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lover-of-mine · 2 months

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honestly I know I’m being deranged but not even a ‘brother’ could draw a line under anything for me 😅 there have been other tv show ships that have called eachother brother/sister and still got together in the future. and i guess right now the way they view their relationship IS brothers and besties so… unless eddie says ‘you are my legal and biological brother we actually have the same mom surprise!’ lmao it doesn’t mean it’s dead in my eyes. although i think most of the fandom will give up 😬

Okay, I don't think it will be dead either, as long as the show is on, there's a chance they'll pivot that way, like, legit *knock on wood* keep us limbo just to have them kiss in the final 10 minutes of the last episode of the show *knock on wood* just to say they did make them canon in the end *knock on wood* but I would take a brother as a "we don't plan on letting you see them being a couple" and settle in to watch them dance around it forever. But the thing is, the show is very careful about not letting them talk to or about each other in "you're my best friend" or "you're my brother" terms, and they even go as far as not having Chris call Buck uncle Buck when it is very common in latino cultures to have a kid call any safe adult tio/tia (I am tia Anna to kids I'm not biologically related to, and my parents' friends were always tio/tia for me growing up) and it would make sense to have Chris address Buck like that. They do have the "you're badass under pressure, brother" in under pressure and the "you said it, brother" in merry exmas, and Buck does ask Maddie "how do you tell your best friend you lost his kid?" and Eddie says he "lost his partner" in jinx although he means it literally as work partner. To have them say something like that after not doing it since the tsunami, and not letting them refer to each other directly like that since 2a, makes a statement. Even more with the way Eddie loves to dance around what Buck means to him. If Eddie makes any statement point blank, it will give the impression that he actually means it, considering Buck's insecurities putting them in the place he has to say it, does that make sense? I'm not abandoning ship anyway, the question is if after next week I will kick back and settle in for however many more seasons we have left of will they/won't they, or if I will be at the edge of my seat every time they're on screen together because any time now, yk?

Because the thing with this particular setup going the way it looks like it's going, is that they can keep it vague, they can make it platonic, but they can legit make buddie canon. Not they actually get together canon, but legit have Buck do something that can't be read as platonic, like for example Eddie goes "you're my best friend, man" *pulls Buck into a hug* *Buck relaxes against him* *sad noise* "friend, yeah" *fade to black* and bam, you have something, because Buck being frustrated with the idea of being the "best friend" after freaking out that Eddie has a new friend can't be twisted into something platonic. It would be the same thing they did with bucktaylor at the end of treasure hunt, while we all knew they were gonna go there, Buck's "friends, great" seals it. But they can keep it vague in less platonic ways, Eddie says something like "you're stuck with me" "I'm not going anywhere" "you really think you can get rid of me that easily?" and maintain the level of keep them guessing we are used to, along with the possible brother that draws a platonic line. I think that with the way the episode seems to be forming, that scene makes or break it, but in a "we will definitely see them be a couple in the future" or "we will be in limbo forever" way.

#maybe #i could be wrong #but yeah #i think only a we're literally biologically related would get me to jump ship at this point kspskspskspskpskss #but i do agree most of the fandom would give up #with is why a brother would draw the platonic line #because the average viewer would believe it and buddie people would lose hope #so it could be a pivotal scene #911 #911 spoilers #911 speculation #buddie thoughts #i really need a tag for asks #anon 😌

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whimsiquix · 1 month

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Babe, I don't have an ao3 account atm but I gotta tell you this, you are freaking amazing. Your saalar fics give me life. I remember watching the movie and being very sad cause I knew indian cinema won't give us a mainstream gay couple and on a whim I googled fics for them and I was so blown away. Your writing had been living rent free in my head for the last week. I can't stop re-reading, I legit can't. I keep thinking about the beautiful tragedy that is vardhaa and deva. Can you please please continue the omegaverse one, I'm coming from it like 10 min ago and I'm dying??? Like, my heart is hurting and fluttering and gosh, I'm awed. Your writing speaks to a very specific place inside me, like it gives me the same feeling i get when I write myself. I don't even know what to say, sorry for being so over the place.

First off thankyou so so much this is a lovely compliment. I’m so glad you’ve liked my fics ❤️

As for the omegaverse one, I was in a.. good mental place when I wrote it, now I’m working two jobs, doing two courses and preparing for a third exam, come May I’ll also have my freelancing clients on my back, so I’m about as done with higher brain functions as it gets. ATP writing anything at all is proving fairly hard, so I’m not forcing myself to think about things I currently don’t have the capacity for.

This doesn’t mean I’ve given up on it by a long shot, I’m still doing background work on it, I’m still jotting down notes and writing a paragraph or two here and there when the inspiration strikes but that’s about the limit of my bandwidth. Perhaps my brain will restart on that fic and I’ll start getting it out soon but I’m not making any promises.

Thankyou again for reading everything I’ve put out. I hope you continue to like the fics my brain does cooperate in producing ❤️

#varadeva #salaar

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autisticempathydaemon · 10 months

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For the Redacted match-up! ^_^

A song I’m currently fixated on: “the lakes” by Taylor Swift. The whole song is just so beautiful and wistful. 😭 And something about the melody of these lyrics just hits so right.

Specific lyrics: “I want auroras and sad prose/I want to watch wisteria grow right over my bare feet/Cause I haven’t moved in years/And I want you right here”

Enneagram type: 6w7. (And just for fun, I’m an ISFP as well)

YouTube essays: I don’t think I can focus my attention on a video for that long, tbh. It’s the same reason I can rarely get through movies in one siting. 😂

Imaginary childhood friend: I think her name was Amy? Don’t remember much else, though.

Falling asleep: I always sleep with my fan on, no matter the weather. I have to have the white noise, otherwise it’s just too damn quiet in my room. Usually I’m propped up by two pillows, cuddling one of my stuffed animals or something. If find that I can’t sleep, or just want something to fall asleep to, I’ll put on one of Redacted’s sleep-aids.

Name change: Cheesy as it sounds, if I didn’t have my current name, I’d love to be named Juliet. It just has such Main Character Energy™️ (and I mean that in a good way) and is freakin’ romantic as hell to me. (And yes, I’m aware that the play is a tragedy, not a romance. 😂)

Favorite Redacted audio: If I had to pick one, I think “Serenity Daemon Helps You Relax and Sleep”. That video is just so freaking comforting and sweet, and it’s knocked me out more times than I can count.

Redacted boi with no appeal: Regulus. Yanderes just aren’t my thing, and he legit scares me. 😅

Book/Movie/TV show you could quote entirely: I’ve watched The Breakfast Club so many times, I could quote it forwards, backwards, and sideways.

Redacted BFF: Elliott. Take away the “Lovers” aspect of his relationship with Sunshine, but keep all the playfulness, teasing, and banter that they have together, and I’d be perfectly happy. 😊

(It’s also a really perfect coincidence that Eli’s said he’s the “Protector” type, and I just so happen to like being protected. XD)

Go-to tired ramble: Most of the time when my any of my friends and I would have a sleepover and it was late at night, we’d just get really deep and start talking about life.

Go-to gas station combo: I try to avoid gas stations when I can, just because I hate the smell of gasoline. But I’d probably get a plain Hershey bar and a bottle of water. (I know, I’m boring. 😂)

Favorite playlist: Do you mean Redacted, or just in general? Because the answer depends.

For a general answer, Jacksepticeye’s play through of Night In The Woods. That game is honestly such a comfort one for me, and I can watch that playlist a million times over and never get tired of it.

In terms of Redacted, Ollie’s. If there’s angst abound on the channel, or I’ve just had a bad day at work or something, I can run to his playlist and feel like I’m getting a big, warm, metaphorical hug. 🥰

Guilty Pleasure: I still read, and love, young adult novels. I don’t care that they’re “predictable”, and that I’m “too old to be reading them”. You can pry those fluffy, romantic, cheesy-ass books from my cold dead hands. 😆

Anything else about me:

I seriously think I’m the biggest Swiftie I know. When I say I’m obsessed with her music, I am not kidding. 😂

I’m a huge musical nerd. And coupled with that, I love, love, love to sing. (Provided I know that no one’s listening, anyway.)

I’m a total introvert, and am pretty shy/quiet in general, unless I’m around my friends.

My love languages are quality time and physical touch.

I maaaaay or may not have a slight candle obsession. (Bath and Body Works ones, specifically.) Seriously, I have like, four unburned 3-wick candles sitting on my dresser, and I’m convinced I just like to collect/look at them as opposed to actually lighting the things. 😂

I’m a cat person through and through

This one’s random, but I felt like adding it anyway. I basically live in one beat up pair of combat boots. There are not a lot of shoes in my closet.

I have this thing where I either tear through a TV series in like, a few days, or I don’t touch it for months. The same with books. I don’t know why I do that. 😂

My favorite colors are blue and purple 💙💜

Well, if you’re a cat kind of guy (gn), you know that’s gonna make things easy for me! Though it might not be the boy you think, because I’ve got a case to make for you and Milo Greer.

What I really like about y’all is how the things y’all like (other than cats) contrast and how cute that contrast is. Like, I don’t think Milo’s a Swiftie but man shows up and shows out to take you to her Eras tour. The Breakfast Club isn’t his favorite movie, but he’s seen it with Marie; he’ll say the iconic lines with you when y’all watch it for the hundredth time. He doesn’t really love musicals but he can hum along to Alexander Hamilton with the best of them because that’s an ensemble piece and you need a backup singer.

Milo’s just a really great boyfriend who shows love with a combination of Quality Time and Acts of Service with little sprinkles of Gifts. It’s not just time spent with you, it’s time spent engaging in the things that interest you and make you happy. It’s the time thinking of you when you’re apart and bringing home fun, new candles he saw at the store. Although he is definitely not opposed to physical touch- y’all have a lot of cuddle nights, just you and him and Aggro.

