✧.*୨ Sweetspo ୧✧.*

Hey! What? You want to binge? It’s okay, don’t be upset! <33 Remember nothing in your kitchen is going to make you happy, maybe you’d be happy for 5 minutes, but after that: days of regret.. Do you think it’s worth it? Those 5 minutes of happiness and all you will get is days of regret. You don’t deserve that, honey! You deserve to be happy, and deep down you know that those foods in your kitchen aren’t going to make you happy :(( Maybe you could go watch your favorite movie! Or read that one book you like so much! You could go on a walk and breathe in fresh air, that’s very important! Your body loves fresh air <33 Maybe text with your friends or walk your dog if you have one :DD

NAH CUZ I NEVER MADE SWEETSPO BUT I WANTED TO TRY IT OOP BUT UH YEAH I THINK IT MIGHT HELP??????

me, coming back to ana tumblr everytime a guy I like does something to hurt me;

just finished a 20hr fast n ate 799 c4lories today. so mad they didn’t have skim milk for my coffee so i had to use full fat :/

Coming back to this account bc my twitter is like this for the next week 😭🙏

people always say “food fuels your body” “food makes you feel good”, tell that to my happily empty stomach

i need someone who understands what I’m going through, if you feel the same plz message me! I’m 16 btws

To be ✨𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽𝔂✨

Just a reminder that your ED isn’t making you prettier in any way. You’re beautiful. It breaks down your mental health, your physical health and your relationship with anybody, such as friends and family.

If you’re here to just be skinny, then you’re here for the wrong reasons. EDs destroy you. You don’t stop at a certain weight. You push and push and keep going until you disappear. If that’s not your goal, leave.

Eventually, maintaining a weight so low, your body will catch up if you don’t keep pushing. You can’t just tell an ED to stop. Fall wherever you want to go, but I’m warning you.

bruh i wanna die

The binge / restrict cycle is all fun n games until you’re back in the binge phase

I just can‘t live looking like this any longer

a small little rant/life update/whatever

Wow so it has been a HOT second since I was on this account (which I guess in terms of recovery was a good thing??) but I've gained a decent amount of weight since then and now it looks like I'm going back down the rabbit hole of thinspo which I know is going to result in restriction and eventually full blown ana. At this point I'm just vibing and not actually caring what happens because corona happened and it forced me to move back from college (half the country away) to be back home with my mother who’s obsessed with being fit and losing weight and its really not fun. Mental issues are coming back with stress and I'm starting to get drunk just to feel something again but in all honesty, trust me I know it’s bad, but I don't actually care. Anyways I just needed to rant because it looks like the journey is beginning again y’all. But on the bright side I guess im going to be skinny by the start of school:)

saw this on twitter and now I wanna die

I’m so over life

I’m at the point where I’d rather die than to continue living as a fat whale.

Life isn’t just Black and White

Mostly Gray