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normalpeoplethiings · 6 months
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music makes everything okay and i will forever be thankful of that
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musicslut2001 · 1 year
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Mary - (ellie williams x reader)
for @fleshunger ty for being patient, ily <3
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This story is based off the song Mary by Alex G, if you can please listen to the song as you're reading! There is another version to this fic! You can read it here:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open again! send me your silly thoughts
warnings: angst.
Summary: in which you left her to rot
authors note: lmao yall probably hate me for posting so much, forgive me pookies, I swear after tomorrow i'll post less....
Mary is the girl that I wanna kiss
She's got big red eyes and big red lips
She's got big sharp teeth and big fat hips
Mary is the girl that I wanna fuck
She's got leather heart and leather gloves
She's the only girl that I wanna love
"I wanna kiss her so bad" Ellie vented to Dina.
Dina rolled her eyes at Ellie.
She was in love. Really in love.
In all the years Dina has known Ellie she has never seen her this down bad.
"What's so special about this girl anyway?" She asked as she took a bite from Ellie's sandwich.
"What type of a question is that?" Ellie asked. She felt disrespected on your behalf.
"She's got beautiful eyes- and she looks good with red lipstick. Even without lipstick, her lips are so kissable"
A small smile appeared on Dina's face as she listened to her friend describe the girl she was so deeply in love with.
"She's got big fat hips too and I just want to eat her-"
"woah Ellie calm down, that's too much information"
Ellie's face went red with embarrassment.
"How'd you meet her" Dina asked.
"at a fruit Market" Ellie replied with a shrug.
Bananas or oranges?
Bananas?
Oranges?
Ellie was currently thinking about what she should get as she stood in front of the fruit stand. Since when was it so fucking difficult to choose fruit?
"If you think harder, much you might explode" she heard someone chuckle next to her.
Ellie turned to where your voice was coming from, her heart rate suddenly increased.
Angles are fucking real.
"um- yeah" Ellie responded awkwardly.
She cleared her throat and she fixed her posture.
"Bananas or orange?" She asked you.
What the fuck Ellie? Why would you fucking ask that?
You turned your head to look at the fruit, before you reached out to grab a banana.
"It looks fresher" you shrugged as you gave the banana to her.
Your fingertips brushed against hers, and a shock of electricity ran through Ellie.
Her palms felt sweaty, she couldn't breathe.
Focus Ellie. Focus.
"Thank you" You gave her a small smile as you started walking away.
'C'mon Ellie make your move' she thought to herself.
"hey wait!" Ellie yelled as you started walking away.
You turned around to look at her.
"Can I have your number?"
"That's fucking cliché" Dina laughed.
"shut up" Ellie muttered annoyed.
The two girl fell into a comfortable silence as Ellie's thoughts wondered to you.
Oh you would've loved this salad. You would've loved this ice tea. Maybe she should've asked you to come out instead of Dina
*ding*
Ellie reached down to grab her phone. It was you.
Her girl.
Not officially her girlfriend yet, but soon.
She clicked onto the notification with your name.
"Come over please"
fuck yes
Ellie jumped up, and she looked at Dina with a grin.
"My girl is looking for me"
Dina laughed at her friends excitement.
"go get her tiger"
Ellie gave Dina a hug as she ran towards your apartment.
Today she felt confident. Today she was the day she was going to ask you to be her girlfriend. You messaging her was a sign from the gods above.
Ellie's legs were hurting, and she was out of breathe but she was on her way to finally tell the girl of her dreams that she was the one she wanted to spend the rest of her life with.
Listen to me, baby, I don't mind
I wanna be with you and waste my time
Give it to me, baby, I feel good
I wanna feel whatever you think I should
Sing it for me, baby, play my song
I wanna hear your daddy sing along
Mary is the girl that leaves you to rot
She says, "I am real and you are not"
She says, "I am real and you are not"
Ellie knocked at your front door.
She kept knocking and she's been standing outside of your apartment for the last 10 minutes.
Where were you? Maybe you were laying dead on the floor?
Ellie knocked and knocked but yet you never came.
Was this a prank?
She held the doorknob as she opened the door.
It was open this whole time.
Ellie slowly walked into your apartment, and she looked around the place you called home.
It felt oddly empty.
The little trinkets you kept around was all suddenly gone.
The apartment filled with so much life at one point, suddenly dull and lifeless.
Ellie's eyes went around the room and her eyes landed on a white envelope.
On the front was your pretty handwriting and Ellie's name decorated the front.
With shaky hands Ellie picked it up, and she opened it.
Dear Ellie
Or should I say banana girl?
She chucked remembering your first interaction.
I'm sorry for what I'm about to tell you, please don't hate me. I truly never wanted to hurt you Ellie. But I know you have feelings for me. I don't feel the same way. I never wanted to reject you, because I valued our friendship too much. So for the sake of your feelings, I left. I changed my number, so you wont be able to message me. I'm sorry Els.
I love you.
Ellie didn't realize that she started shaking till she finished reading the letter.
She tore the letter apart and her knees buckled.
She fell to the ground sobbing.
You made feel so alive, but you just killed her again.
All the love Ellie had for you was rotting away into hated.
She loved you so much but you left her to rot.
