighters in here.”
A bubbly laugh rises from you. “Okay, I didn’t think of that before, but now you’ve planted the seed in my head. Maybe you hide them in the other rooms.”
“Nah, my roommate would kill me if I did.”
Both of you laugh in unison, and you bob your head with puffed cheeks.  
“Okay, it all seems very promising. I’m going to get ready and I’ll guess I’ll see you in a bit, Jaemin.”
“Sounds good,” Jaemin nods, then winks. Although you’re sitting down, he’s still able to get you weak in the knees. “See you soon.”
You end the call and rush to bundle up for the snow starting to come down outside. A twenty-minute train ride later, you’re at the front door of a rustic, industrial apartment complex. After informing Jaemin you’re outside, you glance up at the snowflakes falling from the dark pink-grey sky, anticipating for what comes next.
Sex with a hot guy, what can go wrong?  
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So, you must’ve jinxed it because the sex is...  
Unsatisfying. Finished faster than you’d like it to be. Sadly, overall disappointing. If you had to rate it, three out of five stars, at best.
But hey, he came, and you sort of did, and it wasn’t the worst sex you’ve ever had. It half-quenched your dry spell.
And enough happened that it tired you out, leaving you passed out in the handsome stranger’s bed until morning.
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In the morning, your eyes slowly flicker, unused to the foreign, sweet scent engulfing you in your bed. Correction: Jaemin’s bed.
Your eyes flicker faster as you glance through the almost wall-sized window. The snow hasn’t let up from last night. On the contrary, it seems like it’s snowing non-stop. You groan at the thought of going home in this weather.
The bed is without Jaemin’s presence as you reach for your phone on the nightstand. 10:36AM and a few notifications greet you. You rub your eyes and start combing through them, rising upward to sit up on the bed.
“Morning. You’re finally up.”
Peering up from your device, Jaemin’s standing by the door with folded arms. His plain sweater and sweatpants match the colour of his hair. The dazzling smile he gives is so contagious, you’re not even conscious of catching one too.  
“Out you go.”
You blink.
Once, twice, and then you tilt your head as you stare blankly at him, uncertain if you heard him correctly.
After a few moments, because you’re not moving an inch, his smile dissipates and he cocks an eyebrow in expectancy. A serious expression rolls over his face.  
Suddenly, Jaemin strolls to the side of the bed and hitches his thumb towards the door.
You definitely heard him right.
And he’s dead-serious.
You replay the video call from last night, dissecting how you thought he was nice and funny and—
Realization dawns on you.
Why would you expect anything more from a two-faced fuck boy?
Still awestruck by the situation, you’re still solid as a statue, so Jaemin takes matters into his own hands and grasps you by your elbow, casually dragging you from his bed like he’s taking out the trash.  
“What the fuck?!” you screech.
“C’mon, let’s go. Out out.”
“My clothes, though!” you protest in the middle of the hallway. He sighs in frustration, scurries to the bedroom, and returns with a small pile in his arms, then continues to drag you to the front door.  
“Are you always this pleasant with your guests the morning after?” you rage, putting on the rest of your clothes by the door. “You don’t even have the decency to offer me tea or coffee?”
“This was a one-night stand, not a bed and breakfast, sunshine,” he says as he watches you put your shoes on. He’s folding his arms again and leaning against the wall, his attitude dripping with smug. If he wasn’t a stranger, you’d punch it off his face. “You weren’t kidding when you said you were new to this, huh?”
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?!”
“It means you’re a borderline virgin who needs to toodle-loo, get going and gone because you’re overstaying your welcome as we speak.”
Finishing putting on your coat, you’re fuming as your jaw hangs at the personal jab over your skills in bed. Jaemin swings the door open and shoves you through it.
“But I’ll admit, it was still nice having sex with you!” he chimes with a sickening grin and a hand on the door.  
“Aw, thanks asshole, wish I could say the same,” you sarcastically reply, resting a palm upon your chest.  
He scoffs. “From what I heard last night, I think I can confidently say that you had a great time.”
Flashbacks replay in your mind of your screaming fest from underneath him. Little did Jaemin actually know—
“You know, for someone who I assume has many one-night stands,” you spit with squinted eyes. “I’m surprised you can’t tell when girls fake it.”
You must’ve hit a sore spot because he grinds his teeth and you could almost see the steam coming out of his ears.
Oh yeah, you’re definitely the winner in this fight.
“Okay, you know what, Merry Christmas and fuck you. Have a great life!”
“Fuck you, dickface. Wishing you a miserable Christmas!”
With a bitter smile, you flip him off as he slams the door in your face.
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Carrying a basket filled with dirty clothes, Jaemin’s on the way down to the laundry room in the basement of his apartment with his shoulder scrunched up, squeezing his phone to his ear.
“Bro, she had the audacity to say that I didn’t make her come when she was screaming my God damn ear off—”
As he steps down the short flight of stairs and passes by the foyer area by the main entrance to the building, he notices you’re still here.
“Shit, uh, Jeno,” he mumbles. “I’m gonna have to call you back.”
He stuffs his phone into the pocket of his sweats and calls out to you as he strides closer. “Are you resorting to stalking me by my front door now?”
With crossed arms, you peer over your shoulder, eyes full of bitterness.
“Like I wanna be anywhere near you right now,” you grumble. You jerk your head towards the thick, wooden door. “It’s jammed from the snow.”
The laundry carrier shakes his head and places the basket onto the floor. “A little snow never hurt anyone. You’re probably just too weak.”
Stepping aside and holding out an arm, you signal for him to give it a try.
Jaemin twists the handle and, lo and behold, it doesn’t open. His forehead crinkles as he tries again and again, using more force each time.
Glancing through one of the partially frosted windows adjacent to the sides of the door, he notices the snow has piled enormously high, almost to the height of his chest.
“Well, shit.”  
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Reluctantly, Jaemin brings you back to his apartment. You’re technically his guest and if he left you in the foyer to freeze, trouble would surely come his way, whether it be in the form of his landlords (also known as his roommate’s parents) or the police.
Without a word, he settles a spoon in a bowl, a carton of milk, and a box of cereal onto the small kitchen table.
At first, you stare at it venomously in rejection, thinking you can easily last a day without any hand-outs from this son of a bitch, but your stomach roars ferociously three seconds later.
As you chew across from him, you enjoy the company of your phone over him, while he does the same but with a cup of coffee in hand.
After finishing your food, you adamantly place your phone down and lean back into the chair, boring holes into his head.
“Why are you such an asshole?” you seethe observantly.
“Why are you such a bitch?” he retorts, not pulling his gaze away from his phone.
“Because you started it,” you say slowly, stating the obvious.
“No, you.”
You sigh defeatedly at his childish behaviour. The weather apps predict the snow will (hopefully) die down by tomorrow morning, thus you’re officially stuck with him for the next twenty-four hours or so. Your hands rake through your hair.
“Whether we like it or not, the snow isn’t going away until tomorrow. Merry Christmas Eve to us, I guess.”
He’s still glued to his phone. You exhale another sigh.
“Since we’re not getting out of this until then, can we just...” You soften your voice. “Start over?”
His eyes are still on the screen, but from the way his shoulders tense and how he stops scrolling, you know he’s considering your proposition.
“At least call a stalemate over this.” You drift your hand in the air, gesturing between you and him.
Blowing out air and shaking his head, he rests his phone onto the table.
“Fine.”
He crosses his arms, imitating you, and the two of you sit there, staring at each other in a long silence.  
One minute, to be exact.
You’re the one to break the silence game by running your hands over your face, letting out a hybrid of a groan and laugh.
“God, the fact that we had sex makes this kinda awkward, huh?”
Jaemin’s exterior melts slightly, letting out a snicker. He shrugs, “Then let’s just pretend that we didn’t have sex.”
“We can’t just pretend that we didn’t have sex,” you say, holding two upturned palms near your face.
“We did it, it’s done. I’ve seen your penis, you kicked me out, and you labelled me a prude—” You dart a finger towards him. “—which I am far from, by the way. All of those are pretty huge things.”
One of the corners of his mouth raises high. “Are you saying my penis is huge?”
“No, the implication of said penis is huge. Wipe that smirk off your face.”
He stretches an arm, holding an imaginary microphone to your face. “Do you deny that my penis is huge?”
Rolling your eyes, you swat his fist away. “What am I, on trial here?”
“Do you plead the fifth then?”
Annoyed, you roll your eyes again. Why do you get the feeling that you’re probably going to be doing this a lot more today? Another feeling tells you that if you don’t answer his question, he’ll probably pester you until you do.
You tilt your head side to side. “It’s... decently sized.”
“Bigger or smaller than average?”
“Perfect...” His eyes light up. “...ly average.” And a frown rolls over.
He squints his eyes accusingly at your sneer. “Are you lying like you did before about faking it?”
You scoff. “I wasn’t lying about faking it, and I’m not lying now about your average sized dick.”
Jaemin releases a disgruntled grumble and lifts his cup to his face. You notice he likes to take his coffee black and bitter, presumably like his heart.
“So, Miss I’m-Not-A-Prude-and-I’ve-Definitely-Had-Sex-Before.” His eyebrows perk up on the word definitely. “What’s your story? Why the last minute one-night stand?”
Shrugging your shoulders to your ears, you reply, “Haven’t had sex in a while.”
“When’s the last time you had sex?” he asks mid-sip.
“Half a year ago,” you respond nonchalantly, perching your chin into your palms.
Jaemin immediately chokes, almost spraying the coffee through his nose.
“Half a year?!” he gasps. It takes him a few hits to his chest to dispel the coughing. “Six months?!”
“Wow, you can count!” you exclaim in a condescending tone. You change the position of your hands so that your chin is now atop of the back of your curled fingers and tilt your head. “Can you also spell?”
“As a premed student, I can assure you that I am capable of doing both,” he says with a slight strain due to the coughing fit. The humble brag brings on another eye roll. Of course he’s a premed student with the attitude he wears.
“It’s just—” He clears his throat and swallows the last bit of coffee stuck in his windpipe. “—The last time I had a dry spell was for like, a month, tops.”
So the fuckboy gets laid way more on the daily than you expect. You’re torn between being envious over how much action he gets in comparison to you, or remorseful, since you’re now just one of the many notches on his bedpost.
No matter, sarcasm is always the best defence mechanism.
“Good for you, Jaemin. I’m sure you’re very proud of that.”
There’s an awkward beat. His head hangs for a moment while his thumbs stroke the sides of his cup. A strange pinch of guilt occurs. Did you overstep an unspoken line? But then he drags himself back to reality in a heartbeat.
Jaemin brings the cup to his mouth again, mumbling, “At least the sex on your part makes more sense now; you’re rusty as fuck.”
Completely aware of what he said, you trash your guilt entirely and narrow your eyes. “What did you just say?”
Following a long sip, he hums, “Mmm, nothing.” Soon after, he stands up with his cup.
“I’m gonna go game now. Feel free to watch Netflix on the TV and stay in the living room.”
As if you had anywhere else to go...  
He begins to walk towards his room as you mutter under your breath, “I’m not a dog.”
“Says the bitch,” he pipes up, taking you by surprise.  
“Thought we had a stalemate?!” you shout, leaning your head forward as you watch him entering his room.  
“Doesn’t mean we’re on peaceful terms!” he sing-shouts.
The flinging of the closed door echoes throughout the apartment.
Regret surges through you. You just had to choose a fuckboy fluent in assholery and end up incidentally being isolated with him during a snow storm on Christmas Eve.
You wonder if you can handle being around him for the next twenty-four hours without killing him first.
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During the afternoon, you’re on the living room couch, playing a show as mostly background noise while you’re on your phone. At one point, your phone unsurprisingly begins to die and you tread over to Jaemin’s door to ask for a charger and if you can also take a shower. He’s still annoyed by your existence, but at least he hands you a charger and lets you know where the extra towels are.
Stepping into the living room with the towel in your hand as you dry your hair off, you peer out the large living room window and see nothing but white engulfing the streets and buildings as far as the eye can see.
You pray the snow will eventually stop as soon as possible so you can head back home.
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By the middle of the afternoon, Jaemin emerges from his bedroom and shocks you by plopping down on the opposite end of the living room couch from where you’re sitting.
“Bored?” you ask, eyes fixated on the TV screen.
“Nope,” he replies, popping the p as he says it. His slings his arm around the top of the couch.
