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valentinoappreciator · 4 months

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u r so real for the posts about Valentino he is so hot

HE REALLY IS and I hate that I love him so much 😭😭😭 I’m sure half the fandom has me blocked for the bullshit I put in the tags but I need to scream about him okay I need him like I need air

#asks #anon #hazbin hotel #valentino hazbin hotel #also don’t worry I got you fam <3 #I won’t stop thirsting for Valentino anytime soon #he’s just sooooo *twirls hair around a finger and giggles while kicking my feet behind me*

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theguildawards · 2 months

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Hello guildmates!

The Nomination Period is now closed! Below the cut you will find a complete list of all the fanart nominations received for The Guild Awards this term! The mobile-friendly version can also be found in a Google Doc here that has the complete list!

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We are going to give you 2 weeks time to enjoy all of the pieces nominated for this term! We strongly encourage that when you view a work of art or read a fanfiction, please reblog or leave a comment to let the creators know how much their work and talent is appreciated!

The voting period will begin April 15th and end April 29th at midnight PST!

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Thank you to everyone who nominated for making this term absolutely wonderful and happy voting!

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FANART

Best Action/Adventure

“Jacked Erza” by @pkuinn (tumblr)

“Dragon / Goddess Irene” by @eepintothewoods (tumblr)

“Super Late But Happy Gruvia Day” by @hollie-artz (tumblr)

Best AU/AR

“Shiny Shiny Gold” by @fainttwinkling (tumblr)

“It’s Lisanna’s turn to be badass” by @pencilofawesomeness (tumblr)

‘Circus AU Lucy by @beanthespleen (tumblr)

“Just some late night Lucy star dress doodles” by @beanthespleen (tumblr)

“FarmLu” by @likubears (tumblr)

Best Canon

“Capricorn Star Dress” by @moxiepoxart (tumblr)

‘Dan Lucy, Your Bobbies’ by @boxonarock (tumblr)

‘Cuddling’ by @smappybubbles (tumblr)

“Like The Natsu I’ve Always Known” by @shiiro-arts (tumblr)

Best Angst

“I love them so much” by @shiiro-arts (tumblr)

‘Manga Redraw’ by @Azriaann (tumblr)

Best Dark

“Rogue on the Battlefield” by @celestialrayna (tumblr)

“He’s Fine. Don’t Worry About It” by @kitsunegender (tumblr)

“For All You Gajeel Thirsters” by @mavikiu (tumblr)

Best Humor/Parody

“they are too silly” by @heartonxions (tumblr)

‘Happy Valentine’s Day!’ by @riveluart (tumblr)

“Them, Basically!” by @friedmeatbuns (tumblr)

“Shadowgear Lethal Company” by @firapolemos05 (tumblr)

FarmLu” by @likubears (tumblr)

“I Feel Like this Joke is So Them” by @acnologias-ass (tumblr)

Best Kiss

“Happy february to them” by @lav3nder-bees (tumblr)

“Punks and their short bf/gf (pic 3)” by @merryweathart (tumblr)

"A Bit Early But Merry Christmas Everyone!" by @hollie-artz (tumblr)

"Natsu's Kiss" by @disnimeartzy (tumblr)

Best Romance

“Sleepy afterschool lolu” by @l-owe-i (tumblr)

‘Untitled’ by @roseletterchan (tumblr)

“Untitled” by @bakutenshi (tumblr)

“This is how it should be” by @moxiepoxart (tumblr)

“Gruvia Week Day 3: Starlight” by @jmoart214 (tumblr)

Best LGBTQ+ Romance

“Untitled Fraxus Week Prompt” by @bluessom1 (tumblr)

“Happy Valentine’s Day!” by @nostalgiedromer (tumblr)

“My peppermint pookies” by @mousecracker (tumblr)

“Music!” by @itsfasterifyouroll (tumblr)

Best Character

“The Sun” by @moonylilies (tumblr)

“untitled color palette challenge (jellal)” by @acnologias-ass (tumblr)

“Lucy 🌻” by @melognut (tumblr)

“Levy bout to fuck shit up” by @phoenix-before-the-flame (tumblr)

“Erza for a friend :]” by @cassikitty (tumblr)

"Mira" by @imyourcoopid (tumblr)

Best Duo/Pairing

“Gajeel + juvia = besties” by @anniechuuu (tumblr)

“Natsu and Happy fanart” by @lostprinxe (tumblr)

Best Group Depiction

“It’s Nice to Have a Family” by @classysassy9791 (tumblr)

‘ Untitled’ by @watcher-ofthe-sky-art (tumblr)

“Levy and her boys” by @riveluart (tumblr)

“Dragon Fam Christmas Sweaters” by @pencilofawesomeness (tumblr)

Best Manga Coloring

“Fire & Lightning” by @fairy-edits (tumblr)

‘I Hyperfixated’ by @fairy-tail-trash (tumblr)

“Minerva Orland of the Sabertooth Guild” by @googler49 (tumblr)

“Congratulations 100 yr quest!” by @vaniliens (tumblr)

Best Redraw

“Screenshot Redraw of the Raijinshuu + Laxus” by @sheltered-uno (tumblr)

“manga redraw🫣” by @azriaann (tumblr)

“Gray and Wendy” by @heartonxions (tumblr)

“Some Manga Redraws (thunder legion)” by @zai-doodles (tumblr)

“Falling with the Stars ✨💫” by @limboistic (tumblr)

"Loke and Gray" by @konohamaru-sensei (tumblr)

"Team Natsu 🔥🗝️⚔️❄️💨😸😾" by @c-art-y (tumblr)

Best Overall

“Levy all Soft and Glowy” by @mavikiu (tumblr)

“Punk Boyy” by @heneryque (tumblr)

‘Erza Scarlet Art Nouveau’ by @Syenneart (tumblr)

“Erza for a friend :]” by @cassikitty (tumblr)

"Juvia Lockser" by @imyourcoopid (tumblr)

"Edolas Lucy Loml" by @robin-vb (tumblr)

#fairy tail #theguildawards #ft awards #tgat12024 #fairy tail fanart

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disastertwins9000 · 1 year

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I would love to know more about your “homies in a half shell” crossover AU. I love everything about it, the art, the ideas, the characters interactions. All of it and I want- no need to know more. If this is too of an open ended question. Then here’s some specifics.

How do the rise boys find out about Leo’s reactions to the cold?

What is 2012 Leo’s relationship with rise Donnie?

What is 2012 Raphs relationship with rise Mikey?

Is 2012 Leo the only one that likes weighted blankets?

How do the 2012 boys help with the rise boys trauma?