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sleepinginmygrave · 2 months
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uh. hello
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you can call me jupiter or james but nicknames are more than welcome ⁞ minor ⁞ they/he/she ⁞ pangender ⁞ pan+aroaceflux ⁞ saphillean ⁞ capricorn ⁞ christian ⁞ witch ⁞ french ⁞ regulus + barty + remus kinnie ⁞ harp player ⁞ art is the most important thing to me ⁞ astronomy and marine biology nerd ⁞ big big big animal lover ⁞ huge classical music enjoyer
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about me. i guess
musical artists (it is all over the place sorry)↬tv girl. alex g. mac demarco. current joys. mother mother. ethel cain. abba. lamp. korn. ichiko aoba. lisa ono. gorillaz. radiohead. nirvana. tyler, the creator. mf doom. crystal castles. conan gray. home. cavetown. deftones. sum 41. rammstein. the smiths. david bowie. queen. t-rex. the beatles. arctic monkeys. simon & garfunkel. sufjan stevens. the cure. strawberry guy. lana del rey. steve lacy. the neighborhood. roar. vacations. lukrembo. liana flores. duster. kyo. sign crushes motorist. macabre plaza. beabadoobee. m83. her's. memo boy. pink pantheress. men i trust. eminem. beach house. yot club. cigarettes after sex. tame impala. eyedress. jack stauber.
classical composers↬ tchaïkovsky; ravel; saint saëns; debussy; satie; fauré; grieg; shostakovtich; liszt
currents animals obsession↬ jellyfishs, sharks, whales, whale sharks, african wild dogs, bovines, horses, (all farms animals. tbh), isopods, snails, any murids, all birds
things i'm deeply passionate about (or enjoy)↬ the sea • rain • animals • plants • poetry • art in any from • classical music • forests • thanatology • marine biology • astronomy • music • bugs • reading at night • art history • plants • gothic architecture • flowers • winnie the pooh
hobbies↬ baking. painting. drawing. knitting. crocheting. playing the harp. going outside. skateboarding. listening to music. reading.
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miscellaneous
• i love baking and uhhh i make crêpes almost every week
•i knit and crochet. a lot. too much
• i'm half norwegian so i go there every years and you will see me posting about it
•i have three older brother :3
• you probably guessed that i play the harp (if you didn't then. uh), i've been for 8 years now, i'm in a concervatory and play in an orchestra :]
•i love uhhh music,,a lot,,,
• i'm very normal about everything (lying. if you couldn't tell)
•i love love love winnie the pooh and tagging me in Winnie the pooh stuffs is more than welcome
• i'm just a silly guy ya'll :3
• i'm in a qpr with the amazing @url0cal-weird0 <33
• I LOVE ART SO SO MUCH GUYS art history is so so so interesting and i will reblog a lot of art stuffs (i also do art (oil pastels my beloved) and will post it occasionally if i feel silly)
• also i'm uhh i'm a jellyfish.. (literally. i'm something alterhuman probably therian or otherhearted)
• i'm trying so hard to make this intro post aesthetic and uhhh stuff but really i'm just a guy i promise i can't do anything serious in my life this is very hard for me please be kind :3
• how do you. make a cool intro post
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(dividers by @roseraris and @the-blinkie-guy)
blinkies and userboxes!!
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zerolovessoup · 30 days
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songs i think would fit my fav outsiders characters (mostly pony)
theres going to js be empty ones for now cuz im listening to playlist and adding on so js like check back later if ur interested
and i’m only doing ones that ive shaped in my mind already cuz im not the best w the rest of the characters
PONY :
mawce - everybody’s worried about owen
great expectations - brody grant (obviously i had to throw in the outsiders musical🤗)
hey look ma, i made it - panic! at the disco (this could also be for johnny but wtv)
collar of truth - violent vira (specifically chapter 12 for this one)
ocean avenue - yellowcard
be more chill pt 2. - be more chill (musical)
kids - current joys
JOHNNY:
born to die - lana del rey
yellow - coldplay
re - do - modern baseball
evil - melanie martinez
bad habit - steve lacy
SODA:
things to do - alex g
fight or flight - conan gray
powder - melanie martinez
sarah - alex g
im no superman - johnnie guilbert
DALLY:
bird song - florence + the machine
burned - grace vanderwaal
mental handcuffs - jake webber
brand new city - mitski (this could also be 4 johnny aswell)
you’re one of them aren’t you? - the paper chase
oh ana - mother mother (after johnny dies)
anarchy - jake webber
killionare - jake webber (i’m sorry hes so jake webber coded)
CURLY:
trailer trash - mccafferty (curly is so mccafferty coded btw guys)
your graduation - modern baseball
zombie - johnnie guilbert
CHERRY:
right where you left me - taylor swift
breathe (2am) - anna nalick
I DUNNO WHICH ONE HELP ME:
beachboy - mccafferty
only 6 cuz their my favs
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deerspherestudios · 1 year
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♬ POV: a mushroom man falls in love with you.🍄❤️ ♬ - playlist
Hi hi hello! I've made a Mushroom Oasis-themed Spotify playlist :-) It's meant to be a narrative playlist; currently it focuses on Day 1. I'm excited to add more to it as I update the game with more days!
I've already curated a list for the future, but haven't included them yet since it'll spoil events/endings ;-)
I'm really happy with it!! <3 Feel free to have a listen!
Ramblings for song choices below:
DAY 1:
1. FUNGUS by The Narcissist Cookbook [LINK] "I try to remember, that there may very well be a link between us, that I can't see." (An introduction to Mushroom Oasis. Might have been the main inspiration for Mychael. Oh, to be interconnected by an unseen force and feeling a sense of belonging to individuals you've never met </3)
2. Entngled Life by Merlin, Cosmo Sheldrake [LINK] "Dwelling places, more than one. Becoming lichens of our own minds." (No that wasn't a typo in the title hjshdh. But uh oh!! You stepped on something you shouldn't have. Down you go. You're not yourself anymore. It's okay. You'll be fine. :-))
3. Once Upon a Dream (Music Box Version) by Henry William [LINK] "♬♩♫♬♬♩♫♬♬♩♫♬" (Also the main menu theme of the game, but a different version since I couldn't find the one I used on Spotify. You go "honk shoo honk shoo" basically.)
4. There Was Something Behind You by SHUDDER [LINK] "Behind you, inside you, I can't help but see. It's growing, it's killing what matters to me... It seems you saw something you shouldn't see." (You finally wake up to see Mychael! But he can tell something is wrong with you. Hey, please don't go won't you stay for dinner? Also hints at the bad ending if you squint.)