“Gotta keep an eye on you in case you do something.” Turning away from the screen, he faces you and motions circles with his hand. “You’ve got a little crazy in you, I can feel it.”
You quickly glance over at him, but try to refocus on the TV. “Need I remind you that you’re the crazy one, dragging me out of the apartment right as I woke up.”
That compels him to turn his whole body towards you. “Well, you’re the one who wanted a last-minute one-night stand.”
You match his stance. “As if I’m the first girl in your bed to stay in the morning?”
“Actually, yeah.” He aggressively tilts his head to one side. “Most girls leave before I even get up. The other percentage don’t fight me when I ask for them to go, so it looks like you’re the odd one out.”  
You press your lips together, refusing to admit that maybe he has a point, under the assumption that he’s telling the truth.
Jaemin twists his body back to the screen and adds, “I make it very clear on my profile that I don’t do morning afters, sweetheart.”
And you agree that his profile is clear about his intentions, but that doesn’t mean you can condone his shitty behaviour.
“Well, sorry that I expected just an ounce of respect instead of getting kicked to the curb after you stuck your dick in me,” you grumble, shifting back to the show and crossing your arms.
“Morning afters lead to attachments, and attachments lead to feelings, and feelings lead to relationships,” he says the string of words clinically, as if it’s a mantra that he lives by.
Your eyebrows knit together as you whip your head towards him once more, studying him.
“And what’s so wrong with that?”
Deliberately averting your gaze, Jaemin grates his tongue between his teeth, a slight tsk audibly heard, and his chin juts out. There’s definitely a story behind his ways. He huffs and changes the subject.  
“Seriously?” He holds a hand out. “You’re watching this trashy show?”
Squinting your eyes at him, you could probably interrogate him further, but you decide otherwise.  
“It may be trashy,” you concur, looking at the TV. “But it’s my trashy comfort show.”
Following an over-the-top acted out scene between the show’s main love interests, Jaemin shoots up from the couch.
“Yeah, no, I can’t handle this. Can we either put on something else or game or something?”
“Why don’t you go back to your room to game, Mr. I’m-Not-Bored?”
“Like I said, I gotta keep an eye on you,” he says while bending over in front of the TV, already setting up the Playstation. He tosses you a controller as he strides to his side of the couch again.
He mumbles to himself, “Need to make sure you don’t go crazy from the lack of human interaction.”
Either Jaemin is selfish and only looking out for himself, or he wants to make sure you’re not feeling lonely in a stranger’s home.
Likely the first reason, you deduce—because why would a guy like Jaemin care about a mere one-night stand?
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Admittedly, you’re not the best at games, especially at fighting ones. You can comprehend the move lists, but you like to live by button smashing the controller and repeating moves over and over.  
So it’s hilarious when you beat Jaemin every round with your surprisingly fruitful technique.
“Okay, this is bullshit,” Jaemin complains, sticking his tongue out in irritation. His ass is currently being handed to him on a plate again since you’re almost done killing his character off. “You must be lying to me; you have to be a pro player or some shit.”
Jaemin’s health bar is dangerously low as your character jabs his with a sword. He winces out loud and you snicker.
“Why do you think I always lie about everything?! Dude, you have serious trust issues,” you joke before you steal the opportunity to slice his character. One more hit and he’s done for.
“I do not! I just—nooo!”
You rise to your feet and pump your arms in the air, turning in circles in joy over yet another win.
Sulking, Jaemin eyes your little dance from his end on the couch, but as he watches you more, a feeling balloons in his chest. Something he hasn’t felt in a long time.
Finally coming down from your post-win high, you spot an emerging grin from the corner of your eye, making you pause.    
“What?” you eye him suspiciously.
Your suspicion pops the sensation in his chest and, like a fish out of water, his eyes widen and his grin melts away.
“Nothing, uhm.” He ruffles his eyebrows and palms the back of his neck, quickly facing the TV. “Let’s go one more round and then we can switch to another game—”
Suddenly, the TV and surrounding lights switch off. Both of you waver your eyes, anticipating for them to come back on, but they unfortunately don’t.  
Jaemin rushes over to the window. When he swivels his head towards you, his face darkens.
“Looks like it’s at least the whole block. The streetlights are out too.”
Without another word, he dashes to the linen closet and brings back several blankets. He calmly explains that there won’t be heat since it’s connected to the electricity, so it’d be best to keep warm with the extra layers.
Not wanting to scare you, he doesn’t add the fact that due to the huge windows in the apartment, more unnecessary cold air will come in, but you’re already cognizant of it from your own logic and since the remaining heat dissolves rapidly.
You groan and retreat into the massive blanket over your shoulders, turtling your head.
You can’t believe you’re going to fucking die in this asshole’s apartment on Christmas Eve.
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On the ends of the couch in your makeshift blanket jackets, both of you attend to your phones for a while.
From what people and the news outlets are saying, it’s not just the block, but the whole city grid is out. You frantically text your friends, giving updates on how you are and half-jokingly telling them that you’re going to die with your dreadful one-night stand. Some time passes and Jaemin tosses his phone  off to one side.  
“Well, since there’s nothing else to do and we should probably conserve our phone batteries—” You glance up at him from your phone and pout. Slowly nodding in agreement, you toss it aside too. “—why don’t we play a game of ‘I’ll-Give-You-Pointers-on-How-to-be-Better-in-Bed’?”
A smile burgeons on his irritatingly handsome face and your eyes roll. At this point, you wonder if the reaction is conditioned into you. “It’ll be my early Christmas gift to you.”
“Wow, so thoughtful, how could I ever thank you?” You drag the blanket closer to your chest in false gratitude.
You think for a serious moment if you really want to go through with this. Hearing Jaemin run his mouth on you unwarranted is already painful, but to give him the go-ahead to do so? Especially criticizing your skills in bed?  
You blow out a sigh, noting the slightly visible cloud. You’re grateful Jaemin has thick, downy blankets.  
Well, if you’re going to die, may as well know what went wrong, right?
“Fine, but if we’re playing this game, we have to say everything honestly and take the criticism we get.” You point a stern finger. “No rebuttals, just acceptance.”
“Wait.” Jaemin crinkles his face in genuine confusion as his hand peeks out from his blanket.
“You have things to criticize about me in bed?”
Your lips tremble before you burst into laughter. Displeasure is on Jaemin’s tight-lipped face as you laugh for a while, almost keeling over in your blanket ball onto the hardwood floor. “How conceited are you, oh, my fucking God?”
He slices his hand through the air. “I’ve never had any complaints—”
“Because you’re too busy focusing on your own orgasm, you selfish dickwad,” you say as your laughter dies down.  
He sits in his snit for a few more moments until he gets over it.
“Fine, fine,” he huffs. Jaemin knows he’s not going to enjoy this, but he’s the one who suggested it. He can’t back out now. “Let’s just get this over with, you go first.”
With your blanket held by your chest, you hop off your end of the couch and shuffle over in front of him where he’s seated. Beaming, you begin.
“Let’s start with foreplay.” Jaemin’s eyes light up with confidence, thinking he’s at least decent with that. You crush his expression as your lips purse and you shake your head.
“Non-existent.”
“What do you mean?! I kissed you as you took off your clothes.”
You stick your free hand out from your blanket, extending your index finger.
“One: you only kissed my lips. You know, there are other parts of me to kiss, like, I don’t know, my neck, my arms, my shoulders.”
You extend another finger. “And, two: it’s weird to not help someone take off their clothes. Like you’re in a super rush to get somewhere or something—”
“We’re fucking!” he cuts in sharply. “This is a one-night stand, not a relationship.”
Closing your eyes and dropping your head, you pinch the bridge of your nose. You sigh in exaggeration.
“Thought we agreed no rebuttals...” you softly sing-say.  
Jaemin’s head sinks a little into his blanket. “Sorry.”
Removing your hand, you shrug. “Maybe there’s some rule that I don’t know about one-night stands, so this could be on me.”
You start to aimlessly tread back and forth in front of him, dragging the blanket along too. “But fuck, foreplay is foreplay for a reason. You work your way up to the heat of the moment and it makes sex much better, regardless if you’re in a relationship with the person or not.”
“Next point.” You stop walking and direct your focus on him. Pointing your finger and looking him dead in the eye, you ask, “Do you know what a vagina is?”
He snorts with a simper. “Uhhh, is this a rhetorical question?”
“No, I’m legit asking,” you say with a raised eyebrow and snarky smile. “Because when you went down on me, all you flicked your tongue at was the outside of it, also called the labia if you didn’t know.”
“I’m premed, of course I—”
“Which is great! But you didn’t go any deeper nor did you go near my clit.”
You thrust your finger again. “Do you also know what that is?”
“Yes...” he groans with the flickering eyelids.
You swipe your arm through the air. “Maybe make use of it, and not only when you go down on girls. Even during sex, touching it is great.”
“And lastly,” you continue. “I’ll be honest here, you have a decent dick.”
Jaemin waggles his finger. “So you were lying before—”
“I wasn’t lying,” you retort firmly. “But anyways, you’ve got the stuff, but why don’t you put it to better use?”
With the following words, you attempt to gesture with your body and execute moves as graphic visuals. Jaemin giggles at the sight.
“Vary the speeds and the angle, don’t just slam it in me and go crazy fast from the get-go. Build up to the climax. Jesus, I couldn’t even get close to coming because you’re like a jackhammer from start to finish.”
When you finally finish, Jaemin’s giggles morph into hollow laughs. Frustration is blatant on your face, pondering if he even absorbed a single word you said.  
After he calms down, he asks, “Are you done?”
You mumble, “Yeah, I think so.”
The two of you switch places. He shuffles onto his feet with his blanket while you sit back on the couch.
Jaemin pulls the blanket across the floor as he ambles. “Okay, your head game is decent—”
“Excuse you, my head game is strong.”
“Uh-uh, rebuttal,” he points out.  
You sigh. Pinching your fingers together, you drag the invisible zipper across your mouth, then wave your hand, allowing him to resume.
“Your head game is decent. You definitely can deepthroat, but—” He mirrors you from before and extends his index finger.
“One: this happened only a few times, but your teeth scraped against my dick, which is why I assumed you were a borderline virgin.”
You fume silently at the accusation, attempting to not speak up with a heap of rebuttals. But he wasn’t wrong—if you teethed on his dick, that’s a classic virgin move.
“But that’s okay, because we already established that you’re just rusty.” Jaemin flashes you a fake comforting smile as he continues to pace. You flash him one back.
“And two—” He holds another finger out. “Don’t be scared to use your hands and stroke me. Give my dick some love. If it’s too wet, just wipe your hands on the bed or something.”
“Okay, duly noted,” you hum. “Next.”
“Don’t be scared to touch me.”
“I touched you so much during—”
He shoots you a glare. You roll your mouth inward, your lips disappearing instantly.
“Your hands were mostly on the sheets, which is hot, but guys like to be felt up too.”
The attractive individual peers up for a second, thinking to himself. “Even hotter when a girl feels herself up during the fucking, but that’s beside the point. Baby steps, just remember to touch the other person.”
Jaemin does a full-stop and faces you.
“And just... don’t fake it.” Distress is evident in his pout. You hate to admit it, but it’s a little cute. He raises an arm and jerks it in the air. “Why do girls fake it?”
“Because guys with egos like you can’t handle criticism,” you reply bluntly.  
“What are we doing, having this conversation, hm?”
“We wouldn’t be having this conversation if it didn’t snow in and keep us here together.” You peel a hand away and gesture to the window. “If I walked out of here this morning, you would’ve just fucked the next girl the same.”
He defends himself, “Faking it just feeds our egos.”
“Yeah, well, if I told you afterwards that I didn’t come, what would you do?”
“Try to make you come in other ways?”
Shaking your head, you scoff. “Guys like you aren’t that considerate.”
“You’re right.” He assents, holding his pointer finger against his chest. “Because guys like me aim to please.”
A brilliant thought leaps in his mind and Jaemin gasps. You can only assume bad things from the wicked smile he sends your way.  
“Why don’t we try it again?”
Perplexed, you squint at him.
“Try what again...?”
“Sex,” he says enthusiastically.
You blankly stare at him.
“You’ve gotta be joking,” you deadpan.
“I mean, there’s nothing else to do and it’ll keep us warm.” 
You continue to stare at him until you groan.