That’s all, can’t wait to see more of your AU! :)

awww i’m so glad you like it!!! honestly i’ve spent hours on this au and this means so very much to me so thank you!! also i love the asks guys don’t be shy!!

get ready to read lmao

so lee and the cold… i’m being so completely honest.. i haven’t thought about how the rise fam found out. i will probably make a sketch about it later cause now you got me thinking about it. i’m thinking that, maybe, just hear me out.. he’ll get cold..? and have a panic attack 😄😄 -more about that coming soon in sketch form:)

leo and donnie: lee is still the mom of the group, but in a way that his brothers respect him highly. lee is impressed by rise donnie and is proud of him but worries that he might accidentally pressure him too much like he sometimes did with 12 donnie. 12 leo is also scared for his brothers, in the way that they value themselves. he doesn’t want rise donnie to think that lee is proud of him because he’s smart, he wants him to know that he loves him for much more then that. trauma am i right:)) on a more light hearted level, the disaster twins are constantly competing with one another to impress lee (praise from their badass big brother) and for the longest time lee has no idea what is going on.

2012 raph is ridiculously protective of rise mikey. this doesn’t mean that he loves rise mikey any more then 12 mikey, it’s just that rise mikey is still very young and still acts like it, and raphs got a major soft spot for him. together they enjoy being sarcastic little shits(affectionate) to their brothers and they like to do art together. mikey uses his ‘youngest and smallest of them all’ powers to get constant piggyback rides from everyone, especially 12 raph. don’t mess with the short boys they will bite your knees off

for the weighted blankets, the 12 twins both use them(lee and raph). raph got one bc lee introduced them to him. rise donnie uses one, and weighted blankets are always kept in the lair if anyone wishes to use one. rise mikey has a few different hammocks in his room that he can change out or hang up all at once and a few of them are therapy hammocks that him and his brothers use to help with anxiety and sleep. basically they have all used one at one point and it just depends on the person.

for the trauma part… not all their problems are solved yet..🤫 but the 12 boys do their best to be there for them. to listen and not dismiss the fear or pain. rarely did the 12brothers get a break to stop and process what was going on and their lives were never normal. while they are there for the rise boys in every way they can be, let’s be honest they need to stop and figure themselves out too.

thank you for the ask, i so enjoy answering and i’m so glad that ppl are interested in my au<3 also i can’t forget to credit @sapphiretanto for all the help with the hcs we’ve got going. lmao you got me info dumping

lucky i had this sketch already in my drafts cuz this is what my little brother does to me 😭🫶🏼

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heart-of-the-morningstar · 2 months

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mamacita

I CANNOT get over your writing.

I am checking notifs RELIGIOUSLY (mostly bc of “Dress Up”)

I’m always here for the smutty shit (*cough* pegging *cough cough*), but the cute little obsessed Luci just being a lovesick dork is honestly so damn serotonin boosting it’s unreal.

Never stop feeding us thirsty little bitches🥰

I GOT YOU FAM, DON’T WORRY!! DRESS UP PART 3 IS STILL BEING WRITTEN AND A NEW COWBOY LUCIFER DRABBLE US ALSO IN THE WORKS, Y’ALL WILL BE FED I PROMISE! AND THANK YOU 💖💖💖

#ask

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sebsxphia · 2 years

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Okay okay FAM HANG ON

We know he loves buying you lingerie and fuck me heels, a pretty sundress and lipgloss but also chokers or dainty little necklaces he can hold onto while he’s fucking you. He also definitely will put his initials on the inside of the cuff of a pretty cardigan he bought you or a pretty promise ring with both of your birth stones. He would absolutely wear the shit out of a watch you bought him though and he’d wear it everywhere

Hell tug that little necklace as you’re riding him or link his fingers through it as he’s fucking you from behind. The mans LOVES you in fishnets that lace up the back of your legs. He high key loves seeing you in lace for him of any kind and has ruined many sets of lingerie in his impatience. His favorite is when you wear the lacy little things under the pretty sundress and he can just get a flash of lace under the skirt at dinner or out with friends, it drives the man’s wild or when you flash him the gloss he bought you with a sly smile and he’s already got a semi just at the sight of it

okAY OKAY OKAY IM HANGING ON IM LITERALLY GRIPPING THE BEDSHEETS RN AT THIS THOUGHT WHAT THE FUCK

dear anon, thank you SO much for these thoughts holy shit!! 💌 i hope you enjoy the below!! 💖

Hangman is definitely a sucker for buying you things engraved with his initials, your initials, your birth stones and star signs etc!!!!

The little dainty necklace he got you has your initials and then a little loop underneath it with his initials.

He got it specifically because he can ring his finger through his initials and pull you closer to him. Don’t think he won’t do it in public either.

Everyone will see it sitting nicely on your chest and know straight away that’s Hangman’s girl.

For the watch, underneath it, it has your initials engraved. You love it when he brings his hand around your neck and you can see the watch on his wrist.

You always give him a little smile and he’ll cock his head at you, “like that baby? Like it when I hold your pretty little throat with the watch you got me?” You nod as eagerly as you can.

“Mm.” He’d hum. “Good girl, always treating me so good.”

He’d also link his dog tags around your throat and pull on them when he’s taking you from behind.

OH, but the LACE!!!!!!!! He even so catches a glimpse of it and he’s pulling you to the nearest bathroom, pressing you against the wall and dropping to his knees.

He’ll run his hands up your legs, kissing along the back of your thighs up the trail of lace.

You’d sit back down with everyone, flustered, satisfied and with a gaping tear in your tights.

Don’t worry, he’ll buy you a new pair later though <3

He loves to smear your lipstick and gloss around his cock or with his thumb when he runs it along your lips and pushes it inside your mouth.

“Keep quiet for me, Doll face.”

#💌you’ve got mail #oh fuck #jake seresin x reader #jake seresin x you #jake hangman seresin x reader #jake hangman x reader #jake seresin #jake hangman seresin #hangman x reader #hangman

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waitmyturtles · 2 years

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Alright. SPOILERS. It might take me a couple posts over today and tomorrow to process EAW ep. 14. I’ll try to keep things organized. My Big Thoughts on Young-woo are at the bottom. Long post warning.

1) I’m going to sound a far different bell than the reviews I’m seeing on the tag. I think the writing of ep. 14 was absolutely FANTASTIC. I am giddy over how good this writing was and I can’t wait to re-watch this episode.

I think ep. 13 needed to set up a lot of conflict very quickly to get to the important penultimate episode next week, which we know can be huge. Today’s (Thursday’s) episode, for me, ironed out a lot of the sudden conflict we saw, including contextualizing Attorney Jung’s illness. When he says that South Korea has the best treatment for stomach cancer (a relatively common ailment in those parts of Asia that we don’t see as much in the US), I believe it, and I think the writers intentionally put those lines in there to give viewers who know that background a touch of relief (but we’re still worried about him).

2) Content-wise, obviously, things are not going as linearly as us viewers would have liked or expected. But y’all -- I believe the writers know this and are doing this to us. Look at what Su-yeon said to Min-woo: “I almost reported you to the police for the crime of not staying in character.” The writers know what they’re doing!

Another way I think the writers are injecting lightness here -- when Jun-ho said he wouldn’t drink, and then he got plastered. I think it was set up to be cute. I’m not reading a forever devastation and finality to the break-up, partially based on the existence of that scene. More on this below.