5. Treehouse by Alex G, Emily Yacina [LINK] "I'm really glad you think I'm so funny. I don't think I'm ever gonna let you leave." (Mychael's thoughts as he starts to realize he kinda likes you :-) Also really really happy you decided to stay. Let him serve you some dinner!)
6. My Ugly by Cloudfodder [LINK] "Please forgive my ugly, I should've picked to be born more lovely." (Mychael panicking about revealing his true self. The song itself is pretty suggestive but I feel like it fits in a more intrusive thought kind of way. Like how it feels to be desirable to anyone you meet etc. Luckily you accept him as he is <3)
7. Mayonaka No Door / Stay With Me by Chris Andrian Yang [LINK] "Stay with me. Knocking on Midnight’s door, begging you not to go home... I’ll never forget it as long as I live." (Very self explanatory. You can imagine Mychael singing it to you as you go to sleep <3)
DAY 2: COMING SOON.
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brenninthetaylorverse · 9 months
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minor ☆ entp-t ☆ #1 false god fan ☆ virgo ☆ swiftie since 2017 ☆ pharbie since 2019 ☆ reading and writing are my favorite hobbies though I dabble in poetry and sewing ☆ I love looking at quotes that make me sob ☆ I have misophonia ☆ avid music listener ☆ songwriter but I don't sing my songs ☆ follower of liam mccay's many music projects ☆ she'll be the best you've ever had if you let her ☆
divider credit: @saradika
thank you guys! 296 followers is crazy!
i'm so depressed, I act like it's my birthday everyday- I can do it with a broken heart by taylor swift
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fav books: (and I literally mean all of them are my absolute favorites)
circe, speak, starfish, the book thief, ready player one, the hunger games series, the twilight series, the harry potter series (I hate jkr, she disgusts me), the percy jackson series<333, you've reached sam, the hate u give + on the come up
currently reading: good girl, bad blood by holly jackson
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fav movies/tv shows:
the queen's gambit, speak, all of the twilight movies, gilmore girls, all of the hunger games movies + tbosas, shadow and bone, coraline, turning red, folklore: the long pond studio sessions, i am not okay with this (fav show ever!), miss americana, the rep stadium tour, the eras tour, hairspray
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fav singers/bands: (in no particular order.
taylor swift, phoebe bridgers, mitksi, chappell roan, lorde, ethel cain, lana del rey, sabrina carpenter, the weeknd, chase atlantic, billie eilish, boygenius, alex g, hozier, florence + the machine, miserable teens club, sign crushes motorist, beach house, sleep token
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random favs:
fall, anything that smells or tastes like pumpkin spice, cats, sweaters + cardigans, great penmanship, lip products, winning, validation, enemies to lovers, butterflies, sad quotes.
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it's all in my head but I want nonfiction- hot to go by chappell roan
Do not interact with this page if you are: racist, perv/pedo, homophobe, fatphobe, etc.. I am not afraid and will not hesitate to block you if you give me a reason to.
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my pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/brenninthetaylorverse/
my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/314cvrd4k2w2zydvftoppeeqnyre
my goodreads (i don't post about what i read often but i read A LOT lol): https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/160044403-araya-taylor-s-version-from-the-vault
my album of the year: https://www.albumoftheyear.org/user/arayabrenn/
my best friend (literally go check her out she's amazing):♡@urfav-mirrorball♡
my alt poetry account that i post on sometimes: @theworldwillkeepspinning
#music ← where you can find my music<333
#brenn's moodboards! ← where you can find my moodboards<333
people who are awesome: @swiftieannah @justalunaticfangirl @blacknailedbird @thepoetsmanuscript @bvrgundys @foaming-sea @percabeths-blue-cookies @yesands @flwergirll @bluewhiteseagull @thetorturedpoetsdepartmentswift @giveuthemo0n @girlfailing @moonlightt444 @brightbookworm @bodybetters @lost-in-reveriie @mqstermindswift @urbanflorals @wonderfulpaper @elliedafish @the-red-archer @stop-ur-losing-me @in-the-sweet-november-rain @mayalovestay13 @skeelly @a-wondering-thought @dandelions-fly-in-summer-skies @svnflowermoon @astraeasparrow @evermore-4-life @holdmyteaplease @isitoversnowtvs @atwtmvftvtvsgavralpsss @folklore-girl @tisthedamnseason-writethisdown @someones-name-inserted-here @trying-to-be-cool-abt-it @jewelledmoths @imperpetuallylost @cherryswift13 @ava-taylors-version @callitwhatuwanttay~~~adore y'all so much
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thanks for checking out my intro post! have an amazing day/night!
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anachryri · 9 months
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Miles definitely listens to Alex G, Laufey, Melanie Martinez, TV girl, Current Joys, and Mitski maybe a little bit of 2pac and Lil peep.
And definitely songs Hobie likes
(And AND obviously Post Malone)
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roseharpermaxwell · 4 months
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RWRB FirstPrince Parental Angst Recs
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Ellen and Oscar's divorce, the loss of Arthur - my faves below are for when you need some angst.
sometimes when he looks at me (i know that he needs you) by MaryaDmitrievnaLikesSundays. NR, 1k. A letter left by Arthur Fox before his passing, addressed only to “Whoever takes care of Henry after I am gone.”
the moment i knew by @coffeecatsme. G, 1.9k. “No.” Alex’s response is shaky but quick. “I’m not blowing the candle without her.” He feels the pitiful look of his dad at the back of his neck but he doesn’t look up. If he moves at all, the spell will be broken, and Alex won’t be that kid crying at his birthday because his mom didn’t show up. 
Or, 5 times people he loves leave Alex alone on his birthday, and 1 time one doesn't.
bright, beautiful, bold by rizcriz. T, 2.2k. All these years, Henry’s sat in regret.