Song:

However big, however small/ Let me be part of it all/ Share your dreams with me/ You may be right, you may be wrong/ But say that you'll bring me along/ To the world you see/ To the world I close my eyes to see

Now, I said Milo’s not really a musical man. You know what he is? A bisexual king with good taste, which means he loves you and a good Hugh Jackman flick especially since Zac Efron is involved. So I think he’s a big fan of The Greatest Showman and of singing the addictive, earworm-y songs with you. A Million Dreams is the sentimental choice, but y’all go fuckin hard to This is Me.

Runner-Ups:

Guy is absolutely a Swiftie and a musical theater kid, okay? Erik hasn’t confirmed it, but I know it in my spleen to be true, so he’s a fantastic runner-up for that reason. Vincent is a runner-up because he adores but despises that you stick to one pair of torn-up shoes and constantly showers you in luxury footwear. I think that’s cute.

note: I understand you completely candles are not just scent pieces they are decor

Read this post and send me an ask if you’d like a match-up of your own! 💌

#redactedasmr #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redactedaudio #redacted audio #busybee matches

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nellynee · 2 years

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Trollstopia blindblogging: episode 3a- Bring it in

Putting end thought at the top from now on for ease but I’m really proud of this show. I expected the same message but they pulled it out way less mean spirited than I had anticipated. Which is the sort of thing we need towards this message of Cultural exploration these days.

Also this Episode is hilarious, the song is peppy and fun (if not outstanding) and its just a really good time. Legit 4/5. While you should watch the Pilot for lore reasons, trolls is the kind of series you can skip some episodes and still be comfortable. I’d give this one a genuine watch recommendation if you are making a short list.

I’m avoiding the descriptions on this, but between the music on the title card and the title itself, it’s hugs and classical trolls, calling it now.

Something I’m finding moderately immersion breaking is these sadly small crowds we are seeing for large events. I know animation costs money buy at least vague colored blobs in the background as a suggestion of massive crowds would be nice. It was really kind of sad in Kick Off Party. In this case I either have to assume that 1, the huge crowds of trolls we saw in the pilot arriving have trickled off to a sad few or 2. Poppy is doing a long series of smaller meetings to be more personal with the trolls, and she’s going to be doing these things on repeat all day. I’m gong to assume the second.

“Twelve seconds! Forget the orderly line, form a chaotic mob!” What I saw of TBGO made me love Smidge. She’s just absolutly the best. Such sass, such chaos, so freaking cute

The Country Troll’s watch is a pocket watch that’s so freaking cute!

oh my god they hugged with their front hooves

ok wait I just found an animation error. The female troll pre and post announcing hug time are different trolls. The first was a bob cut and white hat with yellow skin and blue hair. the second had a brown hat and pigtails with the ends tied up and much lighter toned hair and purple skin. I only noticed because I thought their hats switched when they threw them in the air (they did) but they totally just switched a model half way through a scene!

The Funk watches glow and they hug with their necks that amazing

Classical Trolls looking uncomfortable? called it

Ok but really thinking about this the hug watches and hourly hugs are canonically a Pop Troll invention to celebrate their liberation from the Bergens (don’t get me started on pop culture trauma responses and how unhealthy their happy culture is or I won’t stop) so I’m wondering if the group is small because these are all the Trolls who heard about Pop Hug Time is whole ham for it and now looking at how excited they are this is genuinely cute AF

Ok Poppy and Smidge hug walking is super cute too like. Smidge being Poppy’s BFF is one of those things from TBGO that I really appreciate.

OK they gasped so long they passed out I got gasp just listening to them actually laughed.

but oh yeah called it. Victorian values. no touchy

OMG THEY BOW

Ok. OK. real talk here. About my personal headcanons. And that is. NONE OF THE CUTAWAYS ARE REAL. none. across the whole franchise. this is a very good example. We know how Troll babies work. And yet the image presented for the Classical birth is very reminiscent of human hospital births. I very truly believe that the cutaways, which are never referenced by the Trolls themselves (like “I remember the time you did such and such”) are symbolic shorthand for the audience’s benefit only. This also applies to flashbacks as described by a character, as I believe that is the impression the character had of that time and not a reflection of reality (the most prominent example I give of this is Cooper telling the story of how he was lost. I firmly believe the visuals were symbolic in nature and not literal for that sequence)

“Meyeh I have a huguh?”

Excuse Dante a moment he just had an experience

oh wait nevermind

But oh my god he’s such an asshole he’s doing this to her on purpose

ok like this took me some thinking because I tend to mindlessly respond to what I watch and then have to percolate on it so this is a response I inserted in after taking a break for a night because bed time but... he really is doing it on purpose. This is exactly what I mean by Poppy is just “a tiny bit racist and that doesn’t mix well with her “I know best” attitude.” Because she just insulted the hell out of the Classical Trolls as a whole. “We bow to express these same feelings instead” “um ok but do you have anything else for like, when you actually want to express these feelings but like.... more?” “We Bow.” Like The Classical Trolls aren’t missing out on anything they are just curious about this custom most of the other Trolls engage with way to just insult Dante’s entire culture directly to his face Poppy she really deserves his response.

“LACKLUSTER!” Absolute face of delight as she screams

ok that was a perfectly cut scream

OK I love the giant lotus town in the sky

Just realizing though the last was rock, this is classical. Hard bet we get a techno, country, and fun epi before they start mixing it up. Hard bet because it’s a sure win

OK I’ve seen her around but haven’t caught the name. Minuet huh? the little shoulder waggle got me.

“In what language would you like me to answer that? I speak seven...teen...thousand! Actually no I got carried away there it’s seventeen” MAN Trollstopia really hitting it out of the park with their OC’s. I kinda love her. I might actually care about Classical trolls a bit. Amazing.

On that note, what languages does she speak? We do hear Korean and Spanish in WT but only in song and not spoken form and everyone seams to speak the same language. Is she capable of singing other genres naturally, or does she know the languages of non troll species?

“Raise your right arm. Raise your right arm. Raise your right arm. Your right arm not your leg.” I don’t know who writes this shit its funny as hell and whoever the voice director is is putting in some fucking work this is so funny

Yup theory is these little shits are doing this on purpose to Troll Poppy and I will accept no different no matter how the episode ends and the Classical Trolls are funny now

Fuckin SLAM that piano down

no wait its a HARPSICORD

“PAINFUL? UNCOMFORTABLE? THIRD ADJECTIVE?!”

of course it’s uncomfortable they are doing this on purpose! (I hope)

OK look this episode is legit hilarious

another perfectly cut scream

Classical trolls are legit terrifying though

��PAINFUL? UNCOMFORTABLE? THIRD ADJECTIVE?!”

ok so I Kinda half called it.

Noting for myself, that bowing for Classical Trolls fits my reproductive and cultural headcanon’s I made.

#dreamworks trolls #trollstopia #Dante Crescendo #Minuet Sonata #liveblogging

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foxgloveinspace · 4 months

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pasted from my notes app:

okay i am compiling all my thoughts in a note as i watch lmao

1. love the dog. he’s adorable

2. journey!!!! separate ways- what a good fuckin song

3. now eurythmics?! this movie has a killer soundtrack. i did a jazz routine to sweet dreams once upon a time. it was so fun lol

4. the weird white robot-y ladies are giving me hardcore like, austin powers vibes lmao

5. hahahaaaaa mr orange guy… i like his helmet

6. oooooh there’s multiple orange guys. they both have cool masks/helmets. something about being unable to see the face and yet totally understand the emotion fuuuuuucks me up

7. omg this is going to get long i’m so sorry i’m like a quarter through the movie 😅

8. very good fight scene choreo, that always makes or breaks a show for me. poor choreo is painful to watch, but this is good! i like

9. umm. I’m guessing dad is the bad guy. he’s kinda shady lmao (oooooooh it’s a dad clone. love clones. they always throw wrenches in plans)

10. lmaoooooo dad so disappointed sam only has a dog and no gf 😭

11. haha is that a daft punk cameo? not my cup of tea in terms of music but that’s pretty neat

12. OH MY GOD MICHAEL SHEEN I LOVE HIM. he plays the most insane characters- and also the sweetest (aziraphale in good omens 🥺)

13. okay ngl i keep hearing “rinzler” and thinking of the rizzler and i can’t stop laughing about it 😂

14. LMAO HE JUST BONKED THE DUDE. i love percussive maintenance, that’s how i fix my car

15. oooooh i love a good “i was a good guy before i was evil and i remember” moment. Good shit

that was really good! i honestly didn’t remember any of it from whenever i watched it but that was dope. i can definitely see how you’re so invested in the story! now i’m pumped for your fic whenever it comes out 😂🥰

Answering all of your notes.... under a readmore so this isn't too too long, haha

1). Yes!!! Marv is so cute!!

2). I love that song so much.

3). yes!! the sound track is really good, but you won't find those two songs on it haha.

4).I've never seen that movie, so I'll take your word for it, haha. They are really interesting and I am intrigued by them lore wise, sad we don't get more about them in the movie (idk if theres more in the tv show? I haven't watch it yet cause it got canceled and ended on a clif hanger, but I should).

5/6. yes!! orange guys!! I love all of their designs, except for Jarvis (Clu's assistant), I know they where going for like.... hes weird and kinda cringe, but they could have done his design way better.

7. No worries!!

8. yes! the fights are good, and I think even tho Sam is like, a newbie to it, it still feels realistic? like the guy base jumps, I feel like him knowing how to fight is reasonable.

9. yeah that whole scene is so?? trippy haha. (I now, of course, only watch Rinzler doing his thing in the background when I watch this scene haha)

10. YESSSS ugh, I feel like he's more so disapointed that Sam isn't giving him much to go off of?? to Sam this is still the guy that abanonded him, but to Kevin this is his kid that he hasn't seen in so freaking long (time works differently on the grid, not to get super into it, but one year our time is 50 years grid time. So Kevin has been on the Grid for over 1k years.)