“Oh, my God...” Your blanket droops a bit off your shoulders as you drag your palms across your face. “I cannot believe I’m stuck in this snowstorm with you out of all people...”
Sitting next to you, Jaemin persistently reasons with you. “Think of it also as another learning experience for the future partners we’ll have.”
“Yeah, if we don’t die first!” you shriek.
“We’re not going to die,” Jaemin replies in a mocking tone and a dart of his tongue.  
Outside the window, the snow seems to have slowed down, but not by much.  
God, Jaemin better be fucking right because you want to live to see another day.  
“Fine,” you mutter and match his gaze. “But we have to be vocal throughout the whole thing. Say whatever’s on our mind.”
“Fine,” he agrees to your terms. He produces the same wicked smile again. “But can we film it then? So we can study it after?”
You fire him a death glare that melts his face off, even in the frigid atmosphere.
“I’m joking, I’m joking,” he says, waving his hand.
They say that jokes are half-meant true, but you think Jaemin fully meant it. Still in your blanket jackets, Jaemin snags your free hand and leads you to his room.
“You gotta give me credit for trying, though.”
“No.” You shake your head with an unwilling smile creeping on the edge of your lips. On second thought, maybe the joke was a little funny, but you still stand by your opinion that he’s the most annoying person in the world. “I don’t think I will.”
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“Thank God Chenle has so many scented candles...”
On the edge of Jaemin’s bed, huddled by the blanket, you watch him light up several large jars, placing them on his nightstand and desk in hopes to brighten the room. It’s already late afternoon, but one could mistaken it for nighttime with the muddy sky due to the snow.
“Is Chenle your roommate?”
“Yeah,” Jaemin answers with a slight shiver, igniting the last candle near the bedside. He removed his blanket when he went to nab the matches and candles. “His girlfriend gets free ones from work, so she always gives him a shit ton, even though he never uses them.”
With a glowing hue against his face, he blows out the match. He makes his way to you, a cocky grin plastered on him, as he says, “Guess we’re making use of them now, though.”
Before you can even respond, Jaemin gets right down to business—sitting beside you on the mattress, he palms your face and drags you in for a kiss. You softly yelp, but immediately reciprocate.
The cover falls off your body as you reach to touch him, fingers drifting over his solid arms.
You don’t want to stroke his large ego, and maybe it’s because you haven’t had anyone else on you in a while, but Jaemin’s kisses are something else.
The cushiony pair of lips always executes enough pressure against your mouth, increasing and decreasing on command in perfect tandem and timing. His hands hover over your waist and the nape of your neck, fingers sinking into your hot skin.  
His mouth trails downward the side of your neck. You crane your head back, indulging in his caresses as soft moans trickle out.
He gently signals for you to recline back and lay onto the mattress, moving the sea of blankets aside. Inclined on his elbow, almost atop of you, his cool fingers glide under your top layers, his thumb stroking against your stomach.
Pulling away from your body, he tugs on the ends of your clothes. You rise from the bed to better the angle for him to discard of them.
The hairs on your skin are standing on end from the frigid air, but you’re too focused on Jaemin’s mouth migrating over your upper arm and your bra-covered chest to care. Without notice, he stuffs a cup of the bra to one side and takes your bosom into his mouth.
Air’s seized from your lungs and your core contracts from the pleasure. Your fingers tug on Jaemin’s luscious locks and his free hand squeezes your unoccupied breast.    
After a few twirls of his tongue and a gentle drawing of his teeth on the pointed tip, he mumbles hotly into your chest while he thumbs your other nipple, “Foreplay still non-existent?”
“It’s better, I guess,” you sigh with fluttering eyes. His chuckling reverberates against your cleavage, a sign of amusement from your obstinacy. A gasp pierces the room as Jaemin repeats his actions onto the other breast.
He aids you in taking off the rest of your clothes and, obviously aware of your goosebumps and shuddering, tells you to get underneath the blankets while he strips himself.
Under the toasty ocean of layers, despite how both of you are bare-boned and how easy it is to jump into the main act, Jaemin purposefully continues to prolong the foreplay. Side by side, your lips meld endlessly; your legs and hands are intertwined in an amorous pretzel.
Jaemin ensures he doesn’t leave any part of you untouched—the pads of fingers virtually graze over every inch of your body. Each grip and drag of his digits sends you in a frenzy. Your chest is pressed into him and your eyes are blinded with desire.
In the back of your mind, you think about how you were right about foreplay working up to the heat of the moment—literally, because you’re dripping, he’s hard, and you two have embraced so much that you don’t need the blankets anymore.  
On the other hand, you wonder if Jaemin was right about skipping foreplay, because with every whisper of each other’s name, the intimacy rises immensely. You don’t know him, and neither him with you, but you’re both freely drowning in one another in a plane beyond the lust.
Although the room’s beginning to smell of a mix of all the scented candles, Jaemin hones in and drinks in your sweet aroma and your entirety behind his hazy eyes and already tousled hair. All of a sudden, one drag of his fingers over a particular sensitive spot on your body makes you giggle.
“I’m ticklish over there.”
“You mean right—” He drums his fingers over the area again. “—here?”
With a toothy grin, he generates more suffering from you and you begin to lively howl. Soon enough, you beg him to stop.
“You’re such an asshat, c’mon, let me live!”
When he ceases, his head hangs over yours and your gazes connect.
The same feeling blooms in his chest from before in the living room.
He gulps as his eyes waver over your face, unknowingly tracing your beautiful features and etching them into his memory.
Your starry eyes. Your glowing aura. Your everything.
You barely register the change in his expression because he quickly tramples on his moment of weakness by kissing you passionately.
Jaemin whips the blankets aside as he lowers himself between your legs. Your eyes are fixated on him, matching his stare, until he starts to devour you by swiping against your lustrous folds. Your back bows, and, following a few more licks, Jaemin makes a point of his knowledge of the vagina by spreading your lips and ravishing your pussy, tongue penetrating deeply.
Rippled moans release in harmony with your undulating chest. You swear you’re getting more wet, too wet, likely making it overwhelming for Jaemin, but he’s eagerly lapping every drop up.  
“How’s that?” he inquires with a grin, hovering over your trembling nether lips. His mouth is evidently glossy, even under the dim lighting.
“Good,” you pant in the most nonchalant tone you can muster up. “Very good-ahhh—”
Jaemin kindly interrupts you by tonguing your clit as he fingers your sex deeply, shattering your fake indifference.
“Move your tongue up more,” you direct, creasing your eyebrows in despair. He follows your direction, and droning moans ensue.
Jaemin’s immersed in your pleasure, but also adding to his own. The more he laps up your wetness, the more he grinds his length against the bed, aching to be inside of you.
Your desire pulses faster, contracting tighter against his fingers, body winding tensely by the second.
“Fuck, Jaemin,” you whine, leaning your head to one side with a parted mouth. “I’m close.”
He draws back and temporarily replaces his tongue with his thumb.
“Good,” he pants, cocking his head to one side. His eyes are filled with determination. “Because I’m not stopping until you come at least two more times tonight.”
You exhale a light laugh. “That’s ambiti-ohgodohgod—”
His tongue works wonders on your clit once more, so much that he has to brace your bucking hips.
Okay, maybe Jaemin did learn a thing or two and actually listened to what you said during your critique.
But now it’s time to demonstrate to him what you’ve learned.
You don’t need much of a break to catch your breath, nor do you want to immediately freeze due to inactivity, so you pull Jaemin in for an intense kiss, tongue dipping into the remnants of your own nectar, then beckon for him to take your former place on the bed.
Perched on the bottom of your feet, you’re on one side of Jaemin, lackadaisically fisting his prominence. After a few strokes, you gradually swallow his inches, keeping in mind to relax your jaw and to not rush in order to avoid any potential teething. You do this to prove yourself worthy of giving head, but also in spite, because you absolutely do not need Jaemin to brand you a virgin again.  
You read his quiet groans and his long fingers running lazily through your hair as a positive sign and advance further.
Carefully, you rest your tongue beneath the underside of his cock and bob your head, licking him until he’s sopping with your saliva. His grip in your hair grows in strength as his length reaches the end of your throat, his groans becoming more and more drawn-out.
A needy whimper leaves him as you suddenly withdraw. Dribbles of your spit follow, and you wipe it off with the back of your hand.  
“How am I doing?” you glow in a pant, lazily stroking the doused shaft.
He simply nods with half-lidded eyes, barely able to look at you. “Yeah.”
You snicker at him in his breathless position, a prickle of pride running through your spine over the fact that you blew his mind as much as you blew his dick.
“Use your words, Jaemin.”
Teasingly, your fingers curl around his blunt head, soothing the sensitive tip and sending jolts throughout him.
“Fuck—” he pulls his bottom lip upward. “Awesome. You’re doing awesome.”
“Anything to critique?”
“Mm-mm,” he shakes his head restlessly. You revel a bit more in having the upper hand on him a little while longer. You grip him tighter and hasten your speed, leaving him gasping for air.
“Am I still rusty?”
“Nope, nope,” he croaks, voice rising to a whine. “Definitely not rusty.”
“You sure?” His cockiness has transferred over to you.
“Yes, yes—fuck, slow down, please,” Jaemin begs.    
Granting his wish, you abate your rhythm and free his inches from your touch.
You wipe your hands on the sides of the bed while Jaemin rummages through the drawer of his nightstand and hastily rolls over the rubber over himself before he prepares to enter the body beneath his.  
Recalling your advice, Jaemin mindfully starts off slow. You sigh blissfully in sync to his thrusts. He adjust himself, attempting another angle, and you draw in air between your teeth.
“There, there—“
Jaemin’s quick-witted and keeps at it, plunging a bit more vigorously. Out of habit, your hands grasp onto the bedsheets, but you wittingly attach them to his frame. Hands grazing his neck, his firm pecs, and his taut muscles.  
“Touch-touch my stomach,” he orders in a hush.
You hands follow through and feel up the flexed valley of his abs. Feeling up evolves into desperate gripping and even the slight dragging of your nails.
“Your abs are so fucking hot,” you state thoughtlessly, eyes eating up the view alongside his cock disappearing in and out of you. “Jesus, fuck.”
“Yeah?” he rasps with that devilish smirk of his. God, you want to smack it off him, but not right now—not when you’re reaching euphoria. “You’re not just saying that?”
Oh, you’ve definitely stroked his ego now, but there’s no turning back. Truth spills from you on a whim.
“You’re a fucking masterpiece,” you gasp acutely.
You’re starting to wither away, yet, as if they have a life of their own, your hands drift away from him and find a new home atop your breasts.
“You make me feel so good, Jaemin...”
Jaemin’s eyes go wide. His mouth hangs at the lewdness of you touching yourself.
“Fuck, holy shit.”
His gaze doesn’t leave your ecstatic face or humming body for a second as you knead your breasts and tweak your nipples between your fingers. Your back arches further when Jaemin deepens his sweet, fulfilling thrusts. He’s holding himself back, not wanting to end this beautiful deed just yet.
The stimulation bursts over your body, both from your own doing and Jaemin’s.  
You plead, “Faster, please, faster.”
And he complies, but he also rubs your bundle of nerves, causing a tight knot in you to build up and your shallow moans transform into heavy screams. You clasp onto his back and claw at the protruding shoulder blades.  
“I’m-I’m—”
You clench, both with your core and your nails digging into him, but Jaemin’s unrelenting, capturing your second peak for the evening.
Instead of coming after you, he shockingly veers lower and closer to you and curbs his pace.
“Was that real?”
You respond with an exhausted nod. Oddly, the smile he shows this time isn’t arrogant, but warm and teetering the line of tenderness. His lips fuse with yours before they stray towards your neck. The passion stews as he sucks your tits, all the while lunging laxly into you.  
With an obscene pop!, Jaemin removes himself from your nubs.
“Ready for the last round?”
His fast thrusts, hitting you precisely in the best spot, cloud your already weakened logic, deterring you from making any response.    
Perspiration is blatant on both individuals. For him, his forehead glistens gorgeously with his damp hair. For you, the back of your bent knees are gluing together. Your bodies are about to pass out, but you both persevere until the end.
As you convulse and perish together in beautiful agony, coincidentally enough, the bulbs in the room and in the streets leap to radiance.
Together, you collapse onto the bed side by side, panting heavily and laughing.
“Told you we weren’t going to die.”