(Also, side note, now we know that Min-woo knows. And, whoa, seemed to actually be supportive of his homeboy in the relationship -- Min-woo hadn’t tried to get them to break up, I guess?)

3) I believe the writers are setting up a moral dilemma conflict for Min-woo that I might be here for. NOT a hard bet, because I think he’s still scheming, but I wonder.

I also think that Su-yeon is fixing to be a freaking superhero vis à vis that dilemma. I’m getting that from the preview for ep. 15, where we see Su-yeon protecting Young-woo from reporters.

4) I’m seeing fam on the tag calling out CEO Han for being evil and scheme-y, but we already knew she was, and Young-woo’s dad knows this, too. Her scheme is not a surprise to me. Her hiring of Young-woo was going to lead to something like this. I just want to know their background in law school. Maybe CEO Han has a hereditary competition with Tae Su-mi. I want to know that juicy juicy drama.

(I wrote this before, but this is why I think CEO Han eats Min-woo over this somehow. At least I hope so.)

(Frankly, and I know this is bad of me because it puts Young-woo in the middle of all of this shit, but I hope CEO Han blinks out Tae Su-mi. I think Tae Su-mi is pure evil.)

5) I think the big themes of this episode were: compassion, empathy, creativity, and revelation. Here’s why.

I believe the stories of Attorney Jung and Young-woo are linked. He’s the elder -- a senior partner who ignored his personal life, who ignored the people who loved him personally, to live and breathe the law. As his ex-wife notes, he’s more alive when talking to an attorney than when talking to her.

Wasn’t Young-woo the same as she was breaking up with Jun-ho? She was more energized about her law revelation than about communicating the reasons for the break-up. She kept that part to herself. And Jun-ho, bless him, was asking for that reasoning, continuing to demand to Young-woo that she work on empathizing with him.

We know that communicatively, there is a lot that Young-woo and Jun-ho need to say to each other. But this IS a drama, and the writers need to stave off that content to wrap up the series next week.

However, I REALLY think we saw a lot of compassionate growth in Young-woo this episode. We saw her ignore Attorney Jung’s insistence to not fuss over him. We saw her absorbing the words of the song about the burden of love at the noraebang. We see her looking at Jun-ho on the plane.

I think the way the writers are building Young-woo’s self-awareness and self-growth is absolutely gorgeous. In many instances, it’s wordless. Because -- we see her, as she’s growing into her adulthood, learning the words to use in these moments.

Autistic or not, aren’t we all doing that, growing as adults, learning about our emotions and ourselves? What’s the difference here, between her and Attorney Jung? Not a lot, in this moment.

6) Jun-ho and ex-wife Ji-su, the two lonely left-behind lovers. Ji-su says she left Attorney Jung because of her loneliness. We see Jun-ho in his loneliness on the beach, left behind because Young-woo will not take him to where she thinks she’s going -- to always need to be cared for in her life, leaving her lover lonely.

First, we know she doesn’t need to be as cared for as she thinks, because we know she’s a breadwinning baddie. (She’s confident enough to take care of herself as the rest of the team eats the meat noodles with her take-away gimbap. She’s like -- I got me.)

Second, I don’t believe the break-up is final because of the pep talk Attorney Jung gives to Jun-ho. I think there’s a communication ultimatum between these two lovebirds, and Young-woo will need to decide to step up and believe she’s worthy of love, AND that she’s more independent than general society makes her think she is.

7) This is where I think creativity comes in. After that pep talk, I think Jun-ho is fixing to fight for love. God help us, I think this is finally when some communication will take place.

Also, separately, creativity and empathy: I agree with Young-woo that we saw Attorney Jung at his absolute best when speaking to the Abbot at the end of the episode. Speaking to an opposing client is definitely skirting the edges of legal ethics. But he suggests that the temple work with Hanbada’s government affairs team, which is not technically a legal team. Genius. He wants to proactively help in the best way HE can.

Did you see how proud of the team he was when his rookie attorneys were pitching the noodle restaurant owner? He’s realized he’s passed on his wisdom, creativity, and empathy. A huge law firm pitching a restaurant owner in Jeju. Even Min-woo getting into it. I love how the love for Attorney Jung is deeply spread out here.

8) One more point on empathy and compassion.

Did you notice, when ex-wife Ji-su was speaking to Young-woo, what was behind Ji-su?

It was a poster about women’s health. I can’t read Korean, but I did notice the small pink graphic of a set of ovaries.

(Nothing like that will ever get past a mama.)

That shot almost certainly was not an accident.

Part of Ji-su’s sadness is likely not having a family with Attorney Jung. Yet she cared enough for him to fly down from Seoul to Jeju. And is concerned enough about his health to want him to have an earlier surgery.

Despite their break-up -- there’s still love and caring.

Despite Young-woo’s and Jun-ho’s break-up -- there’s still love and caring.

And, I think by including that poster in that shot, it gives us something to chew on. Young-woo, right now, is thinking she’s not deserving of love because she’ll leave her lover lonely in his caretaking of her.

But I think -- in the most subtle, gorgeous way possible -- the writers have left us asking: can Young-woo deserve love and family of her own?

We all know that answer.

#extraordinary attorney woo #extraordinary attorney woo meta #woo young woo #lee jun-ho #youngwoo x junho #long post

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impyssadobsessions · 2 years

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Ok, so I have an idea where Maddie “The Mad Scientist” Fenton becomes a Gotham villain trying to prove that Danny isn’t human. But I don’t know how to write Maddie and I have never written any Batman fic ever! Do you have any tips or suggestions? Im also curious on what you think of this idea, Vacation Crashers was my first introduction to DC DP crossovers which is probably my current hyper-fixation!

Aw Thank you! I'm so happy to hear that! Eek. Ooo that's a neat idea!!!! Kind of depends on how you want to go about it. VC was my first Batman fic too LOL to be honest I read a bunch of crossovers and looked batfam stuff up on tumblr, and read Wayne Family Adventures (its a free webtoon I suggest that highly because its so easy and it has a dad bruce) ANYWHO A story like that depends on what pov u wanna do or if u wanna switch it. IF its from Danny's and the bats, then having him already be apart of the family and explain events as u go, how he got there. OR you could have her become a villain while Danny still becoming a part of the family, being the reason his identity is revealed and the fam goes hella protective. So many ways you could do it actually XD. Could also do it from Maddie's perspective. But if your worried about accurately portraying characters, batman been going on for decades, it doesn't even have a sensible canon. So just pick what you like and run with it. But I think that be a cool idea. And then she be a terrifying villain too. LOL Bats joking that they're use to mommy issues. XD Mostly just write what you want to read! That's what I did with VC. If you can reread it and enjoy it. Your doing great! <3 Just have fun. Could even do it as a one shot too. Don't have to be extra like imp. @ w @''''

#danny phantom #batman #dp x dc #maddie fenton #writing advice #batfamily #batfam #danny fenton #asks

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samatedeansbroccoli · 10 months

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Fam, I am gonna need pictures. That sounds so cool!