And his father.
He knew.
He drags in another shuddering breath, aching and wet and filled with something soft that he can’t quite place—something that eases that heavy burden on his chest. Something that unfurls from his gut and tugs on it, as it were held there by a string, and that string is currently fraying. As if every breath brings with it some semblance of relief.
Or, Arthur wrote Henry a letter for his wedding day.
Please Don’t Leave Me Alone by beckettbucket. G, 2.3k. When Henry and Alex have their first ever fight as a married couple Alex can’t help but spiral, thinking of his own parents and the fighting that led to their eventual divorce.
I've carried this song in my mind by @kiwiana-writes. T, 2.5k. Henry lays eyes on Alex Claremont-Diaz for the first time in Rio, and it sends such a shockwave of longing and terror into the universe that Arthur feels it.
Or, five times Arthur tries to get Alex and Henry together from beyond the grave, and one time two times his intervention isn’t needed.
eyes full of stars by Standinginmoonlight. G, 4.3k. On his seventh birthday, Arthur teaches Henry how to look for Orion.
Or: Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor loses his father and spends the rest of his life looking for Orion.
Fragile and Composed by SatinBirds. T, 4.8k. If Alex and Henry had met before Arthur Fox died, would that have changed anything?
Never Truly Leave by @clottedcreamfudge. T, 5.3k. "We found something in Arthur's things," Catherine says, without any preamble. "I've never really... gone through his personal effects properly, until now. It's been rather too difficult for me to face." Alex nods.
"I found something for Henry, but it's... Well, it's actually for you."
Alex blinks at her.
never be so polite (you forget your power) by Standinginmoonlight. M, 6.3k. The one where Arthur Fox leaves letters for his children.
i see you (your whole heart) by @indomitable-love. T, 7.3k. ‘I think he’s excellent,’ Arthur says, picking up a knife from the pot of jam to spread over his toast. ‘It’s refreshing to see someone be so unapologetically themselves. I think we need more of that.’ He glances at Henry. ‘I think that everybody should be able to be exactly who they are, without shame.’
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Five times Arthur tried to tell Henry he knew (and one time Henry told him).
(if I didn't know better) I'd think you were listening to me now by @theprinceandagcd. T, 7.9k. “What are we supposed to say?” he finally rasps, and Bea leans toward him until she can rest her head upon his shoulder.
“I think…” Her breath trembles. “I quite think he would like to hear about our lives and what we’ve been doing.” ---- Over the years, Henry visits his father's grave to tell him about what's going on in his life, from meeting devastatingly handsome Americans at the Olympics to taking his daughters to meet him and everything in-between.
Count to Ten & Breathe Real Deep by @sparklepocalypse. E, 8.1k. Someone clears their throat behind him, and he spins around, hands still gripping the hem of his shirt. “Sorry, hi, I – shit,” he stammers as he takes in Princess Beatrice’s friendly expression and her brother’s more taciturn one. “Sorry, shit. God, sorry. Uh, hello, um… Your, uh, Maj—”
“It’s Your Royal Highness, but please, no titles here,” Princess Beatrice graciously says, saving Alex from himself. “Call me Bea. It looks like we’re teammates! Hen, too.” She nudges her elbow into her brother’s ribs, and he nods wordlessly.
Alex tries to replicate his mom’s politician smile as well as he can. “It’s an honor,” he says, giving them the little bow drilled into his brain before he and his mom had departed for London, through repetitive How to avoid being deported by the English monarchy lessons. “I’m Alex Claremont-Diaz.”
(Or, Alex and Henry meet at a youth charity event as teens.)
5 Times Henry Hated New Year's + 1 Time He Didn't by @hgejfmw-hgejhsf. M, 9.1k. “This is my curse,” Henry mutters, and Pez laughs across from him.
“You can hardly be responsible for the weather.”
“So the glaring fact that every single New Year’s Eve on record in my life has been an utter disaster means absolutely nothing to you?”
“We’re going to make it, so no, it means nothing to me,” Pez says with cheerful optimism despite the constant fluttering of white beyond the plane windows.
OR
5 times throughout his life that Henry's New Year's countdown has been ruined, and 1 time that it isn't.
matchmaking from beyond the grave: a guide by arthur fox by softcinnamonroll. T, 12k. Funnily enough, Alex actually liked his quirky little gift. When he could, he used it to help the spirits who asked for his help, to complete their unfinished business and move on. Most of the time, it’s for spirits who never got to do something random like… go to a bar or something stupid like that. Nothing too serious or demanding of Alex’s time.
Until he met Arthur Fox.
[or; Alex can see the dead. Enter Arthur Fox who really thinks Alex should meet his son, Henry.]
God Save the Blessed American President Mom by @zipadeea. T, 31k. ["June stopped by at lunch; she showed me a delightful channel called Hallmark, which repeats the same story every hour after they swap one round of white, straight, small-town conventionally beautiful actors for another. It was entertaining.”
“June and I used to play a drinking game with those. Take a shot every time someone goes ice skating, sledding, or leaves the big city for their tiny hometown.”
“Good lord, you must’ve been sloshed in the first ten minutes.”]
***
On December 4, 2021, an attempt is made on President Ellen Claremont's life.
Alex gets shot instead.
The Cost of Anything by clottedcreamfudge. E, 50k. "You’d give anything to have him back, wouldn’t you?”
“That can’t be a surprise,” Henry says ruefully, trying to pull himself from the brink of something a little darker than maudlin. Perhaps he should switch to water after all.
“‘Anything’ can encompass rather a lot,” Taylor says reasonably, and Henry sighs deeply, pulling his drink a little closer to him on top of the bar.
“Yes,” he agrees, “and yet.”
“And yet.”
Henry misses his father; of course he does. He'll always miss his father, because that's what you do when someone you love leaves you. He's grown accustomed to the feeling of missing Arthur Fox and, while he'd give anything to bring him back, it's possible he hadn't considered the implications of such a vague thought.