11. DAFT PUNK DOES THE WHOLE SOUNDTRACK hahaha. Sorry, they are my og masked band and I still love them so much <3 (Legit I've only been listening to sleep token and daft punk for the majority this month). So all the music in the movie? was them, and that's why they where in it! really cool to me haha.

12.YES!!! he's such a good actor, shape shiftier I swear. His design is so cool, and I like Zeus as a villain. He's so interesting and I want to know morrrre. But we'll never get it oof.

13. LMAO

14.Yes, Kevin bonking that guy is so freaking funny. I feel bad for the program, but like. i love that scene. It's such a callback to the first movie, when Kevin was a cocky little shit, and I love it so much.

15. Tron in that scene breaks my heart.

I'm so glad you enjoyed it!!!! Like, I just.... legitimately can't express how excited I am that you liked it??

and yes... my fic..... I was working on it when I got your ask.... Rinzler and Sam are interacting... and I am... LIVING. HAHA. So little has happened it feels like, and yet... 18k... whooooo boy. I wouldn't be surprised if this ends up being my longest fic ever oof.

#I hope you have a good night!!!#friend exie!!#hihi!!!

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ruminate88 · 8 months

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A One Sided Relationship

a narcissistic relationship is literally the most one-sided relationship ever…… You’re literally dating yourself but with their face! With my last relationship, I found myself spending literally almost every Friday night alone daydreaming about him thinking about him while he’s at the fraternity house partying his brains out, probably hooking up with every chick but me. Then he would always randomly message me later on the next day and act like everything was great and we were happy and in love and I was his girl and he would spend Saturday night snap chatting me sending me selfies acting like we’re so happy and in love. Meanwhile, every time I would try to confront him or question his behavior he always had crazy excuses to his busy schedule, and treat me like I just didn’t understand his schedule and his stress. 😐

when I look back at that relationship, I remind myself of how much daydreaming and fantasizing I did towards him more than I actually spending time with him. I would obsessively Google all of his social media accounts and look at his Facebook like crazy. I saved a lot of his pictures to my phone and I spent a lot of time just gazing at his photos thinking that he is the cutest boy I’ve ever saw and that I’m so crazy about him but in reality, I don’t even know him. The person he was on his Facebook and his pictures and the person he was talking to me was two different people. The person in his pictures on Facebook, we’re of the successful college man that’s trying to be well to do and really smart and powerful. But the person talking to me was this young little immature horny boy that just wanted to have sex with an OLDER woman and that’s all he talked about, was having sex with me all the time …… Sadly, I told myself the lie that it was love not sex. I disrespected myself by doing so, and I really broke my heart by letting myself believe that I was falling in love with him, and that he could ever love me!! 🥺🥺

I consistently showered him with love and attention he would go sometimes three days before he would ever send me a text and his text was always, “Hey babe 😘” and legit my heart would leap out of my chest with excitement. I would be thrilled to death to hear from him, so happy and shaking, freaking out, and I would try to make myself wait a few minutes before I responded just to make it look like I wasn’t just waiting for him on my phone but obviously I was waiting for him sitting next to my phone crying for days praying and begging for him to text me. I always always responded back to him and gave him the benefit of the doubt and gave him all my love and heart. However, when I would text him, it was a roll of the dice if he would respond to me or not how long it would take for him to respond, and what he would even say to me.

his moods would change throughout the day, some mornings he would be in a great mood, some mornings he would be in a terrible mood, and then later in the day that would change, and he would be opposite of who he was in the morning somethings! I could tell him some things and he seemed like it was great. Sometimes I would tell him things and he would act like I was stupid or other times I would say something and he would get offended or freak out and not like it. I never knew when he was going to be upset at me or not AND I was always walking on eggshells nervous of what I could or couldn’t say to him. The worst part of it all, is I was terrified to not be “good enough” for him and I worked so very hard to be what he wanted. I always always sent him selfies where I was looking “my best” with ALL my make up done up, my hair fixed good and high heels PLUS sometimes I would be in my underwear only just hoping that he would think I was sooo beautiful and love me. 😭😭😭😭😭

How sad and sick is that?

somehow all “the great love” I had given him made me think that it was an OK relationship when honestly, it was a terrible terrible relationship. He had zero care or love for me the whole time even during the love-bomb phase, it was ME that was pouring out love while he was just talking sex. He would send me selfies from his shower naked talking about how bad he wanted me there with him to obviously have sex. It was not because he ever loved me, My feelings or my heart . I wrote him a love song at one point, and I sent it to him from SoundCloud, he never even responded to it, or acted like he listened to it. I should’ve known, then, how little he cared about me, but I was so caught up in his image and caught up in the idea of what our relationship could end up being that I just was so obsessed with him, and just thought that I could never be without him.

I even defended Andrew, when all of my girlfriends came at me hard trying to convince me that he’s a terrible guy and I shouldn’t trust him and that I should break up with him but no, I convinced myself that everything was OK and that he was just truly busy at college and that eventually it will all work out. If I would just be patient and wait next to my phone for him he would eventually change and make time for me because that is what he had promised me over and over and over again……

I found old diary post that I had made back when I was with him and it breaks my heart when I read how many times I was waiting to hear from him, and never knew where he was, what he was doing, or who he was with!! most likely he was with other girls the entire time but somehow I thought he wanted me only, but he would never want me . He told me Christmas day of 2014 that he wasn’t “good enough for me” but the whole time HE NEVER made me feel good enough BUT actually I’m way out of his league AND THAT IS WHY HE probably tried to belittle me SO MUCH and treat me as if I wasn’t enough because deep down he just knew I was high class and he was a loser.

I have been through so many stages with him first I’m sad, then I’m angry, then I’m disappointed, then I’m hurt, then I’m understanding and I’m sorry and regretful, then I want to apologize, but I know I don’t need to apologize. He needs to apologize and he never will because he just can’t unless he makes some kind of major change in his life and I would love that for him and I haven’t given up on hope that maybe one day he could be a better person and it’s sad because I had made up this idea of who I thought he was when I was with him and I love that person still, but I know that person is fake and doesn’t exist and that’s what kills me the most because I literally was wanting to make that person so happy and I wanted to be happy with them and I would still love that but I know it will never ever happen and it’s just crazy. I never met anyone like him before that I was aware of except for Cody who was similar but even Cody was somewhat different.

my advice to anyone else that has been through a narcissistic relationship, don’t give up on yourself don’t give up on love don’t beat yourself up I know you do because I do too, and I don’t care what people say it doesn’t matter if it’s been four years seven years 10 years, if you still think about them, it’s OK and you can still want the best for them and you really don’t know them, is the problem… you’re thinking about the version that you thought they were and that’s what really sucks but there again it’s OK and you shouldn’t be too hard on yourself because I know I am hard on myself because I feel like how stupid was I but in reality, I just really really love people so much that it hurts me and I know a lot of people say that’s not good but I say love is good and you should always love people still and hope the best for them even if you can’t have them in your life because they’re bad for you. You can still have a great love for them and still wish them well and want the best for them.

and I know you miss the narcissist and you want them back. You are tempted to break contact and message them again I think about it all the time what I would do or say to my exes Cody and Andrew, however, I know that it is one-sided, they do not care about me. They will only hurt me and let me down, and I would be hurting myself by running back to them and that would be really really sad for me to do that That would be a punishment to myself to run back to them and so I remain strong and I remain far away from them, but they always always consume my mind 24 seven and that’s just the life that I have right now I believe that can I change one day but I I just function with it cuz what else can you do?

don’t give up, you are not alone, and if you need someone to understand, I am here and I understand that it really really sucks to love a narcissist when they can never love you back even though at one point during the lovebomb phase, you believed that they were really into you and they were making you feel so good about yourself but that was just setting you up for failure because I could only disappoint you and let you down and guess what? That will never ever change …… A narcissist will never ever care about you or treat you right or give you what you deserve, you can ask them 100 times what you want from them and they will say they’re going to give it to you, but they never will. They will never come through for you. They will never ever ever show you the care and concern that you so desire from the person you think is your love partner and match oh, it’s so sad to believe that they are somebody you could maybe have a future with when in reality they are not even thinking about you most of the time there eyes are consistently on other people.

I truly believe my ex narcissist, Andrew, put a love spell on me & that’s why I’ve been so so obsessed because I didn’t like him upon meeting him but it didn’t take long before he was my entire world and I was out of my mind hooked on him. He confused every part of me and still consumes a portion of my mind/life.

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Thinking more about the puppet emperor ShuMika au again

I’m currently in the process of moving houses so I can’t work on my actual fic, so sad. Anyways this bullshit.

I despise my phone holy fuck bro I clearly didn’t click post but ok then go off ig.

anyways, I was thinking more on the whole “Shu can create such realistic dolls that he fools even himself” yeah, big ego, no brain tho. His skull is hollow, it’s filled with hot air. Terrifying analytical mind with great artistic talent but like, my guy, not even your puppets can come to life and eat.

On to Mika now, brospeh is quite happy to not have to actually make any policy decisions despite having to keep up the appearance of a marionette in front of Shu.

Legit this mfer is like “wait, I don’t have to make any decisions, AND a hot guy will boss me around and yell at me all day, wonderful.” I hate him. Cut to Mika falling for the man that plotted to kill him, actually went through with the plot, didn’t realize he failed, and is now ordering Mika around, 🧍‍♂️. I hate gay people.

I feel like Shu only figures out that Mika isn’t his puppet after Mika’s affectionate nature starts showing itself, OR if Mika makes a weird comment about gore or death. This freak cannot control himself at anytime, it’s a miracle he was able to keep up the facade for this long to begin with.

Anyways I’m thinking about the actual plot rn, cuz I feel like this would be an easy 10 chapter max kind of fic. About 30k words. Not too long tbh.