Heads up, this turned into more than just some pictures. It’s a short history lesson as well because this place is cool.

Introducing: Red Rocks Amphitheatre in Morrison, Colorado!

Built in the 1920s, the area was purchased by the City of Denver as part of Red Rocks Park, which is a mountain park also maintained by Denver. Denver then contracted a guy to design the amphitheater. It’s held other names, such as “Garden of the Angels” but everyone calls it Red Rocks because, well…

Pretty much it was carved straight out of a rock and remains mainly untouched since it’s creation save for some general safety things (and a bit of reconstruction in 2020)

(Picture from 1966)

However one of the big new additions in 2015 is the Colorado Music Hall of Fame, a refurbished trading post that honors anyone who’s either from Colorado or have had a massive musical influence within Colorado.

Musicians like John Denver (who’s not actually from Denver despite his name haha) was one of thousands who’s played at this theatre, and recorded songs. The Grateful Dead considered Red Rocks as one of their favorite venues. OneRepublic, One Direction, U2, The Beatles, Carole King, The Blues Brothers, the Lumineers, and The Carpenters are just a few of the big names who have come here. South Park’s creators also came here a few years ago.

Red Rocks amphitheatre is also fairly steep with wide steps for spectators to stand or sit accordingly… or simply to run up and down stairs (you can see it in this in a video that actually got on the Colorado news of a guy running with his dog). This also makes it easier to see over other people. However along with the general safety changes made over the years, they’ve also dedicated 70/196 rows as wheelchair accessible, and the first 3 rows are exclusively for towards anyone with a mobility disability who can’t walk or push a wheelchair too far (everyone else must take stairs up from the main parking lot). There’s also a couple elevators.

Beyond its cool location and historical impact, it’s also really pretty with different lighting. The nice thing about the rocks is that it can easily reflect the concert lighting and still capture the vibe a football stadium or concert hall might. And it’s all outside!

Which means you can be hailed on haha. Don’t worry, it happens more often than you think.

Anyway that’s the short little Tumblr tour around Red Rocks. It’s a rather well known amphitheatre among musical artists, and a must-see should you ever come visit here.

The end!

#thebroccoliresponds #long post #thanks lif!#red rocks amphitheatre

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thiswholewideworld · 2 years

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ok just posting some random things about the concert last night

- I was on Ray’s side so I saw him come out first and I literally screamed. so sorry to everyone around me

- Gerard in the cheerleading outfit!! they really seemed so happy and comfortable in it just jumping and twirling around, it definitely felt more like personal expression than a performative gesture

- towards the end of the show G said “the only thing I’m sad about is that I probably won’t be able to wear this again” to which everyone awwed, but like. no. you are WELCOME to wear it again my best friend

- also loved everyone else wearing Mikey shirts since he lives in nashville!! side note: Frank’s cardigan…….

- I was worried they wouldn’t play our lady of sorrows since they played it at the last two shows and it’s one of my all time favs but THEY DID I’m actually so happy

- during give ‘em hell kid right before “you’re beautiful” G pointed at us and was like “no YOU are. it’s YOU” <3

- they were all just so smiley! like smiling at each other and at the crowd and I know everyone’s been saying that they’re just so happy to be back but like- it was just awesome to see

- I loved Mikey’s posing like you go king!! lol

- boy division, sorrows, give em hell, and HOUSE OF WOLVES back to back HOW did any of us survive

- Gerard has officially proclaimed im not okay the “greatest summer jam” so everyone else can go home now sorry

- hearing “trust me” live… my life is actually over now thanks

- being able to see Mr Ray Toro working his magic up close was life changing. I’ve never seen anyone look as happy as him playing guitar

- sadly Frank shelved the moaning during DESTROYA probably since Mikey’s fam was there but boy G sure didn’t !

- also I wasn’t super close since I got into the pit late but it was enough that I could fully see all of their faces. the thought that any of them could have seen my face is kinda messing me up ngl

- there was never a moment where I was like “oh fuck they’re looking at me” except for one time when Gerard stared in my direction for a long time and it was… very intense. I was recording at that moment (you can’t see their face very well) but I was like- do I have the flash on or something is that why he’s staring this way?? you can see me nervously turning the camera to check in the video lol

- Ray’s vocals during na na na are literally everything to me <3

- being at the first show that they played the finished version of the world is ugly is something that is actually soooo special to me

- also this is the best day ever- bullets songs just hit different man idk what to tell you

- I’ll be honest I don’t listen to wttbp a lot just because it’s such a thing, but hearing it in person surrounded by everyone singing along is just so epic. it could never be overhyped

- mama with G in the dress is obviously incredible and I’ve seen a ton of videos of them during the “should’ve raised a baby girl” part but I remember looking at Ray right before that part as well and he just looked so happy and excited knowing how loud everyone was about to sing along. they all did really. they absolutely know how much that part means to their fans

- when the intro to sleep was playing Ray smiled and raised up his wine glass lmaooo

- love that they played Helena early so they didn’t forget this time lol

- GERARD SINGING THE CIRCUS SONG WHEN THEY CAME BACK ONSTAGE FOR THE ENCORE. bestie are you calling US clowns?? ok

- Gerard’s little ramble before kids of yesterday, saying he recognized people’s faces… <3

- Ray’s solo during kids was gorgeous to behold- perfect way to end

- I’d only ever been in the pit at two other concerts and this one was by far the least crazy crowd. even though everyone was obviously excited and super energetic everyone was very respectful and considerate (also the band and crew were great with safety and giving everyone water)

Anyways this was the best night of my life and though I hope to see them again, if I don’t I’ll still be happy to have been here

#my chemical romance #mcr #mcr nashville #ray toro #mikey way #gerard way #frank iero #mikey fucking way #cheerleader gerard

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an-honest-puck · 1 year

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a collection of viewing notes and highlights from Back to the Tutor because I don’t have the time to liveblog while watching but I do have thoughts

(seems fitting that today's viewing notes and highlights are from a women-led MMNI cast!!! 🙌🏽 Happy International Women's Day, babes!!! <;3)

ah yes, Back to the Tutor a.k.a. Dave's audition tape to be the next James Bond XD

jokes, what I mean is: ytg (yeah the girls) baybeeeee!!!!!!!!

ayo big ups to the cast on this one!!!!!! I was shocked to see so few people in the cast compared to other nights (pandemic times, amiright) but hot damn what a brilliant story they weaved together!!!!

listen, I am all for Laura Kirman and Lauren Shearing romcom supremacy my dudes (gender neutral)

their love story was so friggin sweet!!! their scene on the mini-golf course and the awkwardness afterwards was so accurate and so endearing!!

Laura seems like such a load of fun - her grandiose entrance and that note she hit??????? queen shit!!!!!! excited to see more of her shenanigans!!!

and Lauren plays endearing characters so well how can you not love her????? but she's also equally loveable when she's being cheeky and causing mischief lololol

Ellie trying to be mean was so funny to watch lolol

like, she really went from 0 to 100 when she insinuated that her character pushed a grandma down the stairs XDD

Anna (Laura): You're a nasty, nasty woman!

