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bpd + moral ocd culture is wondering if u are being abusive, manipulative or too clingy in every display of affection you do
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#bpd + moral ocd culture is#bpd + moral ocd culture#borderline culture is#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd culture is#actually bpd#bpd culture#bpd safe#ocd#actually obsessive compulsive#moral ocd
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Not my dumbass traumatized self blaming myself for being unable to sleep because I wanted to attempt to sleep in the dark. I've had trouble with it lately due to delusions and flashes of unpleasant things.
My friend literally just said to me "still not your fault" when I told her WHY it was my fault. And I just stopped and had a moment of clarity. I'm fucking crying right now. It is NOT my fucking fault. I can't help it I had a pain flare up. I can't help it that I wanted to face my fear and sleep in the dark again. I can't help it that I'm severely traumatized with lots of chronic pain issues. It's not my fault. It's not my fucking fault. I don't have to be in control of everything. I have so many fucking issues and such an obsessive need for control and everything to go right.
Fucking sobbing. Sometimes you just need that person to tell you that shit.
#actually traumatized#actually narcissistic#actually obsessive compulsive#npd#ocpd#obviously obsessive compulsive#obsessive compulsive personality disorder#excessive need for control#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#sleep issues#fear of the dark#disabled#neurodivergent#system#actually did#ec did system#did system#actually disabled
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Host slowly realizing their dumbass holds schizotypal, avoidant, obsessive compulsive, histrionic, and paranoid symptoms. It's actually kinda funny. 🤭 Like yah hun, you hold the symptoms for those. You aren't exempt from being a symptom holder. Just cause you also may be a shell alter or at least are one others front through doesn't mean you don't have other shit you represent. Our host can be such a dumbass. 💖
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#✨glam✨ posts#system#did system#system stuff#polyfrag system#polyfragmented system#ec did#ec did system#tbmc survivor#programmed system#schizotypal alter#avoidant alter#obsessive compulsive alter#histrionic alter#paranoid alter#also yes we know bodily we all have the disorders but we all feel the disorders in varying degrees and hold different symptoms#Host feels the most symptoms since they're heavily impacted by alters and others front through them#actually ocpd#actually hpd#actually stpd#actually ppd#actually avpd#actually avoidant#actually schizotypal#actually paranoid#actually histrionic#actually obsessive compulsive#symptom holders#personality disorder holders
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You don’t have to die for someone to love you.
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Greetings bugs and worms!
This comic is a little different than what I usually do but I worked real hard on it—Maybe I'll make more infographic stuff in the future this ended up being fun. Hope you learned something new :)
If you are still curious and want to learn more about OCD, you can visit the International OCD Foundation's website. I also recommend this amazing TED ED video "Starving The Monster", which was my first introduction to the disorder and this video by John Green about his own experience with OCD.
The IOCDF's website can also help you find support groups, therapy, and has lots of online guides and resources as well if you or a loved one is struggling with the disorder. It is very comprehensive!
Reblog to teach your followers about OCD
(But also not reblogging doesn't make you evil, silly goose)
#actually ocd#ocd#ocd tag#obsessive compulsive disorder#mental illness#mental health#neurodivergent#infographic#informative#comic#webcomic
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In the same vein as "I've been taking my medication for long enough that I haven't experienced any symptoms in a while, I must not need to take it anymore! (Spoiler alert: the meds are why you haven't had symptoms)" I present to you a similarly clownish thought process- "I haven't experienced that trigger in a long time, maybe I was just exaggerating how bad it was and it'll be fine to engage with this! (Spoiler alert: take a fucking guess babes)"
#on a definitely unrelated note the contamination obsessive thoughts are in fact still there and still upsetting#turns out when you take care to avoid things that trigger and upset you...#those things still trigger and upset you even if youve avoided them for a while#😱🤯#ptsd#cptsd#trauma#recovery#disabled#autistic adult#actually autistic#<- idk if thats a good tag or not it just came up suggested when i typed autism so#ocd#<- not dxed and not even sure if i feel comfy self dxing w ocd but i definitely have upsetting obsessive + compulsive tendencies + thoughts#that i struggle with a lot so#medication#trauma recovery#triggers#arfid#disability#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#audhd
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Being on the internet with OCD is like “I want to post a picture of my outfit because I look bomb but what if my full address and National Insurance number is written in the reflection of this random public bathroom mirror and I didn’t notice”
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Dear PRATs who use “intrusive thoughts” as an excuse to be racist and pwPOCD as a scapegoat to be predatory,
SHUT THE FUCK UP. NEVER INTERACT WITH SOMEONE WITH OCD IRL. You guys make my intrusive thoughts 10x worse and have given me new themes. Intrusive thoughts do not make someone racist or a nazi or a pedophile, you are all just ableist pricks who need someone to use as a scapegoat. Just like with BIID, you do not give a single flying fuck about pwOCD. Next time I see one of y’all say “i’m ‘transnazi’ bc intrusive thoughts”, I’m punching you. You are only further stigmatizing OCD. You do not give a shit about us or any other disabled person for that matter, though I suppose this is expected from the community that actively encourages faking disorders. Fuck you.