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silkiemae · 2 years

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The Red Scrolls of Magic by Cassandra Clare

The Red Scrolls of Magic by Cassandra Clare My rating: 3 of 5 stars This felt sort of like a fever dream? Don’t get me wrong, it was a fun fever dream, but a fever dream nonetheless. I say this because in the timeline, this falls right after the City of Glass and right before the City of Fallen Angels, yet it’s like it never happened. Nowhere in the following three books are these events mentioned aside from telling us that Magnus and Alec were on vacation together. Their behavior in those books is also completely different than they are here. All the work they did to grow as a couple was erased, and they’re back to the point they were after COG. I know this was written purely for fan service because everyone loves Alec and Magnus, and that’s fine because I, too, love Magnus. But I wish it was maybe placed elsewhere in the timeline because it just doesn’t work with the rest of the series. There are things we’re told here that aren’t mentioned until books later in the timeline, and a first reader would be perplexed. I know they agree later in the book to never speak of this again, but like…we still see Alec’s inner monologue, I believe, so why not mention it. Or Shinyun, at least? Idk it’s weird. I always enjoy learning more about the lore of this world. That’s one of the things I look forward to most when reading another of Cassandra Clare’s books. I think she has some fascinating ideas, such as Greater Demons were once fallen angels, and faerie blood can summon them. The party at Malcolm’s palazzo was fun. I loved seeing all the different types of Downworlders, and Raphael is hilarious. I love that he has no interest in human interaction because I can relate to that so hard. It sucks that we never see him behave like this again in the series, especially knowing his fate. :( I’m baffled about Shinyun. All other warlocks introduced have unnatural-colored eyes, skin, or animal traits. Yet her warlock mark is a frozen face? How is that a warlock mark? No one would ever be able to pick her out as one. And if she can’t smile, how can she speak? Or blink? It’s mentioned that she can laugh. Imagine how hilarious that must look. She can also cry. Also, isn’t that kind of a harmful stereotype of Asian women? The stoicism? Idk; it just reads as kind of insensitive to me. Also, the fact that Shinyun acts like her face was something to be afraid of, but when I looked up fan art of her, she looks like a normal-ass woman. I don’t get it. Like she could have facial paralysis. Why did her family freak out and bury her alive? The thing I don’t like about Alec and Magnus is the age gap, man. I’ve said this before, but just because Magnus is immortal doesn’t make him ageless. Age comes from experience and wisdom, and he has legit centuries of that, whereas Alec has less than two decades. The lack of life experience makes it sus and also, like Alec JUST turned 18 not too long ago. Idk; I’m just never going to be a fan of really old men(regardless of immortality) dating incredibly young people(18-early 20s). And it’s wild that they’re just travelling the world together after knowing one another for only a few months/weeks. Also, I’m not fond of Alec all that much. I think he lacks personality. I know that he was a sad, closeted gay boi until he met Magnus. He seems pushy about getting into Magnus’ private life and is okay with the fact that Magnus murdered his stepfather but cannot handle him dating a vampire woman a few centuries ago(I think he’s bothered by her still being alive, and that’s so WEIRD) I am going to wonder FOREVER what Magnus’ real name is. It was fun to see the inclusion of old characters and those who will be more prevalent in future novels. I liked seeing Malcolm Fade again. Oh my GOD, Alec, do NOT move in with Magnus. It has been like two months! Aline, thinking Jace was in love with Simon, is just shouting out everyone’s wishful thinking. Same girl. Same. I’m dying at the image of him hostile-hanging around Simon until Simon likes him. Just kick Clary to the curb and date each other instead. UGH, I LOVE HELEN AND ALINE. OTP FOREVER. Why did no one think to ask Leon about Sebastian? While Alec didn’t know the real Sebastian Verlac, he knew the guy who killed and posed as him. Didn’t he wonder if Leon was related to the real Sebastian at all when he heard his last name? So, they think vampires killed Mori Shu because there are holes in his neck, but in one of the earlier TMI books, it says that the vampires have needle fangs. But we’re told that the holes in Mori’s neck were made with a samgakdo which is significantly larger than a needle fang. How was it possible to make that mistake? Also, like…how did that even happen? I’m just trying to imagine a scenario where she could have pricked him in the neck with a big-ass sword, and it went that ideally without any noticeable struggle. I feel like the concept of the stele and having to draw runes on yourself would realistically SUCK in battle. Like you have to take a little pause to draw a quick squiggle on yourself? What if someone bumps into you and knocks the stele out of your hand? Why not make all the runes permanent so you don’t have to draw on yourself constantly? OH MY GOD, SHINYUN CAN LAUGH. I BET IT LOOKS HILARIOUSSSSSS Like I am so so so sorry. I know she’s giving her villain monologue, and it’s supposed to be serious, but the image of her laughing with a frozen face is HYSTERICAL to me. How did Magnus keep it together? God poor Helen, though, not wanting to tell anyone that a warlock asked her for help because she thought they would look down on her for her faerie blood and then she ends up being proven right several years later when the Shadowhunters turn against faeries. :( I finally know what an iratze feels like. Overall, it was a fun book. The writing wasn’t outstanding, and sometimes it felt a little bit too try hard to be ‘woke’, imo, but it was still fun to see. I just wish these characters continued to act the same in the books that follow but oh well. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ On to TID View all my reviews

#the red scrolls of magic #the eldest curses #shadowhunters #cassandra clare #book review

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babybottlepop96 · 3 years

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kyoya x Reader

Warnings: Mentions of smut, some grinding, make out, flirting.

a/n: This was basically just fluff with some implied smut towards the end.

“(y/n)?! What are you doing here? I thought you were in America, doing that touring thing?” Your dearest older brother, Tamaki asked once you had entered the Host Club

“I was, but the tour ended and I decided to come home! Why? Do you not wish to see me?” You asked, doing Tamaki’s famous puppy dog, sad eyes (Which you totally out do him on). The other hosts and the guests watch intently.

“NO! That's not it at all! Of course I want to see my darling baby sister!” He practically yelled and everyone in the room, except Kyoya of course, had audibly gasped.

“Boss! You never told us you had a sister!” The twins spoke in unison.

“Yeah, Tamaki-Senpai. You haven’t mentioned that, not once.” Haurhi stated.

“She is so pretty, Tama-Chan!” Honey spoke while holding Usa-Chan close to his chest, staring up at you with his adorable wide eyes.

“Yeah.” The ever so stoic and silent Mori added in.

“You never talk about me, Tamaki?” You raised an eyebrow at your brother. He was the one who cried profusely when you first left a couple years ago, and every time you had to leave again after a visit home. “Not once?” Tamaki started to stutter out a response and then proceeded to grow mushrooms in his little emo corner. You on the other hand, began to giggle. You turned to the rest of the room. “I’m (y/n) Suoh. Tamaki’s little sister.” You stuck out your hand and shook everybodies in the room until you began to be surrounded by Tamaki’s little (BIG) fan group. They asked you all sorts of questions which you happily answered, even the embarrassing ones. Everyone laughed or giggled, even Kyoya himself, found you quite fascinating. You still had Tamaki’s dramaticness, but it was less annoying than your brother’s. You could also be quite serious and a very hard worker.

As the days passed, you became close friends with the host club. Especially Haruhi and Kyoya. You and Haruhi would go shopping and hang out and just enjoy each other's company. She loved that you never talked about her social status. You never questioned why she dressed like a guy when she was biologically a female. You also quite liked the feeling of wearing normal clothes instead of the scratchy, too expensive, elegant dresses your grandmother forced you to wear when you home.

And yes, Kyoya took a special place in your heart as well. He was such a different person than your brother and it was a nice change of pace. You two would sit down and read, or do work in silence. You two would also have very intellectual conversations, to which he was very happy about. Finally, someone who could hold a legit conversation without getting bored.

One particular evening, while at a host club event, you attended as an honorary host member. You and Kyoya both thought it would be beneficial for the club, if maybe to get more money, you broadened the horizons and reeled in some male guests. Much to Tamaki’s distaste. He didn’t want his little sister to flirt with guys. NEVER! He argued and complained, but when he saw how natural you were at it, he sighed in defeat and allowed it.

But behind closed doors, the only real flirting you ever did, was with the shadow king himself. And he flirted right back. The way he would just push up his glasses onto his nose, the smirk, the evil little glint in his eyes when he looked at you from the side, he had you melting like butter in a lava pit.

That was all fun and what not, but the hidden desire you both had for each other kept growing and growing. When Tamaki decided to host a party at the Suoh manor, that's when things got heated. The twins insisted on playing three hours in heaven. You know, like seven minutes in heaven but MUCH longer. Everyone was paired up with someone, especially since your tour mates showed up and now every male host had a female to go into a room with. And lucky you, you got The Shadow King. Tamaki was pretty chill with it since Kyoya was his best friend and wouldn’t do anything to his baby sister, though you were only a year younger.

But once your bedroom door was closed, you found yourself up against it, Kyoya’s lips hot against yours in a fiery, passionate kiss. Lips molded together perfectly like two puzzle pieces. Teeth and tongues lashing in a war he would inevitably win. “You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to do that.” He spoke, voice deep and raspy, lips just hovering above yours.

“Feeling is mutual.” You breathed. You smashed your lips together once more before pulling away. “I’ve also been wanting to do some… other things, as well.” This caused the normally patient man to growl and push his entire body against yours, grinding his hips against yours, both moaning at the friction that was beginning to form into lust and want.

“Then let's do...other things.” He spoke in your ear.

The others didn’t see you for the rest of the evening, but when morning came and you walked down to the kitchen in nothing but Kyoya’s oversized shirt, Tamaki freaked out.

“WHY ARE YOU WEARING MOMMY’S SHIRT!? ARE THOSE….. HICKEYS!?”

#kyoya ootori #kyoya oortori x reader smut #kyoya oortori smut #kyoya oortori x reader #reader insert #reader is female #reader is Tamaki suoh's little sister #love me some shadow king #the shadow king #anyone else love this man?#No?#Just me?#Okay!#ouran high school host club #ohshc #ohshc kyoya

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dreampathic · 3 years

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┇haikyuu boys on facetime w/ you┇

❥characters: hanamaki, bokuto, tsukishima, suna, and kenma

❥warnings: foul language, suggestive??

