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waltzedintherain · 2 years
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“as long as im here, no one can hurt you…” — jegulus, crimson rivers, by zeppazariel
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so. more cr art
it’s just- the WAY they get to me??? i can’t explain?? i just??):&2&;93!; yk??
scene is from the brilliant @zeppazariel ‘s Crimsom Rivers jegulus fic!!
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dovrt · 1 year
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Look don't get me wrong, i love Regulus in fics finally being allowed to be feminine.
But just for once, i want James to be fem as well. Give me James painting his nails red and gold for the quidditch match, give me James in skirts and James not bothered by toxic masculinity, punching homophobes while wearing a dress
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“Don’t go to Troy” my brother in christ you ARE Troy
this’ll probably only make sense if you’ve read Choices by messermoon and chapter 25 of Crimson Rivers by zeppazariel
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fullmetalneverland · 1 year
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"It's like—like we're all a fixed point in time, and that person—whoever I was back then—must exist somewhere, even if it's just when I'm smelling my father's cologne."
-Zeppazariel, Best Friend's Brother
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thebluefullmoon · 2 years
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wtf is wrong with this fandom. the marauders fandom space used to be an accepting and safe space for creators and consumers to interact. i am so so deeply disappointed with this entire fandom for being toxic to the point where several authors feel the need to completely go off social media to recover. i will keep reiterating this. authors on ao3 owe you nothing. ao3 is a non-profit, meaning people write for themselves. if their work is not harmful, you do not get to demand anything. you don’t like it? no one cares. move on and don’t interact with it. that’s all. tumblr is also a platform for fandoms to interact. absolutely no one wants to hear your hate. you have your own hcs? keep it. just don’t, for the love of god, spread hate for absolutely no reason. let people live. for those of you who know exactly what you’ve done, i hope you guys are happy with yourselves.
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achillesunly · 1 year
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On chapter 43 of Crimson Rivers and ready to emotionally, mentally and physically fight anyone posting those rude comments like fuck off?
You don't have the guts to read that masterpiece then fucking go silently jesus Christ
Always ruining it for everyone some of y'all honest to god go fuck off
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sourlemons87 · 1 year
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Reading Crimson Rivers by Zeppazariel is an emotional rollercoaster. I have never cried reading a fic as much as I’ve cried while reading this! I knew going in that it was going to be sad and a really hard fic, cause The Hunger Games is a hard universe to live in, but man I am not ok.
This fic is taking me forever to read because I have to constantly take “happy breaks” something big will happen, I’ll cry about it, and then go scroll TikTok or watch a happy show. Like I am a mess!
Tl;Dr: “you’re gonna suffer, but you’re gonna be happy about it”
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goldrushenthusiast · 1 year
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Sometimes I think about how the Jegulus authors strike was started by an author who got hate for writing some weird ass shit about minors and overall creepy things and how that led to Zep leaving tumblr and it reminds me of an AITA post about a mom whose daughter didn’t want to wear the moms wedding dress so the mom burned it. I don’t know why but I think these are connected somehow.
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brandileigh2003 · 10 months
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Fic recs: (this is not exhaustive and I know I'm missing some that I loved)
All are wolfstar (mix of jily and jegulus) Complete unless marked. Check tags, some are dark or sad.
*My obsession: Crimson rivers by bizarrestars aka zeppazariel - angsty hunger games au. Some of the best remus and Sirius characterizations. Wolfstar is top notch. The friendships and black brother dynamics are all 💯
Hogwarts/magical
-The Standard Book Of Spells Series by imparfait connected fics and 1 shots, still wip: wolfstar is so in love, I want to melt multiple pov. no voldy.
-Would That I by third_crow (wip currently updating) soulmates, canon divergent, no voldy, autistic remus
-what a wonder (what a waste) by peachyybabe all the emotions. Mcd. Divergent.
-Honey If I'm Not by BrigidFaye: divergent post war where remus left, jily lived, and wolfstar only reconnects years later by chance. (Also has a Sirius pov)
-snakes and lions by her_smile_forges_galaxies (read tags though! Slytherin remus, platonic soulmate remus & regulus turns death eaters, angst with happy ending)
Au/modern/non-magical
-like real people do by third_crow (disability coffee shop)
–wolf's heart by mizdiz- heartbreaking. Meet in bookshop, Remus has heart problems, they fall in love, Remus tries to push him away to save pain of watching him die but Sirius won't let him.