After all, it's never going to happen.
I only tag an author once per post, but I'm still figuring out firstprince author handles. If you see one I may not know or find a broken link, please give me a heads up!
Master List of RWRB FirstPrince Recs
Master List of Recommendations
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bugeatrr · 5 months
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intro to my blog
(or some gay shit like that)
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call me angel/archangel or lex, 17, weirdo, he/him (or wtv idgaf), isfp-t, not tcc but idc if ppl in tcc interact, music nerd (music gives my ears eargasms)
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if u dont wanna see the weird shit i post leave
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intrests
music, ZERO DAY, bugs, args, horror in general, soul eater, serial experiments lain, lucky star, spvtw, emo fashion/music, 90s grunge, 90s-early 2000s shit, psychology, saw 1-3, marble hornets, creepy pastas, gore
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music :3
i honestly listen to a lot of fucking shit so heres a condensed list
• MCR
• weezer
• nirvana
• deftones
• PTV
• the smashing pumpkins
• KMFDM
• korn
• radiohead
• the smiths
• $uicideboy$
• ICP
• duster
• alex g
• boâ
• gorillaz
• millionaires
• P!ATD
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youtubers i like
• kurtis conner
• drew gooden
• danny gonzalez
• chad chad
• sad boyz podcast (aka jordan adika & jarvis johnson)
• andy king
• penguinz0
• the group
• grumps
• ted nivison
• eddy burback
• jerma
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random
i get obsessed w things easily and depending on what it is i can be obsessed w it for months or years, currently its zero day and has been for awhile.
i dont condone crime but like to learn about it because shits fascinating
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this post was kinda balls, but not my fault! (it is)
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The Girl In The Woods - V.Z
Summary: While carrying out a hit, Victor Zsasz finds y/n in the woods. Not wanting any witnesses, he confronts them. Short but sweet, possible part 2 if received well.
Content Warning: Blood, guns, death, knife, scary bald man, she/her pronouns, AFAB!reader.
Songs for Inspo:
Season Of The Witch - Lana Del Rey
Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos
Sarah - Alex G.
Tonight You Belong To Me - Patience & Prudence
Kids - Current Joys
Blondie - Current Joys
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The gunshot rang throughout the woods, reverberating off of the trees. Birds flew off of trees, flapping their wings frantically as they retreated from the origin of the noise. Tucking his gun away and stretching out his back, Victor let out a long and exaggerated groan. Looking down at the body, he rolled his eyes, realizing he had to dispose of it. He sighed as he picked up the shovel he had brought with him. Observing the area, he tried to find a place that wouldn't be too difficult to dig. As he scanned around him, his eyes landed on a cottage just atop of the hill. If he hadn't looked closely, he would never have spotted it. Trees surrounded the entire area and the lush flora made it difficult to see. What looked to be a woman walked back inside after making eye contact with him.
"Shit. Don't go anywhere." He grunted, giving one last look to the body before going up the hill.
He tried to quicken his pace, not wanting the witness to escape. It would be hard to find them in the woods if they ran away. A slight breeze picked up as he made it to the top, pulling out his gun. Slowly but surely, he approached the front door. But, right before he was about to kick it open, he noticed that it wasn't even closed. Narrowing his eyes, he opened it up slowly, holding his gun up immediately after.
"Get on your knees." He ordered.
The woman turned around, the brown suspenders they wore flowed down into a short dress, a white blouse underneath it. Victor raised an eyebrow, confused at their calm demeanor. He felt a little uneasy.
"Can I help you with something?" She asked.
Victor furrowed his brows, unsure of how to respond. He let out a sigh, scoffing afterwards. The gun in his hand was gripped tightly, not moving away from the person in front of him.
"Lady, you do realize I'm pointing a loaded gun at you, right?" He asked.
"Yes, I do. But, I'm confused as to why." She replied.
Victor rolled his eyes.
"You saw me kill that man. Can't have any witnesses."
"I see. Well, does it look like I have anyone to tell about it?" She asked, gesturing to where she lived.
He didn't respond, keeping the gun pointed at her. Y/n sighed, turning away from him. Victor raised an eyebrow, watching what they did.
"Well, how about I finish making some soup and then you can decide whether you still want to kill me or not, ok? It's vegetable soup. It's all fresh from my garden." She suggested.
Victor laughed, putting his gun away.
"Listen, ma'am. Flattery isn't going to help you." He said, sitting down at the table.
"I can assure you I am not trying to flatter you, Mr. Zsasz." She replied.
His face was neutral.
"Yes, I know who you are. Just because I live out here doesn't mean I don't go to the city every once in a while."
"Then why didn't you run away?" He asked, genuinely curious at this point.
Y/n giggled softly, grabbing a ladle from a hook on the wall. With her other hand she grabbed a bowl. Filling it halfway with the soup, she grabbed a spoon from a drawer and put it in the bowl. She placed it on the table, sliding it over to him. He scoffed, shoving it away. Y/n rolled their eyes, grabbing another spoon. She used it to take a sip of the meal, as if to show him it wasn't poisoned. Rolling his eyes, he started to eat the soup.
"I didn't run away because I knew you wouldn't kill me." They responded simply.
"Oh, really? And what makes you think that?" He asked.
"Well, I'm still alive, aren't I?" She asked, a humble grin on her face.
Victor chuckled lightly, shaking his head. Taking another sip of his soup, he placed the spoon back in the bowl. Y/n, not feeling too hungry, walked to a window. Victor watched as they watered on of the plants with a small watering can.
"I suppose you aren't much of a threat. Oh, which reminds me..." He trailed.
Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out his pocket knife. Swiftly, pulled up the sleeve of his shirt. Y/n glanced at the various scars, wincing as she watched him carve a tally mark onto the exposed skin of his forearm. Y/n sighed, grabbing a handkerchief from a pocket in their dress. Victor continued to eat as if nothing happened. However, he flinched when y/n touched his arm gently.
