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bunnighost · 11 months

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#avpd #chronic loneliness #cptsd #actuallytraumatized #trauma vent #traumacore #childhood trauma

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vilebunniegirl · 5 months

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#trauma edit #ventcore #traumacore #loveless #worthless #a nobody #unlovable #cptsd #bpd feels #chronic loneliness #vent edit

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sulasnsleep · 1 month

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“you’re the only person left, so hold me.”

—ur so pretty, wasia project

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luiseporcelana · 2 months

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everyday i feel this emptyness inside me, while i feel really bored, it hurts so bad. i always want attention from somebody, always want to do something with somebody, but i never feel it is enough. always ended up tired, but never enough. i am always wanting more, but i don't even know what i want. is just attention? i just want someone to actually care about me? i just want someone to really get to know me? i don't know, i'm not sure. i just know that this loneliness just consumes more and more. i try to distract myself from this pain, but always come back somehow. i really want this feeling to go away forever, but it's so hard to connect emotionally with somebody, being honest i don't even how to do it. i don't know if someone really care about me, and i don't wanna try to know, because i end up knowing that i'm nobody to anybody. somehow i'm never enough, even making myself the most nice and pleasing person, never enough. i just want to isolate myself from everybody, i'm tired and i don't really like somebody, in a way that makes my loneliness go away. that's it. i'm tired.

#luise pensamentos #borderline personality disorder #i guess #bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd safe #actually bpd #actually borderline #chronic loneliness

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friendlessnessvoid · 7 months

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#tw depressing thoughts #bl00d kink #fake bl00d #cw bl00d #dark aesthetic #hurtsband #hurtful #hurt/comfort #mental illness #rotting #feeling alone #chronic loneliness #all alone #self h@rm

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em0-opossum · 11 months

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sick of people acting like being alone/lonely = being single. ofc you're allowed to feel like that, I'm aro and could not care less that I don't have a partner so I have no idea what it feels like to have that experience, but god just once I'd like to find poetry and art made by people who know how it feels to have no friends and feel lonely no matter how many people are around you and know that you don't belong no matter where you are

#I'm lucky enough to have two good friends right now who i love very much #but that doesn't mean that they understand how i feel or how i have felt #and knowing you're alone in that overbearing loneliness just alienates you more and further perpetuates the feeling #i still miss out on so many opportunities to be friends with people i genuinely want to be friends with so bad because i can't talk to them #i still get so paranoid sometimes and stop replying to anyone because I'm convinced they hate me and there's something wrong with me #sometimes to the point where i avoid teachers who i need to talk to because i am sure that everything i say will be wrong #even someone being nice can feel awful because i think that they just feel bad or are pretending and actually trying to make fun of me #i know nobody actually knows who i am or how i feel because i hide everything to fit in with people and what they need/want #i have never felt like i belong anywhere and trying to explain that to people is so hard #there are times i love being alone but knowing that I've missed out on every regular human experience is so isolating #i just want to be normal and have friends i love and hang out with and talk to and not feel like every word i say could be the end of me #and when i try to find anybody who relates all i get is “oh im alone again :(( being single is awful”#i really do empathize with those people but it is nothing like my experience of loneliness #(tags are just for finding people who relate)#social anxiety #avpd #avoidant personality disorder #actuallyavpd #loneliness #chronic loneliness

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howifeltabouthim · 4 months

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I was terrifically lonely, but it was a familiar emotion.

Lisa Taddeo, from Animal

#lonely #alone again naturally #hello darkness my old friend #chronic loneliness #emotions #sad #depression #loneliness #just like me for real #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #lisa taddeo #animal

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httpskeopi · 5 months

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#tw ed #tw eating disorder #spotify wrapped #girlblogging #chronic loneliness #spotify #girlblogger #memes #depression #mental illness

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remedyfor-thelonely · 1 year

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#chronic loneliness #maladaptive daydreaming #lonely baby #lonely #escapism

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mhamory777 · 7 days

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I hate when people ask how I feel!

It’s never gonna be just a simple answer with a quick solution, it’s always something so deeper than that, something linked to childhood trauma that I have to deal with on my own! Whatever solution they give me will not help!

They can not fix the chronic emptiness and loneliness from not having a fun childhood and not having a teenage experience that you hoped for! They can’t fix the chronic anxiety that never goes away or fix the burnout!

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bunnighost · 1 year

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#loneliness #all alone #actually avpd #trauma vent #trauma edit #vent edit #actuallymentallyill #outcast #chronic loneliness #cptsd

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arcalx · 4 months

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◇ empty

empty

Empty

EMPTY

I FEEL FUCKING EMPTY

#calxvent #trauma #mental illness #mental problems #autism #autistic struggles #suicidal ideation #suicidality #chronic suicidality #chronic loneliness

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sulasnsleep · 7 months

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“sometimes, when i turn off the lights and close my eyes, the only thing i can feel is the sensation of loneliness burning my lids, and falling down my face.”

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sweetjijisama · 10 months

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This is it guys...

I am at rock bottom again...

I wont be able to eat, drink or do anything that needs any type of focus anymore.

For weeks or even several months like last time...

Just me screaming and crying my eyes out until I feel completely sick and my head hurts.

Friendship is a lie...

Never had any I guess.

Will never make any because I am apparently not worthy of them.

Thought I did but nope ofc not.

It's so easy to throw me away apparently.

Talking to me is apparently too much too... Even if it's just a few minutes a month.

I always made sure that I give them enough space and I was very careful to not appear too needy or clingy.

I really tried my best.

It was really really hard okay?!?!?

I really believed that I was important and worthy... I felt like I could tell them anything and finally trust someone again..

But nope...

When I need them the most, other people or things are always more important.

I am not invited, not wanted, not a part of anyone's life.

They don't even want to talk to me ony birthday.

My life... My existence literally not even my "friends" give a shit about that.

Guess I'll never be honest or express my feelings ever again because "friends" don't like that and blame me for being hurt even if they are literally responsible for making me suffer with their behavior.

But no, they don't want to see or hear that.

They don't like my honesty.

And I always think it's my fault...

But when I finally realize that it really isn't my fault, then I can't cope either bc for some reason it feels worse... Knowing there was nothing I could do... That I didn't matter in the end.

And it really doesn't matter how or how much I communicate... Nobody cares.

Nothing makes sense.

I don't know how long I can live like this...

I am actually not even living if I am real with you... I just exist... But now... Even barely exist...

Rip...

#vent #personal vent #vent pot #lonely #chronic loneliness #rsd #rejection sensitivity #rejection sensitive disorder #just me things #who even cares tbh #lemme just vent and be pathtic I guess

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friendlessnessvoid · 8 months

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#bpd #chronic loneliness #mental illness #sad quotes #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #heartbreak #trauma

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i-spit-blood · 2 months

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It’s my 21st birthday tomorrow!!!

#the age I’ve always wanted to make it too but thought I wouldn’t #vents&thoughts🍁⚔️#21 #bpd shit #chronic boredom #chronic emptiness #chronic loneliness #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #bpd stuff

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