– best friends brother bizarrestars/zeppazariel: has it all, jegulus as well, moonwater friendship, black brother dynamics
-wading in waist-high water by colgatebluemintygel- bake off fic where sirius is host and Remus is a disaster
-the sea is a good place to think of the future by peachyybabe first in series is happy/open ending. Love them reconnecting and how disability is written. Check tags. 2nd in series has mcd. But it's oh so good, broke my heart.
– text talk by merliwhirls: great banter and flirting firming a solid connection through text before they meet in person.
-lessen my load by moonymoment (university, so sweet together)
-pb to my j by aqua_myosotis (texting fic, so cute together)
-my only sunshine by loua29xx- remus is sick and asks Sirius to help him die
-Berlin Angel by de_sire: Remus helps him really begin to live, asks the deep questions help him discover who he is. Sirius helps remus open up as well, sees his layers, thinks remus is Sirius' own sun
-Second Generation by MsAlexWP older wolfstar, single parents, getting back together. The sequel is so perfect too! It's a Nice Day for a Wolfstar Wedding
-An infinite ocean by orphan_account (raising teddy au, he has cf)
Other magical:
--Evolution is spelt with an R by de_sire: Remus never went to Hogwarts, saves Sirius and Sirius gets involved with pack by being healer
–After the fire by Coriaria lie low at lupin's, a dark look at remus' past (check tags)
--good old-fashioned lover boy by all2well (both teachers at Hogwarts)
–that’s the art of getting by by sarewolf Remus raises Harry then Sirius lays low with them
exes, horcruxes, and other reasons to panic by lynxindisguise: divergent from 1st war, picks up 7 yrs later
-canon so far **shifting Lines by dovahtobi (wip currently updating)
-wip or maybe abandoned but good: Of Leaves and Stars (modern magical texting, trans remus and genderfluid sirius)
as well as Of Initials and Postscripts (Hogwarts era, remus is homeschooled and sirius is his penpal) both by irrationalmoony & LadyAmina
-Saccharine by moonymoment (au) Sirius is a ghost in remus' apartment
-just lovers by bizarrestars/Zeppazariel divergent fic, fake dating (wolfstar isn't main but they're heavily featured)
Authors in general
third_crow disability rep!
Peachyybabe he is great at portraying disability
Littleoldrachel disability and trans rep
her_smile_forges_galaxies
MsAlexWP
de_sire
moonymoment
MesserMoon
beautywolfstar
xinasvoice
Brigidfaye
Eyra
MollyMaryMarie
Check out my fandom wifey lucigoo
Some of my fandom friends moon_stars, raggedypond, beautywolfstar, and speckinthevoid
Other things I've re-read
-Did You Miss Me? By Fantismal, Krethes long text fic, angst and humor. Check tags
-An Interesting Grasp by TheBiButterfly: remus with tourettes, artist sirius, moonflower friendship, au
-Six Feet Apart by Belle_Lestrange101: pandemic fic, remus is high risk
-Living Like We're Renegades by orphan_account deaf/hoh remus and genderfluid cheerleader remus
--Forever Is a State of Mind by orphan_account (raising teddy, deaf remus)
-taste of honey by biremus: British bake off fic, each other's competition but ofc fall in love
-Let Them Eat Cake by OpeningMyEyes: another baking fic
-This Is the Way the World Ends by YouBlitheringIdiot: sad but beautiful MCD
--A Brief History of Dragons by eyra: nuerodivergent remus
-Choosing You by Cruisinwritealong: one shot, they're cute
-Heat and balance by eyra: beautifully depicted disability/illness fics, au
-from white-hot anticipation to cold-blooded fear and back again by drowsyanddazed: ravenclaw remus unimpressed by prank idea and they get close
-this is erosion by cruelrage: modern magical, texting at Hogwarts, remus homeschooled
-Engaged for 43 years by halfravenhalfclaw: sirius proposes at first sight at 11, follows til the afterlife (divergent)
-Befriending A Ravenclaw by kreestar: slow burn with pining. Remus is ravenclaw prefect
-ten reasons (to go to michigan) by greyeyedmonster18: falling in love au author remus, artist sirius raising Harry with regulus angst+ slow burn
-We’ll Make It Out Alive by wolfstar_addict417: texting fic with angst/fluff and disabled remus (au)
-summer you let your hair grow out: Sirius goes to remus instead of James'
-Boys Will Be Bugs by the_Infamous_Jack: Hogwarts era with trans remus
-sweater weather by lumosinlove: hockey fic they're so cute
-Highland Fling by picascribit: summer disability strangers to lovers (au)
-Dear Your Holiness by MollyMaryMarie check tags but some of the quotes still stick with me.