Sincerely, a very angry obsessive-compulsive.
#max squawks#anti radqueer#anti prat#anti transabled#anti transnazi#anti transharmful#anti transhateful#actually ocd#actually obsessive compulsive#ableism#ableist bullshit#tw ableism#fuck ableists#fuck ableism#madpunk#neuropunk
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bpd+ocd culture is having so many intrusive thoughts about losing control and hurting people so you self-isolate
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#bpd + ocd culture is#bpd + ocd culture#bpd + ocd#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd culture is#bpd culture#bpd safe#actually borderline#actually bpd#ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#actually obsessive compulsive#actually ocd#- 🐠
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I feel like I never talk about my avoidance enough. I'm kind of avoiding my avoidance. Hahahahaha. But seriously, it's kind of so natural and so ingrained into me that I never know how to talk about it. Kind of the same way with my OCPD too and my STPD. Like they're sort of "natural states" for me that they're the disorders I fucking notice the least. Not that I don't experience them intensely, but I just really don't notice their symptoms as much as I do like my narcissism or my antisociality. To me, those are often such dramatic shifts from my natural state while avpd and ocpd and stpd are kind of just...constant. Also my alters being symptom holders only add to that as well.
Like being terrified and avoidant is just so normal to me. My schizotypal is so normal to me that I can barely understand reading about the disorder even though I check off everything. And my ocpd is another "normal" part of me that I just don't even realize how much it affects me. It's why it's harder for me to talk about this disorders aside from other ones I experience. Cause yes, I do experience them. But they're far more constant with the symptoms never really dulling or stopping unlike either other disorders which can kind of fluctuate due to symptoms holding alters as well as specific triggers.
It's just weird to suddenly be reminded "oh yeah, that's that and it is very intense and debilitating and real." Cause yeah. These disorders are disabling and debilitating. And they're terrifying. And I'm just...so used to them.
But it also helps that my other disorders are such a disconnect from my self. They're still me, but they feel like something I can notice and follow and point out. I can see the shifts. While with, like, stpd and ocpd and avpd and even ppd, they arent. Its why I have a harder time understanding the criteria for them. I was reading the stuff on schizotypal and it literally triggered my schizotypal and caused me problems. It is so fucking real and I just...never quite fully realize that. They're just constants for me, more than the others. Like they're all fucking constant, but these are the most constant constants.
#stpd#avpd#ocpd#ppd#obsessive compulsive personality disorder#paranoid personality disorder#avoidant personality disorder#schizotypal personality disorder#schizospec#schizotypal#avoidant#paranoid#obsessive compulsive#disordered#system#disabled#symptom holder#actually schizotypal#actually antisocial#actually narcissistic#actually obsessive compulsive#actually avoidant#actually paranoid#personality disorders
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Yeah my coping mechanisms “aren’t healthy” but I haven’t died yet so where’s my fuckin trophy.
#bpd#actually bpd#mental health#bpd shit#actually borderline#bpd shitposting#bpd problems#mental illness#bpd mood#bpd meme#ocd#obsessive compulsive spectrum#obsessive compulsive disorder#text
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Just a reminder that OCD is not a homogenous experience
Not everyone with OCD has contamination OCD
Not everyone with OCD washes their hands obsessively
Not everyone with OCD has observable compulsions
Not everyone with OCD feels the need to be neat and have symmetry
Not everyone with OCD worries about germs
Not everyone with OCD feels able to talk about their rituals, compulsions or intrusive thoughts
#actually ocd#ocd#mental health#mental illness#intrusive thoughts#obsessive compulsive disorder#obsessive thoughts#pure ocd#actually neurodiverse#neurodivergent#neurodiverse stuff
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We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.
#polls#incognito polls#anonymous#tumblr polls#tumblr users#questions#polls about brains#submitted dec 7#polls about relationships#ocd#actually ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder
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I will never understand the fascination that some adults have with pushing the boundaries of shy children.
When children have social anxiety, trying to force them to talk to you isn't helping. Scaring them won't make them "less shy". Most likely, they just aren't comfortable enough around you to behave any differently- and that's okay.
Those people that push boundaries then wonder why the child is still "shy" around them and fail to consider that maybe it's because they know that every time you see them that you will push their boundaries.
I dealt with this so much as a kid with undiagnosed autism and it's so sickening to see people do the same to other children.
#autism#autistic adult#actually autistic#late diagnosed autistic#neurodivergent#neurodivergencies#social anxiety#adhd#ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#actually ocd#mental health#mental illness
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