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hey, yeah you! the angry ones, the aggressive ones, the violent ones. cm'here i got something to say to you.
hey there...
the ones who get irritated really quickly and snap at the wrong person.
the ones who get angry quickly but it goes away quickly, especially when the ones around you don't get over it so fast.
the ones who first thought is to hurt the one who caused you this anger, or just the first person in sight.
the ones who direct their anger at themselves.
the ones who direct their anger at their environment instead of themselves or the people around them.
the ones who get so angry their body burns with heat, causing the anger to worsen.
the ones who get so angry they flip the numb switch and can't feel anything for a while.
the ones who act on those violent thoughts.
the ones who hide their anger and bottle it up over and over again until it explodes.
the ones who can't tell their anger apart from other emotions.
the ones who get stuck in their head due to their rage.
the ones who spiral when they get angry.
the ones who get even angrier when you let yourself spiral cause of your anger.
the ones who get angry over the littlest thing.
i see you, and despite all of this you are still worthy of being loved. worthy of being seen as an equal. worthy of being cared for. worthy of being treated as another 'normal' person.
i love you (/p). your anger doesn't define you, even though it might seem like it does.
#decays rambles#!!#anger#anger issues#anger holders#anger holder#did#endo safe#endo friendly#system#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#actually did#plural community#plural gang#rage#endo apathetic
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wow the years really don't stop coming and they don't stop coming
#ramble#i'm 21 now yay#slowly decaying#my parents got me a balloon though!! i've never had a birthday balloon before
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#I don't have friendship decay#i love my friends#i worry if i don't hear from some my mutuals#me hugging my mutuals#I love you#i need a hug#i'm tired#I'm old#I'm touch starved#please love me#head bunt#my gender is cat#adhd culture#insomnia ramblings
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Nobody told me we have snow under the sea that's made up of organic debris from the upper waters. And what am I supposed to do with this new inspiration? Write a Percico one shot? Wth?
#it's true btw. it's called Marine Snow.#MARINE SNOW#DOESN'T IT SOUND ROMANTIC OMFG i'm a science nerd I KNOW#and it made of remains of the life upstairs like hello? death? decay? nico di angelo???#to think dat all the fishes plants stuff died n their carcass contribute to this beautiful white snow that's been blanketing the sea floor#omfg#nico di angelo#pjo#hoo#toa#yone rambling#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#trials of apollo#percy jackson#percico#percico prompt
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I'm going to defend Asagiri's fake out deaths
Asagiri fakes deaths too much yes but they make sense to the story. Fyodor was "killed" by Dazai and Chuuya and let me remind you that Fyodor is the main villain but Dazai is not the protagonist. Typically in fiction villains are defeated by protagonists so Dazai killing him doesn't make sense imo. (Atsushi barely did anything big and the cliffhanger at the end of s5 is proof of that)
Also about the fake deaths I don't think any "deaths" we've seen so far was enough of a big deal considering the importance of these characters to the story. If they were to fr die it would've been much more emotional and it would drag out through episodes.
Best example of Asagiri killing a character we have is Oda's death which was impactful to other characters and the overall storyline.
Also Fukuchi's death makes sense too but how Chuuya or Dazai "died" in previous chapters is underwhelming (i know they weren't when the chapters first came out but now through a clear lens they feel underwhelming)
And Fyodor dying without us learning about his ability/backstory/motivations + the battle just being chess with Dazai (there was no organization battle/we haven't seen all of Fyodor's cards/other characters were more involved with Fukuchi and hunting dogs business rather than Fyodor) were also hints that we're not done with Fyodor.
DoA fight was also all over the place like the arc was more focused on Fukuchi and his motivations (which is way different than Fyodor's) and Fukuchi got a proper ending unlike Fyodor.
So stop provoking this man I already am starting to think he's going to make Chuuya and Dazai die together (ehm we're destined to die together theory) And Akutagawa is obviously going to die at some point. Let him do his thing please 😭😭
#am i yapping or does this makes sense#boo they all say in unision#bsd#bsd rambles#bsd theories#bungou stray dogs#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd fyodor#bsd fukuchi#fyodor dostoevsky#bsd atsushi#decay of angels#kafka asagiri#bsd akutagawa
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So Marvel’s out here ripping off smaller artists now
https://twitter.com/midiankai/status/1580902267460366336
They edited it just enough that it isn’t immediately obvious, especially to non-artists, so here’s some replies pointing out the proof:
Honestly, I’m glad I stopped watching their shows and films months ago, becuase between this and how they treat their CGI artists, it’s pretty clear that they don’t value artists in any way, shape or form whatsoever. Incredibly disappointing.
#marvel#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#werewolf by night#marvel werewolf by night#disney+#disney plus#disney +#anti marvel#marvel negativity#mcu critical#anti mcu#mcu criticism#mcu salt#marvel criticism#marvel critical#anti-marvel#Decay's dumb ramblings
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Visiting the same decaying carcass week after week and watching it slowly blend back into the Earth has done more for me spiritually than any Church service I've been forced into
#send tweet#oh deer carcass we're really in it now#rambles#witch#pagan#witchblr#personal#witchcraft#occult#ex religious#ex christian#vulture culture#vultureculture#decay#bones#this is technically a work related post#I work w desd things#death witch#death witchcraft
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Working on a more explicitly Christian story is funny because this means every time I zone out in church I start automatically worldbuilding the horrors like hmmmmmm we're talking about praising God but also this scripture could be a good inspiration for a water-based eldritch being
#I still want to assign each main character a core scripture lol#anyway it has been helpful I now have five eldritch beings that I know of#chaos/disorder#growth/natural life#entropy/decay#water/void#the sun#tho possibly the chaos one might get absorbed into the others#salt and light#worldbuilding#ocs#original content#writerblr#scribe rambles#tsjf#the santa juliana files
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Ice veil
#naturecore#forest spirit#lost places#gothic#rural gothic#rural#decay#goblincore#weirdcore#witchyvibes#frozen#frost#lake covered with ice#icecovered#by the lake#bridge#stone bridge#humpback bridge#hump bridge#nature aesthetic#water aesthetic#nostalgia core#loneliest#abandoned#ghostly ramblings#nature photography#original photographers#meditation#witchcore#forestcore
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something about natural decay stripping away the identity of the dead.