Louise (Ellie): *desperately trying to wrap up her story arc because it's almost the end of the movie* And I'm not gonna learn my lesson! :D

Dave is in absolutely fine form and yes, I mean that in all definitions XD Dave really said as the token male of the cast tonight, I will be playing the boytoy to be ogled at, and you all have full permission to address me as such lmaoooo we appreciate your sacrifice, sir o7 /half-joking

no but for real, the man has range!!!!!!!! we love to see it!!!!!

hypermasculine James Bond to flamboyant best friend/sidekick character???? that's ✨range✨ baby

Bryony does what she does best: play an elderly person XD if I had a dollar for every elderly person I've seen her play, I'd have two dollars. it's not much, but it is odd that it's happened twice lololol

an absolute cracker of a character!!! such sassy lines and brutal advice!!! 😂 her scenes with Hen (yes, a wild Henry Lewis appeared via Zoom!!!!! it was delightful!!!! he's bloody brilliant!!!!) were so friggin sweet too omg!!!! <3

and oh my days her character ending!!!!! 😭 also, she had so many good scenes??????? but like, all of them did!!!!!!!

actually, this whole movie hit all the emotional beats incredibly well, it was magic!!!!!!!

perhaps somewhat to the detriment of the cast, with Oscar/Jono breaking character twice as he keeps an eye on them 😅 (which, mind you, was very sweet to see)

we love that moment when everyone's trying to figure out what the scene should be, so no one's actually on stage XD

Bryony: *starts to run on stage as the camera cuts away*

Oscar: Pause! Pause! Pause! *head in hands*

*cut to Bryony, sprawled on the floor as if she's fallen down the 2 steps of the stage and Dave midway through entering the scene*

*cut back to Oscar*

Oscar/Jon, somewhat nervously as he cranes his head around to look at the stage: Are you ok, Bry?

*a beat*

Bryony, offstage and cool as you like: Yes.

Oscar: Ok, good! Yes, yes, we carry on the movie- we carry on the movie- I really worried then! I really thought that we got two minutes in- gotta change the cast, got another one down- but no! It's fine! It's fine!

there is one big downside to this movie, and that is the smoke machine- terrible scene partner, never expected in the scene, always coming in too strong, 0/10 performance lmaooo

Oscar: Pause. And I think we have enough time for a final moment of performance from Bertie, who's desperately trying to work out how to signal that he wants to speak.

Hen really said "I got this, fam" and proceeded to straight up just tell Bryony to leave the room LMAO

ayo also huge kudos to Yshani and Richard for sneaking Bond music in whenever Dave- sorry, James Bond was in the scene XD

Marcus (Dave): Sorry, gals, but I'm back, and I'm pretty tired now! Alright, here we go! *proceeds to lead everyone through a ridiculously Zumba/aerobics-esque high energy dance while still looking like the most energetic person in the room*

Oscar, laughing: Pause! What I love is that obviously, when there's a song, there's a really clear moment when the song ends and we know that the movie's over. But with a dance, it's much harder to find that moment! But they do find that moment, before- because Dave does look very tired!

Marcus, voice breaking halfway through the sentence: Don't you worry, gals, I've got plenty in the tank!

*cue the music getting faster and the dancing getting faster*

and then Dave does a freaking cartwheel on the spot XD (ngl, I rated it - perhaps not in technique but geez the man has springs in his limbs lol)

#mischief movie night in #mischief theatre #dave hearn #laura kirman #lauren shearing #bryony corrigan #ellie morris #jonathan sayer #back to the tutor #for real let's give it up for this cast because they did such an amazing job!!!!!! <3 #much respect and love to 'em #oh and i guess technically #henry lewis #was there too haha #soz for the terrible quality gif but i just wanted to appreciate dave's acrobatics lol #that move wasn't quite a round-off but very easily could've been with a bit more space #but also if he wasn't so tired i swear that could be a proper hand spring lol #day says hey

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gamerbearmira · 2 years

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Crypltic!Dolores and Mirabel Mamalores AU, but worse and spiteful. So Dolores has the parkour skills of a mountain goat(brought to you by Tio Bruno) and is silent as nothing. Mirabel on the other hand has lost any sense of gravity and whatever is up, down, left, or right. So therefore physics does not know her and can be standing on the walls horizontally, and therefore is considered a demon(brought to you by this goofy mf named Pedro whom of which decided to make his favourite granddaughter be the karma of village's lazy asses).

They also have this skinwalker or mandela catalogue looking stare, which is scary enough to make you paranoid for months. They still have their normal clothes don't worry but their eyebags are more visible and has this *dramatically flails arms* some sort of trick to make their iris' smaller. And for some reason despite being under the sun for so many hours, they do not sweat nor do they even feel warm, they feel cold like their ghosts.

At this point, the village is scared of saying anything in the negative area because of Dolores and activities that could a modern person in jail or in juvenile detention because Mirabel is somehow always there, as if she's omnipresent.

The Madrigal fam catch on when Antonio turns 3 since he says; "I wanna be like Lolo and Mira! It looks so much fun to mess around with the villagers and also jump on high stuff and even stand upside down!". That makes them recoil and be shell shocked cuz, what??? We never got this from the villagers, and how did we not notice something this creepy?!?!

The reason for that is because they think that there would be some sort of karma because the last guy said something sexually nasty and he got his 2 year paranoia away just last week! He said something along the lines of "I-I heard a creepy lullaby and-and Dolores was at my dining table, and she just slowly smiled and tilted her head! I thought I couldn't sleep again! And then I saw a kid upside down with glowing glasses! I swear they took at least 10 years of my life!!"

That's all I have rn I wrote this in my notes at 2 AM, I might continue this and become a snippet tumblr of my own.

OHHHHHI LIKE THIS…YES SIRRRRR

The cryptic doubles <3 and Antonio just being completely ok with it, because we love him for that.

But I like this! Dolores being creepy asl and Mirabel just joining her. The two go around scaring the living daylights out of people without a care win the world, knowing full well what they’re doing, being mean and enjoying it.

Gravity deviating Mirabel has my heart. Love her standing on walls and freaking everyone except for 3 people out. She’s on the ceiling and not even flinching, all because Pedro somehow was able to do the same thing. Somehow, but no one knows how. And Pedro was probably a cryptic too. I know Mirabel took after him according to a Alma, and the apple doesn’t fall to far from the tree.

Dolores somehow always managing a way to find a way into someone’s house, and just standing there. Menacingly. And then she starts humming some weird ahh sing??? I know them bad people are on their toes, locking their windows, hoping to keep her and her daughter out, only to find them in the closet, under the bed, or ON THE CEILING. Dolores doesn’t even say anything to people in the day, but at night? That girl is just whispering creepy stuff into people’s ears while they sleep.