"May I?" She asked.
"Dude, do you have a death wish?" He asked, glaring at her.
Y/n ignored him, using her handkerchief to dab up the blood trickling down his arm. He rolled his eyes, eating his soup as she did that. Y/n laid the cloth over the wound, walking to a cabinet in their kitchen. Victor watched curiously as the rummaged through various glass bottles. Grabbing one, y/n walked back over to him and crouched down, rubbing a paste on the cut. Victor pulled out his gun quickly, placing the barrel directly against their forehead.
"It's just some aloe mixed with basil. The aloe will soothe your skin and the basil will help fight any infections. It's better to be safe than sorry. And, I'd rather not have you drip blood on my furniture." She said softly.
Victor hesitated, slowly putting his gun back in his holster. He looked down at her, casting a shadow over her body. He had no idea how to respond to this random act of kindness from a stranger he had intended to kill. Y/n stood up fully, smiling at him.
"Even hitmen need to take care of themselves, Mr. Zsasz. It would be a rather anti-climactic for a hitman to die of infection. Don't you think?"
Victor nodded softly.
"I suppose you're right." He answered curtly.
Y/n sighed softly, straightening out their dress. Victor watched as she put the bottle of paste back into the medicine cabinet they had. He honestly had no idea what to do anymore. This random girl was really throwing him off.
"Do you still want to kill me, Mr. Zsasz?" She asked.
"I'm not so sure anymore..." He trailed.
"Oh really? And why is that?" She asked, reminding him slightly of his words from earlier.
"Because you're kind of freaking me out." He stated.
Y/n giggled, walking towards the table again. Reaching down, she picked up his soup bowl, seeing that it was empty. She smiled, dimples showing on her cheeks. Victor couldn't help but keep his eyes on her at all times. Y/n placed the bowl in her sink, washing it quickly and drying it with a rag. She placed it back in the cabinet, turning back towards him.
"I'm glad you liked the soup. I was worried I didn't season it enough. Everything I cook with I gather out here. Well, with a few exceptions for trips to the city. For there are some things I cannot find out here." She explained.
Victor cleared his throat, looking towards the front door of her cottage. He rubbed the back of his neck with a gloved hand. Y/n noticed, nodding her head.
"You are free to go whenever, Mr. Zsasz. I'm not holding you captive. Are you holding me captive?" She asked.
"No. I'm not."
"Well, that's a relief. If you need a place to bury the body, there is a patch of sweet peas just a little ways left from here. I'd appreciate if you buried it there, they'll cover up the smell." She suggested, lighting a few candles around their cottage as the night got darker.
"Hm, alright..."
"I hope you make your way back to the city safely, Mr. Zsasz."
"Thank you, Ms...?" He asked.
"Y/n."
"Y/n, ok then. Um, maybe I'll come by for another bowl of soup sometime soon."
"Well, you know where to find me."
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grape-v1nes · 10 months
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here is my 100% accurate and absolutely canon opinion of the marauders and co.’s top artists on spotify
i will not be elaborating nor will i take any criticism
james (not super into music; likes party music/what’s popular): taylor swift (because lily loves ts and he loves lily), post malone, kendrick, j. cole, mitski (he cries to I Bet on Losing Dogs bc it makes him think of regulus)
sirius (guys you can be mad at me for this one but you cannot convince me he wouldn’t be this guy if he was born in the early 2000s): 100 gecs (remus cannot fucking stand it but sirius moshes to stupid horse in the dorm), bladee, yung lean, beastie boys, MF DOOM, and bowie obv
remus (he likes midwest emo and 80s alternative but plays lo-fi when he studies): pinegrove, title fight, david bowie, talking heads, car seat headrest (Body’s is his favorite song), lo-fi beats
pete (ik you all think pete’s taste would be very vanilla but i think he’s a sucker for indie rock and 90s hip hop): the drums, the strokes, radiohead, alex g, the pharcyde, MF DOOM (sirius introduced mfdoom to him and he didn’t stop listening to rap snitch knishes for weeks)
lily (bi girl with bi boyfriend that listens to bi girl music): suki waterhouse, phoebe bridgers, lana, taylor swift, king princess
mary (she’s just really fucking cool and so is her music taste): pinkpantheress, ethel cain, hemlocke springs, doja, ice spice (kicked peter very hard in the shin when he called her mid)
marlene (she reminds me of my best friend so i’m assigning her their music taste): alex g, MGMT, the garden, deftones, the neighbourhood
dorcas (lesbian with lesbian gf that listens to lesbian music): fiona apple, japanese breakfast, faye webster, the cranberries, idigo de souza
reg (hard on the outside soft on the inside; he likes his music to be slow and sad): duster, mac demarco, salvia palth, current joys, tchaikovsky, blink-182 (only because he listens to I Miss You constantly for painfully obvious reasons)
-disclaimer ; my knowledge of evan and barty is very limited this is just the vibes-
evan (enjoys trad-goth/ post-punk/ shoegaze. gets mad if you call him goth. he’s punk!): the cure, bauhaus, depeche mode, my bloody valentine, slowdive
barty (is punk and enjoys punk but completely mis-understands the politics): sum 41, blink-182, the smashing pumpkins, hollywood undead, sex pistols (was very obsessed with the death of sid viscous and thought he was just the coolest)
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rosefinch07 · 1 month
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Why yeah I did create a gunbug playlist bc they live in my head rent free and I’m about to make it everyone’s problem. https://spotify.link/jC7OG2nCeIb
Bruciemilf's playlist for easy access
DUDE I HAVE A BUNCH OF PLAYLISTS FROM BEFORE I STOPPED USING SPOTIFY
Bonk
Gunbug Highschool 2.0
(Both of the above are half finished bc i abandoned spotify halfway through sorry lmao)
Gunbug Highschool au
Red Blood and Blue Rivers
Legal Intern Jaime
Gunbug <333
Gunbug (HDYAG)
And this is my song list for my current gunbug playlist that i have downloaded for anyone interested in what i listen to now!