You turn your head to see Jaemin looking at you with a cheeky grin. In retaliation, you stick your tongue out.
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By nighttime, it’s finally stopped snowing outside. However, the streets won’t be cleared until morning, at the very least.
But... you’re surprisingly okay with that.
In a turn of events, the sex inexplicably makes the two of you warm up to each other. There still is targeted banter and tension between you, lingering from before, but it’s less hostile and more playful.
During a fancy Christmas Eve dinner of microwavable pizzas, you poke fun at each other’s majors and discuss your respective hobbies in depth, especially his love for photography. Jaemin even asks if he can take a picture of you, claiming that the kitchen lighting actually looks nice on someone for once.  
“Is that how you collect the memory of your one-night stands? Instead of hanging their skins in your closet, you sweet-talk your way and keep all the photos of them?” you joke, referring to the video call from yesterday night. It feels like an eternity ago, but snowstorms tend to do that.
He chuckles behind the camera as he snaps a photo of you scrunching your face cutely.
“Yeah, but you’re the first one who has clothes on,” he says, glancing down at the photo on the camera roll.  
“Ugh, gross,” you cringe and take a sip of tea.
Jaemin doesn’t add anything further. He leaves out the fact that he never keeps any traces of his one-night stands, that you’re the first girl he’s taken a picture of in a while.  
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After a few hours of more talking and even some gaming with one another, sleep is much needed. Jaemin offers an extra toothbrush and a sweater and pair of sweats to sleep in. You’re facing each other on his bed, noses almost touching.  
“It’s been a while since I haven’t had sex with a girl before I slept next to them,” he whispers, adjusting himself comfortably. The side of his face rests on his piled hands. “It’s kinda nice.”
You cover your mouth as you yawn, then lay your hand back under your head, reflecting the same position as Jaemin.
“You know, it might be my sleepiness talking, but maybe you’re not the worst person in the world to be stuck with during a snowstorm.”
A lovely chuckle echoes in your ear. “I’m glad you’ve had a change of heart.”
After a few moments, your eyes are fluttering to a close until he softly calls out your name.
“Hm?” you stir awake, but not by much.
“Do you...?”
Jaemin doesn’t know what’s gotten to him, doesn’t quite understand why the defences he built for so long are crumbling down in only a day of knowing you.  
And yet, something urges him to give it a chance.
Blowing out a shaky sigh, he anxiously intertwines his fingers with yours. You hum softly at the action and a small smile blooms on your face.
“Do you want to go on a date with me sometime?”
“Hm?” His question doesn’t take you aback as much as you would be if you were fully awake. But even in your drowsy state, you have quips in hand. “Jaemin, the notorious fuckboy and serial one-night stander, wants to go on a date?”
“Yeah,” he replies gently, brushing your loose hair out of your face.
Another yawn. “I thought you said you don’t want feelings and relationships and all that shit.”
His fingers trace your pretty jawline and shrugs. “One date doesn’t mean we’re going to be in a relationship, I’m sure you know that.”
You pause for a good two seconds, but the two seconds feel like forever for Jaemin.
“Mmm, fine. One date, just one.” You barely hold up your pointer finger. “And only because it’s Christmas tomorrow. ‘Tis the season to be giving...”
Relief washes over Jaemin in the form of a smile. Embracing the blatant feeling in his chest this time, he plants a light kiss on your nose and wishes you sweet dreams, even though you’ve already fallen soundly asleep.  
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Sunlight pours over your eyes on Christmas morning.
Déjà vu peculiarly creeps up on you, but the only thing that’s the same as yesterday is waking up in Jaemin’s bed.
He’s next to you this time, deep in his peaceful slumber, instead of waiting for you to leave by his doorframe. The snow has finally stopped, and you think you hear the faint noises of snow plows outside. You inhale deeply and also notice the faded aroma from all the scented candles from last night.
The scenes of yesterday flicker across your mind. The incredible sex. The talking. The dinner. The interlocking of his fingers with yours.
The date he asked you out on.
You stare at him, watching him sleep with a sense of content.
Turning your body, you routinely check your phone, which is charging beside his. You have a slew of Merry Christmas texts from several chats and a few private messages from your friends.
Your attention falls on Jaemin’s phone when it lights up with a notification, likely texts from his friends and family too.
But that’s not what you’re focusing on.
Your heart sinks at the sight of his lockscreen.
It’s a picture of him and a girl kissing.
A twinge emerges in your chest and twists harder and harder.
Jaemin being a fuckboy, you can respect. People can do whatever they want with their lives.
But to cheat?
That’s unforgivable, and a true sin if there ever was one.
You scramble to dash out of there, careful not to make any noises in fear of waking Jaemin up. However, Jaemin’s sensitive to the sounds of the front door, so he rouses awake. His eyes flit open, noticing how you’re gone. He then sees his phone blowing up and adds two and two together.
With his phone in hand, Jaemin rushes to get on a coat and stuffs his feet into his boots, not giving a shit that he’s wearing his thin pajamas in the coldness. He’s bounding down the flight of stairs and onto the bright, white wonderland of the streets.
He swivels his head and catches sight of you almost past down the block, slowly trekking through the thick snow. Jaemin sprints, as much as he can, and hops towards you.  
He yells your name, making others on the street turn, but you don’t. You continue forward without looking back.
“Wait! I can explain!”
You’re trying to gain speed, but cardio isn’t your friend. Thankfully for Jaemin, it’s a close friend for him.
“I don’t wanna fucking hear it, Jaemin,” you grunt, hearing the rapid crunching of his shoes coming closer. “Get lost.”
“No, listen to me for a second.”
The boyish man grasps you by the arm and turns you around. You throw his arm away from you and he holds his hands in the air, letting you know that he respects your space. He drops his hands and sees that you’re seething, even worse than you were when he kicked you out yesterday.
“How are you going to explain your lockscreen with you kissing your fucking girlfriend?! Hm?”
“Ex,” he pants in clarification. “Ex-girlfriend.”
Your eyebrows mesh together in utter confusion.
“Okay? That doesn’t make me feel any better, knowing that you’re still hung up on your ex.”
Jaemin shakes his head and rakes a hand through his hair. You note the large clouds he exhales and how he’s barely wearing any clothes. A tinge of sympathy passes through you, wanting to give him some of your clothes for extra layers, but you smother that quickly in your state of rage.  
“I’m not hung up on her. Remember you asked me yesterday why I don’t want girls to stay the next morning?”
You cock your head impatiently, as if saying, “Yeah.”
“Well, I don’t want to attach myself to girls. I can’t. I...”
He lowers his head to one side. Shutting his eyes, a long puff emits from his mouth.
“She cheated on me.”
The snow plows in the distance can’t compare to the pumping of your heart in your ears. All the feelings you felt in the last day, but especially in the last fifteen minutes, jumble together in your head, making you feel uneasy and unsure of what to exactly feel or comprehend of the situation.  
But you do know one thing, despite the fact that you two barely know each other, the pained look on his face is real—that this is the untold story behind his ways.  
Jaemin lifts his head and holds out his phone for emphasis. “The lockscreen serves as a constant reminder that dating and feelings will and can fuck me up.”
Carefully, he steps a little closer to you and slowly cups your face in his shaking hands. You don’t pull away nor is there the same anger from moments before, so he daintily runs his thumbs over your cheeks.
“Until you showed me yesterday that maybe I’m willing to give it all another shot. Risk it all for fuck knows what, but you make it look like it’s worth it.”
He continues his ramble after adjusting some of your hair from the ongoing breeze.
“Sure, it’s Christmas today, but I don’t want you to say yes to going on a date with me just because it is. I want you to say yes because maybe you like spending time with me just as much as I like to spend it with you.”
You’re completely disoriented—your eyes are shifting everywhere but his eyes and your lips are quivering with no words coming out. He sighs understandingly. 
“Look, I know you’re probably having second thoughts and you don’t have to give me an answer right now. Think on it for as much time as you need, but I want you to know that I genuinely like you and I want to go on an actual date with you.”
He peels his hand away from your face and raises it into the air as if taking an oath.
“I, Na Jaemin, the notorious fuckboy and serial one-night stander, will devote to monogamy once again if it means I can date you.”
His hands grab yours, kisses the back of them, and then he presses one kiss onto your icy cheek prior to walking away.
“Merry Christmas,” he says with a sad smile. “You know where to find me if you change your mind.”
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Later that evening at your large family’s Christmas party, you take another dreadful gulp of your wine.
It’s the happy holiday season, but why does everyone feel the need to stick their nose in your dating life? Well, really, a lack there of.
“Why are you still single?” Layers of their voices resound the same question in your head. You take another swig.
Potential unsaid answers that you kept to yourself fly around as you swish the drink in your glass.  
Because you choose to be.
Okay, not really, but it’s the easiest answer.  
Because you haven’t found the right guy to get you back in the game.
What does that even mean? What makes the right guy even right?
The right guy? It’s someone who makes you laugh, someone who gives as good as they can take it, someone who wants you just as much as you do.
The cogs move in your head as you take one more sip before you finally come to the conclusion—  
Because you didn’t find the right guy until last night.
Despite the mess of today and yesterday morning, you realize that Jaemin is... actually sort of sweet. Annoying, yes, but he keeps you on your toes. It’s a plus that he’s easy on the eyes, but it’s a bigger plus that he’s even easier to talk to.
And if he can find it in his scorched heart to trust you, you can find it in your heart to trust him too.  
You quickly say your good-byes to your family and let them know you have other plans with friends tonight.
As the Uber rolls up to his apartment building, you realize you probably should’ve messaged him on Tinder, but it’s worth a shot to see if he’s home. Anyways, impulsiveness is a controlling entity, as evident from your Christmas Eve Eve’s adventure.
And in retrospect, perhaps Jaemin was the perfect pick of the crop after all.  
Someone’s entering the building and lets you in behind them. You take the stairs two at a time and hear booming music coming from his floor. At first, you assume it’s from other apartments, but it’s all coming from one—his.
Without a thought, your knuckle taps the door.  
A handsome figure that’s definitely not Jaemin opens the door. Behind him, you see a group of young men scattered around the living room, and some have a few girls tucked under their arms.
The man eyes you up and down with a spark in his eye. He’s not Jaemin, but he surely reminds you of him.
“And who might you be?” he asks.
“Who’s at the door, Jeno?” An unknown male voice hollers in a high pitch from the couch. He’s one of the guys with a girl attached to him.
You blink. “Uhm, I’m—”
“She’s with me!” Jaemin shoves the flirty stranger aside and tugs you by your wrist, making headway to his bedroom. He flips the light switch on and the door clicks shut.
“What are you doing h—”
You cut him off with a kiss.
An innocent one, at first, with hints of alcohol on each other’s lips. Your arms wrap around the other and the passion increases with the mingling of your tongues, each party tasting and confirming the specific drinks you both consumed tonight.  
Jaemin forces himself to pull away and presses his forehead against yours. “Did you just come all the way here to kiss me, or...?”
“Maybe I came over to ask... if I can stay with you for another night?” you playfully ask, fingers intertwining behind the nape of his neck.  
He chuckles heartily. His fingers sink into the sides of your waist. “Is my dick that great? The sex with me that amazing?”
“Mmm, that’s definitely a benefit,” you agree, fluttering your nose against his. “But I want more than that—“ You poke a finger to his chest. “—I want the man behind the dick.”
Your gazes converge, bringing you together as one.
“I want to go on that date with you. I want you, Jaemin.”
He flashes a megawatt smile that could compete with a million Christmas lights, but it fades suddenly and you’re unsure why he seems like he’s about to bawl his eyes out.
“That’s so beautiful, I might cry.” He brings a finger to his eye, pretending to shed a tear.
Oh, yeah—you’re definitely going to need to hire someone to constantly shove your eyeballs back into your sockets if you’re going to date Jaemin.
“Oh, shut up,” you whisper, yanking him in for another kiss.
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Three dates later, including a memorable New Year’s Eve, you finally decide to rid of the Tinder app for good.
With his arm around you on his living room couch, Jaemin glances over your shoulder.
“Really? You’re finally deleting your Tinder?”
You snort in disbelief. “That’s gold, coming from the King of Tinder himself. When did you delete?”
He turns to face the television and shrugs coolly.
“Maybe I didn’t.”
“Wouldn’t put it past you,” you nod, eyes still on your phone.