And then Antonio. Their mascot. He doesn’t do anything, but he’s there for emotional support, maybe bringing them a blanket or two. He knows they don’t get cold, but he can worry, so leave him be. Dolores probably taught him how to sneak up on people, so now he just appears behind people before saying some cryptic mess that Mirabel told him to say like ‘redrum’ and then running off giggling like some little gremlin ☠️☠️ seriously, don’t feed that mf after 12 a.m

gonna call them the cryptic trio cuz it’s funny

or maybe the cryptic duo and their adorable goofy ahh mascot

#encanto #encanto au #au #encanto mirabel #encanto dolores #encanto antonio #cryptic trio AU #cryptic trio encanto au #my asks are open #my asks

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itadori-yujiii · 1 year

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watch a half functioning braincelll read the first 5 chapters of red queen

1st chapter

ooh she’s a thief~ i already like this mare

okay, she’s 17 nice, nice

aww now i want 3 piercings on the same ear

wHo iS tHiS mAn? hE….. iS …… Kilorn Warren

you dumb fool.

hEr DAD IS MISSING A LEG AND A LUNG?!

noo poor kil don’t starve

ok ok so there are strong arms, telkies, swifties—- i mean swifts, nymphs, greenys (blueys) and stone-skins

oOh this guy likes violence

Samson, can i call you sam? WAIT ACTUALLY NO SAM IS THE NAME OF A TEACHER THAT HATES ME

SAMSON’S A WHISPER THATS SOCOOL

2nd chapter

wait didn’t her mom leave the fam *flicks back a few pages* “Kilorn’s mother ran off after that” OHH OKAY

okay her sister has red hair like fire

I dunno if i should trust this sister

the mom’s worse at cooking than me

WHAT KIND OF SISTER FORGETS HER BOTHER’S LETTER

ahh okay so the dad’s an anteater when it comes to shade’s letters, makes sense

I like this shade we should be friends

“her chair scrapes as she stands up” ouch just reading it hurt my ears

“i hope you like black eyes because i have no problem giving you one for this” i was scared kil would punch mare here

oh no kil don’t cry

DONT GO KIL PLEASE DONT GO TO WAR

que go to war by nothing more

3rd chapter

“his voice cracks, though he coughs to try and cover it up” nooo bby

“the heat in my cheeks surges faster than any flame” oooh someone has a cruushhh

whenever you need to be transported somewhere, just look for the black market

obviously the grandpa is gonna have access to the black market

LadyFarleyis hot

here you go lady farley:

( i added a thousand crown emojis but APPARENTLY theres a limit)

now that that’s done, i have a pickup line: why tf would you need a thousand crowns for? you’re ALREADY a queen

and plus people would be sus about how you would have that many crowns

“oh yeah i was human trafficking and the price was a thousand crowns”

*chokes on literal air* THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW?!?!

Lady, I think you need to sit down

oh no how’s she gonna tell kil

4th chapter

okay first can i say that i had a dream that mare was a telkie or a whisper … if that’s how you spell it

do all silvers have rdf’s?

how much you guys wanna bet she’ll leave gee here and get arrested

FARLEY AND GRANDPA WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO

okay but that was very baddie of Farley

why would you drown the innocent red? If he was part of the scarlet guard, he would be terrorizing with his cult, wouldn’t he? That’s like killing every German because of Hitler

Mare didn’t even get a single thing

so there are also cloners. They. Are. Scary.

please don’t beat up gee and mare, please don’t beat up gee and mare

WHAT THE HECK DID YOU JUST DO TO GEE

THAT OFFICER IS GETTING BEAT UP

WHAT DO YOU MEAN “ITS THE LAW” SHE DIDN’T ACTUALLY STEAL ANYTHING. EVEN IF SHE DID YOU COULD JUST TAKE IT FROM HER AND SEND HER TO JAIL NOT BEAT UP HER HANDS

I WILL FIND THE OFFICER AND BEAT HIM UP

5th chapter

I wonder where she’s planning to go

“I do it every summer, but Kilorn is always with me, smiling into a drink as he watches me work. I don’t suppose I’ll see his smile for much longer.” NOOO PLEASE SHUT UP DONT MAKE ME MISS HIM ALREADY

“I guess causing pain is all I’m good for” NO SHUT UP YOU WERE ONLY TRYING TO GET A THOUSAND CROWNS TO KEEP KILORN WITH YOU IT WASN’T YOUR FAULT

also stop sulking and do something about it

uh oh she got caught

the guy who caught her is going to be important. Not once has she described anyone with such detail.

“He is the strangest person I’ve ever met” could it be that guy “Cal” I’ve heard about? If I’m right, you all owe me a chicken nugget

“His smile returns, and the comfort it gives me is unsettling” HAH NOW I KNOW ITS CAL

“I’m Cal” WHAT DID I SAY YOU ALL OWE ME A CHICKEN NUGGET

Was Cal at the Hall too?

I like Cal

So, what, does Cal pay her every time he pities her?

“Something about the mud and shadows makes Cal uncomfortable” Is that going to be important?

“You shouldn’t worry your mother like that” IS HER DAD NOT EVEN GOING TO CONSIDER THE GUILT SHE FEELS?!

Why is the dad worried about the light shortage in the house aND NOT HIS DAUGHTER’S BROKEN HANDS

Does her turning the light on magically have something to do with her powers that are mentioned in the back?

Her dad is now has a profession in lecturing mare about false hope

How can Gee sleep? If that were me i’d be shaking and whimpering and crying until sunrise

OH MY GOD SHADE’S PART OF THE SCARLET GUARD

#red queen #victoria aveyard #mare barrow

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ramblingdisaster73 · 2 years

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Season 3 Character Highlight - 3 Things

Character: TK Strand

Favorite 3 scenes:

3x18 “A Bright and Cloudless Morning”: The proposal was beyond anything I could have come up with. It was absolutely perfect and I wouldn’t change a single second of it. The way his smile didn’t leave his face, the way he never doubted the way Carlos would answer.

3x15 “Clown Down”: I love all of the Tarlos scenes in this episode, but my favorite TK moment is when he realizes that Lou has escaped so he tries to distract Carlos, nearly successful until the Lizard decided he wanted to be on Carlos too.

3x08 “In the Unlikely Event of an Emergency”: It’s hard to pinpoint one scene to highlight, but the scene with Gwyn on the plane, after drinking in the bathroom and then when he grabs onto her hand in the “Amen” montage. My second choice would be the scenes with Carlos, both at the loft and on the tarmac.

Favorite 3 lines: funny, heartfelt, or ridiculous

3x08 “In the unlikely Event of an Emergency”: “I have to stay here, mom. They need me. Plus, look at me, I'm fine. I'm a firefighter, mom. I save lives.”

3x12 “Negative Space”: “He’s stalking a stalker and he brought a date” & “At least our fire insurance is up to date since last time he pissed off a maniac our entire place burned to the ground.”