Army Dreamers - Kate Bush
Driver's Seat - Madds Buckley
The Bog Bodies - Rabbitology
Millie, Warm The Kettle - Rabbitology
Shut Eye - Stealing Sheep
Bling-Bang-Bang-Born - Creepy Nuts
Cacao and Cocaine - Sofia Isella
Mary - Alex G
In The Stars - Benson Boone
Would That I - Hozier
November - Sparkbird
Gladiator - Jann
Run - One Republic
Too Sweet - Hozier
Boys Feel Sad Too - Rosendale
Sonic Underground Theme 2020 Remaster (This one is specific to the highschool au jaja)
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chaoslynx · 9 days
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So glad ur back & I hope you’re doing well! I recently have been listening to a lot of Alex G and his song No Bitterness is so ash coded… “my teacher is a child with a big smile, no bitterness”… ash healing his inner child by being a good big brother to Michael :’) could be a good idea for a fic <3 your writing is amazing and I hope life is treating you better!!!!
Ash knows that jaded isn't a bad word to describe him, in more ways than one.
There's the color, of course. Jade. His middle name. But beyond that, Ash knows that he's ... disillusioned, shall he say, with the world around him. Jaded. It makes sense, when you've seen the things he has.
Ash wasn't out of place with this, at least not for a long time. Most of the people around him were also disillusioned. They'd all seen shit in some way or another, though hopefully few as bad as Ash. They saw past the sparkling NYC lights and into the filth coating every inch of the city, no matter how high the tax brackets became in some areas. They saw past the smiles to the teeth, and past the outstretched hands to the claws.
Ash tried to protect Skip's innocence in as many was as he could, but he was always a bit late to that. And Ash got Skipper killed in the end, so maybe he didn't do much good.
Eiji was one of the first people Ash met—past Griff, at least—who didn't share that same jadedness as he did. But there were more, after him. Well, not after, because Eiji stayed by Ash's side. But there were more people since meeting Eiji who also seemed ... hopeful, almost.
Max, stupidly, despite the war he'd been a part of. Jessica, despite the harm Ash just existing caused her. Ibe, who always seemed more than a touch overwhelmed by everything taking place in the States.
And, of course, Michael.
Michael is a little younger than Skip had been, and around the same age that Ash gained his current perspective on life. Ash is determined to not let the same happen to Michael.
When he stays over at Max and Jessica's place, Ash has his own room—the guest room, really, but they always tell him it's his whenever he wants it. This guest room is upstairs in the house, and shares a wall with Michael's room. Ash worries about this sometimes, since he knows his nightmares aren't always quiet. After the time he punched Bones' teeth out when the kid tried to wake him up from a nightmare, Ash made sure the gang stayed away from him when he was asleep, no matter how much pain he seemed to be in.
Max and Jessica told Ash that he was welcome to use the lock on the guest room door. At first, Ash was hesitant. After all, this isn't his house. This isn't his room. How could he lock the people who live here out?
It was Michael, in the end, who changed Ash's mind. Not that Michael actually did anything, but Ash realized that with them sharing a wall, there was a chance Michael would hear one of Ash's nightmares and go to check on him. Ash, of course, couldn't let that happen, so he started locking the door.
It didn't occur to Ash until it happened that he might be able to hear Michael's nightmares through the wall, too.
Stupidly, it didn't really occur to Ash that 'normal' kids like Michael even had nightmares. Not that Michael hasn't had more than his fair share of pain, much of it due to Ash's influence himself. He really should have known better ...
Still, the first time he hears Michael cry out in his sleep, Ash finds his hand reaching for a gun that's no longer there.
"Michael?" Ash calls, cautiously. Is there an intruder?
"M-Mommy," Michael says. His voice is muffled by sleep and the wall between them.
Without another thought, Ash makes his way toward Michael's room.
He might not have his gun anymore, and it might be too late for him. But as long as there's still goodness in this world—as long as there are still kids like Michael, and the potential for them to grow into adults who are better than Ash—
Then maybe Ash can push aside his own bitterness, those past memories that have jaded him, in favor of learning from someone who's never tasted their own blood on someone else's tongue.
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lintroller777 · 1 month
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I am a 19 y/o bio undergrad, first year, second semester. Current classes: Intro to bio 2 + lab, general chem 2 + lab, calc 2, government (required for graduation)
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elisiassideb1tch · 8 months
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⟡ Elisia Brown/Enid Rhee Playlist ⟡
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So, this is a mixture of different genres of music that remind me of my fav girlies Elisia and Enid !! And songs that I feel suit them well, or that they'd listen n' vibe to! They both have quite a bit in common imo. (not to mention they're both isfp's with trauma and trust issues-)
Also I'd like to add a TW. Quite a few of these songs are depressing (very much s1 Elisia) and contain topics such as substance abuse, self-harm, eating disorders, etc. My dms are always open if anyone wants to vent/rant/or just talk :). I love y'all, and I'm proud of you!
Anyway, I hope you all enjoy !! 🫶🏻💖
(Also, here is My Masterlist, which is still being edited and updated. It's a wip!!) °♡✧⋆
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Bea Miller - Feel Something
Cavetown - Sharpener
Beabadoobee - Tired
Slayyyter - Clouds
mxmtoon - fever dream
Billie Eilish - What Was I Made For?