- Heavy In Your Arms by MollyMaryMarie: slytherin Sirius as padfoot finds injured ravenclaw remus and takes care of him
-everything's connected by mizdiz- magical realism, boarding school. Witty banter, alternating sarcastic and socially withdrawn/awkward remus and larger than life Sirius.
-we can be heroes series by YouBlitheringIdiot school years through the war. Divergent ending
-As It Was by peachyybabe mix of fluff, angst and hurt/comfort
-casting moonshadows by moonsign Hogwarts era. Wip abandoned
-Of Memories and Milk Thievery by moonymoment older wolfstar, raising teddy, get back together
-Let's Play Pretend by MsAlexWP fake dating, single parents, remus and teddy are wonderful disasters
-The Horcrux Hunt by Keysie 1st war divergent main focus remus and Regulus friendship and working together. Funny and angsty.
- it's a new dawn by ilbaritz: Remus never went to Hogwarts and met everyone after school. Trans remus
-Tertiary Colors by krabapple mpreg 1st war divergent, potters live
**I've made a themed list of trans remus fics too if you want to check out
**I made a part 2 bc this was getting long if you're interested, one shot version
*Jegulus recs
**Ofc feel free to check out mine:
Silence Between Us by brandileigh2003 a soft wolfstar falling in love, features Sirius dealing with anxiety, and remus who is deaf and has an adorable service dog.
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lesbianremu · 2 years
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just a friendly reminder for those being rude and demanding towards zeppazariel about crimson rivers, fanfic is SHARED with us. it is not written FOR us. fanfic isn’t monetised, zar doesn’t profit off this fic. he’s literally writing it because it’s something they WANT to write.
and to see people in this fandom disrespecting zar and all the work he puts in crimson rivers, is so incredibly disappointing especially because incidences like this in fandom are so tired. like is it really that hard to put something down if u don’t like it? if u get fomo for not reading CR, how tf is that zar’s problem? zar has already given us so many warnings and reassurances; he constantly goes above and beyond to ensure their fics are readable and enjoyable for everyone, but sometimes yous just need to understand that NOT EVERYTHING IS FOR YOU!!
and that is okay! it’s ao3! there are millions of fics u can read! u don’t want angst? don’t read fics where death, oppression, war, and loss are few of the overarching themes of the story. it really goes without saying.
what this demonstrates as well, is how younger people in fandom are expecting for ao3 to start functioning like tik tok (or like any algorithmic platform) and let me remind u, ao3 is an archive. it literally just stores literature — fics, poetry, short stories, etc. nobody on ao3 is making money for posting, so to expect ao3 to cater towards ur needs is so ridiculous. it really speaks to how brainwashed and chronically online everyone is, because ur all so used to having ur tl curated meticulously for ur personal enjoyment that u expect a single fanfic author, who’s a member of this fandom just like the rest of us, to do what big corporations do??? as if ur paying them??? be so serious rn
u all owe zar a massive apology, even if u don’t like CR (like a loser imo) and you’ll never read it again, that is not zar’s problem!
we appreciate u zar, and we are in constant awe of ur writing. thank u for sharing it with us <3
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runnerofthemills · 1 year
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An Open Letter to bizzarestars
To bizzarestars (zeppazariel):
You are a talented author with great promise, but you are wasting your energy trying to stop people sharing your fics. Trading pdfs or files or copies of fanfiction is as old as fandom itself. I am so sorry, but you put your art out there and it is no longer under your control, that is the nature of creating art. So take it from someone who has created fics and accounts much bigger and older than you and then simply walked away, just log out. Make a new account, write under a new name, and leave the fans of your previous work to squabble about it as much as they want. It's more theirs now than yours anyway. Jump into a new fandom, try a new writing style, create and explore till your hearts content and remember if its ever too much, you can just drop the pieces and walk away. You owe them nothing. But trying to scrub it from the internet or control the narrative around it is only going to burn you out, and you deserve better than that. So wash you hands of it, pick yourself up, and go find something else that sparks joy. I wish you the best of luck.
love, a long time fandom vet on throw away i made in less than 2 mins
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waltzedintherain · 2 years
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"pleading eyes that break my heart..."