❥genre: crack, fluff

❥a/n: this is unedited bc i wrote this at 12am with my head filled with facetiming thoughts

part 2

HANAMAKI

he was so nervous to call you, he had to text mattsun if it was the right time to. mattsun called him a pussy and that’s what gave makki the confidence to call you

but now he calls you for everything just to get a reason to see your face and talk to you

it’s also canon that he has a younger sister and an older one and most sisters are nosey as fuck

like me

so I 100% see that one day, when makki was taking a nap, his younger sister stole his phone and called you

ya know it freaked you out because you didn’t expect a pre-teen’s face on the phone but then you didn’t really care because you thought it was funny as fuck

what ends up happening is this girl deadass starts asking you questions like it’s a whole ass interview and she’s writing them down in her sparkly justice notebook to tell her older sister later because they wanted to know as much shit about the person on the phone with their dumbass brother 24/7

you two ended up having a great conversation and exchanging phone numbers and she texts you almost everyday about anything

makki isn’t aware of this.

BOKUTO

mans would not hesitate to facetime you the first time

if he wants to see your face and actually talk to you instead of text, he will

besides, he’s the type of person that prefers facetiming over text messaging anyway

like @katiea03

not me being on the phone with her right now

he would call you bright early in the morning, waking you up

he would feel bad for like a second but then not care because now see your pretty face <3

even though its the morning and you look crusty as fuck

he legit stays on the phone 24/7 with you it’s fucking insane

he eats on the phone with you

does homework on the phone with you

you have to force him

works out on the phone with you (smirk face goes here to indicate that yes i’m imagining bokuto shirtless and working out in front of me with his rock hard abs and juicy thighs and bootylicious ass)

showers on the phone with you..(eyeballs indicating that yes if i were to be on the phone with him when he takes a shower, you best believe i’m imagining how big his shlong is)

sleeps on the phone with you (cute eyes indicating that the other two things i just said weren’t vulgar at all and I’m not a horny fuck when i am)

you get the gist

also, since his older sisters don’t live in the house anymore he could be as loud as he want when his parents aren’t home

you don’t mind him being loud as long as you get to see him shirtless

i mean talk to him.

you don’t mind him being loud as long as you get to talk to him.

TSUKISHIMA

honestly this man would be a dry ass texter so he prefers facetiming like bokuto

he is kind of hesitant to call you the first time but then he’s like, “fuck it”

and when he does you guys don’t really talk that much

it’s a comfortable silence whenever you guys call

he does his thing, whether it’s homework or scrolling through social media while you do yours

he always asks, “which playlist do you want to listen to?”

obviously every now and then you guys would have a full ass conversation but most of the times you guys are just chilling, listening to music and enjoying each other’s company

there was this one time though where his brother came home from college unannounced and you two were chilling as usual, his laptop was sitting in his lap as he leant his chair back a little, propping his legs on top of his desk, typing away on an essay while his phone was leaning against the wall while you were focusing on your own homework when his brother bursts through his door saying, “I’m home!!” which scared the fuck out of tsuki, making his chair lean ALLLL the way back, causing him to fall to the floor lol

you and akiteru laughed your fucking asses off and he was so embarrassed, he hung up on you which made you lowkey sad but he ended up calling you back later that day and falling asleep on the phone with you<3

SUNA

mans is on his phone 24/7...

so he prefers texting over facetiming 100%

he expresses his emotions with memes

so he was kind of nervous facetiming you for the first time because what if he isn’t as entertaining?

but turns out he is

he loves talking to you

but so does his little sister

while he’s in his room and his sister hears that you’re on the phone??

she literally swings his door open and jumps on his bed and is like, “I KNEW IT WAS Y/N!”

it annoys the fuck out of him omg

he just wants to talk to his s/o without her interrupting every time

another thing she does is whenever he has his phone propped in the kitchen or where ever, she goes over, grabs his phone and starts fucking bolting LMFAO

my sister does this shit omg

he has to fucking CHASE her

he obviously catches up because it’s a 4′3 little girl vs. a 6′3 teenage male

you get a kick out of it either way

KENMA

you actually call him first

and his heart dropped when he saw your name popped up asking to call

honestly kenma doesn’t have much social interaction with anybody other than his volleyball team and the only person he really talks to is kuroo so he just doesn’t want to be awkward on the phone with you

he’s like tsukishima where you guys don’t really talk

he just plays his video games while you do your own thing

sometimes you just talk to him, or rant and he just listens to while also focusing on his game, replying every once in a while

he loves hearing you speak and he’s glad you don’t mind that he doesn’t talk that much

when he isnt playing video games or doing homework, he’s usually laying in his bed watching gameplays as he shares his screen with you

i know this isn’t a facetime feature but let’s pretend it is

you guys usually fall asleep watching youtube together

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biaswreckingfics · 3 years

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To Be Replaced: Part 1

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 2.5k

“I’m so sorry, babe… You know I want to be home more than anything, but it’s unfortunately not up to me…” your boyfriend sadly tells you through the phone.

“I know, Baek… It’s okay. It’s just one more week and then you’ll be right back home with me.” You hide the sadness you’re feeling from your voice, so he doesn’t worry about you and feel guilty for the toll his career sometimes takes.

He suddenly whines in your ear. “Why does a week feel so long all of a sudden?”

You listen as your boyfriend of three years continues to pout into the phone. Of course, you were sad that he was going to be gone longer than the two of you had originally planned, but you had learned long ago to be understanding in these types of situations. You’ve grown used to dealing with traveling delays when it came to your boyfriend’s schedule. He was an idol and he was certainly “booked and busy”, and often being pulled in eight different directions. You had learned to just go along for the ride to make it easier on him.

This time it was no different. EXO had just wrapped up another world tour, and SM had found time to schedule more appearances for them before they came home. The only upside you could find in this scenario was more exposure for the boys and more interviews for you to watch online which is exactly what you would be doing in your now open week.

“Oh! Babe, I gotta go. There’s this stylist here who has shown me some really cool design ideas, and I think we’re going to collaborate for Privé! I’ll call you later! Love you!”

Your boyfriend suddenly hangs up and you pull your phone away from your ear to look at it. A small smile finds its way on your face thanks to your boyfriend’s antics. Privé was his baby and he had been eager to find inspiration for a new line for his clothing company. Fortunately, it sounded like he had finally found some.

A week later

You pick up the throw pillow on the couch and fluff it up for the third time while you wait for your boyfriend to arrive home. It was an anxious habit you had somehow developed. Whenever Baekhyun was gone for long periods of time, you wanted him to come home to a neat and tidy apartment. It lowered his stress levels and opened up time for the two of you to be together instead of worrying about a dirty house.

You at least hoped he was coming home today. You had hardly spoken to him in the past week, assumingly because he was busy with schedules and trying to finally catch up on sleep. The last you heard; his plane was arriving at 5pm. Which was 20 minutes ago, you note as you look at the clock on the wall.

Your phone rings and you pull it out of your back pocket and check the caller ID. A smile crosses your features as you glance at the name before answering the phone.

“Hello, Oh Sehun.”

“Hey, we’re just about to leave the airport and I’m already thinking about food. Want to go get dinner?”

“My boyfriend, who I haven’t seen in months, is about to be home. I promise you; dinner is the last thing on my mind right now.”

Sehun makes a disgusted sound in your ear. “I definitely don’t need to hear about you and Baekhyun’s dirty sex life. A ‘no’ would’ve been fine.”

“I wasn’t…” you sigh and glance around the apartment while trying to find patience. “Whatever… No, thank you, Sehun. Please, eat something delicious for me.”

You can almost hear the smirk in his voice when he says, “There’s a joke there… but I’ll let it slide this time. Let’s get together soon, okay?”

“Absolutely, but before you go… Baekhyun is with you, right?” you can’t help but ask.

Sehun pauses at your odd question before slowly asking, “Where else would he be?”

You sink down on the couch once you hear the question he bounces back at you. Obviously, Baekhyun would be with them. “Sorry, dumb question. I just haven’t heard from him in a while, so I wasn’t sure what his schedule was.”

“Why haven’t you heard from him? Did you guys get into a fight or something?”

Your head jerks back in confusion. It was rare for Baekhyun and you to get into an argument, and as your best friend, Sehun knew that.

“No? He was probably just too busy to call.”

Sehun snorts. “I doubt that. We had more free time than any of us expected. Horrible planning on SM’s part, but I won’t bother you with the boring details right now.”

Your brows furrow as even more confusion fills you. What did he mean they had more free time than expected, and if that was the case, why hasn’t Baekhyun called or texted you? You quietly voice your thoughts out loud and Sehun hears you.

“I mean… he was with Maya a lot, but I assume he would’ve talked to you too?”

You lean back into the couch and run the name through your head before coming up empty. “Who’s Maya?”

Rustling from Sehun’s end fills your ears before you hear the sound of a car door shutting. Chanyeol’s deep voice is heard in the background before Sehun responds.

“She’s some designer that was working with one of our stylists. She offered to help Baekhyun design some things for Privé. Didn’t he tell you?”

You hear Chanyeol ask why Sehun is talking about Maya before it must click into place who he is talking to, and he’s suddenly yelling hi to you.

From the sounds of it, the boys knew who she was, so she must be legit. Good. You were happy Baekhyun had someone to help him come up with some new designs. Hopefully, she can help him bring his visions to life, and help him design something really cool.

Sehun and you stay on the phone and talk for a while until you hear keys fumbling against your apartment door. Your heart shoots into your throat and you jump up from the couch in excitement, telling Sehun you have to go and hanging up while waiting for Baekhyun to enter. You hadn’t physically seen your boyfriend in months, and you couldn’t freaking wait to have him back in your arms.