3x18 “A Bright and Cloudless Morning”: “It’s not drama, it’s love. The kind that you can’t get away from.” The whole scene was amazing, but this part, the part where TK acknowledges that the love they share is something that is meant to be. “The love that I feel is infinitely more powerful than the fear of losing it” is a very close runner up.

Favorite 3 dynamics:

Carlos: The connection between these 2 was clear from the beginning, but has surpassed any expectations I could have had. They balance each other out, they love freely, they make each other better. We got lucky with the casting in this show.

Nancy: Nancy is the sister he never had, never knew he wanted, but now doesn’t know what he would so without. She is the #Tarlos Fan. She calls him on his shit, which is needed, but also shows that she pays attention to what he doesn’t say as much as what he does – ex: getting Carlos to the hospital at the end of 3x02.

Fire Fam: The relationships he has formed with Paul, Marjan, and Mateo is very different than the one he has with Judd, but equally important. The will scene in the firehouse is a great representation of his relationships with Marjan, Paul, Mateo, & Nancy. Judd is more of a older brother he never had, someone that he actually looks up to, but also trusts to not let TK’s head get too big/keep him rooted in reality.

3 things we learned:

Name: We learned that the Tyler portion of his name came from an uncle that died as a child. This makes me way more curious on the Kennedy middle name now.

History: We learned that his drug addiction was more than just opioid pills, but heroin as well & that Gwyn made him go to a rehab in California in 2017, which was more recent than I had thought it was.

How much like his parents he really is: He is very used to self-sabotage (just like Owen) and tends to blow things up & run (Both Owen & Gwyn here). The difference is, now, TK wants to be different, he wants to stop running.

3 hopes for season 4:

Less trauma for one season – I know this one is a long shot, but really give the guy a break. NO hospital beds for 1 season, that is all I ask (but don’t expect – they seem to love hurting him)

A worry-free wedding – Lets save the drama for the honeymoon or their return. Let the actual wedding go off without a hitch.

Healing in his relationship with Owen – Owen has a pretty decent relationship with everyone, apart from his son. Season 1 – they were great, season 2 – he reminded me so much of my own father, I hated him (with a few exceptions), Season 3 was an improvement, but they didn’t have a scene of just the 2 of them from 3x08 until 3x18.

Next up: Carlos Reyes

#911 lone star #tk strand #carlos reyes #tarlos #character highlights #911 lone star season 3

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star-realities · 10 months

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PLEASE share more about this dr! So sad that DC is not a popular place to shift to

Gladly! This is my favorite DR atm it’s just great all around honestly.

Fair warning, this is a long post!

Onto my backstory!

So basically, when I was a kid a new rogue popped up with some memory-altering gas and organized a really nasty attack on Gotham. I got caught up in the attack and got my memories fully taken away. So I just kinda wandered around Gotham until Robin found me and Batman decided to take me in (my only DR with a “stable” father figure! Let’s gooooo).

I was really young, and Dick was still Robin, so I wasnt supposed to be a vigilante, but fuck than amiright? I started following them out on patrol and because of my meta abilities they couldn’t catch me. So Bat was like “fuck it, another child soldier” and BAM 2 Robins!!

Also about my meta abilities, they manifested due to the trauma from the attack I was involved in. And they’re bat-based! They were pretty subtle at first, so no one realized I had them until I started training.

Things are great, Damian joins the fam early after Talia decides to ditch her dad, Dick moves out, I break my leg, Jason joins the fam! Happy family, everything’s great, we’re thriving.

Then… BAM tragedy strikes. You really expected me to have a happy, un-traumatizing backstory? No way!

Jay and I get our shit rocked by the Joker. Thankfully, we live haha. I was able to keep us from getting crushed by the warehouse debris due to my enhanced strength. And B got there in time and called in Superman to pull us out of the wreckage.

Anyway, this event FREAKS ME TF OUT. Obviously both of us have to retire from being Robins, and I refuse to have anything to do with vigilantism or Batman. I even refused to speak to Bruce for a while.

I got some pretty nasty, very visible scars from this event. I was really ashamed of them, so I wouldn’t leave the manor or let the media see me. The public/media was told we were kidnapped by random thugs, but it was a conspiracy theory I actually died which is why I hadn’t been seen since it happened (obviously not lmao)

Few years later, Barbara convinces me to become the next batgirl after she had to retire. Night of my first patrol, literally about to leave the cave, bat signal lights. Joker escaped Arkham. Are you kidding me??? I completely flipped my shit. I refused to go out, and refused to ever be a vigilante again.

This didn’t last though, Steph and Cass joined the family and really brought me out of my shell. I helped train stephanie, which really brought back my love of fighting.

So I decided to train again, and just recently became Batgirl!

This DR has by far my angst-iest backstory, I promise I’m not always this dramatic. Onto more fun things!

Stephanie, Cass, and I? Besties <3

Jason and I had lowkey beef with Tim at first because, cmon, we almost die and now some other kid is Robin? But don’t worry, we all get along now!

I hit the joker with a chair once.

I do ballet!

I was adopted second, but I’m the third oldest sibling

I’ve got a motorcycle

I have a scar on my forehead from where I tripped and fell face-first into the batmobile T-T

I also have a scar on my ankle from falling off a roof (this was not fully my fault, Dick was also involved LMAO)

People outside of Gotham know that Batman exists, but the rest of us? Full on cryptid energy. Best evidence is some blurry photographs, the occasional video of one of us being dumb, or anecdotes from fast food workers. There’s a whole buzzfeed unsolved episode about it.

I only recently started making public appearances again, which is fun

The majority of the family are fire signs (including myself) so that’s going to be… a fun experience hahah

I normally work at night, but occasionally I patrol with Duke during the day!

#okay I’ll shut up now #this is my favorite DR atm I could talk about it for hours #also I have joker-scars on one side of my mouth (healing ability stopped the other side from sticking)#that’s why I refused to leave the house #also my costume serves #I love designing hero suits #reality shifting #shifting #shiftblr #desired reality #shifting realities #if you wanna talk about your dc/hero DRs in the comments/my dms GO FOR IT!!!

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rin-and-jade · 1 year

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So I didn’t think I had a space in the inner world for a while, but I do, and it’s basically the house that I live in right now, just also in my head, and I want to change this because it’s quite literally way too associated with trauma but I cannot think of anything soothing and one of the others pointed out that it’s because as a protector, I’m always on edge and on alert because I have to be. I can’t self-soothe (both as a lack of ability to and because to be soothed or vulnerable puts us at a risk that I can’t afford to take) but I literally just want to be able to go somewhere. I genuinely just do not experience comfort. I can experience some amount of pleasure, like when I’m reading or playing video games or eating, but I still can’t like be comfortable. I’m always tense and as a result, the things I like are associated with being tense and uncomfortable so I don’t really know how to settle down or make somewhere in my head that I can Be and Feel safe. Do you have any tips for a stressed out, constantly tense protector. Because I literally cannot relax or feel safe, even in my own head and this cannot be good or healthy for the body since I also act as co-host so that means body is always tense because I’m always tense and the body is usually in pain as a result of me fronting.. and being tense, but also I literally do not know how to physically relax for like longer than 5 minutes. Because I kinda hate this lol.