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jegulus in Crimson Rivers by @zeppazariel (hunger games au!!) <33333
also the title from birdy’s song “just a game” from the hunger games soundtrack
ALSO ZAR I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS TO *NOT* ADD JAMES’ GLASSES IT FELT SO WRONG BUT :,)) the fact that he doesn’t have them makes me sad 😭— “i don’t want them to change you”— *ANGRY UGLY SOBBING*
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hrlx23 · 5 months
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Hey saw in the confession post ur getting started on Jegulus but don’t want to read ahb or crimson rivers bc they’re sad so I recommend ‘Just Lovers (like we were supposed to be)’ if you haven’t already read it.
it’s by bizarrestars/zeppazariel (author of CR) and it’s got a happy ending + it’s relatively light hearted and nice (I read it after ahb bc that shit wrecked me but in a good way).
oh also ‘only the brave’ by solmussa, it’s got angst and stuff but a happy ending.
anyway, yeah sorry this was quite long. fuck JKR and canon, have a nice day :)
Omg I just read both summaries on ao3 and they both sound so good, I’ll add them to my list of things to read🤞 tysm :))
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otrtbs · 2 years
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Can you please tell us what is inside the short brown door with golden handle??? Is it your next fic??? Or what is reg taking about??? Honestly after that roller coaster of emotions, I want to know there’s a place in the universe where reg and James are together and happy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
❗️SPOILERS❗️
YES!
To me, the doors in the epilogue represent every Jegulus fanfic written. I like the idea of being connected to a bunch of different authors and stories through the characters that we write and the worlds we create for them. They represent all the lives that have been created for Regulus and James, all the stories, all the wonderful experiences they can have in a universe where they find and love each other, however briefly.
Because of this, I imagined one of my favourite Jegulus fics, Best Friend's Brother by Zeppazariel (@zeppazariel) behind the brown door. I wanted them to go somewhere with a happy ending next, and Zar's writing in that fic is phenomenal. It was actually the first Jegulus fic I ever read! The way he writes Jegulus in that fic, and the ending of that fic is so sweet it made me cry and I wanted that next for Regulus and James. So that's what I was thinking of!
It doesn't have to be bfb behind that door, it's really open to interpretation. They can sort of go wherever they want. There are so many options and they have so many lives to live!!! (James would've picked a magic au if he had the chance btw i just know it. Regulus will probably let him pick the door next time ha) But I loved bfb so much, that's what I was thinking of when writing it. I started my Jegulus journey there, so I like to think of them starting their next story there. <3
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zeppazariel i literally love you so much
you are a gift
your authors notes keep me alive
i hope you wake up to fresh bread every morning
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onbeinganangel · 1 year
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2022 favourites ✨
the darlings @caroll-in and @pennygalleon tagged me to try and pick a few favourite reads from this year! i read a significant less amount of fic than i have in previous years, and very very little drarry/hp, which should help me narrow stuff down! even so, i’m taking a leaf out of pen’s book and going with 3 fics per category
The Categories:
📅 Fav published in 2022
😍 Fav new-to-you fic
🃏 Fav Wildcard (a reread, rarepair, different fandom, the spare spot on a BINGO card)
📅 Fav published in 2022
1. Still the pine-wood’s scent the moon by @fluxweeed (hp, harry/remus, E, 15k)
2. a great, big tragedy by zeppazariel (hp, james/regulus, M, 13k, MCD)
3. Yours Truly by @skeptiquewrites (hp, draco/harry, M, 15k)
😍 Fav new-to-me
1. Loaded March (series) by @insanewordcount (bbc merlin, arthur/merlin, E, 1.2M)
2. Love & Blowjobs & Other Sacred Things by @bubbebruja (hp, remus/sirius, james/lily, E, 77k)
3. Memento Mori by @purplewitch156 (hp, harry/tom, E, 49k)
🃏Fav wildcard
1. fwb by flightspath (the raven cycle, adam/ronan, E, 19k)
2. Hush, Don’t Say a Word by @amywaterwings (all for the game, andrew/neil, M, 75k)
3. No Matter How Small by @weneedtotalkaboutfic (check, please!, bitty/jack, E, 125k)
if you’re one of the authors tagged above and fancy doing this please have a go!! i love knowing what other writers are reading! i am also no pressure tagging @the-starryknight @whataboutmyfries @slytherco @tackytigerfic @sweet-s0rr0w @softlystarstruck @nv-md and @vivantesopales ❣️
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