Billie Eilish - TV
Billie Eilish - Bellyache
Nessa Barrett - Die First
Doja Cat - 4 Morant
Mars Argo - Runaway Runaway
Alex G (ft. Emily Yacina) - Treehouse
The Cardigans - Step On Me
Conan Gray - Comfort Crowd
Conan Gray - Little League
AURORA - Runaway
The Smashing Pumpkins - Today
Peirce The Veil - A Match Into Water
Pierce The Veil - Bulletproof Love
Foo Fighters - Everlong
Against The Current - Weapon
Linkin Park - What I've Done
Alex G - Pretend
Awfultune - redesign
Mother Mother - Arms Tonight
Mother Mother - Burning Pile
Mother Mother - Alone And Sublime
Mother Mother - Oh Ana
Frances Forever - Paranoia Party
Olivia Rodrigo - Jealousy, Jealousy
Olivia Rodrigo - Making The Bed
Olivia Rodrigo - Pretty Isn't Pretty
Olivia Rodrigo - Ballad Of A Homeschooled Girl
Olivia Rodrigo - Love Is Embarrassing
Cults - Gilded Lily
Cults - Always Forever
ROAR - I Can't Handle Change
ROAR - Christmas Kids
t.A.T.u. - All The Things She Said
Pixies - Where Is My Mind
Pixies - All I Think About Now
GIRLI - I Don’t Like Myself
GIRLI - Dysmorphia
Halsey - Gasoline
Halsey - Control
Ethel Cain - Ptolemaea
Jon Bellion - All Time Low
Princess Chelsea - The Cigarette Duet
Steve Lacy - Dark Red
girl in red - Serotonin
M.I.A - Bad Girls
Rebzyyx - Painforever
Maejor (ft. Keri Hilson) - Gamez
Twenty One Pilots - Chlorine
Twenty One Pilots - Screen
Twenty One Pilots - Car Radio
Mitski - A Pearl
Mitski - Francis Forever
Mitski - Why Didn't You Stop Me?
Mitski - Burning Hill
Mitski - Drink Walk Home
Mitski - Washing Machine Heart
Mitski - Nobody
Madison Beer - Spinnin'
Madison Beer - Dear Society
Madison Beer - Stay Numb And Carry On
Madison Beer - Effortlessly
Maggie Lindemann - Self Sabotage
Maggie Lindemann - Take Me Nowhere
Maggie Lindemann - Novocaine
Maggie Lindemann - Girl Next Door
Maggie Lindemann - Would I
Maggie Lindemann - Loner
Maggie Lindemann - Knife Under My Pillow
Maggie Lindemann - Different
Melanie Martinez - Mrs. Potato Head
Melanie Martinez - Soap
Melanie Martinez - Orange Juice
The Neighbourhood - The Beach
The Neighbourhood - Middle of Somewhere
The Neighbourhood - R.I.P. 2 My Youth
The Neighbourhood - Softcore
Paramore - Tell Me It's Okay
Paramore - All I Wanted Was You
Paramore - Thick Skull
Paramore - Decode
Paramore - Ignorance
Paramore - crushcrushcrush
Slipknot - Custer
Slipknot - Duality
Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit
Nirvana - Stay Away
Nirvana - Drain You
Nirvana - Lithium
Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box
Nirvana - Dumb
Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You
Three Days Grace - Painkiller
Three Days Grace - So Called Life
My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay
Taylor Swift - You're On Your Own, Kid
Taylor Swift - This Is Me Trying
Taylor Swift - Seven
Taylor Swift - August
Taylor Swift - Cardigan
Taylor Swift - Lover
Taylor Swift - Paper Rings
Taylor Swift - New Romantics
Taylor Swift - How You Get The Girl
Taylor Swift - 22
Taylor Swift - Red
Taylor Swift - The Lucky One
Taylor Swift - Love Story
Taylor Swift - Timeless
Taylor Swift - Look What You Made Me Do
Lana Del Rey - Dark Paradise
Lana Del Rey - Summertime Sadness
Lana Del Rey - Cruel World
Lana Del Rey - Is This Happiness
Lana Del Rey - Flipside
Lana Del Rey - Happiness Is A Butterfly
Lana Del Rey - Get Free
Lana Del Rey - Heroin
Lana Del Rey - High By The Beach
Green Day - Brain Stew
Green Day - Give Me Novacaine / She’s a Rebel
Green Day - Still Breathing
Green Day - She
Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
Green Day - Lazy Bones
Deftones - Bored
Deftones - Hole In The Earth
Deftones - Minerva
Deftones - Beware
Deftones - Change (In The House Of Flies)
(Literally any Deftones songs. Especially off the albums Saturday Night Wrist, Around The Fur, and Adrenaline imo !! I feel Elisia would especially love and listen to Deftones, Slipknot, Pierce The Veil, and My Chemical Romance too!)
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Now, here's some of my fav wlw songs that remind me of Elisia and Enid ! -`♡´-
girl in red - we fell in love in october
girl in red - October Passed Me By
girl in red - girls
girl in red - i wanna be your girlfriend
Beabadoobee and girl in red - eleanor & park
FLETCHER - girls girls girls
FLETCHER - Becky's So Hot
FLETCHER - Her Body Is Bible
FLETCHER - Suckerpunch
GIRLI - More Than a Friend
Maggie Lindemann - Love Songs
Maggie Lindemann - She Knows It
Clairo - Sofia
Dove Cameron - Boyfriend
Frances Forever - Space Girl
Clara - Girl Like You
Sarah Barrios - Thank God You Introduced Me To Your Sister
Pomplamoose - Oh, Pretty Woman
Studio Killers - Jenny
Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl
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@enid-rhees <3 @ofcutsandoffire <3, thx for helping me out w/ this! Love y'all 🫶🏻
If anyone actually listens to these songs, beware, it's very much an emotional rollercoaster- it's a wild mix of depressing songs and upbeat songs, and everything in between lol. Also, most of these are Elisia coded, so yea :⁠')
I still feel like there's more songs I could add to this list, but can't think of them atm. So whenever I find a new song, I'll update the playlist!
Divider credits: @cafekitsune
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