Baekhyun pushes open the door and before he can get all the way inside, you’re running for him and throwing your arms around his neck. He lets out a noise at the impact, but his arms quickly wrap around your waist and he squeezes you tightly.

“I missed you, love.” He mumbles in your ear.

You lean back and find his lips, mumbling a quick “I missed you too” before finally kissing him. The kiss turns more passionate than you intend and Baekhyun blindly closes the apartment door with his foot before turning around and pushing you against it.

“God, I missed the way you taste.”

“Well, I’m right here, Baek, and I’m all yours.”

His eyes darken with lust as a mischievous smirk grows on his face. “Good, because we have a lot of missed time to make up for.”

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A few hours later, Baekhyun and you are laying tangled up in your sheets and catching each other up on everything that had taken place the past couple of months. You told him about the boring things that happened with your work and family, and he shared with you the antics his members pulled while on tour.

When he tells you about Maya, you take in his excitement and the way he’s animatedly talking about all the ideas they were able to come up with, with a smile. It’s been a long time since you’ve seen Baekhyun this excited about anything, and it was nice to see that light in his eyes again.

“I’m telling you. She. Is. A genius. I don’t know how she came up with half of her designs, but I’m so happy she offered to help me.”

The way Baekhyun speaks about her makes her seem larger than life, and almost out of this world cool, and the way his heartbeat speeds up because of how excitedly he is talking is nice. Did it bother you that he was talking so eagerly about another woman while the two of you were naked in bed? Maybe the slightest twinge of something was there, but you were more happy for him than anything else.

“I’m happy you got a chance to work together. It sounds like she helped you out a lot.” You smile up at him from where your head was resting on his chest.

“Oh, we’ll have plenty more chances.” When you stare up at him curiously, he continues. “She’s been hired to be one of EXO’s stylists.”

You pause, slightly surprised with the information. “They hired her just like that?”

“I gave her a good recommendation.” Baekhyun shrugs underneath you. “She’s already said she’s willing to keep working with me, so now we’ll have even more time together.”

You stare up at him and take in his beautiful features. When he looks down at you, his glowing face smiles and he kisses your forehead. You can see his excitement at the fact that he gets to continue working with her and you couldn’t be happier that he found someone else he can bounce his ideas off of. He could only ask your opinion so many times before your ideas became stale, and you knew next to nothing about high fashion, so she would be way more helpful than you could ever hope to be.

The next day, you join Baekhyun at a shoot he and the other EXO members had scheduled. You found it hard to believe SM couldn’t give them at least a couple of days off before making them work again, but the selfish part of you was happy because now you could see all the guys at once.

As soon as you walk in, there’s a flurry of movement as directors and lighting men work to get everything set up. You stick close to Baekhyun like usual to stay out of everyone’s way, and quickly spot the guys hanging off to the side on a couple of couches. Baekhyun and you walk hand-in-hand in their direction before a beautiful blonde intercepts you.

“Hey, Baek. I have some more designs for you to look at.” The strange girl flashes a blinding smile at him as her hand comes up to grip his arm. She pulls him in a different direction without so much as a glance at you and he immediately lets go of your hand to follow her.

You stand there stunned as you try to figure out what just happened before looking over at the pair to see them lost in their own world. Judging by the words she spoke, you assume the girl is Maya, but you couldn’t know for sure because Baekhyun didn’t introduce you. It was almost like he forgot you were even there.

You shake it off and continue your trek over to the rest of the guys who all greet you the second you’re within earshot. You see an open spot next to Sehun and immediately drop down into it, catching his attention.

“I see you met Maya.” He dryly comments.

“Did I?” You respond, using as much sarcasm as you can muster. Could you call what just happened a meeting?

Sehun glances over to make sure he was talking about the right person and looks back at you with a roll of his eyes. “They were like that the whole time abroad too. It’s like she’s fucking sticky tape.”

You look back over at Maya and take a better look at her appearance. She was gorgeous with long legs that seemed to go on for miles. She gave off European model vibes like she was putting “I’m too sexy and cool, so don’t talk to me” in the air. You feel a twinge of insecurity and immediately stamp it out. Sure, she is gorgeous, but Baekhyun loves you and you had no doubts about that.

“She looks like a model.” You comment causing Sehun to snort.

“She was a model. I guess she decided designing was more her passion.

Oh…

You spend the rest of the day hanging out with the guys or playing on your phone. You had hardly seen Baekhyun since you got here. Maybe a quick “hi” once or twice before Maya was pulling him away again, so you were beyond relieved when the crew was wrapping up for the day and Baekhyun suddenly appeared next to you.

“Hey, babe. Sorry I’ve been so busy today. You were probably bored out of your mind.” He says while he leans over the couch and hugs you from behind.

“It’s okay.” You pat his hand before standing up and walking around the couch to him. “The guys kept me plenty entertained… but I’m ready to finally be with you...”

He pulls you into his arms and gives you a tight hug that you want to stay wrapped up in forever. However, you’re pulled out of the moment when you feel someone’s hand graze your arms as they touch Baekhyun’s lower back. A throat clearing has you and Baekhyun looking behind him, and you meet the eyes of none other than Maya.

Baekhyun quickly moves over to your side and wraps an arm around your waist before turning to face the newcomer. “Hey, Maya! There’s someone I want you to meet. This is Y/N.”

Her expression is unreadable as she looks you up and down like she’s appraising you. “What do you do for the company?”

You blink a couple of times at her indifferent tone while Baekhyun gives her a weird look.

“Y/N’s my girlfriend… I told you about her on tour.”

Her face changes and you see the exact moment a mask slides into place. She gives you a fake smile while she waves away Baekhyun’s words.

“Oh, right. The girlfriend.” She lets out a light giggle that sounds completely out of place. “I guess I just had other things on my mind when you were talking about her.”

You stare at her as her and Baekhyun continue to talk and try to ignore the bad vibes you were getting from the introduction you just had with her. So many thoughts ran through your head, but you take one look at Baekhyun and decide to keep them to yourself. He looked happier and more relaxed than he has in a while, and you didn’t want anything to ruin that.

You couldn’t be happier that he has found someone to share his passion with… but a part of you was incredibly bummed out that it was no longer you.

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badgirlcovenrep · 3 years

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My thoughts on Motherland Fort Salem: Ep. 6: "My 3 Dads"

- whew... this is gonna be a long one, this episode had SO MUCH going on

- I thought cape lady was Scylla for a second ngl

- this is like... way too much spree. Like- WAY too much

- the "bleed for freedom" speech is pretty poignant tho. Like, they're not wrong and that's what makes the Spree so scary to me

- I can see why witches would give their lives to the Spree with how the world is going for them and that's why they're so powerful

- tally is seeing through Alder's lies! My cinnamon roll will bring waste upon the U.S military herself and I'm SO here for it!

- so they hate Alder in the Cession? That brought me so any questions

- If the Cession is mostly native American is there some historical beef between alder and the first nations?

- when alder gave them the cession in exchange for biddyship like eliot said was it done as peacefully as alder implied? We know she could definitely cover up smth like this

- did she do something shady to get the biddies?

- They need Charvel's blood? How long has she been dead at this point? Does she even still have blood? I'm so confused

- love abigail and adil being rebelious together tho. They're so hot. I'm a sucker for bi couples

- i also think it's nice to see adil be so cool and outspoken, he's definitely different nowadays

- abigail's dads are so cute but i do not trust them

- can they legit leave abigail alone? Like they won't stop for A SECOND to acknowledge she's still traumatized from being hunted and almost killed but they want her to honor her family by being a glorified incubator for the army? Fuck THAT

- this handfasting thing makes me so MAD, literally EWWW

- Shane killed tiffany's parents... honestly i'm glad Scylla killed that psycho

- he deserved to die and Scylla did Brianna a favor idc what anacostia says

- he was definitely gonna groom his daughter into the Camarilla she's better off away from this mess

- hopefully bonnie and her get to have a normal life now

- I also fully support Tiffany going with the Dodgers

- they're truly the only pacifists out of this whole show

- and like Scylla said, if she goes there, she has a chance to actually choose for herself what she wants to do

- if she went with the military she'd be like, instantly conscripted, and she deserves to choose if she wants that

- #justicefortiffany

- so Raelle is only going to find out Willa is alive when she sees the bitch, huh? Okay. Okay, yeah. I'm fine...

- not really I'm dying inside this meeting is gonna be SO UGLY

- like if she found out first she'd have sometime to think about it, now she's just going to have to deal with it on the spot and that is NOT going to help

- the conflicting feelings are going to be delicious though, she's going to feel happy and relieved that her mom is alive but also probably be so hurt and angry that she left them to mourn her all this time I'm so nervous for all this

- beanie!Tally has my whole entire heart

- I don't like Anacostia being back with Alder but I guess she wasn't ready for all this shit

- scylla is way more of a little shit than she predicted

- I already love Gwen. I was hoping we'd get to meet Willa's unit at some point, wonder what happened to the third one

- cool to see her use the same off-canon work as Raelle tho, still curious to know where that came from

- love adil literally not caring about Abigail's family's dumb traditions

- also I hate her dads now

- like calling witches MARES??? What is wrong with these people?? Do they not see how wrong this is? 🤢🤢

- they literally KNOW they're treating Abigail like a freaking animal to be bred

- this is so disgusting I stg and so very reminiscent of how women were treated back in the day, like baby incubators

- did- did this show jus imply Abigail was made in an orgy...

- kinda liked seeing willa be so nice to tiffany, you can definitely see she has a lot of maternal traits abt her

- it MUST eat Scylla alive a bit that Tiffany lost her parents just like she lost hers

- the Camarilla keeping kids in animal cages and feeding them dog food is literally so vile. Eliot didn't have to go THERE, but he did and it makes this all so much scarier

- it's like willa said tho, they're doing this bc they're literally so scared of witches they won't even go for grown up ones

- we saw how they ran like little bitches when the lights went off at the party

- they're all just cowards

- on another note. "Bedtime for tally" lol

- YESSS put it all together, TALLY!! My baby is gonna start a rebellion I can feel it!