“Nah, I’m kidding, I did.”    
You sharply turn your head.
“No way. When?” you press with narrow eyes.  
A shy smile emerges on Jaemin’s face as he picks his pants over his thighs.
“On the night of Christmas Eve, after you agreed to go on a date with me.”
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wannabemurdock · 2 years
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Maybe I lied and I'm actually going to carry on about Bucky again.
Training with Bucky and then after the training reader goes to shower and whatnot because training. When they come out Bucky is (attempting) to cook dinner. He's got tunes going, he's so hyped for the surpise but as he's preparing the reader is already there watching him vibing with his cooking and music.
He's mildly embarrassed but the happiness outweighs it so he pulls reader to join him.
Date night, Bucky Barnes
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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!reader
Summary: Bucky tries his best
Word count: 447 words
Contains: fluff.
Notes: i just love Bucky so much and the gif is killing me
Minors do not interact
Requests are closed
not my gif
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“I’m gonna go and get cleaned up, afterwards, i’ll get started on dinner. Sound good?” You state as both you and Bucky get your breathing to return to normal. Training together was always a good way to challenge yourself and Bucky didn’t mind at all, the more time spent with you, the better in his opinion.
“Alright doll, see you up there.” He smiles as you retreat into the changing room. He waits till you're fully gone before sprinting to your shared apartment within the tower. He’s convinced he’s never moved this fast in his life but he really wanted to surprise you.
As he gets into the apartment, he goes straight for the shower. In and out, dried and dressed. Absolute record time. Now that's out the way, onto the next part of the plan. Bucky makes his way to the lounge, putting on one of his favourite vinyl’s on the player. The soft music of the Ink Spots fill the air as Bucky moves to the kitchen, getting out what he needs for dinner.
“I’ve got this.” he thinks to himself.
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Back in the changing room, you focus on unwinding from training. Cleansing yourself from the sweat and smell of the rubber mats. You finish up and get dressed before leaving and starting to head up to your apartment.
As you near the front door, you hear Ink Spots’ “We’ll meet again”, making you curious about what's happening.
Is today something important? Is it an anniversary? Oh my god, did I need to get a gift?
Panic fills you before you decide to shake it off and head inside.
As you walk in, you notice the absolute state the kitchen is in. Pot of water, bubbling over. The smell of burnt garlic bread in the air. Splatters of pasta sauce on the bench and stove.
And there Bucky is, right in the middle. Sweat running down his forehead, hands on hips, looking around absolutely confused.
“Baby, what are you doing?” Amusement laces your tone as you make your way over to him. Wrapping your arms around his waist, resting your chin on his chest as you look up at him.
“I was trying to make dinner but, clearly something happened.” His arms wrap around your shoulders, holding you close as he looks around at the chaos around them.
“How about you turn off the stove and oven, and we can just order dinner, put it in a pot and pretend you made it.” You smile up at him, pure love and adoration on your face.
“You’re not just a pretty face, are you Doll?” He laughs, placing a kiss on the top of your head.
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looooooooomis · 3 years
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F I N A L  G I R L |  S E V E N
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You were his final girl. And there was no chance in hell that anyone or anything was going to mess that up.
p a r t   s e v e n |  b l o o d
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pairing: Billy Loomis x f!reader word count: 6k warnings: s m u t (18 +!!!!!) lets just say this gif is a teaser as to what takes place in this chapter. major blood kink in this chapter. period play?? lmao sorry about it.
There was a shift after that weekend at Billy’s cabin, and you knew he felt it too.
It was never really that casual between you and Billy, that much you knew, but there was something that changed when the two of you got back to Woodsboro. There was something to be said about being able to openly show affection to the person you loved, to hold them and kiss them in public and you’d gotten that treatment in that little lakeside town. You felt like Billy’s actual girlfriend, not his plaything, not the bitch who was backstabbing her own best friend for a fucking boy, you were it.
And while Billy had always said that you were his girl, you hadn’t truly felt like you were until now.
Which was precisely what made tonight so fucking awkward.
Not only had you been coerced into going to the movies with the gang but, unbeknownst to you, Sid had taken it upon herself to fix you up on a blind date with one of Randy’s annoying friends from the video store.
Why had you agreed to this? You were a cold, calculating bitch behind the scenes when it came to fucking your best friend boyfriend and yet saying ‘no thanks, I’m not up for it tonight’ was beyond you? Were you just plain stupid or a closet masochist that thrived on dicey situations?
Either way, you’d never wanted to throw yourself into oncoming traffic more than you did tonight because not only were you trapped into an uncomfortable blind date with a guy you were fairly sure was frothing at the mouth at the idea of getting you alone in the car after all of this was said and done but you just so happened to be seated directly next to Billy.
You were smack dab in the middle of hell. Between a man you were fucking, a man you were disgustingly in love with and had just spent a weekend away with and a man you’d just met today but couldn’t stop playing handsy on your lap whenever he thought the others weren’t looking.
But Billy was always looking.
You knew that better than anyone. He had this innate sense of finding you in a crowded room. You could feel the weight of his brown eyes on you nearly every second of the day, soaking you up, taking every inch of you in, no matter who was around and tonight, as your ‘date’ smacked on his popcorn all the while feeling your thigh up any chance he could, Billy’s dept stare was tuned in and you knew it.
This had to have been karma. Karma for going away and having a beautiful weekend away with the guy you loved so wholly. The one whose girlfriend was on the other side of him with her pretty head on his stupid shoulder as you suffered in silence at just how fucking laughable this entire situation was.
“See that actress?” Your date, Anthony, whispered into your hear. He smelled like movie theatre butter. You wanted to scream. “Have you seen any of her other stuff?”
You were watching The Crucible and the actress in question was Winona Ryder. Everyone and their left nut had seen Winona Ryder in at least a dozen movies. Frowning, you blinked across at the man and blinked. “Yeah. I’m familiar with her work.”
Focusing ahead on the movie, you tried your damnedest to focus on what was going on but when you felt his slithery palm slide up your thigh, you were this close to pouring your Coke on his lap. Why the fuck had you agreed to this?
Pushing the man’s hand away as subtly as you could to avoid any unwanted attention from your friends, you bit down on the side of your mouth and heaved a quiet sigh. You deserved this. This was your punishment.
“She’s hot.” Your lovely date quipped, squeezing the area of your thigh just above your knee. “In that goth-girl next door kind of way.”
Was he getting off to Winona Ryder all the while coming on to you? Was he picturing Winona as he squeezed your thigh? You truly didn’t want to find out. Once again, you pushed his hand away and, this time, crossed your legs and leaned into the arm rest you were sharing with Billy.
The move was subtle, and you were barely even touching Billy but you needed to create a distance between yourself and Butter Fingers if it was the last thing you did.
With a subtle nudge to your arm, Billy’s eyes flickered towards you as his brows furrowed in question. The muscle in his jaw was pulsing in his cheek, that you could see even in the darkness of the movie theatre, and there was murder in his eyes as he sized up the man just over your shoulder. It was as though you could feel his blood pressure spike just looking at the guy and, as you held your breath, silently pleading with him not to make a scene that would undoubtedly give the two of you up, those brown eyes slowly found yours.
There was anger in his eyes, a palpable rage, but it was the look of pure despondency in his stare that made your own heart break. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be. He wasn’t supposed to be holding hands with Sid and you weren’t meant to be dealing with the idiot to your right.
How it felt up at the cabin, the freedom of loving each other and holding each other and kissing each other in broad daylight was how it was supposed to be. How love was supposed to feel.
Not this.
You were both hiding in plain sight. Putting on a façade to your friends, to each other whilst in public, and it was in that moment, in the middle of a crowded theatre, looking at each other knowing there wasn’t a damn thing either of you could do about it, that you felt that pain so intensely that it was hard to breathe.
Tears burned behind your eyes and you hated yourself for it.
You weren’t going to cry. You refused to cry over a situation you were willingly putting yourself in. This entire thing could have been avoided had you had a stronger backbone here. You weren’t the victim in this scenario. That was Sid. Sid was the one completely getting fucked over in this situation, not you. You had no damn right to feel this shitty because you were doing it to yourself.
This was just the high of the weekend wearing off and reality settling in. Until circumstances changed, this was your norm.
Swallowing back your nerves, it was all you could do to give Billy a small, barely-there smile before focusing ahead on the movie.
“I’m going to grab us another Coke,” you heard Billy say to Sidney. “Anyone want anything?”
“More popcorn,” Stu waggled his empty bag. “Maybe some Milk Duds, man.”
“Candy.” Tatum mumbled, not taking her eyes off of the screen. “Surprise me, I don’t care what kind.”
Billy nodded and took Stu’s money before he gently nudged you. “You want anything?”
You opened your mouth to speak but was cut off but Anthony. “You mind keeping it down, buddy?” He popped another handful of popcorn in his mouth. “We’re at the movies, not here for snacks.”
It was as though Billy’s wrath was physical as his dark eyes scraped over Anthony’s face. His mouth was pulled into a thin, hard line as Anthony’s pompousness sank in. Why couldn’t it be Randy beside you? Why had that dipshit agreed to take this asshole’s shift in order for you to go on a blind date with him? This entire fiasco could have been avoided had it been Randy.
“Yeah, I could use a drink.” You slinked out of your seat. “I’ll help you carry everything back.”
You didn’t wait for Billy as you marched down the aisle but, as you walked down the stairs and out of the theatre, you weren’t at all surprised to see him broody and annoyed as he followed you out.
“If anyone should be looking like that, it’s me,” you groused, falling in to step beside him as you made your way to the snack bar. “I’m stuck on a date with that asshole.”
“Don’t get me started on that,” he grumbled, grabbing his wallet out of his back pocket. “I told Sid to leave well enough alone, but she insisted.”
You hummed and lined up at the concession. “Lucky me.”
Again, you felt his stare before you actually lulled your head to the side to face him. Intense, searching eyes sweeping over your features in both concern and possible envy. “One word,” he muttered, stepping closer towards you. Too close. Not because you didn’t want him that close but because you were in public. Sid and Tatum and Stu and fucking Anthony were a stone’s throw away. “One word from you, baby, and I’ll take you home. Fuck that guy.”
You glowered across at him as though he’d grown a second head. “While I appreciate the sentiment, shit for brains, we’re in public right now. Your girlfriend could walk out any second and see or hear you.”
He seemed to mull over your words for a second but didn’t bother moving away from you. “Maybe I don’t care.”
“You do,” you rhymed off, shuffling closer to the front of the snack bar.
He ignored that. “Also, you’re my girlfriend. Stop calling her that.”
This was not a conversation the two of you should have been having in the middle of a fucking movie theatre. Looking across at him, you raised your brows and blew out a puff of air through your lips. Trying to keep up with Billy’s rationale of staying with Sid to ensure he doesn’t hurt her any further after her mother’s death all the while being with you was giving you whiplash. You knew he loved you and, begrudgingly, you loved him right back. And, a part of you knew, that he was struggling with being back in the real world just as much as you were since coming home from the cabin.
But this was not how he should have been handling it. Not out in the open like this. Especially while you were on a triple date with your friends in a theatre down the hall.
“Billy,” you muttered quietly, ensuring no one was listening in, “please let’s talk about this later. Not here. Not now. Let’s just get the fucking concessions and go, okay?”
He licked his lips and you watched his brown eyes flitter down your face before briefly looking at your own lips. He wanted to kiss you and fuck, did you want to be kissed by him.
But that wasn’t the deal.
So, instead, you watched as he took a hesitant step away from you before nodding his head once. “Yeah, okay,” he agreed, rubbing the back of his neck as he looked down at his shoes. “Tonight.”
“Sure,” you smirked, “I mean, if I’m not with Anthony, that is.” You almost laughed at how wide his eyes got as you uttered those words. But, when he saw the playfulness in your stare, he visibly relaxed and rolled his eyes as you continued. “The way he’s been mowing down on his popcorn all night has me wet as hell, so I might be busy with him later.”
“Yeah, yeah,” he grumbled with a shake of his head. Then, he turned to you and gave you a crooked smile. One that almost made this horrific ordeal worth it. “You’re a real bitch when you want to be, you know that?”
“Yeah,” you laughed, nudging him with your elbow. “I’ve been told.”
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True to his word, Billy slipped in through your unlocked window a little after midnight that evening with a bag of stale licorice and a drink he’d swiped from the gas station on the way over to your house.