as a fandom i feel like we’re all in agreement on the creature having had some sort of sentience while six feet under, however you wanna interpret that, but nonetheless. he’s a man stuck in an endless purgatory where, as time erodes his unmaintained gravestone, he forgets himself in the same way that the rest of the world does. there’s nothing he can do to stop it, he simply loses his name, the details of his life, only some abstract feelings and skills that still linger in the world like music his distant relatives hum idly but can’t place, and a photo album with a family history that briefly mentions a lover their great great grandmother once had. pieces chip away and are replaced with overgrowth and dirt and bugs and there’s nothing that he can do but hope that when it’s all gone, he’ll disappear too.
until someone above is in bachelors and determined to keep what’s left of him alive. insistent that nobody should experience that fate with a fervor that he guesses is driven by grief before she ever mentions her mother. and then in a blink, he’s alive again and she isn’t, and he’ll be damned if he doesn’t return the favor.
nobody knows why lisa’s tombstone is always spotless. the groundskeepers couldn’t tell you and out of the few people in brookview that do visit her with actual care for who she was outside of the crime spree she was connected to, only taffy seems to notice. it’s meticulously cleaned, in mint condition save for the somewhat-crudely done carving on the base. when she comes back she won’t have lost anything of herself that the fire didn’t take if the creature can help it.
#i love the idea of physical gravestones impacting the spirits of the dead tbh#at least in this universe#like imo if his bust had also been damaged i think that would’ve directly impacted the decay on his head and made it worse#just kinda rambling here idk#they make me so sick [affectionate]#lisa frankenstein#b.txt
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How much you guys want to bet that there's a Bible fandom. No not Christianity or Catholicism, an actual fandom. One filled with people who take paintings of Jesus Christ and edit in the Bisexual flag in the background, one filled with people who make animatics about the supposed "Toxic Yaoi between Judas and Jesus"
#blimbo rambles#One time I saw a thumbnail preview for a judas and jesus animation put onto my dashboard#and I think it made my joints decay
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when new alter fronts for the first time;
#decays rambles#memes#did memes#system#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#endo safe#neutral endo#neutral other origins#neutral endos
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The height difference in DOA members
#IM SOBBING#BRAM#Bea rambles#bsd#bungou stray dogs#doa#decay of angels#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#nikolai#nikolai gogol#Bram#bram stoker#sigma#sigma bsd
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About the Lights Out AU, wouldn't the building start crumbling due to weathering and stuff since there's no maintenance? Wouldn't the roof fall apart or like part of it at some point?
oh, yes. yes it would.
#since it's assumedly made of primarily concrete and metal#so it won't break down the way a house would#but that doesn't mean that areas aren't weakened or that there's parts of the building exposed to the elements#broken windows missing doors water damage animals/plants etc#in my mind the neighborhood set is on the ground floor and pretty deep in the building#very much sheltered from areas that would be affected the most by natural building decay / the elements#and wally never explores that far#whether bc he cant get certain doors open or it doesnt occur to him to try#rambles from the bog#wh lights out au#but the building is very much starting to rot around them#which doesn't start to come into play until the end of act one!!!#which! actually its funny that you mention the roof! the roof is important!#much emphasis on ceilings and roofs & how they come into play!#because they Do come into play.#but things even within the actual set do crumble a lil#wally has seen ceilings lights fall and smash things. false walls collapse due to water damage. small sinkholes open up sontworryaboutit-#things slooooooowly decay and wally watches it all happen#rust and chewed wires and mold and peeling wallpaper-#he watches the neighborhood rot & wastes away along with it
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i'm thinking about gerard way and foundations of decay and how cycles of suffering can become cycles of healing and gerard started something of a chain reaction of healing and i'm crying because the world has been so cruel but gerard way said get up coward you must fix your heart so i'm getting up and i won't stagnate here forever and my heart won't feel like a festering wound forever and it's gonna be okay
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Isaac moriah ROTTING and DECAYING like a HUMAN PERSON
#i was mostly just testing drawing him in my art style#i kind of wanted to give him more hair cuz im sure he was designed before there were any chars with actual hair in the game but idk#but i settled for this. im sure the haircut eden has in the select screen is what isaac actually has. so here it is#i saw some people complaining about the way people draw isaac tho and that made me want to draw him with hair as a midle finger to u all#fun IS allowed here thank u#anyway sorry for rambling its 6 am i shouldve been asleep already#tboi#the binding of isaac#the binding of issac repentance#isaac moriah#blue baby tboi#tboi blue baby#tboi isaac#isaac tboi#the forgotten tboi#tboi the forgotten#the lost tboi#tboi the lost#tboi fanart#cw decay
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