- was not expecting Nicte to still be alive tho

- in my head the flashbacks were WAY older

- Petra is being such a bitch to Abigail I stg. She said she'd change in episode 1 and she's only getting worse

- was not expecting granny Minerva to side with Abigail on this but literally GO OFF, LITERAL QUEEN OF PERFECT MICROBRAIDS

- YA'LL RAELLE IS SINGING. RAELLE IS SINGING STFU THIS IS SO PERFECT.

- if we don't get Raelle serenading Scylla by the end of this show what's even the point

- AND eliot said she was thinking about Scylla aaaaaaaa

- she deserved those dad hugs, I'm so sad she still thinks her mom's dead tho

- watching tip: go back on the scene Alder is getting her throat burned and just watch the biddies roll around dramatically on the floor. You don't have to thank me. I was laughing hard at that

- I had a feeling Raelle was gonna get taken but STILL JESUS THAT SCENE

- it scared me so much and poor Tally tried to save her 😔

- ya'll get what THIS means right??

- Scylla and willa are gonna HAVE to go get her

- there's no way they won't

- I'm 100% not ready for next week but I want it sooo bad

#motherland fort salem #mfs theories #raelle collar #raelle x scylla #scylla ramshorn #tally craven #abigail bellweather #adil mfs #willa collar

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ballplayersxo · 2 years

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Iris West Anon here(Yes I'm still around😊) and I just came here to say 4 things.

1. Owner I'm glad you're back and your page is still going strong. Hope your break treated you well and hope the crazies don't get to you😂

2. Some of the tea from that long submission about players checks out so I'd say it's probably true. The Ben, Devin and D'Lo stuff is definitely legit. Tatum's stuff seems legit considering he's a low-key freak with some fetishes who seemingly struggles with having protected sex. And the Kuz thing definitely is as well and I get why after Kendall basically laughed in his face after he tried to get with her because he wasn't anything compared to Ben and Tinashe told him she wouldn't get with him because it would be settling for less. Ben's ego was really fed when he found about both of those things.

3. Ben ain't broke he's minding his business in Philly just working out and playing video games, the whole buying a car every month thing is a lie and Ben being broke is straight up fiction.

4. To the people saying they can't imagine Kendall having sex, that's completely understandable because despite her sex appeal and people thinking she was a freak when her and Ben got together she was rather boring in the beginning. She thought being with those other NBA players prepared her for Ben but it really didn't. I mean her previous partners were Harry Styles, Rocky, Jordan Clarkson and Blake. Jordan is above average, Harry as much as he's pretty and loves eating the kitty isn't packing anything special, ASAP and Blake were both freaks(in different ways) and both were big around 7-8 inches but Ben's is way bigger. Ben is even bigger than Devin and Devin is packing a foot long, do with that information what you will. So when she got to Ben it took time for her to get used to the size and the sex was rather bland at first because Kendall really just couldn't take dick. She eventually learnt how because "when a dick is that big and that pretty you make it work"(one of the girls Ben has been with this said this, not Kendall although she definitely shared that sentiment, I'll give you points if you guess which one). And even though she didn't like going down on guys she even learnt how to give good head to keep him happy. Ben was the best she'd ever had and had her completely dickmatized. That said though that relationship was going nowhere and it's good that they found people that were a lot more suitable for them.

now i wanna know which fetishes jayson has but he struggles with having protected sex??! that’s the reckless behaviour we’re always talking about on here 😭 & kuzma just keeps going out sad but i honestly can’t say i’m surprised. all that kendall and ben stuff is crazy but it reminds me of the tea from that website that said ben didn’t like having sex with her cause she was too skinny. but thanks anon for sharing all of this! and to other anons, there is no way to confirm any of this so it’s up to you if you believe it or not. please remember that this blog allows speculation so do with this info what you will

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stickynotestoletters · 3 years

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Yandere BNHA Boys pt 2

Okay, this is a continuation of the first yandere ones I did because I wrote that in basically a night and was too tired to do more, I'm probably gonna post some after for the pro heroes and villains if I have time, I might finish those on the weekend then post it.

This is just a bunch of headcanons I have about the boys in BNHA and what they’d be like as yanderes. Only the really fluffy or good things about them listed here. Neither of these works are a good depictions of a real yandere and make sure to be careful to identify yandere traits in real people around you. It’s a very dangerous world and stay safe!

sorry if you were waiting for me to come out with these and I literally took forever lol, link to the first one is here. It's basically just me comforting myself with the sweet things that I think they would do as yanderes.

Warnings: Brainwashing, blood, gore, death, trans headcanons, body dysmorphia, nonbinary they/he Sero, they/them pronouns + nonbinary headcanons for Tokoyami, he/they nonbinary headcanons with Shinsou, a little NSFW because if I don't specify then they are aged up (around 20-25 is where I imagine the timeline that they actually captured you and have a hero carrier going for them already), manipulation, regular yandere things, kinda just turns into dumbass horknee headcanons at some point after Shinsou (sorry lmfao), objectification

Sero Hanata

so basically the first time they saw you they immediately wanted to come up to you

they love to give you back hugs because once you stop trying to fight them he's gonna be so honored you finally trust him

Big time slut [non-derogetory] for you

Likes to have an apartment that's high up, probably a secured penthouse with lots of windows

If you're afraid of heights they will get a ground bed for you two, they would also vibe with a low hanging hammock if you allow it

they really really like just putting you on a custom made leash, not inherently in a sexual way just in general likes to have it look like that with their tape on you at all times

they really really like it when you come to them for hugs and comfort

If you're a trans reader, if you want a binder he will get you one as soon as you ask, cried when you told him about it.

they cried way more than you though...

Was very accepting as an nb person as well

they custom made you a tape binder of his

Kinda as a joke but high key felt like they were gonna combust at the thought of you wearing that for them

Takes you to pride but you cannot speak

only takes you to pride after they are 1000% sure that you're not gonna speak to anyone but them

Takes you to it as a part of their float because they'd been invited onto the Hero Float

You are in a costume that's exactly like his, helmet and everything, you aren't allowed to be looked at

After that though, it's gonna be your choice to go or not to go

they trust you a little more after you run away from some assholes though and after that sometimes lets you take your helmet off during pride, you have to give them a lot of kisses though

When/if you ever consider any type of surgery he is 110% on board

they demand that you have to have it performed by someone who has done this a million times before, trusts no one else

If there's a way for you to go through it without the surgery they're excited but he's more excited if there is surgery because they love the idea of you being so cuddly and clinging to them for their comfort

Tokoyami Fumikage

haha they're in love with you

like, intensely in love with you the moment they first meet you

Dark shadow thinks you're adorable but says nothing more about their obsession with you

when you met them before UA they absolutely cannot handle being around you in a 10-foot radius

Eventually, though they do try and become a friend of yours

After that, it's a hop on the manipulation train, my dude

they basically make you see them as your savior from a mean uncaring world

they love talking to you about things that make you happy and loving you in little ways

hugs, hand holding, a lot of time it's just a little peck (haha) on the cheek

they love living with you though, like really love it

they like baking and making dinner for you

but especially baking

like really, baking

the manipulation they use makes it seem like everything is okay when you only talk to them so that's what you do and to you, it seems so much better than anything you could do

they haven't come out to you by the time you come out to them so your trans journey really helps them figure things like that out as well

The first time you explain that gender is a made-up construct they're like "yeah......isn't that how everyone feels? Like, not a gender????" we love this for them

you both kind of heal each other through this process

they like seeing you when you're most comfortable so they get you as many binders as you need

also gets you a custom binder like Sero but with feather designs, not like stupid printable patterns but something that is soft and the softness isn't feathers it's regular fluffy cloth

idk I'm not a designer that's why I gave up and became a writer lmao

they also get you a compression corset because they're emo

if there is surgery it takes a lot of time to convince them

they don't ever want you to regret anything they helped you with so it takes a lot of long-winded conversations about it

there was a lot of nervousness on their part because (this is just my headcanon) they were almost convinced to get surgery to construct their face to look human-like

they had a lot of their family tell them that, because of the way they looked, they had less of a chance to become a hero, they were immensely traumatized by this and thus wants to make absolutely sure you were okay with this

but when they finally find themself comforted by you about it it happens quickly and in the safest way you could possibly imagine

Shinso Hitoshi

Shinsou didn't want to approach you at all, he was so scared you'd run away or tell him he's a villain

they always thought that they weren't good enough for you

he loved you but you needed to say hi first

and you did

so he whisked you away

they like to just brainwash you into tasting certain types of food when you're craving them instead of just getting you food

he likes to talk to you in a voice like he would talk to a kitten, not like husky or anything sexy, but something cute and adorable

especially when you're brainwashed and can't say anything to him

He likes to give you lots of soft stuff like I'm talking pillows upon pillows and squishmallows

once he gets his own house they get it in a place that's more comforting in the dark than in the light

they really like the dark and outdoorsy vibe anyway so if they choose a place somewhere in the forest to keep you what's the added bonus if no one can hear you scream?

a little bit of spice; he has this whole a/b/o fantasy (idk it's his vibes that he'd read that fanfic and stuff lmao) and kinda treats you like you were an omega

sometimes if you guys do have sex they'll brainwash you to act like an omega or once he's more experienced with bodily manipulation involving their quirk they'll make you do all of the......omega things

when you come out to them, if you're trans, they're definitely gonna not care

like if you need comfort and stuff about it they will not make a big deal about it

he legit is like "okay .....can I still fuck you or?????"