“We didn’t get our movie date.” Was his explanation as he popped The Lost Boys into your VCR and all but hopped in bed beside you. When you’d remained standing by your dresser, eyeing him with both curiosity and sheer happiness radiating off of your face, all you got was a confused look out of Billy before he patted your mattress. “You going to get that ass over here or what?”
So, naturally, you’d joined him.
And it took all of thirty-two minutes of watching the film for the two of you to end up pawing at one another as the tension of the day slowly peeled off of you with every layer of clothing the two of you tore off one another.
In no time, you were both stark naked on your bed as The Lost Boys played on without an audience. All Billy cared about watching was you. Watching you writhe and moan. He could watch you do just about anything, but it was that dreamy look you got on your face whenever he touched you that he had imprinted into his skull. It didn’t even have to be sexual. You just had a certain look whenever the two of you connected, one that he felt but managed to keep stowed away inside of him, but one you expressed. It was happiness.
Pure, unadulterated, bliss.
He knew you. Knew your body in and out, knew how to get you to come undone, knew what made you tick, what made you squirm.
You were muscle memory to him, at this point.
He knew you better than he knew himself.
Which is why, when you subtly stopped him from slipping his fingers inside of you, that Billy’s focus went to your ass. The only time you pushed his hand away after he’d spent minutes sucking and biting and focusing on those perfect tits, was when you were on your period.
So, he didn’t push it.
The two of you had fucked a few times whilst you were on it but you were deadest on limiting that to the lighter days. The very beginning or the end. Never in the middle. But god, did he want to experience the middle days.
You were so fucking horny when you were on your period and why you thought he’d give a shit about how much blood came out of you as the two of you fucked was beyond him.
So, he’d focus on your ass. Something that drove you to the brink of insanity and something that made him harder than anything.
But tonight, it wasn’t enough.
He needed all of you.
Ever since the cabin, he’d needed more of you in his life. It had become nearly impossible for him to show any iota of affection for Sid now that he’d had a taste of what life felt like with you at his side. You were his Final Girl. His everything, if he was being completely honest. And, while he knew he couldn’t open himself up to you to that extent, not yet, he needed you to feel that raging darkness inside of him. Not too much of it, but just enough to gauge your reaction.
If you could handle a shred of it, maybe he could share more of himself with you.
The darker parts.
His hands stilled as they trailed down your body and, as he hovered over you, he bit his lip and slowly drew tiny circles into your hips. “You’re on your period, right?”
You nodded, your lips swollen from the amount of kissing having gone on since popping the movie in. “Yeah, but it’s not a light day.”
He nodded in understanding as he bit his lip. “You think we could try it, anyway?”
Your eyebrows raised in mild amusement. “By not a light day, I mean its kind of heavy, Billy. It’d look like a crime scene in here.”
Billy made sure to keep his face stoic, but the idea of the two of you fucking whilst covered in blood was nearly enough to make him come on the spot.
“Aren’t you curious?” He asked, dipping his head down to lick your painfully hard nipple. “It’s got to feel so fucking good, right?”
You ran your fingers through his hair and sighed in contentment when he began to suck your tit again. “It’s messy, though.”
“Lucky for you,” he released your nipple and kissed the sensitive flesh of your breast. “I like messy.”
Your head flopped back against the pillow as you thought over his request. I did feel good, but did you want Billy to have to witness you cleaning up a fucking homicide scene once he was through with you?
Blowing out a quiet raspberry, you eyed him with mock suspicion before he gave you those goddamn puppy dog eyes. “Ugh,” you groaned with a laugh, “fine. Let me take this fucking tampon out and I’ll grab a towel to put underneath me because it is heavy, and you will be grossed out.”
Billy’s cock twitched as he watched you roll out of bed before disappearing in the bathroom. Within a few moments, he heard the toilet flush and the sink run before you re-emerged with a towel in hand.
He could watch you parade around like that all day. Naked, eyes hooded from desire, nipples and lips red from where his mouth had staked its claim.
You were perfect.
A vision.
You were fucking everything.
“I’ve been wanting to try this with you for a while.” He admitted, watching you carefully roll the towel onto the bed before perching your ass directly on top of it so as to avoid any potential leakage onto your sheets.
“I wish I could say I was shocked.” You teased, laying back down. Spreading your legs, he watched you slip a finger through your folds to tease your clit.  
He swallowed as he watched you finger yourself. But then your words sank in and a panic settled in his chest as he swept his eyes up your body to meet your amused stare. “What’s that mean?”
You shrugged so casually as you continued the tirade on your own pussy. “All the scary movies we watch and stuff. You get hard as a rock if there’s a scene with a pretty girl and some blood.”
Billy froze. This was only supposed to be a peek inside of his darkness, not a full-blown window. But you didn’t seem all too fazed by it either, which confused him endlessly.
Rather than deny it, Billy hesitantly reached for your cunt to replace your fingers with his own. He didn’t delve inside of your pussy just yet, just circled your clit the way you’d been doing seconds prior. “And that doesn’t bother you?” He whispered, placing a kiss to the side of your neck.
“Nah,” you hummed, “we’ve all got our kinks, I guess.”
You released a quiet moan as he pinched your clit, but his eyes never left your face. He knew you were talking about blood in respect to the movies, but your casual tone still caught him off guard. There was no shame in it, no doubt. Just an honest to god shrug as he circled your clit with his middle finger.
Testing the waters, Billy slipped his fingers down your pussy so that his thumb coaxed your clit as he slipped two fingers inside of you. At first, it simply felt like you were soaked on account of all of the teasing and, maybe you were, but as he glanced down at the base of his fingers as he pulled them out of you, Billy nearly moaned.
Blood.
Your blood.
All over his fingers, pooling along the top of his palm.
Billy was fascinated. This wasn’t the first time he’d felt blood between his fingers, but not like this. When he’d killed Maureen Prescott, there was so much fucking blood that he’d been sick afterwards. He hadn’t expected that level of destruction but, after puking a few blocks away, he didn’t exactly shy away from it. He thought about it often, thought of the carnage that had surrounded him once he’d finished with Sidney’s mother, thought of the way the blood felt between his fingers, splayed and smattered across every inch of his body.
But this was euphoric.
Because he didn’t have to hurt anybody to feel that warmth on his palm. In fact, as he slowly slipped his fingers inside of your hot cunt, he was doing anything but. You were gyrating into his hand, unknowingly spreading your blood further and it was killing him. He was so fucking hard, too fucking hard, but he didn’t want to rush a damned thing.
He’d thought about this far too often for it to be over so soon.
“Fuck,” he whispered, slipping his hand out of your pussy just long enough to slowly spread your blood down your inner thigh. It left a fine red trail that he had every intention of lapping up in a few seconds if you were to allow it. “You feel so good, baby.”
He’d half expected you to make a comment about making a bigger mess than what your piddly little towel would allow but, as he slowly found your hooded eyes through the dim light of your bedroom, only hunger marred your pretty face.
Desire.
Intrigue.
Leaning in, Billy placed a small kiss to the apple of your cheek as his fingers continued to fuck you. “Does this feel good?”
“So good,” you rasped out, leaning your forehead against his as you bit your lip to swallow back a moan. Between your arousal and the blood, the natural lubrication that coated your pussy as he slowly pumped his fingers inside of you all the while rubbing your clit was killing you. “So fucking good, Billy.”
He smirked and quickened his pace on your clit just enough to drive you to madness as he bit down on your earlobe. His breath was hot against your cheek. “I want to taste you tonight.”
Though the promise of his tongue replacing his thumb enticed you, the fact that you were on day two and a half of your period was not a good plan. So why were you intrigued? A part of you wanted to see if he’d put his money where his mouth was but a much larger part of you wanted to see how feral Billy could get where you were concerned.
Torn, you pulled back and searched his eyes. “It’s going to be…messy, Billy.”
His dark chuckle was velvet against your skin. “I already told you,” he curled his fingers inside of you and admired the way your entire body twitched. “I like messy.”
He began to kiss his way down your body. You tried not to get lost in the feeling of his tongue swirling across every inch of your skin on his way down or the way his teeth nipped and bit at your stomach and hips as he positioned himself between your thighs. But mainly, you tried not to focus on how fucking bloody it was between your thighs because you knew that Billy wouldn’t be down there long on account of it.
“You don’t have to do this tonight, Billy,” you tried to reason, chest heaving in anticipation as he settled between your legs.
Something flashed across his face as he held your stare. For a second, you were almost sure he was going to back out and leave well enough alone, but then you watched as the bastard leaned into your pussy and raked his tongue from the base of your pussy right up to your bloodied mound.
He held your stare the entire time.
“I want you like this,” he assured you, yanking you further down the bed so that you were right at the edge. His voice was hoarse and breathy and as you chanced a look down at him through a pair of hooded, drowsy eyes, you watched him pump his cock with his free hand as he licked his lips. “I love you like this.”
You opened your mouth to respond but the words died in your throat when he buried his face between your thighs. You gasped at the contact but didn’t shy away from his touch for a single second as he slowly lapped at your core. With the one hand still gripping your hips, holding you firmly against his tongue, you knew there would be bruises where his fingers carved into your flesh, but you couldn’t bring yourself to care. He was desperate to get you closer into his face and you were desperate to feel that perfect fucking tongue on your pussy.
It was as though he’d been possessed in those few moments. Billy couldn’t get enough of you on a good day but tasting you like this was enough to make Billy wild. Your pussy, the blood mixed with your slick, tasted so fucking good on his tongue. Burying his face further into your folds, he nuzzled at your clit and, now forgetting about his own pulsing cock, pulled you even closer.
Throwing your legs over his shoulders, Billy moaned into your pussy and bit down on your clit just enough to entice a moan that was probably a little too loud for your parents being home. But, he didn’t care. He refused to care in that instance.
All he wanted, all he cared about, was tasting as much of you as humanly possible before making you come on his tongue.
His name tore out of your throat as you gripped his hair between your fingers and pulled. You were being rougher than normal, and he fucking loved it. You were pulling on his hair and bucking into his mouth with such hunger that he could barely breathe but fuck he didn’t care. If this was how he was taken out, so be it.
“Baby,” you whined, voice low. “Fuck, I’m going to come.”
Your grip on his hair was vice-like as the veins in your neck swelled. With wild, laboured breaths, you found yourself bucking into his mouth as a white-hot orgasm rippled through your entire body. You moaned and groaned and cursed into the bed, but Billy’s mouth was relentless.
It wasn’t until he was absolutely sure you couldn’t take another second of torture, that he pulled away and allowed you to collapse back onto the bed. Your cheeks were flushed, and your lips were parted as you attempted to catch your breath. With a quiet chuckle, he kissed his way up your body, grinning against your skin as your legs continued to twitch.
He could feel your blood all over his chin and nose and as he licked it off, using his fingers to swipe at the areas his tongue couldn’t quite reach, Billy was coasting on a high that only you could provide.
“Oh, god,” you buried your face into the pillow with a quiet laugh as you moved to get off the bed. “Hang on, I’ll grab you a towel for your face.”
“No,” Billy shook his head and grabbed for your wrist. “I want to see it.”
You blinked and scraped your eyes along his bloodied face. Your nipples were still rock hard and your cunt was still pulsing on account of his tongue, but it was the look of pure ecstasy on his face that made you clench.
He was being serious.
“Come with me,” he hummed, slipping off of the bed to head towards the small bathroom attached to your room. His fingers threaded through yours as you both walked across your bedroom before flicking the light on.
The vision that he was met with made his cock twitch.
Your blood coated almost everything from his nose down his chin and as you stood beside him, looking at him through the mirror, still fully naked and still housing bloody handprints left behind from his busy hands coating the lower half of your body, Billy had never wanted to bury himself inside of you any more than he did right then and there.
He found your curious stare through the mirror. Your pretty eyes swept over the mess of blood left behind on account of you and as you turned to face him, he found himself hypnotized as you reached out to sweep his hair back and away from his forehead.
“Blood suits you,” you teased with a small smile. “Horrifically enough.”
He said nothing as those brown eyes soaked you in but as he stepped into you, cornering you against the sink counter, the look on his face said everything. He didn’t kiss you though. He seemed to hesitate, as though gauging if you’d kiss him whilst covered in your own menstrual blood. “Is this okay?”