God. I also personally relate to this,, let me tell you where i was also hyperaware of everything and it wasn’t nice, i was completely on edge because of what our mother had did and i thought to myself that relaxing wastes time because theres no way this is the end of the incident.. but apparently it became counterproductive, it made me tired, jolting at false alarms, and assuming everything wrongly that made hypothetical trouble to real trouble. Even relaxing needs active commitment for people who are always tensed.

Im telling, i got you fam,, but only if you are willing to do a trust fall with me, alright? Like what i always say to myself, “starting is always the hardest, the rest will flow through the momentum easily”, so here are the steps to finally get you to relax even if you’re stuck:

Acknowledge that you want to change: saying it is one thing, but it’s not enough. You have to be 100% sure and if you lack the willpower to push through, i 100% guarantee you will return back to square one even if you want to and is trying which is good in a way.. to change, you need a resolve (and a strong one) I’ll show you how,, right down here.

2. A firm resolve: you want to change, and you mustered all your energy in committing to it? Thats good. Now you just got to be determined and everything is set.. so, ask yourself, why do i NEED to change? How will it benefit me if i reached to the goal i want to achieve?? Do i like the situation im currently at??? If you have a clear reason why you need to change, what will happen if you did, and unsatisfied enough to leave this current situation. This is your resolve. I promise you that obstacles and problems will get on your nerves as they don’t magically leave or disappear but this is the greatest weapon to see them as something so miniscule that isn’t comparable to your goal.. which means everything is easier to do, in a way.

3. The new start: scared? Worried? Overthinking this everytime you’re bout to sleep? Those things hinder starting, actually, it’s a lie when there’s something called “when the time is right” because this is the time already, all the time, but you’re still clinging thats why.. you’re thinking there might be a moment that gives you mercy (absolutely not..) so, i’d do it after i take a deep breath, and challenge myself to do the opposite,, you know what i did? I have one for you, so, one of my challenge is doing something the opposite of what i usually do, which in this case,, stop thinking about anything that is the cause of stress (that hinders relaxing) and whenever my brain wants to mail me a warning that something bad will happen.. i just chill in the sofa watching something as a distraction until it goes away (and no, you’re not supposed to give into that mail, ignore it with your might)

4. keep the flow, dude: you started it? Sweet, that’s the spirit,, now how to maintain it..? Meet my friends, they’re called ‘assurance’ and the other, ‘reminder’. They’re good at keeping me on check and focused on my goal,, assurance will say to me, “nothing wrong has been happening, there’s no use with thinking so why not we do something else more productive?” When i start to get dragged to the rabbit hole of thoughts,, reminder is good at tracking my progress and goal when i start to lose sight, it’s a good friend to keep you from forgetting. But, also don’t forget your real supporters (in-sys mates and friends) can absolutely help you too.. who says this is a solo mission huh?

5. Buffet of coping mechanisms: the previous steps were to keep you strong, but even metal that is strong itself, can rust without proper care soooo.. you might want to do some searching and see which mechs works for you. Also selfcare (physically and mentally) and plus, go research some relaxation techniques along the way thanks.

Just understand that the process of change takes more than just steps and courage, change itself is hard because we all operate in habits and learnt patterns but thankfully there’s a thing called plasticity so isn’t that wonderful news. Our brain scares us with many many fake problems and warnings because of the learnt pattern, though it loses it’s purpose when it begins to trouble you, also there’s alters that can worldbuild so might want to try asking?

This isn’t the full guide, because the comprehensive version itself is super long so if you want a 1 on 1 help on this, feel free to hit the DMs and goodluck.

- j

#did #actually did #did community #did system #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #plural #system stuff #sysblr #janswersask

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dreamwritesimagines · 1 year

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It’s CMA-

First of all, @booknerdlife (omg it’s not letting me tag you) you are SO sweet and amazing!!!! I’m so glad that there are actually people out there who enjoy my rambling nonsense🙈. Sending you so many virtual hugs (or whatever virtual form of affection you prefer)!!

Second, I wonder how much clover’s personality will change once she’s able to be more open and honest with herself and others and not so guarded. I feel like she’s had to make her personality and become cynical, jaded, and guarded to protect herself. She had to get rid of any vulnerabilities as a survival tactic, which is totally valid! But I wonder how she will change when she lets her guard down completely.

I also think that she might not know who she is without all these protective layers because she’s had to stuff it down and never really got to explore that part of herself, so it will be really interesting to see if she surprises everyone even herself at the changes.

I wonder if she’ll keep like the pessimism and dark sense of humor, or she’ll learn to lighten up. Also how everyone will react to these changes- will she become more likable? Will people start enjoying spending time around her? I’m really curious about that change.

I also wonder if she’ll be more like how she is around teddy. We know that she can be emotionally vulnerable, gentle, and kind with him, so it would be interesting to see if that extends to herself and others as well.

I am worried about her parents coming around because I assume that in the story timeline it will be a matter of months not years, so she probably hasn’t gone through processing what happened and healing. Even if she had though, it is a trauma and it’s really difficult to remember that healing when confronted with the source of it. That’s a serious trigger, no matter how much work you’ve put in.

I don’t remember if this happened, but did the bridgerton fam ask her about why her fam wouldn’t be coming? I wonder if they’ll ask about her parents, or if they think they’re dead or something. I forget what they all know about this topic.

I also feel like she’ll make an offhand comment or joke about her parents that would make them pause/be super concerned behind her back because she doesn’t realize that what she went through wasn’t normal for a fam. Like at the dinner with them she went ‘oh haha my fam never ate together cuz my dad would always get mad whenever we did’ or when the kids are playing, she accidentally shushes them because she’s worried the noise will get them in trouble, or something like that.

Idk lots of thoughts about GoS this morning (like always lololol)

Anyway by love you<3

Omg awww you two are so nice! ❤️🥰

I totally agree with you, I think her personality and her being so cynical is a defense mechanism because she thinks if she were soft and sweet, she wouldn't have been able to handle and survive what it was like back home😱

Even she will be surprised at herself when she starts to like smile more and be more relaxed and how she will be especially when she's with Benedict 🥰

I don't think it will be so so obvious to the outsiders but the people close to her will definitely notice😍

Ohhh definitely! ❤️ The parents showing up will be within the season so in months for Clover 😏 And there will be so much angst because she is so traumatized and tense even when they're far away, so when they come there...😏

We actually have a scene coming with that! ❤️ But basically, the Bridgerton family did ask whether her parents would attend the wedding breakfast and Clover totally tensed up and said (very curtly) that they can't travel 😈 Violet probably asked Benedict later on though! ❤️

Joking about her family omg that would be such an interesting scene! ❤️ Because like, the Bridgertons are the absolute opposite of what her family was like, so they would be shocked if Clover so much as joked about something she thinks is insignificant😱

My loveeee, thank you so much for this! ❤️❤️❤️

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