"I'm genuinely terrified of what's happening to me bc my body is breaking down and it's getting worse way too quickly and i'm grieving the life i had before i became ill"
Desiring relationships because you鈥檙e a hopeless romantic 馃馃従 avoiding relationships out of fear that your disability will be a burden on your partner.
We live in a culture that enables abuse. Let's talk a little about boundaries, specifically consent. If it isn't an immediate, enthusiastic "yes!" it's a no. Yes every time. Yes outside of sexual encounters. Always. "Yes!" means yes. Anything else means no. "Eh not really" means no. "I'm busy" means no. "Maybe" means no. Assuming enthusiastic consent out of an apprehensive person is a recipe for disaster so do not do that under ANY circumstance thank you.
i hate you ehlers-danlos syndrome i hate you pots i hate you chronic migraines i hate you brainstem auras i hate you central nervous system complications i hate you degenerative disc disease i hate you hypotension i hate you osteoarthritis i hate you fibromyalgia i hate you tmj disorder i hate you carpal tunnel i hate you mcas
Life is hard and joy is fleeting. Normalize kid stuff. Normalize abiding youth. Normalize childless people shamelessly consuming kids media. Normalize parents shamelessly being into their kids faves. Because for example if you鈥檙e 25 you also have a 24 and 23 and 22 and 17 and 13 and 5 year old still inside you. Your past selves don鈥檛 just die. Look out for them. Don鈥檛 forget about them. Don鈥檛 spend your whole adult life Being An Adult. Give your kid selves a lil treat sometimes. You need them, and they deserve it.
I desperately need your help 馃槶馃槶 So lately, like the past 6 months my body had been WEIRD. So basically I'll just explain what weird stuff is going on in bullet points 馃挭馃挭
鈥obbly legs
鈥ainful flares literally everywhere
鈥izziness and nausea
鈥ack pain/joint pain/unstable joints
鈥errible migraines
WHAT IS THIS. HELP. IT'S ACTUALLY SO ANNOYING AND I'M GENUINELY TERRIFIED OF DOCTORS, LIKE IT'S A HUGE FEAR OF MINE UUGRHGTG