“I don’t know.” You admitted almost sheepishly.
He nuzzled your neck and slipped his knee between your thighs to allow himself better access to your pussy. With his hand wrapped securely around his cock, he slipped the head of his dick along your folds and swallowed hard as he watched your blood coat the head of it. “Fuck,” he whispered as his forehead fell against your own. “You’re going to make me come before I’m even inside of you.”
You were watching his face as he once again slipped the head of his cock through your folds so it teased your clit. His eyes were so dark and there was so much desire in those warm eyes that it almost caught you off guard.
“You’re really into this,” you remarked quietly. When his eyes found yours, you could see blind panic cross over his face as he instinctually took a step away from you. You stopped him before he could think of stopping himself. “Hey,” you cooed, reaching out for his face. “I didn’t say it was a bad thing, relax.”
You felt the tension in his shoulders disperse as you played with the curls at the nape of his neck. “You’re too good for me,” he muttered, cradling your face. “You know that?”
“Oh, yeah,” you goaded with a smile. “I know.”
He barked out a quiet laugh and ground his hips into yours. “A smartass, too.”
You hummed as his hands slid down your body to hold you against the counter. “Can I ask you a question?”
“Anything.” Billy nipped at your neck.
You leaned back to allow him full access to your neck. “How did I taste?” Your words seemed to make him still as he slowly pulled back to search your eyes. “With the blood. How did it taste?”
The look on Billy’s face was primal as his grip on your hips tightened. Leaning in, he nudged your nose so that your lips were perfectly aligned with his. “Kiss me and find out.”
You weren’t sure at first, but as he closed the distance between you, you found yourself leaning into the kiss both curious and slightly mortified by the taste of your blood on his lips. It was strange and you weren’t sure if you liked it at first, if you were being honest. It was coppery and a little sticky and yet as he walked the two of you out of the bathroom and back towards your bed, you found yourself hungry for more.
With your fingers tangled through his hair you gave it a tug, garnering a low growl that rumbled in his throat as he continued on with the bruising kiss. When the back of his knees hit your bed, the two of you fell into a jumbled mess on your mattress, never once breaking for air as your tongues battled for dominance.
Expertly, knowing the way your body moved better than anyone, Billy moved you in such a way that he was sitting up in the middle of your bed as you straddled his lap. And as you lowered yourself onto his pulsing cock, the gruff low moan that tore out of his lips was enough to kill you.
His large hands splayed out across your back, guiding you further into his hungry mouth as your bleeding cunt teased him beyond belief. You were so wet and with every twist of your hips and every gentle moan, he was finding it harder and harder to concentrate on anything else besides just how fucking good you felt.
Digging your nails into his shoulders, blood slowly pooled in the wake of your crescent moon shaped nail markings. He hissed at the sensation and squeezed your tits rather roughly as he tried to stop himself from coming right then and there.
But then you lowered your lips onto his shoulders and he felt your hot tongue trace over every last cut and he almost lost it. There you were, with dried blood all over your chin and parts of your cheeks from having kissed him after going down on you, licking the blood that gathered along his shoulders.
He was in a state of euphoria.
“You are so fucking gorgeous.” He pushed out, revelling in the feel of how warm and wet your pussy felt.
Rather than say a word, all you did was bite down on the reddened area of his shoulder as you quickened your pace on his dick.
Drawing more blood.
Licking up more of his blood.
Something in him snapped to life in that instance. An almost ancient need bubbled to the surface as he held you there against him. Your tits bounced as you writhed on top of him and as he began to meet you halfway with violent, earth shattering thrusts, the outside world ceased to exist.
The sound of his balls hitting your sopping pussy combined with the sound of your wetness, both slick and blood, squelching all around the two of you was all that surrounded you as you whined out his name. You could barely breathe as he pounded into you, barely function.
“Billy, fuck, I—”
His mouth buried your words with another hungry kiss. You were both breathless and desperate to be as close to the other as humanly possible as you sat on your bed, fucking each other raw. His tongue slid along your bottom lip, gently tugging at it as his forehead fell against your own.
There was a shift after the cabin that you’d both felt inside of you, but there was a shift in the air tonight, as well. An unspoken trust, of sorts, that went beyond anything the two of you were prepared for.  
His hips bucked into yours one final time before he came undone inside of you. A flood of warmth settled in your belly as he came and as his thumb continued to circle your clit, rubbing and pinching at it every step of the way, you soon followed suit.
With one last shaky pump, Billy held you there as he slowly pulled out of you. He kissed your lips, your cheek, down your neck, and along your shoulder before his eyes found yours once again.
His thumb skirted across the apple of your cheek. “You’re my girl,” he whispered, revelling in just how fucking gorgeous you looked in that instance. “You know that?”
“I do,” you affirmed, kissing him softly. “You’re helping me clean my fucking bedsheets in the morning,” you muttered, “do you know that?”
Despite everything, Billy found himself smiling across at you before glancing down at the bloody mess of your sheets. “Yeah,” he chuckled, “I do.”
“Good,” you gently smacked his cheek and crawled off of your bed towards the bathroom.
“Where you going?” He asked, watching your naked body pad out of the room.
“Shower,” you merely said before popping your head around the corner. “Care to join me?”
Billy was at your side within the blink of an eye.
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In Safe Hands [G.W.]
Character: George Weasley
Word Count: 4339
Requested?: Yes/No
Summary: George is just very attractive and his hands are even more attractive.
WARNING: this is NSFW, 18+, smutty, sexy times, idk how else to say it. including oral (female receiving). also a lot of mentions of hands, arms and veins bc i canny control myself apparently.
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Disclaimer: Gif isn't mine, credit to whoever made it
A/n: i put two requests for my event together as i decided to write a full fic based on george’s hands purely because prompt 9, which both requesters selected, refers to hands - enjoy!!
Prompts used:
3. “I may or may not have left some... marks.”
9. “God I love your hands.” “Let’s put them to good use then.”
23. “Didn’t know you wanted to get into my pants that badly.”
49. “Behave.”
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You’d always liked George - why wouldn’t you? He was funny, charming, handsome. You’d be stupid not to. It had started back in Hogwarts - you were friends with the twins; close friends. And that’s all you thought of them as, until one fateful day in your 7th year where you made the regrettable decision to meet the twins after one of their last games of Quidditch before Umbridge had banned them, and George had emerged from the Gryffindor tent freshly showered, shirt hanging over his shoulder, trousers low on his hips.
And that’s when you’d realised you liked George as much more than just friends.
You hadn’t known how to deal with him at first, how to act around him, once you’d realised how you felt. Because every time he laughed, every time he ran a hand through his hair, you felt yourself positively swooning, as cliché as it sounded.
It took a lot not to accidentally blurt out your feelings to him, not that you were helped by Fred, who noticed the slight differences in your behaviour - holding onto hugs from George a tad longer, the way you looked at him when he didn’t realise, how flustered you got when he’d rest a hand on your knee - and made it his mission to make your feelings as obvious as possible in front of his brother.
George must’ve been the most oblivious person however, as he never noticed the hints or the longing smiles. Or maybe that was because he was busy trying to stop Fred from making his own crush on you so obvious, trying to hide his own longing smiles, and the way his eyes lit up when he made you laugh.
The twins had left Hogwarts soon after you’d realised your feelings, in a fit of fireworks, and then suddenly you were dealing with Umbridge alone, with her detentions alone. Not that you blamed them for leaving at all - you knew they were out living their dream and all you could wish to do was support them. It didn’t make being at Hogwarts any easier though, dealing with all the Educational Decrees. However, you thought the space and distance would help you to get over George, and it did.
Until you saw him again in his shop. The twins had sent you a letter in the middle of your NEWTs asking you to come and work for them, an offer that you gladly accepted, however arriving at their store on your first day - after the initial overwhelming feeling of pride at seeing how well their store was doing, how successful they were - you knew you weren’t at all over him.
He stood there, a smirk etched on his face, suit fitted to him as he crossed his arms over his chest, standing on the stairs in the shop as he looked down at you, and your felt your heart racing, cursing yourself over still being so hung up on the man.
His eyes slowly took in your appearance - you’d worn a cute sundress, due to the warm weather, your hair falling loosely around your shoulders and George felt his own heartbeat quicken.
He’d fancied you since his 6th year, most likely before that, the realisation hitting him when he had seen you dancing with some prat from Ravenclaw at the Yule Ball, when you should have gone with him. After that, after seeing how utterly stunning you’d looked that day, with your ballgown and hair done, he knew he’d never be able to look at you the same.
And even now, after not seeing you for months, you didn’t fail to leave him speechless, so effortlessly beautiful in his eyes that he couldn’t help but look at you as though you’d hung all the stars in the sky.
“Long time no see, eh love?” He spoke, moving down the last couple of steps and towards you, “Still gorgeous as ever.”
You grinned at him, “Always the charmer, eh Weasley?”
He chuckled, opening his arms to wrap them around you to bring you into a warm hug, one you gladly accepted as you wrapped your own arms around his waist, taking a deep breath as the familiar scent of his cologne enveloped you, making you grin. He rested his chin on your head and closed his eyes, smiling as he felt you nuzzle into his chest.
Merlin, he thought being away from you had lessened his feelings for you but in that moment, with you in his arms, he was struck with the same realisation he’d had in his 6th year - that he was in love with you.
And, unbeknownst to him, as your grip around him tightened a little, the hug lasting a tad too long to be friendly, however neither of you mentioning anything about it, you’d come to the same realisation.
Which brought you to now.
Being around George again was amazing, you had to admit. And whilst you hated the way you kept fumbling with products, or how clumsy you’d get around him - something Fred still loved to tease you about - you also adored how he made you feel, how happy, how content - he made your life that much better, a light in an ever increasing darkening world.
You’d been working with the twins for a few months, and it was amazing, truly a better job than you could have predicted. What made the job difficult, however, was trying to keep cool when George walked around looking like he did, interacting with the guests, making the children laugh at his jokes.
Godric, could he get any more attractive?
He’d seemed to up the ante this week, almost on purpose you swore, constantly walking around in just his shirt and tie due to the summer heat, the lack of a jacket meaning you were faced with doing your job and working with customers whilst also trying not to stare at the way his shirt fit snugly around him, or how his forearms were showcased due to him rolling his sleeve to his elbows, veins appearing any time he tended his arms, whether that be due to moving things around the shop, demonstrating how certain products worked, or lifting and moving heavy equipment.
The latter of which currently occurring, as Fred had left George alone to deal with a delivery after the shop had shut.
You were stood at the Pygmy Puff display, moving cages around and making sure they were well looked after when you heard some grunts coming from the store room, as if someone had picked up something with a lot of weight. You then heard footsteps behind you, making you pause with the last - feisty - Pygmy Puff in your hand, the rest having been put into their cages.
You turned around, breath hitching in your throat as you took in the sight before you. Namely, George Weasley holding what appeared to be quite a heavy box, if his staggered breathing was anything to go by. He’d shed his jacket somewhere in the back, along with his waistcoat, leaving him in just his shirt, which was tightly fitted and, you noticed as he placed the box down on top of another cardboard box, stuck to him a little with sweat from the heavy lifting. His sleeves were rolled to his elbows, showcasing his forearms, and you found yourself gulping as your eyes wandered down the prominent veins, to his large hands, one of which was pulled through his messy ginger hair, pushing the strands out of his face.
And he had no idea.
He had no idea at all that suddenly you couldn’t focus, that suddenly all the breath had left your lungs, that suddenly all you could think about was how his hands would feel on you, holding your waist, gripping your hips, squeezing your thighs. How his fingers would feel inside of you.
George looked over at you and shot you a grin, one that made your heart race even more than it already was, “Bloody big delivery today, eh? ‘S what happens when I let Fred order the ingredients.”
You gave him an almost starstruck smile, which he accepted gladly, before reaching up and undoing the top two buttons of his shirt, pulling at his tie to loosen it, your jaw dropping almost comically as you secretly watched him.
He noticed halfway through his action that you’d gotten extremely silent, your mouth open ever so slightly and George wondered if it was because of him. Merlin he hoped so, because if you wanted him as much as he wanted you, well, he’d be happy to take you right there and then against the till counter.
He turned away to disappear back into the stockroom, biting his lip as indecent thoughts filled his mind, heading to grab the next couple of boxes.