HE JUST GIVES OFF REALLY HORKNEE VIBES OKAY?????

definitely brainwashes you into not feeling dysphoric anymore though

like loves it when you come up all sad to him and uncomfy just to ask them to brainwash you

he melts over you cuddling them after those times though

if you want surgery they're gonna make sure that it's between him and the doctors that y'all are there

like no one knows you're there, completely off radius, in and out like nothing (he's basically a cryptid in the woods by the time you guys have the surgery, so they wanna make sure no one questions it)

Monoma Neito

bold of you to assume that man can express literally anything when he wants to just sit you on his lap and look at your pretty face

love at first sight taken literally but not in a shallow way

he loves just having you around him

kinda treats you as an accessory at times, talks like you're a purse or something and people don't really comment but it's really freaking them out sometimes when you don't speak up on it

likes to say he's the only one to understand you cause he's afraid you'd leave him

a hardcore fan of collars though

definitely has lots of jewelry that represents him even though you don't go out he still loves the idea of it

big time cook

loves providing for you, never lets you do a damn thing other than watching pre-approved cartoons and hobbies

absolute fucking disaster about hugging you

always has to be touching you

he thinks you're so fucking gorgeous and body worships you even out of the bedroom

if you're trans he will definitely be weird about it at first

he's just diet transphobic

he's not denying it but sometimes he's like "Are you sure???" and stuff

he clears this up with the help of you being pissed enough to not eat or talk to him until he apologizes

he then educates himself on it and comes to the conclusion that he was in fact being an asshole

talks to you about binders and stuff like that

doesn't really believe in surgery, he would never allow you to do that just because it would be too painful for him to see you go through

he instead literally searches the whole fucking globe for a person with a body-altering quirk to make sure you don't get hurt

he seeks out homophobes, transphobes, and other dumbasses on the regular just to kill them like literally it just started out for your approval but now it's just for fun

Anyway, the villain one (if I do it) will probably become just horknee brain rot cause I am a slut. Request some stuff and I'll try to put up some works if y'all want ig.

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nct ot23 reaction to: their s/o being shouted at by someone and the member defends them

the example will be: being yelled at by their choreographer because they are slow at a move.

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he would just stay quiet and observe the situation for a while.

when he starts feeling angry he would talk to them.

“what’s wrong with you? we aren’t fast all the time and that’s okay. There’s no need to be rude, that won’t make them be faster.”

i think that when taeil is mad he must be scary👀

he would calm you down and say how well you were doing.

johnny

oh my god he is so freaking nice and chill all the time.

he would instantly feel bothered by the way you are being treated.

it wouldn’t take two seconds for him to come and defend you.

“Hey, I think that’s enough, they i’ll do better next time but you need to chill.”

he is a big and tall man, so the choreographer would legit think johnny is about to fight him lol.

he would take you out if there to make sure that you are okay.

he would be the cutest and would tell you how good you were.

taeyong

he would be shocked when he sees what the choreographer is telling you.

he would start to be worried about you.

“I don’t think is the way to make them be better, give them a break please.”

he would look at you with puppy eyes all the time to make sure that you aren’t upset.

he would sit next to you and rub your bag while telling you that you are the best dancer ever.

yuta

he would throw the darkest gaze to the choreographer right in the second that they were scolding you.

ready to fight.

“Why are you being like this? are you crazy? we all have bad days, if you feel like complaining do it with someone else.”

he would probably drag you out of there to

somewhere else to make sure that you are fine.

he would probably still mad because he doesn’t anyone to be rude to you😠

kun

he would be confused on why is this person being so rude rn.

protection mode activated

he would feel really impatient and annoyed because he doesn’ want anyone messing with you.

“Maybe we all should take a break a calm down. You are being professional, this isn’t the way you treat someone.”

he would hug you and tell that everything was okay and you were doing well.

he would be bitter towards the choreographer from now on lol.

doyoung

he would put on that cute angry face like when he was eating and ten was comparing him to a bunny, yes, that face lmao.

he would cross his arms and try to calm himself down because he doesn’t tend and doesn’t want to be rude to the choreographer.

“I think you shouldn’t say that to them, there’s better ways to point out what they are lacking.”

he would grab you and tell you that you should keep working hard because you are amazing and don’t listen to mean people because they are dumb.

forehead kiss.

ten

he would raise his eyebrow and pay attention to see if what is happening is real.

he would be lowkey offended by the choreography being like this with you.

“You have trained with tons of people so you know how things are, you are just being rude right now and not even paying attention on how to help them.”

he would be annoyed because he doesn’t want anyone to make you feel insecure.

by himself he would help you with the dance and would tell you how to improve.

jaehyun

I also think that when this man is mad it gets serious because he is so chill all the time.

he would become annoyed by the way that you are being treated.

ready to throw punches (no, jk)

“I’m sorry but you are being really rude right now and it makes no sense at all.l

he would take out of there.

he would put you close to his chest and tell you that you are doing amazing and you shouldn’t be treated badly.

he would be even more protective after this.

winwin

at first he wouldn’t know how to act and he would just be shocked.

he would start to feel impatient because he doesn’t like the way that you are being treated.

“I’m sorry, but this isn’t okay, you are being really mean to them. I think you should apologize.”

he would caress your hair softly and let you know that you were doing amazing.

jungwoo

his expression would be more like a ‘are you freaking kidding me?’

he would feel bitter because he knows how much effort you’ve put into this and how nice you are so he would think that this treatment is unfair.

“Who you think you are to talk to them like this? Fix yourself.”

he would tell you that everything is gonna be okay.

he would start making jokes so you could laugh and forget about the situation.

lucas

he would raise his eyebrow and put on an annoyed expression.

he would be ready to jump to the choreographer.

indignation, that’s what he would feel.

“You need to calm down, they have worked so hard all day and all you do is give non helpful comments.”

he would tell you that you are amazing and that the choreographer might be having a bad day and paying it on you.

he would give you a big hug.

mark

he would be just shocked, looking at everyone’s reactions to see if anyone is gonna say anything.

he would be worried because he doesn’t want you to be upset.

he would feel frustrated because he knows how hard you’ve been worked.

“I think you shouldn’t be treating them like this, you see them everyday and you know they work hard, just because they didn’t do well one time doesn’t give you the right to be mean.”

he would ask if you are okay and maybe buy you a drink because he is sweet like that.

he would tell you that you are the most hardworking person that he knows and that you just need to be strong.

xiaojun

he would have a really serious expression trying to analyze what’s going on.

he would feel impatient about the situation because he doesn’t want you to feel sad.

“This isn’t the way you should treat this isn’t going to help them at all.”

he would give you a big smile and tell you that you are a great dancer and things like this happen sometimes.

hendery

he would be really confused and he wouldn’t understand why the choreographer is treating you like that.

at first he wouldn’t know what to do because he doesn’t want to be rude, but later he would jumo to defend you.

“Hey, they are really hardworking and you know it, you shouldn’t be making such negative remarks.”

he would make sure that you feel fine.

he would give you a hug and maybe make a lot of jokes to make you feel better.

renjun

he would extremely bad because of this whole thing.

he doesn’t like people being unfair and this is happening and to his s/o, so he isn’t feeling chill.

I feel like he is one of the people to really stand up for the people that he cares about, so he’ll do that.

“I think the way you are treating them is not good at all, you aren’t being polite and just everything about this is wrong!”

you probably never seen him like this and you are shocked.

he would tell you that you never should let anyone be rude to you.

jeno

he seems so nice but he is one of thise who are also scary when mad because he is always a ball of fluff.

he would put on a really angry face and it would look like he is about to explode.

after all he is nice and polite so he would control himself to not say anything that he shouldn’t to the choreographer

haechan

he is fierce

he attacc

he would be extremely annoyed by this act if this happened to anyone.

if this happened to one of his members he would be the first one to speak up for them, but now that it’s you he can feel his blood burning.

“What are you even doing? you are a professional choreographer, you’ve worked with tons of people for years and you yet haven’t learn manners? don’t you know that you aren’t mean to people when trying to correct something.”

he would grab your hand and get you out there.

you don’t know if he is trying to calm you down or trying to calm himself down.

he would tell you that you need to speak up if anyone ever says something mean to you, mostly if he isn’t there to defend you.

jaemin

he would start to feel annoyed when he hearts the way this person is talking to you.

he is always really calm but in situations like this he wouldn’t be able to keep calm.

protection mode: on

“I’ve been watching you for a while and I think that they are doing well. Could you please just stop being so rude and start acting professional.”

he would give you a hug and tell you that you are the best dancer in the world.

he would leave kisses on your face so you feel better :(

yangyang

he would be startled and so confused that someone is being rude to you.

he would be a little upset because we doesn’t want you to be upset because if this.

“This isn’t the right way of correcting them, you need to be more nice when talking to people.”

he would give you a hug and a big smile letting you know that everything is gonna be okay.

shotaro

he would be shocked by it but he wouldn’t know what to do.

he seems a little shy for situations like this.

he would feel bad for you because he doesn’t want you to feel sad.

“Maybe we should calm down and take a break, like that they can rest and dance better.”

he would tell you that he is sorry that you went through that.

he would point out every great aspect of you.

he would tell you to stand up and would show you the choreography himself and point out where you can do a little better.

sungchan

he would be confused and wouldn’t exactly know what’s going on.

when he realizes he would pout and be sad for you.

“Sorry to interrupt, but I think that you are tense because you’ve been working for a long time, what if you take a little break.”

he would caress your hand

he would tell you that you are doing great.

chenle

he would put on that intimidating expression that he has.

he would feel soooo annoyed by it, like, no one messes with you!?!?!?

“What do you think you are doing? just because you teach us you think you have the right to come here and treat them wrong? this isn’t it.”

he would try to calm down.

he would tell you that you are insanely talented and that the choreographer is being an idiot for treating you like that.

jisung

oh my god he is so pure.

at fist he would be startled.

he would start feeling bad for you because he doesn’t want anyone measing with you and even less with your dancing.

“They have been working hard for hours, they must be tire by now, I think they should rest to be able to dance better.”

he would probably take you out of the room, sit down with you and tell you that you were doing amazing.

he would also ask you if you want him to helo you with the move that you were having trouble with.

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