Back on the shop floor, you took a deep breath, rubbing your eyes and cursing yourself. You should not be stood ogling your best friend, much less your best friend who was also your boss, no matter how attractive he happened to be. You should be going through the boxes to separate ingredients out, helping with the displays and doing your job.
But no, instead you were stood, still holding the Pygmy Puff that was now trying to escape your hands, imagining all the things you wanted that man to do to you. And what you wanted to do to him.
Merlin.
You popped the Pygmy Puff into the cage, and wandered over to the box that George had just brought in, trying to push the thoughts of how you could see the outline of his abs through his shirt away as you began pulling out different ingredients.
He came back around the corner, holding two boxes this time, the top one covering most of his face due to the size, allowing you to stare longingly at the way his fingers were wrapped around the edges of the boxes, gripping tightly. You bit your lip as he turned from you to place the boxes down, watching as the shirt moved closely against his back, accentuating his shoulder blades as he bent down and Merlin did you wish you could see his muscles without the shirt.
“Need any help?” You managed to stutter out, trying to act as if you hadn’t been staring at him. Still bending over as he sorted out the boxes, he paused his actions and looked up at you, shooting you a cheeky grin. “Don’t you worry at all, love, I’ve got it, I am extremely strong after all,” he winked, and Godric, didn’t you know it, “You just stand there looking your best, that’s all the motivation I need.”
And suddenly you’d forgotten how to speak, how to breathe. You just nodded, though he didn’t see as his attention was back on the box in front of him. You watched him sift through the products, fingers moving nimbly, occasionally bringing out the odd jar or packet, sometimes throwing it in the air and catching it before placing it to one side.
He brought out a smaller box of vials, which he held from the top, placing it in front of you and gripping it tighter to emphasise his hands when he saw your gaze lingering.
He smiled to himself, pushing his sleeves up - making you swallow harshly - as he pretended not to know you were watching him, all the while flexing just for your benefit.
You couldn’t help the way your eyes kept drifting over to him, couldn’t help that watching him be so efficient with flipping glass jars in the air and holding different ingredients made you that much more attracted to him. You couldn’t help your thoughts racing, thinking about asking him to use his hands on you and-
“Godric, I love your hands.”
Your eyes widened in shock as his head turned to you, your own hand covering your mouth as you realised what you’d just said, and you began stammering out, “I-I... I didn’t mean- I- George-“
George gave a pretend look of shock, as if he hadn’t purposely been working you up for the last however-long. “You like my hands?” He asked with a smirk, glancing down at them before his gaze fell back on you, taking in the sight of you being so flustered. You got lost in the way his eyes held yours, and you could do nothing but nod slowly, making George bite his lip and step forward.
His heart was racing at your confession, not quite believing it was happening but very much wanting to do something with that information, “If you like them so much, let’s put them to good use.”
“W-what?”
George looked you up and down, his tongue darting out to wetten his bottom lip, “You like my hands, and I wanna use them on you, darling. You going to let me?”
You took in the way he was looking at you - like all his dreams had come true, like you were the only thing he cared about, like he loved you. “Absolutely,” you breathed out.
And suddenly his hands were on your waist, bringing you closer to him as he brushed his lips against yours, savouring the first few moments of you being so close to him, before kissing you properly. His lips were soft, moving against yours in a way that, had you not have known any different, you may have thought he’d been kissing you for years. It felt familiar, yet with an added layer of something new. A kiss that made your skin feel like it was on fire, that, as he angled his head to deepen it, made your stomach flutter, and mind race.
It was so perfect, even with the occasional bump of your noses - so perfectly George - that you didn’t want it to end. He pulled away a little, pressing more kisses to your lips before he began moving down to your neck, pressing open mouthed, hot kisses to your skin, making you let out small, breathy moans, feeling him smile against you.
You ran your hands down his chest, playing gently with the buttons and pulling his tie completely off, and heading towards his belt as he licked the skin just below your ear.
Beginning to unbuckle his belt, you also “accidentally” brushed against the evident tent in his pants, and he pulled away from you to grin, “Didn’t know you wanted to get into my pants that badly, love.”
You rolled your eyes playfully and bit your lip at him, making his heart beat a little faster, “Your fault for bringing that delivery in so attractively.”
You’d managed to unbuckle his belt and pulled him back in for a kiss, him mumbling against your lips, “Might get Fred to order stock more often then if this is what happens.”
He led you over to the stairs, stumbling a little up the bottom two steps before trapping you against the banister for a moment, holding you close to him as he continued to kiss you, his tongue easily gliding into your mouth.
Between kisses, and George pulling your shirt off, you made it to the apartment above the shop, heading down the hallway and bumping into the cabinet that was stood between the bathroom and Fred’s room, before arriving at his bedroom door, which he nudged open with his feet, bringing you inside.
He held you by the waist, fingertips tightening a little as he pulled away from the kiss for air, and to lift you up so he could throw you onto the bed, the impact making your breasts bounce and George breathed out a, “Fuck, c’mere.”
He crawled on top of you, your back arching into the mattress as your arms looped around his neck, playing with the tufts of ginger hair at the base of his neck as you brought him back in for another kiss. Your hands moved down to begin unbuttoning his shirt, something you’d been imagining all day, before throwing it to the other side of the room, George doing the same with your bra.
A few moments later, you’d both shed the rest of your clothes, leaving you bare against him, breasts pressed against his chest, his arms either side of your head, supporting his weight above you. You could feel his breath hitting your hitting your lips, his face centimetres from yours.
In stark contrast to the compromising position you were in, George looked down at you with love, a look that warmed your heart as you gave him a small, almost shy, smile.
“You know I- uh- I love you, right? I’m in love with you, darling.” He looked almost vulnerable as he said that, his eyes flickering across your face as his lips parted a little.
You lifted your head up so your forehead rested against his, hands clutching his shoulders, “I’m in love with you too, Georgie.”
“Me or my hands?” He joked, making you shake your head and laugh. You pretended to think for a moment before replying, “Maybe both.”
“Let’s see if I can make you come from just my hands then, shall we?” He grinned, making your heart race as his fingers danced down your stomach before pressing against your clit.
“So wet for me,” He commented, circling it slowly, smirking at the way you let out little breathy moans, before he entered a finger into you, taking advantage of the way your back arched in order to take one of your nipples into his mouth. He sucked on it, gently nibbling as he pushed his finger in and out of you, before adding a second finger, stretching you out a little.
“George,” you breathed out as he moved to your other breast.
He continued moving his fingers against you, in you, and you felt the familiar feeling of pleasure building in your stomach.
After being so wound up from watching him, you knew it wouldn’t take much more to reach your high, and as he continued to kiss your breasts, you breathed out slowly, almost embarrassed at how quickly he’d managed to turn you into a pile of mush at his touch.
“I’m close,” you whimpered, as George moved from your breasts to your collarbone, his thumb adding a little more pressure to your clit as his fingers moved.
Picking up his pace ever-so-slightly, he brought you closer to your high. He felt you clench around his fingers and pressed a kiss to your jawline. “Come for me princess,” he whispered against your ear in a low tone, making you shiver.
George watched the way you closed your eyes, mouth open and head tilted back as your high washed over you, pleasure running through you, and felt himself harden at the sight.
His fingers continued moving against you, although at a slower pace, and your hips jolted towards him at the overstimulation, “‘S a good girl.” He leant forward, pressing his body against yours as he kissed you gently.
“Think you can come for me again, love?”
You were breathing heavily from your first orgasm, though with the way his fingers were moving against you, you knew you’d be reaching your second before you could properly catch your breath. You nodded at him before he began trailing back down your stomach and settled himself between your legs.
You shivered as he lightly pressed kisses on the soft skin of your inner thigh, his hands squeezing your hips, before he licked into you, making you gasp out and clutch the bedsheets tightly. Letting out a moan as he pushed a finger back into you, you closed your eyes, head falling back against the headboard as you breathed out heavily from the way his tongue was moving against you.
You bucked your hips against him involuntarily, causing his free hand to push your hips back down and he looked up from between your legs, his eyes catching yours as he smirked against you, “Behave, darling.” You moaned as the vibrations of just those two words travelled through you, the hand not enclosed around his heading towards his messy hair and running through it, pulling at strands as you felt his tongue flatten against you.
Feeling your second orgasm creeping up on you, you wrapped your legs around his head and let out a moan as you felt George groan against you. Your second high felt more intense than the first, and the feel of George’s tongue pushing inside you made you moan out loudly, the feeling taking over you before you relaxed against him, legs falling onto his shoulders.
“You look so pretty when you come,” he grinned, moving back to hover over you. He pressed himself against you, rocking his hips against yours, arm muscles tensing as he held himself up over you.
You whined a little at the feel of him moving against your sensitive clit, making him smile.
“You ready for me, princess?”
You wrapped one hand around the back of his neck, the other reaching for his hand to intertwine your fingers together, “Always, Georgie.”
At your go-ahead, he pressed a kiss to your lips and eased himself into you, making you both moan out. “You feel so good wrapped around me, love,” he praised as he pulled out of you before pushing back in again, “Taking me so well.”
He moved against you, skin brushing against skin, his spare hand moving to touch any place he could, running his fingers down the curves of your body, before biting his lip as he pulled his hand from yours to grab your wrist, taking your other one from around his neck and holding them above your head, making you whimper as his arms flexed.
“Do you like what my hands can do to you, love? How I made you come from nothing but my fingers?” He groaned against you, feeling himself edging towards his own high.
“Yes... yes!” You breathed out, your eyes closing as you felt your high arriving fast, “George you feel so good.”
George groaned again, feeling you clenching around his cock in the same way you did around his fingers. He leant forward to kiss you, still holding your arms above your head and suddenly pleasure coursed through your body, and you sighed against his lips, him twitching and coming inside of you soon after with a deep growl.
He fell against your shoulder, pulling himself out of you before laying beside you, letting go of your wrists as you instinctively curled towards him.
George’s eyes wandered over to you, a smile small playing at his lips, taking in the way your hair was falling across his pillow, your eyes shut as you breathed heavily, eyelashes fanning across your cheeks, your hand resting on one of his biceps.
His gaze travelled across your neck and down to your collarbones, then across your breasts, a smug smile gracing his face. You opened your own eyes, catching his shit-eating grin and raised an eyebrow at him wearily, “What’s that look for?”
“I may or may not have left some... marks,” he replied cheekily, biting his lip, pupils blown wide as he took in the sight of you marked by him, pressed up next to him.
Your jaw dropped a little and you shook your head with a laugh, “Oh bloody hell, Georgie!” You stood up quickly and headed to the mirror across the room to check, fighting the urge to both laugh and smack him when you saw the red and purple marks littering your skin.
George sat back on the bed, eyes raking over your body, enjoying the sight of your bare bum and back, and found himself biting his lip and imagining all the things he wanted to do to you that night. His eyes lingered on the curve of your bum and he fought the urge to grab you again and pull you down onto him.
“I like them on you, they look hot,” George said with a grin, and you playfully glared at him in the mirror.
“You would think that.” Turning back around to him, you just missed the way his gaze flickered to the marks on your breasts and up to your neck, George feeling extremely proud of himself and his work.
“Yeah, it just shows people you’re mine I guess,” he shrugged unapologetically and gave you a smug grin, looking you up and down as you walked back over to him.
“Oh I’m yours, am I?” You raised an eyebrow, crossing your arms over your chest and unintentionally accentuating your breasts to him, making him let out a groan as he reached for you.
“Of course you are.”
He pulled you back down onto him like he’d imagined before, your bare chest against his own, his large hands holding your waist as your nails gently scraped down his arms.
“Fancy a round two?” He asked, one of his hands already beginning to head back towards your clit.
Your eyes closed as you sighed contently as you felt his fingers press against you, enjoying the feel of him, “I could be convinced.”
As you were straddling him, you felt him harden more than he was against you, and you opened your eyes to meet his own, darkened with lust, his fingers still moving against you as his other hand gripped your hip.
“Oh princess, how about I make you come for a fourth time tonight? And then again. And then again. And again after that. Would that convince you?”
You bit your lip, pushing yourself against his hand and grinned at him, “I reckon it would. Or maybe I’ll just ride you instead.”
He picked up the pace of his fingers against you, and you let out a moan from above him as one of your own hands covered his on your hip, making him smile cheekily at you,
“Ride me then, darling, and then I’ll make sure you can’t walk in the morning.”
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